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The World Wanna Know Pt 2 ft Wolf Taylor · Blind But Now I See

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Weezy Alex, what up though? We locked in here with my my boy
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you the download, the streams and all that went up when we locked in
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with Wolf. So we're gonna we're gonna run it back another one because you
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know, the world want to know a lot about Blond Poppy and then we
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got it. I gotta twist it because the word gonna want to know about
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Wolf too. We're gonna do a twister today too, if we're gonna lock
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tell a friend, don't be scared, like we just gotta get this
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across the world. And I need y'all help. I ain't scared to ask
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for help. I need y'all help. So what we locking and then we're
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gonna talk about today wolf man. So I got a couple of questions.
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You know, I spent a lot of time just thinking like, what are
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like some really interesting things from a person whose visit has changed? Well,
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what are some interesting questions you can ask them? And I got a couple
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of them. Bro let's run it. Let's run it out. That's so
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I'm gonna start like we're gonna get deep as we go. So number one,
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what is your favorite sound? Uh? My favorite son? The sound
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is going to the back. You're hearing that money just flying if machine.
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I'm like, that's the favorite son right there. It's like, that's that's
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motivation it don't it don't be my money. I go to Bank of America
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so you know there's a lot of Jews and stuff in there. So you
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hear that money, It's like, damn nah, I'm next up. I
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ain't en gonna be at to tell it. You got to take me in
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the back and we waiting for that big contract is coming soon. But yeah,
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it just the sound of money motivates me. Sound of yeah, money
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motivate Uh to sound no moaning motivated like moaning sex money and go here in
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the head chairs with like it's a lot that motivates me, like I'm doing
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something. I like to hear that sound. I don't hear that sound.
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It's like but then but on a serious tip, like silence, I could
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think more like my mind is registering better. It's it's a different type of
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like my thoughts process is flown through my head when when I'm in a silent,
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when I'm in a dark, like completely in the dark, silence,
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no nothing, it's like I get my best work out of here. Like
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I just came in to that and said, yo, a media company like
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Out the Blue and all that. So I feel I definitely feel that one.
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Damn that's real, bro, that's real. I wasn't expecting you to
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say that like so, and I guess in a sense that what that really
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means is you you fully embraced being in the dark, so to speak,
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you fully embraced it because you said you feel the most comfortable. I'm the
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king of the dark. It's to a point a lot I don't Sometimes I
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don't want to see no more. Sometimes you don't even want to see anyone.
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I don't want to see no more. I feel like I do my
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best work in the dark. Well, I feel like me seeing I'm too
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comfortable. Wow, when I'm in a duck, I gotta work ten times
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harder, which means I can't. It's never no time for me to rest.
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Got to stay on my toes. So it's kind of like you claiming
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your power back, like as you since your vision has changed. You're saying
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I'm the king of the dark. Like you don't see that as like a
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negative thing powerful because we have Ray Charles. Look what he became. We
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had Stevie wanted to look what he is now they got to move to the
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side because blind Papa the king of it. I just make this blonde shit
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look good though. That's all blind with style, like you know what I
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mean, Stevie missing the top of his head on whatever the case may be.
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But I am the hood Ray Charles, like different. I could sing
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a tune to a girl like Stevie, but just in a different way.
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Nah, you're a smooth ass nigga too, Bro, I ain't gonna lie
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like you. You're very You have a very infectious energy, and your energy
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is very charming. You know it really is like you just got style,
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Like you said, only one me though it's only one you me. So
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let me ask you this, if you could travel anywhere based on the way
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a place sounds, because obviously, you know, you can't see it the
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conventional way, but the way people describe it. Like you somewhere, you
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minding your business, you overhear some people talking about a Ruba or something like
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that, and they're like, yeah, damn. And then the waves was
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hitting the rocks and it was like this, and then the fireworks was going
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off, and you know, all this shit that's like you could see it,
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like like you could put a picture to it. You could put a
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picture to it. So, like, where would you travel based on the
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way you hear it? You hear it described? Hmmm, I would say
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Africa damn, Nigeria damn. I want I want to, like I want
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to and I don't want to go to the parts that it's built and I
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want to go to the poor parts. I want to. I want to
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put my feet in the dirt. I want to touch them on a la,
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want to rub the dirt in my face like that. Feelings like like
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it's hard to explain, like being in a dark I could walk in the
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room and I just could feel the energy coming out of it. I can
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know if this place is going through hard times, I could touch this place
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as well. Off. I want to feel like in Africa. I want
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to touch the roots like I want to touch my roots. I want to
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fill a water, like go in the water and fill the water like the
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difference is the sun hitting my skin and everything else. That's one place I
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would definitely love to go to. Wow, that's beautiful, bro. And
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then I would go to the city party. Turnout. You're gonna turn up,
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turn up, strip clubs and everything. Turn up. I got to
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you know what I mean. I gotta feel it. But at the same
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time, I still got to turn up. It's all about balance. No
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matter where I go, bl probably gotta turn up anywhere it goes like your
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city, your state, your country, It don't matter. Blond Pably gonna
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turn up. I'm gonna make the best out of it. Like, Hey,
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book blond Poppy Man to book your boy at your events, your parties
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wherever you're at. Man as well hosting. I take hosting gigs and everything
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else. You know what I mean. I need my own liquor. I'm
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tired of promoting Don Houdy honeymown liquor. Hold on, bro, your own
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liquor, my own liquor, my own weed string everything. I don't smoke
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weed. No, you on it something, bro, But I want my
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own we string. Now you owed something and you know what else? Though?
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Like the reason why damn now you cooking? Bro? Because imagine if,
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like from my perspective, if somebody told me, yeah, this liquor
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was tasted and tested very thoroughly, like over a year by somebody who's blind,
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you want to taste it even more. It make you want to taste
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it even more. It's like which, like, which one do I really
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want? Like the one that the somalier said was good or the one that
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the blond dude was like, listen, this shit had me feeling. My
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senses was going like, nah, I want what he got because he in
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tune with his body. That's ship that people feel like they want to turil
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around and smell it and all all that. Not doing all that I'm tasting
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them Like, nah, that's not it, that's not it. That's not
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that tasting. Not just the one right here? Your fuck with these grapes
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come front that said, I'm I'm saying who stepped on me, Like you
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feel me. You should give me some lemonade with this tequila, Like what
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we doing? Nah, I need all them endorsements, man, Like it's
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so much out here that I didn't touch. That's real, bro, so
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much I learned it about you, bro, Like you really don't use any
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excuses or anything to like be a crutch or hold you back. You're like,
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nah, I want it all site, no sight, I want it
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all, nigga, I want I want all my blessings, like not show
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it. I ain't even nothing behind. I work for this, so it's
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like for me to leave it behind to somebody else. It's like I'm not
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doing no justice. That's a fact. I'm being a crutch. That's a
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fact. I don't need no crutch. I walk around with the sticks of
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what the hell I need to crutch for. Let me ask you this next
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question. If you could see for one day, tell me everything you would
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do in twenty four hours. You got twenty four hours. It's all you.
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God was like, here you go, nigga, Like, let me
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just let me throw you a little site real quick. Let me see what
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you're gonna do with it. Like what you what would you do twenty four
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hours, twenty four hours, twenty four hours. Yeah, take your time
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with it. Don't even rush through this answer off. Rip that first second
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going to my child to see that face. My niece is my nephew.
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I've been block for twelve years. I didn't see my nieces and nephews yet,
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I'm just going off I imagine, like I feel like if I was
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just seeing I'm walking, I probably won't even know where it's though off of
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the way I'm picturing them like I got my older niece and nephew. Yeah,
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I've seen nothing but my younger I never seen them. Yeah, just
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strictly voice gadd kate and majority of that time to the kids, just to
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see them, just to dance with them, to play with them. But
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in the midst of all that, I'm gonna be a dangerous nigga in my
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hours. Though I can see that podcast marking I'm taking over. I can
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fuck with the Instagram. I could post as much videos. I don't got
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to say, Yo, you post this for me, ke post that for
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me. Now, I could do the research how I want to do the
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research, Like I gotta wait till somebody to come up to just the types
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signing in for me sometimes or just to tell me what do this say is?
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Or how do this look? Or what you think about this? Now
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my eyes is on it, I'm dangerous. I could structure everything how I
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want to structure it. So you're thinking about work still, I'm still thinking
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about work. Wow, wow, Because when when that twenty five was over,
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I'm going back into the dock. So now if I structure everything the
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way I'm structuring it and I go back to the dark, I'm ten steps
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ahead of I was before. Like even me getting shot, I never prepare
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for this, so it took me a long time to get to where I'm
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at today. I feel like if I had a sign to prepare for this,
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I'd be dangerous. It just took me eight years later to like eight
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years I'm eight years behind. So now I'm working ten times harder just to
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catch up. I'm still ain't even where I need to be at right now.
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I feel like so just seeing my son, seeing my nieces and them,
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you know, my mom's and everything else, it's like, all right,
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ain't I gotta see some ass? Sorry? I got I might spend
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an hour on Cherokee just my eyes going to bleed Cherokee, I love you.
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Just a quick hour, just hour, that's just sixty minutes the strip
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club, just to see motion. But I'm in my night in the clubs.
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I want to see how like my work like, I want to see
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it like I don't want to vision no more. I want to see it
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now. Yeah, I want to see the bottles move, and I want
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to see the DJ like I'm working with people. I never seen him there
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in my life. Because real quick, for the people that they probably do
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know, but for the people that don't. You you spend a lot of
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time in the clubs, can you tell them why? Yeah, I'm a
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party promoter SSI. I don't pay enough, like hope nobody on SSR looking
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at it like what's his name? Lets cut them off because he don't appreciate
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it. But I'm just saying a thousand dollars for a month, don't and
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it ain't doing nothing for me when I'm taking care of me and my child.
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Yeah, I got help around me, but it's not like a being
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a father and being hands on with your child, having that money in your
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pocket for when your child wanted. McDonald's his one son from the store,
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Piers niggers. You don't got to depend on nobody. So that's why I
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go harder for these parties, put them together to make things work, make
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it shit happen. And besides, money never sleep, so why should I.
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So I'm gonna keep my feet on the neck when they come to these
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party shit Like that's how I feel about it. So in a sense like
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that in the twenty four hours, it's like it's just so much I would
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do driving. I miss driving, Yeah, I missed driving. I want
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to just go through my pages and look at look and just look at the
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different outfits I put on for these last twelve years, like just do different
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things and just driving. I might even try to spend an hour and like
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fix relationships that I had that I fucked up. Okay you do you can't,
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you cad to go deeper into that inters like just like relationship pretty much
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relationships that I felt could have been patched up, that could have been like
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fixed worked out. But my pride, they pride like different shit, go
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look for old friends to try to like, yo, bro, there's something
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better out here. You don't gotta beat it like this, right, Like
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I got friends that's alcoholics, that's gone gone, that I grew up from
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the saying box, and it's like, damn, damn. Maybe if I
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could see yo, brother, come in, let me let me change your
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life, Let me take you on the journey with me. Bro. Yeah,
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let me show you something different, let me show you something new.
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And then it's like it's still. I feel like twenty five was stilling enough
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because I never I never seem to get on the plane when I see I
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never got on the plane. Every time I got on the plane is after
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I got blind. Wow. So it's like I feel like twenty five was
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stilling enough for me. Yeah, but I'm gonna make that twenty five was
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count though. Yeah, I mean it sounded like it, Bro, that
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shit count. It sounded like it. Bro. Let me ask you this.
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So last time when we was doing the part, I think we ended
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the part off on such a high note when we spoke about there's a I
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think I don't want to misquote you, so let me know if I got
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it backwards. But you said something like, did you say either people have
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sight but they don't have vision, or people have vision and they don't have
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sight, which one of those was people have sight but with no vision.
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Okay, So you know in the world that we're living in, right,
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people say, like the perfect vision. Right, it's twenty twenty, that's
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what they say. It's the perfect site. That's the perfect site. Right,
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vision is a site I feel like you could look at something but still
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don't get it right, But do you got the vision to take what you
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got in front of you and make it happen? Right? That's vision?
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Right? Like people just living off site right, day to day life like
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I'm gonna just get up and go to work and do this and this,
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Like now, the vision is that I'm gonna get up, go to work
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to stack enough money to start my own shit. Some people good, they
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could do here, they do this, But you're working out of somebody your
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shop. Right, you just got the site to do this here. You
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don't got the vision to own your own shit. Right. It's a big
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difference, I feel right, all right? So ironic and enough? Right?
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Does it saying that love is blind? That's something that you hear niggas
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say all the time, And that makes me think, does that mean someone
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who's blind can see what actually matters in a person without the distractions that the
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people with quote unquote vision do have that quote love is blind. I don't
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feel that. I feel like sometimes people do the dumbest shit for love,
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Like they will ignore every sign there is because they love that person. A
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person could be a domestic violence, but they don't care about that. They
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love that person. A person could be getting cheated on, they could see
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it in their face, but they don't care because they love that person.
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They blonde and the critic body. That's how we started this podcast. That's
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exactly how we started this podcast. People is blond but don't want to see.
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It's like they staying in adult those real blonde people. Really, that's
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the book of see that's scriptures, the Book of se No one of the
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scriptures. You know what I mean, verse three, page ten. Like
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I speak like a lot of people is blind to a lot of situation.
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That love is blind. It's like you gotta physically being a dog to say
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it. But some people put themself in adult really and truly, it's like,
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you know, you could do better for yourself. You don't need a
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person, but you still love that person. It ain't nothing wrong with loving
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that person, but you're gonna stand there and bring yourself down because this person,
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right here that you love now you blind? That's love is blind.
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Nah, I ain't no blind love over here. Wow, it's definitely not.
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It's for the love of blonde Poppy and I know blind love is blind.
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It's a big difference. Like it's a big difference that people don't understand
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that ship. Like we gotta wake up people now. The fuck that love
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is blond? Shit, man, love yourself and love yourself in the light.
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Man. Fuck that that. That's literally such a perfect segue into my
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next question to you, My next question. That's so perfect. How do
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you find the bright side of life in the dark? S man? Hearing
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my son voice, like waking up every day, you gotta let the light
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shine on you. For that. It's people that didn't wake up today.
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It's not even that turn on the news. Look, I mean people get
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killed. Wow, Why I'm not smilling. I'm looking at the old I
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mean recipes to the twin that got stabbed, somebody got shot in the head,
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this that, and I look like damn, I took two of them
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things in the ad and I'm here to talk about it. Nah, I
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gotta spill to that man. People depend on my son. I mean,
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I mean Chloe Yasayah, Booby, Tinky Man, Tanyana Sonaria a black Boy.
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It's like what I'm doing. You got a community. Come on,
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man, I gotta laugh though those my nieces and my nephews, even my
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ex step daughters. Like she reminds me, like, I'm not nothing different,
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my ex daughter, she reminds me, I'm not in different. Tell
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them I can see it. I'm like, like I'm living in a dream
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that I'm blind, but really it's like I'm really blind the way they make
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me feel like I can see. Yeah, I don't know. I gotta
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smile to this. That's beautiful. I got a whole community behind me.
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Like, I'm not beefing with nobody. I'm in a good space with that.
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I'm in good space for everybody. People could say and say, oh
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I hate my baby mother, this, this, this, this, this,
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and my baby moms we cool. May and my exes we cool.
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We could laugh, we could joke about it. I'm not beefing with the
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world. I'm beefing. No, I'm beefing with I'm beef in the foul.
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I'm beefing with defeat. I'm beefing with not trying. That's why I'm
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beefing with people? Are come with me something better than that. Man.
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I smile every day no matter what, whether I'm broke, whether I got
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a pocket full of money, I'm a smile. I feel like they took
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that away from me for eight years. Man, I gotta get it back.
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You gotta get it back. So I got it back. You got
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it back. Good. That's beautiful. Bro. Yeah, gotta look at
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life. Man. You gotta smile. Man, even when you feel like
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times is hard, you gotta smile. Have you ever let me ask you
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this? Another saying that people have rights, They say like they say,
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don't judge a book boss cover? Right, And my question to you is,
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have you ever judged the book boss cover when you heard someone's voice and
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and then and found out later that you was wrong. I don't judge books
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by the couple? Okay, well, because I don't want nobody to judge
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me for what they what they see me, or how they portray me.
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Like as times I walk in they're like, oh, you look like a
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thug. What makes me a thug? Like cause the way I dress,
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the way I walk on a thug. But then when you get to know
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me, it's like Yo. Now you're the coolest person you can have to
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meet. Yo. Your mind is different, the way you think, the
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way you act, the way you I gotta get next to somebody like you.
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It's never good to judge nobody the way like the book buys cover,
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because I fore not look at it like be men, I be no shorty
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thought she hanging without the first thing to be saying, oh you hanging with
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this one? So you you must be like that. Birds of a feather
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flock together right right? But really and truly I done seen girls that give
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it up crazy, but their friend is like a woman got more, got
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respect. Why do I'm judging? Honnn? Know, it's never good to
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judge a book by its couple, because sometimes you can be missing out on
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opportunities, You can be missing out on happiness. You mess out on a
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lot of shit by judging the book byse cover. Bro, That's true.
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Nah, I don't judge nobody, but nobody. Everybody have their own right
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to be how they is. It's up to me to fuck with them.
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Yeah, that's real, real shit. So you know, we live in
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a pretty vain society right as you know, we live in a very shallow
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and vain society. And I know you still get fly. You know you
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care about presenting yourself well and you and you look good like you came in
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to day. I was like, Okay, my boy got the shirt matching
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the j's. I see the sequence. You know it's their presentation. Is
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everything right? But I'm sure ever since your vision changed, you started to
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recognize people's real beauty based on what you feel. Right, you say you
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don't book covered, so you guys, you know based on what you feel.
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So in your opinion, for anybody who's struggling with not being attracted to
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themselves, from your perspective, what can people do to feel more beautiful on
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the inside. That's that's something that I feel like they got to work on.
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Like first, first thing, First, you got to love yourself before
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anybody else love you. And it's like I had a problem with that because
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before I never got to learn, like I never gave a chance to a
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person, always looked at their parents, always looked at their body structure.
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I'm sure you got a fat ass something on it. I never used to
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talk to skinny women and none of that shit, Like I have my prefaces.
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But then when I went in a dog, and it's like you start
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you fall in love with conversations. You fall in love off of, like
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you're not falling in love off the physical aspects. You falling in love with
21:49
a person offers like the littlest shit a personally like, oh no, like
21:55
let me help you. Yeah, I love that shit. It's like now
21:59
it's like you're not there just because oh like I had somebody that set there
22:03
and say, Yo, when you're gonna stop being stubborn and use your stick?
22:07
I said, damn, I never had no girl to tell me no
22:08
shit like that, like you want to see me with my stick? I
22:14
never I never had no girl told me no shit like that and willing to
22:18
want to talk to me and like, yo, use your stick more.
22:22
I'm like that shit, bust my hair. I'm like, nobody never told
22:26
me no shit like that. Yeah, so now I see, like all
22:29
cool, She not judging me by my cover, by the judging a book
22:33
of cy note by the cover she not. And then it's like she wants
22:37
me to like, in a way live my truth as being blond, act
22:41
like it type shit. Even tho I'm blind, poppy, I still move
22:45
the way I want to move but still it's like, you gotta love yourself.
22:48
You can't wait on like sometimes if you big, it's no ugly person,
22:52
love your truth, Love yourself because it might be ten men. Nah,
22:57
I might turn it down, but it's that one that's you. So
23:00
it's like, why would you want to go through ten people trying to figure
23:03
out if they really for you? If that one in front of you that's
23:06
gonna let you know, like I'm here for you, whether you big,
23:08
whether you small, whether you like. I feel like I got the most
23:12
confidence ever when I first when I was blind, I was just like,
23:17
damn, I know people talking about me. I know people saying behind my
23:19
back. I don't give a fuck about none of that shit no more.
23:22
My confidence is through the roof. When I walk in the room, I
23:25
know I'm the hottest motherfucker walking in that room. Like I go to anywhere
23:29
with blind people. Show me a blind person that's hot as me. Show
23:33
me a blind and I don't hate. I just go back home and I
23:37
reevaluated when you next time you're gonna see me, You're gonna see see No.
23:40
Two point five. You got you gotta have that confidence right. You
23:45
gotta throw yourself out there. You'll never know what might come back if you
23:47
don't put yourself out there right. Sometimes we looking in the wrong places for
23:51
that love. Need to go get this like real shit, Like like I
23:56
did a motivational video. Sometimes you gotta look yourself in the mirror and let
24:00
yourself know you beautiful instead of waiting for somebody else to tell you beautiful.
24:03
I agree with this. Sometimes you got to tell yourself I know I can't
24:06
do it, instead of looking for somebody else to motivate you to do it.
24:08
Nah. Hell no, I don't need nobody to tell me. I
24:11
know I'm in so I know I'm that nigga who could really stay with me.
24:15
And it's not cocky. It's the confidence that's in me. It's like,
24:19
I'm not gonna wait for somebody else to tell me that shit. I'm
24:22
I'm gonna tell myself that beyond cocky, it's necessary. Come on, man,
24:26
it's necessary. Like I'm a king in my own right. Come on,
24:29
bro, I'm not gonna let nobody else wait. I'm not gonna wait.
24:32
I'm not waiting for nobody to put the crown on my head I should
24:33
have in my head every time I leave out the house. Say that one
24:37
more time, bro, Like every time I leave out the house, my
24:38
crown is on my head. So what the fucking waiting for somebody else to
24:41
validate me? For? I validate myself. My son calling me daddy,
24:45
that's my validation right there. Wow, my son telling me like he showing
24:51
me that I'm doing a good job. He come in the house. I
24:52
brought you this from the store. I'm doing a good job. Wow,
24:56
waking him up, gettinghim dressed. I'm doing a good job. I don't
24:59
need nobody to validate this king right here. I don't know, but my
25:03
son leave out the house. You or you're a king, you're a prince.
25:06
Why nobody's not gonna tell you that? Bro? I told you you
25:11
don't never gotta wait for a girl to tell you to love you, because
25:12
I tell you I love you, Your mother tell you you love you.
25:15
So anybody else is like you hurt it so much in your life, Like
25:18
you ain't looking for that. You ain't looking for that. They got come
25:19
and something better. I don't know, And that's why people. Some people
25:25
never got the like they never grew up with they fall their mother telling them
25:29
they love you, so they looking for it. That shit in the world.
25:33
Nah, tell yourself you love you, That's all you need. As
25:34
long as you believe in yourself, then you don't need nobody else. And
25:38
that's how real shit is. You gotta start taking you gotta start taking matters
25:44
in our own hand and telling ourselves that we love it, we love you,
25:47
ourself, we believe in ourself. I know I could do this.
25:51
I ain't waiting for nobody else to give me that push. I'm gonna pack
25:53
myself on the back. I did a good job affirmations. People gotta start
25:59
doing more of that shit, I feel. Bro. Damn Bro, I
26:02
ain't even gonna lie to you. Bro, that shit was hear you say
26:06
that just now? That shit was very moving. Bro. I didn't didn't
26:07
want to start crying. Bro, for real, that ship was moving.
26:12
That's what I'm saying. That ship was moving. Bro, do better,
26:17
man, Listen. Is it possible to be addicted to social media as a
26:21
blind person? TikTok? I'm addicted to TikTok? You think so positive?
26:29
Because no lie is I give credit with credits due shout out. It's a
26:33
TikTok called Dutch. The demon speaks from Baltimore and he put he write books,
26:41
but break them down into stories different parts and every day. Like the
26:45
stories he putting together, I can visualize that shit hot ship playing out.
26:48
Cause sometimes I be like, damn, it's like I'm in I'm in the
26:52
story about to shoot something. Oh, I'm in the story about the snatch
26:56
sign. Like I feel that. It's like I'm feeling myself off in the
27:00
stories. What's his name again, Dutch the demon speaks out on TikTok.
27:03
We're gonna reach out to him for sure, his stories and all that shit.
27:07
I'll be like, and he's he dropped a clip every day, a
27:10
video every day, and I'm like, damn, I can't wait tillmorrow to
27:12
see what happened. Wow, it's one of those like he really got the
27:15
YouTube series shit, Like I ain't lie. He's a genius. Wow,
27:19
Like real shit. If anybody out there that guy production and all that,
27:22
they need to hoghlight him. I give credit what credit is doing. He's
27:25
doing his thing. And I sit back, I'm like, damn, like
27:27
this like the way he put it together, like tell jail stories like that.
27:33
This ship is just unbelievable. How do you feel when you hear people
27:36
say they're depressed because of social media. Get off it. You got to
27:42
open your phone to click on ther Get off it? So all I like,
27:49
Oh, I'm depressed. Social media making me depressed. I feel like
27:52
sometimes people look at other people lifestyles and want that ship and that's why they
27:56
get depressed. But what you doing to make your lifestyle better? Nah?
28:03
People look at Swiss Bees, they look at the jay Z's, the Beyonce,
28:07
the Nicki Minaj, they look at the Cardi B's and they feel like
28:11
they want that. The little Baby's a little dirt and they got that drip.
28:14
I want that, But what are you doing to get that? Nah?
28:17
That shit should be motivation, not depression. Nah. And I listen
28:21
to rap albums and I'll hear them talking that shit. That should be motivation
28:25
in me. Nah, I gotta get up. Nah, I gotta do
28:27
this and nah like that's motivation, not depressing. Nah. They were like,
28:33
Dirt got that ship on. Guess what I'm working hard to put that
28:36
ship on. Nah, Baby Yoda bust down. I know I'm gonna have
28:40
an official blonde stepper chain. I know I'm gonna have a bust down early
28:44
on my wrist, so like Maybag driving us around the stars and I can't
28:49
see it, but I want it. I warn it though, I want
28:52
it. You gonna know what it feels like, though, And I'm working
28:55
for it. Be in the backseat, window down, like yeah, and
28:59
it's it's like you've been in the back seat with your wind of the bait.
29:02
You run it something that you worked, then that's right, you putting
29:04
on the chain on that you paid for you work. I didn't have to
29:07
sell no drugs for this. I didn't have to kill nobody. I work
29:11
hard for this, right, Nah, I deserve it. I deserve to
29:12
have this on I bust down Watch. I can't even tell Tom. But
29:19
at the end of the day, I guess see you no, you know
29:22
you fine? Though? See you now? You know you fine? Like
29:26
bust down Watch. What I'm still accessary over time? Is it? Nah?
29:30
I work hard for this show. I have every right to get what
29:32
I want. How do you perceive time? What you mean like a lot
29:38
of like you just said you just might. You just said something really interesting,
29:41
like I can't even tell the time technically, right, so like obviously,
29:45
like we it's twenty four hours in a day. I would say most
29:49
people are not operating off for twelve hours. Maybe they're operating off of maybe
29:55
twelve, maybe eleven. Brownie sleep for five hours a day. Wow.
30:00
Other than that, I'm working. What's the first thing you do when you
30:02
wake up? Get on my phone and you tell you what do you do?
30:06
You like? Talk to Syrir and you'd be like, what do you
30:07
say? Like? What time is it? Thinking about it? The first
30:10
thing when I'm sleep. Ideas pop up in my head while you're sleeping.
30:14
While I'm sleeping, sometimes I have dreams about shit. I get up,
30:18
I let ten toes hit that floor. Thank God for another day off top
30:25
Siri, what's the definition of this, Sirih? What is this? I'm
30:29
listening listen to the Wikipedia? Okay, cool? Well, okay, right,
30:32
the definition of check it out, sirih? My best friend, that's
30:37
my wife to death doing some parting a part? What I do? I
30:41
go on podcast social proof podcasts. What business should they speaking today? Your
30:48
legion? What business should they doing today? Like? And I take that?
30:51
Okay, cool, I listened to it. I never follow the same
30:53
blueprint. I take that blueprint and I mixed eye. I take that blueprint,
30:57
make that shit a GreenPrint. Yeah, how I execute this, How
31:02
I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that. Sometimes I people might say
31:04
it's a waste, but I take every a little of something out of everything
31:10
to make me a better person. Yeah, time is everything to me.
31:14
I feel like if I waste a day, like I feel like I'm behind,
31:18
I'm blind. I gotta work ten times harder. I gotta do the
31:22
work that people really don't have to do, Like all right, cool,
31:26
I know I'm sometimes I'm working on other people's schedules. Yo, can you
31:30
book the Can you put these videos out of me but not schedule it to
31:34
go out this time, this time, this time. So now it's like
31:37
I'm not putting too much on the person to believe in my dreams. Let
31:41
me ask let me ask you this. You you you hear you hear things
31:45
about AI right with AI, like becoming more and more of a thing.
31:51
Are you excited about that? Do you get excited about it? Because you
31:55
know it sounds like AI is going to be just like chat GBT and all
31:59
these different things you might hear about where it's like, are you CHATGYBT?
32:02
I use that? I use I use much for the video clips and all
32:07
that. They chopped the video up, but they don't get the most important
32:10
parts. Yeah, that's that's one thing they don't know. Matter how much
32:15
this AI might feel like it's making your job easier, it's not a human
32:19
brain. It ain't gonna execute it like that human can do. I feel
32:23
like that's just the easy way out. You're gonna get bullshit work. Nah,
32:29
if you're gonna use it, you like I use chat GBT, but
32:31
I use it for question like ask questions I used to ask AI, like,
32:36
Yo, what do I gotta do to be a motivational speaker? How
32:39
can I increase my career? Did not get what they gave me? Okay,
32:45
cool, I'm going on YouTube. I'm going on TikTok. I'm not
32:46
just relying on that, right, I'm getting from all angles like chat GBT,
32:52
like that's the AI version of it. Now, I'm going on YouTube
32:54
to get somebody else that's that spoke on this. I'm going to TikTok.
32:59
Then I'm just scrolling and listening to the different people talk about this. I'm
33:02
gonna take something for all three and I'm gonna put it together right, And
33:07
that's how I go about it. I need personally, I just can't depend
33:10
on aya. Yeah, that should have spinned you. But what if it
33:15
gets to a place one day where it's like it's like you like Siri,
33:19
right, but what if Siri just becomes so much more. I don't know.
33:22
It's just like like like, for example, you said a moment ago
33:24
that sometimes you got to ask people like hey, yo, like tell me
33:28
what to say. What if AI get to a place where it's like you
33:30
don't necessarily need that person to do it, because maybe you got this certain
33:36
thing that like attaches to the collar of your T shirt, or you got
33:38
these glasses or something, and the like it sees things for you and it's
33:42
like, oh, all right, you know this, bro, when I
33:43
know what this is, So when you ask it, I'll tell you,
33:45
like, do you do you look forward to a future like that or do
33:47
you rather just keep like I like having somebody with me and telling me I'm
33:51
still ain't gonna depend on it. Still not because it's stuff. I feel
33:55
like that a I can miss that a human can spot out. Like even
34:00
with the money machine, I still count my money. Whenever I put money
34:04
off from the ATM, I still count it. I still count that ship.
34:07
So it's like it's that's that's a computer. It ain't that shit ain't
34:12
designed perfect. That shit could still fuck up. Nah, I still need
34:16
that human on my old fashioned I got to like even Siri fuck up sometimes
34:22
all the time. Get you caught cheating, text this person and they texting
34:28
that as a person. God, it was Serri fuck up too? How
34:32
that even happen? They must got real similar names. You feel me like
34:37
wicked? Wicked. It's like technology. You can't get it right. A
34:45
car is made to break down, a phone is made to break down after
34:50
a while when they're coming out with a new version. So what you mean
34:52
they can't get it right there? They got to keep coming out with the
34:53
different versions to improve what they did. The last version turner as a new
35:00
update. Come to your phone, this nigga cooking. They working, this
35:04
nigga. They trying to make it better, right, should ain't perfect?
35:07
We not perfect? We think I'm believe in the machine being perfect. I
35:12
don't know how many times that. Whoever, when on your banker, can't
35:15
you look like, wait, what the fuck happened to my brand? And
35:16
you call it bank and they be like, oh, we're working on it
35:20
right now. It's a glitch. It's a glitch all the time. I
35:22
think I'm gonna put my faith into an Ai nigga. I peeped that shit
35:25
all the time. Sometimes I check my ship and I'd be like, hold
35:28
on, man, I could have sworn. I think I'm putting my shit
35:30
into an Ai. Come back three days later, be like there it is.
35:34
Man. One time, I'm like a negative? Negative? What no
35:37
I call? Oh? No, be going through a glitch right now?
35:38
Will just give us twenty four hours? Na, I'm like all because I'm
35:43
like you're negative, Like y'all double charging me? And this is this is
35:46
a computer. It's a computer, this is your system. No, I
35:50
ain't put my life in no Ai. Sorry, let me ask you this.
35:55
What are some things that people do that kind of annoy you but they
36:00
really trying to help. Like maybe they're like, oh, they're trying to
36:04
be a certain kind of way because they think they being mindful, they think
36:07
they're being sensitive to your situation, when really you like you don't got to
36:09
do all that. Like I'm Gucci, Like, is there anything that people
36:13
do that annoy you when they're trying to help. I'm in a club that
36:15
Oh hit, sit right here like a fucking dog? Do you like I
36:21
hate that? Ship? Oh? Sit down? Sit what I'm sitting down
36:24
for? Ready? I know what the chair behind me to see behind me,
36:29
like you don't gotta keep pushing me down like the head when like they
36:34
like trying to guide you to sit down, like the guys like not not
36:37
the guys, but like I go out like my sister and her friends and
36:39
all, oh something like they like, ain't sit, but they already putting
36:44
their hands there. The guys be like, yo, he know what he
36:45
doing, like ship sometimes he helps us. But girl, head, sit
36:51
right here, sit right here now, it's best for you to sit.
36:52
I'm okay, I'm good. M It's like my thing. I'm like,
36:58
you gotta be around me more than staying like great. Also, nigga,
37:01
get your hands off. I'm still a man. I put money out my
37:05
pocket. Oh that's a twenty year pocket. I know, I know that's
37:08
another twenty I know. I know that's a I know. You got to
37:13
be around me more to know about my Like I know money, I know,
37:15
I know, I know what I'm doing. Yeah, like I know
37:19
what I'm doing. It's like or like just new people like, oh you're
37:22
shopping. Oh that you know this is such such such, like like I
37:27
respect it, but I know, like cool, you're telling me the color.
37:31
I appreciate that. I don't get mad over that you're helping me,
37:35
right, Like, I feel like people that's not used to being around a
37:40
blind person because it's not I feel like seeing a blind person is not like
37:45
seeing a person in the wheelchair. You go outside, you always gona see
37:49
a person in the wheelchair. You don't see too many blond people, that's
37:52
true. So I feel like when people finally do see a blond people,
37:54
it's like a blind person is like I gotta be extra air for I gotta
38:00
be extra attentive to them. Now, you really don't Just be yourself.
38:05
That's all I ask. Just be yourself. That's true. You're going to
38:07
oh you want me to pull your chair? What I was supposed to be
38:09
pulling your chair out? You ain't pulling my chair out. Like, I
38:13
still can hold the door for you. I'm still a gentleman. Like,
38:15
Nah, I ain't no pimp. When you're holding the door for me,
38:19
you're pulling it. Nah, that's some pimp shit. I ain't none of
38:22
that. You don't gonna do none of that. Shoty is cool. Even
38:23
had somebody ask me, oh, you want me to break your food up?
38:27
No the fuck, like I'm still a person, ain't nothing like,
38:30
what the hell I'm not a kid? Like with the hell these hands work?
38:36
N But that's that's what That's exactly what it be. My last question
38:42
siple question. Yeah, has food become more enjoyable to you since your vision
38:46
has changed in the beginning. No, but when I got shot, it
38:52
took the taste away from me too. Oh wow, my taste, my
38:57
smell went with it. That's how I really get. I understand, like
39:00
your eyes and everything is really connected. Everything is really connected to each other.
39:05
So it was a battle with that because it's like I was eating shit
39:08
and all that didn't have no taste to it. But it's like you just
39:12
eating it because you know what it is, like I'm drinking Henderson and don't
39:15
got to respond to it because it's like I don't got to taste to it.
39:20
So it's like now Chick fil A, I enjoy it, Chinese food
39:27
Haltise, I enjoy it, Bachi I first time I eat a Baci food,
39:31
I was blind and I told my mom, like, yo, just
39:35
try I'm telling you it's good. It's good. I'm like, if I
39:37
don't like it, y'all gonna pay for it. I ain't gonna waste my
39:38
money on something like I try to stick to what I know. I tasted
39:43
that ship. I said, God, damn, this shit is good.
39:45
Now I always want to go back. So it's like the tastes everything to
39:49
me, like one thousands of everything. It's like I could really taste the
39:54
seasoning in it. It's like you can look at something like damn, I
39:59
know that's good for sure. And now I'm just going off a taste.
40:01
I'm going off a smile like lily ship, like if I didn't funk with
40:09
because I don't funk with seafood, but I did. Yeah, really,
40:13
I don't fun with seafood. That's good to know at all. But if
40:15
I did, the smell of it wouldn't make me wanted shout out smell bad.
40:22
And I'm like, damn, something that come out the water while I
40:24
do a smell like that bunch my hair every time. But like yo,
40:29
but beef and pork going around eating all different types of ship that should smell
40:32
good. When it's cooking. But like, yeah, it tastes everything though.
40:37
So let me ask you a very ratchet ask question. I love ratchet.
40:45
So, so obviously your other senses have enhanced. What what you say
40:52
your other senses happened? Crazy? Okay, So we were just talking about
40:58
seafood and you said, you the way that shit smell. So if you
41:06
find yourself in a situation you're at the club, you know what I mean?
41:08
You right, you do parties. I'm fucking running, I know it's
41:12
coming. I know it's coming. I know it's coming. You're doing too
41:16
much working and all lane that smell hitting me. Oh fucking that. I
41:20
decided the club and I ain't judging. Baby. That's how you spell.
41:22
You smell. But Noah, going to the other side of the club.
41:24
Sun ain't right. That's what smell like that something that is wrong. Baby.
41:30
You smell yourself before anybody else. Dude, what you're doing? Your
41:35
baby girl? Stop it. Go in the corner, Go in the corner
41:37
what she supposed to do in the corner, just staying there like something is
41:43
wrong. You smell yourself before anybody else, dude. No, that's not
41:47
that's not that's not it that's not it. Sometimes when I get sweaty,
41:52
I smell myself, make sure ain't musty and shit. No matter how much
41:54
the erring you, I still gotta smell myself. And then like you're doing
41:59
all that, do you want to dance on people? You fucking somebody payings
42:01
up? Baby girl? Nah, you can't do that. Nah, you
42:07
definitely can't do that. Now, I've been around a couple of girls,
42:08
I'm like, I know she smelled herself, so what if? So what
42:12
if you get to the to the to the point where you y'all made it
42:15
to the crib and you you ain't tell until it's like she whooped, she
42:17
slid them off, and then it's like what you gonna do? Something came
42:22
up, something gotta go. But it ain't like you can like casually just
42:28
look at your phone and be like, oh, I got this text.
42:30
So it's like, oh ship yo, I like like something's a point y'all
42:35
got y'all gotta go yo, Oh show yo, bro yo, come schoo
42:37
me bro. I forgot. I don't know something is wrong. I ain't
42:42
gonna come out and just say yo, something is wrong down there. It's
42:45
a difference between funk and sweaty. Oh god, it's two different smells.
42:50
Oh it's a difference between that must and I sweated. Something is wrong,
42:54
showy. I can't do it. I ain't thirsty like that. Mm hm.
43:00
I feel like I've been with enough girls enough that I can turn it
43:04
down now. Oh shit, have you ever had a three? Get me
43:07
wrong? Hell? Yeah? And going back to the smell, don't get
43:12
me wrong, I'm I'm gonna before I changed my life. I was a
43:15
wicked type of kid. As men, we all had funky hits before.
43:22
I ain't gonna lie I did. But at this age, thirty three are
43:25
gonna be about to be thirty four. I should not be doing that.
43:29
My nigga said, we all had funky we don't have funkyits before. At
43:32
this age, you shan'n't be doing it no more. Though it's over for
43:36
that, it's definitely over there for And this is why this podcast called the
43:39
Blomber. Now. See, you never know what you're gonna walk into.
43:43
I might be helping a lot of people out to know, like, let
43:45
me check myself before I go out, and then I'll go around this nigga
43:49
with this good ass knows I'm just saying, and you might be no funny
43:52
shit. Bro. You might be the first man ever to admit that we
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all do we all. I ain't ashamed to say it. Like people don't
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out well, we all had funky his before, like we You can't say
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you had the baddest of the bad. And even even if you had bad,
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some of the baddest girl was funky. If you all have funky his,
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I'm a man. I commit it. I ain't scared to say it.
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You ain't gonna you're gonna tell her. I might not tell, but
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I hit it no more. How come you ain't how come you ain't gonna
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tell him? When you know I don't hit you up? You know something
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that something happened, so you'll get the message. I don't be going to
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break nobody hard. Nobody feelings, none of us. No, that's real,
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even though even though you're a funky hit. Yeah, like you know,
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when I don't do certain things, you know what it is, m
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M, I don't do that. Oh you never went down. I don't
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do that. I'm roster. I want to do that. Nah, Like
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you know, like you know, you know you smell before somebody else could
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tell you I'm sorry. It's like, you know what, I just remember
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I'm Jamaican. I'm bad, real or like a real woman that come in
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like, can I go freshen up? I love your father for that.
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Ain't just giving me anything, Jesus. Freshen up, Jesus. But you
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don't dig cockwheels in this club. You don't busted man, nah Jesus.
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Mm hmmm, hey man, those are all my questions for today, bro,
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And I think I think you did great, Bro,