Latest / Nightmare Success In and Out / Wall Street Hedge Fund Founder/Prison to Passion - The Chip Skowron Story
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- 0:01What happens when your worst fear becomes your reality?
- 0:04Hi, I'm Brent Cassidy, welcome to the Nightmare Success In and
- 0:07Out podcast where we explore how to overcome your fears and
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- 0:48OK, folks, I've got, I've got a guy here that he's real smart
- 0:53and he's an inspiring guy and he's really doing good stuff.
- 0:57His name's Chip Skoron and he's got a fascinating story and
- 1:02we've been talking for last couple of months.
- 1:04I'm really glad that we've been able to connect because he's
- 1:07just doing really good work in this, this re entry space.
- 1:11And, and I'm all about the whole re entry world and, and seeing
- 1:14how we can make it better for the people trying to get back
- 1:17into society. But a little bit about Chip,
- 1:21he's meaning he's a smart guy. He attended and graduated from
- 1:25Yale Medical School. He did it.
- 1:27He did his residency in orthopedic surgery at Harvard.
- 1:32And then he just totally switched gears.
- 1:34I think he got a little bit frustrated with some of the
- 1:36things and we could probably maybe talk about a little bit of
- 1:38that. But he became a portfolio
- 1:41manager at Front Point Partners healthcare funds.
- 1:44And as I read it was one of the largest funds on Wall Street.
- 1:47It was a big deal. It was it was big time.
- 1:51Things got wacky and crazy and and Chip ended up getting
- 1:56convicted of insider trading and was sentenced to A5 year federal
- 1:59sentence. Chip since then and this guy has
- 2:03dedicated himself to giving back, using his experience to
- 2:07help others through their re entry journey back into society.
- 2:11He's now the CEO of Prison entrepreneurship program, whose
- 2:15mission is to transform inmates and executives by unlocking
- 2:18human potential through entrepreneurial passion,
- 2:21education, mentoring. PE PS groundbreaking results.
- 2:25Listen to these results. This isn't really these are
- 2:27results that you don't hear about include a return to prison
- 2:31rate of less than 5%. So for those out there that
- 2:34follow news and and hear the bad narrative, that's that number's
- 2:38usually 75%. So this is less than 5%.
- 2:42What PE PS doing employment 100% within 90 days.
- 2:47That's almost, I mean that when I read that it's unheard of.
- 2:51It's, it's incredible and there's been over 100 businesses
- 2:55launched. These results are incredible.
- 2:59I can't wait to jump into all this with chip.
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- 3:39Success sent you Chip. Welcome him, my man.
- 3:42How are you? Brent, you are pro man that was.
- 3:45Really good but what anybody did this chip I.
- 3:48Am I am? It's good to be here, Brent.
- 3:52Thanks for having me. Well, you know, we were just
- 3:55talking. I wish we would sometimes record
- 3:57this stuff before we get on because you're in a new position
- 4:01and, and I, I couldn't be more excited for you because we're
- 4:05going to get into all of your background stuff.
- 4:07But you are the right man at the right time in the right spot to
- 4:11be doing what you're doing. And, and you've got that
- 4:14passion, man. You've got that, that thing.
- 4:16When I start talking to you, I thought, man, I want to stay
- 4:19connected to Chip because he's got whatever that is.
- 4:22You know, when somebody walks into a room, whatever that is,
- 4:25you've got that passion vibe and that's, you know, I'm sure
- 4:28that's what was your driving force getting you through all
- 4:32your stuff as you were growing and doing in your world.
- 4:35But take us back a little bit, Jeff.
- 4:38I, I've read your background story.
- 4:41Tell us about little chip growing up.
- 4:43I think you were down in Florida.
- 4:45What, what was life like? What was happening in your
- 4:47world? I mean, I I grew up in actually
- 4:51comparatively very good circumstances.
- 4:53My my dad was a rocket scientist.
- 4:56You know who's who's? Dad's a rocket scientist.
- 4:58No, for the, for real, he moved down to, he moved down to Cocoa
- 5:03Beach, FL because he got recruited to, you know, build
- 5:06rockets. And my mom and a whole bunch of
- 5:09other women were recruited to come down there because they
- 5:12needed secretaries and school teachers and all of that.
- 5:15So they kind of, you know, the government built this, this
- 5:18community out of nothing in a swamp.
- 5:20And that's Cape Canaveral and Kennedy Space Center.
- 5:23So I grew up, I grew up there and my dad turns out was an
- 5:25entrepreneur and, and after 25 years in the space business
- 5:29working on Apollo and Minuteman and Beaumark and Atlas and
- 5:34Mercury and even the shuttle missions, he left and started
- 5:40his own business. He would.
- 5:41He became a Long John Silver's franchise.
- 5:45How about that? I used to love Long John
- 5:47Silvers, the chicken planks and the fries.
- 5:49Well. Listen, I used to cook them for
- 5:50you. I mean, I put them for guys like
- 5:52you because, you know, my dad decided I needed to learn how to
- 5:55work. And so when I was 16 years old,
- 5:58you know, I had to work in the restaurants and I was a first
- 6:02mate dropping hush puppies and chicken planks and fish and all
- 6:07of that. And, you know, eventually got to
- 6:11the point where he had to fire me.
- 6:14What do you mean? Well, you know, look, I mean,
- 6:19you know, I was, I was a kid who was, you know, although I was a
- 6:24good student and I was, you know, very focused at
- 6:29performing. You know, I was also kind of a
- 6:32mess inside and, you know, after work let my friends in the back
- 6:38door. And you know, in those days,
- 6:40Long John Silver had a keg of beer.
- 6:43That's great. Beer and.
- 6:44Keg of beer for teenagers can go a long ways.
- 6:47And and hot grease. And hot grease, Keg of beer and
- 6:51hot grease. But I was a, you know, I was AI
- 6:53was a troubled kid. So again, on the one hand,
- 6:56straight A's and captain of the soccer team and number one on
- 6:59the tennis team and all that stuff.
- 7:00And on the other hand, severe drug addiction, you know.
- 7:07And where did that, where did that come from Chip, like how
- 7:09did you find your way into that? Well, I'll tell you I was.
- 7:13Because I mean, you almost have to, because I, you know, we both
- 7:17played sports in high school and that and, and, and you almost,
- 7:21because you have to dedicate yourself to so much time to it
- 7:24that you, you almost have to have somebody that pulls you out
- 7:27of that. You live 2 separate lives.
- 7:29Almost. How did you how'd that happen?
- 7:32So, you know, I was aware that I was different in a lot of ways
- 7:36and I didn't feel like I fit in. And what I found after that
- 7:40first, you know, smoke of a joint was I was accepted.
- 7:46And so I started down that journey of just, you know, being
- 7:51one of the cool kids trying to fit in and, you know, was able
- 7:56to for a long time walk that very, very scary line of
- 8:02continuing to keep up the facade and appear to be the guy that
- 8:06had it all together while I was falling apart.
- 8:09And that was something that would, that's something that
- 8:10would echo in my life years later.
- 8:12So. My mom hadn't found out.
- 8:14No, I was. That's what I was just going to
- 8:16ask you, Chip did did was that something that you, you kept so
- 8:20secret that your parents didn't know about it?
- 8:22Or were they aware of it and they they were trying to help
- 8:25you through it? And no, listen, I was.
- 8:27I was stealing money from my parents.
- 8:30OK, I was. I was, you know, hiding.
- 8:33I was living a double life. Yeah.
- 8:35And scary that even at that age I was good at it.
- 8:39And how old would you been? Well, that it really got bad
- 8:42when I was 15. OK.
- 8:44And by the time I was 16, that's when my mom found out.
- 8:49OK. And then what happened with
- 8:50that? Well, I'll tell you, my mom was
- 8:54a a born again believer and she did what the Bible said she
- 8:59should do. She's she called the elders of
- 9:00the church and we went to the church at 10:00 at night, the
- 9:04night she found out. And these men laid hands on me
- 9:07and prayed for me, and the addiction left.
- 9:11I. Never.
- 9:12I never touched. I never touched cocaine again.
- 9:16I never touched crack again. So what was the next step for
- 9:21you? If that was out of your life and
- 9:23you were living this double life, how did you take the next
- 9:28step forward? So I, you know, although those
- 9:31things left me, I was not ready to surrender my life to anybody.
- 9:37I needed to be in control because I had to prove to
- 9:40everyone, including my dad, that, you know, I could, you
- 9:45know, I could be worthy of praise.
- 9:47And so for me, that looked like going to medical school.
- 9:49And that had been my kind of my life, my guiding post for my
- 9:53whole life. It had been the thing that had
- 9:56allowed me to endure and propel myself through a whole bunch of
- 10:00adversity. But you know, that was the thing
- 10:04that kept me going. So, and I think your dad, you
- 10:08know, reading about this, you, your dad would have been a tough
- 10:10guy to follow. I mean, he, he was, he was a
- 10:12doer and, and an entrepreneur and, and a rocket scientist.
- 10:18Still isn't. There was a thing that happened,
- 10:20and I don't forget where I read it, Chip, where your dad had a
- 10:24fall. How old were you when that
- 10:28happened? Because that would have been
- 10:29pretty. I think that would have really
- 10:31shaken up a kid at that, whatever age you would have
- 10:34been. My dad was power cleaning the
- 10:36second floor of the house and he fell and he was working with my
- 10:40older cousin at the time and my older cousin, you know, how to
- 10:44look a panic on his face. And I ran outside.
- 10:46They were going to call 911 and to get help from my dad.
- 10:51And he had fallen between the house and A and a a flight of
- 10:56stairs. And so I, I was looking down
- 10:58into kind of this pit and seeing my dad crumpled, you know, in
- 11:03the bottom of that pit just terrified me.
- 11:07You know? You know, I think like many
- 11:09kids, you know, my dad was bigger than life.
- 11:11I mean, he was a bigger than life guy.
- 11:14You know, he was a rocket scientist and he was a
- 11:16businessman. And he had people working for
- 11:19him and people saluting him. And, you know, he's bigger than
- 11:22life. And to see him like that and to
- 11:26be helpless, you know, brought me to the place at that moment
- 11:31where I made a vow. And I didn't recognize this
- 11:33until decades later. But I made a vow that I would
- 11:36never be helpless again. And that vow led me to decide to
- 11:41go to medical school where I would be equipped and I would
- 11:45learn how to manage any situation so that I wouldn't be
- 11:49helpless ever again. Wow, it's interesting.
- 11:52And were you were you an only child or did you have siblings?
- 11:58I had an older sister who was ten years older.
- 12:01Oh wow, that's a lot older. Than my mom had from another
- 12:03marriage and then a younger sister who was two years
- 12:07younger. OK.
- 12:07So we're both of them and they're amazing.
- 12:09And you were the middle, OK. Well, I kind of grow up as the
- 12:12old old. Well, I would think so with 10
- 12:14years difference. I mean that's that's a lot
- 12:16different. I mean, when you're in school,
- 12:17they're way out and you know, that would be different.
- 12:21Yeah, I was the typical, you know, oldest child kind of
- 12:26performing and, you know, trying to measure up the prodigal son
- 12:29child, you know. So what was you like with with,
- 12:33you know, your mom going through that?
- 12:36You go to medical school. You do.
- 12:37Well, I mean, you, you go to Yale.
- 12:40You know that that's one of those things where where did you
- 12:42go to medical? Oh, I went to Yale.
- 12:44I mean, that's a big deal. What was did you feel like that
- 12:49that was a climb to the top of the peak there that you had
- 12:54conquered whatever this is in your head, that I'm that guy.
- 13:00Well, I got a So the entry into that season of my life came
- 13:05quite traumatically on the day that the Dean of the medical
- 13:09school called to personally welcome me into what they called
- 13:15the medical scientist training program, which was in a full
- 13:17ride to the medical school. I sat with that information
- 13:22that, that phone call, I sat with that for about 20 minutes
- 13:25alone. Just as you said, you know, wow,
- 13:29this is, this is the pinnacle, this is, this is the my life's
- 13:32achievement. Next phone call, 20 minutes
- 13:36later was my father telling me my mom had been killed in a car
- 13:39accident. Oh my.
- 13:41Gosh, and that kind of sent me spinning.
- 13:45It kept it, it sent me emotionally into a place that I,
- 13:49I had no idea how to recover from.
- 13:52And I had already, you know, I'd already largely left home, was
- 13:57not really connected to home much anymore.
- 14:00And now I was being sent out with this just feeling of
- 14:05abandonment, feeling of, you know, betrayal, that God hadn't
- 14:10allowed me to share this incredible news with my mom that
- 14:15she'd been my biggest cheerleader.
- 14:16So yeah, it was a that's. Amazing that that that that
- 14:21happened in the in that time sequence.
- 14:23That's incredible. Yeah, You know, I was talking
- 14:25about it today at lunch. You know it.
- 14:27It's the kind of thing, though, that set me up so that every
- 14:29good thing that happened to me subsequent to that, I was
- 14:33conditioned by that wound to always be expecting the other
- 14:37shoe to drop. Something else to happen?
- 14:39So I never got I I would, I never really fully enjoyed any
- 14:42good thing and. That's because of that.
- 14:45You know, innate wound, that fear.
- 14:49Well, let's talk about because you, you, you go into not just
- 14:54being a doctor, but going overseas and doing surgeries.
- 14:59And how did that, how did that even come about?
- 15:04Well, I met this. I met this girl who became my
- 15:08wife, but her father, my father-in-law had been
- 15:13affiliated with a group called Americares in Connecticut, which
- 15:16at the time was one of the largest disaster private
- 15:20disaster relief organizations in the world.
- 15:22And, you know, at the time I was training to be a surgeon and the
- 15:27idea of traveling around the world and showing up just in the
- 15:31nick of time and, you know, making a difference.
- 15:34I mean, it was a, it was a really attractive thing to me.
- 15:38So I went on my first trip with them in 1994 and just fell in
- 15:45love with people that were hurting and, and so grateful to
- 15:51see us show up. It was, I mean, it wasn't, it
- 15:54was a really amazing part of my life.
- 15:58But you're looking back on it, I will say this, it was, it was
- 16:04largely a selfish thing that I was doing.
- 16:06I wasn't really doing it for them.
- 16:10It was really about me. And I did have amazing
- 16:14experiences. I met amazing people and became
- 16:17a America has became a very important part of my whole life
- 16:21journey. I stayed with them and worked
- 16:23with them. I later joined the board and,
- 16:27you know, just loved the people and, and they were an amazing
- 16:33group of people that loved me when my life fell apart.
- 16:38That's interesting. I didn't know that.
- 16:41So you take a you take a life turn.
- 16:46But it's when I say that is it wasn't outside of your field
- 16:49that which is interesting. It was, it was a, you know,
- 16:53billion dollar healthcare fund. So it was you had and knew and
- 16:58and your history was it, but you had an interest in those fields
- 17:02of research. So it wasn't like you just went
- 17:06from being a doctor to, you know, a San Francisco tech guy.
- 17:11This, this was this was moving into a world where you're there
- 17:17was some familiarity, but what made you what made you make that
- 17:19jump? You know, there medicine was in
- 17:23a state of transition and where I was, where I was training, I
- 17:29was looking at these incredible men, these captains of
- 17:34healthcare technology. They were developing, pushing
- 17:36the boundaries of what was happening in orthopaedics and
- 17:40and yet almost to a man. So there weren't, I had no
- 17:45female attending surgeons. They were all men.
- 17:50I don't I don't know of any that were at the time really happy,
- 17:55that seemed happy in their life, in their family life.
- 18:00Most of them, you know, their marriages have fallen apart.
- 18:03I mean, these were men that were really passionate, committed,
- 18:07maybe beyond healthy boundaries to, to the practice of medicine.
- 18:12Anyway, So it, it came to the point where I was trying to
- 18:14decide, OK, so with the, for the rest of my life, I'm going to be
- 18:18a reconstruction guy, a joint reconstruction guy.
- 18:20I'm ready to be a spine guy or I'm going to be a trauma guy,
- 18:22or, you know, I'm going to start to put myself into a bucket.
- 18:25And the prospect of that rest of my life idea really became
- 18:30daunting. And, you know, there was a,
- 18:33there was a morning when, you know, I was in the hospital and
- 18:37I was on call and it was my, my wife and I had had our first
- 18:41child and Carly was, we were, they were celebrating Easter and
- 18:47I was on call and I couldn't, I couldn't go be with them on
- 18:51Easter morning and go to church with them.
- 18:53And so, you know, it was kind of one of those moments where I
- 18:56said, is this really what I want?
- 18:57Am I going to go down this road and, and become one of these
- 19:00guys who I can see what this has done to their lives, how it's
- 19:04consumed them? And so I didn't know what I was
- 19:06going to do. And so I just said, I just
- 19:08basically told my, my chairman, who was an amazing guy, doctor,
- 19:14Doctor Herndon. And I said, listen, I, you know,
- 19:16I don't know what I'm going to do, but I, I need to, I need to
- 19:19go figure something out. And he said, listen, we're going
- 19:22to give you, we're going to give you a sabbatical.
- 19:23We'll give you a year. And I told him, I said, listen,
- 19:26I don't, I don't need that. I know I'm, I'm making a change
- 19:30here. And so I began to look at other
- 19:32industries and, and it just so happened that, you know, I
- 19:35didn't know anything about the hedge fund World Zero.
- 19:37And I walked into an office in New York and just things went so
- 19:46right. I couldn't possibly say no.
- 19:48I mean, they made it. They made me an offer I couldn't
- 19:51refuse. And they were, and they were
- 19:54looking for guys like you. At the time they were yeah, I
- 19:57mean and and that, you know, I had no idea what SAC Capital
- 20:01was. I had no idea and.
- 20:05And so I would moved, moved from Boston down to Connecticut and
- 20:09began commuting into New York and went to work way, way over
- 20:16my head. But you got really good at it.
- 20:21I got good at parts of it and the parts that I wasn't good at,
- 20:25I was really, I was really keen on finding people that could do
- 20:30those parts. And so a couple years later,
- 20:33when the opportunity presented itself, that's when I reached
- 20:37out to the people that could plug those holes in my own life
- 20:42and my own capability. And we created Front Point
- 20:45Healthcare fund. And I mean, I was really good at
- 20:49telling the story. And as a group, we were really
- 20:51good at managing a portfolio, managing risk and, and it
- 20:55resonated and we had, you know, way more success than I could
- 21:01have ever dreamed of. And that's the crazy thing about
- 21:05your story. You have this incredible success
- 21:09and you, you know, you're in a great community.
- 21:14It's it's community of success. I mean, there's, there's, you
- 21:17know, I, when I, when I was in Nantucket, you know, I was there
- 21:20for 18 years. You know, there's there's so
- 21:22many layers of and in Connecticut and Greenwich is is
- 21:26it's that world, but you moved around in that world and became
- 21:32part of that world. When when was it, Chip, that you
- 21:38felt like something wasn't right that that or did was it a
- 21:43surprise that someone was coming down on you in a way that could
- 21:49change your life? Well, I, I was certainly
- 21:52intoxicated by the world I was in for sure.
- 21:56I was certainly enjoying all of the comforts and the pleasures
- 22:01of it. And it was an, a very unhealthy
- 22:04place to be. And to a certain extent I was
- 22:06aware of it, but I was definitely not going to be able
- 22:09to save myself from it. There was no way I would I could
- 22:11rescue myself. And when I was, you know, pretty
- 22:15far along the road, probably back I'm, I'm going to say
- 22:19probably a year and a half before everything blew up, I was
- 22:24having a conversation with my older sister.
- 22:26And I remember very clearly telling her, So I've, you know,
- 22:30I'm married. I have the children, I have the
- 22:32house, I have the cars, I have the vacation house.
- 22:35I have all these things. Is this all there is to life?
- 22:40So all of these things that I've been trying to accumulate, to
- 22:44try to satisfy, you know, some vacancy in my soul, none of it
- 22:51was meeting that desire, that need.
- 22:55I didn't, I didn't know what would.
- 22:57And, and yet my sister had a very clear picture at that
- 23:01point. And, you know, Cindy began to
- 23:03pray for me and she had been praying for me, but now she knew
- 23:08things were coming to a head. And, and it wasn't that much
- 23:12long longer after that that, you know, was November 4th, 2010,
- 23:19that everything came to a stop. I mean a sudden stop.
- 23:26So when it came to a sudden stop, was did your wife know
- 23:31anything about it, Did the kids know anything about it?
- 23:34Or was it one of those things that just hit?
- 23:37Well, remember, remember back when I was 15, I was really good
- 23:41at living a secret life. So I, I had a secret life.
- 23:46And so while there were headlines about a criminal
- 23:50investigation, perhaps front point was involved, perhaps this
- 23:53guy who was a portfolio manager had been involved.
- 23:59Those headlines were certainly daunting, very scary.
- 24:02Front page of Wall Street Journal was a big deal.
- 24:04There was a lot of embarrassment, a lot of very,
- 24:09very uncomfortable. No one had any idea up until
- 24:12that day that there was anything criminal going on.
- 24:16I knew that it was just the tip of the iceberg, that there was a
- 24:21whole bunch more behind that about my life that was really
- 24:26rotten. And and so unraveling all of
- 24:31that was a process that took months.
- 24:36And it was the New Canaan society, this group of men, this
- 24:43group of Christian men who I was introduced to, that came around
- 24:48me. I did not know them.
- 24:50I didn't even know they existed until this had happened.
- 24:54And they loved me. And they gave me the room and
- 24:59the space to really be real about what was going on.
- 25:04Not the headlines, but the real stuff that was going on.
- 25:09Because I, I was a mess. You know, I, I was not the
- 25:13husband that my thought that my wife thought I was.
- 25:15I was not a good father. I was, you know, I was a
- 25:19deceiver and a manipulator. And you know, it was, it was not
- 25:23pretty. And Chip, how did these guys
- 25:26find you? I mean what?
- 25:27What was the? Connection.
- 25:28To be clear, I didn't even find them.
- 25:30I mean, so I was sitting in a meeting one day and at the
- 25:33Greenwich Leadership Forum and it was a Friday morning and I'd
- 25:37heard about this group and I'm sitting there and the guy next
- 25:39to me said, I mean, he just whispers and he had no idea who
- 25:42I was. He said, listen, if you think
- 25:44this is good, you ought to check out the New Canaan Society.
- 25:46And I was like, all right, thanks.
- 25:48Appreciate the heads up. I walked out of the door and my
- 25:51sister from California calls me. It's 5:00 in the morning, her
- 25:54time. And she says, I know where you
- 25:56need to go, the New Canaan Society.
- 25:59And I said to myself, well, I. Probably ought to check this
- 26:04out. Weird enough that I need to go
- 26:06figure that out. And when I showed up, I found
- 26:10something that I didn't even know.
- 26:11I didn't even know it could exist.
- 26:13A group of men that gather together on a regular basis and
- 26:16are actually authentic, that are are actually real.
- 26:20That is not something that was part of my life at all.
- 26:22You know, you go to work and you have to put on a front.
- 26:25It doesn't matter what's going on at home.
- 26:27You have to show up and be the captain.
- 26:29And then, you know, if you're out with your buddies and you
- 26:32know you're doing that, you're not, you're not sharing the
- 26:36trouble in your life or your business with them.
- 26:38It's, you know, you just go from one.
- 26:40I was going from one basically performance to another.
- 26:45How long? How long did the nightmare part
- 26:48of getting noticed, being indicted to figuring out being
- 26:54sentenced? How long did that take?
- 26:56Well, so November was the awareness of the criminal
- 27:00investigation. It was August.
- 27:04So from November to August was the journey of coming to faith,
- 27:11confessing everything, and then pleading guilty.
- 27:15Being indicted and pleading pleading guilty, which you know
- 27:18in in federal indictment land, is like the shortest time ever.
- 27:23I was I was just going to say that's I went six years.
- 27:26That's the short. Those are months in that year,
- 27:29But you know the IT doesn't it doesn't change anything.
- 27:33You know, the the fight is the same.
- 27:36You wake up with it, you go to bed with it and then you've
- 27:40you've finally realized it. OK, then I'm going to do this
- 27:42plea. How, how did that all handle out
- 27:48and with your, your wife and kids and all that was going on?
- 27:54Because obviously it affects you.
- 27:55But when I, when somebody goes to prison, their family
- 27:58basically goes to prison because everybody has to handle that in
- 28:01their own way. And I'm just saying that from
- 28:02experience. I have, you know, three
- 28:04daughters and a wife and, and we all had to go through it in our
- 28:07own way. I went to prison, but they were
- 28:09on prison on the outside. And it, how was it for you and
- 28:12your family? Because you guys took you,
- 28:15you're one of the small percentage where you guys stayed
- 28:19together. Yeah, and, and by the way,
- 28:22that's all God and my wife. I mean, I get no credit in that.
- 28:30The credit I get is burning the marriage to the ground.
- 28:33And the time frame is one where, you know, the New Canaan society
- 28:39becomes a part of my life. I, I come to a, a completely new
- 28:47relationship with God. I, I mean, I had no idea how
- 28:52religious religiousness had basically, you know, shackled me
- 28:57from my whole life and, and suddenly I come into a, a saving
- 29:01relationship with Jesus. That was in April that led me to
- 29:06really a profound month of really being able to see just
- 29:13how at least a glimpse of how broken my life really was, of
- 29:18the lies and the deceit and the just the the mess that my life
- 29:23was and then confessing that. Then it came to the point where,
- 29:29OK, you have to make a decision. Everybody who goes through this
- 29:31has to make a decision. The decision is very simple.
- 29:33Are you going to cooperate the government and get other people
- 29:36in trouble? Are you going to plead guilty or
- 29:38are you going to fight and plead innocent and try to get a trial?
- 29:42Everybody who goes through this has to make that decision.
- 29:45The decision was being made by me at a meeting in the Bank of
- 29:51America building in New York on the day that the earthquake
- 29:55struck Washington, DC and damaged the Washington Monument.
- 30:00That was the day they evacuated the building we were in.
- 30:05And I was in the midst of making the decision.
- 30:09And they evacuated the building. We were the only ones left in
- 30:11the building. Our lawyer said just stay here,
- 30:13it'll be fine. And I said, I'll do it.
- 30:17I'll plead guilty. I'll go to prison.
- 30:20And that was, that was the beginning of then they go back
- 30:24to the prosecutors, they make the they have the conversation,
- 30:27OK, we're willing to plead guilty to this.
- 30:29And, and that set up everything that follows.
- 30:33So that's the the plea. And then you go through the pre
- 30:37sentencing report and, and that portion of it.
- 30:40And then you have the sentencing and then you report to prison.
- 30:43And that took from August until January 6th, OK.
- 30:48And I reported to prison after Christmas and New Year's
- 30:50January. Yeah, yours, yours is like my I
- 30:52got five years and I reported January 14th of 2014.
- 30:55So I went through the whole, you know, almost like dead man
- 30:58walking through Thanksgiving and Christmas, and it's just a a
- 31:03really strange. Thing and no one would ever
- 31:05listen to us, but I guarantee you would give the same advice.
- 31:08Listen, just go in, yeah? Get started.
- 31:13Get us started. Well, I want to talk about, I
- 31:16want to talk about the getting in and before we do, I want to
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- 31:54So you're, it's so true. You feel like, you know, once
- 31:59you're sentenced, you just want to start, you just want to get
- 32:01going, to get, you know, time clock, start, go.
- 32:07Well, for me, that was in retrospect, yeah.
- 32:10At the time I wanted to stay out.
- 32:11Well, sure. Exactly.
- 32:13No, that's and and the you, well, I mean, tell me a little
- 32:17bit like leading up to like the night before you went, what,
- 32:21what was that like for you? So, I mean, certainly one of the
- 32:24scariest seasons was in the days and weeks before the indictment,
- 32:30right? Because you didn't know if they
- 32:31were going to rappel down off the roof and come in with TV
- 32:35cameras and SWAT teams and hold your children at gunpoint,
- 32:39right? I mean, that was a real concern.
- 32:43But in the in the, in the weeks before reporting, you know, I
- 32:48was feeling very, I was aware that there was a huge transition
- 32:53about to happen in my life. And I didn't know how prison was
- 32:56going to affect me. I had no clue.
- 32:58But I knew it was going to be profound.
- 33:00So I was in a mode of really sending messages to my future
- 33:05self and to my children. My, my kids were young, right?
- 33:08My, my oldest was 12, my youngest was 5.
- 33:12And I was basically abandoning them for, for what would amount
- 33:18to four or five years. And so I was writing letters,
- 33:23making videos for them, telling them how much I love them and
- 33:27really spending a lot of time on my knees praying about what
- 33:32would what would be coming and that it wouldn't be for a wasted
- 33:36season. You know, I, I, the way I was
- 33:39looking at this, I, I gone to college for four years.
- 33:41I had done seven years getting my medical degree and my PHDI
- 33:45had done four years of orthopedic residency.
- 33:48You know, I could do four years. Like I, I know what those blocks
- 33:52of time look like. And this is just another season
- 33:55of growth, maturity and an opportunity to do something that
- 34:00I do not want to do, but I'm going to have to do it.
- 34:04So I may as well buck up and, you know, go do it.
- 34:07And and my goodness, those four years were the best education of
- 34:12my life. And I got to tell you because
- 34:16you and I have talked about this and I've read about what you've
- 34:19said. It is that's probably one of the
- 34:21biggest surprises about going into prison is that you find
- 34:23that there's some really good people in there.
- 34:26You know, my thought was what you see is I was standing at the
- 34:29gates of Leavenworth thinking, OK, I'll get a I'm probably get
- 34:32in a fight maybe, you know, do I get raped?
- 34:35Do I mean you, you think all these crazy things?
- 34:38Am I going to get stabbed? And.
- 34:40You know you are a handsome man, Brent.
- 34:45But when I get down to the camp, though, it's like immediately
- 34:48I've got this buck mate, that's, you know, he's helping me clean
- 34:54my locker and show me how to make my bed.
- 34:56And he's, it's like 100 percent, 180° different than what I had
- 35:01even thought within the first hour.
- 35:04And you know, that's, I think one of the greatest things that
- 35:07stays with me is the perspective I gained from that, that I
- 35:12always want to hear the story because, you know, these people
- 35:16who had were in there have these incredible background stories
- 35:20that hardly ever get told. And and the judgement part of
- 35:25things is I always just want to, you know, hear what's your
- 35:28story, because his story is so interesting and and the
- 35:31background and the environment and everything of how somebody
- 35:34gets to where they are. But anyway, you you walk in and
- 35:38I something interesting happens is the guy comes up to you and
- 35:42says I'm Chip. Yeah, now that's to me blows my
- 35:46mind because. Because.
- 35:48There's lots of us in the world. Yeah.
- 35:51And I meet Chip. So.
- 35:53So this guy, Chip Trimble, who remains a very dear friend of
- 35:56mine, but yeah, he was the guy. And what?
- 35:58As I said, hey, I'm Chip and he go oh he puts his hand out first
- 36:02and said I'm Chip and I said oh I'm Chip too and he goes,
- 36:06remember that? Remember your chip too.
- 36:08I'm chip 1 immediately his head goes, but then he looked at my
- 36:13Bible Brent and he said just remember all things work
- 36:17together for the good and I said back to him for those who love
- 36:22God and are called according to his purpose and he said my
- 36:24brother and he embraced me and that's how I was welcomed as you
- 36:29were by a brother who was showing you and taking care of
- 36:32you. And that's what I found largely
- 36:35throughout my entire journey there.
- 36:37I was involved and cared. For Chip, here's the thing that
- 36:39I find fascinated about your experience and I wanted to talk
- 36:42to you about it because when you started pulling guys into your
- 36:49world orbit of, of them being vulnerable, that's not something
- 36:53that's very common in prison. I mean, I, I noticed in RDAP
- 36:56that there was some vulnerability that happened and,
- 36:58and it didn't leave, you know, after that it didn't leave the
- 37:01room, but you were doing it at the bunt side area where, you
- 37:07know, these guys were totally voluntary.
- 37:10But you were creating a society within a Society of people who
- 37:14were giving and taking and being very vulnerable in a space that,
- 37:21you know, people try to put on a face in prison that, you know,
- 37:26don't bother me, I won't bother you.
- 37:28It's about respect, all that kind of stuff.
- 37:30But how did how did that evolve? Well, I mean, it started before
- 37:35I went in. It started with the New Canaan
- 37:37society, with these men modeling what that could look like.
- 37:41And like I said, I'd never seen men do that before.
- 37:44I'd never seen a man get up and start to talk about his life and
- 37:47then begin to weep in front of other men and have men come
- 37:50around him and, and hug him and pray for I mean, that's not
- 37:54that's not the model of manhood that I was shown, right.
- 37:57And. We see that as weakness as what
- 38:00we're taught. Yeah, in in the society that
- 38:03we've grown up in as men can't weep.
- 38:05We've men have to stand strong and and vulnerability is is a
- 38:08weak thing. And all those things that, that
- 38:11you roll around in your head and, and, and we're grown up
- 38:14that way. Well, Brett, your, I mean, and
- 38:17so this is just one of many things that I learned how in the
- 38:22Kingdom of heaven, almost almost everything I'm, I, I mean, I, it
- 38:27could be everything, but almost everything so far that I've,
- 38:30I've seen is turned upside down. And so, yes, I was taught that
- 38:36being strong meant, you know, stiff up her lip, keep marching
- 38:39forward, you know, put a smile on your face.
- 38:43And where now I have come to learn that it actually takes an
- 38:46extraordinary strength to be able to stand there and and weep
- 38:51and bury your soul in front of a man.
- 38:54Anyway, So in prison, what happened was, you know, despite
- 38:58the fact that I was going to church now in prison and I was
- 39:01participating in Bible studies and I was, you know, I was part
- 39:04of the praise and worship team. I was doing all these things.
- 39:07I didn't have the kind of relational intimacy, the
- 39:12closeness with other people there yet that I was really,
- 39:15really missing that I, I felt I needed in my soul.
- 39:19And so I was lonely despite all those things that I was doing.
- 39:23And I was praying about that. I was actually asking God to
- 39:27send me a friend. And one night a man walked into
- 39:30my cell. His name was Biggs.
- 39:32And and I was not evangelizing or proselytizing.
- 39:37I was, I was depleted. I was depressed and the only,
- 39:42the only thing I had the energy to really talk about was how
- 39:45Jesus was my hope. And I don't even remember what
- 39:48the conversation was like, but it lasted for four hours.
- 39:50And when they called count, you know, you know, the bridge
- 39:53between dinner and count time is like, you know, three hours.
- 39:56And that time went by so fast that when they called count, it
- 40:01was like we both came out of a trance and we were like, whoa,
- 40:04what just happened? He left.
- 40:07And the next morning when I saw him, he came up to me and he
- 40:10was. And he's now if.
- 40:12I remember right ship he he was the record producer.
- 40:17I can't remember the record label.
- 40:21Rockefeller Record. Jay-Z Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 40:23So I mean, I didn't know who that was either.
- 40:25And I didn't know him. Everyone else knew him, but I
- 40:28didn't, right? But he came up to me the next
- 40:30morning and said, what did you do to me?
- 40:32I was like, no bigs. I mean, what do you mean?
- 40:36He said, listen, you know, I've been floating around all night.
- 40:40My body feels like it's tingling and I can't stop thinking about
- 40:43Jesus. And I said, well, that's, that
- 40:47wasn't me. That's the Holy Spirit and we
- 40:49should probably talk. And that was that was the that
- 40:52became the, that friendship became the nucleus of this
- 40:55relational fellowship. That was, I mean, we were two.
- 41:01Guys on the opposite side of the world.
- 41:03We were so excited, all of us, everyone who joined that group
- 41:07and we still communicate. In fact, I just hired my my
- 41:10bunkie from that group to work with us here and.
- 41:14I love that. We were just, we were so excited
- 41:19to be together, whether it was, you know, breakfast in the gym
- 41:24and work out, you know, whatever it was, we, we just wanted to be
- 41:28together and, and people began to notice and pretty soon, you
- 41:34know, some crazy things started to happen in the prison.
- 41:39And, and that was not, none of that was intentional.
- 41:42It was just the joy of being together.
- 41:45And that was all born out of the New Canaan society.
- 41:49It's just, it's just that, that almost that spark in prison
- 41:52lights a fire. It's like there's dry kindling
- 41:54in prison, whereas out here it's kind of damp.
- 41:57So it takes more. Yeah, because everybody's right
- 42:00here. You know, that's why it can be
- 42:03easily triggered in prison. You know, the people are just
- 42:05right there. And, and, and if you can throw
- 42:07something good in that arena, then then then it's a, it's a,
- 42:12it's something that can really attach itself, which is so it's
- 42:17this thing grows when you're getting, when you're getting
- 42:21close to getting out, getting released.
- 42:24You've had all this experience with this prison world that has
- 42:27really actually been something that I can tell by the way you
- 42:30talk about it. If it filled you up, what were
- 42:34you thinking as you were stepping out?
- 42:35What were you thinking? This is going to be something in
- 42:38my world that I'm going to do or what was what was Chip thinking
- 42:44as you were getting close to the door?
- 42:45Cause a lot of weird things happen when you're getting close
- 42:47to the door. You know, it's like, Oh my God,
- 42:49I'm going back out. I hope I didn't turn into
- 42:51prison, Brett. But but I mean, what?
- 42:54What were you thinking? I was, so I was focused on, you
- 43:01know #1 figuring out how I could love my wife and, and begin to
- 43:06repair that damage. Being reconnected with my family
- 43:11was important. But yes, so in terms of like
- 43:14what I was going to do, my only thought was no matter what I do,
- 43:22being with and, and being a part of prison ministry is going to
- 43:27be right there with me that that is always going to be something
- 43:31no matter what. And what happened was I, I came
- 43:35out and it was just so much worse than I could ever have
- 43:41imagined. And, and I didn't understand, I
- 43:43guess how dependent and I don't know, connected I was to the
- 43:52fellowship on the inside. And so when I came out and I
- 43:55didn't have that, I mean, I had some semblance of it.
- 43:57I started going to Bible study and, and even the New Canaan
- 44:00society, although it was good, it was just a dim shadow of what
- 44:05I had had on the inside. So it felt like a very dry
- 44:08place. And, you know, things at home
- 44:10were very challenging. So, you know, life was hard man.
- 44:13And, and that, that's what led me, you know, in my mind.
- 44:17And I know it leads many, many guys who come home 'cause I, I
- 44:20talk with them all the time, everyday to say I'd just be
- 44:24better off back inside. Yeah, 'cause you know, the fact
- 44:27of the matter is I at least know there I'm known and loved and
- 44:31yes, I don't have freedoms and I don't have all these other
- 44:32things that you. Felt you felt alienated on the
- 44:35outside, you felt shunned and and the re entry was a lot
- 44:38harder than anybody can ever explain.
- 44:41Yeah. Yeah, crazy, crazy hard.
- 44:43And you know that, you know, these, these conversations and,
- 44:45and however you want to measure recidivism aside, whatever you
- 44:50think the number is, we always frame the question in terms of,
- 44:53you know, oh, how, how can we get the, the recidivism rate is
- 44:56so high at 70%. And you and I talked about this.
- 44:59My, my view is that actually it's 70%.
- 45:02And considering what these guys come home to, that's actually
- 45:06remarkably low. It's pretty, it's pretty
- 45:08incredible and and you know, it kind of leads you back to the,
- 45:11the, the always brings me to when we're talking about re
- 45:14entry, that whole thing's with Brooks and Red and Shawshank.
- 45:17You know, Brooks, you know, he just decided it wasn't for him.
- 45:23And and, you know, he checked out and the difference with Red
- 45:27was is he had Andy Dufrane who had given him hope.
- 45:31And instead of, you know, he looked up with that, you know,
- 45:34the beam that Brooks hung himself from.
- 45:38And he decided that he was going to go check out what Andy talked
- 45:42about. And you know, Andy said, if
- 45:43you've made it this far, then then you got to go further.
- 45:47And, and the whole thing from that point on red is all about I
- 45:50hope, I hope, I hope. And I think, I think that's the
- 45:55biggest piece of, of re entry is, is that a lot of people just
- 46:00lose hope. They don't have a, a reason to
- 46:04take that next step because there's so many barriers.
- 46:07So they just turn back around and or worse or worse.
- 46:11Things I've learned about hope is Brent, you know, if you and I
- 46:14had come out together, there are days where I could borrow your
- 46:17hope. Sure, absolutely.
- 46:19And that's the beauty of that community, right?
- 46:22I mean that community, if, if somebody falls, I mean, that
- 46:26community is not going to let you stay on the ground.
- 46:28We're going to pick you up. And I didn't have that.
- 46:31And what I found in this journey of prison ministry is that
- 46:37they're actually a whole bunch of organizations that are really
- 46:41committed and determined to picking guys up when they come
- 46:44out. And unfortunately, the
- 46:47institutional barriers are so profound and there are so many
- 46:51guys that there are literally hundreds of thousands that are
- 46:54still completely abandoned. Or they just don't know where to
- 46:57go. And I, I think that's really
- 47:01part of your inspiring journey is, is that you recognize that
- 47:06you started going back in because you, you were feeling
- 47:09like you were missing something and you started going back into
- 47:11the prison. Yeah, within, within two.
- 47:14Well, I, I tried to go back in. So I started a prison ministry
- 47:18and everyone was approved to go in except me, including other
- 47:23guys who were on probation by the way.
- 47:25So. What was the deal?
- 47:26I didn't know this story. Don't we still don't know?
- 47:30We don't. Know, but I can say this, that
- 47:34that season of not being able to go in as hard as it was gave me
- 47:41the focus of praying over the ministry.
- 47:45So I would show up at the prison, I would pray over
- 47:48everyone and then they would go in and then they would come out
- 47:51and they would share with me what happened.
- 47:53So my only participation was my prayer participation.
- 47:59And the fact of the matter is by faith, I know this, that my
- 48:04prayerful participation with anything, including raising my
- 48:07children, my marriage, all of those things, my prayerful
- 48:10participation is in fact the most important thing I could do.
- 48:14So that year and a half, two years of not being able to
- 48:18physically participate on the inside was actually very
- 48:20instructive to me, as hard as it was.
- 48:23I mean, I would leave after praying and and literally weep
- 48:26as I walked in my car in the parking lot because those guys
- 48:29were getting to go be with my brothers and I couldn't go.
- 48:31Did people around you in your world on the outside think you
- 48:34were crazy, That you're. Still do, did they?
- 48:40Come on, nobody thinks you're crazy, but yeah, you're fried,
- 48:46dude. You've got a you've got a guy.
- 48:48What I mean, though, Jip is a guy that, you know, live in the
- 48:53way that you were living in a, in the, in the place that you
- 48:56were living and you're, you do your time and then you want to
- 49:02go back in. And I'm sure people just didn't
- 49:05understand that in a way that you could probably explain it,
- 49:11that they could understand. I, I, I, I'm thinking that those
- 49:14people became an outside bubble of your world, and this world
- 49:19became your, your real world. I think that's I think that's
- 49:22true, although, you know, we're often called to go be in those
- 49:27places that are outside our bubble and I spend a lot of time
- 49:30there. But you know, in the same way
- 49:32that, you know, a a fighting man you know, signs up to go back to
- 49:37the front line after his tour is over.
- 49:39Doesn't make any sense, right? In the same way that we know
- 49:43there are stories of rescued women from brothels who get put
- 49:48up into a hotel but they go back to the brothel, it is.
- 49:51It is not about my physical safety that determines where I'm
- 49:54safe. I feel safe where I'm known and
- 49:57loved. And for me, that place, more
- 49:59than any is prison. Yeah, well, the thing of it is,
- 50:04is that what I what's so encouraging is, is that I'm not
- 50:09sure how how PEP and you found each other, but what they're
- 50:15doing and what you're doing and how you guys came together seems
- 50:18like a match made in heaven. Because the, the all the
- 50:22experiences that you had over these years.
- 50:24And then you you get into an organization that has the real
- 50:28purpose of mentoring and showing people how to to take it to the
- 50:32next step or build a business or all these things that are so, so
- 50:36important to re entry. And you already understand that.
- 50:42How did that all happen? Well, I, I can't say exactly any
- 50:47of us know how the original contact was made.
- 50:49So honestly, nobody really remembers.
- 50:51It was five years ago. They asked me to come speak and
- 50:54at the time they, they presented me obviously with an opportunity
- 50:58to speak, which you know, about guys who were coming home from
- 51:01prison that and entrepreneurship.
- 51:02That's an interesting topic. But the thing that really
- 51:05intrigued me, the thing that really grabbed me was they had
- 51:08started a community development financial institution called
- 51:13Entree Capital. And I said, well, what is that?
- 51:17And they said, listen, we understand that guys coming home
- 51:19are basically prevented institutionally from having
- 51:23access to the banking sector. And I had Brent I the week
- 51:29before. I'd just been kicked out of my
- 51:31third bank. You knew it real well.
- 51:35And you know, all of the fear and all of the ideas, well, how
- 51:38am I ever going to fill in the blank if I can't have a bank
- 51:42account? And suddenly these guys had a,
- 51:44an institution ACDFI that was going to only loan money to men
- 51:49who would come home from prison, who wanted to start businesses
- 51:51huge. I so I immediately said I'm
- 51:54going to be your first investor and I'm coming.
- 51:58Well, that was, I mean, that was five years ago and now.
- 52:03The. Entree Capital reports.
- 52:05To me, it's crazy how this works, and it is.
- 52:09It is an institution that, among other things that are happening
- 52:13across the country, has been created because of a an
- 52:17institutional problem with our society.
- 52:21And is it national? It is right now.
- 52:23It's in Texas. OK, because everything that
- 52:26you're doing, Chip, I want to be national.
- 52:32And the reason I say that, Chip is because I I have the
- 52:37opportunity it with this show that I get so many people that
- 52:41are doing so many great things, but it's all like in silos.
- 52:44You know, there's, there's really good stuff going over
- 52:46here in Michigan, and then there's Jay Jordan over in
- 52:48California and then there's Tara Simmons, who I interviewed.
- 52:53She's doing incredible things up in Washington.
- 52:56I would love to see something like this of what you're doing
- 53:00to be able to spread out and become a national thing because
- 53:04it's needed everywhere. It's it's, it's important.
- 53:07The fact of the matter what you just said, Brent, is absolutely
- 53:10true. There are great people doing
- 53:13great work around, but what there has not been yet is that
- 53:17critical, that tipping point where we get together and begin
- 53:21to have a collective voice. One voice.
- 53:23And really learn from each other and that collaborative kind of
- 53:28spirit that, you know, we look to foster here.
- 53:31Yeah, it's going to happen. I, I, I feel a momentum.
- 53:34I know you do too. Well, and I think that, you
- 53:36know, there's just too many out there.
- 53:38You know, it's 26,000,000, some say 70 million.
- 53:41There's there's a huge number, you know, we're talking about
- 53:43330 million in the United States.
- 53:45So it's a big number. If it could come as A1 voice
- 53:48thing somehow, one umbrella under and everybody can get what
- 53:52they need, it would be big And but I it's people like you Chip,
- 53:56that are doing what you're doing that makes that idea possible
- 54:00and and. Hopefully.
- 54:02You don't run out of gas because, well, we need you out
- 54:05there doing it. I I have food that you do not
- 54:08know of no, I, I will say this and I and I know you are my
- 54:13brother about this. I am convinced that the great
- 54:17leadership that is going to be forged and is being forged in
- 54:23those dark places, in those prison cells, those men and
- 54:28women that come out will be the ones that lead our society into
- 54:32that next great place where where men and women are willing
- 54:36to sacrifice for each other. Where it is not about my
- 54:39well-being, it's about the well-being of my neighbor, you
- 54:43know, and welcoming home and loving those on the margins of
- 54:47our society becomes the hallmark of our society.
- 54:51Amen. That's so true.
- 54:54Well, Chip, after everything that you've been through and I
- 54:58mean it's been a journey for the listeners out there, what do you
- 55:02think is your greatest take away through all this?
- 55:07My greatest take away is that as a believer, as a follower of
- 55:12Jesus, the good news that I have received means that I am
- 55:19empowered, enabled, actually mandated to go and actually
- 55:25enjoy and promote the prospering of everyone around me.
- 55:30It is not contingent on whether they, you know, believe what I
- 55:33believe or not or see things the way I see it or not.
- 55:37It is my privilege to go and to love people regardless of where
- 55:42they've come from, how they speak, what their traditions
- 55:45are. You know, I just get to go and,
- 55:48and actually promote their thriving.
- 55:52And you know, if there's anything here at the Prison
- 55:54Entrepreneurship program that we're focused on, it's upward
- 55:58economic mobility, right? We don't like to measure metrics
- 56:02of, of failure. We want to see thriving.
- 56:05And, and I really do think that, you know, as believers, we
- 56:11should be keenly interested in human thriving.
- 56:14Yes. I mean, that's what it is and
- 56:16and that. Becomes everything better.
- 56:18Right. That becomes the attraction.
- 56:19There's there's no, there's no. But you have to do this first.
- 56:25That's. Right.
- 56:28It's just come as you are. I love it.
- 56:31It's a great answer. I knew you'd give me a great
- 56:33answer on that chip. Well.
- 56:36You didn't. You didn't give me a.
- 56:39Moment to bring you on the spot so with PEP, how what's the best
- 56:46way that somebody who's listening to this how can how
- 56:49can they reach out and help? What's pep.org?
- 56:52It's yeah go to the best. Way to do it?
- 56:53Yeah, 100%. We have you know, the the thing
- 56:57that I love about being here is that we have a staff that is
- 57:01almost to a person, We have two staff members I believe that
- 57:05have not done time. So we have about 35 staff
- 57:09members and anyone who calls and is interested in being a part of
- 57:16this community, look, this is a staff that knows how precious
- 57:20that is. So we welcome anyone who wants
- 57:24to. Whether it's time, treasure or
- 57:25talent doesn't matter. I love it.
- 57:27We value it all. Well, you just said your, your
- 57:29bunkmate is coming on board, which is, is, is awesome.
- 57:35And, and, and I think that we just hit on something to chip
- 57:38that I think is one of the things that's missing in a lot
- 57:40of these organizations. It's a lot of people that
- 57:42haven't experienced that getting some of those people around the
- 57:45table that have walked in all these places and they're they're
- 57:49talking about the solutions because they know what the
- 57:52issues are. That also speeds things up.
- 57:56It really does, yeah. It helps us be wise.
- 57:59It helps us be wise. We, we do things and, and you
- 58:03know, I, we, we both seen the government try to take
- 58:07affirmative steps and because they are not wise, they wind up
- 58:11hurting. Yeah, well, as opposed to
- 58:14actually helping. A lot of the barriers are there.
- 58:17I mean, a lot of the barriers that are there for reentry have
- 58:19been created through legislation.
- 58:21And, and, and it's, it's, it's a, it's one of those things.
- 58:25I remember interviewing Jay Jordan and he, he brought in
- 58:28California a whole wall and up to Sacramento and it was a huge
- 58:32wall. And it was all the barriers of
- 58:35statutes for re entry. And the legislators came out to
- 58:38look at the wall and they said, I just can't believe that this
- 58:40is right. How could we have this many laws
- 58:43that, that, that stop you from getting back into society?
- 58:46But he, you know, in the course of things, Jay Jordan is, is one
- 58:49of the doers and you know, 44 laws have been changed because
- 58:53of him. But Chip, thanks so much for
- 58:58being on the show. It's it's I appreciate you
- 59:00taking your time. I want to also think Homestead
- 59:03Financial lets me use all this fancy stuff in here.
- 59:06If if you've got home mortgage needs, Greg Aftiev is your guy.
- 59:09He knows all that stuff. I know it's a hassle, but if you
- 59:13got time, the reviews on Apple and I love it when you guys go
- 59:17do it and we've got a bunch of them on there, but it puts the
- 59:19show on steroids. If you want to know anything
- 59:21more about me, go to Brent Cassidy dot dot com.
- 59:24I spell it wrong. I spelled with a Ty instead of a
- 59:27DY. Yeah, I was growing up.
- 59:29I wanted to be shot in David. And then there's there's no
- 59:32relation at all, as I used to say when I was writing my emails
- 59:39back and forth from Leavenworth. Stay strong.
- 59:41I'll do the same, Chip. Thanks, my man.
- 59:44I love your mission. Keep it going, man.
- 59:46Thanks brother. Nine more success, in and out.