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- ToShae Germaine: Done to you. OFG, honey. The Lord is lording. Okay. The Lord is lording. Happy Monday. Look, I got to pick that up. Happy Monet. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome to the message, y'all. Welcome to the message. Child, I am not in alignment. Message. I am not in alignment, honey. Let me just tell y'all the Lord is lording on this good Monday morning. How are y'all doing this Monday? I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Welcome to the message. If you are new to the Kingdom Flow community, if you are new to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. Child, I ain't even much got my chat pulled up. I ain't said it, child. Listen, it's Monday. And when I tell y'all the Lord had put some in my daddy, why can we daddy? Can we? Hey y'all, can we talk about how the Lord will put something in your spirituals? Like it always be I saw that. Who was that that posted that on the other day? This fella says, why God be doing stuff at the last minute. Anyway, literally five minutes, y'all. Five minutes before the show. The Lord has said something in my spiritual stuff. Man, listen, I hope y'all had a fantastic week, weekend. good morning, Pam. Good morning. I ain't finished the intro. Good morning, Pam. Good morning, Jared. Good morning, y'all. let me get my intro in in alignment because it is Monday morning. If you are new to the Kingdom Flow community, to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. And if you was an old T but good T, y'all show the new people them what to do because y'all, the OGs in this thing, come in. Like the live, share the live, share the love, share the Lord. Drop something in the chat that you're grateful for. Let's get in the flow of abundance, y'all. Did anybody did was the Lord on doing was it overtime in anybody's life over the weekend? Was it just mine? Did any did the Lord tell anybody? You ain't got to tell us what he told you, right? Did the Lord give anybody some revelation? Y'all remember we kept on having that tower last week? Did y'all see the other video I posted about the tower, y'all? I was putting the cards up. This is the truestorey.com, y'all. I was putting the cards up, right? And as I was shuffling and putting the cards up, I was like, you know, I'ma just do a video. I ain't never did a video showing y'all because people be like, she didn't she be looking at the cards. No, I don't. So I go through a whole process putting the cards up. And I was like, I'ma just record it. So I'm recording. I showed y'all the video. Okay, cool. As I'm putting, I'm Finishing the last of the shuffle, why the Lord popped out again. First of all, the tower popped out again. And then the Lord popped out after that. I say, okay, Lord, I'm listening. Drop that in the chat. I'm yeah, I'm listening, Lord. I'm I was listening and stuff. And I was just like, y'all, you just cannot make this stuff up. So fast forward to the weekend, y'all. Can I just tell y'all the Lord had gave some revelation on? Man, y'all just wait because y'all gonna see it this week. I can't tell y'all yet. The Lord said just hold on. I can't tell y'all yet. But I'm gonna tell you right now, have your notifications turned on so you're notified anytime I go live or post a video. Okay. because it's something something coming this week. I'll tell y'all more about it later on this week. Thank you so much for the follow, dearest one. so let's do it. Let's get into it. Let's get to it. Child, we're trying to get it's so much going on. And then the Lord just put something else in my spiritual, in my spirituals, five minutes. I'm talking about y'all should have seen me trying to. I was like, Lord, I got to go live. I wasn't ready because now I done got a whole new something in my spirituals. Okay, I'm back that I got to get done. We in Leviticus 16 this morning. Let me read some gratitude. What y'all did this weekend, child? Jared says, Great morning, everyone. I'm grateful. Wait, I can put stuff on the screen. Wait a minute. I don't know if I can. Jared says, Great morning, everyone. I'm grateful. This is my last week of school for the semester and starting the school year with the little children. Honey, listen, I got two assignments. I got that, I got two finals that I got to do today. Child, so shout out to Jared, who's getting his doctorate. Okay, Dr. J in the house. I say Dr. J in the house. I say the doctor, the doctor, the doctors in the house. Anyway, I'm back. Anyway, just saying. Pam checking in on the YouTube side of the screen. Pam says, I'm grateful for new beginnings. I'm pay I'm grateful for new beginnings. y'all, the Lord had did something on this weekend. Y'all got to be on the other side of the street for me to pop your your information up on. The screen, okay. Good wait a minute. I don't want to say that. Good morning, Monica. Good morning, honey one. Monica checking in on the TikTok side of the street. Y'all, we're in Leviticus 16 on today. Y'all got y'all favorite adult beverage? Y'all sip your favorite adult beverage. Miss Succulent says, Good morning, honey one. Celebrated myself because Friday was my last day of nursing school. You better nurse, girl. Shout out to the nurses in the building. Period. You the real MVP. Shout out to my nurses, okay. Let me tell you something. Good nursing school ain't easy, honey. What ain't nursing school ain't easy. So, shout out to Monica. I mean, no, who was that? Miss Succulent. Shout out to Miss Succulent, the new nurse in the building. Period. Good morning, Mindy. Good morning. Man, that's a blessing. Thank you for your service in advance, honey one. Because let me tell you what, and I would, I know it was 20 years. Man, let me just tell you something. Shout out you the real MVP, honey, because I can't imagine what they teaching y'all in nursing school now. What you say? I said, I can't even much imagine what they teaching y'all in nursing school now. Y'all drop a congratulations in the chat. because let me listen, admin hunty one T. I went to nursing school. How many wait a minute? First of all, I'm 21 plus tax. Don't come in here on a Monday morning with no foolishness. Now I went to nursing school for the first time in my God, 1998. 1998. Then I went back in 2006, 2005. I can't imagine what y'all got to do now. Shout out to y'all, new nurses, right? New grads, all the things. Because I can't even imagine. Good morning, Marianne. Good morning. Good morning, Sam. Blessings received and returned. good morning, Sandy. Good morning, Melvina. Good morning, honey ones. Good morning, Chris Curls. shout out to the old T's, but good T's checking in on this morning. Y'all, I'm so excited. y'all just wait. This week is gonna be good. Let's claim, it's get my gosh, it's get money Monday. Right, and I don't even yeah, well, I kind of do. I guess I kind of do have a a way to talk about that. It's get money Monday. Is yeah, we be motivated. Man, when I tell you, did anybody plant some kingdom seeds on this weekend? I hope you did. Man, when I tell that's why the Lord gave me what He gave me. We we in Leviticus 16, but the Lord gave me a word from Leviticus 19 in my Bible study this morning. We're gonna talk about that. Let's get into Leviticus 16 real quick. we're gonna do our Bible clarity, then we'll get the cars and get our kingdom clarity and go from there. That's why the Lord had told me that. It's a process, okay? But drop this in the chat. Access granted. Okay, access granted. Let's get into Leviticus 16 for this morning, y'all. A little pink halo glam gloss, little gloss, little glam, little glad, little god. Okay, here we go. No, that's not how I said it. Little gloss, little glam, lot of god. Y'all make sure y'all shop touche cosmetics in the TikTok shop. Okay. side note, Pam. I don't really know excuse me, y'all, much about this affiliation program. I did see your message and I started to respond, but then I went to go try to do some investigation, but then I didn't find out much. So you already have some gloss. So don't forget to post a shoppable video, okay, for Touche Cosmetics. Cause honey, I don't know. I had looked, but it'd be a lot going on on this TikTok shop. Anyway, I'm trying, y'all. But I be this yesterday, it just I got a lot, okay. So I'm trying to look. I feel the Holy Spirit on that. let's get into Leviticus 16 so we can get into this message. It's gonna be a busy morning. I got is it it ain't gonna rain today, is it? Somebody check the weather. Because I got to get outside on today. Let me make sure. Hold on. Yeah, I'm checking it right now. Why wouldn't I? because I thought I had heard a little. Okay, it says 7 a.m. Okay, so it'll be good. The sun finna come out. Come on, sunshine. Leviticus 16. Here we go. so the Lord, so this this live Leviticus 16 starts off with the day of it's the day of atonement, right? Yom Kippur, which I had to look it up and just make sure that's not until September for us, okay? But this is referencing the day of atonement, it is referencing Yom Kippur. and this is the one day each year when the high priest entered the most holy place to make atonement for the sins of Israel. this, of course, points to Jesus, our high priest. and then I got a reference to Mark 4 30 and 32. But y'all know how we do for Bible clarity, right? It's just kind of what the Lord gives me. So thank God. Can we just one time let's give God some glory on this good Monday morning? Thank God. Thank you, Lord, that we are here. We in the building. We are standing in agreement. that the Lord is in the building. We thank you for waking us up, giving us another day to serve and do this good work, right? Thank God that we no longer have limited access to God because through the blessing of the Holy Spirit, as are through Jesus, okay, we are in constant contact with God. Hence the title, Access Granted, right? we are so grateful. The blessing of the Holy Spirit, man. If you ain't tapped in, drop it in the chat. I'm tapped in, right? Tapped into the Holy Spirit. the Lord had a little check me in my spirituals on this weekend, but thank God we are tapped into the Holy Spirit and we have constant access, okay? Constant access and constant contact with God. God always provides a way back. We mentioned that on the other day. If you didn't see those messages, make sure you go back and watch those. Dreams to Reality. We were in Leviticus. 15 14 where we talked about man one thing about the Lord, he always brings us away back, he always brings us back into alignment. Sometimes you ever man, you ever had the Lord check you and be like, Hey, you going too far now? You which right now I we listen, can I tell somebody? Did we talk somebody remind me? Did we talk about a pivot? Y'all I feel like my glasses are tight. Did we talk about a pivot last week? Did we talk about for somebody like the Lord? We had the did we have the wheel of fortune and the Lord might be changing your direction? See, this is why you got to stay in constant contact with the Lord. This is why sometimes you just got to sit by yourself with nobody, no distractions. Create you some ambiance. Is that the word? Create you some ambiance. Okay. Y'all, on Saturday, and I'm I'm saying this to encourage somebody because the Lord is trying to give you an answer that you have been. needing something that you need to help you move into this next season because remember y'all we are transitioning into our next season okay period we got to do it which also means that you're gonna have to take a leap of faith my god the way the Lord will just start y'all it started pouring down outside I had the rain out there. Didn't I just say it was it finna rain? I had I didn't even know it was gonna rain, but I felt like it was finna be a little rain out there. There go to rain, and the Lord had gave me Deuteronomy 28 12 this week, this morning. Anyway, I'm back. So for some of y'all, it's going to be so important to just sit down. Don't have none turned on. Don't turn the TV on, nothing. Light you some candles. Well, maybe because that's my ambiance. Man, sit down, fix you some tea, some coffee, light some candles, sit and just talk to the Lord. And when He gives you an answer, it's gonna feel like you can't, you ain't even gonna be able to believe it. You're gonna be like, and now mind you, let me just also say this, and we're going somewhere, y'all. Let me just say this. The Lord finna require us to step out on faith. You're gonna see more of that from me on this weekend, y'all. You're going to see a leap of faith for me. More to come on that, but just know that the Lord is requiring us to do some things, okay. if we want to live the life we want, deserve, and desire, okay. So God always provides a way back. We don't choose the terms, it requires holiness, cleansing, and sacrifice. And all of us know this. We know that the Lord He said He sets us apart, He may He requires some stuff of us, that's why everybody can't get in. Okay, we talked about the narrow road last week. It's like everybody can't get in. Everybody, because everybody don't want to give up on some of the things that the Lord require you to give up on. but the reason he requires that is because he is holy, right? He's loving, but he's holy. And it's some things that God requires. He's like, No, you can't be no but I was finna call, I was finna say it. That ain't a word. Like, you know, you can't just be a jackass to people if you knew to the message. Don't come up here with no religiosity and your spirituals. We not on that, right? But you just can't be an ugly person, think you can treat folks any type of way, and then still be expecting all these great and amazing things. Like there are requirements, right? They are things that the Lord requires of us and we have to act a certain way. Now, are we holy all the time? Let's keep it a buckles. Now we do some things that aren't ain't always the best of things to do, but we try our very best to be the best that we can, right? the priest. Had to be cleansed first. Aaron could not minister to the people until he dealt with his own sin, rebellion. Pause. Did anybody read the Kingdom Clarity newsletter on Friday? You just can't make this up. I'm I don't think I'm tripping. Was it Friday? I'm pretty sure it was Friday. Y'all, why we got because for those of you who are not subscribed to the Kingdom Clarity newsletter, I pull a card, right? And the Lord gives additional insight. After and this is after the message, after I've gone live and all of that. Why Friday's card was Aaron, the high priest from the Bible Clarity Day. You just can't make this stuff up, y'all. And so imagine my shock because now we're studying for Leviticus 16, right? And I was just like, man, so here come the Lord showing up in a completely different way on the other day. on Friday where it's just like, okay, you know, you finna talk about and this is also Aaron being a type of Christ at that time. But it's just crazy how the Lord will show up in so many ways, y'all. how he will show his face. He will show his presence in so many ways. Sometimes it's with when I'm with y'all and a lot of time most of the time it's not because I'm only up here for a couple hours, right? But I tell you that the Lord will show up and we talked about this last week. The Lord will show up And and you can see the Lord in everything. So if you didn't read that newsletter, make sure that you read that. If you aren't subscribed, make sure you subscribe to that. Good morning, K. Good morning, gifted. Good morning, y'all. So Aaron f could not minister to the people until he dealt with his own sin, which is rebellion, right? That's what re that's what sin is. It's rebellion. I might have had a little bit of that in my spirituals on this weekend. But and maybe I didn't talk myself into I didn't well I'ma do it because y'all know I'm gonna do it anyway. But I understood why. Let me first say this. If you ain't living right, how you tell other people to live right? What you say, I said, if you ain't living right, how you gonna tell other people to live right? That's being a hypocrite. So I had, man, can we get okay here we go, y'all. Y'all sip your favorite adult beverage. Let me just tell y'all. So I had to have a talk with the Lord over this weekend, right? And I say, Lord, I'm not gonna be a hypocrite. I'm not. And I was in tears and everything crying. Cause I say, Lord, I'm not finna get up here and tell somebody to do something that I'm not willing to do myself. Period. I'm just not gonna do it. How can I tell people to live in the kingdom and experience the kingdom if I'm not doing it myself? There's a little this this there's gonna be more to come on this this week, y'all. You'll see that as it comes through. But I say, Lord, I'm not gonna be a hypocrite. I'm not gonna go tell people to take leaps of faith that I'm not willing to take myself. Now I have always stood on that, right? I'm not the person that's gonna tell you you do it, but you do it, but I'm not gonna do it. One thing about me, I ain't never scared. What? I saw you outside of the club and you think I'm a punk. I ain't never scared. What? I ain't never scared. Drop that in the chat. I ain't never scared. Right. I be doing stuff and I don't know if it's gonna work out or not. I just be doing it because I'm not afraid. If the Lord wants it to work, then it's gonna work. If he doesn't want it to work, then it's not. Sometimes I done tried something and it didn't work right then, but it might be something that's gonna work later on. But I ain't never scared, right? because it's either and it ain't never nothing like just crazy. But I told the Lord that this weekend. I was just like, Dad, I ain't scared. You know, and so for some of us, so this is me. I was like, man, I'm not gonna tell somebody to take a leap of faith if I'm not willing to take one myself. So for those of y'all who be tapped in this week, y'all finna see me do something that's gonna be a little different than what I normally do, but just stay tuned because I'm not gonna tell somebody else to do something if I'm not willing to go first, okay? Leaders must first submit themselves to God before leading others. you got to get yourself right before you start trying to lead people, right? That's why the Lord He in He increases influence and increments. That was a lot to say. Why y'all y'all couldn't say it? No, He increases influence and increments because He has to make sure that we like we talked about before and a couple weeks ago, you have a capacity to hold. What he's getting ready to give you, right? So he increases influence and increments. I hope that makes sense. the blood covered sin, life is in the blood, right? So the scapegoat carried away sin. one died, but one went out into the wilderness carrying the sin, signifying they had been removed. Jesus fulfills every part of the Day of Atonement. He is the high priest, he's the sacrifice, he's the mercy seat, he's the scapegoat, he is the one. Who opened access to God for us forever wary? Okay, forever. the Old Testament, and thank God. Can we just say, Thank you, Jesus? We love you. Can we just give the Lord some glory? Cause my God, what if the Lord hadn't done that for us? You know, like, have you could you ever just be like, man, what if the Lord hadn't given us Jesus? What if what if we were still having to do like they do back here in the old testament, animal sacrifices and only had temporary? What if we hadn't had all of these advancements that we have now, right? What if the Lord wouldn't have given us this access through the Holy Spirit? I can't even imagine. Anyway, the New Testament, of course, the New Covenant, it was one forever sacrifice God gave of Himself. For us, right? Complete forgiveness, heavenly sanctuary, and then we have Jesus as our high priest. the blood of Christ, kingdom access requires kingdom atonement. So let me just say something. I don't get right. Now you probably gonna mess up again, but the Lord expects that. But can I tell somebody this? Maybe it's just me. I ain't gonna mess up to the mestivity that I didn't mestivited. Does that make sense? Like it's some mess ups that I didn't messed up. I done messed up. I didn't mess up. But I I'm pretty sure I'm it's it's safe to say that because of the consequences that we have had to walk out as a result of them messing ups. It's some messing up she ain't gonna do again. Maybe it's just me that I done had to, man. I'm talking about, I'm talking about had listen, that's one of them whoopings. It was a whooping. I ain't it's some stuff I ain't never gonna do, and I done went to the Lord and said, Lord, forgive me. My my bad daddy, I ain't I ain't much mean to do it. I mean I did at the time, but I'm sorry I did it. Please forgive me. Somewhere there's something coming with that as well. so you got the you got to be willing to say, yeah, Lord, I I messed up. I'm I I didn't do the right thing. Come on, 222. I ain't do the right thing. You know, forgive me, Lord. Atonement, because I had to, I went in the middle of it, right? In the middle of study, I had to go look up the definition and what atonement actually means. Atonement means to make reconciliation between God and people by dealing with sin. It's what God does to remove the barrier that sin created between him and us so that relationship can be restored. Right? We acknowledge our wrongdoings. We don't pretend they don't exist. That's the difference. Y'all feel like I was leaning too far that way. I hope y'all can still hear me good. Until I felt like I was leaning to the right. Anyway, I'm back. we acknowledge our wrongdoing, not to pretend it doesn't exist. You can't act like you don't do stuff that's wrong. And that's the thing, y'all. That be the difference. Like the Lord know we're gonna do the wrong thing sometimes. You can't act like you don't make the wrong decisions. You can't act like you don't do things that are not in alignment. No, you got to admit sometimes I don't get it right. Sometimes, and guess what? Because you're gonna walk out the consequence. Don't be embarrassed about it. Be willing to admit that you don't always get it right. Who? Cause I I promise you, I I look, I did something this weekend and I was like, I don't know if it's right or not, Lord, but this what I feel like is in alignment. And we're gonna see when we get there, okay? And then then and the Lord will confirm it one way or another. He will let you know. He'll convict you in your spirituals. This is why sometimes you got to just sit down and let the Lord sometimes all you're gonna get is conviction. And you don't be willing to hear that, right? We don't be wanting to hear that sometimes what you're gonna get is conviction, but you got to get that too. You can't just get the you can't because what if what imagine we walked around thinking that everything we do is the right thing to do. Man, look, the sacrifice was offered through the shedding of blood, the people were cleansed and purified before God. The relationship was restored and God continued to dwell among his people. Okay. God determines the way into his presence. In the Old Testament, it was the day of atonement, but under the new covenant, that way is through Jesus Christ. Okay. Today we enter boldly into the presence of God because through Jesus the way was made. Never lose your offer, the privilege of prayer and communion with God. Ain't it a blessing that the Lord be listening? I said that this weekend. Ain't it the what the the a blessing that the Lord be listening? He be listening because he already be knowing, but ain't it a blessing that he I'm man listening? Because if he wasn't listening, man, where would we be? Right? If he wasn't listening, I talk out a lot of my problems, a lot of my everything with the Lord, right? I'd be sitting here just chopping it up with the Lord, and I'd be like, Daddy, look, like this, what it is. Like this high feel. I'm time you I tell people this all the time, and some people don't understand it. You know, this is why even when you're alone, you're never lonely. Because when you start to really develop that relationship with the Lord, and this is relationship, y'all. You're not I be coming to him like a child and just be like, Man, Daddy, this high feel. He's the one and he this is why the comforter, like, can it some people. Maybe they don't have this relationship with God. And this is why, like, I don't go to the Lord begging him because he's my father. Why would come on 7 Eleven? I don't have to beg him. Sometimes he give me exactly what I need when I need it. Sometimes he'd be like, No, you you don't need that fool. What you need that for? No. Cause I'm not I'm I'm spoiled, but I'm not spoiled. Does that make sense? Sometimes I just need to go talk out an idea and then he'll give you wisdom with the idea. Sometimes I need to just vent and get some stuff off my chest because some be done got on my nervous system. You can never have a better friend. Cause sometimes your friends will tell you the wrong thing, like worldly friends, people that you know for real, for real, they'll tell you the wrong thing. They won't tell you the truth. They just won't like I don't want them kind of friends like now tell me when I'm not thinking right or when I'm not and when I no touche, that ain't that ain't what it is, honey. You you you ain't thinking about this th right. No. Now you know you shouldn't be with that El Fulio. Now you know that man ain't for you. You know, and I had plenty of friends in the to They did well they did tell me I had plenty of friends and spirit them be on my neck, cause y'all do, y'all be on my neck. I know I don't always listen to y'all. Anyway, thank God when when he comes through and he be like, yes, no, yeah, go that way. Don't do that. I said no. Uh-uh, I ain't giving you that. Thank God for what the Lord gives and what he doesn't give. Anyway, I hope that makes sense. today we enter boldly. You should never be afraid. Good morning, Ramada. Good morning. You should never be afraid to go to the Lord. Y'all, when I say the rap is rapping on today. Lord have mercy. Fix it, Jesus. Y'all, the rap was rapping. Honey, that was trying to take my whole little forehead out. That relief. Child, I don't even much care. It is gonna look the way it looked, because baby, the way that I was just tearing my head up. Okay, I'm back. My God. I have to take some ibuprofen. Today we enter boldly. Today we have such a and again, y'all. This is those of us, man. We every day, you should. I hope everybody drop it in the chat. I talk to the Lord every day. It ain't a day that I don't talk to God. Cause I always got something to say. Y'all know I like to talk. So imagine how I be, I be wearing the Lord's ear out. Do be wearing it out. Saying because of mad, because y'all could listen, I'm talking about because he's listening on the inside and the outside, baby. I'll be wearing his ear out. Daddy, it's me again. Daddy, Daddy, me all day long. I'm talking about wearing a mat every day. So, because we can come, we enter boldly into the presence of God, right? because Jesus gave us that. So don't ever, man, it's such a privilege to have this kind of relationship. Good morning, Danny. It's such a privilege. I don't understand how people don't want this. I just don't, but anyway, that's just me. God doesn't simply forgive sin, He removes it. Many of us still carry shame that Jesus already carried it, carried to the cross. Let me read that again. God doesn't simply forgive sin, He removes it. Many of us, I said us, still carry shame that Jesus already carried to the cross. Drop this in the chat. Let that go. Let that go. Let's talk about it. Okay. So as I'm doing, I was talking to the because I'll be taught, like I get something, and then I'll be like, ooh, and it spark whole conversation with the Lord, right? Thank God. Let me see. I need so who is it? Is this for somebody specific? Let's let's talk about it real quick. Sip your favorite adult beverage. One of the blessings, and I I don't, how do I say this? I'm not talking about a humiliation ritual. Okay, we now heard of that. I'm not talking about that. But what I need somebody to understand is surrender requires acceptance, right? One of the seasons that I believe the Lord takes us through, and it's dependent upon your assignment as well, is this season where he removes shame for something that you did, right? For And the what the the the first real and I didn't even know it then because I wasn't really in service to the Lord, but I can remember being ashamed of being a teenage parent. Shout out to my teenage mamas. Okay. I can remember being ashamed of being a teenage parent when I got to Alabama as a teenager before that, because I got pregnant in Texas, right? And so I didn't I knew one person in Texas that had a baby. One in high school, right? I was in 10th grade. So, or was I in 11th grade? So in 10th, in 10th grade, going into in 11th grade, I knew one person that had a baby. So when I got pregnant, I then had to come to Alabama with my mama because I didn't know what to do. And I was already scared because mama had said, girl, you was hard. You you had me scared, scared. Mama say if you ever get pregnant, I'ma take ya out. That was her word. So when I got pregnant, I was scared to tell her, right? And so I finally had to tell her, and I ended up having to move to Alabama because I needed help. So, y'all, this is a true story.com. Don't be judging me, okay? Don't come up, don't be judging me. So, kids y'all not, y'all, because I didn't grow up. Here, I grew up in Texas. And so in Texas, where I was from, we were the minority. And then we had spent time in California living in California again, the minority. So I had never been around a whole bunch of black people in life. Right. So now I'm sixteen and I moved back to Alabama. I'm pregnant. And y'all, I had to go to an all black high school. I had never been around that many black people in my life. You understand me? In life. Y'all, it took me three days to check into high school. Because I first of all I was scared because I had never been around that many black people. Second of all, I was ashamed because I was pregnant going into high school. I'm in 11th grade at this time. But baby, when I get to the school. House. I got to the schoolhouse. And it was about everybody was with me with the little children. It was folks pregnant with me. It was folks that already had one, two, three fold children. And I was, but I was ashamed. So that's like the first example that I can really think of where it's just like, my gosh. Because I was so first of all, I was scared to go in there because I was like, they gonna talk about me. I'm pregnant. And I'm a teenager, and then Lord have mercy. In my spirituals, I ain't have no idea. So shout out to my teenage mamas because what we still be out here graduating high school, going to college, and doing great and amazing things with our lives. Just because you have a little hunty one T when you was a little Hunty One T, that don't make that ain't nothing ain't nothing wrong with that. I said what I said. I could say that because you can still do great and amazing things as a teenage mother. Don't let that be. Your identity and don't you be ashamed of that because the Lord blessed you with that little honey one and you never know how great and amazing that little honey one is gonna be. Anyway, I'm an advocate. Why? Teenage mama, hello. Okay, so don't let nobody think that that's all you are, that's all you ever gonna be. I have family members that's in the spirituals. I told y'all there's some folks in the spirituals I don't fool with that told me I wasn't gonna be nothing but a strumpet. You ain't gonna be nothing but a strumpet like your mama. And although I had my strumpeting years. Baby, I'm more than that. Drop that in the chat. I'm more than that. You are more than any person ever said. And we're talking about shame, right? You are more than any person who ever told you you ain't shit. Do you have did you hear what I said? You are more than any person who ever said you ain't nobody. I what? Because imagine when them folks see. What the Lord finna do. And imagine them same folks who had all that to say about you, man. But look at me now. Watch me go, mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm mm. Look at her now, right? I hope that makes sense to somebody. Who needed that? Baby, we be what we more than you more than what anybody said that you're not. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Sandy says, shout out to us. We at we out here still doing great and amazing things. Anyway, we more than that. Okay. So shame, right? So I do believe, good morning, unapologetically. I do believe that the Lord takes us through. And even if you couldn't recognize the shame then, it's like being, you know, now all these years later, I can look back and say, Man, the Lord was removing shame from me when I didn't even know who the Lord was. Does that make sense? He made me and fast forward fifth of them years, right? Then I have another, another Man, come on, God. Then I have another experience where I was ashamed. I was ashamed to lose my nursing license, right? I was ashamed to tell people what I did to lose my nursing license. So I lost it. I lied about it, trying to protect myself. Why? Because I was ashamed of what I did, right? Thank you for the gift, Stears one. Then Few years down the line, the Lord said, You can't keep lying about it. So I had to own up. It was Man, look, this what I did. This is what it was. I did this. Then I was no longer ashamed of it. Fast forward to 2023. Now I'm homeless and I'm living in my car, and I was ashamed because my gosh, how is this where I'm at? So the Lord. One of my and this ain't for everybody, but one of my requirements Was to go live and show people from my car exactly what I was going through and not be ashamed about it. And it took me a minute to get to not ashamed, y'all. Let me just say that. I put on a good face, but it took me a long time to be able to get to man, I can't believe people like where you know. I I had a a a memory that kind of came back the other day where, you know, different people that I met had no idea that I was actually homeless. And or if I would introduce myself, they I'd be like, no, you know, I'm just traveling and you know what I'm saying, spreading the word of God. But they had no idea that I was living in my car. Man, right. And so it was one another one of those moments where finally it instead of me and it it it was a prog it was a process. Because in the beginning, you know, I had an Airbnb because my son was with me. We were in different Airbnbs, but eventually it was just like, you know, no, not y'all. I live in my car. Like this is where this is my home. Sleep in the back seat. And so the Lord removed that shame as well. So I hope this makes sense to somebody. It doesn't make it easy, right? But Jesus forgives us. So You never know how what you are looking at as shameful is going to be the release, the help, the assistance, the inspiration for somebody else. Because imagine me being able to sit here now and say, Hey, I was a teenage mama too, and I still became a nurse twice. Imagine being able to sit and say, Hey, I got divorced. But I still can experience love. Imagine being able to sit and say, because I don't know your story, right? Imagine being able to sit and be in front of and tell somebody like, hey, I lived in my car for two and a half years. The Lord will bring you out. This is why you shouldn't be ashamed of your story, your testimony, because you never know who can be helped because you're choosing to not be ashamed of it. Maybe some people who have addictions, who struggle with addictions or depression or D, you know, DA, any of these things. Man, imagine being able to sit up and say, man, look, I didn't do any of the traditional stuff. I tried God and it worked. And it's never, I never went back to it again. Man, you never know how your testimony is can be the saving grace for somebody else. Anyway, that's what the Lord teaches us when he removes shame. Instead of you looking at it as like, man, Lord, I can't, how could you forgive me for this? Man, he he forgett, look at the people he forgave in the Bible. You too, okay. The look this is what Jesus did for us. Anyway, I hope that made sense to somebody. Stop rehearsing sin that God has already released. Message. That's why we said let that go. God then already, I have told y'all this before. It was one of the things that I said about this nursing stuff. I say, baby, you're not finna make me feel no type of way about something that the Lord has already forgiven me for, because that's no longer who I am. So, no, I'm not. Am I, man? Yeah, I messed it up, but am I sitting around, woe is me, beating myself up about something from 15 years ago? For what? No, I'm not doing that. Do you understand that even that is a tactic of the enemy? He wants you to keep rehearsing old mess ups. I can't believe I did that. That means you still living in something that you can't even much change. It's a done deal. Stop rehearsing sins that God has already released. If God ain't holding it over your head, why are you? Holiness is preparation for purpose. Good morning, Mimi. Good morning. God calls us to prepare. This is part of our consecration because we belong to Him. Jesus finished, and that's some of it up. Let me tell you right now, little religiosity people name. Don't come over here with that. That's what religion wants you to do. What you say, I said. That's what religion wants you to do. It wants you to keep on, keep on and keep on and keep on rehearsing sin. That ain't even much what Jesus was talking about when he came talking to us. He all he was talking about was the kingdom. He wasn't up here talking about you sinful, you sinful people, you sinful. He said what he said and he moved on. He was like, if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more? With your heavenly father, 7 Eleven, right? He wasn't sitting up rehearsing how terrible of a people we are. He wasn't doing that. Y'all, what is that? Hold on. So why are you? Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. the kingdom operates from a finished work, not an endless attempt to earn God's acceptance. You don't have to earn it. It's real easy. Just be a good person. Be good to you, be good to them. Love God. Be good to yourself. Be good to your neighbor. Not too hard. Do the right things. Go go do something with yourself. Okay. We live from atonement, not performance. You don't have to prove you are worthy. You already are. Drop this in the chat. I am worthy. I am worthy. I am worthy now. I am worthy yesterday. I am worthy tomorrow. I am worthy. I think I heard Tyler Perry say one time he was like, get to worthy. Get to, I don't even remember the context of it, but it's like get to worthy. Because if you start to understand that that's you're already worthy, man, you stop you start operating different. Shout out, Tyler Perry. You start operating different. You're already worthy. Jesus gave us that. I hope that makes sense to somebody. And you don't have to work for acceptance because you've already been accepted by Christ. Man, grace never removes reverence, forgiveness from God removes shame. Holiness creates intimacy because Jesus is enough. He's enough. That's it. That's all. Let's get into the kingdom clarity for today. Y'all like the live, share the live, share the love. let's get into the kingdom clarity for today. So, first things first, y'all. The Lord finna give somebody an instruction. Message? The Lord finna give somebody an instruction, right? And you, but it's gonna require you to take a leap of faith. And the Lord, He really was on, He was on that this weekend, telling you right now, somebody finna get some instructions. Okay. So as I was getting ready, huh? Let me move my stuff, y'all. As I was getting ready for the message this morning, I ended up in Leviticus 19, because that's where that's how far out I've done my study. And I ended up in Leviticus 19. But what the and and we're gonna so we're gonna revisit this this week, 15, 67, 18. Nope, next Monday. Wait, what did we just do? Leviticus 16. So we'll revisit this again on Thursday, but this is important for a seed that some of you may be planting on today, right? as a result of the Lord giving you an instruction. He started talking to me about a process that we all have to go through. insofar as when something is being established or when he's giving you something new to do, okay. There are five stages. Plant, you receive the promise, but it begins as a seed, okay. So for many of us, the Lord is getting ready to give you a seed, you're gonna have to plant it, okay. I don't know what the seed is for you, honey one tea, but the Lord finna give you something, the seed being an idea. And it inspired something inspired action, a spark, something that the Lord is going to give you the wisdom to create wealth, honey. I don't know. Okay. But your job is to plant it. Then he said there's a period. So so let me just tell you the process. It's like plant, wait, consecrate, praise, receive, right? Last week I mentioned something about three years. And like in and it's almost like things happening in three year cycles. And I didn't understand why the Lord gave us three years last last last week, because I'm pretty sure it was last week, but it's like a three year cycle. So you're gonna plant something. So you're gonna receive a promise, you're gonna receive an idea, you're gonna receive wisdom. There's something the Lord may be gifting to you, and it begins as a seed. You're gonna wait for three years. So three years of restraining yourself, growing roots while you receive nothing. Because I told the Lord this. I say, Dad, I tell you, sometimes you feel like you're in a waiting room for a month of Sundays, because you be in the waiting room for a month of Sundays. But what he showed me is that there are so many times that we see this in the Bible. The Lord will give you something. It's like, let's say, for example, David, right? The Lord anointed David, but he had years before he actually received the throne. he gave Joseph the vision, but he had years before he actually became second in command. There were so many, even Esther, the Lord put her in the palace, but it was still she still had to go through her entire time before and all these other things had to happen where she was prepared before she actually did the work of saving all of the Jews, right? So that be the the hard part is the weight. Some of us in different areas of our lives in regards to different things that have been planted We're in a waiting season, right? So, but the other part of that is while you're waiting, you're actually being you've been planted, now you're being rooted. There's a card, I think it's like I think there's a card that's called planted and rooted somewhere in one of these decks. So for many of us, it's like the Lord is solidifying what he's doing. It's like the roots have to grow. Does that make sense? So don't feel like nothing is happening. This is also that time where the Lord is like, okay, I got to make sure that you're gonna stick with this. I got to make sure that you're gonna show up and be consistent. This is where the testing happened. It's like, okay, well, are you is this just a whim? Is this just something that, you know, I'm gonna do it's here today, gone tomorrow, or are you really gonna stick with this? Drop it in the chat. I'm sticking with it. Now I don't know who else this is for, but again, seed. Planted, are you going to continue to water it? Are you going to continue to nurture this? Is this something, and this is how thank y'all. This is this something that you can see yourself staying consistent with that's also going to help you start determining what's for you and what's not. Does that make sense? Is this something you can see yourself doing long term? Is this something that you're gonna say, okay? Because once you start it, and sometimes you got to just start some stuff, right? But it's almost like a filter. Thank y'all. It's almost like a filter. That's how you can start filtering things out. The other man, the other part of it is does this align with where you see yourself going? Does that make sense? The Lord will give you something, right? And y'all know one of the, and especially if you're creative. You if you baby, you didn't try 50 lamb things. I told y'all this. I d I remember when, like, let me give y'all an example of this. I don't do personal coaching, I don't do personal readings, none of that, right? Because it doesn't align with my long-term vision of what God has told me that He's doing in my life, right? So now, whenever I'm doing something, man, I hope I can make this make sense. I have a lens through which to see it. Simply put, Touche Germaine has an assignment to get the kingdom to the people and invite the people into the kingdom. That's the mission. That's it. That's all. Just that simple. So every time I do something, I can say, does this get the kingdom to the people? Or invite the people into the kingdom. And if it doesn't, then I say, okay. Sometimes Pam just says, sometimes I got to try some stuff and be like, yeah, no, this, this, this ain't, I ain't feeling it. Example. Said I was going to do clarity coaching and then came back and said, no, I'm not really feeling that, Lord. I don't, I don't want to do it. I I don't. Look, my mouth got hot. I don't feel like this is aligning with where I'm going with the vision of what you have given me and what you've told me that I'm meant to accomplish. Right. Pam said, I try artistic stuff all the time to see if it's something that I will enjoy or not. Right. So I hope that makes sense. This could it's like be willing to try new things, but also be willing to say, yeah, this just don't resonate for me. This ain't really advancing me in the way that I want it to go. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Plant, wait. And a lot of times what you're doing in those waiting periods, you still watering the seed that you've planted. And maybe you try different things to see if it aligns with what you're planting. And you start deciding, like, yeah, no, I like this. I don't like this. I want to do that. I don't really want to do that. So for some of you, this is the Lord trying to show us. Like different stages and what you can accomplish in these different stages. Consecrate. The first year isn't yours, it's God's. Message, let me just tell somebody the Lord's gonna give you something to do, and when it starts producing the fruit, it ain't even for you. That's to God because now, so but do you understand that this is almost speaking to like a five-year, sometime longer than that process? Because we don't eat the fruit the same day, the same season, even that you plant the seed. So First fruits, right? Is the way the Lord was explaining this to me. People be like, What is first fruits? When you when the Lord start blessing you, you ought to that that whole little situation right there should be dedicated to the Lord because that's how He then multiplies it. Does that make sense? I hope I said that right. Jesus being the ultimate first fruit, right? But It's like the Lord trying to show us the stage. And if you look at this, you go through this so many times, y'all. Anytime you plant, you go through the same stage over and over and over. Okay. So the first fruit year isn't yours, it's God. When the Lord blesses you with the first amount of money, the first thing you should be doing is giving back to God. Does that make sense? For some of you, this is going to come in the form of resources. When the Lord blesses you, is your first thought to let me splurge or man, let me be a blessing to somebody else? Because the Lord just blessed me. He just gave me. And so with my first fruit, let me make sure that I'm giving, giving back, giving to somebody in need, blessing somebody else. I hope that makes sense. Praise. Before profit comes worship. Because the Lord gives us an opportunity to be grateful for what he just gave. This is where the enemy, thank y'all. This is where I feel like the enemy tries to come in and make you and try to tempt you into thinking that you did it on your own strength. But remember when you were in the planting phase, in the planting season, when you were begging God, because that's what we do, let's be honest. You begging God, Lord, please make this grow. Please make this work. Right? This is where. And the and I hope I said that it's like that's where the temptation comes in to be like I did this. No, you didn't. God did. So He gives us an opportunity to worship in the first fruit season. Man, I hope this is making sense. Before He increases the first fruits, does that make sense? He it's almost like the Lord gives us these moments of pause before increase, right? To make sure that we're still in alignment and still have the heart posture to be grateful. Cause remember because it's easy to get, how do I say that? It's like message. You start getting blessed, or let's say you start seeing some some results or start seeing. The increase, and you think, this is it. This, this, the, this, this is it. But then that's that time where you have to step back and say, Hold on. True story, give God the glory. Because you still didn't do anything. The Lord gives us a time where you're able to sit back and say, Man, Lord, you, you, you doing something. You, you, I can't take credit for nothing. Because again, y'all, tactics of the enemy before increase. Be mindful. That's why you hear people say, Don't forget God when you get where you're going, where he was taking you all along. I hope that makes sense. So before the money, before you really start to see the increase, because it's coming, drop it in a chat. It's coming. Before you really start to see the prophet, God gives us another opportunity to return to worship. He always makes a way back. Because we get distracted and we start going. In different directions, or we forget the reasoning, or what which is why you have to know your why. Does this make sense to somebody? And your why should be, and I'ma say it to I'm I mean it now, your why should be bigger than to make me a multimillionaire. That's a byproduct, but cool. I to take care of my family. No, it's bigger than you and your family. Does that make sense? Your why. For me, and that's why I sh I've shared my why. I I gotta get the kingdom to the people and the people in the kingdom. Period. That's the why. I ain't got no other why. I need people to see the kingdom of God, experience the kingdom of God. I don't even know. I don't know everything about the kingdom of God, but sh child, I'm gonna show you what I know so far. That's it. I don't know what your why is, I don't know what your assignment is, but that's. My calling, my assignment, my why, and it ain't nothing else. Because this is what the Lord has gifted me to do. So he gives us an opportunity to come back into alignment with our why. Hope it makes sense. Only after, so the last stage of this is obedience. Only after obedience does personal enjoyment come. Let me tell y'all something. This is the talk that I had with the Lord on this weekend. But let man and part of this he's giving me right now, right? Thank you, Lord, for the revelationals. Let me tell somebody something. You've been planting. You've been obedient. You've been waiting. You've been consecrated. Man, Lord, y'all. You've been praising. You were praising when you didn't see no fruit. You was praising just to be praising the Lord, like Lord. I man, I'm just so grateful for the opportunity. Can I tell somebody this ain't everybody's message, but you got to know your season. But many of us have been out here doing this work, planting and planting and planting. This is planting, this is sowing, reaping, and sowing. Right? The reason, man. Y'all, the Lord is giving me revelation on this right now. And I'm almost finna cry because y'all know when the Lord starts confirmation in something, and y'all will understand this more over the next couple of weeks, right? But you have suffered. You done been through the trials, the tribulations, the fires. Maybe you've been through seasons of lack. You didn't but you done went without. You have given. To you ain't have much left to give, but you was still trying to give anyway. You done showed up, you done did everything that the Lord asked you to do. Can I tell somebody? That because of that obedience. The Lord is getting ready to allow you to not only continue to do your work. But to do your work in ways that bring even more enjoyment. than you have be than than you have before. Does that make sense? You've been doing everything. Everything. In every way. The obedience is real. Drop that in it. Maybe it's just me. Can somebody just say the obedience is real? Because people don't really understand how obedient you've had to be. You done had to say no. You'd had to let go. You done had to be like, nah, Lemon, I gotta chill. Nah, I ain't gonna be able to do it. You done had to sit down. You done had to sacrifice. You done been more obedient. Because God required it of you. When I say the obedience is real, people don't even understand how much your obedience has been obedient to. Okay. but now your obedience is getting ready to give you personal enjoyment. I hope that makes sense to somebody. I had to talk, and again, y'all, I talked to the Lord about this on the weekend. Some of you can I just say and we finna get into the cards. You know what the blessing is? Wait a minute, I missed something. What happened with Kiki? you know the blessing of being able to do your work in Ways that bring you joy. Man, some of us, because I'm us, y'all gonna see it. Just stay tuned. We finna be able to man, it's a blessing when you actually start living out the the vision that the Lord gave you. That's that's the way I say that. You finna start living out the vision. You finna start living the life. You finna start living it. Just wait. Plant, process, worship, increase. The first belongs to God before the rest is blessed. Give before you've set. Wait a minute. What does that say? Many of us have given before we secured our own future. And Jesus is the greatest fulfillment of this. God often allows our character, faith, and dependence on Him to deepen before entrusting us with greater increase. Okay. So I tell you right now, man, you finna start living the life that you thought was just of just a dream. And sometimes the way that that happens is by taking a leap of faith. By instead of, and and again, y'all will see more of this starting this week, actually. You're gonna see more of this where you're gonna start living the end from the beginning. But it took a minute to get there because the Lord had to get you in alignment, your character, integrity, and you also have to be solid on your why. What is the goal? So for many of you, you're getting ready to have that opportunity to do just what you're doing now. Imagine being able to live out your dreams and have your dream job and still doing the work that God put you here to do. Man, listen, telling you right now. Now I'm only grabbing this because I can see these and I can't make this up. This number been on my neck, y'all. So first things first, and I'm trying, y'all know I be trying not to look at the cards. Y'all like the live share the live share the love. Your new life is waiting on you to create it. So turn your dreams into reality. If you were on the message on Friday, I'm pretty sure was it Friday or Thursday? Go watch the message that's called Dreams to Reality. Yo your dream is does this n 143. Pretty sure we had this number. I'm sure I could find it in my journal. See, I am doing a new thing to perceive ascension, understand. And this is this particular card is referencing John 14 3. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. Okay. So I hope that makes sense. Let's get the clarity out here and see what else, man. The Lord finna do something new. Y'all, the number 143 has been on my neck. Okay. I'm talking about on my neck. Here we go. We have the fishing pole that's coming out as well. extend oneself. This is expiration, accomplishment, self-improvement, capable. Okay. new adventures, right? New adventures. This is mentoring others, poetry, emotion. Some of providing okay. So let's see what else is coming out, Lord. So some of you come on, the fish. What the Lord say, He said, Cast your net out, cast your net out. Okay, Psalm 27, a little deeper. Because who who needs that, baby? The Lord's this this that time where the Lord say, Try one more again, okay. Try one more again because you never know. This might just be the time that the abundance is real. Psalm 27, 1. The Lord is my light and my salvation. So why should I be afraid? Okay, so why should I be afraid? One more, and then we'll get see what the clarification is. Well, two more because that's what the Lord has said. The hermit, okay, soul searching reflection. This is that get still and listen. come on. My cup runneth over. Somebody drop that in the chat. My cup runneth over. Look at the heart. Full. I'm telling you now, the Lord finna bless somebody. This is overflow. Overflow okay, coming out the cave. Every time I get this particular hermit card, it reminds me of the Lord calling Elijah out the cave. Come on now, Elijah. What you doing? What you doing here? Every time I get this hermit card, y'all. So somebody finna come on out. Okay, somebody finna come on out the cave, right? We finna keep them down there together. This is overflow. This is doing what you love. Man, look, ain't nothing like the Lord blessing you with an opportunity. Didn't I just talk about that? To do what your heart what fills your heart up. Man, my cup is running over. Let's click, let's get the clarity occasion out here and see what we're talking about. Dreams to reality. Okay. Somebody, for many of you, this is and this is another thing the Lord was talking to me about over the weekend. It's it's like man, live your life in color. Y'all know that's the model of spirit and glam. Live your life in color. Whatever you're doing, it's not for the sake of trying to please anybody else. Whatever the Lord blesses you to do, do because you love it. Do it, man. I if look, paint because you love to paint. Go live because you love to go live. Talk about the Lord because you love talking about the Lord. Whatever you're doing, you're not doing it to try to, and that's why I tell people this. People like, you don't edit? No. Because my life is real. I could spend hours and hours and hours people sitting here. I could put a background. Look, let me take because look now. I could try to go and find a background and make my background look now. Cause who has to? My life is real. Does that make sense? So the way I show up is just that way. I ain't got time. Listen now, because when this is authenticity at its finest, man, whose message is this? That's how your dreams begin to come become your reality. Because you're not trying to create a dream that somebody else is going to be impressed with. Like, man, look, this is what it is. This is how my life, this is my life. This is what I love to do. Do it that way. That's how you start living these dreams, right? Message. Look at the microphone. Thank you, Lord. I believe in my unique gifts and talents. Would what you say? I believe in my unique gifts and talents. That's what's going to create this reality for you. People be like, how do I do it? Man, just do something. Drop that in the chat. Encourage somebody else. Just do something. If you may, I told man, y'all have no idea. Just wait. You're gonna see. I say, Lord, this ain't what you showed me. You ever start talking to the Lord and just telling him just like, no, this this ain't in alignment. I want more. I want my life to look differently, be differently. I want to experience differently. How about start creating some experiences? It doesn't mean that you're not going to be responsible because you still got work to do, right? But you can start living different. Your unique gifts and talents. Okay. Start living your dreams. Start creating them. Cause you have the ability to do that. If you wait on somebody else to do it for you, you be waiting a long time. Okay. What else, Lord? Crazy thing is, I heard this number when I said the number 222. Now, maybe I didn't. Let me just look at my journal. Hold on, y'all. I'm gonna show y'all. Hold on. Wait a minute. Maybe I didn't write it down. Maybe we didn't talk about it recently. I just want to make sure I might be tripping. I probably am. But seemed like we just had, my gosh. my gosh, I know what it was. It was in the Kingdom Clarity newsletter. Isaiah 22 22. I don't know if this was in the it was. It was in the Kingdom Clarity newsletter. Last week on one of the messages, and I don't remember which one. I don't remember which. Let me let me just I I don't even remember which one it was. I'm sure I got it. I'll be sending it to myself. Wait a minute, y'all. Okay, hold on. I got the look. If you knew to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you were here. I am more than sure. Yao. Ya. Heard me and heard me well. If you subscribed to the Kingdom Clarity newsletter on July the 31st, somebody who subscribed to the Kingdom Clarity newsletter, please go check your email because you probably think I'm I'm making this up. I'm gonna show y'all my phone. Listen at me now. The Kingdom Clarity Newsletter on July the 31st. Guess what? The name of the message was on July the thirty first. Dreams to reality. Guess what the kingdom card of the day was? 22 22. Can y'all see that? Is it focusing? Can somebody drop in the chat the promise still stands? Y'all, I can't make this up. I'ma read it. I'm gonna sh it was a different card, same number. The title of the newsletter was Dreams written this way. Dreams to reality. Kingdom card of the day was twenty two twenty two. Lord been on show out energy, so clearly he's showing out again this week. Okay. I was writing this. I'm not gonna read the whole thing, but I was writing this and I was listening to the message from that day, y'all. And I literally had to turn the message off because I had to finish writing the newsletter, right? we talked about this card on the message, so telling you right now, now look, didn't I say the number 222? This is speaking to somebody creativity. In this newsletter from the 31st, I said Archangel Uriel, my personal archangel, may be of some assistance with for you at this time. You may also be seeing the number 222, which represents Archangel Uriel, the fire of God. The Lord is reigniting your creativity, and we receive it. Drop that in the chat. We receive it. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. That somebody else can go look at the newsletter. It's it, I ain't making it up. And it was a different 2222 card. The 2222 card that I posted that day says tapping into creative energy. We probably no, we didn't because I pulled a whole nother card. So we didn't even get it on the message, did uh-uh, because I pulled a whole different kingdom card of the day. The fire of God, high spiritual ranking. Drop this in the chat. Level up. What The Lord said, level up. Okay. Let me just read Isaiah 22 22 real quick. I will give him the key to the house of David, the highest position in the royal court. When he opens doors, no one will be able to close them. When he closes doors, no one will be able to open them. Baby, listen at me. You better get out there, get to creating. Look, when was the 31st? 321 Friday. Y'all better go watch Friday's message. I'm telling you now. And this is a confirmation because see, I am doing a new thing. Let's clarity it. Come on, Lord. Because clearly the Lord still is show. Why are you giving me two cards all the time? That's a lot. Romans 15 13. May the God may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may. Overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. We had a whole nother energy card last week. Vibe check. Okay. Vibe check. Man, listen, it's the energy for me. So for some of you, maybe you have felt like because you in this waiting season, maybe you hadn't been able to. It's like, man, Lord, are you really doing this? Am I are you really requiring this of me? Like maybe you've been in a funk, maybe you've been in a mood. I don't know, but it feels like the Lord finna get your energy in alignment. Maybe you sometimes you wanna do you understand that sometimes you go because like y'all, it's a natural thing. Look, 1513, it's a net it's sometimes you don't feel like doing nothing. Sometimes you don't. Sometimes people don't want to talk about that. Sometimes you don't feel like doing nothing. Sometimes you just be like, and we have those moods, but it feels like the Lord is getting ready to snap somebody out of that. Hello. Just stay tuned. The Lord say, Listen now, if you're not experiencing message, if you're not experiencing the life that you want to live, get out there and create it. The Lord finna snap somebody out and say, Hey, this is not everything that I told you to do. I told you to do something else. Now I didn't give you your time to be in your spirituals, be in your feelings. Feel some type of way. Y'all, why is 7 Eleven? Chick. Listen, I he finna pull you out of whatever this is. This may be where come on, he's gonna give you some energy that you know you needed and didn't know you had. But you go through those times, y'all. So don't let anybody tell you that they just you just always I'm always in the best mood. No, I'm not. Sometimes I don't feel like it. And then the Lord says, Hey, what you doing? He finna pull you out of this. He finna give it's almost like a re him reinspiring you, reigniting a spark. Because there's more that you were meant to do. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. What else? What else, Lord? Here we go. We have a four of pentacles that's coming in. which part? About the building. Let me say something to somebody real quick. Drop this in the chat because I want you to take acknowledgement of who you are. Okay. And who's you are. Drop this in the chat. I'm a kingdom builder. I am a kingdom builder. Okay. Acknowledge that. You building something, it's worthwhile. I'm a kingdom builder. But let me tell you something. You're more than a builder. For some of us, the wake up call is about to be. You're more than a builder. Maybe it's just me. Have you been over here super hyper focused on stability, building? I didn't know the Lord was gonna tell me to share this with y'all, but I'm finna share it with you. If you anything like me, you like a dog with a bone, right? You get to building something and your whole life becomes building, right? You ain't got time for nothing else. I ain't got you ain't got time for nothing else, right? But then one day you look up and you realize that you've built, you build in so much that you're not living. What you say I said you building so much that you not living. Mm. Lord, this is why I told y'all the Lord put that check me in my spirituals on this weekend. Cause y'all know last weekend I went out, had some fun with my girls, and I remember, and it was in that moment that I was like, man, I An introverted extrovert. I love to be inside. I do. But when I was outside that day, we outside, period. I remembered, I had a recollection in now. Mind you, I don't drink, I don't do nothing extra. I was just outside having a good time. And I went home and the next day, I say, Man, I forgot how much I like to be outside sometimes. Lord said, I said, Yeah, daddy. Had such a great time, period. Big big Leo energy. I'm I well, if you get me out there, baby, gonna you're gonna have the time of your life. Cause what I'm gonna do is show out. I'm gonna be all the way meet, just tell you in advance. I say that I forgot. How much I love to be me. And so then fast forward to this weekend, and I say, Lord, I the daddy, daddy. I say, man, all I've been doing is business, more business, school, work, the message, building, more building. I say, Daddy. feel like I'm living. He said, you're not. Cause I say I'm in the prime of my life is Memphis. I say that it, I would hate for life to pass me by. So I say this to somebody, y'all stay tuned because there's more coming with this. I say, Daddy, what good is life if you spend it building the whole time? Don't get it twisted. You got to do your work. But the Lord never said that I'll and He even explained it to me for those of you who will understand this, that even that can be a tactic of the enemy. What you say, I said that even that can be a tactic of the enemy. Remember, y'all, that there the enemy don't come at you blatant because most of us have the discernment to recognize the obvious things. So the way the enemy tries to get you is through subtle things that you wouldn't even think. Our tactics. If I can get them to be so focused on nothing but building, then they'll forget that they're supposed to live. They'll forget that they're supposed to enjoy. Now it's not that you don't enjoy what you're doing. Let me be clear. But if I can get them so focused, this is how the Lord gets you, these systems get you, right? Man, I hope this makes sense to somebody. All you do is work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work. You ain't got no life. You don't go nowhere. All you got, do you understand that's. I hope that makes sense to somebody, Lord. Things that the enemy will try to do, which keeps you from being your normal self, because you start to think that all you want to do is build, build, build, build. I'm a Capricorn moon, honey. I love to do some work. Okay, I work, okay. But I'm a Leo son and North Node. I like people, I like having a good time, I like having fun, all of those things. Say daddy, I don't know if I was doing everything that I want to do. So this week, I'm telling y'all right now, you fancy the change. Why? Because some of you, us, come on, us, have done the foundational work. Does that make sense? Now let me tell. I hope this is tied together what we already talked about, right? You've been over here solidifying your foundation. That goes back to the stages that we talked about earlier. Does that make sense? You done planted the seed. Good morning, Brenda. Good morning, y'all. Good morning, D Manthis. You done planted the seed. You done waited. You done consecrated. The Lord didn't set you apart. You'd have praised and worshiped before you saw it coming. And now the Lord finna plant another seed. Right, but guess what you're gonna do? You still gonna be walking in purpose. While you're doing the work, does that make sense? I didn't understand it. And even now, the Lord giving me complete, thank you, Lord, for revelation. Cause now that you solid, right? This is a foundational card, the four pentacles. Most people look at this as a bad card. No, it's not. It's simply saying that you solid with God. Does that make sense? You solid. Your foundation, y'all know we've been talking about building the house, right? This, the Lord, man, I gotta chill. This, the Lord saying, Your foundation is solid because wherever He's finna send you next, the next part of the assignment, you taking him with you. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. That's how that's why you got to be over here in the consecration season. I didn't understand it when I was homeless and living in the car until he brought me out of the car. I didn't understand it for this last year of my life where I've been inside. I ain't did nothing, ain't going nowhere. No. Mm-mm. You gonna know I can't go. Ain't did nothing. Because he had to make sure that in a new environment, you gonna be solid. Right? Does that make sense to somebody? Let me prepare you before the promise. Let me prepare you before the increase. Man, what else, Lord? I hope that made sense to somebody. And even now, I didn't even have complete understanding until right now. The Lord said, Let me get you ready. Let me get you ready. Roses, okay. appreciation, yearning, gifts, delighted. Love. Okay. so for some of you, let me just say this to my people nam waiting on a relationship. 101T. The Lord had to get you ready, even for that. First thing people say, where my husband at? You ready, F? You you ready? Do you know you? Do you know unconditional love? You've been treating you right? How how you doing with you? So for some of you, this may be in the form of a romantic relationship. It could be friendships. Have you learned how to be a good friend? Are you Associating with the right type of people. I had a remembrance on yesterday. I was like, man, I remember when I was in Dallas, I was still on some foolishness. Man, look, but nah, the Lord said, You solid. Drop that in the chat. I'm solid. Okay, I'm solid. What else, Lord? Message on pause on purpose. Message trying to tell somebody. This is why the Lord has set you down somewhere so you can get some insight, some clarity, some knowledge, some wisdom, some understanding. This is on pause, on purpose. Why? So you can get some enlightenment. You got to get solid with the Lord. Didn't I say something about a candle? Y'all got jokes. Tell you not. You got to be ready for where the Lord is taking you next. So don't rush through that process. We be wanting it. We be wanting, Lord, send me, send me, send me. You, if you ain't ready to go, sometimes the prayer just needs to switch up and be like, Lord, don't send me till I'm ready. Because when you're ready, He's gonna drop the seed and He's gonna say, Hey, get ready for this. But this is also something you're gonna have to commit to. But it's also going to be you being able to do what you've already built your foundation upon with the Lord. Does that make sense? Procrastination, sacrifice, letting go, surrender, a change in perspective, gaining. Knowledge okay. I hope that made sense to somebody. You had to gain some stuff, okay. You had to learn some stuff again. Them five stages that the Lord talked about, don't try to skip through them because every stage is pivotal for to build the found on the foundation of what's coming next. Does that make sense? What else, Lord? I'm gonna go ahead and pull this number because I kept on seeing it 23. Okay, creating change, stepping into your power. Gifts, talents, skills, and abilities. I couldn't see this. It was face down, but the Lord said, Grab it. So here I'm okay. My cup runneth over. Surely, goodness and mercy shall be with me all the days of my life. Just saying, you ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. December 23rd may be an important day for somebody as well. Okay, so what else, Lord? Let's clarity. Why should I be afraid? Why should I be afraid to step out on faith when I'm solid with the Lord? Listen at me now. Did we drop this in the chat? I am worthy of investing in myself. Let me let me get my notes real quick. Uno momento was that in the let me just get the Bible clarity journal out here. One second. Pretty sure we just got done saying this. Didn't I? Because I referenced Tyler Perry again, worthy. here we go. We live from atonement, not performance. Right? Let me get that off my screen, y'all. You don't have to prove you are worthy. You already are. Don't be afraid, you already worthy. The Lord, this is this isn't I can't tell you what but the what anything but what the spirit loved. The Lord said, your work, whatever this is, that's coming. You're worthy of it. Then we say get to worthy message. Get to worthy, you already there. Maybe it's a understanding, like maybe you got to get to that in your spirituals, right? In your mind, it's just like, man, whatever's coming for you next, you deserve this. I see it. Maybe maybe you don't feel like you do, but I I know for you that you deserve what's coming next, and you probably don't even know what's coming next, but you deserve it. Telling somebody, man, look. Because it took a long time to get to worthy. It took a lot of obedience, a lot of work, a lot of change, a lot of willingness, a lot of sacrifice, a lot of surrender. And this is stuff we still doing every single day. Man, look, don't be the Lord say, keep going. Tell yourself every day you are worthy of receiving everything you want, deserve, and desire. That's what this car says. This is the hydrate your soul affirmation deck, y'all. Whatever's coming next, I deserve it. Cause it took me a lot to get to here. Then we start this off talking about shame. That's the whole the whole reason that Lord says, Man, look, don't be ashamed of what you went through. Yo, your your season of suffering is going to be inspirational to somebody else. Man, come on, Lord. What else? Good money karma. Told y'all for some of y'all this is resources. This is being charitable, giving and receiving, humanitarian philanthropist. This is the this is an understanding. And for some of y'all, it's already you are this is also understand what like a money mindset. You got to know, baby, money is just a tool. This is also for some of you where you're going to change your relationship with money. We talked about this the other day. Get money Monday, okay. And we ain't even talking we ain't even much talked about that. But this, like, listen, man, you're gonna start to understand that your daddy wants you to have it because you can't build for the kingdom without resources. Period. You I don't care, it could be $50 and trust and believe you me. You can still do something with $50. You can't build without resources. But in order for you to build a kingdom business. You got the first thing, you got to change the way you think about money. This is why the Lord tells us. You can't serve two masters. Either God is in control or money is. This is why you don't chase money. It finds you. When you're doing what God told you to do, the money finds you. This is a truest story.com. It may be, mind you, how who needs this part? It may be the seed that just got planted, right? Lord gonna give you the money to pour into that seed. And it may just be it may be just enough to do what He need what you need to do. It may be just enough to buy the supplies, it may be just enough to open the account. That's how you're gonna know because God pays for what God orders. For some of you, what's coming next is resources to do. What God has told you to do. Pam says that's my visibility wound, my past, and people throwing shade on the internet for the mistakes I made in the past. I am not my past. Drop that in the chat. I ain't who I was. Babe. I wish I'm up. I said it, but it it didn't come out. That was because that's that's one of them. I try not OMG. I try not to do too many of them. Cause baby, I you got that you got to be on my nervous system. If one of them come out. I don't have to say that one too often. Babe, I ain't who I used to be. And you don't know who I am. Y'all heard the cuss word that came behind that in my spirituals. It was in there. I said it and meant it. Good money, karma. You got to change the way you're looking at it. Jesus tells us this. You cannot say either you're gonna serve the Lord or you're gonna serve money. When you serve in money, money controls you. It controls who you what you do, how you do it, when you do it. And stick do you understand that when you're walking in purpose, man, the Lord just starts giving you money? And I'm man, look. When you start doing what God tells you to do, purpose. And it doesn't mean that it's always coming in huge amounts, but when I tell you you're gonna have the money, you're gonna have it. You're gonna it it'll just show up. It it'd be random. And I can only give y'all the example of when I've created Touche Cosmetics, even let's not even use that, let's use the message. Y'all do realize I was homeless and didn't have a job and I was living in my car. And every I not one day was my phone off. And the one time my phone did get cut off, it wasn't even off. Message. Two hours. Y'all hear the sirens? Message? Message. Y'all ain't even much know my phone was off. And the Lord. I don't even remember how the Lord made a way, but the Lord made a way. You do realize that I was living in a car for two and a half years that I didn't even have the ability to pay for, but it never got repossessed. Huh? Sometimes I had just enough gas to get to the gym to take a shower. Sometimes I had just enough money to eat. But God made a way. Even when I was living in the car homeless, I gave birth to a cosmetics line. I'm still showing up. I had an internet every day. I'm talking about started from the bottom. Now we here. So can't nobody tell me. Man, this feels like deja vu. Right? You you it ain't a person on God's good earth that can tell me that the Lord won't give you everything you need to accomplish his purpose. Everything. Lord, you say show up every day and give the message, even homeless. Yep. Okay. So the internet stays on. Everything, the streaming platform I was using at that time had the money for that. Had a I was in the laptop, cell phone, tablet, everything just to get the message. The kingdom is the message. Man, look, don't let nobody tell you you ain't got the money to do it. I don't have to have the money for it. God does. Man, look. Next. Listen now, you ain't even much got to believe me if you don't want to. Who does? God does. And when the Lord showed, that's it. Daddy, if you had just want to show up in the message, just say that. I ain't got. Hold on now. This the hierophant card. Okay. Message. God does. I ain't I don't worry about where. That ain't my responsibility. My yo, me, you responsibility, Nim, is to show up every day and do what God told you to do. That's it. That's all. He provides the funding. He provides the resources. He's gonna make sure that you have everything that you need to accomplish what he has put you here. To do it say God, first word on so when the Lord put the punctuation, mind you, this the same card that I told y'all came out on the video that I posted on Friday, the tower. Come on, Revelation. This the same card that came out because the Lord be like I said what I said. Then I say the Lord in some show out energy, He had mint it in Him spirituals. Thank you for the confirmation, Lord, because it gives me some understanding. Good morning, y'all. Man, look, somebody finna get some unexpected resources. And it's don't have this could be twenty dollars, but it might be the twenty dollars you need in order to do maybe you got what something you got to order that cost fifteen dollars and the Lord will bless you with twenty. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. This the way the Lord be working. What else, Lord? We finna be done, y'all. We got the hermit and the ace of cups. Cause your cup finna run over. The sea And ace of pentacles. This is the this is the seed. Then we start off with that. Invest in your education and make some big plans for the future. Take calculated risks, but save something to fall back on. When we talk about the seed, thank you, Lord, for the confirmation. Thank y'all. That just gave y'all have no idea how the Lord and this message then confirmed something for me. Cause you be like, Lord, you got to let me know. Let me know now because I don't got time to be messing up. The seed. What the Lord finna tell. That's why He has said this. Stay for stage one. Plant the seed. Idea. Come on, seed. What y'all just say? Seed time and harvest. Seed money. Thank y'all. Some of y'all, this might be like seed money. I don't even know what seed money is. Somebody, I don't know. If that's for you, you'll know. Somebody, this could be someone to like choose. I don't know, honey. And this is not investment advice. Telling you now. The Lord says, plant this seed, because you never know what the Lord is gonna do with it. Man, look, it may sound crazy to other folk. Y'all have no. Okay. Two cars. Look at the look at the can we talk about money, money multiplication? Can we talk about that? Look what. Just happen. We went from here, all this in the middle is God. The difference with one coin to a jar full. Does that make sense? Multiply my money, Lord, and thank you in advance. This were one, this one of them moments where the Lord be like, hey, can you go ahead and start praising me? Some of y'all in the in stage four, praise and worship. Before profit comes, worship. Before you see the money, worship. Before the Lord increases you, worship. Give gratitude right now because I know that you're going to multiply this. But you know what, Lord? This may be where I'm at. But this is what I see. The end from the beginning. Does that make sense? Thank you, Lord. I don't even know what you're doing, Lord, but thank you for it. In advance. I know I don't have to worry about. I know when God orchestrates something, it may seem crazy. It may feel random. But when the Lord orchestrates something for you to do, you got to know He going somewhere. He taking you somewhere. I hope this makes sense to somebody. What what else, Lord? We we finna we finna the hermit and the ace of cups. Here we go. I I don't be no, I don't know. Thank you, Lord. Good morning, Lisa. Good morning, y'all. Psalm 45 and 6. Your throne, God, will last forever and ever. A scepter of justice will be the scepter of your kingdom. Somebody finna get an answer. Puzzle pieces. So a piece of the puzzle that previously, maybe that's why you've been over here reclusing, right? In hermit mode. Because you needed to receive an answer. This is the input. But once you get it, the Lord say, Move. We talked about movement last week. You're gonna have to take some action because what this is, it's not only gonna thank y'all, it's not even it's not only gonna prove something to you, but it's going to prove to the Lord that you really want what you say you want. And you're not trying to prove yourself. But this is the Lord saying, if you really want it, then you're gonna take the steps. Come on, 143, you gonna take the steps. to do a new thing. You you can't want something and not it's faith without works, right? You gonna have you you got to do it. I don't know what step you're gonna take this week. I'm taking a step this week. Y'all will see it. And I don't even know. I I Lord, that I don't even have no understanding. He say, I know. Man, my gosh. Y'all, I can't tell y'all yet. Y'all will see it this week. You'll have some more understanding. Just stay with, stay, stay on the message this week. You'll understand because later on this week I'll be able to give you more context around this, right? The Lord finna give you a missing piece of the puzzle that you've been trying to solve. The consecration step, right? Man, I'm gonna have to have to put this up in a on a sticking note on the wall or something. Because you realize you can have different things going on in your life and you at different stages on different things. This, for example, the message talk show and podcast, right, is in the receiving stage. Man, I hope this makes sense to somebody. It's in the receiving stage. Why? Because I went through the planting. I've been planting this seed for six years. Been waiting. I was waiting in the car for two and a half years. So different, I've been let me just different stages for different parts of your life. I hope that makes sense. But for many of you, the Lord getting ready to give you an answer. But what does it take? Soul searching. Solitude, evaluation, observation, going within. This is why you got to consecrate, spend time with the Lord. He's gonna give you the answer. And I think for somebody, I said last week, I say you be wanting to answer from the Lord, and you ain't gonna get it from anywhere else. The Lord said, Hey, come talk to me, and I'll tell you what you need to know. This one of them, okay. That's where the answer is gonna come from. This is gonna be him gonna be like, mm-mm, they're not gonna tell you what to do. I'm not here to tell you what to do. I'm here to tell you, Daddy wants you. Soul mission. Okay. Finding your own path in life. Discovering your soul mission, path of knowledge, right? Going within. Going within. Okay. The Lord is getting ready to give somebody wisdom for the next part of what you're getting ready to do. Okay. You it's you did you because you came here for purpose. There's something that only you can do that you were put here to do, right? Only you can do. We all have a purpose. So now Sometimes that takes you going into hermit mode, and sometimes you're gonna be there for a month of Sundays. That's pay because it really be like that. Sometimes when the Lord brings you out, like, okay, I get it now, Lord. I'm I'm I'm ready, right? thank you so much, dearest one. No, it wasn't an easy journey, but I'm grateful for it. I can look back. Brenda just said, I'm so happy and proud of you. Your journey was not easy, but no one's is, right? No one's is. And I hope that makes sense to y'all. Like it's stuff that y'all done been through. I don't want no parts of it. And that's a true story.com. I don't want anybody to experience homelessness. So what do I do? I come up here and try to tell some folks, like, hey, start being responsible because I was irresponsible. And this is where it got me. And it's not easy to be on the streets, y'all. It's not easy. Okay. But we all kept going as evidenced by I'm here. Drop that in the chat. I'm here. We all kept going. And you don't because what else can you do? You can eat you choose. You choose to either keep going or you choose to give up. We all every single person on this live who will come across this live. You went through something, but you kept going. I can't tell you, it's not just me. I don't know what y'all have experienced. Miss Suculent nursing school is not easy, but guess what? She kept going. Jared in school right now, he he was he went through and had to get his masters, but it was difficult. But he kept going. We all keep going. Why? Because the Lord ain't done with us yet. He's not done. So because he's not done, some days you don't. That's why I said earlier, sometimes you don't feel like, man, I'm sick of this shit. Listen, I didn't say it plenty of days that I'm tired. This is too much. I'm sick of it now. Spell it. S-I-C-C-U-D. Sick of it. And then the next after you done cried and pouted and you, man, I'm sick of it. And then the next day you get right back up and be like, here I am, Lord. Okay, I'm back. That's how I started saying that. Okay, I'm back, Lord. I be done had a whole moment, then I have a minute, and I'll be like, Okay, I'm back, Lord. Okay, I'm back. Okay. Few more keep on going. And the next day you go again. And you might have a whole nother breakdown the next day and be like, I'm sick of it. I can't stand this. Okay. I'm back, Lord. I just had to have a moment. Y'all hear me say that all the time. Like, I had to have a moment. I had a moment. Okay, I'm back. Literally. That's I man, that's how I operate my life. And the Lord, and when I when I come back, He be like, You you done? Yeah, I'm done. I ain't happy about it. But here I am, Lord. Because you prayed for this. Whatever it is, business, relationships, whatever it is. It's just like okay. You prayed for it. Right? And he told you from the very beginning that it was gonna come with difficulties and challenges. Like the Lord don't hide nothing from you. He don't tell you what the challenges are going to be. When the Lord first called me, man, I ain't know I would, man, look. Cause I promise you this. Had I known I would go, it would go homelessness. Hold on, Lord. I ain't know that was gonna be the struggle. What, what? That's why he don't tell you what you got to experience. Because if he if you knew, you'd be like, no, no, no, I ain't doing that. Imagine David knowing he was gonna be on the run for most of his life when it started off so good. He up there playing, playing for Saul, getting Saul together. I'm gonna next thing you know, Saul throwing javelins at, hold on. Wait a minute now. Why are you trying to take me out? I was doing something to help you. Man, look. Imagine Joseph knowing that his family then was gonna throw him in the cistern and sell him into slavery. He'd have been like, wait, wait, wait, what? No. Mm-mm, nah. This ain't what I signed up for. You can have it. I don't wanna go. What? Now you got to run. Cause Potify's strumpet ass wife trying to do you I hadn't I had a moment. You right. Anyway, I'm back. Imagine if you knew everything you was gonna have to go through. Before God give you what he finna give you. Man, look. We finna we finna we finna be done. I'm gonna show y'all. I'm back. This morning the Lord told me Deuteronomy 28.12. He said Deuteronomy 28.12. I ain't even read it. But I guess we can go and read it since we're here. I know we get this all the time. Actually, what's crazier? It's not even 2812. I take it back. Y'all. Man, the Lord be confirming some stuff. Let me just make sure I'm not tripping. Hold on. It's not. Hold on, I gotta check something. 'Cause I might be tripping. Okay. So I'll explain. Let me explain this. So this morning the Lord, mm. Man, God is good. Listen. So this morning the Lord gave me 28, Deuteronomy 28, 12, right? And the card that we finna we finna be done because I feel like this is the punctuation at the end of the sentence. Deuteronomy 28 13. Right? He told me 12. Here's Deuteronomy 28.13. Let me just read the first part of it because I feel like that's important as well, which I'm sure we have read this before. Go back in your journals to May the 28th. There may be something. I'm not going to go look it up. there may be something important in that for you. Deuteronomy 28, 12. The Lord will send rain at the proper time from his rich treasury in the heavens and will bless all the work you do. You will lend to many nations, but you will never need to borrow from them. If you listen to these command commands of the Lord your God that I am giving you today, and if you carefully obey them, the Lord will make you the head and not the tail, and you will always be on top and never at the bottom. Message. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. OMG listen now. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to, okay? You don't. But I'm telling you right now. Listen, listen up. It's gonna be an instruction. How do I let me let me get my life in in my spirituals in order? Listen now. Lord be having jokes, man. I tell you what, the Lord be having jokes. I'm talking about what you felt it, man. I'm talking about the Lord. So funny. I love y'all though. I do. I appreciate let me just show some great thank y'all. And that's all I'ma say because you know who I'm talking to. Thank y'all so much for your help and your assistance. I am grateful. Okay, I'm back. Just be having a moment, man. Anyway, listen and obey. Okay. Message. Listen and obey. You got to follow your own instructions. Can't nobody tell you your instructions. Message. You got to follow your own instructions. You got to do what the Lord said, do for you. How? And then what happened as a result of that? Thank you, Lord. Your cup runneth over. Okay. Your cup runneth over. Like, man, the Lord ain't just make that up. Okay, he really gonna do this in your life. That obedience, we've talked about it already. The Lord say, Listen and obey. That obedience is something, honey. It's something. Everybody can't do it. Everybody be like, I want it, but I don't want to do what's the scripture? The man say the Lord say go, go sell everything, give everything away. Right? He says harder. For a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven than it is for the camel to go through an eye of a needle or something like that. I don't know. That might have been two scriptures mixed up. I meant the same thing. I'm not a Bible scholar. What I am saying is, man, look, obedience requires something, right? It requires something. It requires you to listen and obey. Why? Because ultimately we're trying to get here, y'all. Our cup is running over. Okay. our cup is running over. So Everybody don't want to listen. That's cool. You ain't much got to listen. I'ma listen though. Yeah, I can I what'd you say, Lord? I had said it and I had meant it in my spirituals. Now man, that's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. I wonder why it was allowed my kids to be taken away from me. I don't know, honey wonder, but let me tell you one thing. And I I I'm not, this is no judgment. This is only an experience. I lost my kids for like six months. Right? DHR got involved. They had to go stay with my family. This was many moons ago. And I can't tell, say what's going on in your life. But sometimes we look at what God is doing. And again, this is no judgment. I'm really only speaking on myself. I can look back right now and thank God that He took my kids in them six months. A lot of people don't want to say that. I can say it. Why? Because man, this the situation that I had myself in was not good for my children. It wasn't. I was getting beat up. He wasn't great to my children. I thank God that he took my kids and put them somewhere safe. Safe from me. What? Safe from me and safe from the environment that I had them in. Everybody don't want to say that. I say it. Thank you, Lord. It hurts. It's not easy. It ain't easy. It caused it. It was it was a very challenging time for my life, in my life. But sometimes it ain't about you. Sometimes it's about the children. I don't know what's going on. This is no judgment. But hindsight, I can look back and say, thank you, Lord. That in those six months, I kept on getting my ass beat. Right. But my children didn't have to see it. I saw it when my mama went through it. But it also gave me to gave the Lord time to prepare me because when He said it was time to go. He he said, get them cheering. I just laughed about this the other day. Baby, he but he he packed me, my children up with everything we could fit in the back of Big Blue, my Ford expedition I had at that time, and sent us to California. And it saved my life. This is a true story.com. And we finna go. Listen, not only did it save my life, it saved my children's lives. Because had that not happened, mm. True story. Few years later, after I had been in California, had maybe been there about two years at this time. The same man that the Lord removed me from ended up in jail for trying to kill a woman. pulled up on the side of Shot in the car. And I had a moment and I say, my God, same man that my children would have been around. I was around. Look at God. God is good. Ain't it? Stuff people don't even know you done been through, you done been through. Man, look. Stuff people message people don't want to talk about. When I say the Lord say my life, He saved my life for real. Man, listen. And here I was being a L Fulio. had my children in danger, I'm in danger. And then two years later the Lord say, All I could do wasn't even service to the Lord then. Thank you, Lord. Cause that could have been me. Another note about this, right? Then we finna move on because God is good, right? Be mindful of them, friends. That want to call and tell you all the bad news, but ain't got nothing good to say. Mm-hmm. And I said what I said. So we thank God for what he saves us from. And sometimes it's from ourselves. Hello. What? What? Because sometimes God got to save you from you. What? Anyway. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. Sending you so much love, light, and healing energy, dearest one, me, myself, and I love you, honey one. With the love of the Lord, that is a true story. I mean that in my spirituals. You never know. This is why you got you never know what people then be going through, y'all. Everybody got a struggle. Everybody dealing with something. Some of us go through worse situations than others. Thank God for the people who never have to experience situations like that. That's why the Lord says, love your neighbor. Because you never know. I talked about this last week. Sometimes people just can't do everything they can to get up and put on a happy face. You don't know what people struggling with on the inside or in their lives when they're not in your presence. They may show up and be happy, happy, joy, joy. Even sometimes when people projecting stuff on you, right? You only, that's why you just pray for them and be like, man, I ain't the one you mad at. But don't judge them because sometimes you done lashed out at folks when you had life going on and you couldn't tell nobody, and maybe you had too much pride to go back and apologize. But man, listen, that's why it's just like, you know what? Now you that don't mean you just let people mistreat you. But it's called grace, right? And be reminded that sometimes you need it too. Sometimes you need a little grace. Man, a little. Thank God that God gives it first. Because He gives it to us freely. That's how and why we should be able to extend that to other people. Anyway, that's it. That's all. This is gonna be a fantastic week. Can y'all feel that? It's gonna be a fantastic week. Man, I got so much to share with y'all. Y'all just stay tuned for the message, okay? that's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. Thank y'all so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so truly, truly grateful. It's time to get to the work. It's the next part of the work. I got finals. OMG. Y'all, guess what though? I made it through my first semester. This is really like my third time in college, but I'm just saying, maybe fourth. I made it with all A's. Check me out. You know, I'm back. Because what? I celebrate me. Period. Made it through this summer semester. And all A's. Well, I said I gotta take my final. I'm still gonna have all A's. It is what a T I E is mint it. So don't tell me you can't do it. Yes, you can. You just got to commit to it. And the next semester starting on the 17th. It's just so much to be so much in right now. So y'all go great and maze and great amazing things. I got to get out here in these streets, y'all. I got some assignments that the Lord is sending me on. Y'all, hydrate your soul. Drink your water. Say your gratitude. Have a fantastic and an amazing day in purpose. On purpose. I will see y'all on tomorrow, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. Okay. Man, y'all, because guess what? Told y'all the Lord finna give us new assignments. So y'all gonna get ready. Because I'm not going on new assignment by myself. Ain't. Ain't okay. We're going into new assignments, new territory. We got territory to go take possession of for the kingdom. Okay, I'll see y'all in the morning, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. I love y'all in real life. Thank y'all so much. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye y'all. Child, look, because the Lord said the instructions are coming and He had meant it in Him spirituals. By Sandy, have a fantastic day. I'll see y'all on tomorrow. Love y'all, thank y'all, bye y'all. Thank you, Lord.