Latest / Retro Sports Radio: Classic Games from History / 1994 - Baseball Clip - Mickey Mantle Interview by Bob Costas - Highlights
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- 0:01This is Retro Sports Radio. Visit RetroSeasons
- 0:04.com for more sports history. Mickey Mantle is
- 0:07now 62 years old. That alone is surprising to
- 0:11him. You see, for two generations, every male
- 0:13member of his family died young, including his
- 0:16father, the Oklahoma lead miner who taught Mickey
- 0:18to switch hit at the age of four, pitching to
- 0:21the little boy every day after returning home
- 0:23from the mines. For years, Mantle has joked,
- 0:26if I'd known I was going to live this long, I
- 0:28would have taken better care of myself. The line
- 0:31always got a laugh, but shortly after New Year's,
- 0:34the announcement came. Mickey Mantle had checked
- 0:36into the Betty Ford Clinic seeking treatment
- 0:37for alcoholism. Then, just days after he returned
- 0:40home, his son Billy died of a heart attack at
- 0:43the age of 36. Even after Billy's death, Mickey
- 0:46insisted that we go ahead with this interview.
- 0:49This is a story Mickey Mantle wanted to tell.
- 0:521969, when I retired, I didn't feel like that
- 0:56I had given it all I had. I felt like something
- 0:59was missing. And by that time, I was probably
- 1:03an alcoholic and didn't know it. The last 10
- 1:06years, from like 1980 up to now, or up until
- 1:13I went to Betty Ford, It got pretty bad. I mean,
- 1:17I got so bad, people would tell me I did things,
- 1:21you know, and I couldn't remember. I did things
- 1:24for the last 10 years that I had no idea I was
- 1:28doing. When you got to Betty Ford Clinic, I'm
- 1:31told that you received more letters than anyone
- 1:34who's ever been at Betty Ford. And when you consider
- 1:37some of the famous names who've gone in and checked
- 1:40out, that's kind of remarkable. I had teachers.
- 1:44have their class little kids write me letters,
- 1:48you know. Third and fourth graders would write
- 1:51a letter, you know, say, Mickey, we're glad you
- 1:53went out there, you know. And I didn't realize
- 1:55it. I really didn't realize until I started getting
- 2:00those letters what I did mean to some people.
- 2:05In a way, it was really, I'm not saying that
- 2:10I'm glad that I was drinking and had to go there.
- 2:13But in a way, it really helped Mickey Mantle,
- 2:15those letters and stuff. To appreciate Mickey
- 2:29Mantle's enduring mystique, it's important to
- 2:31understand the context of his career and the
- 2:34era he represents. Baseball was still unquestionably
- 2:38the national pastime. The Yankees were still
- 2:40the best and most glamorous team in all of sports.
- 2:43And Mickey Mantle seemed to embody the game's
- 2:46mythology. A big, blonde kid from Oklahoma, arriving
- 2:50in New York literally carrying a straw suitcase,
- 2:53about to replace Joe DiMaggio in center field
- 2:57for the mighty Bronx Bombers. Everything about
- 3:00him was classic. The look, the swing, the ring
- 3:04of the name itself. Such was his popularity that
- 3:07over the years Mantle heard from hundreds of
- 3:09fans who said they had named their sons after
- 3:12him. The legend was enhanced by the perception
- 3:15that Mantle was star -crossed, heroic in the
- 3:18face of constant injuries. But there was more
- 3:21to the story than most of us knew, and Mantle
- 3:23acknowledges it wasn't just the injuries that
- 3:26shortened his career and kept him from realizing
- 3:28his full potential. Do you think you just fell
- 3:32into the lifestyle of so many ballplayers of
- 3:35your era? Or do you think you drank to fill some
- 3:39space in your life? No, Bob, I'll tell you the
- 3:42truth. I think it was just the lifestyle. You
- 3:46know, like the ball game's over, you have two
- 3:50or three beers at the ballpark. If we're on the
- 3:53road, we go back to the hotel on a bus. You get
- 3:57your group together. And there's a lot of cocktail
- 4:00parties, you know, in the winter times at banquets
- 4:03and stuff. It just seemed like it was just there
- 4:07all the time for me. I don't know why. Did you
- 4:10ever play baseball drunk? Well, I guess probably
- 4:14I remember one time. Now, I want everybody to
- 4:19know that I didn't do this. I don't think I ever
- 4:22really hurt my team that much, no. One time,
- 4:26Bobby Lane, the old... quarterback in Detroit,
- 4:29the Detroit Lions. He was in town in Detroit
- 4:32one time. He took me out one night, and we drank
- 4:37way too much that night. And the next day, I
- 4:40went up to hit, and I didn't take batting practice
- 4:42or infield or anything. And I could have hurt
- 4:45the team that day, but the first time up, I took
- 4:48the first pitch right down the middle, and I
- 4:49yelled at the umpire. And I know you remember,
- 4:52I didn't usually argue with umpires. and I just
- 4:55made him kick me out of the game because I had
- 4:57no business in that game. But outside of that
- 5:00time, I don't remember ever where I would think
- 5:04that I hurt the team by playing. While he may
- 5:07not have hurt the team he led to 12 World Series,
- 5:10Mickey Mantle is convinced he hurt himself. By
- 5:13the late 60s, the injuries, the alcohol, the
- 5:16lack of conditioning caught up with him. He had
- 5:18his last big year when he was just 33. He was
- 5:21finished at 36. I don't hit the ball when I need
- 5:26to. I can't steal second when I need to. I can't
- 5:29go from first to third or score from second on
- 5:31base hits. I just think it's time that I quit
- 5:35trying. Despite three MVP awards and more than
- 5:39500 home runs, Mantle left baseball haunted by
- 5:43the feeling he should have been better. So you
- 5:45told me once that when you retired in 1969, your
- 5:49first year out of baseball, you sat there depressed.
- 5:52thinking that regardless of the fact that you
- 5:54had a hall of fame career that you'd screwed
- 5:56up well i did i mean uh and and i i that's what
- 6:04we've said before i feel like that when i retired
- 6:08in 1969 i felt so bad about it that i really
- 6:13believe that's the reason i now that's when i
- 6:15started drinking for a reason i think maybe i
- 6:18used to have that reoccurring dream that i was
- 6:21Trying to get back into the ballpark, I could
- 6:23hear Casey and the team out there playing, and
- 6:26all the gates were locked, and I had to try to
- 6:28sneak through a hole in the fence to get into
- 6:31the ballpark. And then if I did get in, I'd hit
- 6:34a ball that should have been a hit, and I couldn't
- 6:36run. The outfielder would throw me out, you know.
- 6:38There's just weird things was going on in my
- 6:40head all the time. For the last 25 years, Mickey
- 6:43Mantle's inner conflicts were slowly eating away
- 6:46at him. The publicity photos often showed a proud
- 6:48family man. Here he is with Billy in 1961. But
- 6:52in reality, his four boys grew up without him.
- 6:55Basically shy, he was never fully comfortable
- 6:58making a career out of public appearances as
- 7:00a famous retired ballplayer. Over time, the drinking
- 7:03increased. This year, a doctor warned him his
- 7:06liver was so bad, his neck strength might kill
- 7:09him. With the urging of sports broadcaster Pat
- 7:11Summerall, a longtime Mantle friend who himself
- 7:14had been a patient at Betty Ford. Mantle checked
- 7:17into the clinic. I can tell by the way people
- 7:19look at me and talk to me, are you doing all
- 7:21right? You know, they can't believe that I really
- 7:23have stopped drinking, but I have, and I don't
- 7:25really, I'm surprised myself that I don't really
- 7:28even want to drink. Now, you come out of Betty
- 7:31Ford, and everybody believes this is an important
- 7:34crossroads in your life, and then just weeks
- 7:37after that, your son Billy dies of a heart attack,
- 7:42and he had had serious medical problems and involvement
- 7:44with alcohol and drugs. Well, the way he, you
- 7:49know, I had this long history, and a lot of people
- 7:52thought that was the reason I drank so much was
- 7:54because my dad and his two brothers and his dad
- 7:57all died with Hodgkin's disease, which is inherited,
- 8:01you know. And a lot of people thought that's
- 8:04the reason I drank. But I don't think that really
- 8:06ever came into play with me, to tell you the
- 8:07truth. I got four boys, Mickey, David, and Danny.
- 8:12All of a sudden, Billy had Hodgkin's disease.
- 8:15And getting rid of it, he had to take chemotherapy
- 8:25and stuff, and they gave him some Delilah, which
- 8:28is a drug. And for some reason or other, he got
- 8:31hooked on drugs, and he just never could get
- 8:33over it. But he did die of a heart attack. He
- 8:36had a heart attack, and they put a valve in his
- 8:39heart. Just lately he had another one. This is
- 8:44a hard one to confront. Your youngest son, Danny,
- 8:47had been to Betty Ford. Billy had Hodgkin's disease
- 8:51and also some drug problems, some of them illegal
- 8:54drugs, others being hooked on prescription drugs.
- 8:56Mostly all prescription. He'd also had troubles
- 8:59with drinking. How much do you think the life
- 9:04you led may have influenced your kids? Well,
- 9:07one thing that I really do feel, I was not...
- 9:11Not a good father, really. I mean, I was never
- 9:14there. You know, like one of the things I learned
- 9:17at Betty Ford's, they have programs, you know,
- 9:21that teaches you why you're depressed and things
- 9:24like that. And one of them was that I've always
- 9:27felt like I wasn't there for my kids like my
- 9:30dad was for me. I think a lot of the people who
- 9:33are rooting for you had an immediate logical
- 9:36concern when they read about Billy's death. Not
- 9:41only that they felt for you. It's not a natural
- 9:43thing for a parent to outlive a child. But also
- 9:47that it came so soon in your recovery that maybe
- 9:52it would prove to be an obstacle, that it would
- 9:53be a chance to turn back. That had to have crossed
- 9:57your mind. I'll tell you, it was pressure. A
- 10:04lot of pressure. But... I got three more boys.
- 10:13Tell me about how you feel about those three
- 10:16boys now. Well, one thing I learned at Betty
- 10:20Ford is, you know, they teach you a lot of things
- 10:23out there. And one of the things, I had to write
- 10:25my dad, who's been dead since 1951, I had to
- 10:29write him a letter of things that I didn't do
- 10:31for him. And you talk about something that's
- 10:34hard to do. That's really hard. I need to spend
- 10:40more time with my boys or men now, you know,
- 10:43but I still need to get with them. Be better
- 10:50able to express how you feel about them, maybe?
- 10:52Yeah. I don't get close to people or something.
- 10:59I'm weird, I guess, but I need to tell them I
- 11:03love them. I always had the sense that there
- 11:05was a sadness about you. I mean, we all have
- 11:08some regret, but I always felt that there was
- 11:11quite a bit of sadness about you. In retrospect,
- 11:14was that true? Yeah. I think that when I did
- 11:19drink a little too much or something, it kind
- 11:22of relieved the tension that I felt within myself,
- 11:25maybe, because I hadn't been what I should have
- 11:29been. Because you hadn't been the ballplayer
- 11:32you felt you should have been. Or the daddy.
- 11:37In your autobiography, you went out of your way
- 11:39to say, I'm not a role model. Did you feel uncomfortable
- 11:45that so many people did view you as a role model?
- 11:49Yeah, I wouldn't have wanted the kids. Like,
- 11:53I looked up to Stan Musial and Ted Williams,
- 11:56DiMaggio, guys like that. Those are role models.
- 12:00I wouldn't want kids trying to be like I was
- 12:03at the end there, no. Do you appreciate the distinction,
- 12:07though, between a role model and a hero? You
- 12:10may not have been a role model, but you were
- 12:12a hero. Well, no, I don't really. I never have
- 12:19sat down and thought about it like that, no.
- 12:22Well, you're the guy who stood in the shadow
- 12:25of the monuments at Yankee Stadium. You're the
- 12:28guy who hit the ball into the upper deck. You're
- 12:31the guy who people still have a feeling for.
- 12:34Not people who want to buy and sell your autograph.
- 12:37Rational people. When they hear your name and
- 12:40they see the film clips of you playing, it moves
- 12:42them in some way. It takes them back to a time.
- 12:45Maybe they can't fully explain it, but you mean
- 12:48something to them. Well, those people mean a
- 12:50lot to me, too. Do you appreciate it more now?
- 12:54Oh, yeah. Why? I don't know why. I guess while
- 13:00it's going on. you don't realize that it's not
- 13:04going to last forever, you know? All of a sudden,
- 13:06it's over with. Are you a changed man? Oh, yes.
- 13:10How? Well, I'm not going to drink anymore, and
- 13:14I'm going to start trying to give back some of
- 13:18what people have given me. And I know you feel
- 13:21bad, at least you used to feel bad, that you
- 13:25weren't always as gracious in return to people.
- 13:30Oh. They wanted to love you. And sometimes they
- 13:32got the best side of Mickey Mantle, and sometimes
- 13:34they didn't. If I'm bad to somebody, if I'm going
- 13:38through an airport and a little boy comes running
- 13:41up and says, Mickey, Mickey, please sign this.
- 13:43If I don't sign it, if I run and get on an airplane
- 13:45and don't sign it, that whole, you talk about
- 13:48some drinking, I mean, I'll grab a drink and
- 13:51start drinking it thinking I should have stopped.
- 13:54Even if I missed that plane, I should have stopped
- 13:55and signed that little boy's autograph. But I
- 13:58didn't. Did you ever say to yourself, wait a
- 14:03minute, I'm one of the best ballplayers of all
- 14:06time. I've made a significant amount of change
- 14:09doing this. I'm financially secure. People seem
- 14:13to love me. Why don't I feel better? Maybe I
- 14:22do, in the back of my mind, feel like I've let
- 14:25everybody down some way or other. I know there
- 14:33is something in there that's not fulfilled or
- 14:39something. I don't know what it is, Bob. I can't
- 14:42explain it. Let's hope you've got a lot of years
- 14:45left to continue to write chapters in your life.
- 14:48What do you hope for? What should people think
- 14:51in the end? I hope that people at the end will
- 14:55say, he turned out all right. I'm proud that
- 15:00I named my son Mickey. That would be nice.