Latest / Papa Gut / MeganPlays, Leah Ashe & The Manipulative Husband That's Getting Away With It
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- 0:00Here's the deal, guys. I have no idea what's going on
- 0:02here, but this looks interesting.
- 0:04People keep sending it to me. This one's from Megan Plays.
- 0:07It says, here's the attention you ordered.
- 0:09But I'm curious. And then there's a response from
- 0:12somebody that is like the same as her but like a little
- 0:15different. I don't know, Leah Ash and just
- 0:19says I think this is her apology or something.
- 0:22So yeah, man, I mean, I'm just interested about the situation.
- 0:23I don't really have a whole lot to say before we get going,
- 0:25apparently. What?
- 0:26I don't even know what kind of content they make.
- 0:27What is this, turning all my pets pink in adopt me?
- 0:32Wow. What the fuck is this?
- 0:37Is this? Is this situation messy?
- 0:38What's going on here? What kind of content these
- 0:40people like? Is it like Roblox?
- 0:44OK, this one's my banana bread. My new butterfly tattoo.
- 0:48All right, whatever, it doesn't matter.
- 0:49Let's get this going, man. You guys saying it's messy?
- 0:51I love messy drama. So let's go.
- 0:53Let's get this started with Megan Plays.
- 0:55Before I play the video that I recorded hours ago, I just want
- 0:58to take a second to say thank you so much for all of the love,
- 1:01support, and and rallying around me that you guys have done.
- 1:04I very much appreciate it. It's been an extremely difficult
- 1:07year for me, as you can imagine. Why?
- 1:09What happened to her? And nothing that you guys say is
- 1:11taken for granted and I this. Is going to be This is going to
- 1:15be me after this is going to be me after after my baby showers
- 1:24ruined because of this goddamn banquet hall manager.
- 1:27Don't feel it's like owed to me it like that's.
- 1:33Beautiful. I love it.
- 1:34Trying to. Figure out how to word it, but
- 1:35just know I'm very grateful for all the time, energy, and even
- 1:40thought that you guys give me. That goes for my friends,
- 1:44acquaintances, colleagues, other creators and viewers.
- 1:48I very much appreciate it. Second of all, this is what they
- 1:52want. They want attention, they want
- 1:53to jumpstart her career again with a lot of views and a lot of
- 1:57algorithm support. So.
- 1:59You said that has something to do with cheating.
- 2:00Why would they want to jumpstart their career with cheating?
- 2:02What the hell? How you can support me is not
- 2:04click on her videos to even tell her that she's a homewrecker,
- 2:08not even to click into thumbs down it.
- 2:11That would be the most helpful secondary to watch my videos and
- 2:15come check out my streams because I stream regularly now
- 2:18here, TikTok and Twitch. There's myself promo for
- 2:22everything that's happening. Should I guys?
- 2:24Should I start streaming on YouTube shorts?
- 2:27Apparently it's a thing now. I don't know.
- 2:29Please do not download this video and put it in its full
- 2:31capacity up on TikTok. That directly hurts me.
- 2:34Why? But you can use clips of it and
- 2:36then send people here to watch the whole thing.
- 2:39OK, what an interesting start, I get it.
- 2:43But like, also, this is such a personal matter.
- 2:46I don't know. Like maybe she's being honest
- 2:48about wanting the money. I don't know.
- 2:50It seems a little strange, but OK.
- 2:53Thank you. Gotcha, I have a lot to say but
- 2:56I'm going to try to keep it as concise and level headed as
- 3:01possible. I love that my ex best friend
- 3:03came back to the Internet. Leah.
- 3:04So is this this person lay lay ash?
- 3:07Yeah, Ash. Dude, this is this is literally
- 3:10the Papa gut problem. This is the actual Papa gut
- 3:13problem. I just had to wait for another 3
- 3:21seconds. Whatever, just continue.
- 3:22After home wrecking my marriage with my husband who is as
- 3:27equally responsible as she is. They were friends and damn.
- 3:32I welcomed her into my life, I let her become my sister and
- 3:36then she planted seeds to seduce my husband, which he fell for it
- 3:40because he's. Well, I will say the way that
- 3:42you're talking about it does remove some agency from your
- 3:45husband. I will say ex-husband, I don't
- 3:48know, planting seed, you know what I mean?
- 3:50Like I, I do, you know, I know that you said that they're
- 3:52equally responsible, but the way you're talking about it just
- 3:54communicates. Maybe not, but.
- 3:57Not a good person either. These actions have caused me to
- 4:01lose half the time with my daughter.
- 4:03I missed her first steps as we know.
- 4:05Why? Why did they did they like get
- 4:08divorced? My home and most recently my
- 4:15insurance so I can't even go see my therapist anymore because
- 4:18it's too expensive and I can't afford it.
- 4:20How did they get divorced? And he was like running the did
- 4:25they get divorced? And he was, he was one with the
- 4:27health insurance. OK, I know they want me to come
- 4:35on here and be filled with rage and sorry.
- 4:41Like you see me itching like this is like this is all causing
- 4:43me a big trauma response. Somebody said I feel like you're
- 4:45having a trauma response. My entire life is a trauma
- 4:47response at this point. I'm not going to lie.
- 4:49They want me to come on the Internet.
- 4:51They want me to scream, yell, release the videos, release the
- 4:54recordings, do everything and just let it blow over so that
- 5:00Leah can come back and make money.
- 5:02It's Leah's God-given right, I guess, to make content if she
- 5:04wants. But I guess so, yeah, I don't
- 5:07know. That doesn't make her a good
- 5:08person. It doesn't make her anybody that
- 5:11I think anyone should support. OK, sorry.
- 5:15I'm going to like try to get through this without.
- 5:16Crying because this is my reality.
- 5:19It sucks. Not honestly, it sucks for her.
- 5:22Sounds like her entire life has been fucking torn apart because
- 5:24of this divorce and whatever is going on I do feel bad for.
- 5:27Her people say I'm dragging it, and I think those people mostly
- 5:30just want attention, but this is something I live with every
- 5:34single day. And it has traumatized me beyond
- 5:37belief. What the hell they do to her?
- 5:40Does it go beyond like a cheating or is it just like
- 5:42really fucked up? The two people I love the most.
- 5:46Deeply betrayed me. Damn.
- 5:48And they took away half the time I spent with my daughter.
- 5:52That's how I felt when I found out Santa Claus wasn't real.
- 5:54My fucking mother lied to me. Sorry, that's just as fucked up.
- 6:03Sorry. I have some notes here and I
- 6:07want to try to keep this as objective and factual as
- 6:11possible. Why these people?
- 6:12I think they're just like Roblox Youtubers.
- 6:13I don't know. I'm just I'm having fun diving
- 6:15into a drama I have no idea about.
- 6:17'Cause I don't want my message to get lost underneath rage.
- 6:22It swears. So people say I'm dragging it,
- 6:26but I cannot express enough how badly I want it all to end.
- 6:30And when I mean. Whoa, that's not good.
- 6:32It all, I mean it all. I struggle every single day, I
- 6:37fight every single day to stay alive and I know I make a lot of
- 6:41jokes and that is not one of them.
- 6:48Sorry. I will be cutting parts of this
- 6:51video because I have to edit in some screenshots and also I'm
- 6:54taking really big breaks in between that.
- 6:57Makes sense? It's really not fun to talk
- 6:59about. And I know I come on the
- 7:01Internet and I show the confident version of me, the
- 7:05version that's like, oh, I don't care.
- 7:06I've gotten hotter, I'm smarter. I'm so cool this that.
- 7:09Nice. But when that's not happening, I
- 7:13am crying. Myself to sleep.
- 7:15Damn, that's rough. Well, I mean, I, I, I mean, I'm
- 7:17not crying myself to sleep. I've been a little stressed too,
- 7:20implanted this baby shower. But I do understand like trying
- 7:23not to let people too much into your life about how stressed you
- 7:27are 'cause I, I mean, I had, I told you guys this, the other a
- 7:29different video, I think my Bradley on a budget video.
- 7:33I was feeling like really distressed just about, you know,
- 7:37where I am right now as a creator and stuff.
- 7:40And then of course, there's extra pressure because I'm
- 7:42having a baby and feels like a lot and the planning of the
- 7:45showers not going well. And I expressed some pretty, you
- 7:48know, I'm feeling, I'm feeling some type of way about it.
- 7:51So I totally understand where she's coming from there.
- 7:53Wondering if the people that I loved the most could do this to
- 7:57me, Why would anybody else? Damn, that's some trust issues
- 8:02there. Girly pop, that's rough.
- 8:04People want me to move on and I can't because this does not move
- 8:07on from me. It stays in my life until yeah.
- 8:12True, Imagine you're a kid who loves Roblox videos and your
- 8:14favorite creator post only because I don't know where that
- 8:18is. Pretty crazy true.
- 8:19She disappears and that is the only real accountability I feel
- 8:24like she can do me at this point and leave my daughter alone and
- 8:29make sure I don't have to live my life parallel to her.
- 8:33OK I wonder if her kids calling her the her ex best friend
- 8:38stepmom or something. That'd be fucked.
- 8:39I'm going to switch to something funnier because I don't.
- 8:43Cry. Let's talk about her hair.
- 8:48That shit has fried, OK? Like I'm sure she's going blonde
- 8:51or whatever. So about this girl, OK?
- 8:56I don't know why she would do that.
- 8:57She's a winter. It's going to look chopped and
- 8:59it already looks chopped. Go ahead, fry your hair off.
- 9:01Like I don't care. Her hair looks so like.
- 9:04What happened to the conciseness of this video?
- 9:07I thought we were trying to get down to the to the business, the
- 9:10brass tacks. It's effed up, it's bad.
- 9:13It's real bad. I don't care if she wants to, if
- 9:16she wants to go blonde, that's not going to do her any favors.
- 9:19So so be it. Now I know that people.
- 9:21I don't really, I don't really understand.
- 9:23I'm heterosexual male, so. People are.
- 9:27Like, oh, she's only apologizing a year after.
- 9:31So what happened a year ago? Wow.
- 9:33I guess she, I mean, I guess this girl's a little desperate.
- 9:37You guys were saying that maybe it's like a money thing.
- 9:38She needed a little extra money and she's probably well, it
- 9:40seems like she's also still pretty distressed about it, so I
- 9:42guess I get it. So.
- 9:43A year after it happened and I told my ex you should have Leah
- 9:47sign an NDA because when you guys break up because you
- 9:49eventually will. Shit saucy.
- 9:53She's going to come on the Internet and she's going to say
- 9:55that you manipulated her and you made her think that this was
- 10:01going to work. And I have something to say
- 10:02about that later. The hell does that mean?
- 10:05She said. That's her husband.
- 10:06Her ex-husband. And so the line of I'm not
- 10:10trapped in this relationship, I think was a line inserted by
- 10:17Zach to make sure she couldn't do that in the future.
- 10:20OK. Is that like something that
- 10:22happened between the two of them?
- 10:23Like, is that what they're referring to?
- 10:25I met Lee in 2016 through her ex and my ex who I was not dating
- 10:33at the time, and I remember my very first impression of her,
- 10:37though I do not. I've never told her this because
- 10:40it's rude. I was.
- 10:42It something. Mean always felt she didn't have
- 10:43her own opinions. We were talking and I was like,
- 10:45I like. So why'd you become friends with
- 10:48her? What the fuck?
- 10:49We could just like me too. I was like, I don't like some of
- 10:51this. So it's just like at me either.
- 10:52There was. That could be true.
- 10:54Maybe you guys just were on the right vibe.
- 10:56Well, I don't. Know 3 or 4 instances in the
- 10:57conversation where she would just mirror my opinion even if
- 11:00it completely contradicted what I just said.
- 11:03And so I even said to Zach like I really like her, she's really
- 11:06nice, but I don't think she has her own opinions.
- 11:07I think she just agrees with whatever everyone says.
- 11:10I mean, that raises the question, what what makes you
- 11:12resonate with somebody like that?
- 11:13Because you're like, I really like this girl who has no none
- 11:16of their own opinion. It's like, oh, OK, cool.
- 11:19I don't know. That's an interesting thing to
- 11:22to admit because I I feel like, I mean, maybe she's just like
- 11:24having like a yes man there. But that's kind of what it
- 11:27sounds like to me. You just liked having somebody
- 11:29that would just, yes, you to death.
- 11:31And as my friendship got deeper with Leah.
- 11:35Unless she's just being a little snarky since everything's over
- 11:37and she's frustrated, which might be the case as well.
- 11:40That's true. Leah is a covert narcissist.
- 11:49Maybe, I don't know, I feel like people use like like official
- 11:52therapy terms for things when it's not necessary.
- 11:54Maybe she's just like a shitty person and it's not that deep.
- 11:56I mean someone who craves deep importance and admiration but
- 11:59hides it behind being quiet, shy or victimized exterior.
- 12:03Unlike loud boastful narcissist, they use passive aggressive
- 12:06behavior, guilt and quiet manipulation control others.
- 12:07So just to be clear, like, you know, this is fundamentally this
- 12:11is somebody who like wants people to notice them but is OK,
- 12:15maybe she's a narcissist. I don't know.
- 12:16I just always get like, I rolled my eyes when people start using
- 12:19language like that. But then again, she probably is
- 12:21like really feeling hurt from this relationship.
- 12:23So I get it. But I'm skeptical she's an
- 12:25actual narcissist. And she will play victim to get
- 12:31out of accountability. I've seen her do it multiple
- 12:34times. Oh Liga's so nice.
- 12:36She's so sweet. She doesn't deserve this.
- 12:38Like look at her, she feels so bad.
- 12:40Leah only cares about the image of herself as opposed to how her
- 12:43actions affect others. That is why she is still with
- 12:46Zach. That is why she is still with my
- 12:48daughter. Why is she with the daughter?
- 12:51Are we, am I? So like, I mean, I don't know if
- 12:54this is available yet or maybe she'll get to it, but who has
- 12:57custody of the kid? If she's still with the
- 12:59daughter? Does that mean that like the dad
- 13:02has full custody or has like primary custody?
- 13:04Like what's going on with that? Not because she genuinely feels
- 13:08bad. She feels bad about how you guys
- 13:11are perceiving her. And that's a fact.
- 13:16Actually, I have a list of all the times that Leah has lied to
- 13:19me that I know about crazy. She has this very big.
- 13:24Her daughter is split custody. She literally can't.
- 13:26So they have 5050. Is that what it is?
- 13:28Victim complex. I've just seen it multiple
- 13:30times, especially with some fallouts with her friends.
- 13:32It's never about how she hurt them.
- 13:35It's more about, Oh well, they're going to think I'm a bad
- 13:38person. Yes, we think you're a bad
- 13:40person. Leah in 2016 there.
- 13:44We're getting to. We're getting to it now.
- 13:45There we go. Me and Leah had a bit of a
- 13:47fallout and I didn't know why. One day she had followed me on
- 13:50Twitter, thought it was weird. I went to her YouTube and for
- 13:542018 New Year's this video is gone now it's taken down.
- 14:01She posted a video titled by Felicia and.
- 14:06Who's Felicia I'm assuming she's talking about?
- 14:07Her in that video she indirectly referenced me.
- 14:12She made me seem like a villain in her story.
- 14:16I'm saying that very lightly because I don't exactly
- 14:19remember, but I do remember it hurt because I thought we were
- 14:22friends. OK, that was really confusing to
- 14:25me. Does that video exist at all
- 14:27somewhere? I guess we don't have access to
- 14:29that. I would have liked to have seen
- 14:30it, but OK. And since then I had been trying
- 14:34to win Lea's approval back because for some reason I felt
- 14:38very deeply that her and I would get along and be friends while
- 14:44trying to reach out to mend things.
- 14:46She thought my attempts were malicious and she rejected them.
- 14:53Which is fair. That's fine.
- 14:55I don't like people have trust issues.
- 14:57That's OK. People posted it on TikTok where
- 15:01apparently this is the video. It's on TikTok.
- 15:04Into my channel this year we hit 200,000 subscribers almost at
- 15:08300,000. Thank you so much today I just
- 15:12wanted to talk about my resolutions.
- 15:14I wanted to talk about people I will be leaving behind well.
- 15:19Wow she seems like so much different now but OK I.
- 15:21Don't think I'm going to tell you who, but I'm going to be
- 15:23saying bye, Felicia, to all those negative people in my life
- 15:28which are not doing any good. By the way.
- 15:31Look at this slime my sister made.
- 15:32She gave it to me. OK, very, very.
- 15:37I feel like we can get to the point here.
- 15:39Freaking crazy. Look at that.
- 15:42She's like the slime queen. I swear. 2017, that is the year
- 15:46of slime. So I mean, come on.
- 15:50Oh, that's what I've been saying, guys.
- 15:51I've been saying that for 10 years.
- 15:52No one ever listens to me. Smells so good, smells like
- 15:56vanilla. But anyways I'm getting
- 15:57distracted here. 2017 was a crazier built with ups and
- 16:02downs. See 2017.
- 16:03Me and Garrett moved from LA to Texas, which was crazy and this
- 16:07year I learned a huge factor in happiness is the people around
- 16:11you. So Garrett and I said bye to a
- 16:14lot of people that just. Who the fuck is Garrett?
- 16:16Is Garrett the ex-husband? I'm so confused.
- 16:18What kind? Seem like negative and.
- 16:22I'm assuming that's her boyfriend at the time or
- 16:23something. And so on.
- 16:25I don't want to say too much. And we're surrounding ourselves
- 16:28with people that actually care, truly, genuinely, and that's the
- 16:31best decision we can make. So we're going into the new year
- 16:36on a positive note, of course. Definitely not.
- 16:39Yeah, I hate how she talks too. She talks very 2016.
- 16:43Looking back, just always looking forward, always looking
- 16:45to be a better person. Surround yourself with people
- 16:48who are important, that care about you and that will make you
- 16:54happy. Man, 2017 was awesome.
- 16:57Garrett and I travel all over. We went to China, London,
- 17:00Whistler. Where else did we go?
- 17:02Germany. I feel like I'm missing a place.
- 17:06Did I say Finland? But we were all over the Ding
- 17:08place and I've. She talks like Ariana Grande did
- 17:11on whatever show she used to be on.
- 17:12Does that it sounds like she's trying to be like Ariana Grande,
- 17:16right? Does that make sense?
- 17:16What was she on some kind of show?
- 17:19I don't know, Wicked? No, that's not the one.
- 17:22The Disney 1 where they would victimize the children by making
- 17:25them show their feet. And it's very, very, very lows
- 17:29of the year. But you know, that's just part
- 17:32of life. You go through highs, you go
- 17:33through lows, and that's what life's all about.
- 17:36And what really matters is who you have around you that's going
- 17:40to build you up. Be there for you.
- 17:42Victorious. Yeah.
- 17:43Poor you no matter what and make sure they're not in your life
- 17:47for the wrong reasons. I just want you guys to know
- 17:49that. How the fuck old is she when she
- 17:53did this? You need to put your happiness
- 17:56first. She's 32.
- 17:58Oh, I guess she would have been 22 at this point.
- 17:59All right, I'll allow it. Young and it's young and still
- 18:03immature. I'll allow it.
- 18:04I'll allow it. Or you can make it.
- 18:05Sam and Cat. Is that a spin off from
- 18:08Victorious? I don't know.
- 18:09Anybody else happy? That includes friends,
- 18:11relationship like anybody, anybody, anybody.
- 18:14Make sure that you are OK, you are happy, your health is good.
- 18:18Other stuff like that. Like this year, I definitely let
- 18:22my health slide down. Like my resolution is to take
- 18:26better care of myself, go to the doctor, go to the dentist if I
- 18:29need to go to because like, I feel it like my health is not
- 18:33good and it affects me because, you know, I, I need to a. 22 OK,
- 18:40I guess so. Put out content for you guys
- 18:42every single day and I can't do it if I'm not feeling well.
- 18:46Like that's what I'm going to focus on next year as well as
- 18:48well as skin care. I want my skin to be amazing.
- 18:51I want to eat better and I need to be more organized.
- 18:55Like those are my huge goals and always growing and growing and
- 18:58growing and growing. Like you can never stop
- 19:02improving and growing. So that is one of my huge goals
- 19:07this year. It's super important to me
- 19:09because if I'm feeling good, I'm feeling great, then I can make
- 19:12others around me feel great too. And it'll overall be be amazing.
- 19:16I want to work ahead in videos, get like make awesome content
- 19:20for you guys maybe. This is the video that triggered
- 19:23this girl. OK, I mean, she's giving me a
- 19:25fucking headache just talking, but it might also just be a
- 19:29terrible, terrible audio. But.
- 19:32They opened some new channels, which maybe I'm thinking about
- 19:36it. I don't know yet.
- 19:37I know this video is a mess, but it's just coming out.
- 19:40Like it's just when I'm thinking it, it's coming out.
- 19:43I have been heard by so many people this year.
- 19:45It is crazy like I'm. Well, not nice, but.
- 19:49I'm over it by Felicia's this year, only worrying about people
- 19:54that matter to me, my heart that I love and care about and know
- 19:59will do the same for me. And that's what.
- 20:01You guys will learn one day too, all about finding yourself,
- 20:04making yourself happy, making others around you happy, being
- 20:07the best you can be. And I feel like this is my year
- 20:10to do that. Like I can do that for sure this
- 20:13year. I really really want to know
- 20:14what your resolutions are this year so leave them down below.
- 20:18I read all the comments and thank you so much for being
- 20:21subscribed to my channel. It means the world to me.
- 20:25You guys don't even into my channel.
- 20:26This year we hit 200,000 subscribers, almost at 300,000.
- 20:31So thank you so much. What was so triggering about
- 20:33this video? Dave, I just wanted to talk
- 20:35about my resolution. All right, cool.
- 20:38We got that. Hey, really help.
- 20:42I was really glad we watched that.
- 20:44All right, cool. Let's continue with our video.
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- 21:35thing to do. I worked hard to try to repair
- 21:37me and Leah's friendship because I wanted her to come to me and
- 21:39Zach's wedding. I told her straight up, I really
- 21:42want you and her ex at the time to come to our wedding.
- 21:47I'm trying to fix this and she basically said no.
- 21:50She said no no no. Like we're leaving it in the
- 21:53past and we're moving on from you guys.
- 21:55Sounds OK. Later I find out on my wedding
- 21:59night that she told people that she was not invited to my
- 22:03wedding. Damn, that's a saucy Susan right
- 22:07there. What the fuck?
- 22:09I I was. When I asked about that years
- 22:14later, she said I didn't know what to say.
- 22:16I said say that I invited you and you didn't feel comfortable
- 22:19going, not that we did not invite you.
- 22:24So do you kind of see how things get a little twisted?
- 22:27Even the smallest white lies to make her look like she's been
- 22:31excluded in the victim. Sure.
- 22:32I don't think that she's a narcissist so far.
- 22:34I just think like, that's a that's probably a pretty drastic
- 22:38exaggeration. But I yeah, that is shitty
- 22:40behavior. She probably just didn't know
- 22:42what else to say. But she also didn't want people
- 22:44to think she was bad. So she's like, Oh yeah, she
- 22:46didn't buy me. I don't know why Aaron say yeah,
- 22:47true. OK.
- 22:48Dumb. Drama.
- 22:51Lies that aren't even necessary. People would have completely
- 22:54understood if she did not want to come to our wedding.
- 22:56Well, maybe I don't. Know there was beef.
- 22:58There was drama. They probably think that she was
- 22:59a poo poo head so that's why she lied.
- 23:02What a bad, what a liar, what a bad person, what a narcissist,
- 23:05am I right? Fucking motherfucker.
- 23:08So to add that like, oh, they didn't invite me.
- 23:12Damn. That, like, I know that seems
- 23:15like a small thing, yeah, but that is the groundwork of who
- 23:18she is and how she moves. OK.
- 23:21When I came into the Royal high space, she was immediately
- 23:23threatened. She put up.
- 23:24The What's the royal high? What is that?
- 23:28What? The ash bare ears right after I
- 23:31released these. Oh, it's Roblox when I came into
- 23:35the royal. What the fuck is this?
- 23:40What the fuck? What the How old is this girl?
- 23:42She's 31. They came into the I'm sorry,
- 23:46I'm sorry. They're like 20 at this point,
- 23:48which might be a little old start getting into Roblox, but
- 23:51like, whatever. It's just so silly.
- 23:53What a what a space to go into, guys, when I got into the royal
- 23:57high space, what the fuck? You know, it's like go, you
- 24:01know, that's like reminds me a little bit of my wife that she
- 24:03does Zumba and there's like a little bit of like a Zumba
- 24:07click. It's like when I got into the
- 24:08royal high space. What the fuck is that?
- 24:12I don't want to elaborate on that.
- 24:13I don't need to. When I called her and asked her
- 24:16about it in 2019, I said it feels like you did this on
- 24:19purpose. It feels like you did this to
- 24:21tell me to get off at your turf and stay out of your space.
- 24:23She was silent. Wow.
- 24:27And that's fucking crazy. Is this about pedophile shit or
- 24:30is this just like a regular thing thing?
- 24:32Because I feel like you know the question I have.
- 24:36She said. I didn't know what else to do.
- 24:38And. You didn't know what else to
- 24:40play, so you when I said it felt like you did this on purpose to
- 24:46tell me to get out of your space and people, they started
- 24:49attacking me. They said she's copying Leah
- 24:51when I was already wearing lease.
- 24:54Oh, so they're saying you were copying her?
- 24:56OK, because you guys wore a similar outfit or something?
- 24:59Got it. It's crazy.
- 25:03In summer of 2020 there was a 2 month period where I would
- 25:07upload it. You would directly upload like 5
- 25:09minutes after me. I tested this.
- 25:12I did this on many different times.
- 25:14Is that do you think that that's true?
- 25:15And she tried to bury me multiple times.
- 25:19Maybe I, I don't know, I don't know what kind of proof you'd
- 25:21have to give for that. Maybe you guys had similar
- 25:23upload times, but are you saying that she was or was she?
- 25:27I guess maybe she was pocket watching her, I don't know,
- 25:29maybe. She tried to bury me multiple
- 25:31times on YouTube and I didn't really understand why.
- 25:36OK, because at this point I thought it was just because I
- 25:40liked the color pink. And you know what's funny about
- 25:43that? Whenever we were improper idiots
- 25:45together. Is that a clan?
- 25:48The Guild? We're playing World of Warcraft.
- 25:50When we were proper idiots together, I was like, we all
- 25:55have like colored. What's the what's the reception
- 25:59like from this Roblox community? Because this is fucking dumb as
- 26:03hell. This is so stupid.
- 26:06What the fuck? She's trying to bury me.
- 26:08She would pose right after me. Oh, baby, I don't know.
- 26:10I guess it's possible. I don't know.
- 26:13Did it fucking bury me, dude, When we were, when we started
- 26:15playing Roblox, when I started getting to the Roblox community.
- 26:17What the fuck? Holy fuck, dude, that's crazy.
- 26:20You know what I mean? Like that's how like this is.
- 26:22These are grown at this one was 31 years old, bro, This one was
- 26:25fucking 31. I mean, I get it, but like,
- 26:27that's you know what I mean? Like what the hell?
- 26:29Pranting. You know, like Zach is yellow,
- 26:32Nathan is green. I.
- 26:34I don't understand what. That means pink I.
- 26:38You like Power Rangers? I like the blue guy.
- 26:40You know the original blue Power Ranger was gay and they bullied
- 26:42him on set. That's fucked up.
- 26:43He's still my favorite though. He's still my favorite.
- 26:46I. Mean And you could be purple, I
- 26:48said. Or you could be pinked, I don't
- 26:49care. But you could be purple.
- 26:51She's like, OK, OK, then later she adopts a pink personality.
- 26:55Fine. I'm not saying that's a copying
- 26:56me. I don't care.
- 26:57What I don't understand the culture, what's happening here?
- 27:00But then to turn around and act like.
- 27:01Proper idiots is another channel?
- 27:03Is that like a collab channel or something?
- 27:05Like I had to always be brand. I hadn't always been branding
- 27:08with pink was a little bit confusing to me.
- 27:11And then to tell people I'm. I just feel like I don't
- 27:15understand what's happening. So you guys tried to have color
- 27:18like claims on colors. I guess they haven't done this
- 27:21in eight years. So you are pink and you're like,
- 27:23you could do purple or pink. Well, it sounds like you were
- 27:26trying to own the color pink. I I don't and, and maybe I'm so
- 27:32out of the loop on this, but like this seems fucking dumb as
- 27:36hell. Who gives a shit?
- 27:38Is this like an issue? Like is this like a huge problem
- 27:42in the Roblox community where like everybody gets to choose
- 27:44their own color and nobody else can be your color?
- 27:47Like what the fuck is going on here?
- 27:48Stealing her identity. If somebody wants to conjure up
- 27:51that tweet, I bet I could find it where she had a crash out and
- 27:54she said I was stealing her identity.
- 27:56Console me, console me saying super nice things and then he
- 28:00continues to slander me my name. I'm so glad I trusted my gut.
- 28:03That's me. I always gave items to people in
- 28:05trade videos. And you're talking about someone
- 28:07copying your videos. Honey, you copy people's videos
- 28:09along with another girl in the community who has literally
- 28:11stole my identity. I have.
- 28:13Have I been cold and rude? Have I exposed those people and
- 28:18him for being terrible money hungry people?
- 28:20No, because karma always does his job.
- 28:22I'm done being kind to people who have done nothing but
- 28:25disrespect me and ruined my life.
- 28:29OK, All right, cool. Now I know that was just a
- 28:33projection. That's what I was thinking too,
- 28:36yeah. You're the end of our
- 28:37friendship. I caught Leah a handful of lies.
- 28:40Lies that didn't make sense. I thought you guys weren't
- 28:41friends. I'm so confused did I miss
- 28:44something? I thought they weren't friends.
- 28:46Or are we backtracking more like is this?
- 28:48This is like anime levels of fucking going back in time.
- 28:52We were supposed to go to the zoo, me, Zach and my daughter,
- 28:56and she was like, I can't wait for the zoo.
- 28:57It's going to be so fun. Knowing that, was she lying
- 29:00about it? Does she hate the zoo?
- 29:01Fucking terrible person. She already planned to not go.
- 29:05Why not just tell us you weren't going to go?
- 29:08That's narcissistic behavior if I ever heard it.
- 29:11Why lie and pretend you're going when you already know you're not
- 29:14going and it's in less than like 24 hours?
- 29:17Bro, this is actually insane that you're, you're calling her
- 29:19a narcissist and this is one of your pieces of evidence.
- 29:21Like, listen, I know people like that.
- 29:23They're like, yeah, I can't wait to do this.
- 29:24And then they like they don't go or they'll be like, oh, I'm not
- 29:25going like a day before or something.
- 29:27And it's annoying, but I don't think it's a narcissistic
- 29:29behavior. It's just like, I don't know,
- 29:32they feel bad. I guess.
- 29:34I, I, I don't, I don't know, OK, I don't know, shitty behavior.
- 29:39Cool, got it. And.
- 29:40I'll say, oh, actually something came up like it's, it's just the
- 29:44micro lies. It's so they sound like a flaky
- 29:46person, True. That become very confusing
- 29:50because it's like, OK, what else is there?
- 29:52There was a moment where she almost checked herself in.
- 29:54All right, let's read this fuck ass bullshit now.
- 29:57You guys ready for this? Let's see.
- 30:01I really want to work through this at the Meadows because I do
- 30:05feel I was living in delusion. I do need mental help and I
- 30:08mental help. I'm deeply struggling and in so
- 30:13much pain already. Or excuse me everyday.
- 30:15I promise you nothing like this will ever happen again.
- 30:17I realized my full accountability last night.
- 30:19I want to express it to you because I couldn't see it as
- 30:21much in the beginning, not to this depth.
- 30:25At the end of the day, both Zach and I are reason responsible for
- 30:29whatever happened. I take full accountability for
- 30:30my part in this. I could have tried to figure it
- 30:32all out instead of just shoving it down.
- 30:34I could have avoided so much pain.
- 30:36I'm truly sorry. I love our Hangouts so much and
- 30:38I'd like, excuse me, I'd love more than anything to have them
- 30:40again. Alongside healthy boundaries and
- 30:43me not being included in everything like vacations and
- 30:45day nights. Those two are important for you.
- 30:47OK, so she was hanging out with them all too much.
- 30:51Got it. That's what's communicated to
- 30:53me. And they wasn't leaving time for
- 30:55her and her boyfriend. OK.
- 30:57And what does her response with that?
- 30:59Can you elaborate on which feelings?
- 31:00Oh well, that's a little crazy, but OK, cool.
- 31:03Linda impatient before all this happened.
- 31:07What is it like? Do I need to read all this?
- 31:13Christ, I guess we got, we got, we got a lot to read, baby.
- 31:17OK. There was a moment where she
- 31:18almost checked herself into impatient before.
- 31:21Please don't be sorry, I feel like this is the only way for me
- 31:23to move forward so you can understand everything and like
- 31:25you said that leave no stone unturned so you don't have more
- 31:27questions in the future that would hinder your healing
- 31:29process and rebuild of trust. Rebuilding of trust.
- 31:33I'm so sorry that I hurt you so deeply.
- 31:34I'm beyond grateful you still want me in your life and moving
- 31:36forward. I'm ready and determined to get
- 31:38help. Not being able to understand or
- 31:39trust my own feelings. It's extremely painful and
- 31:41confusing. I do not want to live like this
- 31:42way anymore. I'll be taking all the right
- 31:44steps to improve my life and work towards a healthier
- 31:46mindset. I am really looking forward to
- 31:47doing that. I want it more than anything.
- 31:50If feelings ever arise again, I will 1000% say something I
- 31:52mentioned. I'm having them feelings for
- 31:55what? I know exactly what that will
- 31:57feel like now, and I'll have no problem being honest with that.
- 32:00I truly don't believe it will happen again.
- 32:02Just clarify now. I love you so much.
- 32:04Thank you so much for your patience throughout all of this,
- 32:05especially in the extremely painful headache you were
- 32:07experiencing. I'm still wrapping my mind
- 32:08around the fact that you were trying to understanding that's
- 32:11about the pain you're going to. What it?
- 32:12What the fuck are we talking about?
- 32:14Because it's like, OK, what else is there?
- 32:17There was a moment where she almost checked herself into
- 32:18impatient before all this happened.
- 32:21And I. Is your heart able to walk away
- 32:25from those feelings considering you guys aren't taking space?
- 32:28Something about sex up here you start feeling a sexual desire of
- 32:31somebody. So I'm not sure what the fuck is
- 32:34this about dude. Yes, because I feel like I
- 32:35understand what happened and what went wrong.
- 32:37I have so much more clarity now than I did before.
- 32:39I understand why it happened and opened my eyes to what I'm
- 32:41needing in my life. I do want to be loved and cared
- 32:44for by someone. It's truly the best feeling in
- 32:45the world. Feeling that care like that for
- 32:49the first time in my life felt great.
- 32:50I can't wait for the person find the person who's going to sweep
- 32:52me off my feet. This seems a little.
- 32:55This seems like she's trying to fuck her husband.
- 32:57I I feel just so clear now after understanding and admitting
- 33:01everything to myself and fully seeing how I messed up, deeply
- 33:04messed up after understanding my feelings.
- 33:06I just want you to know exactly how I felt because I know that's
- 33:10what you're looking for in order to heal and begin moving
- 33:12forward. I'm sorry it's a very difficult
- 33:14process. I didn't understand it at first
- 33:16but now I see clearly. Thank you and I'm sorry I never
- 33:18want to interrogate part of my healing process that hurt you
- 33:20leaving no sun on tone blah blah blah.
- 33:23What is this referring to? It's to me.
- 33:24And so, like, I could be wrong, but this kind of sounds like
- 33:26this other girl Leia was like, I want to fuck your husband or
- 33:29something. Like they have no boundaries.
- 33:32She's always Leia's going on every vacation with them.
- 33:35Like what is happening? Here I do think that she should
- 33:37still go forward with. Like we understand everything
- 33:40you're saying. It makes perfect sense.
- 33:41There's a lot of confusion, which is causing a lot more
- 33:43hurt. When Zach and I started texting,
- 33:44I did not expect to be in this position right now.
- 33:46I did a harmless oh, oh, am I right?
- 33:49Dude, what the fuck? Wait, Zach's wait, this Zach,
- 33:52this girl's ex boy dude, this Oh dude, I hate to be a fucking
- 33:55Dick, but this girl's fucking dumb as hell.
- 33:57If Zach's her ex-husband. You're telling me that you were
- 34:00in a sit chart? Is this what this fucking boils
- 34:02down to? Is this what we're watching
- 34:03right now? This situation between these two
- 34:05grown ass Roblox Youtubers where like this woman had a husband
- 34:09and they had a whole conversation about like this
- 34:11girl Megan plays this was talking to this girl Leah about
- 34:16how Leah had an attraction to her husband and you still
- 34:19maintained a friendship with her.
- 34:22I I what the hell. Like I mean I'm sorry that the
- 34:25terrible things happened to you but like are you fucking the
- 34:28smartest woman alive? I think I'm correct.
- 34:29Dude this is dumb as hell bro what the fuck?
- 34:32Your ex? Her husband's ex or ex-husband?
- 34:34I guess his name is Zach. I don't understand.
- 34:41This is so stupid. This whole thing boils down to
- 34:43some dumb ass shit. Bro, I don't need to be rude but
- 34:45you're dumb as hell. Your your best friend was
- 34:48getting close and like texting this guy Zach.
- 34:50I'm assuming sexual stuff 'cause I saw the word sexual in there
- 34:53at some point and you forgave her.
- 34:55Come on dude. Zach is Megan's ex.
- 35:00What? Yeah, Megan plays this is yeah,
- 35:05I don't know dude. Like this is like oh look a
- 35:07hornet's nest and you just walk into it.
- 35:10I see it. What the fuck?
- 35:14OK whatever. When Zach and I started texting
- 35:16I did not expect to be in this position now.
- 35:17I had harmless crushed thoughts in the past but I truly thought
- 35:19would not come up. It's all extremely confusing in
- 35:23my mind because because never in a million years would I have
- 35:25expected this. In the beginning I was very
- 35:27shocked to hear how vehemently against everything you were,
- 35:29which made me really confused and hurt.
- 35:31I felt like Zach had given me the wrong idea.
- 35:34I don't feel this way now, and I couldn't understand deep to my
- 35:38core how everything spiraled downward so quickly.
- 35:40It's a hard situation because I was still, I was still trying to
- 35:43process it all, and as it was unfolding, I felt I had to put a
- 35:47major boundary down to Zach making sure we could not indulge
- 35:51further in these thoughts. Slash, I couldn't explore these
- 35:54feelings further until you were in the loop with what the fuck?
- 35:59He's trying to set up a threesome.
- 36:01Dude, this is crazy. That's why I said I had more to
- 36:04say but I didn't want to say it then.
- 36:06Until you do these they have a threesome.
- 36:09Holy shit. Until you were in a combo I was
- 36:12really trying to understand my feelings and what they meant and
- 36:16why this is all happening when Zach and I were in calls
- 36:18together. But I wanted to wait until you
- 36:20we were with you to unpack it. Dude this is so stupid.
- 36:24I'm going to keep reading these and then I'll go back and re
- 36:25listen to what she's trying to say.
- 36:28Since. Oh well, OK, fuck me then,
- 36:30thanks. Cool, let's scroll back a little
- 36:34bit, let's re listen to it 'cause I was reading through
- 36:36that whole thing. This is ridiculous and.
- 36:38I'll say, oh, actually something came up like it's, it's just the
- 36:42shut. Up.
- 36:42Get to it. There was a moment where she
- 36:44almost checked herself into impatient before all this
- 36:47happened and I do think that she should still go forward with
- 36:51that since home, working, my marriage.
- 36:55You think that she proposed the throuple?
- 36:57She quit going to therapy. Dude, I'm going to be real with
- 37:00you and like it's still shitty, but like you like this woman
- 37:03home wrecked your marriage, like you ever see Austin Powers
- 37:07before you ever see the fucking Austin Powers before dude.
- 37:12And there's there's a moment where Austin Powers just like
- 37:15driving the fucking like really slow steamroller and the guy's
- 37:18like no stop. Like that's what happened to
- 37:21you. Like that's what happened to
- 37:25you. This is her.
- 37:34This is you. That's what happened, dude.
- 37:36What are you? What are we talking about here?
- 37:38Because narcissists do not like to look at themselves in the
- 37:41mirror. They don't like to do the
- 37:42internal work. I feel bad for her, but this
- 37:44woman's probably not a narcissist.
- 37:46Leah is a deeply insecure. I have a certain doubt Leah is a
- 37:49deeply insecure individual and I cannot imagine she will ever
- 37:52feel feel secure as she has. Tough stuff, man.
- 37:55Destroyed a family and will. I don't know, man, like listen,
- 38:00if you if your husband's, if your husband left you for this
- 38:04girl, this family was already cooked as I'm not trying to be
- 38:07rude, but this divorce was already going to be impending
- 38:10based on something else. I'm not trying to be rude or
- 38:12anything, but like, I don't think that like, you know, I
- 38:15don't think Leia is a particularly special person
- 38:18where it's like, Oh my God, Leia was so amazing that this, my, my
- 38:23ex-husband Zach just couldn't help himself.
- 38:24You know what I mean? Like Leia's probably some basic
- 38:27aspects that's trying to be like fucking cat from Sam and cat and
- 38:32that's it. Like that's pretty much all it
- 38:34is. They're relations probably not
- 38:36going to work out either, but. Forever compare herself to the
- 38:38image of me and wonder if Zach thinks about me still or is in
- 38:44love with me still. You think about.
- 38:47That what about me? Still up to the image of me or
- 38:49to family and will forever compare herself to the image of
- 38:54me and wonder if Zach thinks about me still or is in love
- 38:59with me still. You think this is true or do you
- 39:01think that she's coping hard as fuck?
- 39:06And how could she not? I'm the mother to his child.
- 39:08We were together. How could she not?
- 39:09And then she throws up a bunch of text messages and then a
- 39:13Pokémon card. OK got it.
- 39:15I don't know what this means. What am I?
- 39:16Am I stupid? What is happening?
- 39:18Zach gave me Pokémon card today just because blank.
- 39:21It's worth $75. OK, what does this have to do
- 39:23with them? Bing?
- 39:25OK. Yeah, there a long time and he
- 39:27still sees me and talks to me all the time.
- 39:31Dude, this is so sad for her. Holy fuck.
- 39:33She put it up on that. We FaceTime often so Clover can
- 39:36be connected with both parents. Dude this is so sad.
- 39:40She's like, Oh yeah, you think he loves you?
- 39:42Well guess what? He fucking Facetimes me because
- 39:44so my daughter can see my face. Like wow, true.
- 39:47So this so dude, this is so sad. This is her Instagram here.
- 39:51I'm assuming it says all of a sudden this is the same picture
- 39:54so on the screen she's got this. This is fucking so sad.
- 39:57I feel bad for this girl. This woman's actually like super
- 39:59sad and he's our man True that. Like she's like hey listen, he
- 40:03facetimes me still so that like daughter can see my face and he
- 40:07sent me a fucking Pokémon card like you're.
- 40:11Dude, this is really sad. I feel like she shouldn't have
- 40:13put this on the Internet. Yeah, she.
- 40:14That's true. She can't afford as a therapist.
- 40:16That's true. Somebody needs to go fund me for
- 40:18this girl. This situation is actually
- 40:21really sad. I feel so bad for her because
- 40:24this is like, earth shatter. Like, we're at a point where
- 40:26this guy, Zach, like, cheated. He's probably the biggest piece
- 40:29of shit here. And she's like, Zach still loves
- 40:31me. He calls me sometimes so I could
- 40:33talk to my daughter on FaceTime, and he sends me a $75 Pokémon
- 40:36card. It's like, damn.
- 40:40Like, OK, yeah, true, man. You got her.
- 40:43You fucking owned her. Damn.
- 40:46This is fucking horrible. I feel terrible for this girl.
- 40:49Jesus Christ. I'm the mother to his child.
- 40:51We were together a long time and he still sees me and talks to me
- 40:54all the time. That's in February.
- 40:56That's so true, Queen. Yep, hold on to that.
- 40:58Zach kind of indirectly self launched the idea that he made a
- 41:01mistake. He told me he would regard it
- 41:03forever. He told me he was still in love
- 41:05with me and he told me that he was still attracted to me.
- 41:09Then why aren't you guys together?
- 41:10And I let him know that we. Normally he would say he
- 41:14regretted how it happened. This time it was that it
- 41:17happened at all. He said if he could go back in
- 41:20time he would have. Wouldn't have done it.
- 41:27Girl, you're getting manipulated.
- 41:28I'm so sorry. Holy shit.
- 41:30Holy fuck man, what the fuck? Would never get back together.
- 41:35I told some of my friends of family that and then.
- 41:37Why can't you get back together now?
- 41:38I don't get it. Zach stopped telling me things,
- 41:41which makes sense. The love that Zach what that and
- 41:45then Zach stopped get back together.
- 41:49I told some of my friends of family that and then Zach
- 41:51stopped telling me things. OK, you told some of your
- 41:52friends that he said that she kind of like she kind of went
- 41:55really fast with that. Which makes sense.
- 41:59Why does that make sense to you? So he told you that he still
- 42:01loved you so sorry. It does make sense.
- 42:03She doesn't understand why he cheated on you.
- 42:08He left you with the girl that he cheated on you with and he
- 42:11still buys you Pokémon cards sometimes.
- 42:13He still keeps contact partially, well mostly they'll
- 42:15talk to your daughter. And then he told you that he
- 42:17loved you and wish he never cheated on you.
- 42:19And then he told your friends and that probably got to him
- 42:21somehow so he just stopped talking to you.
- 42:23That sounds like he was trying to manipulate you into having
- 42:25sex with him like you. Are you aware of that?
- 42:28Because like why wouldn't he just get back together with you
- 42:32like I don't. She doesn't get it man, it's
- 42:33really sad. Holy fuck dude.
- 42:36The love that Zach and I had that doesn't die overnight,
- 42:39especially because he wasn't unhappy.
- 42:42OK. We weren't fighting, we were
- 42:46intimate often, and we spent all of our time together on the
- 42:50couch laughing like we, Zach and I held hands when we would fall
- 42:54asleep together. That's.
- 42:56OK every this actually this video actually makes me want to
- 42:59cry. This one's so sad for this one.
- 43:00She needs like a friend that like ASAP.
- 43:03This is so sad dude holy fuck. Night.
- 43:07I know this video is a little bit scattered.
- 43:11What can you expect when she posted those two Tik Toks?
- 43:16It's because Zach and I had been together for two hours and she
- 43:19couldn't get a hold of him. Wow.
- 43:23So those Tik toks. This is like high school drama
- 43:26dude. Are exactly.
- 43:27Like in the adult world. Glee who?
- 43:29She is right? I'm too lazy to insert the Tik
- 43:33toks. I'm not.
- 43:36Here's the first one. Muted.
- 43:40If I could figure it out. I'm dumb.
- 43:43What the hell? OK.
- 43:47Like, OK, can you mute? Oh, my.
- 43:49Oh, my God. Oh, All right.
- 43:52So she's dancing and she's like, hey, I'm dancing.
- 43:55Is this the one where she wanted attention?
- 44:01I don't understand what's happening here.
- 44:02I must be out of the loop. OK, cool.
- 44:07And what was that for? OK, so here they are.
- 44:14You just said you were too lazy to insert it.
- 44:15What the fuck? Oh my.
- 44:17God. That's right, that's right,
- 44:23that's right. That's.
- 44:24Right. What's really?
- 44:25Incredible. We'll have to cut that audio,
- 44:27but OK. Funny about this is when I was
- 44:31talking to Zach because we were spending hours together and just
- 44:35digesting everything and. This was after you guys got
- 44:38divorced or whatever. Are you still spending a lot of
- 44:41time together? OK.
- 44:42And I said, she's actually really liking this Zach.
- 44:46She got chosen and that's exactly what she wanted.
- 44:49He was like, no, no, no. She feels so bad I go to leave.
- 44:52Well, how would she feel so bad? I see this in my car.
- 44:55I get on my car. I'm like, wait, this is your
- 44:56girl. This is somebody who feels bad
- 44:58to you. He went home and was like, why
- 45:00did you do that? The ash TikTok OK?
- 45:07You guys are assholes, especially Kitty.
- 45:12I hate hearing the movie. What I liked about this one is
- 45:15people. She's never seen someone play
- 45:17the harmonica, ever. Girl, I don't know, there's so
- 45:23much to unpack here. I I don't like you, you, you
- 45:25laid out a situation that just makes me want to shit and eat
- 45:28it. I don't understand.
- 45:30Like your situation is that your husband left you for this girl
- 45:33and then was still hanging out with you and you're key keying
- 45:37with your husband about how pathetic she is.
- 45:40And I in a way where like you're still friends.
- 45:43This guy left you. He's the big, it sounds like,
- 45:45not for nothing. It sounds like you blame him.
- 45:48You blame her more for this situation.
- 45:50He sounds like the real fucking asshole.
- 45:52Dude, you're 30 and this is like online and like, again, I think
- 45:56so far she seems to be the ultimate victim.
- 45:59But like, her husband is the problem.
- 46:03And she's like, if not like she has the survival instincts of
- 46:06like a fucking legless duck. Do ducks need their legs?
- 46:10I don't know. Maybe they like paddle through
- 46:13the I don't know. You understand my point though,
- 46:15right? Like this, your husband is a is
- 46:18a bad person and you are still on good terms with your and I.
- 46:21And I understand you have to be to some degree 'cause he's the
- 46:24father of the father of your child.
- 46:26But you shouldn't be friends with this guy.
- 46:29I don't. I don't know dude, this is
- 46:30fucking sad as hell. Editing note Leah lies a lot.
- 46:34Out of self preservation. That is, that is what I'm about
- 46:38to talk about. That she will lie out of self
- 46:41preservation. True all the time.
- 46:43No, I didn't. That wasn't me.
- 46:45I did not shit myself. Actually.
- 46:46The other day I lied with my wife.
- 46:47It was yesterday. She's like, did you use my
- 46:49toothbrush again? I was like, no, I would never do
- 46:51it on purpose, which is true. I wouldn't do it on purpose.
- 46:53I didn't on accident, but I didn't do it.
- 46:54Don't tell her I said that. Her image to twist the narrative
- 46:58to make her look like she's not evil.
- 47:01OK I don't think she's evil. I think your fucking ex-husband
- 47:04is evil. He's probably loving his life
- 47:06right now. A lie out of self preservation.
- 47:09I want to talk a little bit more about Leah's manipulation of the
- 47:12situation. I don't think you do because I
- 47:14don't think it's happening, to be honest with you.
- 47:16I think you're getting manipulated by him.
- 47:18And why I warned Zach that if they broke up, she would come
- 47:21online and try to OK mess with the scope of what happened.
- 47:26OK, got that girl? Let me get a date up.
- 47:30OK. September 23rd Wow 2025.
- 47:35Wow, how many days after 911 is that crazy?
- 47:38Lee and I came home from Disney World.
- 47:40Disneyland. Are we going back in time again?
- 47:43We went to the Boo bash or whatever.
- 47:45The Boo bash or whatever, dude. The Halloween Boo bash.
- 47:48What the fuck? And my husband was sending her
- 47:50text messages about his longing for her.
- 47:55So you should have killed them. Just kidding, guys.
- 47:57And that was a joke. A joke.
- 47:59She showed me those messages and she was.
- 48:03She showed you those messages. Why didn't you leave your
- 48:05husband? Then like I'm confused, I start
- 48:08crying and I start saying it. This sounds like my husband's in
- 48:11love with you. Why else would he say this?
- 48:13I'm crying to her about how I believe my marriage is over.
- 48:21Yeah, you are so the girl to the the girl that's in that he's in
- 48:25love. Why?
- 48:28Why are you? Why are you venting to the girl
- 48:32that he he's presumably cheating on you with about how your
- 48:36marriage is over? I don't under what the fuck is
- 48:41happening. I am distraught, Yeah, I say.
- 48:47I need to talk to Zach right now.
- 48:48OK, and she's like, no, we got to finish the Boo bash.
- 48:51I cannot believe what's happening.
- 48:53I call Zach valid, by the way. I tell him.
- 48:55I don't know what's going on between you and Leah, but you
- 48:57need to figure it out. What?
- 49:01And he called Leah. Then he called me back and he
- 49:05said Leah and I have feelings for each other.
- 49:08I was like, what? And then Zach tried to convince
- 49:16me that maybe I could have more feelings for Leah than I already
- 49:18did. Dude.
- 49:21I called it it it like it it is true.
- 49:24I did I that I did call this right?
- 49:26Like we all we could acknowledge that I called this, that he's
- 49:29trying to set up some kind of threesome shit.
- 49:30OK, let's just keep that in mind that I always call it, OK?
- 49:33I'm smart as fuck. What the fuck?
- 49:37So it sounds like this is so fucked all of a sudden.
- 49:42Held on my beard, my mustache. It sounds like you express that
- 49:50you are like have a crush on her in some capacity and use it as
- 49:53an opportunity to like talk to her and try to set something up
- 49:56I'm assuming. I don't really know what the
- 49:57fuck else it could possibly be but OK.
- 50:00They always trust your gut dude. They wanted to be a throuple.
- 50:05OK, wow. Well, you know guys, I've been
- 50:07in one of those before. Great sign of a healthy
- 50:10relationship, but OK. The next morning Leah came over
- 50:14OK. I did not think she was on board
- 50:16with this. So I start confiding to my best
- 50:18friend. Can you believe this?
- 50:20Like, Can you believe that he has this idea that we could all
- 50:24be a throttle, blah, blah. And she was like, yeah, no,
- 50:26that's crazy. That's insane.
- 50:27That's no, no. No, OK.
- 50:30I said, did you talk to my husband today or did you text my
- 50:32husband today? She said no.
- 50:34OK. I said OK, sometime later I call
- 50:38Zach because the stories are not lining up.
- 50:41He's in Tokyo. That's why I called him.
- 50:44And he says, he says, Leah, you were on board with this.
- 50:48You wanted to do this. And she's like, what?
- 50:51Huh. He was like, am I being gaslit
- 50:53right now? We talked for hours about this,
- 50:55about how we could all be together.
- 50:58Leah's like, I don't not wanting to say that she did that.
- 51:04OK, so I, I don't, I what other commentary can you really give
- 51:09to a situation like this? Like this woman, this woman's
- 51:12blaming Leah for something. Obviously she's like, feels
- 51:15stupid now, like Leah feels dumb at this in this moment.
- 51:18And like, my thing is, is that this person is saying that
- 51:21Leah's like this master narcissistic manipulator.
- 51:24First of all, you seem very easy to manipulate.
- 51:26I'm not trying to be rude. Second of all, it's your husband
- 51:28that's like the manipulator. Like, I'm not, I'm not a science
- 51:31guy. I'm not my brain science man
- 51:33boy. But I would say that there's a
- 51:34significantly higher chance that Zach has some kind of like
- 51:37actual narcissistic tendency than fake fucking Sam or
- 51:41whatever. Or cat from Sam and Cat.
- 51:42Like, I don't know what you're talking about.
- 51:44Yeah, he probably was in Tokyo for a woman.
- 51:46Drew. I I wouldn't doubt it.
- 51:48Editing Note The most despicable thing that she said that got
- 51:52back to me was she was telling Zach like, everyone's going to
- 51:55be so jealous of you 2 hot wives and I want to be one of your
- 52:01girls, OK? I don't know.
- 52:06What that? I don't really know what to do
- 52:07with that information, but OK. Jack is feeling completely
- 52:10thrown out of the bus completely.
- 52:12Dude, stop. Completely manipulated and
- 52:14completely gas lit. What the dude this is insane.
- 52:20I find out that Leah. Dude, I don't understand how to,
- 52:23like, contend with the information that I'm hearing.
- 52:25Your husband tried to open your marriage up with another girl
- 52:29and the girl was like hanging out with just you.
- 52:31And she's like, yeah, I don't know, it does sound crazy.
- 52:34And you're saying that he got manipulated by her.
- 52:38Like, I don't, I don't understand how to unpack this,
- 52:40dude. Like, do you not see how fucking
- 52:41insane that is that your husband who cheated on you and left you,
- 52:44even though you have a kid together with your best friend?
- 52:46Like he's, he's the, he's the primary issue.
- 52:50You're saying that you're basically saying that he got
- 52:52manipulated into leaving you. How does that fucking happen?
- 52:55What the fuck are you talking about, man?
- 52:57What the hell? Actually had.
- 52:59Dude this is insane bro. This isn't.
- 53:01She needs to log offline, she needs help.
- 53:05This is. I mean I guess you can't afford
- 53:07it because he had the health insurance but holy bazookers
- 53:10dude. Oh my God, Zach is a piece of
- 53:13shit. Talked to my husband that day
- 53:15when I asked remember, did you talk to my text my husband and
- 53:19then. Well, it's not really your
- 53:20husband at this point, is he? That you're our husband?
- 53:22You'd say it's our husband. It's a communal husband at this
- 53:25point. He's like, what?
- 53:26Then I found out they had a three hour phone call.
- 53:28I looked sorry. I said you said you did not talk
- 53:30to my husband today. She said you asked if I texted
- 53:33him. I I freaked out.
- 53:36My sister was there. I was like Oh my God, get out of
- 53:39my house. Get out of my house right now.
- 53:40What is with the lying? And Zach tells me no.
- 53:44We talked on the phone for hours about this and how it's what she
- 53:48wanted and I told her it could go wrong but she didn't want to
- 53:51hear that. She said it was only going to
- 53:53work out in her favor and she's all butterfly so it's perfect
- 53:57and it's going to work. Later I'm talking to Leah again
- 54:02and she says something along the lines of I would have never
- 54:05crossed that boundary if I knew you weren't OK with it.
- 54:11I feel like I can believe that. I feel like it's probably your
- 54:15husband's fault. That's another lie, everybody.
- 54:18Why? Everybody knows how territorial
- 54:21I was over Zach. She saw me.
- 54:23Did Zach know the question? Does Zach know how territorial
- 54:28you were? Did Zach understand how
- 54:32territorial you were? Or is like he a factor in this
- 54:34whole conversation or what? He territorial over Zach many
- 54:39times before that. She saw me crying in the Uber
- 54:41right before, not even 24 hours before wondering why my husband
- 54:48was in love with another woman. And she has the audacity to say
- 54:53I would never have crossed that line if I didn't know you were
- 54:55OK with it. OK.
- 54:58Cool. Zach asked her.
- 55:01Do you love me? And she said yes.
- 55:05OK. She admitted her feelings to
- 55:11Zach, folded like a lawn chair. I still don't really see how
- 55:17she's the primary. At this point, I'm almost
- 55:20convinced that Zach is has fucking magic powers.
- 55:25I mean, I think that Zach might have magical powers to
- 55:28manipulate women. I mean, I don't know what else
- 55:30to say because like, this is fucking preposterous.
- 55:36And then after that, she said, I would have never crossed that
- 55:39line if I knew you weren't OK with it.
- 55:40You know, I would have never done this because my Grammy was
- 55:44cheated on and it was the worst thing to happen in my life.
- 55:48What? I don't know what's happening
- 55:50right now, OK? So I would have never did that,
- 55:54she said. I feel like Zach manipulated me.
- 55:58He tricked me into saying this stuff.
- 56:01I agree. I I would believe that if that's
- 56:03what she said to you. I agree with that.
- 56:04I would think that that's accurate.
- 56:07And then I went to Zack and I told him that and he was like,
- 56:09Oh my God, what? No.
- 56:11Oh my God, the manipulator, the manipulative abuser that cheated
- 56:13on you. He's he denied it and you
- 56:17believed him, right? No, we talked for hours.
- 56:18She didn't want to hear it. Did you believe the
- 56:21manipulative, abusive husband that you had that's the actual
- 56:23narcissist or what? What did you do?
- 56:25Is that the smart play? So that's why I believe she will
- 56:30eventually come back and she will say she was manipulated
- 56:33into this. I, I think that there, I mean,
- 56:36listen, she has agency over herself, but like the I could
- 56:39probably believe it. You seem completely fucking
- 56:43enthralled by this guy. Like I think he's a fucking
- 56:45magician dude. Like this guy.
- 56:47I don't even know what this guy has over you, but like he has
- 56:50like a microchip in your fucking brain or something.
- 56:52I would not doubt that she feels manipulated actually, like just
- 56:56the way she talks about him. That's plausible to me.
- 56:59Like she seems so like mentally enamored by this guy.
- 57:04I believe that. Like what's what's he got going
- 57:07on here? Dude, he's got the Podrick pain
- 57:09penis. Like, what the fuck's going on
- 57:11here? How was he able to do this?
- 57:13When the truth is, it was her. I think that you're coping hard
- 57:20as fuck and I respect that. I don't respect it but I
- 57:23understand. But dude, this is so.
- 57:25This is fucking. This is so sad.
- 57:28She feigns victim all the time. She laughed.
- 57:34When I caught them. I caught them cheating on me on
- 57:41the same beach that Zach proposed to me.
- 57:44Dude holy shit. Oh my God dude this is so fucked
- 57:52up. Why are you blaming her as
- 57:55you're? Why are you primarily blaming
- 57:56her for this? I don't get it, she has so she
- 58:00has like so many concessions for her fucking horrible dog shit
- 58:03ex-husband. Jesus Christ.
- 58:08The same beach my sister got married on.
- 58:10I guess he's getting married on that beach, is going to have
- 58:12another marriage, I guess. They both knew how important
- 58:17that place was to me. Now people want.
- 58:19Yeah, but you're blaming her more than him.
- 58:20Dude, what the fuck? Or why I don't drag back as much
- 58:23it's. Yes.
- 58:24Oh yes please explain please. Honestly, because when Clover
- 58:28grows up I don't want her to see a digital footprint of me for
- 58:31raiding her father online. That's it.
- 58:34He gets to escape accountability because he has a daughter that
- 58:38you share. What the fuck dude?
- 58:40What the hell does that mean bro?
- 58:42That seems very inappropriate. This seems like you're not
- 58:44dealing with this particularly well.
- 58:45I'm going to keep it a stack with you.
- 58:46Girl, you got to get your dude. You can't.
- 58:49You can't let him get away with being a really bad person just
- 58:53because I, and I don't even believe this argument to be, I
- 58:56think that she's just saying it as like a cope.
- 58:58It's like, I don't want to blame him because, you know, I, I, I
- 59:07think that that's a bullshit excuse that she's, I think that
- 59:09she doesn't want to blame him as much because she still feels
- 59:12like maybe there's a chance to get back.
- 59:15And so she's using this as a bullshit excuse because she
- 59:17thinks that people will buy it. But this is not a buyable
- 59:20excuse. How much care if she sees me
- 59:22berating Leah? Clover will know what happened
- 59:26when she's old enough and it's age appropriate.
- 59:29I will make sure of that. Something that Zach holds over
- 59:32my head is that somebody is going to attack him and Leah in
- 59:37front of Clover and traumatize her.
- 59:40So I want to make it very clear. Do you not see that as a
- 59:43manipulation tactic that he's basically saying, dude, like
- 59:46don't criticize me online because maybe your daughter
- 59:49could get hurt? Like, do you not?
- 59:53Are you not seeing that he's manipulating you right now?
- 59:56That I do not condone any violence to these people if you
- 1:00:00see them, because that is the one thing that he tries to hold
- 1:00:04over my head to get me to stop talking.
- 1:00:07Clover's being. OK, so are you just talking like
- 1:00:11this because you want to blame him more?
- 1:00:13Is that it? Is that what it is?
- 1:00:15Like she's like talking in in this way because she wants to
- 1:00:17blame him but she feels like she can't.
- 1:00:20It's from Leah, I'd like to know if you reciprocate Zach's
- 1:00:22feelings from his text. I deserve to know what's coming
- 1:00:25and to prepare myself. No, all I wanted is for things
- 1:00:27to go back to normal. He's very convinced that you're
- 1:00:30in love with him, Are you? I need your honesty.
- 1:00:32He's very convinced you were confessing deep feelings for
- 1:00:34him, not for me and him. He said you had more to say to
- 1:00:37him but couldn't until you talk to me.
- 1:00:39What? Why?
- 1:00:39Why was that or what was that? He said if an ultimatum was
- 1:00:43proposed y'all would choose each other.
- 1:00:45What the fuck? He told you that if there's an
- 1:00:48ultimatum, he would choose another woman.
- 1:00:53I didn't not reciprocate the sentiment.
- 1:00:55So I need you to be very fucking honest with me because I don't
- 1:00:57know why else you would say these things to me.
- 1:00:59It's 'cause he doesn't love you. That's so sad to say that, but.
- 1:01:03I don't have to explain the irony in that.
- 1:01:07I don't understand what that means, but OK, sure.
- 1:01:10Thanks. Here is a voice memo of.
- 1:01:13She tried to pin this all on Zach multiple times when it
- 1:01:16wasn't going in her favor, throwing him under the bus to
- 1:01:18save herself. OK, I don't care.
- 1:01:19I mean like like this. You think this is like a
- 1:01:21narcissistic behavior? This is like a cowardly
- 1:01:23behavior. But these two people are
- 1:01:24cheating on you and your husband's a primary issue and
- 1:01:26you're calling him a fucking narcissist or her a narcissist
- 1:01:28and you're basically saying he's a victim again.
- 1:01:30Maybe she just feels like I don't know.
- 1:01:32I don't have no idea. I don't even know his own on.
- 1:01:34Of me asking Zach. Why she left when I caught you
- 1:01:37guys 1st and Leah said Oh well this is an awkward situation ha
- 1:01:41ha. That's because we already made a
- 1:01:44commitment to each other and it's like we were going to tell
- 1:01:46you in the morning. That's really mean.
- 1:01:49I know I didn't want you to see it.
- 1:01:51I would rather have told you in the morning.
- 1:01:53What were you planning on telling me?
- 1:01:54Me and Leah decided that we're going to move on as.
- 1:01:57Hell, I'll read the messages after friend.
- 1:02:00And girlfriend, we are in a love and.
- 1:02:02And you guys are boyfriend and girlfriend now?
- 1:02:05I think so, yeah. OK, well we're still married.
- 1:02:10You guys are boyfriend and girlfriend.
- 1:02:11That's kind of twisted you. Say we're separated.
- 1:02:16Now it's. Just a couple more questions.
- 1:02:22Although what did he say? It's.
- 1:02:27Just a couple more that's kind of twisted you.
- 1:02:32Say we're separated now. Are they legally separated at
- 1:02:36this point? I have no is OK.
- 1:02:42Just a couple more questions. All right.
- 1:02:44I guess I know the answer. Are you interested in fixing our
- 1:02:48marriage? No.
- 1:02:50Say. Say it louder.
- 1:02:51No, you're not interested in fixing our.
- 1:02:53Marriage you want to let me? Go and you want to explore Leah.
- 1:02:57Yes. Because of what you and Leah
- 1:03:00did. So you guys get to ride off into
- 1:03:02the sunset and this is what I did.
- 1:03:04I layed awake all night, didn't fall asleep alone and that is
- 1:03:09going to be my life. So you can leave now.
- 1:03:13So Leah, you're too charismatic and you're good looking.
- 1:03:15You're. Not I don't give AI.
- 1:03:16What is he saying? Oh shit, what you're so you can
- 1:03:19leave now? I'm.
- 1:03:20So confused. This is for brochures.
- 1:03:22So, Leah, you're too charismatic.
- 1:03:24Leah, you're too charismatic. And you're good looking.
- 1:03:27You're not. I don't give a shit what?
- 1:03:30You oh, so he's saying to her, you told Leah that you're too
- 1:03:34charismatic. You told Leah you're too
- 1:03:38charismatic and you're good looking.
- 1:03:39So he's trying to say like, oh, you don't actually care right
- 1:03:41now you're just saying you're trying to be manipulative.
- 1:03:43What the fuck? Why?
- 1:03:44What is this online for? I don't.
- 1:03:45Give a shit what you told Leah. I never want to hear her name
- 1:03:48again. She's blocked on everything and
- 1:03:49she's said to me I will never speak to.
- 1:03:51Her again? Release that video publicly like
- 1:03:53that. It gets really messy.
- 1:03:54You could ruin our fucking eyes. Again.
- 1:03:58OK, this is fucking insane to me.
- 1:04:00Jesus Christ, what the hell is this?
- 1:04:03Are they fucking on the beach? I don't even know.
- 1:04:05I don't care. Here's the the the thing from
- 1:04:07before. I want to read this, Leia.
- 1:04:09OK, something understand your perspective.
- 1:04:11Zach wants to know if you feel 5050 accountability for getting
- 1:04:13wrapped up in this fantasy. I'm sorry.
- 1:04:15I'm on the phone with him and he's like picking up that it
- 1:04:17feels like maybe you don't feel accountable for your actions and
- 1:04:20you feel like it's only because you felt is green light and he's
- 1:04:23feeling like he's gotten the whole blame and he said he's
- 1:04:26feeling hung out to dry. I'm sorry it's just taking a
- 1:04:28while to straighten this out. I really don't know what to do
- 1:04:31if he doesn't feel that way. Obviously I am part of this and
- 1:04:33have accountability in this. I never said I didn't do
- 1:04:35anything wrong. I see where I went wrong.
- 1:04:37Do you think he should bear more responsibility?
- 1:04:40He said if he can't talk to you, I have to ask these.
- 1:04:42He took an oath. So in that regard, it should
- 1:04:45have stopped a long time ago. I mean, like she.
- 1:04:47He should bear more responsibility.
- 1:04:49He's the he's married to you and you have a kid together.
- 1:04:51You have more obligations. The fact that she's falling for
- 1:04:55this is insane. Holy fuck, bro.
- 1:04:57This is insane. OK.
- 1:05:01You'll only care. Got it.
- 1:05:04Again, Luia only cares how she's being perceived.
- 1:05:09Her. This woman is completely fucking
- 1:05:11brain melted here. Apology.
- 1:05:14Empty fluff, no accountability. OK, what is this here?
- 1:05:20I'll. You can probably just read that
- 1:05:22here. No accountability.
- 1:05:26She only apologized after Zach was telling me to try to be
- 1:05:28normal, and I let them know she didn't apologize to me at all.
- 1:05:31OK, cool. What is this?
- 1:05:33How's the concert? Good but I just haven't heard
- 1:05:36from Zach. But I know y'all talked on the
- 1:05:38phone like for like 4 hours so I'm just like I heard from him
- 1:05:41for a second. I don't know my anxiety is
- 1:05:43really bad given situation. He said he was going to sleep
- 1:05:45for a couple hours. OK, he didn't tell me that.
- 1:05:47He said he was going to try and sleep for four hours and wake up
- 1:05:50at 11 AM It's time. I checked.
- 1:05:52It's 9:45. It's 10:45 it's time.
- 1:05:54I think you're right. I looked at Shanghai on an
- 1:05:56accident. I'm about to go to sleep and
- 1:05:58I've been sitting in the. I've been sitting in my thoughts
- 1:06:01ever since I've been home. And I seriously owe you this
- 1:06:02message. I'm incredibly what?
- 1:06:05Incredibly, incredibly sorry. OK.
- 1:06:10Oh, so she's trying to show that she only apologized when Zach
- 1:06:13told her to. OK.
- 1:06:14Much like the apology she gave me.
- 1:06:18I'm going to sleep. I'm going to sleep.
- 1:06:19I'm really sorry, OK? My heart has been aching since
- 1:06:22the last time I started crying. The fact that I betrayed my best
- 1:06:24friend kills me inside. Will they shut me down?
- 1:06:29Is the pain was too much to handle those moments I felt like
- 1:06:33I'd lost in the morning. OK, this is ridiculous.
- 1:06:35I don't care about. This after she I care.
- 1:06:36About the situation, but I'm not reading this.
- 1:06:37Admitted that she had feelings for my husband and what the.
- 1:06:40Fuck is that? A throuple that I did not agree
- 1:06:43to. Holy shit it sounds like you
- 1:06:46were open to it. This is insane.
- 1:06:47I'm not reading all. This empty focused on.
- 1:06:52What the fuck is all this dude? Holy shit do I read all this?
- 1:06:57This is a fucking preposterous amount of information.
- 1:07:07Much like the I'm going. To mute her and I'm going to
- 1:07:09read all this, OK? It completely shut me down
- 1:07:14because the pain was too much to handle.
- 1:07:16In those moments, I felt like I lost you and was mourning one of
- 1:07:18the most important relations in my life.
- 1:07:20Even though you're sitting in front of me.
- 1:07:21Even though you were texting, you were texting in my mind.
- 1:07:24I heard you so deeply that my world came crashing down.
- 1:07:26I'm so sorry because that's so incredibly unfair to you.
- 1:07:29Since I shut this doesn't sound like Zach told her to apologize.
- 1:07:33I don't know what to tell you. She seems like this is probably
- 1:07:36genuine. You might have told her to, but
- 1:07:38this seems genuine to shut you down and have been worried about
- 1:07:41me. You have been worried about me
- 1:07:44when you were the 1 betrayed. You were checking in with me
- 1:07:46when you were so deeply heartbroken and hurt by two
- 1:07:49people you trust most. I truly believe I had lost you
- 1:07:52forever. I shut down so bad that I made
- 1:07:54an incredibly reckless decision to go to caves without thinking
- 1:07:56how deeply it would hurt you, both you and Zach.
- 1:08:01This is so incredible of me to do that a horrible excuse me.
- 1:08:05I was so scared I had nothing in the world left.
- 1:08:07I want more than anything for us to go back the way it was.
- 1:08:10You're my sister in life. I love you so incredibly much.
- 1:08:13The fact that I was hurting you in this way is absolute biggest
- 1:08:15regret and fuck up in my life. I couldn't fathom living a life
- 1:08:19that you weren't in. I can't even believe you're
- 1:08:22willing to forgive me and work through this when my when in my
- 1:08:25mind I feel like I've lost you which made me shut down more
- 1:08:29than ever. Sitting in these deeply painful
- 1:08:32emotions that were shut off is so eye opening to what you've
- 1:08:34been dealing with now for the past few days times 1000 because
- 1:08:38you were the one that was betrayed.
- 1:08:40My body can't even begin to process the pain.
- 1:08:41I can't even believe that caused you so much pain.
- 1:08:43OK this is this is insane. I'm not.
- 1:08:44I'm not reading this. I'm not.
- 1:08:47This is fucking preposterous. That's that was 1/2 of a
- 1:08:49paragraph. I just read.
- 1:08:50There's fucking 15 paragraphs. Frankly, I can't do it.
- 1:08:55I think that we get the gist of it that this is fucking insane.
- 1:08:58Can I give you a huge hug before the airport?
- 1:09:00Definitely. I'm sorry.
- 1:09:01I need time to process things. OK?
- 1:09:03Why are you giving so much charity to these people?
- 1:09:07Oh my God. Fuck, man.
- 1:09:09Feelings how she couldn't believe what she did although
- 1:09:13she has a history. Whoa, That's not good.
- 1:09:17OK. Of talking to other people's
- 1:09:20men. Well then why the fuck are you
- 1:09:22your friend? I'm going to rewatch this part.
- 1:09:24Ability, much like the apology she gave me after she admitted
- 1:09:29that she had feelings for my husband and pitched up a
- 1:09:31throuple that I did not agree to sounded.
- 1:09:34Like he wanted it too. So.
- 1:09:36Empty. It also sounds like you were
- 1:09:38open to it but like she was she was getting manipulated into it
- 1:09:42but like holy fucked by her husband.
- 1:09:44Focused on her, her feelings, how she couldn't believe what
- 1:09:49she did. Well, it's she did say that you
- 1:09:51were feeling much worse than her.
- 1:09:52So I I just just saying but. Although she has a history of
- 1:09:58talking to other people's men. OK, and why are you friends
- 1:10:01with? Her and the irony, the irony in
- 1:10:03all of it, is Zach has already caught her in a lie.
- 1:10:08OK. And he said to her in my 8 years
- 1:10:12with Megan she never lied to me and Lee said stop comparing me
- 1:10:15to her. I don't know how either of them
- 1:10:21can ever look at each other and trust each other again.
- 1:10:26I know that. I'm wondering how you still
- 1:10:28trust him bro. I will tell and hopefully one
- 1:10:34day this will all be a very distant memory.
- 1:10:37OK and this one comment said greed.
- 1:10:39She had it all and she wanted more.
- 1:10:41This is specifically something that Leah and Zach told me.
- 1:10:45She said well I'm an Aries moon and once I get what I have I
- 1:10:49want the next thing. Her quote?
- 1:10:53OK. Zach said something along the
- 1:10:59same lines. That he's also an Aries moon?
- 1:11:02I don't understand what you're saying.
- 1:11:04She shows you who she is and then she just pretends oh I have
- 1:11:09no idea. She claims ignorance to skirt
- 1:11:12accountability and it's worked for her so she oh.
- 1:11:16My God this is. I think she's too far down.
- 1:11:19Dude we're fucking. We have our Zodiac maxing now.
- 1:11:23Come on, so your actions were disgusting and vile, but she
- 1:11:28doesn't regret them enough to make any changes in her own
- 1:11:30behavior. What about your ex-husband?
- 1:11:33Or her life course, however you want to word it.
- 1:11:36OK. Going forward if you want to
- 1:11:38support the situation, don't click on her videos, not even a
- 1:11:40thumbs down it because all that gives her engagement views and
- 1:11:44gets her in the algorithm. Doesn't matter if it's positive
- 1:11:46or negative attention. True, I guess let can I just
- 1:11:52tell you that like at the end of this, I don't give a like I
- 1:11:55true, I'm going to be on keeping side with you.
- 1:11:56I don't give a fuck like about Hey, I don't even I don't even
- 1:11:59dislike the other girl. I don't even dislike this girl.
- 1:12:02I don't I don't like her. I don't dislike her.
- 1:12:04This story has made me not like or dislike her.
- 1:12:06You guys like the way that she's talking about this.
- 1:12:10You guys are both in a cult, the cult of Zach's hardcock or
- 1:12:14something. I don't really understand it.
- 1:12:17Like why I that's what I that's how I'm interpreting this that
- 1:12:20you guys are in some kind of like you have a Holt this
- 1:12:21fixation with this fucking guy. It's insane.
- 1:12:24Her evaporate. What do they call it?
- 1:12:28Is it called when you're when you're twins?
- 1:12:33When you have sex with the same guy?
- 1:12:34What is that called? I don't know her invisible.
- 1:12:39Don't watch her videos. OK.
- 1:12:42And a year from now, when all of you forget that any of this
- 1:12:47happened, I'll still be living it.
- 1:12:49OK. My holidays are different.
- 1:12:53True, Clover's birthdays are different.
- 1:12:55Oh yeah, OK. True, my life is different then
- 1:12:59it'll never go back to being the same.
- 1:13:02Yeah, 'cause it's Jack primarily, right?
- 1:13:04We understand that, yes. I'm coping with it.
- 1:13:11You certainly are, I can tell that.
- 1:13:13And hopefully one day soon I will be happy.
- 1:13:20Eskimo sisters, that's it. Thank you, I think you need to
- 1:13:24find a new a new guy. Also I look like fat fuck here.
- 1:13:27I mean I am fat as fuck but like I just not that fat.
- 1:13:29Holy shit man, sorry. I have to hope.
- 1:13:33Yeah, true, true. That girl.
- 1:13:35Because all this pain and suffering has to be worth
- 1:13:38something, right? Yeah, sure.
- 1:13:43Hey, we still at the same time I think you know what I think she
- 1:13:48could probably benefit from like an AI boyfriend or something.
- 1:13:50To be honest with you, I think that might help her.
- 1:13:52I'm not even trying to be a Dick.
- 1:13:55I think that's all I have to say.
- 1:13:57God bless. Incredible stuff.
- 1:14:01OK. Here's some bonus content for
- 1:14:02making it to the end of the video.
- 1:14:03Oh OK. Follow me on Instagram if you
- 1:14:05don't. I post here the most.
- 1:14:08Well that's what I'm looking for.
- 1:14:09Girl, I want to see you post more.
- 1:14:11Here's Leah's chart if anybody wants to make content on it or
- 1:14:14if I doubt why she is evil. Bonus content.
- 1:14:21Holy fuck, holy shit this is some fucking bonus content girl
- 1:14:25what the hell are you doing? This is me and Leah's chart
- 1:14:28arsenestry. OK.
- 1:14:31This is me and Zach's chart. Maybe it maybe it was an astral
- 1:14:34moon or something. Maybe that's why she cheated on
- 1:14:36like with the OR whatever the fuck happened.
- 1:14:38Sinusry and here is Zach and Leah's chart so if anyone wants
- 1:14:41to make content on it. I don't know why I'd want to
- 1:14:44make content on fucking charts, but I'd.
- 1:14:46Feel free not only that, but if anybody wants to, if anybody
- 1:14:51wants to dissect her body language in her video.
- 1:14:55Dude, no, you're, you're criminal minding the situation.
- 1:14:58Dude. She's she's the perfect Criminal
- 1:15:00Minds person, she said. I have a person that watches
- 1:15:02like serial killer documentaries and goes, he's so hot.
- 1:15:05Oh my God, he's so fucking hot. Go for it.
- 1:15:09If she has a GoFundMe, I'm debating on like actually
- 1:15:11donating to her 'cause I think that she's absolutely like, I
- 1:15:13think that she's really struggling.
- 1:15:15I think that she's, she's, she's struggling like really hard.
- 1:15:18This person is so unreal dude. You know this is unreal as fuck.
- 1:15:23Also yeah dude, this shit is fried.
- 1:15:25She's already lost a lot of like, look how crossed.
- 1:15:27Oh, did this video come out first?
- 1:15:29Oh OK I thought it came out the other way around.
- 1:15:33This is from August 20th. The this video is from August
- 1:15:3619th. Oh, we watched it in the wrong
- 1:15:38order. Whatever dude, I don't give a
- 1:15:40fuck. It doesn't matter.
- 1:15:42We'll figure it out. See, it is I know I'm not
- 1:15:45supposed to be bullying anybody, but like what is this?
- 1:15:49And it's only going to get worse.
- 1:15:50I called Zach and I was like, she's dying her head.
- 1:15:52And he was like, it's only. Send me the husband.
- 1:15:55I'm going to get blonder. She's transitioning to blonde.
- 1:15:57She's got these blonde streaks. I was like Zach, I can see her
- 1:16:00roots. He's like, well, it's going to
- 1:16:02take a few sessions. Why does that care about the
- 1:16:05roots? What the What the fuck is that?
- 1:16:06Steve, this is the first session.
- 1:16:08Like I do know this is how it goes.
- 1:16:10You go from brown to red to red to blonde.
- 1:16:16That's just how the levels lift. So maybe in two years she'll be
- 1:16:23here, but I think in the meantime she's going to enjoy
- 1:16:26the red also. How bad is the husband?
- 1:16:28August, Send me the fucking husband.
- 1:16:29You have to. I need it right now.
- 1:16:31I need you to send that to me. Love the money pieces.
- 1:16:35I like how she wore a shirt that covered up her tattoos to make
- 1:16:40it be like, no guys look, I'm not insane.
- 1:16:43She. What?
- 1:16:45What tattoos make her look insane?
- 1:16:47She had like a big penis on her or something.
- 1:16:49What does the tattoo mean? Got AZ tattoo right after me
- 1:16:52when she knew I was getting mine removed.
- 1:16:55Look how. What is AZ tattoo?
- 1:16:58What the fuck? This is the husband?
- 1:17:09Wow what the fuck is this girl? Are you fucking serious?
- 1:17:17What the fuck you got? This is the guy that's
- 1:17:20manipulating you this fucking bad?
- 1:17:22Dude, I hate this. Listen, Megan, I need you to
- 1:17:25understand something. Girl you like.
- 1:17:30That's not her. This is This is her right here.
- 1:17:33You are. You are much prettier than this
- 1:17:36guy. I feel like you can do.
- 1:17:38You can take some time get offline.
- 1:17:41You can find like a guy who is nice.
- 1:17:48Z is for Zach. Oh my God, that makes so much
- 1:17:53sense. She's getting a Zach tattoo.
- 1:17:55Wait a minute, this guy's have this guy's having girls tattoo
- 1:17:58his fucking initials on their body.
- 1:18:01Why are you guys doing this for this fucking guy?
- 1:18:04What is it about this fucking guy, this eggplant headed guy
- 1:18:08that is making you guys tattoo your bodies with his fucking
- 1:18:11initials? I don't understand it.
- 1:18:15This is insane dude. What does this guy do?
- 1:18:19What the fuck? What the fuck is happening dude?
- 1:18:23I don't understand alright wow, wow, what the fuck dude?
- 1:18:33I don't know what the fuck I just clicked.
- 1:18:41I don't understand bro. How are you getting manipulated
- 1:18:43by that guy? Oh my God dude that's fucking
- 1:18:47crazy. Jesus Christ.
- 1:18:50Tattoo right after me when she knew I was getting mine removed.
- 1:18:55That's what the Z tattoo is dude.
- 1:18:57Oh my God that's so sad for them both.
- 1:19:00This is insane. The fact that he's getting these
- 1:19:02girls to tattoo their names is actually fucking in heinous.
- 1:19:05It's a heinous crime. Look how beautiful she used to
- 1:19:08be. Being an evil bitch makes you so
- 1:19:10ugly. Now I'm done.
- 1:19:12OK, All right. This is, we're supposed to watch
- 1:19:19this one first since we watched the other one first.
- 1:19:25We're going into it a little weird, but let's see what she
- 1:19:30has to say, I guess. I I all right?
- 1:19:35Cool. Before we get into this video.
- 1:19:38It's really fast. What did I do?
- 1:19:39I put it on 2X. My bad.
- 1:19:42Before we get into this video, I have written down a few notes to
- 1:19:46help me stay on track and make sure that I am acknowledging
- 1:19:50everything that I want to. Then I think it's important for
- 1:19:52me to acknowledge. So if you see me looking off,
- 1:19:56I'm just reading the notes that I've taken.
- 1:19:58I'm sure that me sitting down and making this video after I've
- 1:20:01said absolutely nothing about the situation.
- 1:20:04What is? Why maybe talking about it now,
- 1:20:06though, like what's the what's the motivation?
- 1:20:08Maybe this other girl's like, I'm going to come forward and
- 1:20:10talk about it. So she felt like she needed to
- 1:20:11get ahead of it and. Have been silent for so long,
- 1:20:14feels really strange and weird. My intentions of making this
- 1:20:18video are not to win back any public favor or positively
- 1:20:22change your opinion of me in any way.
- 1:20:25I think you're a victim. So I don't know.
- 1:20:27I don't know. I don't know if these both these
- 1:20:29girls are like victims of this guy.
- 1:20:30I don't know what it is about him, dude.
- 1:20:32You must be a wizard or something.
- 1:20:33Dude, Holy fuck. I.
- 1:20:34Think you've watched my videos for years or you only know of me
- 1:20:37from the situation? I believe you deserve to hear
- 1:20:39me. Acknowledge it directly if
- 1:20:41you're unaware of the situation. In October of last year, I
- 1:20:45deeply betrayed Megan's trust and hurt her.
- 1:20:49I crossed a line that can never be uncrossed.
- 1:20:52My decisions were selfish, inconsiderate, disgusting.
- 1:20:56Did this. I guess the situation can't
- 1:20:58became public before this. Yeah, I guess that makes sense.
- 1:21:00Horrible. And vile.
- 1:21:02Although I do regret how I navigated through that
- 1:21:04situation, it doesn't repair the damage that I've caused or
- 1:21:08change what I did. I am so sorry to Megan and to
- 1:21:12everyone that I've hurt because of what I did.
- 1:21:16She never ever deserved to get hurt and it's horrible.
- 1:21:20I know that there is nothing I can do or say to relieve any
- 1:21:24pain for her. I do want to publicly apologize
- 1:21:27to Megan and everybody I hurt due to what I did, and if given
- 1:21:31the opportunity, I would. She's being so vague about it, I
- 1:21:34wonder if she's going to make a response.
- 1:21:35I'd love to directly apologize to Megan because a public
- 1:21:38apology is not enough. She deserves a lot more than
- 1:21:42that. There's been a lot of things
- 1:21:43said online so I just quickly want.
- 1:21:46To Oh, it went public because they were caught on video
- 1:21:49kissing at Disney. Oh wait, do you have that
- 1:21:54August? Can you send that to me?
- 1:21:56Run through a couple things and clear them up.
- 1:21:59I know there's a lot of rumors regarding Zack and I's
- 1:22:01relationship and why I'm still in a relationship, but I want to
- 1:22:05assure you guys that I am choosing to be in this
- 1:22:08relationship and I'm not trapped.
- 1:22:10I know that hearing that is extremely hard to stomach, but
- 1:22:14that's the truth. Another thing was my estate
- 1:22:17sale. I did not sell.
- 1:22:19Disney adults, am I right guys? My belongings I didn't sell.
- 1:22:22My medication keepsakes. What is a medication keepsake?
- 1:22:27Or is that two different things? Why would you sell your
- 1:22:29medications? Isn't that illegal?
- 1:22:31And journals, my personal journals, what you saw in those
- 1:22:34photos were a combination of Zach and I's possessions, as we
- 1:22:37were still actively living there, and not everything in
- 1:22:40those photos were for sale. I know it doesn't feel like I've
- 1:22:43said a lot in this video at all, and that's because there's not a
- 1:22:46lot I can say. What I did was horrible, and it
- 1:22:50hurt a lot of people. I feel like it.
- 1:22:52Seems like it only hurt like one person.
- 1:22:54I mean, like not for again, this is this is all Zach's fault.
- 1:22:56He was he was going to leave this girl for someone else,
- 1:22:59right? So.
- 1:23:00Getting any deeper into this situation or explaining how
- 1:23:04things transpired is not up to me and should not be up to me.
- 1:23:08Know a lot of you were very disappointed in what I did.
- 1:23:12I completely understand and I don't expect you to see me any
- 1:23:15differently after this video because it doesn't change what I
- 1:23:18did. I removed all of the filters on
- 1:23:21my comment section that were there before.
- 1:23:23I don't want to block or delete anybody who is expressing the
- 1:23:28way they feel about what I did. The purpose of this video is to
- 1:23:32take accountability, address the situation, and move forward.
- 1:23:36I don't want you to be shocked or surprised when you see me
- 1:23:39coming back to making content. It's something I genuinely love
- 1:23:43doing and I do not expect anybody to support me at all,
- 1:23:48and I do not expect anything to go back to the way it was.
- 1:23:52I'm sure that didn't answer all of your questions, but thank you
- 1:23:55for taking the time to watch this video.
- 1:24:00All right, cool. Yeah, OK, I'm gonna.
- 1:24:08So this is the TikTok that exposed them in the first place?
- 1:24:14Leia, Ash and Megan Play's husband caught kissing at
- 1:24:18Disney. Oh dude look at this guy.
- 1:24:22What the fuck is this? What the fuck?
- 1:24:28This is the guy that like dude I don't even know what to say.
- 1:24:38This kind of feels like too framed.
- 1:24:40It feels like somebody like they almost wanted this to leak.
- 1:24:43Does that make sense? I don't know.
- 1:24:44I feel like there's something going on.
- 1:24:45Listen, here's all I can say after watching this entire
- 1:24:48situation. My mind's blown.
- 1:24:53My mind's blown. My mind is blown.
- 1:24:57I don't know. This guy has is a cultist or
- 1:24:59something. This I I can't even explain to
- 1:25:00you how insane this is making me feel, but this guy manipulated
- 1:25:05two women so bad that now he has them fighting each other when
- 1:25:07he's like an actual. I think he's a demon.
- 1:25:09I think that he has demonic powers or something.
- 1:25:11I can't even explain why that makes no sense.
- 1:25:13Nobody in without any context you'd think I'm an insane
- 1:25:16rambling person. And yet that's exactly how I
- 1:25:21feel. So yeah, great.
- 1:25:25Cool.