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Students who got suspended for speaking their native language at school_ what happened · Martin Animations

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  Speaker 1: Students who got suspended for speaking their native language at school,
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  Speaker 1: what happened? My name is Dmitry Volkov, and I spent
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  Speaker 1: four years at Northridge Academy pretending half of myself didn't exist.
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  Speaker 1: The policy started my freshman year, when Principal Kaufman announced
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  Speaker 1: during orientation that English was the only acceptable language on
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  Speaker 1: school grounds. He called it the Unity Through Communication Initiative,
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  Speaker 1: claiming it would help immigrant students integrate faster and prevent
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  Speaker 1: cliques from forming along ethnic lines. My parents nodded along
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  Speaker 1: in the auditorium, even though my mother's English was shaky
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  Speaker 1: at best, and my father had only been in the
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  Speaker 1: country for six years. They wanted me to succeed in America,
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  Speaker 1: and if that meant leaving Russian at home, they were
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  Speaker 1: willing to make that sacrifice. What nobody told us was
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  Speaker 1: how the policy would actually work. or what the consequences
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  Speaker 1: would be for breaking it. The first week of school,
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  Speaker 1: I watched a Korean sophomore get pulled out of the
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  Speaker 1: lunch line for answering his phone in his native language.
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  Speaker 1: The vice principal confiscated his phone right there in front
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  Speaker 1: of everyone, and wrote him up for a language violation.
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  Speaker 1: Three strikes meant suspension, and every violation went on your
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  Speaker 1: permanent record with a note about failure to comply with
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  Speaker 1: school integration policies. The message was clear from day one.
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  Speaker 1: Your native language was contraband, something to be smuggled and
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  Speaker 1: hidden like drugs or weapons. I had two younger siblings
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  Speaker 1: at home who barely spoke English, and my grandmother lived
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  Speaker 1: with us speaking only Russian. The idea of going an
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  Speaker 1: entire school day without being able to use my first
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  Speaker 1: language felt suffocating, but I learned to adapt quickly. I
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  Speaker 1: developed this weird habit of mentally translating everything before speaking,
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  Speaker 1: double checking each sentence in my head to make sure
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  Speaker 1: no Russian words slipped through. My best friend Yuki faced
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  Speaker 1: the same struggle, only his family spoke Japanese at home,
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  Speaker 1: and his parents ran a restaurant where he worked every
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  Speaker 1: evening after school. We'd sit together at lunch speaking careful
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  Speaker 1: English even when we wanted to switch languages, hyper-aware of
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  Speaker 1: the teachers patrolling the cafeteria with clipboards. Yuki got his
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  Speaker 1: first strike in October when a teacher overheard him helping
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  Speaker 1: a new exchange student from Tokyo understand the lunch menu.
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  Speaker 1: The teacher didn't care that the exchange student was crying
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  Speaker 1: and couldn't understand the options. Rules were rules, and Yuki
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  Speaker 1: spent that afternoon in detention writing an essay about the
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  Speaker 1: importance of English language unity. I remember him showing me
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  Speaker 1: the essay later, his handwriting getting messier toward the end,
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  Speaker 1: because he was so angry. He'd written about how helping
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  Speaker 1: someone understand food options wasn't disrupting unity, but the teacher
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  Speaker 1: had marked it up with red pens saying he was
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  Speaker 1: missing the point. That's when I realized the policy wasn't
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  Speaker 1: really about communication at all. The system worked on fear
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  Speaker 1: and public humiliation. Every violation got announced during morning homeroom
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  Speaker 1: with the student's name, grade, and and which language they'd
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  Speaker 1: been caught speaking. The announcements always used the same phrasing
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  Speaker 1: about students who chose to prioritize their home culture over
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  Speaker 1: school community values. My homeroom teacher would pause after each
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  Speaker 1: announcement and look meaningfully at me and the three other
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  Speaker 1: Russian kids in the class. We'd sink lower in our
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  Speaker 1: seats while American-born students whispered about how those kids should
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  Speaker 1: just learn English already. The whole thing created this hierarchy
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  Speaker 1: where being monolingual English made you a good student, and
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  Speaker 1: being bilingual made you suspicious and potentially disloyal to the school.
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  Speaker 1: I started avoiding the Russian students in younger grades because
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  Speaker 1: being seen together would draw attention from administrators looking for
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  Speaker 1: language violations. My little brother Alexei started at Northridge in
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  Speaker 1: January as a freshman and watching him navigate the policy
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  Speaker 1: was torture. He'd been in the country for only three
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  Speaker 1: years and still thought in Russian most of the time.
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  Speaker 1: His English was decent for conversation but terrible for academic
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  Speaker 1: work and he'd come home frustrated because teachers wouldn't let
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  Speaker 1: him use a translation app during class. That was considered
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  Speaker 1: another violation of the English-only rule even though it would
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  Speaker 1: have helped him actually learn the material. Instead, he'd sit
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  Speaker 1: through lessons understanding maybe 60% of what was said, too
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  Speaker 1: scared to ask questions because his accent was thick and
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  Speaker 1: other kids would mock how he pronounced certain words. I
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  Speaker 1: wanted to help him during lunch or between classes, but
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  Speaker 1: speaking Russian to him on school property would get us
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  Speaker 1: both written up. The policy forced us to be strangers
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  Speaker 1: to each other for seven hours a day. My parents
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  Speaker 1: didn't fully understand what was happening because the school never
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  Speaker 1: explained the policy clearly in other languages. They'd sent home
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  Speaker 1: a one-page letter in English about promoting linguistic unity, but
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  Speaker 1: nothing about the punishment system or how it would affect students.
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  Speaker 1: My mother thought it was just about speaking English in class,
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  Speaker 1: not realizing the rule covered hallways, bathrooms, parking lots, even
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  Speaker 1: phone calls made on school property. When I tried to
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  Speaker 1: explain it to her, she got defensive and said we
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  Speaker 1: should just follow the rules and speak English everywhere to
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  Speaker 1: make things easier. She didn't understand that forcing yourself to
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  Speaker 1: translate every thought before speaking it out loud- was exhausting.
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  Speaker 1: By the end of each school day, my brain felt
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  Speaker 1: like mush from the constant mental effort of suppressing my
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  Speaker 1: first language. I started having headaches that wouldn't go away
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  Speaker 1: no matter how much water I drank or how early
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  Speaker 1: I went to bed. The policy hit hardest during family
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  Speaker 1: emergencies when you needed your native language most. Yuki's grandmother
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  Speaker 1: had a stroke in March and his mother called him
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  Speaker 1: during lunch to tell him to go straight to the
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  Speaker 1: hospital after school. She was crying and speaking rapid Japanese
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  Speaker 1: and Yuki responded in Japanese without thinking because his grandmother
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  Speaker 1: might be dying. A teacher was walking past and heard
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  Speaker 1: the whole conversation. She took his phone mid-call and hung
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  Speaker 1: up on his mother, then wrote him up for his
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  Speaker 1: second strike. Yuki tried explaining about his grandmother, but the
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  Speaker 1: teacher said emergencies didn't override school policy and he should
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  Speaker 1: have asked his mother to speak English. The cruelty of
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  Speaker 1: that moment stuck with me. They'd rather enforce a rule
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  Speaker 1: than let a kid talk to his mother about his
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  Speaker 1: dying grandmother. Yuki spent the rest of lunch in the
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  Speaker 1: vice principal's office writing another essay about language unity while
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  Speaker 1: his family was at the hospital. He didn't get to
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  Speaker 1: say goodbye to his grandmother before the surgery because his
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  Speaker 1: phone was confiscated until the end of the day. I
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  Speaker 1: made it through freshman and sophomore year without any strikes
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  Speaker 1: by being hypervigilant about every word I spoke. I'd developed
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  Speaker 1: this paranoid habit of looking over my shoulder before answering
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  Speaker 1: my phone, and I'd only speak to my parents in
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  Speaker 1: one word, responses that technically didn't violate the rule. Yes. No. Okay, later.
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  Speaker 1: My relationship with them got weird because I couldn't have
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  Speaker 1: real conversations during school hours, and they started to think
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  Speaker 1: I was pulling away from the family. My mother would
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  Speaker 1: call asking about Alexei or reminding me about appointments, and
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  Speaker 1: I'd answer in English with minimal words that barely conveyed information.
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  Speaker 1: She started asking if I was embarrassed of being Russian,
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  Speaker 1: and I didn't know how to explain that I wasn't
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  Speaker 1: embarrassed but terrified of losing my college prospects over a
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  Speaker 1: language violation on my permanent record. Junior year brought a
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  Speaker 1: new challenge when my grandmother's health started declining and she
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  Speaker 1: needed more help during the day. She'd been living with
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  Speaker 1: us since my grandfather died, and she had early dementia
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  Speaker 1: that made her confused and scared when she couldn't understand
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  Speaker 1: what was happening. My mother worked full-time at a medical office,
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  Speaker 1: and my father drove trucks long haul, so coordinating her
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  Speaker 1: care fell partly on me and Alexei. We had this
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  Speaker 1: system where my mother would text updates in Russian about
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  Speaker 1: medication times and doctor appointments, and I'd relay information to
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  Speaker 1: Alexei between classes. But texting in Russian on school property
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  Speaker 1: technically violated the policy, even though nobody could hear us.
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  Speaker 1: I'd duck into bathroom stalls to read my mother's messages,
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  Speaker 1: translating them to English in my head, before finding Alexei
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  Speaker 1: to explain what was happening. The constant stress of secret
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  Speaker 1: keeping made me feel like a criminal for just trying
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  Speaker 1: to take care of my family. In October of junior year,
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  Speaker 1: everything fell apart during chemistry class. My phone started buzzing
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  Speaker 1: repeatedly in my pocket around 10.30 in the morning, and
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  Speaker 1: I ignored it at first because we were in the
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  Speaker 1: middle of a lab, but it kept going off, and
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  Speaker 1: my teacher finally told me to either turn it off
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  Speaker 1: or take it to the office. I pulled it out
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  Speaker 1: and saw 12 missed calls from my neighbor Mrs. Kowalski,
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  Speaker 1: who had agreed to check on my grandmother during the day.
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  Speaker 1: She was Polish and spoke limited English, but she and
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  Speaker 1: my grandmother communicated in a mixture of Russian and Polish
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  Speaker 1: that somehow worked. I knew she'd only call that many
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  Speaker 1: times if something was seriously wrong. My teacher saw me
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  Speaker 1: looking at my phone and held out her hand for
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  Speaker 1: me to give it to her. But I asked if
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  Speaker 1: I could step into the hall for one minute because
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  Speaker 1: it might be an emergency. She said no and repeated
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  Speaker 1: that I needed to hand over the phone immediately or
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  Speaker 1: go to the office. I walked out of the classroom
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  Speaker 1: without permission. and called Mrs. Kowalski back while standing in
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  Speaker 1: the empty hallway. She answered in panicked Polish mixed with Russian,
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  Speaker 1: saying my grandmother had fallen in the bathroom and was
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  Speaker 1: bleeding from her head. She couldn't get her to stand up,
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  Speaker 1: and she didn't know if she should call an ambulance
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  Speaker 1: because my grandmother was screaming and fighting her. I switched
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  Speaker 1: to Russian without thinking. asking her to describe exactly what
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  Speaker 1: happened and whether my grandmother was conscious. Mrs. Kowalski's English
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  Speaker 1: wasn't good enough for this kind of emergency, and my
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  Speaker 1: Russian was the only way to get accurate information quickly.
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  Speaker 1: I was asking about the bleeding and whether my grandmother
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  Speaker 1: could move her legs when I saw Principal Kaufman walking
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  Speaker 1: down the hallway toward me with his phone held up,
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  Speaker 1: clearly recording. I kept talking to Mrs. Kowalski in Russian
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  Speaker 1: while Kaufman stood there filming me, asking her to call
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  Speaker 1: 911 and stay with my grandmother until the ambulance arrived.
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  Speaker 1: I spelled out our address in English for the dispatcher
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  Speaker 1: and told Mrs. Kowalski to unlock the front door so
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  Speaker 1: the paramedics could get in. The whole conversation took maybe
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  Speaker 1: three minutes, but Kaufman recorded every second of it. When
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  Speaker 1: I finally hung up, he was still standing there with
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  Speaker 1: his phone pointed at me like I was some kind
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  Speaker 1: of criminal he'd just caught in the act. He asked
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  Speaker 1: me if I knew what I'd just done, and I
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  Speaker 1: explained about my grandmother falling and needing an ambulance. He
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  Speaker 1: nodded slowly and said that was unfortunate, but it didn't
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  Speaker 1: change the fact that I'd willfully violated school policy by
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  Speaker 1: speaking Russian on school property. He told me to go
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  Speaker 1: to the main office immediately and said he'd be calling
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  Speaker 1: my parents to discuss my suspension. I spent the rest
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  Speaker 1: of the morning in the office while Kaufman called my
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  Speaker 1: mother at work. I could hear his side of the
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  Speaker 1: conversation through the thin walls, and he kept emphasizing that
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  Speaker 1: rules applied equally to everyone, regardless of circumstances. My mother's
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  Speaker 1: English wasn't strong enough to argue with him effectively, and
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  Speaker 1: I could hear the frustration in her voice as she
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  Speaker 1: tried to explain about my grandmother. Kaufman kept interrupting her
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  Speaker 1: and saying that family emergencies should be handled through the
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  Speaker 1: proper channels, which apparently meant asking permission to speak Russian
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  Speaker 1: before the emergency happened. The absurdity of it made me
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  Speaker 1: want to throw something. How was I supposed to get
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  Speaker 1: permission to help my grandmother in a language the school
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  Speaker 1: had banned when the emergency was happening in real time?
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  Speaker 1: the bureaucratic logic made no sense. But Kaufman acted like
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  Speaker 1: I was being deliberately difficult by not following his impossible procedures.
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  Speaker 1: The vice principal brought me paperwork around noon, showing that
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  Speaker 1: I was being suspended for three days, starting immediately for
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  Speaker 1: a first offense language violation. Usually first offenses only got
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  Speaker 1: a warning, but because I'd left class without permission and
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  Speaker 1: ignored direct orders to hand over my phone, they were
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  Speaker 1: escalating it to a full suspension. The paperwork cited willful
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  Speaker 1: defiance of authority in addition to the language violation, and
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  Speaker 1: there was a section about how my actions showed disrespect
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  Speaker 1: for school community values. I had to sign it acknowledging
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  Speaker 1: that I understood another violation would result in a five-day
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  Speaker 1: suspension and possible expulsion hearing. My hands shook while I
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  Speaker 1: signed my name because this would go on my permanent
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  Speaker 1: record right before college application season. Four years of perfect
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  Speaker 1: grades and staying invisible could get destroyed, because I spoke
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  Speaker 1: Russian to help my grandmother during a medical emergency. My
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  Speaker 1: mother picked me up from school that afternoon, and we
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  Speaker 1: drove straight to the hospital where my grandmother had been taken.
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  Speaker 1: She had a concussion and needed 12 stitches in her scalp,
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  Speaker 1: but the doctors said she'd be okay after a few
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  Speaker 1: days of observation. My mother cried in the hospital cafeteria,
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  Speaker 1: feeling guilty for working when my grandmother needed help. and
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  Speaker 1: guilty for not understanding the school policy well enough to
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  Speaker 1: protect me from suspension. I tried to comfort her, but
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  Speaker 1: I was also angry that we were in this position
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  Speaker 1: at all. The policy made it impossible to be a
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  Speaker 1: good son and a good student at the same time.
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  Speaker 1: Taking care of my family meant breaking school rules, and
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  Speaker 1: following school rules meant abandoning my family when they needed me.
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  Speaker 1: The impossible choice left me feeling like no matter what
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  Speaker 1: I did, I was failing someone important. The three-day suspension
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  Speaker 1: stretched out long and quiet at home while I helped
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  Speaker 1: take care of my grandmother and caught up on schoolwork.
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  Speaker 1: My teachers emailed assignments, but nobody addressed what had happened
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  Speaker 1: or asked if I was okay. On the second day,
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  Speaker 1: I got a call from my guidance counselor, Ms. Patterson,
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  Speaker 1: asking me to come in for a meeting when I
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  Speaker 1: returned to school. She wouldn't tell me what it was
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  Speaker 1: about over the phone, just said it was important that
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  Speaker 1: we talk about my future at Northridge. The vague threat
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  Speaker 1: hung over me for the rest of the suspension. Were
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  Speaker 1: they going to try to expel me? Was this meeting
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  Speaker 1: about limiting my college options? I spent hours obsessing over
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  Speaker 1: what they might do next, unable to focus on anything else.
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  Speaker 1: When I returned to school, the hallways felt different somehow.
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  Speaker 1: Other students stared at me with a mixture of curiosity
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  Speaker 1: and judgment, and I heard whispers about the Russian kid
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  Speaker 1: who got suspended for refusing to speak English. The story
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  Speaker 1: had gotten twisted in my absence, and now people thought
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  Speaker 1: I'd deliberately defied the principal as some kind of political protest.
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  Speaker 1: Nobody seemed to know or care that my grandmother had
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  Speaker 1: been bleeding and scared when I made that phone call.
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  Speaker 1: The narrative became about me being difficult and refusing to integrate,
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  Speaker 1: which made me want to scream. I kept my head
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  Speaker 1: down walking to classes while trying to ignore the stares
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  Speaker 1: and whispers following me through the building. Ms. Patterson's office
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  Speaker 1: was small and cramped, and she had me sit in
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  Speaker 1: this uncomfortable plastic chair while she pulled up my file
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  Speaker 1: on her computer. She started by saying she understood I'd
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  Speaker 1: been under a lot of stress with family responsibilities and
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  Speaker 1: she wanted to make sure I was getting proper support.
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  Speaker 1: Her tone was kind, but felt rehearsed, like she'd practiced
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  Speaker 1: this conversation before. She mentioned that the school had programs
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  Speaker 1: for students dealing with home challenges and maybe I should
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  Speaker 1: consider getting help managing my responsibilities better. The implication was clear.
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  Speaker 1: My family was a problem that needed to be managed,
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  Speaker 1: not a reason to show compassion or flexibility with the
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  Speaker 1: language policy. I sat there nodding while she talked, but
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  Speaker 1: i stopped listening after a while because nothing she said
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  Speaker 1: addressed the actual issue the policy was wrong but she
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  Speaker 1: was treating it like my family was the problem she
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  Speaker 1: pulled out a form about halfway through the meeting and
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  Speaker 1: explained it was a behavior contract that high-risk students signed
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  Speaker 1: to stay enrolled the contract required me to maintain perfect
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  Speaker 1: attendance submit to random phone checks to ensure compliance with
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  Speaker 1: the language policy and meet with her weekly to discuss
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  Speaker 1: my adjustment to school community values if i violated any
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  Speaker 1: part of the contract I'd face immediate expulsion with no
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  Speaker 1: appeal process. My stomach dropped reading through the requirements because
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  Speaker 1: this was essentially probation for speaking my native language during
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  Speaker 1: an emergency. I asked if this was really necessary, given
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  Speaker 1: that I'd had zero disciplinary issues before the suspension, and
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  Speaker 1: she said the administration felt I needed extra support to
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  Speaker 1: succeed at Northridge. The euphemism was transparent. They wanted to
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  Speaker 1: monitor me closely and make an example out of me
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  Speaker 1: for other bilingual students. I took the contract home for
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  Speaker 1: my parents to review, and my father got angrier than
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  Speaker 1: I'd ever seen him. He kept reading it over and over,
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  Speaker 1: his face getting redder with each pass through the requirements.
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  Speaker 1: He wanted to fight it, but my mother worried that
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  Speaker 1: making trouble would make things worse for me and Alexei.
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  Speaker 1: They argued in the kitchen for over an hour while
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  Speaker 1: I sat at the table feeling like my entire future
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  Speaker 1: was being decided by administrators who saw me as a
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  Speaker 1: problem to be solved rather than a student who'd tried
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  Speaker 1: to help his family. My father eventually called a lawyer
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  Speaker 1: he knew from work and we spent the evening explaining
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  Speaker 1: the situation to someone who kept asking questions about discrimination
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  Speaker 1: and civil rights. The lawyer said we might have a
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  Speaker 1: case but warned that fighting the school district would be
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  Speaker 1: expensive and time-consuming, potentially lasting beyond my graduation date. Alexei
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  Speaker 1: got his first strike the next week when a hall
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  Speaker 1: monitor caught him speaking Russian to me in the parking
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  Speaker 1: lot after school. We'd been discussing my grandmother's upcoming doctor
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  Speaker 1: appointment and coordinating who would stay home with her. The
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  Speaker 1: hall monitor claimed school property extended to the parking lot,
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  Speaker 1: so the English-only rule applied even though we were standing
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  Speaker 1: next to my car getting ready to leave. Alexei had
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  Speaker 1: to write the standard essay about language unity, and he
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  Speaker 1: came home furious because the whole thing felt like a trap.
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  Speaker 1: We couldn't even speak to each other in our native
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  Speaker 1: language in the parking lot after classes ended. The policy
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  Speaker 1: had expanded to cover every inch of school property, making
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  Speaker 1: it impossible to exist authentically anywhere near the building. I
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  Speaker 1: helped Alexei write his essay in English good enough to
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  Speaker 1: satisfy the administration, but both of us felt the weight
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  Speaker 1: of being constantly surveilled and judged. A week after I
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  Speaker 1: signed the behavior contract, Ms. Patterson called me in for
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  Speaker 1: my first weekly meeting. She wanted to know how I
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  Speaker 1: was adjusting and whether I was finding it easier to
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  Speaker 1: speak only English throughout the school day. I gave her
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  Speaker 1: the answers she wanted to hear while screaming internally, yes,
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  Speaker 1: I was adjusting fine. No, I wasn't having any issues
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  Speaker 1: with the policy. Yes, I understood why it was important
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  Speaker 1: for school unity. She nodded along, taking notes, and at
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  Speaker 1: the end, she reminded me that she was there to
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  Speaker 1: help me succeed within Northridge's framework. The language made it
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  Speaker 1: clear that success meant conforming to their rules without question,
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  Speaker 1: not actually helping me navigate an impossible situation. I left
• 14:09
  Speaker 1: her office feeling more isolated than before, knowing that nobody
• 14:12
  Speaker 1: in the administration saw the policy as problematic. they saw
• 14:15
  Speaker 1: me as the problem. That weekend, I spent hours researching
• 14:18
  Speaker 1: language rights and discrimination law, trying to understand if what
• 14:21
  Speaker 1: the school was doing was actually legal. I found cases
• 14:23
  Speaker 1: about English-only workplace rules and learned they were often considered discriminatory,
• 14:27
  Speaker 1: unless there was a legitimate business necessity. Schools seemed to
• 14:30
  Speaker 1: have more leeway because they could claim educational benefits, but
• 14:33
  Speaker 1: several court cases had found blanket language bans violated students'
• 14:37
  Speaker 1: civil rights. The legal landscape was complicated and seemed to
• 14:40
  Speaker 1: depend on how the policy was enforced and whether it
• 14:42
  Speaker 1: disproportionately affected certain groups. At Northridge, the policy clearly targeted
• 14:46
  Speaker 1: immigrant students and created a two-tier system where native English
• 14:49
  Speaker 1: speakers had full freedom while bilingual students lived under constant threat.
• 14:53
  Speaker 1: I started taking notes about every interaction related to the policy,
• 14:56
  Speaker 1: documenting dates and times and what was said. My chemistry
• 14:59
  Speaker 1: teacher approached me after class one afternoon and asked if
• 15:01
  Speaker 1: we could talk privately. Once the room cleared, she apologized
• 15:04
  Speaker 1: for not letting me take the emergency call about my grandmother.
• 15:07
  Speaker 1: She said she'd been following protocol and hadn't understood the situation,
• 15:10
  Speaker 1: but looking back, she realized she should have shown more flexibility.
• 15:13
  Speaker 1: The apology felt genuine, but also useless, because the damage
• 15:17
  Speaker 1: was already done. I was on a behavior contract and
• 15:19
  Speaker 1: being monitored constantly. while she continued teaching without any consequences
• 15:23
  Speaker 1: for her role in what happened. I thanked her for
• 15:25
  Speaker 1: apologizing because I didn't know what else to say, but
• 15:27
  Speaker 1: I left the classroom feeling bitter about how the system
• 15:29
  Speaker 1: protected teachers who enforced bad policies while punishing students who
• 15:33
  Speaker 1: tried to help their families. Yuki pulled me aside during
• 15:36
  Speaker 1: lunch in early November and said he'd been talking to
• 15:38
  Speaker 1: other students who'd been written up for language violations. He'd
• 15:41
  Speaker 1: found seven students across different grades who all had similar
• 15:44
  Speaker 1: stories about emergency situations, where they'd been forced to choose
• 15:47
  Speaker 1: between helping family members and following the policy. Two of
• 15:50
  Speaker 1: them were willing to write statements about what happened, but
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: they were scared of getting in more trouble if anyone
• 15:54
  Speaker 1: found out they were organizing. Yuki thought if we could
• 15:57
  Speaker 1: gather enough evidence of the policy being unfairly applied, we
• 16:00
  Speaker 1: might be able to challenge it through official channels. I
• 16:02
  Speaker 1: was skeptical because the administration had shown zero willingness to
• 16:05
  Speaker 1: reconsider their rules, but the idea of doing something besides
• 16:08
  Speaker 1: just enduring felt appealing. We started meeting in secret to
• 16:10
  Speaker 1: compile documentation, and figure out our options. The behavior contract
• 16:14
  Speaker 1: required me to meet with Ms. Patterson every week, and
• 16:16
  Speaker 1: she started asking increasingly invasive questions about my home life.
• 16:20
  Speaker 1: She wanted to know what language my family spoke at dinner,
• 16:23
  Speaker 1: and whether I was practicing English at home to help
• 16:25
  Speaker 1: my adjustment. The questions crossed boundaries that made me uncomfortable,
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: but refusing to answer would violate my contract. I gave
• 16:31
  Speaker 1: vague responses that technically satisfied her curiosity, without revealing anything
• 16:34
  Speaker 1: real about my family. she wrote everything down in her
• 16:36
  Speaker 1: notes creating this file that painted a picture of a
• 16:39
  Speaker 1: struggling student who needed intervention rather than a family navigating
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: an unjust policy the distortion of my situation into their
• 16:45
  Speaker 1: narrative felt like a violation but i had no power
• 16:47
  Speaker 1: to correct it my grandmother's condition worsened in december and
• 16:50
  Speaker 1: she started having episodes where she didn't recognize us or
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: thought she was back in russia the doctor said it
• 16:54
  Speaker 1: was progression of her dementia and we needed to keep
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: her calm and comfortable speaking to her in russian helped
• 16:59
  Speaker 1: orient her and reduce her anxiety but I couldn't call
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: home during school hours without risking another violation. My mother
• 17:04
  Speaker 1: started texting me updates throughout the day, and I'd read
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: them in bathroom stalls while anxiety ate holes in my stomach.
• 17:10
  Speaker 1: The disconnect between where I was physically and and where
• 17:12
  Speaker 1: my mind needed to be became unbearable. I started getting
• 17:15
  Speaker 1: panic attacks during class, my heart racing and hands sweating
• 17:18
  Speaker 1: for no apparent reason. The school nurse sent me home
• 17:20
  Speaker 1: twice before I learned to hide the symptoms better. In January,
• 17:23
  Speaker 1: Yuki found a civil rights organization that provided free legal
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: help for students facing discrimination in schools. We submitted our
• 17:29
  Speaker 1: documentation about the English-only policy along with statements from the
• 17:33
  Speaker 1: students who'd been suspended for emergency situations. The lawyer who
• 17:36
  Speaker 1: reviewed our case said we had strong evidence that the
• 17:38
  Speaker 1: policy was being applied in discriminatory ways and having a
• 17:41
  Speaker 1: disproportionate impact on immigrant students. She agreed to send a
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: formal letter to the school district requesting they review and
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: modify the policy, and she warned us that the school
• 17:49
  Speaker 1: might retaliate by enforcing the rules even more strictly. I
• 17:51
  Speaker 1: knew that was a real risk, but continuing to do
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: nothing felt worse than fighting back. and losing. The district
• 17:56
  Speaker 1: received the legal letter in late January, and Principal Kaufman
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: called a surprise assembly the next week to address what
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: he called concerns about school unity being undermined by outside agitators.
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: He didn't name anyone specifically, but he stared directly at
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: me and Yuki while talking about students who chose to
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: prioritize their ethnic identity over their American education. The message
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: was clear to everyone watching. We were troublemakers who didn't
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: appreciate the opportunities we'd been given. Several teachers nodded along
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: with his speech, and I felt dozens of eyes on
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: me from students who now saw me as someone disrupting
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: their school. The social cost of speaking up was becoming
• 18:26
  Speaker 1: real in ways I hadn't fully anticipated. My mother got
• 18:29
  Speaker 1: called to a meeting with Kaufman and Ms. Patterson that Friday,
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: and they suggested Alexei and I might be happier at
• 18:34
  Speaker 1: a different school that was more accommodating to our cultural needs.
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: The suggestion was framed as helpful advice, but the subtext
• 18:40
  Speaker 1: was obvious. They wanted us gone because we were causing
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: trouble by asking them to reconsider their discriminatory policy. My
• 18:46
  Speaker 1: mother's English wasn't strong enough to push back effectively, and
• 18:48
  Speaker 1: she came home defeated, wondering if we should just transfer
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: to avoid more conflict. My father refused to consider it,
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: saying we had every right to attend our neighborhood school
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: without being forced to abandon our language. The tension in
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: our house became thick and oppressive, as my parents argued
• 19:01
  Speaker 1: about how to handle the situation. The civil rights lawyer
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: filed a formal complaint with the Office of Civil Rights
• 19:06
  Speaker 1: in February, alleging that Northridge's English-only policy violated Title VI
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: of the Civil Rights Act by creating a hostile environment
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: for students based on national origin. The complaint included testimony
• 19:16
  Speaker 1: from nine students across three grade levels, documentation of suspensions
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: for emergency language use, and evidence that the policy was
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: enforced selectively against certain ethnic groups. The OCR sent a
• 19:27
  Speaker 1: notice to the district that they'd be investigating, and within days,
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: the retaliation started. Teachers who'd previously been neutral suddenly became
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: hypervigilant about monitoring language use, and several students reported being
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: pulled aside and questioned about their involvement in the complaint.
• 19:40
  Speaker 1: The message was clear. Speaking up had consequences. Ms. Patterson
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: called me in for an emergency meeting, and asked directly
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: if I'd been involved in filing federal complaints against the school.
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: I stayed silent knowing that anything I said could be
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: used to justify expelling me under my behavior contract. She
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: interpreted my silence as confirmation. and updated my file to
• 19:57
  Speaker 1: note I was being uncooperative with school administration. The meeting
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: felt like an interrogation, and I left her office shaking
• 20:03
  Speaker 1: with anger and fear. They were building a paper trail
• 20:05
  Speaker 1: to justify getting rid of me, and there was nothing
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: I could do to stop it without violating the contract
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: that kept me enrolled. In March, my grandmother had a
• 20:11
  Speaker 1: major stroke that left her partially paralyzed and unable to
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: speak clearly. My mother had to take unpaid leave from
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: work to care for her full time, and our family's
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: financial situation became precarious. I picked up extra shifts at
• 20:21
  Speaker 1: a grocery store on weekends to help with bills, which
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: meant less time for homework and extracurriculars. My grades stayed strong,
• 20:27
  Speaker 1: but college application essays sat unfinished because I had no
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: mental energy left after dealing with school, work, and family crises.
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: The compounding stress made it hard to focus on anything,
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: and I started having nightmares about missing college deadlines because
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: I was too busy fighting the school district. The OCR
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: investigation moved slowly through official channels, while my senior year continued.
• 20:45
  Speaker 1: In April, the district announced they were revising their language
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: policies to allow limited use of non-English languages during documented emergencies.
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: But the new policy was so narrow, it barely changed anything.
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: Students had to submit formal requests for emergency exemptions three
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: days in advance, which was obviously impossible for actual emergencies.
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: The revision was designed to look like compliance while maintaining
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: the same restrictive environment. The civil rights lawyer called it
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: window dressing and said we'd need to continue pushing for
• 21:09
  Speaker 1: meaningful change. My college applications went out in late fall,
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: and by spring, I was waiting to hear back from
• 21:14
  Speaker 1: schools while juggling my weekly meetings with Ms. Patterson, my
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: behavior contract requirements, and my job. Several schools accepted me,
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: but the financial aid packages weren't enough to cover costs
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: without significant loans. My suspension and behavior contract didn't appear
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: on transcripts in obvious ways, but the gap in my
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: disciplinary record had to be explained in supplemental materials. I
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: wrote careful essays about the experience that tried to show
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: growth and resilience without being too critical of the school.
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: The balance felt impossible. and I worried I was sabotaging
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: my chances by not being more aggressive in defending myself.
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: In May, the OCR released preliminary findings that Northridge's language
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: policy had created a discriminatory environment for students with limited
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: English-proficient families. They required the district to implement new training
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: for staff, create clear guidelines for emergency language use, and
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: monitor enforcement to prevent disparate impact on immigrant students. The
• 22:00
  Speaker 1: findings stopped short of ordering them to eliminate the policy entirely,
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: but they created accountability mechanisms that hadn't existed before. Principal
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: Kaufman sent an email to all families saying the school
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: had always been committed to serving diverse populations and welcomed
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: the opportunity to improve their practices. The corporate language made
• 22:16
  Speaker 1: my blood boil because he'd spent years defending a policy
• 22:19
  Speaker 1: the federal government just found discriminatory. My behavior contract expired
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: at the end of senior year, and Ms. Patterson scheduled
• 22:25
  Speaker 1: a final meeting to discuss my progress. She congratulated me
• 22:28
  Speaker 1: on successfully completing the program and said she hoped I'd
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: learned important lessons about working within established systems. I nodded
• 22:33
  Speaker 1: and thanked her without pointing out that I'd only survived
• 22:36
  Speaker 1: because I'd become skilled at hiding who I really was.
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: The lessons I'd learned were about institutional power and the
• 22:41
  Speaker 1: costs of speaking up. not about the value of their
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: unity through communication initiative. I left her office for the
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: last time feeling relieved to be done, but also angry
• 22:49
  Speaker 1: about the year I'd lost to their discriminatory policies. Graduation
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: came in June, and I walked across the stage to
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: receive my diploma while my family cheered from the stands.
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: My grandmother was too ill to attend, but she watched
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: a recording later and cried while telling me in Russian,
• 23:03
  Speaker 1: how proud she was. I'd gotten into a state school
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: with enough financial aid to make it work, and I'd
• 23:07
  Speaker 1: be the first person in my family to attend college
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: in America. The achievement felt bittersweet because it had come
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: at such a high cost. Four years of monitoring my
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: every word, hiding my identity, and fighting just to exist
• 23:17
  Speaker 1: authentically had left marks that wouldn't fade quickly. The policy
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: remained in place at Northridge despite the OCR findings, though
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: enforcement became less aggressive after the investigation. Alexei still had
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: another year to get through, and he reported that teachers
• 23:30
  Speaker 1: were being more careful about how they applied the rules.
• 23:32
  Speaker 1: Some had started ignoring minor violations, while others doubled down
• 23:35
  Speaker 1: on enforcement to prove they weren't being influenced by outside pressure.
• 23:38
  Speaker 1: The inconsistency created its own problems, but at least the
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: climate of fear had lessened slightly. Younger students now knew
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: they had some recourse if they were suspended for emergency
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: language use, even if the process remained difficult and time-consuming.
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: Looking back on those years, what strikes me most is
• 23:52
  Speaker 1: how the policy forced us to choose between family and
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: education in ways that still make me angry. The administrators
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: genuinely believed they were helping immigrant students integrate, but what
• 24:00
  Speaker 1: they actually did was create trauma and alienation. They taught
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: us that our native languages were shameful, that taking care
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: of family made us bad students, and that the system
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: valued compliance over compassion. Those lessons stuck with students long
• 24:12
  Speaker 1: after graduation, shaping how we saw ourselves and our place
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: in American institutions. I stayed in touch with Yuki through college,
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: and we'd sometimes talk about our high school experience and
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: how it had affected us. He said he still felt
• 24:22
  Speaker 1: anxious speaking Japanese in public spaces, always worried someone would
• 24:26
  Speaker 1: judge him or report him for not speaking English. The
• 24:28
  Speaker 1: hypervigilance had become habit, and unlearning it took years of
• 24:31
  Speaker 1: conscious effort. I experienced the same thing, mentally translating before
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: speaking and checking my surroundings before answering calls from my family.
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: The policy had trained us to see our bilingualism as
• 24:40
  Speaker 1: a liability rather than an asset, and reclaiming pride in
• 24:43
  Speaker 1: our language abilities required active work. The civil rights complaint
• 24:46
  Speaker 1: created a paper trail that other families used to challenge
• 24:49
  Speaker 1: similar policies at different schools. The lawyer shared our case
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: as a model for how to document discriminatory enforcement and
• 24:54
  Speaker 1: build evidence for OCR complaints. Several other districts in our
• 24:57
  Speaker 1: state revised their language policies after seeing what happened at Northridge,
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: though many kept some version of English preference rules in place.
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: The systemic change we'd hoped for didn't materialize, but we'd
• 25:07
  Speaker 1: created cracks in the system that others could exploit. My
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: grandmother died during my sophomore year of college, and I
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: flew home for the funeral, where family members spoke in
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: Russian about her life and legacy. Being surrounded by my
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: language without fear or shame felt liberating after years of suppression.
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: I realized how much of myself I'd given up to
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: survive high school, and how long it would take to
• 25:25
  Speaker 1: reclaim that lost part of my identity. The grief I
• 25:28
  Speaker 1: felt wasn't just for my grandmother, but for the younger
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: version of myself who'd learned to hide his voice to
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: fit into a system that saw him as a problem.
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: Years later, I went back to Northridge to speak at
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: a diversity assembly about my experience with the language policy.
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: Principal Kaufman had retired, and new administration wanted to show
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: they were addressing past mistakes. I stood in the same
• 25:46
  Speaker 1: auditorium where I'd been called out as an outside agitator
• 25:48
  Speaker 1: and told my story to current students. Some understood immediately,
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: while others looked confused about why language had been such
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: a big deal. The generational gap reminded me how much
• 25:56
  Speaker 1: could change in just a few years, but also how
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: easily institutional memory could fade if we didn't keep telling
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: these stories. The experience taught me that fighting unjust policies
• 26:05
  Speaker 1: requires documentation, community, and willingness to accept personal costs for
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: collective benefit. One person speaking up gets labeled a troublemaker,
• 26:12
  Speaker 1: but nine people with documented evidence create a pattern that's
• 26:15
  Speaker 1: harder to dismiss. Building that coalition took time and trust,
• 26:18
  Speaker 1: and many students chose to stay silent rather than risk retaliation.
• 26:21
  Speaker 1: I don't blame anyone who made that choice because the
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: stakes were real and the costs were high, but I'm
• 26:26
  Speaker 1: grateful for those who did speak up, because their courage
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: created space for change, even when the system resisted. If
• 26:32
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