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A. authentic - ASMR Anuskatzz · Anuskatzz stays curious

• 0:00
  Speaker 0: Hey hey, long time no see!
• 0:04
  Speaker 0: Welcome back to my ASMR YouTube channel.
• 0:10
  Speaker 0: This time with a new series that called the ASMR alphabet.
• 0:22
  Speaker 0: If you are curious what A will be about follow subscribe click on the notification bell and feel free to put your headphones in and check all the other episodes I have in stock for you.
• 0:42
  Speaker 0: Today's episode will be about authenticity, to be authentic!
• 1:28
  Speaker 0: episode.
• 1:31
  Speaker 0: That means that I will talk about different topics and the alphabet will tell me two topics where i want to talk about.
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  Speaker 0: so let's start how to be authentic.
• 1:47
  Speaker 0: a authenticity it's actually pretty hard topic,I would say because we are always in search for being our true self And that is the beauty about life.
• 2:16
  Speaker 0: That things can change actively, but it's amazing... ...that everyone who gets born into this world has their own and unique character in something no one takes from us!
• 2:34
  Speaker 0: But the character is there, how we want to build it re-create it, manifest that change its make better and worth.
• 2:53
  Speaker 0: We do by experience And the experiences we make are always different.
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  Speaker 0: So what can I do to be authentic?
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  Speaker 0: What does this mean?
• 3:19
  Speaker 0: I only speak for myself Because with you it can be something completely different.
• 3:28
  Speaker 0: For me, I learned to be my true self My authentic self.
• 3:39
  Speaker 0: When i started making experience in life... ...I really liked and don't like.
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  Speaker 0: So out of this.. ..i was able look into the future And say... I want to manifest in my life and this, i absolutely don't.
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  Speaker 0: The more experiences we make, and the more we can be authentic.
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  Speaker 0: I would say when someone who don't makes any experience doesn't matter if good or bad just none!
• 5:05
  Speaker 0: A person could not feel their authentic self.
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  Speaker 0: as you hear there's a fly in your room.
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  Speaker 0: Can you believe it?
• 5:20
  Speaker 0: They start directly with.
• 5:21
  Speaker 0: ASMR is always the same Either there is a fly, or my stomach makes noises.
• 5:36
  Speaker 0: I need to sneeze... Or whatever.
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  Speaker 0: so yeah!
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  Speaker 0: Welcome the fly as well!
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  Speaker 0: Such a fast fly!
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  Speaker 0: Back to the topic From the experiences i've made.. ..I was also for sure making mistakes Going into a false direction where when I look back actually don't want it to be.
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  Speaker 0: Or I also make some good experiences and was able to see the bad results, change them... And that's the beauty of life where we can change something you don't like and turn into better but other way around.
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  Speaker 0: So i experienced till yet all what I could explore and wanted to explore.
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  Speaker 0: And even so, I also made some experiences that i don't want it have but this is the part of it!
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  Speaker 0: From then on... ...I was able to listen into myself and know.. ..this I do not want me anymore or let go from it.
• 7:33
  Speaker 0: Absolutely amazing.
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  Speaker 0: When I do this, it feels great when i feel that It's good to give me confidence and then... ...I started to manifest in my life!
• 7:51
  Speaker 0: I spend a lot of time To listen within myself.
• 7:57
  Speaker 0: To listen with the heart.
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  Speaker 0: To Listen to my stomach And to listen to my mind.
• 8:07
  Speaker 0: But from everything what I listened to When I follow what my heart feels, that was always kind of on the right path.
• 8:19
  Speaker 0: And it felt very good because when i only would listen to What My Mind is saying It Is like a repeating cycle!
• 8:30
  Speaker 0: I don't know if you spend time To Listen to The Things in your mind but its Always Turning and Spinning...and..when I listen to my stomach listen to the more fierce side of life, but when I listened to my heart it was something very deep.
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  Speaker 0: It is something more emotional.
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  Speaker 0: so When i was able To take their emotions in me and to listen to them And also see what other people could hurt through Emotions They made me do the person who am now?
• 9:12
  Speaker 0: Then I have to say for sure...I can Do a lot things better but I feel very, very good within myself.
• 9:29
  Speaker 0: A lot of times people come to me and say hey when you don't want your dreadlocks anymore or you don' t want your tattoos any more You can do nothing!
• 9:43
  Speaker 0: For sure i can cut off my dreads But my tattoo will stay When i cut off well...my tongue?
• 9:50
  Speaker 0: My ear.
• 9:50
  Speaker 0: so whatever made on body modification, it will stay permanently through the way I was going.
• 10:01
  Speaker 0: I always considered every kind of action and what could bring... And then for sure out this emotional appearance knowledge i know that I have to work hard to sustain an alternative life and kind of living.
• 10:34
  Speaker 0: I know that.
• 10:35
  Speaker 0: even so, when i don't earn any money speaking now with you here on my eighth on the youtube channel where have like right now i think eight thousand five hundred followers it's not a lot!
• 10:53
  Speaker 0: And also in addition pay someone who make this sound so valuable like you hear it right now.
• 11:04
  Speaker 0: It is an investment, its investment I only can do with working very hard and i also see it as a investment.
• 11:20
  Speaker 0: what get not paid with money .I see that the ones who really liked what they say ,can take in their heart too.
• 11:37
  Speaker 0: It doesn't matter if it's for the good or bad, but that there are some thoughts you keep in your mind and can grow from.
• 11:51
  Speaker 0: So to sustain this alternative life I needed to be able make experiences i've done And become my authentic self.
• 12:03
  Speaker 0: .I stopped very early with lying and believe me because of these I lost a lot of people around me.
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  Speaker 0: It was not always easy, but i knew... ...I don't want to lie!
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  Speaker 0: I DON'T WANT A PERSON THAT LIE!
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  Speaker 0: IT'S NOT AUTENTIC!
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  Speaker 0: So I stopped lying.
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  Speaker 0: Then.. ..I stopped to drink alcohol or take drugs because I knew when I wouldn´t do that I wouldn't be my authentic self.
• 12:54
  Speaker 0: How many people abusing this kind of things after feel very bad are angry with them because they were not able to stop it and then do again?
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  Speaker 0: It is a downward spiral, but the abuse itself It's a downward spiral because we lie to us.
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  Speaker 0: I needed to check if i have the sim card, it's all fine.
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  Speaker 0: as i have this card that make the sound would be not.
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  Speaker 0: then you couldn't hear me properly.
• 14:16
  Speaker 0: but so yeah...it sounds pretty hard.
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  Speaker 0: and it is pretty hard!
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  Speaker 0: Because YOU are your biggest enemy And you are the one who stand in its own way to be the authentic self.
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  Speaker 0: It is important to enjoy life, it's important have experience good and some bad experiences too.
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  Speaker 0: but no matter this happen You're responsible for your own life, for your own authentic being.
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  Speaker 0: For who you want to be?
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  Speaker 0: Who do you want become?
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  Speaker 0: and the beauty is that You can change the past but You can't change the future.
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  Speaker 0: so no matter what happened...you have in the hands to change What comes!
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  Speaker 0: You decide how you want To Be.
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  Speaker 0: And So when I speak with People, they come to me with their own fears.
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  Speaker 0: They tell me hey what is when you don't want this and that?
• 16:15
  Speaker 0: but it's not about them or have the fear.
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  Speaker 0: But anyway When this happens I see how many people are guided through The anxieties they have And so are afraid to live out the true self and be authentic in their way they want-to-be.
• 16:53
  Speaker 0: And this is a lot of times very, very sad for me because I wish everyone nothing more to find that authentic self... ...to BE what they WANT TO BE!
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  Speaker 0: When they want to change it It is fine too.
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  Speaker 0: And when you already wave further with that search, it gives your also a little bit more freedom.
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  Speaker 0: and this freedom as the very nice state I knew what i had to do for myself To become authentic .I KNEW That I have to overcome lies ,to overcome fear To be at a point in my life where I feel more authentic than ever.
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  Speaker 0: And even to say, oh i feel more autentic then ever took me alot of experiences because In the world when I grew up there was not much...I think for women it's anyway Not that much respect and also honest Meaning of you can be proud of yourself.
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  Speaker 0: You have the knowledge and ability to stand behind what you think, believe me it's similar for male.
• 18:55
  Speaker 0: It is like a thing on our generation because we get treated with so much fear.
• 19:06
  Speaker 0: but to stand here And say I never ever in my life was so close to my authentic, true I want-to be that now it's very amazing.
• 19:24
  Speaker 0: And i worked so hard for it.
• 19:34
  Speaker 0: going through not that much...I'm pretty sure there are way more outside who had a way more traumatizing experiences they first of all have to deal with.
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  Speaker 0: So It Was Very Early Already Very Far With The Knowledge of who I want to become and who i want to be.
• 19:59
  Speaker 0: And, for sure not at the point where I thought this is what I wanted to be but can say with changing my lifestyle... Changing that I don't lie even so.
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  Speaker 0: Lies are sometimes easy in make situations better but to just like taking care, don't lie to others.
• 20:43
  Speaker 0: Don't lie yourself gives you a very big part of finding your inner truth within YOU.
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  Speaker 0: Sounds silly right?
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  Speaker 0: But it is really like this because all what you kind-of had in your mind and what you poison your mind with poison your heart and poison your stomach with You overcome and there is more time to really think about the important stuff, what it's in you.
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  Speaker 0: To don't listen to other opinions all of the time from people who are not even honest with themselves!
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  Speaker 0: and be proud.
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  Speaker 0: Proud that you don't did what you didn't want to do, To become a better person.
• 22:17
  Speaker 0: To overcome your inner fear, hatred anger And to enjoy the joyful moments!
• 22:32
  Speaker 0: To be proud...to say hey it's good That I did in this way.
• 22:43
  Speaker 0: Enter then.
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  Speaker 0: Be also more sensible, gives you a very good experience.
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  Speaker 0: And in between all these mind games – the stomach and the heartbeats You come to clear and wise thoughts who actually give your knowledge of what you want for yourself should look like.
• 23:27
  Speaker 0: And what is the optimum and how you can optimize it to become the optimum, then stay there?
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  Speaker 0: Believe me!
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  Speaker 0: It's so hard but worth fighting for because nothing better than speaking out your true self And the best version you can be till yet and only to come become better.
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  Speaker 0: Know how to speak about your boundaries in a way that you understand it, That your heart, mind & body understands it... ...and that people who are around you understand them also treat YOU like that way need to get hurt again, To just be as authentic as possible and feel good.
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  Speaker 0: It is so important that this all comes together And I wish you the best for your path of becoming Your true authentic self.
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  Speaker 0: Believe me!
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  Speaker 0: I started very early to stop lying.
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  Speaker 0: There was like some easy lies who do not even see as lies, because they are just appear and go.
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  Speaker 0: They have no much meaning.
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  Speaker 0: but when you're so strict that you don't let any of these lies poison your... You will find the truth within yourself!
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  Speaker 0: What bothers you on others?
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  Speaker 0: what bothers you within yourself?
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  Speaker 0: and then, You can make the experiences that change YOU for the better.
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  Speaker 0: And it's not something someone else can tell you.
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  Speaker 0: It is only within you.
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  Speaker 0: So take your time and listen.
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  Speaker 0: Take your time!
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  Speaker 0: Think about close-.
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  Speaker 0: What do I want to be?
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  Speaker 0: Authenticity means to me and why.
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  Speaker 0: Maybe you see it on others or this person seems the true authentic self, Why?
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  Speaker 0: Why I feel that Or This Person Seems Not At All Authentic?
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  Speaker 0: Why I Feel That?
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  Speaker 0: Be Open And Fine-Tune all of these You will find The Way Way more freedom than you ever had before.
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  Speaker 0: This is the start of my little series, The ASMR.
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  Speaker 0: Alphabet.
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  Speaker 0: A is now over and in the next episode You will see B so make sure to subscribe.
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  Speaker 0: And what?
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  Speaker 0: In my ASMR, I forbid the B will be and if you liked what you heard here feel invited to write a comment.
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  Speaker 0: discuss a little bit of the topic of authenticity.
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  Speaker 0: let me know What is for YOU to Be Authentic.
• 28:37
  Speaker 0: or Let Me Know What You Want To Make Better in The Future Or What You Needed To Let Behind to become more authentic.
• 28:49
  Speaker 0: And always, ALWAYS love and always try to find out what would help you...to become the authentic self that you want to be!
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  Speaker 0: The amazing thing is with love and stop lying.
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  Speaker 0: it will already vary.