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- 0:30Chapter 5. When I returned to West Egg that
- 0:33night, for a moment I feared my house was on fire.
- 0:37It was 2:00, and the entire corner of the peninsula was
- 0:41ablaze with light, casting an unreal glow on the shrubbery and
- 0:45creating thin, elongated reflections on the roadside
- 0:49wires. As I turned a corner, I realized
- 0:52it was Gatsby's house, illuminated from tower to
- 0:55cellar. At first I thought it was
- 0:58another party, a wild gathering that had turned into a game of
- 1:02hide and seek or sardines in the box with the entire house open
- 1:06to the fun. But there wasn't a sound, only
- 1:09the wind in the trees, which swayed the wires and made the
- 1:13lights flicker on and off, as if the house had winked into the
- 1:16darkness. As my taxi groaned away, I saw
- 1:20Gatsby walking toward me across his lawn.
- 1:23Your place looks like the World's Fair, I remarked.
- 1:26Does it? He glanced at it absent
- 1:29mindedly. I've been peeking into some of
- 1:31the rooms. Let's head to Coney Island, old
- 1:34sport. We can take my car, It's too
- 1:36late. Well, how about a dip in the
- 1:39pool? I haven't used it all summer.
- 1:41I need to get to bed, all right. He paused, watching me with a
- 1:46restrained eagerness. I spoke with Miss Baker.
- 1:49I'm planning to call Daisy tomorrow and invite her over for
- 1:52tea. Oh, that's fine, he replied
- 1:55nonchalantly. I don't want to inconvenience
- 1:58you. What day works for you?
- 2:00What day works for you? He quickly corrected me.
- 2:03I don't want to inconvenience you, you see.
- 2:06How about the day after tomorrow?
- 2:08He thought for a moment, then somewhat reluctantly.
- 2:12I need to get the grass cut, he said.
- 2:14We both gazed down at the grass. A distinct line marked where my
- 2:18unkempt lawn ended and his darker, meticulously maintained
- 2:23stretch began. I had a feeling he was referring
- 2:26to my grass. There's something else, he said,
- 2:30hesitantly, pausing. Would you prefer to discuss it
- 2:33in a few days? I suggested.
- 2:35Oh, it's not about that, at least.
- 2:38He stumbled over a series of false starts.
- 2:41Well, I thought, listen, old sport, you don't earn much, do
- 2:45you? Not really.
- 2:47This seemed to put him at ease, and he continued with more
- 2:50assurance. I figured you didn't.
- 2:52If you'll excuse my See, I run a little business on the side, a
- 2:56kind of side venture, you know? And I thought that since you
- 2:59don't make much, you're in the Bond business, right?
- 3:02Old sport, trying to be. Well, this might interest you.
- 3:06It wouldn't take up much of your time, and you could make a nice
- 3:09sum. It's a rather confidential
- 3:11matter. Looking back, I realized that
- 3:14under different circumstances, that conversation could have
- 3:17been a pivotal moment in my life.
- 3:20But since the offer was clearly and awkwardly for a service to
- 3:23be provided, I had no choice but to cut him off there.
- 3:27I'm really swamped. I appreciate the offer, but I
- 3:31can't take on anymore work. You wouldn't have to deal with
- 3:34Wolfsheim. He seemed to think I was
- 3:36avoiding the connection mentioned at lunch, but I
- 3:39assured him that wasn't the case.
- 3:41He lingered a moment, hoping I'd start a conversation, but I was
- 3:45too preoccupied to engage, so he reluctantly headed home.
- 3:49The evening had left me feeling giddy and content.
- 3:52I think I drifted into a deep sleep as soon as I stepped
- 3:55through my front door, so I have no idea whether Gatsby went to
- 3:59Coney Island or how long he wandered through rooms while his
- 4:03house shone brightly. The next morning, I called Daisy
- 4:06from the office and invited her over for tea.
- 4:09Don't bring Tom, I cautioned her.
- 4:12What? Don't bring Tom.
- 4:15Who is Tom? She asked, feigning innocence.
- 4:19The day we planned was drenched in rain.
- 4:22At 11:00, a man in a raincoat pulling a lawn mower knocked on
- 4:26my door and said Mr. Gatsby had sent him to cut my grass.
- 4:30This reminded me that I had neglected to tell my Finn to
- 4:33return, so I drove into West Egg Village, navigating through
- 4:37damp, whitewashed alleys to find her and to pick up some cups,
- 4:41lemons and flowers. The flowers turned out to be
- 4:44unnecessary, as at 2:00, a delivery from Gatsby's
- 4:48greenhouse arrived, overflowing with countless arrangements.
- 4:52An hour later, the front door opened with a nervous creak, and
- 4:55Gatsby entered hurriedly, dressed in a white flannel suit,
- 4:59a silver shirt, and a gold colored tie.
- 5:02His face was pale, with dark circles under his eyes,
- 5:06betraying a lack of sleep. Is everything all right?
- 5:09He asked immediately. The grass looks fine, if that's
- 5:12what you're asking. What grass?
- 5:14He asked, confused. Oh, the grass in the yard.
- 5:18He glanced out the window, but from his expression I doubted he
- 5:22saw anything at all. Looks very good, he commented
- 5:25absently. One of the papers mentioned they
- 5:28thought the rain would stop around 4.
- 5:30I think it was the journal. Do you have everything you need
- 5:33for the tea? I let him into the pantry, where
- 5:36he cast a slightly reproachful glance at the fin.
- 5:39Together we examined the dozen lemon cakes from the
- 5:42delicatessen. Will these work?
- 5:44I asked. Absolutely, absolutely.
- 5:47They're perfect, he replied, adding a hollow old sport.
- 5:52By 3:30, the rain had eased into a damp mist, with occasional
- 5:57thin drops drifting like dew. Gatsby stared vacantly at a copy
- 6:01of Clay's Economics, his attention divided between the
- 6:05finished footsteps shaking the kitchen floor and the blurred
- 6:08windows, as if unseen but unsettling events were unfolding
- 6:12outside. Eventually he stood and in a
- 6:16wavering voice announced he was heading home.
- 6:19Why is that? No ones coming for tea.
- 6:21It's too late. He glanced at his watch as
- 6:24though there was an urgent call on his time elsewhere.
- 6:27I can't wait around all day. Don't be ridiculous, it's just
- 6:30two minutes to four. He sank back into his seat
- 6:34miserably, as if I had physically pushed him down, and
- 6:37at that moment the sound of a car turning into my lane reached
- 6:41us. We both.
- 6:42Sprang up and. Feeling a bit anxious myself, I
- 6:45stepped out into the yard under the dripping bare lilac trees.
- 6:49A large open car rolled up the drive and came to a halt.
- 6:53Daisy's face emerged tilted beneath A3 cornered lavender
- 6:57hat. Her smile and ecstatic as she
- 7:00looked at me. Is this truly where you live, my
- 7:03dearest? Her voice was a wild,
- 7:06invigorating tonic in the rain, and I found myself following its
- 7:09melody up and down with my ear before her words fully
- 7:13registered. A damp strand of hair lay like a
- 7:16stroke of blue paint across her cheek, and her hand was wet with
- 7:20glistening drops as I helped her out of the car.
- 7:23Are you in love with me? She whispered close to my ear.
- 7:27Or why else did I have to come alone?
- 7:29That's the secret of Castle Rack Rent.
- 7:32Tell your chauffeur to disappear for an hour.
- 7:35Come back in an hour. Ferdie.
- 7:37Then with a serious murmur. His name is Ferdie.
- 7:41Does the gasoline bother his nose?
- 7:43I don't think so, she replied innocently.
- 7:46Why? We went inside.
- 7:48To my utter surprise, the living room was empty.
- 7:52Well, that's amusing, I said with a hint of surprise.
- 7:56What is? She turned her head just as a
- 7:58polite, measured knock sounded at the front door.
- 8:02I went to open it. There stood Gatsby, as pale as a
- 8:05ghost, his hands buried deep in his coat pockets like anchors,
- 8:10staring at me with a tragic intensity.
- 8:13Without removing his hands from his pockets, he brushed past me
- 8:16into the hallway, pivoted sharply as if on a tightrope,
- 8:20and vanished into the living room.
- 8:22It was anything but amusing. My heart pounded loudly in my
- 8:26chest as I closed the door against the relentless rain.
- 8:30For a moment, silence reigned. Then from the living room came a
- 8:34sort of choked murmur and a half formed laugh, followed by
- 8:38Daisy's voice, bright and unnaturally clear.
- 8:42I truly am delighted to see you again.
- 8:44A pause followed, stretching unbearably.
- 8:47With nothing to occupy me in the hall, I entered the room.
- 8:51Gatsby, hands still pocketed, leaned against the mantelpiece
- 8:55in a tense imitation of nonchalance, even indifference.
- 8:59His head was tilted so far back it rested against the face of an
- 9:03old Mantel clock, and from this awkward position his troubled
- 9:07eyes fixed on Daisy, who sat both frightened and poised on
- 9:12the edge of a rigid chair. We've met before.
- 9:15Gatsby muttered. His eyes flicked briefly to me
- 9:18and his lips parted in a futile attempt at laughter.
- 9:23Fortunately, the clock chose that moment to lean precariously
- 9:26under the weight of his head. He turned quickly, catching it
- 9:30with shaky fingers, and carefully set it back in its
- 9:33place. Then he sat down stiffly, his
- 9:36elbow resting on the sofa's arm, his chin propped in his hand.
- 9:40I'm sorry about the clock, he said.
- 9:43My face had turned a deep shade of red, and I couldn't summon a
- 9:47single ordinary phrase from the countless ones swirling in my
- 9:51mind. It's an old clock, I said,
- 9:53sounding foolish for a brief moment.
- 9:56We all seem to believe it had shattered on the floor.
- 10:00We haven't seen each other for many years, Daisy said, her
- 10:04voice as straightforward as ever.
- 10:06Five years this coming November. Gatsby's automatic response
- 10:10pushed us all back into an awkward silence.
- 10:13I hurriedly suggested they join me in the kitchen to make tea
- 10:17just as the demonic fin appeared with a tray.
- 10:21In the welcome chaos of cups and cakes, a certain physical
- 10:25decency took hold. Gatsby retreated into the
- 10:28shadows, watching Daisy and me with tense, unhappy eyes as we
- 10:32talked. But since calmness wasn't the
- 10:35goal, I seized the first opportunity to make an excuse
- 10:38and stood up. Where are you headed?
- 10:41Gatsby asked, his voice tinged with immediate concern.
- 10:45I'll be back soon. I need to talk to you before you
- 10:48leave. He trailed me anxiously into the
- 10:51kitchen, shut the door, and whispered Oh God, with a deep
- 10:55sense of despair. What's wrong?
- 10:58This is a huge mistake, he said, shaking his head repeatedly.
- 11:02A huge, huge mistake. You're just feeling awkward,
- 11:06that's all, I reassured him, adding Daisy feels awkward too.
- 11:10She's embarrassed. He echoed, disbelief in his
- 11:14voice. Just as much as you are.
- 11:16Keep your voice down. You're.
- 11:18Behaving like a child, I snapped, losing patience.
- 11:21And you're being rude, Daisy, sitting in there all by herself.
- 11:26He lifted his hand to silence me, his eyes filled with
- 11:29unforgettable reproach, and cautiously opened the door to
- 11:32return to the other room. I exited through the back, just
- 11:37as Gatsby had done during his nervous pacing half an hour
- 11:40earlier, and dashed toward a massive black tree, it's dense
- 11:44leaves forming A canopy against the rain.
- 11:47The downpour continued and my uneven lawn, meticulously
- 11:51trimmed by Gatsby's gardener, was dotted with small muddy
- 11:54patches and ancient marshes. There was nothing to see from
- 11:58beneath the tree except Gatsby's vast house, so I stared at it,
- 12:02much like Can't contemplating his church steeple for a full
- 12:06half hour. A Brewer had constructed it
- 12:09during the height of the period craze about 10 years prior, and
- 12:13there was a tale that he promised to cover five years
- 12:16worth of taxes for all the nearby cottages if the owners
- 12:20agreed to have their roofs thatched with straw.
- 12:23Perhaps their refusal drained the enthusiasm from his ambition
- 12:26to establish a family legacy. He quickly fell into decline.
- 12:30His children sold the house with the black mourning wreath still
- 12:33hanging on the door. Americans, though willing, even
- 12:37eager to embrace a servile role, have always resisted being
- 12:41reduced to mere peasants. After half an hour the sun
- 12:46reemerged and the grocer's car pulled up, Gatsby's Dr.
- 12:49delivering the ingredients for his servants dinner.
- 12:52I was sure he wouldn't touch a bite.
- 12:54A maid began opening the upper windows of his house, appearing
- 12:58briefly in each one, and from the large central Bay she leaned
- 13:02out and spat thoughtfully into the garden.
- 13:05It was time for me to return while the rain persisted.
- 13:08It had seemed like the murmur of their voices, occasionally
- 13:11rising and swelling with bursts of emotion, but in the newfound
- 13:15silence I sensed that quiet had settled inside the house as
- 13:19well. I entered after making every
- 13:23conceivable noise in the kitchen, stopping short of
- 13:26toppling the stove, but I doubt they heard a thing.
- 13:29They sat at opposite ends of the couch, gazing at each other as
- 13:33if a question had been posed or lingered in the air, with all
- 13:37traces of awkwardness vanished. Daisy's face was streaked with
- 13:41tears, and when I walked in, she sprang up and began dabbing at
- 13:45it with her handkerchief in front of a mirror.
- 13:47But there was something about Gatsby that was utterly
- 13:50bewildering. He seemed to radiate light
- 13:53without uttering a word or making any triumphant gesture.
- 13:57A new found vitality emanated from him, filling the small room
- 14:01with its presence. Oh, hello, old sport.
- 14:04He greeted me as though we hadn't crossed paths in years.
- 14:08For a moment I thought he might reach out to shake my hand.
- 14:12The rain stopped. Has it?
- 14:14When he grasped what I meant, noticing the playful glimmers of
- 14:17sunlight now dancing in the room, he smiled with the
- 14:20satisfaction of a weatherman, like a delighted admirer of the
- 14:24returning sun. And.
- 14:25Shared the news. With Daisy.
- 14:27What do you think of that? The rain stopped.
- 14:30I'm glad, Jay. Her voice.
- 14:32Rich, with a poignant, sorrowful beauty, conveyed only her
- 14:36unexpected happiness. I want you and Daisy to come
- 14:39over to my house. I'd like.
- 14:41To show her around. You're sure you want me to come?
- 14:45Absolutely Old sport. Daisy went.
- 14:47Upstairs to freshen up Too late, I realized with embarrassment,
- 14:51thinking of my towels while Gatsby and I waited on the lawn.
- 14:55My house looks good, doesn't it? Look at how the entire facade
- 14:59catches the light. I agreed.
- 15:01It was magnificent, yes. His gaze swept over every arch
- 15:06and tower. It took me just three years to
- 15:08earn the money. To buy it.
- 15:10I thought you inherited your wealth.
- 15:12I did, old sport. But I lost most of it during the
- 15:16big panic, the war panic. He doubtless wasn't fully aware
- 15:19of his words, for when I asked about his line of work, he said
- 15:23that's my business, before realizing it wasn't the right
- 15:26response. Oh, I've been involved in
- 15:29various ventures, he corrected himself.
- 15:31I was in pharmaceuticals, then oil, but I'm no longer in
- 15:35either. He looked at me more intently.
- 15:38Have you been considering what I suggested the other night?
- 15:42Before I could respond, Daisy emerged from the house, the
- 15:45brass buttons on her dress shining in the sunlight.
- 15:48That enormous place, she exclaimed, pointing.
- 15:52Do you like it? I love it, but I can't imagine
- 15:56how you live there all by yourself.
- 15:58I always fill it with fascinating people day and
- 16:01night, people who do remarkable things.
- 16:04Famous people. Instead of taking the shortcut
- 16:07along the sound, we went down to the road and entered through the
- 16:10grand side gate. With delightful murmurs.
- 16:13Daisy admired this or that feature of the castle like
- 16:17silhouette against the sky, praised the gardens, the
- 16:20sparkling scent of Junkwills, the frothy fragrance of
- 16:23Hawthorne and plum blossoms, and the pale gold aroma of Kiss Me
- 16:27at the Gate. It was odd to reach the marble
- 16:30steps and find no flurry of bright dresses moving in and out
- 16:34of the door and hear nothing but the voices of birds in the trees
- 16:38inside. As we wandered through rooms
- 16:40styled after Marie Antoinette and Restoration salons, I felt
- 16:45as though guests were hidden behind every couch and table,
- 16:48instructed to remain breathlessly silent until we had
- 16:51passed. As Gatsby closed the door of the
- 16:54Merton College library, I could have sworn I heard the Allied
- 16:58man burst into ghostly laughter. We went upstairs through period
- 17:03bedrooms draped in rose and lavender silk and vibrant with
- 17:07fresh flowers, through dressing rooms, pool rooms and bathrooms
- 17:11with sunken baths intruding into one room where a disheveled man
- 17:15in pajamas was doing liver exercises on the floor.
- 17:19It was Mr. Clipspringer, the border.
- 17:22I had seen him wandering hungrily along the beach that
- 17:24morning. Finally we reached Gatsby's own
- 17:27apt, a bedroom and a bath and an Adam's study, where we sat down
- 17:32and drank a glass of chartreuse he retrieved from a cupboard in
- 17:35the wall. He hadn't stopped gazing at
- 17:38Daisy, and I believe he reassessed everything in his
- 17:41home based on the reaction it elicited from her cherished
- 17:44eyes. At times, he looked around at
- 17:47his belongings with a bewildered expression, as if in her
- 17:51astonishing presence. None of it felt real anymore.
- 17:54Once, he almost stumbled down a flight of stairs.
- 17:58His bedroom was the simplest of all the rooms except for the
- 18:01dresser, adorned with a set of toiletries made from pure, muted
- 18:05gold. Daisy picked up the brush with
- 18:07delight and smoothed her hair, prompting Gatsby to sit down,
- 18:11cover his eyes and start laughing.
- 18:14It's the funniest thing, old sport.
- 18:16He said with a burst of laughter.
- 18:18I can't when I try to. He had visibly transitioned
- 18:22through two emotional States and was entering 1/3.
- 18:26After his initial embarrassment and irrational joy, he was now
- 18:30filled with awe at her presence. He had been consumed by the idea
- 18:34for so long, dreaming it through to the very end, waiting with a
- 18:38kind of fierce intensity. Now, in the aftermath, he was
- 18:42unwinding like an over wound clock, regaining his composure
- 18:47in a moment. He opened two large patent
- 18:49cabinets for us, revealing his collection of suits, dressing
- 18:53gowns and ties with shirts stacked like bricks a dozen
- 18:57high. I've got a man in England who
- 18:59buys my clothes. He sends over a selection at the
- 19:02start of each season, spring and fall.
- 19:05He pulled out a stack of shirts and began tossing them before
- 19:08US1 by one. Shirts of delicate linen,
- 19:11luxurious silk, and fine flannel.
- 19:14As they fell, they lost their creases and spread across the
- 19:17table in a vibrant, chaotic array.
- 19:20While we admired them, he continued to bring more, and the
- 19:23soft, opulent pile grew higher. Shirts adorned with stripes,
- 19:27scrolls, and plaids, and shades of coral, apple green, lavender,
- 19:32and pale orange, each marked with monograms in deep indigo.
- 19:37Suddenly, Daisy buried her face in the shirts and began to cry
- 19:41uncontrollably. There's such beautiful shirts,
- 19:45She sobbed, her voice muffled by the thick fabric.
- 19:48It makes me sad because I've never seen such such beautiful
- 19:52shirts before. After the house, we were
- 19:55supposed to explore the grounds, the swimming pool, the
- 19:58hydroplane and the Midsummer flowers.
- 20:01But outside Gatsby's window, the rain started again.
- 20:04So we stood in a line, gazing at the rippled surface of the
- 20:07sound. If it weren't for the mist, we
- 20:10could see your home across the Bay.
- 20:12You always have a green light that burns all night at the end
- 20:15of your dock. Suddenly, Daisy linked her arm
- 20:18with his, but he seemed lost in his own words.
- 20:22Perhaps, he realized, the immense significance of that
- 20:25light had now disappeared forever.
- 20:27Compared to the vast distance that had once separated him from
- 20:31Daisy, it had seemed so close to her, almost within reach.
- 20:35It had once seemed as close. As a *.
- 20:37To the moon. Now it was just a green light on
- 20:41a dock again. His collection of magical
- 20:43objects had dwindled by 1. I began to wander around the
- 20:48room, inspecting various indistinct items in the dim
- 20:51light. A large photograph.
- 20:53Of an elderly man in a yachting outfit caught my attention
- 20:57hanging on the wall above his desk.
- 21:00Who's this, that that's? Mr. Dan Cody, Old.
- 21:04Sport the name Reyna Faint. Bell.
- 21:07He's. Passed away now.
- 21:08He was my. Closest friend years ago.
- 21:12There was a small. Picture of Gatsby, also in a
- 21:14yachting outfit on the Bureau. Gatsby with his head thrown.
- 21:18Back defiantly, apparently taken when he was about 18.
- 21:23I love it, Daisy exclaimed. The pompadour.
- 21:26You never told me you had a pompadour or a.
- 21:29Yacht, look at this, Gatsby said quickly.
- 21:32Here's a bunch of. Clippings about you.
- 21:35They stood side by side, examining it.
- 21:38I was. About to ask to.
- 21:39See the rubies. When the phone rang and Gatsby.
- 21:41Picked up the receiver. Yes, well, I can't talk right
- 21:45now. I can't talk now, my friend.
- 21:48I mentioned a small town. Surely he knows what a small
- 21:52town is. Well, he's no help to us if he
- 21:55thinks Detroit qualifies as one. He hung up the phone.
- 21:59Come here quickly. Daisy called from the window.
- 22:02The rain continued to fall, but the darkness had broken in the
- 22:06West, revealing a pink and golden.
- 22:08Swirl of clouds. Above the sea.
- 22:11Look at that, she whispered. And after a pause added, I'd
- 22:15love to take one of those pink clouds, put you in it and push
- 22:19you around. I attempted to leave then, but
- 22:22they wouldn't allow it. Perhaps my presence made them
- 22:25feel more contentedly alone. I know what we'll do.
- 22:29We'll have clips. Bringer play the piano.
- 22:32He left the room calling Ewing and returned shortly with an
- 22:36awkward, slightly disheveled young man wearing shell rimmed
- 22:40glasses and sparse blonde hair. He was now dressed respectably
- 22:44in a sports shirt. Open.
- 22:46At the neck. Sneakers and duck trousers of an
- 22:49indeterminate color. Did we interrupt your workout?
- 22:53Daisy asked politely. I was asleep.
- 22:56Mr. Clipspringer exclaimed, caught in a wave of
- 22:59embarrassment. I had been asleep, but then I
- 23:02woke up. Clipspringer plays the piano?
- 23:05Gatsby interjected, cutting him off.
- 23:07Isn't that right, Ewing? Old sport.
- 23:10I'm not much of A player. I barely play at all.
- 23:13I'm really out of. We'll head downstairs, Gatsby
- 23:17interrupted again. He flipped a switch and the Gray
- 23:20windows vanished as the house burst into light.
- 23:23In the music room, Gatsby turned on a single lamp beside the
- 23:27piano. He lit gazy cigarette with a
- 23:30trembling match and settled with her on a couch far across the
- 23:34room, where the only light came from the gleaming floor,
- 23:37reflecting the glow from the hall.
- 23:40After Clipspringer played the Love Nest, he turned on the
- 23:43bench, searching unhappily for Gatsby in the dimness.
- 23:47I'm really out of practice, you know.
- 23:49I told you I couldn't play. I'm all out of practice.
- 23:53Don't talk so much old sport, Gatsby commanded.
- 23:57Just play in the morning. In the evening.
- 24:00Ain't we got fun? Outside, the wind howled and a
- 24:04faint rumble of Thunder echoed along the sound.
- 24:07Lights were flickering on throughout West Egg.
- 24:10Electric trains carrying men were rushing home through the
- 24:14rain from New York. It was a time of deep human
- 24:17transformation, and excitement was thick in the air.
- 24:22One thing is certain. And nothing is more.
- 24:24Certain the rich keep getting richer, while the poor keep
- 24:27having children. Meanwhile, in the space between,
- 24:31as I approached to say goodbye, I noticed a look of confusion
- 24:35had returned to Gatsby's face, as if a subtle doubt had crept
- 24:39in about the nature of his current happiness.
- 24:42Almost five years had passed. Surely, even that afternoon,
- 24:46there were moments when Daisy fell short of his dreams, not by
- 24:50any fault of her own, but because of the immense vitality
- 24:54of his illusion. It had surpassed her.
- 24:57Surpassed. Everything he had invested
- 25:00himself with it a fervent creativity, constantly
- 25:03embellishing it with every bright detail that came his way.
- 25:07No amount of reality or novelty can compete with what a man and
- 25:11can hoard in his ethereal heart. As I observed him, he seemed to
- 25:16adjust himself slightly, visibly.
- 25:19His hand clasped hers, and as she whispered something softly
- 25:23in his ear, he turned to her with a surge of emotion.
- 25:26I believe it was her voice that captivated him most with its
- 25:30shifting, feverish warmth. Because it was beyond the reach
- 25:34of dreams. That voice was an eternal
- 25:37melody. They had forgotten my presence.
- 25:39But Daisy glanced up and extended her hand.
- 25:42Gatsby no longer recognized me at all.
- 25:45I looked at them once more and they returned, my gaze distantly
- 25:49consumed by an intense vitality. Then I left the room, descended
- 25:55the marble steps into the rain, leaving them there together.
- 25:59And that brings us to the close of Chapter 5 of The Great Gatsby
- 26:03by F Scott Fitzgerald. Five years of longing and it
- 26:08came down to an awkward afternoon in a living room, a
- 26:11ticking clock nearly falling off a mantelpiece, and a man who
- 26:15couldn't stop shaking. We watched Gatsby fall apart and
- 26:19put himself back together in the span of an hour.
- 26:23We saw the green light lose its magic the moment it was no
- 26:27longer something to reach for. And we watched Daisy bury her
- 26:31face in a pile of beautiful shirts and weep, not because she
- 26:35was sad, but because after all this time, it was real.
- 26:40But there's a line that stays with you.
- 26:42Gatsby had dreamed of this moment so completely for so long
- 26:47that the real thing could never quite match what he had built in
- 26:51his mind. The dream was always going to be
- 26:54more perfect than the woman. And somewhere in that gap
- 26:58between the dream and the reality, the tragedy of this
- 27:01story is already quietly beginning.
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