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59. How I Healed My PTSD In 15 Minutes · Power Talk with Katelin Power

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  [SPEAKER_00]: Welcome to Power Talk with Caitlyn Power.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm Caitlyn, a certified clinical hypnotherapist who helps you clear out the BS of conscious beliefs that have been keeping you from reaching your goals.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I show you how to upgrade your identity into the most confident, the filled you that you were always meant to be.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So if you're ready to stop playing small and joint transformative conversations around mindset, manifestation, business, wellness, and here from the eighth girls that are out there living their dream lives, I'm so excited to have you here.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Let's get started.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Well, welcome back to Power Talk.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I have big, big news for you.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: If you are not a part of our email fam or if my emails have been going to spam because I updated my email address to Caitlyn at Caitlyn Power and we need to report not spam on those in the spam folder if you can go in right now and do that for me that would be amazing to make sure that you are the first to know when big news like this lands and there's always email fam only special offers that I never talk about on social media
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  [SPEAKER_00]: that happen every year.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So it's always a good idea to stick around in the emails and I only send them when I have something special to share.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I want to take a quick moment before I get to the big news to acknowledge my scratchy voice that is scratchier than normal.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I apologize and finishing up filming for what I'm about to speak about.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And that has put an extra strain.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm trying to do vocal rest as much as possible.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: But I obviously for one-on-one sessions and speaking
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  [SPEAKER_00]: and now I'm filming when I'm not doing sessions.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So it's a lot of speaking in my voice is hanging in there.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: As I'm in the final stretches of completing this course, which brings us to our big, big news, fountain of youth is officially open for enrollment and it's in pre-sale, which means you are early in the early bird, always catches the worm.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So you get a pre-sale bonus called,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: trauma rinse trauma rinse is the exact brain recoding process.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I use to heal my recently surface PTSD in cumulatively 15 minutes, which it shocked me.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I really trust my intuition when I pull tools, but sometimes things seem so easy that you, you kind of, the human goes, it can't be that easy with something as powerful as PTSD.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: where I didn't know I had this.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I had this aching in my brain.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It felt like there was a wound in my brain the same way when you hurt one of your body parts.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: My brain was always aching and felt like it was being re-indered all the time as I used my brain, which obviously we're using our brain all the time.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So the only time my brain wasn't aching for months was when I was sleeping.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I was so confused as to what was going on.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: hurt to even look into it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I thought I had nerve damage from the group attacks, which I'll get into this more in the course, where basically my mental reflections, which reflections if you're unclear of.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We also get into in the course and mine reflecting in mental for a lot of them not all of them and one of them was me feeling like I can't I can't do this and it was for tasks that I normally would have done easily or.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: activities that I usually love and have so much fun doing, or I don't even think about because it's easy and normal and natural, and it took what I, when I was under the attack situation, which we won't do much in here, but it took that feeling from about a two to a nine.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And that feeling then my nervous system picked up on and thought, okay, now we can't do this and we can't do this and we can't do this, which if you've experienced anxiety before you might be familiar with this where it starts to feel like
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  [SPEAKER_00]: you are bracing yourself for more anxiety all the time.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And your brain is scanning for threats going, okay, well, that possibly could also make her anxious.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And that also could potentially be a danger.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So let's make her really anxious so that she doesn't do that thing.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I started experiencing anxiousness in a level that I had never experienced before.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The closest was when I was 17 when I first started,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: having panic attacks, and I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, which some of you probably have heard me talk about this for, and it's something I don't identify with at all anymore.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I really, really strongly suggest if you ever are diagnosed with something or someone tells you something about yourself.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: that you don't take that on as a part of you.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It's really important and it's a little difficult for me because I need to speak to the people that I can help.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So I often have to market in a way of speaking to the person I'm going to help most that does feel like they have an anxiety disorder where does feel like they are depressed or does feel like they have PTSD that they've never been able to recover from.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I, in my day to day have to kind of put extra because when I'm working in talking to that person, I have to talk to them in words that they would resonate with because if they don't understand that I have felt that way that I did identify that I walked around for years telling people I had an anxiety disorder obviously not broadcasting that, but meaning with people that were close to me and it wasn't something I was ashamed with because I realized that if I had shame around something.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That's creating more resistance and resistance persists, what you resist persists.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So I intuited early on before I had trained my intuition to be scientifically precise.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: that having shame around something and wanting to hide it is the worst thing, especially for something like anxiousness where it gains more momentum if you try to push it down.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So it was something that people around me knew about, which I'm so grateful for and which ended up bringing me onto this path, which was always supposed to happen, of course, in part of my soul path.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: because when my friends later on in life started experiencing anxiousness or panic attacks, they called me, I can't even tell you, I can count more than on one hand of how many friends and family members have called me.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Either one time I had someone sitting in the parking lot of the emergency room, deciding if they should go in or not, I've had people be thinking, should I go to the hospital because they were having panic attacks that they had never experienced those sensations before, which if you have,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: you understand that it is unlike you might hear of anxiousness and when I before I had panic attacks I would hear of someone saying anxiety but you never really understand what that is it's different to be like oh I'm kind of anxious about this and another thing to actually feel like you are dying really is how it feels.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And it's all of your, all of your alarm bells and your body going on going, we're not okay.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We're not safe.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We're in danger.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We're in danger.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We're not okay.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And everything is screaming to you that you've got to get out.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You've got to do something.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And you don't really know what to do.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Unless you have tools that you are armed with that you can immediately divert to, which is what I'm really teaching in fountain of youth is when your fight or fight.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: your nervous system goes into that survival mode that all the warning bells are going off that we are actually able to bring that down so that you can actually think clearly and then come up with the absolute best solution for you in that moment, meaning you have the tools to then if it's not an actual danger situation, you actually can then get
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  [SPEAKER_00]: your nervous system, how do the fighter fight?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And back into your parasympathetic nervous system instead of your sympathetic nervous system, which is going, we gotta go, we gotta go, we gotta go, when you're back in your parasympathetic nervous system, then we can relax.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: By the way, if this is something that when I was learning about this years ago, what really helps me is the song from Coldplay called Paradise, where it's paraphera, paraphera, dyes excuse my singing, but that helps me remember if you're in paradise,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Obviously, you're not going to be in fighter fighter freeze run run run go go go fight get out of there.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We're in dangerous survival.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So parasympathetic reminds me paradise of that song, parasympathetic nervous system is going to be the one that you're.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: at ease and calm in your system and then sympathetic is the opposite of your survival.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So if you wanted to learn and kind of have one of those learning hacks and steal my learning hack for that one, please take it and that way we kind of know what scientifically is going on with our system when that's happening.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So, what I'm teaching, I actually intuitive a process called the Energetic Zany, which if you put the pieces together, what that would mean, it's a drug-free alternative to being able to bring that down in the moment and switch from sympathetic, independent, sympathetic.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And it works for me every single time.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: If you're someone that might have panic attacks or feel a high level of nervousness and
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  [SPEAKER_00]: in a situation that maybe has kind of become a trigger for you where it's not logical for the logical brain, but you're not in logic.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You can't even access your logic when you are in that sympathetic nervous system.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That fighter fighter freeze response, you're not accessing logic because you're now in our primal animalistic state of survival and you don't have that direct access to your genius that you normally do when you're in your parasympathetic nervous system.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You know, para, para, paradise, when you're feeling yourself, you're feeling like the genius you are, that is when you're in your parasympathetic nervous system, you have the access to logic to genius or intuition and all the things.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So I've been able to help a lot of friends and family over the years because they didn't know anyone else that
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  [SPEAKER_00]: had anxiety and they knew Caitlyn did and I was the first call to help them through those first parts, which if you have experienced it, the first part of it being new where you've never experienced this for it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That's the hardest part because it's unfamiliar to your subconscious, your subconscious hates anything that's unfamiliar.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Obviously, you physiologically feel like something
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  [SPEAKER_00]: all of your alarm system bells are going off going off your amygdala is activated.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That is the what is responsible for your fighter flight, which our amygdala is our life savers.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We don't want to villainize the amygdala.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That is what actually gets us out of danger.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That's when, you know, we've all had things that we've been able to sidestep and handle like superwoman where maybe we jumped out of the way really quick and something was falling down or we were able to
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  [SPEAKER_00]: get out of the lane where a car was doing something wild where the migdola was showing us getting us in that fighter flight, which allowed us again to get to safety fast.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So we want to recognize and honor them migdola, but we also want to
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Recode different situations, events, circumstances, that the Abdullah has now coded as a potential danger, that switches that switch on to fighter fighter freeze, to that sympathetic nervous system of going, go, go, run, run, bite with your mouth.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We're all the blood is rushing to your mouth, to your legs, to run, to your hands, to fight, to punch, to get out of there, which is not helpful for your first state that you're on,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: and to be able to carry a conversation and all the sudden your brain goes completely blank like it's as if a whiteboard someone just wiped away every single thing you were about to say, what you wanted to ask them to get to know them, your charming wit and banter.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It's gone.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We don't know her.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We don't know where she went.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We want to
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  [SPEAKER_00]: doing the most, and it's incredible of how it is able to keep us safe in this way, but we also now get to give it new instructions of, no, I want to be in my parasympathetic nervous system.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I want to feel confident, and the it-girl on my date, or in my job interview, or walking into ask my boss for promotion, or being in a social situation where there's a crowd,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: and your nervous system is kicking off and you want to go, no, I want to enjoy this.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I paid a lot of money for this concert ticket and I would like to enjoy it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We get to do that and that's what we're doing in Mountain of Youth and I'm going to give you the first pieces today.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The episode before this number 58, I would consider a prerequisite for Mountain of Youth so I would highly suggest
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  [SPEAKER_00]: listening to that one.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: This episode, I feel is really laying some beginning pieces for what is taught in Fountain of Youth as well and helping you understand what trauma rinse is and if you wanted to take advantage of trauma rinse being included for free with sign up for Fountain of Youth presale right now until March 3rd.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: After March 3rd, you will see it will be an ad on that you can purchase
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Like I mentioned, I would have paid at least $3,000 to have trauma runs when my brain felt like an aching wound every day of my life consistently, feeling like I can't I can't I don't know if I can do that I don't know if I'm people doing that I don't know if I'm going to be able to handle that situation I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this I had that mental and emotional pain because I am someone that does so many things and I do many things really well and I love traveling and I love going to concerts and I love
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  [SPEAKER_00]: going to restaurants and socializing with friends and family.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I love doing so many things that all of a sudden felt like I was limited.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And we're now a potential danger to my nervous system because of what was going on, which again, my whole story is in fountain of youth.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And it's because it's so layered.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I need extra time with you to properly explain it because it's
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  [SPEAKER_00]: something that needs to be discussed, what the difference between anxiety and intuition is, and if there's a difference, if there's sometimes inter-twined, and for me they were, it's not a clear cut answer of if the reason you would be anxious, has something to do with intuition, it's not a clear cut, yes, or a clear cut, no, and it's something that's more complex, but I need more time to spend with you and let you know, and
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  [SPEAKER_00]: your mirror neurons will understand based on my story of what happened and what's really really cool about all the fountain of youth is that you don't have to go through the high high levels of challenge that I went through going through all these things, all these mental reflections that I had it also had body reflections, a lot of my reflections had reflections and a lot of it at the same time.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: you don't have to go through all of that to get the gold that I got from that.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I did that for us.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And so now, I mean, obviously it was for me too, but so now all that pain and mental torture that I was under at times were able to get under the hood of what these reflections are, which my higher self knew I was creating this course.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: My higher self knows your higher self knows who's going to be in the course.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: knows what is going to be the absolute best for the court.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So, of course, I was getting life upgrades flying forward on my soul path and getting the slow growth I needed the upgrades expanding me for more wealth, expanding me for being able to hold more goals in my vocationary of life.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: and more love and more intimacy and more all the things that I am creating as all of us get to as the equal creators where we get to hand-pick what's in our fields which then is, it has to have to play out in our physical reality.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: but we often need to get this all-growth in the right ingredients under it in order to match to those things.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Not often we always need to do that to match those things, but sometimes in era of high challenge is required in order to get those ingredients to get that gold.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: What came out of all this for me and for everyone inside of Fountain of Youth are the most epic youth ingredients.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The energetics and the source of emotion process, which is my absolute go to now so that I don't have a bunch of stored emotions that I never knew was there that were basically like lighter fuse for me to have panic attacks so now when I don't have the gasoline thrown all over me.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: When I go into a situation that my amygdala has coded as a potential danger situation, and even if it does strike the match and make me start going into my sympathetic nervous system, there's not lighter fluid all over gasoline all over.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: we're now we're a kaboom.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Now I have a way better scenario of the potential scenarios, and then I also have my energy at examy there to then bring me back down into my calm, into my body, and out of my brain that was going on a runaway train over thinking every single thing.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: and going into we're in danger.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Are we okay?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: What's going on instead of just enjoying where I'm at enjoying the experience of being in my body?
• 17:19
  [SPEAKER_00]: If you want to get the absolute most out of fountain of youth, I would recommend listening to that episode before this.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: This episode as well to get some of that groundwork laid and to have clarity on if you want to grab trauma runs.
• 17:30
  [SPEAKER_00]: either if it's an add-on when you're listening to this or if you wanted to grab the pre-sale before it becomes an add-on and then absolutely the youth boost masterclass is the prerequisite to found one of you.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: This new masterclass is two hours long of youth gold.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I give you the four ingredients of aging so you can unmatch to them starting today and then I
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  [SPEAKER_00]: collagen.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I've never had this many people in a master class before.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I am mind blown.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I am thrilled.
• 18:08
  [SPEAKER_00]: I am loving hearing your reactions to the master class.
• 18:12
  [SPEAKER_00]: I think every single person I talked to was kind of shocked, showcased.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: about how much gold is in that masterclass for such an accessible price point.
• 18:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: And that's really what I wanted to do was go above and beyond.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And let you know, I've got you.
• 18:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: You are safe to invest in yourself if you're a pole too, if higher self is pulling you towards that.
• 18:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: you're thinking about as Fountain of Youth for me is it's the right time.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I want you to know that I've got you.
• 18:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm not someone who does fluff.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We're not a fluffy situation over here in the April multiverse and I want you to feel safe knowing that I gave everything in more into Fountain of Youth every challenge and obstacle I went through over these last several months of going through the highest level of anxiety that's most severe.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: panic attacks, the six days of depression.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I also experienced the entire self said, oh, we weren't going to talk about this in the program.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We'll throw this in here.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And then also PTSD that I had never experienced before.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Let's also throw this in here.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So that's really what trauma rinse is.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Is exactly how.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I cleared the PTSD that recently surfaced for me in 15 minutes.
• 19:25
  [SPEAKER_00]: I obviously was doing all the work testing everything inside of Fountain of Youth for months and it was really seeing progress in these things, but then I kept coming up against this wound that appeared.
• 19:35
  [SPEAKER_00]: It didn't appear right away.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It surfaced.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I'm so, so happy it surfaced.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I had no idea it was there.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: they were from four different memories I'd PTSD from my past.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Most of them were from a decade ago.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: One of the other ones was a handful of years ago and with my intuition I was able to pinpoint exactly what memories those were and what I'm doing inside a trauma rinse is even if you don't have intuition which is impossible everyone has intuition.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I am teaching you how to have your intuition guide you to exactly the memories you need to
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Rewire, not you need to, you get to, rewire and recode retraining the brain.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: What I found is with all the work that I've done on myself and the really cool healings I've done on my timeline and all the things I've done, what was left with this and why it surfaced like that was these are the last pieces for me, which is really, really cool of
• 20:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: anything that was holding me back from my path that was coming into my present because what was happening was all the gorgeousness I was doing in Fountain of Youth and these potent, potent youth ingredients which most of them are anti anxiety anti stress ingredients as well and you'll understand and see that when you're in the course of why they are double-edged if you
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  [SPEAKER_00]: two gorgeous castles you're building at once with one ingredient.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Let's go that way.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So with these, the thing that I was coming up against with the brain wound was as I was implementing some of these ingredients, my brain was going, okay, we're starting to believe this.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Every day it was programming these, but then I was hitting up against that brain wound of going, I can't, no, I can't.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: No, and what was happening with that is those PTSD memories were in opposition to what I was programming in.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So they were saying these are the exception to what you are programming in of what you're creating.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That might be true now of what you're creating, but we're hitting up against these four pieces of evidence.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: These traumatic events that occurred that you have this trauma in which what you're creating isn't true.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It's proving that that's not true of what I want to create.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Okay, it might be true in all these instances, but these four,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It wasn't these four are exceptions to your rule.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And what we get to do as a equal creator is create the rules of our life.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And that's what we get to do with restoring our youth.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: We get to go the new rule of my life and my physical reality is youth.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: in the youth that we're intending always in the Igromal universe is getting hotter, richer and having more fun every day.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Happy or confident and powered in your body, which obviously includes your mind and as you know, we do all areas of life here now.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So being the Igromal every area of financial and your career,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: in your social area life, all of it, all of it, all of it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So these four PTSD were in my brain.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I actually had brain scarring, which I didn't know about until my intuition picked it up and said, Caitlyn, here, here, here, here, here, here, which to the human eye would have looked like anxiety.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It would have looked like me going, I can't, I can't, I can't, I'm anxious about doing this, I can't.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Any normal person, if you will.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: not to say I'm abnormal, but any person would go, that's anxiety.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: But intuitively, if you actually look in and check, that is my intuition picking up going Caitlin, here you have PTSD, honey, you have PTSD heal this and the whole world is open to you.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I get chills thinking about it now.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm so grateful to actually feel like a cry, but I'm so grateful for this surfacing.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, it's, if anything, I wish it would have happened sooner, but I know higher self as perfect timing.
• 23:25
  [SPEAKER_00]: And to finally heal from these things that I didn't know because I am that person that pushes through, I'm such a driven person when it comes to the things I want to create in my life, but I'm also someone that doesn't like to wallow and things.
• 23:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: And there's a difference that I've been, my medicine has been,
• 23:42
  [SPEAKER_00]: This isn't you wallowing, taking time, which often is just a few minutes with the source of emotion process.
• 23:49
  [SPEAKER_00]: I can be done with it and have completely honored myself, put myself first, and let myself process in the most source aligned way.
• 23:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: I channel the source of emotion process from source.
• 24:02
  [SPEAKER_00]: And depending on how many emotions I'm pulling up and moving through, it can take me in as little as five minutes.
• 24:09
  [SPEAKER_00]: It depends on how frequently I'm doing something.
• 24:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: I usually do it three times a week.
• 24:14
  [SPEAKER_00]: And typically it's anywhere between five, 15 minutes.
• 24:17
  [SPEAKER_00]: I would say max for me.
• 24:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: But the average I would say is between five and 10, which is nothing.
• 24:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's nothing.
• 24:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I love to do it while I'm having time outside in the sunshine that I would do anyway.
• 24:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: and be doing, again, so the two birds example again, I need a better phrase to castles except before two castles I'm building at the same time.
• 24:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: We really need to come up with a better saying whoever came up with the two birds and the one other thing is I'm not sure why why do you do that.
• 24:49
  [SPEAKER_00]: So we're going to come up with something better for the next time.
• 24:52
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm going to
• 24:53
  [SPEAKER_00]: I used to be the push through push through and I'm really, really working on that of not being someone who pushes through and there's a balance just like everything as we know everything the universal balance everything is supposed to be in balance.
• 25:07
  [SPEAKER_00]: So there is on one pendulum swing someone who pushes through pushes through pushes through and doesn't take the time to honor the motions and take the time to honor what is under those emotions of what.
• 25:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: The goal there is, where's the message, where's the limitation, where's the belief system that is building that's limiting from based on what made me feel the emotions, why you felt maybe anger or frustration, irritation, impatience, discouragement,
• 25:35
  [SPEAKER_00]: resentment, disappointment.
• 25:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: There's so many things that we can feel and emotions aren't as basic as we make them be like a lot of us just go like I feel good or I feel bad or I feel sad or mad and there's just so much more nuance to the emotion which I found is really beautiful because it just tells me intuitively what's going on right under it.
• 25:55
  [SPEAKER_00]: If I'm having that emotion okay why did I feel that way and then where can I pinpoint okay I felt
• 26:01
  [SPEAKER_00]: angry because I felt like I was not being heard.
• 26:05
  [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, I'm limiting myself because I feel like I'm not hearing myself.
• 26:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm creating limitations in my life because I feel like I'm not being heard, which now is going to create limitations in my field of other people not hearing me.
• 26:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: This one indicator of someone not hearing me is showing me the limitation right as it starts.
• 26:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: So I can go, ooh, I don't want to do that.
• 26:26
  [SPEAKER_00]: And then actually process through that motion,
• 26:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: and then we're able to actually move it out of the body which is really cool and I have this really cool process where you're basically giving it to source in a way so I can't wait to teach you that because it's my new favorite thing.
• 26:44
  [SPEAKER_00]: The problem I was having is I was pushing through pushing through so I had these gorgeous emotion tools.
• 26:51
  [SPEAKER_00]: They best of the best but I didn't realize I was having the emotion.
• 26:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: They were stored because I'm someone that pushes through.
• 26:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: So I wasn't even They weren't notifying me in the way if I didn't even feel that like I had no idea I had all that pent up in my body.
• 27:07
  [SPEAKER_00]: So this process actually makes me Then into it and I teach you how to do that of how to Figure out what's actually being stored in your body that throughout your day you might and this was me I was going I had the best day ever like most of the time.
• 27:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm having a really good time
• 27:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: I love what I do for work.
• 27:26
  [SPEAKER_00]: I love the people around me.
• 27:27
  [SPEAKER_00]: I love where I live.
• 27:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: Like I'm most of the time having a good time.
• 27:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm not someone that doesn't have challenges as it's very clear.
• 27:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's what we have seen.
• 27:35
  [SPEAKER_00]: But I can really see the bigger picture because I use my intuition with it.
• 27:40
  [SPEAKER_00]: Okay.
• 27:40
  [SPEAKER_00]: Well, what is the sole plan with this?
• 27:42
  [SPEAKER_00]: And so things that might be an inconvenience that would really bother me.
• 27:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: I can really shift my perspective.
• 27:49
  [SPEAKER_00]: very quickly and then change the truth of how that plays out for me.
• 27:52
  [SPEAKER_00]: So that's why like really fun things happen where it goes better than you might expect and I had in the last episode I was talking about the jean thing.
• 28:04
  [SPEAKER_00]: I manifested jeans in El Solon so it goes into that story because
• 28:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: One of my friends wrote me afterwards when I posted about it, my story, like a picture of the jeans.
• 28:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: And she was like, these things always happen to you.
• 28:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: And it's the, it grow way.
• 28:19
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's not, I'm not special in the way of course, I'm uniquely special as everyone is, but it's not something that can't be done by anyone.
• 28:26
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is what I teach.
• 28:27
  [SPEAKER_00]: You put these things in your field and you have a blast going through this life, learning the things that you need to learn going through the challenges.
• 28:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: But having a blast using your divine right to create in the way that you were given that right
• 28:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: you came from God who is sort of of course you have the ability to create anything that you want.
• 28:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: I was just in San Diego over the weekend with my girlfriends for the day and we went out to lunch and so we're at lunch and the service was a bit off where we didn't even see the guy for a very long time.
• 28:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: By the time he came over to get a drink order, I asked him if we could also place our meal order because I just knew it was gonna be a time.
• 29:07
  [SPEAKER_00]: So we ended up not even getting our drinks until the same time as our food.
• 29:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: And that was like over 40 minutes after we had sat down, which it just was odd because we didn't even get drinks beforehand.
• 29:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: And like we had drank our water like 3000 years prior.
• 29:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: We're sitting there and on the menu, obviously I'm so down to have a really great lunch and it's normal to be sitting by the beach and to have really high prices on the menu.
• 29:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: For the cheese case of Dia, it was $18 and then to add on chicken, it was another $5.
• 29:44
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I just thought, you know, for a case of Dia, it was a bit much.
• 29:48
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I'm always down, it's not like it's a problem, but I thought, that's a bit much.
• 29:52
  [SPEAKER_00]: And then my friend got two tacos and they also were supposed to be $18 total.
• 29:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: So we get the food and everything happens and then we get the receipt and for the receipt, the case of Dia and my other friend also got a case of Dia and they put $10 extra for the chicken.
• 30:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: So now we're at a $28 case of Dia.
• 30:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: And then my friend, they charged her $18 per taco.
• 30:17
  [SPEAKER_00]: So we're like, okay, well, this is a bit much.
• 30:19
  [SPEAKER_00]: Again, this is what happens when you live the igro away.
• 30:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's like, that's not going to get my panties in a bunch.
• 30:25
  [SPEAKER_00]: I am very aware that this situation is going to go the absolute best way possible for me.
• 30:30
  [SPEAKER_00]: And even if it looks, if all evidence is pointing that this is going to shit, I know that this is going to be the best.
• 30:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: So we let the person know and
• 30:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: He was actually training or something or had just finished training, which we wouldn't have known before, but we overheard him talking to the table behind us because they were complaining how long it took for someone to come and even take their order.
• 30:52
  [SPEAKER_00]: They had been sitting there for over half an hour before they even had their order taken.
• 30:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: We overheard him saying this was I think his first shift after training, but it just seemed like they were completely understaffed anyway and this girl comes over to us and she said hey I didn't even listen to what he said so I just took two on trays off the receipt the three of us that were we were going to split the check three ways for three on trays we're now just splitting the check three ways for one on trays so.
• 31:21
  [SPEAKER_00]: These types of things happen when you have these things in our field and where we get all
• 31:27
  [SPEAKER_00]: pent-up and frustrated because we are looking and going, this didn't go the way it was supposed to.
• 31:33
  [SPEAKER_00]: We get to see that it always gets to be better than what we thought and we might not be seeing it right in this moment.
• 31:41
  [SPEAKER_00]: But higher self, it's not like a test, but higher self will be looking to see that you have the right ingredients in order to create the things that you're supposed to create on your
• 31:53
  [SPEAKER_00]: If you need to have patients or if you need to have resiliency or if you need to have trust in yourself and in your higher self, these are all things that are going to be played out where you're going to learn it and then you're going to make sure it's integrated.
• 32:09
  [SPEAKER_00]: through different events and circumstances and through how people treat you.
• 32:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: So it's not one thing to just go, yeah, I know that I should trust myself and trust myself.
• 32:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's another thing to be presented with a challenge or an event or a circumstance or a person treating you a certain way that is requiring you to have that trust and to actually act out that trust and actually
• 32:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: be integrated in that ingredient of the trust because you are now someone that I've talked about this all the time information without implementation means nothing and that is why felt when I've used this all of the integration it's two months of integration.
• 32:47
  [SPEAKER_00]: of hitting everything on every level, comprehensively, your anti-aging actions, your neuroscience tools, your energetic ingredients, your hypnosis, your emotion tools, all of it, all of it, increasing these gorgeous neurotransmitters that have you naturally feeling happy and enjoying your life, doing all of this at the same time, because this is integration.
• 33:12
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is the difference
• 33:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: plays at something for a while not because they're not trying, but just because they tried something on for a hot second and they didn't see their results or they just are not in practice of actually creating that habits.
• 33:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's not the easiest thing in the world to create a habit.
• 33:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: I believe it is easy because the mind learns by repetition and we have these neuroscience tools.
• 33:35
  [SPEAKER_00]: to hack this process so that you're able to the easiest way possible create new habits and actually upgrade your identity into the egg roll, which is what we do in egg activation, into someone who is useful, which is what we do in fountain of youth.
• 33:51
  [SPEAKER_00]: So these tools allow us to do this process that is normally really, really hard and that's why we see this all the time.
• 33:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, you've heard it a million times.
• 34:01
  [SPEAKER_00]: Newers resolutions, people do it for January, it's already forgotten by February or any type of thing like this where people really, really try, but it's because they're working against the 95% unconscious brain that we operate 95% from.
• 34:17
  [SPEAKER_00]: So they're trying to work with the 5% and they're hitting up against the 95%.
• 34:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's an uphill battle.
• 34:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: So these habits are not the the easiest on
• 34:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: paper and in practice until you are working with the 95% where you're all streamlining in the right direction.
• 34:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: Your unconscious brain, the 95% your five percent conscious brain and your actions or thought patterns, everything is working towards matching to exactly what you want to create in your life.
• 34:49
  [SPEAKER_00]: Upgrading your identity into someone that that happens for them naturally, that is your default.
• 34:55
  [SPEAKER_00]: Your default is your default is calm, your nervous system being calm, secure and happy.
• 35:03
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's something that's programmed in to the brain bomb hypnosis, which the long name for it is the brain soothing restorative healing bomb.
• 35:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's like a salve for your brain, like a healing salve, which is everything that I needed when I was going through all this.
• 35:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: I, again, would have paid big, big money for a sale for my brain.
• 35:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: So going back to the trauma rinse, this is something truly, truly, truly, I would have paid $3,000 for.
• 35:30
  [SPEAKER_00]: You're getting it at a steal, whether you get it on pre-sale for free or adding it on for it's going to be, I don't know in the future because it's such a high, high value, but I think for right now it's going to be around $100.
• 35:47
  [SPEAKER_00]: Simple with the process like we talked about where when you are working with the correct tools, they're simple and sometimes your brain goes, is this working because it's so simple, but I know with absolute, I could not be more confident because of the fact that that wound in my brain that was there for weeks on weeks on weeks.
• 36:08
  [SPEAKER_00]: months actually, aching every day because my intuition picked up on the brain scarring, so my intuition was going, keep on scarring on your brain sweetie, and every day telling me that, telling me that it was so painful, and every way, and as soon as I did this process, which took about 15 minutes cumulatively for the four PTSD memories where the scarring was,
• 36:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: I felt it immediately gone, like overnight gone and then I didn't do it that it would take three weeks for the bulk of my brain scoring to heal.
• 36:43
  [SPEAKER_00]: And that to me was the best news I've ever heard in my entire life because again, the level of pain I was under three weeks sounded like the best thing I've ever ever heard.
• 36:53
  [SPEAKER_00]: And because I already felt that immediate relief of this
• 37:02
  [SPEAKER_00]: going and getting your you broke your arm and you now have the correct medication in the sling and the things so you're like this sucks but I know that this is absolutely healing in the best way possible and for me it was even better I've never broken my arm.
• 37:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: I broke my leg when I was two years old at Chuck and Cheese.
• 37:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: But I have pulled something and one of my arms and how to wear a sling and this was way better.
• 37:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: This was a media media media pain relief.
• 37:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: It wasn't every time I didn't anything anymore.
• 37:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: It was like you can't you can't because now my ingredients could fully work and fully program into my field.
• 37:41
  [SPEAKER_00]: The opposite of that I can't and everything that the anxiety, the emotional root cause with anxiety.
• 37:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: Now, everything had full permission, if you will, to work because there wasn't anything in the way, keeping that from going, no, this is true because like I was saying, those four PTSD memories, we're going, that's not true because we have evidence of the opposite here.
• 38:01
  [SPEAKER_00]: And so then when those were recoded, I retrain my brain and that was the only part that was left.
• 38:08
  [SPEAKER_00]: There was no need for any additional,
• 38:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: Healing, you know, I am a trained healer where there's so many cool healings I can do.
• 38:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: The only thing left was this trauma rinse of re-training the brain, showing the brain walking it through it in the way that I will teach you.
• 38:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: It is recorded so that you're able to use it for any memory that would be beneficial for you to repode.
• 38:30
  [SPEAKER_00]: So that we need to make sure we're obviously doing the fountain of youth ingredients and that was a question I got in the question box on my Instagram stories.
• 38:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: If I'm ever going to sell trauma runs separately in the answer is no.
• 38:41
  [SPEAKER_00]: And it's not to be mean or anything of the store.
• 38:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's because you need the ingredients.
• 38:48
  [SPEAKER_00]: you need everything else as we're talking about that comprehensive, rewire, upgrading your identity, the healing of everything that happens with your actions or thought patterns, the way that you operate through the world through the unconscious mind that is now being upgraded with this software update from the neuroscience tools inside.
• 39:07
  [SPEAKER_00]: We need all of that to make sure that we're getting
• 39:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: what was there from the trauma of what the memories were showing us where our limitations were, where we were seeing something that was proof showing us that what we're wanting to believe isn't possible because this happened.
• 39:25
  [SPEAKER_00]: So that's the part of showing your brain.
• 39:27
  [SPEAKER_00]: No, this can actually be something that doesn't need to hurt anymore because we're now correctly coding it.
• 39:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: So it's
• 39:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: the pain there in the wound of going this is something that's going to limit you for the rest of your life because this happened once.
• 39:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: I am planning on taking myself through trauma rinse.
• 39:49
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm going to use my intuition which I am teaching you in trauma rinse so that you know where to go and this isn't hard anyone can do it.
• 39:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm teaching exactly how to get to where you need to go to retrain those memories and a bunch of you probably know which memories need to be
• 40:06
  [SPEAKER_00]: So, if you just thought of something right now, that is what would want to be recoded to benefit you and show you that this doesn't have to hurt you anymore.
• 40:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: This doesn't have to limit anything you're creating in the present and in the future on your soul path and your soul pole.
• 40:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: This doesn't have to hold you back anymore.
• 40:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: And we know that something actually I'm going to get to that in a second.
• 40:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: I want to give you the part two start with in a second.
• 40:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: But I will be taking myself through the PTSD is clear now.
• 40:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's healed for me, which is amazing.
• 40:37
  [SPEAKER_00]: And again, I could cry because of I, it made me love myself so much harder than I, the unconditional love is deeper than I ever knew because of everything in fountain of youth and this trauma rinse of
• 40:52
  [SPEAKER_00]: loving myself enough to figure this out, to take the actions, to put myself first with this, and to be learning how I am now, to be honoring my emotions on a frequent basis of not pushing through things anymore and going, okay, well, I actually feel really good right here, but
• 41:09
  [SPEAKER_00]: If there's anything here, let's grab it and just doing that three times a week, like I said five or ten minutes, three times a week of making sure that you're setting yourself up for success and every situation that you go to, because you don't have that gasoline poured all over your body, that the second, you're amygdala, the second, you're fighter flight kicks in and then you go boom because now you have all this stored in your body.
• 41:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: that needed to come out at some point.
• 41:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: Now we're going through processing all of it and a healthy way, clearing it all out in the best, best way, the most source aligned way.
• 41:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: So that if you end up being in a situation that normally or in the past, what of set you off?
• 41:52
  [SPEAKER_00]: Now you're set up for success because you don't have all that pent up to blow.
• 41:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now you have the tools also in fountain of youth with the energetic Zanny to be able to send these Delta waves
• 42:05
  [SPEAKER_00]: We're going to down-regulate the Magdala in alter your neural pathways to create a safe space so that you're really using a psychosensory approach.
• 42:14
  [SPEAKER_00]: We're using all the tools in the toolbox that is a really simple way to bring yourself through easily.
• 42:20
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's not going to be something that okay let me think of this so the more times that you do it it's going to be the effect that you it's almost like if you're wearing a tool belt anywhere you go and you can just reach in
• 42:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: Maybe like an energetic pill box where you dip in and this is something that you can just take at any moment that to support you, to set you up for success, to allow you to enjoy your life, the equal way that you deserve because you are the equal that gets to
• 42:50
  [SPEAKER_00]: Enjoy life, you get to create your life, and you get to get the soul growth, but you get to enjoy it.
• 42:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: We get to have fun, and this is something that a lot of us are walking around hyperactive, walking around bracing for things all the time, because our nervous system has been taught to do that, and we've never been taught another way, and you can see how passionate I am about this, because this was me.
• 43:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I've talked to countless clients,
• 43:14
  [SPEAKER_00]: friends, family, that feel the same way.
• 43:17
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I finally have everything here in one place of what I would have just loved to have access to.
• 43:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: And it's something I'm so proud of.
• 43:27
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm so grateful to hireself.
• 43:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm grateful to all of you that have supported me as you've seen me and go through this.
• 43:33
  [SPEAKER_00]: And really cheered me on, knowing that I'm creating this and knowing that it would pay off, if you will.
• 43:40
  [SPEAKER_00]: And just really sending me your love in the meantime, like I can't tell you how much I've appreciated that.
• 43:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: Where you saw that I was in the lab testing and at parts I really was not okay.
• 43:51
  [SPEAKER_00]: And at other parts I was really not happy and not feeling like myself, which for me is really, really unusual.
• 43:58
  [SPEAKER_00]: So it was hard and it was a challenge, but we're here.
• 44:03
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I am beyond happy to have you have this, but also for myself, like this has made me feel more capable than anything because when you have the tools, the reason that we get afraid, the reason why we fear things is because it's missing information.
• 44:21
  [SPEAKER_00]: We don't feel like we would know what to do in those situations, and when you have these tools that are with you always and for you to use whenever you want to again set you up for success in every area of life, what is there to fear?
• 44:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: What emanates from your electromagnetic field when you are fearless?
• 44:41
  [SPEAKER_00]: When you are so incredibly rooted in your unconditional love, your power, your genius, you're knowing that everything that you experience, you're going to be proud of how you handle that, like you absolutely know that.
• 44:54
  [SPEAKER_00]: So there's really nothing that could rock you.
• 44:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: what that does for your fields of every person, if you're not new to this work, you know every person event circumstance has to adhere, has to respond to the instructions you put out in your fields.
• 45:08
  [SPEAKER_00]: All money, every career opportunity has to adhere to this.
• 45:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: So if you are someone that is limitless, that is beyond powerful,
• 45:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: and knows that they can handle truly anything.
• 45:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's the person that people want to hire.
• 45:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's the person people want to pay.
• 45:25
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's the person people want to marry.
• 45:27
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's the person people want to partner with in life and in business.
• 45:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, really think about it when you're choosing a life partner, when you're choosing even a friend.
• 45:37
  [SPEAKER_00]: And if you're choosing a business partner or someone that you want to hire, like I just hired on an ad team, I hired on a CPA recently.
• 45:44
  [SPEAKER_00]: When you're looking at any of these people,
• 45:47
  [SPEAKER_00]: You don't want someone that's going to crumble the second that things get tough because that's life.
• 45:52
  [SPEAKER_00]: As we talked about, you're going to have challenges.
• 45:54
  [SPEAKER_00]: You're looking for that partner, that anything that happens in life, they're going to be rock solid right next to you.
• 46:00
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's the type of partner that you look for.
• 46:02
  [SPEAKER_00]: And a lot of us here know, but not everyone knows and I didn't know at some point, is that we actually feel that off of people's fields.
• 46:09
  [SPEAKER_00]: We really feel that.
• 46:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I've even thought that about people before in the past of feeling like, wow,
• 46:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: They don't have like a huge stress tolerance, you know, they're not someone that handles stress well.
• 46:21
  [SPEAKER_00]: And so I am cognizant of that with how I interact with them, and you might be thinking of someone too, where you're like, yeah, I don't really...
• 46:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: want to ever stress them out.
• 46:33
  [SPEAKER_00]: So I'm not ever going to fully open it up to them fully fully because they are really stressed about stressed out about what they're going through.
• 46:40
  [SPEAKER_00]: So I don't want to kind of pile on, not that that's what a relationship is you supporting each other and being there for each other.
• 46:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: Hey, what's going on with you?
• 46:47
  [SPEAKER_00]: How can I support you?
• 46:48
  [SPEAKER_00]: And this is going on with me?
• 46:49
  [SPEAKER_00]: How can I support you?
• 46:50
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's deep friendship is when you really feel like someone's got you, you know?
• 46:55
  [SPEAKER_00]: And that's a level that you don't reach with every friendship because of something like this or
• 47:01
  [SPEAKER_00]: There's people that you might not travel with because you go, well, they wouldn't be able to handle one detour in the plan if our flight was delayed and our, I don't know how that's going to go or if this place that we wanted to go was closed for the day and we
• 47:16
  [SPEAKER_00]: We need to pivot and we could easily with one of my other girlfriends, we would have the best time just finding something around us and letting the wind take us and we'd have the best trip no matter what we did or where we went, but you don't feel that way that person.
• 47:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: You can see how this can affect you and this is something we feel from each other's fields.
• 47:33
  [SPEAKER_00]: We are intuitively picking up on what is written in everyone's fields all the time.
• 47:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: So you can see how this is so massive for every area of life, these upgrades of not only
• 47:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: That it girl gets to keep getting hotter richer and more fun every day and you get to you deserve it And we also get to be someone that is unshakable that Nothing could rock them where there's nothing left to fear in that way because you know how to handle it and your fighter fight system isn't running you you know exactly what to do
• 48:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: It takes the juice out of it and the charge behind something having power over you because you're no longer going anxiety has power over my life as control over how this event is going to go or nervousness is going to make this presentation or high stress is going to
• 48:26
  [SPEAKER_00]: really put a damper on my relationship right now because it's just going to be that way and tell this work project is done.
• 48:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: Or simply letting fear control you and keep you from doing things that you would really love to do.
• 48:37
  [SPEAKER_00]: But your subconscious is going, that might be dangerous.
• 48:40
  [SPEAKER_00]: We've never done it before and I don't know if I'd be able to handle that or if I would feel comfortable and so we're just not doing it.
• 48:47
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is what all this is and coming back to trauma rinse, I am going to as soon as this course is completed because I'm still finishing out the course so that it's ready for you and it will be dripping as we know because I tried to make it digestible, but as you know, I go above and beyond every time every time I plan out a course it ends up being probably twice the amount of what I originally intended to be in there.
• 49:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I'm so so happy to have it in your hands, but really take it out your own pace.
• 49:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: Please do, because this is something for you to go through several several times and let this, like we talked about, be a part of who you are.
• 49:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: You get to upgrade your identity and be someone that is useful.
• 49:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: Be someone that doesn't have to adhere to the aging instructions that all of our society tells us that we basically have to deteriorate over time.
• 49:42
  [SPEAKER_00]: I choose something else.
• 49:44
  [SPEAKER_00]: I choose youth and the trauma rinse.
• 49:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: Once I had this course completed, I will be taking myself through and just grabbing any other high stress memories, anything that could potentially build up over time if I had multiple evidence.
• 50:00
  [SPEAKER_00]: pieces stacking to then create a limitation.
• 50:03
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm going to go rents those and any memories that aren't healed that I could heal.
• 50:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: Why wouldn't I?
• 50:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: So that will be something that I'm going to work through.
• 50:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I do know that I grabbed the last pieces that were keeping me from implementing everything and fountain of youth keeping me from my career goals and the things that I'm creating right now.
• 50:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: But I definitely want to go in and rents off anything for future or anything that made me
• 50:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: feel like I would be scared about a certain situation or event to rent through and make sure that my brain isn't coding similar experiences to them be a potential danger in the future.
• 50:41
  [SPEAKER_00]: So I'm thrilled to have this tool and I definitely will be working with it for
• 50:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: a hot minute and then in the future, if I do experience anything, where I go, that could potentially be showing my brain that I'm not the girl that gets to create everything.
• 50:58
  [SPEAKER_00]: I will take it through that right away and just rinse it off before it then collects any other evidence, any other emotion, any trauma, storing anything.
• 51:04
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm quite literally obsessed with how simple it is, how quick it is, and if I wouldn't have had that major evidence of feeling a wound that was aching and throbbing every day in my brain, and then immediately have it cleared, I would doubt the efficiency of it on the logical side until I looked in on my intuition and saw what it actually did under the surface under the hood.
• 51:26
  [SPEAKER_00]: because of how simple it is.
• 51:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: So remember, things have only really been hard for you in the past of feeling like nothing's working and in those types of things, because either you have a reflection that nothing works for you, which can very much be the case.
• 51:40
  [SPEAKER_00]: And or not having the correct tools.
• 51:42
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is why I'm obsessed with the row of science.
• 51:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm always researching different things.
• 51:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: that we can use and have the entire tool belt at our disposal so that sometimes it might be a tool that would work better for you and other times this one's going to work the best for you and you can switch through of really setting yourself up for success and at every turn and every area of life.
• 52:03
  [SPEAKER_00]: The part that I want you to run with today and really lay this groundwork so that
• 52:08
  [SPEAKER_00]: Everything lands so much easier for you when moving in to found a view that that feels like you're being pulled to that is I want you to start looking at your past and things that went on in your past that word traumatic that were stressful that were pieces of evidence in which you couldn't do something and couldn't be the incredible genius that you are and that only you uniquely are here to be
• 52:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: And if you ever systems around me even saying that, I would definitely start looking at these things in your past that made you believe that because that was just something that happened and you get to Recode anything and have it work in your favor, which is the coolest part about neuroplasticity that we used to believe that things were fixed in the brain and that we couldn't do anything about it and it's been scientifically proven that you can change
• 52:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: these memories to not alter what happened per se but to alter how they affect you and your present and your future and so that they don't hurt you anymore and you don't have something that could have been a one-time hurt or have a hurt for several months.
• 53:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: Maybe a year, but how it's gone because of how it was coated in the brain was that we need to be hyper aware of this and bring it up all the time And now we're reliving the her over and over and over and over again, and it's actually affecting your present Which affects your future because everything is manifested in the present and you're creating through your fields
• 53:33
  [SPEAKER_00]: similar experiences because this is now familiar to your brain and it's what your brain knows and you haven't died yet.
• 53:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: So it's going this kept her safe in a life.
• 53:41
  [SPEAKER_00]: Let's keep doing this.
• 53:43
  [SPEAKER_00]: In the reason why we have such a difficult time with our past, again, we're going to go away deeper.
• 53:50
  [SPEAKER_00]: But the reason why we have the issue with our past is we feel like it should have gone differently.
• 53:55
  [SPEAKER_00]: So then we bring it into our present because now that's what we know, it's what's familiar.
• 54:03
  [SPEAKER_00]: process that's happening and bring into your present because it's bothering you and you feel like, okay, well, then I can do something different now.
• 54:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: I can change it now of the past event and you're absolutely correct that you can change your present and your future as we just talked about, you can choose anything, you can create anything, but
• 54:20
  [SPEAKER_00]: You bring the past memory into the present and a memory is actually a reflection that keeps coming up showing you where you're limiting yourself And you bring it into the present over and over and over again because you believe that you could on a subconscious level You're believing that you can change it and you can alter it now and the truth is you can record it as we talked about and what
• 54:43
  [SPEAKER_00]: trauma rinses for and then we have ingredients in fountain of youth to support you with no longer being weighed down by your past and we actually get to completely flip that on its head and have your past work for you.
• 54:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: We get to cycle away.
• 54:58
  [SPEAKER_00]: We get to make everything.
• 54:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: We get to hack everything in our favor for what we're intending to create.
• 55:02
  [SPEAKER_00]: not what happened in the past but what we're wanting to create.
• 55:06
  [SPEAKER_00]: So with the past, so that all being said it is absolutely possible and it's been done time and time again, but what you're doing what your brain is doing and what mine has done too.
• 55:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm right here with you.
• 55:16
  [SPEAKER_00]: It has brought the past memory into the current because it believes it should have gone different and you're now trying to tame it over and over again in the present which the past can't be changed.
• 55:28
  [SPEAKER_00]: So, I know this is a little bit layered, it's very advanced, for you to both understand that you can recode a past memory, so now it no longer hurts you, but that isn't the process of what you're doing when you just bring the memory into your present all the time, you're not doing a neuroscience
• 55:47
  [SPEAKER_00]: channel tool of recoding properly, your past trauma or high stress moment of what happened, what you're doing.
• 55:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: So what we're trying to understand is it's both possible to do it.
• 56:00
  [SPEAKER_00]: And what is occurring when you keep bringing the past into your future subconsciously, often you're not trying to do this.
• 56:07
  [SPEAKER_00]: You're not waking up every day and going, let's think of my past trauma and relive it.
• 56:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: Let's give a micro example here with this.
• 56:14
  [SPEAKER_00]: So say you're on a dating app in this guy, text you and you immediately go, this is going nowhere, he's not even asked me out.
• 56:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: Nothing is going to ever come of this.
• 56:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: So why you've been respond?
• 56:26
  [SPEAKER_00]: And then you go and respond anyway.
• 56:27
  [SPEAKER_00]: And you're like, oh, proven right.
• 56:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: Nothing even happened with this.
• 56:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: So this is you predicting what's going to happen in the present, which again plays out in your future, because everything is created in the now.
• 56:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: you just created that again in your present from bringing your remembered past and then your sensory present so you remembered in the past how nothing ever happened with you really like someone or you didn't even get to like them because nothing ever happened where they didn't ask you out you're like this is what is this for pen pals and so you then bring your remembered past of what happened in the past and then your senses come in and fill in these details of going
• 57:06
  [SPEAKER_00]: Yep, and I'm irritated now, so this is true, and this is what's going to happen again.
• 57:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now we've just pretty much plugged that into your field because you have the evidence, and now you have the motion charging it, and now you've created the same result that you had in the past, and that gives you even further evidence that when you log in again in three months, that you go, well, what's the point in the thing is now boosted by all of this belief that you have behind it.
• 57:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: So you can see how
• 57:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: that's a micro example of how something small, like writing a message back, you brought in the past event and made it come true in your future by creating it in your present.
• 57:42
  [SPEAKER_00]: So the only reason that we get upset about our past and we feel, and I'm just using the word upset, which is so general and basic, but meaning all those emotions we're talking about before irritated, disappointed,
• 57:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: embarrassed, ashamed, guilty.
• 58:00
  [SPEAKER_00]: The ones that we don't like feeling, the reason why this happens when we think of our past is because then we're trying to change it of how it happened.
• 58:08
  [SPEAKER_00]: We don't like the way that that felt.
• 58:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: So we think if we remember it again, that we'll have a different result is what's happening on the unconscious level of trying to fix it in that moment.
• 58:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: And then we see that it doesn't get fixed because you still feel that way of looking at the past and now,
• 58:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: you're remembering it again and then you're creating it again and you're actually reliving it and it's almost as if it happened again.
• 58:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: So now you're building up all this evidence and then at the same time your unconscious is also coding it as we talked about.
• 58:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is what's familiar to her.
• 58:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is what she knows.
• 58:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: And
• 58:40
  [SPEAKER_00]: She's data-liped.
• 58:41
  [SPEAKER_00]: So if we do something different, where we create something different, or maybe she texts the guy and goes, this is going to go really well whether it's him or someone else.
• 58:51
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is going to go really well in tend to have a really fun dating experience from this situation.
• 58:55
  [SPEAKER_00]: And we create something new, then everything in our nervous system goes, well, that might not be good.
• 59:01
  [SPEAKER_00]: We kept her alive the other way.
• 59:03
  [SPEAKER_00]: This is potentially dangerous.
• 59:04
  [SPEAKER_00]: And so now you have that working against you as well of like we want to fix what happened in the past.
• 59:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: Which can't be done like you can't.
• 59:12
  [SPEAKER_00]: redo it.
• 59:14
  [SPEAKER_00]: It just we can recode it so it doesn't hurt us anymore, but that's not the process that you're doing in these moments.
• 59:19
  [SPEAKER_00]: You're not doing it properly.
• 59:20
  [SPEAKER_00]: You're basically hurting yourself time and time again because that's what was familiar.
• 59:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: And so that to you feels better than being potentially dangerous of maybe something does work out with this and this goes really well because we don't know that experience yet.
• 59:34
  [SPEAKER_00]: So that feels worse to us than how worse we feel with feeling deflated or rejected or.
• 59:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: That feeling that might come from that micro example what's really cool is that you could bring these through trauma rinse rinse them off and now when you think of the memory you don't feel the need to change it because it was already recoded in the way that's going to serve you the most.
• 59:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: and the way that is going to show you that you have control over everything that you create and that there was nothing that you couldn't handle in the future because you've now seen that you handled this the best way in the past and there's no need to change it now.
• 1:00:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: So now we don't have to keep bringing it up because our brain was going, well this is bothering her so I feel like we should change it, we should fix it, but then also seeing that the way that it's happening with the way she's feeling is familiar.
• 1:00:21
  [SPEAKER_00]: So let's just keep doing it.
• 1:00:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: So now we don't have to do that anymore.
• 1:00:24
  [SPEAKER_00]: So when you think of it, there's not the emotional charge behind it of all your senses coming online.
• 1:00:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now we can see that actually you won't change anything about it.
• 1:00:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: It doesn't need to be changed because it happened perfectly.
• 1:00:35
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now this is where things don't hurt us anymore.
• 1:00:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: We're able to have
• 1:00:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: a clear slate of creating things moving forward because now we don't have the past coming up against us every time we try to create something new and then now you have the tools for if we are retraining our nervous system in the moment so say we're doing the thing that made us nervous.
• 1:00:54
  [SPEAKER_00]: and you go on the date with the guy and so now you're going oh I've never done this before this is unfamiliar so again it's not now the past coming up against you going this isn't going to work out to the deck because we've already recoded rinse that but now this is something we've never done we've never gotten past the app and actually gone on on the date so now our
• 1:01:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: do we need to be in a fighter flight?
• 1:01:14
  [SPEAKER_00]: Do we need to flip the switch here?
• 1:01:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now what's cool is you have the energetics and need to bring you back into your calm, secure, happy nervous system.
• 1:01:23
  [SPEAKER_00]: You have the programming that's truly in brain bomb, word for word that your nervous system is calm, secure, and happy.
• 1:01:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: So now our programming that 95 percent believes this about how we operate.
• 1:01:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now we have the energy of the examine if needed to bring us down.
• 1:01:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: We have the source of emotion process to not have any lighters we would there to pop off with.
• 1:01:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now we're able to have these experiences that will only become normal familiar with time with repetition.
• 1:01:53
  [SPEAKER_00]: But we have all the tools to set us up for success while doing these things that are scary at first.
• 1:01:58
  [SPEAKER_00]: And that's life and we get to do it.
• 1:02:00
  [SPEAKER_00]: because each time it becomes easier because it's familiar and also in the hypnosis, we're making these things.
• 1:02:05
  [SPEAKER_00]: I put a bunch of stuff in the brain bomb about social situations that you feel comfortable with these things that you're always assuming that they'll go really well so that this is also in your programming.
• 1:02:17
  [SPEAKER_00]: So like we said, comprehensively working together beautifully and I'd really like you to start today with looking at these past situations.
• 1:02:25
  [SPEAKER_00]: and going, what are the ones that I wish would have gone differently and can you start showing yourself how that was perfect and how higher self would have orchestrated that situation to get you the best skills that you need to learn.
• 1:02:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: Remember we talked about skills where you might need to learn to be patient.
• 1:02:44
  [SPEAKER_00]: You might need to learn to know that you're strong.
• 1:02:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: You might need to learn
• 1:02:48
  [SPEAKER_00]: that you're capable, you might need to learn that you have great communications skills when things are highly stressful, you might need to learn nervous system restoration.
• 1:02:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: So these are things that maybe those things in the past that you've always on an unconscious level and sometimes conscious wanted to change and wish they would have went differently.
• 1:03:06
  [SPEAKER_00]: We can see how they worked absolutely perfect and we wouldn't change a thing because of the skills we got, the sole growth of that we got, where it brought us to,
• 1:03:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: every situation that brought me the most discomfort of the most pain emotional mental sometimes physical where heart breaks, breakups, job opportunities that didn't pin out to be what I wanted them to be or being laid off or having a quit because things were so freaking toxic.
• 1:03:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: and everything going on with that.
• 1:03:39
  [SPEAKER_00]: Every time I look at one of those things, they went so absolutely perfectly and I wouldn't have changed it because often it leads you to your dream job or it leads you to then start your own business that you love or the person you see even if it was a great relationship that that was the perfect time for where you were in your development if you will.
• 1:03:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: of really coming back to your core authentic self, but during that time maybe you needed a ton of external validation and that person really had not a lot going on for them and now you really see that you're attracted to someone that is going to be the man of your family or the woman of your family and be the partner that we're talking about in life like a partner that's going to be able to handle everything and that your ex might have wilted with the first sign of challenge.
• 1:04:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: And if it's hard for you to see that now, just work on a bit of, if I had to guess what higher self was doing in this situation, where I was getting the biggest upgrade from this painful situation or the stressful or this uncomfortable situation.
• 1:04:44
  [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, I even remember when I first went to college the first weekend, I was scared, shitless.
• 1:04:50
  [SPEAKER_00]: moving to a new city, I grew up in Northern California, so I moved to LA and not knowing a single person having zero friends and not knowing at all it's going on, which I'm sure a lot of us have an experience like that at some point in their life.
• 1:05:04
  [SPEAKER_00]: I ended up loving it, loving it.
• 1:05:06
  [SPEAKER_00]: It was probably a handful of months of severe discomfort of not knowing people, not knowing who we're going to be your friends and what your routines are going to be, which is so uncomfortable for this subconscious.
• 1:05:17
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now I have sole align friends that I stood by each and every one of them on their wedding day and they all I met most of them I think no I think I met all of them my freshman year my second semester a freshman year so a handful of months of being uncomfortable figuring out struggling in my head mentally emotionally I was struggling.
• 1:05:37
  [SPEAKER_00]: but knowing that this is going to be incredible when you get through that discomfort.
• 1:05:42
  [SPEAKER_00]: So remember that, that not everything is comfortable at first and the things that grow you, the things that have the most challenge are often the things that you're going to love most or at least be the happiest that they happen.
• 1:05:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: And it might be years and years later, but the more that you learn this work, the more you see how everything was so divinely orchestrated.
• 1:06:03
  [SPEAKER_00]: to be the best for you and the more that you have that in your fields now because you can't believe oh everything works out the best for me now but look at all these events of the past that we're not the best for me that cancels each other out we have to go I believe everything is the best for me everything's working out for me and plugging those in your fields and then in your past going yeah I see how all that actually worked out the best I didn't see it then but I see it now and I wouldn't change a single thing.
• 1:06:30
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's what I want you to work on.
• 1:06:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: That will be incredible for you.
• 1:06:33
  [SPEAKER_00]: And you'll even notice a difference in how you feel in your day-to-day now.
• 1:06:38
  [SPEAKER_00]: And then if you want to go deeper, definitely hop into youth boost masterclass.
• 1:06:43
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's only $22 and it's two hours of youth.
• 1:06:46
  [SPEAKER_00]: gold.
• 1:06:47
  [SPEAKER_00]: I can't wait to hear from you.
• 1:06:48
  [SPEAKER_00]: Make sure you send me a DM with your thoughts on it.
• 1:06:51
  [SPEAKER_00]: I love to see everyone inside the takeaways, how mind-blowing you've been about things, everything is just starting to click and make sense about aging and how to energetically boost collagen.
• 1:07:01
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's something that once you see it, you can't unsee it.
• 1:07:04
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's like I didn't realize how obvious this was all along.
• 1:07:10
  [SPEAKER_00]: But now I know and now I know exactly what to do.
• 1:07:13
  [SPEAKER_00]: You get those two ingredients to start plugging into your fields.
• 1:07:15
  [SPEAKER_00]: Now today you get immediate access.
• 1:07:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: And then fountain of youth lands only a week from today.
• 1:07:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: And that is going to be the best of the best.
• 1:07:25
  [SPEAKER_00]: I really want to say this at the risk of sounding like a dickhead.
• 1:07:29
  [SPEAKER_00]: But if you already see how people are having these results just from the youth boost master class,
• 1:07:33
  [SPEAKER_00]: And you can look in my IG highlights there's so many results from this work that the work works and if you don't want to be one of those people standing on the sidelines as the results will start to pour in just even a week from now with everyone going through fountain of youth having the best results and you're going to go I wish I would have hopped in there.
• 1:07:54
  [SPEAKER_00]: Please do yourself a favor if you feel that poll.
• 1:07:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: If it's a line for you, if it's not, that's perfect.
• 1:07:59
  [SPEAKER_00]: But if it's a line for you, please trust yourself and trust that you can be one of those people.
• 1:08:05
  [SPEAKER_00]: That's one of the first to be pouring those testimonials in and seeing those results in your day to day life.
• 1:08:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: If you're someone that's been bravesting all the time feeling like your nervous system is never truly at peace.
• 1:08:18
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's never calmed secure and happy where those moments are
• 1:08:22
  [SPEAKER_00]: few and far between or you feel like you just want to have that most of the time and then when it's not feeling that way, have the exact tools in your tool belt.
• 1:08:31
  [SPEAKER_00]: I know how that feels and I would love love love for you to have these tools.
• 1:08:36
  [SPEAKER_00]: If you want to come splash around with us and felt in a view, I will see you here in two Tuesdays for another episode.
• 1:08:42
  [SPEAKER_00]: Thank you so much for being here and I'll see you then.
• 1:08:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: Bye.