Latest / DISGRACELAND / George Jones: Voices, Vices, and a Comeback for the Ages
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- 0:00Speaker 1: This episode contains content that may be disturbing to some listeners.
- 0:03Speaker 1: Please check the show notes for more information. Disgraceland is
- 0:08Speaker 1: a production of Double Elvis. This is a story about
- 0:21Speaker 1: a country singer, a country singer who heard voices, a
- 0:24Speaker 1: country singer with the greatest voice in country music history,
- 0:29Speaker 1: and a country singer with demons. It's also a story
- 0:33Speaker 1: of a shooting, an escape, a crash, and of course
- 0:38Speaker 1: redemption sort of. This is the story of George Jones,
- 0:43Speaker 1: a man who made great music, some of the greatest
- 0:47Speaker 1: music of all time. You're still on my mind. Anyone
- 0:50Speaker 1: seriously find me a better country song than George Jones
- 0:53Speaker 1: is You're Still on my mind. That song is great music,
- 0:57Speaker 1: and that music at the top of the show wasn't
- 1:00Speaker 1: great music. That was a preset loop for my melotron
- 1:03Speaker 1: called playing Possum MK two. I played you that loop
- 1:07Speaker 1: because I can't afford the rights to Buggie OGGI Ugi
- 1:10Speaker 1: by a taste of honey, And why would I play
- 1:13Speaker 1: you that specific slice of nose candy cheese? Could I
- 1:16Speaker 1: afford it? Because that was the number one song in
- 1:20Speaker 1: America on September thirteenth, nineteen seventy eight, and that was
- 1:24Speaker 1: the day that the demons in George Jones's head try
- 1:27Speaker 1: to convince him to murder his best friend, Earl Peanut Montgomery.
- 1:32Speaker 1: On this episode a shooting, an escape, a crash, and
- 1:36Speaker 1: the greatest singer of all time, No show, George Jones.
- 1:41Speaker 2: I'm Jake Brennan and this this disgrace slam.
- 2:07Speaker 1: George Jones took a snort of powder lined up on
- 2:10Speaker 1: the back of the toilet tank. Then he took a
- 2:12Speaker 1: slug of whiskey from the flask in his coat pocket.
- 2:16Speaker 1: He looked at the airline ticket to New York City
- 2:18Speaker 1: resting on the sink, and then he stared out the
- 2:21Speaker 1: bathroom window to his truck out in the parking lot
- 2:24Speaker 1: just ten feet away. It was September nineteen seventy seven
- 2:29Speaker 1: and George Jones was standing in the Nashville offices of
- 2:32Speaker 1: his record label, Epic Records. He was meeting with the
- 2:35Speaker 1: label's vice president, Rick Blackburn. They were going over travel
- 2:39Speaker 1: plans for George's upcoming two nights stand at the bottom
- 2:42Speaker 1: Line in Manhattan. The tiny nightclub was Greenwich Village's destination
- 2:48Speaker 1: for intimate performances from a who's who of stars from
- 2:52Speaker 1: Bruce Springsteen to Linda Ronstadt to lou Reed. With a
- 2:55Speaker 1: four hundred person capacity, the room was a fraction of
- 2:58Speaker 1: the size of George's usual audience, But this might have
- 3:02Speaker 1: been the most important show, not just of George Jones's life,
- 3:06Speaker 1: but in country music history. For years, the country music
- 3:10Speaker 1: industry had been looking for ways to break the genre
- 3:13Speaker 1: with audiences beyond the South. Lately, it had been decided
- 3:17Speaker 1: that the best way to do this would be to
- 3:19Speaker 1: send George Jones to enemy territory to play for a
- 3:22Speaker 1: room packed with critics from Rolling Stone, Time Magazine, Newsweek,
- 3:26Speaker 1: and more. One good George Jones concert would make them
- 3:29Speaker 1: all country music fans for life. At least, that was
- 3:33Speaker 1: the plan, as Rick Blackburn explained it to George Jones
- 3:37Speaker 1: just a few minutes ago in his office. But when
- 3:39Speaker 1: George contemplated the expectations that had just been laid on
- 3:42Speaker 1: his shoulders, he felt his heart start beating faster, sweat
- 3:46Speaker 1: began beating on his forehead, and he heard a voice
- 3:49Speaker 1: whisper in his ear. You're a hack. You're a fraud, George.
- 3:53Speaker 1: If you go on stage, you'll just let them all
- 3:55Speaker 1: down because you're nothing. You better run, George, you better
- 3:59Speaker 1: run while you can. George closed his eyes to shut
- 4:03Speaker 1: out the voice, but it kept growing louder while Rick
- 4:06Speaker 1: droned on in the background. George had to stop this
- 4:09Speaker 1: intrusive voice. He had to make it go away. George
- 4:12Speaker 1: let out a loud, squawking noise. It sounded like a
- 4:15Speaker 1: duck call. Rick stopped talking in mid sentence and stared
- 4:19Speaker 1: at him. George excused himself, said he needed to hit
- 4:22Speaker 1: the head. Rick looked at him strangely, but just nodded.
- 4:27Speaker 1: Now sitting in the bathroom, George was looking out the
- 4:30Speaker 1: window with a flask and plane ticket in his hand,
- 4:32Speaker 1: trying to decide his next move. The windowsill was old,
- 4:37Speaker 1: but in good condition. The white paint was slightly faded
- 4:40Speaker 1: where some of the wood grain peeked through. It reminded
- 4:43Speaker 1: George of the window in the last apartment he lived
- 4:45Speaker 1: in with his parents in Beaumont, Texas. He remembered lying
- 4:50Speaker 1: in bed staring at the window sill, waiting for his
- 4:53Speaker 1: father to come home. Some nights, the door would open
- 4:56Speaker 1: gently and click shut, and he would hear his father's
- 4:59Speaker 1: feet shuffle across the floor and pick up the guitar
- 5:02Speaker 1: he had given George for Christmas, strum a few chords,
- 5:06Speaker 1: and then head to bed. Other nights, it felt like
- 5:09Speaker 1: an entirely different man came home. This man still looked
- 5:14Speaker 1: like George's father, but his eyes were wild and his
- 5:17Speaker 1: breath burned, and his voice turned raspy and mean. He
- 5:22Speaker 1: would slam the door open, sometimes with three or four
- 5:25Speaker 1: friends behind him, and he would pound his feet across
- 5:27Speaker 1: the living room. George would throw a blanket over his
- 5:30Speaker 1: head and pretend that he was asleep, but it never
- 5:32Speaker 1: did any good. George would hear his door open, then
- 5:36Speaker 1: seconds later, two rough hands would yank him out of bed.
- 5:39Speaker 1: This demon, who had control of his father's body, would
- 5:42Speaker 1: scream down at him to grab his guitar. He was
- 5:45Speaker 1: having a party and he needed music. If George didn't
- 5:49Speaker 1: move fast enough, his father would cuff him. If he
- 5:52Speaker 1: didn't sing well enough, his father would punch him. And
- 5:55Speaker 1: if George tried to quit playing too soon after his
- 5:57Speaker 1: father passed out. Sometimes father that would wake up in
- 6:00Speaker 1: a fury, and then his old man would beat everyone
- 6:04Speaker 1: in the family. So George would race across the living
- 6:09Speaker 1: room and strap on his guitar, and even though his
- 6:12Speaker 1: hands were shaking and his heart was pounding. He learned
- 6:14Speaker 1: to quickly focus on a tune in his mind. He
- 6:17Speaker 1: would close his eyes, open his mouth and let out
- 6:20Speaker 1: the words of Gene Autry or Ernest Tug blue songs
- 6:24Speaker 1: or a gospel he could sing at all, but when
- 6:26Speaker 1: he did, for a few moments, he would be transported
- 6:29Speaker 1: to his favorite place in the world, out under a tree,
- 6:33Speaker 1: with no one else in the world, just him and
- 6:35Speaker 1: a guitar singing a song. After a dozen or so songs,
- 6:41Speaker 1: George would open his eyes and he would find himself
- 6:44Speaker 1: back in the living room. His father's head would be
- 6:46Speaker 1: drooping with his hands still clutching the neck of a
- 6:49Speaker 1: whiskey bottle, and this was the most dangerous time. George
- 6:53Speaker 1: learned to keep playing the guitar softly as he edged
- 6:56Speaker 1: towards the front window without missing a beat. He would
- 7:00Speaker 1: use his knee to slide the window up a little
- 7:02Speaker 1: bit at a time, and he keeps singing as he
- 7:04Speaker 1: slid one leg out the window, and then another, and
- 7:08Speaker 1: then as quietly as possible, he would slide the window shut,
- 7:12Speaker 1: humming the tune the whole way. He would creep across
- 7:15Speaker 1: the porch, climb through his bedroom window and finally fall asleep.
- 7:23Speaker 1: At least that's what happened on good nights. On other nights,
- 7:26Speaker 1: George wasn't so lucky. Thirty years later, the memory still
- 7:30Speaker 1: made him freeze with fear as he recalled his first
- 7:32Speaker 1: live performing experience. He thought again about New York City
- 7:36Speaker 1: and the collection of fancy, college educated critics from the
- 7:39Speaker 1: magazine sitting in the front row. There was no way
- 7:42Speaker 1: in hell he was going to make this trip. George
- 7:44Speaker 1: crumpled the plane ticket and tossed it into the trash. Then,
- 7:48Speaker 1: just like when he was a boy, he eased the
- 7:50Speaker 1: window open, crept out onto the porch, and made a
- 7:54Speaker 1: mad dash for his truck in the parking lot, leaving
- 7:57Speaker 1: Rick in, his record label and the plans for New
- 7:59Speaker 1: York City behind him. A few days later, on September sixth,
- 8:05Speaker 1: a group of journalists including Dan Rather and Walter Cronkive,
- 8:08Speaker 1: plus half the cast of Saturday Night Live and many
- 8:11Speaker 1: other celebrities were packed themselves into the bottom line. George's band,
- 8:16Speaker 1: the Jones Boys, were there, and the team from George's
- 8:19Speaker 1: record label, Epic Records, was there too, but George Jones
- 8:23Speaker 1: was nowhere to be seen. In fact, no one would
- 8:26Speaker 1: find him for another two weeks before he washed up
- 8:28Speaker 1: in a cheap motel in Florida. Even though George Jones
- 8:34Speaker 1: never even showed up for the gig at the bottom
- 8:35Speaker 1: Line and ended up having the effect that his label
- 8:38Speaker 1: had hoped for. Instead of being just another performer, his
- 8:41Speaker 1: no show made George Jones a legend. There were dozens
- 8:45Speaker 1: of media reports about this real life rebel who did
- 8:48Speaker 1: as he pleased and didn't give a damn when anyone cared.
- 8:51Speaker 1: Just two months later, he was voted Country Artists of
- 8:54Speaker 1: the Year in Rolling Stone's year end Critics poll. But
- 8:58Speaker 1: while the legend of George Jones was growing stronger, so
- 9:01Speaker 1: were the voices whispering in his ear. Those voices wanted
- 9:05Speaker 1: more more cocaine, more whiskey, and more control of George's body,
- 9:11Speaker 1: of George's mind, of George's voice, and within a year
- 9:15Speaker 1: they would try to seize control permanently. George Jones eased
- 9:46Speaker 1: his car to a stop beneath a massive pair of
- 9:48Speaker 1: long weaf pines. From the passenger's seat, the old man
- 9:52Speaker 1: looked at George, and he shook his head in disgust.
- 9:56Speaker 1: He raised up the thirty eight revolver in his hand
- 9:58Speaker 1: to remind George why they were there. George stared back,
- 10:03Speaker 1: but he just turned the keys and cut the car's engine.
- 10:07Speaker 1: From the silence, a voice piped up from the back
- 10:09Speaker 1: seat and told the old man to shut the fuck up,
- 10:13Speaker 1: but the words came out like some demonic impersonation of
- 10:15Speaker 1: Donald Duck. The old man turned toward the back seat
- 10:20Speaker 1: and sneered, do you doodle? He explained, I'm just making
- 10:24Speaker 1: sure he knows the plan. The doodle reached for the gun,
- 10:27Speaker 1: but the old man held it just out of his reach.
- 10:30Speaker 1: They tussled for a minute before they got bored, and
- 10:33Speaker 1: then they turned their gaze towards George. Well, they both asked,
- 10:37Speaker 1: with questioning eyes. Oh yeah, George knew the planet. He
- 10:41Speaker 1: snatched the gun from the old man and with shaky hands,
- 10:44Speaker 1: he opened the cylinder of the revolver and loaded a
- 10:47Speaker 1: bullet in each chamber. He snapped it shut and pulled
- 10:50Speaker 1: back the hammer. George knew the plan all right. He
- 10:54Speaker 1: was going to kill Peanut Montgomery. It was September of
- 11:01Speaker 1: nineteen seventy eight, barely a year after his no show
- 11:04Speaker 1: at the bottom Line, and George had lost everything. His mother,
- 11:08Speaker 1: Clara who died in nineteen seventy four, still praying her
- 11:12Speaker 1: son could get clean. The love of his life, Tammy
- 11:15Speaker 1: Wynette new story book romance, which played out in tabloids
- 11:19Speaker 1: and on hit records, ended in divorce in nineteen seventy five,
- 11:24Speaker 1: But Tammy had always left the door open to reconciliation.
- 11:27Speaker 1: They even recorded a number one album together the year
- 11:30Speaker 1: after they divorced. But a few weeks earlier, she'd slammed
- 11:34Speaker 1: the door shut by marrying her new manager, George Ritchie.
- 11:38Speaker 1: It's all your fault, the old man reminded George, with
- 11:41Speaker 1: a hard look in his eye. It cut George to
- 11:44Speaker 1: the core. He knew it was true. His first few
- 11:47Speaker 1: years with Tammy was some of the happiest in his life.
- 11:50Speaker 1: Taking the stage with Tammy by his side made him
- 11:52Speaker 1: feel confident and energetic, and Tammy made the paralyzing stage
- 11:56Speaker 1: fright that he usually beat back with alcohol just a
- 11:59Speaker 1: little bit less parallel. For a while, he barely drank
- 12:03Speaker 1: more than a glass of wine or a beer here
- 12:05Speaker 1: in there. But a few days after Tammy gave birth
- 12:08Speaker 1: to his daughter, George. Yet the demons inside George whispered
- 12:11Speaker 1: in his ear till they couldn't ignore them anymore. He
- 12:14Speaker 1: went off on a bender that ended up with him
- 12:16Speaker 1: being forcibly admitted for ten days to a mental institution
- 12:19Speaker 1: in Florida. The marriage never recovered. After that, George began
- 12:24Speaker 1: spending more time on the road without Tammy, and without
- 12:27Speaker 1: her by his side. The stage fright came back with
- 12:30Speaker 1: a vengeance, and so did the drinking. Just when George
- 12:34Speaker 1: thought his body couldn't take any more of the travel,
- 12:37Speaker 1: the bad food, and the constant need to be the
- 12:39Speaker 1: life of the party. At every roadhouse along the highway,
- 12:42Speaker 1: he found something to take Tammy's place, something to make
- 12:46Speaker 1: him feel energetic and confident. Unlike Tammy, it didn't care
- 12:50Speaker 1: how much he drank. And this something was cocaine. Dedoodle
- 12:58Speaker 1: hoot it from the back seat. Salivating at the mention
- 13:00Speaker 1: of the drug, George pulled out a baggie. Couldn't resist
- 13:04Speaker 1: a little taste. Only the old man abstained. He just
- 13:07Speaker 1: shook his head in Disgusted With cocaine and alcohol coursing
- 13:13Speaker 1: through George's system, it didn't take long for his marriage
- 13:16Speaker 1: to unravel. Tammy filed for divorce in nineteen seventy five,
- 13:20Speaker 1: and George let her take everything, the house, the money,
- 13:24Speaker 1: their fans, even his band, the Jones Boys. They went
- 13:28Speaker 1: with Tammy. It seemed like everyone had a bandoned George,
- 13:32Speaker 1: everyone that is, except his best friend, Peanut Montgomery. Hearing
- 13:37Speaker 1: the name again, Didoo reached for the gun, but the
- 13:40Speaker 1: old man slapped his hand away. He smirked at George
- 13:43Speaker 1: and reminded him of the old saying a friend in
- 13:46Speaker 1: need is a friend indeed, and Peanut was no friend
- 13:50Speaker 1: in need. Earl Peanut Montgomery was an Alabama native, a
- 13:57Speaker 1: man who got his start as a session guitarist at
- 13:59Speaker 1: the legend Mary Fame Studios in Florence, Alabama. His sister
- 14:03Speaker 1: Melba have been George's duet partner of choice before Tammy,
- 14:07Speaker 1: but even after Tammy kicked Melburne of the curb, Peanut
- 14:10Speaker 1: stayed on as George's number one drinking buddy. It didn't
- 14:13Speaker 1: hurt that he played a mean guitar and wrote killer
- 14:15Speaker 1: songs like George and Tammy's number one hit. Working to
- 14:18Speaker 1: hold on, especially after Tammy left, George and Peanut raised
- 14:22Speaker 1: hell in every bar room from Nashville to Alabama, until
- 14:26Speaker 1: suddenly Peanut found himself a new running buddy, Jesus Christ.
- 14:30Speaker 1: Peanut got religion. He gave up drinking, and he gave
- 14:34Speaker 1: up torn with George. For George, it seemed doubly unfair.
- 14:38Speaker 1: George had turned to God so many times in his
- 14:40Speaker 1: darkest hours, begging for salvation, but God always ignored his prayers.
- 14:45Speaker 1: God left him living in hell day after day, and
- 14:48Speaker 1: just when he was at his lowest, God took the
- 14:50Speaker 1: only friend George had. George seethes with rage as he
- 14:56Speaker 1: felt the cold steel the revolver in his hand. Since
- 14:59Speaker 1: he wasn't able to get to the man upstairs, he
- 15:02Speaker 1: would have to settle for taking a shot at the
- 15:04Speaker 1: man upstairs, this newest fan. Just then, George, Dee Doodle,
- 15:08Speaker 1: and the old Man saw headlights cresting over the top
- 15:11Speaker 1: of a hill. It was Peanut's car. As they watched
- 15:14Speaker 1: the car creep nearer, the old man warned George to
- 15:17Speaker 1: stick to the plan. Dee Doodle cackled with a wild
- 15:20Speaker 1: look in his eye. Peanut pulled his car up next
- 15:23Speaker 1: to George. There was no one else in sight. He
- 15:26Speaker 1: rolled down his window and slowly put his hands up
- 15:28Speaker 1: on the car door while George glared daggers at him.
- 15:32Speaker 1: Peanut gave his friend a sad look. He told George
- 15:35Speaker 1: he'd been praying for him. Just hearing the word praying
- 15:39Speaker 1: was enough to twist George's face into a scowl. The
- 15:42Speaker 1: old man, indeed Doodle, whispered to him it was almost time.
- 15:47Speaker 1: Peanut said he loved George. He asked why George was
- 15:49Speaker 1: persecuting him. Dee Doodle and the old man looked at George.
- 15:53Speaker 1: Both nodded their heads. Now now was the time. George
- 15:58Speaker 1: suddenly lifted the revolver up into view. He aimed it
- 16:01Speaker 1: straight at Peanut's head, and he asked the question. The
- 16:03Speaker 1: Dee Doodle and the old man were screaming in his ear.
- 16:06Speaker 1: Do you think your God is gonna save you? Now?
- 16:09Speaker 1: And before Pena could answer, George closed his eyes and
- 16:12Speaker 1: squeezed the trigger. A gunshot echoed through the creek bed,
- 16:18Speaker 1: and then everything went silent. When George opened his eyes,
- 16:25Speaker 1: he saw smoke rising from a bullet hole in peanuts car,
- 16:28Speaker 1: just an inch below the window. Dee Doodle and the
- 16:31Speaker 1: old man screamed at him to fire again. George pulled
- 16:34Speaker 1: back the hammer and lined up his shot. He held
- 16:36Speaker 1: the gun on Peanut for a long moment while Pinut
- 16:39Speaker 1: just stared back at him without moving. Finally, George lowered
- 16:43Speaker 1: the gun. He said, well, Pinat, I guess God answered
- 16:47Speaker 1: the call, and then George drove off into the darkness,
- 16:51Speaker 1: with smoke still curling around the bullet hole in Peanut
- 16:54Speaker 1: Montgomery's car. Peanut visited the district attorney immediately after the shoot,
- 17:00Speaker 1: but after learning that George could get fifteen years in
- 17:02Speaker 1: jail for attempted murder, he decided not to press charges.
- 17:08Speaker 1: Despite almost murdering his friend, George Jones did not slow
- 17:12Speaker 1: down on his drug and alcohol consumption. The demonic voices
- 17:16Speaker 1: of Dedoodle and the old Man demanded more, more cocaine,
- 17:20Speaker 1: more whiskey, more control. Within a year, George's weighted plummeted
- 17:25Speaker 1: to less than one hundred pounds. He declared bankruptcy and
- 17:28Speaker 1: was reduced to living in a car parked in an
- 17:30Speaker 1: alley in downtown Nashville, where he went days without eating
- 17:34Speaker 1: solid food, Arguing with the voices in his head. He
- 17:37Speaker 1: was near death when Peanut finally convinced the judge to
- 17:41Speaker 1: have George committed. In late nineteen seventy nine, George Jones
- 17:45Speaker 1: landed at Hillcrest Psychiatric Hospital in Birmingham, Alabama. He spent
- 17:50Speaker 1: forty days drying out before he was released in January
- 17:53Speaker 1: of nineteen eighty. The first thing he did on his
- 17:56Speaker 1: way out of rehab was stopped by a six pack.
- 18:00Speaker 1: By this point, nearly everyone had written off George Jones,
- 18:03Speaker 1: Tammy Wynette, Peanut Montgomery, his family, his record label, his fans.
- 18:09Speaker 1: It seemed like there was only one person who still
- 18:11Speaker 1: believed in George Jones, and that was his producer, Billy Charrell.
- 18:17Speaker 1: Billy had seen George at his worst, arguing back and
- 18:20Speaker 1: forth in the voices of Ddoodle and the Old Man
- 18:22Speaker 1: in the middle of the recording sessions. Billy could hear
- 18:25Speaker 1: the damage that cocaine had done to George's vocal cords.
- 18:29Speaker 1: But Billy knew one song, one song, could change everything.
- 18:34Speaker 1: For years, Billy Charell had perfected the art of finding songs,
- 18:38Speaker 1: had played off of George and Tammy's real life relationship.
- 18:41Speaker 1: Now that relationship was over, and Billy had once again
- 18:44Speaker 1: found the perfect song, a finale for love Gone Wrong,
- 18:48Speaker 1: the kind of song only George Jones could sing if
- 18:52Speaker 1: he could just get him sober and in the studio
- 18:54Speaker 1: for three minutes and fifteen seconds, Even if no one else,
- 18:59Speaker 1: not even George J. Jones believed it. Billy Charrell knew
- 19:02Speaker 1: that this was the song that could put George Jones
- 19:05Speaker 1: back on top. We'll be right back After this word,
- 19:13Speaker 1: word word, a Vivaldi concerto swallowed to life, filling the
- 19:25Speaker 1: room with the sounds of violins, music sweet enough to
- 19:28Speaker 1: soothe even the most savage beast. The melody kept rising
- 19:32Speaker 1: to a thunder and climax when suddenly a needle scratched
- 19:36Speaker 1: across the record and the music suddenly cut out. George
- 19:41Speaker 1: Jones shot straight up off the couch. He yelled and
- 19:44Speaker 1: started swinging wildly at anything within arm's reach. Fortunately, he
- 19:48Speaker 1: only made contact with a few empty mic stands, which
- 19:51Speaker 1: crashed harmlessly into the floor. He looked across the room
- 19:55Speaker 1: and saw his producer, Billy Charrell, holding the needle above
- 19:58Speaker 1: the record that was still spinning on the turnt. Billy
- 20:01Speaker 1: gave George a look that said it was time to
- 20:02Speaker 1: get to work, Time to finish this piece of shit song.
- 20:06Speaker 1: George glared at Billy's for waking him up before he
- 20:10Speaker 1: could say anything, though, De Doodle the duck squawked out
- 20:13Speaker 1: rock yell in Billy's direction. The old man just rolled
- 20:16Speaker 1: his eyes from where he sat on the couch. George
- 20:20Speaker 1: stared at Dee Doodle until he sat down quietly on
- 20:22Speaker 1: the couch next to the old man, and with everything quiet,
- 20:26Speaker 1: George nodded toward Billy, rubbed his temples, and walked up
- 20:29Speaker 1: to the mic. It was February nineteen eighty. George was
- 20:35Speaker 1: only a month out of rehab, but he was already
- 20:38Speaker 1: sliding back into familiar patterns. There was one nice thing
- 20:41Speaker 1: about drying out for forty days, though it punctured a
- 20:44Speaker 1: hole in his cocaine induced haze. De Doodle and the
- 20:47Speaker 1: old Man was still hovering over his shoulder, but at
- 20:50Speaker 1: least their voices weren't quite as loud. George had spent
- 20:53Speaker 1: the last four hours passed out on a couch in
- 20:55Speaker 1: the corner of the main tracking room at Columbia Studio
- 20:58Speaker 1: B on Nashville's music Row, which meant he hadn't taken
- 21:01Speaker 1: a drink in four hours, which meant he was probably
- 21:04Speaker 1: the most sober Billy Cherill had seen him in months.
- 21:07Speaker 1: If they're ever going to finish this downer of a song,
- 21:09Speaker 1: this was probably their best chance. As Billy rewounded the
- 21:16Speaker 1: tape in the control room. George looked around the galvanized
- 21:19Speaker 1: steel hut that made up Columbia's Studio B. Most artist
- 21:24Speaker 1: these days like tracking in Colombia's more modern Studio A,
- 21:27Speaker 1: but George and Billy still liked the old Quantcet hut
- 21:30Speaker 1: on the back of the property. The room had history.
- 21:35Speaker 1: When producer Owen Bradley opened the studio in the nineteen fifties,
- 21:39Speaker 1: it was the first music business on the street. By
- 21:42Speaker 1: the time he sold it a decade later, they were
- 21:44Speaker 1: calling the block Music Row. The room had personal history
- 21:49Speaker 1: for Billy and for George too. Here Billy had charted
- 21:53Speaker 1: the ups and downs of George and Tammy's love affair
- 21:55Speaker 1: from the rosy early days with ballads like take Me
- 21:58Speaker 1: to the Hints of Stormy Weather and We're going to
- 22:00Speaker 1: Hold on and on through the fading Love of Golden Ring.
- 22:05Speaker 1: Now Billy was trying to get George to finish the
- 22:07Speaker 1: song that he was convinced would be the perfect finale
- 22:10Speaker 1: for the George and Tammy saga. Even if no one else,
- 22:13Speaker 1: not even George Jones, believed it. Billy kept saying it
- 22:17Speaker 1: was the song that would put George back on top.
- 22:20Speaker 1: They have been working on the song for a year.
- 22:22Speaker 1: George was sick of it. The song was too sad,
- 22:26Speaker 1: too cheesy, and the melody was too much like Chris
- 22:28Speaker 1: Christockerson's Helped Me Make It Through the Night, which George
- 22:32Speaker 1: kept mistakenly singing whenever he showed up sober enough to sing.
- 22:35Speaker 2: That is.
- 22:36Speaker 1: Billy kept having his songwriters rewrite the song over and over,
- 22:40Speaker 1: and that was another thing that was bugging George. Now
- 22:43Speaker 1: Billy had him doing a spoken word section in the
- 22:45Speaker 1: middle of the song. George hated it. No matter how
- 22:48Speaker 1: stone or how drunk he was, he could always sing,
- 22:51Speaker 1: but speaking was a different story. Every time he tried
- 22:55Speaker 1: to record the middle section, his words came out slur
- 23:01Speaker 1: George slipped on his headphones as Billy queued up the
- 23:04Speaker 1: first notes of the song. He turned back to the
- 23:06Speaker 1: couch and saw that the doodle and the old man
- 23:09Speaker 1: were gone, And as the song began to play, George
- 23:12Speaker 1: closed his eyes. He imagined he was out in the
- 23:15Speaker 1: field all along, just him and the song, and he
- 23:19Speaker 1: opened his mouth and let all of his pain and
- 23:21Speaker 1: sorrow pour into the microphone. He sang about love, love
- 23:25Speaker 1: that lasts a lifetime, love that brings only pain, until
- 23:29Speaker 1: the very end. He gritted his teeth and made it
- 23:32Speaker 1: through the spoken words section and finished the song with
- 23:34Speaker 1: a chorus that raised goosebumps on Billy's arms. Billy knew
- 23:39Speaker 1: they'd captured it. After nearly eighteen months, he stopped Loving
- 23:44Speaker 1: Her Today was finally finished. Billy knew it would be
- 23:47Speaker 1: a number one hit. George, however, felt differently. As soon
- 23:53Speaker 1: as he finished singing, he heard the voice of the
- 23:55Speaker 1: old man return. No one wants to hear another, said
- 23:58Speaker 1: George Jones' song. It hurt, but George knew the old
- 24:02Speaker 1: man was right. He looked at Billy and set his peace.
- 24:06Speaker 1: Ain't nobody going to buy that morbid son of a bitch?
- 24:09Speaker 1: And then he walked out the door. It turned out
- 24:12Speaker 1: George could not have been more wrong when he stopped
- 24:17Speaker 1: Loving Her Today came out on April fourteenth. There was
- 24:20Speaker 1: a huge response right out of the gate. Radio DJs
- 24:23Speaker 1: and critics were thrilled to hear something approaching the George
- 24:26Speaker 1: Jones of old. Fans rushed out to buy the record.
- 24:29Speaker 1: Just as Billy Cherrelle predicted, the song went to number
- 24:32Speaker 1: one on the Country chart July nineteen eighty, George won
- 24:36Speaker 1: a Grammy for Best Country Male Vocal for he Stopped
- 24:39Speaker 1: Loving Her Today, and that song was named the Academy
- 24:42Speaker 1: of Country Music Song of the Year not once but twice,
- 24:44Speaker 1: in both nineteen eighty and in nineteen eighty one. Over
- 24:49Speaker 1: the next two years, George's comeback continued. He was nowhere
- 24:52Speaker 1: near as low as the days when he was living
- 24:54Speaker 1: in a car and screaming at the voices in his head,
- 24:56Speaker 1: but his demon still found ways to whisper to his ear.
- 25:00Speaker 1: There was a drunken Award Show performance in nineteen eighty
- 25:02Speaker 1: one and an embarrassing dui stop that ended up on
- 25:05Speaker 1: the local news in nineteen eighty two. Fortunately for George Jones, however,
- 25:10Speaker 1: that year he also began dating Nancy Savvado, the woman
- 25:14Speaker 1: who would become his fourth and final wife. Through her
- 25:17Speaker 1: love and dedication, she managed to slowly put George back
- 25:21Speaker 1: towards the land of the living. He quit missing tour dates,
- 25:24Speaker 1: he got his debts in order, he became more present
- 25:26Speaker 1: in the lives of his children, and George Jones was
- 25:29Speaker 1: finally able to give up drugs and drinking. George performed
- 25:34Speaker 1: sober for the first time in decades in nineteen eighty four,
- 25:37Speaker 1: fans were delighted to hear that his singing voice, once
- 25:40Speaker 1: ravaged by cocaine, was coming back stronger and stronger with
- 25:44Speaker 1: each new release, and with a run of hit singles
- 25:46Speaker 1: like She's My Rock. George gave all the credit for
- 25:49Speaker 1: his turnaround to Nancy. It was a happy ending that
- 25:53Speaker 1: no one could have predicted just a few years earlier.
- 25:55Speaker 1: George Jones was finally able to move on past Tammy Wynette,
- 26:00Speaker 1: finally able to leave his demons behind for good. And
- 26:03Speaker 1: that's how the story went in all the songs. But
- 26:06Speaker 1: that's the thing about a song, it doesn't always tell
- 26:09Speaker 1: the whole truth. George Jones weaved his Lexus SUV through
- 26:35Speaker 1: a busy stretch of I sixty five in Nashville. He
- 26:38Speaker 1: had his cell phone pressed to his ear as early
- 26:40Speaker 1: mixes from his latest album blasted from the car speakers.
- 26:44Speaker 1: It was just after one pm on March sixth, nineteen
- 26:47Speaker 1: ninety nine. Over the sound of the music, George could
- 26:50Speaker 1: hear a faint whisper. He glanced in the rear view mirror,
- 26:54Speaker 1: but the back seat was empty. He changed lanes and
- 26:57Speaker 1: passed the sedan. He looked back again and nearly jerked
- 27:00Speaker 1: the wheel into a guard rail. When he saw a
- 27:02Speaker 1: d doodle and the old man staring back at him,
- 27:06Speaker 1: George shook his head and tried to focus on the road. Suddenly,
- 27:10Speaker 1: a second d doodle was sitting across from him in
- 27:12Speaker 1: the passenger seat. He yelled at George to pull onto
- 27:15Speaker 1: the shoulder and pass the minivan in front of him,
- 27:18Speaker 1: and then he reached under his seat and pulled out
- 27:20Speaker 1: a half empty bottle of vodka and took a swig.
- 27:23Speaker 1: George tried to ignore the voice he heard, but they
- 27:25Speaker 1: yelling kept getting louder and louder. Finally, he slammed his
- 27:29Speaker 1: foot on the gas and jumped onto the shoulder. As
- 27:32Speaker 1: soon as he swerved to the left. He saw the
- 27:33Speaker 1: traffic cones construction on the bridge ahead, but he was
- 27:37Speaker 1: going too fast. He clicked two of them before swerving
- 27:40Speaker 1: back to the right and nearly ramming into the van.
- 27:43Speaker 1: He slammed on the brakes and pulled the wheel back
- 27:44Speaker 1: to the left, and the heavy sport utility vehicle groaned
- 27:48Speaker 1: and nearly tipped before slamming back to the ground. It
- 27:51Speaker 1: spun around once and then slammed directly into a concrete pillar.
- 27:57Speaker 1: George could hear d Doodle cackling. As the airbags ashed
- 28:00Speaker 1: into his face. He felt the pain ripped through his side.
- 28:03Speaker 1: He was pinned in the car, and he couldn't move,
- 28:06Speaker 1: and it hurt to breathe, George wondered at this time
- 28:09Speaker 1: he was finally dying for real. Stuck in his seat
- 28:13Speaker 1: waiting for the ambulance to arrive, George could still see
- 28:16Speaker 1: the half empty Voga bottle spinning around like a top
- 28:19Speaker 1: before it came to rest on the floor under the
- 28:21Speaker 1: passenger seat. After George and Nancy married in nineteen eighty three,
- 28:29Speaker 1: George's demons disappeared. He quit drinking, except for the occasional
- 28:33Speaker 1: beer or a glass of wine. That's the story, he
- 28:36Speaker 1: told reporters or radio DJs when they asked, But the
- 28:40Speaker 1: truth was, well, it was more complicated. With Nancy's help,
- 28:44Speaker 1: George clearly became a more dependable performer in the nineteen
- 28:47Speaker 1: eighties and nineties, judging from the improvement in his singing voice.
- 28:51Speaker 1: He'd pulled back from cocaine. But George never fully left
- 28:55Speaker 1: his demons behind. He just got better at hiding them.
- 29:00Speaker 1: As he listened to the ambulance sirens approaching from the distance,
- 29:03Speaker 1: George could feel himself hovering at the edge of unconsciousness.
- 29:07Speaker 1: He wondered if his father felt this way when he
- 29:09Speaker 1: passed on. The old man died thirty years ago. Later
- 29:13Speaker 1: in life, he'd supposedly quit drinking too. He and George
- 29:17Speaker 1: had patched up their fractured relationship the best they could.
- 29:20Speaker 1: It was a happy ending, but George remembered a few
- 29:23Speaker 1: days after his father's funeral in Texas, there were burning
- 29:27Speaker 1: some brush to clear it from the farmland where his
- 29:29Speaker 1: parents spent their final years. A few minutes after they
- 29:32Speaker 1: set the fire, they were surprised by a series of
- 29:34Speaker 1: explosions that rattled the windows inside the house. Apparently George's
- 29:39Speaker 1: father had been stashing bottles of liquor out in the
- 29:42Speaker 1: field so he could grab a quick drink, but back
- 29:46Speaker 1: in the suv. It took two hours, but the paramedics
- 29:50Speaker 1: eventually pulled George out. He'd suffered a punctured lung and
- 29:53Speaker 1: a torn liver, and although his voice never returned to
- 29:56Speaker 1: full strength, he was able to return to the stage
- 29:59Speaker 1: in the studio within a year's time. The police found
- 30:02Speaker 1: the half empty bottle of walk in the car, but
- 30:04Speaker 1: they never charged him with any crime. Afterward, George Jones
- 30:10Speaker 1: claimed that the crash was the wake up call he
- 30:12Speaker 1: needed to go completely sober for the remainder of his life,
- 30:15Speaker 1: and who knows, maybe that's exactly what he did. Regardless, though,
- 30:20Speaker 1: it seems clear that just like his father, George Jones
- 30:23Speaker 1: was haunted until the day he died. He found love,
- 30:27Speaker 1: but he never found peace, no matter how many number
- 30:31Speaker 1: one records he made, no matter how many concert tickets
- 30:34Speaker 1: he sold, no matter how far he traveled from a
- 30:36Speaker 1: living room in Beaumont, Texas, George Jones's demons kept whispering
- 30:40Speaker 1: in his ear for the whole ride. And that's a disgrace.
- 30:46Speaker 1: I'm Jake Brennan, and this is disgrace.
- 30:49Speaker 3: LFE all right, George Jones my favorite.
- 31:07Speaker 1: Country singer of all time, Elvis Costello's favorite as well.
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