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If You Missed Tonight’s “When Shall Thou Bough Break” with Gwen Smalls Havana Syndrome and Its Human Toll · DA CREW Podcast

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  Speaker 1: Neighborhood and.
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  Speaker 2: My husband, so you'll know if you hoped up with
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  Speaker 2: the wrong person, are the right person?
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  Speaker 1: Now, how did that start off? Knowing?
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  Speaker 2: This is because three years ago I met my cousin
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  Speaker 2: ron Lax, his grandmother, and I learned a lot about her,
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  Speaker 2: and knowing about her, I learned about my personal family.
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  Speaker 2: Now in regards to that him. Red Alas was a
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  Speaker 2: young black woman who was born in Halifax growing up Virginia.
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  Speaker 2: She was raised in Halifax, South Boston, and Clobe, Virginia.
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  Speaker 2: She went to John Hopkins Hospital in the fifties to
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  Speaker 2: check on uh lung that she found in her cervix
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  Speaker 2: and it wound up being cancer. And the cancer is
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  Speaker 2: called HeLa because it grows outside of the body over
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  Speaker 2: twenty four hours. Every twenty four hours, I still have
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  Speaker 2: halvana syndrome. So that's what we're gonna be talking about today.
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  Speaker 2: How halvana syndrome is able to manipulate all this part
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  Speaker 2: of my body from the way that I talk to
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  Speaker 2: my eyesight to the top of my head and it's grinding,
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  Speaker 2: constantly grinding. And how I was able to hook me
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  Speaker 2: up with my husband basically a manipulated marriage or basically
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  Speaker 2: a manipulated relationship. Now on October tenth up tenth si,
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  Speaker 2: that's the Ana syndrome. October fourth of nineteen fifty one,
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  Speaker 2: hendey Hata last died at John Hawkin's Hospital. And she
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  Speaker 2: was only thirty one years old October fourth. So all
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  Speaker 2: this ties into my family and how our family was
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  Speaker 2: wired to a wired.
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  Speaker 1: To be in sync with each other.
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  Speaker 2: And my husband was born October thirty first, sixty four,
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  Speaker 2: and being that he was born October thirty first, sixty four,
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  Speaker 2: he was born the same day that she died, the
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  Speaker 2: same month that she died, the same age thirty one
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  Speaker 2: that she died. In nineteen sixty forty, the government sent
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  Speaker 2: their cancer sells out into space to see if the
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  Speaker 2: abstronauts were to get sick and they could be able
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  Speaker 2: to create a vaccine.
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  Speaker 1: And that's my husband.
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  Speaker 2: His father name is Henry so Henry Mattiss, Henrietta, and.
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  Speaker 1: He also got the polio vaccine.
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  Speaker 2: So most of you don't know that her vaccine was
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  Speaker 2: in folio HIV COVID nineteen monkey fox dog food, take, dentist,
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  Speaker 2: Street cosmetics. The list goes on the government even set
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  Speaker 2: it to the moon in sixty four. He also tested
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  Speaker 2: in the Adam bomb to make sure that if the
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  Speaker 2: radiation got on people, would they be able to have
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  Speaker 2: a vaccine or cream that was sense enough to cure
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  Speaker 2: their skin. Now, Henry had the Folio vaccine, which I
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  Speaker 2: didn't know at the time that he was my father
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  Speaker 2: in law. And the way he walked was strange because
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  Speaker 2: he had a limp to the way that he walked.
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  Speaker 2: He walked to like Michael Jordan to me, and just
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  Speaker 2: because he had the Folio vaccine to save his life.
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  Speaker 2: And when the Tuskee doctors, young black doctors with the
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  Speaker 2: white doctor overseas put their concoction together, they came with
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  Speaker 2: the Pulling vaccine. A lot of the white people didn't
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  Speaker 2: want to give their kids the vaccine because they knew
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  Speaker 2: that it was a black woman's DNA in it.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know what that has to do do you saving.
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  Speaker 2: Your childhood being in a lot of pain, because I'm
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  Speaker 2: in a lot of pain, and I'm sure my parents
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  Speaker 2: would do whatever it takes to save me for being
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  Speaker 2: in all this pain constantly all the time. And the
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  Speaker 2: way that I talk, it's like my tongue gets stuck
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  Speaker 2: to the top of my mouth when I talk, because
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  Speaker 2: that's what the frequency. Doing the frequency is like pulling
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  Speaker 2: me up out of my seat.
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  Speaker 1: I've deal with it. I lived with it for twenty
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  Speaker 1: three years.
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  Speaker 2: Obama calls to Vanison joining with to Cuba in twenty sixteen,
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  Speaker 2: and Biden signed it into law in twenty twenty one.
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  Speaker 1: Making it real.
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  Speaker 2: And the only other person that I know that knows
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  Speaker 2: about the susplies de Murphy because he was the one
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  Speaker 2: who got as all lawyers for my brother's case is
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  Speaker 2: you all know in previous podcasts, and he.
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  Speaker 1: He was the one who.
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  Speaker 2: Who I believe talked to Obama because we talked on
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  Speaker 2: the phone almost every single month except for a few
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  Speaker 2: months and seven eight years. There's a lot of talking
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  Speaker 2: to figure out what's going on with me and to
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  Speaker 2: have Havanason. But I don't know if the two have
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  Speaker 2: anything to do with each other, him and Obama, but
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  Speaker 2: I just know it was a weird coincidence that it
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  Speaker 2: all came out about the same time.
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  Speaker 1: That he became Secretary under Secretary of the Army.
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  Speaker 2: So going back to my family, my mother in law
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  Speaker 2: is about Henrietta and height about four to nine. She's
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  Speaker 2: about the same height as Heandrietta. The lax was when
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  Speaker 2: she died. My daughter, My daughter has a best friend
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  Speaker 2: named with the last name Hopkins, after John Hopkins Hospital
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  Speaker 2: where Henrietta Lax died. For those of you who don't know,
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  Speaker 2: that's the hospital who stole her cancer selves and gave
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  Speaker 2: it to everyone around the world and they all benefited
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  Speaker 2: off of it financially and didn't give the family anything
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  Speaker 2: until it was just recently. One day hired Benjamin Crump
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  Speaker 2: to be their lawyer. They were suing the pharmaceutical companies,
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  Speaker 2: and of course everything takes a while, and one of
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  Speaker 2: the Benjamin Crumb's co counsel name is Kim Parker, which
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  Speaker 2: is just like my uncle's wife named Kim Parker. So names,
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  Speaker 2: zip codes, associations, birthdays, all of that has a lot
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  Speaker 2: to do with my life and Havana syndrome.
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  Speaker 1: Now with my son.
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  Speaker 2: My daughter also is tied into Barack Obama and Michelle
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  Speaker 2: Lebaum with their daughter named Sasa, because one day she
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  Speaker 2: was in elementary school and she came home and she
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  Speaker 2: was like, it was a birthday party we was.
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  Speaker 1: Having for one of her friends at my house.
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  Speaker 2: And she was like, she wanted her friends to call Asasha,
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  Speaker 2: and I was like, Sasha Ellis. She said, I'm like
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  Speaker 2: Sasha Ellis. Why do you want your friends to call
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  Speaker 2: you Sasha Ellis Asasa? He said, oh, Mom, it's just
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  Speaker 2: a name I came up with when I was in
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  Speaker 2: fifth grade. That's what she telled me lately. When I
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  Speaker 2: asked him, when I say lately over the last year
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  Speaker 2: or two. And I remember when I was younger, in
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  Speaker 2: my twenties and I was living in New York City,
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  Speaker 2: and my girlfriends would tell me, but don't tell people
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  Speaker 2: your name, tell them a fake name.
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  Speaker 1: So I gave him Michelle.
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  Speaker 2: So I was like, they groomed us not only to
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  Speaker 2: assassinate the first black American president on an operation day
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  Speaker 2: with the Savana syndrome frequency manipulation of my thoughts, want
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  Speaker 2: what to do, but also.
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  Speaker 1: They manipulated my daughter and I to be like Sasha
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  Speaker 1: and Michelle.
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  Speaker 2: And then they tried to kill my son in a
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  Speaker 2: currency and told me about it.
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  Speaker 1: Through the frequency.
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  Speaker 2: See the frequency is try to mimic my voice and
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  Speaker 2: if it's digging in my frontal lobe.
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  Speaker 1: My front of love is a memory.
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  Speaker 2: Cognitive noncognitive thinking. It's for who you fall in love with,
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  Speaker 2: who you don't far in love with. What you like
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  Speaker 2: to crave, what you like to eat, your sexual organs,
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  Speaker 2: all of that is up here in the front and lobe.
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  Speaker 2: They can turn you on to adult. I was told
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  Speaker 2: by nuclear physicists named Patrick adult or any person, a man,
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  Speaker 2: a woman, a tree, if you're standing next to it.
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  Speaker 1: And the only way you can.
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  Speaker 2: Capture these people, he says that you got to be
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  Speaker 2: sitting next to them, pushing on the buttons doing this.
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  Speaker 2: So that means it's American government that's doing this to me.
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  Speaker 2: And I'm trying to figure out why they're doing it
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  Speaker 2: to me. Is it because they're trying to steal all
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  Speaker 2: land in the country, or they trying to steal the
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  Speaker 2: cancer sut tracking us, tracking.
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  Speaker 1: Me around my family.
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  Speaker 2: Also to that, my son added to getting back to
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  Speaker 2: my son who they told me the voice can mimic
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  Speaker 2: your thoughts, godlike voice, like Lester Hall said havana syndrome
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  Speaker 2: is the invisible voice of the Havana syndrome and the
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  Speaker 2: voice of the enemy.
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  Speaker 1: So it's a voice of the enemy.
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  Speaker 2: According to Lester Haf for NBC News, I didn't think
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  Speaker 2: of it that way. I just thought it was my voice,
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  Speaker 2: God voice, and that was it. I didn't know there
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  Speaker 2: was a third party playing in my head and I'm
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  Speaker 2: playing with my body. And they told us that we
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  Speaker 2: was too famous because my brother Ray died in police
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  Speaker 2: custody in twenty thirteen. That's how we got our lawyers
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  Speaker 2: through Patrick Murphy and you got us on CNN, MSNBC
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  Speaker 2: all that for those of you who know the previous.
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  Speaker 1: Podcasts, and they a seal.
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  Speaker 2: He told me that, and I was like no, And
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  Speaker 2: then a few days later he was in a car accident.
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  Speaker 2: So I know that whoever's doing this is also harming people,
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  Speaker 2: deliberately harming people and causing them playing and misery because
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  Speaker 2: they told me about where the gun was. I'm a
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  Speaker 2: police officer when Barack Obama, Michelle was walking in front
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  Speaker 2: of me at the inauguration, And how would I be
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  Speaker 2: able to do that cause I was in the inauguration.
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  Speaker 1: I was a volunteer.
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  Speaker 2: That's somebody got sick and they moved me up and
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  Speaker 2: I was able to get in, and by me getting in,
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  Speaker 2: they were able to wire me in a position they
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  Speaker 2: need me to be in. And see how it moves around,
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  Speaker 2: But it's constantly moving around, and so that's in my son,
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  Speaker 2: And how.
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  Speaker 1: He gets hicked up with and he really relaxes that.
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  Speaker 2: My husband and I met on April fourth, they got
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  Speaker 2: their marriage licensed on April fourth.
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  Speaker 1: They got married on April eleventh, and my and my.
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  Speaker 2: Son was born on April twelve, and that's how my
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  Speaker 2: son get hooked up with Havanas and Young. But I
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  Speaker 2: signed them to law in twenty twenty one, so then
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  Speaker 2: he signed into law. I know that they have something
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  Speaker 2: to do with the reason why they won't allow people
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  Speaker 2: like me to be able to file for funds for
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  Speaker 2: mental health, health and also whatever this is to get
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  Speaker 2: it to stop. It's a buzzing sound that constantly brings
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  Speaker 2: in my ears like crookeets. Even when Kamila Harris went
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  Speaker 2: overseas a few times, if you google it, you can
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  Speaker 2: see where people on her plane was complaining as you
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  Speaker 2: can hear the complaining about Havana syndrome symptoms.
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  Speaker 1: So it does exist.
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  Speaker 2: It's just that no one's saying attention to me and
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  Speaker 2: mind problems with it. So but they know it's to exist.
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  Speaker 2: That's the thing. They know it exists. I'm not in
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  Speaker 2: it for the money. I just want them to stop it,
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  Speaker 2: that's all I want them to just stop it and
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  Speaker 2: to allow me to have my freedom like everyone else,
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  Speaker 2: I feel trapped in this frequency.
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  Speaker 1: It's a trap and so Henrytt relax.
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  Speaker 2: It's tied into my family that way. The pharmaceutical companies
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  Speaker 2: made billions, billions and billions of money off of her,
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  Speaker 2: and they gave the family nothing. They had to sue
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  Speaker 2: to get their reward that they deserve to get from
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  Speaker 2: their grandmother, our cousin. And it's shame that people who
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  Speaker 2: can get up in this world and see that. It's like,
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  Speaker 2: it's shameful that they experimented on her while she was
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  Speaker 2: in the hospital, putting electrical rods up inside of her
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  Speaker 2: to try to get rid of the cancer, knowing that
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  Speaker 2: that's not what you do.
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  Speaker 1: They're putting electrical rods on my head and my body.
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  Speaker 2: They bowled my head completely out, completely out. I was
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  Speaker 2: bold headed. So I want to continue on with relationships.
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  Speaker 2: So do you think you're the right person? Do you
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  Speaker 2: think the man.
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  Speaker 1: And woman in your life is the man and woman.
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  Speaker 2: That you naturally chose or do you think the advantas
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  Speaker 2: in the shows that person for you.
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  Speaker 1: Do you think you're gay because you're naturally gay?
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  Speaker 2: Because you was going with a trade to be gay
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  Speaker 2: or do you think they try to do what they
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  Speaker 2: did to me, try to make me.
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  Speaker 1: Gay like men, women, children.
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  Speaker 2: Children of all things, adult, myself, masturbating all of that.
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  Speaker 2: That's what they were doing to me. I've been single.
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  Speaker 2: My husband and I've been married for thirty six years.
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  Speaker 2: I wanted to say this. My husband and I have
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  Speaker 2: America for thirty six years. We've been together for fifteen.
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  Speaker 2: Before that, I was by myself with no man in
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  Speaker 2: my life at all.
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  Speaker 1: For all those years.
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  Speaker 2: They were manipulating my mind thinking that I was I
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  Speaker 2: was dating man, thinking that they were someone who were
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  Speaker 2: from me. But before the dating gets going and after
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  Speaker 2: the intercourse, then the relationship ends as though it was meant.
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  Speaker 1: To be that way. Like Manti for money.
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  Speaker 2: It is like k Parker on the Campical Council team
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  Speaker 2: is also Kim Parker for.
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  Speaker 1: My uncle's wife. They also have.
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  Speaker 2: James Williamson who was a friend of Barbara John's, and
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  Speaker 2: Barbara John's is the woman who little girl who walked
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  Speaker 2: out of school at sixteen that that caused the landslide
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  Speaker 2: case of brown horses border bad in my hometown.
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  Speaker 1: With my family and my friends.
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  Speaker 2: That's where my family comes from brown bo brown versus
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  Speaker 2: the border at as you can hear the ass the
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  Speaker 2: brown horses border ad, that's where that comes from.
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  Speaker 1: And it's it's part of the it's part of.
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  Speaker 2: The manipulation of having men come into my life to
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  Speaker 2: manipulate me physically, hoping to get another cancer cell from
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  Speaker 2: one of her family members. I think that's why they
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  Speaker 2: coded my whole family around me, because they was hoping
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  Speaker 2: that I could be chick or treat and my husband
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  Speaker 2: going on October thirty first, I could be a trick
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  Speaker 2: or a treat.
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  Speaker 1: Obviously I was a trick and a treat for those men.
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  Speaker 2: They even let me date this man lit Peenis was
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  Speaker 2: the size of my pinky, and every time that I
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  Speaker 2: needed money, I had to ask him for money. He
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  Speaker 2: wanted me to do things to him to make him happy,
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  Speaker 2: and one day he wanted to put the cucumber up
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  Speaker 2: inside of me, but I wouldn't allow him to do that.
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  Speaker 2: And all the while this thing was winding on my head,
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  Speaker 2: all the while, my tongue was rolling in my mouth,
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  Speaker 2: all the while I was going bald headed, I was told,
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  Speaker 2: but I didn't know that it was all because of
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  Speaker 2: the frequency.
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  Speaker 1: I just didn't know what the two.
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  Speaker 2: I didn't put the two together until I after Obama
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  Speaker 2: clalled the Atlanta cent Der in twenty sixteen. Then I
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  Speaker 2: was like, oh, so all this goes together because listening
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  Speaker 2: to all the people on TV talk about their problem,
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  Speaker 2: I was like, I got the same thing, but I
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  Speaker 2: got extra. And so my neurologists is saying, you got
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  Speaker 2: what they have, but you got extra. They giving me extra.
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  Speaker 2: I guess because of the cancer. So or I lay
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  Speaker 2: down in the country, all of I land down in
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  Speaker 2: the country. So getting back to the men, and another
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  Speaker 2: man named Robn, he used to abuse me and he
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  Speaker 2: was on crack, which I didn't know he was on crack.
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  Speaker 2: When you're that naive about drugs and drug addicts, you
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  Speaker 2: don't know. He didn't look it, he didn't seem like it,
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  Speaker 2: but I guess he smoked it in his marijuana. I
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  Speaker 2: was told by someone else and then I had to
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  Speaker 2: leave him alone because I didn't know. But I knew
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  Speaker 2: something was up because someone stole three hundred and thirty
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  Speaker 2: twenty eight dollars out of my pocket in my closet
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  Speaker 2: and it had to be him with one of my
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  Speaker 2: all my neighbors and now that I know that people
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  Speaker 2: like him go searching for things, and he goes searching.
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  Speaker 2: They search in all the right places, and he stole
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  Speaker 2: my money, so I had to leave him alone. And
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  Speaker 2: so all those men in my life were manipulated to
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  Speaker 2: be in my life for those reasons, not because my
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  Speaker 2: husband used to be a crackhead before I met him,
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  Speaker 2: or crack someone who used to.
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  Speaker 1: Be on crack.
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  Speaker 2: And it's really shameful that they would do such a
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  Speaker 2: thing like that to Niman and Lax and make her
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  Speaker 2: seem like she was the scum of the earth, a
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  Speaker 2: horrible person, a mean, evil person.
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  Speaker 1: And even her daughter in law boar Bad locks to
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  Speaker 1: make it because I got the.
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  Speaker 2: Same name and the same birthday as my cousin Ron's mom.
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  Speaker 1: Her name by Bad, My name is Blahbad. She's going
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  Speaker 1: January fifteenth to see me. I Marmin Luther King.
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  Speaker 2: I'm going January fifteenth, sam If Martin Luther King. So
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  Speaker 2: all that goes together ties into into her birthday, my
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  Speaker 2: birthday names like Kim Parker. My uncle has a wife
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  Speaker 2: named Kim Parker. They have a co conseil in Kim Parker.
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  Speaker 2: So they trying to keep all our names to our
• 19:12
  Speaker 2: families connected to the families of the lawyers and the
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  Speaker 2: people in the country, cause he's also born on the
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  Speaker 2: same day that my grandfather was born in March tenth.
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  Speaker 2: So I don't know what they're doing, the government, what
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  Speaker 2: they're doing, but they need to stop this altogether. They
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  Speaker 2: need to stop that. So getting back to my husband,
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  Speaker 2: they manipulated me from my husband years ago. They told
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  Speaker 2: me he was gonna leave and find someone and I'll
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  Speaker 2: never get him back. And never thought that they would
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  Speaker 2: do that, thinking that it was a godlike voice. It
• 19:57
  Speaker 2: was a godlike voice that told me that. And that's
• 20:01
  Speaker 2: before everything happened, all the craziness happened, and them trying
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  Speaker 2: to kill my son several times, all of that even
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  Speaker 2: before Biden signed into LONG twenty twenty one, the Havana
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  Speaker 2: syndrome was already out here. They gave it a new name,
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  Speaker 2: but it's called infro sound magnetic waves, which you spelled
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  Speaker 2: I n fr A magnetic microwave frequency s o U
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  Speaker 2: n d I n fr a s o u n
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  Speaker 2: d microwave frequency. A nuclear physicist told me how to
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  Speaker 2: spell it so that I'll be able to look it
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  Speaker 2: up when I got home because he said, all the
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  Speaker 2: things you're telling me is sounding like that's what you have.
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  Speaker 2: And they call it Havana syndrome. It's not a coincidence
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  Speaker 2: that I know, Patrick J. Murphy and Barack Obama called
• 20:54
  Speaker 2: the Havana syndrome. I'm not going to buy that for
• 20:56
  Speaker 2: one minute, not even one minute, cause it doesn't make
• 21:01
  Speaker 2: sense to all those years my husband and I were strange.
• 21:08
  Speaker 2: They couldn't find me someone to last in a long
• 21:11
  Speaker 2: term relationship. I had not been out to dinner with
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: a man, dinner with amen, dinner flowers, holidays, hanging out
• 21:25
  Speaker 2: with my family doing holidays. None of those things happened
• 21:28
  Speaker 2: that Whenever I showed up at people, how they always
• 21:30
  Speaker 2: ask me, where's your man?
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: How come you always never have a man?
• 21:35
  Speaker 2: I never knew how to explain to them about the
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: Savannah syndrome, not to explain to a man about Havana center,
• 21:42
  Speaker 2: but how I'll explained that this thing on my head
• 21:47
  Speaker 2: cause they wouldn't understand. They would think I was crazy,
• 21:50
  Speaker 2: and then I needed help. But I'm not crazy. I
• 21:58
  Speaker 2: wanna share my story with you because I think it's
• 22:01
  Speaker 2: a very important story.
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: This year, you don't.
• 22:03
  Speaker 2: Find too many black people out here talking about Havana syndrome.
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: In their mouth is twisted and their tongue is being
• 22:09
  Speaker 2: stuck to the top of their mouth, and they talk
• 22:11
  Speaker 2: about everybody's walking around like it's normal, like they're normal.
• 22:14
  Speaker 2: Well they probably are. Some people probably have a little bit,
• 22:18
  Speaker 2: some people probably have a lot, but no one has
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  Speaker 2: as much as I do. This is very painful and
• 22:25
  Speaker 2: it's just unbelievable. Needs to stop. It calls me so
• 22:35
  Speaker 2: much pain, physical pain. Sometimes I can't sleep. I get
• 22:39
  Speaker 2: two hours of sleep in intervals.
• 22:41
  Speaker 1: I get two. I was asleep, I get up, I
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: go like to sleep.
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  Speaker 2: Another hour later, two I was asleep, another hour later,
• 22:47
  Speaker 2: two I was asleep. Before I know it, it is five o'clock,
• 22:50
  Speaker 2: six o'clock in the morning. And then I can't go
• 22:52
  Speaker 2: back to sleep. And then if I do take a
• 22:54
  Speaker 2: nap during the daytime, then it beat. It defeats say
• 23:00
  Speaker 2: the word, and it's not even funny. I can't even
• 23:04
  Speaker 2: defeat the purpose of saying that was going going to
• 23:09
  Speaker 2: sleep to defeats the purpose who are trying to get
• 23:12
  Speaker 2: a full night's rest.
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: My eyes just don't turn red as like they used to.
• 23:17
  Speaker 2: All here, it used to be so red whenever I
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: didn't get enough sleep, when I was getting like two
• 23:21
  Speaker 2: hours of sleep a night before I was sleep all night.
• 23:28
  Speaker 2: You return return brand. But I want to say this
• 23:33
  Speaker 2: before it gets time to say out of the night
• 23:36
  Speaker 2: and and talk about the closing of a landa syndrome
• 23:44
  Speaker 2: with my family. You never know who it might hook
• 23:47
  Speaker 2: you up with. You never know you get a good
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: hook that with someone who could shoot you. You can
• 23:53
  Speaker 2: hook live with someone who can try to kill you.
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: You can help live.
• 23:55
  Speaker 2: With someone who try to love you, take care of you,
• 23:58
  Speaker 2: treat you well, treat you nice, or street you in between.
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: You never know who Havanason it could hook you out
• 24:05
  Speaker 2: with to mean something good to you, it mean something bad.
• 24:12
  Speaker 2: You just never know. The my thing is is that
• 24:18
  Speaker 2: learn the people around you make sure that they're not
• 24:22
  Speaker 2: trapped in a matrix where they could see how your
• 24:33
  Speaker 2: life is operating around theirs. They need to see you
• 24:38
  Speaker 2: need to see everybody needs to see if your life
• 24:41
  Speaker 2: is operating around theirs in a matrix so a way
• 24:45
  Speaker 2: like I am with my husband and we're still are
• 24:48
  Speaker 2: stranged because they're trying to keep all of us afar
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: because it's too late to try to mix it up
• 24:57
  Speaker 2: because all the things they wanted to happen to us.
• 25:00
  Speaker 2: They've been trying so hard to hurt us in so
• 25:04
  Speaker 2: many ways with this thing, and physically my kids always
• 25:08
  Speaker 2: threaten in my kids with some physical harm. God don't
• 25:15
  Speaker 2: do other things to people. I don't believe that. I
• 25:20
  Speaker 2: don't believe God tell you other things. I don't think
• 25:22
  Speaker 2: God tell you things gonna happen to you. I don't
• 25:25
  Speaker 2: believe that. I don't believe that. So my husband and
• 25:35
  Speaker 2: I are still a strange. And even though we are
• 25:38
  Speaker 2: still a strange, we have kids, we got grandkids that
• 25:41
  Speaker 2: we need to raise together. That's how I feel. I
• 25:45
  Speaker 2: feel like he needs to be a part of my life.
• 25:47
  Speaker 2: I need to be a part of his life to
• 25:48
  Speaker 2: do that, cause once they made a mess of my
• 25:51
  Speaker 2: life and then try to code me around HBCUs, Like
• 25:55
  Speaker 2: First University Tennessee State, Mary Mauma Cloud Cookman Bowie stayed,
• 26:08
  Speaker 2: there's another one. I can't think of it right now
• 26:10
  Speaker 2: because this thing is tightening on our head. Can't think
• 26:13
  Speaker 2: of it right now. But they all around HBCUs and
• 26:18
  Speaker 2: all my friends go graduated from HBCUs and they're doing
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: pretty well, and the kids are going to HBC Hughs
• 26:23
  Speaker 2: and they're doing pretty well. So I want to say
• 26:26
  Speaker 2: with closing, thank you guys so much for listening in
• 26:30
  Speaker 2: to which other val Break podcasts and learning a little
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: bit every time I come on about Havana syndrome and
• 26:39
  Speaker 2: learning a little bit every time about how Havana Center
• 26:45
  Speaker 2: can affect your life, how you could have a mate
• 26:47
  Speaker 2: in your life to could harm you as a mate,
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: and you don't even know that he is in your
• 26:52
  Speaker 2: life because.
• 26:52
  Speaker 1: Havana syndron put him in your life.
• 26:54
  Speaker 2: Like my husband and I, we both were born on birthdays, holidays,
• 26:59
  Speaker 2: he Halloween.
• 27:01
  Speaker 1: I'm Martin Luther King.
• 27:02
  Speaker 2: We always thought to something that was very strange about
• 27:04
  Speaker 2: that part and the part about just like it told
• 27:09
  Speaker 2: me about my son, how he was going to my
• 27:13
  Speaker 2: husband was gonna leave if I didn't take him back
• 27:17
  Speaker 2: a few years ago when I was in my twenties,
• 27:18
  Speaker 2: if I didn't take him back, he gon find someone.
• 27:20
  Speaker 2: He found someone, and Morgan state that's what it is,
• 27:24
  Speaker 2: and Morgan state those fire HBCUs, there's.
• 27:27
  Speaker 1: Probably more than that.
• 27:29
  Speaker 2: I just haven't connected the dots to my whole family
• 27:31
  Speaker 2: history to see what more.
• 27:35
  Speaker 1: HBCUs. They don't want us to help out.
• 27:38
  Speaker 2: How much more black communities they don't want us to
• 27:41
  Speaker 2: help out. It's just shameful that someone could be in
• 27:46
  Speaker 2: this world with that much hatred for someone who does.
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: So good, who did the world so good.
• 27:52
  Speaker 2: And with that being said, I'm gonna say have a
• 27:55
  Speaker 2: good night, thank you for tuning in and tuning in
• 28:00
  Speaker 2: next week because I'm gonna be talking about HBCUs.
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: Next week we show the bow Break podcast