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- 0:00Chapter ten of Sinister House by Leland Hall. This LibriVox recording is in the
- 0:06public domain. Read by Ben Tucker, Chapter ten. By the time we
- 0:12were back in the gloomy house behind the hemlocks, it was seven o'clock.
- 0:16Annette at once told Giles that if he meant to stay and watch, she
- 0:19had better make a fire in the living room, and, without stopping to
- 0:22think how difficult it might be for him to help himself, thus we groped
- 0:26our way upstairs and into Julia's room. Julia was lonesome and very weak,
- 0:31but all was not abandoned in that house. The old servant downstairs in the
- 0:36kitchen was making a hot soup for Julia's supper, and Annette despatched me to
- 0:40fetch it. Upon returning with it to the chamber, I found that Annette
- 0:44had lighted a lamp by the bed, had smoothed out the pillows, and
- 0:47was talking quietly with her patient. The room was cold, of course,
- 0:51and still far from being cheerful, for the bright lamp was heavily shaded,
- 0:55and the gas flickered in the drafts. I had no sooner given the soup
- 0:58over to my wife than Julia asked for news of Eric, and I must
- 1:02tell her that I had yet to find him. At that she tried to
- 1:06get out of bed, but Annette restrained her. But you will find him,
- 1:11Pierre, she begged me. He must not be left alone. I
- 1:14am not sick. That is only my body, his mind, his spirit.
- 1:19He will not tell me I cannot help him, because, oh you
- 1:23know why, Pierre. But you, he cannot help you, Julia.
- 1:27All she said was together. She wasn't rambling, but she was terribly excited.
- 1:34I tried to convince her that it would be dangerous to her to bring
- 1:37him back to the house. She understood, but she had a secret faith
- 1:41of some sort in Eric's being able to save her, even though his mere
- 1:45presence in her room that night might deliver her to death at the hands of
- 1:48his familiars. She was of two minds. I promised to find Eric,
- 1:53but I did not promise to bring him back to the house, and I
- 1:56am not sure that she exacted that definitely out of me, Annette followed me
- 2:00out into the hall and whispered to me to stop in the kitchen for something
- 2:02to eat. Whether I felt hungry or not. Make Giles eat something too.
- 2:07She added, When I was half way downstairs, she leaned over from
- 2:12above to ask me where I should take Eric if I found him, to
- 2:15the Carraway club, I whispered back. She had since told me that she
- 2:20felt better to know that I should not bring him back to the house.
- 2:23She both believed and did not believe. If you don't find him, come
- 2:28back here, sure, she said, as she turned into the chamber.
- 2:31On my way to the kitchen, I glanced into the living room for Giles.
- 2:36There was no warmth or charm in the place. He had lit the
- 2:38gas and was sitting before the grate, in which a miserable, lightless fire
- 2:42was smoldering. We couldn't eat much, but we found some wine in the
- 2:46kitchen, and each drank a glassful. To tell the truth, I was
- 2:49glad to get away from my wife's cousin. He was depressed and sullen as
- 2:53well he might be. I don't know what it was kept him in the
- 2:55house unless he shared with the rest of us the feeling that something as usual
- 3:00was going to happen there. That night, I hunted high and low for
- 3:04Eric in the ford. I went mile after mile along every road I thought
- 3:07he could have taken and farther than I thought he could have progressed. I
- 3:12even went to the village of Stanton, but there I found the village store
- 3:15and the post office closed for the night, and the cross roads were deserted.
- 3:19I went to the caraway club, all dark and deserted. The caretaker
- 3:23looked at me as if I were Satan blowing in on the wind. He
- 3:27had not seen Eric. I told him I might be back later, and
- 3:30not to keep me waiting too long outside in the cold. Again and again,
- 3:34I stopped the car and called as loudly as I could across the fields
- 3:38that lay invisible in the darkness. Lonely, and when swept on either side
- 3:42of the road, I left the car and felt my way through paths along
- 3:46the edge of the cliffs, even down by the river bed, falling and
- 3:49hurting myself more than once. It was all of no avail. Near midnight,
- 3:53I returned to the house, chilled to the bone, disheartened and gloomy
- 3:58in my mind. I both hoped and feared to find Eric there, but
- 4:02he had not returned. Giles was still before the cold, smoldering fire in
- 4:06the living room, to which the gaslight gave no look of charm. Nothing,
- 4:11Giles told me, had happened in the house. Annette had not come
- 4:15downstairs. No sound came from above. The silence in the desolate room was
- 4:19depressing. I heard only the rattle of a dead branch against one of the
- 4:24windows now, and then the steady roar of the high wind and the chimney
- 4:28and about the house, and the continuous banging of that loosened and forgotten shudder.
- 4:33That thing, said, Giles, will drive me mad. I made
- 4:39a move to go out on the Verandah, no use, Pierre, I've
- 4:43been out there. You can't reach it from outside. Gotta get at it
- 4:46from inside through the bluebeard room, he groaned. Ah, Giles, I
- 4:50whispered, you too, begin to feel something in this house. I feel
- 4:56death and desolation about it. He muttered. I'm damn cold, and I
- 5:00can't make this fire burn. I made no move to help him. Let
- 5:03the cold and the bleakness get in their work on him. For my part,
- 5:09though I had yelled myself hoarse over all the countryside and had returned forlorn
- 5:13and tired, I felt the house was harmless. Warily, I sat on
- 5:17the sofa where the night before I had sat motionless with fear under the rose
- 5:21colored hanging in the hallway, yellowish and faded in the dingy gas light that
- 5:26fell on it. From the living room, I saw drafts of air pass
- 5:30like waves. I heard the roaring of the wind and the banging of that
- 5:33inaccessible shutter. I shivered with bodily cold, but I knew there was nothing
- 5:40in the house at present to fear. The very desolation made me feel safe.
- 5:46Somewhere a clock struck one Still, there was no sound from upstairs.
- 5:50Are we going to sit like this all night? Giles grumbled, Why don't
- 5:55you stretch out on this sofa and try to sleep. I can't sleep with
- 5:59that shudder banging. Cover your head with sofa pillows. He made no reply.
- 6:03The slow minutes dragged on. I would to heaven. I had some
- 6:08whiskey, he said, after a while. No use to hunt for it
- 6:12in this house. I had been surprised enough to find even wine. Eric
- 6:16never drank, never smoked, never swore, queer, queer, not like
- 6:21the rest of us. I fell to thinking about him. I concluded he
- 6:25was something of an ascetic, made human and vulnerable by the one great love
- 6:29in his life. Yet I had to grant that I felt in him a
- 6:32great tenderness towards everything ardent, visionary too. Some thing, some one had
- 6:40checked him, done him deep in all but mortal harm. Julia could heal,
- 6:45but she I turned up my coat collar and shoved my stiff hands deeper
- 6:48into my pockets. Julia must be sleeping. What should I say to her?
- 6:53If she woke and asked for her husband? How could I reassure her
- 6:58where was he? Had he fallen in the darkness and twisted his leg?
- 7:01The sound of the wind began to irritate me, and the banging of the
- 7:05shutter got on my nerves as it got on Giles's. What did Julia fear
- 7:10in that room? That she would not have it opened in those dreary minutes?
- 7:14If ever, my imagination, were it too wild, would have evoked
- 7:16evil and unearthly things might have pictured before me the dark, gruesome interior of
- 7:21that room, perhaps a suicide hanging from the ceiling, vague in the darkness,
- 7:27yet visibly swaying on the cord. It was never my imagination that found
- 7:30evil in the house. To night, there was not the faintest thrill,
- 7:35and that new nerve of mine the house was not as it had been.
- 7:40The evil was gone from it. The gentle sensitive master was lost in the
- 7:45night and had left his dwelling bleak, lonely but safe. If only the
- 7:48wind would rest for a while, and that nerve racking banging cease. I
- 7:54jumped up and began pacing the floor. Giles poked at the fire, a
- 7:58longing to speak with my way. Life grew stronger and stronger in me.
- 8:01If I could talk only five minutes with a net, the remainder of the
- 8:05night would pass more cheerfully. Had she heard me return in the car and
- 8:09had not called me, no, I had tried to make no noise.
- 8:13Maybe she was anxious about me. I started myself thinking that perhaps Eric's familiars
- 8:18had come back without him and had done mischief upstairs. No sound from up
- 8:22there for hours, not a step on the floor, not the creak of
- 8:26a door's opening, not the murmur of a voice. Maybe a neette was
- 8:31cold. I stood this as long as I could, and then I took
- 8:33off my boots and stole up the stairs. It was dark and drafty in
- 8:39the upper hallway. I went on tiptoe to the door of the room in
- 8:43which I knew. Julia lay and listened for some sound. Nothing. I
- 8:48started to go down again, but I couldn't. Annette, I whispered,
- 8:52Annette. I listened again, no response. Slowly and without a sound,
- 8:58I opened the door and looked into the chamber. In a big chair by
- 9:03the side of the bed, away from the door, sat my wife,
- 9:05bundled in her heavy coat. The bright light from the lamp streamed over her
- 9:09hands, which lay up turned upon the knitting in her lap. Her head
- 9:13had fallen back against the top of the chair in shadow. She was fast
- 9:16asleep. Julia lay fast asleep in the bed, turned on her side,
- 9:20away from a net, her cheek resting on both her hands. I could
- 9:24hardly see their breathing. There was little movement in the room. The fluttering
- 9:30of the gas flame, the curtains blowing in from the window, which was
- 9:33opened not more than an inch, the ruffling now and then of the triangular
- 9:37bit of sheet that hung over the edge of the bed. That was all.
- 9:41It was no use to wake them. I closed the door as quietly
- 9:45as I could, But as I did so, I had the feeling that
- 9:48I was closing it upon a scene set for a drama. Ready and waiting,
- 9:52but not to be disturbed until the acting should begin. And just then,
- 9:56for the first time in that long night, my nerve of horror shuddered
- 10:01within me. I was all but overcome with forebodings. I thought I heard
- 10:05a moan from the room of sleep, on which I had closed the door.
- 10:09I paused. I thought I heard a new, strange sound. It
- 10:13was the beating of my own heart. As I stole down stairs again like
- 10:18a murderer for stealth, the clock struck two. When I took my place
- 10:22again on the sofa, I felt the house was no longer safe. The
- 10:26banging of the shutter terrified me. I hid my face in my hands.
- 10:31Instantly, I thought A voice rang shatteringly loud in my ears, crying,
- 10:35we will kill her. To night, I sprang to my feet. In
- 10:39the doorway stood Eric. He looked as if something in the night had wrung
- 10:43the blood out of him. His hair was wild about his pale face.
- 10:46His clothes were all deranged and in some places torn. My first thought was
- 10:52to throw him out of the house, his own house. The murderous cry
- 10:56I had heard told me that his familiars had come back with him. I
- 10:58had no doubt they were already above in the chamber of RESTful sleep. They
- 11:03had yelled out on their way up the stairs. But as I looked at
- 11:05Eric, a mild gentleness in his face cast a spell over me and restrained
- 11:09me. He began to speak strange words in an extraordinarily subdued voice. I
- 11:16have been walking in the wind. Out of the whirlwind. A voice spake
- 11:22unto me, saying, the law of man cannot lay a finger upon thee.
- 11:26Nor hast thou sinned against the law of God. Inasmuch as thou wast
- 11:31patient in his sight, so will he care for thee. Yet though thou
- 11:35carriest thy burden to a secret part of the earth, and there bury it,
- 11:41it shall not be forgotten. Giles and I looked at him in silence.
- 11:46You can hardly imagine the effect of his words and his manner upon us.
- 11:50While he went on talking like a prophet from an ancient time, I
- 11:52caught no sense in his words, which veiled rather than made clear, something
- 11:56about his responsibilities under the justice laws of heaven, and about his wife Julia,
- 12:01who as a human companion, remained more dear to him than the purest
- 12:05bliss in sanctimony he could dream of, and he talked as if this style
- 12:11of expression were the most familiar and the most natural to him. At last,
- 12:16he must have read our bewilderment and our discomfiture in our eyes, which
- 12:18remained fastened upon his face. He broke off his rapt discourse, and,
- 12:24stepping quietly into the room, begged us to excuse his diffuseness, and ask
- 12:28us if we had been sleeping. I could not but wonder if the knight
- 12:33had changed him into a mild idiot. Damnation sleeping, cried the matter of
- 12:39fact, Giles. In this desolate house, listen that shudder's been banging without
- 12:43let up. How can a man sleep in such a racket? Eric recognized
- 12:48the sound and looked at me. Can you not fasten it? Pierre,
- 12:52no, eric I answered, walking out of the spell his words had cast
- 12:56over me, and eyeing him curiously. We can not reach it from the
- 13:00outside. Never mind the damned thing, Gild growled. Indeed, gentlemen,
- 13:05replied Eric, I would not have you disturbed. Thus, I regret that
- 13:11you have not been able to sleep, watching the house in my absence too,
- 13:15But I think we can fasten it. He went on, from the
- 13:18inside. Quietly, he fingered over the keys on a ring he had taken
- 13:24from his pocket. While he was doing so, I heard the dull sound
- 13:28of footfalls on the floor above my head. The planks creaked. My heart
- 13:31grew faint within me. But Eric went on quietly this key. Selecting a
- 13:37bright yale key that glistened even under the dingy gaslight, I found by chance
- 13:43to day it will, I feel sure, open the door for you,
- 13:46gentlemen, you know what door, I might say, the door to your
- 13:50repose. The whole house seemed to me full of secret horrors. I heard
- 13:56the sound of voices above me. Terror invaded me, and I took a
- 14:00step forward. Eric, misinterpreting my action, said courteously, no, not
- 14:05you nor I either, For as you know, I promised my wife Julia
- 14:09that while she is in the house, she is still here? Is she
- 14:13not? But you, mister Pharaoh. He walked over to Giles and gave
- 14:18him the keys. You, he went, unkindly and without a trace of
- 14:24emotion. Who are pleased to stir up the dead this night? They will
- 14:28come to you. Take the key, Do not be afraid. Let us
- 14:31go together and fasten the shutter. Then you will sleep soundly, and perhaps
- 14:35for a long time. I would I could sleep. A blast of wind
- 14:41swept through the room and nearly tore the straining, whistling blue gas flame from
- 14:45the burner. Very distinctly, I heard a moan from upstairs. Giles got
- 14:50up and accepted the key upon my word. He said, sleep or no
- 14:54sleep, we can have a look at that room. We all heard at
- 14:58that moment the sound of his stay Eric weeping. That said, Eric,
- 15:03simply is my wife Julia. She can not sleep at night when I am
- 15:07in the house. She needs you, Eric, I cried out. He
- 15:11looked at me in mild surprise. Oh no, he answered, gently,
- 15:16not me. Come, mister Pharaoh. We shall need a light. There
- 15:20is a lamp in the dining room. Come. They went away together.
- 15:24I had been perhaps three or four minutes alone, somehow unable to move,
- 15:28when I heard the rapid stamping of a foot on the floor of the room
- 15:31above me. I rushed to the stairway. Just as I reached the top,
- 15:35a neett flung open the door of Julia's chamber and ran out into the
- 15:39hall, crying loudly, help Pierre, come quick. Together we pushed back
- 15:45into the room where the scene had been made ready the acting had begun.
- 15:48Julia lay rigid on the bed, her head bent back as if a heavy
- 15:52hand were at her throat. With her arms, she kept up a weak
- 15:56movement, as if she were trying to repel something from before her face.
- 16:00Her gasping for breath was frightful to hear. Annette went to one side of
- 16:03the bed, I to the other. I could see that Julia's eyes were
- 16:07half opened, but they were glazed. Annette tried to lift her in hopes
- 16:11that would ease her struggle for breath, but it did no good. We
- 16:17were powerless to help or relieve. Go for the doctor quick, Annette called
- 16:22to me in anguish. As I started to go, Julia began trying to
- 16:26speak. I leaned over her and put my head close to her lips.
- 16:30I felt awful things crawling on my face, like the feet of giant moths.
- 16:34What is it, Julia? I sobbed. She made a sound as
- 16:38of words, but I could not catch her meaning. She is trying to
- 16:42say something about a room. Annette whispered, she has been trying to say
- 16:45it for a long time. Oh dear, what does the porch ow mean,
- 16:48go for the doctor, Pierre, go for the doctor. She is
- 16:52dying. She cannot live like this again. I started, but Julia wrestled
- 16:56and Annette's arms, and my wife called to me, fearing she could not
- 17:00hold her. Suddenly I guessed what Julia might mean by the room. I
- 17:04ran for the stairs. Half way down, something caught me from behind,
- 17:07round the neck and under the chin, so that I lost my balance and
- 17:11fell forward to the lower floor, hardly conscious of the sharp pain in my
- 17:15head and in my elbow. I struggled to my feet against something beating the
- 17:18air about me. Staggered on along the corridor and gained the dining room.
- 17:22The door to the forbidden room was open. I went in in the harsh
- 17:27light of the unshaded lamp Eric held. I saw vaguely that it was a
- 17:30large room, the largest in the house, and that the walls were paneled
- 17:34in wood. Eric was standing by the fireplace. Giles was kneeling by the
- 17:38wall, fingering something in one of the panels. Waving my arms round my
- 17:42head to keep off the things that were bent upon strangling me, I made
- 17:45my way towards the two men. I tried to call out to them,
- 17:48but my voice was stifled in my throat. Giles, still unconscious of my
- 17:53approach, said triumphantly, Ah, there it is, And just as I
- 17:59came up behind Eric, a long panel in the wall swung open like a
- 18:02door. We three men stood facing the full sized portrait of a woman.
- 18:07It was physically repulsive, morally odious. I looked at little but the face,
- 18:12the lidless, flat eyes, the cruel yet simpering malice. I recognized
- 18:18them. For a couple of seconds we stood without moving. Then Eric swung
- 18:22the lamp high above his shoulder and hurled it at the canvas. The chimney
- 18:27crashed. There was a spurt of brownish yellow flame, and as the instant
- 18:30darkness settled, a piercing scream behind us, and the dull sound of a
- 18:34body fallen to the floor. My eyes were at first blind in the sudden
- 18:38gloom, but I smelt the oily smoke of the extinguished lamp, and I
- 18:42heard, even above the roar of the wind, Eric's loud and rapid breathing,
- 18:45like the panting of a dog. In a moment or two, I
- 18:49felt him brush by me, and as I began to see again, I
- 18:53made him out kneeling beside a white figure on the floor, vague and hardly
- 18:57distinguishable, I knew it was Julia. He picked her up in his arms
- 19:03and carried her towards the dining room door. I followed them as closely as
- 19:07I could, anxious and full of fear, for Julia was moaning, and
- 19:11I knew that the as yet invisible powers of malice had left me to fasten
- 19:15themselves once more on her. Eric carried her along the hallway and started up
- 19:21the stairs. Annette, who had run down into the lower hallway, went
- 19:25up backwards ahead of him, trying to pull him forward, while I followed
- 19:29just below him and supporting him. When in the face of those malignant fiends
- 19:33that were opposing him, he all but fell back. I never knew whether
- 19:37he felt or saw them. He may have thought that Julia was struggling in
- 19:41his arms only in a delirium. He swayed from side to side, leaning
- 19:45now against the wall, now against the frail banister, which bent out perilously
- 19:49under his weight and threatened to give way. Sometimes he had to fight half
- 19:53a minute to gain a step. Though Annette was pulling him forward and I
- 19:57was bracing him from behind never have I been witness of such a struggle.
- 20:03The invisible odds were all but too much for us. It was like a
- 20:06man striving to swim against a powerful current. And how Eric, not a
- 20:10physically strong man, progressed against it, I cannot say. At the top
- 20:15of the stairs, he reeled and nearly fell, but Annette clutched him and
- 20:18managed to drag him into the chamber. He laid Julia down on the bed.
- 20:22She poor victim, was almost exhausted. She put her hands weakly to
- 20:26her throat, and her moans grew more feeble. A bright shaft of light
- 20:30from the lamp fell across the sheet over her breast. The gas flame flickered
- 20:34in the draft. I stood close beside Eric, looking down at her,
- 20:38while Annette, having found and folded a piece of paper, was fanning her
- 20:42as if that would make her breathing easier. They were doing their utmost to
- 20:47strangle her. As yet I had not seen them, but I had felt
- 20:51their hands. I knew they were at their devilish work. Julia's weaker and
- 20:55weaker movements were too eloquent for me to be in doubt, but she was
- 21:00losing strength. At last, she lay motionless in her bed. And then
- 21:03I thought I saw something, A spectral hand at her slender throat, A
- 21:08faint point of light, crossing and recrossing her breast, as swiftly as a
- 21:12spider weaves about its prey. Eric said, in a cold, strained voice,
- 21:18she is dying. And he threw himself on his knees beside the bed.
- 21:26No, Eric, God help you. She is being murdered by the
- 21:29evil that haunts you, I whispered, bending to his ear. Julia lay
- 21:34so still, I thought she was already gone. But no, at the
- 21:37doorway of death. She turned, opened her eyes and looked at her husband.
- 21:42She whispered, her lips hardly moving. I have loved you, I
- 21:48trust you. But the two fiends became incandescent. I saw them try to
- 21:52throw themselves upon her. They got in each other's way, but Julia,
- 21:56with the last strength she had, swept them as with her arm, sat
- 22:00up in bed and cried out in a loud voice, Eric, tell me
- 22:04who are they? You and I together we shall defeat them. Her strength
- 22:10was then exhausted, and she fell over against him. He clasped her head
- 22:15to his breast as if he would save her. Merely by enfolding her in
- 22:18his arms. But I saw the malignant toue lope round the head of the
- 22:22bed and try to tear her from him. Could he see them, I
- 22:26do not know, Though he raised his head as if to face them.
- 22:30I think his eyes were sightless. Hold A snart, he said, and
- 22:37his voice was full of the bitterest hatred. You will burn in hell for
- 22:42this. At last, a terrible burst of wind ripped out the gas,
- 22:48and in the darkened room the shapes of Holda and Morgan's snart glowed cold like
- 22:52phosphorus. They desisted from their murderous work. Cowled by his voice. They
- 22:59stood above him as he knelt by the bed with Julia in his arms,
- 23:03balked on the verge of retreat, motionless save for the flickering of their outlines.
- 23:07The cold that touched me from them was like the cold of ether on
- 23:11the skin. I heard Julia's faint voice. Who was that evil woman?
- 23:18Eric took a deep breath, held it an instant, then still, with
- 23:22his face upturned and his eyes like those of blind persons that look towards what
- 23:26they do not see, he said, she was my wife. They stepped
- 23:36back, from him. I know your wickedness. Hold a snart, you
- 23:41know my crime. I will lay both for judgment before my wife Julia.
- 23:48He half rose from his knees, lifting Julia with him, and shouted,
- 23:51get out of this cursed house. I know now that since a certain hour
- 23:56in the past, Eric had never feared them living. He did not fear
- 24:00them dead. But I for an awful minute, I held my breath.
- 24:06But they went away, as if caught in a whirlwind. The door slammed
- 24:11behind them. I heard a hideous shrill whistle in the hallway. I heard
- 24:15the crash of broken glass downstairs. A shriek of hatred died away in the
- 24:19night. Outside. The wind made only a low moan. The house and
- 24:25the room were silent. A clock struck three enden of Chapter ten.