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- 1:51Speaker 1: today on the show we have writer director Sarah Elizabeth
- 1:55Speaker 1: Mintz and Sarah's new film Good Girl Jane, is premiering
- 2:00Speaker 1: at this year's Tribeca Film Festival. Her journey of writing
- 2:04Speaker 1: and directing her first feature is pretty remarkable, and she
- 2:08Speaker 1: has a plenty of shrapnel along the way that she
- 2:12Speaker 1: tells us all about. She had the remarkable opportunity to
- 2:15Speaker 1: assist Alejandro Rutu on the Revenant and the stories that
- 2:20Speaker 1: she told about what was going on behind the scenes
- 2:23Speaker 1: watching a master like that work. She was on the
- 2:26Speaker 1: set of the first season of True Detective, helping the
- 2:28Speaker 1: director and creator there, and so so much more. It's
- 2:32Speaker 1: a fascinating conversation on not only how she got to
- 2:35Speaker 1: her movie, but then also the making the insanity of
- 2:38Speaker 1: making her film Good Girl Jane, and how she got
- 2:41Speaker 1: it all off the ground and the writing process and
- 2:44Speaker 1: everything in between. So, without any further ado, please enjoy
- 2:47Speaker 1: my conversation with Sarah Elizabeth Mintz. I'd like to welcome
- 2:52Speaker 1: to the show, Sarah Elizabeth mints Hewy you doing, Sarah.
- 2:55Speaker 3: Good, Hi, Alex. Thank you so much for having me.
- 2:58Speaker 1: Thank you so much for coming on the show. Oh,
- 3:00Speaker 1: I'm excited to talk to you about your your new film,
- 3:02Speaker 1: Good Girl Jane, and your your adventures in the film industry,
- 3:06Speaker 1: which have have been You've got some shrapnel along the way.
- 3:12Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, sure. This is not my first prodo. It
- 3:16Speaker 3: is my first feature that I've written and directed.
- 3:20Speaker 1: But you've been, but you've been, You've been in some
- 3:22Speaker 1: battlegrounds over the year, So we're going to get into that.
- 3:24Speaker 1: So before we get started, how did you and why
- 3:27Speaker 1: God screen it? Did you want to get into this
- 3:28Speaker 1: insanity called the film industry.
- 3:32Speaker 3: Just jumping right in right. So it's like I don't
- 3:40Speaker 3: know if I really had a choice in the matter exactly.
- 3:44Speaker 3: Actually I thought I just loved movies. And when I
- 3:48Speaker 3: was in high school, I would, you know, do the
- 3:50Speaker 3: thing where you like buy a PG to get and
- 3:52Speaker 3: sneak into the movies. I think it was like two
- 3:54Speaker 3: thousand and two, two thousand and three I really started
- 3:57Speaker 3: sneaking into all the movies. I remember. I was it
- 4:00Speaker 3: was like the Dreamers came out. It's called Berluci, Like
- 4:03Speaker 3: that's so cool. It's like thirteen and ghost World and
- 4:08Speaker 3: like Headwig and The Angry and like I was, I
- 4:10Speaker 3: was a teenager, and I was like, I would have
- 4:13Speaker 3: spent all my time watching like the weird movies that
- 4:16Speaker 3: that are at the Lanley, which was like the art
- 4:19Speaker 3: house lead by my house. And so at first I
- 4:22Speaker 3: just thought I was like a ban and I was
- 4:25Speaker 3: kind of shy. I was pretty shy, actually, So I
- 4:30Speaker 3: spent all my time watching movies like all night, and
- 4:32Speaker 3: I didn't sleep and would go to class and street
- 4:35Speaker 3: super tired. But I was like, well, I spent all
- 4:36Speaker 3: night hanging with my friends, you know, on the screen.
- 4:39Speaker 3: So I think that I thought I would shipping. And
- 4:44Speaker 3: I also didn't really know that women directed, like there
- 4:48Speaker 3: were very there were very few female directors that I
- 4:51Speaker 3: was aware of. I was aware of like Captain Bigelow
- 4:53Speaker 3: and Sophia Coppola, and truly I think that was it.
- 4:57Speaker 3: Like Luckily later I was like, oh, and I don't know,
- 5:00Speaker 3: like slowly people started trickling in, but I didn't know
- 5:06Speaker 3: that was an option at all. I did grow up
- 5:08Speaker 3: in la I did grow up, you know, around people
- 5:12Speaker 3: that wanted to act, or like people's parents were in Hollywood,
- 5:15Speaker 3: but my family wasn't at.
- 5:17Speaker 1: All and in the film business at all, in.
- 5:20Speaker 3: The film business at all. No, my mom's a therapist.
- 5:22Speaker 3: My dad was. He was in entertainment. He was a
- 5:27Speaker 3: talent manager for musicians, but not.
- 5:31Speaker 1: Different different world but different crazy but similar worlds, different crazy,
- 5:36Speaker 1: but similar worlds.
- 5:38Speaker 3: Definitely crazy. I was around the crazy, but not quite
- 5:43Speaker 3: the film crazy. And then I went to college. I
- 5:46Speaker 3: went to UW Madison for a year and a half
- 5:49Speaker 3: and I studied Russian language and political science. And I
- 5:55Speaker 3: woke up one morning sophomore year and I was taking
- 5:57Speaker 3: all film classes. It like happened really still sort of
- 6:00Speaker 3: overnight and I was like, I'm not gonna be able
- 6:02Speaker 3: to graduate, Like I'm not, this isn't my picture. I
- 6:06Speaker 3: can't like figure this out. So I transferred to n
- 6:08Speaker 3: y U. And once I was that n Yu, I
- 6:12Speaker 3: was like, okay, I'm gonna direct. But it was it
- 6:16Speaker 3: didn't happen overnight. I didn't feel like it was an
- 6:19Speaker 3: active choice in that. It just sort of like it
- 6:22Speaker 3: was always where I was headed.
- 6:23Speaker 1: It was you were being pulled into that, into that world,
- 6:27Speaker 1: regardless of whether you want it. It was like a vortex,
- 6:30Speaker 1: like a black hole. Yeah, it's just sucking you in.
- 6:32Speaker 3: That.
- 6:33Speaker 1: That is the feeling that many filmmakers have. It's just
- 6:37Speaker 1: like I worked in a video store back in the day,
- 6:40Speaker 1: so I was, you know, surrounded by and then one
- 6:42Speaker 1: day I said what am.
- 6:43Speaker 3: I going to read me?
- 6:46Speaker 1: And I just looked. I said, I guess I'm gonna
- 6:49Speaker 1: direct movies. And that's literally how I got my start
- 6:52Speaker 1: as well. It's just something that and then once you're in,
- 6:56Speaker 1: once you get bitten by that bug. I call it
- 6:58Speaker 1: the beautiful illness, you can't get rid of it. You
- 7:00Speaker 1: can't get rid of this feeling of wanting to as
- 7:03Speaker 1: much as you might want to leave.
- 7:05Speaker 3: Yeah, it's so hard to get rid of this. You're
- 7:09Speaker 3: tying up. Please give me a call. You now have
- 7:12Speaker 3: my number.
- 7:15Speaker 1: No, it's true, And I've talked to I mean, I've
- 7:19Speaker 1: talked to so many filmmakers over the years, and everyone
- 7:22Speaker 1: suffers from the same illness, all of us. All of
- 7:24Speaker 1: us suffer the same thing, and there's no way out,
- 7:26Speaker 1: and many of us have tried to leave, and many
- 7:29Speaker 1: of us wanted to leave. I've tried to leave. I've
- 7:31Speaker 1: been doing this almost thirty years now, and I've wanted
- 7:34Speaker 1: to leave multiple times because it's just so hard. It's
- 7:37Speaker 1: just so brutally hard over the years, and it's that
- 7:42Speaker 1: insanity that keeps you going, that makes you think that
- 7:45Speaker 1: you're like, yeah, I can make this happen. Yeah, I
- 7:47Speaker 1: could get the financing. Yeah I could cast that actor. Yeah,
- 7:50Speaker 1: I can get it to this festivals.
- 7:52Speaker 3: It's insane, it really is. And I'm not trying to
- 7:57Speaker 3: pivot prematurely, but the movie that The Good Girl Jane is,
- 8:02Speaker 3: it tackles substance bes and drug addiction, and I definitely
- 8:06Speaker 3: think there's a lot of that in pursuing a career
- 8:10Speaker 3: like this, Like not sort of, I mean the highs
- 8:12Speaker 3: and lows. It's just it really mirrors, like like any addiction,
- 8:18Speaker 3: it really does.
- 8:18Speaker 1: It's not you're not wrong, You're not wrong. I mean,
- 8:22Speaker 1: I mean, I have been around the block a couple
- 8:24Speaker 1: more times than you have, but I've seen it as
- 8:27Speaker 1: well with young and old. It is that kind of
- 8:30Speaker 1: addiction to it. You just have to kind of keep going.
- 8:33Speaker 1: You wake up in the morning thinking about it, you
- 8:35Speaker 1: go to sleep at night thinking about it. It is.
- 8:36Speaker 1: It is. It's all encompassy. But that is art. That
- 8:39Speaker 1: is an artist's life, and for better or worse, that's
- 8:43Speaker 1: why we were put here. We have to we have
- 8:46Speaker 1: to walk this. We have to walk this path without question. Now,
- 8:50Speaker 1: was you were talking about a few films. Was there
- 8:52Speaker 1: a movie that specifically let your fuse?
- 8:57Speaker 3: Hmmm, some of those movies that I listed earlier, for sure,
- 9:05Speaker 3: you know each of my my time, bien, I probably
- 9:09Speaker 3: that's probably the movie that I watched like on a
- 9:12Speaker 3: loop freshman year, like when I was like fourteen fifteen.
- 9:18Speaker 3: Just be the youthful energy and like that, the veritype
- 9:22Speaker 3: the verite vibe in that film that was new to me.
- 9:24Speaker 3: I hadn't really seen anything like that before. It was
- 9:27Speaker 3: also sexy, and I was like, you know, a teenager.
- 9:29Speaker 3: I just loved that movie so much and that yeah,
- 9:34Speaker 3: probably that one, but also Hedwig and the Angry And
- 9:36Speaker 3: I had to say that movie really did change my
- 9:39Speaker 3: life because it was the first time that I saw
- 9:43Speaker 3: a film where it felt like anything was possible, like
- 9:46Speaker 3: you can tell any vulnerable story you want, like there
- 9:50Speaker 3: are no restrictions, just just tell your truth, like get
- 9:54Speaker 3: out there. And that that movie changed my life. Like
- 9:57Speaker 3: John Camri Mitchell was my favorite director for a long time,
- 9:59Speaker 3: and I was when I was younger because of his
- 10:02Speaker 3: bravery and that's inspiring to me.
- 10:06Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor
- 10:12Speaker 1: and now back to the show. Oh no, there's no question.
- 10:16Speaker 1: Once you see that movie, you go yeah, oh yeah,
- 10:18Speaker 1: you can tell any story, to do anything anything. This
- 10:22Speaker 1: is if this has been if this has been put
- 10:24Speaker 1: into the world, the door has been swung wide open.
- 10:27Speaker 1: Anyone can walk through. It's amazing.
- 10:28Speaker 3: Absolutely so, even if it's not, even if that film
- 10:32Speaker 3: didn't look exactly like the films I knew I wanted
- 10:35Speaker 3: to make it, Yeah, it changed my whole life. It
- 10:40Speaker 3: was like, oh, you could do anything.
- 10:43Speaker 1: So while you were at NYU. You made a short
- 10:46Speaker 1: film called Transit and it starred a young Dakota Johnson,
- 10:51Speaker 1: who was still a seasoned actor at that point. She
- 10:54Speaker 1: she she hadn't hit fifth What is it that the
- 10:56Speaker 1: gray fifty Gray?
- 10:58Speaker 3: Yes? No, no, she was on Ben and Kate, which
- 11:01Speaker 3: was a Fox sitcom at.
- 11:02Speaker 1: The time, right, But she was a working actress. So
- 11:05Speaker 1: you know, for a young director like yourself at the time,
- 11:08Speaker 1: what was it like working with a seasoned actor? How
- 11:12Speaker 1: did you approach that process? Because I know a lot
- 11:13Speaker 1: of filmmakers, young filmmakers listening that they get an opportunity
- 11:18Speaker 1: to work with a seasoned actor. And I remember when
- 11:20Speaker 1: I most of the actors I worked with growing up
- 11:22Speaker 1: were not seasons. They were young kids like me trying
- 11:25Speaker 1: to make it happen. But when you get in a
- 11:27Speaker 1: room or get on a set with a real a
- 11:29Speaker 1: real actor who's got some jobs, when you got some chops,
- 11:34Speaker 1: it can be interminating with a filmmaker, or it could
- 11:37Speaker 1: be exhilarating. How was it for you and how did
- 11:39Speaker 1: you approach working with her?
- 11:43Speaker 3: Well, I have to be completely honest, So I made
- 11:44Speaker 3: that film like about a decade ago, and this is
- 11:48Speaker 3: really the first conversation. This is the first press I've
- 11:52Speaker 3: ever done for it is that film. It did jump
- 11:55Speaker 3: start my career in a lot of ways. And I
- 11:57Speaker 3: did work with you know, some really talented actress, Dakota included.
- 12:02Speaker 3: I did that movie with her, and that was like
- 12:06Speaker 3: gigantic for me. But it didn't do a big festival run,
- 12:10Speaker 3: and I didn't do a big press tour, So it's
- 12:12Speaker 3: like whoa okay, transit like takes that back working with
- 12:19Speaker 3: the Coda. I mean, so I went to high school
- 12:22Speaker 3: with the Coda, and and we were we were close,
- 12:27Speaker 3: and I knew her and her family, and she had
- 12:31Speaker 3: seen me go through a lot of the coming age
- 12:34Speaker 3: that I was coming of age that I was trying
- 12:35Speaker 3: to like capture in that film and You're and she
- 12:39Speaker 3: was one of the only actresses that I knew that
- 12:41Speaker 3: I that I could ask to do it. Like I
- 12:44Speaker 3: was like, okay, this is a post friend of mine.
- 12:46Speaker 3: She is clearly like I had a hunch about her,
- 12:50Speaker 3: you know, when I was little she wanted to act,
- 12:51Speaker 3: and I was like, Okay, this person is so talented
- 12:54Speaker 3: and they're going to act, And like I got to
- 12:56Speaker 3: get in there and work with her and we just
- 12:58Speaker 3: cared about each other. We crafted a story that was
- 13:01Speaker 3: again very personal, and it was it was a little
- 13:07Speaker 3: intimidating even like asking her to do it, even though
- 13:10Speaker 3: we were friendly, because I remember I took her to
- 13:13Speaker 3: the Greenwich Hotel and I had like four dollars to
- 13:17Speaker 3: my name. I drew the Greenish Hotel and I was like,
- 13:19Speaker 3: let's get, you know, like a drink. And and even
- 13:24Speaker 3: just in that meeting, I remember thinking to myself, like
- 13:26Speaker 3: she's been in so many more of these meetings than
- 13:28Speaker 3: I have. And I was really trying to put like
- 13:29Speaker 3: some shoulder pads on and like pitch the film to
- 13:31Speaker 3: her in a professional way and anyway. Grateful to her.
- 13:35Speaker 3: She decided to do it me. She trusted me, and
- 13:37Speaker 3: it was a really bruteful like that movie even though
- 13:43Speaker 3: you know, it's definitely a student film and it's not
- 13:45Speaker 3: like my find it's work yet sure it's really it's
- 13:49Speaker 3: something that I'm very proud of, and I'm proud of
- 13:52Speaker 3: what she gave in that film. And it was it
- 13:54Speaker 3: was a really it was very it was dramatic and
- 13:58Speaker 3: personal for her too, like there was a lot of
- 14:01Speaker 3: stuff that I think she hadn't quite put on screen
- 14:03Speaker 3: yet at the time, and it was moving to dig
- 14:07Speaker 3: that deep with her into that now.
- 14:09Speaker 1: I wanted to bring that up because so many filmmakers,
- 14:12Speaker 1: you know, it's all great and dandy when you're when
- 14:13Speaker 1: you're making getting your net Tribeca and your Sundance, but
- 14:16Speaker 1: to go back to those first days, you know, working
- 14:19Speaker 1: on those first short films, that's where a lot of
- 14:21Speaker 1: these lessons the foundation, the bricks of the foundation are
- 14:23Speaker 1: starting to be poored, or the cement is starting to
- 14:26Speaker 1: be poored in that foundation during these early short films.
- 14:29Speaker 1: And getting an opportunity to work with the coda someone
- 14:32Speaker 1: like of her caliber, of her talent is a blessing
- 14:35Speaker 1: and also I'm sure a learning experience as a director.
- 14:39Speaker 3: It absolutely was, And I really I did study her
- 14:43Speaker 3: on that set because she grew up on set and
- 14:45Speaker 3: I did it and her and you know, she was
- 14:49Speaker 3: always on time, she was always so friendly to the
- 14:52Speaker 3: cast and crew, really collaborative. But it was also just
- 14:55Speaker 3: like I felt like I really need to I keep
- 15:01Speaker 3: saying this, but like I really need to do my
- 15:03Speaker 3: homework in order to like have conversation with her on set.
- 15:06Speaker 3: I couldn't just weigh it because she had done the
- 15:09Speaker 3: homework and I did my first I directed my first
- 15:15Speaker 3: love scene on that short. It was like very quick
- 15:17Speaker 3: and it wasn't really graphic, but I had to really
- 15:21Speaker 3: make a safe space and a safe set for everyone.
- 15:25Speaker 3: And it's actually I worked with the same cinematographer on
- 15:28Speaker 3: that short as I did on Good Girl Jay in
- 15:30Speaker 3: the Future.
- 15:31Speaker 1: Nice. So you brought so, you brought them along, you
- 15:33Speaker 1: brought everyone.
- 15:34Speaker 3: Yeah, it's that idea of safety.
- 15:37Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, no, absolutely, I mean anytime I've ever
- 15:40Speaker 1: had to shoot a love scene, it is horrible. It's
- 15:42Speaker 1: horrible for everybody involved. It's not sexy at all. It's
- 15:45Speaker 1: just about trying to keep a safe space and for
- 15:48Speaker 1: the actors. And but it's just like it's uncomfortable. Like
- 15:51Speaker 1: as a director, you're like, all right, can you caress
- 15:54Speaker 1: the back of the neck more here, Like it's just weird.
- 15:57Speaker 1: It's a weird, unsexy, awkward scenario to do.
- 16:02Speaker 3: Yeah. Absolutely, I mean I had no idea. And I
- 16:04Speaker 3: remember both actors I was working in that see had
- 16:07Speaker 3: done love skins prior and they were definitely like, oh,
- 16:13Speaker 3: like they knew how it went. But I really had
- 16:17Speaker 3: to go in there and be like Okay, I need
- 16:20Speaker 3: to choreograph this ahead of time and be very clear
- 16:23Speaker 3: on what I need so that they're not just like
- 16:25Speaker 3: uh uh you know, and you're right, it's not really
- 16:28Speaker 3: a sexy time. The whole point is just that you
- 16:31Speaker 3: need to make sure these people feel comfortable and safe
- 16:33Speaker 3: and really be clear about what it is that you want.
- 16:35Speaker 3: And now we have these you know, intimacy coordinators that
- 16:38Speaker 3: are on all the stuffs. And got to say that's profoundly.
- 16:42Speaker 1: Helpful, very very profoundly with the awkwardness with the yes,
- 16:46Speaker 1: absolutely just having a middle person to just kind of
- 16:49Speaker 1: talk to somebody and go, please help, I don't know
- 16:54Speaker 1: what do I do here.
- 16:58Speaker 3: Now? Yeah.
- 16:58Speaker 1: Also, but.
- 17:02Speaker 3: You have to make sure that doesn't look like they're
- 17:04Speaker 3: you know, playing twister, like the angles really matter and
- 17:07Speaker 3: these people helped to give you that insight. Sorry, that's
- 17:10Speaker 3: not very important, but no, funny it is.
- 17:13Speaker 1: It's funny. It's kind of the lunacy of the carnival
- 17:16Speaker 1: that is filmmaking. You know, we are carnies. We're just carnies.
- 17:19Speaker 1: You know, that's all without question. Now, you you had
- 17:24Speaker 1: you've had the opportunity to work with some very interesting
- 17:28Speaker 1: people over the years as you were coming up as
- 17:30Speaker 1: a director, specifically, you got to assist Alejandro Rutu on
- 17:34Speaker 1: the Revenant. What the hell was that like? Because all
- 17:38Speaker 1: I've heard is I've heard I've worked with I've talked
- 17:40Speaker 1: to some people who worked on the movie. I've seen
- 17:43Speaker 1: the documentary, I've heard stories. It was an insanity from
- 17:47Speaker 1: what I heard on set, in a good way, but
- 17:50Speaker 1: just the nature of the kind of storytelling. You were
- 17:54Speaker 1: there assisting him at that part. Were you on set?
- 17:56Speaker 1: Did you were you? Did you watch what was going on?
- 17:59Speaker 1: What did you learn? And tell me? Tell me everything?
- 18:03Speaker 3: Wow? So I was on that job in total, I
- 18:09Speaker 3: think like three months. So I was not there as
- 18:13Speaker 3: long as any anyone else. I like, I came in
- 18:16Speaker 3: near the end. There was quite a there were quite
- 18:21Speaker 3: a few assistants. There was a large team of thems.
- 18:24Speaker 3: Some had, you know, come on earlier and left, and
- 18:29Speaker 3: I had. I got that job because I in high
- 18:33Speaker 3: school interned at anonymous content for Steve Golan and he
- 18:40Speaker 3: he was producing The Revenant, and he and I had
- 18:43Speaker 3: stayed in touch. He'd really been a mentor to me
- 18:45Speaker 3: for a long time, and and he thought it would
- 18:48Speaker 3: be good for that job. Given how tricky it seemed
- 18:53Speaker 3: like it was going. And so I flew out there
- 18:57Speaker 3: and I was Calgary, So yes, I was on set.
- 19:01Speaker 3: I was in Calgary during all of those like crazy
- 19:04Speaker 3: snowstorms we've seen in the pictures that we've heard about.
- 19:08Speaker 3: And I had directed it. I sorry, I had assisted
- 19:12Speaker 3: a few directors prior to that, so I did kind
- 19:15Speaker 3: of know the drill. But this was a unique experience
- 19:19Speaker 3: for sure. It was I had to wear essentially like
- 19:21Speaker 3: a space suit on set. It was that cold I had.
- 19:25Speaker 3: I remember just buying out the I landed, and then
- 19:28Speaker 3: I had to get to set in the morning, and
- 19:32Speaker 3: I didn't know how I could get to set and
- 19:35Speaker 3: be on set, like in the clothing I brought, I
- 19:38Speaker 3: didn't have like a space suit yet. So I remember
- 19:40Speaker 3: showing up that I just like looked like a Dodo,
- 19:43Speaker 3: you know, like I was like wearing everything I owned,
- 19:47Speaker 3: and everyone else just looked like they really had it
- 19:50Speaker 3: down and I just didn't have it down yet. And
- 19:52Speaker 3: I'm carrying like all andros lunch and like all his bags,
- 19:56Speaker 3: and I'm I just like didn't look cool, and I
- 19:58Speaker 3: like we didn't look ready.
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- 20:10Speaker 3: So it took me a minute to kind of get
- 20:12Speaker 3: into the swing of things. But but I got to
- 20:16Speaker 3: see Chievo do all those wonders, and I got to
- 20:19Speaker 3: che natural light, you know, shooting a natural light. The
- 20:23Speaker 3: days shooting very short, very little light, very because of
- 20:30Speaker 3: the winter, and it's just like the conditions. We overly
- 20:33Speaker 3: only had a few hours to shoot each day, and
- 20:35Speaker 3: it would take like two hours to get to the set.
- 20:38Speaker 3: So it was it was a different type of thing
- 20:40Speaker 3: than I'd ever done. It was also the biggest movie
- 20:42Speaker 3: I'd ever worked on. It was like two hundred million dollars.
- 20:45Speaker 3: I have no idea. It was hundreds of millions of
- 20:47Speaker 3: dollars and the most stress I've ever seen, like for
- 20:53Speaker 3: I mean the producer. I saw some producers like actually
- 20:56Speaker 3: just go gray, like in front of us, like you know,
- 21:00Speaker 3: I sure like I probably aged private in just that
- 21:04Speaker 3: short a long time. But it was also truly inspiring,
- 21:10Speaker 3: you know, so ambitious, but really it's an art film
- 21:14Speaker 3: and it's it's gigantic, and that's rare or rare breed.
- 21:19Speaker 1: It's insane insane. Did you what was like the biggest
- 21:21Speaker 1: lesson you learned watching him direct. Did you get a
- 21:23Speaker 1: chance to watch him direct?
- 21:26Speaker 3: Yeah, And I would say that's probably about all of
- 21:29Speaker 3: the directors that I've worked for, but I mean specifically
- 21:33Speaker 3: all just an uncompromising creative vision like there. I mean
- 21:40Speaker 3: you've probably heard there was a really big challenge. There
- 21:42Speaker 3: wasn't enough snow on the ground for a lot of
- 21:45Speaker 3: the towards the end of shooting, wasn't enough snow on
- 21:47Speaker 3: the ground, And it wasn't like, Okay, you know, well,
- 21:50Speaker 3: we'll create some fake snow, put it on the ground
- 21:52Speaker 3: and like that's that. You know, the texture of the
- 21:55Speaker 3: snow and the way it read on camera, Like if
- 21:57Speaker 3: that wasn't as authentic to guess possible, if that wasn't
- 22:01Speaker 3: reading correctly, like we would you know, we flew somewhere else.
- 22:05Speaker 1: Simple as that.
- 22:07Speaker 3: Yeah, just apply to health.
- 22:10Speaker 1: And it's not. And by the way, it's not just
- 22:12Speaker 1: like you know, you your DP and a couple of
- 22:14Speaker 1: other people on the crew. You're talking about one hundred
- 22:17Speaker 1: people plus plus all the gear in the most insane
- 22:21Speaker 1: environment ever trying to try to make I mean, yeah,
- 22:26Speaker 1: Leo almost died for God's sakes.
- 22:27Speaker 3: I mean yeah, I I also remember seeing all the
- 22:31Speaker 3: mockups of that horse carcass and and just the artistry
- 22:38Speaker 3: in There's. Yeah, so many people building such a universe,
- 22:43Speaker 3: and I had I just had never been on a
- 22:45Speaker 3: set like that, Like it was really studying the amount
- 22:49Speaker 3: of crafts people and the amount of talent that was
- 22:53Speaker 3: that was on.
- 22:54Speaker 1: That same same kind of set as Good Girl Jane, right, obviously,
- 22:59Speaker 1: just you know, hundreds of people on set.
- 23:03Speaker 3: Yeah, and shooting for months on end, months on.
- 23:08Speaker 1: If you didn't like the way the garbage was landing
- 23:10Speaker 1: in the back alley, you would just go to an rally.
- 23:13Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, definitely, No, I would personally move the garbage.
- 23:18Speaker 2: You know.
- 23:18Speaker 1: It's so fun when you're when you have the ability
- 23:21Speaker 1: or the opportunity to be on a set like that,
- 23:25Speaker 1: it's just so remarkable because you're right, it's an art
- 23:27Speaker 1: film at a level then no one gets to play
- 23:31Speaker 1: in that's a that's a that's a sandbox that a
- 23:34Speaker 1: handful of directors in the world get to play in,
- 23:36Speaker 1: literally a handful of directors in.
- 23:37Speaker 3: The world, like let's go Like I yeah, I mean
- 23:42Speaker 3: it was that was so cool because I had really,
- 23:49Speaker 3: I had worked on art house films like that's what
- 23:53Speaker 3: I had done for the most part, and this was
- 23:56Speaker 3: that it was just gigant. Yeah, it was just on
- 23:58Speaker 3: such a bigger scale, and you know, it's like, yeah,
- 24:01Speaker 3: I'm working with one you know, this is a producer
- 24:05Speaker 3: that does big movies like yeah, but yeah, but like
- 24:11Speaker 3: but also like Michelle Gonere films, and it's so it
- 24:15Speaker 3: was it was a really unique experience. And it is
- 24:19Speaker 3: the last movie I assisted on, so I really just
- 24:22Speaker 3: like I was like, Okay, I've seen it all, steeve
- 24:25Speaker 3: it all. There's nothing more that can be seen.
- 24:30Speaker 1: I need to move on now. This is this is
- 24:32Speaker 1: the next this is the next step. No, it's it's
- 24:35Speaker 1: pretty it's pretty remarkable. Now, how did Good Girl Jane
- 24:39Speaker 1: come to life?
- 24:42Speaker 3: Like from my dad from like day one?
- 24:45Speaker 1: Well, I mean I'm assuming, I'm assuming they just threw
- 24:47Speaker 1: money at you, right, because this is obviously Oh yeah.
- 24:50Speaker 3: I went one morning and I was like, I'm going
- 24:51Speaker 3: to make it. I'm going to make a movie. I
- 24:53Speaker 3: haven't read one before, and I'm gonna just gonna it's
- 24:55Speaker 3: gonna find a million bucks. And then oh and there it.
- 24:58Speaker 1: Is right right, and is like go ahead, just showed
- 25:01Speaker 1: up right, And then you could just start working it
- 25:03Speaker 1: the next day.
- 25:04Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, that's what happened. And that's the story.
- 25:09Speaker 1: And that's the story, and that's the story. I'm sticking to, yes, exactly.
- 25:13Speaker 3: So so I'm talking to you. I'm in uh this
- 25:19Speaker 3: living room for this apartment that I'm stubbling, and it's
- 25:23Speaker 3: I'm in I'm in Brooklyn. And I started this whole
- 25:27Speaker 3: process in Brooklyn seven years ago. Sorry, in Manhattan seven
- 25:31Speaker 3: years ago. So I I was like, I said, assistant directors.
- 25:36Speaker 3: And I finished the Remnant and I was like, Okay,
- 25:39Speaker 3: I'm going to write. I'm going to write a movie.
- 25:41Speaker 3: What do I know? You know that's that's they tell
- 25:43Speaker 3: you to start there. I heard that, So it's all
- 25:47Speaker 3: I had one option. And I was like, so I
- 25:50Speaker 3: sit down and I start writing, and I'm in living
- 25:53Speaker 3: in New York, and I'm like, oh, I can't. I
- 25:56Speaker 3: can't actually write this without going home. It like took
- 26:03Speaker 3: place in LA. It's like about my childhood. I have
- 26:07Speaker 3: to go home. So I moved to LA. I didn't
- 26:09Speaker 3: want to live in LA. I wanted to live in
- 26:10Speaker 3: New York. But I moved to LA. And I wrote
- 26:13Speaker 3: the whole thing in my mom's backyard in like a
- 26:17Speaker 3: little truly like a like storage closet like thing in
- 26:23Speaker 3: her backyard. And I wrote it and then I took
- 26:28Speaker 3: me a while, and then I sent it to a
- 26:31Speaker 3: bunch of like labs and screenwriting competitions and whatnot, and
- 26:37Speaker 3: got a bunch of rejections. Like how it goes. Nobody
- 26:40Speaker 3: wanted it, but people liked it. I think. I was like, okay,
- 26:44Speaker 3: I'm not making any progress, but it's not but I
- 26:47Speaker 3: can write a little. And then and I was like, okay,
- 26:54Speaker 3: the script needs to be better, Like how do I
- 26:55Speaker 3: make it better? And yeah, I kept redrafting and I
- 26:59Speaker 3: kept standing up to and finally, and it's funny because
- 27:02Speaker 3: like it wasn't getting in anywhere. But then it got
- 27:04Speaker 3: into the sun Dance of Writers Intensive and I was like, okay,
- 27:09Speaker 3: but it's going to get in nowhere and then get
- 27:10Speaker 3: in here like I'll take it, you know, let's take it.
- 27:13Speaker 3: So I had a feature script. I brought it there.
- 27:16Speaker 3: It was called Junk Food Diary at the time. It
- 27:18Speaker 3: was like very kind of like punchy and like completely different.
- 27:21Speaker 3: I had voiceover like top to bottom, and I got
- 27:25Speaker 3: a bunch of notes from the Sundance advisors and I
- 27:28Speaker 3: threw out the script entirely, and they gave me a
- 27:31Speaker 3: little bit of grant money for being the program and
- 27:34Speaker 3: I went and made that short film, the proof Concept
- 27:38Speaker 3: short film, and I guess we're like three years in
- 27:43Speaker 3: at this point. I make the short film. I partner
- 27:48Speaker 3: to make the short with this producer and Lauren Pratt.
- 27:54Speaker 3: It was her first movie, but I had met her
- 27:56Speaker 3: while I was assisting directors, and I was like, I
- 27:58Speaker 3: think she's going to be a killer, pretty strong. I'm
- 28:01Speaker 3: a partner with this girl, and so we partnered together.
- 28:04Speaker 3: She helped me develop the project into the short and
- 28:10Speaker 3: then much bigger. And then Jake Sayner, who shot Transit
- 28:14Speaker 3: with me, I brought him on to the short. And
- 28:17Speaker 3: then after the short was made again still same as Transit,
- 28:21Speaker 3: it got me some attention, like I got a manager
- 28:24Speaker 3: off of it, and it played brance but it had
- 28:26Speaker 3: no life on the festival circuit, Like I would get
- 28:28Speaker 3: emails back from programmers like good job, Like it didn't
- 28:33Speaker 3: play anywhere.
- 28:34Speaker 1: The nicest.
- 28:37Speaker 3: Totally, Like people were engaging to tell me that it
- 28:41Speaker 3: was really like affecting or like it really shook them
- 28:45Speaker 3: or something, and I'm like, nobody's playing this thing, like
- 28:49Speaker 3: literally nobody's playing it. So although no, Budge put it
- 28:53Speaker 3: in like a little in like a showcase in Brooklyn,
- 28:56Speaker 3: and I remember that was the fun thing. So it's like, okay,
- 28:58Speaker 3: it's playing in the theater like it's I got it up,
- 29:01Speaker 3: but took the short film to stun dance with just
- 29:07Speaker 3: like brought it with me, they say in my back back,
- 29:09Speaker 3: you know, and Lauren and Jake and I we we
- 29:15Speaker 3: paired with sales agency at the time, and they put
- 29:20Speaker 3: us on a bunch of like speed dating basically with financiers.
- 29:23Speaker 3: And one of the financiers just the money.
- 29:27Speaker 1: So backup, the speed dating with financers, I've never heard
- 29:33Speaker 1: of this. Where can I sign up? Where's the speed
- 29:37Speaker 1: dating for finanswers? I've heard of? This is ok what
- 29:41Speaker 1: is that?
- 29:41Speaker 3: It's a really it's a really really good question. Well
- 29:44Speaker 3: back up two steps. One is that sinance put me
- 29:48Speaker 3: in one other program which is called like the Forgive Me.
- 29:51Speaker 3: It's like the women in Film Strategy and financing and something.
- 29:57Speaker 3: And so they put me into that program with my producer.
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- 30:10Speaker 3: And that was the first financier speed data we did.
- 30:13Speaker 3: So we did too. This we did too. And this
- 30:16Speaker 3: first one it was, I mean, Lauren and I prepared
- 30:21Speaker 3: like as if it was the bar. It was instand.
- 30:26Speaker 3: That sounds probably like really crazy of me to say,
- 30:31Speaker 3: but it's we studied for so long. We had this
- 30:34Speaker 3: whole pitch memorized. We were like it was a whole thing,
- 30:39Speaker 3: it was a whole show that we were. So we
- 30:42Speaker 3: went and we pitched a bunch of people and we
- 30:44Speaker 3: got a bunch of meetings. But we didn't get the money,
- 30:45Speaker 3: but we did take a bunch of meetings, a bunch
- 30:47Speaker 3: of places because of it, and we got sort of
- 30:50Speaker 3: out of that a sales agent and that sales agent,
- 30:55Speaker 3: we Lauren and Jake and I the cinema and the
- 30:58Speaker 3: producer and I we were like, we're gonna go to
- 31:00Speaker 3: and so we want to make this. We want to
- 31:01Speaker 3: get this movie put together. And the sales data was like, okay,
- 31:04Speaker 3: we know some financiers will set you on like two
- 31:07Speaker 3: days and meetings. And that was what the speeding Like.
- 31:11Speaker 1: That's amazing. I've never heard of it called investors speed dating.
- 31:16Speaker 3: That is, I probably shouldn't call it that.
- 31:18Speaker 1: Then, but it's fantastic. It's it's actually awesome. I've never
- 31:23Speaker 1: heard of it that way, and it should be there
- 31:25Speaker 1: should be more of it. I think we should all
- 31:27Speaker 1: have access to speed dating for investors. I think that
- 31:29Speaker 1: would be a great company.
- 31:32Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, and it's not to say that, like again,
- 31:35Speaker 3: at this point, I'm what it's like four years in, Like, it's.
- 31:38Speaker 1: Not so overnight. So overnight is what you're saying. Overnight?
- 31:40Speaker 3: Yeah, overnight. But once we sat down with Astute Films,
- 31:44Speaker 3: which is the company that ended up financing the film.
- 31:48Speaker 3: We sat down I think on day two of the meetings,
- 31:51Speaker 3: and I pushed them the movie and Lauren and I
- 31:53Speaker 3: were talking about it and they just agreed to finance
- 31:56Speaker 3: it within a few moments of talking. Really yeah, And
- 32:02Speaker 3: I thought they were kidding. I thought they were kidding,
- 32:05Speaker 3: and I thought I was gonna like be physically ill
- 32:08Speaker 3: because I was so I was like, I don't want
- 32:11Speaker 3: to get excited, you know, I didn't want And I
- 32:15Speaker 3: was like, no, I only hear nos this like can't
- 32:18Speaker 3: actually be real. And I remember they took us. I
- 32:20Speaker 3: met with Dominique someone who are like two of the
- 32:23Speaker 3: producers over there, and they needed to take us to
- 32:27Speaker 3: Fred Bernstein, who is the one that was gonna like
- 32:29Speaker 3: sign the check. And they're like, yeah, we're going to
- 32:31Speaker 3: go over to talk to Fred. I was like I
- 32:35Speaker 3: hadn't like I just hadn't prepare. I didn't know who
- 32:40Speaker 3: this person was. I was so nervous. I was like
- 32:44Speaker 3: pinching myself, like as I was walking over there, like please,
- 32:46Speaker 3: just don't like fall over. Just stupid. Anyway, it was
- 32:49Speaker 3: totally fine. He he wanted to make a movie too.
- 32:55Speaker 1: It's fascinating that we as filmmakers constantly are getting nose
- 33:00Speaker 1: no ninety nine percent of the time get nos.
- 33:02Speaker 3: Most knows the most.
- 33:04Speaker 1: I mean other than actors. The actors get more nose
- 33:07Speaker 1: than filmmakers do.
- 33:09Speaker 3: That's the true.
- 33:10Speaker 1: That's a fair that's a fair statement. That's a fair statement.
- 33:12Speaker 1: But in the just in the whole process of filmmaking,
- 33:16Speaker 1: there's nose all the time. No no, no no, when
- 33:18Speaker 1: someone says yes. And then the way that you just
- 33:20Speaker 1: stated it like so quickly, so like oh yeah, let's
- 33:23Speaker 1: just let's go ahead, and you just this can't.
- 33:25Speaker 3: This was absolutely not absolutely not like now I'm now
- 33:32Speaker 3: I'm skeptical of you.
- 33:35Speaker 1: You know, I was pitching myself to you. But now
- 33:38Speaker 1: that you actually like me and want to make my project,
- 33:42Speaker 1: I don't trust you.
- 33:43Speaker 3: And it's not because it's like I knew I was
- 33:45Speaker 3: going to make this movie, because I was gonna keep
- 33:47Speaker 3: trying to make it till I actually die, you know.
- 33:50Speaker 3: I was like, I'm going to make this movie. I'm
- 33:52Speaker 3: going to figure it out. But but it was just, yeah,
- 33:58Speaker 3: I was getting a little numb from the at that.
- 34:01Speaker 1: Moment and at that point, and you're at this point
- 34:03Speaker 1: four years in at least, yeah, at least four years
- 34:06Speaker 1: in at this point. Now, one thing about this project
- 34:10Speaker 1: that when I was when I was pitched to me,
- 34:12Speaker 1: it was just based on true life events. So I've
- 34:17Speaker 1: seen the movie, and I was telling you earlier, I'm like,
- 34:20Speaker 1: I hope it was very loosely based on real life events,
- 34:24Speaker 1: because it's a pretty it's a heavy film. It's a
- 34:27Speaker 1: heavy film, and it was based on true events of
- 34:29Speaker 1: your own life. So how much of that and how
- 34:32Speaker 1: much did you want want to expose about your own
- 34:35Speaker 1: life in your storytelling. I've done something similar. I wrote
- 34:38Speaker 1: a book about a horrible experience I had with making
- 34:41Speaker 1: a movie for the Mafia when I was twenty six
- 34:43Speaker 1: and that's a whole other tiny writing throughout your own life. Yeah,
- 34:48Speaker 1: so like you find like for me, I always found
- 34:51Speaker 1: the like I got to put it all in. I
- 34:53Speaker 1: can't hide anything, and I just let it all out
- 34:56Speaker 1: and let it hit where it hits, because if I
- 35:00Speaker 1: start editing it, it's just it becomes authentic. So what
- 35:04Speaker 1: how was your experience with it?
- 35:08Speaker 3: Well, I'll tweak the language slightly and that it is
- 35:12Speaker 3: inspired by my freshman year in high school essentially, But
- 35:20Speaker 3: so I'm sorry that was second. I there are two
- 35:25Speaker 3: very loude dogs here that I'm hiding from everybody. So
- 35:30Speaker 3: my freshman year in high school, I did fall in
- 35:35Speaker 3: love with the drug dealer and I was addicted to meth,
- 35:39Speaker 3: and I did have like this sort of trajectory that
- 35:46Speaker 3: we see happen in this film. But I it was
- 35:52Speaker 3: it was not too challenging to fictionalize the narrative really
- 35:56Speaker 3: because even though there's you know, many many drafts in
- 35:59Speaker 3: this film, but it was like, okay, well how can
- 36:02Speaker 3: I What am I trying to say with this film?
- 36:04Speaker 3: What I'm trying to do is kind of like what
- 36:08Speaker 3: I was talking about earlier with them, like in two
- 36:10Speaker 3: thousand and two when I was speaking of all those movies,
- 36:13Speaker 3: I just wanted to offer that that kind of that
- 36:19Speaker 3: feeling of being seen. I wanted to offer that to
- 36:21Speaker 3: the Janes out there, if there are any, because I
- 36:25Speaker 3: was one of them. And so I was like, Okay,
- 36:28Speaker 3: it's not so much about like what is the essence
- 36:30Speaker 3: of my experience? Is it like the monotony of the
- 36:34Speaker 3: day to day or is it the feelings of isolation
- 36:38Speaker 3: and the feeling of a lack of intimacy and the
- 36:44Speaker 3: loneliness and the shame and the desperation, Like those are
- 36:48Speaker 3: the things really that are the truth. And so the people,
- 36:54Speaker 3: like the characters that you see in the film, like
- 36:56Speaker 3: they're definitely amalgamations of people that I was around that year.
- 37:01Speaker 3: But it's all kind of like like a new puzzle
- 37:06Speaker 3: that like this this stuff that's that's really Jane is
- 37:11Speaker 3: like those those struggles and that love story. Is it
- 37:16Speaker 3: chocks pretty closely.
- 37:19Speaker 1: Very very I mean to applause for being so honest
- 37:24Speaker 1: and authentic with your storytelling. And I think, honestly that's
- 37:27Speaker 1: probably why I got the attention to God is because
- 37:29Speaker 1: there is authenticity behind it, and you know from someone
- 37:34Speaker 1: who's been in the business for a bit. You start
- 37:36Speaker 1: getting jaded by stories, by movies, by scripts you read.
- 37:40Speaker 1: But when you find something that is authentic, it pops.
- 37:44Speaker 1: For whatever reason. It's you know, you want to get
- 37:46Speaker 1: metaphysical on it. The energy coming off the screen, off
- 37:49Speaker 1: the pages. There's something about it that you just there's
- 37:52Speaker 1: something there. And I saw that in the film. I
- 37:55Speaker 1: was like, there's something here. I just was like, praying, God,
- 37:59Speaker 1: I hope it wasn't all this, God bless her.
- 38:04Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, like it's the timeline of the film
- 38:10Speaker 3: is probably is about a year, and this moment in
- 38:13Speaker 3: my life was probably it was a little longer than that.
- 38:17Speaker 1: So everything's kind of condensed, of course.
- 38:19Speaker 3: Yeah, condensed. You know, I'm alive.
- 38:25Speaker 1: Hey, you know what, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger,
- 38:29Speaker 1: no question about it. Now, as a director, we all
- 38:33Speaker 1: go through this. We all understand the insanity that I set,
- 38:37Speaker 1: especially your first movie is even more insane. Uh. And
- 38:41Speaker 1: I'm just like I said, we didn't have revenant money,
- 38:44Speaker 1: so there wasn't endless somehow, not quite. We didn't have
- 38:49Speaker 1: craft revenance, craft service budget. We didn't even have their
- 38:54Speaker 1: travel budget.
- 38:55Speaker 3: Uh, a plane somewhere else there.
- 39:00Speaker 1: Where's there snow Antarctica, let's go go so so, uh,
- 39:06Speaker 1: there's always that one day, if not every day, but
- 39:08Speaker 1: there's generally one day that's even more extreme that you
- 39:11Speaker 1: feel like the entire world's coming down crashing around you,
- 39:14Speaker 1: that you're going to lose the light, you can lose
- 39:16Speaker 1: your camera, financing drops, the actor can show up or whatever.
- 39:20Speaker 1: There's that one day. What was that one day for you?
- 39:22Speaker 1: And how did you overcome it? So we had two Okay.
- 39:28Speaker 3: First one is so so I filmed this so this
- 39:34Speaker 3: movie shot over the course of the year. We show
- 39:38Speaker 3: we started shooting. I'm going to mess this data. But
- 39:40Speaker 3: it was like March third, twenty which is like the
- 39:44Speaker 3: best week in the.
- 39:45Speaker 1: History absolute to shoot films. Absolutely is the best time
- 39:48Speaker 1: to start a movie.
- 39:49Speaker 3: Yeah, absolutely, Like so like seven years into this process,
- 39:52Speaker 3: we like get greenlit, I like hones set, you know,
- 39:55Speaker 3: ten days in the film was supposed to be twenty
- 39:58Speaker 3: days shoot already, like very you know, ten days in.
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- 40:12Speaker 3: They're like whispers of an issue like a virus, and
- 40:17Speaker 3: we go home after Friday I think it was like Friday,
- 40:21Speaker 3: maybe Friday the thirteenth March obviously, Yeah, and I go
- 40:27Speaker 3: home anyway, wake up on Saturday, and they're like, we're
- 40:33Speaker 3: gonna We're gonna shut down, right, And I was like, okay, yeah, yeah,
- 40:38Speaker 3: this makes sense. We're gonna shut down. Yeah, Like that
- 40:40Speaker 3: makes sense totally. That tracks with the struggle of all
- 40:43Speaker 3: of this, and like, let's do it. I mean, we
- 40:46Speaker 3: had to keep everyone safe, but like, of course that
- 40:49Speaker 3: was the choice we're gonna make. But it was crazy
- 40:52Speaker 3: and it felt like we might not come back up. Definitely. Right.
- 40:58Speaker 1: No, I've had, by the way, I've had multiple filmmakers
- 41:02Speaker 1: on all levels of budgets come on the show that
- 41:05Speaker 1: started in March April May, and half the movie was
- 41:08Speaker 1: made and then it's gone and they just like, I
- 41:11Speaker 1: don't know if and a year later they come back.
- 41:14Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 41:14Speaker 1: How long did it take you to come back?
- 41:17Speaker 3: We started shooting the second round of production March third,
- 41:22Speaker 3: twenty twenty one.
- 41:23Speaker 1: So literally a whole year, a whole year of you
- 41:26Speaker 1: sitting on half your movie. Yeah, and I'm assuming you're
- 41:30Speaker 1: editing maybe some scenes, maybe you're rewriting some of the script,
- 41:33Speaker 1: you're reworking stuff. That's all you could do. But as
- 41:36Speaker 1: a filmmaker, psychologically, I can't even imagine just the brutality
- 41:41Speaker 1: of that year for you.
- 41:43Speaker 3: It's a lot of compartmentalizing, like a lot of what
- 41:47Speaker 3: is it like cognitive distance. I was just like, we're
- 41:50Speaker 3: going back and denial. Now, it's denial, That's what it is.
- 41:56Speaker 3: I was in denial. I was just like planning my
- 42:01Speaker 3: return and I yes, I was editing the film. I
- 42:06Speaker 3: was shot listing with Jake constantly, constantly. We reworked a
- 42:11Speaker 3: lot of shots. I were at the end of the film.
- 42:14Speaker 3: I was texting with my actors being like we're good,
- 42:16Speaker 3: you know, like.
- 42:17Speaker 1: I'm still here, We're making this, still here.
- 42:21Speaker 3: And I was like, don't get a face tattoo. Literally,
- 42:23Speaker 3: that's a lot of what I was doing. I was
- 42:25Speaker 3: just because I had like, you know, ten twenty year
- 42:33Speaker 3: olds that I was.
- 42:34Speaker 1: Like rab for a year, like hurting wet cats. Like
- 42:39Speaker 1: hurting wet cats.
- 42:41Speaker 3: Yeah, it was a task, Like yeah.
- 42:43Speaker 1: So that was the first thing. So that was the
- 42:45Speaker 1: first thing. What was the second day?
- 42:46Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I read the second day. So then the
- 42:48Speaker 3: second day and you've seen the film, so there are
- 42:52Speaker 3: a bunch of shots in a car. The whole half
- 42:58Speaker 3: the third film is the car, but there's there's some
- 43:01Speaker 3: shots in the car that were process trailer shots and man,
- 43:07Speaker 3: I gotta find you some stozans and them too. But
- 43:11Speaker 3: we had like Revenant style day one day, like it
- 43:17Speaker 3: was a massive rigging team and Jake was strapped to
- 43:23Speaker 3: the top of the vehicle. We had like six cop
- 43:27Speaker 3: cars circling. We had we were on like I don't know,
- 43:32Speaker 3: it was six Sam Sente or Wheelshore, like a thoroughfare
- 43:34Speaker 3: in La with like six kids in the car, and
- 43:39Speaker 3: we and the rigging took so long. We have like
- 43:42Speaker 3: an hour to hour to get all the shots that
- 43:45Speaker 3: I needed.
- 43:46Speaker 1: It takes nine hours to rig in an hour to shoot.
- 43:51Speaker 3: And then there was a lightning storm of course, and
- 43:55Speaker 3: so my ad came out to me like sweetest, sweetest man.
- 44:00Speaker 3: I was just like insurance day, like go home, We
- 44:03Speaker 3: go home, right, and of course, like we're not going
- 44:07Speaker 3: to shoot anything. If it's a process reiler is metal,
- 44:10Speaker 3: like it's all metal.
- 44:11Speaker 1: It's known to China Dinna.
- 44:14Speaker 3: Yeah, So we had to track the weather like to
- 44:18Speaker 3: the second, get people in the car shoot for you know,
- 44:22Speaker 3: two minutes get them out of the car, wait till
- 44:24Speaker 3: the rain stops, get them back in the car, and
- 44:26Speaker 3: we already didn't have enough time. That was a day
- 44:29Speaker 3: where I was like, h.
- 44:31Speaker 1: Like, I don't think this is going to go. I
- 44:33Speaker 1: don't think I'm gonna make it. Yeah, but you made
- 44:36Speaker 1: it through. And the thing that's the thing with these
- 44:38Speaker 1: kind of things is generally speaking, it works out in
- 44:41Speaker 1: some way, shape or form. But it definitely didn't work
- 44:43Speaker 1: out the way you wanted it to.
- 44:44Speaker 3: Works out better, It works out better.
- 44:46Speaker 1: It always does. It always does. It's just so weird,
- 44:49Speaker 1: but it always when things happen, I just I now
- 44:52Speaker 1: just go, okay, this is obviously where the universe wants
- 44:55Speaker 1: to take us right now. Yes, let's see what it's true.
- 44:58Speaker 3: It's woo wu, but it's true. Like there's so many
- 45:03Speaker 3: we like when we shut down, we had one false start.
- 45:06Speaker 3: We tried to put the production back together and I
- 45:09Speaker 3: got a call from our lead actors team and they
- 45:12Speaker 3: were like, he just got booked for six months on
- 45:16Speaker 3: a job in I don't remember where. It was like
- 45:21Speaker 3: in Europe, and I was like, okay, well so never
- 45:24Speaker 3: getting him back. You know, it's like there's just there
- 45:27Speaker 3: have been so many, so many times where I've thought, Okay,
- 45:31Speaker 3: this is the worst day ever, this is the worst
- 45:33Speaker 3: case scenario, like shutting down for a year, and you
- 45:37Speaker 3: know what, it really benefited the movie. It really did.
- 45:41Speaker 1: It's a painful way of doing It's a painful way
- 45:44Speaker 1: of doing it, but it does. It does do it
- 45:47Speaker 1: absolutely every time there's ever been a complete disaster, and
- 45:50Speaker 1: anything I've ever done, it generally works out better. Generally
- 45:54Speaker 1: almost always works out better. Now, after this whole experience,
- 45:58Speaker 1: you've You've made your movie, now you've You've been around
- 46:01Speaker 1: the block, You've been on The Revenant and on True
- 46:04Speaker 1: Detective and all these other all this stuff that you've
- 46:06Speaker 1: done over the last decade. At this point, is there
- 46:10Speaker 1: something you wish someone would have told you at the
- 46:13Speaker 1: beginning of this journey?
- 46:18Speaker 3: Hmmm, Well, I wish someone had told me sooner that
- 46:22Speaker 3: women can have this job. I didn't. I did a
- 46:26Speaker 3: lot of time thinking that because I was an introvert.
- 46:31Speaker 3: And I say that like in a very little way.
- 46:33Speaker 3: People say that all the time, but I just like,
- 46:35Speaker 3: I'm not a very social person. I'm very shy. I
- 46:40Speaker 3: was a like I mean, you'll see the movie and
- 46:42Speaker 3: it's like I was Jane. I was like really had
- 46:44Speaker 3: a hood on like most but I was like, okay,
- 46:47Speaker 3: that person can still have this job. I did not
- 46:50Speaker 3: know that. And obviously someone can't give you permission to
- 46:53Speaker 3: like live your destiny, like no one need to do yourression.
- 46:57Speaker 3: But I wish i'd see, you know what, it's not
- 47:00Speaker 3: how much I wish someone had told me this is changing,
- 47:02Speaker 3: But I wish i'd seen women directing, seen female directors,
- 47:08Speaker 3: dean directors that didn't all just look like one ding
- 47:11Speaker 3: and that would have changed the game a little sooner
- 47:13Speaker 3: for me.
- 47:14Speaker 1: I was lucky enough that I'm a Latino man, and
- 47:17Speaker 1: I had not seen any Latino directors grown up. This
- 47:20Speaker 1: is there was just I just didn't know anyone.
- 47:23Speaker 3: Where are they?
- 47:24Speaker 1: Where are they? And then all of a sudden, Robert
- 47:28Speaker 1: Rodriguez showed up. It's El Mariacci showed up the year
- 47:32Speaker 1: that I was in high school thinking about being a director,
- 47:34Speaker 1: and I said, oh, oh, there's there's the one. Dude.
- 47:38Speaker 1: He did it, and he did it in an insane way. Okay,
- 47:43Speaker 1: this can be done. So you do need you need
- 47:46Speaker 1: to see, you need to see other people like yourself
- 47:50Speaker 1: doing what you were doing just to give you the
- 47:52Speaker 1: confidence to go. If they could do it, then I
- 47:56Speaker 1: have a shot to do it as well. And and
- 48:00Speaker 1: that is so so important to be represented out in
- 48:03Speaker 1: the world. And then sometimes you see these directors who
- 48:08Speaker 1: who were just breaking down doors to get to be
- 48:11Speaker 1: the first to do something. Is is so what's the word?
- 48:19Speaker 3: You know?
- 48:19Speaker 1: So amazing that they were able to do that and
- 48:22Speaker 1: have the grit and the hustle to be able to
- 48:24Speaker 1: do that when they didn't have anyone at all. But
- 48:27Speaker 1: I agree with you one hundred percent now. And this
- 48:30Speaker 1: is coming out on Tribeca, right. You got into Tribecca
- 48:33Speaker 1: and that was what was that phone called? Like?
- 48:37Speaker 3: Uh so it was an email and it was it
- 48:42Speaker 3: was really funny. I remember what. Okay, So we got
- 48:46Speaker 3: an email from them again after you know, some rejections,
- 48:51Speaker 3: get an email from them, and they asked if we
- 48:55Speaker 3: were still available for a world premiere. They hadn't like off,
- 48:59Speaker 3: They're like it used to but this was a very
- 49:01Speaker 3: long time ago. It was like it was in December.
- 49:05Speaker 3: I was like not thinking about this festival yet, it
- 49:09Speaker 3: was so far away. And we did an email and
- 49:11Speaker 3: they're like, is goodwill Jane still available? And so I
- 49:15Speaker 3: talked to my producers and I was like, yeah, we're
- 49:17Speaker 3: so liable. And then I had, like I said, I'd
- 49:21Speaker 3: been in the sentance intensive. So I spoke with the
- 49:24Speaker 3: lab people at sn Dance and I was like, you know,
- 49:27Speaker 3: I think like Trebeca might want this film, and we
- 49:31Speaker 3: were just like talking to them about the festival run.
- 49:32Speaker 3: The lad people are different from the festival. They just
- 49:34Speaker 3: sort of like they just give advice and they're just
- 49:37Speaker 3: like really the loveliest Anyway. I was on a call
- 49:41Speaker 3: with them just being like help me, guide me, like
- 49:44Speaker 3: how does this work? And my producer called me and
- 49:48Speaker 3: was like, actually, we got in and we're going, you know,
- 49:51Speaker 3: like we just got invited. I mean she didn't say
- 49:53Speaker 3: we're going, but she was like we just got officially invited,
- 49:55Speaker 3: and like.
- 49:55Speaker 1: Congrats, we'll be right back after a wh from our
- 50:00Speaker 1: sponsor and now back to the show.
- 50:07Speaker 3: This has happened, and this is actually happening. They're not
- 50:10Speaker 3: just like a little interested. I think what I was
- 50:12Speaker 3: asking the sentience people is I was like, how do
- 50:15Speaker 3: I convince them to take me or like well, and
- 50:17Speaker 3: they were just like if they reached out to you,
- 50:18Speaker 3: they like it. You know, like yeah, And I was like, oh,
- 50:25Speaker 3: like do they mean it? I'm just clearly a little skeptical.
- 50:28Speaker 3: I was like, do they mean it? Is this real?
- 50:31Speaker 3: But know that they yeah, the email that they offered
- 50:35Speaker 3: us the spot, and then the second I spoke with
- 50:37Speaker 3: the programmers, I was it's just like it changed everything.
- 50:40Speaker 3: They they are the perfect home for this movie. Like
- 50:43Speaker 3: New York is the perfect home for this movie. Festival
- 50:46Speaker 3: is the perfect home for this movie. Uh, this is
- 50:50Speaker 3: my favorite city in the world. Like they're my whole
- 50:54Speaker 3: family can come to this screening. My producers only can
- 50:57Speaker 3: come to the screening. But like a lot of the
- 50:58Speaker 3: castlet's here. It's just it ended up just like Pery.
- 51:03Speaker 3: It's one of those divine things that we were talking
- 51:05Speaker 3: about before, Like I didn't know what the future was
- 51:08Speaker 3: going to look like this movie or where it was
- 51:09Speaker 3: going to play, and I knew what it really needed
- 51:11Speaker 3: to play somewhere, and then it's playing in the right place.
- 51:15Speaker 1: That's fantastic. That's fantastic. Well, I'm gonna ask a few
- 51:18Speaker 1: questions to ask all of my guests. What advice would
- 51:21Speaker 1: you give a filmmaker trying to break into the business today.
- 51:31Speaker 3: Well, if you can do anything else, then you're probably
- 51:38Speaker 3: trying to do the wrong thing. Like if you're like
- 51:43Speaker 3: I want to make movies and if it doesn't work
- 51:45Speaker 3: out in a few years, like I'll go do like
- 51:48Speaker 3: social media direction or so I don't know, like creative,
- 51:51Speaker 3: a doctor, whatever anything else, then like I don't know,
- 51:55Speaker 3: it's for you. I don't know. I mean, but not
- 51:59Speaker 3: to just courage anyway. But I think that's actually like
- 52:03Speaker 3: a fun thing to think about. It's like if you
- 52:05Speaker 3: know this is like everything and this is one you
- 52:09Speaker 3: have to do, then you're gonna figure it out because
- 52:12Speaker 3: you just won't stop. It's that kind of passion and
- 52:17Speaker 3: that kind of like true like that type of dream
- 52:22Speaker 3: that's that's rare, and if you have it, you have it.
- 52:25Speaker 1: Now, what is the lesson that took you the longest
- 52:27Speaker 1: to learn, whether in the film industry or in life.
- 52:33Speaker 3: Still learning? So I spoke like briefly about how this
- 52:44Speaker 3: this movie is about a moment of time in my
- 52:47Speaker 3: life that was like very shameful and I had It's
- 52:52Speaker 3: not that. Yeah, I felt the love of shame of
- 52:55Speaker 3: the time, like when I was younger and when I
- 52:58Speaker 3: was pitching this movie a lot to kind of show
- 53:01Speaker 3: up in those meetings and pretend that I had no
- 53:04Speaker 3: shame or like, you know, act very loving of myself,
- 53:10Speaker 3: and it's actually just really okay to be whoever you are.
- 53:18Speaker 3: Like this process making this film has taught me that
- 53:22Speaker 3: I don't know if I knew that going into making it,
- 53:25Speaker 3: I was faking it, and then making it making the
- 53:28Speaker 3: film has been like, jeez, it really is fine to
- 53:33Speaker 3: be exactly who you are, Like you don't need to
- 53:37Speaker 3: put on all these airs or like pretend to be
- 53:39Speaker 3: someone else or it's going to work out if you're
- 53:41Speaker 3: exactly who you are.
- 53:42Speaker 1: So that's I'd argue that the key to making it
- 53:47Speaker 1: workout is to be yourself. It's the only thing that
- 53:49Speaker 1: makes you stand apart.
- 53:51Speaker 3: It's yeah, I mean, all you have is you. You're
- 53:54Speaker 3: not going to be like a great version of someone else.
- 53:57Speaker 3: You're going to be only a great version of who
- 54:00Speaker 3: you exactly are. But I didn't. I that took feel
- 54:03Speaker 3: on time to figure out.
- 54:05Speaker 1: Oh yeah, agreed, I know. I I you know, I'll
- 54:09Speaker 1: never be a great invitation of Tarantino or Rodriguez or
- 54:13Speaker 1: Fincher or Nolan or Spielberg because they're good at what
- 54:16Speaker 1: they do and they're pretty much the best at being them.
- 54:19Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 54:20Speaker 1: So, but you can only be the best version of yourself.
- 54:24Speaker 1: And that's the key and one. And I think any
- 54:26Speaker 1: anybody who has any success in any avenue of this
- 54:29Speaker 1: in this life is true to themselves generally speaking.
- 54:33Speaker 3: It's true and and and and this, like this moment
- 54:40Speaker 3: of my life that is very dark has been the
- 54:44Speaker 3: inspiration for the thing that is the most stunning and
- 54:48Speaker 3: the most beautiful thing in my life like this, like this,
- 54:53Speaker 3: this experience that I had and the struggle that I
- 54:57Speaker 3: had is like, you know, I have a movie about it,
- 55:00Speaker 3: and now I'm here, like I'm so happy that happened.
- 55:05Speaker 3: I'm so happy that that. I'm that I made it
- 55:07Speaker 3: out of it, for sure, But I don't wish I
- 55:10Speaker 3: could like carve some pieces out of me and take
- 55:12Speaker 3: some of my history away. And it's like, what's the
- 55:15Speaker 3: use of that at all?
- 55:17Speaker 1: Agreed, you are who you are, and whatever happened to
- 55:20Speaker 1: you in your past is what made you who you
- 55:22Speaker 1: are today. And I've I came to grips with that
- 55:24Speaker 1: a long long time ago. Just like if I had
- 55:27Speaker 1: to do it over again, I would go the same way,
- 55:29Speaker 1: because that's who I am and if you take that away,
- 55:32Speaker 1: you take a big chunk of who you are away,
- 55:34Speaker 1: and you wouldn't have been able to make this movie.
- 55:36Speaker 1: You wouldn't have you wouldn't have done any of this stuff.
- 55:38Speaker 1: So where would you have gone? It might have been
- 55:41Speaker 1: a different world, It might have been better, might have
- 55:43Speaker 1: been worse. Who knows. But this is the path that
- 55:45Speaker 1: you were put on, and embrace it without question. And
- 55:48Speaker 1: last question, three of your favorite films of all time?
- 55:53Speaker 3: Should have prepared for that one? Well? I each A
- 55:58Speaker 3: hal Time is definitely one of them. I would say
- 56:03Speaker 3: Fish Tank, Andrew Arnold, and there's so many, but I'm
- 56:09Speaker 3: gonna say Reprise Yoakim Trier. I worked with Jokim on
- 56:15Speaker 3: a lot of the Bombs and he is brilliant, brilliant director.
- 56:19Speaker 3: So yeah, really really anything that we checked.
- 56:25Speaker 1: Uh, Sir, sir. I appreciate you coming on the show.
- 56:28Speaker 1: It's been an absolute joy talking to you. It's your
- 56:31Speaker 1: energy is infectious for what you're doing. So thank you
- 56:35Speaker 1: for coming on the show and congrats on all your
- 56:40Speaker 1: success so far. And I know you're going to do
- 56:42Speaker 1: a lot of amazing things and tell some really remarkable
- 56:44Speaker 1: stories in the future. So continued success and hopefully there's
- 56:48Speaker 1: a little girl out there who's going to see this
- 56:50Speaker 1: and go if you could do it, and if you
- 56:52Speaker 1: could do it, I mean I got a shot.
- 56:56Speaker 3: Oh man. That's that's what this is all about. That's
- 56:59Speaker 3: what this all for me for sure.
- 57:02Speaker 1: But I appreciate you, my dear, continue success.
- 57:04Speaker 3: Thank you so much.
- 57:07Speaker 1: I want to thank Sarah so much for coming on
- 57:09Speaker 1: the show and sharing her journey with the tribe. Thank
- 57:13Speaker 1: you so so much, Sarah. If you want to get
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