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Conociendo a Walk On, mitotes, chismes y verdades · Walk on el podcast

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Ah us u s Bray Hello? What' s up? How you doin
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', how you doin'. Good evening, France, Good morning,
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Japan, Good afternoon, Guadalajara and Tlajomulco. Today we are different, different
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occasions. We just made a roast carmite. We are accompanied by Pastor Tello
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Martita, his wife who did not want to go out on stage in production
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is Gady. They sent to rest, nacho, and we' re going
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to start from my right left. How are you? All right, good
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afternoon, good night, raise them up, nice to say hello to us.
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How about, good afternoon, very well, also here enjoying the company
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and with a good talk. Thank you. How nice to see them pretty
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to passion that yes, yes with the belly Jenna, yes, to see
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if we get a little bit out of tiredness he does very well hello how
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we are, Let' s hope that they are well this. Well,
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I hit the roast meat and thank God. We ate very tasty and very
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rich and here we are to talk a little bit Erika. Thank you for
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having us, thank you, thank you for Chicago. Filling this is not
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easy, yes, nothing so pending and good that we are going to present
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here already to diego as a member of the Crub we already find the fifth
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member this in order to be rolling, because that is from the beginning the
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idea of podcast. Sometimes the five of us get out, sometimes get out
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four, sometimes get out three, because because everyone works, we are productive
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and we live in a city that' s where we work like blacks,
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traffic consumes us and sometimes we can' t get there. That' s
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why they' ll hardly even see us all together again. No yes,
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and I mean with mara, Mara, right now, I don' t
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know where she' s going and I think she' s also on vacation.
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We' ve given him a vacation for fifteen days. And well,
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what' s this episode about, since we' re relaxed, since we
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' ve run carnitas, we' ve talked, we' ve got the
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day. We want to talk about what the balcony is, which is the
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project. Let us talk about some testimonies of what has happened to us in
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our lives, where God has been the protagonist in this case for all.
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Well, I' m going to talk about what happened to me two or
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three years ago, two, one year, one year of everything, one
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year, three months and we' re going to tell others also who wants
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to expose something that God has done in his life that we would like to
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endure in this episode, not that someone can serve him. For the time
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being, let' s start talking about something the same as what walcom means
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in English is walcon in Spanish means to keep walking. And the truth is,
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it all comes from a song from the YouTube band. It' s
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my favorite rock band, Good Youtú. And you know those who know music,
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no, because for some they are Christian, for others they are not
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Christians, for themselves sometimes it seems that they are Christians and for themselves they
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never make them say they are Christians. Anyway, it' s a Waltcom
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song that every time I listen to it comes to me a lot more than
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many rolas of Marcos Widy, of Juan Carlos Alvarado, ah I don'
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t think and this one before Romero will reign all those that no more.
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No. That song speaks, then, that you remove everything that you throw
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away everything to follow Christ And then how good Walcon arises to artos of wanting
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to do some, to be able to do something in the Church in our
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times we are talking about twenty years or so ago. If you weren'
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t a youth leader, if you weren' t a music leader, if
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you weren' t a coffer, you couldn' t be the one to
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come up with something to work in the Church. And then one has always
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been rebellious. I' ve always considered myself the herd' s mañosa black
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sheep. I wanted to get a little out of the religious system where I
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was and went with a close relative. He also had an organization, or
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he has an organization that did Christian events. I celery and hit him.
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Another black leaf, another black sheep, I hit him. We did this
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I was with them about three events and I was checking there, so,
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how a Christian event was done. I am that that and one day there
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was an event in which I had dengue. It was a youth congress.
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I' m talking about two thousand nine, two thousand eight. I felt
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really bad. He had given me dengus, he gave me, he bit
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me on Friday night and that Saturday morning by the afternoon I had to be
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there and I don' t know how I did it, but with dengue
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there and a show that I' ll tell him there also has his story.
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You don' t get me from when the chief preacher, uh,
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yeah, yeah, started asking for money. Well, the sacred mantle.
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This one told his wife. You hold that end of one malt and I
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hold that end. I wasn' t there, you know why. Because
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as soon as I just preached he took it to the Santa of the Director
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to your relative. This took him to the direct station and they told me
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to go with them to and I don' t have what you said because
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I' m afraid you said it wasn' t true. Right. All
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the vato said is that I didn' t know anything and then I didn
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' t beat myself I said you know what this we' re going to.
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I' m not opening. I' m gonna do it, excuse
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me, but I needed someone to come along with me, really, and
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guess who told me who did? The other black sheep? The other black
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sheep I said, hey? Well, I don' t think if we
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start doing something, if we go we had to make a logo that the
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logo didn' t make me in my key wherever it' s seeing us
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mayave. Greetings, the logo that you see came in That' s Bot
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Con' s. He' s undergone a little transformation and we started the
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knob and I started making events. At first it was youth meetings of various
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churches. In a church he was called with Fraterno and that' s where
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I met Tello, where we met several churches, several youth leaders, we
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did gang wars and brother brothers. Then, that' s where Pedro joined
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us and then Javier. Then it was always four, but then we started
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going out to do evangelistic campaigns, because already those who have seen in the
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episodes and there are many people that we have invited to say woe that when
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you do events and that when you do this good, because from there not
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the walcolde apart, we also went a lot to silos, we went a
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lot to orphanages. There are several things. I don' t know if
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your code would one day go to orphanages that invited them as students. It
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didn' t touch me, but if I ever got to give there a
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few boxes of milk, which reminds me ok that one and mom has also
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gone to some and they took her there, because that was Walcolm, that
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was Walcon that we have the idea to make it a civil association. It
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was always in mind to do that civil session, regardless of any church,
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and well we did with certain on the street. There are many on the
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walcon page all here attended minimum one. Erika, I don' t think
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so. If it' s Titus events there was in the goat neighborhood okndo
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played the east panton clamble and d plus Ivan as two were if Masai Ban
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was a ska group that is there on the page. Just like Facebook,
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you can find the videos of those events and everything listens well until several things
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happen. I arrived, he hobbited and stopped Walcom and this podcast. I
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' ve been carrying it for two years, but then what I' m
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going to tell you now happened and then I tell you that he, for
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four years, sort of, had this idea that you' re consuming.
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Then, Gaddy, for two years you had told me also true Gaddy.
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You wanted to do something later on about how. For a year and a
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half we recorded it there some pilots, we even recorded pilots even last year
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we recorded Ericatórica pilot. Also and a pilot also then, like you already
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took off, It went away, It went away and here we are then.
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That' s walcoln right now. I just wanted to say that with
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more, just a podcast, it' s a whole organization that we want
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to give them more formality little by little and re- make concerts and expand
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the brand a little bit more. The brand, the brand as such and
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well, that' s Walcolm not for those who are no longer in doubt,
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so it' s function. So I' m the face, but
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I' m not like the leader. This isn' t cool It'
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s going to go the way it goes. At the end of the day,
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we already have our palanquitas in the aid. We' re walking,
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we' re still walking, we' ve caught palanquitas and acquaintances in churches,
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everywhere. And it' s chido, all of a sudden, it
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' s chido. Well, there it is. I give a testimony that
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has happened to me. I don' t know who. I want to
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note some experience of what God has done with them so that the audience will
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know them more about all that God has done to us, because, for
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that we have mastery, titles, everything, as well as that it is
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not the moment, but what God has done. Who wants to start.
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Well, I' m mere. After being a black sheep, I nothing,
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for almost ten consecutive years I had the opportunity to change firm residence to
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Mexican and in the first instance and it was achieved as such, I went
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to cover a church that was in the eggia mechocan in Mexicali and discover us
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there working directly with the congregation. Three months that was the time when I
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was in charge of a congregation. The process was cleared. I decide to
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stay in Mexicali and he gave himself the opportunity to study the chaplaincy. The
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campallin'. It came to me because of a question of whether you want
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it here and I in the spirit of not coming back and changing the airs
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and I said then what father not that we study and others finished the course
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and something very scary happened. In the church where they were there began to
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be problems, problems as in all the years. Yeah, and I got
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to see a lot of things that I' d rather not see I heard
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a lot of things that I' ve preferred, not hear strong things.
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And I decided. I remember very well. I decided a transgivins on Thanksgiving.
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My last day is February 22nd in Mexicali. I' m going back
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to Guadalajara, where a lot of people are. I could say and appreciate
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that and this one told me that I was going because here I had no
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future left, because everything was lost to me. The reality is that I
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wasn' t a manager in the stock market, in quite a few warehouses
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and so on. I was the one who made the decision to believe in
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a dream that I always believed was part of God. I did, I
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left home, mother, father, work, I studied that stability and I
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left there when I couldn' t stand it anymore. I had to learn
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the I brought you and until I tell you you go away, and that
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I learned from God, because if it was for me I would have come
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back a lot. Before it happens in situations from the Church, my chaplain
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boss then spoke to me and told me you have to stay six months longer.
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I told him I can, I got the ticket. I don'
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t want to change it. I' m here now, so this one
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' s here. I didn' t like the rest and you told me
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you made an oath not with me, with God. And it' s
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not an option that if you love each other, I see it. Apart
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from God. We' re only asking for six months and you' re
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a chaplain. And the oath or the saying of the chaplains is a matter.
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Instead the circumstance, the distance and the time when they call you to
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serve one cannot say that then I decided to obey and when more I thought
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I would suffer. My suffering ended then, like I felt that God compensated
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me for a year and a half of much or hard work. So I
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felt it clarifying and in those six months it was like a balm to see
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the work that he did fulano, the work was done by deception, the
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work that I did, the work that a certain pastor did, the work
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that another certain pastor did. And I said father, no, father.
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You see all this, but in my mind I was no longer serving on
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a bench in a grosser way because I was already angry between quotes from the
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service, because the service did not blame it. But I did not do
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many things because I preferred to serve God. I didn' t do many
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things because I preferred to do in God' s service? I didn'
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t do many things because I always preferred in my mind to be in God
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' s service, God' s service, I don' t blame him
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for what my life is. Hoey' s a plus. Serve God always.
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It' s a plus and not right now. We were talking about
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it before we got on the air. It' s a clus for eternity
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and when you' re old. So I already to Guadalajara, this one
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already trying to stabilize my life and in the city and it sounds walcon again
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where I decided to be no longer on a church bench. I liked it.
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Yes, I did, I got to rest for six months. As
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God commands, after six months, fields, ideas and so forth began to
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spring up. And that' s where I put it on the table.
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I told him God, God, I know what it' s like to
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suffer. Nothing more. Give me a joke about no more suffering and,
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like, no, he didn' t listen. In that part we continue
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to suffer. But it' s part of and that' s the part
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that not one of the parts that they didn' t know about me in
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Walcolm, I' m operational part, I' m not part of the
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stage ever, no more I remember having been on stage, at the event
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and from there on, everywhere, it' s been my turn to be
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back, back and I' m happy in the place where I' m
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very happy and in the things that' s never boy of what it'
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s been my turn to live before, during and after. To me there
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is an anecdote this when he went to Mexicali, because I was asking about
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the pomino. And where he goes, I asked Javier," Where is
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that what he was telling me?" Javier says he' s from Tibetan,
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he' s from Tibetan, and he' s from Tibetan. And
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first it was a six months, then a year, then two years,
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two years, and I said he' s already going to come married minimum
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to Bride and I was told Javier postive the Tibetan. I mean, there
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' s no more girls, there' s nothing, no more. I
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' m vain to concentrate. It' s just hard. It' s
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hard. I say who stays single suddenly takes care of the sultry under their
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same criteria, the criteria of everyone who says that everyone found it was at
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the fair. Those you doubt, but they doubt Vario Güey. Yes,
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but what do we expose for, my friends, if I tell you because
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you' ll already be on hold. Uh, well, you don'
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t have things. Pomor we said is thirty- five or thirty- five,
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thirty- five. And counting they arrive hears indeed dejape instagram nor piens
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as garlic. I kept low, I put feet my once talking hear when
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I put you say operative, no one believed in the knob nor did I
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pummel. Suddenly, one day I couldn' t, Katia couldn' t,
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Pedro couldn' t, Javier couldn' t, and I entrusted Pomino
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I told him for me not to see the City of Guadalajara get permission.
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You hear me do that, not that I do. But, sure and
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we didn' t believe the truth and I made a b plan to give
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me a little time to go to City Hall. Katia even Javier wanted to
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send meche for no one believed you and suddenly I said no but I have
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to believe in cumin, that is for pure antiquity, no, and that
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I send a message to or itself. I mean, I ate, you
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didn' t get permission. Yeah, he tells me, and they didn
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' t put you on hold, because he always puts in more tickets when
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someone goes as an independent organization. Hey, I want him. I think
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it was for the square. Founders, they are founders shields, I want
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the founding square and you who you are or what and you tell me,
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because I no longer all quiet, I say granddaughter, you yes, all
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good, I even became friends with the whore who was there. Yes,
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yes, yes, yes, she was a little owner about eighty years old,
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but she was the one who filmed, because she was the one who
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did And, surely, there were already two days left for Saturday, for
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the event. And I say," Hey, I' ll see,
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we don' t believe you" I told him to send me a picture
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of the trade and he sends the picture and we still didn' t believe
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you. They believed me. I was about to go to city hall,
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get out of the chamba, go to the refeme, leave quickly to see
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if it was real, but we believed him incredibly. He took the permission,
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the most difficult permits, making them more difficult. It was his entry,
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not the most difficult permissions. He' s taken them out. Anyway,
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we' ve thrown you in the mud and you come out like nothing
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casual. They see you and they think it' s easy, it makes
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you look easy, it' s different. All right, there' s
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the knob. Who wants more, I say very well something that God has
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done with you for a moment. Your time has come. It' s
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come good. Those who didn' t see the other chapter, my name
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is Diego Garcias Zapata. It was nothing. I knew about writing about thirteen
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years ago in a church, which today is my wife invited me. He
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invited me to that church. I really was wide open. I had already
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gone some other churches because I had doubts and everything was for sure. He
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invited me there, they taught me some Bible. I stayed there and that
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' s where I met. Then I married her and we had three,
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three cute kids, well, one baby and two kids. And so,
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according to the time and the church, we studied the word. In fact,
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I already shared with them the first part out of the air and when
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all that was happening, we knew more about the essence of the creator.
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And it' s very exciting when you start to study that, in fact,
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we also talk about it right now, but always with a study aimed
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at learning a little more or that the eternal shows us a little more of
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those secrets that are sometimes hidden there and that, for any other reason,
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we don' t want to study it or we don' t even know
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it then I went learning, I realized several things and so, with the
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grace of the creator, my family and I, because we leave the religious
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centers, we get out of all that and we' re home. We
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are at home, we studied the word there and something happened in my stay,
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in the church that I told them a little while ago and I lived
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a little bit to the best distressed, because I said, because that is
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what they teach you, or what they had taught us about the call.
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If you have a call, then you have to respond to it, because
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if things don' t happen or something doesn' t, then I,
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for a long time if I was a little stressed out because I said it
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' s my call. What do I have to do now or how do
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I go or how, how do I do things. But I understood,
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understood by writing and understood with time and prayer, that that call was my
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call to leave those places where I was, to get out of that religiosity,
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and the call to serve was first with my family. There is a
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verse in which I have been studying that you have already heard it all,
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where it says that whoever does not try for yours, especially for those of
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your home, is worse than an unbeliever and many people take it for the
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subject of money, but what if we can also take it for the subject
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of salvation, the subject of writing, the scriptural. And I can observe
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so many, many churches and many leaders where they care about the sheep call
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them, but the family neglects it. So I said it' s not
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my family. It is first, this is my home and if I was
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called, I was called to teach it to my family, I was called
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to bring this good news to my family first and then to those of ajue
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but those of my family first. Then I started with my family, my
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home, my children and my wife. I' ve also been invited to
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a podcast once. Then it was over and then I started one on my
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own. I don' t really have ten zero followers, but I did
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it with the intention that my in- laws, my brother- in-
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laws and they would listen to it. If I couldn' t spend an
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hour or twenty minutes or a half an hour talking to them like that,
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maybe they would listen to me there in their work, or that they would
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doubt to say why I said that and that they would study then I have
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seen at the hand of the creator in my life. I know that now
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I understand the subject that we were also talking about right now, about the
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great commission of making disciples of nations and I understand that part, I understand
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my responsibility, I understand the call that the creator gave me that I still
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feel sorry, and I know that some people, if they ever see the
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podcast that they said maybe. That emotion was never called because it did this,
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because it did the other thing really the same emotion that I feel and
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the same feeling. I feel like that day where the creator called me and
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called me to everything that has happened to my life to this day, because
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I know that all that I have backed by writing and I have supported mainly
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by him, and we live happily studying his writing in its essence. We
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do not want to look good with anyone, but only with the creator,
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the creator of the universe with eternal. From our house we don' t
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go outside and because a lot of people have also reprimanded me. Greetings.
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Why don' t I go outside, why don' t I knock doors
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in the sun? Why don' t I do this? Why don'
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t I do the other one. I mainly take care of my house and
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what happens in my house is really a sincere thing, because we don'
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t record it, we don' t do anything, it' s not
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a totally relationship with the eternal. We saw very happy. I think that
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' s the part. Many things have happened in my life, some good,
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some bad, but we see the hand of the creator in all of
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them and I believe that the main one that I want to share with them
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is that one that, because we learned, we are still learning and that,
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therefore, my family is present there studying about the eternal, about the
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creator. They were. Thank you very much. It' s good of
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you that Diego' s testimony came out, because there' s something very
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important that we haven' t said in the podcasts. Or I don'
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t remember. Only Christ can restore a family. There is no human power.
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There is no power on earth but a power. Let' s say
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supernatural that God is the only one who can restore a family. There are
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a lot of people who are watching us and who are looking forward to having
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a nice chida family and who can sometimes be envious of families who are.
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But the truth, the only way is Christ and takes his time. Miracles
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are families. I don' t think they' re overnight. They are
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progressive miracles, because I believe in progressive miracles. But fuck God if you
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want to see your family change. I' m not going to tell you
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psychologists, not even after, because they watch for their money, because they
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' re professional accountants. I think the only way if you really want to
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be a family is to settle down to God and you' re gonna know
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how it' s gonna start changing your family. There are some families that
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even today everything we are here, we have seen restored families, not even
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separated parents, watered children. How they all come together again. And it
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is by the power of the cross. The power of the cross. I
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don' t know if you want to add to what I do, because
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we' re sharing a little bit of our life. No, and right
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now you' re talking about the family, because I was born into a
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Christian family. I, when I was born, my parents were already evangelicals.
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Then that led me not to get, as well as suddenly a testimony
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that wow amazing or extraordinary that I practically saw in God' s blessing.
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Yes, then I knew a God more than redeemer that rescued me from the
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death of danger, rather it was death. Protector exactly yes, Protector.
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And this I have seen many promises fulfilled at home, in the family,
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because the word of God is so high true that yes is fulfilled, and
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some of those I am still enjoying to this day. So, my relationship
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with God has been a very fatherly relationship. I don' t feel safe,
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confident, loved yes by God. I can say that I am also
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of confidence to God, who gave me the opportunity to guide in the spiritual,
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to care, to protect in the spiritual. I mean, some people.
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Not that he has been the Pastor and Ahorita told me a question in
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the Sada cart that if it is difficult to be a pastor and I mentioned
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that yes, but it is unsatisfactory in the aspect that you pass to another
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level of blessing, a blessing that only I have for the pastors. Yes,
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I was thinking, for example, of Moses. Moses belonged to the
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palace. Pharaoh was not part of and believe me that there, in that
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palace he had all the comforts that on top he touches maquinsai, sheets,
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clean, hot water and five meals which he wanted silver gold utensils. And
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yet, he had to leave all that, that comfort and all that,
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he can say, all the pleasant truth for the flesh, for obeying God,
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because the relationship with God comes. No And that leads me to truly
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think that, because if we believe in God, we also entrust our life
31:37
to him or give our life to him, that he is the one who
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takes the plans, because his plans are better than ours. He says the
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word of God, his ways are higher than ours, his thoughts. Then
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I had my plans and I' d go to get out of it in
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the secular. I wanted to be a great engineer, know the best and
32:06
make a lot of money. But, as I believed in God and believed
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in God, I did the will of God, for it is said the
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Shepherd, because also a something like that wait for me, that is to
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say love me more and to be able to do this, for now I
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do walk in his plans no And it has been a great blessing, because
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I have experienced God in different ways and perhaps, on other planes or levels
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that other people cannot. That you don' t have a chance to experience
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it. Not then situations that I do not understand truth and not to be
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long, because my life has not been very surprising, for I started shepherding
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at twenty- four years old and part of what has experienced that relationship that
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I tell you that I have felt so palpable, so palpable, the presence
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of God, the hand of God, his favors, his miracles, wonders
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of my life. And I can testify that it is so real and true
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and this and that it has never failed me until today. I will not
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have the great riches, but I have his favor and having that favor of
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God, reach out to you as well and you are blessed by God.
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And that is my relationship and witness, as well as that shortly not almost
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twenty years of shepherding and not those that are missing another twenty until Christ comes.
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I hear well, yes the value of the family. No Christ restores
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family lives, Who else wants to win over ahon erica, yes grown father,
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a family of ran parents, a little irresponsible to talk about them.
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I was a girl, a friend who trotted her and got very into Catholicism
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in the way that I was Catholic and red bone. I sang in my
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childhood in the cathedral of Tijuana, in the choir of the cathedral at eight
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o' clock in the morning I played the mandolin. After the choir of
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the cathedral, I went to my churches, cafellitas, close to the house,
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also in youth choirs. Practically all Sunday I spent it in church because
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it was part of me. Running away to avoid the pain I had at
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home and I always believed in a dead god, in a god that every
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time I saw Jesus Christ crucified said if you were alive, you would change
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my life and believe I was dead and that' s why I couldn'
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t do anything in my life. I grew up this one I got married.
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I had three wonderful children, a daughter in two women and a man.
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I knew Christ when I was sixteen years old in a Christian church where
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I attended. But in that Christian church I was somehow forced by my mother
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- in- law to go to the church and when they have called to
35:53
receive Christ into your heart and his grass said" Andale" then happens as
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being forced. When I really know Christ and have a relationship with him,
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it was in the Masai Church, if I remember correctly, for about fifteen
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years. That' s where I really experiment with a living god, a
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god who takes care of me at all times, a god that I'
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ve never experienced, a god that always, in the most difficult moments of
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my life, he' s always taken me afloat. I' m nothing
36:29
without him. I without him believe me that I die spiritually. And I
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don' t want it. I don' t want it because about a
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year and a half ago, one of the most important people in my life
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and I say the most important because my son, the middle one, has
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an accident. Before I tell you about the accident he' s in,
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I' m going to tell you a little bit about my son' s
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life towards me. He was a wonderful son, he was a son who
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always looked out for me. He was a super loving son, he was
37:08
a son who always said mistress I' ll never leave you I' ll
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always be watching you wherever I want. He even took me to the bride.
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I think there' s a point where I told him. He said
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don' t make up, I mean, you have to live with your
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girlfriend, you don' t have to take me everywhere. I was this,
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I was in charge of the young people of the church and they were
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always my son' s. I used to say we loved you with the
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young twenty mistress we went to the vente cafe, we loved the cinema of
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twenty more everywhere. When they talk to me on January 25th, well,
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26 at 2: 00 in the morning they talk to me on the phone
37:52
and tell me you know what. This one doesn' t know if son
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Sue went to work Joshua and a friend of his. Well, they worked
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at a company where my son- in- law was, and my son
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- in- law was, and there was his friend. His friend was
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a childhood friend and they always went along with the three of them. This
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time, Millano could not accompany them and his companion and friend of Joshua tells
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him not to worry. I' ll take the car and we' ll
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go together. Both on the road to work suffer a car accident. To
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me, as I repeat to them again at 2: 00 in the morning,
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they talk to me and tell me hey hasn' t arrived. Josua
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to work. You don' t know what happened. I talk to my
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plain. I say, hey, son, you don' t know if
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Joshua and Ivan got to work. He tells me I don' t know
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that it was. But now I' m telling you, she' s
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checking and she' s telling me about mother- in- law, they
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didn' t make it. I worry. I ask my daughter the youngest
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one to check CMG on Facebook to see if there was an accident. It
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' s the first thing he publishes. No, then the first thing I
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see when I open the app is the accident. We see Ivan' s
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car, we see some of the news. We didn' t see it
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all, because I was on my way to Ivan' s mom' s
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house and we saw the Mice Paul car ever Yeah, yeah. That'
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s what we get to hear in the publication. It was two young people
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who suffered a car accident. One was taken seriously to the Green Cross and
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the other was above the ambulance. The one upstairs in the ambulance was Ivan.
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My son had already been transferred to the Green Cross by the eagles and
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I told pau to stop this let' s go I don' t want
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to hear anymore. She came with Ivan' s mom and she didn'
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t know either. We got here, Naman told me you know what.
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They told us to suffer an accident and because they are in the eagles And
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I had already seen the publication And because I am praying, Lord Take care
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of my son, be your doctor you protect him, not knowing that that
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hour my son had already passed away. We get to the Green Cross and
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there' s Blanca' s husband and the first thing I hear about him
40:22
is they' re both dead. I couldn' t react at that time
40:28
because I heard my daughter' s smallest, heartbreaking cry, because for this
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the image or figure my son had towards his sister was brother' s and
40:40
at the same time father' s because he was with her since my daughter
40:44
was five years old when her father decided to leave, because my son took
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that role and my daughter loved him. She told me to not only lose
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my brother, but also my dad. It was very difficult. I at
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that time asked God for strength because many things joined together. I had to
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comfort my two daughters and I had to do all the paperwork before the semaphae.
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Then I had to be conscious so I could get all this stuff out
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of the funeral, all this paperwork. And God gave me strength. And
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it' s still today. The grief that I live, because I live
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it to this day and the grief that Ivan' s mother carries are very
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different. What makes it different than I have Christ and every day. Every
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day I get up every day. They tell me not to be afraid.
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And there is a Bible text that I want to share with you that I
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am in that moment of feeling, because you have never known courage before God
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to say why you take it away from me. On the contrary, sir,
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thank you, because you lent it to me for twenty- four years
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and I would rather have had it for twenty- four years than ever had
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it. And this text says so in my saddas forty- one thirteen.
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He says because I, Jehovah, am your God, who holds you by
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the right hand and says, fear not. I' ll help you and
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you keep doing it. Yes, moments of feeling come to me, because
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I remember it, I don' t remember it and sometimes, because tears
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come out, but I have the confidence and promise that I am going to
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see my son and what I say to you that grief is different, because
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when a person doesn' t have hope in God, his life ends,
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his life ends and they shut themselves in that pain, in that mourning where
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what else follows if death already knocked at my door. No, and unlike
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her, for I have Christ and he is the one who has me here
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day by day alive and one way to honor my son is to live and
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live in Christ. And there is nothing more to say good about this than
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good for Erica, because it follows the only solution. No, because imagine
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getting angry with God a great decision, getting angry with God bringing your child
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' s fart plus the anger to God that one is filling up, not
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that one is filling up in the heart. I once heard a student tell
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me that she lost a brother too, but already as at that time she
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was about twelve years old. She tells me I never know how she told
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me to bear a loss. It' s not that one of hers is
44:20
cured, that is, the duel, she' s always going to stay.
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We are enduring the loss of this person, but with God it is
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the same. No God helps you cope with that loss in a more calm
44:30
way, because, as Erikar said, wait a few more years and you
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' re going to see it again In fact, the exact hope, of
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course, is hope an occasion one of my children, I think, I
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think it was the youngest. We were there at home, right, and
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he was wearing such a big separation earring and he was saying Dad, Mom,
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we never want to. I think we' ll split up and die.
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That' s when they tell the kids that anxiety. No, and
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the answer is simple. I mean, we' re never gonna split up,
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we' re always gonna be together for eternity. The only thing that
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' s going to happen is that we' re going to change our house,
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we' re going to leave this house and we' re going to
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go to one that' s never going to be destroyed, it' s
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going to be forever and she' s going to be Mom and she'
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s going to be dad and your brother' s going to be and it
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' s also going to be for a while. It' s gonna be
45:27
a while, too. So and that came Christ really that is the Christian
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' s guarantee. That came Christ, to see those ahead of us again.
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That' s the big guarantee And, well, to finish my val,
45:44
it' s not going to take a little too long. Well,
45:47
how did we comment that the podcast was born before two minutes? We all
45:53
got together and decided to make this four podcast to be four. Mara was
46:00
insisting and insisting, insisting and arming herself. I asked Pomo to bring someone
46:07
with the highest confidence and I think Erika couldn' t have been better.
46:10
I think no one would have fit in better than Erika, because she'
46:15
s the ones who have seen the episodes, because the one who applies the
46:21
word lowers us from where we walk. Sometimes not and well, now with
46:23
diego, well, there' s already five of us. I mean,
46:27
it' s also someone who throws a line very much that we don'
46:32
t get into because all of a sudden, I can lick and I can
46:35
go a little bit sideways. Not around here do we have these two fellows
46:39
who pull us off and want to make seasons. Then we want to go
46:45
one by one and leave new people. That' s the idea of the
46:50
podcast. That' s why we think this project is going to last years
46:53
and years and years, because maybe right now we are and two years from
46:57
now other people are going to be there. I don' t eat meats
47:00
a good year. A year and a half ago exactly twenty- four February
47:07
of the two thousand and twenty- three ran out of gas. A Chevy
47:12
that I have because it doesn' t serve the marker about three hundred meters
47:16
from a gas station I get off I go to school to teach and because
47:22
I start to push it, but I thought it was looking even, but
47:28
the pendientita is pronounced to the low. He tells me he' s a
47:30
Chevy, because if I push him, I don' t think he was
47:32
even a trailer. No, but I' m starting to force myself because
47:37
there was the little levada pendiente and then. Those who pushed cars will know
47:42
that when you' re alone and grab the wheel, you have to twist
47:45
a lot, because I got to the gas station. Don' t give
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him gas, and I' ve left at ease. The next day,
47:52
in the afternoon I will run and before going for a run, orine and
47:57
orine very dark hydralaga color. I don' t know I didn' t
48:04
know what happened I didn' t know what made a glass of water.
48:07
I' m gonna run. When I came back I bathed and before bathing
48:13
orino and crying of blood I was alarmed. I went to do some blood
48:19
tests on Friday morning, not Thursday morning. Indeed, it was blood.
48:30
I go to the work doctor and he prescribes me for more passes. You
48:39
know what that would be, because I took a no. Anyway we were
48:46
left with that doubt and I went Saturday morning with the family doctor. The
48:53
family doctor started me playing here after it hurts, I don' t give
48:57
myself, no, it hurt nothing and he tells me to go make an
49:00
ecornal. I' m gonna do the mycorrenal over there. The vato that
49:05
was echoing me stayed for a while, a little while longer on the left
49:08
side and tells me to see if it raises your arm, since it finishes
49:13
my sale between an hour and a half by the study of layman. Tell
49:15
me right now I have no. I' ll come later for that black
49:19
vibe they give you, it says, because you have a tumor in your
49:22
kidney. Izquierdo says if it was good to be taken away and I thought
49:28
of surgery and said and I' m already going to open up to me
49:30
on an open road of nothing. I have not had surgeries and I said
49:32
well, because I am already rough, not already of the body, because
49:37
it has already thought of the scalpel. I' m going to teach in
49:40
the afternoon. Return. I go in the night with the dovio and the
49:43
doctor tells me. Indeed, it says you have a tumor in your left
49:50
kidney and it will be good if they remove it. You have sims and
49:53
I tell him, because I have huis and he tells me, because I
49:59
said that you and there was the insurance. And it' s more right
50:00
now. You should go and say you' re dying and tell them I
50:05
give you here. You' ve got the echo, you' ve got
50:07
the blood test. You get in sooner, but I' ve had since
50:12
two thousand one that I don' t go to a hospital and I went
50:15
for a semi- buried nail because I needed the disability. If I took
50:17
that one out, it wasn' t since eighty- six. I'
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m not the least. I form the family of all relatives. I said
50:29
good. I' m going to talk on Monday to make an appointment,
50:32
to get an appointment in two months and to be operated around from June and
50:36
July and August, because at the pure three in the morning I feel those
50:40
who hurt their kidneys will have an electrosho that starts me. Do you realize
50:45
it' s an electric shock here and it starts to run around this side
50:50
and it ends in the belly button and again I get uncomfortable I' m
50:58
going to pee three and a half in the morning and blood and there I
51:02
fell the twenty that, then we go, we go to the hospital and
51:09
we have to face our giant and we have to face it? Here comes
51:12
the storm, the storm is all over. It came to me in the
51:16
storm and here' s the giant and we have to face it. Not
51:22
sure, one closes the room of the house and says maybe, I'
51:25
ll never open it again. Or one closes the door of the house thinking
51:30
maybe you' re not coming back anymore. We arrived at forty- six
51:35
and the doctor tells me, because you do indeed have kidney cancer. There
51:42
are people who are terrified of the word cancer, but what do I do,
51:53
what would they do? You guys have kidney cancer. You who didn
51:57
' t even stop me at the hospital because of a stomach infection, I
52:04
got the vato. We' re gonna see you do a contrasting CT on
52:08
Monday, see if it didn' t run through your body and if it
52:15
' s okay, he says, but then we' re gonna take your
52:16
kidney off. Left, I tell you a whole kidney, a whole kidney.
52:21
You guys see me like this, but I don' t have a
52:22
kidney. It' s like I don' t have an arm, no
52:30
or a leg and well, then you start to think a lot of things
52:35
and if you' ve already gone to the other side, if you metastasis
52:40
famous, but we had to wait on Monday, that Sunday, on Monday
52:47
a miracle arises because my mom was with me at night, she stayed there
52:52
and gave me some pains that I' ve never felt in life. I
52:53
think I' m gonna feel like I was getting out of bed, that
52:57
is, the electroshocks, and I was holding on to the bed and I
53:00
' m saying I' m not gonna jump and jump so hard and my
53:06
mom starts praying for me a prayer. My boss and I have always said
53:07
he has the gift of miracles. I start my mom and I eat what
53:12
it' ll be like two in the morning and crying for me and crying
53:16
for healing. When finished my mom tells me no, son already, God
53:20
answered the prayer. He says no more, he' s not healthy anymore,
53:25
he told me. But obviously, my mom was praying for healing that
53:30
I wasn' t being forced elsewhere, not that the tumor had disappeared,
53:32
but that it was daring. I think that, perhaps it was already invaded
53:37
and that prayer, it caused the miracle. I do see it and God
53:43
knows that I see it this way that perhaps I was already invaded and that
53:47
prayer, which was a miracle, not ten days later I operate curiously,
53:57
it puts me an 8th of March and on the 9th of March it is
54:00
already world wide of carcer ironies of life. I had a prayer these ten
54:04
days maybe. Someone' s gonna think, so that' s when you
54:07
have to cry the most. I had a prayer and I said goodbye God,
54:09
as Erika said, I' m not going to ask you or why.
54:14
I' m not even going to do anything. Berrinches do your will
54:22
and I' ll be fine. The day of the operation arrives. They
54:34
do a CT, and it looks like he' s not gonna do me
54:40
there and I said, you know, no. People get very sentimental and
54:42
I tell them look there' s nothing going to happen here. Two things
54:45
are going to happen after surgery number one or I wake up in pain.
54:52
I' m not going to close my eyes on the one in the anesthesia
54:58
and when I wake up, when I open my eyes, first option,
55:05
a painful operation that I didn' t imagine. Or number two. I
55:07
' m gonna close my eyes and I' m gonna open up now,
55:08
I' m gonna be with a harp in front of God. There he
55:09
looks well, bust in the glory of God. I' m all white
55:15
to you. Well I like with the harpita sissi be for e or without
55:21
suffering, it would be the best for you. That one without suffering,
55:25
this one without paying drugs in the cop, in the electric. No,
55:32
well, it was the first. Not a pain that hit me, but
55:39
God gave me strength to face me. Many friends psychologists you know I say
55:45
in human resources. You make a lot of friends psychologists tell me something hears
55:50
and your grieving process and I tell you how either ninety- nine percent of
55:54
people who lose an organ say or a limb go through a grieving process.
56:00
I mean, I haven' t been through it to date. It'
56:05
s been a year and a half and I' m not crying because I
56:09
don' t have a kidney anymore. Maybe it' ll be better,
56:12
because I don' t see it no, but well, only God of
56:21
strength this wave. Without God, if you go crazy and I know there
56:24
was a miracle that Monday night, my mom knows it, God knows it
56:28
and I know it, to keep giving Latan, to keep giving it to
56:36
the devil for a while in what we can do. That' s why
56:38
this podcast thing. You actually remember. I say that last year, around
56:40
January I told you that if you participated, if in fact it was one
56:45
of about the biblical characters. Yes, my podcast was going to be to
56:51
explain to the people of biblicals this way and I was waiting for him and
56:54
I thought I no longer saw and was dying. I didn' t even
57:00
stand there, but I mean she' s a witness, it' s
57:01
just that I already wanted to do it. No, but there it is.
57:05
It is a testimony to those who are going through a complicated situation.
57:08
I know cancer is difficult, cancer consumes you and I think cancer consumes very
57:13
ugly and this tired me a lot of diseases. Many people blame them for
57:21
what we did wrong and that is why God is punishing us. Others we
57:24
click on, for we are in a corrupted world. Who knows what we
57:29
eat, who knows what they feed us, who knows we' re breathing.
57:32
It is a corrupted world that in our body suffers the consequences. No,
57:37
at the end of the day, it' s a super rare disease
57:43
at my age without vices. I' ve never had, never smoked,
57:45
never got drunk. Casino with its lot of sports time from the people of
57:52
all my relatives, Hernández and Real you least thought he might have had an
57:54
illness. It was me and you got the black sheep, because the black
57:59
sheep. In fact, a DOCG tells me it was a genetic accident.
58:02
That' s the way it went. I don' t blame vaccinations.
58:06
I know I can' t talk about vaccines on YouTube because they censor us,
58:08
because they already take videos of that. But you wanted the covid vaccine
58:14
You know perfectly well that that came from the vaccine, because from there I
58:17
began to feel bad and to have the symptoms of a person with cancer.
58:23
But already in the trospective, since it all happened I start to think about
58:27
it and since when it began to see ah well, from there, since
58:30
how much I started to feel tired. Since two thousand and twenty, right
58:32
with the vaccine, today I have a kidney free of cancer. Two months
58:38
ago, I got my CT and these are testimonies to people who, maybe
58:47
one of you needs it. God gives strength in sickness and as the Sunday
58:52
boys said they were with us to even though God has not done the miracle
59:00
to me, he is still God of me will depend on me to continue
59:06
believing in him or not will depend on me to ensure the assurance that I
59:13
will be with him or not me? Is he still God? We'
59:16
re going to one of us. Soon we will miss him and God will
59:20
continue to be God. Then hold on to God. No, there'
59:27
s no better guarantee than him. And well, I mean, here we
59:30
are. No. I feel good, I feel prescribed. Erika, I
59:35
see her strong, despite what' s happened. I see her strong.
59:40
Diego, I see it, I see it strong, I see it aimed
59:45
also people, that it is fello. It' s not easy twenty years
59:50
to be behind people and the poem, because it' s the one for
59:57
out there and well, first person came to see me that it wasn'
1:00:04
t the family in the hospital, the knob there walked the knob no and
1:00:07
they know how it got. The skipper pommel says you' re already reckoning
1:00:08
with God and I say pompo work as a chaplain. I mean, it
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' s already gotten dirty, it' s got to take the oil saints
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and not in fact, in fact, I don' t know what happens
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to me as long as now for a sick person dies, it' s
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good that we don' t go. That' s why it can'
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t be real. Yeah, I' m good approved. So saying someone
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feels mean and I want prayer. Don' t you dare. The doorknob
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came and says he' s a skipper. You' re already reckoning with
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God Wait I tell you, I' m not going to die. Or
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if you saw me wrong, don' t look. Unfortunately, when you
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talk about cancer of your dependency, the word is very strong. No.
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No. People don' t think about their eternity, no more think about
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the heren at the time and it happens to all the believing world, No,
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believers that they spend more Sundays After I became chaplain, because if they
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teach us this whole team, they will put up some topics and ask questions
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when I have to do direct and where they have to be sprayed. Okay.
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But here, as John already is, I' m part of his
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family, part of my family with all the confidence and I came and told
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him how you are. You' re to be reckoned with God, but
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the answer that surprised me was like it contrasted me. He answers me.
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You know he' s the only one who would tell God to give me
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another five years to create my son, because this world is so bad.
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And I said or yes already Santiaguito is five, but at ten years of
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him I will say goodbye as Hezekiah no another five and another yes it was
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not easy to see sick friends. There' s not one. You can
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say any of the people that even a relative doesn' t, but a
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friend is very hard to see. But that' s what Erika and Diego
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said and what Tea and I said we look different because we know God is
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with us, but we don' t stop grieving for you. But deep
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down, we know you' re going with God. Of course we'
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ll see each other up there again. Yeah, plus, how much longer
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we can live if I die another 30 years is nothing. Thirty years in
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eternity, they compared the ternity, for it is nothing. So then the
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second person I saw was Mara. Mara arrived, all unskinned as if she
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saw him Gar She came with a face of affliction my carnal and from waiting
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so badly I see myself, I mean, don' t tarnish, and
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if I was a little bit thinner, well, but well, but that
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' s it, that' s our little bit of our testimony. Any
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doubt or suggestion, this gady' s gonna put phones in there. If
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you feel a little upset, desperate about those phones, someone will answer you
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and guide you by giving you a word of encouragement some conclusions they want to
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do, because nothing else. Finally, Christ always tells you to take up
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your cross and follow me. You don' t make sure it' s
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going to be a pink life, because the simple fact of following it and
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being with it is easier. All right, well, my conclusion would be
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that, even when you leave Egypt, anyway that gives a desert, why
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fight that won' t be easy, but let' s see many miracles
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in it. On one occasion, a woman told Jesus if you had arrived,
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my brother was not dead. Yes, and Jesus said no. I
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have told you that if you believe you will see the glory of God and
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the most important thing in life is salvation, and that only Christ gives it
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we can pass the problem, let it be the need for pain distress,
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but it is momentary. It' s just for a while. But eternal
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glory with Christ is the most wonderful thing we can experience. It is that
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Christ is the solution. God always uses the circumstances, it happens to you
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to make you create. God allows us many things or he would not want
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us to go through many things. Because of what we' ve been through.
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Believe me, God always uses it to make us better people and make
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us out of love not to do or never to force us. We always
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like the love form of loving and giving us that, that freedom to say
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I' m here with you. I want to be with you. Let
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me do it I' ll take it out very well. Well, thank
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you all who were here for having the facility to expose a little bit of
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their lives that we expect to be a blessing to someone. Thanks to Erick
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for the roast meat for the awning your hospitality. Well, it' s
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an honor to have us at home and thank you very much. It was
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fine with the carnita. No, yes, we didn' t want to
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record because we eat like there isn' t. See you tomorrow and remember
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the next podcast. I say the next episode and remember that, because this
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path is long difficult, we are going to fall, we are going to
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scrape, we are going to fracture, but always the hand of Christ is
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extended for us to take it. He' s going to get us up
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and we have more of us left to Shake Pomino, we' re seeing
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each other. God bless you, God bless you,