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How to Trust God's Timing & Provision | With Desiree Danielle | EP82 · Jess Ask

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  Speaker 1: Yo, it's your girl Jessica and Smith, and you already
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  Speaker 1: know that you've entered the safe space for influencers to decompress,
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  Speaker 1: have fun and just ask God for another Do you
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  Speaker 1: already know what it is?
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  Speaker 2: And then you know it's about to get real.
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  Speaker 1: To be sure to show your girl the love and
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  Speaker 1: like coming subscribe God.
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  Speaker 3: For another day? Hey, hey, I know we could be
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  Speaker 3: another way.
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  Speaker 2: Let me list.
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  Speaker 1: Just go ahead, get the song deserrate des alright, desilad
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  Speaker 1: doesn't ready doesn't read deiate.
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  Speaker 2: Well, woman of God, welcome y'all.
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  Speaker 1: The Lord has answered, okay, yes, answered in a way
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  Speaker 1: that we probably didn't think he was gonna answer.
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  Speaker 2: We get The t has answered, they.
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  Speaker 1: Don't get the tea on this podcas okay, because I
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  Speaker 1: didn't even know who's gonna talk about this today.
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  Speaker 2: But the Lord, the Lord, he said, don't even worry
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  Speaker 2: about it. Don't worry about it. But if you don't
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  Speaker 2: know where you just enter, you just entered.
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  Speaker 1: Uh, just as the podcast where we create a safe
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  Speaker 1: space for influencers to decompress, half.
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  Speaker 2: Fun and guess what, just as, just as.
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  Speaker 1: And when I say just ass is like a prophetic
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  Speaker 1: declaration at this point for real.
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  Speaker 2: Listen, how you feeling?
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  Speaker 4: You know.
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  Speaker 2: Good? We're gonna we're gonna get into the wine.
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  Speaker 1: A second, We're gonna get We're gonna get into the
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  Speaker 1: because y'all know, Desiray and I have our own perspectives
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  Speaker 1: of stories. Because who's this story that y'all about to get?
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  Speaker 1: The overflow is real? Okay, but we're so excited that
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  Speaker 1: you made it another week to this platform, to the
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  Speaker 1: safe space. You guys, I'm super excited. I know y'all
• 2:02
  Speaker 1: wondering why we got these cones on our head? Why
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  Speaker 1: do we have cones.
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  Speaker 2: On our head this way? Because we're celebrating say up, break,
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  Speaker 2: good time, come on.
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  Speaker 1: So whenever you see this episode, we are celebrating two
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  Speaker 1: years two two years of.
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  Speaker 2: Just ask the podcast, y'all.
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  Speaker 1: I want to say thank you first of all. First
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  Speaker 1: of all, I want to say thank you to God,
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  Speaker 1: because baby.
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  Speaker 2: Who's who would have thunk it?
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  Speaker 1: Who the thunk it that, just as the podcast will
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  Speaker 1: even be in existence, he did because it was not
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  Speaker 1: it was not on me. It was it was not
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  Speaker 1: it was not on me. This and I would have
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  Speaker 1: never imagined we would be where we are today. I
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  Speaker 1: know they like, who is the BG and the TV
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  Speaker 1: Like a I wonder, I wonder who is BG the TV?
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  Speaker 2: You you tell them who b.
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  Speaker 1: G TV is? So uh, it's the bald guy. No,
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  Speaker 1: but it's we've you know, God just being God, you know,
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  Speaker 1: as we've asked, as we've been obedient, as we've just
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  Speaker 1: moved in whatever we felt God was leading us to
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  Speaker 1: do with the podcast. Just reached out to a friend
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  Speaker 1: say hey, we need a space to record.
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  Speaker 2: This is this month or whatever.
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  Speaker 1: And because we've been mobile, we've been, you know, we've
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  Speaker 1: been we've been on the move, on the move like
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  Speaker 1: the Disciples and stuff. But he connected us with mister
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  Speaker 1: Brad and mister Brad is the owner of b G TV.
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  Speaker 1: It's a podcasting network. And my, my, the thing that
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  Speaker 1: I love the most is it's kingdom. Like He's for
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  Speaker 1: the kingdom, you know what I'm saying. And so here
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  Speaker 1: we are, here, we are, here, we are here, we are.
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  Speaker 1: I think there's a ray that y'all know that we
• 4:00
  Speaker 1: always talk about me being type A me and Desira
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  Speaker 1: being like different or what different that I get caught
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  Speaker 1: up and the fear, that's what it is. I get
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  Speaker 1: caught up in my fears. I get caught up in
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  Speaker 1: what if I do this wrong, what if I'm making
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  Speaker 1: the wrong decision about certain things. I get so caught
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  Speaker 1: up in that to where I will miss God, i
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  Speaker 1: will miss the opportunities that God presented me because I'm
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  Speaker 1: in my own thoughts, almost spoken to or I'm in
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  Speaker 1: my own thoughts.
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  Speaker 2: I'm in my own way.
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  Speaker 1: I'm in my own I won't say desires, but in
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  Speaker 1: that place where I have to keep my heart pure
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  Speaker 1: like a it's not a it's not just a lifestyle.
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  Speaker 1: It's a day to day decision like, Okay, God positioned
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  Speaker 1: my heart to be pure enough to receive what you
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  Speaker 1: want from me, and what that looks like. And so
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm like a Brad is walking now, you guys.
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  Speaker 1: I cannot wait for y'all to meet him, y'all. I
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  Speaker 1: cannot wait for him, y'all to meet him.
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  Speaker 2: But I am.
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  Speaker 1: I'm in this space. I'm in this space where I'm
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  Speaker 1: learning to really say, God, this is your platform, this
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  Speaker 1: is your platform, these are your people.
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  Speaker 2: What do you want to do with it? And so
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  Speaker 2: in my mind, I thought.
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  Speaker 1: Everything was gonna be like all these contracts, all these negotiations,
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  Speaker 1: all this other stuff and God literally in one who
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  Speaker 1: almost and one decision gave us gave both Desirat and
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  Speaker 1: I what we needed for this platform, like in one decision.
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  Speaker 1: But before I get too deep into this, this decision, right,
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  Speaker 1: because we're gonna tell y'all the story. We're gonna tell
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  Speaker 1: y'all story because y'all deserve to know. I want to
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  Speaker 1: start doing something, Desira. I want to start doing something because.
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  Speaker 2: I love y'all. I love y'all. They're amazing. You don't
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  Speaker 2: love me. What's wrong with the community, the community?
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  Speaker 1: So I want to start doing a community highlight like
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  Speaker 1: y'all out here doing big things too. So I'm gonna
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  Speaker 1: start this shout out. This is just as the podcast
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  Speaker 1: against what I get to do, what we want to do. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: I do want to shout this specific person out. I'm
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  Speaker 1: gonna tell y'all the story before I say the name.
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  Speaker 1: So if y'all follow me on social media, which if
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  Speaker 1: y'all not, shame on you, you shouldn't following so you
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  Speaker 1: can keep up with all the accurate information. Right, So
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  Speaker 1: I went to Woman Evolved shout out to Sheriff Jakes
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  Speaker 1: Roberts and her team for another year of phenomenal, excellent
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  Speaker 1: work of the Lord for the Kingdom.
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  Speaker 2: Amen.
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  Speaker 1: And I was with one of my friends and we
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  Speaker 1: went to Target, and as we were checking out, this
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  Speaker 1: young lady stops me and she says no. She looks
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  Speaker 1: at me and she says, what are you doing here?
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  Speaker 1: You don't live here? And I looked at her. You know,
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  Speaker 1: both black folks just look like. I'm like, black people
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  Speaker 1: just look like. So I'm like, okay, I must have
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  Speaker 1: somebody else, must have red hair that she knows because
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  Speaker 1: I know she ain't talking to me. So she proceeds
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  Speaker 1: to just keep talking. Then she eventually she looks at me.
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  Speaker 1: She steps back, like maybe it's not her. She was like,
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  Speaker 1: you're just asked and my mouth drops, like my mouth
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  Speaker 1: just just drops, okay, And I'm like yeah. And so
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  Speaker 1: she's just talking and talking at this point, and I said,
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  Speaker 1: I said, ma'am, I said, I don't I don't know you.
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  Speaker 1: She was like, no, you know, I said, so we
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  Speaker 1: never met before. She was like no, I said, you're lying.
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  Speaker 2: She said no.
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  Speaker 1: Way, And I was like so amazing that she knew
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  Speaker 1: who I was not then you know who I was.
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  Speaker 1: She knew what the platform was like, just as the
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  Speaker 1: podcast and I'm in Dallas, Texas. I am in Dallas, Texas.
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  Speaker 1: And she proceeds to tell me that seeing me was
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  Speaker 1: a blessing for her because she had been, you know,
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  Speaker 1: praying for some things with God, but also how much
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  Speaker 1: the platform had blessed her. And so I want to
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  Speaker 1: shout you out first this first uh community highlight, the
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  Speaker 1: community highlight, family highlight, whatever we're gonna call it, we're
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  Speaker 1: gonna figure out something. I want to give it to
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  Speaker 1: a Miss Keanna Shaw out of Dallas, Texas.
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  Speaker 2: Baby. She is a writer.
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  Speaker 1: I think she might be in the mental health field,
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  Speaker 1: but she is a woman of God, and I want
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  Speaker 1: you to follow her, y'all want to.
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  Speaker 2: I want to shout her out. I want to show
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  Speaker 2: us some love.
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  Speaker 1: Community highlight for this episode goes to Miss Keana Shaw
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  Speaker 1: is at Keana Shaw. That's k e O N n
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  Speaker 1: A s h A W Keanna. We love you, made
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  Speaker 1: the Lord continue to bless you. And oh may the
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  Speaker 1: Lord continue to bless you in the place where you are,
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  Speaker 1: because you are coming out of that place. I speak
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  Speaker 1: wellness over you, I speak prosperity over your life.
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  Speaker 2: You will see the fruit of this season.
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  Speaker 1: And I decree and declare that it is so in
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  Speaker 1: Jesus name, we love you, k amen. So I want
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  Speaker 1: to just start pouring into like it ain't nothing like
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  Speaker 1: for us to be together. I want y'all to know
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  Speaker 1: that y'all are seen and the way I'm maybe see
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  Speaker 1: y'all when I have interactions like that coming, liking, subscribing, sharing,
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  Speaker 1: I see all of that, Like I know, I know
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  Speaker 1: who part of the community and who out here like
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  Speaker 1: really really showing just ask some love, and I want
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  Speaker 1: to make sure we.
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  Speaker 2: Give that little back for sure. So we might have
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  Speaker 2: to pull since that's where you can get a camera.
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  Speaker 2: Now let the Lord let me tell you. Okay, go ahead, jes.
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  Speaker 1: Just so y'all, as she stated, as she stated earlier,
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  Speaker 1: I'll just go ahead and say it was Caleb Shout
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  Speaker 1: out to Kayla, Shout out to Caleb Man. Caleb, I
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  Speaker 1: think it might seem like we kind of might be
• 10:09
  Speaker 1: all over places right now because it literally just happened
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  Speaker 1: like not even thirty minutes ago, not even thirty minutes ago.
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  Speaker 1: So beginning record, I had to go fix my face
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  Speaker 1: because I had got cute y'all see how Chris this.
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  Speaker 1: We'll go ahead and put it on my face though,
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  Speaker 1: right my face?
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  Speaker 2: Do you see how to Christ is? You can see
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  Speaker 2: which lash is leaning.
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  Speaker 1: Listen, Chrispy, Okay, you can see which lash is leaning.
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  Speaker 2: Okay. So we are in a new space.
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  Speaker 1: Because we have joined BEG TV network, Okay, and we
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  Speaker 1: are super excited. This network is full of Kingdom podcasters
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  Speaker 1: who are pushing out the Word of God, whether through practicality,
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  Speaker 1: whether through out of the physical Bible, whether through sharing testimony.
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  Speaker 1: You know, you get all of that on this platform.
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  Speaker 1: Any y'all just ask but to partner and to be
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  Speaker 1: in community with somebody like Brad is. I know God
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  Speaker 1: is about to explode this territory, okay, right here in Birmingham,
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  Speaker 1: in Birmingham, right here in Birmingham.
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  Speaker 2: So does a Ray. I talked to.
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  Speaker 1: Cayler when I said, Taylor, we need the space for
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  Speaker 1: the podcast or whatnot. I talked to him and I said, okay.
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  Speaker 1: He said, okay, I'm gonna get you with somebody or whatever.
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  Speaker 1: He's like, what's your budget? We ain't got no budget.
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  Speaker 1: We still trying. We were still out here. Be told
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  Speaker 1: we're walking on We walked walking okay, trying not to sing.
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  Speaker 1: Guy Lindley's streets, so he made the phone call to Brad.
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  Speaker 1: And the beautiful thing about showing you this is this
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  Speaker 1: is one of my daddies sayings during the reno, the word.
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  Speaker 1: He'll say, this is my Bible, and then I will
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  Speaker 1: see God's guidance and it I would seek the purpose
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  Speaker 1: it has for my life. I would trust its content
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  Speaker 1: because it is the Word of God, and it I
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  Speaker 1: would study to show my self approved. That's like my
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  Speaker 1: favorite part of that declaration. Right and if you really,
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  Speaker 1: if you really showing yourself approved, how are you doing that?
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  Speaker 2: Right?
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  Speaker 1: And the podcast makes room for us to show our
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  Speaker 1: self approved like we've done it with and without all
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  Speaker 1: the necessary tools.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know who this is for. I feel the
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  Speaker 2: Lord on this.
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  Speaker 1: You have to make a decision that you are going
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  Speaker 1: to show your self approved with or without the necessary tools.
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  Speaker 1: We didn't have a space like a space the link.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out to the link. Shout out to the link
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  Speaker 1: for being you know, gracious enough to allow us their space,
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  Speaker 1: and then shout out to miss Nella at Epiphany here
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  Speaker 1: boutique for allowing us to be in their space. We
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  Speaker 1: gave people opportunity and they took it right, they took
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  Speaker 1: it and they will forever be blessed for that because
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  Speaker 1: this is a God thing.
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  Speaker 2: This is definitely a God thing.
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  Speaker 1: And to get to this point, so I was b
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  Speaker 1: Brad and I got on the phone and immediately his
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  Speaker 1: spirit like they say, you know the spirit about the spirit, right,
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  Speaker 1: So I'm not talking to the physical Brad, I'm talking
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  Speaker 1: to spirit Bred. At this point, we on the phone
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  Speaker 1: like we know each other, and he's telling me his
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  Speaker 1: testimony and I'm not gonna spoil everything because eventually he's
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  Speaker 1: gonna be on the podcast.
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  Speaker 2: It's a muss. His testimony is so powerful.
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  Speaker 1: But basically God gave him a similar vision as he
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  Speaker 1: did us with the podcast, and now he's able to
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  Speaker 1: soul into other Kingdom podcasts through the obedience of God.
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  Speaker 1: I want to make that very clear. Through the obedience
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  Speaker 1: of God. We want things. We say, God, you're the
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  Speaker 1: one who told me this, but we're unwilling to obey
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  Speaker 1: and we don't get the things that we desire because
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  Speaker 1: our heart is not matching with God when our desires changed,
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  Speaker 1: because our heart posture change. And well, as long as
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  Speaker 1: we melt our thank You, Holy Spirit. As long as
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  Speaker 1: we melt our hearts with what God wants. Then we
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  Speaker 1: don't have to worry about our desires or the need
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  Speaker 1: being met because we know that the need or the
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  Speaker 1: experience is coming from God, because He's the one who
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  Speaker 1: created the desire. And so we're in this space. We're
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  Speaker 1: in this space, Desiree celebrating two years. We're celebrating two years,
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  Speaker 1: Desirael or just as And as we go into to
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  Speaker 1: meeting year three, we go into it knowing that.
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  Speaker 2: We're covered, oh absolutely, that.
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  Speaker 1: We don't have to figure it out, like Desirey, how
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  Speaker 1: do you feel that the equipment is here?
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  Speaker 2: Bruh. I walked in so just made the connection.
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  Speaker 1: Then she connected us in a text thread because I
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  Speaker 1: just needed to so that I could be able to
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  Speaker 1: connect and come see the studio to see what if
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  Speaker 1: I needed to bring anything or you know, he has
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  Speaker 1: media media guys, but they weren't gonna be able to
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  Speaker 1: be here while we were recording.
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  Speaker 2: So the main thing was for me to come in
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  Speaker 2: and figure out how to work this still.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, right, I walk in and my mouth hits the floor, okay,
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  Speaker 1: because and I said this, it's so it was just
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  Speaker 1: such a beautiful picture how God will give a piece
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  Speaker 1: of his will, piece of the vision to the kids. Right.
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  Speaker 1: And so we get this piece and we think, oh,
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  Speaker 1: this is the end all be all, but it's really not.
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  Speaker 2: It's a piece of the whole. Right.
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  Speaker 1: And so when the body comes together and work, now
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  Speaker 1: we're working as the body and the and the will
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  Speaker 1: of God can really come forth in the earth.
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  Speaker 2: Right.
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  Speaker 1: So I walk in and I'm like, Lord, this is
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  Speaker 1: what you showed me. So if if if if if
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  Speaker 1: I wasn't I want to say, tapped in, but if
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  Speaker 1: I had a spirit of like intimidation, or if I
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  Speaker 1: was like, well how they doing this and X, Y
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  Speaker 1: and Z right, versus like, Lord, you put me in
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  Speaker 1: the space to learn. You know what I'm saying, Like
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  Speaker 1: my my whole thing was we're here for a reason
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  Speaker 1: and whatever that reason is, I'm gonna let this reason be.
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  Speaker 1: So I walked in, Me and Brad we connected and
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  Speaker 1: I'm asking questions. He's showing me this and he's showing
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  Speaker 1: me that. Then I walk in today and I got
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  Speaker 1: more questions because now my brain I done went home
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  Speaker 1: in my brain like like Lord, blah blah blah blah.
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  Speaker 1: Walk in and it's literally like pieces like you would
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  Speaker 1: think like, I don't know. I'm sure they spent probably
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  Speaker 1: probably a good little penny because it's very nice.
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  Speaker 2: It's nice, but it's so simple.
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  Speaker 1: Like I was literally trying to make like something so complicated,
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  Speaker 1: something so expensive, and when I just begin to learn
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  Speaker 1: like how they really put this thing together, I was like, wow,
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  Speaker 1: not to like, oh, let me go go off and
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  Speaker 1: do my own thing, which at the end of the day,
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna do what the Lord say do. But the
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  Speaker 1: beautiful thing is like He's answered our prayers. Jessica wanted me.
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  Speaker 1: She even wanted me Lord God on this side of
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  Speaker 1: the camera for the longest time. Okay, and we literally
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  Speaker 1: get to walk into space. I don't have to pack
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  Speaker 1: my truck up and bring my wagon out and bring
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  Speaker 1: all the stuff in. I don't gotta do none of that.
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  Speaker 1: We just come in and allow God to rest and
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  Speaker 1: do his thing. I'm excited about it. I was on
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  Speaker 1: the phone just I know, I was on like clouds.
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  Speaker 2: She kept talking, she kept talking so much.
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  Speaker 1: She was just like, but Justice, I don't think you
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  Speaker 1: know understand the space because I it's one thing to
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  Speaker 1: like see the space, and like I did my research. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: if y'all know type doing my research and I was like,
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  Speaker 1: this is nice or whatever, but I had I had
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  Speaker 1: art in my heart to the idea of allowing this
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  Speaker 1: to be more than Oh, he's allowing us use his
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  Speaker 1: space for a little bit, and.
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  Speaker 2: I was like, yeah, I shot you out, Yeah I
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  Speaker 2: do that or whatever.
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  Speaker 1: But the Lord was really allowing us to be mobile,
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  Speaker 1: to be able to appreciate this space. It's one to
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  Speaker 1: be able to appreciate this space but also open my
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  Speaker 1: heart to the idea of community.
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  Speaker 2: I'm talking about. I want a community.
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  Speaker 1: I want to do this community, but I don't get
• 18:33
  Speaker 1: to build communities without.
• 18:35
  Speaker 2: Being a part of community, right.
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: And this network is allowing us to be a part
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: of the bigger picture of the community the King. Right.
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: And so I'm in this space, y'all when I say, God,
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: if you lean not into your own understanding every moment,
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: like it's moments where you be like like, you gotta
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: choose every moment to lean to lean not unto yourself,
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: because if I didn't, I would stop myself. Like Okay,
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: so I get in here. This ray has already seen
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: the thing. This is a week I want you all, y'all,
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: this is less than a week span like, I think
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: we just secured this. I talked to him last week,
• 19:16
  Speaker 1: and today makes a full week that i've we've known
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: that Brad is even existing.
• 19:24
  Speaker 2: I knew nothing about it, nothing.
• 19:27
  Speaker 1: And desil Ray came and she toured and she tells
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: me these wonder the things. I was like, okay, cool,
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: I know it's gonna be. I know it's gonna look well,
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: you know, I see they don't have church mics.
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: Hey, hey, hey you start with y'all.
• 19:42
  Speaker 1: Grateful for the detail, man, but but we're in this.
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: We're in this space right and I got to learn
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: how to look at what camera we on because okay, thank.
• 19:54
  Speaker 2: You, listen, we learned it. I've learned it right now.
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: You're right here, So this real time, right right this,
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: you right here, and that's the middle camera.
• 20:02
  Speaker 2: Right there, me right here, you right here, us right here.
• 20:05
  Speaker 1: We're gonna put it on you. Oh did I just say? Hey, hey, okay,
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: I cannot stay this girl. I can't stand anyway. So
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: I get I get into the space and the space
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: had some stairs, but literally I crossed the threshold and
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: I felt the Holy Spirit just take over my body,
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: like I could not stop leaping, like I hugged Brad
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: and that was the first time I met him. Then
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: I don't act like I meet people for the first time,
• 20:43
  Speaker 1: like on a regular whatever I'm gonna hug you or whatnot.
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: I'm leaping like my body is like I was like, oh,
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: I feel like I'm about to speak in tongs, like
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: I don't know why what I'm doing. So I'm like,
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: I don't I don't normally do all of this, Like
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: this is kind of extra.
• 21:00
  Speaker 2: For me, you know, for me. So we're vibing.
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: And the Lord tells me to just you know, like
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: I'm just flowing in the spirit at this point, and
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: I was like, oh, this is Kingdom.
• 21:18
  Speaker 2: I said, oh, that's all here. And I started telling him.
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: I was like, you're a crush for this, And then
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: he starts saying, oh yeah, he points out this beautiful,
• 21:25
  Speaker 1: monumental part of himself.
• 21:29
  Speaker 2: We'll let him tell a story.
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: I'm trying not to tell y'all too much so y'all
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: can be interested in him telling him his story. But
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: he's telling this this story, and y'all, I'm leaping. I'm leaping.
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: I'm leaping. I want y'all to pay attention to the
• 21:40
  Speaker 1: details because we about to get into it. I'm leaping,
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: I'm leaping, I'm leaping, and y'all just last night Des
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: Ray was like, Okay, this is something that you have
• 21:48
  Speaker 1: to pray about. You have to pray about you know,
• 21:50
  Speaker 1: how this relationship works or whatever, because I know, you know,
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: we got our own thing going on.
• 21:56
  Speaker 2: We've had our own thing going on.
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: And the interesting thing about it is, I started my
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: podcast October twenty of twenty twenty two. He started his
• 22:05
  Speaker 1: podcast in April of twenty twenty three. So what is
• 22:09
  Speaker 1: that might be six No, that is six months, my god,
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: that's a six month span of Okay, he started his
• 22:19
  Speaker 1: after mind, but his space developed so a partial reason
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: so that we could be here, right. And so when
• 22:26
  Speaker 1: you work on kingdom timing and kingdom matters, things are already,
• 22:31
  Speaker 1: my god, things are already being built up for you
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: that you need for a later time. So you have
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: to build yourself up to a point. I couldn't just
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: be playing around podcasting and not making a decision on okay,
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: whether I'm gonna do this full time or not. I
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: had to go ahead and make the decision walk on faith,
• 22:51
  Speaker 1: and then all these other opportunities are coming just based
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: upon obedience, not we have to we not have sacrificing
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: anything other other than ourselves if we just keep it
• 23:03
  Speaker 1: quite frank, we have to sacrifice our will. We have
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: to kill our flesh every day for moments like this.
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: And so we're having this conversation, y'all. We're having this conversation,
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: and I cannot calm down, like you asked Ray like
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: she laughed. She laughed, And she's probably gonna end up posting.
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: She's probably post and we are gonna post it, y'all.
• 23:22
  Speaker 1: So by the time you see this episode, you just
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: gonna get explanation of the posts. Okay, But I cannot
• 23:29
  Speaker 1: calm down. I said, ooh, it's all it's grace on here.
• 23:32
  Speaker 1: And I just felt like I wanted to go in tongue.
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: I felt like I wanted to pray. I felt like
• 23:35
  Speaker 1: I was in another level. Right, So we get into
• 23:40
  Speaker 1: this conversation. It was just natural. It was genuine and force.
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: He was like, yeah, maybe considered you know what, at
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: y'all use the space?
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: How often y'all need to use the space?
• 23:50
  Speaker 1: He's and he tells us the details of what that
• 23:53
  Speaker 1: looks like, right, and he's and he brings up joining
• 23:56
  Speaker 1: the network now, mind you, last night, I just I
• 24:00
  Speaker 1: just told the woman to God, we're not doing that.
• 24:03
  Speaker 1: I didn't work this pride. Now I'm gonna talk. I'm
• 24:05
  Speaker 1: gonna talk about me. I'm not doing that I said
• 24:08
  Speaker 1: I'm willing to do. I'm willing to serve. Listen, y'all.
• 24:11
  Speaker 1: I want y'all to get this. I told her, I'm
• 24:14
  Speaker 1: willing to serve and do what we need to do
• 24:16
  Speaker 1: and help and enhance this space. But I'm not willing
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: to join the network that will require me to put
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: the episodes on something else. Like no, that doesn't God,
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: they don't benefit me.
• 24:32
  Speaker 2: Do y'all hear that? That's so prideful. They don't benefit me.
• 24:36
  Speaker 1: I didn't work too hard to allow somebody else to
• 24:43
  Speaker 1: show off my hard work. That I'm telling y'all the truth,
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: Like this is in less than twenty four hours, I'm
• 24:50
  Speaker 1: telling Desert Ray, I don't want this because I didn't
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: work too hard for where I am right and so
• 24:56
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna move this so I can get a good
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: shot for this YouTube snaw. But I'm saying this and
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: I'm I'm even downloading right now. It's like, Man, God,
• 25:07
  Speaker 1: I repent for that I repent for that, and I
• 25:09
  Speaker 1: had to repent quickly because the one thing about God
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: is God was not concerned about my words. God was
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: not concerned about my words. Why because I've obeyed too much.
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna say that again for the people in the back.
• 25:22
  Speaker 1: God was not concerned about my then words because for one,
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: I've obeyed too much. He wasn't concerned about me feeling
• 25:32
  Speaker 1: feeling the way I was. He went it was insecurities.
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: It was oh, what if what if people start looking
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: at my hit my my stuff on his stuff more
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: than they look at mine?
• 25:41
  Speaker 2: That Why does that? For one? Why does that matter?
• 25:44
  Speaker 2: Why does that matter?
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: When God says, Hey, this is I'm giving you this podcast,
• 25:49
  Speaker 1: I'm giving you this assignment. And if this, if this
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: podcast really belongs to me, you do with what I
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: tell you to do with it. And the and the
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: crazy part about it is, I want to be honest.
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: If it had been like B side, if it had
• 26:05
  Speaker 1: been B side, Oh that would have been an easy decision. Right.
• 26:08
  Speaker 1: Oh that's Tim Ross, that's Tim Ross. That's the people
• 26:12
  Speaker 1: love Tim Ross. People.
• 26:13
  Speaker 2: God loves bread, God loves bread. Who is who is Tim?
• 26:19
  Speaker 1: I love you, Tim Ross? I'm a profess that you're
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: gonna be on this platform. But who is Tim in
• 26:25
  Speaker 1: comparison to the Lord a nobody? Who is Jessica? So
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: y'all won't be trying to comfort my neck and miss
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Who is Jessica in comparison to the
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: Lord a nobody? And so I had to quickly adjust
• 26:46
  Speaker 1: my attitude. I didn't have to do it, y'all once
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: I walked in this place. That's the thing about when
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: you do, when you're in the Kingdom of and the
• 26:52
  Speaker 1: will of God atmospheres, when you set the atmosphere and
• 26:57
  Speaker 1: you put it with say God, you do have it
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: to where you are your vessel, and you walk into
• 27:01
  Speaker 1: the atmospheres, everything will break.
• 27:03
  Speaker 2: Even my pride. My pride broke quickly.
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: That's where in my line I'm telling the woman the God,
• 27:10
  Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not gonna do this. I'm not gonna
• 27:13
  Speaker 1: do I work too hard, you know, I want a network?
• 27:17
  Speaker 1: How you how you how you gonna want something that
• 27:20
  Speaker 1: you don't know nothing about? You still try to figure
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: this out and the Man of God is already doing
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: it and has the platform for and God wants you
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: to connect and you already you already saying no before
• 27:30
  Speaker 1: the questions is question is asked, because you'd have done
• 27:33
  Speaker 1: your little research. So immediately when I got in here,
• 27:39
  Speaker 1: I told you I was excited, right, And Brad starts talking.
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: And as Brad is talking, he was like, you know,
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: just pray about this decision or whatever mind you. Brad
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: makes it makes it known that he doesn't recruit.
• 27:54
  Speaker 2: He doesn't. He said, this is just.
• 27:55
  Speaker 1: Orgainily where God where whatever God leads me to bring
• 28:00
  Speaker 1: this up, this opportunity up over the network.
• 28:03
  Speaker 2: Bring it, mind you.
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: We don't know each other of candapaign, right, So I said, okay, okay,
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: we'll pray about it. And now as we continue to
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: go on in discussion, the Lord is continuously saying to me,
• 28:19
  Speaker 1: does acause deserally don't know what's going on over there.
• 28:21
  Speaker 1: I know she knows at this point she knows something,
• 28:24
  Speaker 1: but she not set me up right, and she's just excited.
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: But the Lord is telling me at this point, make
• 28:32
  Speaker 1: the decision. Make the decision. He's like, it's repeating in
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: my head and I'm like, no, God, I need to
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: take a step back and then come here. He said, no,
• 28:42
  Speaker 1: make the decision because if y'all don't understand. This decision
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: is also connected to me saying I'm releasing not the
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: full covering, but this part being covered by who I
• 28:58
  Speaker 1: wanted to be covered by. If I'm honest, I want
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: this to be covered by these people. But God wants
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: this to.
• 29:09
  Speaker 2: Be covered through this network. And that's a release, hm.
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: And no, that's a release that i'mna have to just
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: digest and be okay with because it's almost like coming
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: off milk and.
• 29:33
  Speaker 2: Eating meat, right, And so it's not just oh my gods,
• 29:38
  Speaker 2: I joined this network. It's the idea and I'm sorry,
• 29:43
  Speaker 2: I'm crying.
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: Okay, you need some tisser girl, Okay, it's the idea
• 29:50
  Speaker 1: of that I made the decision based upon what God
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: wanted and not what I wanted or what I envision
• 30:00
  Speaker 1: the HILP was gonna come.
• 30:03
  Speaker 2: And so.
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: Even in this moment, I haven't had the conversations that
• 30:14
  Speaker 1: I need to have. By the time y'all see this,
• 30:16
  Speaker 1: it's gonna be. It's gonna the conversation donna be had.
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: But no, this is like real time, like right now,
• 30:21
  Speaker 1: like literally like this literally just happened, like we walked
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: in to start recording and not even record this.
• 30:29
  Speaker 2: You know, this was even a topic for the day,
• 30:31
  Speaker 2: but it was just so like God was.
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: So this is what I keep keep coming up for me, right,
• 30:39
  Speaker 1: And I keep reminding myself of what my pastor said
• 30:44
  Speaker 1: to me a few months ago, that she said, Daisy,
• 30:47
  Speaker 1: there's more, but you're gonna have to accept God's path
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: for your life. So this last couple of years have
• 30:56
  Speaker 1: not looked like anything how I will have wanted them
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: to look, right, But as I am journeying and as
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: I am trying to stay in the pace of God,
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: as I'm trying to be obedient to what I feel,
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: what I know, God is calling me and pushing me
• 31:10
  Speaker 1: to do things happen. We think it's just random things,
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: but it's honestly it's not. If he says, I know
• 31:16
  Speaker 1: the plans that I have for you, I already know.
• 31:19
  Speaker 1: I already know. I know. He said, I know the
• 31:21
  Speaker 1: ending already. I just need you to be obedient and
• 31:24
  Speaker 1: walk the path out. And so as we're walking this
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: path out and we're thinking like, oh, He's given us
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: all these great things. I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: do that. But if you're really gonna do it, God's
• 31:34
  Speaker 1: way and do it for the kingdom.
• 31:36
  Speaker 2: A lot of times we're not.
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: We're not gonna understand why things are happening, right, We're
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: just gonna have to be obedient and go with God.
• 31:42
  Speaker 1: Who would have known all this time that honestly, I
• 31:48
  Speaker 1: ain't I wasn't in, I wasn't no podcast produced to
• 31:51
  Speaker 1: I was a hairstylist. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
• 31:53
  Speaker 1: I was a hairstylist that went to college that thought
• 31:56
  Speaker 1: I was going to be a nurse. Now here I am.
• 31:59
  Speaker 1: I've surrendering my ideas. I'm surrendering my will to God.
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: And He's like, no, I do have more for you.
• 32:06
  Speaker 1: It's just not gonna look how you thought it was
• 32:08
  Speaker 1: gonna look. But it's gonna be for the good, for
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: your good and for my glory. So as we just
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: continue to be obedient, be obedient to what we know.
• 32:17
  Speaker 1: God is saying, like, we be surprised when stuff happened,
• 32:22
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, We really be surprised, But
• 32:24
  Speaker 1: it's like, but he already had this worked out. Like
• 32:28
  Speaker 1: when I tell y'all literally we walked in to record
• 32:33
  Speaker 1: a whole nother something, right, I had already I already knew.
• 32:38
  Speaker 1: October the twentieth was was two years celebration, right, and
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: I wanted to celebrate Jessica one, not for saying yes
• 32:46
  Speaker 1: and not renegging on her yes like she wanted to write.
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: So I had already was like she's talking about she
• 32:51
  Speaker 1: wanted the eggs cake that when you got no come.
• 32:57
  Speaker 2: Cake, it is so good. You know.
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: If y'all ever want to put the camera on me, okay,
• 33:04
  Speaker 1: dear Edgars, if you ever wanted to sponsor just as yes, yes,
• 33:12
  Speaker 1: love your cakes.
• 33:14
  Speaker 4: Cake.
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: So my heart was like, oh, I want to give
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: my sister a cake then to celebrate, but it ain't
• 33:21
  Speaker 1: gonna be edgless. So I went to Stow last night
• 33:23
  Speaker 1: and I was like, yeah, I'm just want to celebrate her.
• 33:25
  Speaker 1: Got a little cake, little just ass on there, put
• 33:28
  Speaker 1: the number two on there, got these little hats, and
• 33:30
  Speaker 1: I got a little balloon thing, you know, because at
• 33:32
  Speaker 1: some point in the day I knew, at some point
• 33:33
  Speaker 1: in the day, I just wanted to celebrate her. Right,
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: So as she's sitting there talking, as they're sitting there
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: talking to Brad, she done made this decision.
• 33:41
  Speaker 2: The Lord was like, hey, make the decision. We celebrated too.
• 33:44
  Speaker 4: You.
• 33:44
  Speaker 2: I was like, oh, this is the cute.
• 33:47
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and I'm in the middle of because Brad's having
• 33:50
  Speaker 1: this conversation right and he's leading, and the Lord's like,
• 33:53
  Speaker 1: remember because back back, Facebook celebrated my birthday, y'all for y'all,
• 33:59
  Speaker 1: y'all in the comunity. Facebook celebrated my birthday October tenth.
• 34:06
  Speaker 1: My birthday is in January, right, and so somebody told
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: me kept saying, oh, that's nine months away from your birthday,
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: Like that's like a nine month span and something's.
• 34:16
  Speaker 2: Birthday, right. I was like, Okay, kept it, you know.
• 34:20
  Speaker 1: There we go and to come to this space and
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: to celebrate literally two years in a new network that
• 34:29
  Speaker 1: we didn't know it was gonna be a part of yesterday.
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: You can't tell me y'all. Was like, oh, I want
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: miracles size in woo. Want I want a miracle signs
• 34:40
  Speaker 1: it woos, but you don't want to go through the
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: process of the miracle sign or wonder. Reading the Gospels,
• 34:50
  Speaker 1: just reading the Gospels has allowed me to see how
• 34:55
  Speaker 1: God worked. He didn't do anything without the permission of others. Also,
• 35:00
  Speaker 1: he didn't do anything without the action, participation, participation of
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: lame man walk all I needed you to come in agreement.
• 35:08
  Speaker 2: Right, all I need you can't see all right, I
• 35:11
  Speaker 2: just need you to do this.
• 35:13
  Speaker 1: You want the miracle? What are you willing to do
• 35:15
  Speaker 1: for Are you willing, Jessica? Are you willing to put
• 35:18
  Speaker 1: down your pride for what you thought?
• 35:20
  Speaker 2: It's a price. For them, it was just their faith.
• 35:24
  Speaker 1: They just had to believe that that what they were
• 35:27
  Speaker 1: saying was going to happen for us.
• 35:28
  Speaker 2: It may be something physical, you know what I'm saying.
• 35:30
  Speaker 2: It may be the pride.
• 35:31
  Speaker 1: It may be Hey, I can't do this because I'm
• 35:34
  Speaker 1: trying to do this, you know what I'm saying. It's
• 35:35
  Speaker 1: always something. There's gonna be a it's always a cost.
• 35:39
  Speaker 2: It's a cost. But I know I feel I'm not
• 35:42
  Speaker 2: going to lie.
• 35:43
  Speaker 1: Like as much of the wall that I kept up
• 35:46
  Speaker 1: coming into this place, it broke down immediately and to
• 35:50
  Speaker 1: the point where God is positioning us to win.
• 35:55
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't even know.
• 35:57
  Speaker 1: Yesterday when I was when I left here, I literally
• 36:00
  Speaker 1: went home and I just sat outside in the sun
• 36:02
  Speaker 1: and I was just like, I was just like, what
• 36:04
  Speaker 1: are you doing? It was like, I don't know, I
• 36:07
  Speaker 1: don't I don't know what's happening. I don't know what
• 36:09
  Speaker 1: you're doing, but you're doing something like you don't you know,
• 36:11
  Speaker 1: you can feel something, right, And I was just so
• 36:13
  Speaker 1: excited last night.
• 36:14
  Speaker 2: I don't And I was mainly.
• 36:15
  Speaker 1: Excited because like it's ticked out right. I'm like, oh man,
• 36:19
  Speaker 1: all we literally have to do is show up. But
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: my spirit, like my spirit, I felt like it was
• 36:23
  Speaker 1: bigger than that. I just didn't know to what magnitude.
• 36:27
  Speaker 1: So even as we were I was talking to her
• 36:29
  Speaker 1: about like the network thing, you know, I knew I
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: knew that there was like a hole there because we've.
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  Speaker 2: Kind of briefly had the conversation.
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  Speaker 1: But I was like, it's like you have your own
• 36:38
  Speaker 1: like you own TV, right, you got your own TV network,
• 36:41
  Speaker 1: and like your stuff is also playing on CBS or
• 36:44
  Speaker 1: it's also playing on whatever. What it does is it
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: gives it gives the opportunity for more eyes to be
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: able to see what the message is, right, and just
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: kind of left it at that. But when you really
• 36:54
  Speaker 1: think about now, don't get me wrong, I know there
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  Speaker 1: are some some platforms that probably don't operate with much integrity, right,
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  Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure there's been opportunities where people have been
• 37:06
  Speaker 1: burned and stuff like that. But when you're really in
• 37:09
  Speaker 1: tune and pace and you're aligned with the will of
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  Speaker 1: God and you know it's God like you, that's just
• 37:15
  Speaker 1: something that you wanna have to trust. Now. That don't mean, hey,
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  Speaker 1: I'm finna sign my life away. We're gonna be here forever.
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  Speaker 1: But in this season and whatever that season looks like
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  Speaker 1: we're gonna walk it out. In the excellence, we're gonna
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  Speaker 1: walk it out. How God is telling us.
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  Speaker 2: To walk it out? You know what I just thought
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  Speaker 2: about though, Desiree.
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  Speaker 1: So y'all know, we're in the Birmingham area, and I
• 37:33
  Speaker 1: have to say area because technically we're in Trustfield right now,
• 37:36
  Speaker 1: and it's Trustville, Alabama, and it's really the tip of
• 37:41
  Speaker 1: it is like Center Point and Trustville are like brothers
• 37:46
  Speaker 1: and sisters, like they're so close. And so I think
• 37:49
  Speaker 1: it's interesting that God put us in the area. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: we were on too eighty right in your space. We
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  Speaker 1: started in Pelham, we got to to ad and then
• 38:00
  Speaker 1: he brought us to like the east side of Burmingham,
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  Speaker 1: which y'all already know I reped the west side, which
• 38:07
  Speaker 1: is the best side.
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, she don't know. But I'm just telling y'all, I
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  Speaker 1: don't even rap the east Side, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: But the east Side, folks is showing us love. The
• 38:17
  Speaker 1: businesses over here have been really showing us love. And
• 38:20
  Speaker 1: so I think that God has put us, put us
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  Speaker 1: in a territory for months that we didn't know we
• 38:26
  Speaker 1: would call home.
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  Speaker 2: And I think we can say that for our own lives.
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  Speaker 1: Like God, you might feel like you so far off,
• 38:35
  Speaker 1: you're so close but then so far away, like you're
• 38:38
  Speaker 1: pushing for something and you don't understand why you keep pushing.
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  Speaker 2: It's because you are.
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  Speaker 1: You might not be at the accurate address, but you
• 38:46
  Speaker 1: in the facility. You're in the area. You're in the
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: radius of the answer. You're in the radius of getting
• 38:55
  Speaker 1: figuring this thing out and it being making sense.
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  Speaker 2: Like the Lord literally just dropped.
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  Speaker 1: It's like as we as we've been journeying, y'all don't
• 39:03
  Speaker 1: seen multiple backgrounds, y'all. I told y'all, I'm in a
• 39:06
  Speaker 1: seven figure podcast community, right, and that one of the
• 39:09
  Speaker 1: first things. And I think they've altered what they said,
• 39:12
  Speaker 1: but one of the first things they started saying to
• 39:13
  Speaker 1: us originally like, oh, you want to look some consistency
• 39:17
  Speaker 1: with you know, it's.
• 39:18
  Speaker 2: Like, oh, well, we need And I was I was
• 39:20
  Speaker 2: so adamant.
• 39:20
  Speaker 1: Desert desert, go ahead, say go ahead and say what's
• 39:23
  Speaker 1: funny enough? You about to go here? Look, but this
• 39:27
  Speaker 1: is the funny part. And I just thought about this
• 39:29
  Speaker 1: so and I wasn't doing this intentionally. This is just
• 39:31
  Speaker 1: kind of what happened, right. So we was in like
• 39:33
  Speaker 1: so when I had my studio in Pelham, we literally
• 39:35
  Speaker 1: was ended up in three different spaces in.
• 39:37
  Speaker 2: That one space we showed it.
• 39:41
  Speaker 1: We literally ended up in three different in that one space.
• 39:43
  Speaker 1: We had three different sce we did. And in my mind,
• 39:46
  Speaker 1: I was just like, oh, let's grow it, let's look,
• 39:48
  Speaker 1: let's do this, let's do that. Then we moved from
• 39:50
  Speaker 1: that space to another space, from that space to another space,
• 39:57
  Speaker 1: from that space to another space to this space. And
• 39:59
  Speaker 1: it's almost kind of like he was just like he
• 40:01
  Speaker 1: was trying to I won't say break it early, but
• 40:04
  Speaker 1: trying to expose expose you to something bigger and greater
• 40:08
  Speaker 1: early on, to like break that mind you know, to
• 40:10
  Speaker 1: break that mindset.
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  Speaker 2: And I was just like I just thought I was
• 40:13
  Speaker 2: just being creative. I really thought I was, We thought
• 40:16
  Speaker 2: we was doing a lot of things.
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  Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, we have to know,
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: like understand that.
• 40:25
  Speaker 2: You either go go with God or you don't go
• 40:30
  Speaker 2: at all.
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: And that's that I think if we get to that
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: point where we make the decision if I'm gonna go,
• 40:36
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna go with God. I can't go if I
• 40:38
  Speaker 1: don't go with God, because only God can make things
• 40:42
  Speaker 1: miraculously happen like this, like this was already prepared for
• 40:45
  Speaker 1: me to walk This was already prepared for us to
• 40:49
  Speaker 1: walk through. Like I had been literally praying. I had
• 40:52
  Speaker 1: just told you. I don't even think I told you this.
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: I had just told coach that. I was like, man,
• 40:57
  Speaker 1: I want to I want to get an editor so
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: that I take up something off doesn't rat plate like
• 41:03
  Speaker 1: I was really like, I was like, man, I need help, Lord,
• 41:08
  Speaker 1: I need help, and we ain't got the money or whatever.
• 41:10
  Speaker 2: I'm just gonna tell you all that's truth. Financially.
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: This is the season financially that I'm being God. Hey,
• 41:21
  Speaker 1: all right, then, Okay, so I ain't got it, but Lord, I.
• 41:26
  Speaker 2: Know you do. That's been my faith this season.
• 41:29
  Speaker 1: Okay, And so I literally professed it and I start.
• 41:34
  Speaker 1: I sent her a text messus yesterday. She don't know why,
• 41:38
  Speaker 1: but I sent it to her the link for some
• 41:41
  Speaker 1: vas or whatever, like, oh, we gotta get some help,
• 41:45
  Speaker 1: not knowing that the help was waiting for me to enter.
• 41:49
  Speaker 2: Literally no like literally like the two prayer.
• 41:53
  Speaker 1: I know, equipment wise, that's been a prayer, and we
• 41:59
  Speaker 1: started with it was great, but you know, sometimes you
• 42:01
  Speaker 1: know it's time to upgrade, right, and also and the
• 42:04
  Speaker 1: editing part right, so we literally walk into a space
• 42:09
  Speaker 1: that has the equipment.
• 42:10
  Speaker 2: She gotta talk about my church mics no more the
• 42:14
  Speaker 2: cameras and.
• 42:15
  Speaker 1: Guess what, y'all, I ain't even really gotta edit like
• 42:17
  Speaker 1: that for real, because it's all it's. It's done to
• 42:20
  Speaker 1: set up. It's like it's mind blowing because we are.
• 42:22
  Speaker 2: It's just the grazy part. We already got stuff. We
• 42:25
  Speaker 2: already got it that she ain't used. We already got it.
• 42:28
  Speaker 2: But I know how these an.
• 42:29
  Speaker 1: Hour you do, you do and you need to use
• 42:33
  Speaker 1: it because that money.
• 42:37
  Speaker 2: I ain't know, y'all. I know, I know this podcast
• 42:41
  Speaker 2: y'all be like y'all like they just they rented. I mean,
• 42:44
  Speaker 2: we are. I'm so excited y'all just understand. I'm not
• 42:47
  Speaker 2: even gonna lie.
• 42:47
  Speaker 1: I deserve y'all get so much good word out of
• 42:50
  Speaker 1: this uh podcast I had to release. Yeah, I think
• 42:56
  Speaker 1: we we do deserve to just do a celebration. So
• 42:58
  Speaker 1: if if I don't want, if y'all don't get anything
• 43:01
  Speaker 1: else out of this segment, out of this episode because
• 43:05
  Speaker 1: I don't want to. I don't want to prolong this topic.
• 43:11
  Speaker 1: If you don't hear anything else, I encourage you to
• 43:17
  Speaker 1: make the decision to go with God, y'all if y'all
• 43:21
  Speaker 1: really been following us. I've talked about having to make
• 43:25
  Speaker 1: decisions of going with God.
• 43:27
  Speaker 2: I've talked about me leaving.
• 43:32
  Speaker 1: A job that I was turning the doorknob of making
• 43:35
  Speaker 1: six figures. Come on, somebody here, I left that job
• 43:42
  Speaker 1: to do podcasting. I'm leaving relationships to be obedient to God.
• 43:53
  Speaker 1: I'm I'm I'm altering my life. I committed to not
• 43:58
  Speaker 1: drinking for a year, you know what I'm saying, which
• 44:01
  Speaker 1: includes smoking too, because I ain't want to get caught
• 44:04
  Speaker 1: up in like switching vices. You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: All those decisions led to this decision. So when God
• 44:13
  Speaker 1: tells me to make the decision. I've already made decisions
• 44:19
  Speaker 1: in the year to allow me to go ahead and
• 44:22
  Speaker 1: be okay with making this one. Yeah right, And so
• 44:27
  Speaker 1: our only God knows what's gonna come out of this,
• 44:30
  Speaker 1: but I know it's gotta be good. So go with God,
• 44:35
  Speaker 1: Go with God, be obedient, make the decision, and live well.
• 44:42
  Speaker 1: Because although you might not have the answers, we know
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: and we serve somebody that does.
• 44:50
  Speaker 2: That's ray you got anything for him.
• 44:52
  Speaker 1: Just like you said, just being obedient and doing it
• 44:57
  Speaker 1: God's way. That's what I'm really learning is that even
• 45:01
  Speaker 1: if if you get the idea dropped in your spiriting,
• 45:05
  Speaker 1: in your mind, we have to take it back to
• 45:07
  Speaker 1: God because obviously it's just not there for random and
• 45:11
  Speaker 1: we didn't put it there right, So we have to
• 45:13
  Speaker 1: take it back to Him and ask what is his
• 45:15
  Speaker 1: will for this thing? And do it how he's telling
• 45:18
  Speaker 1: you to do it, because he knows who you are,
• 45:20
  Speaker 1: and he knows the assignment that's on your life. He
• 45:23
  Speaker 1: knows who he has assigned to you, and it's important
• 45:27
  Speaker 1: that we do it his way because at the end
• 45:32
  Speaker 1: of the day, if he's assigned to you, that means
• 45:35
  Speaker 1: he's a responsible for it. I've done a lot of
• 45:37
  Speaker 1: things and I'm just I'm grateful that His grace and
• 45:41
  Speaker 1: his favors on my life. But I've done a lot
• 45:42
  Speaker 1: of things that I know I've done out of my
• 45:45
  Speaker 1: own strength and my own understanding. And I'm just at
• 45:48
  Speaker 1: the point now where I'm like, Lord, if if it
• 45:52
  Speaker 1: ain't you, I don't want it. You know what I'm saying,
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: because I know the I felt like I've worked so
• 45:57
  Speaker 1: hard for everything, and I have the truth be told,
• 46:01
  Speaker 1: I have. I worked so hard for everything because I
• 46:04
  Speaker 1: was working in my own strength and.
• 46:05
  Speaker 2: My own understanding.
• 46:06
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and in this season, even though it does not
• 46:08
  Speaker 1: look how it did back then, financially, like I've been,
• 46:13
  Speaker 1: I've had so much peace, like so much peace and
• 46:16
  Speaker 1: so much joy because I know I am. I am
• 46:19
  Speaker 1: right where God wants me to be, yea, And this
• 46:22
  Speaker 1: too shall pass. So at the end of the day, y'all,
• 46:25
  Speaker 1: my pastor she always say, is stick with God.
• 46:30
  Speaker 2: Stick with God.
• 46:31
  Speaker 1: You guys, y'all let us knowing the in the chat,
• 46:36
  Speaker 1: what y'all your thoughts are, whatnot? Remember we are celebrating
• 46:40
  Speaker 1: community members. So if y'all been quiet and y'all saying
• 46:43
  Speaker 1: that it's trying to say something. I want to shout
• 46:45
  Speaker 1: you out. I want to I want to shout you out.
• 46:47
  Speaker 1: You guys, God is good. At the end of the day,
• 46:50
  Speaker 1: God is good, and the same grace that's over our
• 46:53
  Speaker 1: lives can be the same grace that's on yours. You
• 46:56
  Speaker 1: just got to get up and experience it. We love you, guys.
• 47:01
  Speaker 1: Thank you for showing up this week. Shout out to
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  Speaker 2: Does a ray. Happy two years, Happy two years.
• 47:16
  Speaker 1: Let's go come on and as always, remember life could
• 47:22
  Speaker 1: be much more simple if you just ask pee you later.
• 47:32
  Speaker 2: Thank you for tuning in to this week's episode.
• 47:35
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• 47:37
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  Speaker 4: I know I won't see you back until next week,
• 47:45
  Speaker 4: but until then, remember to love always yourself and always
• 47:51
  Speaker 4: thank thank God for one another day.
• 47:55
  Speaker 3: Bay, Hey, I know we could be another way. Hey,
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  Speaker 3: pray thank God for another day. Hey, Hey, I'm just
• 48:08
  Speaker 3: thankful another day. Hey Hey another day? Oh, another day, wise,
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  Speaker 3: another day to get it right, another day to rise up,
• 48:19
  Speaker 3: another day living another day.
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  Speaker 2: We loved ones.
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  Speaker 3: I always remember hold it down for a ball one yeh.