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Cynthia Bailey Unfiltered: Fame, Friendship & Reinventing Herself at Every Age · The Iconic Midlife with Roxy Manning

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  I
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  did
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  kind
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  of
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  miss
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  it,
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  but,
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  you
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  know,
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  I
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  got
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  the
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  housewife
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  T
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  shirt.
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  Already
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  been
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  there,
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  done
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  that.
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  I
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  still
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  have
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  friends
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  in
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  my
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  50s
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  that
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  sleep
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  with
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  their
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  makeup
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  on.
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  I
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  think
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  it's
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  the
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  craziest
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  thing.
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  It
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  is
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  the
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  craziest
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  thing.
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  My
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  favorite
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  thing
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  to
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  do
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  is
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  take
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  my
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  makeup
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  off,
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  and
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  my
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  second
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  is
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  to
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  take
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  the
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  wig
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  off.
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  Makeup,
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  wig,
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  and
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  bra.
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  And
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  I'm
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  a
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  happy
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  woman.
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  I
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  think
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  back
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  to
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  those
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  New
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  York
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  nights.
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  You
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  don't
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  even
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  know
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  where
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  you
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  end
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  up
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  by
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  the
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  end
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  of
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  the
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  night.
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  I
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  had
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  nights
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  where
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  I
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  woke
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  up
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  and
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  didn't
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  know
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  where
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  I
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  was
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  right
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  here.
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  I
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  definitely
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  had
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  a
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  couple
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  of
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  those
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  nights
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  as
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  well.
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  Like,
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  who
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  are
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  you?
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  You
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  just
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  kind
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  of
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  have
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  to
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  let
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  people
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  do
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  what
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  they
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  want
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  to
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  do.
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  Like,
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  it's
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  not
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  a
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  hostage
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  situation.
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  You
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  start
• 0:39
  reinventing.
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  I
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  am
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  queen
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  of
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  reinvention.
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  I
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  came
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  across
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  what's
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  called
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  the
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  four
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  hour
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  body.
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  What's
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  that?
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  So
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  that.
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  Tell
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  me
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  more.
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  I've
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  been
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  traveling
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  for
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  30
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  years,
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  and
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  that
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  hot
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  guy
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  has
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  never
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  sat
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  his
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  ass
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  next
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  to
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  me,
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  like,
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  not
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  even
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  in
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  the
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  session.
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  Okay.
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  Because
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  I'm
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  willing
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  to
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  move
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  around
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  if
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  I
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  need
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  to.
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  Do
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  you
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  wish
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  that
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  you
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  had
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  social
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  media
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  back
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  then?
• 1:03
  Are
• 1:03
  you
• 1:03
  glad?
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  No.
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  So
• 1:05
  glad.
• 1:05
  Glad?
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  No.
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  What
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  do
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  you
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  think
• 1:07
  the
• 1:07
  show
• 1:07
  has
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  to
• 1:08
  do
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  to
• 1:08
  remain
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  iconic?
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  The
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  Real
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  Housewives
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  of
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  Atlanta?
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  I
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  think
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  the
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  show
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  has
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  to
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  elevate.
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  It
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  has
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  to
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  change.
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  I
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  think
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  it's
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  all
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  about
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  putting
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  the
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  right
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  mixture
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  of
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  new
• 1:17
  people
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  and
• 1:18
  some
• 1:18
  of
• 1:19
  the
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  OGs
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  together.
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  She's
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  walked
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  the
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  runways
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  of
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  Paris,
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  ruled
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  reality
• 1:27
  TV
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  and
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  stilettos,
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  and
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  built
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  businesses
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  that
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  redefine
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  what
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  it
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  means
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  to
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  glow
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  in
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  midl.
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  Cynthia
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  Bailey
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  is
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  back,
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  and
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  this
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  time
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  she's
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  bringing
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  the
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  brilliance
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  with
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  her
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  business
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  partner,
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  Dana
• 1:38
  Hill
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  Robinson.
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  Together,
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  they're
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  proving
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  that
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  reinvention
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  isn't
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  just
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  possible,
• 1:43
  it's
• 1:43
  powerful.
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  Today
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  on
• 1:45
  the
• 1:45
  iconic
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  midlife,
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  we're
• 1:47
  diving
• 1:47
  into
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  friendship,
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  legacy,
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  and
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  what
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  it
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  really
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  takes
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  to
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  build
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  something
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  beautiful,
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  not
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  just
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  on
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  camera,
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  but
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  in
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  real
• 1:53
  life.
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  Cynthia
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  opens
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  up
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  about
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  returning
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  to
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  the
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  Real
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  Housewives
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  of
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  Atlanta.
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  And
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  what's
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  different
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  this
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  time.
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  Dana
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  reveals
• 2:01
  the
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  business
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  moves
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  behind
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  their
• 2:03
  beauty
• 2:03
  brand
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  gloicima.
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  And
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  together,
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  they
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  share
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  how
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  they
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  thrive
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  in
• 2:07
  the
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  spotlight
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  and
• 2:08
  protect
• 2:08
  their
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  peace.
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  If
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  you
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  love
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  real
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  talk,
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  bold
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  women,
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  and
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  stories
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  that
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  remind
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  you
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  midlife
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  is
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  just
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  the
• 2:15
  beginning.
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  Make
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  sure
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  you're
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  following
• 2:17
  the
• 2:17
  iconic
• 2:18
  midlife
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  wherever
• 2:19
  you
• 2:19
  listen.
• 2:20
  Rate
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  the
• 2:21
  show,
• 2:21
  leave
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  a
• 2:22
  quick
• 2:22
  review
• 2:22
  and
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  share
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  this
• 2:23
  episode
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  with
• 2:24
  your
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  most
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  iconic
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  friend,
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  because
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  trust
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  me,
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  this
• 2:27
  one's
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  a
• 2:28
  masterclass
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  in
• 2:29
  reinvention.
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  Hey,
• 2:30
  ladies.
• 2:31
  Welcome
• 2:31
  to
• 2:32
  the
• 2:32
  iconic
• 2:32
  midlife
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  today.
• 2:33
  How
• 2:34
  are
• 2:34
  you
• 2:34
  doing?
• 2:36
  Amazing.
• 2:37
  Hi.
• 2:38
  Hi.
• 2:38
  I'm
• 2:39
  Dean.
• 2:39
  Thank
• 2:40
  you,
• 2:40
  thank
• 2:40
  you
• 2:40
  for
• 2:40
  having
• 2:41
  us
• 2:41
  today.
• 2:41
  We're
• 2:42
  super
• 2:42
  excited
• 2:42
  to
• 2:43
  be
• 2:43
  here
• 2:43
  with
• 2:43
  you.
• 2:43
  Yes,
• 2:44
  we
• 2:44
  are.
• 2:45
  I'm
• 2:45
  so
• 2:45
  excited
• 2:45
  to
• 2:46
  talk
• 2:46
  to
• 2:46
  you
• 2:46
  ladies.
• 2:46
  It's,
• 2:47
  it's
• 2:47
  so
• 2:48
  amazing
• 2:48
  what
• 2:48
  you
• 2:48
  guys
• 2:49
  are
• 2:49
  doing
• 2:49
  with
• 2:49
  this
• 2:50
  great
• 2:50
  new
• 2:51
  beauty
• 2:51
  brand
• 2:51
  you
• 2:51
  have
• 2:52
  called
• 2:52
  Gloisima.
• 2:53
  Want
• 2:53
  to
• 2:54
  dive
• 2:54
  into
• 2:54
  that.
• 2:54
  But
• 2:55
  first
• 2:55
  I
• 2:55
  want
• 2:55
  to
• 2:55
  get
• 2:55
  your
• 2:55
  guys
• 2:56
  origin
• 2:56
  story.
• 2:57
  I
• 2:57
  want
• 2:58
  to
• 2:58
  know
• 2:58
  know
• 2:58
  how
• 2:58
  you
• 2:58
  guys
• 2:59
  became
• 2:59
  friends.
• 3:00
  Like
• 3:00
  I
• 3:00
  know
• 3:01
  it
• 3:01
  was
• 3:01
  several
• 3:02
  decades
• 3:02
  ago.
• 3:02
  Is
• 3:02
  that
• 3:03
  right?
• 3:03
  About
• 3:03
  30
• 3:03
  years
• 3:03
  ago.
• 3:04
  Long
• 3:04
  time
• 3:04
  ago.
• 3:05
  Yes,
• 3:05
  yes,
• 3:06
  yes,
• 3:07
  yes.
• 3:07
  A
• 3:07
  full
• 3:08
  grown
• 3:08
  adult
• 3:08
  again.
• 3:09
  Absolutely.
• 3:11
  All
• 3:12
  right,
• 3:12
  I
• 3:13
  know.
• 3:13
  Gosh,
• 3:14
  now
• 3:14
  I'm
• 3:14
  old
• 3:14
  enough
• 3:14
  to
• 3:15
  have
• 3:15
  a
• 3:15
  full
• 3:15
  grown
• 3:16
  adult
• 3:16
  that
• 3:16
  age.
• 3:16
  So
• 3:17
  that
• 3:17
  even
• 3:17
  hits
• 3:17
  home
• 3:17
  more.
• 3:19
  I
• 3:19
  know,
• 3:19
  I
• 3:20
  know.
• 3:21
  Dana
• 3:22
  and
• 3:22
  I
• 3:22
  actually
• 3:22
  met
• 3:22
  in
• 3:22
  New
• 3:22
  York
• 3:23
  City
• 3:24
  years
• 3:24
  and
• 3:24
  years
• 3:25
  and
• 3:25
  years
• 3:25
  ago
• 3:25
  when
• 3:25
  I
• 3:25
  first
• 3:26
  started
• 3:26
  modeling.
• 3:26
  She
• 3:27
  was
• 3:27
  working
• 3:27
  for
• 3:27
  Vogue.
• 3:28
  I
• 3:29
  was
• 3:29
  trying
• 3:29
  to
• 3:29
  work
• 3:29
  for
• 3:29
  Vogue.
• 3:31
  We
• 3:31
  actually
• 3:31
  ended
• 3:32
  up
• 3:32
  meeting
• 3:33
  at
• 3:33
  a,
• 3:35
  a
• 3:35
  hair
• 3:35
  salon
• 3:36
  called.
• 3:36
  Salon.
• 3:37
  Yeah,
• 3:37
  hair
• 3:37
  salon
• 3:38
  called
• 3:38
  Warren
• 3:38
  Tricomi,
• 3:39
  which
• 3:39
  is
• 3:39
  still
• 3:40
  is
• 3:40
  probably
• 3:40
  quite
• 3:41
  popular
• 3:41
  in
• 3:41
  the
• 3:41
  city.
• 3:42
  Yes,
• 3:42
  I
• 3:43
  know
• 3:43
  it
• 3:43
  very
• 3:43
  well.
• 3:44
  And
• 3:44
  I
• 3:44
  was
• 3:44
  with
• 3:45
  one
• 3:45
  of
• 3:45
  my
• 3:45
  good
• 3:45
  friends,
• 3:45
  Beverly
• 3:46
  Peele,
• 3:46
  who
• 3:47
  is
• 3:47
  one
• 3:47
  of
• 3:48
  the
• 3:48
  most
• 3:48
  beautiful
• 3:49
  supermodels
• 3:49
  you
• 3:49
  will
• 3:50
  ever
• 3:50
  see.
• 3:51
  And
• 3:52
  she
• 3:52
  knew
• 3:52
  Dana
• 3:53
  and
• 3:53
  we
• 3:53
  just
• 3:53
  all
• 3:54
  connected
• 3:54
  and
• 3:54
  Dana
• 3:54
  and
• 3:55
  I
• 3:55
  were
• 3:55
  like
• 3:55
  fast
• 3:56
  friends
• 3:56
  after
• 3:56
  that.
• 3:57
  We
• 3:57
  worked
• 3:57
  together
• 3:57
  a
• 3:58
  lot
• 3:59
  after
• 4:00
  that
• 4:00
  and
• 4:00
  just
• 4:00
  became
• 4:02
  the
• 4:02
  dynamic
• 4:03
  duo
• 4:03
  that
• 4:03
  you
• 4:03
  see
• 4:04
  in
• 4:04
  front
• 4:04
  of
• 4:05
  you
• 4:05
  today.
• 4:06
  Cynthia
• 4:06
  was
• 4:07
  casted.
• 4:08
  I
• 4:08
  used
• 4:08
  to
• 4:08
  work
• 4:08
  for
• 4:10
  a
• 4:10
  clothing
• 4:11
  company
• 4:11
  called
• 4:11
  Fat
• 4:12
  Farm
• 4:12
  and
• 4:12
  we
• 4:13
  were
• 4:13
  an
• 4:13
  urban
• 4:14
  clothing
• 4:14
  line.
• 4:14
  And
• 4:15
  we
• 4:15
  had
• 4:15
  our
• 4:15
  first
• 4:16
  fashion
• 4:17
  show
• 4:17
  on
• 4:17
  seventh
• 4:17
  on
• 4:18
  six.
• 4:18
  And
• 4:19
  Cynthia
• 4:19
  was
• 4:19
  one
• 4:20
  of
• 4:20
  the
• 4:20
  stars
• 4:20
  in
• 4:21
  the
• 4:21
  show.
• 4:21
  And
• 4:22
  you
• 4:22
  know,
• 4:22
  it
• 4:22
  was
• 4:22
  an
• 4:23
  iconic
• 4:23
  moment.
• 4:23
  And
• 4:23
  a
• 4:24
  lot
• 4:24
  of
• 4:24
  people
• 4:24
  are
• 4:24
  reliving
• 4:25
  that
• 4:25
  show
• 4:26
  on
• 4:26
  social
• 4:27
  media
• 4:28
  and
• 4:28
  showing
• 4:29
  the
• 4:29
  video
• 4:30
  of
• 4:30
  Cynthia
• 4:31
  making
• 4:31
  her
• 4:32
  way
• 4:32
  down
• 4:32
  the
• 4:32
  Runway
• 4:33
  looking
• 4:33
  iconic.
• 4:34
  Yeah,
• 4:35
  I'm
• 4:36
  sure,
• 4:37
  as
• 4:37
  always,
• 4:38
  it's
• 4:38
  so.
• 4:38
  Amazing
• 4:39
  like
• 4:39
  how
• 4:39
  we
• 4:39
  were
• 4:39
  just
• 4:40
  living
• 4:40
  our
• 4:41
  lives
• 4:41
  back
• 4:41
  then
• 4:42
  and
• 4:42
  now
• 4:43
  those
• 4:43
  moments,
• 4:44
  a
• 4:44
  lot
• 4:44
  of
• 4:44
  those
• 4:44
  moments
• 4:45
  in
• 4:45
  our
• 4:45
  lives
• 4:45
  are
• 4:46
  like
• 4:46
  iconic
• 4:47
  like
• 4:47
  that.
• 4:47
  It's
• 4:47
  like
• 4:47
  if
• 4:48
  we
• 4:48
  had
• 4:48
  any
• 4:48
  idea
• 4:49
  that
• 4:49
  people
• 4:49
  would
• 4:50
  still
• 4:50
  be
• 4:50
  talking
• 4:50
  about
• 4:51
  us
• 4:51
  from
• 4:51
  what
• 4:51
  we
• 4:52
  did
• 4:52
  from
• 4:52
  back
• 4:52
  in
• 4:52
  the
• 4:52
  day,
• 4:53
  I
• 4:53
  would
• 4:54
  have
• 4:54
  been
• 4:54
  more
• 4:54
  intentional.
• 4:55
  I
• 4:55
  would
• 4:55
  have
• 4:55
  been
• 4:55
  like,
• 4:56
  let
• 4:56
  me
• 4:56
  really
• 4:56
  milk
• 4:56
  this
• 4:57
  because
• 4:57
  this
• 4:57
  is
• 4:57
  going
• 4:57
  to
• 4:57
  be
• 4:57
  a
• 4:57
  big
• 4:58
  thing
• 4:58
  later.
• 4:58
  You
• 4:59
  know,
• 4:59
  it's
• 4:59
  funny,
• 4:59
  I
• 4:59
  talk
• 4:59
  to
• 5:00
  my
• 5:00
  friends
• 5:00
  because
• 5:00
  my
• 5:01
  close
• 5:01
  group
• 5:01
  of
• 5:01
  girlfriends
• 5:02
  are
• 5:02
  my
• 5:02
  college
• 5:03
  girlfriends.
• 5:03
  We
• 5:03
  met
• 5:04
  about
• 5:04
  the
• 5:04
  same
• 5:04
  time
• 5:05
  as
• 5:05
  well.
• 5:05
  And
• 5:06
  we
• 5:06
  always
• 5:06
  say
• 5:06
  to
• 5:06
  ourselves,
• 5:07
  we're
• 5:07
  like,
• 5:07
  thank
• 5:07
  goodness
• 5:08
  we
• 5:08
  didn't
• 5:08
  have
• 5:09
  social
• 5:09
  media
• 5:10
  back
• 5:10
  then
• 5:11
  because
• 5:11
  the
• 5:12
  things
• 5:12
  that
• 5:12
  we
• 5:13
  got
• 5:13
  into
• 5:13
  those
• 5:14
  days,
• 5:14
  which
• 5:14
  I
• 5:15
  would
• 5:15
  not
• 5:15
  want
• 5:15
  to
• 5:15
  see
• 5:16
  again.
• 5:17
  You
• 5:17
  know,
• 5:18
  I
• 5:18
  mean.
• 5:18
  Right.
• 5:19
  Are
• 5:19
  you
• 5:19
  guys.
• 5:20
  Do
• 5:20
  you
• 5:20
  wish
• 5:20
  that
• 5:20
  you
• 5:20
  had
• 5:21
  social
• 5:21
  media
• 5:21
  back
• 5:21
  then?
• 5:22
  Are
• 5:22
  you
• 5:22
  glad
• 5:22
  that
• 5:23
  it's
• 5:23
  not.
• 5:23
  No.
• 5:24
  So
• 5:24
  glad.
• 5:25
  Glad.
• 5:26
  No.
• 5:26
  You
• 5:26
  don't
• 5:27
  want
• 5:27
  to
• 5:27
  have
• 5:27
  those
• 5:28
  recorded.
• 5:29
  Yeah.
• 5:31
  You
• 5:31
  had
• 5:31
  to
• 5:32
  make
• 5:32
  real
• 5:32
  life
• 5:32
  memories,
• 5:33
  and,
• 5:34
  you
• 5:34
  know,
• 5:35
  nothing
• 5:35
  was
• 5:35
  really
• 5:35
  documented,
• 5:36
  so
• 5:36
  you
• 5:37
  actually
• 5:37
  have
• 5:37
  to
• 5:37
  remember,
• 5:38
  like,
• 5:38
  some
• 5:39
  of
• 5:39
  the
• 5:39
  things
• 5:39
  that.
• 5:41
  Some
• 5:41
  of
• 5:41
  the
• 5:41
  things
• 5:41
  that
• 5:41
  you
• 5:42
  went
• 5:43
  through
• 5:43
  in
• 5:43
  your
• 5:43
  life
• 5:44
  back
• 5:44
  in
• 5:44
  the
• 5:44
  day
• 5:44
  before
• 5:45
  social
• 5:45
  media.
• 5:45
  Because
• 5:46
  I
• 5:46
  actually
• 5:46
  forget.
• 5:47
  And
• 5:47
  then
• 5:47
  someone
• 5:48
  will
• 5:48
  send
• 5:48
  me
• 5:48
  some
• 5:48
  old.
• 5:49
  Like,
• 5:49
  I
• 5:49
  don't
• 5:49
  even
• 5:49
  know
• 5:49
  how
• 5:50
  they
• 5:50
  have,
• 5:50
  like,
• 5:50
  a
• 5:51
  video
• 5:51
  or
• 5:51
  whatever.
• 5:52
  I'm
• 5:52
  like,
• 5:52
  oh,
• 5:52
  my
• 5:52
  God,
• 5:53
  that's
• 5:53
  right.
• 5:53
  I
• 5:54
  forgot
• 5:54
  about
• 5:54
  that.
• 5:55
  So
• 5:55
  it's
• 5:55
  kind
• 5:55
  of
• 5:56
  good.
• 5:56
  Like,
• 5:56
  one.
• 5:56
  One
• 5:57
  of
• 5:57
  the
• 5:57
  good
• 5:57
  things
• 5:57
  about
• 5:57
  social
• 5:58
  media
• 5:58
  is
• 5:58
  you
• 5:58
  do
• 5:58
  have
• 5:59
  this
• 5:59
  journal
• 6:00
  that.
• 6:01
  That
• 6:01
  captures
• 6:01
  all
• 6:01
  your
• 6:02
  memories
• 6:03
  on
• 6:03
  the
• 6:03
  website.
• 6:04
  It's
• 6:04
  kind
• 6:04
  of
• 6:04
  good
• 6:04
  to
• 6:05
  just
• 6:06
  not
• 6:07
  have
• 6:07
  everything.
• 6:08
  A
• 6:08
  photo
• 6:09
  and
• 6:09
  a
• 6:09
  video
• 6:10
  of
• 6:10
  everything.
• 6:10
  So.
• 6:11
  Yes,
• 6:12
  absolutely.
• 6:13
  And
• 6:13
  I
• 6:13
  mean,
• 6:13
  just
• 6:13
  even
• 6:14
  think
• 6:14
  about
• 6:14
  those.
• 6:14
  I
• 6:15
  used
• 6:15
  to
• 6:15
  live
• 6:15
  in
• 6:15
  New
• 6:15
  York
• 6:15
  as
• 6:15
  well.
• 6:16
  And
• 6:16
  I
• 6:16
  think
• 6:16
  back
• 6:16
  to
• 6:16
  those
• 6:17
  New
• 6:17
  York
• 6:17
  nights,
• 6:18
  which
• 6:18
  you
• 6:18
  start,
• 6:19
  you
• 6:19
  know
• 6:19
  one
• 6:20
  place,
• 6:20
  and
• 6:20
  you
• 6:20
  end
• 6:20
  up.
• 6:21
  You
• 6:21
  don't
• 6:21
  even
• 6:21
  know
• 6:22
  where
• 6:22
  you
• 6:22
  end
• 6:22
  up
• 6:22
  by
• 6:22
  the
• 6:22
  end
• 6:22
  of
• 6:23
  the
• 6:23
  night.
• 6:23
  Those
• 6:23
  are
• 6:23
  so
• 6:24
  fun,
• 6:24
  though.
• 6:24
  Oh,
• 6:24
  yeah.
• 6:24
  Because
• 6:25
  you're
• 6:25
  living
• 6:25
  in
• 6:26
  the
• 6:26
  moment,
• 6:26
  you
• 6:27
  know?
• 6:27
  So
• 6:27
  did
• 6:28
  you
• 6:28
  guys
• 6:28
  have
• 6:28
  those
• 6:29
  kinds
• 6:29
  of
• 6:29
  nights
• 6:30
  in
• 6:30
  New
• 6:30
  York?
• 6:31
  I
• 6:32
  had
• 6:32
  nights
• 6:32
  where
• 6:33
  I
• 6:33
  woke
• 6:33
  up
• 6:33
  and
• 6:33
  didn't
• 6:34
  know
• 6:34
  where
• 6:34
  I
• 6:34
  was
• 6:35
  right
• 6:35
  here.
• 6:38
  Definitely
• 6:38
  had
• 6:38
  a
• 6:39
  couple
• 6:39
  of
• 6:39
  those
• 6:39
  nights
• 6:40
  as
• 6:40
  well.
• 6:41
  Like,
• 6:41
  who
• 6:41
  are
• 6:41
  you?
• 6:42
  Who
• 6:43
  is
• 6:43
  this
• 6:43
  person?
• 6:44
  Cynthia.
• 6:45
  Like,
• 6:45
  that
• 6:45
  happened.
• 6:46
  Yeah,
• 6:47
  I
• 6:48
  know.
• 6:49
  I
• 6:50
  knew
• 6:50
  who
• 6:50
  they
• 6:50
  were.
• 6:51
  It's
• 6:52
  just
• 6:52
  that
• 6:52
  I
• 6:53
  was
• 6:53
  so
• 6:53
  out
• 6:54
  of
• 6:54
  it.
• 6:54
  I
• 6:54
  was
• 6:55
  just.
• 6:55
  And
• 6:56
  just,
• 6:56
  like,
• 6:57
  woke
• 6:57
  up
• 6:57
  in
• 6:58
  this
• 6:58
  stupor,
• 6:58
  like,
• 6:59
  you
• 6:59
  know,
• 6:59
  where
• 7:00
  am
• 7:00
  I?
• 7:00
  Who
• 7:00
  are
• 7:01
  you?
• 7:02
  But
• 7:02
  I.
• 7:03
  It
• 7:03
  took
• 7:03
  a
• 7:03
  minute
• 7:03
  for
• 7:04
  me
• 7:04
  to
• 7:04
  kind
• 7:04
  of
• 7:04
  realize.
• 7:06
  Oh,
• 7:07
  my
• 7:07
  goodness.
• 7:08
  No,
• 7:08
  it's
• 7:08
  so
• 7:09
  funny
• 7:09
  because.
• 7:10
  Because,
• 7:10
  yeah,
• 7:10
  you
• 7:11
  know,
• 7:11
  you
• 7:11
  have
• 7:11
  those
• 7:11
  nights,
• 7:12
  and
• 7:12
  you
• 7:12
  just
• 7:12
  kind
• 7:12
  of
• 7:13
  live
• 7:13
  it
• 7:13
  and
• 7:13
  you
• 7:13
  do
• 7:14
  it.
• 7:14
  And
• 7:14
  the
• 7:15
  best
• 7:15
  part
• 7:15
  is
• 7:15
  sitting
• 7:16
  with
• 7:16
  your
• 7:16
  girlfriends
• 7:17
  the
• 7:17
  next
• 7:17
  day
• 7:17
  at
• 7:18
  brunch,
• 7:18
  recounting
• 7:20
  the
• 7:20
  night
• 7:20
  before,
• 7:21
  you
• 7:21
  know,
• 7:21
  and
• 7:21
  just
• 7:22
  going
• 7:22
  through
• 7:22
  everything
• 7:22
  that
• 7:23
  happens.
• 7:23
  Yeah.
• 7:24
  So
• 7:24
  it's
• 7:24
  really
• 7:24
  amazing
• 7:25
  that
• 7:25
  you
• 7:25
  guys
• 7:25
  have
• 7:25
  remained
• 7:26
  friends
• 7:27
  and,
• 7:27
  you
• 7:27
  know,
• 7:28
  close
• 7:28
  friends.
• 7:29
  Dana,
• 7:29
  what
• 7:30
  makes
• 7:30
  Cynthia
• 7:30
  a
• 7:30
  great
• 7:31
  friend?
• 7:31
  Why
• 7:32
  is
• 7:32
  she
• 7:32
  still
• 7:32
  in
• 7:32
  your
• 7:32
  life?
• 7:33
  She's
• 7:34
  just
• 7:34
  easy.
• 7:35
  There's
• 7:35
  no
• 7:35
  drama.
• 7:36
  I
• 7:37
  know
• 7:37
  that
• 7:37
  when
• 7:37
  I
• 7:37
  call
• 7:38
  Cynthia,
• 7:38
  I
• 7:38
  mean,
• 7:38
  I
• 7:39
  tell
• 7:39
  you,
• 7:39
  she
• 7:39
  picks
• 7:39
  up
• 7:39
  the
• 7:39
  phone.
• 7:40
  The
• 7:40
  ring
• 7:40
  can
• 7:41
  barely
• 7:41
  even
• 7:41
  finish.
• 7:42
  She
• 7:43
  picks
• 7:43
  up
• 7:43
  the
• 7:43
  phone.
• 7:44
  Oh,
• 7:45
  my
• 7:45
  God,
• 7:45
  Cynthia,
• 7:46
  what
• 7:46
  are
• 7:46
  you
• 7:46
  doing?
• 7:49
  It's
• 7:49
  like
• 7:49
  she's
• 7:49
  telepathic.
• 7:51
  Because
• 7:52
  usually
• 7:52
  if
• 7:53
  you.
• 7:53
  If
• 7:53
  you're
• 7:53
  calling
• 7:54
  me,
• 7:54
  you
• 7:54
  want.
• 7:54
  You
• 7:54
  know,
• 7:55
  it's
• 7:55
  like,
• 7:55
  for
• 7:55
  a
• 7:55
  reason.
• 7:55
  It's
• 7:56
  usually
• 7:56
  something
• 7:56
  about,
• 7:58
  like,
• 7:58
  business
• 7:59
  or
• 7:59
  even
• 8:00
  if
• 8:00
  it's
• 8:00
  personal,
• 8:01
  like,
• 8:01
  when
• 8:01
  you
• 8:01
  call.
• 8:02
  Because
• 8:03
  we
• 8:03
  don't,
• 8:03
  you
• 8:03
  know,
• 8:03
  we
• 8:04
  have
• 8:04
  this
• 8:04
  closeness,
• 8:05
  and
• 8:05
  we've
• 8:05
  been
• 8:05
  friends
• 8:05
  for
• 8:06
  so
• 8:06
  long,
• 8:06
  but
• 8:06
  we
• 8:06
  don't
• 8:06
  talk
• 8:07
  every
• 8:07
  day.
• 8:08
  Like,
• 8:08
  sometimes
• 8:08
  we
• 8:09
  go
• 8:09
  weeks
• 8:09
  without
• 8:09
  talking.
• 8:10
  And
• 8:11
  so
• 8:11
  what
• 8:11
  she
• 8:11
  does
• 8:12
  call
• 8:12
  is
• 8:12
  like,
• 8:12
  Dana's
• 8:13
  calling,
• 8:13
  and
• 8:13
  I'll
• 8:14
  answer
• 8:14
  to
• 8:14
  say,
• 8:14
  I
• 8:15
  can't
• 8:15
  talk
• 8:15
  right
• 8:15
  now,
• 8:16
  but
• 8:16
  I
• 8:16
  just
• 8:16
  want
• 8:16
  to
• 8:16
  pick
• 8:16
  up.
• 8:17
  Is
• 8:17
  everything
• 8:17
  okay?
• 8:18
  Like,
• 8:19
  literally,
• 8:19
  like,
• 8:20
  the
• 8:20
  phone,
• 8:21
  barely.
• 8:21
  That
• 8:21
  first
• 8:22
  ring,
• 8:22
  barely,
• 8:23
  is
• 8:23
  finished.
• 8:23
  And
• 8:24
  Cynthia's
• 8:24
  like,
• 8:24
  hey,
• 8:25
  what's
• 8:25
  up?
• 8:29
  I
• 8:29
  think
• 8:29
  that,
• 8:30
  you
• 8:30
  know,
• 8:30
  there's
• 8:30
  just.
• 8:31
  There's
• 8:31
  a
• 8:31
  level
• 8:31
  of
• 8:31
  respect
• 8:32
  and
• 8:32
  trust
• 8:32
  between
• 8:33
  each
• 8:33
  other
• 8:33
  and
• 8:33
  just
• 8:34
  that
• 8:34
  love.
• 8:34
  And,
• 8:35
  you
• 8:36
  know,
• 8:36
  we're
• 8:36
  just.
• 8:37
  It's
• 8:37
  an
• 8:37
  easy.
• 8:37
  Like,
• 8:38
  we
• 8:38
  don't
• 8:38
  have
• 8:38
  to
• 8:38
  talk
• 8:38
  to
• 8:39
  each
• 8:39
  other.
• 8:39
  We
• 8:39
  tell
• 8:39
  this
• 8:40
  people
• 8:40
  all
• 8:40
  the
• 8:40
  time.
• 8:40
  We
• 8:41
  don't
• 8:41
  have
• 8:41
  to
• 8:41
  talk
• 8:41
  to
• 8:41
  each
• 8:41
  other
• 8:42
  every
• 8:42
  day.
• 8:43
  You
• 8:43
  know,
• 8:44
  we.
• 8:44
  We
• 8:46
  accept
• 8:46
  when
• 8:46
  someone
• 8:47
  is
• 8:47
  busy
• 8:47
  or,
• 8:48
  you
• 8:48
  know,
• 8:48
  just
• 8:48
  living
• 8:48
  their
• 8:49
  life.
• 8:49
  And
• 8:49
  you're
• 8:50
  just.
• 8:50
  It's
• 8:50
  just
• 8:50
  no
• 8:50
  drama.
• 8:51
  We've
• 8:51
  never
• 8:51
  had
• 8:51
  any
• 8:52
  drama.
• 8:53
  And
• 8:53
  it's
• 8:53
  just,
• 8:53
  you
• 8:54
  know,
• 8:54
  she's
• 8:54
  someone
• 8:54
  I
• 8:54
  can
• 8:55
  confide
• 8:55
  in,
• 8:57
  know
• 8:57
  that,
• 8:57
  you
• 8:57
  know,
• 8:58
  whatever
• 8:58
  I
• 8:58
  tell
• 8:58
  her
• 8:58
  isn't
• 8:59
  going
• 8:59
  anywhere
• 9:00
  else.
• 9:01
  And,
• 9:01
  you
• 9:01
  know,
• 9:01
  there
• 9:02
  have
• 9:02
  been
• 9:02
  times
• 9:02
  when,
• 9:02
  you
• 9:02
  know,
• 9:03
  I'm
• 9:03
  on
• 9:03
  the
• 9:03
  low,
• 9:04
  you
• 9:04
  know,
• 9:04
  in
• 9:04
  the
• 9:05
  Valley,
• 9:05
  and
• 9:05
  she
• 9:06
  has
• 9:06
  been
• 9:06
  there
• 9:06
  for
• 9:07
  me
• 9:07
  to
• 9:07
  help
• 9:07
  me
• 9:07
  pick
• 9:08
  up
• 9:08
  the
• 9:08
  pieces
• 9:09
  and
• 9:09
  just.
• 9:09
  I
• 9:10
  just.
• 9:10
  I
• 9:10
  just
• 9:10
  love
• 9:10
  her.
• 9:11
  Oh,
• 9:11
  thank
• 9:12
  you.
• 9:13
  Oh,
• 9:13
  that's
• 9:13
  so
• 9:14
  sweet.
• 9:14
  That's
• 9:14
  really
• 9:15
  nice.
• 9:15
  She's
• 9:16
  just
• 9:16
  fun,
• 9:17
  and
• 9:17
  she's
• 9:17
  just
• 9:17
  so
• 9:18
  much.
• 9:18
  Her
• 9:18
  energy,
• 9:19
  like,
• 9:19
  her
• 9:20
  energy
• 9:20
  and
• 9:20
  just,
• 9:21
  like,
• 9:22
  I
• 9:22
  just
• 9:23
  admire
• 9:23
  her.
• 9:23
  There's.
• 9:24
  I
• 9:24
  could
• 9:24
  just.
• 9:24
  There's
• 9:24
  a
• 9:24
  whole
• 9:25
  list
• 9:25
  of
• 9:25
  things.
• 9:26
  Just
• 9:26
  a
• 9:26
  whole
• 9:26
  whole
• 9:26
  list
• 9:27
  of
• 9:27
  things.
• 9:27
  And
• 9:27
  just,
• 9:28
  you
• 9:28
  know,
• 9:28
  the
• 9:28
  way
• 9:28
  she
• 9:29
  loves
• 9:29
  her
• 9:29
  family,
• 9:29
  the
• 9:30
  way
• 9:30
  she
• 9:30
  loves
• 9:30
  her
• 9:30
  daughter
• 9:31
  and
• 9:31
  her
• 9:31
  mom
• 9:31
  and
• 9:31
  her
• 9:31
  sister.
• 9:32
  She's
• 9:32
  just
• 9:32
  an
• 9:33
  amazing
• 9:33
  person.
• 9:34
  She
• 9:34
  is.
• 9:34
  Thank
• 9:35
  you,
• 9:35
  friend.
• 9:35
  Thank
• 9:36
  you
• 9:36
  so
• 9:36
  much
• 9:36
  for
• 9:36
  that.
• 9:37
  I
• 9:37
  will
• 9:37
  say
• 9:39
  to
• 9:39
  give
• 9:39
  Dana
• 9:40
  her
• 9:40
  flowers
• 9:40
  back.
• 9:41
  The
• 9:41
  reason
• 9:41
  why
• 9:41
  I
• 9:41
  think
• 9:42
  we've
• 9:42
  been
• 9:42
  friends
• 9:42
  for
• 9:43
  so
• 9:43
  long
• 9:45
  and
• 9:45
  are
• 9:45
  able
• 9:45
  to
• 9:45
  do
• 9:46
  business
• 9:46
  together
• 9:46
  as
• 9:47
  friends,
• 9:47
  because
• 9:47
  that's
• 9:47
  a
• 9:47
  big
• 9:48
  thing.
• 9:48
  You
• 9:48
  know,
• 9:48
  being
• 9:49
  friends
• 9:49
  is
• 9:49
  one
• 9:49
  thing,
• 9:50
  but
• 9:50
  being
• 9:50
  able
• 9:50
  to
• 9:50
  work
• 9:51
  together
• 9:51
  is
• 9:51
  a
• 9:51
  whole
• 9:52
  nother
• 9:52
  situation.
• 9:54
  I
• 9:55
  think
• 9:55
  it's
• 9:55
  because
• 9:57
  I
• 9:57
  feel
• 9:58
  very
• 9:58
  comfortable
• 9:59
  with
• 9:59
  Dana.
• 10:00
  She's
• 10:00
  always
• 10:00
  created
• 10:01
  a
• 10:01
  safe
• 10:01
  space
• 10:01
  for
• 10:02
  me.
• 10:02
  We
• 10:02
  don't
• 10:02
  argue
• 10:03
  about
• 10:03
  dumb
• 10:03
  stuff.
• 10:04
  I
• 10:04
  don't
• 10:04
  even
• 10:04
  think
• 10:04
  we
• 10:05
  ever
• 10:05
  had
• 10:05
  a
• 10:05
  real
• 10:05
  argument
• 10:06
  about
• 10:06
  Anything.
• 10:09
  We
• 10:09
  are
• 10:09
  both
• 10:09
  communicators.
• 10:10
  If
• 10:11
  she's,
• 10:11
  you
• 10:11
  know,
• 10:12
  has
• 10:13
  something
• 10:13
  to
• 10:13
  say,
• 10:13
  she'll
• 10:14
  just
• 10:14
  tell
• 10:14
  me.
• 10:14
  If
• 10:15
  I
• 10:15
  have
• 10:15
  something
• 10:15
  to
• 10:15
  say,
• 10:15
  I'll
• 10:16
  just
• 10:16
  tell
• 10:16
  her.
• 10:16
  We
• 10:16
  are
• 10:17
  able
• 10:17
  to
• 10:18
  be
• 10:18
  very
• 10:18
  transparent
• 10:19
  with
• 10:19
  each
• 10:19
  other,
• 10:20
  but
• 10:20
  also
• 10:20
  very
• 10:21
  respectful
• 10:21
  of
• 10:22
  each
• 10:22
  other
• 10:23
  as
• 10:23
  well.
• 10:25
  And
• 10:26
  to
• 10:26
  Dana's
• 10:27
  point,
• 10:28
  she's
• 10:28
  not
• 10:28
  a
• 10:28
  needy
• 10:29
  friend.
• 10:29
  This
• 10:29
  is
• 10:29
  very
• 10:30
  easy.
• 10:31
  It
• 10:31
  doesn't
• 10:32
  feel
• 10:32
  like,
• 10:32
  you
• 10:33
  know,
• 10:33
  a
• 10:34
  second
• 10:34
  job
• 10:34
  for
• 10:34
  me
• 10:35
  to
• 10:35
  have
• 10:35
  her
• 10:35
  in
• 10:35
  my
• 10:35
  life.
• 10:35
  It's
• 10:36
  like
• 10:36
  we
• 10:36
  kind
• 10:37
  of
• 10:37
  get
• 10:37
  in
• 10:37
  where
• 10:37
  we
• 10:37
  fit
• 10:37
  in.
• 10:38
  And
• 10:38
  when
• 10:38
  we
• 10:39
  do
• 10:39
  spend
• 10:39
  time
• 10:40
  together,
• 10:40
  we
• 10:40
  are
• 10:40
  incredibly
• 10:41
  present.
• 10:42
  But,
• 10:43
  you
• 10:43
  know,
• 10:43
  when
• 10:44
  we
• 10:44
  are
• 10:44
  not
• 10:44
  able
• 10:44
  to
• 10:45
  see
• 10:45
  each
• 10:45
  other,
• 10:45
  we
• 10:45
  just
• 10:45
  still,
• 10:46
  you
• 10:46
  know,
• 10:46
  keep
• 10:46
  in
• 10:47
  touch.
• 10:47
  Even
• 10:47
  if
• 10:47
  it's
• 10:48
  social
• 10:48
  media.
• 10:49
  Like,
• 10:49
  when
• 10:49
  I
• 10:50
  see
• 10:50
  her
• 10:50
  posted,
• 10:50
  I'm
• 10:50
  like,
• 10:50
  okay,
• 10:51
  she's
• 10:51
  doing
• 10:51
  good.
• 10:51
  She's
• 10:52
  posting
• 10:52
  this,
• 10:52
  that,
• 10:53
  the
• 10:53
  other.
• 10:54
  So
• 10:54
  we
• 10:54
  stay
• 10:55
  connected.
• 10:55
  But
• 10:55
  it's
• 10:55
  not
• 10:56
  in
• 10:56
  a
• 10:56
  needy,
• 10:56
  like,
• 10:57
  oh,
• 10:57
  my
• 10:57
  God,
• 10:57
  I
• 10:57
  can't
• 10:57
  believe
• 10:57
  you
• 10:58
  didn't
• 10:58
  call
• 10:58
  me
• 10:58
  back.
• 10:58
  I
• 10:58
  called
• 10:59
  you,
• 10:59
  like,
• 10:59
  20
• 10:59
  minutes
• 11:00
  ago,
• 11:00
  and
• 11:00
  I
• 11:00
  didn't
• 11:00
  hear
• 11:00
  back
• 11:01
  from
• 11:01
  you.
• 11:01
  Like,
• 11:01
  I've
• 11:02
  outgrown
• 11:03
  those
• 11:03
  type
• 11:03
  of
• 11:03
  friendships.
• 11:04
  Yeah,
• 11:04
  no,
• 11:05
  it's.
• 11:05
  You
• 11:05
  know,
• 11:05
  I
• 11:05
  think
• 11:05
  it's
• 11:06
  so
• 11:06
  important,
• 11:06
  too,
• 11:06
  at
• 11:07
  this
• 11:07
  time
• 11:07
  in
• 11:07
  our
• 11:07
  lives
• 11:08
  is
• 11:08
  to
• 11:08
  meet
• 11:08
  each
• 11:09
  other
• 11:09
  where
• 11:09
  we
• 11:09
  are,
• 11:10
  you
• 11:10
  know,
• 11:10
  as
• 11:10
  friends.
• 11:11
  Hello.
• 11:11
  Right.
• 11:12
  Because
• 11:13
  everybody.
• 11:14
  Everybody
• 11:15
  is
• 11:15
  so
• 11:15
  busy.
• 11:15
  We've
• 11:16
  all
• 11:16
  got,
• 11:16
  like,
• 11:16
  a
• 11:17
  million
• 11:17
  things
• 11:17
  going
• 11:17
  on.
• 11:18
  And
• 11:18
  I
• 11:18
  think
• 11:18
  that
• 11:19
  that's
• 11:19
  when
• 11:19
  friendships
• 11:20
  fail,
• 11:20
  especially
• 11:21
  at
• 11:21
  this
• 11:21
  stage,
• 11:22
  is
• 11:22
  when
• 11:22
  they
• 11:22
  fall
• 11:22
  apart,
• 11:23
  is
• 11:23
  when,
• 11:24
  like,
• 11:24
  you're
• 11:24
  saying
• 11:24
  it's,
• 11:24
  like,
• 11:25
  too
• 11:25
  needy
• 11:25
  or
• 11:26
  you're.
• 11:26
  You're
• 11:26
  not
• 11:27
  giving
• 11:27
  people
• 11:27
  grace,
• 11:28
  you
• 11:29
  know?
• 11:29
  And
• 11:29
  I
• 11:29
  think
• 11:29
  that
• 11:30
  that's
• 11:30
  kind
• 11:31
  of
• 11:31
  what
• 11:31
  sets
• 11:31
  sets
• 11:32
  real
• 11:32
  friendships
• 11:32
  apart.
• 11:33
  Absolutely.
• 11:34
  I'm
• 11:34
  so
• 11:34
  happy
• 11:35
  you
• 11:35
  said
• 11:35
  that.
• 11:35
  You
• 11:35
  just
• 11:35
  kind
• 11:36
  of
• 11:36
  have
• 11:36
  to
• 11:36
  let
• 11:36
  people
• 11:37
  do
• 11:37
  what
• 11:37
  they
• 11:37
  want
• 11:37
  to
• 11:37
  do.
• 11:38
  Like,
• 11:38
  it's
• 11:39
  not
• 11:39
  a
• 11:39
  hostage
• 11:40
  situation.
• 11:40
  You're
• 11:41
  my
• 11:41
  friend.
• 11:41
  If
• 11:41
  you
• 11:42
  don't
• 11:42
  feel
• 11:42
  like
• 11:42
  meeting
• 11:42
  me
• 11:43
  for
• 11:43
  lunch,
• 11:43
  just
• 11:43
  say
• 11:43
  it,
• 11:44
  girl.
• 11:44
  We
• 11:44
  don't
• 11:44
  have
• 11:44
  to
• 11:44
  meet
• 11:44
  for
• 11:45
  lunch
• 11:45
  today.
• 11:45
  We'll
• 11:46
  do
• 11:46
  it
• 11:46
  in
• 11:46
  a
• 11:46
  couple
• 11:46
  weeks.
• 11:47
  You
• 11:47
  know
• 11:47
  what
• 11:47
  I
• 11:48
  mean?
• 11:48
  Just
• 11:48
  simple
• 11:48
  stuff.
• 11:49
  Like,
• 11:49
  I
• 11:49
  don't
• 11:49
  really
• 11:49
  do
• 11:51
  things
• 11:51
  that
• 11:51
  I
• 11:51
  don't
• 11:51
  want
• 11:51
  to
• 11:51
  do
• 11:51
  at
• 11:52
  this
• 11:52
  point
• 11:52
  in
• 11:52
  my
• 11:52
  life.
• 11:52
  I
• 11:53
  understand
• 11:53
  the
• 11:53
  power
• 11:53
  of
• 11:54
  no.
• 11:54
  And
• 11:55
  I
• 11:55
  understand
• 11:55
  the
• 11:56
  power
• 11:56
  of
• 11:56
  I
• 11:56
  don't
• 11:56
  feel
• 11:56
  like
• 11:57
  it.
• 11:57
  And
• 11:57
  I
• 11:57
  understand
• 11:58
  the
• 11:58
  power
• 11:58
  of
• 11:58
  I'm
• 11:59
  tired,
• 11:59
  and
• 12:00
  I
• 12:00
  would
• 12:00
  just
• 12:00
  rather
• 12:00
  be
• 12:00
  sitting
• 12:01
  on
• 12:01
  my
• 12:01
  couch
• 12:01
  decompressing
• 12:02
  right
• 12:02
  now
• 12:02
  than
• 12:02
  go
• 12:03
  meet
• 12:03
  you
• 12:03
  for
• 12:03
  a
• 12:03
  drink.
• 12:03
  I
• 12:04
  just
• 12:04
  don't
• 12:04
  feel
• 12:04
  like
• 12:04
  doing
• 12:05
  it.
• 12:05
  And
• 12:06
  then
• 12:06
  having
• 12:07
  my
• 12:07
  friend
• 12:08
  be
• 12:08
  able
• 12:08
  to
• 12:08
  completely
• 12:09
  get
• 12:09
  it
• 12:09
  without
• 12:10
  me,
• 12:10
  even
• 12:10
  have
• 12:10
  to
• 12:11
  Having
• 12:11
  to
• 12:11
  explain,
• 12:12
  like,
• 12:12
  I'm
• 12:12
  the
• 12:12
  kind
• 12:12
  of
• 12:13
  friend,
• 12:13
  if
• 12:13
  you
• 12:13
  call
• 12:13
  me
• 12:13
  and
• 12:13
  be
• 12:13
  like,
• 12:14
  girl,
• 12:14
  I
• 12:14
  know
• 12:14
  we
• 12:14
  have
• 12:14
  plans.
• 12:15
  I'm
• 12:15
  gonna
• 12:15
  have
• 12:15
  to
• 12:15
  cancel.
• 12:15
  I
• 12:15
  don't
• 12:16
  care
• 12:16
  if
• 12:16
  it's
• 12:16
  two
• 12:16
  minutes
• 12:16
  before.
• 12:17
  I
• 12:17
  will
• 12:17
  turn
• 12:17
  my
• 12:17
  car
• 12:17
  around
• 12:18
  so
• 12:18
  quick
• 12:18
  and
• 12:19
  go
• 12:19
  back
• 12:19
  home
• 12:19
  and
• 12:20
  relax
• 12:21
  and
• 12:21
  be
• 12:21
  completely
• 12:22
  fine
• 12:22
  with
• 12:22
  it.
• 12:22
  Like,
• 12:22
  I
• 12:23
  just
• 12:23
  pick
• 12:24
  and
• 12:24
  choose,
• 12:24
  and
• 12:24
  I
• 12:25
  just
• 12:25
  don't
• 12:26
  really
• 12:26
  entertain
• 12:28
  drama
• 12:28
  that
• 12:29
  doesn't
• 12:29
  have
• 12:29
  to
• 12:29
  happen,
• 12:30
  especially
• 12:30
  with
• 12:30
  my
• 12:31
  good
• 12:31
  friends.
• 12:32
  You
• 12:32
  know,
• 12:32
  there
• 12:32
  are
• 12:32
  some
• 12:32
  people
• 12:33
  that,
• 12:34
  you
• 12:34
  know,
• 12:34
  they
• 12:35
  get
• 12:36
  joy
• 12:37
  from
• 12:37
  tearing
• 12:38
  people
• 12:38
  down
• 12:39
  and.
• 12:40
  Or.
• 12:40
  And
• 12:41
  just,
• 12:41
  you
• 12:41
  know,
• 12:41
  knitting
• 12:42
  and
• 12:42
  talking
• 12:43
  about
• 12:43
  people,
• 12:43
  and
• 12:43
  Cynthia
• 12:44
  is
• 12:44
  just
• 12:44
  not
• 12:45
  that
• 12:45
  type
• 12:45
  of
• 12:45
  person.
• 12:47
  And,
• 12:47
  you
• 12:47
  know,
• 12:47
  I
• 12:48
  have
• 12:48
  had
• 12:48
  some
• 12:49
  people
• 12:49
  that
• 12:49
  I've
• 12:49
  had
• 12:50
  to,
• 12:50
  you
• 12:51
  know,
• 12:52
  weed
• 12:53
  out.
• 12:53
  Yeah.
• 12:54
  Who?
• 12:54
  Energy.
• 12:55
  And
• 12:56
  so
• 12:56
  I
• 12:56
  think
• 12:56
  that's
• 12:57
  also
• 12:57
  very
• 12:57
  important
• 12:58
  part
• 12:58
  of
• 12:58
  our
• 12:58
  friendship.
• 12:59
  It's
• 12:59
  all
• 13:00
  about
• 13:00
  just
• 13:00
  being
• 13:00
  uplifting
• 13:01
  and
• 13:01
  positive
• 13:02
  and
• 13:03
  all
• 13:03
  things
• 13:04
  that,
• 13:04
  you
• 13:04
  know,
• 13:05
  just
• 13:05
  not.
• 13:05
  No
• 13:06
  negativity.
• 13:06
  Just
• 13:07
  no
• 13:07
  negativity.
• 13:07
  No,
• 13:08
  no,
• 13:08
  I
• 13:08
  can't.
• 13:09
  I
• 13:09
  can't
• 13:09
  deal
• 13:09
  with
• 13:09
  that.
• 13:10
  Yeah.
• 13:10
  No,
• 13:10
  not
• 13:11
  at
• 13:11
  all.
• 13:11
  And
• 13:11
  I
• 13:11
  think,
• 13:12
  you
• 13:12
  know,
• 13:12
  the
• 13:12
  power
• 13:12
  of
• 13:12
  no
• 13:13
  is
• 13:13
  so
• 13:13
  important
• 13:14
  because
• 13:15
  no
• 13:15
  is
• 13:15
  a
• 13:15
  complete
• 13:16
  sentence,
• 13:17
  and
• 13:17
  no
• 13:18
  is
• 13:18
  not.
• 13:18
  It
• 13:19
  doesn't
• 13:19
  have
• 13:19
  to
• 13:19
  be
• 13:19
  negative.
• 13:20
  It's
• 13:20
  just.
• 13:21
  It's.
• 13:22
  It's
• 13:22
  an
• 13:22
  answer
• 13:22
  to
• 13:23
  a
• 13:23
  question,
• 13:23
  you
• 13:24
  know,
• 13:24
  And
• 13:24
  I
• 13:24
  feel
• 13:25
  like.
• 13:25
  I
• 13:25
  think
• 13:26
  that,
• 13:26
  you
• 13:26
  know,
• 13:26
  so
• 13:27
  many
• 13:27
  women,
• 13:27
  and
• 13:28
  myself
• 13:28
  included,
• 13:29
  you
• 13:29
  know,
• 13:29
  sometimes
• 13:30
  feel
• 13:30
  like,
• 13:30
  oh,
• 13:31
  my
• 13:31
  God,
• 13:31
  I
• 13:31
  can't
• 13:31
  say
• 13:31
  no.
• 13:32
  You
• 13:32
  know,
• 13:32
  I've
• 13:32
  got
• 13:32
  to
• 13:33
  do
• 13:33
  this
• 13:33
  because
• 13:33
  I've
• 13:33
  already
• 13:34
  committed
• 13:34
  to
• 13:34
  something
• 13:35
  or
• 13:35
  not.
• 13:35
  But
• 13:36
  what
• 13:36
  was
• 13:36
  it
• 13:37
  that
• 13:37
  kind
• 13:37
  of
• 13:37
  turned
• 13:37
  the
• 13:38
  tides
• 13:38
  that
• 13:39
  made
• 13:39
  it
• 13:39
  more
• 13:39
  comfortable
• 13:40
  for
• 13:40
  you
• 13:40
  to
• 13:40
  say
• 13:40
  no?
• 13:41
  Or
• 13:41
  has
• 13:41
  it
• 13:42
  always
• 13:42
  been
• 13:42
  like
• 13:42
  that?
• 13:43
  For
• 13:44
  me,
• 13:44
  I've
• 13:44
  always
• 13:44
  been
• 13:44
  that
• 13:45
  way,
• 13:45
  and
• 13:45
  I.
• 13:45
  And
• 13:46
  about
• 13:46
  protecting
• 13:47
  your
• 13:47
  peace
• 13:48
  and
• 13:48
  honoring
• 13:49
  yourself
• 13:50
  and
• 13:50
  knowing,
• 13:50
  you
• 13:51
  know,
• 13:51
  what
• 13:51
  you
• 13:52
  are,
• 13:52
  what.
• 13:52
  What
• 13:53
  are
• 13:53
  capable
• 13:54
  of
• 13:54
  doing
• 13:54
  in
• 13:54
  order
• 13:55
  to
• 13:55
  be
• 13:57
  a
• 13:57
  full
• 13:58
  and
• 13:58
  just
• 13:58
  whole
• 13:59
  person.
• 14:00
  And
• 14:01
  what
• 14:01
  makes
• 14:01
  you
• 14:01
  happy,
• 14:02
  you
• 14:02
  know,
• 14:02
  and
• 14:02
  what
• 14:02
  makes
• 14:03
  you
• 14:03
  happy
• 14:03
  and
• 14:03
  just
• 14:03
  having
• 14:04
  that
• 14:04
  confidence
• 14:05
  to
• 14:05
  be
• 14:06
  able
• 14:06
  to
• 14:07
  honor
• 14:07
  yourself.
• 14:08
  And
• 14:08
  I
• 14:08
  think
• 14:08
  that
• 14:08
  does
• 14:09
  come
• 14:09
  with
• 14:09
  age.
• 14:11
  And
• 14:11
  also,
• 14:11
  I'm
• 14:11
  a
• 14:11
  Capricorn,
• 14:12
  so
• 14:12
  I'm
• 14:12
  just
• 14:12
  very,
• 14:13
  like,
• 14:13
  always
• 14:14
  been,
• 14:14
  you
• 14:14
  know,
• 14:14
  just
• 14:15
  very
• 14:15
  upfront,
• 14:16
  you
• 14:16
  know,
• 14:18
  but
• 14:18
  also
• 14:18
  in
• 14:19
  time,
• 14:19
  not.
• 14:19
  I
• 14:19
  don't
• 14:19
  want
• 14:19
  to
• 14:19
  hurt
• 14:20
  anybody's
• 14:20
  feelings,
• 14:22
  but
• 14:22
  again,
• 14:23
  it's
• 14:23
  just
• 14:23
  about
• 14:24
  honoring
• 14:24
  yourself
• 14:25
  and
• 14:26
  protecting
• 14:26
  your
• 14:27
  peace.
• 14:28
  And
• 14:28
  how
• 14:28
  about
• 14:28
  you,
• 14:28
  Cynthia?
• 14:29
  Like,
• 14:29
  coming
• 14:29
  around
• 14:30
  to
• 14:30
  being
• 14:30
  able
• 14:30
  to
• 14:30
  say
• 14:31
  no?
• 14:31
  I
• 14:31
  mean,
• 14:31
  is
• 14:31
  it
• 14:32
  something
• 14:32
  you've
• 14:33
  always
• 14:33
  been
• 14:33
  able
• 14:33
  to
• 14:33
  do?
• 14:34
  No,
• 14:35
  absolutely
• 14:35
  not.
• 14:36
  I
• 14:36
  used
• 14:36
  to
• 14:36
  be
• 14:37
  a
• 14:37
  people
• 14:37
  pleaser
• 14:39
  for
• 14:39
  most
• 14:39
  of
• 14:39
  my
• 14:39
  life.
• 14:40
  I
• 14:40
  always
• 14:40
  wanted
• 14:41
  to
• 14:42
  be
• 14:42
  liked.
• 14:42
  I
• 14:42
  wanted
• 14:44
  to
• 14:45
  help
• 14:45
  People
• 14:46
  I
• 14:47
  wanted
• 14:47
  to,
• 14:49
  you
• 14:49
  know,
• 14:49
  champion
• 14:50
  people,
• 14:50
  like,
• 14:51
  I
• 14:51
  just
• 14:52
  wanted,
• 14:54
  I
• 14:54
  just
• 14:54
  wanted
• 14:55
  everybody
• 14:55
  to
• 14:55
  be
• 14:55
  happy.
• 14:56
  And
• 14:58
  once
• 14:58
  I
• 14:58
  realized
• 14:59
  that
• 15:00
  a.
• 15:00
  There
• 15:01
  was
• 15:01
  no
• 15:01
  reciprocity
• 15:02
  in
• 15:02
  that,
• 15:02
  for
• 15:03
  sure
• 15:03
  they
• 15:04
  weren't
• 15:04
  worried
• 15:04
  about
• 15:04
  me
• 15:05
  being
• 15:05
  happy.
• 15:05
  So.
• 15:06
  Right.
• 15:08
  So
• 15:08
  once
• 15:08
  I
• 15:08
  realized
• 15:08
  that,
• 15:09
  I
• 15:09
  was
• 15:09
  like,
• 15:10
  this
• 15:10
  thing
• 15:10
  is
• 15:10
  a
• 15:10
  little
• 15:11
  one
• 15:11
  sided
• 15:11
  over
• 15:11
  here.
• 15:12
  Why
• 15:12
  am
• 15:12
  I
• 15:12
  going
• 15:13
  this
• 15:13
  hard
• 15:14
  when
• 15:14
  I'm
• 15:14
  not
• 15:14
  getting
• 15:14
  it
• 15:14
  back
• 15:15
  on
• 15:15
  the
• 15:15
  back
• 15:15
  end?
• 15:15
  And
• 15:15
  I'm
• 15:16
  not
• 15:16
  saying
• 15:16
  I
• 15:16
  have
• 15:16
  to
• 15:16
  get
• 15:16
  it
• 15:17
  back,
• 15:17
  but
• 15:17
  it's
• 15:17
  nice.
• 15:17
  I
• 15:18
  cook
• 15:18
  for
• 15:18
  you,
• 15:18
  you
• 15:19
  cook
• 15:19
  next
• 15:19
  dinner
• 15:19
  for
• 15:20
  me.
• 15:20
  You
• 15:20
  know
• 15:20
  what
• 15:21
  I'm
• 15:21
  saying?
• 15:22
  I
• 15:22
  do
• 15:22
  an
• 15:22
  act
• 15:23
  of
• 15:23
  kindness
• 15:23
  to
• 15:24
  show
• 15:24
  you
• 15:24
  love
• 15:24
  and
• 15:25
  then
• 15:25
  you
• 15:25
  do
• 15:25
  an
• 15:25
  act
• 15:25
  of
• 15:26
  kindness
• 15:26
  to
• 15:26
  show
• 15:26
  me
• 15:26
  love.
• 15:27
  Like
• 15:27
  it's
• 15:27
  nice
• 15:27
  when
• 15:28
  it's
• 15:28
  reciprocal.
• 15:29
  It
• 15:29
  just
• 15:29
  is
• 15:29
  because
• 15:30
  you
• 15:30
  don't
• 15:30
  want
• 15:30
  to
• 15:30
  be
• 15:31
  in
• 15:31
  a
• 15:31
  one
• 15:31
  sided
• 15:31
  relationship,
• 15:32
  even
• 15:32
  if
• 15:33
  it's
• 15:33
  a
• 15:33
  friendship.
• 15:34
  So
• 15:36
  with
• 15:36
  that
• 15:36
  said,
• 15:36
  I
• 15:37
  think
• 15:37
  as
• 15:37
  I've
• 15:37
  gotten
• 15:38
  older,
• 15:38
  I
• 15:38
  feel
• 15:39
  like
• 15:39
  I've
• 15:39
  earned
• 15:39
  the
• 15:40
  right
• 15:40
  to
• 15:41
  just
• 15:41
  do
• 15:41
  whatever
• 15:42
  would
• 15:42
  do
• 15:42
  what
• 15:42
  I
• 15:42
  want
• 15:42
  to
• 15:42
  do.
• 15:43
  Like
• 15:43
  I
• 15:43
  don't
• 15:44
  remember
• 15:44
  my
• 15:44
  grandmother,
• 15:45
  my
• 15:45
  aunts,
• 15:46
  as
• 15:46
  they
• 15:46
  got
• 15:46
  into
• 15:46
  their
• 15:47
  50s,
• 15:47
  explaining
• 15:47
  anything
• 15:48
  to
• 15:48
  me,
• 15:48
  did
• 15:49
  whatever
• 15:49
  they
• 15:49
  wanted.
• 15:50
  It
• 15:50
  was
• 15:50
  what
• 15:51
  it
• 15:51
  was
• 15:51
  and
• 15:51
  it
• 15:52
  is
• 15:52
  what
• 15:52
  it
• 15:52
  is.
• 15:55
  I
• 15:55
  said
• 15:55
  what
• 15:56
  I
• 15:56
  said
• 15:56
  and
• 15:57
  that's
• 15:57
  it.
• 15:57
  And
• 15:57
  nothing
• 15:58
  came
• 15:58
  with
• 15:58
  an
• 15:58
  explanation.
• 16:00
  It
• 16:00
  didn't
• 16:00
  matter.
• 16:01
  These
• 16:01
  people
• 16:02
  live
• 16:02
  the
• 16:02
  lives
• 16:02
  that
• 16:03
  they
• 16:03
  wanted
• 16:03
  to
• 16:03
  live.
• 16:03
  And
• 16:03
  I
• 16:04
  feel
• 16:04
  like
• 16:04
  at
• 16:04
  this
• 16:04
  point
• 16:05
  in
• 16:05
  my
• 16:05
  life,
• 16:06
  you
• 16:06
  know,
• 16:06
  God
• 16:06
  willing,
• 16:07
  25
• 16:08
  more
• 16:08
  summers
• 16:09
  left
• 16:09
  for
• 16:09
  me.
• 16:09
  I
• 16:10
  am
• 16:10
  doing
• 16:10
  what
• 16:11
  I
• 16:11
  want
• 16:11
  to,
• 16:12
  with
• 16:12
  who
• 16:12
  I
• 16:12
  want
• 16:12
  to,
• 16:13
  when
• 16:13
  I
• 16:14
  want
• 16:14
  to,
• 16:14
  and
• 16:14
  I
• 16:14
  don't
• 16:15
  have
• 16:15
  to
• 16:15
  explain
• 16:16
  anything
• 16:16
  to
• 16:16
  anyone.
• 16:17
  I
• 16:17
  am
• 16:17
  living
• 16:18
  my
• 16:18
  life
• 16:18
  unapologetically
• 16:20
  for
• 16:21
  me
• 16:21
  at
• 16:21
  this
• 16:21
  point,
• 16:22
  for
• 16:22
  once
• 16:22
  in
• 16:22
  my
• 16:22
  life,
• 16:23
  I
• 16:23
  am
• 16:23
  doing
• 16:24
  Cynthia
• 16:24
  and
• 16:25
  it
• 16:25
  feels
• 16:25
  amazing.
• 16:27
  Amen
• 16:27
  and
• 16:27
  hallelujah
• 16:28
  to
• 16:28
  that.
• 16:28
  We
• 16:29
  should
• 16:29
  be
• 16:29
  living
• 16:29
  that
• 16:29
  way
• 16:30
  because
• 16:30
  we
• 16:31
  give
• 16:31
  so
• 16:31
  much
• 16:31
  of
• 16:31
  ourself
• 16:32
  to
• 16:32
  everybody
• 16:33
  else.
• 16:33
  You
• 16:34
  know,
• 16:34
  it's
• 16:34
  like,
• 16:34
  oh
• 16:35
  yeah,
• 16:35
  we
• 16:35
  take
• 16:35
  the
• 16:35
  scraps
• 16:36
  and
• 16:36
  it's
• 16:36
  like,
• 16:36
  why
• 16:37
  are
• 16:37
  we
• 16:37
  doing
• 16:37
  that?
• 16:38
  So
• 16:38
  I'm
• 16:38
  so
• 16:38
  happy
• 16:39
  you
• 16:39
  said
• 16:39
  that
• 16:39
  because
• 16:40
  I
• 16:40
  think
• 16:40
  like
• 16:40
  especially
• 16:41
  crossing
• 16:41
  over
• 16:42
  the
• 16:42
  50
• 16:43
  line,
• 16:43
  the
• 16:43
  50
• 16:44
  yard
• 16:44
  line,
• 16:44
  age
• 16:45
  50,
• 16:46
  you
• 16:46
  know,
• 16:47
  it
• 16:47
  really
• 16:47
  does
• 16:47
  put
• 16:47
  it
• 16:47
  in
• 16:48
  perspective
• 16:48
  and
• 16:48
  your
• 16:49
  mortality
• 16:50
  comes
• 16:50
  into
• 16:50
  play
• 16:51
  a
• 16:51
  bit,
• 16:51
  you
• 16:51
  know,
• 16:52
  like,
• 16:52
  like
• 16:52
  you're
• 16:53
  saying
• 16:53
  25
• 16:53
  more
• 16:54
  summers
• 16:54
  and
• 16:55
  that
• 16:55
  kind
• 16:55
  of
• 16:55
  takes
• 16:55
  me
• 16:56
  back
• 16:56
  a
• 16:56
  minute.
• 16:56
  It's
• 16:57
  like,
• 16:57
  yeah,
• 16:57
  that's
• 16:58
  true.
• 16:58
  You
• 16:59
  know,
• 16:59
  I
• 16:59
  mean,
• 16:59
  if
• 16:59
  we're
• 17:00
  lucky.
• 17:00
  If
• 17:01
  we're
• 17:01
  lucky,
• 17:01
  yeah.
• 17:02
  So
• 17:02
  how.
• 17:03
  I
• 17:03
  mean,
• 17:03
  yeah.
• 17:04
  Do
• 17:04
  you
• 17:04
  guys
• 17:04
  think
• 17:05
  about
• 17:05
  that?
• 17:05
  Do
• 17:05
  you
• 17:05
  think
• 17:06
  about
• 17:06
  mortality
• 17:07
  and,
• 17:08
  you
• 17:08
  know,
• 17:09
  the
• 17:10
  future
• 17:10
  in
• 17:10
  that
• 17:11
  way?
• 17:11
  Yeah,
• 17:12
  well,
• 17:13
  I
• 17:13
  think
• 17:13
  about
• 17:13
  it
• 17:14
  A
• 17:14
  lot,
• 17:14
  actually.
• 17:15
  I'm
• 17:15
  always,
• 17:16
  you
• 17:16
  know,
• 17:16
  health
• 17:17
  has
• 17:17
  become
• 17:17
  a
• 17:18
  huge
• 17:18
  priority
• 17:18
  for
• 17:19
  me.
• 17:20
  I
• 17:20
  try
• 17:20
  to
• 17:21
  stay
• 17:21
  on
• 17:21
  top
• 17:21
  of
• 17:21
  my
• 17:22
  health
• 17:23
  even
• 17:24
  more
• 17:24
  so
• 17:24
  than
• 17:24
  I
• 17:24
  did
• 17:25
  when
• 17:25
  I
• 17:25
  was
• 17:25
  younger,
• 17:27
  you
• 17:27
  know,
• 17:27
  business
• 17:28
  wise.
• 17:28
  I've,
• 17:29
  you
• 17:29
  know,
• 17:29
  gotten
• 17:30
  my
• 17:31
  affairs
• 17:31
  in
• 17:31
  order
• 17:32
  in
• 17:33
  terms
• 17:33
  of
• 17:33
  trust
• 17:34
  and
• 17:34
  wills
• 17:34
  and
• 17:35
  all
• 17:35
  that
• 17:35
  stuff.
• 17:36
  I
• 17:37
  still
• 17:37
  need
• 17:37
  to
• 17:38
  figure
• 17:38
  out
• 17:38
  a,
• 17:38
  A
• 17:39
  plot,
• 17:39
  whatever,
• 17:40
  or
• 17:41
  how
• 17:41
  I
• 17:41
  want
• 17:41
  to
• 17:41
  go.
• 17:42
  I
• 17:42
  know
• 17:42
  it's,
• 17:42
  I
• 17:43
  know
• 17:43
  I
• 17:43
  want
• 17:43
  to
• 17:43
  be
• 17:43
  cremated.
• 17:44
  I
• 17:44
  do
• 17:44
  know
• 17:44
  that.
• 17:44
  And
• 17:45
  then
• 17:45
  what
• 17:45
  to
• 17:45
  do
• 17:45
  with
• 17:46
  it
• 17:46
  and
• 17:47
  all
• 17:47
  of
• 17:47
  that.
• 17:47
  I
• 17:47
  haven't
• 17:47
  decided.
• 17:48
  Maybe
• 17:48
  I'll
• 17:49
  just
• 17:49
  have
• 17:49
  them
• 17:49
  throw
• 17:49
  them
• 17:50
  out
• 17:50
  here
• 17:50
  at
• 17:50
  Lake
• 17:50
  Bailey.
• 17:51
  I
• 17:51
  don't
• 17:51
  know.
• 17:51
  Yeah.
• 17:52
  But,
• 17:53
  yeah.
• 17:53
  And
• 17:54
  I,
• 17:54
  I,
• 17:54
  I
• 17:54
  spend.
• 17:55
  For
• 17:56
  some
• 17:56
  reason,
• 17:56
  I
• 17:56
  always
• 17:56
  think
• 17:57
  about
• 17:57
  brain
• 17:57
  aneurysms.
• 17:58
  I
• 17:58
  don't
• 17:58
  know
• 17:58
  why.
• 17:59
  Like,
• 17:59
  I
• 17:59
  always
• 18:00
  think,
• 18:01
  like,
• 18:02
  yeah,
• 18:03
  yeah.
• 18:03
  I
• 18:04
  don't
• 18:04
  know.
• 18:04
  Like,
• 18:05
  I
• 18:05
  just
• 18:05
  hear
• 18:05
  about
• 18:05
  them
• 18:06
  way
• 18:06
  too
• 18:06
  often.
• 18:06
  I
• 18:07
  can't
• 18:07
  stand
• 18:07
  them
• 18:08
  because
• 18:08
  they
• 18:08
  come
• 18:08
  out
• 18:08
  of
• 18:08
  nowhere,
• 18:09
  people
• 18:09
  are
• 18:09
  completely
• 18:10
  fine.
• 18:10
  And
• 18:10
  then
• 18:10
  you
• 18:10
  have
• 18:11
  this
• 18:11
  brain
• 18:12
  aneurysm.
• 18:12
  I'm
• 18:13
  like,
• 18:13
  oh,
• 18:13
  my
• 18:13
  God.
• 18:13
  So
• 18:13
  I'm
• 18:14
  always,
• 18:15
  you
• 18:15
  know,
• 18:15
  trying
• 18:15
  to
• 18:16
  take
• 18:16
  measures
• 18:16
  to
• 18:16
  make
• 18:16
  sure
• 18:17
  the
• 18:17
  blood
• 18:17
  is
• 18:17
  flowing
• 18:18
  and
• 18:18
  not
• 18:18
  clotting
• 18:19
  because
• 18:19
  I
• 18:19
  spent
• 18:19
  a
• 18:19
  lot
• 18:19
  of
• 18:20
  time
• 18:20
  flying
• 18:20
  as
• 18:21
  well.
• 18:21
  So
• 18:21
  I
• 18:21
  actually
• 18:22
  did,
• 18:23
  actually
• 18:23
  did
• 18:23
  the
• 18:24
  prenuvo
• 18:25
  scan
• 18:25
  last
• 18:26
  year
• 18:26
  and
• 18:26
  I
• 18:26
  want
• 18:26
  to
• 18:27
  do
• 18:27
  it
• 18:27
  again
• 18:27
  where
• 18:28
  they
• 18:28
  take
• 18:28
  you
• 18:28
  through
• 18:29
  this
• 18:29
  machine
• 18:30
  and
• 18:30
  they
• 18:31
  see
• 18:31
  every
• 18:31
  single
• 18:32
  thing,
• 18:32
  even
• 18:32
  blood
• 18:32
  clots.
• 18:33
  So
• 18:33
  that's
• 18:34
  something
• 18:34
  that
• 18:34
  I
• 18:34
  highly
• 18:35
  recommend
• 18:35
  just
• 18:35
  for
• 18:36
  peace
• 18:36
  of
• 18:36
  mind.
• 18:36
  And
• 18:36
  I
• 18:36
  feel
• 18:37
  like
• 18:37
  I
• 18:37
  should
• 18:37
  do
• 18:37
  it
• 18:37
  every
• 18:38
  year.
• 18:38
  Right.
• 18:40
  So,
• 18:40
  yeah,
• 18:40
  the
• 18:40
  only
• 18:40
  thing
• 18:40
  they
• 18:40
  found,
• 18:41
  everything
• 18:41
  was
• 18:41
  good.
• 18:41
  Thank
• 18:42
  God.
• 18:42
  I
• 18:42
  had
• 18:42
  a
• 18:42
  really,
• 18:43
  a
• 18:43
  clean
• 18:43
  bill
• 18:44
  of
• 18:44
  health.
• 18:44
  But
• 18:44
  they
• 18:44
  did
• 18:44
  find
• 18:46
  a
• 18:46
  hernia
• 18:46
  that
• 18:47
  I
• 18:47
  knew
• 18:47
  that
• 18:47
  I
• 18:47
  had
• 18:47
  already.
• 18:48
  So
• 18:48
  I'm
• 18:49
  gonna
• 18:49
  probably.
• 18:49
  Well,
• 18:50
  I'm
• 18:50
  not
• 18:50
  gonna
• 18:50
  probably.
• 18:50
  I'm
• 18:51
  gonna
• 18:51
  try
• 18:51
  to
• 18:51
  take
• 18:51
  care
• 18:52
  of
• 18:52
  that
• 18:52
  sooner
• 18:53
  than
• 18:53
  later
• 18:53
  because
• 18:53
  I
• 18:54
  just
• 18:54
  haven't
• 18:54
  taken
• 18:55
  the
• 18:55
  time
• 18:55
  to
• 18:55
  do
• 18:55
  it.
• 18:56
  It's
• 18:56
  one
• 18:56
  of
• 18:56
  those
• 18:56
  things
• 18:56
  like,
• 18:56
  oh,
• 18:57
  well,
• 18:57
  while
• 18:57
  I'm
• 18:57
  down
• 18:57
  there,
• 18:57
  maybe
• 18:57
  I
• 18:58
  can
• 18:58
  get,
• 18:58
  you
• 18:59
  know,
• 18:59
  some
• 18:59
  other
• 18:59
  stuff
• 18:59
  done.
• 19:01
  Totally.
• 19:02
  I
• 19:02
  know
• 19:03
  a
• 19:03
  little
• 19:04
  bloated
• 19:04
  stomach
• 19:05
  area.
• 19:05
  Maybe
• 19:06
  they
• 19:06
  can
• 19:06
  take
• 19:06
  some
• 19:06
  stuff
• 19:07
  out
• 19:07
  as
• 19:07
  well.
• 19:08
  Right.
• 19:08
  Why
• 19:09
  not?
• 19:09
  A
• 19:09
  twofer.
• 19:11
  Yeah.
• 19:11
  I'm
• 19:11
  sorry,
• 19:12
  Sorry,
• 19:12
  that's.
• 19:13
  Hold
• 19:13
  on
• 19:13
  one
• 19:13
  sec.
• 19:15
  Noelle.
• 19:17
  Oh,
• 19:17
  my
• 19:17
  God.
• 19:17
  Okay,
• 19:17
  I'll
• 19:18
  call
• 19:18
  you
• 19:18
  back.
• 19:18
  I'll
• 19:18
  call
• 19:18
  you
• 19:18
  back.
• 19:19
  Bye.
• 19:20
  She
• 19:20
  was
• 19:21
  texting
• 19:21
  me.
• 19:21
  It
• 19:21
  was,
• 19:23
  she's
• 19:24
  texted
• 19:24
  some
• 19:25
  guy
• 19:25
  that
• 19:25
  she
• 19:25
  met
• 19:26
  on
• 19:26
  Raya.
• 19:27
  Apparently
• 19:28
  he
• 19:28
  has
• 19:28
  responded.
• 19:29
  So
• 19:29
  she
• 19:29
  was
• 19:30
  giving
• 19:30
  me
• 19:30
  the
• 19:30
  response
• 19:31
  because,
• 19:31
  you
• 19:31
  know,
• 19:31
  we
• 19:31
  have
• 19:31
  to
• 19:32
  get
• 19:32
  them
• 19:32
  out
• 19:33
  together.
• 19:33
  So
• 19:34
  wait,
• 19:35
  is,
• 19:35
  is
• 19:35
  Gen
• 19:36
  Z,
• 19:36
  then?
• 19:36
  Are
• 19:36
  they
• 19:37
  also
• 19:37
  doing
• 19:37
  all
• 19:38
  the
• 19:38
  dat
• 19:38
  they're
• 19:38
  doing
• 19:38
  all
• 19:39
  dating
• 19:39
  apps,
• 19:39
  too.
• 19:39
  They
• 19:40
  don't
• 19:40
  go
• 19:40
  to
• 19:40
  the
• 19:40
  bar
• 19:40
  and,
• 19:41
  like,
• 19:41
  meet
• 19:42
  people
• 19:42
  like
• 19:42
  we
• 19:42
  did.
• 19:43
  Right?
• 19:44
  Yeah,
• 19:44
  not.
• 19:45
  Not
• 19:45
  so
• 19:45
  much.
• 19:46
  They.
• 19:46
  They
• 19:47
  definitely
• 19:47
  do
• 19:47
  the
• 19:47
  apps.
• 19:48
  I
• 19:48
  did
• 19:48
  when
• 19:48
  I
• 19:48
  was
• 19:49
  single.
• 19:49
  I'm
• 19:50
  in
• 19:50
  a
• 19:50
  relationship
• 19:50
  now.
• 19:50
  I
• 19:51
  was
• 19:51
  doing
• 19:51
  the
• 19:51
  apps
• 19:52
  as
• 19:52
  well.
• 19:52
  I
• 19:52
  was
• 19:52
  doing
• 19:53
  Raya,
• 19:54
  and
• 19:54
  it
• 19:54
  was
• 19:54
  okay.
• 19:54
  I
• 19:55
  mean,
• 19:55
  I'm
• 19:55
  just
• 19:55
  so
• 19:55
  busy.
• 19:56
  Like,
• 19:56
  I.
• 19:56
  You
• 19:56
  would
• 19:57
  think,
• 19:57
  like
• 19:57
  in
• 19:57
  the
• 19:57
  movies,
• 19:58
  you're
• 19:58
  like,
• 19:59
  you
• 19:59
  know,
• 19:59
  boarding
• 20:00
  a
• 20:00
  flight.
• 20:00
  You
• 20:01
  sit
• 20:01
  down,
• 20:01
  some
• 20:01
  hot
• 20:01
  guy
• 20:02
  sitting
• 20:02
  next
• 20:02
  to
• 20:02
  you,
• 20:03
  and
• 20:03
  he's
• 20:03
  like,
• 20:04
  you
• 20:04
  know,
• 20:04
  this.
• 20:04
  This
• 20:04
  immediate
• 20:05
  chemistry.
• 20:06
  Literally.
• 20:07
  I've
• 20:08
  been
• 20:08
  traveling
• 20:08
  for
• 20:08
  30
• 20:09
  years,
• 20:09
  and
• 20:09
  that
• 20:09
  hot
• 20:10
  guy
• 20:10
  has
• 20:10
  never
• 20:10
  sat
• 20:11
  his
• 20:11
  ass
• 20:12
  next
• 20:12
  to
• 20:12
  me.
• 20:13
  Okay.
• 20:14
  Like,
• 20:14
  not
• 20:14
  even
• 20:15
  in
• 20:15
  the
• 20:15
  section.
• 20:16
  Okay.
• 20:16
  Because
• 20:16
  I'm
• 20:17
  willing
• 20:17
  to
• 20:17
  move.
• 20:17
  Move
• 20:17
  around
• 20:18
  if
• 20:18
  I
• 20:18
  need
• 20:18
  to.
• 20:20
  It
• 20:21
  just
• 20:21
  doesn't
• 20:21
  happen.
• 20:24
  I
• 20:24
  know.
• 20:25
  It
• 20:25
  never.
• 20:25
  It's
• 20:25
  never
• 20:25
  the
• 20:26
  hot
• 20:26
  guy.
• 20:26
  That's
• 20:27
  true.
• 20:27
  Never.
• 20:28
  Never,
• 20:28
  never,
• 20:29
  never.
• 20:29
  I.
• 20:30
  Once
• 20:30
  I.
• 20:31
  I
• 20:32
  was
• 20:32
  flying.
• 20:32
  I
• 20:32
  think.
• 20:33
  I
• 20:33
  think.
• 20:33
  I
• 20:34
  think
• 20:34
  I
• 20:34
  was
• 20:34
  flying
• 20:34
  from
• 20:34
  LA
• 20:35
  to
• 20:35
  New
• 20:35
  York.
• 20:35
  And,
• 20:37
  you
• 20:37
  know,
• 20:37
  you
• 20:37
  put
• 20:37
  your
• 20:38
  blanket
• 20:39
  on
• 20:39
  and
• 20:40
  this
• 20:41
  guy
• 20:41
  was
• 20:41
  sitting
• 20:41
  next
• 20:41
  to
• 20:42
  me.
• 20:42
  I
• 20:42
  had
• 20:42
  no
• 20:42
  interest
• 20:42
  in.
• 20:43
  Interest
• 20:43
  in
• 20:43
  him.
• 20:43
  He
• 20:44
  was
• 20:44
  trying
• 20:44
  to,
• 20:44
  you
• 20:44
  know,
• 20:44
  talk
• 20:45
  and
• 20:45
  flirt
• 20:45
  with
• 20:45
  me.
• 20:45
  I'm
• 20:46
  trying
• 20:46
  to,
• 20:46
  like,
• 20:46
  you
• 20:46
  know,
• 20:46
  ignore
• 20:47
  him
• 20:49
  later,
• 20:49
  you
• 20:49
  know,
• 20:50
  eat
• 20:51
  our
• 20:51
  meal.
• 20:51
  I
• 20:51
  put
• 20:51
  my
• 20:52
  blanket
• 20:52
  on,
• 20:52
  trying
• 20:52
  to
• 20:53
  go
• 20:53
  to
• 20:53
  sleep.
• 20:54
  I
• 20:54
  wake
• 20:54
  up,
• 20:55
  he
• 20:56
  has
• 20:56
  the
• 20:56
  blanket
• 20:56
  over
• 20:57
  both
• 20:57
  of
• 20:57
  us.
• 21:00
  Were
• 21:00
  there.
• 21:00
  Were
• 21:00
  there
• 21:00
  hands
• 21:01
  involved?
• 21:01
  Was
• 21:01
  he.
• 21:02
  No,
• 21:02
  I
• 21:02
  don't.
• 21:02
  I
• 21:03
  mean,
• 21:03
  I
• 21:03
  don't
• 21:03
  think.
• 21:03
  I
• 21:04
  mean,
• 21:04
  I
• 21:04
  was.
• 21:04
  When
• 21:04
  I
• 21:04
  tell
• 21:04
  you
• 21:04
  I
• 21:04
  was.
• 21:05
  When
• 21:05
  I
• 21:05
  get
• 21:05
  on
• 21:05
  the
• 21:05
  plane,
• 21:06
  I'm
• 21:06
  sleep
• 21:06
  so
• 21:06
  fast.
• 21:07
  I
• 21:07
  didn't.
• 21:08
  I
• 21:08
  don't
• 21:08
  think
• 21:08
  so.
• 21:09
  But
• 21:10
  he
• 21:10
  had
• 21:10
  somehow
• 21:11
  maneuvered
• 21:12
  the
• 21:12
  whole
• 21:13
  situation
• 21:14
  so
• 21:14
  that
• 21:14
  we
• 21:14
  tucked
• 21:15
  in.
• 21:15
  Hilarious.
• 21:16
  I
• 21:17
  love
• 21:17
  that
• 21:17
  I
• 21:18
  have
• 21:18
  awakened
• 21:20
  to
• 21:20
  being,
• 21:21
  like,
• 21:21
  sleeping
• 21:22
  on
• 21:22
  someone's
• 21:22
  shoulder,
• 21:23
  like,
• 21:23
  in,
• 21:23
  you
• 21:24
  know,
• 21:24
  next
• 21:24
  to
• 21:24
  me,
• 21:25
  like.
• 21:25
  Where
• 21:25
  I'm
• 21:25
  like,
• 21:27
  was
• 21:27
  he
• 21:27
  a
• 21:27
  hot
• 21:27
  guy?
• 21:29
  No,
• 21:30
  he
• 21:30
  was
• 21:30
  not
• 21:31
  a
• 21:31
  high
• 21:31
  guy,
• 21:31
  but
• 21:32
  he
• 21:32
  had
• 21:32
  a
• 21:32
  nice,
• 21:33
  soft,
• 21:33
  strong
• 21:33
  shoulder.
• 21:34
  So
• 21:35
  I
• 21:35
  ended
• 21:35
  up,
• 21:36
  you
• 21:36
  know,
• 21:36
  like,
• 21:37
  oh,
• 21:37
  my
• 21:37
  God,
• 21:37
  I'm
• 21:37
  sorry.
• 21:37
  You
• 21:38
  know.
• 21:38
  Yeah.
• 21:39
  Makes
• 21:39
  a
• 21:40
  great
• 21:40
  pillow.
• 21:42
  Yes.
• 21:43
  You
• 21:43
  know,
• 21:44
  I
• 21:44
  definitely
• 21:44
  want
• 21:44
  to
• 21:45
  chat
• 21:45
  with
• 21:45
  you
• 21:45
  guys,
• 21:45
  too,
• 21:45
  about
• 21:46
  this
• 21:46
  notion
• 21:46
  of
• 21:47
  aging.
• 21:47
  Because,
• 21:48
  you
• 21:48
  know,
• 21:48
  being
• 21:48
  public
• 21:49
  facing
• 21:50
  and,
• 21:50
  you
• 21:51
  know,
• 21:51
  Cynthia
• 21:51
  with
• 21:52
  you
• 21:52
  with
• 21:52
  the
• 21:52
  show
• 21:52
  and
• 21:53
  Dana,
• 21:54
  you
• 21:54
  with
• 21:54
  the
• 21:54
  brand
• 21:54
  and
• 21:55
  just
• 21:55
  being
• 21:55
  really
• 21:56
  out
• 21:56
  there.
• 21:56
  What
• 21:57
  are
• 21:57
  your
• 21:57
  thoughts
• 21:57
  on
• 21:58
  aging?
• 21:58
  Like,
• 21:59
  in
• 21:59
  front
• 21:59
  of.
• 21:59
  Front
• 21:59
  of
• 21:59
  the
• 22:00
  camera?
• 22:00
  Like,
• 22:00
  is
• 22:01
  it.
• 22:01
  Are
• 22:02
  you
• 22:02
  okay
• 22:02
  with
• 22:03
  it?
• 22:03
  Is
• 22:03
  it
• 22:03
  something
• 22:04
  that
• 22:04
  you
• 22:05
  think
• 22:05
  about?
• 22:06
  Is
• 22:06
  it
• 22:06
  something
• 22:07
  that
• 22:08
  bothers
• 22:08
  you?
• 22:08
  Is
• 22:08
  it
• 22:09
  something
• 22:09
  that
• 22:09
  doesn't
• 22:09
  bother
• 22:10
  you?
• 22:10
  I
• 22:10
  mean,
• 22:10
  there's
• 22:10
  so
• 22:10
  many
• 22:11
  ways
• 22:11
  to
• 22:11
  kind
• 22:11
  of
• 22:12
  go
• 22:12
  about
• 22:12
  it.
• 22:13
  What
• 22:13
  Are
• 22:13
  your
• 22:13
  thoughts
• 22:14
  on
• 22:14
  that?
• 22:14
  Yeah,
• 22:15
  I.
• 22:15
  I
• 22:16
  think
• 22:16
  about
• 22:16
  it.
• 22:16
  It
• 22:16
  doesn't
• 22:17
  bother
• 22:17
  me,
• 22:18
  but
• 22:18
  I
• 22:18
  do
• 22:18
  think
• 22:19
  about
• 22:19
  it
• 22:19
  because
• 22:19
  as
• 22:20
  a
• 22:20
  public
• 22:20
  person,
• 22:21
  like,
• 22:21
  we
• 22:22
  get
• 22:23
  a
• 22:23
  lot
• 22:23
  of
• 22:23
  criticism,
• 22:25
  and
• 22:25
  for
• 22:26
  me,
• 22:26
  like,
• 22:26
  I
• 22:27
  feel
• 22:27
  like
• 22:28
  I'm
• 22:28
  aging
• 22:28
  very
• 22:28
  gracefully.
• 22:29
  However,
• 22:30
  you
• 22:30
  know,
• 22:31
  I
• 22:31
  got
• 22:31
  to
• 22:31
  get
• 22:31
  my
• 22:32
  tweaks,
• 22:32
  the
• 22:33
  Botox,
• 22:33
  the
• 22:33
  fillers,
• 22:34
  and
• 22:34
  all
• 22:34
  that
• 22:34
  stuff.
• 22:35
  I
• 22:35
  try
• 22:35
  not
• 22:35
  to
• 22:35
  overdo
• 22:36
  it.
• 22:36
  I'm
• 22:36
  actually
• 22:36
  due
• 22:37
  right
• 22:37
  now,
• 22:37
  to
• 22:38
  be
• 22:38
  honest,
• 22:38
  but
• 22:39
  I
• 22:39
  try
• 22:39
  not
• 22:40
  to
• 22:40
  overdo
• 22:40
  it.
• 22:41
  But
• 22:41
  I
• 22:41
  feel
• 22:41
  like
• 22:42
  I
• 22:42
  want
• 22:42
  to
• 22:42
  look
• 22:42
  as
• 22:42
  good
• 22:43
  as
• 22:43
  I
• 22:43
  can
• 22:43
  look.
• 22:44
  You
• 22:44
  know
• 22:44
  what
• 22:44
  I'm
• 22:44
  saying?
• 22:45
  So
• 22:45
  I
• 22:45
  feel
• 22:45
  like
• 22:46
  the
• 22:46
  Lord
• 22:46
  has
• 22:46
  given
• 22:46
  me
• 22:47
  these
• 22:47
  beautiful
• 22:47
  cheekbones
• 22:48
  I
• 22:48
  already
• 22:48
  have.
• 22:48
  He
• 22:49
  gave
• 22:49
  me
• 22:49
  a
• 22:49
  great
• 22:49
  starter
• 22:50
  kit.
• 22:50
  So
• 22:50
  it's
• 22:50
  just
• 22:51
  the
• 22:51
  maintenance
• 22:52
  of
• 22:52
  keeping
• 22:52
  it
• 22:53
  together.
• 22:53
  It's
• 22:53
  just
• 22:54
  the
• 22:54
  maintenance.
• 22:54
  I.
• 22:55
  I
• 22:55
  think
• 22:55
  I
• 22:55
  look
• 22:56
  better
• 22:56
  now
• 22:56
  than
• 22:57
  I
• 22:57
  was
• 22:57
  when
• 22:57
  I
• 22:57
  was
• 22:58
  younger.
• 22:58
  So
• 22:58
  beauty
• 22:58
  is
• 22:59
  not
• 22:59
  an
• 22:59
  age
• 23:00
  thing
• 23:00
  for
• 23:00
  me.
• 23:00
  I.
• 23:01
  I
• 23:01
  couldn't
• 23:02
  have.
• 23:02
  I.
• 23:02
  I
• 23:02
  feel
• 23:03
  more
• 23:03
  beautiful
• 23:03
  in
• 23:04
  my
• 23:04
  50s
• 23:04
  than
• 23:04
  I
• 23:04
  ever
• 23:04
  did
• 23:04
  in
• 23:05
  my
• 23:05
  20s
• 23:05
  and
• 23:05
  30s.
• 23:05
  And
• 23:06
  I
• 23:06
  look
• 23:06
  back
• 23:06
  at
• 23:06
  those
• 23:06
  pictures,
• 23:07
  and
• 23:07
  I
• 23:07
  thought
• 23:07
  I
• 23:07
  was
• 23:07
  killing
• 23:08
  it.
• 23:08
  I'm
• 23:08
  like,
• 23:10
  no,
• 23:10
  this.
• 23:10
  It's.
• 23:11
  It's
• 23:11
  now.
• 23:12
  Yeah,
• 23:12
  I
• 23:13
  definitely
• 23:13
  feel
• 23:13
  the
• 23:13
  same
• 23:13
  way.
• 23:14
  I
• 23:14
  mean,
• 23:14
  I'll
• 23:14
  be
• 23:14
  60
• 23:15
  in
• 23:15
  December,
• 23:17
  in
• 23:17
  two
• 23:17
  months
• 23:18
  time.
• 23:18
  And
• 23:19
  I.
• 23:19
  I
• 23:20
  mean,
• 23:20
  I
• 23:20
  definitely,
• 23:20
  you
• 23:21
  know,
• 23:21
  we
• 23:21
  talk
• 23:21
  about,
• 23:21
  you
• 23:22
  know,
• 23:22
  approaching,
• 23:22
  you
• 23:23
  know,
• 23:23
  your
• 23:23
  50s,
• 23:23
  60s.
• 23:24
  Turning
• 23:24
  60
• 23:25
  has
• 23:25
  definitely
• 23:26
  hit
• 23:26
  me
• 23:27
  in
• 23:27
  a
• 23:27
  different
• 23:27
  way.
• 23:29
  You
• 23:30
  know,
• 23:30
  we.
• 23:30
  In
• 23:30
  the
• 23:30
  past,
• 23:31
  when
• 23:31
  you
• 23:31
  think
• 23:31
  60,
• 23:31
  you
• 23:32
  think,
• 23:32
  okay,
• 23:32
  that's
• 23:32
  old.
• 23:33
  You
• 23:33
  know,
• 23:34
  I
• 23:34
  don't
• 23:34
  feel
• 23:34
  that.
• 23:36
  You
• 23:36
  know,
• 23:36
  I
• 23:36
  often
• 23:36
  get
• 23:37
  told
• 23:37
  there's
• 23:37
  no
• 23:37
  way
• 23:38
  that
• 23:38
  you
• 23:38
  can.
• 23:38
  You
• 23:38
  don't
• 23:38
  look
• 23:39
  60
• 23:39
  anywhere.
• 23:40
  Like,
• 23:40
  where
• 23:42
  I
• 23:42
  say,
• 23:43
  in
• 23:43
  my
• 23:43
  knees,
• 23:44
  when
• 23:44
  I
• 23:44
  try
• 23:44
  to
• 23:45
  bend,
• 23:45
  I
• 23:46
  have
• 23:46
  my
• 23:46
  new
• 23:46
  face
• 23:47
  and
• 23:47
  my
• 23:48
  LED
• 23:48
  red
• 23:48
  light
• 23:49
  and
• 23:49
  all
• 23:49
  of
• 23:49
  those.
• 23:50
  And
• 23:50
  of
• 23:50
  course,
• 23:51
  my
• 23:51
  Gloucester.
• 23:52
  Because
• 23:52
  when
• 23:52
  I
• 23:52
  tell
• 23:53
  you,
• 23:54
  you
• 23:54
  know,
• 23:54
  it
• 23:55
  really.
• 23:55
  It's
• 23:55
  like
• 23:56
  Botox
• 23:56
  in
• 23:56
  the
• 23:56
  bottle,
• 23:57
  and
• 23:57
  everybody
• 23:58
  that
• 23:58
  uses
• 23:59
  it
• 23:59
  just
• 23:59
  comments
• 24:00
  on
• 24:00
  it.
• 24:01
  And
• 24:01
  also,
• 24:01
  it
• 24:01
  works
• 24:02
  quickly,
• 24:02
  you
• 24:03
  know,
• 24:03
  it
• 24:03
  really
• 24:03
  works.
• 24:04
  It
• 24:04
  really
• 24:04
  does.
• 24:05
  Yeah.
• 24:06
  I'd
• 24:06
  love
• 24:06
  to
• 24:06
  know,
• 24:06
  what
• 24:07
  are
• 24:07
  your
• 24:07
  guys,
• 24:07
  three
• 24:07
  beauty
• 24:08
  tips
• 24:08
  that
• 24:09
  you
• 24:09
  swear
• 24:09
  by?
• 24:11
  Hmm.
• 24:11
  Okay.
• 24:11
  I'll
• 24:12
  go
• 24:12
  first
• 24:12
  while
• 24:12
  you're
• 24:12
  looking,
• 24:13
  Dana,
• 24:15
  number
• 24:15
  one,
• 24:16
  I
• 24:16
  would
• 24:16
  say
• 24:17
  daily
• 24:17
  exfoliation,
• 24:19
  like,
• 24:19
  whatever
• 24:20
  one
• 24:20
  you
• 24:20
  want
• 24:20
  to
• 24:21
  use
• 24:21
  every
• 24:21
  day.
• 24:22
  When
• 24:22
  I
• 24:22
  cleanse
• 24:22
  my
• 24:23
  skin
• 24:23
  in
• 24:24
  the
• 24:24
  shower,
• 24:24
  I
• 24:25
  do
• 24:25
  a
• 24:25
  quick
• 24:26
  exfoliation.
• 24:27
  Just
• 24:27
  getting
• 24:28
  rid
• 24:28
  of
• 24:28
  dead
• 24:29
  skin
• 24:29
  every
• 24:30
  day
• 24:30
  because
• 24:30
  it
• 24:31
  comes
• 24:31
  back
• 24:31
  even
• 24:32
  overnight,
• 24:33
  and
• 24:33
  it
• 24:33
  just
• 24:33
  keeps
• 24:34
  you
• 24:34
  having
• 24:34
  that
• 24:35
  fresh.
• 24:35
  Like,
• 24:35
  I
• 24:36
  just
• 24:36
  got
• 24:37
  a
• 24:37
  facial
• 24:37
  look,
• 24:38
  so
• 24:38
  that's
• 24:39
  number
• 24:39
  one.
• 24:39
  And
• 24:39
  it
• 24:39
  could
• 24:40
  be
• 24:40
  as
• 24:40
  gentle
• 24:41
  or
• 24:41
  as
• 24:41
  strong
• 24:41
  as
• 24:42
  you
• 24:42
  need.
• 24:43
  Okay.
• 24:44
  But
• 24:45
  for
• 24:45
  daily,
• 24:45
  I
• 24:45
  Would
• 24:45
  recommend
• 24:46
  something
• 24:46
  a
• 24:46
  little
• 24:47
  gentle.
• 24:48
  All
• 24:48
  right.
• 24:49
  Number
• 24:50
  two
• 24:50
  would
• 24:50
  be
• 24:52
  I
• 24:53
  over
• 24:54
  moisturize
• 24:55
  and
• 24:55
  I
• 24:55
  do
• 24:55
  it
• 24:56
  a
• 24:56
  few
• 24:56
  times
• 24:57
  throughout
• 24:57
  the
• 24:57
  day.
• 24:57
  I
• 24:58
  don't
• 24:58
  wear
• 24:58
  makeup
• 24:58
  when
• 24:59
  I
• 24:59
  don't
• 24:59
  have
• 24:59
  to.
• 25:00
  So
• 25:00
  I'm
• 25:00
  either
• 25:01
  glammed
• 25:01
  up
• 25:01
  or
• 25:02
  just
• 25:02
  fresh
• 25:02
  faced.
• 25:03
  And
• 25:03
  when
• 25:03
  I'm
• 25:03
  fresh
• 25:03
  faced
• 25:04
  face,
• 25:04
  I
• 25:04
  probably
• 25:04
  apply
• 25:06
  my
• 25:06
  moisturizer
• 25:06
  a
• 25:07
  couple
• 25:07
  times
• 25:07
  a
• 25:07
  day.
• 25:07
  If
• 25:07
  I
• 25:08
  feel
• 25:08
  like
• 25:08
  it's
• 25:08
  leaving,
• 25:09
  then
• 25:10
  I
• 25:10
  I
• 25:10
  re
• 25:11
  moisturize.
• 25:11
  But
• 25:11
  I
• 25:11
  will
• 25:12
  say
• 25:12
  with
• 25:12
  the
• 25:12
  glowy
• 25:12
  summer,
• 25:13
  when
• 25:13
  you
• 25:13
  use
• 25:14
  our
• 25:14
  moisturizer
• 25:15
  and
• 25:15
  you
• 25:15
  seal
• 25:15
  it
• 25:15
  in
• 25:15
  with
• 25:16
  the
• 25:16
  oil,
• 25:16
  it
• 25:16
  literally
• 25:17
  lasts
• 25:18
  all
• 25:18
  day
• 25:19
  and
• 25:19
  night.
• 25:19
  Until
• 25:20
  you
• 25:20
  wash
• 25:20
  it.
• 25:21
  Right.
• 25:21
  Until
• 25:21
  you
• 25:21
  wash
• 25:21
  it
• 25:22
  off.
• 25:22
  Until
• 25:22
  you
• 25:22
  wash
• 25:22
  it
• 25:23
  off.
• 25:23
  Absolutely.
• 25:24
  Absolutely.
• 25:25
  So
• 25:26
  over
• 25:26
  moisturizing,
• 25:27
  exfoliating.
• 25:28
  I
• 25:28
  think
• 25:28
  last
• 25:29
  but
• 25:29
  not
• 25:29
  least
• 25:30
  is
• 25:32
  I
• 25:32
  think
• 25:33
  a
• 25:33
  good
• 25:33
  tip
• 25:33
  is
• 25:34
  to
• 25:36
  take,
• 25:36
  definitely
• 25:37
  take
• 25:37
  makeup
• 25:37
  breaks.
• 25:38
  Like
• 25:38
  I
• 25:38
  know
• 25:39
  everyone,
• 25:39
  you
• 25:39
  know,
• 25:40
  for
• 25:40
  my
• 25:40
  industry
• 25:40
  we
• 25:41
  wear
• 25:41
  makeup
• 25:42
  a
• 25:42
  lot.
• 25:42
  So
• 25:43
  again,
• 25:44
  just
• 25:44
  not
• 25:45
  just
• 25:46
  letting
• 25:46
  your
• 25:46
  skin
• 25:46
  breathe
• 25:47
  and
• 25:48
  just,
• 25:48
  you
• 25:48
  know,
• 25:49
  or
• 25:49
  even
• 25:49
  better
• 25:50
  facials.
• 25:51
  I
• 25:51
  try
• 25:51
  to
• 25:51
  get
• 25:51
  some
• 25:51
  kind
• 25:52
  of
• 25:52
  facial
• 25:52
  if
• 25:52
  I
• 25:53
  can,
• 25:53
  in
• 25:53
  a
• 25:53
  perfect
• 25:53
  world,
• 25:54
  once
• 25:54
  a
• 25:54
  month.
• 25:55
  If
• 25:55
  in
• 25:56
  a
• 25:56
  real
• 25:56
  perfect
• 25:56
  world,
• 25:57
  twice
• 25:57
  a
• 25:57
  month,
• 25:57
  I
• 25:57
  would
• 25:57
  do
• 25:58
  it,
• 25:58
  but
• 25:59
  I
• 25:59
  would
• 25:59
  say
• 25:59
  a
• 25:59
  facial
• 25:59
  at
• 26:00
  least
• 26:00
  once
• 26:00
  every
• 26:00
  two
• 26:00
  months
• 26:01
  for
• 26:01
  sure.
• 26:01
  Do
• 26:02
  you
• 26:02
  have
• 26:02
  a
• 26:02
  favorite
• 26:02
  facial,
• 26:03
  like
• 26:03
  a
• 26:03
  specific
• 26:04
  kind
• 26:04
  of
• 26:04
  facial?
• 26:06
  I
• 26:06
  like
• 26:06
  something
• 26:07
  that
• 26:07
  includes
• 26:08
  some
• 26:08
  collagen
• 26:09
  plumping,
• 26:10
  you
• 26:10
  know,
• 26:11
  to
• 26:11
  wake
• 26:11
  all
• 26:12
  of
• 26:12
  that
• 26:12
  up.
• 26:12
  So
• 26:14
  something
• 26:15
  that
• 26:15
  definitely
• 26:16
  is.
• 26:16
  I
• 26:17
  love
• 26:17
  a
• 26:17
  nice
• 26:17
  peel,
• 26:19
  chemical
• 26:19
  peel
• 26:20
  I
• 26:20
  know
• 26:20
  people
• 26:20
  like.
• 26:21
  But
• 26:21
  like,
• 26:21
  you
• 26:22
  know,
• 26:22
  when
• 26:22
  you
• 26:22
  get
• 26:22
  it
• 26:22
  done
• 26:23
  right,
• 26:23
  it's,
• 26:23
  it's
• 26:24
  a
• 26:24
  good
• 26:24
  thing.
• 26:24
  It
• 26:24
  just,
• 26:25
  just
• 26:26
  kind
• 26:26
  of
• 26:26
  lifts
• 26:26
  layer
• 26:27
  and
• 26:27
  kind
• 26:27
  of
• 26:27
  brightens
• 26:28
  you
• 26:28
  up
• 26:28
  and
• 26:30
  makes
• 26:30
  you
• 26:30
  look
• 26:30
  radiant.
• 26:31
  And
• 26:32
  anything
• 26:33
  with
• 26:33
  college
• 26:34
  inducing
• 26:34
  or
• 26:34
  plumping
• 26:36
  that's
• 26:36
  added
• 26:36
  to
• 26:37
  it,
• 26:37
  whether
• 26:37
  it's
• 26:37
  those,
• 26:38
  I
• 26:38
  don't
• 26:38
  know
• 26:38
  what's
• 26:39
  called
• 26:39
  with
• 26:39
  the
• 26:39
  little
• 26:39
  needle
• 26:40
  things
• 26:40
  that
• 26:40
  go
• 26:40
  in
• 26:40
  there
• 26:41
  all
• 26:41
  over,
• 26:41
  they
• 26:41
  kind
• 26:42
  of
• 26:42
  hurt
• 26:42
  a
• 26:42
  little
• 26:42
  bit.
• 26:42
  But
• 26:43
  they
• 26:43
  put
• 26:43
  the
• 26:43
  numb
• 26:43
  cream
• 26:44
  which
• 26:44
  never
• 26:44
  really
• 26:44
  works.
• 26:45
  But
• 26:45
  for
• 26:46
  me
• 26:46
  I
• 26:46
  would
• 26:46
  say
• 26:47
  some
• 26:47
  of
• 26:47
  the
• 26:47
  things
• 26:48
  are
• 26:48
  not
• 26:48
  products.
• 26:48
  But
• 26:49
  making
• 26:50
  sure
• 26:50
  that
• 26:50
  you
• 26:50
  stay
• 26:50
  hydrated
• 26:51
  and
• 26:51
  you're
• 26:51
  drinking
• 26:51
  enough
• 26:52
  water,
• 26:52
  that's
• 26:52
  really
• 26:52
  key
• 26:54
  because
• 26:54
  you
• 26:54
  also
• 26:54
  hydrate
• 26:55
  your
• 26:55
  skin
• 26:55
  internally.
• 26:57
  Wearing
• 26:57
  sunscreen,
• 26:59
  gotta
• 26:59
  wear,
• 26:59
  put
• 27:00
  on
• 27:00
  your
• 27:00
  sunscreen
• 27:00
  daily.
• 27:02
  And
• 27:02
  then
• 27:02
  I
• 27:02
  would
• 27:03
  say,
• 27:04
  I
• 27:04
  think
• 27:04
  since
• 27:05
  it's
• 27:05
  removing,
• 27:06
  making
• 27:06
  sure
• 27:06
  you
• 27:06
  remove
• 27:06
  your
• 27:07
  makeup
• 27:07
  and
• 27:07
  washing
• 27:07
  your
• 27:08
  face
• 27:08
  every
• 27:08
  night.
• 27:08
  I
• 27:09
  still
• 27:09
  have
• 27:09
  friends
• 27:09
  in
• 27:10
  my
• 27:10
  50s
• 27:10
  that
• 27:10
  sleep
• 27:11
  with
• 27:11
  their
• 27:11
  makeup
• 27:11
  on.
• 27:11
  I
• 27:12
  think
• 27:12
  it's
• 27:12
  the
• 27:12
  craziest
• 27:13
  thing.
• 27:13
  It
• 27:14
  is
• 27:14
  the
• 27:14
  craziest
• 27:15
  thing.
• 27:16
  I
• 27:16
  know
• 27:16
  people
• 27:17
  that
• 27:17
  I
• 27:17
  do
• 27:17
  that
• 27:17
  too.
• 27:18
  Like
• 27:18
  if
• 27:18
  you
• 27:18
  want
• 27:18
  to
• 27:18
  torture
• 27:19
  me,
• 27:20
  tell
• 27:20
  me
• 27:20
  to
• 27:20
  sleep
• 27:20
  with
• 27:20
  my
• 27:21
  lashes
• 27:21
  and
• 27:21
  Makeup.
• 27:22
  Oh,
• 27:23
  like,
• 27:23
  it
• 27:23
  is
• 27:24
  my.
• 27:25
  My
• 27:25
  favorite
• 27:26
  thing
• 27:26
  to
• 27:26
  do
• 27:26
  is
• 27:26
  take
• 27:26
  my
• 27:27
  makeup
• 27:27
  off,
• 27:27
  and
• 27:28
  my
• 27:28
  second
• 27:28
  is
• 27:28
  to
• 27:28
  take
• 27:29
  the
• 27:29
  wig
• 27:29
  off.
• 27:29
  But
• 27:30
  makeup
• 27:30
  is
• 27:30
  always
• 27:30
  first,
• 27:32
  and
• 27:32
  then
• 27:32
  the
• 27:32
  third
• 27:33
  is
• 27:33
  to
• 27:33
  take
• 27:33
  my
• 27:33
  bra.
• 27:34
  Oh,
• 27:35
  makeup,
• 27:35
  wig,
• 27:36
  and
• 27:36
  bra.
• 27:37
  And
• 27:37
  I'm
• 27:37
  a
• 27:37
  happy
• 27:38
  woman.
• 27:39
  What
• 27:40
  is
• 27:40
  that
• 27:40
  one
• 27:40
  that
• 27:40
  we
• 27:40
  do
• 27:41
  Not
• 27:41
  Care
• 27:41
  club?
• 27:41
  We're,
• 27:42
  like,
• 27:42
  taking
• 27:43
  everything
• 27:43
  off.
• 27:43
  Oh,
• 27:44
  it's
• 27:44
  the
• 27:44
  best.
• 27:45
  I
• 27:45
  wanna.
• 27:45
  I
• 27:46
  just
• 27:46
  wanna
• 27:46
  read
• 27:46
  this
• 27:46
  one
• 27:47
  review
• 27:48
  because
• 27:48
  it's
• 27:49
  so
• 27:49
  amazing.
• 27:50
  So
• 27:51
  I'm
• 27:51
  gonna
• 27:51
  read
• 27:51
  it.
• 27:51
  Hold
• 27:51
  on.
• 27:52
  She
• 27:52
  says,
• 27:53
  OMG.
• 27:55
  I'm
• 27:55
  75
• 27:56
  years
• 27:56
  old.
• 27:56
  I
• 27:56
  started
• 27:57
  using
• 27:57
  your
• 27:57
  product
• 27:57
  about
• 27:58
  three
• 27:58
  days
• 27:58
  ago,
• 27:58
  and
• 27:59
  I
• 27:59
  can
• 27:59
  already
• 27:59
  see
• 28:00
  and
• 28:00
  feel
• 28:00
  the
• 28:00
  difference.
• 28:01
  I've
• 28:01
  always
• 28:02
  had
• 28:02
  sensitive,
• 28:02
  sensitive
• 28:03
  skin,
• 28:03
  but
• 28:04
  as
• 28:04
  I
• 28:04
  age,
• 28:04
  I've
• 28:04
  begun
• 28:05
  to
• 28:05
  have
• 28:05
  breakouts.
• 28:06
  Everything
• 28:06
  that
• 28:06
  I've
• 28:07
  tried
• 28:07
  caused
• 28:07
  my
• 28:07
  skin
• 28:08
  to
• 28:08
  become
• 28:08
  red
• 28:08
  and
• 28:08
  irritated,
• 28:09
  itchy
• 28:10
  and
• 28:10
  burning.
• 28:11
  I've
• 28:11
  tried
• 28:11
  so
• 28:11
  many
• 28:12
  products
• 28:12
  and
• 28:12
  spent
• 28:13
  so
• 28:13
  much
• 28:13
  money,
• 28:13
  but
• 28:14
  I
• 28:14
  think
• 28:14
  I
• 28:14
  finally
• 28:14
  hit
• 28:15
  the
• 28:15
  jackpot
• 28:15
  with
• 28:15
  this
• 28:16
  one.
• 28:16
  I
• 28:16
  thank
• 28:17
  you
• 28:17
  both
• 28:17
  from
• 28:17
  the
• 28:17
  bottom
• 28:18
  of
• 28:18
  my
• 28:18
  heart.
• 28:19
  You're
• 28:19
  welcome.
• 28:20
  Yay.
• 28:21
  Oh,
• 28:21
  that's
• 28:21
  so
• 28:22
  nice.
• 28:23
  I
• 28:24
  get
• 28:24
  goosebumps.
• 28:25
  Yeah.
• 28:25
  To
• 28:26
  really
• 28:26
  know
• 28:26
  that,
• 28:26
  because
• 28:27
  I
• 28:27
  feel
• 28:27
  like
• 28:27
  a
• 28:27
  lot
• 28:27
  of
• 28:28
  women,
• 28:28
  especially
• 28:28
  in
• 28:28
  midlife,
• 28:29
  we
• 28:29
  lose
• 28:29
  our
• 28:29
  self
• 28:30
  confidence.
• 28:30
  You
• 28:31
  know,
• 28:31
  when
• 28:31
  all
• 28:32
  of
• 28:32
  these
• 28:32
  body
• 28:32
  issues
• 28:33
  start
• 28:33
  arising,
• 28:34
  it's
• 28:34
  like
• 28:34
  the
• 28:34
  skin
• 28:34
  changes,
• 28:35
  the
• 28:35
  body
• 28:35
  changes.
• 28:36
  So
• 28:36
  to
• 28:36
  have
• 28:37
  products
• 28:37
  that
• 28:37
  can
• 28:38
  give
• 28:38
  you
• 28:38
  your
• 28:38
  confidence
• 28:39
  back,
• 28:39
  that
• 28:39
  must
• 28:40
  feel
• 28:40
  amazing
• 28:41
  to
• 28:41
  you
• 28:41
  guys
• 28:42
  to
• 28:42
  hear
• 28:42
  those
• 28:43
  reviews.
• 28:44
  Oh,
• 28:44
  it
• 28:44
  does.
• 28:45
  Especially
• 28:46
  for
• 28:46
  me.
• 28:46
  I'm
• 28:47
  on
• 28:47
  the
• 28:47
  other
• 28:47
  side
• 28:47
  of
• 28:47
  menopause,
• 28:48
  so
• 28:48
  my
• 28:49
  body
• 28:49
  was
• 28:49
  literally
• 28:50
  hijacked
• 28:50
  for
• 28:51
  the
• 28:51
  past
• 28:51
  six
• 28:52
  years.
• 28:52
  Like,
• 28:52
  I
• 28:52
  didn't
• 28:53
  know.
• 28:53
  It
• 28:53
  was
• 28:53
  like,
• 28:54
  no
• 28:54
  matter
• 28:54
  what
• 28:55
  was
• 28:55
  happening,
• 28:55
  I
• 28:56
  was
• 28:56
  gaining
• 28:56
  weight.
• 28:56
  My
• 28:57
  skin
• 28:57
  was
• 28:57
  like,
• 28:58
  all
• 28:58
  over
• 28:58
  the
• 28:58
  place.
• 28:59
  I
• 29:00
  was
• 29:00
  exhausted
• 29:01
  all
• 29:01
  the
• 29:01
  time.
• 29:03
  My
• 29:03
  sleep
• 29:03
  pattern
• 29:04
  was
• 29:04
  a
• 29:04
  mess.
• 29:05
  I
• 29:05
  was
• 29:05
  hot,
• 29:05
  I
• 29:05
  was
• 29:06
  cold.
• 29:06
  I
• 29:06
  was
• 29:06
  like
• 29:07
  all
• 29:07
  the
• 29:07
  things.
• 29:07
  So,
• 29:08
  yeah,
• 29:08
  after
• 29:09
  being
• 29:09
  on
• 29:09
  the
• 29:09
  other
• 29:10
  side
• 29:10
  of.
• 29:11
  Of
• 29:11
  that,
• 29:11
  you.
• 29:12
  You
• 29:12
  feel
• 29:12
  like
• 29:13
  a
• 29:13
  little
• 29:13
  bit
• 29:13
  of
• 29:13
  out
• 29:14
  of
• 29:14
  control.
• 29:14
  Like,
• 29:14
  I
• 29:15
  feel
• 29:15
  like
• 29:15
  I
• 29:15
  couldn't
• 29:16
  control
• 29:16
  anything.
• 29:17
  I
• 29:17
  was.
• 29:17
  I
• 29:18
  just
• 29:18
  had
• 29:18
  to
• 29:18
  go
• 29:18
  through
• 29:19
  this,
• 29:19
  the
• 29:20
  menopausal
• 29:20
  process,
• 29:21
  and
• 29:21
  I
• 29:21
  didn't
• 29:22
  even
• 29:22
  recognize
• 29:22
  myself
• 29:23
  some
• 29:23
  of
• 29:23
  the
• 29:23
  days,
• 29:23
  to
• 29:24
  be
• 29:24
  honest.
• 29:25
  But
• 29:25
  I
• 29:26
  will
• 29:26
  say
• 29:27
  self
• 29:27
  care
• 29:29
  using
• 29:30
  to
• 29:30
  incorporate
• 29:31
  things
• 29:31
  into
• 29:31
  your
• 29:32
  routine
• 29:32
  and
• 29:33
  your
• 29:33
  ritual
• 29:34
  that
• 29:34
  make
• 29:34
  you
• 29:34
  feel
• 29:35
  good
• 29:35
  and
• 29:36
  ultimately
• 29:37
  look
• 29:37
  good
• 29:37
  is.
• 29:40
  Is
• 29:40
  one
• 29:40
  of
• 29:40
  my
• 29:41
  favorite
• 29:41
  things
• 29:41
  to
• 29:41
  do
• 29:42
  is
• 29:42
  to
• 29:42
  just,
• 29:43
  you
• 29:43
  know,
• 29:43
  take
• 29:44
  care
• 29:44
  of
• 29:44
  myself.
• 29:45
  Yeah.
• 29:45
  And
• 29:46
  were
• 29:46
  there
• 29:46
  certain
• 29:47
  other
• 29:47
  solutions
• 29:48
  that
• 29:48
  you
• 29:48
  had
• 29:48
  during
• 29:48
  that
• 29:49
  time
• 29:49
  during,
• 29:49
  like,
• 29:49
  you
• 29:50
  know,
• 29:50
  perimenopause
• 29:51
  and
• 29:51
  menopause
• 29:51
  that
• 29:52
  really
• 29:52
  helped
• 29:52
  you?
• 29:53
  Whether
• 29:53
  it
• 29:54
  be
• 29:54
  like,
• 29:54
  hrts
• 29:55
  or
• 29:55
  different
• 29:56
  supplements
• 29:57
  or
• 29:57
  things
• 29:57
  like
• 29:58
  that?
• 29:59
  I
• 30:00
  would
• 30:00
  Say
• 30:01
  I
• 30:01
  did
• 30:01
  get
• 30:02
  my
• 30:02
  hormonal
• 30:03
  panels
• 30:03
  checked
• 30:04
  and
• 30:05
  my
• 30:05
  estrogen
• 30:05
  was
• 30:06
  good,
• 30:06
  but
• 30:07
  my
• 30:07
  testosterone
• 30:08
  was
• 30:08
  low.
• 30:09
  So
• 30:09
  I
• 30:10
  did
• 30:10
  look
• 30:10
  into
• 30:10
  that.
• 30:11
  And
• 30:11
  right
• 30:12
  now
• 30:12
  I'm
• 30:12
  currently,
• 30:13
  I
• 30:14
  have
• 30:14
  a
• 30:14
  partnership
• 30:14
  with
• 30:14
  Weight
• 30:15
  Watchers
• 30:15
  and
• 30:15
  I'm
• 30:16
  on
• 30:16
  their
• 30:16
  testosterone
• 30:17
  patch
• 30:17
  now.
• 30:18
  Okay.
• 30:19
  To
• 30:19
  just
• 30:19
  kind
• 30:19
  of
• 30:19
  help.
• 30:19
  Yeah,
• 30:20
  help
• 30:20
  me
• 30:21
  with
• 30:21
  that.
• 30:22
  Yes.
• 30:23
  So
• 30:24
  other
• 30:25
  than
• 30:25
  that,
• 30:26
  that,
• 30:27
  that's
• 30:27
  been
• 30:27
  helpful.
• 30:29
  I've
• 30:30
  been
• 30:30
  trying
• 30:30
  to,
• 30:31
  you
• 30:31
  know,
• 30:31
  lose
• 30:31
  a
• 30:32
  little
• 30:32
  weight.
• 30:33
  Nothing
• 30:33
  too
• 30:33
  crazy.
• 30:34
  At
• 30:34
  first
• 30:34
  I
• 30:35
  was
• 30:35
  like,
• 30:35
  oh,
• 30:35
  I
• 30:35
  want
• 30:35
  to
• 30:35
  lose
• 30:35
  50
• 30:36
  pounds.
• 30:36
  And
• 30:36
  then
• 30:37
  that
• 30:37
  was
• 30:37
  like
• 30:37
  I
• 30:37
  lost
• 30:37
  like
• 30:38
  20.
• 30:38
  And
• 30:39
  then
• 30:39
  nothing
• 30:40
  happened
• 30:40
  for
• 30:41
  a
• 30:41
  while.
• 30:42
  And
• 30:42
  so
• 30:43
  now
• 30:43
  I've
• 30:43
  been,
• 30:44
  I've
• 30:44
  just
• 30:44
  been
• 30:44
  consistently
• 30:47
  just
• 30:47
  trying
• 30:48
  to
• 30:48
  stay
• 30:48
  consistent
• 30:48
  with
• 30:49
  some
• 30:49
  kind
• 30:49
  of
• 30:49
  working
• 30:50
  out,
• 30:50
  which
• 30:50
  is,
• 30:51
  I
• 30:51
  have
• 30:51
  to
• 30:51
  be
• 30:51
  honest,
• 30:52
  not
• 30:52
  that
• 30:52
  easy
• 30:53
  for
• 30:53
  me
• 30:53
  because
• 30:53
  I
• 30:53
  have
• 30:54
  so
• 30:54
  much
• 30:54
  going
• 30:54
  on
• 30:55
  all
• 30:55
  the
• 30:55
  time,
• 30:56
  but
• 30:56
  definitely
• 30:57
  managing
• 30:58
  my
• 30:58
  food
• 30:59
  situation.
• 31:00
  So
• 31:00
  I've
• 31:00
  been
• 31:00
  able
• 31:00
  to
• 31:02
  stay
• 31:02
  afloat
• 31:03
  with
• 31:03
  just
• 31:03
  that
• 31:04
  part
• 31:04
  of
• 31:04
  it
• 31:05
  and
• 31:05
  the
• 31:06
  testosterone.
• 31:07
  And
• 31:07
  then
• 31:07
  also
• 31:08
  Weight
• 31:08
  Watchers,
• 31:09
  when
• 31:09
  you
• 31:10
  get
• 31:10
  to
• 31:10
  a
• 31:10
  point
• 31:10
  where
• 31:11
  what
• 31:11
  happens
• 31:11
  is
• 31:11
  once
• 31:11
  you
• 31:12
  lose
• 31:12
  a
• 31:12
  certain
• 31:12
  amount
• 31:12
  of
• 31:12
  weight,
• 31:13
  you
• 31:13
  start
• 31:13
  to
• 31:13
  like
• 31:13
  plateau
• 31:14
  a
• 31:14
  little
• 31:14
  bit,
• 31:15
  especially
• 31:15
  when,
• 31:16
  you
• 31:16
  know,
• 31:16
  the
• 31:16
  metabolism
• 31:17
  is
• 31:17
  not
• 31:18
  just
• 31:18
  slow,
• 31:18
  it's
• 31:18
  like
• 31:19
  barely
• 31:19
  moving
• 31:19
  at
• 31:20
  this
• 31:20
  point.
• 31:21
  So
• 31:21
  now
• 31:21
  I've
• 31:22
  incorporated
• 31:22
  the
• 31:23
  patch
• 31:23
  and
• 31:24
  they
• 31:24
  have
• 31:25
  neon
• 31:25
  semiglutide
• 31:26
  as
• 31:26
  well.
• 31:27
  And
• 31:28
  yeah,
• 31:29
  I
• 31:29
  started
• 31:29
  out
• 31:29
  with
• 31:29
  a
• 31:30
  very
• 31:30
  low
• 31:30
  dosage
• 31:31
  and
• 31:31
  to
• 31:31
  be
• 31:31
  honest,
• 31:32
  I
• 31:32
  didn't
• 31:32
  really
• 31:32
  feel
• 31:32
  anything.
• 31:33
  So
• 31:33
  I
• 31:33
  just
• 31:33
  went
• 31:34
  a
• 31:34
  little
• 31:34
  bit
• 31:35
  more
• 31:35
  and
• 31:35
  now
• 31:35
  I
• 31:35
  can
• 31:36
  feel,
• 31:37
  you
• 31:37
  know,
• 31:37
  the
• 31:37
  food
• 31:38
  conversations
• 31:38
  quiet
• 31:39
  and
• 31:39
  quieting
• 31:40
  down
• 31:40
  in
• 31:40
  my
• 31:40
  mind
• 31:41
  a
• 31:41
  little
• 31:41
  bit
• 31:41
  to
• 31:41
  just
• 31:42
  kind
• 31:42
  of,
• 31:42
  you
• 31:43
  know,
• 31:43
  shut
• 31:43
  some
• 31:43
  of
• 31:43
  that
• 31:43
  off.
• 31:44
  Okay.
• 31:45
  Oh,
• 31:45
  that's
• 31:45
  interesting.
• 31:46
  I
• 31:46
  didn't
• 31:46
  know
• 31:46
  they
• 31:46
  did
• 31:46
  GLPs
• 31:47
  and
• 31:47
  things
• 31:48
  like
• 31:48
  that.
• 31:48
  Yes.
• 31:49
  Okay,
• 31:50
  that's
• 31:50
  great.
• 31:50
  It's
• 31:50
  like
• 31:50
  a
• 31:51
  one
• 31:51
  stop
• 31:51
  shop
• 31:51
  now.
• 31:52
  It
• 31:52
  is,
• 31:52
  it
• 31:53
  is.
• 31:53
  Well,
• 31:53
  I
• 31:53
  think,
• 31:54
  you
• 31:54
  know,
• 31:54
  Weight
• 31:54
  Watchers
• 31:55
  is
• 31:55
  like
• 31:55
  been
• 31:55
  around
• 31:55
  for
• 31:56
  a
• 31:56
  long
• 31:56
  time,
• 31:56
  but
• 31:57
  they've
• 31:57
  had
• 31:57
  to
• 31:58
  modify
• 31:59
  and
• 31:59
  elevate
• 32:00
  with
• 32:00
  the
• 32:00
  times.
• 32:00
  You
• 32:01
  know,
• 32:01
  we
• 32:01
  live
• 32:01
  in
• 32:01
  a
• 32:01
  world
• 32:02
  where,
• 32:03
  you
• 32:03
  know,
• 32:03
  you
• 32:03
  can
• 32:03
  do
• 32:04
  whatever
• 32:04
  you
• 32:04
  want
• 32:04
  to
• 32:04
  do.
• 32:04
  And
• 32:05
  then
• 32:05
  like
• 32:05
  a
• 32:05
  lot
• 32:05
  of
• 32:05
  people
• 32:06
  that
• 32:06
  are
• 32:06
  on
• 32:06
  the
• 32:06
  shot,
• 32:07
  like,
• 32:07
  that's
• 32:07
  all
• 32:07
  they
• 32:08
  do
• 32:08
  and
• 32:08
  they've
• 32:08
  just
• 32:08
  been
• 32:08
  able
• 32:09
  to
• 32:09
  like
• 32:09
  lose
• 32:10
  and
• 32:10
  keep
• 32:10
  all
• 32:10
  this
• 32:10
  weight
• 32:10
  off.
• 32:12
  For
• 32:12
  me,
• 32:12
  I
• 32:12
  wanted,
• 32:15
  I
• 32:15
  wanted
• 32:15
  to
• 32:15
  be
• 32:15
  able
• 32:16
  to
• 32:18
  maintain
• 32:19
  a
• 32:19
  certain
• 32:20
  weight
• 32:20
  by
• 32:21
  really
• 32:21
  incorporating
• 32:22
  the
• 32:22
  exercise
• 32:23
  piece
• 32:23
  and
• 32:23
  the
• 32:23
  food
• 32:24
  piece
• 32:24
  and
• 32:25
  not
• 32:25
  just
• 32:25
  being
• 32:25
  completely
• 32:26
  dependent
• 32:27
  on
• 32:27
  the
• 32:27
  semi
• 32:28
  glutide.
• 32:28
  I
• 32:29
  think
• 32:29
  it's
• 32:29
  a
• 32:29
  nice
• 32:30
  other
• 32:30
  tool
• 32:30
  to
• 32:31
  add
• 32:31
  into
• 32:31
  all
• 32:32
  those
• 32:32
  things
• 32:32
  to
• 32:32
  just
• 32:32
  kind
• 32:33
  of,
• 32:33
  like
• 32:33
  I
• 32:33
  said,
• 32:33
  quieten
• 32:34
  down
• 32:35
  the
• 32:35
  food
• 32:35
  noise,
• 32:36
  but
• 32:37
  for
• 32:37
  me
• 32:37
  personally,
• 32:38
  I
• 32:39
  Need
• 32:40
  everything
• 32:40
  working
• 32:40
  for
• 32:41
  me.
• 32:42
  Need
• 32:42
  all
• 32:42
  of
• 32:42
  the
• 32:42
  above.
• 32:43
  Same.
• 32:44
  I'm
• 32:44
  like,
• 32:44
  a
• 32:45
  little
• 32:45
  bit
• 32:45
  here,
• 32:45
  a
• 32:45
  little
• 32:45
  bit
• 32:45
  there,
• 32:46
  a
• 32:46
  little
• 32:46
  bit
• 32:46
  here.
• 32:47
  All
• 32:47
  hands
• 32:48
  on
• 32:48
  deck,
• 32:49
  okay?
• 32:49
  Yes,
• 32:51
  totally.
• 32:51
  You
• 32:51
  can't
• 32:52
  get
• 32:52
  too
• 32:52
  lopsided
• 32:53
  one
• 32:53
  way
• 32:53
  or
• 32:53
  another
• 32:53
  because
• 32:54
  then
• 32:54
  you
• 32:54
  feel
• 32:54
  like
• 32:54
  you
• 32:54
  have
• 32:55
  to
• 32:55
  eat,
• 32:55
  you
• 32:55
  know,
• 32:56
  so
• 32:56
  strict.
• 32:57
  And
• 32:57
  then
• 32:57
  you're
• 32:58
  not
• 32:58
  working.
• 32:58
  It's
• 32:58
  just.
• 32:58
  It's
• 32:59
  a
• 32:59
  little
• 32:59
  bit
• 32:59
  of
• 32:59
  everything,
• 33:00
  you
• 33:00
  know?
• 33:01
  Yeah.
• 33:01
  That's
• 33:02
  one
• 33:02
  of
• 33:02
  the
• 33:02
  challenges
• 33:02
  I
• 33:03
  found
• 33:03
  right
• 33:03
  now
• 33:04
  is
• 33:04
  the
• 33:04
  weight
• 33:04
  gain,
• 33:04
  which
• 33:05
  has
• 33:05
  been
• 33:05
  hard
• 33:05
  for
• 33:05
  me
• 33:06
  because
• 33:06
  it's
• 33:06
  like.
• 33:06
  Yeah.
• 33:07
  All
• 33:07
  of
• 33:07
  a
• 33:07
  sudden
• 33:08
  you
• 33:08
  get
• 33:08
  the
• 33:08
  5
• 33:08
  to
• 33:08
  10
• 33:08
  to
• 33:09
  15
• 33:09
  pounds
• 33:10
  on
• 33:10
  and
• 33:10
  it's.
• 33:11
  He
• 33:11
  didn't
• 33:12
  do
• 33:12
  anything
• 33:12
  different,
• 33:13
  you
• 33:13
  know?
• 33:13
  Yeah.
• 33:14
  Yeah.
• 33:14
  And
• 33:15
  I
• 33:15
  don't
• 33:15
  mind
• 33:15
  being,
• 33:16
  you
• 33:16
  know,
• 33:16
  I've
• 33:17
  been
• 33:17
  skinny
• 33:18
  most
• 33:18
  of
• 33:18
  my
• 33:19
  life,
• 33:19
  you
• 33:20
  know,
• 33:20
  as
• 33:20
  a
• 33:20
  model.
• 33:21
  Like,
• 33:21
  I
• 33:21
  just
• 33:21
  always
• 33:22
  was
• 33:22
  a
• 33:22
  certain
• 33:23
  weight
• 33:23
  until
• 33:24
  I
• 33:24
  got
• 33:24
  older.
• 33:25
  And
• 33:25
  I
• 33:26
  don't
• 33:26
  have
• 33:26
  a
• 33:26
  desire
• 33:27
  to
• 33:27
  be
• 33:27
  skinny
• 33:28
  again.
• 33:28
  I
• 33:28
  actually
• 33:29
  like
• 33:29
  being
• 33:29
  a
• 33:29
  little
• 33:29
  curvier.
• 33:30
  I
• 33:31
  just
• 33:31
  want
• 33:31
  it
• 33:31
  to
• 33:31
  not
• 33:31
  all
• 33:32
  go
• 33:32
  to
• 33:32
  my
• 33:32
  midsection,
• 33:33
  to
• 33:33
  my
• 33:34
  stomach
• 33:34
  and
• 33:34
  my
• 33:34
  waist.
• 33:35
  Correct.
• 33:35
  Right
• 33:36
  here.
• 33:36
  Leave
• 33:37
  that
• 33:37
  sex
• 33:37
  alone.
• 33:38
  I
• 33:38
  will
• 33:38
  take
• 33:38
  all
• 33:38
  the
• 33:38
  pounds.
• 33:39
  Okay.
• 33:40
  Just
• 33:40
  don't
• 33:41
  go
• 33:41
  to
• 33:41
  that
• 33:41
  area.
• 33:42
  And
• 33:42
  that's
• 33:42
  the
• 33:42
  first
• 33:43
  area.
• 33:43
  At
• 33:43
  this
• 33:43
  age,
• 33:44
  they
• 33:44
  go
• 33:44
  to,
• 33:45
  like,
• 33:45
  all
• 33:46
  the
• 33:46
  fat
• 33:46
  goes
• 33:47
  to
• 33:47
  your
• 33:47
  midsection
• 33:47
  and
• 33:48
  your
• 33:48
  freaking
• 33:48
  stomach.
• 33:49
  And
• 33:49
  it's
• 33:49
  the
• 33:49
  craziest
• 33:50
  thing.
• 33:50
  It's
• 33:51
  the
• 33:51
  crazy
• 33:51
  thing.
• 33:51
  I'm
• 33:52
  like,
• 33:52
  I'll
• 33:52
  take
• 33:52
  it
• 33:52
  in
• 33:52
  my
• 33:52
  boobs
• 33:53
  and
• 33:53
  my
• 33:53
  butt
• 33:53
  all
• 33:53
  day
• 33:54
  long.
• 33:54
  But
• 33:54
  Leaf,
• 33:54
  can
• 33:55
  you
• 33:55
  leave
• 33:55
  the
• 33:55
  stomach
• 33:56
  out?
• 33:57
  Yeah,
• 33:58
  sure.
• 33:58
  Totally.
• 33:59
  Well,
• 33:59
  I
• 34:00
  have
• 34:00
  some
• 34:00
  tips.
• 34:00
  Oh,
• 34:01
  you
• 34:01
  do?
• 34:02
  Yes.
• 34:02
  I'm
• 34:02
  actually.
• 34:03
  I'm
• 34:03
  coming
• 34:03
  out
• 34:03
  with
• 34:03
  an
• 34:03
  ebook
• 34:04
  soon.
• 34:05
  So.
• 34:05
  One
• 34:06
  is
• 34:06
  intermittent
• 34:06
  fasting.
• 34:08
  Intermittent
• 34:08
  fasting
• 34:08
  in
• 34:09
  the
• 34:09
  morning
• 34:09
  or
• 34:09
  at
• 34:10
  night?
• 34:10
  I
• 34:11
  do
• 34:11
  it
• 34:11
  in
• 34:11
  the
• 34:11
  morning.
• 34:12
  So
• 34:12
  it
• 34:12
  depends.
• 34:13
  I
• 34:13
  mean,
• 34:13
  there
• 34:13
  are
• 34:13
  different
• 34:13
  ways
• 34:14
  to
• 34:14
  do
• 34:14
  it.
• 34:15
  What
• 34:15
  I
• 34:16
  do
• 34:16
  is
• 34:17
  I
• 34:17
  typically
• 34:17
  don't
• 34:17
  have
• 34:18
  my
• 34:18
  first
• 34:18
  meal
• 34:18
  until
• 34:19
  12,
• 34:20
  12
• 34:20
  or
• 34:20
  1
• 34:20
  o',
• 34:21
  clock,
• 34:21
  and
• 34:22
  then
• 34:22
  I'll
• 34:22
  have
• 34:22
  my.
• 34:23
  My
• 34:23
  last
• 34:23
  meal
• 34:24
  maybe
• 34:24
  around,
• 34:25
  you
• 34:25
  know,
• 34:25
  seven,
• 34:26
  eight
• 34:26
  o',
• 34:26
  clock,
• 34:27
  you
• 34:28
  know,
• 34:28
  so
• 34:28
  I
• 34:28
  do
• 34:28
  that.
• 34:30
  And
• 34:30
  that
• 34:30
  alone
• 34:32
  will.
• 34:32
  You'll
• 34:33
  start
• 34:33
  to
• 34:33
  see
• 34:34
  your
• 34:34
  stomach
• 34:34
  flatten
• 34:35
  out
• 34:35
  and
• 34:36
  you'll
• 34:36
  start
• 34:36
  to.
• 34:36
  Because
• 34:37
  a
• 34:37
  lot
• 34:37
  of
• 34:37
  times
• 34:37
  that
• 34:38
  puffy
• 34:38
  stomach
• 34:38
  is
• 34:38
  coming
• 34:39
  from
• 34:39
  inflammation
• 34:39
  too.
• 34:40
  Yeah.
• 34:40
  And
• 34:41
  that
• 34:41
  help
• 34:42
  with
• 34:42
  that.
• 34:43
  Turmeric.
• 34:43
  Take
• 34:44
  turmeric.
• 34:45
  Also,
• 34:46
  Ashwagandha
• 34:47
  is
• 34:47
  really
• 34:47
  good.
• 34:47
  And
• 34:48
  all
• 34:48
  these
• 34:48
  things
• 34:48
  are
• 34:48
  really
• 34:48
  good
• 34:49
  too
• 34:49
  for
• 34:49
  menopause
• 34:50
  and
• 34:50
  perimenopause
• 34:51
  symptoms
• 34:52
  as
• 34:52
  well.
• 34:54
  So
• 34:54
  the.
• 34:54
  And
• 34:54
  then
• 34:55
  the
• 34:55
  other
• 34:55
  thing
• 34:55
  is,
• 34:57
  when
• 34:57
  I.
• 34:58
  When
• 34:58
  I
• 34:58
  was
• 34:59
  preparing
• 34:59
  for
• 35:00
  my
• 35:01
  wedding,
• 35:01
  I
• 35:02
  wanted
• 35:02
  to
• 35:02
  drop
• 35:02
  pounds
• 35:03
  and,
• 35:03
  you
• 35:03
  know,
• 35:03
  do
• 35:04
  it
• 35:04
  Quickly.
• 35:04
  And
• 35:04
  I
• 35:04
  came
• 35:05
  across
• 35:05
  what's
• 35:05
  called
• 35:05
  the
• 35:06
  four
• 35:06
  hour
• 35:06
  body.
• 35:07
  What's
• 35:08
  that?
• 35:08
  So
• 35:09
  that.
• 35:10
  Tell
• 35:10
  me
• 35:11
  more
• 35:12
  so
• 35:12
  what
• 35:13
  it
• 35:13
  is.
• 35:13
  So.
• 35:14
  So
• 35:14
  during
• 35:14
  the
• 35:15
  six
• 35:15
  days
• 35:15
  a
• 35:15
  week,
• 35:16
  you
• 35:16
  basically,
• 35:17
  you're.
• 35:17
  You're
• 35:18
  no
• 35:18
  carbs,
• 35:19
  no
• 35:19
  bread,
• 35:20
  no
• 35:20
  dairy,
• 35:20
  no
• 35:21
  sugar.
• 35:21
  So
• 35:21
  you're
• 35:21
  doing
• 35:22
  veggies,
• 35:24
  protein,
• 35:24
  and
• 35:25
  then
• 35:25
  legumes.
• 35:25
  So
• 35:26
  meat.
• 35:26
  Okay.
• 35:26
  And
• 35:27
  what
• 35:27
  that
• 35:27
  would
• 35:27
  look
• 35:27
  like
• 35:27
  for
• 35:28
  me,
• 35:28
  my
• 35:28
  breakfast
• 35:28
  was
• 35:29
  always
• 35:29
  like
• 35:29
  eggs
• 35:30
  with
• 35:30
  lentils
• 35:31
  and
• 35:31
  vegetable.
• 35:32
  That
• 35:32
  was
• 35:32
  my
• 35:33
  breakfast.
• 35:33
  And
• 35:33
  maybe
• 35:33
  add
• 35:33
  some
• 35:34
  avocado.
• 35:34
  Okay.
• 35:35
  And
• 35:35
  then
• 35:36
  lunch
• 35:36
  and
• 35:36
  dinner.
• 35:36
  It's
• 35:37
  like
• 35:37
  a
• 35:37
  protein
• 35:37
  and
• 35:37
  vegetable.
• 35:38
  Protein
• 35:38
  and
• 35:38
  vegetable.
• 35:39
  So
• 35:39
  you
• 35:39
  do
• 35:39
  that
• 35:40
  six
• 35:40
  days
• 35:40
  a
• 35:40
  week
• 35:40
  and
• 35:41
  then
• 35:41
  you
• 35:41
  have
• 35:41
  that
• 35:41
  one
• 35:42
  day
• 35:42
  of
• 35:42
  the
• 35:42
  week
• 35:43
  where
• 35:43
  you
• 35:43
  can
• 35:43
  eat
• 35:44
  whatever
• 35:44
  you
• 35:44
  want.
• 35:45
  Oh,
• 35:46
  whatever
• 35:46
  you
• 35:46
  want.
• 35:47
  Pizza,
• 35:48
  carbs,
• 35:48
  anything.
• 35:49
  Anything
• 35:49
  at
• 35:50
  all.
• 35:50
  Literally
• 35:51
  when
• 35:51
  I
• 35:51
  first
• 35:51
  started
• 35:51
  doing
• 35:51
  it,
• 35:52
  my
• 35:52
  day,
• 35:53
  I
• 35:53
  would
• 35:53
  have
• 35:53
  like
• 35:54
  four
• 35:54
  big
• 35:54
  slices
• 35:54
  of
• 35:55
  pizza,
• 35:55
  chocolate
• 35:56
  chip
• 35:56
  cookies,
• 35:57
  ice
• 35:57
  cream,
• 35:57
  the
• 35:58
  whole
• 35:58
  nine.
• 35:58
  Everything.
• 35:59
  Wait
• 36:00
  for
• 36:00
  that
• 36:00
  day
• 36:01
  to
• 36:01
  come.
• 36:01
  Yeah.
• 36:02
  And.
• 36:03
  And
• 36:03
  it
• 36:03
  worked.
• 36:04
  It
• 36:04
  really,
• 36:04
  it
• 36:04
  really
• 36:05
  worked.
• 36:05
  So
• 36:05
  now
• 36:05
  I
• 36:05
  do
• 36:06
  kind
• 36:06
  of
• 36:06
  a
• 36:06
  modification
• 36:07
  where
• 36:08
  I
• 36:08
  typically,
• 36:09
  you
• 36:09
  know,
• 36:09
  during
• 36:09
  the
• 36:10
  week
• 36:10
  I'll
• 36:10
  stick
• 36:11
  to.
• 36:12
  I
• 36:12
  still
• 36:12
  do
• 36:12
  my,
• 36:13
  you
• 36:13
  know,
• 36:13
  breakfast
• 36:14
  with
• 36:14
  eggs
• 36:14
  and
• 36:15
  lentils
• 36:15
  and,
• 36:15
  you
• 36:15
  know,
• 36:17
  the
• 36:17
  veggies.
• 36:18
  I'll
• 36:18
  do
• 36:18
  spinach
• 36:19
  or
• 36:19
  an
• 36:19
  arugula.
• 36:20
  And
• 36:21
  I
• 36:21
  also
• 36:21
  do
• 36:21
  a
• 36:22
  collagen
• 36:22
  powder,
• 36:22
  a
• 36:22
  protein
• 36:23
  collagen
• 36:23
  product.
• 36:23
  Because
• 36:24
  you
• 36:24
  have
• 36:24
  to
• 36:24
  make
• 36:24
  sure
• 36:24
  you're
• 36:24
  getting
• 36:25
  enough
• 36:25
  protein.
• 36:26
  Because
• 36:27
  one
• 36:27
  thing,
• 36:27
  as
• 36:27
  you
• 36:27
  get
• 36:28
  older
• 36:28
  too,
• 36:28
  you
• 36:29
  have
• 36:29
  to
• 36:29
  actually
• 36:30
  eat
• 36:30
  more
• 36:30
  protein
• 36:31
  than
• 36:31
  you
• 36:31
  did
• 36:31
  when
• 36:31
  you
• 36:31
  were
• 36:31
  younger.
• 36:33
  So
• 36:33
  that's
• 36:33
  super
• 36:33
  important
• 36:34
  as
• 36:34
  well.
• 36:34
  So
• 36:34
  it's.
• 36:34
  I.
• 36:35
  There's
• 36:35
  a
• 36:35
  whole,
• 36:35
  There's
• 36:35
  a
• 36:35
  whole.
• 36:36
  I
• 36:36
  have
• 36:37
  a
• 36:37
  whole
• 36:37
  regimen.
• 36:39
  And,
• 36:40
  and
• 36:40
  also,
• 36:40
  Cynthia.
• 36:41
  And
• 36:41
  two,
• 36:41
  you
• 36:42
  might
• 36:42
  want
• 36:42
  to
• 36:42
  look
• 36:42
  into
• 36:42
  doing,
• 36:43
  I
• 36:43
  think
• 36:43
  I
• 36:43
  told
• 36:43
  you
• 36:43
  this
• 36:43
  before,
• 36:44
  how
• 36:44
  Pilates
• 36:44
  just
• 36:45
  really
• 36:46
  helps
• 36:46
  tighten
• 36:46
  up
• 36:47
  your
• 36:47
  core.
• 36:47
  It
• 36:47
  does.
• 36:48
  I
• 36:48
  have
• 36:48
  to
• 36:49
  do
• 36:49
  it.
• 36:49
  I
• 36:49
  know.
• 36:50
  And
• 36:51
  you
• 36:51
  don't
• 36:51
  even
• 36:51
  really
• 36:51
  feel
• 36:52
  like
• 36:52
  you're
• 36:52
  exercising.
• 36:53
  So
• 36:53
  it's,
• 36:53
  it's,
• 36:54
  it's
• 36:54
  just,
• 36:55
  it's.
• 36:55
  It's
• 36:55
  very
• 36:55
  therapeutic
• 36:57
  and
• 36:57
  almost
• 36:58
  meditative
• 36:58
  for
• 36:59
  me.
• 36:59
  And
• 37:00
  I
• 37:00
  don't
• 37:00
  like,
• 37:01
  you
• 37:01
  know,
• 37:02
  the
• 37:02
  typical
• 37:02
  working
• 37:03
  out
• 37:03
  per
• 37:03
  se.
• 37:04
  But
• 37:04
  that
• 37:05
  for
• 37:05
  me
• 37:05
  is
• 37:05
  more
• 37:06
  of
• 37:06
  like
• 37:06
  a
• 37:06
  spiritual
• 37:06
  workout.
• 37:07
  And
• 37:07
  I
• 37:07
  just.
• 37:08
  And
• 37:08
  there's,
• 37:08
  I
• 37:08
  mean,
• 37:08
  there's
• 37:08
  different
• 37:09
  levels
• 37:09
  you
• 37:09
  can
• 37:09
  take.
• 37:10
  I
• 37:10
  don't
• 37:10
  even
• 37:10
  take
• 37:10
  like,
• 37:10
  I've
• 37:11
  been
• 37:11
  doing
• 37:11
  it
• 37:11
  for
• 37:11
  so
• 37:11
  long,
• 37:12
  but
• 37:12
  I'll
• 37:12
  still
• 37:12
  take
• 37:12
  the
• 37:13
  mid
• 37:13
  level
• 37:13
  class.
• 37:13
  I'm
• 37:13
  not
• 37:14
  trying
• 37:14
  to
• 37:15
  like
• 37:15
  stress.
• 37:15
  Stress
• 37:15
  myself
• 37:16
  out.
• 37:16
  Yeah.
• 37:16
  You
• 37:17
  know,
• 37:18
  Right.
• 37:19
  You
• 37:19
  know,
• 37:20
  so
• 37:20
  those
• 37:20
  are
• 37:21
  a
• 37:21
  few
• 37:21
  tips.
• 37:21
  And
• 37:21
  also,
• 37:22
  every
• 37:22
  morning,
• 37:23
  start
• 37:23
  your
• 37:23
  day
• 37:24
  with
• 37:24
  warm
• 37:24
  water
• 37:25
  and
• 37:25
  lemon
• 37:25
  juice.
• 37:26
  Yeah,
• 37:26
  that
• 37:27
  is
• 37:27
  a
• 37:27
  good
• 37:27
  one.
• 37:27
  It
• 37:27
  gets
• 37:28
  the
• 37:28
  digestion
• 37:28
  going,
• 37:29
  right?
• 37:29
  Yeah,
• 37:30
  yeah.
• 37:30
  Gets
• 37:30
  your
• 37:30
  digestion
• 37:31
  going.
• 37:32
  You
• 37:32
  know,
• 37:32
  making
• 37:33
  sure
• 37:33
  you
• 37:33
  get
• 37:33
  proper
• 37:33
  elimination,
• 37:35
  all
• 37:35
  of
• 37:35
  those
• 37:35
  things.
• 37:36
  And
• 37:36
  it
• 37:36
  also
• 37:36
  helps
• 37:37
  to
• 37:37
  speed
• 37:37
  up
• 37:37
  your
• 37:37
  metabolism.
• 37:38
  And
• 37:39
  also
• 37:39
  what's
• 37:39
  good
• 37:39
  for
• 37:40
  it
• 37:40
  is
• 37:40
  green
• 37:40
  tea.
• 37:41
  Oh,
• 37:42
  okay.
• 37:43
  Green
• 37:43
  tea
• 37:43
  is
• 37:44
  just
• 37:44
  good
• 37:44
  to
• 37:44
  drink.
• 37:44
  I
• 37:44
  actually
• 37:45
  drink.
• 37:45
  I
• 37:45
  don't
• 37:45
  even
• 37:45
  drink
• 37:45
  caffeinated
• 37:46
  drink
• 37:47
  green
• 37:47
  tea.
• 37:47
  I
• 37:47
  drink
• 37:47
  decaf
• 37:48
  green
• 37:48
  tea.
• 37:49
  And,
• 37:51
  you
• 37:51
  know,
• 37:51
  there
• 37:51
  are
• 37:51
  certain
• 37:52
  properties
• 37:52
  with
• 37:52
  that
• 37:52
  that
• 37:53
  helps
• 37:53
  to
• 37:53
  speed
• 37:53
  up
• 37:53
  your
• 37:53
  metabolism
• 37:54
  as
• 37:54
  well.
• 37:55
  Oh,
• 37:55
  wow.
• 37:56
  Those
• 37:56
  are
• 37:56
  a
• 37:56
  few
• 37:56
  things
• 37:57
  that
• 37:57
  are.
• 37:57
  Coming
• 37:57
  in
• 37:57
  my
• 37:57
  book.
• 37:58
  Okay.
• 37:58
  Those
• 37:59
  are
• 37:59
  good
• 37:59
  ones.
• 38:00
  See,
• 38:00
  it's
• 38:00
  more.
• 38:01
  More
• 38:01
  things
• 38:01
  that
• 38:01
  we
• 38:01
  need
• 38:02
  to
• 38:02
  add
• 38:02
  to
• 38:02
  the
• 38:02
  list
• 38:02
  to
• 38:03
  do.
• 38:04
  Yeah,
• 38:04
  well,
• 38:04
  you
• 38:05
  know,
• 38:05
  it's
• 38:05
  all
• 38:05
  about
• 38:05
  prevention.
• 38:06
  You
• 38:07
  know,
• 38:07
  a
• 38:07
  lot
• 38:07
  of.
• 38:08
  A
• 38:09
  lot
• 38:09
  of
• 38:09
  the
• 38:09
  people
• 38:09
  that
• 38:09
  follow
• 38:10
  me
• 38:10
  on
• 38:10
  social
• 38:10
  media,
• 38:11
  I
• 38:11
  don't
• 38:11
  really
• 38:12
  host
• 38:12
  for
• 38:12
  younger
• 38:13
  women,
• 38:13
  to
• 38:13
  be
• 38:14
  honest.
• 38:14
  I'm
• 38:14
  very
• 38:14
  focused
• 38:15
  on,
• 38:15
  you
• 38:16
  know,
• 38:16
  the
• 38:16
  representation
• 38:17
  of
• 38:17
  my
• 38:17
  age
• 38:17
  range.
• 38:18
  Like,
• 38:18
  I
• 38:18
  love
• 38:19
  the.
• 38:19
  The
• 38:20
  50s
• 38:20
  girl
• 38:20
  and
• 38:20
  up.
• 38:21
  And
• 38:22
  I
• 38:22
  will
• 38:22
  say
• 38:23
  quite
• 38:23
  a
• 38:23
  few
• 38:24
  younger
• 38:25
  people
• 38:25
  follow
• 38:25
  me
• 38:26
  and
• 38:26
  I
• 38:26
  think
• 38:26
  it's
• 38:26
  because
• 38:27
  they're
• 38:27
  trying
• 38:27
  to
• 38:27
  figure
• 38:27
  out
• 38:28
  what
• 38:28
  they
• 38:28
  need
• 38:28
  to
• 38:28
  do
• 38:28
  before
• 38:29
  they
• 38:29
  need
• 38:29
  it,
• 38:29
  which
• 38:30
  means
• 38:30
  they're
• 38:30
  smart.
• 38:31
  As
• 38:31
  opposed
• 38:31
  to
• 38:31
  waiting
• 38:32
  until
• 38:32
  you
• 38:32
  get
• 38:32
  there
• 38:33
  and
• 38:33
  then
• 38:34
  like,
• 38:34
  oh,
• 38:34
  I
• 38:34
  need
• 38:34
  to,
• 38:35
  like,
• 38:35
  you
• 38:35
  know,
• 38:35
  check
• 38:36
  my
• 38:36
  hormones,
• 38:37
  you
• 38:37
  know
• 38:37
  what,
• 38:37
  or
• 38:37
  whatever.
• 38:38
  They're
• 38:38
  getting
• 38:38
  all
• 38:39
  that
• 38:39
  good
• 38:39
  information.
• 38:40
  So
• 38:40
  I'm
• 38:40
  assuming
• 38:40
  that's
• 38:41
  why
• 38:41
  they're
• 38:41
  following
• 38:41
  me.
• 38:42
  I
• 38:42
  mean,
• 38:42
  I
• 38:42
  love
• 38:42
  my
• 38:42
  young
• 38:42
  people
• 38:43
  too.
• 38:44
  However,
• 38:45
  I'm
• 38:45
  very
• 38:45
  intentional
• 38:46
  about
• 38:46
  representing
• 38:47
  my.
• 38:48
  My
• 38:48
  village.
• 38:49
  You're
• 38:50
  an
• 38:50
  icon.
• 38:51
  Of
• 38:52
  course
• 38:52
  they're
• 38:52
  gonna
• 38:52
  follow.
• 38:53
  You're
• 38:53
  like
• 38:53
  a
• 38:53
  gorgeous
• 38:53
  supermodel.
• 38:54
  Hello.
• 38:56
  Well,
• 38:56
  thank
• 38:56
  you.
• 38:56
  I
• 38:57
  received
• 38:57
  my
• 38:57
  flowers.
• 38:59
  Thank
• 39:00
  you
• 39:00
  for
• 39:00
  reminding
• 39:00
  me.
• 39:01
  Because
• 39:01
  sometimes
• 39:01
  I'm
• 39:01
  like,
• 39:02
  oh,
• 39:02
  yeah,
• 39:03
  okay.
• 39:03
  That's
• 39:04
  right.
• 39:04
  That
• 39:04
  is
• 39:06
  a
• 39:06
  reason
• 39:06
  why
• 39:06
  they
• 39:07
  may
• 39:07
  want
• 39:07
  to
• 39:07
  follow
• 39:07
  me.
• 39:08
  Yes,
• 39:08
  that's
• 39:09
  good.
• 39:09
  See,
• 39:09
  good,
• 39:09
  positive
• 39:10
  girlfriends
• 39:11
  in
• 39:11
  your
• 39:11
  life.
• 39:11
  Right?
• 39:11
  That's.
• 39:12
  That's
• 39:12
  the
• 39:12
  key
• 39:12
  to
• 39:13
  life
• 39:13
  right
• 39:13
  now,
• 39:13
  especially.
• 39:14
  Yes.
• 39:15
  Remind
• 39:16
  them
• 39:16
  who
• 39:17
  they
• 39:17
  are.
• 39:18
  So,
• 39:18
  Cynthia,
• 39:19
  I
• 39:19
  know
• 39:19
  you're
• 39:20
  back
• 39:20
  on
• 39:20
  the
• 39:20
  set.
• 39:21
  I
• 39:21
  know
• 39:21
  you've
• 39:21
  been
• 39:21
  busy
• 39:21
  because
• 39:22
  you've
• 39:22
  been
• 39:22
  back
• 39:22
  on
• 39:22
  the
• 39:22
  set
• 39:23
  of
• 39:23
  the
• 39:23
  Real
• 39:23
  Housewives
• 39:24
  of
• 39:24
  Atlanta
• 39:25
  filming
• 39:26
  and
• 39:27
  you
• 39:27
  take
• 39:27
  a
• 39:27
  little
• 39:28
  break,
• 39:28
  which
• 39:28
  I
• 39:29
  totally
• 39:29
  get.
• 39:30
  I
• 39:30
  probably,
• 39:30
  if
• 39:31
  I
• 39:31
  was
• 39:31
  in
• 39:31
  your
• 39:31
  shoes,
• 39:31
  would
• 39:32
  do
• 39:32
  the
• 39:32
  same
• 39:32
  thing
• 39:32
  just
• 39:33
  to
• 39:33
  get
• 39:33
  a
• 39:33
  little
• 39:33
  breather.
• 39:34
  How
• 39:35
  does
• 39:35
  it.
• 39:35
  I
• 39:35
  know
• 39:35
  you
• 39:35
  were
• 39:35
  back
• 39:36
  last
• 39:36
  season
• 39:36
  as
• 39:36
  well,
• 39:37
  but
• 39:37
  how
• 39:37
  does
• 39:37
  it
• 39:37
  feel
• 39:37
  kind
• 39:37
  of,
• 39:38
  you
• 39:38
  know,
• 39:38
  being
• 39:39
  a
• 39:39
  feature?
• 39:40
  Is
• 39:40
  it
• 39:40
  featured
• 39:40
  friend,
• 39:41
  right?
• 39:41
  Is
• 39:41
  that.
• 39:42
  Yeah.
• 39:42
  Official
• 39:43
  friend.
• 39:43
  Official
• 39:44
  friend,
• 39:44
  yeah.
• 39:45
  How
• 39:45
  does
• 39:45
  it
• 39:46
  feel
• 39:46
  being
• 39:47
  in
• 39:47
  that
• 39:47
  role
• 39:48
  as
• 39:48
  opposed
• 39:48
  to
• 39:48
  like,
• 39:49
  like
• 39:49
  a
• 39:49
  full
• 39:49
  time
• 39:50
  cast
• 39:50
  member?
• 39:50
  Full
• 39:51
  time
• 39:51
  housewife
• 39:51
  yes.
• 39:52
  It
• 39:52
  feels
• 39:53
  amazing.
• 39:53
  It
• 39:53
  feels
• 39:54
  amazing
• 39:54
  being
• 39:54
  in
• 39:54
  the
• 39:54
  friend
• 39:55
  space.
• 39:56
  And
• 39:56
  it
• 39:56
  feels
• 39:56
  amazing
• 39:56
  because
• 39:57
  I
• 39:57
  don't
• 39:57
  have
• 39:58
  to.
• 39:58
  I'm
• 39:58
  not
• 39:58
  obligated
• 39:59
  to
• 40:00
  bring
• 40:01
  my
• 40:01
  life
• 40:01
  to
• 40:01
  the
• 40:01
  camera
• 40:02
  like
• 40:02
  I
• 40:03
  did
• 40:03
  when
• 40:03
  I
• 40:03
  was
• 40:03
  a
• 40:03
  housewife.
• 40:04
  You
• 40:04
  know,
• 40:05
  I
• 40:06
  share
• 40:06
  what
• 40:06
  I
• 40:06
  want
• 40:06
  to
• 40:06
  share.
• 40:06
  I
• 40:07
  don't
• 40:07
  share
• 40:07
  what
• 40:07
  I
• 40:07
  don't
• 40:08
  feel
• 40:08
  comfortable
• 40:08
  sharing.
• 40:09
  I
• 40:09
  don't
• 40:10
  necessarily.
• 40:10
  My
• 40:11
  daughter
• 40:11
  filming
• 40:12
  with
• 40:12
  me.
• 40:13
  My
• 40:14
  guy
• 40:15
  Prince
• 40:15
  has
• 40:16
  filmed
• 40:16
  with
• 40:16
  me
• 40:16
  a
• 40:16
  cute
• 40:16
  a
• 40:16
  few
• 40:17
  times,
• 40:17
  but
• 40:17
  just
• 40:17
  in
• 40:18
  very
• 40:18
  casual,
• 40:19
  not
• 40:19
  in
• 40:19
  a
• 40:19
  real
• 40:19
  like,
• 40:20
  let's
• 40:20
  focus
• 40:20
  on
• 40:21
  in
• 40:21
  her
• 40:21
  relationship
• 40:22
  kind
• 40:22
  of
• 40:22
  way.
• 40:22
  It's,
• 40:22
  it's
• 40:23
  not
• 40:23
  that
• 40:23
  like
• 40:24
  just
• 40:24
  him
• 40:25
  supporting
• 40:25
  me
• 40:25
  throughout
• 40:26
  some
• 40:26
  things
• 40:26
  that
• 40:26
  we
• 40:26
  do
• 40:27
  this
• 40:27
  season
• 40:28
  where,
• 40:28
  you
• 40:28
  know,
• 40:29
  people
• 40:29
  had
• 40:29
  their
• 40:29
  mates
• 40:30
  with
• 40:30
  them
• 40:30
  so
• 40:31
  he
• 40:31
  was
• 40:31
  able
• 40:32
  to
• 40:32
  support
• 40:32
  me.
• 40:34
  Yeah,
• 40:34
  it
• 40:35
  feels
• 40:35
  good.
• 40:35
  You
• 40:35
  know,
• 40:36
  acting
• 40:36
  is
• 40:36
  still
• 40:36
  my
• 40:37
  number
• 40:37
  one
• 40:37
  priority
• 40:38
  right
• 40:38
  now.
• 40:38
  That's
• 40:39
  the
• 40:39
  chapter
• 40:39
  that
• 40:39
  I'm
• 40:40
  super
• 40:40
  focused
• 40:40
  on.
• 40:41
  And
• 40:42
  in
• 40:42
  order
• 40:42
  for
• 40:42
  me
• 40:43
  to,
• 40:44
  to
• 40:44
  be
• 40:44
  able
• 40:44
  to
• 40:45
  fully
• 40:45
  commit
• 40:45
  to
• 40:46
  my
• 40:46
  acting
• 40:47
  career,
• 40:48
  being
• 40:48
  a
• 40:49
  friend
• 40:49
  of
• 40:50
  just
• 40:50
  gave
• 40:50
  me
• 40:50
  more
• 40:51
  leeway
• 40:52
  to
• 40:52
  still
• 40:52
  be
• 40:53
  able
• 40:53
  to
• 40:53
  pursue
• 40:54
  auditions
• 40:55
  and
• 40:55
  shows
• 40:55
  if
• 40:56
  I
• 40:56
  booked
• 40:56
  them
• 40:56
  even
• 40:56
  during
• 40:57
  the
• 40:57
  season.
• 40:57
  So,
• 40:59
  you
• 41:00
  know,
• 41:00
  the
• 41:00
  network
• 41:01
  has
• 41:02
  been
• 41:02
  incredibly
• 41:03
  gracious
• 41:04
  in
• 41:04
  terms
• 41:04
  of
• 41:04
  that.
• 41:05
  I
• 41:05
  love
• 41:06
  still
• 41:06
  being
• 41:07
  connected
• 41:07
  to
• 41:07
  the
• 41:07
  cast
• 41:08
  and
• 41:08
  to
• 41:08
  the
• 41:08
  show.
• 41:09
  It's
• 41:09
  been
• 41:09
  my
• 41:09
  life
• 41:09
  for
• 41:10
  so
• 41:10
  long,
• 41:10
  for
• 41:10
  well
• 41:11
  over
• 41:11
  a
• 41:11
  decade
• 41:12
  that
• 41:13
  I,
• 41:13
  you
• 41:13
  know,
• 41:13
  I
• 41:13
  kind
• 41:13
  of
• 41:14
  missed
• 41:14
  it.
• 41:14
  I
• 41:14
  did
• 41:14
  kind
• 41:14
  of
• 41:15
  miss
• 41:15
  it,
• 41:15
  but
• 41:16
  only
• 41:16
  in
• 41:16
  a
• 41:16
  way
• 41:17
  where,
• 41:17
  you
• 41:17
  know,
• 41:17
  I
• 41:18
  got
• 41:18
  the
• 41:18
  housewife
• 41:18
  T
• 41:18
  shirt.
• 41:19
  Already
• 41:19
  been
• 41:19
  there,
• 41:19
  done
• 41:20
  that.
• 41:20
  I'm
• 41:20
  really
• 41:21
  having
• 41:21
  a
• 41:21
  great
• 41:21
  time
• 41:22
  as
• 41:22
  a
• 41:23
  friend
• 41:23
  of
• 41:23
  because
• 41:24
  I
• 41:24
  feel
• 41:24
  like
• 41:24
  one
• 41:25
  of
• 41:25
  the
• 41:25
  things
• 41:25
  that
• 41:25
  I
• 41:25
  needed
• 41:26
  when
• 41:26
  I
• 41:26
  was
• 41:26
  a
• 41:26
  full
• 41:26
  time
• 41:26
  housewife
• 41:27
  was
• 41:27
  a
• 41:27
  friend.
• 41:27
  And
• 41:28
  I
• 41:28
  really
• 41:28
  try
• 41:29
  to
• 41:29
  be
• 41:29
  that
• 41:30
  for
• 41:30
  the
• 41:30
  ladies
• 41:31
  and
• 41:31
  not
• 41:32
  pick
• 41:32
  a
• 41:32
  side,
• 41:33
  which
• 41:33
  has
• 41:33
  been
• 41:33
  a
• 41:34
  little
• 41:34
  challenging
• 41:34
  this
• 41:35
  season.
• 41:35
  I
• 41:36
  think
• 41:36
  I've
• 41:37
  said
• 41:37
  too
• 41:37
  many
• 41:37
  in
• 41:38
  too
• 41:38
  many
• 41:38
  interviews
• 41:38
  that
• 41:38
  I
• 41:39
  don't
• 41:39
  pick
• 41:39
  a
• 41:39
  side.
• 41:39
  So
• 41:39
  I'm
• 41:40
  not
• 41:40
  like,
• 41:40
  we're
• 41:40
  gonna
• 41:40
  make
• 41:40
  this
• 41:41
  side
• 41:41
  now.
• 41:42
  So.
• 41:45
  So
• 41:45
  yeah,
• 41:45
  now
• 41:46
  it's
• 41:46
  like
• 41:47
  I
• 41:48
  think
• 41:48
  they're
• 41:48
  on
• 41:48
  to
• 41:48
  me.
• 41:49
  I
• 41:49
  think
• 41:50
  they're
• 41:50
  on
• 41:50
  demanding.
• 41:51
  They're
• 41:51
  like,
• 41:51
  you
• 41:51
  know,
• 41:52
  trying
• 41:52
  to
• 41:52
  pull
• 41:52
  me
• 41:52
  to
• 41:53
  one
• 41:53
  side
• 41:53
  or
• 41:53
  the
• 41:54
  other,
• 41:54
  but
• 41:54
  I'm
• 41:54
  trying
• 41:54
  to
• 41:55
  stay
• 41:55
  neutral.
• 41:56
  I'm
• 41:56
  really,
• 41:56
  really
• 41:56
  trying,
• 41:56
  but
• 41:57
  it's
• 41:57
  becoming
• 41:57
  more
• 41:57
  and
• 41:58
  more
• 41:58
  difficult.
• 41:58
  We,
• 41:59
  we
• 41:59
  only
• 41:59
  have
• 41:59
  a
• 41:59
  few
• 42:00
  more
• 42:00
  weeks
• 42:00
  left,
• 42:00
  so
• 42:01
  hopefully
• 42:01
  I'll
• 42:02
  make
• 42:02
  it
• 42:02
  to
• 42:02
  the
• 42:02
  finish
• 42:03
  line
• 42:03
  with
• 42:03
  just
• 42:04
  kind
• 42:04
  of
• 42:05
  being
• 42:05
  a
• 42:05
  little
• 42:05
  bit
• 42:05
  in
• 42:05
  the
• 42:05
  middle
• 42:06
  and
• 42:07
  for
• 42:07
  always,
• 42:07
  you
• 42:07
  know,
• 42:07
  and
• 42:08
  always
• 42:08
  the
• 42:08
  voice
• 42:08
  of
• 42:08
  reason
• 42:09
  during
• 42:10
  this.
• 42:10
  Season
• 42:10
  as
• 42:11
  you've
• 42:11
  been
• 42:11
  filming,
• 42:12
  has
• 42:12
  it
• 42:12
  been
• 42:13
  because
• 42:13
  you're
• 42:14
  seeing
• 42:14
  it
• 42:14
  sort
• 42:14
  of
• 42:14
  in
• 42:15
  this
• 42:15
  different
• 42:16
  light
• 42:17
  and
• 42:17
  different
• 42:17
  way.
• 42:17
  Have
• 42:17
  you
• 42:18
  been
• 42:18
  able
• 42:18
  to
• 42:18
  kind
• 42:18
  of
• 42:18
  step
• 42:19
  away
• 42:19
  and
• 42:19
  protect
• 42:20
  your
• 42:20
  piece
• 42:20
  a
• 42:20
  bit
• 42:20
  now
• 42:21
  more
• 42:22
  than,
• 42:22
  like,
• 42:22
  in
• 42:22
  past
• 42:23
  seasons
• 42:23
  where
• 42:23
  you
• 42:23
  kind
• 42:23
  of
• 42:24
  had
• 42:24
  to
• 42:24
  be
• 42:24
  in
• 42:24
  it
• 42:25
  so
• 42:25
  much
• 42:25
  and,
• 42:26
  you
• 42:26
  know,
• 42:26
  it
• 42:27
  just
• 42:27
  kind
• 42:27
  of.
• 42:27
  You
• 42:27
  take
• 42:27
  it
• 42:27
  as
• 42:28
  it
• 42:28
  comes,
• 42:28
  I
• 42:28
  would
• 42:28
  imagine,
• 42:29
  you
• 42:29
  know,
• 42:29
  but
• 42:30
  it
• 42:30
  must
• 42:30
  be
• 42:30
  nice
• 42:31
  to
• 42:31
  be
• 42:31
  able
• 42:31
  to
• 42:31
  kind
• 42:32
  of
• 42:32
  step
• 42:32
  away.
• 42:33
  Yeah.
• 42:34
  You
• 42:34
  know
• 42:35
  what?
• 42:35
  It
• 42:35
  was.
• 42:36
  I
• 42:36
  think
• 42:36
  when
• 42:36
  I
• 42:37
  did
• 42:37
  it
• 42:37
  was
• 42:37
  just
• 42:37
  the
• 42:37
  right
• 42:38
  time
• 42:38
  to
• 42:38
  just
• 42:39
  pivot
• 42:39
  for
• 42:40
  a
• 42:40
  bit.
• 42:41
  And
• 42:42
  I
• 42:43
  really,
• 42:43
  you
• 42:43
  know,
• 42:43
  it's
• 42:44
  like
• 42:44
  one
• 42:44
  of
• 42:44
  those
• 42:44
  things.
• 42:44
  You
• 42:44
  don't
• 42:44
  realize
• 42:45
  how
• 42:45
  tired
• 42:45
  you
• 42:46
  are
• 42:46
  until
• 42:46
  you
• 42:46
  actually
• 42:46
  leave
• 42:47
  the
• 42:47
  situation
• 42:47
  and
• 42:47
  you're
• 42:48
  like,
• 42:48
  oh,
• 42:48
  my
• 42:48
  God,
• 42:48
  how
• 42:48
  in
• 42:49
  the
• 42:49
  world
• 42:49
  did
• 42:49
  I
• 42:49
  do
• 42:49
  this
• 42:49
  for
• 42:49
  11
• 42:50
  years
• 42:50
  straight?
• 42:50
  Like,
• 42:50
  how
• 42:51
  did
• 42:51
  I
• 42:51
  do
• 42:51
  this?
• 42:53
  But
• 42:54
  at
• 42:54
  the
• 42:54
  same
• 42:55
  time,
• 42:57
  I
• 42:58
  mean,
• 42:58
  it's
• 42:58
  been
• 42:58
  incredible.
• 42:59
  Like,
• 43:00
  there's
• 43:01
  so
• 43:01
  many
• 43:01
  memories
• 43:01
  I've
• 43:02
  created
• 43:02
  on
• 43:02
  the
• 43:02
  show,
• 43:02
  like,
• 43:03
  things
• 43:03
  I
• 43:03
  would
• 43:03
  never
• 43:03
  do.
• 43:04
  Like.
• 43:06
  Like
• 43:06
  when
• 43:06
  I
• 43:06
  tell
• 43:06
  you
• 43:06
  I've
• 43:07
  done
• 43:07
  some
• 43:07
  crazy
• 43:07
  stuff
• 43:07
  on
• 43:08
  Housewives
• 43:08
  I
• 43:09
  would
• 43:09
  never
• 43:09
  do.
• 43:11
  So
• 43:12
  it
• 43:12
  definitely
• 43:12
  takes
• 43:12
  me
• 43:12
  out
• 43:13
  of
• 43:13
  my
• 43:13
  comfort
• 43:13
  zone.
• 43:13
  So
• 43:14
  I
• 43:14
  really
• 43:14
  enjoy
• 43:16
  the
• 43:17
  entertainment
• 43:18
  part
• 43:18
  of
• 43:18
  it.
• 43:18
  I
• 43:18
  love
• 43:18
  the
• 43:19
  relationships
• 43:20
  that
• 43:20
  these
• 43:20
  ladies
• 43:20
  that
• 43:21
  I've
• 43:21
  had,
• 43:21
  even
• 43:21
  the
• 43:21
  ones
• 43:22
  like,
• 43:22
  you
• 43:22
  know,
• 43:23
  there's
• 43:23
  been
• 43:23
  ups
• 43:23
  and
• 43:23
  downs
• 43:24
  and
• 43:24
  all
• 43:24
  the
• 43:24
  things,
• 43:25
  but,
• 43:26
  you
• 43:26
  know,
• 43:26
  it's
• 43:26
  still
• 43:26
  a
• 43:26
  sisterhood.
• 43:27
  It
• 43:28
  just
• 43:28
  is
• 43:28
  a
• 43:28
  sisterhood,
• 43:29
  whole
• 43:29
  housewife
• 43:29
  thing.
• 43:29
  It's
• 43:30
  a
• 43:30
  very,
• 43:30
  you
• 43:30
  know,
• 43:30
  it
• 43:30
  could
• 43:31
  be
• 43:31
  a
• 43:31
  very
• 43:31
  toxic
• 43:32
  sisterhood,
• 43:32
  but
• 43:32
  it
• 43:33
  is
• 43:33
  sisterhood
• 43:34
  at
• 43:34
  the
• 43:34
  end
• 43:34
  of
• 43:34
  the
• 43:34
  day.
• 43:35
  And,
• 43:37
  you
• 43:37
  know,
• 43:37
  I
• 43:38
  love
• 43:38
  the
• 43:39
  ladies.
• 43:39
  I
• 43:39
  love
• 43:41
  making
• 43:41
  good
• 43:41
  tv.
• 43:42
  Being
• 43:42
  a
• 43:43
  part
• 43:43
  of
• 43:43
  Housewives
• 43:43
  for
• 43:44
  so
• 43:44
  many
• 43:44
  years,
• 43:45
  you
• 43:45
  know,
• 43:45
  going
• 43:46
  back
• 43:46
  and
• 43:46
  talking
• 43:46
  about
• 43:47
  certain
• 43:47
  seasons
• 43:48
  is
• 43:48
  like,
• 43:48
  wow,
• 43:49
  season
• 43:49
  six.
• 43:50
  I
• 43:50
  hadn't
• 43:50
  thought
• 43:50
  about
• 43:50
  season
• 43:51
  six
• 43:51
  in
• 43:51
  so
• 43:51
  long,
• 43:52
  and
• 43:52
  that
• 43:52
  was
• 43:52
  one
• 43:52
  of
• 43:52
  our
• 43:53
  most
• 43:54
  popular
• 43:55
  seasons.
• 43:56
  It's
• 43:57
  good.
• 43:57
  And
• 43:57
  you
• 43:57
  kind
• 43:57
  of
• 43:57
  can't,
• 43:58
  you
• 43:59
  know,
• 43:59
  un.
• 43:59
  Become
• 44:00
  a
• 44:00
  housewife,
• 44:00
  so
• 44:01
  it's
• 44:01
  like,
• 44:01
  all
• 44:01
  right,
• 44:02
  I've
• 44:02
  been
• 44:02
  in
• 44:02
  this
• 44:02
  thing
• 44:03
  for
• 44:03
  so
• 44:03
  long.
• 44:04
  You
• 44:04
  know,
• 44:04
  the
• 44:04
  reruns
• 44:05
  run
• 44:05
  on
• 44:05
  and
• 44:05
  on
• 44:06
  and
• 44:06
  on.
• 44:06
  I'm
• 44:06
  never
• 44:06
  not
• 44:06
  going
• 44:07
  to
• 44:07
  be
• 44:07
  Cynthia
• 44:07
  Bailey
• 44:08
  from
• 44:08
  the
• 44:08
  Real
• 44:08
  Housewives
• 44:08
  of
• 44:09
  Atlanta
• 44:09
  at
• 44:09
  this
• 44:09
  point.
• 44:09
  So
• 44:10
  I've
• 44:10
  just
• 44:10
  been
• 44:11
  enjoying
• 44:11
  being
• 44:11
  able
• 44:12
  to
• 44:13
  stay
• 44:13
  connected
• 44:14
  to
• 44:14
  the
• 44:14
  cast,
• 44:15
  to
• 44:15
  the
• 44:15
  ladies,
• 44:15
  and
• 44:16
  to
• 44:16
  the
• 44:16
  fans.
• 44:17
  It's
• 44:17
  a
• 44:17
  great
• 44:18
  platform
• 44:18
  for
• 44:19
  you
• 44:19
  to
• 44:19
  also
• 44:19
  launch
• 44:20
  all
• 44:20
  these
• 44:20
  other
• 44:20
  businesses
• 44:21
  and
• 44:21
  great
• 44:21
  things
• 44:22
  that
• 44:22
  you're
• 44:22
  doing.
• 44:22
  You
• 44:23
  know,
• 44:24
  is
• 44:24
  it
• 44:24
  true,
• 44:25
  like,
• 44:25
  even,
• 44:26
  you
• 44:26
  know,
• 44:26
  off
• 44:26
  season
• 44:27
  or
• 44:27
  what
• 44:27
  have
• 44:27
  you?
• 44:28
  I
• 44:28
  mean,
• 44:28
  it
• 44:28
  looks
• 44:28
  like
• 44:28
  there's
• 44:29
  a
• 44:29
  lot
• 44:29
  that
• 44:29
  goes
• 44:29
  on
• 44:30
  during
• 44:30
  the
• 44:30
  season,
• 44:31
  but
• 44:31
  do
• 44:31
  you
• 44:31
  guys
• 44:31
  really,
• 44:32
  truly
• 44:32
  remain
• 44:32
  friends
• 44:33
  even
• 44:33
  when
• 44:33
  you're
• 44:34
  not
• 44:34
  filming?
• 44:35
  Oh,
• 44:35
  yeah.
• 44:35
  Definitely.
• 44:36
  I
• 44:36
  mean,
• 44:36
  the
• 44:36
  people
• 44:37
  you
• 44:37
  connect
• 44:37
  with,
• 44:37
  you
• 44:38
  know,
• 44:38
  you
• 44:38
  connect.
• 44:38
  I'm
• 44:39
  not
• 44:39
  saying
• 44:39
  again,
• 44:40
  I'm
• 44:40
  not
• 44:40
  the
• 44:40
  kind
• 44:40
  of
• 44:41
  friend
• 44:41
  that
• 44:41
  wants
• 44:41
  to
• 44:41
  see,
• 44:42
  you
• 44:42
  know,
• 44:43
  my
• 44:43
  friends
• 44:43
  on
• 44:43
  or
• 44:43
  off
• 44:43
  the
• 44:44
  show
• 44:44
  every
• 44:44
  day.
• 44:44
  So
• 44:46
  it
• 44:46
  just
• 44:46
  is
• 44:46
  what
• 44:47
  it
• 44:47
  is.
• 44:48
  I
• 44:48
  hear
• 44:48
  you.
• 44:49
  Yeah,
• 44:50
  yeah.
• 44:50
  But
• 44:50
  like,
• 44:51
  if,
• 44:51
  you
• 44:51
  know,
• 44:51
  one
• 44:51
  of
• 44:51
  my
• 44:51
  girls
• 44:52
  calls
• 44:52
  Raspice,
• 44:53
  like,
• 44:53
  hey,
• 44:53
  let's,
• 44:54
  let's
• 44:54
  grab
• 44:54
  a
• 44:55
  drink
• 44:55
  later
• 44:55
  if
• 44:56
  I
• 44:56
  have
• 44:56
  time.
• 44:56
  I'm
• 44:57
  there.
• 44:57
  I'm
• 44:57
  like,
• 44:57
  pre
• 44:58
  order
• 44:58
  me
• 44:58
  that
• 44:58
  margarita.
• 44:59
  Let's
• 44:59
  go,
• 45:00
  let's
• 45:01
  go.
• 45:01
  Have
• 45:01
  the
• 45:01
  chips
• 45:02
  and
• 45:02
  salsa
• 45:02
  and
• 45:03
  margarita
• 45:03
  waiting
• 45:03
  on
• 45:04
  the
• 45:04
  table.
• 45:05
  Go
• 45:06
  ahead
• 45:06
  and
• 45:06
  put
• 45:06
  the
• 45:06
  order
• 45:06
  in.
• 45:07
  Absolutely.
• 45:08
  And
• 45:08
  we
• 45:08
  love
• 45:09
  to
• 45:09
  eat.
• 45:09
  Cynthia
• 45:09
  and
• 45:09
  I,
• 45:10
  we.
• 45:10
  That's
• 45:10
  like
• 45:10
  one
• 45:10
  of
• 45:10
  our
• 45:11
  things.
• 45:11
  Yeah,
• 45:11
  we're
• 45:11
  both
• 45:11
  foodies.
• 45:12
  Okay,
• 45:13
  so
• 45:13
  what
• 45:13
  do
• 45:13
  you
• 45:13
  like
• 45:13
  to
• 45:13
  eat?
• 45:14
  What's
• 45:14
  like
• 45:14
  your
• 45:14
  favorite
• 45:14
  meal
• 45:15
  together?
• 45:15
  Oh,
• 45:16
  well,
• 45:17
  I'm
• 45:17
  a
• 45:17
  sushi
• 45:17
  girl,
• 45:18
  so
• 45:18
  I
• 45:19
  love
• 45:19
  all
• 45:20
  things
• 45:20
  sushi.
• 45:21
  I
• 45:21
  love
• 45:21
  it,
• 45:21
  I
• 45:22
  love
• 45:22
  it,
• 45:22
  I
• 45:22
  love
• 45:22
  it.
• 45:23
  I
• 45:23
  probably
• 45:24
  way
• 45:24
  too
• 45:24
  much
• 45:24
  of
• 45:25
  it,
• 45:25
  but
• 45:25
  it's
• 45:26
  my
• 45:26
  happy
• 45:27
  place.
• 45:27
  Oh,
• 45:28
  I
• 45:28
  do
• 45:28
  indulge
• 45:28
  her
• 45:29
  by
• 45:29
  going
• 45:29
  to
• 45:29
  the
• 45:29
  sushi
• 45:30
  spots,
• 45:30
  but
• 45:30
  I'll
• 45:30
  have
• 45:30
  the
• 45:30
  teriyaki
• 45:31
  or
• 45:32
  the
• 45:32
  cook
• 45:32
  sushi.
• 45:33
  I'm
• 45:33
  not
• 45:33
  a
• 45:33
  raw
• 45:34
  sushi
• 45:35
  person
• 45:35
  at
• 45:35
  all.
• 45:36
  Like
• 45:36
  literally
• 45:36
  go
• 45:37
  bring
• 45:37
  it
• 45:37
  to
• 45:37
  me
• 45:37
  fresh
• 45:38
  out
• 45:38
  of
• 45:38
  the
• 45:38
  ocean.
• 45:39
  Yes,
• 45:40
  the
• 45:40
  best.
• 45:40
  So
• 45:41
  I
• 45:41
  would
• 45:41
  imagine
• 45:41
  when
• 45:41
  you
• 45:41
  come
• 45:42
  here
• 45:42
  to
• 45:42
  Los
• 45:42
  Angeles,
• 45:43
  you
• 45:43
  probably
• 45:44
  get
• 45:44
  stocked
• 45:45
  up
• 45:45
  on
• 45:45
  sushi
• 45:45
  while
• 45:46
  you're
• 45:46
  out
• 45:46
  here.
• 45:46
  Oh
• 45:47
  yeah,
• 45:47
  yeah.
• 45:48
  That's
• 45:48
  one
• 45:48
  of
• 45:48
  the
• 45:48
  things
• 45:48
  that
• 45:48
  I
• 45:49
  love
• 45:49
  about
• 45:49
  being
• 45:50
  bicoastal
• 45:51
  between
• 45:51
  LA
• 45:51
  and
• 45:52
  Atlanta.
• 45:52
  I
• 45:52
  love,
• 45:53
  I
• 45:53
  feel
• 45:54
  like
• 45:54
  in
• 45:54
  LA
• 45:55
  like
• 45:56
  you're
• 45:56
  just
• 45:57
  kind
• 45:57
  of
• 45:57
  in
• 45:58
  the
• 45:58
  routine
• 45:58
  of
• 45:59
  being
• 45:59
  healthy
• 45:59
  even
• 46:00
  if
• 46:00
  you're
• 46:00
  not
• 46:00
  even
• 46:00
  trying.
• 46:00
  Like
• 46:01
  you're
• 46:01
  just
• 46:01
  going
• 46:01
  to
• 46:01
  be
• 46:01
  like,
• 46:02
  oh,
• 46:02
  I
• 46:02
  have
• 46:02
  the
• 46:02
  avocado
• 46:03
  toast
• 46:03
  for
• 46:03
  breakfast.
• 46:04
  I'll
• 46:04
  have
• 46:04
  this,
• 46:04
  that
• 46:05
  and
• 46:05
  the
• 46:05
  other.
• 46:05
  It
• 46:06
  just
• 46:06
  feels
• 46:07
  like
• 46:07
  a
• 46:07
  healthier
• 46:08
  lifestyle.
• 46:08
  Whereas
• 46:09
  here
• 46:09
  in
• 46:09
  the
• 46:09
  south
• 46:10
  it's
• 46:10
  like
• 46:11
  give
• 46:11
  me
• 46:12
  the
• 46:12
  sweet
• 46:12
  potato
• 46:12
  waffles
• 46:13
  with
• 46:13
  extra
• 46:14
  butter,
• 46:14
  extra
• 46:14
  syrup
• 46:15
  things.
• 46:16
  It's
• 46:17
  true.
• 46:17
  It's
• 46:17
  one
• 46:17
  of
• 46:18
  the
• 46:18
  things
• 46:18
  I
• 46:18
  miss
• 46:18
  visiting.
• 46:19
  I'm
• 46:19
  from
• 46:19
  Dallas
• 46:20
  originally
• 46:20
  and
• 46:20
  I
• 46:21
  miss
• 46:21
  that
• 46:21
  good
• 46:21
  old
• 46:22
  barbecue
• 46:22
  and
• 46:23
  all
• 46:23
  the
• 46:24
  tasty,
• 46:25
  you
• 46:25
  know,
• 46:25
  the
• 46:25
  Mexican
• 46:25
  food
• 46:26
  and
• 46:26
  oh
• 46:27
  my
• 46:27
  God.
• 46:28
  So
• 46:28
  good,
• 46:28
  right?
• 46:29
  It
• 46:29
  is,
• 46:30
  it
• 46:30
  is.
• 46:31
  Okay,
• 46:31
  ladies,
• 46:32
  so
• 46:32
  what
• 46:32
  advice
• 46:33
  would
• 46:33
  you
• 46:33
  give
• 46:34
  your
• 46:34
  25
• 46:35
  year
• 46:35
  old
• 46:36
  son
• 46:36
  selves?
• 46:37
  I
• 46:38
  would
• 46:38
  say
• 46:39
  to
• 46:42
  practice
• 46:42
  discernment.
• 46:46
  Practice
• 46:46
  discernment
• 46:47
  around
• 46:49
  what
• 46:49
  you
• 46:50
  surround
• 46:50
  yourself
• 46:50
  with,
• 46:51
  who
• 46:51
  you
• 46:51
  surround
• 46:51
  yourself
• 46:52
  with
• 46:54
  and
• 46:55
  also
• 46:56
  be
• 46:56
  careful
• 46:56
  with
• 46:57
  your
• 46:57
  words,
• 46:57
  with
• 46:57
  your
• 46:58
  thoughts
• 47:00
  because
• 47:01
  those
• 47:01
  things
• 47:01
  do
• 47:01
  manifest.
• 47:03
  And,
• 47:05
  and
• 47:05
  also
• 47:06
  to
• 47:07
  be
• 47:07
  sure
• 47:07
  to
• 47:07
  surround
• 47:08
  yourself
• 47:08
  with
• 47:09
  like
• 47:09
  minded
• 47:09
  people
• 47:10
  who
• 47:10
  are
• 47:10
  on
• 47:10
  the
• 47:11
  same
• 47:11
  Level
• 47:12
  as
• 47:12
  yourself.
• 47:13
  Yeah.
• 47:15
  And
• 47:16
  know
• 47:16
  how
• 47:16
  to
• 47:16
  say
• 47:16
  no.
• 47:17
  No.
• 47:17
  How
• 47:17
  to
• 47:18
  say
• 47:18
  no.
• 47:19
  Yes.
• 47:19
  Amen.
• 47:20
  I'm
• 47:20
  still
• 47:20
  learning
• 47:20
  that
• 47:21
  one.
• 47:22
  I
• 47:23
  would
• 47:23
  say
• 47:23
  I
• 47:23
  would
• 47:23
  tell
• 47:24
  my
• 47:25
  25
• 47:25
  year
• 47:25
  old
• 47:26
  self
• 47:26
  to
• 47:27
  trust
• 47:27
  the
• 47:27
  process.
• 47:29
  You
• 47:30
  know,
• 47:30
  it
• 47:31
  is
• 47:31
  a
• 47:31
  process
• 47:32
  and
• 47:33
  as
• 47:33
  long
• 47:33
  as
• 47:34
  you're
• 47:34
  doing
• 47:34
  the
• 47:34
  work
• 47:35
  and
• 47:36
  as
• 47:37
  long
• 47:37
  as
• 47:37
  you're
• 47:37
  focused,
• 47:38
  then
• 47:39
  it
• 47:39
  usually
• 47:39
  works
• 47:40
  out.
• 47:40
  So
• 47:41
  trust
• 47:41
  it.
• 47:42
  I
• 47:42
  would
• 47:42
  also
• 47:42
  say
• 47:43
  to
• 47:43
  give
• 47:43
  yourself
• 47:43
  grace.
• 47:44
  I
• 47:45
  am
• 47:45
  super
• 47:46
  ambitious.
• 47:47
  I
• 47:47
  am
• 47:48
  a
• 47:49
  workaholic.
• 47:49
  I'm
• 47:50
  a
• 47:50
  control
• 47:50
  freak.
• 47:51
  I
• 47:51
  am
• 47:51
  like
• 47:51
  all
• 47:52
  the
• 47:52
  things
• 47:52
  that
• 47:52
  come
• 47:52
  with
• 47:53
  being
• 47:53
  an
• 47:53
  entrepreneur
• 47:55
  and
• 47:55
  I
• 47:55
  forget
• 47:55
  my
• 47:55
  graces.
• 47:55
  I've
• 47:56
  grace
• 47:56
  sometimes
• 47:56
  because
• 47:57
  I
• 47:57
  really
• 47:58
  over.
• 48:00
  I
• 48:00
  put
• 48:01
  a
• 48:01
  lot
• 48:01
  of
• 48:01
  pressure
• 48:01
  on
• 48:01
  myself
• 48:02
  and
• 48:05
  I
• 48:05
  can
• 48:06
  not
• 48:06
  do
• 48:06
  that
• 48:07
  so
• 48:07
  much.
• 48:07
  I
• 48:08
  feel
• 48:08
  like
• 48:08
  the
• 48:08
  world's
• 48:09
  not
• 48:09
  gonna
• 48:09
  end
• 48:10
  the
• 48:10
  next
• 48:10
  day
• 48:10
  if
• 48:11
  I
• 48:11
  don't
• 48:11
  get
• 48:11
  something
• 48:11
  done.
• 48:12
  So
• 48:12
  giving
• 48:13
  myself
• 48:13
  grace,
• 48:14
  you
• 48:14
  know,
• 48:14
  this
• 48:14
  time
• 48:15
  like
• 48:15
  there's
• 48:15
  nothing
• 48:16
  fun
• 48:16
  about
• 48:16
  like
• 48:18
  over
• 48:18
  doing
• 48:18
  it
• 48:19
  and
• 48:19
  then
• 48:19
  just
• 48:20
  like,
• 48:20
  you
• 48:20
  know,
• 48:20
  life
• 48:21
  can't
• 48:21
  be
• 48:21
  just
• 48:21
  all
• 48:22
  work.
• 48:22
  You
• 48:22
  have
• 48:22
  to
• 48:22
  have
• 48:22
  some
• 48:23
  balance.
• 48:25
  And
• 48:25
  so
• 48:26
  I'm
• 48:26
  learning
• 48:26
  that,
• 48:26
  I'm
• 48:27
  learning
• 48:27
  that.
• 48:27
  And
• 48:27
  then
• 48:28
  I
• 48:28
  would
• 48:28
  also
• 48:28
  tell
• 48:28
  my
• 48:29
  25
• 48:29
  year
• 48:29
  old
• 48:30
  self
• 48:30
  to
• 48:34
  choose
• 48:35
  yourself.
• 48:36
  I
• 48:36
  learned
• 48:37
  it
• 48:37
  later
• 48:37
  in
• 48:37
  life
• 48:38
  to
• 48:38
  just
• 48:38
  to
• 48:38
  choose
• 48:39
  you.
• 48:39
  Because
• 48:40
  I
• 48:40
  think,
• 48:41
  you
• 48:41
  know,
• 48:41
  whether
• 48:41
  you're
• 48:42
  a
• 48:42
  mom
• 48:42
  or
• 48:42
  a
• 48:43
  daughter
• 48:43
  or
• 48:44
  friend,
• 48:44
  whatever
• 48:45
  you
• 48:45
  are
• 48:45
  to
• 48:46
  people,
• 48:47
  you
• 48:47
  have
• 48:47
  to
• 48:48
  take
• 48:48
  care
• 48:48
  of
• 48:48
  yourself
• 48:48
  first
• 48:49
  and
• 48:49
  foremost.
• 48:50
  Like
• 48:50
  only
• 48:50
  you're
• 48:51
  going
• 48:51
  to
• 48:51
  do
• 48:51
  that.
• 48:51
  No
• 48:52
  one
• 48:52
  is
• 48:52
  coming
• 48:52
  to
• 48:52
  take
• 48:53
  care
• 48:53
  of
• 48:53
  you.
• 48:53
  You
• 48:54
  have
• 48:54
  to
• 48:54
  do
• 48:54
  it
• 48:54
  yourself.
• 48:55
  So
• 48:55
  choose
• 48:55
  yourself.
• 48:56
  Choose
• 48:56
  yourself.
• 48:57
  And
• 48:57
  I
• 48:57
  think
• 48:57
  when
• 48:58
  you
• 48:58
  show
• 48:58
  up
• 48:58
  better,
• 49:00
  you
• 49:00
  are
• 49:00
  a
• 49:01
  bigger
• 49:01
  asset
• 49:01
  to
• 49:02
  people
• 49:02
  that
• 49:03
  are,
• 49:03
  that
• 49:03
  love
• 49:03
  you
• 49:04
  and
• 49:04
  that
• 49:04
  are
• 49:04
  depending
• 49:05
  on
• 49:05
  you
• 49:05
  because
• 49:06
  you're
• 49:06
  in
• 49:07
  the
• 49:07
  space
• 49:07
  of
• 49:10
  where
• 49:10
  you
• 49:10
  are
• 49:11
  replenished.
• 49:12
  Like
• 49:12
  you're
• 49:12
  pouring,
• 49:13
  you're
• 49:13
  pouring
• 49:13
  into
• 49:14
  yourself
• 49:14
  and
• 49:14
  you
• 49:15
  feel
• 49:15
  good
• 49:15
  and
• 49:15
  you
• 49:15
  feel
• 49:16
  strong
• 49:16
  and
• 49:16
  you're
• 49:16
  able
• 49:17
  to
• 49:17
  show
• 49:17
  up
• 49:17
  better
• 49:18
  for,
• 49:18
  for
• 49:18
  yourself
• 49:19
  and,
• 49:19
  and
• 49:20
  for
• 49:20
  the
• 49:20
  people
• 49:20
  that
• 49:20
  you
• 49:21
  care
• 49:21
  about,
• 49:21
  that
• 49:22
  you
• 49:22
  care
• 49:22
  about.
• 49:22
  Have
• 49:23
  you
• 49:23
  guys
• 49:23
  ever
• 49:23
  felt
• 49:24
  stuck
• 49:24
  before?
• 49:24
  And
• 49:25
  if
• 49:25
  you
• 49:25
  have,
• 49:26
  what
• 49:26
  was
• 49:26
  the
• 49:26
  thing
• 49:26
  that
• 49:27
  kind
• 49:27
  of
• 49:27
  made
• 49:28
  you
• 49:28
  go
• 49:28
  forward
• 49:28
  or
• 49:29
  pushed
• 49:29
  you
• 49:29
  forward
• 49:29
  or
• 49:30
  made
• 49:30
  you
• 49:30
  take
• 49:30
  that
• 49:30
  first
• 49:31
  step
• 49:32
  into
• 49:32
  an
• 49:32
  uncomfortable
• 49:33
  place
• 49:33
  even?
• 49:34
  I
• 49:34
  mean
• 49:34
  I've.
• 49:35
  There's
• 49:35
  been
• 49:35
  many,
• 49:36
  many,
• 49:36
  many
• 49:36
  moments,
• 49:38
  you
• 49:38
  know,
• 49:38
  where
• 49:38
  I
• 49:38
  feel
• 49:39
  stuck
• 49:39
  with.
• 49:40
  If
• 49:40
  I'm
• 49:41
  you
• 49:41
  know,
• 49:41
  starting
• 49:42
  something
• 49:42
  new,
• 49:42
  is
• 49:43
  that
• 49:43
  kind
• 49:43
  of
• 49:43
  fear
• 49:46
  and
• 49:46
  that
• 49:47
  discomfort.
• 49:48
  But
• 49:48
  you
• 49:48
  know
• 49:49
  that
• 49:49
  those
• 49:50
  two
• 49:50
  things
• 49:51
  are
• 49:51
  needed
• 49:52
  in
• 49:52
  order
• 49:52
  to
• 49:55
  create
• 49:55
  something
• 49:55
  new
• 49:57
  and
• 49:58
  to
• 49:58
  have,
• 49:58
  just
• 49:59
  to
• 49:59
  have
• 49:59
  that
• 49:59
  trust
• 50:00
  in
• 50:00
  yourself.
• 50:01
  So
• 50:01
  I
• 50:02
  think
• 50:02
  for
• 50:02
  me
• 50:02
  it's
• 50:03
  about
• 50:03
  having
• 50:03
  faith,
• 50:04
  my
• 50:04
  faith
• 50:04
  in
• 50:05
  God.
• 50:05
  And
• 50:07
  that's
• 50:07
  what
• 50:07
  pulls
• 50:08
  me
• 50:08
  through.
• 50:08
  And
• 50:08
  also
• 50:09
  just
• 50:10
  realizing
• 50:10
  that
• 50:11
  Sometimes
• 50:12
  things
• 50:13
  are
• 50:13
  not
• 50:13
  going
• 50:13
  to
• 50:13
  happen
• 50:14
  on
• 50:14
  your
• 50:14
  time,
• 50:15
  but
• 50:15
  it's
• 50:15
  on
• 50:15
  God's
• 50:15
  time,
• 50:16
  you
• 50:17
  know,
• 50:17
  and
• 50:18
  to
• 50:18
  feel
• 50:18
  comfort
• 50:19
  in
• 50:19
  that,
• 50:20
  you
• 50:20
  know,
• 50:22
  and
• 50:23
  just
• 50:23
  really,
• 50:23
  again,
• 50:23
  listening
• 50:24
  to
• 50:24
  yourself,
• 50:25
  you
• 50:25
  know,
• 50:26
  am
• 50:26
  I.
• 50:26
  Am
• 50:27
  I
• 50:27
  taking
• 50:27
  the
• 50:27
  right
• 50:27
  steps?
• 50:28
  Am
• 50:28
  I
• 50:28
  doing
• 50:28
  the
• 50:28
  right
• 50:29
  things
• 50:29
  and
• 50:29
  listening
• 50:30
  to
• 50:30
  that,
• 50:31
  listening
• 50:31
  to
• 50:32
  your.
• 50:32
  Your.
• 50:32
  Your
• 50:32
  instinct
• 50:33
  and
• 50:33
  your
• 50:33
  gut.
• 50:34
  Yeah.
• 50:35
  I
• 50:35
  think
• 50:36
  when
• 50:37
  I
• 50:37
  think
• 50:37
  about
• 50:37
  being
• 50:38
  stuck,
• 50:38
  I
• 50:38
  think
• 50:38
  I
• 50:39
  kind
• 50:39
  of
• 50:39
  felt
• 50:41
  stuck
• 50:42
  at
• 50:42
  the
• 50:43
  end
• 50:43
  of
• 50:43
  both
• 50:43
  of
• 50:44
  my
• 50:44
  marriages.
• 50:44
  Just
• 50:45
  like,
• 50:45
  what
• 50:45
  am
• 50:45
  I
• 50:46
  doing?
• 50:46
  Am
• 50:46
  I
• 50:47
  doing
• 50:47
  the
• 50:47
  right
• 50:47
  thing?
• 50:48
  You
• 50:48
  know,
• 50:49
  just
• 50:49
  trying
• 50:49
  to
• 50:50
  figure
• 50:50
  out
• 50:50
  how
• 50:50
  to
• 50:51
  start
• 50:51
  all
• 50:51
  over
• 50:52
  and
• 50:52
  all
• 50:52
  of
• 50:52
  those
• 50:52
  things
• 50:54
  as
• 50:54
  a
• 50:54
  single
• 50:55
  woman
• 50:55
  again,
• 50:55
  all
• 50:56
  of
• 50:56
  those
• 50:56
  things.
• 50:59
  I
• 50:59
  think
• 51:00
  the
• 51:00
  biggest
• 51:01
  thing
• 51:01
  for
• 51:01
  me,
• 51:02
  to
• 51:05
  feel
• 51:05
  unstuck
• 51:06
  or
• 51:06
  to
• 51:06
  just
• 51:06
  figure
• 51:07
  it
• 51:07
  out
• 51:07
  if
• 51:07
  I
• 51:07
  do
• 51:07
  feel
• 51:08
  stuck,
• 51:08
  is
• 51:09
  to
• 51:09
  not
• 51:10
  operate
• 51:10
  from
• 51:10
  a
• 51:10
  place
• 51:11
  of
• 51:11
  fear.
• 51:12
  Like,
• 51:12
  you
• 51:12
  just
• 51:12
  gotta
• 51:13
  believe
• 51:13
  that
• 51:13
  you're
• 51:14
  gonna
• 51:14
  be
• 51:14
  okay.
• 51:15
  Like,
• 51:15
  you
• 51:15
  just
• 51:15
  gotta
• 51:15
  believe
• 51:16
  it.
• 51:16
  That's
• 51:16
  like
• 51:16
  part
• 51:17
  one.
• 51:17
  Like,
• 51:17
  you
• 51:17
  just
• 51:17
  gotta
• 51:18
  mentally
• 51:18
  put
• 51:18
  it
• 51:18
  in
• 51:18
  your
• 51:19
  mind
• 51:19
  into
• 51:19
  the
• 51:19
  universe.
• 51:20
  I'm
• 51:20
  gonna
• 51:20
  be
• 51:20
  okay.
• 51:20
  I'm
• 51:21
  gonna
• 51:21
  figure
• 51:21
  this
• 51:21
  out.
• 51:22
  And
• 51:22
  that's
• 51:22
  all
• 51:22
  that
• 51:23
  positive
• 51:23
  affirmation
• 51:25
  and
• 51:25
  manifesting
• 51:26
  and
• 51:26
  praying
• 51:27
  and
• 51:27
  all
• 51:27
  the
• 51:27
  things,
• 51:28
  just
• 51:28
  mentally
• 51:29
  positioning
• 51:29
  yourself
• 51:30
  to
• 51:30
  be
• 51:30
  okay,
• 51:31
  to
• 51:31
  be
• 51:32
  unstuck.
• 51:33
  And
• 51:33
  then
• 51:33
  from
• 51:33
  there,
• 51:34
  you
• 51:35
  know,
• 51:35
  baby
• 51:36
  steps,
• 51:36
  you
• 51:36
  just
• 51:36
  start
• 51:37
  rebuilding.
• 51:38
  You
• 51:38
  know,
• 51:38
  you
• 51:39
  just
• 51:39
  start
• 51:39
  rebuilding
• 51:40
  and
• 51:41
  you
• 51:41
  start
• 51:41
  rethinking
• 51:42
  this
• 51:43
  new
• 51:43
  life
• 51:44
  that
• 51:44
  does
• 51:45
  not
• 51:45
  involve
• 51:45
  anyone
• 51:45
  else.
• 51:46
  Now
• 51:47
  you
• 51:48
  start
• 51:48
  repositioning,
• 51:49
  you
• 51:49
  start
• 51:49
  reinventing.
• 51:51
  I
• 51:51
  am
• 51:52
  queen
• 51:52
  of
• 51:52
  reinvention.
• 51:53
  I'm
• 51:54
  always.
• 51:55
  Probably
• 51:55
  every
• 51:55
  10
• 51:55
  years,
• 51:56
  I
• 51:56
  reinvent
• 51:57
  and
• 51:57
  decide,
• 51:58
  oh,
• 51:58
  you
• 51:58
  know
• 51:58
  what?
• 51:58
  I
• 51:58
  did
• 51:59
  the
• 51:59
  modeling.
• 51:59
  Time
• 52:00
  to
• 52:00
  do
• 52:00
  reality
• 52:00
  tv.
• 52:01
  Did
• 52:01
  that.
• 52:01
  Time
• 52:01
  to
• 52:02
  go
• 52:02
  into
• 52:02
  acting.
• 52:02
  Did
• 52:03
  that.
• 52:03
  Time
• 52:03
  to
• 52:04
  write
• 52:04
  a
• 52:04
  book.
• 52:04
  Time
• 52:05
  to
• 52:05
  start
• 52:05
  a
• 52:05
  podcast.
• 52:06
  Time
• 52:06
  to
• 52:06
  start
• 52:06
  my
• 52:07
  own
• 52:07
  skincare
• 52:07
  line.
• 52:07
  Like,
• 52:08
  I'm
• 52:08
  always
• 52:08
  constantly
• 52:10
  elevating
• 52:12
  and
• 52:13
  doing,
• 52:15
  accomplishing
• 52:16
  the
• 52:16
  goals
• 52:16
  that
• 52:17
  I've
• 52:17
  set
• 52:17
  for
• 52:17
  myself.
• 52:18
  So
• 52:18
  it
• 52:18
  doesn't
• 52:18
  actually
• 52:19
  leave
• 52:19
  a
• 52:19
  lot.
• 52:19
  I
• 52:19
  don't
• 52:20
  have,
• 52:20
  like,
• 52:20
  a
• 52:20
  lot
• 52:20
  of
• 52:20
  time
• 52:20
  to
• 52:21
  be
• 52:21
  stuck.
• 52:21
  Right.
• 52:22
  To
• 52:22
  be
• 52:22
  honest,
• 52:24
  I
• 52:24
  gotta
• 52:25
  cross
• 52:25
  those
• 52:25
  things
• 52:25
  off
• 52:26
  the
• 52:26
  list.
• 52:27
  I'm
• 52:27
  too
• 52:27
  busy
• 52:27
  to
• 52:28
  be
• 52:28
  stuck.
• 52:28
  Okay?
• 52:29
  So
• 52:29
  if
• 52:30
  I'm
• 52:30
  stuck,
• 52:30
  I'm
• 52:30
  not
• 52:30
  gonna
• 52:30
  be
• 52:31
  stuck
• 52:31
  for
• 52:31
  long,
• 52:31
  I
• 52:32
  can
• 52:32
  tell
• 52:32
  you
• 52:32
  that.
• 52:33
  I
• 52:33
  got
• 52:34
  24
• 52:34
  hours
• 52:34
  to
• 52:34
  be
• 52:35
  stuck,
• 52:35
  and
• 52:35
  then
• 52:35
  I
• 52:35
  gotta
• 52:36
  figure
• 52:36
  it
• 52:36
  out.
• 52:37
  That's
• 52:37
  good.
• 52:37
  That's
• 52:37
  good.
• 52:38
  I
• 52:38
  was
• 52:38
  actually
• 52:38
  listening
• 52:38
  to
• 52:39
  another
• 52:39
  podcast,
• 52:40
  and
• 52:40
  the
• 52:40
  lady,
• 52:41
  the
• 52:41
  guest
• 52:41
  that
• 52:41
  was
• 52:41
  on
• 52:42
  said
• 52:42
  that
• 52:42
  every
• 52:43
  three
• 52:43
  or
• 52:43
  four
• 52:43
  days
• 52:43
  she
• 52:44
  takes
• 52:44
  a
• 52:44
  break
• 52:44
  and
• 52:44
  goes
• 52:45
  downstairs,
• 52:46
  locks
• 52:46
  herself
• 52:46
  in
• 52:46
  a
• 52:47
  bathroom
• 52:47
  and.
• 52:48
  And
• 52:48
  just
• 52:48
  cries.
• 52:49
  Just.
• 52:49
  Just
• 52:49
  gets
• 52:50
  it
• 52:50
  out,
• 52:50
  just
• 52:50
  lets
• 52:51
  it
• 52:51
  flow
• 52:51
  through
• 52:52
  her,
• 52:52
  just
• 52:53
  a
• 52:53
  clear
• 52:53
  space.
• 52:54
  And
• 52:54
  I
• 52:54
  thought
• 52:55
  that
• 52:55
  was
• 52:55
  so
• 52:55
  interesting.
• 52:56
  I'm
• 52:56
  like,
• 52:56
  a
• 52:57
  good
• 52:57
  cry
• 52:58
  really
• 52:58
  can
• 52:58
  be
• 52:58
  cathartic.
• 52:59
  It's
• 53:00
  a
• 53:00
  release.
• 53:01
  Yes.
• 53:02
  Like,
• 53:02
  it
• 53:03
  really
• 53:03
  is
• 53:03
  a
• 53:03
  release.
• 53:03
  And
• 53:04
  I
• 53:04
  mean,
• 53:05
  I
• 53:05
  can
• 53:05
  say
• 53:05
  I
• 53:05
  don't
• 53:05
  cry
• 53:06
  enough.
• 53:06
  Like,
• 53:07
  I'm
• 53:07
  not
• 53:07
  like
• 53:09
  a
• 53:09
  cry
• 53:09
  girl.
• 53:10
  Like,
• 53:10
  even
• 53:11
  when
• 53:11
  I,
• 53:11
  even
• 53:12
  if
• 53:12
  I'm
• 53:12
  upset
• 53:12
  and
• 53:12
  I
• 53:12
  want
• 53:13
  to
• 53:13
  cry
• 53:13
  sometimes
• 53:13
  it's
• 53:14
  just
• 53:14
  hard
• 53:14
  to
• 53:14
  cry.
• 53:15
  And
• 53:15
  then
• 53:15
  when
• 53:15
  I
• 53:15
  do
• 53:15
  cry.
• 53:17
  Oh,
• 53:17
  talking
• 53:17
  about
• 53:18
  cry
• 53:18
  me
• 53:18
  a
• 53:18
  river.
• 53:18
  Like,
• 53:19
  I
• 53:19
  cry
• 53:19
  for
• 53:19
  everyone.
• 53:20
  When
• 53:20
  I
• 53:20
  finally
• 53:21
  cry,
• 53:22
  I
• 53:23
  can't
• 53:23
  stop
• 53:23
  crying
• 53:23
  because
• 53:24
  I
• 53:24
  finally
• 53:24
  do
• 53:24
  it
• 53:27
  right.
• 53:27
  It's
• 53:28
  like
• 53:28
  your
• 53:28
  body
• 53:28
  just
• 53:28
  needs
• 53:28
  to
• 53:29
  let
• 53:29
  go
• 53:29
  sometimes,
• 53:30
  you
• 53:30
  know?
• 53:30
  Yeah.
• 53:31
  Let
• 53:31
  it
• 53:31
  out.
• 53:31
  We
• 53:32
  just
• 53:32
  keep
• 53:32
  it
• 53:32
  so
• 53:33
  bottled
• 53:33
  in.
• 53:33
  And
• 53:33
  I
• 53:33
  just,
• 53:34
  I
• 53:34
  thought
• 53:34
  that
• 53:34
  was
• 53:34
  so
• 53:35
  interesting.
• 53:35
  I'm
• 53:35
  like,
• 53:36
  we
• 53:36
  just
• 53:36
  all
• 53:36
  have
• 53:37
  to
• 53:37
  have
• 53:37
  those
• 53:37
  breaks,
• 53:38
  you
• 53:38
  know,
• 53:39
  I'm
• 53:40
  a.
• 53:40
  Crier
• 53:40
  over
• 53:40
  here,
• 53:40
  so.
• 53:41
  No,
• 53:41
  you're
• 53:41
  very
• 53:41
  emotional.
• 53:42
  Yeah.
• 53:42
  Dana's
• 53:43
  very.
• 53:43
  Do
• 53:44
  you,
• 53:44
  Are
• 53:44
  you
• 53:44
  the
• 53:44
  person
• 53:44
  that
• 53:45
  cries
• 53:45
  at
• 53:45
  the
• 53:45
  commercial
• 53:46
  of
• 53:46
  like,
• 53:46
  you
• 53:46
  know,
• 53:46
  they,
• 53:47
  you
• 53:47
  know,
• 53:47
  the
• 53:47
  kid
• 53:48
  comes,
• 53:48
  comes
• 53:48
  home
• 53:49
  after,
• 53:49
  you
• 53:50
  know,
• 53:50
  being
• 53:50
  away
• 53:51
  and,
• 53:51
  and
• 53:51
  the
• 53:51
  parents
• 53:52
  are
• 53:52
  crying.
• 53:52
  And
• 53:52
  this
• 53:53
  is
• 53:53
  how
• 53:53
  much
• 53:53
  I,
• 53:53
  how,
• 53:54
  how
• 53:54
  much
• 53:54
  I'm
• 53:55
  a,
• 53:55
  A
• 53:55
  crybaby.
• 53:56
  So
• 53:57
  I
• 53:57
  went
• 53:58
  to
• 53:58
  dinner
• 53:58
  with
• 53:58
  like
• 53:59
  a
• 53:59
  new
• 53:59
  group
• 53:59
  of
• 53:59
  friends,
• 54:00
  Cynthia,
• 54:00
  you
• 54:00
  know,
• 54:00
  the
• 54:01
  other
• 54:01
  Saturday
• 54:02
  night.
• 54:03
  And
• 54:03
  so
• 54:03
  we're
• 54:03
  all
• 54:03
  talking,
• 54:04
  getting
• 54:04
  to
• 54:04
  know
• 54:04
  each
• 54:04
  other.
• 54:05
  And
• 54:05
  it
• 54:05
  was
• 54:05
  just
• 54:05
  really,
• 54:06
  really
• 54:06
  nice.
• 54:06
  Just
• 54:06
  a
• 54:06
  really
• 54:07
  group,
• 54:07
  great
• 54:07
  group
• 54:07
  of
• 54:08
  women.
• 54:08
  And
• 54:08
  so
• 54:10
  at
• 54:10
  the
• 54:10
  end,
• 54:10
  one
• 54:11
  of
• 54:11
  the
• 54:11
  ladies
• 54:11
  ordered
• 54:12
  a
• 54:13
  cake
• 54:13
  and
• 54:13
  we
• 54:13
  were
• 54:14
  sharing
• 54:14
  it.
• 54:14
  It
• 54:14
  was
• 54:14
  so
• 54:14
  good.
• 54:15
  I
• 54:15
  said,
• 54:15
  you
• 54:15
  know
• 54:15
  what,
• 54:15
  let
• 54:15
  me
• 54:15
  order.
• 54:16
  I'm
• 54:16
  going
• 54:16
  to
• 54:16
  order
• 54:16
  this
• 54:16
  and
• 54:16
  bring
• 54:16
  it
• 54:17
  home
• 54:17
  to
• 54:17
  my
• 54:17
  husband.
• 54:18
  And
• 54:19
  so
• 54:19
  the,
• 54:19
  I
• 54:19
  was,
• 54:19
  the
• 54:20
  waitress
• 54:20
  came
• 54:20
  and
• 54:21
  young
• 54:22
  lady
• 54:22
  said,
• 54:22
  oh
• 54:22
  no,
• 54:23
  just
• 54:23
  put
• 54:23
  it
• 54:23
  on
• 54:23
  my.
• 54:23
  I'll,
• 54:24
  I'll
• 54:24
  get
• 54:24
  it
• 54:24
  for
• 54:24
  you.
• 54:25
  And
• 54:25
  like
• 54:26
  literally
• 54:26
  that
• 54:27
  little
• 54:27
  thing.
• 54:28
  That's
• 54:28
  so
• 54:28
  sweet.
• 54:29
  I
• 54:30
  was
• 54:30
  just
• 54:30
  like,
• 54:31
  really?
• 54:31
  I'm
• 54:31
  like,
• 54:31
  I.
• 54:32
  It
• 54:32
  made
• 54:32
  me
• 54:32
  cry.
• 54:33
  Yeah,
• 54:33
  I
• 54:34
  was
• 54:34
  like,
• 54:35
  I
• 54:35
  was.
• 54:36
  That's
• 54:37
  so
• 54:37
  sweet.
• 54:38
  That
• 54:38
  is
• 54:38
  really
• 54:39
  sweet.
• 54:39
  And
• 54:39
  I
• 54:40
  just
• 54:40
  literally
• 54:40
  teared
• 54:40
  up
• 54:41
  because
• 54:41
  she
• 54:41
  did
• 54:41
  not
• 54:41
  have
• 54:42
  to
• 54:42
  do
• 54:42
  that.
• 54:42
  We
• 54:42
  just
• 54:43
  met
• 54:43
  and
• 54:43
  it
• 54:43
  was
• 54:43
  just.
• 54:44
  And
• 54:44
  I
• 54:44
  was
• 54:44
  just
• 54:45
  telling
• 54:45
  Cynthia
• 54:45
  before
• 54:45
  how
• 54:46
  hard
• 54:46
  it's
• 54:46
  been
• 54:47
  just
• 54:47
  meeting
• 54:47
  friends
• 54:48
  down
• 54:48
  here.
• 54:49
  And
• 54:49
  it
• 54:49
  was
• 54:49
  just
• 54:49
  that
• 54:50
  whole.
• 54:50
  It
• 54:50
  just,
• 54:50
  I
• 54:50
  just
• 54:51
  got
• 54:51
  a
• 54:51
  super
• 54:51
  emotional
• 54:53
  and
• 54:53
  like,
• 54:53
  literally
• 54:53
  was
• 54:54
  crying.
• 54:54
  Oh
• 54:55
  my
• 54:55
  God.
• 54:55
  That's
• 54:56
  the
• 54:56
  sweetest
• 54:56
  thing.
• 54:56
  No,
• 54:57
  it
• 54:57
  is
• 54:57
  really
• 54:57
  hard,
• 54:58
  especially
• 54:58
  now
• 54:58
  to
• 54:58
  meet
• 54:59
  new
• 54:59
  like
• 55:00
  minded
• 55:00
  women.
• 55:01
  I
• 55:01
  mean,
• 55:01
  it's
• 55:01
  an
• 55:01
  effort.
• 55:02
  You
• 55:02
  really
• 55:03
  have
• 55:03
  to
• 55:03
  put
• 55:03
  yourself
• 55:03
  out
• 55:04
  there.
• 55:04
  No,
• 55:05
  like,
• 55:05
  seriously,
• 55:05
  I'm
• 55:06
  actually
• 55:06
  in
• 55:06
  a
• 55:06
  really
• 55:07
  nice
• 55:07
  friend
• 55:08
  group
• 55:08
  of
• 55:08
  women
• 55:09
  who
• 55:09
  are
• 55:09
  also
• 55:10
  bosses
• 55:10
  and
• 55:11
  all
• 55:12
  the
• 55:12
  things
• 55:12
  we
• 55:12
  call
• 55:12
  ourselves
• 55:13
  boss
• 55:13
  babes.
• 55:14
  And
• 55:16
  I
• 55:16
  Just
• 55:16
  introduced
• 55:17
  Dana
• 55:17
  to
• 55:17
  those
• 55:18
  ladies.
• 55:18
  They're
• 55:18
  always.
• 55:19
  We're
• 55:20
  always
• 55:20
  supporting
• 55:20
  each
• 55:20
  other,
• 55:21
  and.
• 55:23
  Yeah,
• 55:25
  yeah,
• 55:26
  it's
• 55:26
  good.
• 55:27
  It's
• 55:27
  good.
• 55:27
  Like,
• 55:28
  my
• 55:28
  schedule
• 55:28
  is
• 55:28
  always
• 55:28
  pretty
• 55:29
  crazy.
• 55:29
  I
• 55:29
  don't
• 55:29
  get
• 55:29
  to
• 55:29
  see
• 55:30
  the
• 55:30
  ladies
• 55:30
  as
• 55:30
  much
• 55:30
  as
• 55:31
  I
• 55:31
  would
• 55:31
  like
• 55:31
  to,
• 55:31
  but
• 55:31
  it's.
• 55:32
  It's
• 55:32
  good
• 55:32
  to
• 55:33
  know
• 55:33
  they're
• 55:33
  there,
• 55:33
  you
• 55:34
  know?
• 55:34
  Yeah,
• 55:34
  you
• 55:35
  need
• 55:35
  those
• 55:35
  touch
• 55:35
  points,
• 55:36
  you
• 55:36
  know,
• 55:36
  of,
• 55:36
  like,
• 55:37
  just
• 55:37
  girls
• 55:37
  night
• 55:38
  and
• 55:38
  talking
• 55:39
  it
• 55:39
  out.
• 55:39
  Can
• 55:39
  be
• 55:39
  casual,
• 55:40
  whatever
• 55:40
  it
• 55:40
  is,
• 55:41
  you
• 55:41
  know?
• 55:42
  Absolutely.
• 55:43
  Yeah.
• 55:43
  So
• 55:44
  how
• 55:44
  are
• 55:44
  you
• 55:44
  two
• 55:45
  lovely
• 55:45
  ladies
• 55:46
  living
• 55:46
  iconically
• 55:47
  right
• 55:47
  now?
• 55:48
  Oh,
• 55:50
  how
• 55:50
  are
• 55:50
  we
• 55:50
  living
• 55:51
  iconically?
• 55:53
  Well,
• 55:53
  for
• 55:54
  me,
• 55:54
  I
• 55:54
  guess
• 55:56
  I'm
• 55:57
  saying
• 55:57
  the
• 55:57
  course
• 55:59
  with,
• 56:00
  you
• 56:00
  know,
• 56:01
  doing
• 56:01
  the
• 56:01
  things
• 56:02
  that
• 56:03
  have
• 56:03
  put
• 56:03
  me
• 56:03
  in
• 56:04
  the
• 56:04
  icon
• 56:05
  lane,
• 56:05
  I
• 56:05
  guess,
• 56:06
  continuing
• 56:07
  to
• 56:08
  be
• 56:08
  a
• 56:08
  part
• 56:09
  of
• 56:09
  the
• 56:09
  show.
• 56:11
  Continuing
• 56:12
  to
• 56:14
  be.
• 56:16
  I
• 56:16
  just
• 56:16
  recently
• 56:16
  did
• 56:17
  the
• 56:17
  cover
• 56:17
  o
• 56:17
  L'Officiel.
• 56:20
  Continue
• 56:20
  my
• 56:21
  modeling.
• 56:22
  Continuing
• 56:23
  my
• 56:23
  modeling
• 56:23
  journey.
• 56:24
  I
• 56:24
  feel
• 56:24
  like,
• 56:25
  you
• 56:25
  know,
• 56:26
  I
• 56:26
  talk
• 56:26
  a
• 56:26
  lot
• 56:26
  about
• 56:27
  representation.
• 56:28
  I.
• 56:28
  I
• 56:29
  love
• 56:29
  that
• 56:29
  I've
• 56:30
  pretty
• 56:30
  much
• 56:30
  come
• 56:30
  full
• 56:30
  circle
• 56:31
  with
• 56:31
  my
• 56:32
  modeling,
• 56:32
  and
• 56:33
  now
• 56:33
  I'm
• 56:33
  finally
• 56:34
  at
• 56:34
  an
• 56:34
  age
• 56:34
  now.
• 56:35
  I
• 56:35
  hadn't
• 56:35
  thought
• 56:35
  about
• 56:35
  modeling
• 56:36
  in
• 56:36
  years,
• 56:36
  but
• 56:36
  I
• 56:37
  feel
• 56:37
  like
• 56:37
  I
• 56:37
  might
• 56:37
  want
• 56:37
  to
• 56:38
  get
• 56:38
  back
• 56:38
  out
• 56:38
  there.
• 56:38
  I
• 56:39
  think
• 56:39
  the.
• 56:40
  This
• 56:40
  50s
• 56:41
  woman
• 56:42
  that
• 56:42
  this
• 56:42
  new
• 56:42
  curvy
• 56:43
  body
• 56:43
  needs
• 56:43
  to
• 56:43
  be.
• 56:43
  There's
• 56:44
  somebody
• 56:44
  out
• 56:44
  there
• 56:44
  that
• 56:45
  I
• 56:45
  need
• 56:45
  to
• 56:45
  represent
• 56:45
  for.
• 56:46
  So
• 56:47
  that's
• 56:47
  something
• 56:48
  that
• 56:49
  I'm
• 56:50
  entertaining
• 56:50
  in
• 56:50
  2026.
• 56:54
  Just
• 56:54
  my
• 56:54
  career,
• 56:55
  my
• 56:55
  life,
• 56:56
  you
• 56:56
  know,
• 56:56
  the
• 56:57
  Cynthia
• 56:57
  Bailey
• 56:58
  life
• 56:58
  of
• 56:58
  it
• 56:58
  all
• 56:59
  has,
• 57:00
  in
• 57:00
  some
• 57:02
  crazy
• 57:03
  way,
• 57:03
  by
• 57:03
  the
• 57:03
  grace
• 57:04
  of
• 57:04
  God,
• 57:05
  has
• 57:07
  has
• 57:07
  me
• 57:07
  living
• 57:08
  quite
• 57:08
  an
• 57:08
  iconic
• 57:09
  little
• 57:09
  life
• 57:09
  over
• 57:10
  here.
• 57:10
  Like,
• 57:10
  a
• 57:11
  lot
• 57:11
  of
• 57:11
  people
• 57:11
  pay
• 57:11
  attention
• 57:12
  to
• 57:12
  the
• 57:13
  things
• 57:13
  that
• 57:13
  I
• 57:13
  have
• 57:13
  going
• 57:13
  on.
• 57:14
  So
• 57:14
  I
• 57:14
  don't
• 57:14
  know
• 57:15
  what
• 57:15
  makes
• 57:15
  an
• 57:15
  icon,
• 57:16
  but
• 57:16
  I
• 57:16
  feel
• 57:16
  like
• 57:17
  I'm
• 57:17
  definitely
• 57:18
  a
• 57:18
  part
• 57:19
  of
• 57:19
  a
• 57:19
  group,
• 57:20
  especially
• 57:20
  with
• 57:21
  the
• 57:21
  show
• 57:22
  that,
• 57:23
  you
• 57:23
  know,
• 57:24
  we've
• 57:24
  made
• 57:25
  incredible
• 57:25
  memories
• 57:26
  for
• 57:26
  people
• 57:26
  and
• 57:27
  for
• 57:27
  ourselves,
• 57:28
  and,
• 57:28
  you
• 57:28
  know,
• 57:28
  we've
• 57:29
  helped
• 57:29
  move
• 57:29
  the
• 57:30
  culture,
• 57:31
  the
• 57:31
  black
• 57:31
  culture
• 57:32
  forward
• 57:32
  in
• 57:33
  so
• 57:33
  many
• 57:33
  ways
• 57:34
  with,
• 57:34
  you
• 57:35
  know,
• 57:35
  different
• 57:35
  things
• 57:36
  that
• 57:37
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• 57:38
  show
• 57:38
  has
• 57:38
  contributed
• 57:39
  that
• 57:39
  I've
• 57:39
  contributed
• 57:40
  as
• 57:40
  an
• 57:40
  actor,
• 57:41
  as
• 57:42
  model,
• 57:42
  like,
• 57:43
  all
• 57:43
  the
• 57:43
  things.
• 57:43
  So,
• 57:44
  yeah,
• 57:44
  I'm
• 57:45
  just
• 57:45
  staying
• 57:45
  the
• 57:45
  course.
• 57:45
  I'm
• 57:46
  just
• 57:46
  trying
• 57:46
  to
• 57:46
  run
• 57:46
  this
• 57:47
  thing
• 57:47
  out
• 57:48
  to
• 57:48
  the
• 57:48
  end
• 57:48
  here
• 57:49
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• 57:51
  To.
• 57:52
  Continue
• 57:52
  to
• 57:52
  do
• 57:52
  it
• 57:52
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• 57:53
  to
• 57:53
  continue
• 57:53
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• 57:53
  do
• 57:53
  it
• 57:54
  with
• 57:55
  style
• 57:55
  and
• 57:55
  love
• 57:56
  and
• 57:56
  grace.
• 57:57
  That's
• 57:57
  amazing.
• 57:58
  What
• 57:58
  do
• 57:58
  you
• 57:58
  think
• 57:58
  that
• 57:59
  the
• 57:59
  show
• 57:59
  needs
• 57:59
  to
• 57:59
  do
• 58:00
  to
• 58:00
  remain
• 58:00
  iconic?
• 58:01
  Because
• 58:01
  there's
• 58:01
  been
• 58:01
  a
• 58:01
  lot
• 58:01
  of
• 58:02
  changes
• 58:02
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• 58:03
  have
• 58:03
  happened,
• 58:03
  you
• 58:03
  know,
• 58:03
  over
• 58:04
  the
• 58:04
  course
• 58:04
  of
• 58:04
  that.
• 58:05
  I
• 58:05
  mean,
• 58:05
  you
• 58:05
  were
• 58:05
  really
• 58:05
  one
• 58:06
  of
• 58:06
  the
• 58:06
  ones
• 58:06
  to
• 58:06
  shape
• 58:07
  it
• 58:07
  and
• 58:07
  make
• 58:07
  it
• 58:07
  iconic.
• 58:08
  So
• 58:09
  what
• 58:09
  do
• 58:09
  you
• 58:09
  think
• 58:09
  the
• 58:10
  show
• 58:10
  has
• 58:10
  to
• 58:10
  do
• 58:10
  to
• 58:11
  remain
• 58:11
  iconic?
• 58:12
  The
• 58:12
  real
• 58:12
  Housewives
• 58:12
  of
• 58:13
  Atlanta.
• 58:13
  Well,
• 58:13
  I.
• 58:13
  I
• 58:13
  think
• 58:14
  the
• 58:14
  show
• 58:14
  has
• 58:14
  to
• 58:14
  elevate.
• 58:15
  It
• 58:15
  has
• 58:15
  to
• 58:16
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• 58:16
  Like,
• 58:16
  we've.
• 58:17
  You
• 58:18
  know,
• 58:18
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• 58:18
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• 58:19
  it
• 58:20
  for
• 58:20
  so
• 58:20
  many
• 58:20
  years.
• 58:21
  I
• 58:22
  think
• 58:22
  it
• 58:22
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• 58:22
  has
• 58:23
  to
• 58:23
  elevate.
• 58:23
  I
• 58:23
  think
• 58:23
  it's
• 58:24
  the
• 58:24
  right.
• 58:24
  I
• 58:24
  think
• 58:25
  it's
• 58:25
  all
• 58:25
  about
• 58:26
  putting
• 58:27
  the
• 58:27
  right
• 58:27
  mixture
• 58:28
  of
• 58:28
  new
• 58:29
  people
• 58:30
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• 58:31
  some
• 58:31
  of
• 58:31
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• 58:31
  OGs
• 58:32
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• 58:32
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• 58:33
  seeing
• 58:33
  what
• 58:34
  that
• 58:34
  looks
• 58:34
  like.
• 58:34
  I
• 58:34
  think
• 58:34
  it's.
• 58:35
  When
• 58:35
  it's,
• 58:35
  like,
• 58:35
  all,
• 58:36
  like,
• 58:36
  a
• 58:36
  new
• 58:36
  cast,
• 58:37
  everything,
• 58:38
  it's
• 58:38
  too
• 58:38
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• 58:39
  Like,
• 58:39
  we
• 58:39
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• 58:39
  know
• 58:40
  these
• 58:40
  people.
• 58:40
  We're
• 58:40
  not
• 58:40
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• 58:41
  in
• 58:41
  them
• 58:41
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• 58:42
  We
• 58:42
  got.
• 58:42
  You
• 58:42
  gotta,
• 58:42
  like,
• 58:43
  slowly
• 58:44
  introduce
• 58:44
  us
• 58:44
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• 58:45
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• 58:45
  people,
• 58:46
  you
• 58:46
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• 58:46
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• 58:46
  that
• 58:46
  we
• 58:46
  can
• 58:46
  start
• 58:47
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• 58:47
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• 58:47
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• 58:48
  in
• 58:48
  their
• 58:48
  kids
• 58:48
  and
• 58:48
  their
• 58:48
  lives
• 58:49
  and
• 58:49
  all
• 58:49
  that
• 58:49
  stuff.
• 58:50
  But
• 58:50
  we
• 58:50
  did
• 58:50
  it
• 58:51
  for
• 58:51
  so
• 58:51
  long.
• 58:52
  The
• 58:52
  people
• 58:53
  that's
• 58:53
  a
• 58:54
  part
• 58:54
  of
• 58:54
  my
• 58:54
  cast
• 58:55
  that,
• 58:55
  you
• 58:55
  know,
• 58:55
  they
• 58:56
  watched
• 58:56
  our
• 58:56
  children
• 58:56
  grow
• 58:56
  up
• 58:57
  on
• 58:57
  tv,
• 58:57
  so
• 58:57
  they're
• 58:58
  still
• 58:58
  super
• 58:58
  invested.
• 58:58
  So
• 58:59
  I
• 58:59
  think
• 58:59
  the
• 58:59
  right
• 58:59
  balance
• 59:00
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• 59:00
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• 59:01
  Young.
• 59:02
  I'm
• 59:02
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• 59:02
  young.
• 59:03
  I
• 59:03
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• 59:03
  the
• 59:03
  balance
• 59:04
  of
• 59:04
  the
• 59:04
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• 59:05
  meets
• 59:05
  some
• 59:05
  of
• 59:05
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• 59:06
  new,
• 59:06
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• 59:06
  new
• 59:06
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• 59:07
  the
• 59:07
  old.
• 59:07
  I
• 59:07
  think
• 59:08
  that's
• 59:08
  one
• 59:08
  of
• 59:09
  the
• 59:09
  ways,
• 59:09
  in
• 59:09
  my
• 59:09
  opinion,
• 59:10
  to
• 59:10
  keep
• 59:10
  the
• 59:10
  show
• 59:10
  iconic.
• 59:11
  Do
• 59:12
  you
• 59:12
  think
• 59:12
  that
• 59:12
  you'll
• 59:12
  stay
• 59:13
  with
• 59:13
  it
• 59:13
  for
• 59:13
  the
• 59:13
  foreseeable
• 59:14
  future?
• 59:15
  You're
• 59:15
  having
• 59:15
  a
• 59:15
  good
• 59:15
  time?
• 59:16
  I
• 59:16
  am
• 59:16
  having
• 59:17
  a
• 59:17
  good
• 59:17
  time.
• 59:17
  I
• 59:18
  am
• 59:18
  having
• 59:18
  a
• 59:18
  good
• 59:18
  time.
• 59:19
  I
• 59:20
  love
• 59:20
  the
• 59:20
  space
• 59:20
  that
• 59:21
  I'm
• 59:21
  in
• 59:21
  with
• 59:22
  the
• 59:22
  show,
• 59:23
  and
• 59:25
  I
• 59:25
  could.
• 59:26
  I
• 59:26
  could
• 59:26
  ride
• 59:27
  this.
• 59:28
  This
• 59:28
  wave
• 59:29
  a
• 59:29
  little
• 59:29
  longer.
• 59:30
  For
• 59:30
  sure.
• 59:31
  For
• 59:31
  sure.
• 59:31
  I'm
• 59:31
  having.
• 59:31
  I'm
• 59:31
  having
• 59:32
  a
• 59:32
  good
• 59:32
  time.
• 59:33
  Okay,
• 59:33
  good,
• 59:33
  good,
• 59:34
  good.
• 59:34
  Well,
• 59:34
  we're
• 59:34
  excited
• 59:35
  to
• 59:35
  see
• 59:35
  this
• 59:35
  next
• 59:36
  season.
• 59:36
  Dana,
• 59:37
  how
• 59:37
  are
• 59:37
  you
• 59:37
  living
• 59:37
  iconically?
• 59:38
  Well,
• 59:39
  I
• 59:39
  think,
• 59:39
  for
• 59:39
  one
• 59:39
  thing,
• 59:40
  you
• 59:40
  know,
• 59:40
  I
• 59:41
  just
• 59:41
  embrace
• 59:42
  the
• 59:42
  woman
• 59:42
  that
• 59:42
  I
• 59:43
  am
• 59:43
  now.
• 59:43
  You
• 59:44
  know,
• 59:44
  all
• 59:44
  my
• 59:44
  flaws
• 59:45
  and
• 59:45
  just
• 59:45
  everything,
• 59:47
  you
• 59:48
  know,
• 59:48
  I'm
• 59:48
  not
• 59:48
  trying
• 59:48
  to
• 59:48
  be
• 59:48
  who
• 59:49
  I
• 59:49
  was
• 59:49
  in
• 59:49
  my
• 59:49
  20s
• 59:50
  or
• 59:50
  my
• 59:50
  30s.
• 59:51
  It's
• 59:51
  really
• 59:51
  about,
• 59:53
  you
• 59:53
  know,
• 59:53
  honoring
• 59:53
  who
• 59:54
  I
• 59:54
  am
• 59:54
  now.
• 59:56
  This
• 59:56
  place
• 59:56
  that
• 59:56
  exists,
• 59:57
  experience
• 59:57
  and,
• 59:58
  you
• 59:58
  know,
• 59:58
  wisdom
• 59:59
  and.
• 59:59
  And
• 59:59
  just
• 1:00:00
  being
• 1:00:00
  authentic.
• 1:00:02
  And
• 1:00:02
  it's
• 1:00:03
  just
• 1:00:03
  really
• 1:00:03
  liberating,
• 1:00:04
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• 1:00:04
  I
• 1:00:04
  said,
• 1:00:04
  just
• 1:00:05
  to
• 1:00:05
  be
• 1:00:05
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• 1:00:05
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• 1:00:05
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• 1:00:05
  no.
• 1:00:07
  You
• 1:00:08
  know,
• 1:00:08
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• 1:00:08
  not.
• 1:00:09
  It's
• 1:00:10
  not
• 1:00:10
  about,
• 1:00:10
  you
• 1:00:10
  know,
• 1:00:11
  chasing
• 1:00:11
  youth
• 1:00:11
  or,
• 1:00:12
  you
• 1:00:12
  know,
• 1:00:12
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• 1:00:12
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• 1:00:13
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• 1:00:13
  To
• 1:00:13
  relive
• 1:00:14
  the
• 1:00:14
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• 1:00:14
  It's
• 1:00:15
  about,
• 1:00:15
  you
• 1:00:16
  know,
• 1:00:16
  honoring
• 1:00:16
  who
• 1:00:17
  I
• 1:00:17
  am
• 1:00:17
  now
• 1:00:17
  and
• 1:00:17
  just
• 1:00:18
  feeling
• 1:00:18
  comfortable
• 1:00:18
  in
• 1:00:18
  my
• 1:00:19
  skin.
• 1:00:20
  Absolutely.
• 1:00:21
  Absolutely.
• 1:00:21
  That's
• 1:00:22
  a
• 1:00:22
  good
• 1:00:22
  one,
• 1:00:22
  right?
• 1:00:22
  We
• 1:00:22
  got
• 1:00:23
  to
• 1:00:23
  feel
• 1:00:23
  comfortable
• 1:00:23
  in
• 1:00:23
  our
• 1:00:24
  skin.
• 1:00:25
  Warn
• 1:00:25
  us.
• 1:00:25
  Absolutely.
• 1:00:26
  It's
• 1:00:26
  not
• 1:00:26
  a
• 1:00:27
  Beyonce
• 1:00:27
  song
• 1:00:28
  or
• 1:00:28
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• 1:00:28
  lie.
• 1:00:28
  I
• 1:00:29
  feel
• 1:00:29
  like.
• 1:00:29
  Well,
• 1:00:29
  in
• 1:00:30
  life.
• 1:00:30
  Definitely.
• 1:00:31
  Definitely.
• 1:00:33
  I
• 1:00:33
  love
• 1:00:33
  it.
• 1:00:33
  Ladies.
• 1:00:34
  So
• 1:00:35
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• 1:00:35
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• 1:00:35
  everybody,
• 1:00:36
  where
• 1:00:36
  can
• 1:00:36
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• 1:00:36
  find
• 1:00:36
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• 1:00:37
  First
• 1:00:37
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• 1:00:37
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• 1:00:38
  can
• 1:00:38
  we
• 1:00:38
  buy
• 1:00:38
  it
• 1:00:38
  online?
• 1:00:39
  Where's
• 1:00:39
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• 1:00:40
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• 1:00:40
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• 1:00:40
  to
• 1:00:40
  to
• 1:00:41
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• 1:00:41
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• 1:00:42
  You
• 1:00:42
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• 1:00:42
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• 1:00:42
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• 1:00:45
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• 1:00:46
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• 1:00:46
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• 1:00:46
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• 1:00:48
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• 1:00:49
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• 1:00:49
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• 1:00:50
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• 1:00:50
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• 1:00:51
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• 1:00:52
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• 1:00:52
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• 1:00:53
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• 1:00:53
  everybody
• 1:00:54
  also
• 1:00:54
  where
• 1:00:54
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• 1:00:55
  can
• 1:00:55
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• 1:00:55
  you.
• 1:00:55
  I
• 1:00:56
  know
• 1:00:56
  the
• 1:00:56
  Real
• 1:00:56
  Housewives
• 1:00:57
  of
• 1:00:57
  Atlanta
• 1:00:58
  is
• 1:00:58
  the
• 1:00:58
  new
• 1:00:59
  season,
• 1:00:59
  will
• 1:00:59
  be
• 1:00:59
  premiering
• 1:01:00
  next
• 1:01:00
  year,
• 1:01:01
  correct?
• 1:01:01
  Yes.
• 1:01:02
  Sometime
• 1:01:02
  next
• 1:01:02
  year.
• 1:01:03
  I'm
• 1:01:03
  not
• 1:01:03
  sure
• 1:01:03
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• 1:01:04
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• 1:01:04
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• 1:01:04
  date,
• 1:01:05
  but
• 1:01:05
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• 1:01:05
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• 1:01:06
  out
• 1:01:06
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• 1:01:06
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• 1:01:06
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• 1:01:07
  Please
• 1:01:07
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• 1:01:07
  out
• 1:01:07
  for
• 1:01:08
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• 1:01:08
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• 1:01:08
  of
• 1:01:08
  Real
• 1:01:09
  Housewives
• 1:01:09
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• 1:01:09
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• 1:01:10
  Coming
• 1:01:10
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• 1:01:10
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• 1:01:11
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• 1:01:11
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• 1:01:11
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• 1:01:11
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• 1:01:12
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• 1:01:13
  I'm
• 1:01:13
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• 1:01:13
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• 1:01:13
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• 1:01:13
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• 1:01:13
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• 1:01:14
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• 1:01:14
  yet,
• 1:01:14
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• 1:01:14
  look
• 1:01:14
  out
• 1:01:15
  for
• 1:01:15
  it.
• 1:01:16
  Season's
• 1:01:17
  gonna
• 1:01:17
  be
• 1:01:17
  incredible.
• 1:01:19
  And
• 1:01:20
  yours
• 1:01:20
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• 1:01:21
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• 1:01:21
  all
• 1:01:22
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• 1:01:22
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• 1:01:22
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• 1:01:22
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• 1:01:22
  So
• 1:01:23
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• 1:01:23
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• 1:01:23
  you
• 1:01:23
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• 1:01:24
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• 1:01:24
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• 1:01:25
  Have
• 1:01:25
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• 1:01:25
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• 1:01:25
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• 1:01:26
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• 1:01:26
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• 1:01:26
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• 1:01:26
  to
• 1:01:26
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• 1:01:27
  on,
• 1:01:27
  you
• 1:01:27
  know.
• 1:01:28
  Oh,
• 1:01:31
  yes.
• 1:01:31
  Yes.
• 1:01:34
  One
• 1:01:34
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• 1:01:34
  to
• 1:01:35
  describe
• 1:01:35
  this
• 1:01:35
  season.
• 1:01:36
  Complicated.
• 1:01:38
  Oh.
• 1:01:38
  Every.
• 1:01:39
  Nothing
• 1:01:39
  was
• 1:01:39
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• 1:01:40
  like
• 1:01:40
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• 1:01:41
  was.
• 1:01:42
  I've
• 1:01:42
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• 1:01:42
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• 1:01:42
  more
• 1:01:43
  confused
• 1:01:44
  in
• 1:01:45
  a
• 1:01:45
  lot
• 1:01:45
  of
• 1:01:45
  ways,
• 1:01:46
  but
• 1:01:47
  it's
• 1:01:47
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• 1:01:48
  Okay.
• 1:01:49
  Because
• 1:01:49
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• 1:01:49
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• 1:01:50
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• 1:01:50
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• 1:01:50
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• 1:01:51
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• 1:01:51
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• 1:01:51
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• 1:01:52
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• 1:01:52
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• 1:01:52
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• 1:01:53
  So,
• 1:01:53
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• 1:01:54
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• 1:01:54
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• 1:01:54
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• 1:01:54
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• 1:01:54
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• 1:01:54
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• 1:01:55
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• 1:01:58
  reacquainting
• 1:01:58
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• 1:01:59
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• 1:01:59
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• 1:01:59
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• 1:01:59
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• 1:02:00
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• 1:02:00
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• 1:02:00
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• 1:02:00
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• 1:02:01
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• 1:02:01
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• 1:02:01
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• 1:02:01
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• 1:02:01
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• 1:02:02
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• 1:02:02
  It's
• 1:02:02
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• 1:02:02
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• 1:02:02
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• 1:02:02
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• 1:02:03
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• 1:02:03
  It's
• 1:02:03
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• 1:02:03
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• 1:02:03
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• 1:02:03
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• 1:02:04
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• 1:02:04
  So
• 1:02:04
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• 1:02:04
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• 1:02:05
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• 1:02:05
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• 1:02:05
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• 1:02:05
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• 1:02:05
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• 1:02:06
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• 1:02:06
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• 1:02:06
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• 1:02:06
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• 1:02:07
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• 1:02:07
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• 1:02:07
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• 1:02:07
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• 1:02:07
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• 1:02:07
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• 1:02:08
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• 1:02:08
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• 1:02:09
  Expect
• 1:02:09
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• 1:02:09
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• 1:02:11
  And
• 1:02:12
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• 1:02:12
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• 1:02:12
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• 1:02:12
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• 1:02:13
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• 1:02:13
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• 1:02:13
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• 1:02:13
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• 1:02:13
  You
• 1:02:13
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• 1:02:14
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• 1:02:14
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• 1:02:14
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• 1:02:15
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• 1:02:16
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• 1:02:16
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• 1:02:16
  all
• 1:02:17
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• 1:02:17
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• 1:02:17
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• 1:02:18
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• 1:02:19
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• 1:02:19
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• 1:02:19
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• 1:02:19
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• 1:02:19
  Hill
• 1:02:20
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• 1:02:20
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• 1:02:20
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• 1:02:21
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• 1:02:21
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• 1:02:21
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• 1:02:23
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• 1:02:24
  We
• 1:02:24
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• 1:02:25
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• 1:02:25
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• 1:02:25
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• 1:02:26
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• 1:02:27
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• 1:02:27
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• 1:02:28
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• 1:02:29
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• 1:02:29
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• 1:02:29
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• 1:02:30
  So
• 1:02:30
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• 1:02:30
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• 1:02:31
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• 1:02:32
  To
• 1:02:32
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• 1:02:32
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• 1:02:33
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• 1:02:33
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• 1:02:33
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• 1:02:34
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• 1:02:34
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• 1:02:34
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• 1:02:34
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• 1:02:35
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• 1:02:35
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• 1:02:35
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• 1:02:36
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• 1:02:36
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• 1:02:37
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• 1:02:37
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• 1:02:37
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• 1:02:38
  Simon.
• 1:02:38
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• 1:02:38
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• 1:02:38
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• 1:02:39
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• 1:02:39
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• 1:02:40
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• 1:02:42
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• 1:02:43
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• 1:02:43
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• 1:02:43
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• 1:02:43
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• 1:02:43
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• 1:02:44
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• 1:02:44
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• 1:02:44
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• 1:02:44
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• 1:02:44
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• 1:02:45
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• 1:02:45
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• 1:02:45
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• 1:02:45
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• 1:02:46
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• 1:02:46
  And
• 1:02:47
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• 1:02:47
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• 1:02:47
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• 1:02:47
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• 1:02:47
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• 1:02:47
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• 1:02:48
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• 1:02:48
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• 1:02:49
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• 1:02:49
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• 1:02:49
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• 1:02:49
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• 1:02:50
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• 1:02:51
  Like,
• 1:02:51
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• 1:02:51
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• 1:02:52
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• 1:02:52
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• 1:02:52
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• 1:02:52
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• 1:02:53
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• 1:02:53
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• 1:02:53
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• 1:02:53
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• 1:02:53
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• 1:02:54
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• 1:02:54
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• 1:02:54
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• 1:02:54
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• 1:02:54
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• 1:02:55
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• 1:02:55
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• 1:02:55
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• 1:02:55
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• 1:02:55
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• 1:02:56
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• 1:02:56
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• 1:02:56
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• 1:02:57
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• 1:02:57
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• 1:02:57
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• 1:02:58
  Yeah.
• 1:02:59
  Yep.
• 1:03:00
  Right?
• 1:03:01
  It
• 1:03:01
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• 1:03:01
  It's
• 1:03:02
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• 1:03:02
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• 1:03:02
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• 1:03:03
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• 1:03:03
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• 1:03:03
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• 1:03:03
  is
• 1:03:03
  good
• 1:03:03
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• 1:03:04
  you
• 1:03:04
  guys.
• 1:03:04
  Absolutely.
• 1:03:06
  Thank
• 1:03:06
  you
• 1:03:07
  so
• 1:03:07
  much,
• 1:03:07
  ladies.
• 1:03:08
  I
• 1:03:08
  wish
• 1:03:09
  best
• 1:03:09
  of
• 1:03:10
  luck
• 1:03:10
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• 1:03:10
  I
• 1:03:10
  can't
• 1:03:10
  wait
• 1:03:11
  to
• 1:03:11
  chat
• 1:03:11
  next
• 1:03:12
  time,
• 1:03:12
  hopefully
• 1:03:12
  very
• 1:03:13
  soon.
• 1:03:13
  Yes.
• 1:03:14
  I
• 1:03:14
  look
• 1:03:15
  forward
• 1:03:15
  to
• 1:03:15
  it.
• 1:03:16
  Looking
• 1:03:16
  forward.
• 1:03:16
  Thank
• 1:03:16
  you
• 1:03:17
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• 1:03:17
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• 1:03:17
  us.
• 1:03:18
  All
• 1:03:18
  right,
• 1:03:18
  everyone.
• 1:03:18
  Thank
• 1:03:19
  you.
• 1:03:20
  Thank
• 1:03:20
  you.
• 1:03:20
  Thank
• 1:03:21
  you.
• 1:03:22
  Cynthia
• 1:03:22
  Bailey.
• 1:03:23
  And
• 1:03:23
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• 1:03:24
  Hill
• 1:03:24
  Robinson,
• 1:03:25
  two
• 1:03:25
  women
• 1:03:25
  who
• 1:03:26
  embody
• 1:03:26
  what
• 1:03:26
  the
• 1:03:26
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• 1:03:27
  midlife
• 1:03:27
  is
• 1:03:27
  all
• 1:03:28
  about
• 1:03:28
  growth,
• 1:03:29
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• 1:03:30
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• 1:03:30
  a
• 1:03:30
  glow
• 1:03:31
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• 1:03:31
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• 1:03:31
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• 1:03:31
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• 1:03:32
  From
• 1:03:32
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• 1:03:33
  brands
• 1:03:33
  to
• 1:03:34
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• 1:03:34
  boundaries,
• 1:03:35
  this
• 1:03:35
  conversation
• 1:03:36
  was
• 1:03:36
  a
• 1:03:36
  reminder
• 1:03:37
  that
• 1:03:37
  reinvention
• 1:03:38
  is
• 1:03:38
  always
• 1:03:38
  possible
• 1:03:39
  and
• 1:03:40
  peace
• 1:03:40
  is
• 1:03:40
  the
• 1:03:40
  ultimate
• 1:03:41
  flex.
• 1:03:42
  If
• 1:03:42
  this
• 1:03:42
  episode
• 1:03:43
  inspired
• 1:03:43
  you,
• 1:03:44
  tap
• 1:03:45
  follow
• 1:03:45
  on
• 1:03:45
  Apple
• 1:03:46
  Podcasts,
• 1:03:47
  Spotify,
• 1:03:48
  Amazon
• 1:03:48
  Music,
• 1:03:49
  or
• 1:03:49
  wherever
• 1:03:49
  you
• 1:03:50
  get
• 1:03:50
  your
• 1:03:50
  podcasts
• 1:03:51
  so
• 1:03:51
  you
• 1:03:51
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• 1:03:51
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• 1:03:52
  a
• 1:03:52
  drop.
• 1:03:53
  Leave
• 1:03:53
  us
• 1:03:53
  a
• 1:03:53
  five
• 1:03:54
  star
• 1:03:54
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• 1:03:54
  and
• 1:03:54
  share
• 1:03:55
  it
• 1:03:55
  with
• 1:03:55
  your
• 1:03:55
  best
• 1:03:55
  midlife
• 1:03:56
  confidant
• 1:03:57
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• 1:03:57
  come
• 1:03:58
  hang
• 1:03:58
  out
• 1:03:58
  with
• 1:03:58
  us
• 1:03:58
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• 1:03:58
  social
• 1:03:59
  media
• 1:04:00
  heconicmidlife
• 1:04:01
  for
• 1:04:02
  behind
• 1:04:02
  the
• 1:04:02
  scenes
• 1:04:03
  clips
• 1:04:03
  and
• 1:04:03
  bold
• 1:04:04
  conversations
• 1:04:05
  you
• 1:04:05
  won't
• 1:04:06
  find
• 1:04:06
  anywhere
• 1:04:06
  else.
• 1:04:07
  And
• 1:04:07
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• 1:04:08
  we're
• 1:04:08
  not
• 1:04:08
  doing
• 1:04:08
  midlife
• 1:04:09
  quietly,
• 1:04:09
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• 1:04:10
  doing
• 1:04:10
  it
• 1:04:10
  on
• 1:04:10
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• 1:04:11
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• 1:04:11
  Until
• 1:04:12
  next
• 1:04:12
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• 1:04:12
  stay
• 1:04:13
  bold,
• 1:04:13
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• 1:04:13
  curious,
• 1:04:14
  and
• 1:04:15
  always
• 1:04:15
  stay
• 1:04:16
  iconic.