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- 0:00Speaker: I
- 0:00Speaker: trusted
- 0:01Speaker: him
- 0:01Speaker: with
- 0:01Speaker: everything
- 0:02Speaker: and
- 0:03Speaker: he
- 0:03Speaker: took
- 0:03Speaker: it
- 0:03Speaker: all.
- 0:05Speaker: Today,
- 0:05Speaker: I'm
- 0:05Speaker: gonna
- 0:05Speaker: share
- 0:05Speaker: the
- 0:06Speaker: story
- 0:06Speaker: of
- 0:07Speaker: when
- 0:07Speaker: I
- 0:07Speaker: decided
- 0:08Speaker: it
- 0:08Speaker: was
- 0:08Speaker: time
- 0:09Speaker: to
- 0:09Speaker: grow
- 0:09Speaker: up
- 0:10Speaker: and
- 0:10Speaker: what
- 0:10Speaker: happened
- 0:10Speaker: next,
- 0:11Speaker: because
- 0:12Speaker: that
- 0:12Speaker: moment
- 0:13Speaker: was
- 0:13Speaker: the
- 0:13Speaker: beginning
- 0:13Speaker: of
- 0:14Speaker: everything
- 0:14Speaker: changing.
- 0:16Speaker: I
- 0:16Speaker: trusted
- 0:16Speaker: him
- 0:17Speaker: with
- 0:17Speaker: absolutely
- 0:18Speaker: everything,
- 0:19Speaker: and
- 0:19Speaker: he
- 0:19Speaker: took
- 0:19Speaker: it
- 0:19Speaker: all.
- 0:20Speaker: Not
- 0:20Speaker: some
- 0:21Speaker: of
- 0:21Speaker: it,
- 0:21Speaker: not
- 0:22Speaker: most
- 0:22Speaker: of
- 0:22Speaker: it,
- 0:23Speaker: all
- 0:23Speaker: of
- 0:23Speaker: it.
- 0:24Speaker: Every
- 0:24Speaker: account
- 0:25Speaker: empty.
- 0:26Speaker: The
- 0:27Speaker: hardest
- 0:27Speaker: part
- 0:27Speaker: wasn't
- 0:27Speaker: even
- 0:28Speaker: the
- 0:28Speaker: money.
- 0:29Speaker: It
- 0:29Speaker: was
- 0:29Speaker: realizing
- 0:30Speaker: how
- 0:30Speaker: long
- 0:30Speaker: I'd
- 0:31Speaker: been
- 0:31Speaker: handing
- 0:31Speaker: it
- 0:31Speaker: over
- 0:32Speaker: without
- 0:33Speaker: ever
- 0:33Speaker: even
- 0:33Speaker: seeing
- 0:34Speaker: it.
- 0:35Speaker: I
- 0:35Speaker: was
- 0:36Speaker: still
- 0:36Speaker: rather
- 0:36Speaker: young
- 0:37Speaker: and
- 0:37Speaker: supposed
- 0:37Speaker: to
- 0:37Speaker: be
- 0:38Speaker: blissfully
- 0:38Speaker: retired,
- 0:40Speaker: living
- 0:40Speaker: my
- 0:40Speaker: best
- 0:40Speaker: life.
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- 0:41Speaker: instead,
- 0:42Speaker: one
- 0:42Speaker: day
- 0:43Speaker: I
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- 0:43Speaker: up
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- 0:48Speaker: I
- 0:48Speaker: found
- 0:49Speaker: out
- 0:49Speaker: that
- 0:49Speaker: my
- 0:50Speaker: checking
- 0:50Speaker: account
- 0:51Speaker: was
- 0:51Speaker: empty.
- 0:51Speaker: My
- 0:51Speaker: savings
- 0:52Speaker: account
- 0:52Speaker: was
- 0:53Speaker: empty.
- 0:53Speaker: My
- 0:53Speaker: 401k
- 0:54Speaker: my
- 0:55Speaker: inheritance,
- 0:56Speaker: the
- 0:56Speaker: home
- 0:56Speaker: equity
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- 0:57Speaker: was
- 0:57Speaker: maxed
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- 0:58Speaker: the
- 0:58Speaker: house
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- 1:00Speaker: my
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- 1:04Speaker: place
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- 1:08Speaker: no
- 1:09Speaker: money.
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- 1:10Speaker: the
- 1:10Speaker: tiniest
- 1:11Speaker: little
- 1:11Speaker: corner
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- 1:12Speaker: a
- 1:12Speaker: hundred
- 1:12Speaker: dollars
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- 1:40Speaker: all
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- 1:42Speaker: I
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- 1:43Speaker: about
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- 1:55Speaker: of
- 1:55Speaker: my
- 1:55Speaker: great
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- 1:58Speaker: I
- 1:58Speaker: would
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