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"I am Enough" and Learning Through What DOESN'T Work | 6/3 Emotional Manifesting Generator Clare Brussel · Human Design IRL

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SPEAKER_01: Oh hey there.
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SPEAKER_02: I'm Carly, Human Design Medium, and your guide for this podcast.
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SPEAKER_02: This is Human Design IRL, where we talk to my favorite women in the world about how their human design shows up in their real lives.
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SPEAKER_02: So you have actual examples as you're learning about how your design might show up in yours.
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SPEAKER_02: Here's a clip from today's episode.
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SPEAKER_02: Whether it's at work.
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SPEAKER_04: I can do things, but I don't have to do anything different.
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SPEAKER_03: No.
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SPEAKER_03: Like that's a very being there.
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SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: That's like the I mean that's the definition of the whole phrase, like, I am enough.
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SPEAKER_02: Yes.
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SPEAKER_02: That's what I love about human design for especially for women.
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SPEAKER_02: And it's not like, you know, walk out and just all of a sudden be a different person.
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SPEAKER_02: You don't have to talk.
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, you don't have to sign up for all the things.
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SPEAKER_02: You don't have to be the or make things happen.
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SPEAKER_02: Like as a generator, you're there to respond to what's in front of you one step at a time, but also just being there in a group.
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SPEAKER_02: Before we start the episode, I want to remind you that we talk about specific channels, gates, incarnation crosses, all the stuff in every episode.
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SPEAKER_02: So if you want to grab your chart, now is the time, or head to my website, humandesignmedium.com backslash design.
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SPEAKER_02: All right, here we go.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm Carly Arbuckle, and this is the Human Design IRL Podcast.
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SPEAKER_01: Today I have one of my dearest, longest friends.
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SPEAKER_01: This is Claire Brussel.
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SPEAKER_01: I call her Calera.
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SPEAKER_02: And she and I have been playing flute and singing and just generally vibing together for the majority of our life at this point.
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SPEAKER_02: Um which is trippy.
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unknown: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Trippy to think about.
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SPEAKER_02: I know.
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, I think about it now because it feels like two seconds ago that we were 14.
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SPEAKER_02: Yikes.
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SPEAKER_02: But also I feel like I have this soul-level connection to the people who know me who have known me through that period of my life.
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SPEAKER_02: That just because I know where I come from.
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SPEAKER_02: And also, I don't know.
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SPEAKER_02: Do you feel that?
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, do you feel that connection with me, Claire?
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SPEAKER_04: Well, it's just not having to explain why you are the way you are because you know why I'm the way that I am.
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SPEAKER_02: Right.
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SPEAKER_02: Right.
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SPEAKER_02: Maybe it's an energy.
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SPEAKER_02: I don't know if it's just maybe when you're that hormonal, your energy is just like flaring everywhere.
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SPEAKER_00: Like you can tamp it down for people as you get older, but maybe when you're that young that age.
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unknown: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_00: It's it's the same thing.
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SPEAKER_02: I just had one.
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SPEAKER_02: Um Rachel.
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SPEAKER_02: I don't know if you remember my best friend growing up, Rachel.
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SPEAKER_02: You're your neighbor, right?
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Her her mom just passed away, and it was a really big shock, but I felt instantly like back to sister back to that.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: I don't know if anybody's just a comfortable place.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: So Claire's my comfortable place.
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SPEAKER_02: She's a 6'3 manifesting generator.
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SPEAKER_02: So that means she's had a lot of aspects of her career in terms of what you do, and I'll let you go into that.
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SPEAKER_02: But I like to introduce people too.
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SPEAKER_02: Claire is a very safe, curious, interested, invested, kind, supportive, generous.
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SPEAKER_02: You bring this presence that is a reminder of deep connection and simplicity in connection.
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SPEAKER_02: Um, that's what I love about you.
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SPEAKER_02: So that's how I'm going to describe you.
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SPEAKER_02: She's also like a kick-ass musician and very intelligent.
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SPEAKER_02: And she also has her masters from Westminster, right?
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Which is, I mean, y'all, from a music perspective, Claire's a kick-ass human being.
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SPEAKER_02: But you also have it in teaching, right?
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SPEAKER_04: So the degree is a dual degree.
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SPEAKER_04: Pedagogy.
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unknown: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Okay.
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SPEAKER_02: So tell us about where that has landed you so people get a feel for your energy, which is a gift.
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SPEAKER_02: You're welcome, everybody.
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SPEAKER_04: So currently, a son and sign, I never thought I'd say it.
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SPEAKER_04: I work entirely in music.
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SPEAKER_04: Um, so I um that is amazing.
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SPEAKER_04: In I know that's that's amazing.
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SPEAKER_04: I sing in various choirs and I do mostly stuff on the East Coast, but I travel around the country a little bit, and then I work admin for two different musical ensembles.
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SPEAKER_02: What a cool use of you're like the generator side of a manifesting generator.
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SPEAKER_02: She's a 6'3.
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SPEAKER_02: I think I mentioned that too.
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SPEAKER_02: But that's the generator side of really going in and going deep in what you love.
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SPEAKER_02: But you're doing it in many different ways.
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SPEAKER_02: And also there are many different facets to who you are, other than I mean, most people I think would not describe you knowing you as like, oh, she's a musician.
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unknown: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: There's there's so many different, if you want to talk about that, how has your manifesting generator come out in terms of different expressions of doing what you love?
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SPEAKER_04: Well, I think one of the best examples is how I chose to go to college because my brother went to a conservatory, and that sounded awful.
5:22
SPEAKER_04: He let all six members of his class on the first day.
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SPEAKER_01: I don't remember more than that.
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SPEAKER_01: No, I didn't.
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SPEAKER_04: No, that's me too.
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SPEAKER_04: That's that is what it is.
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SPEAKER_01: That is what it is.
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SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: And there were no sports, and I was like, well, that sounds terrible.
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SPEAKER_04: So I chose to go to a school that was enormous.
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SPEAKER_04: I went to the University of Tennessee in Knoxville because it had huge football, huge basketball, the sports culture was crazy.
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SPEAKER_04: I met new people like every single day, and there were just so many things to do.
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SPEAKER_04: And that was what I wanted out of my college experience.
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SPEAKER_04: So I chose that over trying to do a conservatory.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, that's a great example.
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SPEAKER_02: You're a sports fan.
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SPEAKER_02: You don't think about musicians as sports fans.
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SPEAKER_02: You don't think about what the typical definition I suspect actually, what's interesting, usually manifesting generators, in my experience, and I know a lot of them, their life is sort of like a scavenger hunt rather than a path.
6:19
SPEAKER_02: Actually, actually, you know, Spirit brought it through the other day.
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SPEAKER_02: I was doing an interview, and they brought it through so beautifully as a constellation, which I think is also very cool.
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SPEAKER_02: This was at a reading, actually, the other day.
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SPEAKER_02: Instead of feeling like you're scattered, it's like you have one dot and then another dot up in the sky, like constellations.
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SPEAKER_02: I look like a cat for listening to people like grasping at ribbons right now.
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SPEAKER_02: But you have one and then another, and then they make this beautiful constellation.
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SPEAKER_02: And you can't have the whole picture without having each individual dot.
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SPEAKER_02: But that's sort of the vibe that manifesting generators have.
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SPEAKER_02: They are uniquely qualified for where they are in life based on where they've been.
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SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: Um I mean, that's that describes my entire work history and life history.
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SPEAKER_04: I've lived in state number nine now.
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SPEAKER_04: And I've had however many different jobs in different fields, like technology.
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SPEAKER_04: I worked in like tech, like I worked for Apple for a long time, but like in various capacities.
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SPEAKER_04: I've worked for churches, I've been a street.
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SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: Yep.
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SPEAKER_04: I worked for an oil distribution company.
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SPEAKER_04: But like all of those things gave me skills to have the jobs that I have now because all of that conglomerate was really attractive to the people that were looking for this person to fill this opening.
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SPEAKER_02: That's well, see, that's perfect.
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SPEAKER_02: So if anybody's a manifesting generator listening and feeling like they're flaky or they need to stick with one thing, or that they need to have a quote unquote career path, that's why.
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SPEAKER_02: That's what you're meant to be doing.
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SPEAKER_04: In addition to it doesn't mean that it's easy, right?
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SPEAKER_04: Like I felt like I was adrift so many times and that I didn't have the right skills to do this, or I didn't have big people look at I've worked a job for a year, and like, what does that mean?
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SPEAKER_04: You know, like yeah, like and how to how to package all my skills to be attractive to somebody else.
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SPEAKER_04: It's hard, but it also has given me so many experiences.
8:13
SPEAKER_02: That's such a great transition into what um we're gonna talk about.
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SPEAKER_02: I want to talk to you about a lot of things, but one of them is this gate 38.
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SPEAKER_02: So let me share this with you so you can see.
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SPEAKER_02: So it's this gate right here.
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SPEAKER_02: Okay.
8:30
SPEAKER_02: I think I kind of explained to you what human design is.
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SPEAKER_02: When I say gate, people call them gifts, the gene keys.
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SPEAKER_02: It's not even, it's not something you believe in.
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SPEAKER_02: It's just really what it comes for is a 64 hexagrams of the I Ching, which is a really ancient Eastern wisdom.
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SPEAKER_02: The gates in your human design chart all have certain qualities.
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SPEAKER_02: And when they connect, they create a channel, which in human design means you have consistent energy in both, then both of those places.
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SPEAKER_02: But this gate 38 has to do with the the whole channel completed is called the channel of struggle.
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SPEAKER_02: And what it means is going through hard things so that you learn the lessons from them.
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SPEAKER_02: So the way that Spirit brought through this whole channel is doing things the hard way, but getting the most out of them because you do that.
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SPEAKER_02: And so when you're talking about, yeah, but it was hard and I had to work through it.
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SPEAKER_02: My software says, you feel the pressure to find out what is worth fighting for and to face the fight.
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SPEAKER_02: You encounter resistance and are always looking for a meaning and a reason to live.
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SPEAKER_02: Therefore, it's difficult for you to appreciate something you've achieved without having fought hard for it.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: So interesting, right?
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
9:49
SPEAKER_02: That's what that just really reminded me of is you wouldn't appreciate where you are without having fought for it.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Interesting.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: I like it.
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, and does that seem, I mean, my daughter has a 2838, which is this channel of struggle.
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SPEAKER_02: And I'm like, oh my God, I don't want her to struggle.
10:14
SPEAKER_02: But I sat with it with spirit.
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SPEAKER_02: You know what I mean?
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SPEAKER_02: Um, as I was, as I was preparing for this.
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SPEAKER_02: And what they really showed me is you really want to feel deeply, and you are an emotional authority, so that makes sense.
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SPEAKER_02: But life means more to you when you feel it and when you work hard on it.
10:31
SPEAKER_02: Does that feel scary to you or does that feel validating?
10:35
SPEAKER_04: I guess it feels yeah, validating, I think.
10:39
SPEAKER_04: Like I don't like being handed things.
10:42
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, um, right.
10:43
SPEAKER_04: I I I also don't like doing things from no experience.
10:47
SPEAKER_04: I like understanding what goes into things.
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SPEAKER_04: Um and yeah, having having lived an experience and learned something that makes it feel right versus just, oops, I fell into this thing.
11:02
SPEAKER_04: And then I try to like brush it off.
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SPEAKER_04: Well, I didn't really earn that, so I don't know if I can be proud of that or something like that because yeah, it it seemed too easy.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: So the shadow side of that, I guess, would be if I was giving you a reading and you were having a hard time accepting your success or whatever, it would be like just because you love like a good sweaty workout doesn't mean you're not working out when you're just taking a walk.
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SPEAKER_02: You know what I mean?
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SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: And know that that feeling of this can't possibly be successful if I don't get this, isn't possibly working out if I don't get sweaty.
11:35
SPEAKER_02: Um spirit works through metaphors for me.
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SPEAKER_02: I don't know.
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SPEAKER_02: Um, and they're saying right now for you, your life will change.
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SPEAKER_02: And right now, especially this feeling that you want of more, I mean, you just bought a house, you are not settling, but you have a more stable, I mean, as a performer, to have a right, to have a job like where you don't have to go in and tolerate something so that you can do what you love.
12:03
SPEAKER_02: You know, I used to say you work two jobs, get paid minimum wage for one, and then have to go and drink and meet people to get a role.
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SPEAKER_02: You know, yeah, it's it's a lot, and you're in this place where like it's more stable.
12:15
SPEAKER_02: And you don't have to be scared of that, you don't have to feel like it's not something you can enjoy without continuing to struggle for it.
12:23
SPEAKER_02: There's just always going to be that part of you.
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SPEAKER_02: And what spirit is saying actually now is when you feel like that, that's a call for you to, you know, find a passion, something you don't know how to do, and learn how to do it.
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unknown: Okay.
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SPEAKER_02: It doesn't have to be where you are right now.
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SPEAKER_02: What you're craving is that overcoming and that sense of I'm doing it my way, I'm doing it anyway.
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SPEAKER_02: And also being creative as a manifesting generator.
12:53
SPEAKER_02: Manifesting generators are yes anders to the status quo.
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SPEAKER_02: Generators as a type, I think I told you this, are 70% of the population, and they are defined by having this sacral center of life force energy.
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SPEAKER_02: I call you a guardian of life force energy.
13:09
SPEAKER_02: And what that means is you are built to do what lights you up.
13:13
SPEAKER_02: Manifesting generators have this sort of influence of spicy manifester-iness, which means that you're putting your tweak on it, and also you're doing multiple multiple things.
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SPEAKER_02: The purpose for that is because you don't want to stay complacent and also you help humanity not be complacent.
13:31
SPEAKER_02: If there is something new or boundary to push in singing, in teaching, in whatever you take on, you're gonna do it in a little bit of a different way.
13:41
SPEAKER_02: Some examples of celebrities of who are Manny Jens are like pink and Beyonce, and they do multiple things, yes, but they also just a little bit spicier.
13:54
SPEAKER_02: The manifest or aura is polarizing, really.
13:56
SPEAKER_02: So you're gonna love or not like them.
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SPEAKER_02: It's a little more clear.
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SPEAKER_02: Then generators are like Kelly Clarkson.
14:02
SPEAKER_02: Everybody loves Kelly Clarkson.
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SPEAKER_05: Everybody, yeah, yeah.
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unknown: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Oprah's a generator, they are the sun, and manifesting generators are more like different rays or like the reflection of sun on the water in many different places, and it's sort of sparkly that way.
14:19
SPEAKER_02: It also, depending on who you are, it it could be less centered, I think, than the sun, and that can stress some people out.
14:27
SPEAKER_05: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_05: Okay.
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SPEAKER_02: Um, but yeah, I think that's very cool.
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SPEAKER_02: I've been I've always wondered about this this channel because I've heard some scary things about it.
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SPEAKER_02: So if you're listening to this and you have this, can you imagine looking at your chart and being like, oh, the channel of struggle?
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SPEAKER_02: Cool.
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unknown: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: So things are just gonna be hard for me.
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SPEAKER_02: I just have to have things be hard and then I use it to like turn it into healing.
14:56
SPEAKER_02: Woo! But also what I hear you saying is you enjoy that.
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SPEAKER_02: You enjoy overcoming and learning.
15:03
SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
15:04
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: And also, I mean, I think it's helped me learn more about myself than I would any other way.
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SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: Because you don't learn a lot about yourself when things are easy.
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SPEAKER_04: You learn about yourself when things are hard.
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SPEAKER_04: And so I feel like I I'm more comfortable working on myself and changing things that aren't serving me because I've had to do that constantly.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Well, and it's for you, it's it's satisfying, right?
15:34
SPEAKER_02: I mean, that's like your sign of alignment is satisfaction.
15:39
SPEAKER_02: Um, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: When I don't think you were just saying easy wouldn't be satisfying for you.
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SPEAKER_04: Yeah, yeah.
15:46
SPEAKER_04: I yeah, I think so.
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SPEAKER_02: That Claire is your energy.
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SPEAKER_02: That is who you were born to be.
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SPEAKER_02: You were meant to get up there and to do things, and you probably wouldn't be asking for ease the way that someone like me would be.
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SPEAKER_02: You know what I mean?
16:02
SPEAKER_04: Uh yeah, yeah.
16:04
SPEAKER_04: I would love my life to be easier from here on out.
16:07
SPEAKER_04: But also, yeah, I might not find it as fulfilling and I might start searching for something if there's nothing to challenge me.
16:13
SPEAKER_02: Well, and it doesn't have to be life either.
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SPEAKER_02: That's what spirit I think is saying in terms of trying and picking up something new.
16:19
SPEAKER_02: It's just a part of who you are that needs to exist and is meant to exist.
16:25
SPEAKER_02: So you don't have to look at it like my life has to be challenged.
16:29
SPEAKER_02: It's just like oh, if there's nothing challenging me at the moment, I need to find something new.
16:34
SPEAKER_02: And that actually, if spirit is saying, can pull into their incarnation cross.
16:39
SPEAKER_02: And also, I told you about this channel of community that you have.
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SPEAKER_02: Claire has a defined throat, G center, sacral center, heart center, and a lit up emotional authority, y'all.
16:52
SPEAKER_02: You're here to feel the feels, Calera.
16:56
SPEAKER_04: Well, actually, that's very helpful as a musician.
17:04
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
17:04
SPEAKER_02: Well, and also the channel that connects your throat to your emotional center.
17:09
SPEAKER_02: That's how you're lit up there.
17:10
SPEAKER_02: Let me read that for you.
17:11
SPEAKER_02: So when the timing is right and you're in the right emotional state, your words can deeply move others and evoke a wide range of emotions in them.
17:18
SPEAKER_02: Your life is driven by passion and intense feelings.
17:21
SPEAKER_02: Uh-huh.
17:22
SPEAKER_02: It's important for you to practice patience and wait for the right moment before taking action.
17:27
SPEAKER_02: I have such a hard time shaking her head.
17:31
SPEAKER_02: Shaking her head.
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SPEAKER_02: This patience refines your emotional responses and enhances your influence.
17:37
SPEAKER_02: So that I think I talked to you about emotional authority.
17:41
SPEAKER_02: Actually, I had someone say that they thought that emotional authority was the hardest one to have, which is 50% of the population.
17:47
SPEAKER_02: So, you know, um it's because, especially as a generator type, you've got this strong gut yes-no that is giving you a very clear sense of what lights you up.
18:01
SPEAKER_02: It's basically a guide of how to use that energy that you have, that as a guardian, you're channeling how to use it in a current a way that's correct for you, which then puts you into your purpose, which then puts you into the giant puzzle of humanity.
18:13
SPEAKER_02: So that's like your GPS.
18:15
SPEAKER_02: But for you, there's an extra layer because you have this emotional center defined, you have emotional waves, meaning if you, and you could track this, you have different periods of highs and lows.
18:27
SPEAKER_02: I think I showed you yours is like bleep, bleep, it looks kind of looks like a heart monitor.
18:32
SPEAKER_02: Um and you're gonna have those during the month.
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SPEAKER_02: And therefore, emotional authority is you wait.
18:40
SPEAKER_02: You have to wait 24 or 48 hours to make sure that you feel the same way about something two days in a row.
18:48
SPEAKER_02: If you want to use your gut to see if you want to go to lunch that day, it's not like, oh, wait, I can't make any decisions in 24 hours.
18:55
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, you know, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: Um, if it affects that day, like you're fine.
18:59
SPEAKER_02: But I would imagine it's kind of hard having to wait when you have a clear sense of what your gut wants in the moment, yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_04: My husband Tom and I are very different in that sense.
19:11
SPEAKER_04: He is very measured and he likes to wait and think about things and take his time and make sure that it's the right decision.
19:17
SPEAKER_04: And I'm like, I know what I want to do, let's do it.
19:20
SPEAKER_04: Like, I want to do it now.
19:21
SPEAKER_04: And oftentimes, if it's something, if it's something short term and I'm made to wait for like an external force is telling me to wait, then I lose interest in it.
19:33
SPEAKER_04: That's okay.
19:35
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, that's the thing though.
19:38
SPEAKER_02: That's the thing, that's the safeguard.
19:41
SPEAKER_02: That's a clear indication.
19:43
SPEAKER_02: Wow, what a beautiful way to say that.
19:45
SPEAKER_02: Because I always talk about it orchestrating divine timing, but it's you will lose interest.
19:51
SPEAKER_02: It's not like you're gonna miss the opportunity.
19:53
SPEAKER_02: There is no missed opportunity, right?
19:55
SPEAKER_02: It's giving you more clarity, right?
19:58
SPEAKER_02: It's there to give you more ha but clarity.
20:08
SPEAKER_02: But yeah, it's wow, that's I guess I hadn't even considered that.
20:13
SPEAKER_02: It's not even something it will fade if it's not meant for you.
20:17
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, and that becomes then an easy and like a good decision.
20:20
SPEAKER_02: I mean, it's supposed to be it's either yes or no, right?
20:24
SPEAKER_02: So you're either gonna get it wrong or right.
20:26
SPEAKER_02: There's a chance that you are correct on it, but that's what this gate talks about is like refining your patience when you speak.
20:33
SPEAKER_02: You can move other people that way.
20:35
SPEAKER_02: You have this channel of charisma, which is a manifesting generator channel.
20:39
SPEAKER_02: I've talked about on this podcast before.
20:41
SPEAKER_02: It's this gate of pure sacral power to help you.
20:44
SPEAKER_02: Spirit shows up to me like a mushroom and Mario.
20:48
SPEAKER_02: Or like the supercharged energy.
20:53
SPEAKER_02: You can only use it for you, but when it's the right moment and it sparks an idea or action in you, you can share that.
21:01
SPEAKER_02: Um, but it's refining this knowing when you're in the mood to do that, knowing when you're not, knowing that you can't lift everybody up around you.
21:10
SPEAKER_02: It's an influential thing, but it's more of a leadership quality in that a lot of politicians have this channel.
21:17
SPEAKER_02: Okay, um, yeah, in that they'll come up with ideas and the community is either going to accept it or not.
21:24
SPEAKER_02: And it's not your job to persuade them.
21:27
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, you're just there, you're just right, you're just there to to share it.
21:32
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
21:33
SPEAKER_02: Have you ever I'm wondering about that now.
21:37
SPEAKER_02: I'm curious about that.
21:39
SPEAKER_02: Have you ever had that feeling, or maybe some people might have loved what you were saying, and some people dropped off?
21:47
SPEAKER_02: Um if you had an idea that came from let's get this done, and then people would either follow or not.
22:00
SPEAKER_04: I don't I can't think of anything specific where I try to get something to I mean what usually happens in my jobs I guess is I become the backseat leader.
22:15
SPEAKER_04: I don't know if that makes sense.
22:16
SPEAKER_04: Well, okay, so describe that.
22:17
SPEAKER_02: That makes total sense.
22:18
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
22:19
SPEAKER_04: So I don't want to actually run my own business, but I will take charge of my area and like you don't have to worry about it.
22:27
SPEAKER_04: It's gonna get done.
22:29
SPEAKER_04: And like that usually happens within like a fairly quick period of time.
22:32
SPEAKER_04: I like to get things done and I like to make sure that other people are feeling the same way as me.
22:39
SPEAKER_04: And so I usually end up being a trusted person to get things done.
22:44
SPEAKER_04: I can't think of a time where someone is like, I don't want to do that.
22:47
SPEAKER_02: I mean, I'm wondering because it says 3420.
22:52
SPEAKER_02: Um by correctly responding from your sacred, your full power and energy unfold in the present moment.
22:59
SPEAKER_02: It allows you to support others in their goals.
23:02
SPEAKER_02: Um you've also got it's connected to this channel of conviction.
23:07
SPEAKER_02: You inspire others to recognize their uniqueness.
23:10
SPEAKER_02: So maybe it's just seriously just an inspiring channel, and people either are jumping on or not, and it's not the same way as a manifestor where it would be like people don't have a negative response.
23:21
SPEAKER_02: It's either just people learn a lot from you or they don't.
23:25
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, not that they don't like it, they just don't take a lot from it.
23:29
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
23:29
SPEAKER_04: I I would say it's kind of funny because I you mentioned my master's degree had a teaching component and said that I don't like teaching music.
23:37
SPEAKER_04: And I I do and I don't.
23:39
SPEAKER_04: I really enjoy helping someone become a better version of themselves, but I don't specifically like teaching individual voice lessons.
23:47
unknown: Yeah.
23:47
SPEAKER_04: So like I like being in front of the choir and making general here's how you here's what I'm hearing, here's how you can make this better, here's from my experience what I'm what I think you should do.
23:55
SPEAKER_04: And in a couple different jobs that I've had, I've trained a lot of different people feel like they have they're empowered, like become better versions of themselves.
24:04
SPEAKER_02: Um but yeah, for some reason, the one-on-one voice lessons were well, it makes sense because you're talking about a group of people.
24:16
SPEAKER_02: You're talking about this.
24:17
SPEAKER_02: I don't want to, I think do you hear the people saying is a little bit intense for what I'm picturing.
24:23
SPEAKER_02: And I think that's what I came into.
24:25
SPEAKER_02: That like that's what I was picturing from this energy.
24:27
SPEAKER_02: But what I'm hearing from you from lived experience is it's more like you, especially with this channel that's in addition coming from your sense of identity, you look at life like it's exciting, you want to live it, and what's the potential, and that's amazing.
24:42
SPEAKER_02: So you're bringing that to people, their potential ideas you can see to move them forward, empowering them to feel good about who they are and what they can accomplish.
24:52
SPEAKER_02: I think that makes sense that it's on a bigger scale than just one-on-one sharing your wisdom.
24:58
SPEAKER_02: It's more of a movement as a whole.
25:01
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, yeah.
25:02
SPEAKER_04: I guess yeah, it's sort of larger scale, larger uh a theory, like a direct, you know, person-to-person thing.
25:10
SPEAKER_04: Well, it's energetic.
25:11
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
25:12
SPEAKER_02: It's a vibe, yeah, basically, that you bring.
25:15
SPEAKER_02: It's literally a vibration.
25:16
SPEAKER_02: It's part of your unique, if you want to call it a chord.
25:19
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
25:19
SPEAKER_02: You all of these things are like a 64-string guitar, you know, with little like nuances on each of them.
25:26
SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
25:26
SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
25:27
SPEAKER_04: I sort of just was thinking about this now.
25:28
SPEAKER_04: It's almost like the one-on-one, like the one uh like whereas the like one-to-many situation energizes me.
25:38
SPEAKER_02: Okay, brilliant.
25:40
SPEAKER_02: Those are your signs.
25:42
SPEAKER_02: I mean, I could like I couldn't, I didn't pre-fuel uh Claire with words like this, y'all.
25:49
SPEAKER_02: It's just so perfectly said that you're meant to do what lights you up and pass on what doesn't.
25:56
SPEAKER_02: But as a generator, that is like Hallmark textbook.
26:00
SPEAKER_02: I always say you start with a pilot light or a small kindling fire in the morning and you have this pile of wood to burn.
26:07
SPEAKER_02: And the more you follow your gut and do things that light you up, the more wood you burn, the brighter your fire gets.
26:13
SPEAKER_02: And actually, as a manifesting generator, when you are in alignment, you have the most energy of any type.
26:18
SPEAKER_02: You actually are able to and should, if you haven't used your energy, work out at night.
26:24
SPEAKER_04: Okay.
26:24
SPEAKER_04: Well, it's good because I feel you're working out before in the morning.
26:29
SPEAKER_04: I do not like it.
26:30
SPEAKER_02: At the end of a frustrating day, I've heard there's like energy to burn, and it feels very frustrating, is your sign that you're not in alignment, but there's also a level of pissed off at the end of the day if you feel like you like, oh, there should be more.
26:45
SPEAKER_02: I haven't done what I wanted to get done, or I don't feel settled in my energy, I guess.
26:50
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
26:51
SPEAKER_04: I'll have to pay attention to that because I can't think of that.
26:53
SPEAKER_04: I usually just feel I usually just feel tired all the time.
26:56
SPEAKER_04: So I do physically.
26:59
SPEAKER_04: Uh so like there's you know a whole lot to unpack there.
27:01
SPEAKER_04: But like I haven't noticed that I have felt unfulfilled at the end of the day, or like what that would manifest in.
27:10
SPEAKER_02: So what's what spirit is saying is like when you talk about being tired at the end of the day, there's good tired and there's frustrated tired.
27:20
SPEAKER_05: Okay.
27:20
SPEAKER_02: Um, do you know what I mean?
27:22
SPEAKER_02: And that's really what you're looking for.
27:24
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, okay.
27:25
SPEAKER_02: I yeah, it's that like satisfied sense.
27:28
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, I couldn't say at this moment which one I more often feel.
27:34
SPEAKER_04: So that is something else.
27:35
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, and you're gonna feel both of them.
27:37
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, right.
27:38
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, because it's a good indication of if you're in alignment with where you're meant to be and how you're meant to be, like using your energy, because no one's gonna be in alignment all the time.
27:46
SPEAKER_02: But if you're feeling particularly satisfied in a peaceful way, and actually tired is a great way to do this.
27:52
SPEAKER_02: At the end of the day, if you're feeling like, oh, I mean, we just went on a trip together.
27:58
SPEAKER_02: Like I felt that at the like I would imagine that's the feeling.
28:02
SPEAKER_02: Like, yeah, oh, yeah, we're going to bed at 11:30 because we're 38 years old.
28:08
SPEAKER_02: And we had a really good hike.
28:10
SPEAKER_02: We went to a really good dinner.
28:12
SPEAKER_02: And for me, I feel like it's a success because I feel like I've connected with people that they've seen me for who I am.
28:19
SPEAKER_02: But for you, I would imagine that's like what you're looking for at the end of the day.
28:23
SPEAKER_05: Okay.
28:23
unknown: Okay.
28:24
SPEAKER_02: Feeling good about and then go falling asleep.
28:26
SPEAKER_02: And then the burnt out, I call it, I feel like you're more generator-y.
28:32
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I think you are.
28:34
SPEAKER_02: Um, there's always a balance between generator and manifestory.
28:37
SPEAKER_02: I feel like you wouldn't be as pissed off at the end, or like it wouldn't be as spicy for you, but it would just feel like burnout is what Spirit is saying.
28:46
SPEAKER_02: It would just feel like this sense of like, my God, is this it?
28:52
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
28:52
SPEAKER_02: You know, at the end of the day.
28:54
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
28:55
SPEAKER_02: And the more you feel, it's like warmer, colder.
28:58
SPEAKER_02: And if you feel that way at the end of at any point, if you feel that sense of they're saying for you it would be disillusioned with the world or just frustrated that way, go back and look at where you didn't feel like doing what you did.
29:11
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
29:12
SPEAKER_02: Or for women, it's usually we do more than for generator women in particular.
29:18
SPEAKER_02: It's like we, because of we've been conditioned to use our mind, we push through for you what you feel like doing, and then even pushing through your gut on that.
29:28
SPEAKER_02: Because your gut will also say, like, uh-uh.
29:32
unknown: Yeah.
29:32
SPEAKER_02: It's really only when you get that uh-huh.
29:35
SPEAKER_02: And in in gut language, there is like a uh-ha moment.
29:39
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
29:39
unknown: Yeah.
29:40
SPEAKER_02: And then if it's in alignment for you, you would feel like doing it too.
29:44
SPEAKER_04: Okay.
29:45
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, I guess that's not something I usually pay attention to.
29:48
SPEAKER_04: So it's it'll be interesting from here on out if I can pay more attention to that.
29:54
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
30:05
SPEAKER_02: Right?
30:05
SPEAKER_02: You've got all these things.
30:06
SPEAKER_02: And then each one of those has six possible strings.
30:12
SPEAKER_02: Or six possible, I mean, like right, you know what I mean?
30:16
SPEAKER_02: And they all come out differently.
30:17
SPEAKER_02: So it's so nuanced.
30:19
SPEAKER_02: So you'll figure out what works for you.
30:21
SPEAKER_02: But actually, this brings me into your profile, which I want to talk about this six three, because it's very interesting.
30:29
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
30:29
SPEAKER_02: I'm talking about experimenting or trying things out.
30:32
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
30:33
SPEAKER_02: So there's a red side to your chart, and there's a black side to your chart.
30:37
SPEAKER_02: There are two different sets of astrology.
30:39
SPEAKER_02: They also each have a gate on them, which operates from the I Chang, as we mentioned.
30:44
SPEAKER_02: But human design operates, you get your design 88 days before you get your personality.
30:51
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
30:52
SPEAKER_02: Personality is the day you're born.
30:54
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
30:54
SPEAKER_02: And so you've got this, what some people call unconscious set of astrology or of gates.
31:01
SPEAKER_02: So to use the metaphor, if your soul is driving on earth, this is your car, and personality is your driver.
31:09
SPEAKER_02: So you're going to be very familiar with your driver.
31:13
SPEAKER_02: People are going to see your car first.
31:16
SPEAKER_02: The more you're aware of your car, the more people's reactions make sense, the more you can be aware of how you're coming across.
31:23
SPEAKER_02: And also, this is effortless.
31:25
SPEAKER_02: Your car is effort.
31:26
SPEAKER_02: Like you're not trying to change the nuances of your car.
31:31
SPEAKER_02: It just is driving it.
31:32
SPEAKER_02: Does that make sense?
31:33
SPEAKER_02: It just is.
31:34
SPEAKER_02: So that's why people call it unconscious, but it's not something you can't be aware of.
31:38
SPEAKER_02: Um, so when you look at your profile, uh, the first number comes from sun and your earth on the conscious personality side or your driver.
31:46
SPEAKER_02: And the second number is the sun and the earth on the unconscious or body side or your car.
31:51
SPEAKER_02: So what's interesting about this is six lines go through three phases of life.
31:58
SPEAKER_02: You go through the first 30 years of your life is you actually live as a three-line, which is why this is interesting.
32:05
SPEAKER_02: So, three lines, it's like trial and error.
32:07
SPEAKER_02: You need to try everything yourself.
32:09
SPEAKER_02: Um, you actually lines have a very strong sense of resilience.
32:14
SPEAKER_02: And like in terms of fail, like quote unquote failure, like if you try a lemonade stand and it doesn't work, it's no skin off your back.
32:21
SPEAKER_02: Like you're just, oh, okay, I'll try it a different way and I'll try a different way.
32:23
SPEAKER_02: And that's part of the joy in life for you, is the experience.
32:27
SPEAKER_02: You know, I have a six-line in my profile, and that was really painful for me.
32:32
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
32:32
SPEAKER_02: Um, because I don't have your level of resilience.
32:37
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
32:37
SPEAKER_02: I think it probably still had that effect because ultimately, like age 30 to 50, you go called like on the roof, is what they call it in human design, meaning life slows down a little bit.
32:50
SPEAKER_02: You start to really know who you are, start to think about the things that you've learned from age one to 30, and start to really adapt who you are and how you want to live your life based on what you've learned there.
33:02
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
33:03
SPEAKER_02: Then you get to this point at 50, 55, where you are a guide for people by living your in your authenticity.
33:10
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
33:10
SPEAKER_02: Um, it's not by telling people what to do, it's by just being who you are.
33:14
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
33:15
SPEAKER_02: But you have to do that healing.
33:17
SPEAKER_02: You know, what's interesting about yours, right?
33:20
SPEAKER_02: Exactly I read an article that's like, keep going six lines in your 40.
33:25
SPEAKER_02: We're like waiting for this potential to be here.
33:28
SPEAKER_02: Like, okay.
33:30
SPEAKER_02: Like I get ready for me, it's you know, inclusivity with belonging.
33:34
SPEAKER_02: And I'm like, I like it's like being weird is a good thing.
33:37
SPEAKER_02: I know that, and I'm like helping people, yeah, you know, but I won't get to that where I'm really living it um until I've had I've spent some time there.
33:46
SPEAKER_02: What's interesting for me for you is you also have this three line, and that's how most people see you to start out with, that is still in that phase of needing to be on the front lines, needing to experiment with things, needing to figure things out.
34:01
SPEAKER_02: I think you know, speaks to that gate we were talking about earlier, that 38 gate, of needing to, you know, overcome, needing to, and it's not, I think you have a little bit stronger sense of resilience, but um, so it wouldn't be like devastating spirits like it would be more like a sprain, not a bruise, or a bruise, not a break, or a bruise, you know.
34:21
SPEAKER_02: You still had that experience, and maybe you can talk about that first 30 years of your life where you've tried and experimented and failed and moved on and tried something else.
34:33
unknown: Wow.
34:35
SPEAKER_04: Um, I mean, the biggest one I can well, I mean, I can follow the theme of like music.
34:40
SPEAKER_04: Um I wanted to go to college for music, but I didn't want to do opera.
34:49
SPEAKER_04: Manifesting Dr.
34:50
SPEAKER_04: Wizard, uh, if it was possible to major in music without doing opera.
34:53
SPEAKER_04: And they were like, totally, you're gonna absolutely do that.
34:57
SPEAKER_04: Uh like, but not really.
35:00
SPEAKER_04: Like, it's really hard to get get away from Alpha if you're um if you're if you're um so I went that way.
35:10
SPEAKER_04: So I guess failure is like it turns out you can't do that.
35:13
SPEAKER_04: So like I did opera in college, and like you know, I thought that's you know, you're often told that's what a successful career is if you can be you know an a worker.
35:22
SPEAKER_04: Um and so I did try it.
35:25
SPEAKER_04: Um like after grad school, I just didn't get any address anywhere and like cost.
35:31
SPEAKER_04: Um and it took me after grad school, yeah.
35:34
SPEAKER_04: When you're like spend all this money, um and I just like this was supposed to be my career.
35:39
SPEAKER_04: So like now um and you got in.
35:41
SPEAKER_02: I mean, and you like that's supposed to be.
35:43
SPEAKER_04: And that's I mean, it's yeah, I got lots of opinions on how to telling people what you know.
35:49
SPEAKER_04: That's a whole nother thing.
35:50
SPEAKER_04: So I guess that was my like that was sort of the second failure.
35:53
SPEAKER_04: Like what it led me to is like not doing music for a little bit, but having made all these contacts in that world, and that's what led me into choral singing, which is what I do now, which is what was my um is using fire, and now that's what I do, and that's I'm very good at that.
36:11
SPEAKER_04: And but I don't know if I ever would have I don't know what what my path would have been had I not been had I tried to like become a more like I don't know like I don't I can't see a lot of the other paths that could have happened but I don't think that I would be anywhere in my life near what I am now had I got a different path to trying to do opera.
36:34
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I mean that makes total sense.
36:37
SPEAKER_02: I think there's also a layer in there I think you couldn't put it on many different like the the theme that you would be looking at for me it had to do with like relationships and um what you know being valued feels like, what belonging feels like, what being yourself feels like.
36:55
SPEAKER_02: And you know, I could talk about my relationships in succession um and how I figured that out.
37:00
SPEAKER_02: And I think that's what you're the the music component of this.
37:04
SPEAKER_02: I think also creative expression, also individual expression for you.
37:11
SPEAKER_02: Like how does that come, how does my passion come through, you know, and how does where is the place for me, you know?
37:18
SPEAKER_02: And I think when I heard you talking about the choral thing where you're helping when you can help younger people feel proud and connected and love for the work that they're doing, it's a special kind of, you know, you see the shift in them.
37:36
SPEAKER_02: And that I heard you talking about that as like, you know, helping motivate the choir.
37:42
SPEAKER_04: And I I think probably part of part of the like failure and resilience aspect was like one of the biggest things that kids are afraid of, especially in choir, is looking um, like not wanting to like sound bad, but not good, um, not wanting to show on their face that they're enjoying it, um, not wanting to tap into emotions because it's so um and that I think is one of the biggest things that I love helping people do is like, hey, if we if we put that aside for a second and forget about looking stupid, like look what you can make, look what you can be, look what you create.
38:19
SPEAKER_04: That it it just like you have to build a resilience of like maybe you will look down, maybe somebody will laugh about like was that the end of the world?
38:26
SPEAKER_04: Like, nope.
38:27
SPEAKER_04: Um, and like just getting past off figuring out what you can be, you know, if you put that aside.
38:33
SPEAKER_02: I feel like, and what Spear is saying is like that essence, that's also your story.
38:39
SPEAKER_02: And you are practicing, like when you're on the roof doing that, you are giving people the knowledge that you've picked up from you know, expressing yourself, and then like fingers crossed when we're 50, because you and I are in the same six line, you know, you're gonna just not GAF about you know, feeling stupid or feeling, and you're gonna just be create focused on the amazing things you can create.
39:06
SPEAKER_02: I mean, I still have that sense of fear of like I've I've gotten over it a lot.
39:11
SPEAKER_02: I'm a lot more of myself than I've ever been.
39:13
SPEAKER_02: And I'm a lot more happy to be myself than I have ever been, but I have further to go.
39:18
SPEAKER_02: And I feel like when I get to that point, hopefully, you know, done my work, I'll just be loving the hell out of my, you know, and loving and love and feeling like I belong everywhere I am because I'm there.
39:29
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
39:30
SPEAKER_02: Because I'm a part of the human fabric.
39:32
SPEAKER_02: And I think for you, you'll be doing whatever the F you want to do because you're part of the human fabric and you're meant, you're here to experiment.
39:42
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
39:42
unknown: Yeah.
39:42
SPEAKER_02: And you living that is inspiring to other build.
39:45
SPEAKER_02: Like that's where we're headed.
39:47
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
39:47
SPEAKER_02: And I know we've been talking for a while.
39:49
SPEAKER_02: The last thing I really want to talk to you about, because I think it's important for you, is community.
39:54
SPEAKER_02: We were talking about the importance of community to you, and I was talking about this 4037, um, which is on your car, by the way.
40:01
SPEAKER_02: So people see this in you already.
40:03
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
40:03
SPEAKER_02: Um, if we're looking at that metaphor, you wouldn't see it as much in yourself.
40:06
SPEAKER_02: You just, it's part of who you are.
40:08
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
40:08
SPEAKER_02: But also your incarnation cross, I wanted to read to you because I think this is like the theme of your life.
40:14
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
40:15
SPEAKER_02: Um, right?
40:16
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
40:17
SPEAKER_02: No, but there are so many ways.
40:19
SPEAKER_02: So with incarnation crosses in particular, I tell people to look at so many different definitions because sometimes words really resonate, sometimes my software really resonates, and sometimes it doesn't.
40:31
SPEAKER_02: And that's where I ask for clarity from spirit.
40:32
SPEAKER_02: But if you ever want to look this up and someone's listening, they want to look up their incarnation cross, sometimes they're really worded very esoterically.
40:39
SPEAKER_02: So look it up.
40:40
SPEAKER_02: But you came into this world to bring about changes in your community or group.
40:45
SPEAKER_02: You impress them with your strength, creativity, and creations, and they decide whether to adopt these ways or not, depending on whether they are beneficial for all.
40:54
SPEAKER_02: So this is one of those, like, like the first half of that, you know, was really great.
41:00
SPEAKER_02: Does the second half resonate with you?
41:04
SPEAKER_02: I mean, or does is this first of all, does this resonate with you?
41:07
SPEAKER_04: Can you do me a favor and read it one more time?
41:10
SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
41:11
SPEAKER_04: So I was listening, but I just say one more.
41:13
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, no, no.
41:14
SPEAKER_02: So you came into this world to to bring changes to your community and group, basically through strength, creativity, and creation and who you are.
41:23
SPEAKER_02: And then they will decide whether or not they want to adapt these ways, depending on whether or not they're beneficial for the entire group.
41:30
SPEAKER_02: So you're not like a dictator, you know what I mean?
41:34
SPEAKER_02: You are a catalyst, is what they're saying.
41:36
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
41:37
SPEAKER_02: So what spirit is saying.
41:38
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
41:39
SPEAKER_02: So you are a catalyst based on your presence within these groups.
41:43
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
41:44
SPEAKER_02: And who you are just by being yourself.
41:48
SPEAKER_02: So when you talk about feeling like you want more community, it's because it's a part of your calling.
41:54
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
41:54
SPEAKER_02: It's a part of who you are.
41:55
SPEAKER_02: Like you just existing in these groups makes an impact.
41:59
SPEAKER_02: That's why you want to do individual acquire.
42:02
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
42:02
SPEAKER_02: That's why you felt better about doing, you know, more group and why you can't articulate what it is.
42:08
SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
42:09
SPEAKER_02: It's because you make the biggest impact.
42:11
SPEAKER_02: You can, I bet your soul can feel that.
42:13
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
42:14
unknown: Yeah.
42:15
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
42:15
SPEAKER_02: You know?
42:16
unknown: Yeah.
42:16
unknown: Yeah.
42:17
SPEAKER_02: And it doesn't have to be community in a conventional sense.
42:19
SPEAKER_02: I mean, I can tell you, like, just from our little community, our diamond, um, we went on a girls' trip where we have a group of six girlfriends that are very close um after high school.
42:31
SPEAKER_02: And, you know, we all we decided, Anna, our manifester, uh, decided that we were gonna go.
42:36
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I'm telling you, squeeze it into existence, she makes shit happen.
42:41
SPEAKER_02: She was like, okay, let's do a trip.
42:43
SPEAKER_02: And so, you know, we're all doing this trip.
42:45
SPEAKER_02: These three girls, okay, you know, most the rest of us, so of the five people, four of us get together on a regular basis, like regular meeting three times a year, four times a year.
42:56
SPEAKER_02: Um, and you coming into that group, first of all, like the best.
43:00
SPEAKER_02: You flew across the country to do it, like amazing.
43:04
SPEAKER_02: But also just what a wonderful, beautiful add to that dynamic.
43:12
SPEAKER_02: Like it's not the same when you're there and when you're not.
43:15
SPEAKER_02: And and it's really wonderful to have you there.
43:18
SPEAKER_02: And so I think the term community can be taken, you know, as your sister-in-law is very active in the village community.
43:26
SPEAKER_02: You know what I mean?
43:27
SPEAKER_02: Like it could be that, yeah, it could be politics sort of level, yeah, or it could just be the groups that you're in, the choirs that you're in.
43:34
SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
43:35
SPEAKER_02: I mean, you turn make a music nerd.
43:37
SPEAKER_02: I almost, I'm so sad that actually I didn't ask you to sing Holly and the Ivy when we were uh because it's still in my head.
43:45
unknown: Yeah.
43:46
SPEAKER_02: Because I took that Soprano 2 role so we could harmonize.
43:51
SPEAKER_01: That's amazing.
43:52
SPEAKER_01: You know exactly what the exact part that I'm talking about, right?
43:54
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
43:55
SPEAKER_02: Um you are here to make an impact everywhere you are just by.
44:00
SPEAKER_02: And being in groups to do that.
44:05
SPEAKER_04: Whether it's a good thing to feel to know that like I don't have to I can do things, but I don't have to do anything different.
44:14
SPEAKER_03: No.
44:15
SPEAKER_03: Like that's a very being there.
44:18
SPEAKER_04: Yeah, yeah.
44:19
SPEAKER_04: That's like the I mean that's the definition of the whole phrase, like I am enough.
44:23
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
44:25
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
44:25
SPEAKER_02: That's the that's what I love about human for especially for women.
44:29
SPEAKER_02: It's like it gives you this permission slip.
44:32
SPEAKER_02: And it's not like, you know, walk out and just all of a sudden be a different person.
44:36
SPEAKER_02: You don't have to talk.
44:37
SPEAKER_02: I mean, you don't have to sign up for all the things.
44:40
SPEAKER_02: You don't have to be the leader.
44:42
SPEAKER_02: You don't have, you know, in terms of a tech like you don't have to sign up to or make things happen.
44:46
SPEAKER_02: Like as a generator, you're there to you know respond to what's in front of you one step at a time, but also just being there in a group.
44:55
SPEAKER_02: You feel like you want to be in a group for a reason, you're meant to be there, and you don't have to do anything once you're there.
45:01
SPEAKER_02: It's just being there.
45:02
SPEAKER_02: That's the important thing.
45:04
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
45:04
SPEAKER_02: Me too.
45:06
SPEAKER_02: Okay.
45:07
SPEAKER_02: Thank you for doing this.
45:10
SPEAKER_02: I thank you for having me.
45:12
SPEAKER_04: This is great.
45:13
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
45:13
SPEAKER_02: I really enjoyed it.
45:14
SPEAKER_02: To get to look at your your chart.
45:16
SPEAKER_02: I mean, I can give you there's so many things, Claire, that I that I can dive into, but I think that's gonna help a lot of people too, especially going into for me, the 38 was really helpful.
45:28
SPEAKER_02: But um, where can people?
45:30
SPEAKER_02: I don't know that you want people to follow you, but okay, yeah, yeah, yeah.
45:33
SPEAKER_04: Okay, so plug them, plug them.
45:35
SPEAKER_04: Okay, so Skylark vocal ensemble is the main one that I work with the most.
45:40
SPEAKER_04: Um, what's the what's it?
45:42
SPEAKER_04: Ensemble.
45:43
SPEAKER_04: Uh Skylark Ensemble.org.
45:46
SPEAKER_01: Okay.
45:46
SPEAKER_04: Um then Upper Valley Baroque.
45:52
SPEAKER_04: Um period instruments uh orcs drunk chorus.
45:55
SPEAKER_04: That's uppervalley baroque.org.
45:58
SPEAKER_04: Um and then last one is Ensemble Air Group based in Rhode Island.
46:02
SPEAKER_04: Um and they are just ensemblealtera.org.
46:07
SPEAKER_04: I'm pretty sure.
46:07
SPEAKER_04: Yeah.
46:08
SPEAKER_02: Um I mean Google it.
46:11
SPEAKER_04: Google it.
46:11
SPEAKER_04: Altera is A-L-T-E-R-R-A.
46:15
SPEAKER_04: Uh one R.
46:16
SPEAKER_04: A-L-T-E-R-A.
46:18
SPEAKER_02: Altera.
46:19
SPEAKER_04: And their logo is like a E slash A.
46:21
SPEAKER_04: Um, those are the three big things in my life.
46:25
SPEAKER_04: So follow me.
46:27
SPEAKER_02: Anyway, thanks for being here.
46:28
SPEAKER_04: Thank you.
46:29
SPEAKER_04: I love you to pieces.
46:30
SPEAKER_02: Love Likama.
46:32
SPEAKER_02: Thank you.
46:33
SPEAKER_02: I will see you soon.
46:34
SPEAKER_02: I will, I mean, I hopefully we'll see you soon.
46:37
SPEAKER_04: Um but if you'll just get Anna to to schedule something.
46:41
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, legit.
46:43
SPEAKER_02: I mean, the manifestor in our group, y'all spoke into existence a parking ticket or a speeding ticket.
46:49
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, a speeding ticket, she sure did.
46:51
SPEAKER_02: Manifestor's out there.
46:52
SPEAKER_02: Careful what you're saying.
46:53
SPEAKER_02: Careful what you wish for.
46:55
SPEAKER_02: All right.
46:55
SPEAKER_02: I will talk to you later.
46:56
SPEAKER_02: Thank you so much for doing this.
46:59
SPEAKER_02: Well, that was fun.
47:00
SPEAKER_02: Thanks for being here.
47:02
SPEAKER_02: If you find yourself wanting to be in the hot seat to know more about your design, to connect to your spirit team so you can feel grounded and confident in who you are, feel free to check out my website, www.humandesignmedium.
47:14
SPEAKER_02: I've got programs, I've got plans, I've got a free design calculator to use when you visit.
47:19
SPEAKER_02: Girl, you are unconditionally loved, supported, and cherished by spirit.
47:24
SPEAKER_02: You are who and how you're meant to be.
47:27
SPEAKER_02: I'm just here to help you see yourself more clearly.
47:31
SPEAKER_02: How's that for a Midwestern goodbye?