Latest / The Liminal Lounge Mediums / Ep. 9 - My 25 year journey working with “The Law of Attraction & Manifestation”
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- 0:16SPEAKER_00: Welcome to the Soul to Earth Podcast.
- 0:19SPEAKER_00: I am your host, Carrie Coss, a psychic, energy healer, and spiritual teacher.
- 0:25SPEAKER_00: My intention in creating this podcast is to support soul seekers, light workers, energy healers, and starseeds in opening up to your spiritual gifts, making the supernatural more natural.
- 0:40SPEAKER_00: Let's get enlightened.
- 0:51SPEAKER_00: Hello, hello, hello, and welcome to the podcast.
- 0:55SPEAKER_00: How's everybody doing?
- 0:57SPEAKER_00: So this morning, I was dropping off my daughter at school.
- 1:01SPEAKER_00: I have an 18-year-old, a senior.
- 1:03SPEAKER_00: It's still hard to believe that she's my baby and we'll be heading off to college in the fall.
- 1:09SPEAKER_00: And she reminds me every day of so much of my journey of where I began.
- 1:16SPEAKER_00: And now that sh, you know, she's coming to the time when she'll be moving on to her next adventure, a lot of the things that both my husband and I are experiencing are just really drawing me back to my own life timeline and many things that I'm experiencing and have experienced.
- 1:37SPEAKER_00: The thing I want to talk to you today is about this juicy topic, which, if you are anywhere near the personal development or new age community, it's a hot topic and it's called manifestation.
- 1:51SPEAKER_00: Now, in the very first Solder Earth podcast episode, I talked about, I would call it one of the entry points for me when I was 19 of beginning my journey into the New Age movement.
- 2:04SPEAKER_00: And I took a course with a woman who wrote a book called Creative Visualization, which essentially is the law of attraction.
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: I really, at that time, my whole spiritual journey started with I wanted to understand why I was having these horrible panic attacks from a very deep perspective.
- 2:23SPEAKER_00: I guess it's my Scorpio rising that investigates things really deeply and wants to understand things on a holistic perspective.
- 2:31SPEAKER_00: So part of that journey is though, how have I, how has this been created and how can I change it?
- 2:38SPEAKER_00: And so I went into this intensive six-week course, had read her book.
- 2:43SPEAKER_00: It fortunately was in my same area where I lived in the Bay Area in Marin County, and I got so much out of that.
- 2:50SPEAKER_00: And so for me, there I have so much to talk about it when it comes to manifesting, but it's not a subject I've talked about to people for years because there are a variety of reasons, and I'm going to go into it now.
- 3:02SPEAKER_00: But I'm finding myself being called to go back in and teach about it, share about it, and support my clients in uh applying these principles to really powerfully impact their life.
- 3:16SPEAKER_00: So let me take you back a little bit.
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: This is a little bit of story time about me.
- 3:20SPEAKER_00: So um for me, okay, so I was fortunate enough to grow up in a pretty stable household financially.
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: And um, you know, we lived in a quite a nice neighborhood.
- 3:34SPEAKER_00: Our friends all, you know, their families did well.
- 3:38SPEAKER_00: We were financially stable and were afforded things that many other people didn't get to experience in their childhood.
- 3:46SPEAKER_00: I'm super grateful for that.
- 3:48SPEAKER_00: And but what that set me up to do was I had a have had a lot of stability when it comes to finances, as far as always 100% believing that I will live in a home that I um feel good about, I'll always be surrounded by fantastic friends, I'll live in a neighborhood I really match with, things of that nature.
- 4:11SPEAKER_00: That is just like an unquestionable for me.
- 4:13SPEAKER_00: So my manifestation journey all had to do with the interior of myself, um, clarity, self-confidence, and then further understanding my empathic nature and my sensitivities.
- 4:26SPEAKER_00: So my gateway in a manifestation had to go in that direction.
- 4:32SPEAKER_00: So over the years and since then, anytime I've needed something to manifest, let's say it has to do with either my children getting into the school I really wanted them to get into, I manifested my husband into my life and uh the neighborhood I live in, the house I want to live in, all those things.
- 4:53SPEAKER_00: But because they're such an integrated part of my life, I don't really share that with other people, my process, because I feel as though, honestly, my manifestations are my own.
- 5:05SPEAKER_00: And not everybody necessarily would need to know about them.
- 5:08SPEAKER_00: Rightly so.
- 5:10SPEAKER_00: The other thing I will say, I'm gonna switch gears a little bit.
- 5:14SPEAKER_00: Because I've just so integrated in the law of attraction and how to begin with an idea, manifestation, desire, and then how to move through the blocks around it, and then how to feel it, energize it, and align with it into existence.
- 5:31SPEAKER_00: This is just part of me.
- 5:32SPEAKER_00: So I hadn't really noticed what was going on in the new age community, uh, you know, the ascension community when it came to manifestation.
- 5:42SPEAKER_00: But all of a sudden, um, it's just like doing a Google search.
- 5:45SPEAKER_00: Oh, I went back online and started looking into it, and I came across, oh my goodness, now everyone, and this is not again, this is just a noticing that so many people are aligned with um the law of attraction, which is incredible, and manifesting.
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: Um, and some things I'm very much um in alignment with, and then some things I feel are disconcerting, not so much for the people who are teaching it and maybe some of their students, but for everybody else looking from the outside in and thinking they've got it made, you know, these people are wearing, you know, amazing clothes, they're wealthy, they talk about how much they make any every month, um, and that they increase their wealth by you know many digits and things like that.
- 6:35SPEAKER_00: And I kind of think it actually is now almost an it's an alienating process rather than something that people would think from the beginning of the journey, oh, I want to be able to do this, how can I get there?
- 6:49SPEAKER_00: So I go back just a little bit.
- 6:51SPEAKER_00: The other thing for me is that be um something in my family, this isn't right or wrong, but you just didn't in where I grew up, people did not talk about how much they made.
- 7:01SPEAKER_00: People did not ever talk about how much their income was, and they didn't share those details.
- 7:06SPEAKER_00: And this goes back a long time in my family, um, especially my mother's side of the family.
- 7:12SPEAKER_00: Um, it was just not considered, I would believe, uh really um, it was gauche.
- 7:19SPEAKER_00: I would say it was considered to be lowbrow, tacky if you talked about how much you made.
- 7:24SPEAKER_00: And um I would say also just going into my family dynamics, and this will all lead into being clarifying later when I talk about where things are now for me, what I'm going to be moving into with my clients, but my dad was really the one who was the driver of um our, I would say, our lifestyle.
- 7:44SPEAKER_00: He grew up in a very middle class um, you know, area in Oakland, California, believe it or not.
- 7:50SPEAKER_00: And his my grandfather uh owned a service station and um they had a very traditional household and were just, I would say, comfortable, but definitely not um affluent.
- 8:02SPEAKER_00: And so when my um father met my mother, he just saw my mother was a really uh phenomenal person, and she I would call her um warmly elegant.
- 8:13SPEAKER_00: And so when he met her, I think he really it aligned with his desire to want to up level his life, if that makes sense.
- 8:21SPEAKER_00: So he was very driven, um, ended up doing really well financially, and then creating this lifestyle for our family, which I definitely am the you know beneficiary of, is where my sisters.
- 8:33SPEAKER_00: So, but again, going back to my roots, like you never talked about how much you made.
- 8:38SPEAKER_00: Nobody does, and they still don't.
- 8:41SPEAKER_00: Um, and so now here I am, I'm pivoting, and you know, I've been able to manifest what I want in my life.
- 8:47SPEAKER_00: Again, I don't talk about it.
- 8:48SPEAKER_00: I haven't even really shared this with my clients over time.
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: Um, I still, you know, kind of, I don't know if I ever will be quite as boastful.
- 8:58SPEAKER_00: Um, and it's just me, you know, I don't think anything's wrong with it.
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: I think especially if you grew up and didn't have money and then you're manifesting and you want to show other people like they can do it, I am all for it.
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: I don't have any judgment about it.
- 9:11SPEAKER_00: I just feel as though many people are left behind from understanding the process of law of attraction and manifesting because of now I feel as though it's literally becoming its own entity in our spiritual community.
- 9:27SPEAKER_00: And so um, being that, you know, people talk, I mean, this is one we all do it.
- 9:32SPEAKER_00: I might do it at some point, I really don't know, but I'm just noticing things, and that is that people talk about um, you know, how much they earn on their Instagram page, on their Facebook page, and um that they're considered to be high-end luxury.
- 9:45SPEAKER_00: And so I feel as though, you know, yes, they want to appeal to people that want to achieve that and can get right through that, but all and that's their niche.
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: But also you have to think about it's still all that together collectively might not make it as open for people that really could use the benefit of learning how to manifest, and but not seeing themselves in all that imagery, if that makes sense.
- 10:10SPEAKER_00: And again, this is said just with you know, that's everyone's own thing.
- 10:15SPEAKER_00: I mean, I I get it because it's like it's like you go to your favorite restaurant and they s and you the restaurant says, we have the best, you know, filet mignon in the city.
- 10:27SPEAKER_00: That you know, we make it the best, and so you know, it's alt marketing, it's part of it, it's spiritual marketing, it's fine.
- 10:33SPEAKER_00: So, anyway, for me though, as I okay, let's just fast forward.
- 10:38SPEAKER_00: I now so um for me, I I'm not always driven by money because I have I'm comfortable, let's face it.
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: You know, I'm stable, I'm comfortable.
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: Um, I have I'm afforded um, you know, a really lovely um stable home, family, and where we live.
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: I'm just totally enmeshed, love it.
- 11:00SPEAKER_00: However, I would say three years ago, when spirit universe was really pushing me out into the world again to do my spiritual work and to support people in creating the lives they want, women in creating the lives they want, with um all of the tools that I offer, and then my support, my coaching, and my energy and vibration, I feel as though spirits move me back out into the community of the law of attraction again, into manifesting, but with my own spin on it.
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: And because, you know, I would say I even find myself in that arena is that, you know, I'm in my 50s, and I don't see many people even in my age group, not to mention different skin colors or different um, you know, uh, I would say lifestyles where people are talking about manifestation law of attraction.
- 11:55SPEAKER_00: Because here's the the juxtaposition is manifestation and law of attraction isn't just about luxury and um you know being able to buy the house you want, being able to drive the car you want.
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: It has to do with freedom.
- 12:10SPEAKER_00: Freedom to be able to do what you want in your life, to be able to live the way you want, to be able to serve in the world, to be able to um have experiences in any form, whether that be travel or um some type of adventure that you want to take, you challenge yourself, who knows?
- 12:31SPEAKER_00: There's so many things, or you just love going and shopping at your favorite um Whole Foods or New Seasons in the Northwest and be able to buy all the amazing rich food you want, or living on a farm and you know, uh being able to grow organic vegetables, whatever your dream is, it requires frequency, and the frequency it requires is cash.
- 12:54SPEAKER_00: And so I was leaving myself out of this arena, being able to support people in opening up because I was thinking, um, you know, I thought spirit was leading me towards um helping people open up their psychic abilities and of course the Akashic Records, I'm doing a class on that right now, but really what Spirit's leading me to do as a mentor and as a coach and a guide is to laser focus on helping people manifest what they want in their lives.
- 13:23SPEAKER_00: Because unless you've cleared out your if you're having any issues where you don't feel like you have enough money to do what you want, or you're struggling, or there's stress in your life, or even if you have a lot of money and there's strain about it, there is an energetic imbalance in your life.
- 13:43SPEAKER_00: And um you are manifesting, you're just not manifesting what you want.
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: And so I am really going to be moving in this direction.
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: I believe I'm gonna run a probably a three-day challenge on the art of manifesting.
- 13:58SPEAKER_00: I'm not sure what I'm gonna call it, but it'll definitely be a complimentary workshop.
- 14:03SPEAKER_00: I would love to see you all there.
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: Um, I have a myriad of tools and a lot of channeled um information I can feel from my guides and the masters on how to heal deeply the wounds and the um programming and the paradigms that keep us from what we want to experience in our lives.
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: Because after all, isn't that what it's about?
- 14:26SPEAKER_00: And it's not so much about um just, like I said, the frequency of money, it also is the frequency of health.
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: You know, it's the frequency of healthy relationships, it's the frequency of a healthy body, things like that.
- 14:40SPEAKER_00: There's a lot of layers to it.
- 14:43SPEAKER_00: So I just wanted to put that into the ethers to all of you and to let you know this is coming.
- 14:49SPEAKER_00: And um, I'm super excited about it.
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: All these things really are a result, is I could not get the clear visions that I have unless I did all this work on myself.
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: And right now I am doing a lot of extensive work personally on clearing my own channels for manifesting because I have set it up as a spirit just enough as a soul that the things that I've been doing in my own business, I've been trying to, you know, stab at it and see which is the right thing that that spirit wants me to do.
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: And it hasn't been connecting in the way that I thought.
- 15:34SPEAKER_00: That's just full transparency.
- 15:36SPEAKER_00: But for me, that's always a note of like, okay, I'm out of alignment.
- 15:41SPEAKER_00: What am I doing that I need to switch gears, clear out, or embody?
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: Where am I playing it safe?
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: Where am I going in a direction that I feel like is a limited version of myself?
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: And where am I hiding?
- 15:58SPEAKER_00: Uh, because I feel like even though I've been doing spiritual work for such a long time, there I want to it to be made known everybody has work to do.
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: And that's not a um meant to say that I don't still enjoy my life, or other people at different stages who've been doing it a long time don't enjoy their lives.
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: That's not the point.
- 16:23SPEAKER_00: It's just that we're in a super time of expansion right now.
- 16:28SPEAKER_00: It's like a supercharge.
- 16:30SPEAKER_00: We the, you know, the vibrations we have going on on the planet right now, the energy that's changing everything, the how our all our psychic abilities and spiritual senses are opening up.
- 16:42SPEAKER_00: It's a time for all of us to crack wide open.
- 16:44SPEAKER_00: So spiritual growth is not stagnant.
- 16:47SPEAKER_00: It doesn't matter if you've been doing it two years, five years, 10 years, 15 years, 20 years, you're not a stagnant, stiff being.
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: You are in motion to grow and to expand.
- 16:59SPEAKER_00: And so for me, pivoting and growing in a direction where I thought I I said, I was thinking to myself, oh, you know, all those 30-year-olds who are manifesting 50k months all the time, they got that manifestation thing down.
- 17:16SPEAKER_00: And you guys know what I'm talking about.
- 17:18SPEAKER_00: And again, I love those, I love them.
- 17:20SPEAKER_00: In fact, it's so exciting for me to see like 20-year-olds who are who are so complete, I could name like five right now that are incredible that I see in the community that are manifesting like a boss babe.
- 17:34SPEAKER_00: Seriously, like they don't even have any moment of hesitation in, well, they probably do, but you know, they they're embodying their truth as souls, such a young age, and I love that um because my journey started that way, and then I didn't have the infrastructure to support it, so I had to become a chameleon and fit in more.
- 17:55SPEAKER_00: And there's something to be said about that because I think there's a lot of us who kind of find ourselves on that side of things, and it's not just an age thing, sometimes it's circumstantial in what we've set up for ourselves to learn.
- 18:08SPEAKER_00: So if you are interested in being part of this workshop, I don't even have a date set up, but I will tell you send me an email.
- 18:17SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna get to put together a wait list, and then we're gonna run that mother.
- 18:23SPEAKER_00: And it's probably gonna align with spring because don't we want to have new spring vibrations?
- 18:27SPEAKER_00: And it'll be a three-day uh workshop.
- 18:30SPEAKER_00: It's gonna be fantastic.
- 18:31SPEAKER_00: And then I also have to put together all of you know the juicy uh channeled material I want to bring to it, and also all the healings and the worksheets and all the things that I'll provide for everybody.
- 18:44SPEAKER_00: So that's my little beginning entryway.
- 18:48SPEAKER_00: I would say sharing all with all of you about the law of attraction and about where things are.
- 18:55SPEAKER_00: So this was another short and sweet one.
- 18:57SPEAKER_00: I hope you enjoyed the episode.
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- 19:10SPEAKER_00: This course is gonna begin in the end of February.
- 19:13SPEAKER_00: It will be this time what I consider to be the pilot or beta course, and I'm gonna be doing a lot of work with the students uh mentoring live.
- 19:25SPEAKER_00: So there won't be as much content where you'll be doing work on your own.
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- 19:32SPEAKER_00: All right.
- 19:33SPEAKER_00: Talk to you later.
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