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Near-Death Experience Changed His Healing Powers | Xavier Roman on Energy Healing · Willow Healing Matters Podcast

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SPEAKER_01: Hey everybody,
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SPEAKER_01: it's Catherine Crestani with another episode of Willow Healing Matters
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SPEAKER_01: and today I am joined by Xavier Roman.
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SPEAKER_01: So he can heal people facing any physical,
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SPEAKER_01: emotional or mental health concerns within in-person or distance healing.
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SPEAKER_01: His healing abilities emerged at the age of five and heightened when his mom was in
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SPEAKER_01: a near-death car accident.
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SPEAKER_01: That experience allowed Xavier to use his healing capabilities to support her healing journey.
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SPEAKER_01: Her gift of channeling energy to heal became stronger
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SPEAKER_01: after he experienced his own near-death experience during emergency surgery
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SPEAKER_01: in July 2010.
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SPEAKER_01: Xavier Flatline witnessed his surgery and heard the surgeon and assistants
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SPEAKER_01: as they scattered to bring him back to life.
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SPEAKER_01: Since then, his body and mind healing techniques have continued to strengthen and emerge.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm a big welcome to the show, Xavier.
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SPEAKER_02: Hey, how are you doing?
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SPEAKER_02: Thanks for having me.
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SPEAKER_01: I didn't want to keep reading because there's so much more to your story.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah, there definitely is.
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SPEAKER_01: So obviously you went through, like,
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SPEAKER_01: that's amazing,
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SPEAKER_01: first of all, at the age of five, you were able to support your mom in that way.
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SPEAKER_01: But then also, then you went through your own near-death experience.
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SPEAKER_01: So what kind of happened after that?
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SPEAKER_02: Well, okay.
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SPEAKER_02: Actually, after which one?
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SPEAKER_02: After that?
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SPEAKER_01: The one where we just lent off.
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SPEAKER_01: So where you had your first near-death experience and
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SPEAKER_01: then you could witness yourself and everything like that,
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SPEAKER_01: then kind of what was your journey from
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SPEAKER_02: there?
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SPEAKER_02: Well, from there, I would say, let me backtrack.
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SPEAKER_02: Usually I'm used to starting from a different point,
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SPEAKER_02: but from there, I just continued on to help people with not being public about it.
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SPEAKER_02: I didn't go public about it until like about...
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SPEAKER_02: I want to say four years ago, I went public.
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SPEAKER_02: That's when I finally decided to go ahead and just put something online to go
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SPEAKER_02: that public and then put something on my socials as far as social media goes.
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SPEAKER_02: And when I got to that part, that social media part, I kind of got a little bit hesitant.
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SPEAKER_02: But then I was like, you know, hey, let's just do it.
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SPEAKER_02: You know, like,
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SPEAKER_02: here comes the noise,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: and like,
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SPEAKER_02: here comes the questions and the inboxes and the,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, what have you, as far as, hey, you did what?
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SPEAKER_02: You do what?
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SPEAKER_02: You done what?
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SPEAKER_02: Like, how come you never say, why did you wait so long to say that?
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SPEAKER_02: I was just like,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: just for reasons like this,
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SPEAKER_02: because I don't,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: I didn't want to hear anything,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: at that point,
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SPEAKER_02: I didn't want to hear nothing,
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SPEAKER_02: because I knew it would bring a lot of attention towards me,
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SPEAKER_02: and I'm not really that attention type of guy,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: I like to stay really private and,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: stay to myself and so forth, but I just went ahead and said, okay, here goes.
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SPEAKER_02: I know I'm going to face a lot of this, face a lot of that and criticism and so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: But okay, let's do it because in the midst of that, I'll be able to help people.
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SPEAKER_02: So we'll put that as tops and just deal with the stuff and choose not to deal with
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SPEAKER_02: the stuff and the naysayers.
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SPEAKER_01: Pull yourself out of the spiritual closet and put yourself out in the wild.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: And so that's what I did.
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SPEAKER_02: That's what I did.
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SPEAKER_02: Yep.
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SPEAKER_01: Amazing.
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SPEAKER_01: And so as you started to work more and come out of the spiritual heart closet,
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SPEAKER_01: I know what we have all been through those moments,
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SPEAKER_01: you know, where it's like, actually, I can do all these things.
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SPEAKER_01: What started to shift and change in your life?
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SPEAKER_02: Well, you know,
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SPEAKER_02: I hit the shift that I seen that came with,
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SPEAKER_02: number one was helping people,
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SPEAKER_02: helping people out online a lot and,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, having people Come to me in person and so forth, like strangers.
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SPEAKER_02: So that shift happened and helping people around the world,
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SPEAKER_02: if you could say,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, just like how easy it is, you know, to do it online and so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: You know,
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SPEAKER_02: that took a big shift,
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SPEAKER_02: maybe speaking with people in different parts of the world and,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: being able to help them online and them like not really coming to their mind
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SPEAKER_02: that like,
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SPEAKER_02: wow, this just happened and he's there and I'm here and How could this be?
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SPEAKER_02: And like, this can't be true?
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SPEAKER_02: Like, you know, so they're bewildered.
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SPEAKER_02: They're surprised.
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SPEAKER_02: They're caught off guard.
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SPEAKER_02: They're like, wow, you know, I thought I was, I thought this wasn't going to work.
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SPEAKER_02: And then it turns out to work while they're online.
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SPEAKER_02: And,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, there's never a dull moment.
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SPEAKER_02: There's never a dull moment doing that.
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SPEAKER_02: Whether I'm online or someone comes to me or if I'm going to a hospital,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, to our ER or what do they call it?
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SPEAKER_02: The The intensive care and so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, the intensive care or something like that.
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SPEAKER_02: You know, it's always a little exciting, but in a good way.
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SPEAKER_02: You know, I'm not like fun or none of that.
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SPEAKER_02: But, you know, I do enjoy helping people.
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SPEAKER_02: And yeah, that was the big shift.
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SPEAKER_01: That's beautiful.
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SPEAKER_01: And so just out of my curiosity,
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SPEAKER_01: so when you're working with people, do you just get channeled what they need?
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SPEAKER_01: Or do you see like areas of their body that need attention or?
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SPEAKER_01: What happens for you?
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SPEAKER_01: What's kind of your process?
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SPEAKER_01: Obviously, you can't give that away because it's you.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: But I will say the process goes as far as they'll tell me,
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SPEAKER_02: hey, I got this going on because, of course, I need to know what's going on.
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SPEAKER_02: And then while I'm going through it,
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SPEAKER_02: I'll say while my eyes are closed,
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SPEAKER_02: people can see the videos, especially on the website or social media.
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SPEAKER_02: I could see things that are going in in that area.
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SPEAKER_02: Or if there's something else that's attached to it or might be lingering close to
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SPEAKER_02: that body part or organ and so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: So I'm able to see that.
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SPEAKER_02: Then I go from there.
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SPEAKER_02: I go from there as soon as I see something.
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SPEAKER_02: And then after I'm done, I usually ask the person, hey, how do they feel?
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SPEAKER_02: What level from this level from 1 to 10?
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SPEAKER_02: How do you feel now?
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SPEAKER_02: And then they let me know how they feel.
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, we can still talk while I'm doing it.
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, if my eyes are closed,
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SPEAKER_02: I always let the person know that,
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SPEAKER_02: hey, you can still talk to me while we're doing this.
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SPEAKER_02: And at times I'll talk to you.
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SPEAKER_02: But for the most part, you can talk to me even if I'm quiet.
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SPEAKER_02: And I'll tell you.
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SPEAKER_02: And if you feel something, don't be alarmed or anything like that.
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SPEAKER_02: It won't be a bad feeling.
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SPEAKER_02: It's just the energy moving right through you.
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SPEAKER_02: And that part where you're letting me know about or around there.
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SPEAKER_01: Amazing.
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SPEAKER_01: And so do you have like a spirit team that comes in or angels that come and support
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SPEAKER_01: the person or you just find you just become the conduit and you allow whatever needs
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SPEAKER_01: to happen, happen?
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: I become the conduit.
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, I do see angels as well,
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SPEAKER_02: but I become the conduit and then the energy shifts to through me,
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SPEAKER_02: to them and to the area where they're telling me that something's going on.
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SPEAKER_01: That is very cool.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm fascinated by this stuff because I know everyone works differently
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SPEAKER_01: and everyone uses their gifts differently, right?
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SPEAKER_01: So for me, it's like you just become the pure healing energy channel.
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SPEAKER_01: That's the vision I got.
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SPEAKER_01: This is just the energy coming through you and then just going where it needs to go.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: And when I'm starting, I always feel like...
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SPEAKER_02: I don't know if it said that.
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SPEAKER_02: No, it doesn't say it in my bio,
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SPEAKER_02: but there's probably some videos out there where I explain like when I begin,
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SPEAKER_02: when I close my eyes, I feel my whole body.
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SPEAKER_02: I feel and I see my whole body, even though my eyes are closed, turning all white.
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SPEAKER_02: And then it gets a real bright, bright, you know, light, bright white light.
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SPEAKER_02: And then that shifting towards that person and that area
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SPEAKER_02: that they're having problems, troubles with, so forth.
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SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I love that because, you know, we always get told, don't go towards the white light.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, no, not that white light.
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SPEAKER_02: I know what that white light is.
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SPEAKER_02: I know.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I mean, it's just as bright.
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SPEAKER_02: I will say that it's just as bright, but it's not that white light.
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SPEAKER_02: It's not that white light.
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SPEAKER_02: Matter of fact, I almost went back into that white light a few months ago.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I mean, I don't know if you want to save that for another time or so forth.
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SPEAKER_01: No, no, you can share.
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SPEAKER_01: Go for it.
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SPEAKER_02: So I had got into an accident.
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SPEAKER_02: And in that accident, I knew I was hurt pretty bad.
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SPEAKER_02: I mean, I could feel bones and this and that bouncing every time I took a step and so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: And, you know, I went to the hospital and, okay, you broke this.
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SPEAKER_02: You got this broken.
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SPEAKER_02: You got this.
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SPEAKER_02: And I said, well, I still got injuries right here.
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SPEAKER_02: You know, I feel this and I feel that.
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SPEAKER_02: Then later on, I go do MRI.
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SPEAKER_02: Okay, you got this going on and, you know, this going on.
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SPEAKER_02: You need surgery for that, that, that, this and that.
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SPEAKER_02: And so we get closer to surgery time.
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SPEAKER_02: And so I tell the doctor, hey, doc, when I breathe regular, I'm okay.
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SPEAKER_02: But if I should happen to go, I says, then it really starts hurting.
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SPEAKER_02: Right by my heart, you know, it starts, there's a pain, sharp pain, kind of dull.
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SPEAKER_02: I says, but that shouldn't be there every time I take like a deep breath and so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: I says, and mind you,
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SPEAKER_02: I laid off the pain meds,
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SPEAKER_02: even though I can really use them because that's how tough the pain is.
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SPEAKER_02: And I says, but,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: I read one of the meds and it said something about,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, heart enlargement, this and that.
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SPEAKER_02: And, you know, so I backed off of that.
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SPEAKER_02: So I haven't been on this, you know, This length of time, I said, but I still feel it.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, so what do you think?
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SPEAKER_02: He said, oh, well, you have surgery in this many days.
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SPEAKER_02: He said, you know what I'm going to do?
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SPEAKER_02: I'm going to give you a stress test.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, I'll do emergency one and we'll see.
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SPEAKER_02: He said,
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SPEAKER_02: I'll put it in right now and we'll see if we can get you in the day after or,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: The day after that or something real close,
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SPEAKER_02: but you're going to have to go to a hospital that's,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, a little further away.
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SPEAKER_02: But around here, you're probably not going to get in right away.
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SPEAKER_02: But, you know, there are some places you can go right away, you know, by the next day or two.
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SPEAKER_02: So I go,
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SPEAKER_02: I do the stress test,
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SPEAKER_02: and then he calls me,
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SPEAKER_02: I want to say the next day or maybe the evening now because I did it early in
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SPEAKER_02: the morning and then evening now.
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SPEAKER_02: So maybe the next day or something like that or the same day and later on.
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SPEAKER_02: And he says, oh my God, he says, hey, look, I got this reading from your stress test.
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SPEAKER_02: And he says, I don't know about it.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, it doesn't look right, you know, and so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, I'm going to send you to cardiology right away.
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SPEAKER_02: Let me talk to them and tell them only because you're having your surgery,
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SPEAKER_02: it's about to come up.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, I said, okay, okay.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, can you make it at this time?
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SPEAKER_02: I says, yeah, yeah, sure.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, okay.
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SPEAKER_02: He's in this area, in this office, blah, blah, blah.
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SPEAKER_02: I'll come back.
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SPEAKER_02: And so he said, okay.
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SPEAKER_02: And so I go that same day right before they close.
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SPEAKER_02: And the cardiologist is like, hey, this doesn't look good.
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SPEAKER_02: This doesn't look good.
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SPEAKER_02: But you might be all right.
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SPEAKER_02: But, you know, I'm a little concerned about this.
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SPEAKER_02: But you should be all right.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, no, no, no, no.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, no.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, something's.
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SPEAKER_02: I didn't want to tell him something's telling me because,
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SPEAKER_02: you know, then they're like, you know, hey, maybe you're afraid of surgery.
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SPEAKER_02: But as I did blurted out, I said, no, something's telling me there's something else.
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SPEAKER_02: And he says, you got to trust me on this.
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SPEAKER_02: He's like, I don't think it's something small or it's just, you know, this and that.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, there's something else.
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SPEAKER_02: There's something else.
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SPEAKER_02: And he's like, okay, okay.
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SPEAKER_02: Since this is right here,
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SPEAKER_02: he says, what we're going to do is you're going to have to do an angiogram.
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SPEAKER_02: And I was like, oh, what?
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SPEAKER_02: You know, I wasn't familiar with Andrew Graham was.
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SPEAKER_02: And I was like, all right, that's cool.
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SPEAKER_02: He said,
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SPEAKER_02: this will give us definitive,
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SPEAKER_02: in-depth look at what's going on, you know, by your heart.
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SPEAKER_02: Besides, you know, what we have from this test.
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SPEAKER_02: And then you'll know, you'll be able to be at ease, so forth.
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SPEAKER_02: So I go ahead and I do that and look it up.
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SPEAKER_02: Like, oh my God, like this test,
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SPEAKER_01: you know.
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SPEAKER_02: So I go ahead and I do it.
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SPEAKER_02: The next day after that, they got me in somewhere else different right away.
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SPEAKER_02: And I do it.
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SPEAKER_02: And then he calls me up.
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SPEAKER_02: He's like, I canceled your surgery.
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SPEAKER_02: I was like, what happened?
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SPEAKER_02: And he's like, He says, it's not good.
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SPEAKER_02: He's like, you're not getting something.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, there's trauma to your heart from the accident.
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SPEAKER_02: And he says, it's not good.
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SPEAKER_02: Something could happen during the surgery.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, as a matter of fact, you might not be able to have surgery for about up to a year.
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SPEAKER_02: And I says, okay, I'm glad that you're telling me this.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, I'm so glad.
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SPEAKER_02: I says, man, I think I couldn't have made it out to surgery, you know, because of that.
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SPEAKER_02: You know, he's like, yes, yes.
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SPEAKER_02: He said, oh my God, I'm so glad you said something.
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SPEAKER_02: I'm so glad we did this instead of just left it alone at this.
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SPEAKER_02: He's like, man.
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SPEAKER_02: He's like, I'm just glad.
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SPEAKER_02: I says, but wait, I got to stay like this?
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SPEAKER_02: He's like, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: I was like, so I have torn ligaments and torn, you know.
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SPEAKER_02: My ligaments and tendons are torn on my hip and my shoulder.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, so, he says, I'm sorry.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, you don't want to do the surgery.
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SPEAKER_02: He says, not
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SPEAKER_01: like that.
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SPEAKER_02: I was like, okay.
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SPEAKER_02: I said, okay, I'll deal with it.
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SPEAKER_02: I says, no problem,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: and I just did rehab and,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: I'm still doing rehab right now because of,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: the tears and all that and the I'm glad that whatever that was that was telling me,
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SPEAKER_02: no, like, no, don't, no.
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SPEAKER_02: And I'm here.
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SPEAKER_01: You are here.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_01: Were you able to heal yourself at all?
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, my shoulders are a whole lot better now.
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SPEAKER_02: My hip, there's still some pain in there.
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SPEAKER_02: Shoulder, I haven't taken any pain meds for a while.
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SPEAKER_02: So, yeah,
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SPEAKER_01: I'm good.
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SPEAKER_01: Because I know sometimes when you're a healer, it's hard to heal yourself.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah.
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SPEAKER_02: You know what?
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SPEAKER_02: I heard this one time and I use the adage as well.
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SPEAKER_02: I heard someone said one time, I know I heard it from the psychic.
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SPEAKER_02: She said, I don't know if you ever heard of Sylvia Brown back in the day, Sylvia Brown.
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SPEAKER_02: Anyways,
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SPEAKER_02: she would say,
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SPEAKER_02: because she would come on TV a lot,
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SPEAKER_02: you know,
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SPEAKER_02: she was a psychic,
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SPEAKER_02: and she would say, you lose your purse, I'll tell you where it's at.
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SPEAKER_02: I lose my purse, it's gone forever.
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SPEAKER_02: You know, so they're like, well, why can't you find your own purse?
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SPEAKER_02: You know, you're psychic.
15:40
SPEAKER_02: He's like, no, that's not how it works.
15:42
SPEAKER_02: He says, you lose yours, I'll tell you where it's at.
15:46
SPEAKER_02: I lose mine, it's gone forever, you know.
15:48
SPEAKER_02: And that same thing goes with healing.
15:50
SPEAKER_02: Like, it's like...
15:52
SPEAKER_02: You know, like me do myself, like I will try, you know, but it just doesn't work like that.
15:59
SPEAKER_02: Or I could do something for myself as fast as I could do something
16:03
SPEAKER_02: for somebody like instantaneous,
16:05
SPEAKER_02: whether they're around me in front of me or I'm looking at them.
16:08
SPEAKER_02: I says, I got to go the old fashioned route,
16:10
SPEAKER_02: you know, and do rehab and rehab and strengthening and this and that and so forth.
16:15
SPEAKER_02: And then I'm OK. Yeah.
16:17
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
16:17
SPEAKER_01: You just haven't found the right support team yet.
16:21
SPEAKER_02: Right, right.
16:21
SPEAKER_02: But I will say,
16:22
SPEAKER_02: but I will say,
16:23
SPEAKER_02: I told the doctor when I went to orthopedics,
16:26
SPEAKER_02: he says,
16:26
SPEAKER_02: it's going to be about six months,
16:28
SPEAKER_02: you know, until you're able to do this, you're able to do that.
16:31
SPEAKER_02: I said, doc, three months.
16:33
SPEAKER_02: He's like, Yeah,
16:35
SPEAKER_02: that's really cutting it,
16:37
SPEAKER_02: you know,
16:38
SPEAKER_02: like without surgery,
16:39
SPEAKER_02: that's really because it's stuck three months, watch, so three months.
16:43
SPEAKER_02: And sure enough,
16:44
SPEAKER_02: you know,
16:45
SPEAKER_02: that three-month period,
16:46
SPEAKER_02: because I had to go like every month,
16:47
SPEAKER_02: you know,
16:47
SPEAKER_02: to go check back in and out,
16:50
SPEAKER_02: and sure enough, three months, I was good, I was good, I was good, yeah.
16:56
SPEAKER_01: I love that.
16:57
SPEAKER_01: I broke my toe, I don't know when it was, a few years ago, and there was a story behind it.
17:01
SPEAKER_01: And I knew why I got to that point where I broke my toe because I could see
17:05
SPEAKER_01: where I was ignoring the pain in my toe and then it just decided to scream
17:09
SPEAKER_01: by getting broken.
17:10
SPEAKER_01: But it was funny because I did all my healing on myself and I put myself
17:15
SPEAKER_01: on frequencies and I have like a light machine so I had it under that.
17:20
SPEAKER_01: And within two weeks I was back at Pilates.
17:22
SPEAKER_01: Everyone's like, don't you have a broken toe?
17:24
SPEAKER_01: I said, yeah, I do.
17:25
SPEAKER_01: And they're like,
17:27
SPEAKER_01: What?
17:28
SPEAKER_01: Hey, I said, well, I practice what I preach.
17:30
SPEAKER_01: I actually do myself what I was doing with other people.
17:34
SPEAKER_01: I can't change the broken bone completely,
17:36
SPEAKER_01: but I was having herbs to help it heal quicker and that sort of thing.
17:41
SPEAKER_01: But the biggest thing I've learned
17:42
SPEAKER_01: on this journey is sometimes you can't see everything when you're in it.
17:46
SPEAKER_01: Because,
17:47
SPEAKER_01: you know,
17:47
SPEAKER_01: like you said, with the psychic, I love that, you know, my purse has gone forever.
17:51
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
17:53
SPEAKER_01: You know,
17:54
SPEAKER_01: my old coach used to say,
17:55
SPEAKER_01: Amira can't see herself because you can't always see all your blind spots
17:59
SPEAKER_01: or see what's happening when you're in the thick of it.
18:02
SPEAKER_01: And that's why it's beautiful to have support teams and people around you.
18:05
SPEAKER_01: So when you do get stuck in it, they can support you with it.
18:09
SPEAKER_01: So, you know,
18:10
SPEAKER_01: you've got your rehab team,
18:11
SPEAKER_01: but then you're also applying your own healing to yourself.
18:14
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
18:14
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, definitely.
18:15
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, definitely.
18:16
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
18:18
SPEAKER_01: So moving forward in the world of Xavier,
18:21
SPEAKER_01: once you've kept rehabbing and your body's working back again,
18:24
SPEAKER_01: what do you see kind of the next steps or where do you feel like the evolution
18:28
SPEAKER_01: of what you're sharing and what do you hope to achieve in the world?
18:31
SPEAKER_02: I think the next steps are,
18:35
SPEAKER_02: you know,
18:37
SPEAKER_02: when it comes to this,
18:38
SPEAKER_02: I'm not the person that tries to ambitiously push stuff Like, okay,
18:46
SPEAKER_02: you know,
18:46
SPEAKER_02: hey, I want to get a small gathering together, you know, 100 people and so forth.
18:51
SPEAKER_02: To set things up like that, you know, I'm more of, okay, if it comes, it comes.
18:56
SPEAKER_02: I'm open, I'm available.
18:57
SPEAKER_02: We could do a,
18:59
SPEAKER_01: you know,
19:00
SPEAKER_02: room of 500.
19:01
SPEAKER_02: Okay, yeah, I'm open, I'm available.
19:03
SPEAKER_02: But I'm not going to go ahead and like really push it to go ahead and promote.
19:09
SPEAKER_02: Most people, you know, that's the same thing since we're talking about it.
19:14
SPEAKER_02: They're like, hey, do you have anything to promote?
19:16
SPEAKER_02: Hey, do you have anything?
19:17
SPEAKER_02: This says, no, not really.
19:18
SPEAKER_02: I am not promoting nothing, no book, no this and that.
19:22
SPEAKER_02: But I can only promote that I could help some people out.
19:25
SPEAKER_02: So if you want to come this way,
19:27
SPEAKER_02: then I could go ahead and do that rather fast and something like that.
19:33
SPEAKER_02: But I'm not trying to sell anything.
19:34
SPEAKER_02: I think your volume went out.
19:36
SPEAKER_02: Oh, there it goes.
19:36
SPEAKER_02: You're back.
19:36
SPEAKER_02: There we go.
19:37
SPEAKER_01: No, yeah, definitely.
19:39
SPEAKER_01: So sometimes it's,
19:40
SPEAKER_01: I'm just always curious because,
19:42
SPEAKER_01: you know, sometimes when we're like, Here's our mission or here's our purpose.
19:46
SPEAKER_01: And it's like, well, what's it going to evolve to or what's it going to shift to?
19:50
SPEAKER_01: You kind of, what's the bigger thing?
19:51
SPEAKER_01: But I love that you're just like, yeah, I'm just here to heal people.
19:55
SPEAKER_01: And I love that you go to hospitals and you go to intensive care and,
19:58
SPEAKER_01: you know, you're doing all those different elements
20:00
SPEAKER_02: of you.
20:01
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah.
20:02
SPEAKER_02: If you call me, I'll do it.
20:03
SPEAKER_02: I'll do it.
20:05
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
20:05
SPEAKER_01: Like, if you need me, just call me.
20:07
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah, I'll do it.
20:09
SPEAKER_02: I'll do it.
20:09
SPEAKER_02: I get a, you know, some people, they usually say, hey, does that train your energy and so forth?
20:16
SPEAKER_02: I hear so much about it, you know, them telling me.
20:19
SPEAKER_02: And I says, no, actually, when I do it, when I'm done, I actually feel like very strong.
20:26
SPEAKER_02: I feel like very strong.
20:28
SPEAKER_02: I says, I haven't tried it,
20:29
SPEAKER_02: but I feel like I could lift up the back of a car of a bumper and just raise it up,
20:35
SPEAKER_02: you know, raise it up off the wheels.
20:37
SPEAKER_02: I said, that's how I feel after I'm done with the session.
20:42
SPEAKER_01: Do you feel it's God's light directly coming through you?
20:45
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I do.
20:46
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
20:47
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
20:48
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I do.
20:49
SPEAKER_02: Whether if it's a bit, it's a small piece, big piece, whatever it's taking.
20:55
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
20:55
SPEAKER_02: Then, yeah, I definitely do.
20:58
SPEAKER_02: Without hesitation.
20:59
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I definitely do.
21:02
SPEAKER_02: Because at that moment, you're, well, not you, but I'm different.
21:08
SPEAKER_02: I feel different at that moment.
21:10
SPEAKER_02: I feel clear.
21:11
SPEAKER_02: I feel real peaceful.
21:13
SPEAKER_02: I don't know if you want to use enlightened or anything like that,
21:17
SPEAKER_02: but I feel so clear and so light.
21:21
SPEAKER_02: I feel like I'm really tuned in.
21:22
SPEAKER_02: I'm right on the right frequency.
21:25
SPEAKER_02: I'm right on the channel.
21:27
SPEAKER_02: Everything is just perfect.
21:29
SPEAKER_02: I just feel perfect for that moment or those moments and stuff like that.
21:33
SPEAKER_02: But once I'm out of it, then I'm back to me.
21:35
SPEAKER_02: I'm back to me.
21:37
SPEAKER_02: Just me.
21:40
SPEAKER_01: Yeah, because I do something called theta healing.
21:42
SPEAKER_01: So I go up to God and command healing or command beliefs to be shifted and that sort of thing.
21:48
SPEAKER_01: And that's the feeling I get too when I'm up there.
21:50
SPEAKER_01: It's almost like you're just at peace and you're to the side.
21:56
SPEAKER_01: Avatar of Catherine isn't involved anymore.
21:58
SPEAKER_01: It's just like I am just allowing this.
22:01
SPEAKER_01: I'm just the bridge or I'm just the conduit or I'm just the peace in between
22:05
SPEAKER_01: the person getting what they need to support them in that moment.
22:09
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
22:10
SPEAKER_02: And then if you really get down to it, I will once in a while say, no, it's not me.
22:14
SPEAKER_02: It's not me.
22:15
SPEAKER_02: Oh, thank you.
22:15
SPEAKER_02: Thank you.
22:16
SPEAKER_02: Well, hey, I accept it.
22:21
SPEAKER_02: And I won't always say this, but I'm like, hey, I accept it.
22:23
SPEAKER_02: But, you know, just know that it's not me.
22:26
SPEAKER_02: I mean, like you think like just me, I could do this.
22:29
SPEAKER_01: Like that's not on the egotistical side.
22:32
SPEAKER_02: I says, but it's what's coming through me.
22:34
SPEAKER_02: That's what it's coming through me, you know.
22:37
SPEAKER_01: But I would argue that it's still part of you because your soul has allowed you
22:42
SPEAKER_01: to shift that, right?
22:43
SPEAKER_01: So your soul is still allowing you to hold that energy and hold that frequency
22:49
SPEAKER_01: and hold the healing so you can share it because not everyone can do that.
22:53
SPEAKER_01: Not everyone can hold it long enough to be able to transfer it
22:56
SPEAKER_01: or not everyone can pull it in at that intensity that you're describing, Zabia.
23:02
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, yeah, definitely, definitely, yeah, definitely.
23:06
SPEAKER_01: So as we start to finish up,
23:08
SPEAKER_01: I ask the guests that come on the show,
23:09
SPEAKER_01: if you could heal or change something in the world, what would it be?
23:13
SPEAKER_02: Red Evil, yeah.
23:15
SPEAKER_01: Simple.
23:16
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
23:18
SPEAKER_01: So simple.
23:19
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
23:20
SPEAKER_02: Yes.
23:21
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
23:22
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
23:23
SPEAKER_01: And if people want to come and call you or find you or connect with you,
23:27
SPEAKER_01: where's the best place that they can go?
23:29
SPEAKER_02: Just go to the website.
23:30
SPEAKER_02: Go to XavierRoman.com.
23:32
SPEAKER_02: X-A-V-I-E-R-R-O-M-A-N.
23:35
SPEAKER_02: There's two R's back to back from first name and last name.com.
23:41
SPEAKER_02: And then that will show you all the social media links and so forth.
23:44
SPEAKER_02: Instead of just saying, hey, what's your Instagram?
23:47
SPEAKER_02: Just go to the website because you can see longer videos on there.
23:51
SPEAKER_02: And then you go to the social media.
23:52
SPEAKER_02: You can see short clips on there and so forth.
23:55
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
23:56
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
23:57
SPEAKER_02: Yeah, if they want to book something, they could go there.
23:59
SPEAKER_02: My email, my email's on there as well.
24:01
SPEAKER_02: X at XavierRoman.com.
24:03
SPEAKER_02: Shoot me an email and then we'll schedule something and we'll go from there.
24:08
SPEAKER_01: Amazing.
24:09
SPEAKER_01: And I'll make sure to pop all these details in the show notes for everybody.
24:13
SPEAKER_01: But thank you, Xavier,
24:14
SPEAKER_01: for sharing your time and your story and for
24:17
SPEAKER_02: sharing your healing in
24:20
SPEAKER_01: the world.
24:21
SPEAKER_02: Thank you as well.
24:22
SPEAKER_02: I appreciate you.
24:23
SPEAKER_00: Hey beautiful souls,
24:24
SPEAKER_00: it is Catherine Crestani here and I wanted to have a chat with you about
24:28
SPEAKER_00: a really amazing cacao that I drink to help me get in ceremony,
24:32
SPEAKER_00: to help me ground, but also just
24:34
SPEAKER_01: because it tastes freaking good.
24:36
SPEAKER_01: So if you're curious and want to know about drinking something other than coffee
24:40
SPEAKER_01: or your standard tea, why not check out Creation Cacao?
24:45
SPEAKER_00: I love this with a bit of honey and cinnamon sprinkled in and Just letting it brew
24:51
SPEAKER_00: and having that whole intention as you create this cup.
24:54
SPEAKER_00: So if you're curious and want to know more,
24:57
SPEAKER_00: check out the link in the show notes and in the
24:59
SPEAKER_01: bio and enjoy your cup of cacao.
25:03
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25:06
SPEAKER_00: We have so much love and gratitude that you are taking the time out of your day
25:10
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25:13
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25:17
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25:20
SPEAKER_00: Trust what resonates for you and follow your heart and soul guidance.
25:24
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25:28
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25:29
SPEAKER_00: Remember to activate, align, heal, empower and find love in everything that you do.