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Episode 45 - You Seeing People And Things For What They Are. · You Minding Your Own Business

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  Speaker 1: all about the fact that you got to see people
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  Speaker 1: and things for what they are and not what you
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  Speaker 1: want them to be. And that is one of the
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  Speaker 1: hardest parts of recovery to do, is to be able
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  Speaker 1: to see things in people for what they are and
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  Speaker 1: being able to accept the truth for what it truly is.
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  Speaker 1: And I say that because today I just lost some
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  Speaker 1: move one hundred dollars. Let me explain how that happened.
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  Speaker 1: I right now cannot current. I can drive a little bit,
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  Speaker 1: but not well enough to where I can drive long distances.
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  Speaker 1: So I had a friend of mine that was supposed
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  Speaker 1: to come take me. I had been asking him for
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  Speaker 1: the past few weeks to take me. He would say,
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  Speaker 1: he's gonna take me, don't call me, don't show up.
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  Speaker 1: I should have just took an uber and went ahead
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  Speaker 1: and took the phone and dropped it off, and that's
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  Speaker 1: what I should have did, but no, I was hoping
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  Speaker 1: that he was gonna take me, so that.
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  Speaker 2: Way I could take the bigger boxes.
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  Speaker 1: But what ended up happening was I started a new
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  Speaker 1: job and one of the monitors ended up messing up,
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  Speaker 1: and then one of the tier in the tower I
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  Speaker 1: originally got started messing up, so they had to replace it.
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  Speaker 1: So I said I was gonna wait until both of
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  Speaker 1: those kinges, so I would do two you know one
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  Speaker 1: you know, hitting twos bumps, two stones. You know what
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  Speaker 1: I'm saying that part of that thing, Two birds.
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  Speaker 2: And one stone.
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  Speaker 1: And now I woke up this morning and I almost
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  Speaker 1: eleven hundred dollars of my money was gone. So the
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  Speaker 1: phone that I was gonna return, I'm now pretty much owned.
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  Speaker 1: So I am upset about it because my rent is due,
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  Speaker 1: and normally I always try to have money left over. Now,
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  Speaker 1: mind you, I probably will have money left over because
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  Speaker 1: I have groceries. But I was supposed to be going
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  Speaker 1: home and I was supposed to be getting some stuff
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  Speaker 1: for Christmas and buying some clothes. Well, that's gonna be
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  Speaker 1: out because I'm not gonna be able to do it
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  Speaker 1: unless I get it and put it on a firm
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  Speaker 1: and pay it off next month, which will probably be
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  Speaker 1: what I end up doing. But luckily I get paid weekly,
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  Speaker 1: so it'll be okay. But I ain't gonna lie. I'm upset,
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  Speaker 1: but it also taught me something. So even though my
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  Speaker 1: first initial reaction was to break down and cry, I said, Nope,
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  Speaker 1: I'm not gonna cry about this.
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  Speaker 2: I'm gonna accept it.
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to take accountability of me. Just I should
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  Speaker 1: have just took the uber to ups dropped it off,
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  Speaker 1: and that should.
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  Speaker 2: Have been it. That's what I should have done.
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  Speaker 1: I shouldn't have prolonged it, but I had really hadn't
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  Speaker 1: been feeling well either, so I really wasn't feeling up
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  Speaker 1: to going anywhere.
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  Speaker 2: But it's my fault.
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  Speaker 1: And I have to take accountability for that, and I'm
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  Speaker 1: going to take accountability for it. But what it taught
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  Speaker 1: me is a few things that I wasn't expecting. Number One,
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  Speaker 1: I want to own my own business because the fact
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  Speaker 1: of the matter. I want to make sure that I'm
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  Speaker 1: making enough money to not have to worry worry about
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  Speaker 1: having an issue of whether I can pay my rent
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  Speaker 1: or not. Number two, I want to make sure that
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna be able to be able to live the
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  Speaker 1: lifestyle in the life that I want to live. I
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  Speaker 1: woke up this morning and I had bite marks on
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  Speaker 1: the back of my legs, And then when I'm on
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  Speaker 1: it and I'm just sitting here like, you cannot be
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  Speaker 1: serious right now about this happening. But what I will
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  Speaker 1: say is, in the end, there's a light at the
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  Speaker 1: end of tunnel. Even though this happened, I could sell
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  Speaker 1: the phone. There's multiple different options of what I could do,
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  Speaker 1: and I may not be able to get all of
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  Speaker 1: my you know, money back, but I at least be
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  Speaker 1: able to get the vast majority of it now.
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  Speaker 2: It also taught me that I'm gonna have to.
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  Speaker 1: Try to overcome this anxiety of me driving, and I'm
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  Speaker 1: gonna have to really just work my way through it,
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  Speaker 1: drive a little bit at a time and be able
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  Speaker 1: to get used to driving. Just take my time and
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  Speaker 1: just driving till I can't. Another thing that it taught
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  Speaker 1: me is the importance of getting enough sleep, putting my
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  Speaker 1: phone down, not strolling as much. So really, this one
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  Speaker 1: situation had me looking at so many different things. So
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  Speaker 1: I said, you know what, I'm gonna go to bed early.
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna get some resks. Cause a friend of mine
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  Speaker 1: had called me last night and I was talking to
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  Speaker 1: her and her husband to like almost twelve o'clock last night,
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  Speaker 1: almost one in the morning, trying to help them through
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  Speaker 1: what they were going through. But I did as I
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  Speaker 1: you know, but I realized now by talking to them
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  Speaker 1: and helping them through their situation, that I am really
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  Speaker 1: ready to be a coach. I'm really ready to help
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  Speaker 1: people as far as one on one coaching, because I'm
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  Speaker 1: really good at counseling people through situations.
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  Speaker 2: And the one thing about the the.
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  Speaker 1: Coon stage that I learned is that basically, essentially, I'm
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  Speaker 1: becoming a person that I really want to be. I'm
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  Speaker 1: becoming a person that I should have been alone time ago.
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  Speaker 1: I'm realizing that if I wouldn't have been worried about
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  Speaker 1: everybody else trying to build, everybody else trying to be
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  Speaker 1: Captain saving Captain, save it ho Bill de Bears, Bill
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  Speaker 1: dalci fill us people pleasers. If I wouldn't have been
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  Speaker 1: worried about not going on vacation because I was worried
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  Speaker 1: about whether somebody was gonna do something to me. If
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  Speaker 1: I wouldn't have been worried about that, if I wouldn't
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  Speaker 1: have been trying to pay everybody's bills and putting stuff
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  Speaker 1: in my name that I shouldn't have, my world would
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  Speaker 1: be very different. And I did this particular video that
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  Speaker 1: I am going to let y'all hear over the weekend,
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  Speaker 1: and I want you guys to hear it because I
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  Speaker 1: want people to understand the fact of the matter that
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  Speaker 1: if you look at everything you let your family borrow,
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  Speaker 1: and you look at everything you've done for your family,
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  Speaker 1: you look at how much of it was or was
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  Speaker 1: not reciprocated. Then you look at when you ask for
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  Speaker 1: the stuff, how they haven't been there for you. That
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  Speaker 1: trickles down to your friends, and it trickles down to
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  Speaker 1: your significant others.
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  Speaker 2: I will say that.
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  Speaker 1: Now, when you have to see things for what they are,
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  Speaker 1: and you have to accept things for what they are,
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  Speaker 1: you're not really gonna be mad about it as far
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  Speaker 1: as new version of you. You're just gonna accept it
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  Speaker 1: and leave it alone. You're not gonna try to chase it.
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  Speaker 1: You're not gonna try to change it. You're just gonna
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  Speaker 1: leave it exactly where it is alone. You're not gonna
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  Speaker 1: worry about it. You're not gonna let it bother you.
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  Speaker 1: You're just gonna be like, okay. So, for example, if
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  Speaker 1: somebody don't want to date you, yes, okay, they an't
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  Speaker 1: gotta date you, it's their loss, not yours. When you
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  Speaker 1: see all these people getting married and you're not married,
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  Speaker 1: and all your friends and family asking you why you're
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  Speaker 1: not married, I just haven't found a person yet. I'm
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  Speaker 1: just right now in my I wouldn't say selfish phase,
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  Speaker 1: but I'm building something and I don't want to have
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  Speaker 1: kids and I don't want to have somebody that I
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  Speaker 1: got to worry about telling me that I have to
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  Speaker 1: give up my business in my brand just so I
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  Speaker 1: could be in a relationship with them. Because your person
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  Speaker 1: is coming. It may not be today, may not be tomorrow,
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  Speaker 1: but your person is coming. But when I woke up
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  Speaker 1: and I realized I got bit, and you know, I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: what in the world, And I'm looking around, I still
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  Speaker 1: can't find what it was that bit me.
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  Speaker 2: I still don't even know what bit me.
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  Speaker 1: I have no idea, but I'm hoping it wasn't anything poisonous.
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  Speaker 1: But I'm still here talking to y'all, so it must
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  Speaker 1: not have.
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  Speaker 2: Been that bad.
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  Speaker 1: But you know, I've been juicing and I've been you know,
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  Speaker 1: working all my health and wellness, and the ginger shots
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  Speaker 1: have been definitely helping. But I might do one tonight
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  Speaker 1: and then one in the morning because I think, you know,
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  Speaker 1: to help with the cleansing of everything.
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  Speaker 2: Might be something I might do.
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  Speaker 1: But today it's been kind of like a weird day
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  Speaker 1: because I was fine yesterday and then today to wake
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  Speaker 1: up to being bitten. And I don't know what bit me,
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  Speaker 1: and I can't see what it was that bit me.
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  Speaker 2: I don't even know what it was.
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  Speaker 1: To be honest, I don't know what kind of spider
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  Speaker 1: it was, but I'm assuming that it was a spider.
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to assume because I feel just kind of drained.
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  Speaker 1: But in the end, like I said, you know, accepting
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  Speaker 1: the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth
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  Speaker 1: is difficult because it ain't pretty, it's not nice, it's
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  Speaker 1: none of those things. It's really you know, you see
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  Speaker 1: it for what it is. And you have to accept it,
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  Speaker 1: and sometimes we're rejection instead of trying to challenge it.
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  Speaker 2: Don't, don't even do it.
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  Speaker 1: I think a lot of people are starting to get
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  Speaker 1: to that place where they're not trying to really challenge anything.
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  Speaker 1: They're just trying to leave well enough alone. Whatever is
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  Speaker 1: meant to be will be, and whatever's not it won't be.
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  Speaker 1: That's just pretty much where everybody is right now, and
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  Speaker 1: a lot of people are just finding their peace and
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  Speaker 1: their quiet and their tranquility and finding their happiness and
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  Speaker 1: finding their joy.
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  Speaker 2: On their own.
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  Speaker 1: They're not worried about whether they're in a relationship or not.
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  Speaker 1: They're not worried about whether or not they get a
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  Speaker 1: job or not, because now they're building something that is
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  Speaker 1: of their own. Some people are even investing in and
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  Speaker 1: you know, making money and investments. I wish I knew
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  Speaker 1: how to do that, or I had somebody to help me.
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  Speaker 1: Then that would be one thing, But I'm not really.
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  Speaker 2: Good at stuff like that.
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  Speaker 1: But accepting the truth and just saying okay now, mind you,
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  Speaker 1: even when it comes to somebody lying on you, when
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  Speaker 1: it come to somebody trying to expose you, all you
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  Speaker 1: can say is okay, And some people are like, Okay,
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  Speaker 1: I mean you put it out there.
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  Speaker 2: Whether it's true or not, it doesn't matter because.
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  Speaker 1: Even if I was to pull the receipts, even if
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  Speaker 1: I was to show that I was telling the truth,
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  Speaker 1: it doesn't mean that people gonna believe me. If they
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  Speaker 1: have it in their mind what they already think, then
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  Speaker 1: pretty much I'm wasting time an energy that I could
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  Speaker 1: put in something or something or someone else that day,
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  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So a lot of people
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  Speaker 1: are just in a space where they're not jealous of
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  Speaker 1: you know, it's a lot of women that are not
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  Speaker 1: jealous because other.
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  Speaker 2: Women are getting married. They don't even care.
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  Speaker 1: They're like, okay, you're married, congratulations, good for you. And
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  Speaker 1: then there are other people that are just are It's
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  Speaker 1: a lot of people that are really worrying about other
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  Speaker 1: people's lives and what other people got going on, whereas
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  Speaker 1: other people are like, I don't really care about what
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  Speaker 1: this person got going on because my life doesn't center
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  Speaker 1: around that. My life doesn't center around celebrities and what
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  Speaker 1: they do.
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: It's just like you know, Aaron Pierre and Tianna Taylor.
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  Speaker 1: You'll see them occasionally, but for the most part.
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  Speaker 2: You don't. But like I said, is it cute to
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  Speaker 2: see them together? Yeah?
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  Speaker 1: But am I obsessed with these people to the point
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  Speaker 1: that I'm worrying about what they got going on?
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  Speaker 2: No, not really. But I like to see people happy.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not a jealous individual.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not somebody jealous because somebody else's life is better
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  Speaker 1: than mine.
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  Speaker 2: It just gives me motivation.
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  Speaker 1: To want to have a life maybe similar to that,
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  Speaker 1: But I don't want their life. I may want to
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  Speaker 1: have a certain look, but I don't want to look
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  Speaker 1: like anybody else. But I might say I want to
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  Speaker 1: have my hair long, I might want to have my
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  Speaker 1: hair short. I might want to wear some make up,
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  Speaker 1: but I don't want to look like anybody else but me.
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  Speaker 1: I don't see why people think that other people are
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  Speaker 1: better than you because they look better than you. That
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  Speaker 1: doesn't mean they are better than you, because they're not
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  Speaker 1: necessarily better than you.
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  Speaker 2: So I'm not sitting up here.
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  Speaker 1: Thinking, oh my god, this person is better than me,
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  Speaker 1: that person is better than me. I don't honestly think
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  Speaker 1: that at all. I just think that everybody's different. Some people,
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  Speaker 1: you know, they had to support system and they had
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  Speaker 1: people that supported what they did, and other people that
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  Speaker 1: didn't have it. Other people whose family made them have
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  Speaker 1: low self esteem, low self worth because they kept telling
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  Speaker 1: them they weren't good enough, they weren't worthy, they didn't belong,
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  Speaker 1: so on and so forth. And you have other people
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  Speaker 1: that praised their kids and they're like, you are worthy,
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  Speaker 1: you are good enough. So the ones that had the praise,
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  Speaker 1: the ones that parents always supported them, are the ones
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  Speaker 1: that's always gonna have the higher self esteem. The ones
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  Speaker 1: that did not have the same support are not gonna
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  Speaker 1: have the same self esteem.
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  Speaker 2: They're just not.
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  Speaker 1: So if you have support, then you're gonna have the
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  Speaker 1: self esteem, self worth, and you're gonna believe in yourself
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  Speaker 1: and you're not gonna be afraid of challenges, whereas other
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  Speaker 1: people they're not gonna have that.
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  Speaker 2: I'm trying to get situated, but yeah, they may not
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  Speaker 2: have that.
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  Speaker 1: So some people are gonna have it, some people are not.
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  Speaker 1: So when you mind your own business and you focus
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  Speaker 1: on yourself and you let people add to your life,
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  Speaker 1: and you let God bring the people that's meant to
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  Speaker 1: be in your life, then your life will be so
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  Speaker 1: much better. When you're not running around looking for people.
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  Speaker 1: When you're not running around trying to get people to
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  Speaker 1: love you, trying to get people to like you, to
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  Speaker 1: appreciate you, to value you. You're not trying to be
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  Speaker 1: a part of something. You're not worried about being wanted
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  Speaker 1: and needed or validated or approved of or being accepted.
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  Speaker 1: If somebody know you're worth you could care less about that.
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  Speaker 2: If people care about you, they care about you.
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  Speaker 1: But you're not chasing behind people trying to get their
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  Speaker 1: attention and trying to get them to do anything. Like
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  Speaker 1: I said, you just trying to be the best version
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  Speaker 1: of yourself. People now are getting into their goliness.
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  Speaker 2: They're getting into their what their purpose is, what their
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  Speaker 2: journey is.
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  Speaker 1: And sometimes it could take something negative like me losing
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  Speaker 1: eleven hundred dollars to put the foot on my neck
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  Speaker 1: that I need to do my paperwork, to write my books,
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  Speaker 1: things like that.
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  Speaker 2: So it's given me that thing to do that.
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  Speaker 1: Plus, like I said, I was up with some friends
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  Speaker 1: of mine who are a couple, her and a husband,
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  Speaker 1: and I almost trying to help them through their situation.
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  Speaker 1: And you know what I'm saying. So that's probably why
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  Speaker 1: I'm tired. Plus getting bit.
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  Speaker 2: But in the end.
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  Speaker 1: Like I said, we all have our good days, we
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  Speaker 1: all have our bad days. And my bad day just
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  Speaker 1: lingered on because even though mentally I'm not really worried
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  Speaker 1: about it, physically I am because my body's reacting to it.
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  Speaker 1: So sometimes when our minds think things, our body reacts
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  Speaker 1: to it, and it's like, wait minute, what the world
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  Speaker 1: is going on? While you upset? What the world is wrong?
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  Speaker 1: So I'm just trying to calm myself down and saying,
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  Speaker 1: you know what, even though I lost that money, it's
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  Speaker 1: gonna be okay because I have another phone, two phones,
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  Speaker 1: one for business, one for personal. It also's gonna make
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  Speaker 1: mean while I'm sitting here doing my jewelry, making some jewelry,
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  Speaker 1: also learning how to make candles, stuff like that, so
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  Speaker 1: things have a.
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  Speaker 2: Way of working out for the better.
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  Speaker 1: It just gives me the fire that I need to
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  Speaker 1: basically make sure I have a backup plan just in
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  Speaker 1: case some have. And I think it's important that people
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  Speaker 1: have backup plans. And I'm not talking about another person.
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  Speaker 1: I'm talking about financially that financially you make sure you
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  Speaker 1: have multiple streams of income so you'll be able to
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  Speaker 1: take care of yourself and be able to do what
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: you need to do. If anything like this happens, you
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: have to lose money. Things happen, But like I said,
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  Speaker 1: I am starting to put myself first and I'm you know,
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  Speaker 1: a matter of fact, I'm gonna do something and that
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  Speaker 1: is pray Heaven Father. Even though I lost that fifty
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  Speaker 1: eleven hundred dollars almost, I am not gonna let it
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  Speaker 1: get to me because I know there's a light at
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  Speaker 1: the end of tunnel. Money comes and goes. What matters
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: is that I'm still alive another day. May you heal
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  Speaker 1: me through anything that's causing me pain and suffering. Removing
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: anything from my life that's causing chaos and destruction for
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: rebute negativity and send it back from which you came
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  Speaker 1: for it doesn't belong here. May tend when you continue
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  Speaker 1: to cover me from negativity, anything that's gonna cause harm
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  Speaker 1: to my mind, my body, and my spirit, my mental, psychological, emotional, spiritual, financial,
• 19:52
  Speaker 1: internal and internal health and wellness, relationships and financials. May
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: you forgive me for any sins that I've done before.
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: I ask for forgiveness for my sins. I repent for
• 20:03
  Speaker 1: my wrongs. I make amends to those who I have wronged,
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: and I forgive those who have wronged me. May I
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: continue to stay on the path, the journey and the
• 20:11
  Speaker 1: purpose that you have put me on. I forgive the
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: person that basically wasn't there like they were supposed to be.
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  Speaker 1: This was definitely a reality check, it was definitely a
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: lesson learned. I'm not going to let this define me.
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: May you help me as far as making sure I
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: get my rent paid and bills paid tomorrow, and may
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: you walk me through this situation and whatever else I'm
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: going through and keep me on the path that you
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: place me on. May I continue to praise your name,
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: praise Jesus name, and know that Jesus was the example
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  Speaker 1: of what.
• 20:48
  Speaker 2: Being a godly person is.
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: And if Jesus could overcome being crucified, stoned at the cross, dead,
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: resurrected from the dead, and everything that he went through
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  Speaker 1: that day of his crucifixion, I can make it through
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: this in Jesus man.
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  Speaker 2: Amen.
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  Speaker 1: So at the end of the day, like I said,
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  Speaker 1: I'm not gonna let this impact my life. I'm gonna
• 21:14
  Speaker 1: take a high shower. I'm gonna relax today might actually
• 21:19
  Speaker 1: even work out today, but I'm not gonna let this
• 21:23
  Speaker 1: situation stand in the way of everything else, because you know,
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: Job lost everything.
• 21:30
  Speaker 2: Job was tripped of everything.
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  Speaker 1: And yet no matter what was stripped of him, what
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: happened to him, his faith in God didn't waiver.
• 21:40
  Speaker 2: You had a lot that even.
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: Though Solomon Golemore was his home, he didn't look back.
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: He kept walking, even though his wife did. But he
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: kept on walking. Even though Moses at first thought that
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: even though he was chosen by God, he was supposed
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: to lead the Israelites out.
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  Speaker 2: Of Egypt, and he did.
• 22:00
  Speaker 1: And even though when he went to get the Ten
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: Commandments they were doing everything and it was against God,
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: his faith in God didn't waver. At the end of
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: the day, even though we have our trying times, even
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: though we go through our negative situations, what matters is
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: not how we fall, is how we rise. No matter
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: how bad things get, there's always a light at the.
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  Speaker 2: End of the tunnel.
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  Speaker 1: And even if we don't make it through certain things,
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: and even though we have to go through consequences because
• 22:33
  Speaker 1: of karma, even still everything's a learning experience. Every negative
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: thing is something that should make you stronger, wiser, and more.
• 22:45
  Speaker 2: Aware of what's to come.
• 22:47
  Speaker 1: So seeing people and things for what they are and
• 22:52
  Speaker 1: not what you want them to be is extremely important
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: because if you don't see people and things for what
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: they are, then you're gonna end up in situations that
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: you shouldn't have been in the first place.
• 23:03
  Speaker 2: You're gonna get.
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: Involved in stuff that's gonna mess up your life and
• 23:06
  Speaker 1: everything that you stand on. So again, it's not worth
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: worrying about what everybody else is doing, what everybody else
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: got going on, trying to lower yourself to build other
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: people up, trying to be the captain saber holes, the
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: building bears, the builder dolls to see feelings of the
• 23:23
  Speaker 1: people pleasers, and that's not being reciprocated. So whatever it
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: is that you're trying to do is not being reciprocated,
• 23:31
  Speaker 1: then it's not worth it in the first place. So
• 23:36
  Speaker 1: we'll continue talking about that throughout these this season. So
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: with that being said, I ain't gonna stand here too
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: long because you know, I'm about to go.
• 23:45
  Speaker 2: Get some sleep early.
• 23:47
  Speaker 1: And I love y'all and I appreciate y'all, but I
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: also want to say this before I go.
• 23:52
  Speaker 2: These podcasts. I did not make them perfect.
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: And the reason I didn't make them perfect is because
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: I wanted you learn from my mistakes. If I made
• 24:03
  Speaker 1: them perfect, I would never learned from them. And I
• 24:05
  Speaker 1: told y'all that from the beginning when I started all
• 24:07
  Speaker 1: of these podcasts, and I did not want to make
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: them perfect. And so as I do these podcasts, they
• 24:14
  Speaker 1: continue to get better and better and better. So I'm
• 24:17
  Speaker 1: not editing anything. I don't want them to be perfect.
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: But I appreciate those of y'all who have still to
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: the time to even listen to the podcast I greatly
• 24:28
  Speaker 1: appreciate it.
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: Most of the podcasts are.
• 24:30
  Speaker 1: Done on on stream Yard and then I just put
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: them on here.
• 24:36
  Speaker 2: But I've been having an issue with.
• 24:38
  Speaker 1: Certain things with my new computer, so they haven't been
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: as they were when they were on my Apple computer.
• 24:44
  Speaker 2: But it is what it is. But I really.
• 24:47
  Speaker 1: Appreciate you guys supporting me and having my back and
• 24:51
  Speaker 1: watching my journey of becoming a podcaster and getting.
• 24:54
  Speaker 2: Better and better at it every day.
• 24:57
  Speaker 1: You guys have been rocking with me even when my
• 25:00
  Speaker 1: I was having to throw the issues when I had
• 25:03
  Speaker 1: a gallbladder removal. Y'all been rocking with me when I
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: didn't know what was going on with my health and wellness,
• 25:08
  Speaker 1: and I started these podcasts as a journal and I
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: really appreciate y'all, and y'all really been supporting when it
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: comes to these interviews that I've been doing. I am
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: so greatly, greatly appreciative of everybody who supported me, because.
• 25:25
  Speaker 2: Without y'all, they ain't know me.
• 25:28
  Speaker 1: But I am going to be doing my professional content
• 25:31
  Speaker 1: and it will be sounding very different once I get
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: everything together. But even if I make mistakes, even in that,
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: I want to remember how I started to where I
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: am now and how far I've come as a podcaster.
• 25:46
  Speaker 2: I do want to be syndicated.
• 25:49
  Speaker 1: I do want to make money off of it, but
• 25:52
  Speaker 1: I also wanted to be real and honest and transparent.
• 25:56
  Speaker 1: I don't want it to be perfect. I just wanted
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: to be where the information is accurate. I want it
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: to be where people are getting information. And like I said,
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: you know, the more I do these podcasts, the better
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: they will be.
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: And I'm really excited.
• 26:14
  Speaker 1: About, you know, the professionalism, because I'm ready to do
• 26:18
  Speaker 1: it because after all of the challenges and everything, I
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: now know how to overcome them, so I'm ready to
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: do my professional content. I'm ready to really make this
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: a success. And I appreciate all of y'all who have
• 26:32
  Speaker 1: taken the time to listen to this podcast, I greatly
• 26:36
  Speaker 1: appreciate it. So with that being said, I'm going to
• 26:39
  Speaker 1: enjoy the rest of my night. Y'all enjoy the rest
• 26:42
  Speaker 1: of yours, and until next time, I will see you
• 26:45
  Speaker 1: guys later Bye, guys.