Latest / Motivation Mindset Podcast / Alan Watts on Life After Death: Profound Insights That Will Change Your Perspective
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- 0:00Speaker 1: It's like people thinking about death. You can't imagine death,
- 0:03Speaker 1: and so they onto this void what projects all sorts
- 0:07Speaker 1: of things. People are afraid of death. They think, oh,
- 0:12Speaker 1: what's it going to be like to go to sleep
- 0:13Speaker 1: and never wake up? They imagine themselves being shot up
- 0:16Speaker 1: in the dark forever and give them get bugged by it.
- 0:21Speaker 1: But on the other hand, when you start thinking about
- 0:23Speaker 1: what will it be like to go to sleep and
- 0:24Speaker 1: never wake up, suddenly occurs to you that when you
- 0:27Speaker 1: were born, you woke up without ever having gone to sleep.
- 0:32Speaker 1: It's rather funny. And of course if it happened once,
- 0:34Speaker 1: it can happen again, And that begins to get you
- 0:38Speaker 1: real puzzled about what you mean by you. But everybody
- 0:41Speaker 1: feels his eye. Everybody has this sensation of being in
- 0:45Speaker 1: the middle of everything. Turn around and see more or
- 0:48Speaker 1: less equally in all directions, and you feel that you're
- 0:51Speaker 1: in the center. Everybody feels in the center just as
- 0:54Speaker 1: much as I do. In fact, insects feel they're in
- 0:57Speaker 1: the center. And I'm quite sure they feel that. People.
- 1:01Speaker 1: We don't cost them bother to notice them in any
- 1:03Speaker 1: great detail, and therefore they all look the same. And
- 1:05Speaker 1: therefore we say well, they're not people. They're all alike.
- 1:08Speaker 1: There's some sort of mechanisms. Oh, they look at us
- 1:12Speaker 1: in just the same way, and they can't make any
- 1:13Speaker 1: sense out of what we're doing. So we're some sort
- 1:16Speaker 1: of funny mechanisms going around so far as they're concerned.
- 1:21Speaker 1: But so there's a lot of mystery hidden in this
- 1:25Speaker 1: self that we have. Well, of course, you see we're
- 1:29Speaker 1: worried about it. We see the organism vanishes. We're always
- 1:33Speaker 1: defending our personalities and somebody accuses our personality of falling
- 1:37Speaker 1: apart and say, now you're not being consistent, you're not
- 1:42Speaker 1: fulfilling what you said you would do, you're not playing
- 1:44Speaker 1: the role you're supposed to play. Everybody feels that they're
- 1:47Speaker 1: coming apart because they're not acting right as on the stage.
- 1:53Speaker 1: So we are constantly on the defensive. And also we're
- 1:58Speaker 1: a prey to anxiety. Anxiety is a trembling motion. To
- 2:04Speaker 1: be or not to be? That is the question, because
- 2:07Speaker 1: the minute you know you're alive and really become aware
- 2:10Speaker 1: of being alive, you realize that you might also be dead,
- 2:13Speaker 1: because to be implies not to be and not to be.
- 2:18Speaker 1: Although we don't really think about that that implies to be.
- 2:23Speaker 1: So we're always wondering, now, if I do this, will
- 2:27Speaker 1: I survive? Or would I better do that? We're never
- 2:31Speaker 1: quite sure because you think when you get a really
- 2:34Speaker 1: important decision, you've got to make it. You want did
- 2:37Speaker 1: I take everything into consideration? Did I make a sensible judgment? Will?
- 2:42Speaker 1: You never know because in the best thought out plan,
- 2:47Speaker 1: always chancy things occur. You don't know whether you're going
- 2:50Speaker 1: to slip on a banana skin or whether you're going
- 2:53Speaker 1: to get sick. It's all very unpredictable. Therefore we tremble
- 3:00Speaker 1: now when it occurs to us. Of course, it doesn't
- 3:03Speaker 1: in the ordinary way that there is no choice between
- 3:06Speaker 1: to be and not to be, just as there's no
- 3:10Speaker 1: choice between front and back. Space implies solid just as
- 3:15Speaker 1: much as solid implies space, But conscious attention ignores that.
- 3:22Speaker 1: It suffers from ignorance. We notice the figure and ignore
- 3:27Speaker 1: the background. We notice the solid and ignore the space.
- 3:32Speaker 1: We notice the relatively moving in smaller object, but we
- 3:36Speaker 1: ignore the relatively stationary background. That's with consciousness, with noticing,
- 3:44Speaker 1: and so you see, we don't notice that in order
- 3:47Speaker 1: to be present, you must also be absent. Because life
- 3:51Speaker 1: is an energy system, and energy is something that vibrates,
- 3:55Speaker 1: and whatever vibrates goes on and off. If I sit
- 3:59Speaker 1: next to a girl in the moon and she attracts me,
- 4:02Speaker 1: and I put my hand on her knee and just
- 4:04Speaker 1: leave it there, she will in due course cease to
- 4:07Speaker 1: notice it because it's a constant stimulus. But if I
- 4:11Speaker 1: gently stroke her or pat her on the knee, she
- 4:14Speaker 1: will keep noticing because it goes on and off. Now,
- 4:18Speaker 1: all energy systems go on and off. You can't know
- 4:20Speaker 1: you're on unless you're off too. So we get waking
- 4:24Speaker 1: and sleeping. We get every kind of rhythm, and there
- 4:27Speaker 1: are tiny rhythms that go dig so fast, like a
- 4:30Speaker 1: beam of light that you don't notice the spaces because
- 4:33Speaker 1: your retina doesn't react quickly enough. It reacts to the
- 4:39Speaker 1: stimulus of the on, but before it can go off,
- 4:44Speaker 1: there's a new on. See, so you get what appears
- 4:47Speaker 1: to be a constant stimulus. The table appears to be hard.
- 4:50Speaker 1: It's vibrating so fast I can't put my finger through it,
- 4:53Speaker 1: the same way as an airplane propeller appears to be
- 4:56Speaker 1: a solid or an electric fan. But it's all going
- 5:02Speaker 1: on and off. Now they are these very fast vibrations
- 5:04Speaker 1: have on and off, and there are very slow ones
- 5:06Speaker 1: like life and death. Now you see it, now you don't.
- 5:12Speaker 1: That's what the world is. But because of the focusing
- 5:16Speaker 1: of conscious attention, which regards on as real and off
- 5:20Speaker 1: is unreal because you ignore it, regards solid as real,
- 5:26Speaker 1: and space is unreal. It's like trying to have trying
- 5:33Speaker 1: to think of waves as a series of crests without
- 5:36Speaker 1: any troughs. But a wave is a crest trough on off,
- 5:45Speaker 1: so off is as important as on. You can't have
- 5:48Speaker 1: anything happening without both. And although they are explicitly different
- 5:53Speaker 1: on and off, they're implicitly one. We call it energy.
- 6:00Speaker 1: If these neglected and ignored features of the world came
- 6:05Speaker 1: to our attention or in some way could impinge upon
- 6:08Speaker 1: our consciousness, we should feel very differently than we ordinarily
- 6:11Speaker 1: do feel. How would you feel, well, I can roughly
- 6:18Speaker 1: describe it to you very odd feeling. Indeed, at first,
- 6:26Speaker 1: you feel that what you are doing and what happens
- 6:30Speaker 1: to you are the same. You can say of everything
- 6:34Speaker 1: that happens to you, I'm doing it, and of everything
- 6:40Speaker 1: that you are doing is that it happens to me.
- 6:44Speaker 1: For example, when you're steering a car, are you pulling
- 6:47Speaker 1: the wheel or pushing it? It's push pull, isn't it both?
- 6:55Speaker 1: Although the words push and pull are formally logically opposed
- 6:58Speaker 1: to each other. But that's what you're doing when you're steering,
- 7:02Speaker 1: your push pulling, so in exactly the same way when
- 7:08Speaker 1: you are acting, what your environment does and what you
- 7:16Speaker 1: do are the same process. So when you feel that
- 7:20Speaker 1: it's very odd you feel as you walk up a hill,
- 7:25Speaker 1: the hill is lifting you. That a lot of people
- 7:33Speaker 1: go crazy with this because they suddenly say, well, I'm God,
- 7:37Speaker 1: I'm doing everything, and if they may start to tell
- 7:43Speaker 1: everybody that their God, and people object and say, well,
- 7:46Speaker 1: you know, it's absolutely preposterous that you should say you're
- 7:49Speaker 1: personally in charge of the whole universe and therefore should
- 7:52Speaker 1: be bowed down to and given divine On this you
- 7:54Speaker 1: must be mad. Or a person may take entirely hopposite
- 8:00Speaker 1: point of view and say I do nothing, I'm just
- 8:03Speaker 1: a little puppet on the end of strings, and everything
- 8:05Speaker 1: I do is controlled by something else. In otherwise becomes
- 8:07Speaker 1: a complete fatalist. What he doesn't see is that both
- 8:13Speaker 1: points of view are right. But of course this won't
- 8:20Speaker 1: fit in with an idea of God which is based
- 8:24Speaker 1: on the ancient monarchies of the Near East. That is
- 8:31Speaker 1: to say, it won't do with an idea of God
- 8:33Speaker 1: conceived as the cosmic boss, the boss, the chief. That's
- 8:40Speaker 1: a political image, and it just doesn't work too well
- 8:46Speaker 1: for the Godhead. It leads to all sorts of trouble.
- 8:53Speaker 1: And as I often say, for Americans, you'd believe, don't you,
- 8:58Speaker 1: as American citizens that are republic is the best form
- 9:00Speaker 1: of government. How can you square that with thinking of
- 9:04Speaker 1: heaven as a monarchy? If heaven is a monarchy, monarchy
- 9:08Speaker 1: is the best form of government. What about democracy in
- 9:13Speaker 1: the kingdom of Heaven? How about that? Now? So you
- 9:28Speaker 1: have to you have to conceive God in accordance with
- 9:30Speaker 1: some different kind of image, or maybe, wait a moment,
- 9:33Speaker 1: maybe we shouldn't do that at all. Images of God
- 9:35Speaker 1: are idolatry, aren't they? There are no image because every
- 9:43Speaker 1: image is an idol, and idols that are made of
- 9:45Speaker 1: imagination and thought are much more dangerous than idols made
- 9:48Speaker 1: of wood or stone. Nobody takes a wooden idol seriously.
- 9:53Speaker 1: You merely regard it as a symbol. And it's such
- 9:55Speaker 1: an obvious symbol, a concept that seems so spirit so abstract.
- 10:03Speaker 1: But it's the most dangerous kind of idol, as we
- 10:07Speaker 1: shall see when we come to the study of Buddhism,
- 10:10Speaker 1: how it gets rid of all the conceptual idols.