Latest / Philosophy and Faith / 03 - The Imitation of Christ - Thomas Kempis
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter twenty one of Compunction of Heart. If thou wilt
- 0:07Speaker 1: make any progress, keep thyself in the fear of God,
- 0:12Speaker 1: and long not to be too free. But restrain all
- 0:16Speaker 1: thy senses under discipline, and give not thyself up to
- 0:21Speaker 1: senseless mirth. Give thyself to compunction of heart, and thou
- 0:27Speaker 1: shalt find devotion. Compunction openeth the way for many good
- 0:33Speaker 1: things which dissoluteness is wont quickly to lose. It is
- 0:40Speaker 1: wonderful that any man can ever rejoice heartily in this life,
- 0:45Speaker 1: who considereth and waiteth his banishment and the manifold dangers
- 0:51Speaker 1: which beset his soul. Through lightness of heart and neglect
- 0:57Speaker 1: of our shortcomings, we feel not the sorrows of our soul,
- 1:01Speaker 1: but often vainly laugh when we have good cause to weep.
- 1:07Speaker 1: There is no true liberty nor real joy save in
- 1:11Speaker 1: the fear of God. With a good conscience. Happy is
- 1:16Speaker 1: he who can cast away every cause of distraction and
- 1:20Speaker 1: bring himself to the one purpose of holy compunction. Happy
- 1:26Speaker 1: is he who putteth away from him whatsoever may stain
- 1:31Speaker 1: or burden his conscience. Strive manfully. Custom is overcome by custom.
- 1:39Speaker 1: If thou knowest how to let men alone, they will
- 1:43Speaker 1: gladly let thee alone to do thine own works. Busy
- 1:49Speaker 1: not thyself with the affairs of others, nor entangle thyself
- 1:53Speaker 1: with the business of great men. Keep always thine eye
- 1:58Speaker 1: upon thyself first of all, and give advice to thyself,
- 2:03Speaker 1: specially before all thy dearest friends. If thou hast not
- 2:08Speaker 1: the favor of men, be not thereby cast down. But
- 2:12Speaker 1: let thy concern be that thou holdest not thyself so
- 2:16Speaker 1: well and circumspectly as becometh a servant of God and
- 2:21Speaker 1: a devout monk. It is often better and safer for
- 2:26Speaker 1: a man not to have many comforts in this life,
- 2:30Speaker 1: especially those which concern the flesh. But that we lack
- 2:35Speaker 1: divine comforts or feel them rarely is to our own blame,
- 2:40Speaker 1: because we seek not compunction of heart, nor utterly cast
- 2:44Speaker 1: away those comforts which are vain and worldly. Know thyself
- 2:51Speaker 1: to be unworthy of divine consolation, and worthy rather of
- 2:56Speaker 1: much tribulation. When a man hath perfect compunction, then all
- 3:02Speaker 1: the world is burdensome and bitter to him. A good
- 3:07Speaker 1: man will find sufficient cause for mourning and weeping, for
- 3:11Speaker 1: whether he considereth himself or pondereth concerning his neighbor. He
- 3:17Speaker 1: knoweth that no man liveth here without tribulation. And the
- 3:21Speaker 1: more thoroughly he considereth himself, the more thoroughly he grieveth.
- 3:28Speaker 1: Grounds for just grief and inward compunction. There are in
- 3:33Speaker 1: our sins and vices, wherein we lie so entangled that
- 3:38Speaker 1: we are but seldom able to contemplate heavenly things. If thou,
- 3:45Speaker 1: thoughtest upon thy death more often than how long thy
- 3:48Speaker 1: life should be, thou wouldest doubtless strive more earnestly to improve.
- 3:55Speaker 1: And if thou didst seriously consider the future pains of hell,
- 4:00Speaker 1: I believe thou wouldest willingly endure toil or pain, and
- 4:05Speaker 1: fear not discipline. But because these things reach not the heart,
- 4:11Speaker 1: and we still love pleasant things, therefore we remain cold
- 4:16Speaker 1: and miserably indifferent. Oftentimes it is from poverty of spirit
- 4:22Speaker 1: that the wretched body is so easily led to complain.
- 4:28Speaker 1: Pray therefore humbly unto the Lord, that he will give
- 4:32Speaker 1: thee the spirit of compunction, and say, in the language
- 4:35Speaker 1: of the Prophet, feed me o Lord with bread of tears,
- 4:39Speaker 1: and give me plenteousness of tears to drink. Psalm seventy five,
- 4:46Speaker 1: verse five, Chapter twenty two, on the contemplation of human misery.
- 4:57Speaker 1: Thou art miserable, wheresoever thou art, and whithersoever thou turnest,
- 5:04Speaker 1: Unless thou turn thee to God? Why art thou disquieted
- 5:09Speaker 1: because it happeneth not to thee according to thy wishes
- 5:13Speaker 1: and desires. Who is he that hath everything according to
- 5:18Speaker 1: His will? Neither I, nor thou nor any man upon
- 5:23Speaker 1: the earth. There is no man in the world free
- 5:27Speaker 1: from trouble or anguish, though he were king or pope.
- 5:34Speaker 1: Who is he who hath the happiest lot? Even he
- 5:38Speaker 1: who is strong to suffer somewhat for God. There are
- 5:44Speaker 1: many foolish and unstable men who say, see what a
- 5:48Speaker 1: prosperous life that man hath, how rich and how great
- 5:52Speaker 1: he is, how powerful, how exalted. But lift up thine
- 5:58Speaker 1: eyes to the good things of heaven, and thou shalt
- 6:01Speaker 1: see that all these worldly things are nothing. They are
- 6:05Speaker 1: utterly uncertain. Yes, they are for wearisome, because they are
- 6:11Speaker 1: never possessed without care and fear. The happiness of man
- 6:17Speaker 1: lieth not in the abundance of temporal things, but a
- 6:21Speaker 1: moderate portion sufficeth him. Our life upon the earth is
- 6:26Speaker 1: verily wretchedness. The more a man desireth to be spiritual,
- 6:31Speaker 1: the more bitter doth the present life become to him,
- 6:35Speaker 1: because he the better understandeth and seeth the defects of
- 6:40Speaker 1: human corruption. For to eat, to drink, to watch, to sleep,
- 6:46Speaker 1: to rest, to labour, and to be subject to the
- 6:50Speaker 1: other necessities of nature is truly a great wretchedness and
- 6:55Speaker 1: affliction to a devout man, who would fain be released
- 6:59Speaker 1: and free from all sin. For the inner man is
- 7:04Speaker 1: heavily burdened with the necessities of the body in this world.
- 7:10Speaker 1: Wherefore the prophet devoutly prayeth to be freed from them, saying,
- 7:15Speaker 1: deliver me from my necessities, O Lord, Psalm twenty five,
- 7:20Speaker 1: verse seventeen. But woe to those who know not their
- 7:25Speaker 1: own misery, and yet greater woe to those who love
- 7:29Speaker 1: this miserable and corruptible life. For to such a degreed
- 7:35Speaker 1: is some cling to it, even though by laboring or
- 7:38Speaker 1: begging they scarce procure what is necessary for subsistence, that
- 7:43Speaker 1: if they might live here always, they would care nothing
- 7:47Speaker 1: for the Kingdom of God, Oh foolish and faithless of heart,
- 7:53Speaker 1: who lie buried so deep in worldly things that they
- 7:57Speaker 1: relish nothing save the things of the flegs miserable ones.
- 8:03Speaker 1: They will too, sadly find out at last how vile
- 8:07Speaker 1: and worthless was that which they loved. The saints of
- 8:11Speaker 1: God and all loyal friends of Christ held as nothing
- 8:15Speaker 1: the things which pleased the flesh, or those which flourish
- 8:19Speaker 1: in this life. But their whole hope and affection aspired
- 8:24Speaker 1: to the things which are above. Their whole desire was
- 8:29Speaker 1: borne upwards to everlasting and invisible things. Lest they should
- 8:34Speaker 1: be drawn downwards by the love of things visible. Lose
- 8:39Speaker 1: not brother thy loyal desire of progress to things spiritual.
- 8:45Speaker 1: There is yet time. The hour is not past. Why
- 8:51Speaker 1: wilt thou put off thy resolution? Arise, begin this very
- 8:57Speaker 1: moment and say, now is the time to do? Now
- 9:02Speaker 1: is the time to fight. Now is the proper time
- 9:05Speaker 1: for amendment. When thou art ill at ease and troubled,
- 9:11Speaker 1: then is the time when thou art nearest unto blessing.
- 9:15Speaker 1: Thou must go through fire and water, that God may
- 9:19Speaker 1: bring thee into a wealthy place. Unless thou put force
- 9:24Speaker 1: upon thyself, thou wilt not conquer thy faults So long
- 9:29Speaker 1: as we carry about with us this frail body, we
- 9:32Speaker 1: cannot be without sin. We cannot live without weariness and trouble.
- 9:39Speaker 1: Gladly would we have rest from all misery. But because
- 9:43Speaker 1: through sin we have lost innocence, we have lost also
- 9:47Speaker 1: the true happiness. Therefore must we be patient and wait
- 9:53Speaker 1: for the mercy of God, until this tyranny be overpassed,
- 9:58Speaker 1: and this mortality be swallowed up of life. Oh, how
- 10:04Speaker 1: great is the frailty of man which is ever prone
- 10:07Speaker 1: to evil. Today thou confessest thy sins, and tomorrow thou
- 10:14Speaker 1: committest to gain the sins thou didst confess. Now dost
- 10:19Speaker 1: thou resolve to avoid a fault, and within an hour
- 10:23Speaker 1: thou behavest thyself as if thou hadst never resolved at all.
- 10:29Speaker 1: Good cause have we therefore to humble ourselves and never
- 10:33Speaker 1: to think highly of ourselves, seeing that we are so
- 10:37Speaker 1: frail and unstable, And quickly may that be lost by
- 10:42Speaker 1: our negligence, which by much labour was hardly attained through grace?
- 10:50Speaker 1: What shall become of us at the end if at
- 10:53Speaker 1: the beginning we are lukewarm and idle. Woe unto us
- 10:58Speaker 1: if we choose to rest as though it were a
- 11:01Speaker 1: time of peace and security, while as yet no sign
- 11:05Speaker 1: appear within our life of true holiness. Rather, had we
- 11:11Speaker 1: need that we might begin yet afresh, like good novices,
- 11:16Speaker 1: to be instructed unto good living, if haply there might
- 11:20Speaker 1: be hope of some future amendment and greater spiritual increase
- 11:28Speaker 1: Chapter twenty three of Meditation. Upon death, Very quickly will
- 11:37Speaker 1: there be an end of THEE? Here Take heed therefore
- 11:41Speaker 1: how it will be with THEE in another world? Today
- 11:46Speaker 1: man is, and tomorrow he will be seen no more,
- 11:51Speaker 1: And being removed out of sight quickly, also is he
- 11:55Speaker 1: out of mind? Oh, the dulness and hardness of man's heart.
- 12:00Speaker 1: Art which thinketh only of the present, and looketh not
- 12:04Speaker 1: forward to the future. Thou ughtest in every deed and
- 12:08Speaker 1: thought so to order thyself, as if thou wert to
- 12:13Speaker 1: die this day, If thou hadst a good conscience, thou
- 12:18Speaker 1: wouldst not greatly fear death. It were better for THEE
- 12:22Speaker 1: to watch against sin than to fly from death. If
- 12:27Speaker 1: to day thou art not ready, how shalt thou be
- 12:30Speaker 1: ready to morrow? To Morrow is an uncertain day? And
- 12:35Speaker 1: how knowest thou that thou shalt have her to morrow?
- 12:40Speaker 1: What doth it profit to live long? When we amend
- 12:44Speaker 1: so little? Ah, long life doth not always amend, But
- 12:51Speaker 1: often the more increaseth guilt. Oh, that we might spend
- 12:55Speaker 1: a single day in this world as it ought to
- 12:58Speaker 1: be spent. Many there are who reckon the years since
- 13:03Speaker 1: they were converted, And yet oftentimes how little is the
- 13:07Speaker 1: fruit thereof. If it is a fearful thing to die,
- 13:13Speaker 1: it may be perchance a yet more fearful thing to
- 13:16Speaker 1: live long. Happy is the man who hath the hour
- 13:20Speaker 1: of his death always before his eyes, and daily prepareth
- 13:25Speaker 1: himself to die. If thou hast ever seen one die,
- 13:29Speaker 1: consider that thou also shalt pass away by the same
- 13:33Speaker 1: road when it is morning. Reflect that it may be
- 13:39Speaker 1: that thou shalt not see the evening, And at eventide,
- 13:44Speaker 1: dare not to boast thyself of the morrow. Always be
- 13:49Speaker 1: thou prepared and so live, that death may never find
- 13:53Speaker 1: thee unprepared. Many die suddenly and unexpectedly, For at such
- 14:00Speaker 1: an hour as ye think not the son of man
- 14:03Speaker 1: cometh Matthew twenty four, verse forty four. When that last
- 14:10Speaker 1: hour shall come, thou wilt begin to think very differently
- 14:14Speaker 1: of thy whole life past, and wilt mourn bitterly that
- 14:18Speaker 1: thou hast been so negligent and slothful. Happy and wise
- 14:25Speaker 1: is he who now striveth to be such in life
- 14:28Speaker 1: as he would fain be found in death. For a
- 14:32Speaker 1: perfect contempt of the world, a fervent desire to excel
- 14:36Speaker 1: in virtue, the love of discipline, the painfulness of repentance,
- 14:43Speaker 1: readiness to obey, denial of self, submission to any adversity
- 14:49Speaker 1: for love of Christ. These are the things which shall
- 14:53Speaker 1: give great confidence of a happy death. Whilst thou art
- 14:58Speaker 1: in health, thou hast many opportunities of good works. But
- 15:03Speaker 1: when thou art in sickness, I know not how much
- 15:06Speaker 1: thou wilt be able to do. Few are made better
- 15:10Speaker 1: by infirmity, even as they who wander much abroad seldom
- 15:16Speaker 1: become holy. Trust not thy friends and kinsfolk, nor put
- 15:23Speaker 1: off the work of thy salvation to the future, For
- 15:27Speaker 1: men will forget THEE sooner than thou thinkest. It is
- 15:32Speaker 1: better for THEE now to provide in time, and to
- 15:35Speaker 1: send some good before THEE, than to trust to the
- 15:39Speaker 1: help of others. If thou art not anxious for thyself now,
- 15:45Speaker 1: who thinkest thou will be anxious for THEE afterwards. Now
- 15:51Speaker 1: the time is most precious. Now is the accepted time.
- 15:57Speaker 1: Now is the day of salvation. But alas that thou
- 16:01Speaker 1: spendest not well this time, wherein thou mightest lay up
- 16:05Speaker 1: treasure which should profit thee. Everlastingly, the hour will come
- 16:10Speaker 1: when thou shalt desire one day, yea one hour for
- 16:15Speaker 1: amendment of life. And I know not whether thou shalt
- 16:18Speaker 1: obtain O dearly Beloved from what danger thou mightest free
- 16:26Speaker 1: thyself from what great fear? If only thou wouldst always
- 16:32Speaker 1: live in fear and in expectation of death. Strive now
- 16:38Speaker 1: to live in such wise that in the hour of
- 16:41Speaker 1: death thou mayst rather rejoice than fear. Learn now to
- 16:46Speaker 1: die to the world. So shalt thou begin to live
- 16:50Speaker 1: with Christ. Learn now to condemn all earthly things. And
- 16:56Speaker 1: then mayest thou freely go unto Christ, keep under thy
- 17:01Speaker 1: body by penitence. And then shalt thou be able to
- 17:05Speaker 1: have a sure confidence? Ah foolish one. Why thinkest thou
- 17:12Speaker 1: that thou shalt live long when thou art not sure
- 17:15Speaker 1: of a single day? How many have been deceived and
- 17:20Speaker 1: suddenly have been snatched away from the body. How many
- 17:24Speaker 1: times hast thou heard how one was slain by the sword,
- 17:28Speaker 1: another was drowned, another, falling from on high, broke his neck,
- 17:33Speaker 1: Another died at the table, another whilst at play. One
- 17:39Speaker 1: died by fire, another by the sword, another by the pestilence,
- 17:44Speaker 1: another by the robber. Thus cometh death to all, and
- 17:49Speaker 1: the life of men swiftly passeth away, like a shadow.
- 17:55Speaker 1: Who will remember THEE after thy death, and who will
- 17:59Speaker 1: end treat for THEE? Work work now, o, dearly beloved,
- 18:05Speaker 1: Work all that thou canst. For thou knowest not when
- 18:09Speaker 1: thou shalt die, nor what shall happen unto THEE after death.
- 18:15Speaker 1: While thou hast time lay up for thyself undying riches,
- 18:20Speaker 1: think of naught but of thy salvation. Care only for
- 18:24Speaker 1: the things of God. Make to thyself friends, by venerating
- 18:30Speaker 1: the saints of God and walking in their steps, that
- 18:34Speaker 1: when thou failest, thou mayst be received unto everlasting habitations
- 18:43Speaker 1: Luke sixteen, verse nine. Keep thyself as a stranger and
- 18:50Speaker 1: a pilgrim upon the earth, to whom the things of
- 18:54Speaker 1: the world appertain not, Keep thine heart free and lifted
- 18:59Speaker 1: up to tards God. From here have we no continuing
- 19:04Speaker 1: city Hebrews thirteen, verse fourteen to him directs thy daily
- 19:13Speaker 1: prayers with crying and tears, that thy spirit may be
- 19:18Speaker 1: found worthy to pass happily after death unto its lord Amen.
- 19:28Speaker 1: Chapter twenty four of The Judgment and Punishment of the Wicked.
- 19:35Speaker 1: In all that thou doest remember the end? And how
- 19:39Speaker 1: thou wilt stand before a strict judge, from whom nothing
- 19:43Speaker 1: is hid, who is not bribed with gifts, nor accepteth excuses,
- 19:48Speaker 1: but will judge righteous judgment. O most miserable and foolish sinner,
- 19:55Speaker 1: who art sometimes in fear of the countenance of an
- 19:58Speaker 1: angry man. What wilt thou answer to God, who knoweth
- 20:03Speaker 1: all thy misdeeds? Why dost thou not provide for thyself
- 20:08Speaker 1: against the day of judgment? When no man shall be
- 20:12Speaker 1: able to be excused or defended by means of another,
- 20:16Speaker 1: but each one shall bear his burden himself alone. Now
- 20:21Speaker 1: doth thy labour bring forth fruit? Now is thy weeping acceptable,
- 20:27Speaker 1: thy groaning, heard thy sorrow well pleasing to God and
- 20:33Speaker 1: cleansing to thy soul. Even here on earth, the patient
- 20:39Speaker 1: man findeth great occasion of purifying his soul when suffering injuries,
- 20:45Speaker 1: he grieveth more for the other's malice than for his
- 20:49Speaker 1: own wrong, when he prayeth heartily for those that despitefully
- 20:54Speaker 1: use him, and forgiveth them from his heart, when he
- 20:59Speaker 1: is not slow to ask pardon from others, when he
- 21:03Speaker 1: is swifter to pity than to anger, when he frequently
- 21:07Speaker 1: denieth himself, and striveth altogether to subdue the flesh to
- 21:12Speaker 1: the spirit. Better is it now to purify the soul
- 21:17Speaker 1: from sin than to cling to sins from which we
- 21:21Speaker 1: must be purged hereafter, truly we deceive ourselves by the
- 21:27Speaker 1: inordinate love which we bear towards the flesh. What is
- 21:33Speaker 1: it which that fire shall devour save thy sins. The
- 21:39Speaker 1: more thou spareest thyself and followest the flesh, the more
- 21:44Speaker 1: heavy shall thy punishment be, And the more fuel art
- 21:48Speaker 1: thou heaping up for the burning. For wherein a man
- 21:52Speaker 1: hath sinned, therein shall he be the more heavily punished.
- 21:57Speaker 1: There Shall the slothful be pricked forward with burning goads,
- 22:02Speaker 1: and the gluttons be tormented with intolerable hunger and thirst.
- 22:07Speaker 1: There Shall the luxurious and the lovers of pleasure be
- 22:11Speaker 1: plunged into burning pitch and stinking brimstone, and the envious
- 22:16Speaker 1: shall howl like mad dogs for very grief. No sin
- 22:23Speaker 1: will there be which shall not be visited with its
- 22:26Speaker 1: own proper punishment. The proud shall be filled with utter confusion,
- 22:32Speaker 1: and the covetous shall be pinched with miserable poverty and
- 22:37Speaker 1: hour's pain. There shall be more grievous than a hundred years.
- 22:41Speaker 1: Here of the bitterest penitence. No quiet shall be there,
- 22:47Speaker 1: no comfort for the lost, though here sometimes there is
- 22:51Speaker 1: respite from pain and enjoyment of the solace of friends.
- 22:57Speaker 1: Be thou anxious now and sorrowful for thy sins, that
- 23:01Speaker 1: in the day of judgment, thou mayest have boldness with
- 23:04Speaker 1: the blest. For then shall the righteous man stand in
- 23:09Speaker 1: great baldness before the face of such as have afflicted
- 23:13Speaker 1: him and made no account of his labors Wisdom five
- 23:19Speaker 1: verse one. Then shall he stand up to judge he
- 23:24Speaker 1: who now submitteth himself in humility to the judgments of men.
- 23:30Speaker 1: Then shall the poor and humble man have great confidence,
- 23:34Speaker 1: while the proud is taken with fear on every side.
- 23:40Speaker 1: Then shall it be seen that he was the wise
- 23:44Speaker 1: man in this world who learned to be a fool
- 23:47Speaker 1: and despised for Christ. Then shall all tribulation patiently born
- 23:54Speaker 1: delight us, While the mouth of the ungodly shall be stopped.
- 24:00Speaker 1: Then shall every godly man rejoice, and every profane man
- 24:05Speaker 1: shall mourn. Then the afflicted flesh shall more rejoice than
- 24:11Speaker 1: if it had been always nourished in delights. Then the
- 24:15Speaker 1: humble garment shall put on beauty, and the precious robe
- 24:20Speaker 1: shall hide itself as vile. Then the little poor cottage
- 24:24Speaker 1: shall be more commended than the gilded palace. Then enduring
- 24:30Speaker 1: patience shall have more might than all the power of
- 24:33Speaker 1: the world. Then simple obedience shall be more highly exalted
- 24:40Speaker 1: than all worldly wisdom. Then a pure and good conscience
- 24:48Speaker 1: shall more rejoice than learned philosophy. Then contempt of riches
- 24:55Speaker 1: shall have more weight than all the treasure of the
- 24:57Speaker 1: children of this world. Then shalt thou find more comfort
- 25:02Speaker 1: in having prayed devoutly than in having fared sumptuously. Then
- 25:09Speaker 1: thou wilt rather rejoice in having kept silence than in
- 25:13Speaker 1: having made long speech. Then holy deeds shall be far
- 25:18Speaker 1: stronger than many fine words. Then a strict life and
- 25:24Speaker 1: sincere penitence shall bring deeper pleasure than all earthly delight.
- 25:31Speaker 1: Learn now to suffer a little, that then thou mayest
- 25:36Speaker 1: be enabled to escape heavier sufferings. Prove first here what
- 25:42Speaker 1: thou art able to endure hereafter? If now thou art
- 25:47Speaker 1: able to bear so little, how wilt thou be able
- 25:50Speaker 1: to endure eternal torments? If now a little suffering maketh
- 25:56Speaker 1: THEE so impatient, what shall hell fire do? Then? Behold
- 26:02Speaker 1: of a surety thou art not able to have two paradises,
- 26:08Speaker 1: to take thy fill or delight here in this world,
- 26:11Speaker 1: and to reign with Christ hereafter. If even unto this
- 26:17Speaker 1: day thou hadst ever lived in honors and pleasures, what
- 26:22Speaker 1: would the whole profit THEE? If now death came to
- 26:25Speaker 1: THEE in an instant? All therefore is vanity, save to
- 26:32Speaker 1: love God and to serve Him. Only. For he who
- 26:36Speaker 1: loveth God with all his heart feareth not death, nor punishment,
- 26:42Speaker 1: nor judgment, nor hell. Because perfect love giveth sure access
- 26:48Speaker 1: to God. But he who still delighteth in sin no
- 26:53Speaker 1: marvel if he is afraid of death and judgment. Nevertheless,
- 26:58Speaker 1: it is a good thing if love as yet cannot
- 27:01Speaker 1: restrain thee from evil, that at least the fear of
- 27:05Speaker 1: hell should hold THEE back. But he who putteth aside
- 27:09Speaker 1: the fear of God cannot long continue in good, but
- 27:14Speaker 1: shall quickly fall into the snares of the devil. Chapter
- 27:21Speaker 1: twenty five of the Zealous Amendment of Our Whole Life.
- 27:29Speaker 1: Be thou watchful and diligent in God's service, and bethink
- 27:35Speaker 1: thee often why thou hast renounced the world. Was it
- 27:39Speaker 1: not that thou mightest live to God and become a
- 27:43Speaker 1: spiritual man. Be zealous therefore for thy spiritual prophet. For
- 27:49Speaker 1: thou shalt receive shortly the reward of thy labors, and
- 27:54Speaker 1: neither fear nor sorrow shall come any more into thy borders.
- 28:00Speaker 1: Now shalt thou labor a little, and thou shalt find
- 28:04Speaker 1: great rest yea everlasting joy, if thou shalt remain faithful
- 28:10Speaker 1: and zealous in labor. Doubt not that God shall be
- 28:14Speaker 1: faithful and bountiful in rewarding thee. It is thy duty
- 28:20Speaker 1: to have a good hope that thou wilt attain the victory.
- 28:25Speaker 1: But thou must not fall into security, lest thou become
- 28:28Speaker 1: slothful or lifted up a certain man, being in anxiety
- 28:35Speaker 1: of mind, continually tossed about between hope and fear, and
- 28:41Speaker 1: being on a certain day overwhelmed with grief, cast himself
- 28:45Speaker 1: down in prayer before the altar in a church, and
- 28:49Speaker 1: meditated within himself, saying, Oh, if I but knew that
- 28:54Speaker 1: I should still persevere, And presently heard within him a
- 28:59Speaker 1: voice from God. And if thou didst know it, what
- 29:03Speaker 1: wouldst thou do? Do now? What thou wouldst do then?
- 29:09Speaker 1: And thou shalt be very secure and straightway? Being comforted
- 29:14Speaker 1: and strengthened, he committed himself to the will of God,
- 29:18Speaker 1: and the perturbation of spirit ceased. Neither had he a
- 29:23Speaker 1: mind any more to search curiously to know what should
- 29:26Speaker 1: befall him hereafter, but studied rather to inquire what was
- 29:32Speaker 1: the good and acceptable will of God for the beginning
- 29:36Speaker 1: and perfecting of every good work. Hope in the Lord,
- 29:43Speaker 1: and be doing good saith the prophet. Dwell in the land,
- 29:47Speaker 1: and thou shalt be fed with its riches Psalm thirty seven,
- 29:52Speaker 1: verse three. One thing there is which holdeth back many
- 29:57Speaker 1: from progress and fervent amendment, even the dread of difficulty
- 30:03Speaker 1: or the labor of the conflict, Nevertheless, they advance above
- 30:08Speaker 1: all others in virtue who strive manfully to conquer those
- 30:13Speaker 1: things which are most grievous and contrary to them. For
- 30:17Speaker 1: there a man profiteth most and meriteth great grace, where
- 30:22Speaker 1: he most overcometh himself and mortifieth himself in spirit. But
- 30:29Speaker 1: all men have not the same passions to conquer and
- 30:32Speaker 1: to mortify. Yet he who is diligent shall attain more profit,
- 30:39Speaker 1: although he have stronger passions than another, who is more
- 30:43Speaker 1: temperate of disposition, but is withal less fervent in the
- 30:47Speaker 1: pursuit of virtue. Two things especially avail unto improvement in holiness, namely,
- 30:56Speaker 1: firmness to withdraw ourselves from the sin which, by nature
- 31:01Speaker 1: we are most inclined and earnest zeal for that good
- 31:05Speaker 1: in which we are most lacking, and strive also very
- 31:10Speaker 1: earnestly to guard against and subdue those faults which displease thee.
- 31:15Speaker 1: Most frequently in others gather some profit to thy soul.
- 31:22Speaker 1: Wherever thou art, and wherever thou seest or hearest good examples,
- 31:28Speaker 1: stir thyself to follow them. But where thou seest anything
- 31:33Speaker 1: which is blameworthy, take heed that thou do not the same,
- 31:38Speaker 1: or if at any time thou hast done it, strive
- 31:41Speaker 1: quickly to amend thyself. As thine eye observeth others. So
- 31:47Speaker 1: again are the eyes of others upon THEE. How sweet
- 31:53Speaker 1: and pleasant is it to see zealous and godly brethren,
- 31:57Speaker 1: temperate and of good discipline, And how sad is it
- 32:01Speaker 1: and grievous to see them walking disorderly, not practicing the
- 32:07Speaker 1: duties to which they are called. How hurtful a thing
- 32:11Speaker 1: it is to neglect the purpose of their calling and
- 32:15Speaker 1: turn their inclinations to things which are none of their business.
- 32:22Speaker 1: Be mindful of the duties which thou hast undertaken, and
- 32:27Speaker 1: set always before thee. The remembrance of the crucified truly
- 32:33Speaker 1: aughtest thou to be ashamed as thou lookest upon the
- 32:36Speaker 1: life of Jesus Christ, because thou hast not yet endeavored
- 32:41Speaker 1: to conform thyself more unto him, though thou hast been
- 32:45Speaker 1: a long time in the way of God. A religious
- 32:50Speaker 1: man who exercises himself seriously and devoutly in the most
- 32:55Speaker 1: holy life and passion of our Lord shall find their
- 33:00Speaker 1: abundantly all things that are profitable and necessary for him.
- 33:06Speaker 1: Neither is their need that he shall seek anything better
- 33:09Speaker 1: beyond Jesus. Oh, if Jesus crucified would come into our hearts,
- 33:16Speaker 1: how quickly and completely should we have learned all that
- 33:20Speaker 1: we need to know. He who is earnest receiveth and
- 33:27Speaker 1: beareth well all things that are laid upon him. He
- 33:32Speaker 1: who is careless and lukewarm hath trouble upon trouble, and
- 33:37Speaker 1: suffereth anguish upon every side, because he is without inward consolation,
- 33:44Speaker 1: and is forbidden to seek that which is outward. He
- 33:49Speaker 1: who is living without discipline is exposed to grievous ruin.
- 33:55Speaker 1: He who seeketh easier and lighter discipline shall always be
- 33:59Speaker 1: in distress, because one thing or another will give him displeasure. Oh,
- 34:08Speaker 1: if no other duty lay upon us but to praise
- 34:11Speaker 1: the Lord our God with our whole heart and voice. Oh,
- 34:16Speaker 1: if thou never hadst need to eat, or drink or sleep,
- 34:21Speaker 1: but were always able to praise God and to give
- 34:24Speaker 1: thyself to spiritual exercises alone, Then shouldst thou be far
- 34:30Speaker 1: happier than now, when for so many necessities thou must
- 34:34Speaker 1: serve the flesh. Oh, that these necessities were not but
- 34:40Speaker 1: only the spiritual refreshments of the soul, which alas we
- 34:45Speaker 1: taste to seldom. When a man hath come to this,
- 34:53Speaker 1: that he seeketh comfort from no created thing, then doth
- 34:57Speaker 1: he perfectly begin to enjoy God God. Then also will
- 35:02Speaker 1: he be well contented with whatsoever shall happen unto him.
- 35:08Speaker 1: Then will he neither rejoice for much, nor be sorrowful
- 35:12Speaker 1: for little. But he committeth himself altogether and with full
- 35:18Speaker 1: trust into God, who is all in all, to Him,
- 35:22Speaker 1: to whom nothing perisheth nor dieth, but all things live
- 35:27Speaker 1: to him, and obey His every word without delay, remember
- 35:33Speaker 1: always Thine end, and how the time which is lost
- 35:37Speaker 1: returneth not. Without care and diligence, Thou shalt never get virtue.
- 35:45Speaker 1: If thou beginnest to grow cold, it shall begin to
- 35:49Speaker 1: go ill with thee. But if thou givest thyself unto zeal,
- 35:54Speaker 1: thou shalt find much peace, and shalt find thy labor
- 35:59Speaker 1: the lighter. Because of the grace of God and the
- 36:02Speaker 1: love of virtue, a zealous and diligent man is ready
- 36:08Speaker 1: for all things. It is greater labor to resist sins
- 36:13Speaker 1: and passions than to toil in bodily labors. He who
- 36:18Speaker 1: shonneth not small faults, faleth little by little into greater.
- 36:25Speaker 1: At eventide, thou shalt always be glad. If thou spend
- 36:29Speaker 1: the day profitably, watch over thyself, stir thyself up, admonish thyself,
- 36:38Speaker 1: and howsoever it be with others, neglect not thyself. The
- 36:43Speaker 1: more violence thou dost unto thyself, the more thou shalt profit. Amen.
- 36:54Speaker 1: End of the first book.