Latest / Mythic Mind Games / 4 - Red Dead Redemption 2: Arthur Morgan, Ivan Ilyich & Memento Mori
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- 0:03Speaker 1: Hello, and welcome to Mythic mind Games, where we discuss
- 0:06Speaker 1: video games through the lens of the Christian humanities. I'm
- 0:09Speaker 1: doctor Andrew Snyder, and I'm glad that you're here. How
- 0:20Speaker 1: To partners recently have been playing through Red Dead Redemption
- 0:24Speaker 1: two as I continue getting my reacquaintance with video games.
- 0:30Speaker 1: As I've mentioned in previous episodes, I took a long break,
- 0:33Speaker 1: I mean like a decade or so when I really
- 0:35Speaker 1: didn't play much of anything, as I just well, I
- 0:39Speaker 1: was engaged with other things, right, I'm engaged with career
- 0:41Speaker 1: or family, education, all sorts of stuff, and so I
- 0:44Speaker 1: really just didn't play video games. But as I've started
- 0:47Speaker 1: to step back into this arena, minding them for the
- 0:50Speaker 1: wisdom that they hold and just engaging with what I
- 0:55Speaker 1: think is potentially a productive avenue of enchantment, I decided
- 0:59Speaker 1: that one of the first new games, this is not
- 1:02Speaker 1: really new, I guess by by today's standards, but it's
- 1:04Speaker 1: new to me. One of the newer games that I
- 1:07Speaker 1: wanted to check out was Red Dead Redemption two. You know,
- 1:10Speaker 1: I've seen the number of clips here and there. I've
- 1:14Speaker 1: I'm drawn in by the esthetic of the wild West.
- 1:17Speaker 1: I mean, you know, the cowboys are like the quintessential
- 1:21Speaker 1: American folk story. I mean, this is this is our mythology. Mean,
- 1:25Speaker 1: it's a better way of saying it that the Europeans
- 1:28Speaker 1: have their Nights and Americans have their cowboys. And so
- 1:30Speaker 1: there's just there's just something about this that connects to
- 1:33Speaker 1: with me on a deep level. And so I played
- 1:35Speaker 1: Red Dead Redemption two, absolutely incredible game. If you haven't
- 1:39Speaker 1: played it, I strongly recommend it you. I know, I
- 1:42Speaker 1: have not played the first Red Dead Redemption yet, although
- 1:46Speaker 1: I did play Red Dead Revolver way back in the day,
- 1:48Speaker 1: which was the kind of spiritual precursor to the series now.
- 1:53Speaker 1: But the second one is a prequel. And so while
- 1:55Speaker 1: I understand that there's probably some enrichments and benefit that
- 1:59Speaker 1: comes through playing the first one first, it's not absolutely necessary.
- 2:03Speaker 1: At least that's what I was told and that's certainly
- 2:04Speaker 1: what I've experienced. It's it's a great story as it
- 2:07Speaker 1: stands alone, and eventually I'll make it to the first
- 2:09Speaker 1: one as well. Well. I Like I said, I was
- 2:13Speaker 1: blown away by this game. One thing is just it's fun,
- 2:16Speaker 1: It's enchanting. I mean, there's just so much that comes
- 2:19Speaker 1: out of just exploring the wilderness, exploring the towns. You know,
- 2:24Speaker 1: whether you're you're you choose to take an honorable path
- 2:27Speaker 1: and you know, be something of a reforming cowboy, or
- 2:31Speaker 1: you play the role of just the dishonorable, hard edged outlaw.
- 2:36Speaker 1: Like either way it's fun. But I definitely came to
- 2:39Speaker 1: find that the honorable path is definitely more satisfying. And
- 2:45Speaker 1: so that's how I decided to play the games, how
- 2:47Speaker 1: I decided to beat the game. Since then, I've also
- 2:49Speaker 1: fiddled around a little bit being more of just a
- 2:52Speaker 1: straight out outlaw, you know, Robin Train's Robin Stores, and
- 2:56Speaker 1: I've definitely come to find that the honorable path is
- 2:59Speaker 1: more satisfying. Even though the dishonorable path is more fun,
- 3:03Speaker 1: you know, it's fund of rob trains and whatnot. Don't
- 3:05Speaker 1: don't take that out of context of this particular focus.
- 3:10Speaker 1: But I knew that this was a game that I
- 3:13Speaker 1: wanted to discuss with you, and this is gonna be
- 3:16Speaker 1: a two parter, and so in this episode is just
- 3:19Speaker 1: me and I want to get into what I believe
- 3:23Speaker 1: are some of the most heartening as well as heartbreaking
- 3:27Speaker 1: elements of the story, and in particular, I want to
- 3:30Speaker 1: be discussing the the role that Arthur Morgan plays or
- 3:34Speaker 1: Arthur Morgan being the main protagonist that your character, and
- 3:38Speaker 1: so I want to talk about the role of Arthur
- 3:40Speaker 1: Morgan in relation with Tolstoy Short story the Death of
- 3:43Speaker 1: evan Iliach. And warning right now there will be spoilers
- 3:48Speaker 1: for both the game as well as Tolstoy story in
- 3:50Speaker 1: this episode, but it's a you can make of that
- 3:55Speaker 1: what you will. But I do think that on the
- 3:58Speaker 1: on the main Mythic Mind podcast some point down the road,
- 4:01Speaker 1: maybe sooner Aroun then later, I'm not not really sure,
- 4:03Speaker 1: but we've been talking about having an episode on the
- 4:06Speaker 1: death of evon Ilioch, who are on the main Mythic
- 4:08Speaker 1: Mind podcast. Episode for now, I'm really just going to
- 4:11Speaker 1: lay out the major outline of the story as a
- 4:14Speaker 1: refresher or if you've not read it before, and then
- 4:18Speaker 1: I just want to draw on some comparisons here between
- 4:20Speaker 1: Arthur Morgan and the titular character of Tolstoy Short story,
- 4:24Speaker 1: evon Iliitch. Now, the death of evon Iliitch begins after
- 4:29Speaker 1: the death of evon Iliach in the first chapter. It's
- 4:32Speaker 1: like a kind of like a prologue where you have
- 4:35Speaker 1: some of evon Ilitch's acquaintances, some of his colleagues at
- 4:39Speaker 1: the courthouse. You know, he works in law. They all
- 4:43Speaker 1: work in law. And they read in the newspaper that
- 4:45Speaker 1: evon Iliitch has died, and they don't break into tears,
- 4:50Speaker 1: that they don't start mourning, and they say some of
- 4:54Speaker 1: the niceties that you might say when somebody you learn
- 4:58Speaker 1: that someone you know dies, but they quickly move on
- 5:00Speaker 1: to what this really means for them practically in regards
- 5:06Speaker 1: to their career, like what it means for them financially,
- 5:08Speaker 1: what it means for them positionally, And so they almost
- 5:12Speaker 1: instantly moved to, oh, it's a shame that he died too, now,
- 5:16Speaker 1: so you're going to get this promotion now you can
- 5:18Speaker 1: take his spot. I'm going to take his spot, And
- 5:21Speaker 1: so that they're more concerned with how is this going
- 5:24Speaker 1: to affect me? How's this going to affect my career
- 5:27Speaker 1: than they are concerned about the death of ivan Ilyitch.
- 5:31Speaker 1: In fact, even Pyodor Ivanovitch, who is the closest to
- 5:35Speaker 1: a friend that evan Iliach has, like even he is
- 5:38Speaker 1: just kind of cracking jokes and he's not deeply moved
- 5:42Speaker 1: and we're told that they all had the same thought,
- 5:46Speaker 1: that none of them expressed it, but they all have
- 5:48Speaker 1: this thought somewhere. Maybe it was thought consciously, maybe subconsciously,
- 5:51Speaker 1: but they all have this thought that it was ivan
- 5:54Speaker 1: Ilyitch who was dead and not me. And so you
- 5:58Speaker 1: have all these people, they have their their good careers
- 6:02Speaker 1: that they're they're you know, financially stable, they are moving
- 6:06Speaker 1: up now in the world, right that a number of
- 6:08Speaker 1: them are going to be getting promotioned with the death
- 6:11Speaker 1: of ivan Iliach. But when it comes to the existential
- 6:14Speaker 1: question of what does it all mean relative to the
- 6:17Speaker 1: fact that just like evan Iliach, I too am going
- 6:21Speaker 1: to die, that's just not something that they're willing to
- 6:25Speaker 1: come to terms with, and so they keep shielding themselves
- 6:29Speaker 1: from that reality. Is he who died, not me? This
- 6:31Speaker 1: death has nothing to do with me, His mortality has
- 6:34Speaker 1: nothing to do with my own. Well, eventually they make
- 6:37Speaker 1: their way over to the funeral service and they pay
- 6:41Speaker 1: respects to his wife, the widow, Proscobia Perovna, and even
- 6:45Speaker 1: then his widow, Proscobia Perovna, she she calls Pyotr Ivanovitch
- 6:50Speaker 1: over for a secret meeting, not secret private meeting, that's
- 6:54Speaker 1: that's what I'm looking for. They have this private meeting
- 6:57Speaker 1: and they both just as in the kind of conversation
- 7:01Speaker 1: that you would expect that ivan Ilyitch's friend and widow
- 7:04Speaker 1: would have, and so they're just chatting. Oh, it's such
- 7:07Speaker 1: a shame. Peter Ivanovitch says, did ivan Iliitch suffer at
- 7:13Speaker 1: the end? And Proskoby Federovna says, well, yes, he suffered.
- 7:18Speaker 1: That he was just screaming incessantly for three days at
- 7:21Speaker 1: the end. And so she is far more concerned with
- 7:26Speaker 1: her own inconvenience that she faced in light of the
- 7:29Speaker 1: death of her husband than she is concerned with the
- 7:32Speaker 1: death of her husband. He was a nuisance to her,
- 7:35Speaker 1: and so just as they are first and foremost, his
- 7:38Speaker 1: friends are first and foremost concerned with just their own
- 7:43Speaker 1: earthly material well being, so too is she. Like she
- 7:47Speaker 1: obviously did not care very deeply for her husband. She's
- 7:50Speaker 1: kind of relieved that he's gone, but she can't say
- 7:52Speaker 1: that because she feels like she's bound by social propriety
- 7:56Speaker 1: to mourn and to say certain things, just as Peter
- 8:00Speaker 1: Vanovitch is saying certain things, but none of them. It's
- 8:03Speaker 1: all on the surface. It doesn't come from the heart.
- 8:05Speaker 1: They're not having a real conversation with each other, and
- 8:07Speaker 1: in fact, we eventually find out through the course of
- 8:09Speaker 1: this phone new conversation that the only reason why Proscobia
- 8:14Speaker 1: Federovna is trying to talk to Peter Vanovitch is because
- 8:16Speaker 1: she is hoping that Peter Vanovitch can get more money
- 8:19Speaker 1: out of the government pension for her. And so Jess says,
- 8:22Speaker 1: with his friends, she's concerned about what is this going
- 8:25Speaker 1: to mean for me materially, And as soon as Peter
- 8:27Speaker 1: Vanovitch says yeah, that's probably not gonna happen, Proscoby Federovna says, okay,
- 8:32Speaker 1: well then I better go and they just leave. And
- 8:34Speaker 1: so just none of that. Neither of them are having
- 8:37Speaker 1: a real conversation with a person. They're both just engaging
- 8:40Speaker 1: in social propriety that's meant to cover up their self centeredness. Well,
- 8:43Speaker 1: toward the end of this first chapter, you have Peter
- 8:46Speaker 1: Vanovitch waiting for a car outside and he's standing there
- 8:50Speaker 1: next to ivan Ilyitch's butler, a guy named Garrison. Now
- 8:54Speaker 1: Garrison who is really the only authentic person for the
- 9:00Speaker 1: majority of the story that he says something pretty profound.
- 9:06Speaker 1: Peter Vanovitch says, you know, it's a terrible business about
- 9:08Speaker 1: evan Iliys dying, and Garrison says, basically, it's going to
- 9:12Speaker 1: happen all of us. This is God's will, and so
- 9:15Speaker 1: he just he recognizes the inevitability of death. He has
- 9:19Speaker 1: this momentum moory idea that even though of all the
- 9:22Speaker 1: main characters and in the story, Garrison is the lowest station,
- 9:27Speaker 1: he is the only one who has actually come to
- 9:29Speaker 1: terms with this mortality. He is the only one who's
- 9:32Speaker 1: living with purpose. And so we come to find that
- 9:35Speaker 1: his life, as lowly as it may be, is far
- 9:38Speaker 1: far more meaningful than these upper middle class lawyers and
- 9:42Speaker 1: government workers. But after Garrison makes this proclamation about the
- 9:46Speaker 1: inevitability of our mortality, Peter Vanovitch just doesn't really have
- 9:50Speaker 1: anything saying. He just leaves right because he's trying to
- 9:53Speaker 1: avoid this reality. In fact, just a little bit ago
- 9:55Speaker 1: at the scene, he's looking at the body, he's looking
- 9:58Speaker 1: at the corpse of Ivan Ilyitch, and he starts to
- 10:02Speaker 1: just kind of panic because he's starting is something's bubbling
- 10:05Speaker 1: up within him. He's starting to look in the face
- 10:08Speaker 1: of mortality. Tolstoy tells us that that the body was
- 10:13Speaker 1: giving the message to Pyotr Ivanovitch that dead bodies always
- 10:17Speaker 1: give right namely that you two will die but were
- 10:21Speaker 1: But instead of taking that message to heart, Pyotr Ivanovitch says, like,
- 10:25Speaker 1: that's terribly inappropriate, and then he just reminds himself, oh wait,
- 10:29Speaker 1: ivan Iliach, who's dead. It's not me, And so he
- 10:32Speaker 1: just keeps fleeing from this reality where if he can,
- 10:34Speaker 1: Garisim is the only person who is a person who
- 10:37Speaker 1: recognizes people as people well, and then we start to
- 10:41Speaker 1: get a backstory of ivan Ilyitch ended up point. We're
- 10:43Speaker 1: going to work our way up for the rest of
- 10:44Speaker 1: the short story up to the death of ivan Ilyitch. So,
- 10:48Speaker 1: ivan Ilyitch, by all estimations, was a mediocre guy. I mean,
- 10:53Speaker 1: he was a middle child. His older brother is very successful,
- 10:56Speaker 1: his younger brother is a deadbee bum, and so he's
- 10:59Speaker 1: right in the middle. He got his first job in
- 11:04Speaker 1: law by essentially his father got him the job. And
- 11:09Speaker 1: so this is the guy who really doesn't have a
- 11:10Speaker 1: lot of agency. And in fact, if you've read that
- 11:12Speaker 1: Hideous Strength, I see a lot of common ground between
- 11:16Speaker 1: Ivan Ilyitch and Mark stutick I strongly recommend reading those
- 11:20Speaker 1: books side by side. And so Evan Iliach he has
- 11:23Speaker 1: a decent job. Eventually as he's just climbing the social ladder,
- 11:29Speaker 1: he you know, he's engaged in all these society parties,
- 11:32Speaker 1: and he meets this woman named Proscobia Federovna, now Proscovia Federovna,
- 11:37Speaker 1: we're told was moderately attractive, she had a decent amount
- 11:40Speaker 1: of money, and she liked Ivon Iliitch and that's enough
- 11:44Speaker 1: reason for Evan Eliage to get married. And in fact,
- 11:45Speaker 1: that's basically a tool toy let it out that she
- 11:48Speaker 1: had this standing, she liked him well enough, and so
- 11:51Speaker 1: they got married, and then which kind of move on
- 11:53Speaker 1: from there. And so obviously Evan Iliach didn't love her.
- 11:56Speaker 1: He didn't even ever really commit himself to her. It
- 11:59Speaker 1: was just this is the next thing that I do
- 12:02Speaker 1: as a member of society. It's time for him to
- 12:04Speaker 1: get married. And so he gets married, and at first
- 12:07Speaker 1: things seem to be going okay, And that's because they're
- 12:10Speaker 1: both able to keep living basically as they were before.
- 12:13Speaker 1: I mean, when you get married before having kids, there's
- 12:17Speaker 1: only but so much life change happening. Now, Okay, don't
- 12:20Speaker 1: misunderstand me. I should be careful when I say that
- 12:23Speaker 1: that obviously there is a major life change to get married,
- 12:27Speaker 1: and that's obviously the case. But at the same time,
- 12:30Speaker 1: when you don't have kids, like there are only but
- 12:33Speaker 1: so many responsibilities that you have as a family, you
- 12:37Speaker 1: can still for the most part, I keep doing the
- 12:40Speaker 1: things that you want to do, right, just do them together.
- 12:43Speaker 1: But eventually Proskoviy Perovna gets pregnant and at this point
- 12:47Speaker 1: their marriage really starts to go downhill because now Ivan
- 12:50Speaker 1: Ilyitch has some real responsibilities and this is not somebody
- 12:54Speaker 1: who's been willing or able to take responsibilities. And so
- 12:59Speaker 1: he basically just continues doing the things he wants to do,
- 13:01Speaker 1: goes all the society parties, hangs out with his friends
- 13:04Speaker 1: all hours, you know, works all the time. He really
- 13:07Speaker 1: doesn't spend any time at home. Well, Prascovia Federovna, especially
- 13:10Speaker 1: as the pregnancy continues, she spends more and more time
- 13:13Speaker 1: at home and you know, she's not feeling well. They
- 13:15Speaker 1: get in a lot of fights and he just thinks
- 13:17Speaker 1: that she just you know, being a nag, and she
- 13:20Speaker 1: thinks that he doesn't care about her, which is largely true,
- 13:24Speaker 1: and so this is just begins, I mean the really
- 13:28Speaker 1: the functional end of their relationship. I mean that they
- 13:30Speaker 1: continue together, but they're just always at each other's throats.
- 13:34Speaker 1: They never understand each other. And this is in large
- 13:37Speaker 1: part I mean, don't get me wrong, She's no heroin here, Like,
- 13:40Speaker 1: she's got her own problems. But the same time, it's
- 13:44Speaker 1: far easier for him to be sympathetic to Proscoya Federovna
- 13:47Speaker 1: because he is such a bad husband and father that
- 13:52Speaker 1: it's natural that resentment would grow in her as they
- 13:55Speaker 1: continue down this path. Now, that doesn't justify her. She
- 14:00Speaker 1: is not going to turn out to be an incredible
- 14:02Speaker 1: wife for her own sake. But again, like, I have
- 14:05Speaker 1: more sympathy for her because I get it, even if
- 14:07Speaker 1: it's not necessarily excusable. And so she continues to get
- 14:11Speaker 1: just embittered toward him, and then he just you know,
- 14:13Speaker 1: return turns around by getting more invested in work and
- 14:17Speaker 1: spending less time at home, and eventually he decides he
- 14:20Speaker 1: needs to make more money, and eventually he gets the
- 14:22Speaker 1: job alongside Peter Vanovitch in Gang. And at one point
- 14:26Speaker 1: when he's setting things up in his new apartment, he's
- 14:31Speaker 1: decorating everything to meet the aesthetics of the upper middle class,
- 14:34Speaker 1: you know, those who want to look far more wealthy
- 14:37Speaker 1: than the actually are. And so, again, lacking agency but
- 14:42Speaker 1: wanting to be noticed, he decorates his house just like
- 14:45Speaker 1: everyone else. Right, in trying to stand out, he ends
- 14:48Speaker 1: up being just like everybody else. And he's trying to
- 14:51Speaker 1: manage this complete control over his life. And all of
- 14:54Speaker 1: this is just because he wants to be somebody. I mean,
- 14:58Speaker 1: he wants to He wants to be noticed. He wants
- 15:01Speaker 1: to be noticed as a person. That's all he's ever wanted.
- 15:04Speaker 1: But he doesn't know how to do that because he's
- 15:06Speaker 1: unable to notice his own self. He doesn't know who
- 15:10Speaker 1: ivan ilyitch is. He spent his entire life building this mask,
- 15:15Speaker 1: this illusion, this caricature of what somebody in society is
- 15:21Speaker 1: supposed to look like, and in so doing, he's failed
- 15:24Speaker 1: to recognize, or he's failed to ask himself the question,
- 15:28Speaker 1: who do I want to be? Right, if you don't
- 15:31Speaker 1: ask yourself that question, what is it that I really want?
- 15:35Speaker 1: Who is it that I really want to be? Then
- 15:38Speaker 1: eventually you'll find that you've spent far too many years
- 15:42Speaker 1: of your life trying to dress up a ghost as
- 15:46Speaker 1: if you could, but every time you put on the
- 15:48Speaker 1: new garments, they just fall to the floor in a
- 15:51Speaker 1: pile of nothingness. But nonetheless, that's exactly what he's trying
- 15:55Speaker 1: to do. And so he's trying to decorate his apartment,
- 15:56Speaker 1: get everything just right. At one point, one of his
- 15:59Speaker 1: servants is hanging some window treatments, but it's they're not
- 16:02Speaker 1: he's not doing exactly in the way that evan Iliach wants.
- 16:05Speaker 1: Evan Iliach has to like micro manage everything about this decorating.
- 16:09Speaker 1: I mean, even when he was at work, he's like
- 16:11Speaker 1: daydreaming about how he's going to decorate his apartment, and
- 16:14Speaker 1: so he has to have everything to the perfect standards
- 16:16Speaker 1: of this image that he's trying to construct. And the
- 16:19Speaker 1: servant's not hanging up the window treatments in the right way,
- 16:22Speaker 1: and so then evan Iliach says, okay, so let me
- 16:24Speaker 1: do it, and so he gets up and he hangs
- 16:26Speaker 1: the window treatments. But then he falls and he hits
- 16:29Speaker 1: his side and he comments that, you know, if you
- 16:32Speaker 1: weren't such an athlete, that might be a major issue.
- 16:34Speaker 1: But I mean, he'll be fine. But of course this
- 16:37Speaker 1: is going to be the beginning of the death of
- 16:39Speaker 1: Ivan Iliach. And so as time goes on, he starts
- 16:43Speaker 1: to feel this pain, this sickness. He's having a hard
- 16:45Speaker 1: time eating, he's getting more irritable that there's obviously something
- 16:50Speaker 1: wrong here, but at first he doesn't want to recognize it,
- 16:53Speaker 1: and eventually he has to recognize it because he's going
- 16:58Speaker 1: to go through these spirals of of kind of debating
- 17:01Speaker 1: with himself, of denial and despairing acceptance. And this happens
- 17:05Speaker 1: on a number of different layers, and so first it's
- 17:08Speaker 1: am I sick? Am I not sick? And eventually the
- 17:12Speaker 1: I am sick that bubbles up and to the point
- 17:14Speaker 1: where he can no longer deny it, and so he
- 17:16Speaker 1: is sick. Well, his wife makes him see a number
- 17:20Speaker 1: of doctors, and none of these doctors really know what's
- 17:22Speaker 1: wrong with him, or rather, they all know what's wrong
- 17:25Speaker 1: with them, but they all know different things to be
- 17:28Speaker 1: wrong with him, and so there's no agreement on what's
- 17:31Speaker 1: wrong with him, let alone what kind of treatment he
- 17:33Speaker 1: should pursue. And none of these doctors really care about him.
- 17:36Speaker 1: None of them are listening to him. They're just concerned
- 17:39Speaker 1: about working out the puzzle. That's what they're interested in.
- 17:41Speaker 1: But they're not interested in him as a person, which
- 17:43Speaker 1: is I guess poetic justice, maybe maybe irony because previously
- 17:47Speaker 1: we're told that what he loved, what evan Ilias loved
- 17:50Speaker 1: about his job as a civil magistrate is that he
- 17:53Speaker 1: was able to pull people into court and that he
- 17:55Speaker 1: could hold their life in his hands and he could
- 17:59Speaker 1: decide whether to let him go or to destroy them. Now,
- 18:04Speaker 1: to be fair, I mean, he never exercises power to
- 18:06Speaker 1: unjustly destroy somebody, but he reveled in the fact that
- 18:09Speaker 1: he could, and so he reveled in this illusion of
- 18:13Speaker 1: having power because he didn't have power over his own life.
- 18:18Speaker 1: He reveled in being able to exercise that power over
- 18:20Speaker 1: other people. But he was too much of a coward
- 18:22Speaker 1: to even play the tyrant. All he wanted was this
- 18:26Speaker 1: illusion of power. His whole life, he's been chasing an
- 18:29Speaker 1: illusion all because he wants to be known and he
- 18:33Speaker 1: wants to be noticed, but he doesn't want to take responsibility. Well,
- 18:38Speaker 1: now these doctors are doing the same thing that they
- 18:40Speaker 1: are reveling in their power over this man, over this case. Rather,
- 18:44Speaker 1: that's even better way of saying it. They're reveled in
- 18:46Speaker 1: their power over this case, but they weren't actually interested
- 18:50Speaker 1: in him, and so he keeps asking this question to
- 18:54Speaker 1: the doctors. He says, is this serious? Am I going
- 18:58Speaker 1: to die? And they just think that's an inappropriate question
- 19:01Speaker 1: and they don't want to entertain it. But that's the
- 19:04Speaker 1: one question that he wants to know that once he
- 19:06Speaker 1: knows for sure, yeah, okay, I'm sick, now he wants
- 19:08Speaker 1: to know the question, am I going to die? This
- 19:11Speaker 1: is the next level of the spiral, And he goes
- 19:14Speaker 1: back and forth. Sometimes he has good days and he
- 19:16Speaker 1: convinces himself that he's getting better. Other days he has
- 19:20Speaker 1: bad days, and he's he comes to the realization that
- 19:23Speaker 1: I'm not getting any better. The treatments aren't working. I
- 19:27Speaker 1: am indeed dying, And so this death just continues to
- 19:32Speaker 1: haunt him. In fact, there's one chapter in particular it's
- 19:35Speaker 1: very haunting, which also I keep talking about how he
- 19:38Speaker 1: would ignore it, but it would keep rising up, it
- 19:41Speaker 1: being his realization of his own impending mortality. And so
- 19:47Speaker 1: the next he goes from the spiral of am I sick?
- 19:49Speaker 1: To I am sick? He goes through the spiral of
- 19:51Speaker 1: am I dying? To I am dying, and now he's
- 19:54Speaker 1: going to go through the deeper existential spiral that's going
- 19:57Speaker 1: to lead him to recognize what it is that he is,
- 20:00Speaker 1: what it is that he's always wanted to be, And
- 20:03Speaker 1: so he begins asking questions like, Okay, what is it
- 20:06Speaker 1: that I want? And he answers himself and he says,
- 20:08Speaker 1: what I want is to be better. What I want
- 20:10Speaker 1: is to live, and then he follows up in his
- 20:12Speaker 1: own internal monologue he says live, how well, how I've
- 20:17Speaker 1: always lived? But then as he says that, that despair
- 20:21Speaker 1: starts to rise up and he's starting to think, like,
- 20:23Speaker 1: wait a minute, how I've always lived? But what I've
- 20:26Speaker 1: always lived is absolutely miserable. And he starts thinking back
- 20:31Speaker 1: over his life, over every major step that he's taken,
- 20:34Speaker 1: and he recognizes, like back in school, that the groups
- 20:36Speaker 1: that he was in that he wasn't in because he
- 20:38Speaker 1: actually wanted to be in those groups or he actually
- 20:40Speaker 1: liked those people. He was in the groups that served
- 20:43Speaker 1: his advancement in society. He was in the kind of
- 20:45Speaker 1: groups that he felt like he ought to be in,
- 20:48Speaker 1: and that's how he navigated every step of the social
- 20:53Speaker 1: ladder that he just he engaged in relationships, the groups,
- 20:57Speaker 1: the outings. He did the things that someone needed to
- 20:59Speaker 1: do in order to be somebody. And again, if you've
- 21:02Speaker 1: read that Hideous Strength, there's some very strong mark stetic
- 21:05Speaker 1: connections here. But eventually he comes to recognize that he
- 21:09Speaker 1: hasn't actually been happy, despite the fact that he's been
- 21:11Speaker 1: pretty successful in his career at least, he hasn't really
- 21:14Speaker 1: been happy for a very long time, not since childhood,
- 21:18Speaker 1: but over time. Who Ivan Ilyitch is as a person
- 21:23Speaker 1: by nature? By nature, I mean like true to what
- 21:26Speaker 1: it is that he's supposed to be, actually supposed to
- 21:29Speaker 1: be as a human. That gets covered up over time
- 21:32Speaker 1: through the artificial construct of societal identity. But at this
- 21:37Speaker 1: point he recognizes that he's always yearned for something more.
- 21:40Speaker 1: He's yearned for something real, and so he goes from
- 21:44Speaker 1: I'm going to die to what do I want? And
- 21:48Speaker 1: now he recognizes what I want is not just to live.
- 21:51Speaker 1: What I want is to live well. And so he's
- 21:55Speaker 1: trying to deal with what that issue is. And you know,
- 21:58Speaker 1: as his disease continues to pick up and he starts
- 22:01Speaker 1: to approach the end, well, now he starts asking the
- 22:03Speaker 1: question of what do I want, not just what do
- 22:06Speaker 1: I want, but what should I want? Right now he
- 22:08Speaker 1: moves on to what should I want? So now he's
- 22:11Speaker 1: engaging in ethical reasoning, he's putting himself under an ethical standard,
- 22:14Speaker 1: and he's recognizing that not all desires are equaled, that
- 22:17Speaker 1: there's certain things that he should want. And this really
- 22:21Speaker 1: develops as he approaches the very end of his life,
- 22:24Speaker 1: and we're told that he suffered for three days, that
- 22:29Speaker 1: his death was carried out over the course of three
- 22:32Speaker 1: days of absolute agony, and that's going to be significant.
- 22:36Speaker 1: But we'll probably get more into that, into some of
- 22:39Speaker 1: the symbolism here when we talk about Evan Iliach on
- 22:41Speaker 1: the main Mythic Mind podcast. But he suffers for three days,
- 22:46Speaker 1: and then at the end he starts to recognize that
- 22:49Speaker 1: he lived his life the entirely wrong way. And so
- 22:53Speaker 1: now that ethical question of what should I want has
- 22:56Speaker 1: gone on to I haven't lived in the way that
- 22:59Speaker 1: I should have. I haven't wanted the things that I
- 23:02Speaker 1: should have wanted. That all along, I've learned I've yearned
- 23:07Speaker 1: to be somebody real. I've yearned to be someone authentic,
- 23:11Speaker 1: somebody who's capable of noticing himself. I've yearned to be
- 23:15Speaker 1: a person, a substantial person, and not just a ghost
- 23:20Speaker 1: of societal standing. But I've wanted, I've yearned to be
- 23:24Speaker 1: a substantial person. And the Lewis connections are all over right.
- 23:27Speaker 1: This is strong great divorce connections. Here we talk about
- 23:30Speaker 1: the difference between his ghosts and the solid spirits, and
- 23:34Speaker 1: so he's yearned to be someone solid, not someone illusory.
- 23:38Speaker 1: And as he approaches his death, he he has this
- 23:44Speaker 1: literal come to Jesus moment where you know that the
- 23:47Speaker 1: this is somebody who hasn't been terribly religious, despite living
- 23:51Speaker 1: in a religious environment, religious culture. He is not somebody
- 23:55Speaker 1: who's been very religious. But right at the end, he
- 23:59Speaker 1: wrecked cognizes that he's lived his life in the wrong
- 24:01Speaker 1: way before the eyes of God. He and he looks
- 24:06Speaker 1: at his son, he looks at his wife really for
- 24:08Speaker 1: the first time, and he recognizes that he didn't do
- 24:11Speaker 1: right by them, and he tries to say that he's sorry.
- 24:14Speaker 1: He tries to say forgive me, but he can't manage
- 24:19Speaker 1: to get the words out, and he consoles himself saying
- 24:21Speaker 1: that it's okay that he couldn't get the words out,
- 24:24Speaker 1: because he who most needed to hear the plea for forgiveness,
- 24:27Speaker 1: heard it, and so at that point he's able to
- 24:30Speaker 1: stop struggling against death, which has described like you know,
- 24:33Speaker 1: somebody who's thrown a sack over his head and dragging
- 24:35Speaker 1: him against his will. Well, no, now he feels peace
- 24:39Speaker 1: because there is no death. Tolstoy tells us he is
- 24:42Speaker 1: now able to be received into the fullness of life.
- 24:46Speaker 1: And as he dies, the final words that he hears
- 24:49Speaker 1: from the room around him are it is finished. And
- 24:53Speaker 1: that's how the story ends. And so what you have
- 24:56Speaker 1: here is a man who is but a ghost of
- 24:59Speaker 1: a man, man who's yearning to be real, yearning to
- 25:02Speaker 1: be someone of substance. He's a bad man who wants
- 25:05Speaker 1: to be good. Now. He's not bad in the sense
- 25:09Speaker 1: of being like a gross villain who's terrorizing the town.
- 25:13Speaker 1: But he's a bad man in that he's not what
- 25:15Speaker 1: a man is supposed to be. He's not authentic to
- 25:18Speaker 1: what it means to be human. He doesn't know who
- 25:21Speaker 1: ivon Iliage is is. He's a bad husband, he's a
- 25:26Speaker 1: bad friend, he's a bad father. And so this is
- 25:30Speaker 1: I think something that Tolstoy does brilliantly in that he
- 25:34Speaker 1: demonstrates what a bad man looks like in the everyday.
- 25:39Speaker 1: It's not always the gross villain. It's not always the
- 25:43Speaker 1: serial killer or the hitler or the stalin that knows.
- 25:47Speaker 1: Sometimes a bad man is actually quite ordinary. In fact,
- 25:50Speaker 1: he may even be you or me. But despite being
- 25:54Speaker 1: a bad man, he's someone who wants to be a
- 25:56Speaker 1: good man but doesn't really know how to do it.
- 25:59Speaker 1: And tell the very end now, as I was playing
- 26:02Speaker 1: through Red Dead Redunction two, there is a certain point
- 26:06Speaker 1: at which Arthur Morgan starts to get sick and eventually
- 26:11Speaker 1: he just collapses in the middle of town and he's
- 26:14Speaker 1: dragged off to the doctor where he finds out that
- 26:16Speaker 1: he has tuberculosis, and he's told us a serious and
- 26:19Speaker 1: that he's probably going to die. And so for the
- 26:22Speaker 1: rest of the game, Arthur Morgan he's dying, and he
- 26:25Speaker 1: increasingly comes to recognize the fact that he is dying.
- 26:29Speaker 1: And this is why, especially from this point on, the
- 26:33Speaker 1: game is so much more compelling when you play an
- 26:35Speaker 1: honorable path, because the story is really trying to push
- 26:39Speaker 1: you in this direction. The story is trying to help
- 26:41Speaker 1: you recognize what Arthur Morgan is, recognizing that the things
- 26:45Speaker 1: that he used to live for that the things that
- 26:47Speaker 1: made him a bad man, that praying on other people,
- 26:51Speaker 1: that even seeking to be somebody in this gang that
- 26:55Speaker 1: he's been running with, this gang that he's been running
- 26:56Speaker 1: with since he was a kid, something like the only
- 27:00Speaker 1: family that he's known, but it's actually a terrible family that,
- 27:04Speaker 1: you know, his whole life has been spent trying to
- 27:06Speaker 1: be somebody in this gang, especially to this terrible mentor
- 27:10Speaker 1: who has a who plays a fatherlike role to him,
- 27:13Speaker 1: but just that father like he's not very fatherly really,
- 27:17Speaker 1: And so Arthur Morgan he wants to be somebody, but
- 27:20Speaker 1: he goes about it in all the wrong ways. He
- 27:22Speaker 1: is a bad man who yearns to be something good,
- 27:25Speaker 1: but he just doesn't know how to do it well.
- 27:28Speaker 1: As he increasingly comes to terms for his own mortality,
- 27:32Speaker 1: he starts to become a good man. He recognizes that
- 27:36Speaker 1: things that he used to want are not what he
- 27:38Speaker 1: should have wanted. Right, He's able to ask himself, have
- 27:41Speaker 1: I wanted the right? Things? Like how do I want
- 27:44Speaker 1: to live? How should I be living? And so now
- 27:47Speaker 1: we get this redemption arc, and hence the name of
- 27:50Speaker 1: the series, right red ed Redemption, And so we get
- 27:53Speaker 1: this redemption arc where now he starts to yearn for
- 27:57Speaker 1: goodness and he starts to get a better sense of
- 27:58Speaker 1: what goodness is. Now, this is not a Christian game,
- 28:01Speaker 1: it's not explicitly and so he's not going to have
- 28:03Speaker 1: this great conversion experience, although there's some degree of religion
- 28:07Speaker 1: that plays into it. But really what you have is
- 28:09Speaker 1: Arthur Morgan looking at the light that he's led, recognizing
- 28:13Speaker 1: he's been a bad man, and now he's understanding a
- 28:15Speaker 1: goodness is. I'm going to start moving in a different direction,
- 28:19Speaker 1: the opposite direction of that, which is I mean, if
- 28:21Speaker 1: you don't know what goodness is, that's not a bad
- 28:23Speaker 1: way to go about it. Because I'm an often badness
- 28:26Speaker 1: is more easily recognizable than goodness. Like I talk about
- 28:30Speaker 1: this a lot in my philosophy classes, you know, when
- 28:33Speaker 1: I teach them in the public university. That as much
- 28:36Speaker 1: as everyone claims to be a relativist, like, we all
- 28:38Speaker 1: recognize gross evil when we see it. We all recognize
- 28:42Speaker 1: that it's bad to commit murder. It's it's bad to
- 28:47Speaker 1: do any number of things, right, I mean, push an
- 28:49Speaker 1: old lady into the middle of the road, Like there's
- 28:51Speaker 1: a lot of things that everyone recognizes are just bad.
- 28:54Speaker 1: And so you know, if we don't have a firm
- 28:57Speaker 1: understanding of goodness, as you know, I would propose and
- 29:00Speaker 1: moving in the direction of the beatific vision, the font
- 29:03Speaker 1: of all goodness, Like if you don't have that, then
- 29:05Speaker 1: at the very leads you can start to move in
- 29:07Speaker 1: whatever direction is the opposite of what is clearly bad
- 29:10Speaker 1: like that, that's at least a start. And so that's
- 29:13Speaker 1: really what Arthur Morgan does. And I mean it's short
- 29:18Speaker 1: of playing the game yourself, it's hard to communicate just
- 29:22Speaker 1: what a strong, compelling job the writers of this game
- 29:26Speaker 1: do in portraying that redemption arc and helping you to
- 29:29Speaker 1: really feel it, to experience his sense of regret and
- 29:32Speaker 1: longing to make things right with the final bits of
- 29:36Speaker 1: breath that are quickly being expelled from his lungs. It's
- 29:39Speaker 1: not a one to one connection between the story of
- 29:42Speaker 1: Ivan Ilyitch and Arthur Morgan, but I do think that
- 29:45Speaker 1: both of them are approaching the same basic archetype of
- 29:48Speaker 1: coming to terms with mortality and letting that renew the
- 29:51Speaker 1: way that you're engaging with the world around you. I mean,
- 29:54Speaker 1: there's this medieval phrase, medieval Latin phrase memento mori remember
- 29:59Speaker 1: that you will or remember your death. And it's important
- 30:03Speaker 1: to always have this reminder in front of us, not
- 30:06Speaker 1: in a morbid sense that causes us to forego our
- 30:10Speaker 1: responsibilities and our enjoyment in life, but actually this reminder
- 30:15Speaker 1: to embrace the responsibilities and enjoyment we can have in
- 30:19Speaker 1: this life, because this life is fleeting in many ways,
- 30:24Speaker 1: like in the long run, it's already forfeit. And so
- 30:28Speaker 1: what we need to do is to redeem that life.
- 30:32Speaker 1: Redeem that life by living well, redeem that life by
- 30:36Speaker 1: being a good person. And I don't just mean that
- 30:39Speaker 1: in sort of like a generic subjective, you know, be
- 30:42Speaker 1: good according to your you know, whims of morality. What
- 30:46Speaker 1: it mean is live in the way that a person
- 30:49Speaker 1: is meant to live. You know. Aristota would say what
- 30:52Speaker 1: that means is you live a life according to reason
- 30:54Speaker 1: and virtue. The Westminster Catechism says that the chief end
- 30:57Speaker 1: of man is to glorify God and to enjoy him
- 30:59Speaker 1: for and so when I talk about being a good person,
- 31:04Speaker 1: what I mean is you fulfill the form of what
- 31:05Speaker 1: a person is supposed to be. And I think that
- 31:09Speaker 1: this game does it very provides a very strong, very
- 31:13Speaker 1: compelling case for arguing that video games can deal with
- 31:19Speaker 1: significant existential issues, significant issues that the very least approach
- 31:25Speaker 1: the literary, or maybe we even want to say that
- 31:27Speaker 1: they can echo the literary, That they are artistic endeavors
- 31:31Speaker 1: that can connect us to things that are true, good,
- 31:35Speaker 1: and beautiful. And that I think is where I'm going
- 31:38Speaker 1: to leave this off for now. Next time we'll have
- 31:41Speaker 1: more of a just general paneled conversation on this game.
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- 31:48Speaker 1: we can mind from it, and it's kind of wherever
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- 34:41Speaker 1: I don't play many video games these days, but there
- 34:43Speaker 1: are certain titles that have stuck with me, enchanting the
- 34:46Speaker 1: mind of my youth and never entirely fading away. One
- 34:49Speaker 1: of the chiefs among these titles is The Elder Scrolls,
- 34:52Speaker 1: namely Moruin, Oblivion and Skyrim. The level of artistry, mythology,
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- 35:00Speaker 1: a strong representative for asking the question as to how
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