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“Finding God After Religion I John Williamson: The Deconstructionists” Ep#28 · Spiritual Hot Sauce

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  Chris Jones: When your faith falls apart or you're not accepted and everyone thinks you're lost, my guest, John Williamson's podcast, The Deconstructionist, says what you need to hear.
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  Chris Jones: You're not crazy.
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  Chris Jones: For nearly a decade, he's been a lifeline for thousands navigating the wilderness of doubt and rejection with the simple call of hope.
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  Chris Jones: You're not alone.
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  Chris Jones: Welcome.
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  Chris Jones: I'm Chris Jones.
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  Chris Jones: And this is Spiritual Hot Sauce.
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  Chris Jones: John, welcome to the sauce.
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  Chris Jones: Thank you so much.
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  Chris Jones: Honored to be here.
• 0:36
  Chris Jones: Oh, I'm I'm excited to have you here.
• 0:37
  Chris Jones: This is this is going to be good.
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  Chris Jones: But I have to ask, when you first hit that record button, did you have any idea that you were going to become one of the leading anchors in this movement?
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  SPEAKER_00: No, gosh, no.
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  SPEAKER_00: When my my former podcast co-host, Adam and I, I was just talking to Adam actually, when we first sat down, sat down rather to record our first episode, we we kind of just thought, hey, like, you know, we we felt like we were having some interesting conversations between the two of us.
• 1:08
  SPEAKER_00: And we thought, hey, maybe there'll be a few people out there who might benefit from this.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so when we sat down to record, we just kind of thought, hey, at the end of the year, if 100 people are listening to this and that's a success, and really had no idea that there was a need for those types of conversations and the way in which it took off, you know, you couldn't have told me that it would have ended up the way it did.
• 1:29
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, we got we got really lucky.
• 1:31
  SPEAKER_00: We hit that wave early.
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  SPEAKER_00: So tell us a little bit about your own deconstruction.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sure.
• 1:36
  SPEAKER_00: Mine, you know, as I'm sure you've talked about on your podcast as well.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, there's a couple, you know, there's multiple different ways that you could find yourself on the path of deconstruction.
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  SPEAKER_00: And mine was probably the most benign, I guess.
• 1:49
  SPEAKER_00: Um mine was sort of just out of curiosity, it was one of those hallmark moments, you know, in the in the course of your life when I was about to have my first child, you know, before my daughter was born.
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  SPEAKER_00: It kind of hit me that, you know, I was already sort of asking questions.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've always been a curious person.
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  SPEAKER_00: I always researched the heck out of everything.
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  SPEAKER_00: And and so it was no different.
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  SPEAKER_00: And in that moment, I I knew I needed to figure out what is it that I believe?
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  SPEAKER_00: Why do I believe those things?
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  SPEAKER_00: Where do these beliefs come from?
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  SPEAKER_00: And and in what way do I want to raise my daughter?
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  SPEAKER_00: And so that's sort of how it began.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I but I I do know that that's not the case for everybody.
• 2:29
  SPEAKER_00: I know some people are sort of thrown into it, you know, through trauma and and and things that aren't so um, you know, innocent.
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  Chris Jones: Yeah, a friend of mine, Kyle Whitaker from a pastor and philosopher, walk into a bar.
• 2:40
  Chris Jones: He came on and we talked about this.
• 2:42
  Chris Jones: And and it's like he said, if you've met one deconstructionist, then you've met one deconstructionist because everybody has a different story.
• 2:49
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
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  Chris Jones: But but yet, uh, you know, I find and I think from what I've seen that there seems to be two catalysts that kind of prompts this.
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  Chris Jones: You're either running to something or from something.
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  Chris Jones: And it it seems to me some people plan and they have a strategy, they do some research before they they make this happen.
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  Chris Jones: They realize this is not an event, that this is definitely a process, and there's probably some painful moments going to be in this.
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  Chris Jones: So they prepare and now they have a strategy and they go somewhere and they deconstruct in that process.
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  Chris Jones: Where other people, it's like what you're talking about, they have this emotional trauma.
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  Chris Jones: They're hurts and they have an emotional knee-jerk reaction, and they're not running to something as much as they're running from something.
• 3:37
  Chris Jones: Unpack that for me.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: I I think in my experience, and and this, you know, this is based on experiences with listeners, you know, writing and that sort of thing.
• 3:48
  SPEAKER_00: And who knows from a statistic point what the breakout is.
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  SPEAKER_00: But in my experience, it seems that a lot more folks are on the side of having been sort of thrown onto the path of deconstruction through some sort of traumatic event of varying degrees, versus folks like myself who just sort of stumbled upon the path.
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  SPEAKER_00: There are a lot of folks who unfortunately have had some sort of evangelical, predominantly negative experience of some kind and found themselves sort of deconstructing or asking questions.
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  SPEAKER_00: Something that precipitated them asking a question that sort of set the thing into motion.
• 4:23
  SPEAKER_00: If I had to pick one, I would pick the probably the route that I took, where I sort of got to do it in my own terms at my own pace and sort of gradually find my way there.
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  SPEAKER_00: Was it more difficult than what you thought it was going to be, or was it what you expected?
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  SPEAKER_00: It was, I wouldn't say it was more difficult.
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  SPEAKER_00: I would say it was different than I thought it was going to be.
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  SPEAKER_00: I would say when I first started, I didn't have a term for it.
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  SPEAKER_00: I just knew I was wrestling with things.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, my my former co-host Adam is the one that sort of stumbled upon the term deconstruction, which was just sort of starting to become a term to, you know, to sort of label this experience with at the time when we started about 10 years ago.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so I I found that helpful.
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  SPEAKER_00: I know a lot of the philosophy purists uh hate that we've sort of co-opted that term, but I I find it useful.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I think other people find it useful because they can use it to describe an experience that they're having.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I think naming a thing uh sort of takes some power back from it, you know, and sort of takes some of the fear away from it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: But I I think for me back then, you know, I just started looking for resources wherever I could.
• 5:31
  SPEAKER_00: And unfortunately, there weren't a ton at the time.
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  SPEAKER_00: I think there were a couple other big podcasts at the at the time when we first started, or at least started around the same time.
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  SPEAKER_00: The one that, you know, that we sort of modeled ourselves after was a British podcast that's still going.
• 5:44
  SPEAKER_00: Great guys.
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  SPEAKER_00: There's just one host now, but the Nomad podcast out of the UK have been doing terrific work for a long, long time.
• 5:51
  SPEAKER_00: And so there were a couple places that you could go and some authors that we sort of started to compile, but it was really just through our own research at the time.
• 5:59
  SPEAKER_00: Now there are, you know, a multitude of different podcasts and and books and things on the topic.
• 6:05
  SPEAKER_00: And so there's a lot more helpful resources, I would say, now than there were back then.
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  Chris Jones: You know, I think because I have such a different kind of podcast because we overlap, but what I try to do is present Jesus outside of religion.
• 6:20
  Chris Jones: So we talk a lot about the worshipers of the deity of Christ versus disciples of Christ, two different things.
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  Chris Jones: But I'm always amazed at how many nomadic people there are, that they seem to have no home.
• 6:35
  Chris Jones: And some of them go from religion to religion, and they just seem a little lost to me.
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  Chris Jones: I'm not sure how they get there, and I'm not sure how they get out of it.
• 6:44
  Chris Jones: But it it seems like that sometimes when they get in there, they get caught in this hurt loop, I call it, that they're in a perpetual state of hurt that maybe they don't know how to get out of.
• 6:54
  Chris Jones: And I think probably going through that exercise of writing the letter that you never send.
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  Chris Jones: But as in this day and age, we always send, you know, it always ends up online.
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  Chris Jones: Yeah.
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  Chris Jones: And there's a lot of people just lashing out.
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  Chris Jones: And I get it.
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  Chris Jones: They're they have legitimate hurt, and and this is part of the process.
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  Chris Jones: But where do you draw the line where you realize that, hey, I'm not going through a process, I'm in a perpetual loop of hurt that I'm I'm almost taking on the identity of a victim?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 7:32
  SPEAKER_00: I think that's a great question and a great point.
• 7:34
  SPEAKER_00: Something that we've talked a lot about and something that has sort of concerned me in the years after we started our podcast is we always try to take as gentle approach as possible.
• 7:44
  SPEAKER_00: And because you are dealing with people who have dealt with real trauma, things that I've never personally encountered but can sympathize with.
• 7:52
  SPEAKER_00: But I do think there's a danger in staying in that anger for too long.
• 7:56
  SPEAKER_00: A lot of unfortunately, the newer voices over the last five, six, seven years are people that are sort of coming at it from uh and I I don't want to demean anyone, but but from like an immature place where it's a lot of just bashing on, you know, that former religion version of Christianity that they left.
• 8:16
  SPEAKER_00: And I've always said you've you've got every right to be angry and upset.
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_00: And there's a place for that, absolutely.
• 8:23
  SPEAKER_00: But like any grief or any grieving process, there has to come a point where you recognize it for what it was and you you gotta let it go.
• 8:33
  SPEAKER_00: You know, it's it's and this is why we've always kind of leaned on the teachings of like the Franciscan monk Richard Rohr, who says, you know, you have to respect it for the thing that it was, that structure, that go that you can kick against now.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it gave you sort of the foundation, but now you can kind of look at it from a distance and say, you know what, it wasn't good for me, but it taught me some things and now I know how to move forward from there.
• 8:58
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 8:58
  SPEAKER_00: But like it's not healthy to stay in that place of just anger and bitterness.
• 9:03
  Chris Jones: But I think maybe you hit on one of the points, and it's easy to monetize a problem.
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  Chris Jones: Yeah.
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  Chris Jones: You know?
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  Chris Jones: And if you're gonna have a platform that let's be honest, your cash flow is this issue.
• 9:16
  Chris Jones: You're about pointing out the problem, but you're not necessarily about a solution.
• 9:21
  Chris Jones: Right.
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  Chris Jones: Is that part of the problem, like you were mentioning with some of the newer podcasts that they're just trying to cash in on this movement rather than legitimately get people to a better place?
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  SPEAKER_00: I yeah, it's hard to say.
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  SPEAKER_00: I I don't know for sure, but I, you know, I don't know the heart of the of the folks behind the microphone per se, but you know, they certainly have large audiences and they certainly use that as a strategy, at least it seems on the outside.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, Adam and I said from the beginning, you know, we worked full-time jobs from the start.
• 9:51
  SPEAKER_00: I still do.
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  SPEAKER_00: This has never been a full-time job for me.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm sort of thankful for that in the respect that it was never about the money.
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  SPEAKER_00: We kind of always said, look, if it ever got to the point where our decision making changed because this was, you know, sort of like earning income and that sort of thing, that sort of poisons the well.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I think.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it it's not genuine, genuine anymore.
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  SPEAKER_00: And Adam put it best a long time ago when he said, Look, you know, our hope is that you don't listen to us forever because you don't need to listen to us forever.
• 10:25
  SPEAKER_00: You know, and and we've had people come in and out and and people come back every once in a while to check in and listen.
• 10:31
  SPEAKER_00: And our our listenership is ebbed and flowed, and and that's fine, you know.
• 10:35
  SPEAKER_00: And and my hope is that people find something and sort of move on from it, you know.
• 10:41
  Chris Jones: Are you seeing things collect and get more momentum in deconstruction, or is this something that you're seeing slow down?
• 10:49
  Chris Jones: Is it bouncing out?
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  Chris Jones: Where are you seeing it going right now?
• 10:53
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I I think I think what happens is, and I've wrestled with this for a really long time.
• 10:59
  SPEAKER_00: I think before deconstruction or the deconstruction movement really sort of took off, you had the what was it called, the emergent church movement, you know, and so it was essentially the same thing, right?
• 11:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like, you know, trying to try to show people, hey, there's a different way of doing this that doesn't mean this, this sort of super restrictive version of Christianity.
• 11:20
  SPEAKER_00: There's a way that that we can wrestle with faith, and that's okay, and not have all the answers, and that's okay.
• 11:26
  SPEAKER_00: And ambiguity is good, you know.
• 11:28
  SPEAKER_00: I think it just changes names, you know, as time goes on, because now we've seen a lot of a lot of folks online who've sort of demonized the term.
• 11:36
  SPEAKER_00: And just like anything else in religion or politics, they like to weaponize a certain term that people are associated with.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 11:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 11:43
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 11:43
  SPEAKER_00: I I I would got on my I got on my soapbox the other day about political terms.
• 11:48
  SPEAKER_00: But I think it'll it'll probably change.
• 11:50
  SPEAKER_00: If I had to guess, at some point people start using the term deconstruction a little bit less and then they'll latch onto something else.
• 11:57
  Chris Jones: But it'll essentially be the same.
• 11:58
  Chris Jones: A new movement.
• 11:59
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 12:00
  Chris Jones: Curious about exactly what you said.
• 12:02
  Chris Jones: I think you you hit on a valuable point.
• 12:04
  Chris Jones: We're always looking for something, but that also speaks to we're never quite happy where we're at.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 12:10
  SPEAKER_00: And I think as people grow and learn and evolve in their faith, and that's the hope, right?
• 12:16
  SPEAKER_00: Is that people are constantly evolving.
• 12:18
  SPEAKER_00: And that's the way I look at it now.
• 12:20
  SPEAKER_00: Deconstruction isn't so much something that happens to you as it is a natural progression of your faith, you know, hopefully.
• 12:28
  SPEAKER_00: I think where it becomes painful is where you resist.
• 12:31
  SPEAKER_00: And then it becomes potentially traumatic.
• 12:34
  SPEAKER_00: But I think the natural evolution is you start out with this sort of first grade understanding where it's very surface level, you know, especially when you're looking at certain stories within scripture.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_00: But then as you get older and you start to become, you know, more nuanced and you know, you start understanding more complex ideas like myth and, you know, metaphor and things like that, then the the text really starts to open up a lot more.
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  SPEAKER_00: But if you resist that and you try to stay in that first, you know, that first square, then I think it is one of those things where you either have a choice, you have to double down on that, or you go through sort of this painful journey of deconstruction, which again, I think it's natural.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's a part of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: I mean, we can see examples in in the Bible, you know, the book of Job, like literally, he's just yelling at God constantly, like, what the heck, you know?
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  SPEAKER_00: And yet we ignore those parts of the Bible.
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  SPEAKER_00: We we we ignore lamentations and and sort of the the tougher parts to to look at, you know, it's not all happy, you know, worship songs, you know, throughout the world.
• 13:36
  SPEAKER_00: Pick and choose.
• 13:36
  SPEAKER_00: We do, yes.
• 13:38
  Chris Jones: Yeah, I said one time that it's like a a collage board.
• 13:40
  Chris Jones: We we take different pieces and parts we like and we kind of create our own religion that we're comfortable with.
• 13:47
  Chris Jones: But it's a false sense of security because a good religion should serve you and help you have a better life.
• 13:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 13:52
  Chris Jones: So if you have something that's not really helping you have a better life that's just comfortable, it may not be a very good religion.
• 13:59
  Chris Jones: Yeah, yeah, that's very true.
• 14:01
  Chris Jones: Yeah, yeah.
• 14:02
  Chris Jones: You know, what something you said about square one and never moving on, that takes me to a metaphor that I've been giving, and I and it's an ancient one, but that's the metaphor of the bull elephant.
• 14:15
  Chris Jones: You can be in the community and talking about the bull elephant that's out in the jungle.
• 14:21
  Chris Jones: You can sing songs about the bull elephant, you can encourage one another about the bull elephant, and you can try to figure out what you think the bull elephant would like you to do.
• 14:30
  Chris Jones: But until you leave your community and you go out into the jungle and you take that journey and all that entails, and everything you go to, and then you have the experience of the bull elephant yourself, until then you've just been in community.
• 14:47
  Chris Jones: You've never had the real experience.
• 14:50
  Chris Jones: And I think that when you come up through a fear-based religion, nobody wants to go see the bow elephant because they're terrified of the bow elephant.
• 15:01
  Chris Jones: But we'll comply and we'll go to the church because we find beauty in the community.
• 15:07
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 15:07
  Chris Jones: Do you see what I'm saying?
• 15:08
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 15:09
  Chris Jones: And so I think we have a lot of people that are deconstructing, and I think there's two ways you can do that.
• 15:14
  Chris Jones: You can deconstruct and go find your bow elephant, go find your truth, you know, and then when you come back to your community, you have something valid to offer.
• 15:24
  Chris Jones: Or you can leave your comfortable table that you don't like anymore, and then go find another table that's more comfortable.
• 15:33
  Chris Jones: You know what I mean?
• 15:35
  SPEAKER_00: You just hit on the hero's journey, right?
• 15:37
  Chris Jones: Well, I just recorded that today for my next episode that you know Christ is the archetype.
• 15:44
  Chris Jones: So yeah, man, you just nailed it.
• 15:46
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 15:46
  Chris Jones: Did a big deep dive into that.
• 15:48
  Chris Jones: But yeah, the metaphor of the bow elephant comes out of Buddhism and of the Upanishads.
• 15:52
  Chris Jones: Right.
• 15:53
  Chris Jones: But I but I think it's so true.
• 15:55
  Chris Jones: And I worry that some of these nomadic people that we've been talking about may be lost and not looking for the bow elephant, but just looking for another table of encouragement, which is a byproduct of a fear-based religion.
• 16:11
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 16:12
  SPEAKER_00: Well, and it kind of reminds you, too, of sort of the lesson that even in the Old Testament, you know, the they were trying to teach the uh the Jewish people where they were so afraid that the temple is going to be destroyed.
• 16:23
  SPEAKER_00: And that's where, but that's where God lives.
• 16:25
  SPEAKER_00: You know, what are we going to do?
• 16:26
  SPEAKER_00: You know, it's like, no, no, no, no.
• 16:28
  SPEAKER_00: God, God exists everywhere, not just inside this physical building.
• 16:32
  SPEAKER_00: And it made me think of that when when you when you gave that example, where, yeah, it's it's you know, this performative one time a week thing that we do and not something that's lived out in our everyday lives.
• 16:45
  SPEAKER_00: And I think that's a large problem, specifically within Western Christianity.
• 16:49
  SPEAKER_00: And we see it playing out now, you know, in a moment where if at any point in US history, you know, uh Christians should be speaking up and protecting their brothers and sisters, now would be the time, you know?
• 17:02
  Chris Jones: So do you think part of what triggered all of that was when you have organized religion?
• 17:08
  Chris Jones: Carl Jung says that organized religion keeps us from having a personal experience with God, you know, and I'm paraphrasing.
• 17:14
  Chris Jones: But when you have uh organized religion and you have this group of people that they pick to be their leaders because you look the part, you sound the part, you can do what they you can represent the brand, and that's a good way to say it, the brand of that religion, that we have made it so indoctrinated in the denomination that we have fooled ourselves into thinking that becoming more religion and more indoctrinated, that we, we we're finding truth.
• 17:45
  Chris Jones: That is making God happy, you know.
• 17:48
  Chris Jones: I I think until we go find our bull elephant, we will never be happy with that table of encouragement where we're sitting at, because we're maybe we're doing it wrong.
• 17:57
  SPEAKER_00: I yeah, I often wonder about that.
• 17:59
  SPEAKER_00: I do think that there is a problem.
• 18:01
  SPEAKER_00: And this isn't new, you know, we can look back and look at the Catholic Church in Europe all throughout history, but the new version of that, you know, I think is this sort of megachurch where, you know, brand becomes more important than mission and, you know, and performance becomes more important, you know.
• 18:19
  SPEAKER_00: And so when we start to reprioritize in a way that doesn't put the people first, I think we run into these problems that are an eventuality, really.
• 18:30
  SPEAKER_00: And I do wonder, I think back to the early church, you know, where, you know, two or more gathered in my name, where they were house churches.
• 18:36
  SPEAKER_00: I I saw online today somebody said something to the effect of the most Christian friends I have are the atheists in my life.
• 18:44
  SPEAKER_00: And I think about like the atheists, you know, at the coffee shop, who are kind and loving people.
• 18:50
  SPEAKER_00: And I know I'll I'll get some flack for that, but they're more Christ-like in a lot of the things that they live out than a lot of the Christians I know.
• 18:59
  Chris Jones: I've got a friend of mine who was an atheist, and he has a pretty amazing story of why he deconstructed a long time ago and wh why he became an atheist.
• 19:10
  Chris Jones: But he's been listening to the podcast and we've had talks and discussions, and now he claims to be a Christian atheist.
• 19:17
  Chris Jones: And yeah, that the message he says, he goes, he goes, I don't need the magic of the Bible, Chris.
• 19:23
  Chris Jones: He says, the message is the magic.
• 19:24
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 19:25
  Chris Jones: And it's how we heal humanity.
• 19:28
  Chris Jones: I call it becoming the antidote to the poison that if we actually fulfill the command of Christ and become a disciple like him, that we heal humanity of the poison that's in it.
• 19:40
  Chris Jones: But he said something.
• 19:42
  Chris Jones: I listened to him.
• 19:43
  Chris Jones: He kind of went on a rant.
• 19:44
  Chris Jones: And I thought, man, that just says how ingrained we are with this.
• 19:48
  Chris Jones: And he was going on about the idea of God and how ridiculous and the church and this and this and this.
• 19:54
  Chris Jones: And I was just letting him vent.
• 19:56
  Chris Jones: And he just stops right in the middle of his rant.
• 19:59
  Chris Jones: He looks at me, he says, Is that okay?
• 20:02
  Chris Jones: I said, Yeah, that's okay.
• 20:04
  Chris Jones: And I thought, you know, I got the same thing though.
• 20:08
  Chris Jones: The church has given me such guilt that if I have any doubt whatsoever that I'm in major sinville, you know, that I'm not in the faith.
• 20:18
  Chris Jones: I'm really displeasing God.
• 20:19
  Chris Jones: I've I've all been blasphemed.
• 20:21
  Chris Jones: Oh my gosh.
• 20:22
  Chris Jones: But yet, God has given us doubt.
• 20:24
  Chris Jones: And when we're going into specially spiritual things, you recently had Peter Rollins on your show.
• 20:30
  Chris Jones: You guys did a double episode.
• 20:32
  Chris Jones: Incredible.
• 20:32
  Chris Jones: Everybody should go listen to it.
• 20:34
  Chris Jones: It is fantastic.
• 20:35
  Chris Jones: And there was a lot of great things you guys talked about.
• 20:38
  Chris Jones: It was wonderful.
• 20:38
  Chris Jones: But Peter Rollins, he brought up something.
• 20:41
  Chris Jones: He was talking about doubt.
• 20:42
  Chris Jones: And I talk about it in kind of like a toolbox.
• 20:45
  Chris Jones: You have different tools in your box to know what to get out the time.
• 20:48
  Chris Jones: And he talked about doubt like it was a tool.
• 20:51
  Chris Jones: And I said, you know, that's brilliant.
• 20:53
  Chris Jones: And that's so counter to what we've been taught in evangelical religion, is that doubt is a tool.
• 21:00
  Chris Jones: That is, to me, that's like your machete of how you work through the jungle to go find your bull elephant.
• 21:06
  Chris Jones: But at the same time, I realized that we have been so ingrained never to doubt.
• 21:14
  Chris Jones: You know what I mean?
• 21:16
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 21:16
  Chris Jones: Never doubt.
• 21:17
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 21:17
  Chris Jones: And I thought that that's not anything spiritual.
• 21:21
  Chris Jones: That's just control.
• 21:23
  Chris Jones: That's just religious control.
• 21:25
  Chris Jones: So what have you done or what have you seen for people to navigate and give ourselves permission to use doubt as a tool?
• 21:37
  SPEAKER_00: Oh man.
• 21:39
  SPEAKER_00: I, you know, I'm my answer would probably change every day.
• 21:43
  SPEAKER_00: I think I don't know if this is necessarily answering your question, but I I find that to kind of go back to the point you made about control, I think that's a large part of it.
• 21:53
  SPEAKER_00: And I think that's the major part of the problem is we like the comfort.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: Of being able to go to a church that has beautiful graphics and great music.
• 22:04
  SPEAKER_00: We want to be entertained.
• 22:05
  SPEAKER_00: Entertain me.
• 22:06
  Chris Jones: We're armchair Christians now.
• 22:08
  Chris Jones: We don't want to work for it.
• 22:09
  Chris Jones: Just give it to me.
• 22:10
  Chris Jones: And I'll give my money.
• 22:11
  Chris Jones: I'll go home.
• 22:12
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 22:13
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 22:13
  SPEAKER_00: They give you the welcome packet with here's all the stuff you need to believe, right?
• 22:16
  SPEAKER_00: So you've got your checklist, you've got this great talented band up there pumping you full of good, good feelings because all worship music is sort of designed the same way, you know, to reach this climax where like you're just you're filled with with you know endorphins or whatever.
• 22:32
  SPEAKER_00: And and it's this great experience.
• 22:34
  SPEAKER_00: And then you leave feeling, feeling great, you know, and and the pastor looks great, they're sharp looking up on stage and they've got all the answers.
• 22:42
  SPEAKER_00: When the reality is we're joking ourselves if we think we've got it all figured out.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_00: And the Bible even says, like, you know, we can we can't even grasp the tip of the iceberg when it comes to understanding what God is, you know.
• 22:54
  SPEAKER_00: I think the first step is sort of letting go of our addiction to certainty.
• 22:59
  SPEAKER_00: That's hard.
• 23:00
  SPEAKER_00: And that's that's really hard because in every aspect of our lives, you know, if you look at every aspect of our lives, even outside of religion, you know, we like comfort and we like stability and we like certainty in all things.
• 23:13
  SPEAKER_00: Like I like to know tomorrow how my day is going to go, roughly speaking.
• 23:16
  SPEAKER_00: Change is painful.
• 23:17
  SPEAKER_00: Good or bad is painful.
• 23:19
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 23:20
  SPEAKER_00: Ambiguity is tough, man.
• 23:22
  SPEAKER_00: And really sort of leaning into ambiguity and unknowing is really difficult.
• 23:27
  SPEAKER_00: But anybody listening who's really gone deep into science, especially as it pertains to the universe and outer space, knows that we don't know anything.
• 23:37
  SPEAKER_00: You know?
• 23:38
  SPEAKER_00: No, we don't.
• 23:39
  SPEAKER_00: The more we learn, the more we don't know.
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_00: You know, the more things we uncover that we're like, well, this is a new mystery.
• 23:46
  SPEAKER_00: And so for me personally, I think, you know, I've always been interested in space exploration and things like that.
• 23:52
  SPEAKER_00: And so I think science in that regard has sort of helped me in that sense.
• 23:57
  SPEAKER_00: You know, I see pictures taken from the James Webb Space Telescope of deep space, and I'm like, wow, that is beautiful.
• 24:04
  SPEAKER_00: You know, that is God's artwork out there, you know?
• 24:07
  SPEAKER_00: And so, in a way, in a weird way, that sort of helped me sort of let go and kind of embrace the fact that, like, you know what, I've gotten to a point now where I don't want to know everything.
• 24:18
  SPEAKER_00: I don't like to me, because to me, that limits, that places restrictions on the divine.
• 24:24
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 24:24
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 24:24
  Chris Jones: We make God smaller than I think what he is, and we want him to live in that box because that's where we're comfortable.
• 24:30
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 24:30
  SPEAKER_00: We want God to be predictable and we want, yeah, you're absolutely right.
• 24:34
  SPEAKER_00: And so for me, the more the older I've gotten and the longer I've, you know, researched and lived in this space, the more I love the fact that there's this incredibly massive, unknowable God out there.
• 24:50
  SPEAKER_00: And every day maybe I learn a little bit, but knowing that I'm never gonna have the whole picture is kind of cool to me.
• 24:58
  SPEAKER_00: But I think the important part is, and this is sort of my uh my working theory here, is that when the Bible says, you know, we're all gate made in God's image, I don't think it was a literal, you know, God looks like old man on a throne.
• 25:12
  SPEAKER_00: I think it was more so like if we believe that God is love and God is the source of all love, then my working theory has always been that he meant that we are all made in his image in the sense that we are all filled with that spark, just a little piece of that love from the greater whole.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: And when in the moments where we are truly being selfless and truly loving our neighbor as ourselves, and it's love without strings attached, true selfless love.
• 25:42
  SPEAKER_00: And in that moment, you feel that connection.
• 25:44
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like in those moments you see the face of God and you experience the divine in those moments.
• 25:50
  SPEAKER_00: What God's like.
• 25:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 25:52
  SPEAKER_00: And it's and people know what I'm talking about.
• 25:55
  SPEAKER_00: Like when you when you you feel it, it's almost saturates every fiber of your being.
• 26:02
  SPEAKER_00: And it's there's nothing like it.
• 26:04
  SPEAKER_00: You know, there's a reason that people, you know, uh fall in love and do crazy things, you know.
• 26:08
  SPEAKER_00: It's this, it's this, it's this beautiful, amazing experience.
• 26:12
  SPEAKER_00: Like true love.
• 26:13
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not talking about, you know, like puppy love or lust or whatever, but like true, you know, just unconditional love and you and you think to yourself, well gosh, like if if the afterlife, you know, is is returning to the source, to the well of all love.
• 26:34
  Chris Jones: Do you think the afterlife when it speaks of heaven and because it doesn't go real deep, do you think it's just talking in ways that we can understand and and possibly it's us assimilating with God and becoming part of that love and that entity of God in that eternal state?
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's kind of I mean, who knows for sure, right?
• 26:54
  SPEAKER_00: But um, yeah, no one knows.
• 26:55
  SPEAKER_00: That's the beauty.
• 26:56
  SPEAKER_00: That's what I would like to think, you know.
• 26:58
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, there are other Eastern religions out there who who who believe that that type of thing, that you know, we're we all return to source, you know.
• 27:04
  Chris Jones: Um Moksha or Nirvana, yeah.
• 27:07
  SPEAKER_00: The ground of all being, you know, within Hinduism.
• 27:09
  SPEAKER_00: And so, yeah, I I'd like to think that that's the case, that we return to the creator, to the source of all love.
• 27:17
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 27:18
  SPEAKER_00: I I hope that's the case.
• 27:19
  SPEAKER_00: I hope that's where our love is.
• 27:20
  Chris Jones: Me too.
• 27:20
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 27:21
  Chris Jones: I see, I agree with you.
• 27:22
  Chris Jones: I think you and I are similar there.
• 27:23
  Chris Jones: And I'll tell you briefly, I did a whole episode on this, but I I see God like this of kind of a three-part being.
• 27:31
  Chris Jones: And then I think of where it says that we are living tabernacles.
• 27:35
  Chris Jones: And then when I think about the temple, there were two of them.
• 27:38
  Chris Jones: The first one had the Ark of the Covenant, so there was life in it.
• 27:42
  Chris Jones: It was three parts.
• 27:43
  Chris Jones: The second one only had two parts.
• 27:45
  Chris Jones: The spirit representative didn't have the spirit of God, it was dead.
• 27:49
  Chris Jones: And I said that in music, you can have two notes.
• 27:52
  Chris Jones: They can be in harmony together, but they don't make a chord.
• 27:57
  Chris Jones: It takes the third to make a chord to determine whether it's major or minor.
• 28:01
  Chris Jones: And then it fits into what's called the Ionian scale or the major scale.
• 28:06
  Chris Jones: And it says there's only one scale in music, and that it's all connected in this beautiful universe of music through mathematics, and that if you change a note, it changes all of it.
• 28:17
  Chris Jones: And that reminded me of then when we take God that into our spirit, we then have a three-part synthesis and we belong to something bigger than ourselves, of that eternal thing.
• 28:30
  Chris Jones: It had no beginning, had no ending, it will always be.
• 28:34
  Chris Jones: And it predates time, which means it's not ours by the natural order of things, that Jesus brought it to us, that God so loved us we could be assimilated with Him.
• 28:44
  SPEAKER_00: Dude, I love that, man.
• 28:46
  SPEAKER_00: That is, that is, that is awesome.
• 28:48
  SPEAKER_00: I love that.
• 28:49
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 28:50
  Chris Jones: But really weird.
• 28:51
  Chris Jones: So Peter Rollins also talked about coming together with different religions.
• 28:57
  Chris Jones: And I do that.
• 28:58
  Chris Jones: I got a Hindu friend, and he we get together, and it's it's always amazing of how we inspire each other.
• 29:04
  Chris Jones: And he always says, you know, Chris, every time I talk to you, you make me want to just get into it and you just inspire me and want me to.
• 29:11
  Chris Jones: And we have these great conversations, and it's amazing of how we reflect one another.
• 29:17
  Chris Jones: But I Peter Rollins said the same thing.
• 29:19
  Chris Jones: So I see the beauty of what he's saying.
• 29:22
  Chris Jones: And he said something that stuck out to me.
• 29:25
  Chris Jones: He says, if you really want to know what you're like and what your faith is like, go have one of these meals, break bread with different religions, and then ask them, what do you see in me?
• 29:37
  Chris Jones: Because I, you're going to see things I can't see.
• 29:40
  Chris Jones: So you're like the ultimate.
• 29:42
  Chris Jones: You know, if they're your friends and they know you, they can tell you this is exactly what I see.
• 29:46
  Chris Jones: And I see exactly what he's talking about with my friends.
• 29:49
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 29:50
  Chris Jones: So, what's your thoughts on that?
• 29:51
  Chris Jones: Have you ever done anything like that?
• 29:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, great question.
• 29:55
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 29:55
  SPEAKER_00: The answer is yes.
• 29:56
  SPEAKER_00: I I I was taking a seminary class many years ago.
• 30:00
  SPEAKER_00: It was actually on world world religions, and I've told this story I know on the on the podcast, but but it was, it was absolutely life-changing.
• 30:08
  SPEAKER_00: We were told that we could not go visit a Jewish temple because, again, we are of the Abrahamic tradition, and so a little too close, you know, in terms of similarity.
• 30:18
  SPEAKER_00: So they wanted us to experience something that was way outside of our comfort zone.
• 30:23
  SPEAKER_00: So Islam was on the table, Hinduism, Buddhism.
• 30:27
  SPEAKER_00: There are a number that that we could choose from.
• 30:29
  SPEAKER_00: And so I worked, you know, I work with a large number of folks from from India, if you're my daily, my day job.
• 30:37
  SPEAKER_00: And friend of mine there, you know, he always had some different statues and figurines on his desk.
• 30:42
  SPEAKER_00: And so I sort of made the assumption that I'm like, I think he might be a spiritual person.
• 30:46
  SPEAKER_00: And so, you know, we were good enough friends to the point where I could ask him.
• 30:50
  SPEAKER_00: And I said, Hey, do you do you go to temple somewhere?
• 30:53
  SPEAKER_00: And and he was really excited to tell me about it.
• 30:56
  SPEAKER_00: I said, I have to do this assignment.
• 30:58
  SPEAKER_00: I have to go to a temple and and, you know, kind of take it in and write a paper on it.
• 31:03
  SPEAKER_00: Do you think it'd be okay if I visited?
• 31:05
  SPEAKER_00: And he said, Absolutely.
• 31:06
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 31:07
  SPEAKER_00: And so I went, and it was a night where the weather was just awful.
• 31:11
  SPEAKER_00: And it was a bit of a drive out into the country for me to get there.
• 31:15
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember I got stuck in traffic and I was so annoyed.
• 31:17
  SPEAKER_00: And I thought, man, do I just turn around and go back?
• 31:20
  SPEAKER_00: You know, and but I thought, no, I need to stick it out.
• 31:23
  SPEAKER_00: I need to get this assignment done.
• 31:25
  SPEAKER_00: And and also I was kind of excited.
• 31:26
  SPEAKER_00: There was, this was a particular night where they did this candle ceremony, and I really wanted to see this.
• 31:32
  SPEAKER_00: And unfortunately, I missed it.
• 31:34
  SPEAKER_00: I didn't get to see it because of the traffic, but I did make it out there.
• 31:37
  SPEAKER_00: And the funny thing is, my first impression was I pulled up and it looked like any other Christian church.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_00: Meaning there's a basketball hoop in the parking lot.
• 31:47
  SPEAKER_00: You walk, I walked in, there's a gift shop off to the side, you know, where you could buy books and stuff like that.
• 31:54
  SPEAKER_00: Only thing different, really, was you know, there's a spot to you to take your shoes off and you stick them in these little cubbies.
• 32:00
  SPEAKER_00: And the sanctuary obviously is a little different, laid out a little different.
• 32:03
  SPEAKER_00: The deities.
• 32:04
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 32:04
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 32:05
  SPEAKER_00: But there's a there's an entranceway, you know, and and like I said, a bookshop, and then and then there's the the sanctuary.
• 32:11
  SPEAKER_00: And so I I knew that I was clearly the the this big pale skinned guy who stuck out like a sore thumb.
• 32:21
  SPEAKER_00: And I was trying my best to be as you know quiet as possible and not disrupt anything.
• 32:27
  SPEAKER_00: And and I really didn't know what to do other than, you know, I was I was really intent on not offending anyone.
• 32:33
  SPEAKER_00: So so I sort of sat in the back and I took some notes, and I just remember taking it in for a few minutes and thinking, man, this is beautiful, the way that they depict the the various gods and things.
• 32:43
  SPEAKER_00: They sing, yeah, a lot.
• 32:44
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, prayers.
• 32:46
  SPEAKER_00: And and and there are people who were, you know, sitting in chairs, some sitting in chairs, some kneeling and praying.
• 32:51
  SPEAKER_00: And the temple priest was reciting the Vedas.
• 32:54
  SPEAKER_00: And so I like this.
• 32:56
  SPEAKER_00: It was just this really beautiful sort of spiritual moment.
• 33:00
  SPEAKER_00: And then this little lady looks back and sees me, like, what the heck is this guy doing here?
• 33:05
  SPEAKER_00: Probably was a little concerned, rightfully so.
• 33:07
  SPEAKER_00: And she came back and she said, Hey, you know, can I help you?
• 33:11
  SPEAKER_00: And I quickly, you know, sort of apologetically explained what I was doing there.
• 33:15
  SPEAKER_00: And she says, Oh, come in, come in.
• 33:18
  SPEAKER_00: My husband's the temple priest.
• 33:19
  SPEAKER_00: And I said, Oh, okay.
• 33:20
  SPEAKER_00: And she introduces me to him and he immediately just like fills my hands with Mandor Norge slices.
• 33:28
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 33:29
  SPEAKER_00: At which point I panicked because I thought, is this a ritual that I'm not aware of?
• 33:34
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm going to offend everyone here.
• 33:36
  SPEAKER_00: And no, it was just hospitality.
• 33:39
  SPEAKER_00: Like he was just giving me a snack, you know?
• 33:41
  SPEAKER_00: And and so we sat down and he said, So what would you like to know?
• 33:45
  SPEAKER_00: And we proceeded to have this hour-long conversation that was beautiful.
• 33:48
  SPEAKER_00: And at one point, he kind of threw me off because I'd always believed that, oh, they they're the religion that believe in a thousand different gods.
• 33:56
  SPEAKER_00: And so he looks at me, he goes, You see all those statues of the gods over there?
• 34:01
  SPEAKER_00: I said, Yeah.
• 34:01
  SPEAKER_00: He goes, You believe in Jesus?
• 34:02
  SPEAKER_00: I said, Yeah.
• 34:03
  SPEAKER_00: He said, Uh, you believe that God came down in human form, you know, to a group of people at a certain time in history, you know, and said, Yeah, yeah.
• 34:12
  SPEAKER_00: And he says, We believe the same thing.
• 34:14
  SPEAKER_00: We just believe God came down many times to many different people.
• 34:17
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, that makes a lot of sense.
• 34:20
  SPEAKER_00: You know, I was like, oh, yeah.
• 34:22
  SPEAKER_00: Instead of just one time, you know, God came.
• 34:25
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 34:25
  Chris Jones: You know, it says in the Bhagavad Gita, yeah, that it's a conversation between Shri Krishna and our incarnation of God, and Arjuna is a warring prince.
• 34:36
  Chris Jones: And Arjuna is wanting to know how many gods there really are.
• 34:40
  Chris Jones: And he keeps pushing in.
• 34:41
  Chris Jones: And Shri Krishna's like, well, look up in the sky.
• 34:43
  Chris Jones: How many stars do you see?
• 34:45
  Chris Jones: He goes, No, no, no, how many gods are there?
• 34:47
  Chris Jones: And he keeps pushing in.
• 34:48
  Chris Jones: The number keeps coming down and down until finally Shri Krishna says, There's only one God.
• 34:52
  Chris Jones: And he says, Well, then why are there so many deities and variations?
• 34:56
  Chris Jones: He says, Because that's how you need to see me.
• 34:59
  Chris Jones: And it's more important that you understand it the way you need to understand it because it's about you.
• 35:06
  Chris Jones: It's not about me.
• 35:07
  Chris Jones: And I thought, man, there is so much in that that is so revealing about how we perceive God.
• 35:14
  Chris Jones: And then that's when I realized none of us can understand what God really is.
• 35:18
  Chris Jones: And that's okay.
• 35:20
  Chris Jones: We all see a little aspect.
• 35:22
  Chris Jones: And as long as we are just finding our way around that mountain, and as long as we're still attached looking for a bull elephant, you know, we're going to be okay.
• 35:30
  Chris Jones: I'm sorry I didn't mean to interrupt you.
• 35:31
  SPEAKER_00: I just wanted to interject that.
• 35:33
  SPEAKER_00: No, no, no.
• 35:34
  SPEAKER_00: That's that's beautiful, and and that's exactly it.
• 35:37
  SPEAKER_00: And so I came away with two conclusions.
• 35:40
  SPEAKER_00: And number one was at the very end before I left, he said, anytime you want to come back, bring your friends.
• 35:47
  SPEAKER_00: And everyone, you know, during the service brings food offerings to the various deities.
• 35:52
  SPEAKER_00: And at the end, we just have this big feast.
• 35:54
  SPEAKER_00: And number one, I love Indian food.
• 35:56
  SPEAKER_00: So I was me and you both.
• 35:58
  SPEAKER_00: I'm with you.
• 35:59
  SPEAKER_00: I will be there.
• 36:01
  SPEAKER_00: But as I walked into the parking lot back to my car, it it occurred to me that at no point did he try to convert me, sell me anything.
• 36:11
  SPEAKER_00: It was just, hey man, we're brothers in this community.
• 36:16
  SPEAKER_00: Like, let's share a meal.
• 36:17
  SPEAKER_00: Which is in my mind, you know, one of the greatest things you can do with another human being is share a meal.
• 36:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 36:23
  SPEAKER_00: And I thought, wow.
• 36:26
  SPEAKER_00: If he had stepped into most churches, they would immediately have been throwing the full package at him.
• 36:31
  SPEAKER_00: Gotta convert you.
• 36:32
  SPEAKER_00: Gotta convert you.
• 36:34
  SPEAKER_00: And it's I'm like, wow.
• 36:35
  SPEAKER_00: And my friend told me a story about a wise priest, you know, that was a part of the order, you know, that they were a part of uh within Hinduism, who, you know, I won't tell the whole story, it's pretty long.
• 36:47
  SPEAKER_00: But the the essence of the story is that he has a Christian and, you know, all these different people from different religions who approach him to convert.
• 36:56
  SPEAKER_00: And and instead of saying, Yeah, come come and convert to my religion, he says, listen, there was beauty in the religion that you started with.
• 37:05
  SPEAKER_00: Focus on that and be the best version of that that you can be.
• 37:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 37:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 37:10
  SPEAKER_00: And in that moment, I began to realize that there are things that we can learn from other religions.
• 37:16
  SPEAKER_00: And perhaps we all own a piece of that patchwork quilt.
• 37:20
  SPEAKER_00: That by itself, it's just a piece of fabric.
• 37:24
  SPEAKER_00: But together we can we have this beautiful picture, you know, that wouldn't exist if we didn't open up and and and meet other people.
• 37:32
  SPEAKER_00: You said something earlier that that that resonated with me.
• 37:36
  SPEAKER_00: I was not born, but predominantly raised in a very small town in the middle of rural Ohio.
• 37:42
  SPEAKER_00: Experienced racism for the first time there and and saw a lot of very narrow-mindedness there.
• 37:48
  SPEAKER_00: There's some excellent, awesome people there too, but definitely a lot of very sort of narrow-mindedness and that that's allowed to exist because of the bubble in which it exists, you know.
• 38:00
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember I got into an argument with a guy who was from my hometown once online.
• 38:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I don't, I try not to do that, but I finally said to him, I said, look, you know, we we got into an argument over his mixcharacterization of the religion of Islam.
• 38:17
  SPEAKER_00: And he was just spouting off things that just factually were not true that are true of, you know, maybe a radicalized version of it, which would also be true for a radicalized version of Christianity, you know, and that was the point I was at.
• 38:29
  SPEAKER_00: And finally I said to him, I said, look, man, I moved many years ago.
• 38:33
  SPEAKER_00: I moved to a much larger city.
• 38:35
  SPEAKER_00: As a result of that, I am daily surrounded by people who are not like me, who have different politics than me, who practice different religions or no religions.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_00: And I've grown to love those people.
• 38:48
  SPEAKER_00: And when that happens, I can no longer hold the same views that maybe I once did, or maybe that you do.
• 38:55
  SPEAKER_00: I can't afford to anymore because that that just does not work anymore.
• 39:01
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 39:01
  Chris Jones: I have a friend, one of my many friends, he's he's Muslim.
• 39:05
  Chris Jones: He's from he's from Iraq.
• 39:07
  Chris Jones: He was in Saddam Hussein's guard.
• 39:09
  Chris Jones: He was the black guard, he's one of those.
• 39:11
  Chris Jones: And yeah, the other dude is dangerous.
• 39:14
  Chris Jones: We were we were talking one time and I asked him, I said, How do you feel about Jesus?
• 39:19
  Chris Jones: And he started telling me about Jesus.
• 39:21
  Chris Jones: The way he told me about Jesus and the way his face lit up, I promise you, I have never heard Jesus talked about with so much love as I did from him.
• 39:33
  Chris Jones: And I was like, I you are talking about Jesus in a way that I wish the believers could understand Jesus.
• 39:41
  Chris Jones: Yeah.
• 39:42
  Chris Jones: Well, let me tell you, you guys, you do you do a fantastic job.
• 39:45
  Chris Jones: Oh, thank you.
• 39:46
  Chris Jones: And uh I would tell anybody you need to go listen to it, even if you're not deconstructioning, because there's fantastic ideas, there's great conversations that happen on there.
• 39:55
  Chris Jones: And I appreciate what you do very much.
• 39:57
  Chris Jones: Well, thank you.
• 39:58
  Chris Jones: I appreciate that as well.
• 39:59
  Chris Jones: So this has been fantastic, but if you could just leave us with three things, what would you leave us with?
• 40:07
  SPEAKER_00: Oh man.
• 40:08
  SPEAKER_00: Number one, you're not alone.
• 40:10
  SPEAKER_00: I think the biggest issue, you know, with folks who start going through deconstruction is this feeling of isolationism, especially, you know, depending on your geographical location.
• 40:22
  SPEAKER_00: I've had so many people reach out who told me, hey, you know, I live in this very small rural small town where it is, it is heavy, heavy, heavy in the Bible Belt sort of region.
• 40:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm afraid to even talk to my friends about this, you know, because of the alienation that that will uh happen.
• 40:40
  SPEAKER_00: And and I've also talked to people where that's exactly what happened.
• 40:44
  SPEAKER_00: They told their friends and family, the people that they trusted and loved the most, were completely abandoned by their community.
• 40:51
  SPEAKER_00: And so I want people listening to understand that you are not alone.
• 40:54
  SPEAKER_00: There is a community that can be found no matter where you are, even if it's online.
• 40:59
  SPEAKER_00: There are thousands upon thousands of people out there having similar experiences.
• 41:04
  SPEAKER_00: So you're not alone.
• 41:05
  SPEAKER_00: Number two, to kind of go back to our my Pete Rollins discussion, and I love uh one of his the recent things that he's been working on, this idea of communion versus community.
• 41:16
  SPEAKER_00: And I especially love it in this age where we see a lot of sort of Christian nationalism, you know, the megaphone out there right now.
• 41:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I would encourage people to also check out a book called The The Righteous Mind by Jonathan Haidt.
• 41:29
  SPEAKER_00: He's an American psychologist, who talks about tribalism, the fact that it binds, but it also blinds.
• 41:35
  SPEAKER_00: I think what Pete's kind of talking about in communion versus community is so important.
• 41:40
  SPEAKER_00: We used to talk when we first started, like community, find your community.
• 41:44
  SPEAKER_00: And I still believe that to an extent.
• 41:46
  SPEAKER_00: I think you have to have people that you can lean on and trust and be honest with.
• 41:51
  SPEAKER_00: But there is always always a danger of creating a new in-group and a new outgroup and or creating a new version of fundamentalism just on the opposite end of the spectrum.
• 42:02
  SPEAKER_00: And so we have to be very careful about that.
• 42:04
  SPEAKER_00: And so Pete Rowland's idea of communion, where you are your common thread there that brings everyone together is your shared lack versus your shared beliefs.
• 42:17
  SPEAKER_00: Everyone can band together over their common lack.
• 42:20
  SPEAKER_00: And that doesn't mean that we all have to fall on the same page, you know, in terms of our beliefs.
• 42:26
  SPEAKER_00: So I think that's important.
• 42:28
  SPEAKER_00: The third one, gosh, that's a tough one.
• 42:32
  SPEAKER_00: I would just say, just because it's fresh in my mind right now, don't be afraid to really read things or consume things outside of your bubble or your safe place.
• 42:44
  SPEAKER_00: You don't have to, and this is an old saying that I mean you say all the time, but I love it, and I still use it.
• 42:49
  SPEAKER_00: You don't have to agree with everything someone says to agree with something that they say.
• 42:54
  SPEAKER_00: And so consume everything, man.
• 42:57
  SPEAKER_00: Like I got when I first started, I was I was reading everything by Joseph Campbell I could get my hands on, who's a famous.
• 43:05
  SPEAKER_00: So good.
• 43:06
  SPEAKER_00: So the Power of Myth series that he did too for PBS back in the day.
• 43:11
  SPEAKER_00: You know, and and then again, like we talked about, I think I've learned a lot through the beauty of other religions as well.
• 43:17
  SPEAKER_00: And then there's some really great stuff within Judaism right now, sort of commentary on Christianity that I think is is very helpful.
• 43:25
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, we we often forget, and it's worth saying, Christians didn't write the Bible.
• 43:30
  SPEAKER_00: Christianity didn't exist then.
• 43:31
  SPEAKER_00: You know, the Bible's written by Jews.
• 43:33
  SPEAKER_00: So so to think that they have nothing to offer in terms of that conversation is ridiculous.
• 43:38
  SPEAKER_00: So keep an open mind.
• 43:40
  SPEAKER_00: You're not alone.
• 43:41
  SPEAKER_00: Find your communion, you know, slash community, and don't be afraid to explore.
• 43:47
  SPEAKER_00: Greg Boyd, I think, put said this.
• 43:50
  SPEAKER_00: I believe this is him.
• 43:51
  SPEAKER_00: Said, there is no no question so large that it could possibly unravel God or something to that effect.
• 43:58
  SPEAKER_00: So that's right.
• 44:00
  Chris Jones: I like that.
• 44:00
  Chris Jones: I like that.
• 44:01
  Chris Jones: So, how do people follow you, get in touch with you?
• 44:05
  Chris Jones: Tell us about how they link up.
• 44:08
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 44:08
  SPEAKER_00: So the the podcast, we are celebrating our 10 10-year anniversary this month.
• 44:12
  SPEAKER_00: 10 years.
• 44:13
  Chris Jones: Which is crazy.
• 44:14
  Chris Jones: That's impressive.
• 44:15
  Chris Jones: It's a lot of work to put on a podcast.
• 44:17
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 44:17
  SPEAKER_00: So as you know, it's it's not not for the faint of heart.
• 44:20
  SPEAKER_00: There's definitely a lot of work involved.
• 44:22
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, we're celebrating our 10-year anniversary this month.
• 44:25
  SPEAKER_00: So a lot of cool things coming.
• 44:27
  SPEAKER_00: Started working on a series on on Patreon, different deep dives that I've been wanting to do for years that people have asked for.
• 44:33
  SPEAKER_00: I just haven't had the time to do.
• 44:35
  SPEAKER_00: So there will be videos along with resource material, study guides, stuff like that.
• 44:40
  SPEAKER_00: Done one on what does the Bible have to say about LGBTQ?
• 44:44
  SPEAKER_00: You know, digging into Paul, like which letters did Paul write versus the letters that scholars think that Paul may may not have written, and where do the problematic verses fall, you know, in that spectrum.
• 44:54
  SPEAKER_00: So a lot of stuff there, but just in general, www.thedeconstructionist.org.org.
• 45:01
  SPEAKER_00: You can find everything there, link to us on social media.
• 45:03
  SPEAKER_00: We're still putting out podcasts every week.
• 45:05
  SPEAKER_00: We'll be back in February.
• 45:07
  SPEAKER_00: New content, including an interview with a pastor from Ukraine.
• 45:12
  SPEAKER_00: That sounds interesting.
• 45:13
  SPEAKER_00: Very interesting.
• 45:14
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 45:15
  SPEAKER_00: When we scheduled the interview, I had to schedule it early because he said, and it didn't didn't even occur to me because we're so disconnected from from things like war that if if we do it too late in the evening and the Russians start bombing, I might lose power.
• 45:28
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just like perspective.
• 45:31
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_00: Man.
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_00: Variables that we're not used to Russian thinking about.
• 45:35
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 45:36
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, so that's coming God under siege is his book that came out.
• 45:40
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely just unique conversation.
• 45:43
  SPEAKER_00: One that I've not done anything like that before.
• 45:45
  SPEAKER_00: So that one's the first one coming out in February.
• 45:48
  Chris Jones: Thank you so much for being so generous with your time, John.
• 45:51
  Chris Jones: And thank you for doing such a fantastic job on your podcast and giving hope to a lot of people that normally wouldn't have it.
• 45:58
  Chris Jones: So again, thank you for your time and I appreciate it.
• 46:00
  Chris Jones: And I hope to get you back on here soon.
• 46:02
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely anytime.
• 46:03
  SPEAKER_00: And uh you have some amazing questions.
• 46:05
  SPEAKER_00: So uh thank you so much for having me on.
• 46:07
  SPEAKER_00: It's an honor.
• 46:08
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you, John.
• 46:11
  Chris Jones: Hey guys, thank you for jumping in here with us today.
• 46:15
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• 46:21
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• 46:23
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• 46:24
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• 46:26
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• 46:29
  Chris Jones: Again, thank you guys, and we'll see you again next week.