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EP 86 Destination Healed w/ Sensay9 · We Talk Back

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  Speaker 1: We're just two unapologetically black women with an opinion who
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  Speaker 1: talk back.
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  Speaker 2: What's up, y'all? Thank you for tuning in for a
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  Speaker 2: new episode of We Talk Back, a show dedicated to
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  Speaker 2: you niggas and these hoes.
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  Speaker 3: Ew. Ew.
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  Speaker 4: Who are you?
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  Speaker 2: I'm AJ Holiday, your grade A bae, biatch.
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  Speaker 4: Hey. Bars.
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  Speaker 1: Y'all, I just got back from Jamaica.
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  Speaker 2: Now you Jamaican?
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  Speaker 4: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, man. Do the whole show like that. I can't.
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  Speaker 2: I can't.
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  Speaker 3: Do it.
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  Speaker 4: Me can't.
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  Speaker 2: You can do it.
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  Speaker 4: Look, that's all I can say good.
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  Speaker 3: Correct.
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  Speaker 4: Y'all, it's me, Tim Bam. I love y'all. Thank y'all
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  Speaker 4: for tuning in to a new episode. As always.
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  Speaker 2: What'd you do? Bitch, we know what you didn't know.
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  Speaker 2: Tell us about your trip. I ain't do shit this weekend.
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  Speaker 2: Just know that.
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  Speaker 4: Stella got her groove back.
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  Speaker 2: Let me find out. I want to hear about your trip.
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  Speaker 2: Because all I saw was booty shaking everywhere on the
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  Speaker 2: fucking Grams.
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  Speaker 1: Oh, we had so much fun. I did not want
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  Speaker 1: to come home back to reality. If I didn't have
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  Speaker 1: to come back and record, I would have stayed an
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  Speaker 1: extra day.
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  Speaker 4: I'm not going to lie. I would have been back
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  Speaker 4: on the beach. The weather was so beautiful.
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  Speaker 1: I smoked all the weed my lungs could handle. I
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  Speaker 1: ate all the food I could eat. I just stuffed
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  Speaker 1: myself with all that good food. The men there, goodness.
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  Speaker 1: I just feel like the men, they can't necessarily shower
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  Speaker 1: you with money.
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  Speaker 4: But when I tell you they will gas the fuck
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  Speaker 4: out of you, you're so amazing. You're amazing. You're a diamond.
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  Speaker 1: This nigga said, you tick, you're so solid like a
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  Speaker 1: brick of ice.
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  Speaker 4: What? You're so solid. He said I was like ice.
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  Speaker 2: Ice melt?
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  Speaker 4: Solid.
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  Speaker 2: He's like, I'm solid like ice.
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  Speaker 4: They will gas you up out there. I like it. Shit.
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  Speaker 4: I had so much fun. So that was a good time. Partying.
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  Speaker 1: I went to the club every night. Friday night, Saturday night,
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  Speaker 1: Sunday night, Monday night.
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  Speaker 4: Every night I went out.
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  Speaker 2: Where y'all been going at? Margaritaville?
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  Speaker 1: No, we went to this place called Lounge 2727. And then... Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: it was lit. Every night it was packed. Who could drink...
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  Speaker 1: Then they had me and Taylor, y'all, my producer, we
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  Speaker 1: was in the VIP. They had us with the DJ
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  Speaker 1: and they had like armed security guards walking us to
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  Speaker 1: the restroom when we wanted to go.
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  Speaker 2: What the hell?
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  Speaker 4: Who is bossed up out there, bitch? Don't play with us.
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  Speaker 2: What the hell? Who set that up?
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  Speaker 1: So the tour guide that we got, so actually my
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  Speaker 1: sister had went to Jamaica a few years ago and
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  Speaker 1: she was like, this is who you need to get.
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  Speaker 1: because he's going to show you a good time and
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  Speaker 1: he's going to make sure you straight. So y'all, if
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  Speaker 1: y'all go to Jamaica, y'all have to look out for,
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  Speaker 1: or reach out to Solomon adventure tours. He took us everywhere.
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  Speaker 1: Like we walked straight in places. Like we didn't have
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  Speaker 1: to wait in lines.
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  Speaker 4: Like he just was such a dope tour guide. He
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  Speaker 4: really set, set us up.
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  Speaker 2: I bet.
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  Speaker 4: So yeah, look out for that. Look out for that.
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  Speaker 4: When you go to Montego Bay, Solomon adventure tours.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: I hear that. Well. What we got going on in
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  Speaker 2: stupid internet news, though?
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  Speaker 4: No, bitch, what you did?
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  Speaker 2: I said I didn't do shit. I barely left the
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  Speaker 2: house this weekend. We cooked out on the grill a
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  Speaker 2: little bit on Sunday for Labor Day. And, yeah, I
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  Speaker 2: barely left the fucking house, really. Yeah, just chilling out, meditating,
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  Speaker 2: getting my mind right a little bit. That's about it.
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  Speaker 4: I'm not mad at that.
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  Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
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  Speaker 1: I came home and I didn't want to like, typically
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  Speaker 1: when I come home from a flight anywhere, I take
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  Speaker 1: a shower and I smoke a joint. I did not
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  Speaker 1: want to smoke their joint after I got out of
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  Speaker 1: the shower. I was like, I'm all jointed out.
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  Speaker 2: You smoked out? I like Jamaica. The water isn't as
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  Speaker 2: nice as it, as I remembered it. Cause you know,
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  Speaker 2: we went there and I think that was May and May.
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  Speaker 2: The water isn't as nice as I remembered it from
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  Speaker 2: when I went to Jamaica before.
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  Speaker 3: What?
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  Speaker 1: Well, when I went to Negril, the water was nicer
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  Speaker 1: than the water in Montego Bay. It seemed like everything
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  Speaker 1: was beautiful.
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  Speaker 4: The weather.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, when we went to Negril, when we were down there,
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  Speaker 2: the weather was real bad. The water was real, real tropical, crazy.
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  Speaker 2: So we didn't go on the beach.
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  Speaker 4: Oh, for real?
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  Speaker 2: Did you jump off the cliff in Negril?
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  Speaker 4: Oh, no, I ain't did that. I'm not jumping off
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  Speaker 4: the cliff.
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  Speaker 3: Me either.
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  Speaker 2: The fuck?
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  Speaker 3: I got a soul.
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  Speaker 4: That's not my style.
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  Speaker 2: I don't need to find out.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: Where it's going at after this realm.
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  Speaker 1: I ain't jumping off shit. But let me tell you
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  Speaker 1: what I did do, which was outside of my element.
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  Speaker 1: I went horseback riding. I did horseback riding and took
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  Speaker 1: us on this trail. And then we took the horses
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  Speaker 1: in the ocean.
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  Speaker 4: It was nice. But at first, I was like, I
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  Speaker 4: ain't getting on no motherfucking horse. Who y'all think that's?
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  Speaker 4: That's a nasty, big-ass dog.
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  Speaker 2: I saw the picture. Why Taylor horse look like it
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  Speaker 2: was bigger than yours? Her little ass on the big horse.
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  Speaker 4: I don't know why her. I got on the horse first.
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  Speaker 1: And it was like, you know, my big old butt
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  Speaker 1: getting on that little horse to have you on.
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  Speaker 2: Your butt was bigger than the horse butt. Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: In the picture of us, the horse looked like he
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  Speaker 1: was tired.
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  Speaker 2: I want to go home. I went horseback riding one
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  Speaker 2: time in Vegas and never again. The whole time I
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  Speaker 2: was riding, I was like, man, I want my horse
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  Speaker 2: to giddy up. I want him to giddy up. Girl,
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  Speaker 2: I kept kicking that horse. You still want to tap
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  Speaker 2: him in the side with your foot? Girl, this nigga
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  Speaker 2: finally took off.
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  Speaker 4: He took off. with me he was like you want
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  Speaker 4: me to go fast bitch here I.
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  Speaker 2: Go and my foot came out the stirrups and the
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  Speaker 2: goddamn saddle shit the leash shit was on one side
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  Speaker 2: of this nigga head so I'm like screaming screaming I
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  Speaker 2: had to say Ashley calm down right calm down.
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  Speaker 4: And relax so the.
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  Speaker 2: Horse can then relax we was on the side of
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  Speaker 2: a fucking mountain girl I could have been out of
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  Speaker 2: here I'm never messing with animals no more I was
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  Speaker 2: wanting me to fuck off him. Glad you had a
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  Speaker 2: good time on your vacation.
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  Speaker 4: I did. I did.
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  Speaker 1: Alright, let's get into the stupid internet news.
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  Speaker 4: What's going on?
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  Speaker 2: A few things that I saw this past week. I
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  Speaker 2: don't know. I want to start with Tiffany Haddish and
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  Speaker 2: Aries Spears, the comedian. Well, both of them are comedians. So,
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  Speaker 2: They are in some super hot water right now from
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  Speaker 2: a 2014 production skit, whatever it was, five-minute skit that
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  Speaker 2: they did on some website called, or a production company
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  Speaker 2: called Funny or Die. So the video was produced in 2014.
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  Speaker 2: It was taken offline in 2018. And it's resurfaced. Now,
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  Speaker 2: you know, the week before last, Aries Spears, they was
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  Speaker 2: getting at his ass for talking shit about Big Liz. Okay.
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  Speaker 2: Big Liz might be a high. Exactly. Literally, because how
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  Speaker 2: dare you? Like, how dare you talk about it?
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  Speaker 1: You did all that hate speech against a woman, a
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  Speaker 1: black woman, and now look at you.
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  Speaker 4: People pulling up your old shit.
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  Speaker 2: So now they have this video that's resurfaced. And have
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  Speaker 2: you seen the video?
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  Speaker 1: You know, once I saw that it had children involved,
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  Speaker 1: I just decided to pass on it.
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  Speaker 4: I was in Jamaica High. The sun was shining on me.
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  Speaker 4: I was like, ah, pedophilia. No, doesn't seem like what
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  Speaker 4: I need to look at right now.
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  Speaker 5: Girl.
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  Speaker 2: So there wasn't any like, it was, it was, I
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  Speaker 2: saw the video because I needed to see it to understand.
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  Speaker 2: And it's not, it's not like, I would say it's
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  Speaker 2: child pornography.
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  Speaker 4: So they were showing children body parts and stuff like that?
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  Speaker 2: But a little boy in the video had his, he
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  Speaker 2: was in his underwear the whole time. It was three
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  Speaker 2: different scenes and he had his underwear on the whole time.
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  Speaker 2: And if any of our listeners watched that video, what
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  Speaker 2: I got out of it is that it showed you
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  Speaker 2: how a pedophile is created. It showed how some men
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  Speaker 2: could possibly become gay because of being molested as children.
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  Speaker 2: Because the first scene, Aries has like a newspaper, right?
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  Speaker 2: You know, looking through some little holes, makeshift holes in
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  Speaker 2: the newspaper, watching this little boy. cock up with his
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  Speaker 2: leg on the ground. Just weird, weird, weird shit, though.
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  Speaker 2: Some shit should have never been recorded.
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  Speaker 4: So this was supposed to be a comedy?
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  Speaker 2: No, it was supposed to be like a warning to
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  Speaker 2: people not to leave their kids with anybody, just anybody.
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  Speaker 2: The name of the film was Through the Eyes of
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  Speaker 2: a Pedophile or some shit like that. So at the end,
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  Speaker 2: you know, there's this message that says, you know, Why
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  Speaker 2: should you leave your kids around? So not only is
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  Speaker 2: Tiffany Haddish depicting like a woman who's just leaving her
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  Speaker 2: child with this random ass, creepy ass uncle, right? Which
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  Speaker 2: we do see. And then these things are happening to him.
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  Speaker 2: And the very last time she leaves the son, he's
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  Speaker 2: now doing the things that the adult male did to him.
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  Speaker 2: Do you see what I'm saying?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: He's now coming on to Aries Spears. So now he's
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  Speaker 2: groomed him. And now he's acting like Aries Spears.
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  Speaker 1: So they are accusing them of really grooming these kids
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  Speaker 1: in the video?
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  Speaker 2: So the daughter, it was a 14-year-old daughter and a
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  Speaker 2: 7-year-old little boy at the time, 2014. So the daughter
• 10:18
  Speaker 2: should be like in her 20s. The little boy should
• 10:20
  Speaker 2: be a teenager now, right? So the mother of the kids,
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  Speaker 2: supposedly she was friends with Tiffany Haddish. So I guess
• 10:28
  Speaker 2: she let Tiffany Haddish borrow her kids to do this skit, right?
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  Speaker 2: And I would say in 2014, Tiffany Haddish was still
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  Speaker 2: an aspiring actress. So I don't know. So now the daughter,
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  Speaker 2: the 20-year-old, they have like a civil lawsuit going. Damn.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know why criminals.
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  Speaker 1: The crazy part is I love Tiffany Haddish, but that's wild, bro.
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  Speaker 4: Anything lighthearted happen?
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  Speaker 5: Um.
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  Speaker 1: I just got back from a vacation in the sun
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  Speaker 1: bitch came right back.
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  Speaker 4: To the dark.
• 11:02
  Speaker 2: Listen did you see this video out there with this
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  Speaker 2: uh this this girl going off on her uh attendees
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  Speaker 2: at her baby shower.
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  Speaker 1: I did see that video she tacky as hell telling them.
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  Speaker 2: To leave because you know if they didn't buy her
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  Speaker 2: a gift they need to get the fuck going out.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, so basically, if y'all didn't see it, there's this
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  Speaker 1: black couple and they're standing at the DJ booth and
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  Speaker 1: they're hosting a baby shower and she's fully pregnant and
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  Speaker 1: she snatches the mic rudely from her child's father. I
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  Speaker 1: believe that's the father and says, look, basically, if y'all
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  Speaker 1: didn't bring no gift, please exit stage left. And I
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  Speaker 1: just thought that was tacky.
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  Speaker 2: Very tacky. Very tacky. Because is the baby shower all
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  Speaker 2: about The gifts? I don't know. What do you think?
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  Speaker 2: I feel like you don't have to buy a gift,
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  Speaker 2: but me personally, I probably wouldn't attend without a gift.
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  Speaker 2: I personally would not go to someone's baby shower without
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  Speaker 2: a gift.
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  Speaker 1: I went to one of my closest friends' baby shower
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  Speaker 1: without a gift when we was young.
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  Speaker 4: We were like 20. She was pregnant. And I told her, like,
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  Speaker 4: I want to come and support you. I don't have
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  Speaker 4: no money.
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  Speaker 1: I'm broke as fuck right now. When I get back up, though,
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  Speaker 1: I'm definitely going to buy something for your baby. But
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  Speaker 1: a baby shower is not just about sharing with gifts.
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  Speaker 4: It's love. You invited these people.
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  Speaker 1: You should only invite people that love you and you
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  Speaker 1: love and they're going.
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  Speaker 4: To love your baby. So it should be about that.
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  Speaker 4: The gift should just be the plus of all of that.
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  Speaker 1: You know, that's the cherry on top of what a
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  Speaker 1: baby shower is. It shouldn't just be about getting shit
• 12:43
  Speaker 1: like i and so i do hair and i have
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  Speaker 1: clients you know i build relationships with them and um
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  Speaker 1: i don't like when my clients only invite me to
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  Speaker 1: shit that require a gift i don't like when people
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  Speaker 1: do that don't invite me if you're not gonna invite
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  Speaker 1: me when it's just you cooking on the grill and
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  Speaker 1: i come and eat don't invite me when i gotta
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  Speaker 1: bring something.
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  Speaker 2: Right weddings baby showers house warmings.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah that's the only time i get an invite you're
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  Speaker 4: just trying.
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  Speaker 2: To collect exactly Yeah, I understand that. So what she
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  Speaker 2: did was very highly disrespectful. And I probably would have
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  Speaker 2: left even if I brought a gift because I don't
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  Speaker 2: want to be associated with nobody like that. Like, girl,
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  Speaker 2: you real nasty and tacky.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, ghetto. Ghetto.
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  Speaker 2: Like, just, okay. I don't know if she had a
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  Speaker 2: registry or, you know, you see who brought the gifts.
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  Speaker 2: Just don't invite them to anything else. You don't embarrass
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  Speaker 2: people like that because are you really expecting them to
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  Speaker 2: stand up and walk out?
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  Speaker 4: Walk out in front of everybody? Like, why you want
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  Speaker 4: to embarrass the people you invited?
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  Speaker 2: And really, she embarrassed herself.
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  Speaker 4: You invited these people.
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  Speaker 2: Because now you went viral.
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  Speaker 4: Right. And now look at us talking about your ass.
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  Speaker 2: When we talk back. Bird game.
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  Speaker 4: I hope you have a beautiful baby. And I hope
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  Speaker 4: the baby has everything the baby needs. God damn, what
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  Speaker 4: you taking?
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  Speaker 3: Right.
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  Speaker 2: They might have got this shit in the registry. They
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  Speaker 2: might not have walked in with that gift in hand.
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  Speaker 2: You know, they could have got you Amazon something. I
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  Speaker 2: don't know. But if I can't get somebody to gift,
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  Speaker 2: I'm definitely going to stop at Publix and get them
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  Speaker 2: a gift card on the way to the baby shower.
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  Speaker 2: In a car.
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  Speaker 1: So, now, you know, now I'm in a position where
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  Speaker 1: I can always, I be trying to outdo everybody at
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  Speaker 1: the baby shower.
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  Speaker 4: Like, that's my box, that big ass room.
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  Speaker 2: Right, I try to get the biggest thing off the registry.
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  Speaker 4: Something I really need.
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  Speaker 1: Back there, But there was a time where I couldn't
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  Speaker 1: do that, and I still wanted to attend.
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  Speaker 4: I ain't going to eat everything.
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  Speaker 1: I had one meatball, one fucking devil egg, bitch, and
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  Speaker 1: a cupcake.
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  Speaker 4: Like, relax.
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  Speaker 3: Right.
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  Speaker 2: If you broke, say that.
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  Speaker 4: I came here to eat because I ain't got no money, bitch.
• 14:45
  Speaker 3: This is dinner. Stupid.
• 14:51
  Speaker 2: Britney Spears said you know what she's done with religion
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  Speaker 2: Britney Spears says since after her 13 year conservatorship she
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  Speaker 2: is now an atheist she no longer believes in God
• 15:02
  Speaker 2: because she feels like God would not have lit the
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  Speaker 2: things happen to her that have in these last 13
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  Speaker 2: years you know from her family from her kids from
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  Speaker 2: her ex-husband all this stuff so what do you think
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  Speaker 2: about that what her kids did I don't know they
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  Speaker 2: probably old enough to disrespect her Like, fuck you, mom. Like,
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  Speaker 2: what her baby daddy name is, he probably be having
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  Speaker 2: them kids call her saying that.
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  Speaker 5: Right.
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  Speaker 2: Fuck you, mom.
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  Speaker 4: Oh, goodness, that's not funny.
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  Speaker 2: It is.
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  Speaker 1: Anyway, I feel sad for her. She feels like, you know,
• 15:42
  Speaker 1: as long as you believe in something.
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  Speaker 4: Like, I don't, you know. I don't know about atheism.
• 15:47
  Speaker 4: I don't really have no comment on that.
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  Speaker 1: I hope she finds something to believe in and find
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  Speaker 1: like a happy space. Cause she sound like dark and sad.
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  Speaker 2: Um, you can always believe in yourself. So there's nothing wrong.
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  Speaker 2: I don't like the labels. I don't like the atheist.
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  Speaker 2: I don't like the Christian label. I don't like none
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  Speaker 2: of those labels. You know what I'm saying? Like just
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  Speaker 2: believe in yourself. If you think you have nothing else
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  Speaker 2: to believe in to call yourself an atheist is wild.
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  Speaker 2: But you could just say, you know, I'm practicing a
• 16:17
  Speaker 2: me religion. I don't know, something else. But don't go
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  Speaker 2: from one extreme to the next extreme just because of
• 16:24
  Speaker 2: one situation in your life. At some point, I think
• 16:27
  Speaker 2: she ended up in that situation because she didn't have
• 16:29
  Speaker 2: enough self-love and she was depending on things outside of
• 16:32
  Speaker 2: herself in the first place. You know?
• 16:35
  Speaker 4: Right.
• 16:36
  Speaker 2: So she needed to work on that.
• 16:37
  Speaker 4: Well, I hope she get it together. Poor Brittany.
• 16:39
  Speaker 2: Oh, her kids are 15 and 16. So yes, they
• 16:41
  Speaker 2: are at the fucking mom.
• 16:42
  Speaker 4: Yeah, they cussing her ass out. They cussing her ass out.
• 16:45
  Speaker 2: Especially because she didn't raise them at this point. You know,
• 16:48
  Speaker 2: their father's had them all this time. So imagine all
• 16:50
  Speaker 2: the shit they done told. He's told them about her
• 16:53
  Speaker 2: and they don't really have a real relationship with her
• 16:55
  Speaker 2: at this point. It's sad.
• 16:59
  Speaker 4: We assume. Yeah. Yeah, that is sad. I hope she
• 17:03
  Speaker 4: finds some peace.
• 17:04
  Speaker 2: Yeah. I don't know. I don't know, child.
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: Maybe we should get an atheist on the show so
• 17:09
  Speaker 1: we can talk to them about how they got there
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: and what that looked like.
• 17:13
  Speaker 2: I know plenty of atheists. If you want to give
• 17:17
  Speaker 2: it a... I know people who don't believe that there's
• 17:19
  Speaker 2: like this big God.
• 17:20
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 17:25
  Speaker 4: I thought atheists believed in a devil. No.
• 17:27
  Speaker 2: That's a Satanist. An atheist just doesn't believe that there's
• 17:32
  Speaker 2: like a God. You know what I'm saying? Maybe they
• 17:34
  Speaker 2: think that they believe in the God in them as
• 17:37
  Speaker 2: opposed to something outside of them. So I wouldn't call
• 17:41
  Speaker 2: it an atheist. Let's look, you know, I like definitions.
• 17:45
  Speaker 2: Just so we, let's see exactly what the, what Google
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: says an atheist is a person who disbelieves or lacks
• 17:54
  Speaker 2: belief in existence of God or gods. So it doesn't
• 17:58
  Speaker 2: say you believe in the devil. so she just simply
• 18:02
  Speaker 2: I mean her message basically says she doesn't believe in
• 18:05
  Speaker 2: God that doesn't make you a devil worshiper I.
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: Always thought an atheist was a devil worshiper but you
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: know what I ain't got a heaven or hell to
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: put nobody in so.
• 18:13
  Speaker 2: It don't make me that I feel like you create
• 18:15
  Speaker 2: your own heaven and hell in your mind shit we
• 18:18
  Speaker 2: already in hell kids being abused shit you don't get
• 18:22
  Speaker 2: no further.
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: Than hell I'm in heaven I just left paradise it.
• 18:26
  Speaker 2: Was beautiful laughing All right, so this last little one now. Girl,
• 18:35
  Speaker 2: I am so sick of people. You know, the internet,
• 18:38
  Speaker 2: and I've said this before, the internet really has given
• 18:40
  Speaker 2: people access to blackness who otherwise wouldn't want shit to
• 18:46
  Speaker 2: fucking do with us. So this actress, Gina Torres, I
• 18:49
  Speaker 2: don't know if y'all are familiar with her. I know
• 18:52
  Speaker 2: she was on Star Wars, The Matrix, that series on TV.
• 18:57
  Speaker 4: I think I love my wife. Yeah.
• 18:59
  Speaker 2: Mm-hmm. So she's Hispanic, right? I thought she was Afro-Latina.
• 19:06
  Speaker 2: And from my understanding, people of Hispanic people, Brazilians, Spanish
• 19:16
  Speaker 2: mixed with African is what my understanding was, or mixed
• 19:20
  Speaker 2: with some type of other Black diaspora, right? But she
• 19:26
  Speaker 2: says She says she feels like she's living in three worlds.
• 19:31
  Speaker 2: There was my world that I grew up in, also
• 19:34
  Speaker 2: Spanish speaking, home, Cuban parents. And then you go out
• 19:38
  Speaker 2: into the world and I'm speaking English and I'm in
• 19:41
  Speaker 2: the Bronx. And then going into this industry as an actress,
• 19:46
  Speaker 2: then nobody recognizes you are as either one, she added.
• 19:50
  Speaker 2: so basically she's tired of playing black roles she's tired
• 19:53
  Speaker 2: of playing being casted as a black woman when she's
• 19:57
  Speaker 2: Hispanic I thought she was I thought she was black
• 20:01
  Speaker 2: Hispanic whatever.
• 20:04
  Speaker 4: Wouldn't stop auditioning for black.
• 20:07
  Speaker 2: Exactly imagine you applying for a job, interviewing for the job,
• 20:13
  Speaker 2: getting the job, and then complaining about who you had
• 20:16
  Speaker 2: to be in a job.
• 20:19
  Speaker 4: You ain't got to work there.
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: That's what I be telling them niggas at McDonald's drive-thru
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: when they be having an attitude like, you do.
• 20:25
  Speaker 4: Not have to work here. There's other places to work.
• 20:28
  Speaker 4: Give me my.
• 20:28
  Speaker 2: Fucking apple pie. She said, listen to this. She said,
• 20:35
  Speaker 2: to learn to be whatever black was, And then to
• 20:38
  Speaker 2: feel like I was alienating that other part of myself,
• 20:41
  Speaker 2: that Latina self, it just kind of became a Jedi
• 20:44
  Speaker 2: mind trick. So to keep myself from just being sad
• 20:49
  Speaker 2: all the time about not being able to fully experience
• 20:51
  Speaker 2: and express the entirety of myself. So having to act
• 20:57
  Speaker 2: as a black woman made her sad.
• 20:58
  Speaker 4: All right. I'm trying to identify what she's saying because.
• 21:04
  Speaker 2: I couldn't imagine having to be a white woman.
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: I can't imagine having to be a white woman all day.
• 21:11
  Speaker 1: But here's, that's the thing, like, we have to co-switch
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: as black people. Sometimes we have to, I mean, a lot,
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: oftentimes we go to work and we have to co-switch
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: a little bit and assimilate to, I mean, girl, welcome
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: to blackness.
• 21:23
  Speaker 4: You chose the role.
• 21:23
  Speaker 2: But she doesn't see how she was picked because she got,
• 21:27
  Speaker 2: she has like the black exotic look for a role
• 21:30
  Speaker 2: that should have been casted to a black woman who's
• 21:32
  Speaker 2: proud to be black. She got that role because she
• 21:35
  Speaker 2: was like ambiguously black. And now you're now complaining about it.
• 21:39
  Speaker 2: You took those roles from actual black women. If you
• 21:42
  Speaker 2: don't want to be black, you should not have applied
• 21:45
  Speaker 2: and you should have let actual black women apply and
• 21:52
  Speaker 2: get the role. What's the problem?
• 21:55
  Speaker 3: Right.
• 21:56
  Speaker 4: You don't have to be black.
• 21:56
  Speaker 2: You don't have to be black.
• 21:58
  Speaker 4: Look at Kim. Kim Kardashian is no longer black. You
• 22:01
  Speaker 4: don't have to be black either.
• 22:01
  Speaker 2: Girl, why you mention that?
• 22:05
  Speaker 3: What?
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: Did you see that current photo shoot?
• 22:09
  Speaker 4: With the blonde hair and the blonde hair.
• 22:10
  Speaker 2: Girl, I'm sick of her. Now, remember a couple episodes ago,
• 22:13
  Speaker 2: I talked about the hot Cheeto girl thing off of
• 22:18
  Speaker 2: TikTok and how the little white girls don't want to
• 22:20
  Speaker 2: be black girls anymore. It was a phase. Kim Kardashian
• 22:23
  Speaker 2: and her family made it cool for little white girls
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: to be like that and to date black men. So
• 22:28
  Speaker 2: now it's no longer cool because they got to preserve
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: their shit now. Now they got to get in line.
• 22:35
  Speaker 2: They scared now.
• 22:36
  Speaker 3: Something.
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.
• 22:39
  Speaker 2: Right she look alien to me I don't know what
• 22:43
  Speaker 2: the hell she got going on that was really that
• 22:45
  Speaker 2: shit weird as hell because she looks real androgynous and
• 22:50
  Speaker 2: she has like that little underwear thing on usually see
• 22:54
  Speaker 2: like the gay guys wearing like what the hell is
• 22:56
  Speaker 2: that the little half brief with the butt out.
• 23:00
  Speaker 4: With chaps is that what they call I don't know.
• 23:05
  Speaker 2: I'm tired of the Kardashians let's be clear anyway Y'all,
• 23:08
  Speaker 2: that's it for our stupid internet news.
• 23:12
  Speaker 4: Yeah, we got, we're going to get into some spiritual shit.
• 23:15
  Speaker 4: We'll be right back.
• 23:21
  Speaker 2: All right, y'all. We have our special guest on We
• 23:24
  Speaker 2: Talk Back this evening. We got Sensei9. Okay, he's one
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: of the smartest people I know off of social media.
• 23:34
  Speaker 2: Just going to chop it up with him today.
• 23:35
  Speaker 5: Hey, what up? What's up, beautiful souls? Gratitude being up
• 23:41
  Speaker 5: in here. You know what I mean? With the beautiful
• 23:44
  Speaker 5: goddesses in the building.
• 23:46
  Speaker 4: Thank you. Thank you. We try. We try.
• 23:50
  Speaker 2: So tell our listeners a little bit about yourself, Sensei.
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: We got a few of them, a few listeners.
• 23:57
  Speaker 5: Yeah, peace and love to the beautiful listeners. Gratitude for
• 24:00
  Speaker 5: y'all having me once again. You know, AJ hit me up.
• 24:02
  Speaker 5: She was like, Sensei, you want to come on and
• 24:04
  Speaker 5: do the podcast?
• 24:05
  Speaker 3: I'm like, yeah.
• 24:06
  Speaker 5: Um, Man, I just love AJ's personality and everything about her.
• 24:11
  Speaker 5: I do a lot of different things when it comes
• 24:13
  Speaker 5: to spirituality and life in general.
• 24:17
  Speaker 3: I came from the streets.
• 24:18
  Speaker 5: So what I mean by that is I came from
• 24:20
  Speaker 5: a whole different mentality, like the survival, the getting out there,
• 24:25
  Speaker 5: getting it every day. I got to have it in
• 24:27
  Speaker 5: my hand, instant gratification, fighting to be a man, fighting
• 24:31
  Speaker 5: to be understood, all of that.
• 24:33
  Speaker 3: You know what I mean? Depression. Ups and downs, highs
• 24:37
  Speaker 3: and lows.
• 24:38
  Speaker 5: Not saying that I don't experience those things anymore, but
• 24:41
  Speaker 5: I don't get caught up in this thought process of
• 24:44
  Speaker 5: what it's like to be alive versus knowing that I
• 24:47
  Speaker 5: am life. So I do readings. I do astrology readings, numerology.
• 24:51
  Speaker 5: I work with children. I do speaking engagements, guided meditations.
• 24:56
  Speaker 5: I mean, I'm flying all over the place. I do
• 24:58
  Speaker 5: a whole bunch of different things. I've done over 800 readings.
• 25:02
  Speaker 5: Me and my beloved do the readings together. So we've
• 25:04
  Speaker 5: done a lot of different things when it comes to
• 25:07
  Speaker 5: spirituality in the community. She makes waste beads and wraps
• 25:12
  Speaker 5: copper jewelry and all that good stuff. She also helps
• 25:16
  Speaker 5: people create their own websites and books, publishing, all that
• 25:20
  Speaker 5: kind of stuff. But yeah, I mean, for the most part,
• 25:24
  Speaker 5: I'm literally big on guiding people.
• 25:27
  Speaker 3: Back to themselves.
• 25:30
  Speaker 4: Interesting, interesting. So when you say you do readings... What
• 25:34
  Speaker 4: does that mean? Like, what is a reading?
• 25:39
  Speaker 5: Well, you know, when you're dealing with divination, there's a
• 25:42
  Speaker 5: couple of different ways you can kind of read somebody.
• 25:45
  Speaker 5: You know, with my so much as readings, it's just
• 25:48
  Speaker 5: a word, it's cliche. I view it as a consultation
• 25:51
  Speaker 5: or even a conversation. You know what I'm saying? Now,
• 25:54
  Speaker 5: in the midst of this conversation or this consultation, ain't
• 25:56
  Speaker 5: no telling what might come up. So for me, I
• 25:59
  Speaker 5: use a lot of different modalities when it comes to numbers. astrology,
• 26:02
  Speaker 5: birth charts, all that kind of stuff. Intuition, you know,
• 26:08
  Speaker 5: intuitive reader as well, tarot. So what I mean by
• 26:11
  Speaker 5: that is like some of my readings consist of me
• 26:13
  Speaker 5: doing your numbers, me doing your birth chart, me just
• 26:16
  Speaker 5: speaking into the natural mechanics that you would deal with
• 26:19
  Speaker 5: while you do some of the things you do.
• 26:21
  Speaker 3: You know, why you would.
• 26:22
  Speaker 5: Experience life the way you would experience it from the
• 26:25
  Speaker 5: aspects that you might experience it from. And a lot
• 26:28
  Speaker 5: of that can be found in your numbers. numerology, a
• 26:31
  Speaker 5: lot of that can be found in your zodiac chart.
• 26:34
  Speaker 5: There's so many different tools of divination out there to
• 26:36
  Speaker 5: help us because all this stuff is talking about us.
• 26:39
  Speaker 3: All these scriptures, all these Bibles, these religions, all these.
• 26:43
  Speaker 5: Books, all these things are talking about the human existence
• 26:46
  Speaker 5: and how beautiful it is.
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: So when you talk about your... I saw one of
• 26:54
  Speaker 2: your posts online and it said your individuality is your spirituality.
• 26:58
  Speaker 2: What do you mean by that?
• 27:01
  Speaker 5: Man, that's like one of the most hardest things that
• 27:04
  Speaker 5: we fight to be as human beings, our own individual.
• 27:07
  Speaker 5: You know, the illusion of inclusion. When you're thinking about religion,
• 27:12
  Speaker 5: any type of religion requires for you to follow a
• 27:15
  Speaker 5: belief system. When you're dealing with a belief system, that
• 27:17
  Speaker 5: means I need to get a group of people who
• 27:19
  Speaker 5: feel what I feel or think what I think or
• 27:21
  Speaker 5: look at life the way I look at life. That
• 27:23
  Speaker 5: is the gist of any religion. When it comes to spirituality,
• 27:26
  Speaker 5: now that right there will bind you. It'll put you
• 27:28
  Speaker 5: in a group. It'll make you have to be conformed
• 27:31
  Speaker 5: to some type of way of doing something just because
• 27:34
  Speaker 5: somebody before you said this is the way to do it. Now,
• 27:37
  Speaker 5: when it comes to spirituality, this is more so of
• 27:40
  Speaker 5: your liberation because this is an internal thing. So spirituality
• 27:44
  Speaker 5: is about how unique this experience of life is for
• 27:46
  Speaker 5: you because ain't nobody else living your life but you.
• 27:50
  Speaker 5: This is a solo journey. So for me, the way
• 27:52
  Speaker 5: I view spirituality, you don't have to have a system.
• 27:55
  Speaker 5: You don't have to have a certain, and there's a
• 27:57
  Speaker 5: bunch of systems out there, right? You don't have to
• 28:00
  Speaker 5: have a certain amount of knowledge. You ain't got to
• 28:02
  Speaker 5: know a bunch of esoteric, exoteric.
• 28:04
  Speaker 3: You ain't got to know what the moon is.
• 28:06
  Speaker 2: All the shit I like.
• 28:07
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? Like, are you living in
• 28:09
  Speaker 3: your highest expression?
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: Right.
• 28:11
  Speaker 5: Are you being yourself? Are you being unique? Because we
• 28:15
  Speaker 5: are here to be unique. We are here to add
• 28:17
  Speaker 5: our own unique expression to this world. And if we
• 28:20
  Speaker 5: get caught up, well, shit, we done got caught up, right?
• 28:23
  Speaker 5: In reality, everybody trying to be the best at the
• 28:25
  Speaker 5: same goddamn thing. So where is the individuality? So when
• 28:30
  Speaker 5: it comes to spirituality, it's more so for the inner transformation,
• 28:33
  Speaker 5: which leads to your personal liberation.
• 28:39
  Speaker 4: So I have a question.
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: Before we get deep into it, because I know AJ
• 28:42
  Speaker 1: about to really go there with you.
• 28:47
  Speaker 4: How did you get.
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: Started in this education and learning and all these things? Because,
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: I mean, growing up, where are you from?
• 28:54
  Speaker 3: I'm from Dallas.
• 28:56
  Speaker 2: Dallas.
• 28:56
  Speaker 3: Dallas.
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: Dallas, Texas, they out there riding on old school.
• 29:02
  Speaker 2: Yeah, shit.
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: Like, they're not really, I don't feel like that's like
• 29:06
  Speaker 1: a normal upbringing. So what made you get, like, so
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: involved in this? And, like, what was the pathway?
• 29:15
  Speaker 5: Well, I'm going to say Dallas is not a normal upbringing.
• 29:18
  Speaker 5: I mean, from what we would say is normal, it's like, yeah,
• 29:22
  Speaker 5: us being disconnected from nature, that ain't normal in a
• 29:25
  Speaker 5: goddamn way.
• 29:25
  Speaker 4: Right.
• 29:26
  Speaker 3: You know what I mean?
• 29:27
  Speaker 5: So I was raised up in an environment, you know,
• 29:30
  Speaker 5: in the hood, you know what I'm saying? There was
• 29:32
  Speaker 5: a bunch of shit going on, you know, a bunch
• 29:34
  Speaker 5: of things that we had to experience. So now totally
• 29:38
  Speaker 5: different from like the mentality that I live with now.
• 29:40
  Speaker 5: Now you're absolutely right. Like, so I come from a
• 29:43
  Speaker 5: hood mentality. You know, I come from, you know, project mentality. Like,
• 29:47
  Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying? Like everything was about a
• 29:50
  Speaker 5: success story. You know, I want to play football to
• 29:52
  Speaker 5: make my mama proud. You know what I mean? All
• 29:54
  Speaker 5: the typical things.
• 29:56
  Speaker 3: Right. So it wasn't until my mother transitioned. actually in 2004.
• 30:01
  Speaker 3: I'm sorry.
• 30:01
  Speaker 5: And she transitioned and sent me down this road of
• 30:04
  Speaker 5: like depression. And then around about 2007 or so, I
• 30:09
  Speaker 5: kind of felt myself coming out of depression, but it
• 30:11
  Speaker 5: was still me going back into survival mode.
• 30:14
  Speaker 3: And then I was like, whatever it is, I don't
• 30:16
  Speaker 3: want to go back to that life.
• 30:18
  Speaker 5: Like, I literally remember making my mind up saying, I
• 30:21
  Speaker 5: don't care how much money, because the money wasn't enough.
• 30:23
  Speaker 3: Like, I had six figures. I had all this stuff
• 30:26
  Speaker 3: in the streets.
• 30:26
  Speaker 5: I had my name still good, you know, face, my
• 30:29
  Speaker 5: words still born around her, you know what I mean?
• 30:32
  Speaker 5: But it's like that whole mentality of that whole lifestyle,
• 30:36
  Speaker 5: it wasn't fulfilling for me. So when I realized I
• 30:39
  Speaker 5: was going back into another state of depression right around
• 30:42
  Speaker 5: 2007 or so, I was like, I ain't going back
• 30:44
  Speaker 5: through no, I'm tired of living for other people. I'm
• 30:47
  Speaker 5: tired of living up to everybody else's expectations and me
• 30:50
  Speaker 5: not knowing who I was. So it led me to Kemet.
• 30:53
  Speaker 5: It led me to, like, this inner self. Like, when
• 30:57
  Speaker 5: I first got that first inclination, I don't know myself.
• 31:00
  Speaker 5: I don't know who I am.
• 31:02
  Speaker 3: It was scary.
• 31:03
  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying? So it led me to certain,
• 31:06
  Speaker 5: it made me reroute myself, reroute myself, right? So it
• 31:11
  Speaker 5: led me to, like, Kemet tradition, which we know as Egypt.
• 31:13
  Speaker 5: And it led me to, like, African traditions. And it
• 31:16
  Speaker 5: made me more rooted in a spiritual aspect of myself.
• 31:20
  Speaker 5: So once I let go of that relationship that I
• 31:22
  Speaker 5: had with the God outside of me, like the Sky Daddy,
• 31:25
  Speaker 5: you know, one of the main things he say is,
• 31:27
  Speaker 5: God know my heart. I didn't know what the fuck
• 31:31
  Speaker 5: was going on in my heart, but you can tell
• 31:33
  Speaker 5: me God didn't know my heart.
• 31:34
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying?
• 31:35
  Speaker 5: Like, it didn't even matter how much I didn't know
• 31:37
  Speaker 5: about me. God know me. God love me more than me.
• 31:41
  Speaker 5: So it just, you know, that whole mindset, that mentality,
• 31:44
  Speaker 5: it was like, yeah, it's still one stopping depression from happening.
• 31:48
  Speaker 5: It still wasn't stopping me from going through stuff. It
• 31:50
  Speaker 5: still wasn't, whatever relationship I had, whatever God it was,
• 31:53
  Speaker 5: it wasn't doing nothing for me at that point in
• 31:55
  Speaker 5: my life.
• 31:56
  Speaker 3: So it made me say, I got to find something else.
• 31:59
  Speaker 4: So you don't believe in God in the traditional sense?
• 32:03
  Speaker 3: Not in the traditional sense, no.
• 32:06
  Speaker 5: Some big human being sitting in the sky watching our thoughts,
• 32:09
  Speaker 5: controlling everything, keeping a record of everything you're doing. Like, no,
• 32:13
  Speaker 5: I just brought that into you now. That's what you do.
• 32:16
  Speaker 5: You watching yourself. You can't lie to yourself. You're here
• 32:19
  Speaker 5: to govern yourself. You get what I'm saying? It was
• 32:22
  Speaker 5: like all the stuff I was giving to that guy,
• 32:24
  Speaker 5: it was like he said, no, it's yours now.
• 32:27
  Speaker 3: What you say, AJ?
• 32:28
  Speaker 2: No, I said self-accountability. That's what's missing from religion oftentimes.
• 32:34
  Speaker 2: Because if you always have something outside yourself to blame
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: for your actions, you're going to always fuck up. It's
• 32:39
  Speaker 2: like having insurance. Oh, I can do this. And I'm
• 32:42
  Speaker 2: going to just file my claim and be good. Nah,
• 32:45
  Speaker 2: you can't do that. You have to be responsible. Filing
• 32:48
  Speaker 2: your claim is repentance?
• 32:50
  Speaker 3: Yes.
• 32:50
  Speaker 2: It's the same thing.
• 32:52
  Speaker 5: That's why God becomes a crutch and the devil becomes
• 32:56
  Speaker 5: your place not to be accountable.
• 32:58
  Speaker 3: Now people start saying, oh, it was my ego made
• 33:00
  Speaker 3: me do it.
• 33:01
  Speaker 5: Oh, it was God made me do it. So it
• 33:04
  Speaker 5: goes back to exactly what you're saying. That's why the
• 33:06
  Speaker 5: word religion means to bind.
• 33:09
  Speaker 3: It's binding you to something. There's no liberation now.
• 33:14
  Speaker 2: So Tammy always be like, what people mean when they
• 33:16
  Speaker 2: say do the work, do the work? Like you hear
• 33:19
  Speaker 2: people all the time say that and they like, I'm
• 33:21
  Speaker 2: a work in progress and this and a third. So
• 33:23
  Speaker 2: you said healing is not a lifelong process, how people
• 33:28
  Speaker 2: try to make it. Like at some point you have
• 33:31
  Speaker 2: to be healed, right? The scab got to be healed
• 33:34
  Speaker 2: the fuck up.
• 33:35
  Speaker 5: It happens naturally, don't it? Just like what you just said,
• 33:39
  Speaker 5: it happens as a natural consequence if you let it heal.
• 33:42
  Speaker 5: If you leave the soul alone and you start picking
• 33:45
  Speaker 5: at it, right, it heals. It's the same thing where
• 33:48
  Speaker 5: we start replaying psychological drama in our mind and we
• 33:51
  Speaker 5: start replaying the drama.
• 33:53
  Speaker 3: You don't want to let it go.
• 33:55
  Speaker 5: That's how people can suffer from something that happened 10
• 33:58
  Speaker 5: years ago and they're still experiencing it today.
• 34:00
  Speaker 3: That'd be mean.
• 34:02
  Speaker 2: It's hard for me to forgive people and myself a lot.
• 34:06
  Speaker 3: Guess what?
• 34:07
  Speaker 5: Now, I'm glad you said that because this is when
• 34:09
  Speaker 5: I say replace forgiveness with acceptance. Sometimes some of the
• 34:13
  Speaker 5: things that people do is unforgivable, meaning that if I
• 34:17
  Speaker 5: have to forgive you, that means I'm condemning you. That
• 34:20
  Speaker 5: means I'm holding you to some type of standard. That
• 34:22
  Speaker 5: means I want your ass locked up. I want something
• 34:24
  Speaker 5: to happen to you because whatever you did, I don't like.
• 34:27
  Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? So when I let go
• 34:29
  Speaker 5: of the condemnation and let go of holding people to
• 34:31
  Speaker 5: some type of expectation, you showed me who you are.
• 34:35
  Speaker 3: Now, how good it feel or whatever the case may be,
• 34:38
  Speaker 3: that's mine to deal with.
• 34:39
  Speaker 5: But I'll be damned if I'm going to give you
• 34:41
  Speaker 5: the power to where I'm going to hold on to
• 34:43
  Speaker 5: something you did and it's yours later.
• 34:45
  Speaker 3: You don't want to be accountable. And I'm still like, nah,
• 34:47
  Speaker 3: remember you did this? Remember you did? Like, nah, people
• 34:51
  Speaker 3: don't become your enemies. They become your masters. You get
• 34:54
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying?
• 34:54
  Speaker 4: Woo!
• 34:55
  Speaker 5: So you sitting up chilling and somebody else is somewhere
• 34:58
  Speaker 5: else and then you hear this person's name and you
• 35:00
  Speaker 5: triggered and they somewhere frolicking in the days. They somewhere
• 35:02
  Speaker 5: in Cancun somewhere. And you like, I wish they drowned.
• 35:05
  Speaker 5: I wish they, like, no, don't nobody deserve that much
• 35:08
  Speaker 5: energy from you. So when you're talking about it, once again,
• 35:12
  Speaker 5: it goes back to the individuality. Because if I can
• 35:15
  Speaker 5: accept that you showed me who you are, now it
• 35:18
  Speaker 5: allows me to be more conscious on how I deal
• 35:20
  Speaker 5: with you. Because otherwise I'm going to hold on to
• 35:23
  Speaker 5: what I want you to be versus.
• 35:24
  Speaker 3: Who you are.
• 35:25
  Speaker 4: Or if I deal with you at all.
• 35:26
  Speaker 2: I guess I do that too. Yeah, I guess I
• 35:28
  Speaker 2: do that too. Even a liar, and I say this
• 35:31
  Speaker 2: all the time, I don't mind people lying. It's the
• 35:34
  Speaker 2: fact that you think I believe the lie is what
• 35:36
  Speaker 2: bothers me. So as long as I know who you are,
• 35:39
  Speaker 2: I can deal with you. I can deal with it.
• 35:40
  Speaker 2: But I don't like somebody do some shit and you
• 35:42
  Speaker 2: be like, damn, that's you? That's really who you've been
• 35:45
  Speaker 2: all this time? That's the scary shit for me.
• 35:48
  Speaker 3: Yeah, because it goes back to what I was saying.
• 35:50
  Speaker 5: Now, this is why I say if you replace, especially
• 35:53
  Speaker 5: as human beings, especially as men, a lot of times
• 35:56
  Speaker 5: women say, I met your representative. Because a lot of
• 35:59
  Speaker 5: times for women, your discernment is of your heart. So
• 36:02
  Speaker 5: trust ain't even something that somebody, once you have the discernment,
• 36:06
  Speaker 5: you will know if you can trust somebody or not.
• 36:08
  Speaker 3: You get what I'm saying?
• 36:09
  Speaker 5: So if you don't look for somebody to let you
• 36:11
  Speaker 5: know that you can trust them, all you're doing is
• 36:14
  Speaker 5: watching them with more of a conscious attention. More of attentiveness.
• 36:18
  Speaker 5: So it ain't about 100 red flags. You showed me
• 36:22
  Speaker 5: you can't trust yourself in certain situations. So I'd be
• 36:25
  Speaker 5: damned if I think I'm going to put a certain
• 36:27
  Speaker 5: level of trust within you. So all I'm going to
• 36:29
  Speaker 5: do is trust you to be yourself, period. Now, if
• 36:31
  Speaker 5: you give people time to show you what that looks like, yeah,
• 36:35
  Speaker 5: that becomes a whole other thing. Because now I've got
• 36:37
  Speaker 5: to be able to say, shit, how much things am
• 36:39
  Speaker 5: I going to really accept before I acknowledge that?
• 36:44
  Speaker 3: Now, as a man, if I'm able to say, you
• 36:45
  Speaker 3: know what, I come with conditions, right?
• 36:48
  Speaker 5: Now, and I done said this before, as a man,
• 36:50
  Speaker 5: if I meet you and I say, you know what,
• 36:51
  Speaker 5: you so fine, you so beautiful, everything I'm doing is
• 36:53
  Speaker 5: because I eventually want to have sex with you. Those
• 36:55
  Speaker 5: are my intentions. I ain't going to fake, I ain't
• 36:58
  Speaker 5: going to front. That's what's going on. Now, as a woman,
• 37:00
  Speaker 5: if you say, no, I can't see myself having sex
• 37:03
  Speaker 5: with you. I can't see myself going there with you. Now,
• 37:06
  Speaker 5: we both got to make a decision on what we
• 37:08
  Speaker 5: want to do. Because obviously this nigga wants something that
• 37:11
  Speaker 5: you ain't willing to give up in no shape, form,
• 37:14
  Speaker 5: or fashion.
• 37:14
  Speaker 2: But is that how men show up? Do men ever show.
• 37:17
  Speaker 3: Up in that way, to just be honest? It's hypothetical.
• 37:20
  Speaker 2: Y'all niggas don't have no integrity. That's what it is.
• 37:23
  Speaker 5: A lot of men don't have the integrity because you
• 37:25
  Speaker 5: know what? A lot of men don't recognize everything about them.
• 37:29
  Speaker 5: So they don't know how to integrate. And a lot
• 37:31
  Speaker 5: of men ain't honest enough to possess the level of
• 37:33
  Speaker 5: integrity that a woman wants.
• 37:35
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? Because it goes back to
• 37:37
  Speaker 3: what we're saying. They're afraid that if.
• 37:38
  Speaker 5: I show you who I am, if I tell you
• 37:41
  Speaker 5: who I am, that means it might not be in
• 37:44
  Speaker 5: alignment with the person you think I am.
• 37:46
  Speaker 3: Yeah, most niggas will run from that.
• 37:52
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but what men don't realize is that you give
• 37:55
  Speaker 2: me the option to make a decision. I have all
• 37:58
  Speaker 2: information now to make a more educated decision. Just be honest.
• 38:04
  Speaker 3: On what you want to do as a woman.
• 38:05
  Speaker 2: Just be honest. Right.
• 38:07
  Speaker 5: Sometimes I tell you, men can be so selfish to
• 38:10
  Speaker 5: where they are worried that if I do tell you this,
• 38:12
  Speaker 5: I'm going to lose you. So they'll just lie. She
• 38:17
  Speaker 5: take it straight up. It's live. You could be writing
• 38:21
  Speaker 5: that fake.
• 38:21
  Speaker 3: Why you do this? Man, who is such and such?
• 38:24
  Speaker 3: I'm on the phone with this chick. I see the message.
• 38:26
  Speaker 3: You ask me, who is this? Nigga, you the one
• 38:28
  Speaker 3: talking to him. What you mean, who is this?
• 38:30
  Speaker 2: Why you do it?
• 38:31
  Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't know why I did it.
• 38:35
  Speaker 3: He just done. I'm telling you, man. I don't know. Lord, man.
• 38:39
  Speaker 3: Help us. Help us.
• 38:40
  Speaker 1: Nothing pisses me off more than I don't know as
• 38:43
  Speaker 1: an answer.
• 38:45
  Speaker 4: Oh, nigga, you know.
• 38:46
  Speaker 3: The sad part is, y'all, sometimes they actually do not know.
• 38:51
  Speaker 2: Man, them niggas be knowing. What are you talking about?
• 38:53
  Speaker 5: I'm going to tell you, they don't possess the emotional
• 38:55
  Speaker 5: intelligence to be honest with you.
• 38:58
  Speaker 4: Yeah, but that's about being honest. That's not about knowing.
• 39:00
  Speaker 4: They know.
• 39:02
  Speaker 3: Right.
• 39:02
  Speaker 4: Now, guess what?
• 39:03
  Speaker 5: It requires a level of knowing yourself. So if I'm
• 39:07
  Speaker 5: just compulsively doing stuff, And you constantly catching me. You
• 39:11
  Speaker 5: know what I'm saying? And I ain't got to the
• 39:15
  Speaker 5: root of why I do what I do. I ain't
• 39:17
  Speaker 5: got to the root of my mama issues. I don't
• 39:19
  Speaker 5: know why I'm looking for my mother and my lovers.
• 39:22
  Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? I don't know why I'm
• 39:23
  Speaker 5: constantly looking for something outside of me.
• 39:25
  Speaker 3: I don't know why what I got at home ain't
• 39:27
  Speaker 3: never good enough. I don't know why I keep... A
• 39:30
  Speaker 3: man has to know why.
• 39:32
  Speaker 5: Women, y'all, not only do y'all know why, y'all like, nigga,
• 39:35
  Speaker 5: you gotta know why. And it's like, well, nah, I
• 39:39
  Speaker 5: don't because I ain't went that deep with my emotions.
• 39:42
  Speaker 5: It goes back to this moon and the intelligence of
• 39:44
  Speaker 5: a woman. Like, y'all just got that. Men have to
• 39:47
  Speaker 5: cultivate that. It's sad, but it's true.
• 39:50
  Speaker 2: All right.
• 39:51
  Speaker 4: Let's talk about, can we talk about vibrations?
• 39:53
  Speaker 1: Because everybody's like vibes, like vibes have become such a
• 39:57
  Speaker 1: huge thing in the last, what, five or six years?
• 40:01
  Speaker 4: Everybody like, oh, that's low vibrational. That's high vibrational. Like
• 40:05
  Speaker 4: I don't fuck with that. That's low vibes.
• 40:07
  Speaker 1: Like I even say that a lot with a lot
• 40:09
  Speaker 1: of the music, like a lot of the music.
• 40:11
  Speaker 4: I'd be like, oh, that's very low vibrational for me.
• 40:14
  Speaker 4: I don't, I don't like it.
• 40:15
  Speaker 1: Like, What do you consider high vibes and how would
• 40:19
  Speaker 1: you explain that to our audience?
• 40:22
  Speaker 5: That's a hell of a question because it's trending, like
• 40:25
  Speaker 5: what you said. Even to the point where people with
• 40:28
  Speaker 5: no accountability calling you low vibrational.
• 40:31
  Speaker 3: Ain't that some shit?
• 40:32
  Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying?
• 40:34
  Speaker 3: And I know you ain't got no accountability.
• 40:36
  Speaker 5: You telling me I'm toxic, I'm low vibrational because I'm
• 40:39
  Speaker 5: wanting you to be accountable now? Now I'm the one
• 40:41
  Speaker 5: that's draining you. So for me, when you're talking about,
• 40:44
  Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying?
• 40:45
  Speaker 3: Like, come on, man.
• 40:47
  Speaker 5: So when you're talking about vibrations, right, it's actually one
• 40:50
  Speaker 5: of the so-called seven hermetic principles, right? The law of vibration.
• 40:54
  Speaker 5: Everything is vibrating, which means that everything is oscillating, right? Now,
• 40:59
  Speaker 5: when you understand vibration, there is a reverb that happens. See,
• 41:02
  Speaker 5: a lot of people don't talk about this. Everything has
• 41:04
  Speaker 5: a reverb. Y'all into podcasts. Y'all understand reverb might work, right?
• 41:09
  Speaker 5: So a lot of times what our vibration is doing
• 41:12
  Speaker 5: is revibrating. So that reverb, what is coming behind that, right?
• 41:17
  Speaker 5: So a lot of times it's when you hear people say,
• 41:18
  Speaker 5: you don't attract what you want, you attract what you want, right? Okay,
• 41:22
  Speaker 5: all that sounds good. But what if I get to
• 41:24
  Speaker 5: a place when I know who I am and I
• 41:25
  Speaker 5: start to keep attracting all these so-called low vibrational energies? Well,
• 41:29
  Speaker 5: this is when you get to an understanding of vibration
• 41:32
  Speaker 5: or just vibration. There is no such thing as a
• 41:35
  Speaker 5: low or a high. What we call as a low
• 41:37
  Speaker 5: vibration is basically negativity.
• 41:39
  Speaker 3: Right?
• 41:40
  Speaker 5: So basically it's saying there's something that's not pleasurable. It
• 41:44
  Speaker 5: just don't feel good to me. You get what I'm saying?
• 41:47
  Speaker 5: So when people get to the aspect of what feels
• 41:49
  Speaker 5: good and what doesn't, and you understand you, that you
• 41:52
  Speaker 5: can operate beyond that realm of likes and dislikes, it's
• 41:56
  Speaker 5: not saying it doesn't stop you from feeling. But what
• 41:58
  Speaker 5: happens is when you do feel that pull on something
• 42:01
  Speaker 5: like it's not in agreement or accordance with your vibration,
• 42:05
  Speaker 5: you can call it low vibrations. Now, once you're in
• 42:08
  Speaker 5: a place to be the reverb, now you become the alchemist.
• 42:12
  Speaker 5: So am I raising the vibration of the group or
• 42:14
  Speaker 5: this person or the setting or am I being lured
• 42:16
  Speaker 5: into it? Because it's different to talk the energy talk.
• 42:19
  Speaker 5: But you know what I'm saying? You ain't the alchemist
• 42:21
  Speaker 5: of being able to transmute the energy. And you can
• 42:23
  Speaker 5: always make a conscious decision of saying, well, I want
• 42:25
  Speaker 5: to deal with this shit or not. If it's low vibrational,
• 42:27
  Speaker 5: why am I dealing with it? So I tell people,
• 42:30
  Speaker 5: am I always high vibrational? I talk high vibrational talk.
• 42:33
  Speaker 5: And the reason why is because I'm choosing that. See,
• 42:36
  Speaker 5: some people choose to see the fucked up shit in everything.
• 42:38
  Speaker 5: It's just what they do. They just point out everything toxic.
• 42:41
  Speaker 3: I don't like this. I don't like that. I don't
• 42:43
  Speaker 3: like this. I don't like that. You.
• 42:45
  Speaker 2: That be me a little bit. Keep living your life.
• 42:48
  Speaker 3: I promise you it'll be, and the way this reality work,
• 42:51
  Speaker 3: it'll keep showing you all of that. It'll keep revealing.
• 42:55
  Speaker 5: You'll start seeing the same thing in everybody. It'll be like,
• 43:00
  Speaker 5: I keep seeing the same thing. All you black people,
• 43:02
  Speaker 5: y'all the same, y'all the same.
• 43:03
  Speaker 2: You're choosing to see.
• 43:04
  Speaker 3: The same thing. I promise you there's something there.
• 43:07
  Speaker 1: That's kind of like when you buy a new car.
• 43:11
  Speaker 1: And then you start seeing that car. You start seeing
• 43:14
  Speaker 1: people with the same car as you.
• 43:14
  Speaker 3: And you're like, didn't nobody want this car until I
• 43:16
  Speaker 3: got it.
• 43:17
  Speaker 4: I got it.
• 43:18
  Speaker 3: Now it's just in your awareness.
• 43:20
  Speaker 2: Car been on the road.
• 43:21
  Speaker 4: Yes, you feel me?
• 43:23
  Speaker 5: But now we're talking about vibration because now it's just
• 43:25
  Speaker 5: in your awareness. So a high vibrational means a high awareness.
• 43:30
  Speaker 5: A high vibration means I'm at a higher level of
• 43:33
  Speaker 5: awareness than most people are. That means that I've enhanced
• 43:36
  Speaker 5: my experience with life in more of the places that
• 43:39
  Speaker 5: most people have not. So that means when I see
• 43:42
  Speaker 5: certain things, I'm choosing to see the good in all things.
• 43:46
  Speaker 3: I don't mean I don't recognize them. You get what
• 43:48
  Speaker 3: I'm saying?
• 43:48
  Speaker 5: I see all of that. But I'm choosing to see
• 43:50
  Speaker 5: what I want to see. Now I'm creating my own reality.
• 43:54
  Speaker 5: Because now what has to be re-vibrated back to me
• 43:56
  Speaker 5: is what I'm choosing to see in this reality. See,
• 43:59
  Speaker 5: that's the power of you having a consciousness, right? So
• 44:02
  Speaker 5: a lot of times, that's why what you think will
• 44:04
  Speaker 5: become how you feel, and how you feel will become
• 44:06
  Speaker 5: how you think. And that's why that Murphy's Law come
• 44:09
  Speaker 5: into play. If you think it can go wrong, it will.
• 44:13
  Speaker 4: Yeah.
• 44:14
  Speaker 2: And you know, I feel like I've been like that
• 44:16
  Speaker 2: my whole life. Just like think about all the bad
• 44:18
  Speaker 2: shit so that it doesn't happen. Because I feel like
• 44:21
  Speaker 2: when I'm chilling and everything is all copacetic, that's when
• 44:24
  Speaker 2: stupid shit be happening. So sometimes I do focus on
• 44:27
  Speaker 2: negative shit because in my mind, I've tricked my mind
• 44:29
  Speaker 2: to think that, okay, if I think about the dumb
• 44:32
  Speaker 2: shit that could possibly happen, then it won't happen. But really,
• 44:35
  Speaker 2: that's like.
• 44:36
  Speaker 4: I'm the total opposite. Yeah, like.
• 44:37
  Speaker 2: Yeah. That shit is low vibrational. So, I've been, you know,
• 44:42
  Speaker 2: consciously trying to change my mind.
• 44:46
  Speaker 3: Like, literally. Now, and that's what you got to do.
• 44:48
  Speaker 4: That's what it's about. Yeah.
• 44:49
  Speaker 3: Yeah, that's exactly what it's about because.
• 44:51
  Speaker 2: Let's talk about shadow work.
• 44:53
  Speaker 5: Huh?
• 44:54
  Speaker 4: Yeah.
• 44:54
  Speaker 2: I said, let's talk about that shadow work.
• 44:56
  Speaker 3: That's exactly what you're talking about now.
• 44:58
  Speaker 5: It's exactly what that is because that means I got
• 45:01
  Speaker 5: to go in the abyss of my own darkness.
• 45:03
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? Yeah.
• 45:04
  Speaker 5: I got to get comfortable with my own shadows and
• 45:07
  Speaker 5: things I don't like about myself. I got to find
• 45:09
  Speaker 5: out what's keeping me from sitting with myself for 10 minutes,
• 45:12
  Speaker 5: 20 minutes, 30 minutes. Why am I constantly reaching out?
• 45:16
  Speaker 5: What is there? And that's when you'll get to discover
• 45:18
  Speaker 5: it might be some childhood stuff. It might be some
• 45:21
  Speaker 5: stuff you still ain't got over with mama. It might
• 45:23
  Speaker 5: be some stuff you still ain't got over with daddy.
• 45:25
  Speaker 5: It might be some stuff you still experiencing and it's
• 45:27
  Speaker 5: coming through different people. And it's like the same energy
• 45:31
  Speaker 5: of different people over and over again. Now we're getting
• 45:33
  Speaker 5: off into cycles. Now we're getting to time.
• 45:35
  Speaker 4: I was going to say, is that time travel?
• 45:38
  Speaker 1: When you're caring about some old shit in the present?
• 45:42
  Speaker 5: Yes, because guess what? There is a word in African
• 45:45
  Speaker 5: tradition called Sankofa. And it means to go back to
• 45:49
  Speaker 5: bring forth, right? And it got the picture of the bird.
• 45:51
  Speaker 5: You see the bird with his body is facing forward,
• 45:54
  Speaker 5: but the beak is turned back, right? And there is
• 45:57
  Speaker 5: an egg that the bird is picking up. Now, it's
• 46:00
  Speaker 5: saying that behind me, there could be things that I
• 46:03
  Speaker 5: left behind that I didn't realize was there. Now, if
• 46:07
  Speaker 5: I don't use time as a measurement, I'm never able
• 46:09
  Speaker 5: to go back and retrieve those things. This is when
• 46:12
  Speaker 5: you hear people, soul retrieval and all this. What are
• 46:15
  Speaker 5: you retrieving? Well, there's something there that you didn't realize
• 46:18
  Speaker 5: that you left behind. There's a power there that has
• 46:20
  Speaker 5: always been yours. So there could be pieces of you
• 46:22
  Speaker 5: that exist in everybody's goddamn life that you've been a
• 46:24
  Speaker 5: part of. Now, how raw are you of this? This
• 46:27
  Speaker 5: is where the shadow work comes into play. So when
• 46:30
  Speaker 5: you become aware of all these different aspects of you
• 46:32
  Speaker 5: and how they exist in the darkness, well, the darkness
• 46:34
  Speaker 5: is just your ignorance. So when you lurk in the shadows,
• 46:37
  Speaker 5: you lurk in all of what people call the subconscious
• 46:40
  Speaker 5: aspects of the mind. Basically, your body is the subconscious mind.
• 46:45
  Speaker 5: Your body holds more memory than your mind ever could.
• 46:49
  Speaker 5: Your mind can never remember as many things as your
• 46:51
  Speaker 5: body does. Your body can keep up with the very
• 46:56
  Speaker 5: first aspect of your whole human evolution. I mean, from
• 46:59
  Speaker 5: the first time that you were developed. When you're talking
• 47:03
  Speaker 5: about cells, cells have memory. You have over 44 trillion cells, right? Now,
• 47:11
  Speaker 5: each one of these cells have six feet of DNA.
• 47:14
  Speaker 5: So that's how much memory you have. That's like, just
• 47:17
  Speaker 5: imagine you got over 44 trillion terabytes in a computer
• 47:21
  Speaker 5: in your body, right? So that's what people talk about,
• 47:23
  Speaker 5: like one of your cells is like a whole memory chip.
• 47:26
  Speaker 5: So imagine when you're able to sit in the abyss
• 47:28
  Speaker 5: of your darkness, right, and all these traumas, like you
• 47:31
  Speaker 5: started coming up, people crying, they call it patch, life regression.
• 47:34
  Speaker 5: They got all these different names now for it, right?
• 47:37
  Speaker 5: But you sit in that abyss long enough. It goes
• 47:39
  Speaker 5: back to what we're talking about healing. You sit there
• 47:41
  Speaker 5: long enough to where all these things are just revealed
• 47:43
  Speaker 5: to you. Now, this might, for you, like for me,
• 47:46
  Speaker 5: I'm going to say, when I say 2007, right, fast
• 47:50
  Speaker 5: forward to 2014.
• 47:52
  Speaker 3: It didn't feel like seven years that I was in
• 47:54
  Speaker 3: the darkness.
• 47:55
  Speaker 5: You know how you see on the movies and they
• 47:57
  Speaker 5: be gone for a while and they come back and
• 47:59
  Speaker 5: be like, man, three years past.
• 48:00
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying? You've been in this mode
• 48:04
  Speaker 3: for so long.
• 48:04
  Speaker 5: You look up time, just been boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
• 48:08
  Speaker 3: Now time has became an illusion. Why?
• 48:11
  Speaker 5: Because you so engulfed in your pure existence. Now in
• 48:15
  Speaker 5: the aspect that you're doing it, it's in the shadows
• 48:18
  Speaker 5: so everybody.
• 48:19
  Speaker 3: Don't see it.
• 48:19
  Speaker 5: Everybody don't see your growth. Everybody don't understand how mature
• 48:23
  Speaker 5: you've become. Everybody don't understand how this old version of
• 48:26
  Speaker 5: you is no longer living there. But you're constantly meeting
• 48:29
  Speaker 5: people who want that part of you.
• 48:31
  Speaker 3: You hear what I'm saying?
• 48:32
  Speaker 5: So now this is when I say your elevation requires
• 48:34
  Speaker 5: separation because the whole time you're doing all this shadow work,
• 48:36
  Speaker 5: life's still going on. It ain't like you're able to
• 48:39
  Speaker 5: just stop and pause and go on into the mountains
• 48:42
  Speaker 5: or some goddamn world. I tell people it's like you're
• 48:45
  Speaker 5: doing a 360 degree turn while you're standing still. That
• 48:49
  Speaker 5: requires grace. That requires patience. That requires compassion. That requires
• 48:54
  Speaker 5: all the things that you've been wanting other people to
• 48:56
  Speaker 5: give to you, that you've been searching for, that requires
• 48:58
  Speaker 5: for you to now learn how to cultivate it and
• 49:00
  Speaker 5: give it to yourself. So shadow work at its basis
• 49:04
  Speaker 5: is you coming back to you. Shadow work is like
• 49:07
  Speaker 5: your spirit now wanting to be at home in your body.
• 49:10
  Speaker 3: And you've gotten to the point to where ain't nothing else.
• 49:13
  Speaker 5: Going to happen in your life in its highest potential
• 49:16
  Speaker 5: and its highest vibration until I make this happen, until
• 49:19
  Speaker 5: I get this relationship right with myself, until I know
• 49:22
  Speaker 5: I'm good, I'm whole.
• 49:24
  Speaker 3: See, that's why I say healing has a destination. If
• 49:26
  Speaker 3: you sit in the.
• 49:27
  Speaker 5: Shadows long enough and whole, it simply means I'm showing
• 49:29
  Speaker 5: up as a healed version of myself every day.
• 49:31
  Speaker 3: That means I'm comfortable with my shadows.
• 49:34
  Speaker 5: You can't bring up my darkness because there can't be
• 49:36
  Speaker 5: no enlightenment without the darkness.
• 49:38
  Speaker 3: You got to embrace the endowment. That means I got
• 49:42
  Speaker 3: to love and I got to embrace every part of
• 49:44
  Speaker 3: me that even I didn't like before.
• 49:46
  Speaker 5: Even I that I ran from. Even the stuff that
• 49:48
  Speaker 5: I didn't want people to know. Because now I'm taking
• 49:50
  Speaker 5: away any ammunition. See, when you do that, you ain't
• 49:53
  Speaker 5: no actor no more. You become your own act. See,
• 49:57
  Speaker 5: now you delight the truth in a motherfucking way. Ain't
• 49:59
  Speaker 5: that what the scriptures say? So now when you walk in.
• 50:02
  Speaker 3: That, right?
• 50:02
  Speaker 1: I don't think it said motherfucking way, but something like that.
• 50:05
  Speaker 2: It might have. They might have took it out. Look,
• 50:07
  Speaker 2: that's when your life started to send people demons. And
• 50:10
  Speaker 2: it's church. Go ahead, sensei.
• 50:12
  Speaker 3: Now, for real. That's when your life started to send
• 50:14
  Speaker 3: people demons. That's when even now, because a lot come
• 50:18
  Speaker 3: with that. Now you're grieving through.
• 50:20
  Speaker 5: It's like you're growing through because now the old you,
• 50:23
  Speaker 5: you're like, damn, a lot of stuff that I used
• 50:26
  Speaker 5: to do, it ain't relative to me no more. A
• 50:28
  Speaker 5: lot of people that I know and love, they can't
• 50:31
  Speaker 5: go where I'm going.
• 50:32
  Speaker 3: And I still love these people. I still want them
• 50:35
  Speaker 3: to be a part of my life. That don't stop.
• 50:37
  Speaker 3: True love is forever. See, people think he's going to
• 50:40
  Speaker 3: cut them. You don't cut nobody out. You expand the
• 50:43
  Speaker 3: cause of love. Because this is saying I am love.
• 50:46
  Speaker 3: If I'm love, I don't have to define it.
• 50:49
  Speaker 5: So the whole thing is to allow love to become
• 50:51
  Speaker 5: the escalator for you to go higher within your own existence.
• 50:55
  Speaker 3: So now when you show people life, I am whole.
• 50:57
  Speaker 3: I am complete.
• 50:58
  Speaker 5: That means I don't need you to do nothing for me.
• 51:01
  Speaker 5: And all that means is you can only add to
• 51:03
  Speaker 5: this existence. You can't take away. You can't take away
• 51:06
  Speaker 5: from this him. I'm already whole. I showed up as me.
• 51:09
  Speaker 5: So if you don't want to add, if I see that,
• 51:11
  Speaker 5: I'm not going to let you take away. I don't
• 51:13
  Speaker 5: move like that. And my cup runneth over so much
• 51:16
  Speaker 5: to where I give whatever time, whatever energy, whatever, however
• 51:19
  Speaker 5: you show up in my life. Once that's over, it's over.
• 51:23
  Speaker 5: I'm not going to look at it like I wasted
• 51:24
  Speaker 5: my time. I'm not going to look at it like
• 51:26
  Speaker 5: you played with me. No, actually, people don't cheat on you.
• 51:30
  Speaker 5: That's a shadow word. I know that shit sounds cliche,
• 51:33
  Speaker 5: but it's like now it's sparking a different level of
• 51:35
  Speaker 5: spiritual development within you to make you wake up from
• 51:38
  Speaker 5: whatever fairytale you created to make you think this person
• 51:41
  Speaker 5: is going to hold you true to yourself or they
• 51:44
  Speaker 5: self when you ain't there.
• 51:46
  Speaker 3: Now we call it integrity. Now we call that integrity.
• 51:49
  Speaker 3: But actually, this person shows you who they are.
• 51:52
  Speaker 5: They just did it when you wasn't around.
• 51:54
  Speaker 3: Ain't nobody responsible to keep you happy. Like, no.
• 51:57
  Speaker 5: If you take that away from people and people do
• 51:59
  Speaker 5: those kind of acts or whatever the case may be,
• 52:02
  Speaker 5: If that ain't conducive for how you rock, appreciate it, bro.
• 52:06
  Speaker 5: But you showed me how you is and the level
• 52:08
  Speaker 5: of commitment and the person that I am, I can't
• 52:10
  Speaker 5: rock with that.
• 52:10
  Speaker 3: Because I've done enough shadow work, see? And I've experienced
• 52:14
  Speaker 3: that before in time.
• 52:16
  Speaker 1: So that means, like, if you get to that place,
• 52:18
  Speaker 1: that means you're incapable of feeling hurt by others or
• 52:21
  Speaker 1: any pain?
• 52:22
  Speaker 5: Nah, ooh, I love that you said that. That's the
• 52:24
  Speaker 5: first thing people say. Ain't like a nigga numb or something.
• 52:28
  Speaker 5: Hell nah, I feel everything. I'm talking about, you're talking
• 52:32
  Speaker 5: about an amplification of feeling now. You feel it to
• 52:35
  Speaker 5: the point to where you feel it when they feel it.
• 52:38
  Speaker 5: You can't even hide the emotion. But what have you done? Like,
• 52:41
  Speaker 5: because self-mastery don't just happen in a day, right? You
• 52:43
  Speaker 5: master each day. But what has happened is you realize
• 52:46
  Speaker 5: that my emotions is mine. The moment I start looking
• 52:49
  Speaker 5: for you to honor how I feel, I'm in trouble.
• 52:52
  Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? Like, it's not that I
• 52:55
  Speaker 5: become numb to my emotions.
• 52:57
  Speaker 3: I become numb to making sure that you give a
• 52:59
  Speaker 3: damn about my emotions. Because you show me you don't curl,
• 53:03
  Speaker 3: that means you know what?
• 53:04
  Speaker 5: I got to give myself enough grace and enough compassion
• 53:06
  Speaker 5: to give it down by my feelings more than you do.
• 53:09
  Speaker 3: Because if I show you that my shit is more
• 53:11
  Speaker 3: valuable to.
• 53:12
  Speaker 5: Me than it is to you, that means I wouldn't
• 53:15
  Speaker 5: have said whatever healthy boundaries are necessary for me to
• 53:18
  Speaker 5: be safe and whole and complete within myself without losing myself.
• 53:24
  Speaker 3: I ain't got to lose me and you. You know
• 53:26
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying? Because a relationship requires for us to
• 53:28
  Speaker 3: be committed. It really does. That's why it's called falling
• 53:31
  Speaker 3: in love.
• 53:33
  Speaker 5: So if I'm not willing to let something or surrender
• 53:35
  Speaker 5: to the aspect of falling in love with you, that
• 53:37
  Speaker 5: means I don't trust myself enough to say I can
• 53:39
  Speaker 5: change my mind.
• 53:46
  Speaker 2: Let's get into this divine feminine right quick.
• 53:49
  Speaker 5: Now we're going to take it to the divine feminine
• 53:50
  Speaker 5: because I can't talk chakras. I can't talk none of
• 53:54
  Speaker 5: this shit without talking femininity.
• 53:56
  Speaker 3: You can't.
• 53:57
  Speaker 5: Anything physical in this reality had to be birthed from
• 53:59
  Speaker 5: a feminine principle. So your whole body, the reason why
• 54:02
  Speaker 5: we got shocked with the reason why you got a mind,
• 54:04
  Speaker 5: the reason why you got a heart, the reason why
• 54:06
  Speaker 5: you're experiencing this life is because you got a mama.
• 54:09
  Speaker 5: That's the only reason why you're experiencing cycles. It's the
• 54:12
  Speaker 5: only reason why you know time. See, the whole conversation
• 54:15
  Speaker 5: can always be engulfed in the feminine energy. Because the
• 54:18
  Speaker 5: moment you came through your mama, you were birthed in
• 54:20
  Speaker 5: the cycles, period. Those cycles were determined by the cycles
• 54:25
  Speaker 5: of your mama and your daddy. That's why we can
• 54:27
  Speaker 5: get into the birth chart. You literally heard and fulfilled
• 54:30
  Speaker 5: things that your mom and dad didn't do. And it's
• 54:34
  Speaker 5: the things that you came in with your past life from.
• 54:38
  Speaker 5: So your chakras are like the system that if you,
• 54:41
  Speaker 5: when I was saying you govern your thoughts, that's like 30%
• 54:44
  Speaker 5: of your life. You govern your emotion, that's like another 20%
• 54:47
  Speaker 5: of your life. You govern your body, that's like 60%
• 54:50
  Speaker 5: of your life. You govern your life force energy, which
• 54:54
  Speaker 5: is your chakra, that's 100% of your life. When we're
• 54:58
  Speaker 5: talking about the woman and the femininity and getting back
• 55:01
  Speaker 5: to that, this is emotional intelligence. Now, this is why
• 55:05
  Speaker 5: your emotions are energy in motion. Each one of these
• 55:08
  Speaker 5: chakras create a chemical reaction based off an emotion. When
• 55:12
  Speaker 5: you feel a certain type of way, when you feel
• 55:14
  Speaker 5: like you want to fight, flight, whoop somebody's ass, clean up,
• 55:18
  Speaker 5: all that kind of stuff, root chakra activity. When you
• 55:21
  Speaker 5: want to feel and make love and sex and create
• 55:24
  Speaker 5: and desiring, all that's sacred chakra. When you got a
• 55:27
  Speaker 5: will to make something happen, when you ain't feeling it,
• 55:30
  Speaker 5: when your root chakra ain't active, but you know you
• 55:32
  Speaker 5: got to get it done, you got to will yourself
• 55:34
  Speaker 5: through everything, your willpower, that's your solar plexus. That's why
• 55:38
  Speaker 5: all of your food is converted over to energy, your
• 55:40
  Speaker 5: solar plexus. So indigestion issues, all this kind of stuff,
• 55:44
  Speaker 5: all this solar plexus, because a lot of people are
• 55:45
  Speaker 5: willing themselves through a lot of different things.
• 55:48
  Speaker 3: Now when you deal with the heart chakra, the heart chakra.
• 55:50
  Speaker 5: Is like you just want a hug or some people
• 55:53
  Speaker 5: feel too much or they don't feel enough.
• 55:54
  Speaker 3: People crying all the time. They always.
• 55:57
  Speaker 5: Their heart just opened. You get what I'm saying? That's
• 55:59
  Speaker 5: the imbalance of the heart chakra. The heart chakra is
• 56:02
  Speaker 5: called the anahata. It's called the unstruck. The heart is
• 56:07
  Speaker 5: meant to be unstruck. If your heart is unstruck, that
• 56:10
  Speaker 5: means you're dancing to the rhythm of your own beat.
• 56:14
  Speaker 5: If something else is striking your heart, that means something
• 56:17
  Speaker 5: outside of you can control your emotions. Your heart is
• 56:19
  Speaker 5: the navigation. That's why the ancestors, when dealing with Kemet,
• 56:22
  Speaker 5: they used the heart inside of the chambers a lot.
• 56:25
  Speaker 5: Because your heart is the first thing that's formed in
• 56:27
  Speaker 5: your body. That's why the heart is called the fourth chakra.
• 56:30
  Speaker 5: You got three below the heart, three above it. Everything
• 56:33
  Speaker 5: has to meet through the heart. This is why Jesus
• 56:36
  Speaker 5: in the motif, and he's holding those two fingers up,
• 56:39
  Speaker 5: and he got the heart in the middle of his hand.
• 56:41
  Speaker 5: It represents Jupiter energy, and it represents your place to expand.
• 56:45
  Speaker 5: This is the Taurus field, the Tesseract, all this kind
• 56:48
  Speaker 5: of stuff, right?
• 56:49
  Speaker 3: The Merkabah.
• 56:50
  Speaker 2: I need a goddamn dictionary right now.
• 56:53
  Speaker 4: Go ahead.
• 56:54
  Speaker 2: No, you don't. Just listen. We'll have notes.
• 56:56
  Speaker 3: Look, it's that Merkava, right?
• 56:58
  Speaker 2: That's the type of shit I love. Go ahead, Sensei.
• 57:02
  Speaker 3: That Mer is the love. That Ka, right? That is
• 57:05
  Speaker 3: now you dealing with the... When you see... Like even
• 57:08
  Speaker 3: at church, they got us doing this shit. You throw
• 57:09
  Speaker 3: your hands up in the air. Oh, Lord.
• 57:11
  Speaker 2: Oh, Lord.
• 57:12
  Speaker 3: And they throw their hands up letting the Lord in, right?
• 57:15
  Speaker 5: That is the spirit. The Ba is the body. So
• 57:18
  Speaker 5: you marry all of that. So just all these different
• 57:21
  Speaker 5: dimensions that you can dwell in. This is where you
• 57:23
  Speaker 5: get the Ethereum man, the Da Vinci code. When Da
• 57:26
  Speaker 5: Vinci drew the man and he had the man with
• 57:28
  Speaker 5: the arms all.
• 57:29
  Speaker 3: Out, the measurement of man, all this kind of stuff.
• 57:32
  Speaker 5: Even when you see another picture of the man with
• 57:35
  Speaker 5: one foot on the sea, like one foot in water,
• 57:38
  Speaker 5: one foot on land. Like he's saying, you got to
• 57:40
  Speaker 5: master your emotions, master your body. All this is symbolism.
• 57:44
  Speaker 5: All this is like representing the chakras. Even with Enoch
• 57:47
  Speaker 5: walking straight into heaven. It's basically saying he mastered the chakras.
• 57:51
  Speaker 5: The sleeping Buddha mastered the chakras.
• 57:53
  Speaker 3: Right?
• 57:54
  Speaker 5: Basically saying he just said, fuck it. I'm just going
• 57:56
  Speaker 5: to walk out of my body. The sleeping Buddha just said,
• 57:58
  Speaker 5: I'm going to lay down and this is where I'm
• 58:00
  Speaker 5: going to sleep.
• 58:00
  Speaker 3: That's it. I'm leaving my body. I don't need it anymore.
• 58:03
  Speaker 5: If you activate all of your chakras, your body won't
• 58:05
  Speaker 5: be able to contain your energy. Because your soul, your
• 58:09
  Speaker 5: spirit is a vibration.
• 58:11
  Speaker 3: Right?
• 58:11
  Speaker 5: So once you get it to vibrate on a higher vibration,
• 58:14
  Speaker 5: This means these chakras, your energy and emotion is flowing.
• 58:18
  Speaker 5: They're ascending. Your lead is turning to gold. Everything you
• 58:21
  Speaker 5: touch will turn to gold. This is when the scriptures say,
• 58:24
  Speaker 5: be ye illuminated. Now, the only reason this is going
• 58:27
  Speaker 5: to happen is through a feminine principle. Because you got
• 58:29
  Speaker 5: to be all right with your emotion. So men running
• 58:32
  Speaker 5: from their emotion, saying women feel too much. Women are
• 58:36
  Speaker 5: too aggressive. Women are all this shit. It's basically saying
• 58:40
  Speaker 5: the man ain't rooting this femininity. When a man say
• 58:42
  Speaker 5: a woman needs to submit, he hasn't submitted to his femininity.
• 58:45
  Speaker 5: That's the only reason he's going to say that. Because
• 58:48
  Speaker 5: once you submit to that, you're going to automatically hear
• 58:51
  Speaker 5: what any woman is crying out for. And not only
• 58:54
  Speaker 5: are you going to hear it, she's going to feel it.
• 58:56
  Speaker 5: She's going to know that you know it. She's going
• 58:58
  Speaker 5: to know she ain't got a little. She's going to
• 59:00
  Speaker 5: know I can be myself with this man. I can
• 59:02
  Speaker 5: say how I feel. It's an automatic knowing because the
• 59:05
  Speaker 5: woman has the most. Y'all got the highest level, especially
• 59:08
  Speaker 5: as black women. because now we're dealing with the mitochondrial DNA.
• 59:13
  Speaker 5: This is where you find the matrix.
• 59:14
  Speaker 4: All right.
• 59:15
  Speaker 3: Because the mitochondrial DNA does without the memory. So as
• 59:18
  Speaker 3: black women, because you have a menstrual cycle and because
• 59:21
  Speaker 3: you are connected to the moon, And because you are
• 59:23
  Speaker 3: here to bring our life through you as a vessel,
• 59:26
  Speaker 3: you have to have a high level of emotional intelligence
• 59:28
  Speaker 3: than any other creature on this planet. Right.
• 59:31
  Speaker 2: A lot of people don't know that the matrix is
• 59:33
  Speaker 2: essentially the female reproductive system.
• 59:36
  Speaker 3: They don't understand it. That's why you're trapped in it.
• 59:39
  Speaker 2: That's what it's called, actually.
• 59:40
  Speaker 3: I don't care what pill you take, red or blue,
• 59:43
  Speaker 3: your ass still in the matrix.
• 59:45
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 59:47
  Speaker 1: And I think it's crazy that people are trying to, like,
• 59:51
  Speaker 1: make women not a thing anymore.
• 59:53
  Speaker 4: Like, a woman is not... A woman.
• 59:56
  Speaker 1: With a reproductive system is not special.
• 1:00:00
  Speaker 4: Like, she's a birthing person now. She's not a woman.
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 4: You know what I mean?
• 1:00:06
  Speaker 3: That's the illusion.
• 1:00:07
  Speaker 5: That's another greatest part of the illusion that they like
• 1:00:10
  Speaker 5: to play on the divine feminine. Because now it makes
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 5: a woman feel like she's got to continue to fight
• 1:00:14
  Speaker 5: for a power that's already hers.
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 3: I don't give a damn what they do. They can...
• 1:00:19
  Speaker 3: do surgeries. They can do all this. You cannot usurp that.
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 3: You cannot. If you replace the woman, there would be
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 3: no more life on this planet, period.
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 5: It's impossible. In my mind, when I see that, I
• 1:00:33
  Speaker 5: laugh because it's a joke. What they're trying to do
• 1:00:38
  Speaker 5: is they're trying to figure out a way to... Because
• 1:00:41
  Speaker 5: you can create without the feminine principle, but you cannot procreate.
• 1:00:45
  Speaker 5: So anything that they create without the feminine principle is
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 5: not sustainable. That's why they got to create. That's why
• 1:00:50
  Speaker 5: they got to keep doing stuff.
• 1:00:51
  Speaker 3: It ain't sustainable.
• 1:00:53
  Speaker 5: It's only a matter of time before something comes and
• 1:00:55
  Speaker 5: destroys it. And once it's destroyed, it cannot come back.
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 5: The only way you get to come back as an energy,
• 1:01:01
  Speaker 5: you got to come in through the woman. That's the
• 1:01:04
  Speaker 5: only way your energy becomes. This is when they deal
• 1:01:06
  Speaker 5: with the Ouroboros and all this type of stuff. But
• 1:01:09
  Speaker 5: I themselves knew that there was no death.
• 1:01:12
  Speaker 2: So you got all these soulless people out here. Everybody
• 1:01:15
  Speaker 2: got a spirit. Everything has a spirit. But not everybody
• 1:01:18
  Speaker 2: got a soul.
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 3: That's right. And you would know some soulless beings. Because
• 1:01:22
  Speaker 3: with a soul, you got a feel.
• 1:01:24
  Speaker 5: See, that's why we as black people, we have something
• 1:01:27
  Speaker 5: called polymorphism.
• 1:01:29
  Speaker 3: Like, this is science.
• 1:01:30
  Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? There's actually a theorem by
• 1:01:33
  Speaker 5: Professor Gabriella Yebo. He used to work for NASA and
• 1:01:37
  Speaker 5: all this kind of stuff. But one of the most highly.
• 1:01:40
  Speaker 3: or like announced or whatever.
• 1:01:42
  Speaker 5: Revered rocket scientists, I would say, physicists, physics and all
• 1:01:49
  Speaker 5: that type of stuff. But he developed a theorem called
• 1:01:51
  Speaker 5: the Gagatheria.
• 1:01:53
  Speaker 3: All right.
• 1:01:53
  Speaker 5: And it proves that black people are five thirds man,
• 1:01:57
  Speaker 5: which simply means that we have polymorphins. These polymorphins create polyrhythms.
• 1:02:00
  Speaker 5: This is where music and beats come from. This is
• 1:02:03
  Speaker 5: why the universe is 432 hertz. This is why each
• 1:02:06
  Speaker 5: one of these chakras carries a frequency. This is why
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  Speaker 5: each level of the light spectrum, which is dealing with
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  Speaker 5: the chakras I hate, red, green, orange, all of them
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  Speaker 5: carry sun frequencies. These sun frequencies carry information. Each color
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  Speaker 5: has an amount of information. The higher the number, the
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  Speaker 5: lower the amount of information. The lower the number, the
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  Speaker 5: higher the amount of information. Hence, purple is going to
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  Speaker 5: have a lower number. Platinum is going to have a
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  Speaker 5: lower number. White is going to have a lower number.
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  Speaker 5: It's more information.
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  Speaker 3: This is why you see the white illuminated behind Jesus
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  Speaker 3: Christ and all this kind of stuff. This is why
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  Speaker 3: they call it Christ consciousness and they do white.
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  Speaker 2: Right?
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  Speaker 5: So this is saying that once I reach a higher vibration,
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  Speaker 5: I'm able to raise my pitch. So I pick up
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  Speaker 5: on levels of consciousness that other people don't. I'm receiving
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  Speaker 5: things that other people don't. My body's a receptor now.
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  Speaker 5: It is an antenna. See, when people talk high vibration,
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  Speaker 5: it's not just a talk. It ain't just cliche.
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  Speaker 3: So when you.
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  Speaker 5: Talk to people who reach a level of like knowing
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  Speaker 5: This is when you are operating in that realm beyond
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  Speaker 5: likes and dislikes.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, let them know what the difference is between knowing
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  Speaker 2: and believing.
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  Speaker 5: Because when you believe something, it stops you from knowing it.
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  Speaker 5: Because if I believe something, that means I reached a
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  Speaker 5: conclusion in my mind as to believe this is true.
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  Speaker 5: This will create cognitive dissonance. This is the ego now.
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  Speaker 5: Because now this is an intellectual property. This means you
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  Speaker 5: gathered enough information to say that you know this thing.
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  Speaker 5: But is that really possible in this life? Can you
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  Speaker 5: know enough about one thing to ever say that you've
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  Speaker 5: mastered it or you fully know the thing? Knowledge is infinite.
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  Speaker 5: Ignorance is bliss. So the knowledge applied becomes wisdom. The
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  Speaker 5: wisdom is power.
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  Speaker 3: Now go back to the feminine again because if you
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  Speaker 3: ain't got that emotional intelligence to know why you feel
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  Speaker 3: what you feel, women always want to know why you
• 1:03:51
  Speaker 3: feel what you feel. That's why y'all want to know why.
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  Speaker 3: Y'all always asking why.
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  Speaker 2: Why?
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  Speaker 3: Why do you do that?
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  Speaker 2: Why you do me like that, Johnny?
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  Speaker 5: Yes, because now your intellectual property is like, what is
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  Speaker 5: going on? Your ego is damaged. Your masculine principle is like, what.
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  Speaker 3: Is happening to me?
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  Speaker 2: Look, that's why I always call people like, wait, am
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  Speaker 2: I tripping? I need to know. Am I tripping?
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  Speaker 3: But guess what? The reason why you say, oh, you're
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  Speaker 3: tripping is because the woman already knows.
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  Speaker 5: Your discernment already told you. But now your intellectual properties
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  Speaker 5: are saying, I need to gather more information.
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  Speaker 3: No, you don't.
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  Speaker 5: If you surrender to that knowing, And you trust that
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  Speaker 5: discernment because that's beyond these gaps.
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  Speaker 3: That's beyond this knowledge now, see. That's beyond the beliefs.
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  Speaker 3: That's even beyond the knowing. Now your intuition is saying,
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  Speaker 3: because now your mind.
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  Speaker 5: Might not be able to gather enough information to say,
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  Speaker 5: I can support that. So now that's why the woman
• 1:04:46
  Speaker 5: be like, I need to get more details. When in actuality,
• 1:04:49
  Speaker 5: you don't need them. That's a masculine principle. It's the
• 1:04:53
  Speaker 5: way they have women moving through their masculinity.
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  Speaker 2: Do you think the masses is just out here intentionally
• 1:05:00
  Speaker 2: trying to confuse women?
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  Speaker 5: Exactly, because guess how they do that? They keep you
• 1:05:04
  Speaker 5: identifying with every expression of the feminine power. Because in
• 1:05:09
  Speaker 5: order for you to express yourself in any aspect of
• 1:05:11
  Speaker 5: your nature, you have to have a feminine power to
• 1:05:13
  Speaker 5: do that. This is why they call Isis or Arsit
• 1:05:16
  Speaker 5: the goddess of 10,000 names. Because it's only through the
• 1:05:19
  Speaker 5: feminine power that you're able to be a mother, father, lover, friend,
• 1:05:23
  Speaker 5: You only able to take these physical expressions through you
• 1:05:27
  Speaker 5: being still.
• 1:05:29
  Speaker 3: So they have, that's patriarchy. See?
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  Speaker 5: Cause now they got everybody don't, you don't, nobody trust
• 1:05:34
  Speaker 5: their intuition. Nobody trust what they know. That's why niggas
• 1:05:37
  Speaker 5: is pulling up going crazy. Nigga, you knew that woman
• 1:05:40
  Speaker 5: didn't like you. You knew she probably had another nigga.
• 1:05:42
  Speaker 5: You pulled up and saw it. Now you done went crazy.
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  Speaker 5: You get what I'm saying? Because you didn't have the
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 5: emotional integrity to say, nah, I knew this shit went
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  Speaker 5: right out top. That's why the woman going to bust
• 1:05:51
  Speaker 5: the car, bust the windows, all.
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 3: Of those shit. Nigga, you got me fucked up.
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  Speaker 5: That's why a woman say, yeah, nigga, I knew how long. Nigga,
• 1:05:57
  Speaker 5: you been acting funny since this time, nigga.
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  Speaker 3: You got an account of it automatically. Like, But when
• 1:06:03
  Speaker 3: you don't trust it, you just like, mm-hmm, I'm just waiting.
• 1:06:06
  Speaker 3: I'm just waiting.
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  Speaker 5: Waiting for what? Your own demise, goddamn it. Because once
• 1:06:10
  Speaker 5: the truth hits your head, it's going to be like, pow, pow.
• 1:06:12
  Speaker 5: Now you're going to feel like I got to fight.
• 1:06:14
  Speaker 5: Now they had me fucked up. No, in actuality, you
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  Speaker 5: had yourself fucked up.
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  Speaker 2: You had yourself fucked up. All right, listen, Sensei, let
• 1:06:22
  Speaker 2: all our listeners know where they can find you at
• 1:06:24
  Speaker 2: so they can pull up for these good old readings.
• 1:06:26
  Speaker 2: You do all type of shit. Let them know.
• 1:06:28
  Speaker 5: Man, y'all can, my website is DivineSelections.net. So that's Divine
• 1:06:34
  Speaker 5: and then Selections.net. Then also my 10K card is Sensei9. com.
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  Speaker 5: So if you go to Sensei9. com, you'll see my 10K card.
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  Speaker 5: I have my links on there. I'm on Facebook. It's
• 1:06:49
  Speaker 5: Sensei9 as well. Instagram, Sensei underscore 9.
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  Speaker 3: I'm on TikTok.
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  Speaker 5: I don't know how long I'm going to be on TikTok.
• 1:06:56
  Speaker 5: Them terms and conditions is something else.
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  Speaker 3: I ain't lying. I be debating every day.
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  Speaker 2: They want all your likeness.
• 1:07:01
  Speaker 5: Man, these folks, do you know they monitor what you're typing?
• 1:07:05
  Speaker 5: These folks monitor everything. It's crazy. Because I ain't afraid
• 1:07:09
  Speaker 5: of nothing, but then I don't want these folks out
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  Speaker 5: of my business. I've been shadow banned down to every
• 1:07:14
  Speaker 5: account I got. I know if the government was to
• 1:07:16
  Speaker 5: crack down, I'd be one of the ones they coming for.
• 1:07:18
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying?
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 3: Because I'm always posting on stuff.
• 1:07:22
  Speaker 2: That's why Trump was trying to force China to sell TikTok. Yeah.
• 1:07:26
  Speaker 2: Because all our data collection, I thought Microsoft had purchased it.
• 1:07:29
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 1:07:30
  Speaker 2: Or Oracle. I think Oracle.
• 1:07:32
  Speaker 3: Yep. And that's why Trump kept talking about China. China.
• 1:07:36
  Speaker 5: It's like they really have hacked us cyberly. People have
• 1:07:41
  Speaker 5: no idea how much China have control they have over
• 1:07:44
  Speaker 5: our cybernetworks.
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  Speaker 2: And just not, people don't even think about India being
• 1:07:48
  Speaker 2: in China. Because listen, when you call 1-800-NUMBERS, who answers?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, Swami now.
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  Speaker 4: Somebody from China. Somebody from India.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: Who do?
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  Speaker 2: Why I'm giving you my social?
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  Speaker 4: What?
• 1:08:02
  Speaker 3: No.
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  Speaker 1: So if people want a reading, where can they find you?
• 1:08:05
  Speaker 1: Where can they get those at?
• 1:08:07
  Speaker 5: They can go on my website or they can inbox
• 1:08:10
  Speaker 5: me on Instagram. And just because anybody listened to this podcast,
• 1:08:15
  Speaker 5: hit me up and I'll give you a discount just
• 1:08:17
  Speaker 5: for being a listener of these goddesses right here.
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  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying?
• 1:08:21
  Speaker 5: So let me know that you heard this as a
• 1:08:23
  Speaker 5: promo and let me know that you heard it on
• 1:08:25
  Speaker 5: a podcast and I will give you a discount on
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  Speaker 5: any service that you would like to receive.
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  Speaker 3: Right.
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  Speaker 2: And that's Sensei, S-E-N-S-A-9, y'all. Sensei 9. S-E-N-S-A-Y 9. I
• 1:08:39
  Speaker 2: didn't say that.
• 1:08:40
  Speaker 3: You said S-A-9.
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  Speaker 2: Oh, shame. S-E-N, yeah.
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  Speaker 4: S-A-Y.
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  Speaker 2: S-A-Y-9. Sensei 9.
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  Speaker 5: Yes.
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  Speaker 2: All right, Sensei, listen, we really appreciate you for pulling up.
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  Speaker 2: It was a very good talk.
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  Speaker 3: I appreciate y'all having me.
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  Speaker 2: For four more hours if we let him.
• 1:09:00
  Speaker 3: I'm telling.
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  Speaker 2: You y'all so fun y'all.
• 1:09:06
  Speaker 5: So fun and full of energy I could talk to
• 1:09:08
  Speaker 5: y'all all day and I just love me.
• 1:09:10
  Speaker 1: Some AJ thank you so much y'all tapping with Sensei
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  Speaker 1: y'all for sure for sure.
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