Latest / Reformed Thinking / Hope After Humiliation and Repentance (Hosea 2:15) | Jonathan Edwards
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- 0:00Welcome to Reformed thinking. Have you ever have you ever
- 0:04found yourself in a season where your spiritual life just feels
- 0:08like an absolute desert? Yeah, that dry, empty feeling.
- 0:12Right, like you wake up, you try to go through your normal
- 0:14routines, but the peace and the joy you used to experience or
- 0:18just they're just gone. The heavens feel like brass.
- 0:21It's. Awful.
- 0:22It really is. You sit down to read the Bible
- 0:24and the words on the page are flat.
- 0:26They feel like a dead letter. You try to pray and it feels
- 0:30like your thoughts are just bouncing off the ceiling and,
- 0:32well, mocking. You, which is incredibly
- 0:34isolated. Totally isolating.
- 0:36And then you look around at other people who seem to have a
- 0:38thriving, vibrant faith, and a very quiet, terrifying thought
- 0:43starts to creep in. You start to wonder if if
- 0:46something is just broken inside of you that cannot be fixed.
- 0:48Yeah. That fear of being permanently
- 0:50flawed. Exactly that.
- 0:51So if you have ever experienced that kind of isolation, or if
- 0:54you are sitting in the middle of it right now, this deep dive is
- 0:57specifically for you. I'm really glad we're doing this
- 0:59one. Me too.
- 1:01Our mission today is to map out a very surprising pattern.
- 1:05We're going to look at how true, lasting hope is almost always
- 1:08preceded by severe trouble. And we are going to look at why
- 1:12uncovering the hidden, what the text calls the hidden AN in your
- 1:15life is the only genuine way out of that wilderness.
- 1:19That's such a crucial concept. It really is.
- 1:21So for our source material today, we are looking at a
- 1:24highly analytical sermon by the 18th century theologian Jonathan
- 1:28Edwards. He preached on the Old Testament
- 1:30book of Hosea, chapter 2, verse 15.
- 1:32Which is a heavy text. Very heavy, yeah, but he uses it
- 1:35to layout a structural blueprint for how God operates.
- 1:39He breaks down the mechanics of humiliation and hope, and it
- 1:43completely flips the conventional wisdom on how to
- 1:45handle the dark seasons of life. It really does.
- 1:48It's a remarkable piece of source material.
- 1:50Edwards looks at this massive historical event regarding the
- 1:53ancient nation of Israel and he he scales those mechanics down
- 1:58to the micro level of the individual soul.
- 2:00He analyzes the precise methods God uses to deal with human
- 2:04beings, and what is so striking about his analysis is the
- 2:07complete lack of cheap comfort. Oh, totally, no band aids here,
- 2:12right? Because we live in an era of
- 2:14quick fixes and, you know, life hacks.
- 2:17But Edwards offers a rigorous, structurally sound understanding
- 2:21of why God actively orchestrates trouble.
- 2:24He argues that this trouble is the required prerequisite for
- 2:27any genuine peace. Which is such a tough pill to
- 2:30swallow, but so necessary. Let's start right at the
- 2:33foundation of that blueprint. Looking at Hosea chapter 2.
- 2:37To understand verse 15, we need to grasp the context of the
- 2:39chapter. Yeah, setting the stage is key
- 2:42here. Right.
- 2:42So Israel is being indicted. The accusation is spiritual
- 2:46adultery, and the imagery is incredibly harsh.
- 2:48Israel is acting as an unfaithful bride, chasing after
- 2:51other lovers. And in the text, those lovers
- 2:53are her idols. Yes, she is pursuing them for
- 2:56her bread, her water, her wool, and her flax.
- 2:59When you read that, you might expect God to respond with
- 3:01either immediate destruction or immediate gentle restoration.
- 3:05There's a slap on the wrist or something.
- 3:06Yeah, but the text is something very different.
- 3:09God says he is going to strip her bear.
- 3:12He says he will turn her fruitful vineyards into a forest
- 3:16and drive her out into the wilderness.
- 3:18Sounds so severe. It really does.
- 3:21But then, right on the heels of that terrifying threat comes
- 3:25this staggering promise. God says he will allure her, He
- 3:28will speak comfortably to her, and he will turn the Valley of
- 3:31Acor, which translates to the Valley of Trouble, into a door
- 3:35of hope. That pivot is amazing.
- 3:37It's wild. Why does the process start with
- 3:40deprivation? Why does God take away the corn
- 3:42and the wine before offering hope?
- 3:43And will God remove those comforts?
- 3:45Because human beings have an almost inescapable tendency to
- 3:49credit their idols for their blessings.
- 3:51Oh, that makes sense. The text is very explicit about
- 3:53this psychological dynamic. I mean Israel was walking around
- 3:56saying I will go after my lovers that give me my bread and my
- 4:00water. Wow, giving them all the credit.
- 4:02Exactly. She looked at her agricultural
- 4:04abundance, her financial security, her National Safety,
- 4:07and she attributed all of that provision to the false gods she
- 4:10was worshipping. As long as the corn and the wine
- 4:13are flowing, the illusion remains intact.
- 4:16The idol appears to be doing its job.
- 4:18So the deprivation is it's a reality check.
- 4:21Spot on. God responds by removing the
- 4:24provision to force a confrontation with reality.
- 4:27By stripping the environment bare and turning the fruitful,
- 4:30cultivated vineyard into a wild, desolate forest, God shatters
- 4:34the illusion. Because you can't fake it in the
- 4:36forest, right? The wilderness is an environment
- 4:38of total deprivation. Out in the desert, you cannot
- 4:41rely on your own strength, and your false gods certainly cannot
- 4:44produce water from the sand. It is a forced realization of
- 4:47absolute vulnerability. God takes away the gifts so the
- 4:50people will finally look up and acknowledge the giver.
- 4:53Yes. Think about how that dynamic
- 4:55plays out in a Modern Family. Imagine a parent dealing with a
- 4:58teenager who is completely absorbed in a smartphone.
- 5:02Oh yeah, great analogy. Right, The child is ignoring
- 5:05their siblings, failing their classes, and totally
- 5:08disconnected from the real world.
- 5:10So the parent steps in and takes the phone away.
- 5:12And chaos ensues. Absolute chaos.
- 5:14But the parent does not do this out of malice or a desire to
- 5:18ruin the child's life. The goal is to get the child to
- 5:20actually look up, engage with their surroundings and have a
- 5:23real conversation. Now the teenager experiences the
- 5:27removal of that screen as a severe punishment.
- 5:30To them it is the total loss of their entire world.
- 5:33But from the parents perspective, it is a rescue
- 5:36operation. The child is being saved from a
- 5:38digital stupor. That's a really good way to look
- 5:40at it. So is that a fairway to
- 5:42understand what God is doing with Israel in Hosea?
- 5:45Is the wilderness less about punitive anger and more about a
- 5:48rescue? That framing captures the
- 5:50dynamic perfectly. The text itself uses a specific
- 5:54word that completely reframes the severe action of driving
- 5:57Israel into the desert. What word is that?
- 6:00After the threat of the wilderness, God says I will
- 6:03allure her. Yeah, that word signifies
- 6:05courting. It is the language of wooing,
- 6:08the way someone pursues the person they desire to marry.
- 6:11That's beautiful. It is.
- 6:13God is treating this unfaithful people like a bride being
- 6:16courted all over again. The paradox here is astonishing.
- 6:21God forces her into the harshest, most barren
- 6:24environment on earth, and he uses that desolate setting for
- 6:27the most intense spiritual romance.
- 6:31He brings her into distress to humble her.
- 6:34Once she is stripped of her false lovers and her
- 6:36self-sufficiency is gone, he speaks comfortably and
- 6:39pleasantly to her. The trouble is the required
- 6:42setup for the romance. And Edwards takes this macro
- 6:44level historical blueprint and applies it directly to the micro
- 6:47level. He argues this is the precise
- 6:49pattern for how God operates with every single individual at
- 6:52the moment of their initial conversion.
- 6:54Right, he shrinks it down to the individual soul.
- 6:56Yes, and he says the sequence is non negotiable.
- 6:59Before God bestows true hope on a person, He brings them into
- 7:02their own personal wilderness. Yes, the source material insists
- 7:06that God causes hope and comfort to arise in the soul only after
- 7:09trouble and humbling for sin. Let's walk through that initial
- 7:12shock. According to Edwards analysis,
- 7:15the natural state of humanity before any divine intervention
- 7:18is actually very quiet. Too quiet, really.
- 7:21Yeah, people feel secure they are asleep to their actual
- 7:24condition. The text references the Children
- 7:27of Israel when they were slaves in Egypt, telling Moses, let us
- 7:31alone that we may serve the Egyptians.
- 7:33Right. They didn't even want to leave.
- 7:34The natural Sinner does not want to be rescued.
- 7:37They are perfectly content making bricks in the mud.
- 7:40But when God begins His work, He deliberately ruins that false
- 7:44quietness. The worldly enjoyments that used
- 7:47to satisfy them suddenly stop working.
- 7:49And that's when the panic sets in.
- 7:50Exactly. The person starts wandering.
- 7:52The text describes them as having an arrow sticking fast in
- 7:55them. They are pinched and stung.
- 7:57They feel like David being hunted by King Saul from cave to
- 8:00cave, utterly unable to find a safe place to rest.
- 8:03The psychological state described in this phase is 1 of
- 8:06escalating panic. The individual tries to find
- 8:09shade from the scorching sun, but every tree is barren.
- 8:12They look for a drop of water, but every well they check is
- 8:15dry. They flee to 1 refuge, but their
- 8:17anxieties beset them there, so they run to another and that
- 8:20fails too. Exhausted.
- 8:22Really is what is happening internally is a massive
- 8:25awakening to the reality of their disease, which is sin.
- 8:28The driving affection in this initial phase is fear.
- 8:32Theologians often call this legal repentance.
- 8:34Legal repentance, not evangelical.
- 8:37Right. It is not yet a pure evangelical
- 8:39love for God. It is raw, unfiltered.
- 8:42Terror is the fear of eternal judgement.
- 8:45It is the fear of having committed the unpardonable.
- 8:47Sin, which so many people struggle with?
- 8:49Yes. It is the fear of death, the
- 8:51dread that God will never hear their prayers.
- 8:54It is a sorrow rooted entirely in self preservation.
- 8:57I can hear a modern listener pushing back on that concept
- 9:00though. Oh for sure.
- 9:01Because to modern years, intentionally using raw terror
- 9:04to wake someone up sounds overly harsh.
- 9:07Sounds manipulative to inflict that level of psychological
- 9:09distress on someone just to get their attention.
- 9:12Why would a loving God utilize fear as an introductory tool?
- 9:16It sounds harsh until you recognize the actual objective
- 9:19danger the person is in. Consider a different scenario.
- 9:23Imagine someone is fast asleep inside a burning building.
- 9:27You are standing outside on the sidewalk and you see flames
- 9:30shooting through the roof. You pick up a brick and throw it
- 9:33straight through their bedroom window.
- 9:35Which is terrifying for the person sleeping.
- 9:38Very loud. The shattering glass is
- 9:40incredibly alarming. The person wakes up in a state
- 9:43of absolute shock and confusion. But breaking the window was not
- 9:47manipulative. It was dictated by the reality
- 9:50of the fire. The false quietness of their
- 9:52sleep had to be ruined because the sleep was lethal.
- 9:55God uses fear to shatter the illusion of safety.
- 9:58That makes total sense. The goal of this legal trouble
- 10:01is to completely strip away self trust.
- 10:04The Sinner is like a person lost in a vast, dense forest.
- 10:08At first they think they know the way out.
- 10:09They rely on their own wisdom, their own sense of direction,
- 10:12their own righteousness. They think they have it under
- 10:14control. Exactly.
- 10:15They walk for miles, exhaust themselves, only to realize they
- 10:18have walked in a giant circle and are right back where they
- 10:21started. Oh man, the fear and distress
- 10:23keep them trying every possible path until they finally exhaust
- 10:27all their own resources. At that point, they stand
- 10:31completely still. They yield the case.
- 10:33They confess their utter blindness.
- 10:35They do nothing but scream for help.
- 10:37That is the necessary humbling. And that brings us to a massive
- 10:41turning point in the analysis. Just screaming for help in the
- 10:44forest is not enough to finalize the rescue.
- 10:47The source material introduces a new historical parallel to
- 10:50explain the next required step. Yes, a very intense 1.
- 10:54Something in the camp has to die before the comfort can arrive.
- 10:57We move from the Book of Hosea into the Book of Joshua,
- 11:00specifically the story of HM. This story is central to the
- 11:04entire concept of the Valley of Achor.
- 11:07It really anchors the whole idea.
- 11:08Let's lay out the narrative. Israel has just crossed the
- 11:11Jordan River into the Promised Land.
- 11:13They experience a massive, miraculous victory at Jericho.
- 11:16Then they go up against a tiny, seemingly insignificant city
- 11:19called AI, and they are humiliatingly defeated.
- 11:22Men die in the battle. Yes, men die.
- 11:26Joshua is devastated. He falls on his face before God,
- 11:29asking why they lost. God tells him there is a
- 11:32troubler in the camp. Someone violated the command and
- 11:35took a cursive things from Jericho.
- 11:37Which was strictly forbidden, right?
- 11:39So conduct a tribe by tribe search, and the lot falls on a
- 11:42man named A Chan. A Chan confesses that he saw a
- 11:45beautiful Babylonian garment, 200 shekels of silver and a
- 11:49wedge of gold. He wanted them, he took them,
- 11:52and he buried them in the earth, right in the middle of his tent.
- 11:55He hid them where no one could see.
- 11:57Exactly. And to get God's presence back.
- 12:00The response is severe. A Chan, his family and all his
- 12:04possessions are taken to a place they name the Valley of Acor,
- 12:07the Valley of Trouble. They are stoned to death and
- 12:10burned with fire. A massive heap of stones is
- 12:13piled over them. It's a brutal reality check.
- 12:15It is Edwards uses this brutal historical event to insist that
- 12:18sin cannot just be restrained or made managed, it must be
- 12:21completely eradicated. The.
- 12:23Distinction Edwards draws here is between partial reformation
- 12:27and true mortification. Explain that difference.
- 12:29Well, many people, when they are awakened by the initial fear of
- 12:33the burning building, will try to restrain their sin.
- 12:36They will give it slight wounds. They will clean up their outward
- 12:38behavior for a while to sue their conscience.
- 12:41Like putting a Band-Aid on a tumor.
- 12:43Exactly. But the text argues that natural
- 12:47men are extremely loath to actually kill their sin.
- 12:51They have treated it as a familiar friend their entire
- 12:53lives. They give it the best room in
- 12:56their hearts. But God will never grant true
- 12:59lasting comfort if the sin is kept alive.
- 13:02You can't make a pet out of it. No, you cannot do what King Saul
- 13:06did. Later in the Old Testament, God
- 13:08told Saul to completely destroy the Amalekites, but Saul spared
- 13:11A gag the king of the Amalekites and kept the best of the sheet
- 13:14and the oxen for himself. Sparing the best part?
- 13:17Right. And sparing the king costs all
- 13:18his own Kingdom. True conversion requires you to
- 13:21take the sin, even the sin that seems most precious to you, as
- 13:25choice as a can silver and gold and stone it, burn it and bury
- 13:29it under rocks so it never rises again.
- 13:31Let's bring that into a modern context.
- 13:33Think of finding a termite queen in your house.
- 13:35I hate that thought. Right, it's the worst.
- 13:38You notice some blistering on the drywall, so you get some
- 13:41spackle, patch the hole and put a fresh coat of paint over it.
- 13:45You might even buy some bug spray and hit the baseboards.
- 13:47Which feels like you're doing something.
- 13:49It feels productive. That is partial reformation.
- 13:52The wall looks clean to anyone walking by, but the colony is
- 13:56still thriving inside the wood. If you want to save the house,
- 14:00you cannot just manage the visible symptoms if it.
- 14:03Take a sledgehammer, tear open the wall, find the Queen and
- 14:06exterminate her. You have to go right to the
- 14:09source. You have to destroy the source,
- 14:10even if it means ripping apart a room you spent thousands of
- 14:13dollars decorating. You have to be ruthless.
- 14:16But the source material brings up a very specific catch.
- 14:19At this stage, we do not actually have the tools or the
- 14:22strength to exterminate the enemy ourselves.
- 14:25That is the crucial theological pivot in Edwards framework.
- 14:29We are commanded to ruthlessly renounce the sin, to turn our
- 14:32will entirely against it, but we are completely incapable of
- 14:36executing the final blow in our own strength.
- 14:38We just don't have the power. We don't.
- 14:41Edwards shifts the metaphor back to the Exodus to explain this
- 14:44mechanic. The Israelites are standing at
- 14:47the edge of the Red Sea. Pharaoh's highly trained army
- 14:50with Chariots and weapons is charging at them.
- 14:53The Israelites are a group of escaped slaves.
- 14:56They're trapped. They are completely trapped.
- 14:58They could never have fought off the Egyptians in a pitched
- 15:01battle, and they certainly could never have drowned them in the
- 15:04sea. The text points out that it was
- 15:07Christ present in the pillar of cloud and fire, who executed the
- 15:11judgement. He did the actual fighting.
- 15:13The Lord fought for them while they stood still.
- 15:15The Sinner must completely renounce their sin, treating it
- 15:18as a mortal enemy, but they must rely entirely on Christ's blood
- 15:22to act as the Red Sea that swallows the Taskmaster.
- 15:25That's a huge point. The troubler is slain by a total
- 15:28reliance on Christ as a Savior, not just from the punishment of
- 15:31sin, but from the act of power of sin itself.
- 15:34So once the troubler is slain, the Red Sea closes over the
- 15:37enemy, the door of hope opens, and the soul is flooded with
- 15:41light and comfort. It sounds like a beautiful,
- 15:44definitive one time event. You cross the sea, the enemy is
- 15:48dead and you are free. Sounds nice.
- 15:51It sounds great, but the source material takes a very sharp turn
- 15:55right here. It shifts to a startling reality
- 15:57that many listeners are going to relate to intensely.
- 16:00This pattern of trouble slaying the HN and renewed comfort does
- 16:04not just happen once. No it doesn't.
- 16:07It repeats itself in the lives of believers long after their
- 16:10initial conversion. This is where the analysis
- 16:12becomes incredibly practical for the established Christian.
- 16:15Edwards acknowledges that Christians frequently fall into
- 16:18periods of intense darkness. Their hope is greatly obscured.
- 16:22And just to clarify, he's not talking about losing salvation.
- 16:25Right. He is not talking about a
- 16:26permanent loss of salvation, but he is describing a severe
- 16:30eclipse of their spiritual joy. Let's describe what that eclipse
- 16:34actually feels like. The text paints a very vivid
- 16:37picture. The sweet influences of the
- 16:40Spirit are withdrawn, the mind is darkened.
- 16:43You open your Bible and it is a dead letter.
- 16:45You're just staring at pages. Yeah, you have absolutely no
- 16:48taste for it. Reading the scriptures becomes a
- 16:51forced mechanical task. The verses that used to bring
- 16:54you light and reassurance do nothing at all.
- 16:56Prayer is heartless. You close your eyes and your
- 16:59mind wanders to 100 different. Vanities, which is so
- 17:01frustrating. It is you look at your daily
- 17:04life and you can hardly find any evidence that you ever had grace
- 17:07to begin with. You're past experiences of God
- 17:10feel dim, distant, and almost like a dream you are forgetting.
- 17:14And it can get even darker than. That yeah, sometimes it is even
- 17:16worse than numbness. Sometimes there is an agonizing
- 17:19sense of God's anger. The text references David crying
- 17:23out about his broken bones or Heman in Psalm 88, feeling
- 17:26trapped in the lowest pit with God's wrath lying heavy upon
- 17:30him. It's real despair.
- 17:31Why does this happen to someone who has already crossed the Red
- 17:34Sea? Why does a believer end up back
- 17:36in the dark? The cause is always the same.
- 17:39According to this framework, there's a new HN in the soul.
- 17:43Sin is the occasion for this darkness.
- 17:46Edwards points out three primary ways this HN takes root in the
- 17:50life of a believer. OK, let's unpack those.
- 17:52The first way involves the clash between weak grace and strong
- 17:56constitutional sins. Let's breakdown that term
- 17:59Constitutional sins. What does that mean in everyday
- 18:02language? It.
- 18:03Refers to a person's natural temperament or personality
- 18:05flaws. When someone is converted, the
- 18:08reigning power of sin is broken, but the presence of sin remains.
- 18:12And people have different natural dispositions, right?
- 18:15We all have our own struggles. Exactly.
- 18:17Some people run hot. They have a disposition to high
- 18:19resentment and quick anger. Others are naturally prone to
- 18:22covetousness or financial anxiety.
- 18:25Some have a peevish, fretful, discontented spirit.
- 18:27Always complaining. Yeah, if the grace infused at
- 18:30conversion is comparatively weak, these constitutional sins
- 18:33take advantage. They flare up under stress and
- 18:36they dreadfully cloud the mind. So temperament is the first
- 18:39vulnerability. What are the other two ways that
- 18:41HN gets into the camp? The second way is through gross
- 18:44transgressions. This is the obvious scandalous
- 18:47failure. Edwards points to David falling
- 18:50into adultery and murder in the matter of Uriah.
- 18:52Huge catastrophic failures. Right, that kind of severe,
- 18:56deliberate thin deeply quenches the spirit, and an exceedingly
- 19:01deep darkness immediately follows.
- 19:03But the third way is perhaps the the most insidious and certainly
- 19:06the most common, which is it is a slow, almost imperceptible
- 19:10slide into corrupt frames and evil habits.
- 19:13That slow slide is terrifying because you do not notice it
- 19:16happening. How does Edwards trace that
- 19:18descent? It usually starts subtly, often
- 19:21by giving way to a slothful spirit.
- 19:23The believer is not as diligent as they once were.
- 19:26They discontinue their daily watchfulness.
- 19:28Letting their guard down. Yeah, they stopped guarding
- 19:30their thoughts. From there, I'll frames creep
- 19:33in. They might become worldly, their
- 19:35hearts desperately bent on acquiring goods or climbing the
- 19:37corporate ladder. Or their minds grow light and
- 19:40vain, fixated on entertainment, dress and outward appearances.
- 19:43Very relatable stuff today. Oh, incredibly.
- 19:46Or they become contentious, constantly arguing online,
- 19:50stirring up strife, demanding their own way, and feeling
- 19:52secretly bitter when others prosper.
- 19:54They slide from these corrupt internal frames into sinful
- 19:57outward practices. They.
- 19:58Act on it. Exactly.
- 20:00They allow themselves liberties and sensual appetites.
- 20:04This degenerate state of the affections causes God to
- 20:07withdraw his spirit and the lights go out.
- 20:10When a Christian slides into the state and the lights go out,
- 20:13does God hide his face because he has given up on them?
- 20:17Does he withdraw out of spite or frustration?
- 20:19No, not at all. Because if someone is sitting in
- 20:21that darkness right now, there are immediate, visceral fears
- 20:25that God has abandoned them forever.
- 20:28How does this withdrawal square with a theological concept of
- 20:30eternal safety for the believer? God hides his face precisely to
- 20:34keep them safe. It is an act of severe mercy.
- 20:37Severe mercy. Yes, the text explains that sin
- 20:40naturally darkens the mind. It opposes grace, just as thick
- 20:44clouds hide the sun. If sin is flourishing in a
- 20:46believer's life, grace is being suppressed.
- 20:49If God were to allow the believer to continue feeling the
- 20:52warmth of spiritual comfort while they were actively
- 20:55harboring an HN, it would be disastrous.
- 20:58They would feel a false peace while a poison was spreading
- 21:00through their system. That would be deadly.
- 21:02God withdraws the feeling of comfort, so the believer cannot
- 21:06be comfortable in their rebellion.
- 21:08The darkness is a diagnostic indicator that something is
- 21:11critically wrong in the camp. The believer in this backslidden
- 21:14state is essentially sleepwalking.
- 21:16The text references the parable of the 10 virgins.
- 21:19The Saint is slumbering, sin has a stupefying, numbing effect on
- 21:23the conscience, and God has a very specific and often very
- 21:27painful method for waking them up.
- 21:30He brings the believer back into a second wilderness.
- 21:33She is a new work of awakening to rouse them out of their
- 21:35senselessness. And this awakening is not a
- 21:38gentle tap on the shoulder. No, it's rough.
- 21:40Very rough. The text points to Job chapter
- 21:4333, where the awakening involves severe temporal calamities.
- 21:47The person is chasing with pain on their bed.
- 21:49Their bones stick out. Their soul draws near to the
- 21:52grave. It is a terrifying realization
- 21:54of God's anger. David is the classic example
- 21:57here. Let's talk about David.
- 21:58David lived in a state of total numbness to his own gross sin
- 22:02for months. He committed adultery,
- 22:04orchestrated a murder, and then just went back to running the
- 22:07Kingdom as if nothing happened. Just business as usual.
- 22:10Exactly. He was completely stupefied.
- 22:13It was not until the prophet Nathan confronted him with a
- 22:16parable of the you lamb that the illusion shattered.
- 22:20Nathan looked at him and said Thou art the man.
- 22:22And suddenly the guilt crushed David.
- 22:25But that severe awakening, that sudden, devastating crush of
- 22:27guilt, is actually the first pulse of returning life.
- 22:31The pain of conviction is absolute proof that the soul is
- 22:34not dead. While they remain in their
- 22:37corrupt frames, they feel no pain because they are
- 22:40spiritually asleep. When God returns by His Spirit,
- 22:44the first thing He does is wake them up to the reality of their
- 22:46offense. The distress is almost
- 22:48insupportable, but their condition is infinitely more
- 22:52hopeful in the middle of that agony than when they were
- 22:54comfortably numb. The analogy of frostbite helps
- 22:57clarify this intensely painful process.
- 23:00That's a brilliant way to put it.
- 23:01If you are out in the freezing cold and you get frostbite in
- 23:04your fingers, the initial stage is painful, but eventually the
- 23:08nerves freeze and the numbness sets in.
- 23:11At that point, your fingers feel completely fine, you do not feel
- 23:14the cold anymore. I think you're safe.
- 23:15Right. The numbness feels peaceful, but
- 23:18it is the piece of tissue death. If you stay numb, you will lose
- 23:21your hand. When you finally get inside by a
- 23:24fire and begin the thawing process, the blood rushes back
- 23:28into the dead and vessels. That thawing process is
- 23:31agonizing. It's excruciating.
- 23:33It is some of the worst physical pain a person can experience,
- 23:37but the pain is a good sign. The pain means the tissue is
- 23:39alive. The pain means you are not going
- 23:41to lose the hand. The spiritual trouble, the
- 23:44renewed fear, and the crushing weight of guilt is the blood
- 23:47rushing back into a frostbitten soul.
- 23:50And just like the physical thawing process, the spiritual
- 23:53trouble aggressively increases right before the comfort
- 23:56returns. Edwards points out that the
- 23:58darkest, most distressful hour, the moment when God's wrath
- 24:02feels the heaviest and the bones feel broken, is the immediate
- 24:05prelude to the dawn. So once the Saint is awake to
- 24:09the danger, once the frostbite is thawing and they are in the
- 24:12agony of conviction, how do they actually step back into the
- 24:16light? We move into the renewal of
- 24:19hope. The hope is renewed in the exact
- 24:21same way it was obtained the first time, by slaying the
- 24:24troubler. Once again the believer must
- 24:26mortify the sin, but this time they have to do it with a
- 24:30renewed intensity. What does that look like
- 24:32practically? Edwards breaks this down into
- 24:34three requirements. First, the sin must be slain as
- 24:37to its former degrees. It cannot have the prevalence it
- 24:40once had in their daily routine. OK, that's one.
- 24:42Second, it must be slain as to its former ways of exercise, The
- 24:46heart must be fortified against those specific paths of
- 24:49temptation that led to the fall. You have to block.
- 24:51The road exactly Third. The sin must be totally and
- 24:54perfectly slain in the will and inclination.
- 24:57The believer must act as a mortal enemy against the sin
- 25:00they cannot deal mercifully or tenderly with.
- 25:02It when we're making excuses. Right.
- 25:05They must have the zeal and revenge against their own sin
- 25:08that the Corinthians demonstrate in the New Testament.
- 25:11They must desire to completely extirpate it from their lives.
- 25:14When this happens, a new light flashes out of heaven and
- 25:17comfort returns to the soul. But the text draws a very sharp
- 25:21line between genuine spiritual comfort and counterfeit comfort.
- 25:26Which is a really vital distinction.
- 25:27The difference between hypocritical joy and genuine
- 25:30spiritual joy is fascinating. False comfort brings pride.
- 25:34The hypocrite fixates on their own holiness.
- 25:37They think about how eminent a St. they are, how much better
- 25:40they are than their neighbors, and they assume God must love
- 25:42them because of their excellent religious experiences.
- 25:45He's entirely self focused. True comfort works in the exact
- 25:47opposite direction. True comfort brings poverty of
- 25:50spirit. The person feels small,
- 25:52helpless, and wants to line the dust to exalt God.
- 25:56The text quotes Psalm 115.1. Not unto us, O Lord, not unto
- 26:00us, but unto Thy name, give glory.
- 26:02Gracious joy and poverty of spirit are inseparable
- 26:06companions in this theological framework.
- 26:08When God lifts the soul up with inward sweetness, he
- 26:11simultaneously casts it down with a basement.
- 26:14The believer sees the infinite gap between God's worthiness and
- 26:18their own undeserving nature. So it's a very humbling joy.
- 26:22Very humbling if your religious comfort makes you feel large in
- 26:26yourself. If it makes you boastful, self
- 26:28confident, or judgmental toward others, it is not from the
- 26:31Spirit of God. There is a very specific trap
- 26:34mentioned here that we need to highlight.
- 26:36When people feel disconnected from God and are trying to find
- 26:39their way back out of the darkness.
- 26:41The most common advice you hear today is to look backward.
- 26:44Yeah, you hear that a lot. We are told to remember the days
- 26:47when we felt close to God, to review our old prayer journals,
- 26:50to reassure ourselves by analyzing past spiritual highs.
- 26:54The text argues this is actually a terrible idea.
- 26:57Why? Because pouring over past
- 26:59experiences while the HN is still alive in the tent yields 0
- 27:02satisfaction. You are looking for a past
- 27:05trophy while a present troubler is actively killing you.
- 27:08That is a stark way to put it. But it's true, the text
- 27:12observes, that believers in the dark will spend months or even
- 27:15years examining old evidences of their piety, trying to force
- 27:19comfort out of a memory. It is entirely in vain.
- 27:23The troubler must be removed. You can't live on yesterday's
- 27:26grace. Exactly once the Akon is slain,
- 27:29God gives new light and new experiences, and a few moments
- 27:33of fresh new light from God scatters the dark clouds far
- 27:36better than years of analyzing old memories.
- 27:39You do not need to excavate the past, you need to kill the sin
- 27:43in the present so the light can shine today.
- 27:45Looking at old spiritual journals when you are harboring
- 27:48active sin is like looking at old photographs of the sun while
- 27:51you were standing in a dark room with the blinds closed.
- 27:53That's a really good picture of it.
- 27:55The photograph does not provide any heat.
- 27:56You have to open the blinds. You have to slay the troubler.
- 27:59So let's step back and look at the divine logic behind all of
- 28:03this. Why does God design the system
- 28:05this way? There are specific reasons.
- 28:07Why go through the wilderness? Why the cycle of trouble,
- 28:11slaying sin and returning comfort?
- 28:13Why not just offer steady, uninterrupted peace from the
- 28:16moment of conversion to the end of life?
- 28:18Edwards outlines 4 highly specific reasons God
- 28:21orchestrates the dark. First, to prepare the soul to
- 28:26trust Christ entirely. A believer wandering from God is
- 28:29like Noah's dove flying over the floodwaters, finding no rest
- 28:33anywhere else. The trouble ensures they find no
- 28:36solid ground until he returned to the ark, which is Christ.
- 28:39That makes sense. What's the second?
- 28:422nd To make comfort prized. Health is valued after a severe
- 28:46sickness. Safety is valued after a
- 28:48terrifying storm. By experiencing the terror of
- 28:51the wilderness, the believer learns to properly value the
- 28:54spiritual rest they've been taking for granted.
- 28:56We tend to forget what we have until it's gone.
- 28:58We really do. 3rd To secure all glory for God.
- 29:02If humans were not humbled by their own failures, they would
- 29:04inevitably ascribe their deliverance to their own
- 29:06intelligence or willpower. The wilderness proves their
- 29:09helplessness so that God gets the absolute glory for the
- 29:12rescue. Those first three make a lot of
- 29:13sense, but it is the fourth reason that really stands out.
- 29:16God uses the darkness to prevent the abuse of hope.
- 29:19This is perhaps the most penetrating psychological
- 29:22insight in the entire sermon. If a person had full confidence
- 29:25of heaven, if they felt the absolute assurance of God's
- 29:28favor while they were actively sinning, they would use that
- 29:31confidence as a license to sin more.
- 29:33Because they feel invincible. Exactly.
- 29:36When a believer is in a backslidden carnal state, their
- 29:40love for God is dormant, and love is the primary internal
- 29:44restraint against sin. If love is asleep, something
- 29:47else must step in to restrain the believer, or they will run
- 29:50headlong into total destruction. And what steps in?
- 29:53That something else is fear, since love is not active to hold
- 29:57them back, God withdraws the comfort, clouds their hope, and
- 30:01lets the fear of hell and the sense of His anger step in as
- 30:04the necessary external restraint.
- 30:06That dynamic is exactly like installing a mechanical speed
- 30:09limiter on a teenager's car. Oh, that's a great comparison.
- 30:12Ideally, the teenager's internal sense of responsibility, their
- 30:15love for their parents, their respect for the law, their value
- 30:18for human life keeps them driving at a safe speed.
- 30:22That is the internal restraint of love.
- 30:24Which is how it should work. Right.
- 30:26But teenagers are volatile. Sometimes they lose that
- 30:29internal responsibility and decide to floor the gas pedal to
- 30:32show off for their friends. When that happens, the
- 30:35mechanical restraint kicks in. The engine simply will not go
- 30:38past 65 mph. It just cuts them off.
- 30:41The teenager hates the limiter. It frustrates them.
- 30:44They pound the steering wheel 'cause they want to go faster,
- 30:47but that mechanical restraint is keeping them from driving off a
- 30:49Cliff. When the internal restraint of
- 30:52love fails, the mechanical restraint of fear and the loss
- 30:55of comfort kicks in. That analogy captures the
- 30:58brilliance of divine wisdom perfectly.
- 31:01The trouble is not a sign of God's hatred.
- 31:04The withdrawal of comfort is a perfectly calibrated mechanism
- 31:08to keep the Saints safe and totally dependent.
- 31:11God loves the believer too much to let them feel comfortable
- 31:14while driving toward a Cliff. The loss of peace is the speed
- 31:17limiter. Engaging.
- 31:18Understanding the theory of all this is one thing, but the text
- 31:21does not leave us in the realm of theory.
- 31:23It ends with highly practical, urgent directions for the
- 31:26listener who is currently in the dark, wandering in that desert
- 31:29we talked about at the very beginning.
- 31:31It gives actionable guidance on how to dig up the tent.
- 31:34The final directives are sharp and uncompromising.
- 31:37First, forsake all known sin immediately.
- 31:41This cannot be a temporary restraint while you wait for the
- 31:43storm to pass. It must be an everlasting
- 31:46renunciation. A total break.
- 31:47Yes. Second, earnestly seek
- 31:50conviction. Do not just wait to feel bad.
- 31:53Actively ask God to show you your true condition. 3rd, and
- 31:57this is the most critical directive, stop complaining
- 32:00about general corruption while ignoring specific active sins.
- 32:04The detail about HN and Joshua 7 is so telling here.
- 32:08HN did not just toss the cursed items into his tent and leave
- 32:11them sitting out on the floor. The text points out that he dug
- 32:14a hole and buried them deep in the earth inside his tent.
- 32:16He hid them closely so there would be no sign of them above
- 32:18ground. Which is what we all do.
- 32:20We do the exact same thing with our behavior.
- 32:23We hide our darling sins under good names and respectable
- 32:26excuses. We bury them deep.
- 32:28And because we bury them so deep, finding the troubler
- 32:31requires actual excavation. We have to dig up the ground,
- 32:35not just glance around the tent, Edwards notes a very common
- 32:39human tendency. We strain at gnats but swallow
- 32:43camels. I've heard that phrase.
- 32:45Unpack it for us here. We are perfectly willing to
- 32:47confess general sins. We will happily sit in the
- 32:50church Pew or a small group and say I have a corrupt heart, I
- 32:54struggle with sinful thoughts, I fall short of the glory of God.
- 32:58That's straining at a gnat. Right.
- 33:00It is easy to confess what everyone else struggles with.
- 33:02It costs you nothing, but we swallow camels by completely
- 33:05ignoring the specific allowed sins that are actually causing
- 33:08the darkness. Things like active malice court,
- 33:10a family member, a proud and arrogant behavior at work, a
- 33:13violent pursuit of wealth, or a daily habit of evil speaking
- 33:17against our neighbors. We gloss over the specific age
- 33:19hand while lamenting our general vague condition.
- 33:21Yes, exactly. What does this look like today?
- 33:24How do we find a hidden serpent in our own bed when we are so
- 33:28incredibly good at deceiving ourselves?
- 33:30We rationalize our behavior so. Quickly, we really do.
- 33:33We call our bitter resentment righteous indignation.
- 33:37We call our covetous greed financial prudence.
- 33:40We call our destructive gossip sharing prayer requests.
- 33:44How do we actually cut through our own self deception?
- 33:47You have to stop generalizing your confessions.
- 33:50You have to ask yourself a very hard, very specific question.
- 33:54What specific outward behavior, secret habit, or bitter attitude
- 33:58am I justifying right now? That is a tough question to
- 34:01answer honestly. It is what is the thing I refuse
- 34:04to let go of, What is the behavior I am defending when my
- 34:07conscience pricks me? You must treat that specific
- 34:10thing like a venomous snake hiding under your pillow.
- 34:13The text uses that imagery. A Viper under the pillow.
- 34:16If you found a Viper under your head that had been secretly
- 34:18biting you while you slept, infecting you with poison and
- 34:20making you sick, you would not negotiate with it.
- 34:23You would not call it by a pleasant.
- 34:24Name. You'd kill it immediately.
- 34:26You would destroy it with intense indignation.
- 34:28You would root it out completely.
- 34:30You must bring that same ruthless, unsparing scrutiny to
- 34:33your own life. Do not bribe your conscience.
- 34:36Dig up the floor of the tent, find the specific A Chan, pull
- 34:39it out into the light and bring it to the valley of a core.
- 34:43Is a heavy charge, but it is the only way to the door of hope.
- 34:46We have covered an immense amount of ground today, tracing
- 34:49this blueprint from the wilderness of Hosea to the
- 34:52Valley of Achor, through the Red Sea and into the dark nights of
- 34:55the soul that every believer faces.
- 34:57It's been quite a process to walk through.
- 34:59It has. We have seen that God is not a
- 35:01God of cheap comfort, but a God of severe rescuing mercies.
- 35:06I wanted to leave you, the listener, with a closing
- 35:08consideration that builds on everything we have discussed
- 35:11today. What if the very spiritual
- 35:13dryness or anxiety you were desperately trying to medicate
- 35:16away with podcasts, books, or constant distraction is actually
- 35:21God's customized, loving invitation to the wilderness?
- 35:24That's a challenging thought. What if your current lack of
- 35:27peace isn't a malfunction in the system, but the exact
- 35:30prerequisite for the greatest joy you have ever known?
- 35:33Waiting just on the other side of radical honesty?
- 35:36Dig up the tent. Find the troubler.
- 35:38Let the Valley of Achor become your door of hope.
- 35:41Thank you for joining us on this deep dive.