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Mega Edition: Billionaire Playboy's Club...A Memoir By Virginia Roberts (Volume 3) (6/6/26) · The Epstein Chronicles

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  Speaker 1: What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the
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  Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're picking up where we
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  left off with the Virginia Roberts memoir The Billionaires Playboy Club.
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  I turned seventeen that summer and had accumulated a string
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  of exotic destinations that I had traveled to in such
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  a short time. I was given more makeup and a
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  pair of diamond earrings from Jeffrey. Gulayne only wished me
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  a happy day, wondering at times if she felt threatened
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  by Jeffrey in my closeness. We went to the island
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  after we left NYC, and I asked if Sarah would
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  be meeting us, mentioning it had been a while since
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  we had last seen her. He said he had some
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  bad news about her, expecting the worst, thinking she had
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  gotten hurt or something. I was astounded when Jeffrey told
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  me that she had been sent to his island with
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  one of his friends for a couple of days, and
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  when the housekeepers were cleaning her room, they found a
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  statue of cocaine left out carelessly in her bathroom. He
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  said he had no choice but to let her go
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  attics with no respect for themselves or his wishes had
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  no leeway. In Jeffrey's book, he didn't mind that I
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  dabbled in drugs every once in a while, as long
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  as I never brought them along with us on any trips,
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  except for my Xanax, which he didn't mind because it
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  was pharmaceutical and most of all wouldn't cause them trouble
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  being a legal narcotic. Sarah took it too far when
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  she crossed international borders with an illegal drug, risking her
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  welfare and almost causing Jeffrey public attention. She lost her
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  apartment and contacts in the acting world, only hearing from
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  acquaintances once in a while that she was sinking deeper
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  and deeper into the black hole of addiction. It was
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  sad to see to find out, as always, I did
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  like her. At the island, Glaine had just recently obtained
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  that her helicopter pilot's license and wanted to get in
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  some practice airtime, and flew Jeffrey and I to Saint
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  John's where we picked up Alexandria Cousteau, the granddaughter of
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  the inventor of the scuba tank and underwater explorer Jack Cousteau.
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  Golaine was out to set up a fright in the air,
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  but it was all talk. She was actually an impressive pilot,
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  still a daredevil, though she got our kicks out of
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  hearing us fret on the ear Muff's intercoms. Jeffrey made
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  it clear that Alexandria as a guest and when I
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  told her to adhere to her if she wanted a massage,
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  which I obliged her with several times during our first meeting.
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  It was Jeffrey who instigated that her and I reenact
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  as lovers in lesbian acts of foreplay and penetration. I
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  couldn't imagine a girl of such high prospects lowering herself
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  to something of Jeffrey's standards, but I later found out
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  through Jeffrey that he donated money to her continuous exploration
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  into marine life and habitats. She had followed in her
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  family's footsteps, all of them involved in marine biology in
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  some way or another. We actually got along really well.
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  She was a real decent girl and loved talking about
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  her passion everything underneath the water's surface. When I wasn't
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  busy giving massages to everyone around and I would hang
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  out together. Often we would go swimming in the crystal
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  clear pool of ocean that the Caribbean had to offer.
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  Once we swam out so far, not paying attention to
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  our location, and were carried out to see by the current.
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  We took turns on the back of each other, taking
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  breaks against the strong ocean tide. It was almost possibility
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  that we nearly drowned out there if it weren't for
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  some guys on a fishing boat for the day. When
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  they caught us in their view. They picked us up
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  and brought us back to the island, where we were
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  reprimanded by a worry Jeffrey in Galaine to first of all,
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  let someone know where we are going at all times,
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  and never to lose sight of the shore while out
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  for a swim. After that learning experience, I took their
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  heat and proceeded with caution. I had a newfound respect
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  for the ocean and its mysteries. Having such a love
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  of the water as a guest made Jeffrey want to
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  explore parts of the Caribbean he had never seen before.
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  The Next morning, we were met by a scuba instructor
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  in Saint James and given a few lessons on how
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  to get the gear and to use it, and more
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  tips like how to descend slowly to the ocean floor
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  as to not cause blood clots, as well as visual
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  hand signals to communicate underwater. It was so exhilarating beneath
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  the water's surface, no voices to listen to, only the
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  enchanting sites to take in. We explored the surrounding reef
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  and found a large squid, many of the sea urchins,
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  and magnificent colored coral that housed as many of the
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  rich variety of local species of fish. It was such
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  a great site to take in, holding a permanent mental
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  picture of those adventures to carry in my head for
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  all times. We all had such a great time that
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  Jeffrey hired the same scuba instructor to come out the
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  next day to scuba dive the safer parts around his island.
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  We got bored quickly, with not so much to see
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  but seaweed and fish here and there. It didn't take
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  long for Glene decided for all of us to explore
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  other numerous locations by boat. Jeffrey needed a bit of
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  convincing at first, and the instructor was quick to assure
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  him that he knew his way well around the waters.
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  Of course, he would say that he was getting paid
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  a hell of a lot of money to do this
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  in the first place, why not extended a few more hours.
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  The clear water glistened and the tropical array of marine
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  life was on display as we wanted to stop at
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  so many places, but you could see as beautiful as
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  it was, it could be equally dangerous. It took so
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  long that we had to veer away from many desirable spots.
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  Finally we found a good place that the scuba instructor
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  thought was safe. He buttied us up into pairs and
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  we jumped off the back of the boat into the
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  crystal lock with blue waters, beginning our descent slowly into
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  the darker regions of the ocean's floor. We were situated
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  on open water with a cavern of reefs to venture
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  in and around down below. It seemed to be quite
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  a choice to scuba in one that our guide said
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  he wasn't familiar with, but to alleviate his board clientele
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  deemed safe to swim around. It was Jeffrey and the
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  guy together Gleayne and Emmy, and I was paired up
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  with Alexandria. Myles. The houseman came with us and stayed
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  on the boat just in case something went wrong, and
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  lucky he did. We were all too far under water
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  to hear his alarming screams of distress. When shadows lurking
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  in the murky distance started appearing closer and closer, Glaine
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  actually looked frightened for once as she gave us a
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  signal to start ascending upwards, reminding us by holding her
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  ears not to go up quick or, as we previously
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  warned before, we could pop a blood vessel in our
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  brain and hemorrhage to death. Not a very lovely image,
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  but neither was getting torn apart by sharks. Those giant
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  shadows became clearer and clearer, and soon enough we could
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  recognize their indistinct species as the terrifying and more aggressive
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  breed of sharks, the hammerhead grabbing myles hand. I was
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  the last one ahead of the guide to get on
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  the boat. Imagine the worst as I waited behind Emi
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  and Alexandria, who were the next to follow Jeffrey and Glaane.
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  I was in too much shock to scream or cry.
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  I just told myself I had to stay calm and
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  get out of this alive. Unlucky for us, we found
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  out later that we were in their breeding territory and
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  being sent a clear message that we were soon to
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  be on the menu to their feeding frenzy. We all
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  felt like we had cheated death, and I know I
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  wasn't the only one in my heart that was still
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  beating out of my chest. When we headed back to
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  Jeffrey's island, Jeffrey was pale as his designer sheets and
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  looked like he had aged another ten years. In his
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  such scared state, Glayne took the heat off herself, even
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  barely taking a notice of beforehand, and decided to poke
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  fun at all of us frantically scurrying to get out
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  of the water. It was just her nature, as I
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  had never seen her move so quickly either. We got
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  back to the island and collapsed our fatigued bodies in
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  our own beds for a long nap. Freshened up and
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  much more relaxed, we regaled our horrendous story again over day,
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  this time and laughter. The following afternoon, Glaanne piloted all
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  of us in the helicopter to Saint John's Airport and
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  we said goodbye to Alexandra, where we all parted ways.
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  I met her a few more separate times in Palm
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  Beach at Jeffrey's mansion, but she wasn't a regular of his,
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  probably not as easy as the troubled girls were at
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  a bribe. Throughout the remainder of the quickly passing year,
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  I was on the constant move with Jeffrey, attending various
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  dinner parties, mostly with other esteem billionaires and widely acclaimed scientists.
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  Jeffrey likes to surround himself with the most brilliant and
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  powerful minds, filling his little black book with some of
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  the most esteemed and even infamous people in today's wealthy society.
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  It was during those intellectual gatherings that my body was
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  also put on the banquet menu, but this time for
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  a powerful senator, George Mitchell, and another Nobel Prize winning
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  scientist whose name would be mentioned, but for all the
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  life of me I can no longer remember. They would
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  be only some of the recognizable figures of the high
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  society that became added to my list of clientele. Of course,
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  being introduced to for a lot more than just a
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  client of a massage as an amusement to Jeffrey's associates,
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  I also knew my place was to entertain, but not
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  to every desired content. I was to show them a
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  good time, but not the way I would have to
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  use technique an effort for Jeffrey, the very teachings from
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  Jeffrey himself, or my tutor, as he liked to so
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  eloquently put it, consistently being used and adored for the
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  likeliness of my youthful looks. I was becoming very accustomed
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  to my lifestyle with Jeffrey, never really relaxing into it,
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  but just accepting this as being as good as it's
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  ever going to get for me. I didn't think I
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  should be complaining. Wasn't I being offered a life in
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  exchange for servitude. Just letting the signs of my anxiety
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  and depression pass me by while I blanketed them with
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  my pills, suffocating under a blanket of pain is all
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  I was really doing. I spent Christmas and the New
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  Year's holiday with Jeffrey in NYC, who doesn't celebrate the
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  occasion as he's of Jewish descent, not that he was
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  a religious man anyway. I never even saw him celebrate
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  Hanukah either. We firstly stayed at his ranch in Santa
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  Fe for a week, then left for a long plane
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  trip to Paris, where all suffered jet lag for the
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  next twenty four hours. We all stayed in the Grand
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  Hotel with a view of the Champsalise. Emmy and I
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  shared a room and with her gifted ability to make
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  new contacts in just a few hours, she brought out
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  a Jada share on the rooftop at nighttime while we
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  were overlooking the lit up Eiffel Tower. We never got
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  really close as buddies, but we both knew what we
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  were indebted to and I felt each other sorrow. All
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  four of us went out shopping at Chanelle dnng Ralph
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  Lauren and many other little exclusive boutiques. The following afternoon.
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  As a gift, Jeffrey bought me a white terry cloth
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  goose feathered sofa and had it sent back to my
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  apartment in Florida, and bought some new tapestries to have
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  sent back to Santa Fe for his ranch. We also
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  visited his up and coming Paris apartment. It was a
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  modern typical flat being refurbished, and we went to see
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  how it was looking. Jeffrey liked the fuss about every
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  detail and harassed the builders about their work. Changing last
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  minute details at a whim days and many croissants later,
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  we left for Spain feeling bloated and sleepy. All right, folks,
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  we're gonna wrap up this episode here and in the
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  next episode we're gonna pick up where we left off.
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  All of the information that goes with this episode can
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  be found in the description box. What's up, everyone, and
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  welcome to another episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode,
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  we're going to pick up where we left off with
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  Virginia Roberts memoir, The Billionaire's Playboy Club, Days and many
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  croissants later, we left Spain feeling bloated and sleepy. We
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  only stayed in Spain for the afternoon, going to see
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  another astounding Moroccan castle for Jeffrey to replicate at one
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  of his many mansions. It was only a short plane
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  ride to Tangier, Africa for more castle hopping. We arrived
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  at the historic landmark and the only five star hotel
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  in the Tangier called El Menza in the village a
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  villa Novelle. The city and outskirts were still very hostile
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  at the time, females being warned not to walk the
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  streets alone and not to leave the house after dark,
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  or to be at risk of being raped or worse.
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  When we got to the room, it was oozing with
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  every expected bit of extravagance that a luxurious historical palace
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  should offer, until I was greeted with a pile of
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  monkey poo in the very middle of my bed. Not
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  a happy camper, I called Jeffrey, Glen and Emmy into
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  my adjoining room and they all had quite a good
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  laugh at my expense. Within a moment's notice of a complaint,
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  call to the front desk, and we had an attendant
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  cleaning up my bed linen. The cleaner noticed that the
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  window was still opened. He warned not to leave it
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  ajar at night time, just in case another monkey wanted
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  to make himself comfortable in my quarters. Gallainne joke that
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  maybe I should keep it open. I might find a
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  suitable husband before I get any older. Always the instigator
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  of a good joke, but unable to take one herself.
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  She didn't like it when I poked back at her,
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  and it was more in her recent taste of men,
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  since she loved to brag about her rendezvous with various lovers.
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  Once she came back giddy as a schoolgirl, with an
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  explosion of news. With all the build up and excitement
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  in her voice, you'd think was the next Crown princess.
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  But she had given George Clooney a blowjob in the
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  bathroom at some random event, and she never let that
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  one down. We all went to explore the town surrounding
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  Moroccan castles and meet their royalty that lived in them.
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  Jeffrey's personal interior designer met us at the residences. They
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  walked around hurriedly scribbling notes into their clipboards and whispering
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  between themselves. The palaces were historically unique and beautiful, but
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  I wondered how could they live so grandeur behind these
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  walls when they lived in a city of such poverty
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  stricken squabble Beggars line the streets. People could just go
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  missing and no one could care, and you heard of
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  barbaric murders happening every night. Against the advice of the
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  palace attendant and Jeffrey's wishes, I decided to take a
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  stroll one afternoon, mainly just to take photos of an
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  exotic Africa and do some shopping in the village markets,
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  but I ended up being intrigued by a group of
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  young children playing in the street. When I was noticed
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  watching them, about fifteen of them came up to me
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  and began to beg for money and food. I was
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  overtaken by the poor, hungry children and felt sad for
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  them all, and wished I could help out somehow. When
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  the tide of kids washed away and the street went empty,
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  I was overcome with intrigue at these two little boys brothers,
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  I found out later on, and their only toy was
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  an empty can that they were kicking to each other
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  in the middle of the street. Intelligent kids, they were
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  able to speak three different languages, including English, and I
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  was interested to ask them about life here. They didn't
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  seem to notice or be bothered by their poverty stricken lives.
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  They told me about their school and their parents, and
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  I thought I had just heard the saddest story ever.
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  But they were accustomed to living like that, and I
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  had been so accustomed to my degrading lifestyle for so long.
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  I was compelled to empty out the contents of my purse,
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  giving them over two thousand dollars in US currency. A
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  passerby snapped a photo of the kids and myself to
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  take home as a personal souvenir before they rushed home
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  to probably show their parents the money. I told Jeffrey
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  later on of my good deed, and he couldn't believe
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  I'd given away my money so carelessly. He told me
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  I had set up their parents with enough money to
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  feed and shelter their family for a year. Wasn't that
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  a good thing? I couldn't believe it. Not that I
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  was well off or anything close to it, but to
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  realize how lucky I was and not have compassion for
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  the lesser off, especially children of a third world country,
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  I wouldn't be human anymore. Then again, what did I
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  expect from someone who could numerously steal another man's for
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  the use of his own sexual pleasure with great ease.
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  We went out to lunch the following day with Jeffrey's
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  team of designers to wrap things up, and after Jeffrey's
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  afternoon massage, he went to the palace to have a nap.
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  When I was all alone, I thought I'd go see
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  the culture of the local unique markets again, and this
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  time by some trinkets to bring home. I got the
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  sight seeing and took pictures of legs of lamb hung
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  over the blood drenched doorway, over people's homes as to
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  warn off evil spirits, and the ghettos were the local
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  villagers called home. I walked into many of the market
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  stalls and saw the most peculiar antiques, such as weaponry
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  with the blood of its last victim stained on its
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  sharp blades, and body pieces of various animals for the
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  use of religious sacrifice. I was more interested in the
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  different culture and respecting their ancient way of life with interest,
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  instead of squirming like a tourist and getting grossed out.
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  I thought it was so educational and enthralling. In fact,
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  I ended up buying a few official trinkets to have
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  sent to my apartment in Pond Beach. Not to say
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  that I wasn't looking forward to getting back to the
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  luxuries of Western civilization. It was a bit like camping,
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  fun and adventurous, but as equally dangerous and thrilling. When
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  we left for the final destination of our trip, I
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  was looking forward to eating normal food again, not one
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  to stray for foreign dishes. Ah'mor of a cheeseburger and
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  pizza kind of girl, A true sign of my American heritage.
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  We landed at Heathrow International Airport and greeted by a
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  driver that would take us to Glen's townhouse in London
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  that Jeffrey had recently bought and refurbished as a gift
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  for Emmy said goodbye at the airport, leaving us to
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  go to her hometown in the rural countryside nearby to
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  visit family for a six week holiday from work. It
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  wasn't a very long drive before we were in the
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  heart of the city at Gallayne's place. I thought it
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  was a cheery townhouse that had character and historical pub
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  in front of it, and cobblestone streets only added a
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  unique charm to its presence. They were going out for
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  dinner and invited me along with them, but seeing I
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  was so exhausted from all the traveling and looking a
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  bit melancholy, I apologetically declined going out for dinner that evening.
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  I rather would be talking taking a few pills to
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  catch up on some needed sleep. Are you sure you're okay,
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  Glene asked as she showed me to my room, more
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  considerate than she normally was, but I assured her that
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  I was in absolute good health, just tired from all
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  the recent jet lag. Without another word, she whisked off
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  downstairs to the car, where Jeffrey was waiting for I
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  took the liberty to call my parents' house to say
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  hello and catch up with them, since I hadn't been
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  home for all of the holiday season this year, always
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  too busy working. They sounded really happy to hear from me,
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  and my mom put me on the phone to talk
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  to my brothers as well. I got to tell them
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  about my travels abroad and I had some cool tribal
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  stuff from Africa that I bought for them. They sounded
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  so proud of me, all of them, and why shouldn't
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  they be? And everyone's convinced my I was making great
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  money traveling the world and meeting new faces everywhere I went.
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  Why should I spoil anyone's delusions, especially mine. I took
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  my sleeping tablets and had a bath before falling into
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  a deep and much needed sleep. The next morning, I
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  was awoken by Glenn Maxwell, who I could tell was
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  in a chirpy mood by the way she paraded through
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  my closed door, saying, wake up, sleepyhead, and open the
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  window shutters to let in the bright sunlight. She had
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  never done anything like this before, and I knew immediately
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  something big was happening. She sat down on my bed
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  as I rolled over for my deep slumber, and I
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  was able to mutter for an explanation as to why
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  she was awake so early, besides the fact that it's
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  ten o'clock in the morning and nearly time for brunch.
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  We have a big day planned out for you today.
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  She was waiting for my queue to ask her what
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  we're doing. When I said, she responded with a convincing enthusiasm,
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  We're going shopping for a new ensemble. She paused for
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  a moment to build a suspense before completing her sentence
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  to go dancing with the Prince of England this evening,
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  hoping it would be one of the younger generations. I
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  was disappointed when she told me he was the Duke
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  of York, Charles's younger brother Andrew. I looked at her
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  with a fake surprise. Look what I had used on
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  many occasions in my time with them to give the
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  impression of excitement. What wow, I exclaimed, with my gifted
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  acting ability. It's a sad realization, but I had grown
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  more accustomed to seeing people for their significance rather than
• 20:32
  the good qualities they possessed, and was able to grin
• 20:35
  and bear the thought of what I expected lay in
• 20:38
  store for me. Glene and I left shortly thereafter for
• 20:43
  many lanes of designer shops to choose from in London.
• 20:46
  Her pep talks to prepare me for my duties towards
• 20:49
  Royalty went on and on, giving me the obscure impression
• 20:52
  I was something of importance, at least for more than
• 20:55
  in an evening. Make sure you're bubbly and energetic. Nobody
• 20:59
  wants a day horse was one of the cheap tools
• 21:02
  she instilled me with. Who knows where this could lead
• 21:05
  for you was another. As the day grew shorter, my
• 21:08
  anxiety only heightened. Anticipating the Prince's arrival and unable to
• 21:12
  decide on an outfit, I picked out three. Our last
• 21:16
  stop of the day was Burberries for a nice handbag
• 21:19
  to compliment our chosen attire. We got back to our
• 21:22
  townhouse with still a couple hours to spare to get ready.
• 21:27
  After trying on all three outfits and many mental debates
• 21:30
  with myself, later I decided on the pink mini tea
• 21:33
  and dazzling pair of denims with horses embroidered into a pattern.
• 21:39
  It seemed a lot more my style. An age group
• 21:41
  rather than the other two older looking, sophisticated dresses I
• 21:44
  had picked out. I told myself I was going dancing
• 21:48
  out a club, not to one opera. As most young
• 21:51
  girls can be during their body changes into womanhood. I
• 21:54
  felt awkward, you know, big feet, freckles and body hair
• 21:58
  and unwonted places. There are things you just don't want
• 22:02
  when you're seventeen and you see these iconic billboards of
• 22:05
  what femininity is supposed to represent, and you just don't
• 22:08
  fit into that picture, never feeling what we all are
• 22:12
  already absolutely perfect. By the time I had got ready,
• 22:16
  I was a nervous wreck, but trying to keep cool
• 22:19
  on the outside was an act. I thought it'd be
• 22:22
  a good idea to take a few xanas before the
• 22:24
  evening unraveled and my anxiety went through the roof. Jeffrey
• 22:28
  and I were sitting in the lounge room downstairs waiting
• 22:31
  for Glaine to finish getting ready. The room was silent,
• 22:34
  only stillness in the air. I stared at a mural
• 22:38
  painted onto the wall that I was facing. It was
• 22:40
  an interesting piece of artwork in great detail. It illustrated
• 22:44
  a happy looking family sitting on a bench overlooking upon
• 22:47
  that resided on a large piece of land with a
• 22:50
  beautiful home displayed. There were also hunting hounds in the
• 22:54
  hunters chasing a game of fox, like the notorious English
• 22:58
  hunt pieces throughout history. Jeffrey took notice of my enchantment
• 23:04
  into the picture, and in a hush voice, proceeded to
• 23:06
  tell me that it was a portrait of Glenn's childhood,
• 23:09
  the part that she could be proud of. I never
• 23:13
  realized how prominent her family's history was in England. Apparently,
• 23:16
  as Jeffrey's attest. Her father was born of poor Jewish
• 23:20
  descent in Czechoslovakia, most of his family being killed upon
• 23:24
  Nazi invasion in nineteen thirty nine. Fleeing to join the
• 23:28
  British Army as a young man, he changed his name
• 23:31
  a few times and made a lot of contacts in
• 23:33
  the field. After the war, a newfound Robert Maxwell when
• 23:36
  into publishing, using his army contacts to establish a business
• 23:40
  initially built upon publishing scientific books from occupied Germany. In time,
• 23:46
  Maxwell acquired several British newspapers, among them The Deli Mirror,
• 23:50
  countering his wits against the likes of Rupert Murdoch along
• 23:53
  the way. However, whilst constructing his publishing empire, Maxwell compiled
• 23:58
  astronomical debts, and his equivocal financial dealings attracted the attention
• 24:04
  of governing authorities that judged them not to be looking
• 24:07
  out for his company's best interest, and in the end
• 24:09
  it transpired that Robert Maxwell had been using proceeds from
• 24:13
  his employees' pension funds to meet his financial debts, ruining
• 24:17
  the future of thousands of employees. Once an esteem member
• 24:20
  of Parliament and publishing mogul, Robert's body was found floating
• 24:24
  in the Atlantic Ocean after he was found to be
• 24:26
  missing from his yacht, the Lady Glaane, named after his
• 24:29
  favorite child, while cruising the Canary Islands in nineteen ninety one.
• 24:34
  Jeffrey went on to tell me that when her father died,
• 24:37
  she was inconsolable and in a very bad state. He
• 24:41
  picked her up from the trenches of despair and took
• 24:43
  her under his wing, and it's there she stayed comfortable
• 24:46
  ever since. Took Elaine. His peculiar need to have so
• 24:51
  many women around, even his taste in younger than legal ones,
• 24:54
  didn't seem unconventional to her. It was her own father
• 24:58
  who was deemed a womanizer and even took a second
• 25:00
  wife while still married to Glane's mother. I would have
• 25:03
  never guessed this care free, spirited and vivacious woman have
• 25:08
  ever endured such sorrows. I couldn't help but looking her
• 25:11
  in a different light from then on, but not letting
• 25:13
  her know that I knew to avoid any altercations between us.
• 25:18
  All Right, we're gonna wrap this one up right here,
• 25:20
  and in the next episode dealing with the topic, we're
• 25:22
  gonna pick up where we left off. All of the
• 25:25
  information that goes with this episode can be found in
• 25:28
  the description box. What's up, everyone, and welcome to another
• 25:31
  episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're gonna
• 25:35
  pick up where we left off with Virginia Roberts memoir
• 25:38
  The Billionaire's Playboy Club. Sunny spring days melted away, the
• 25:42
  ice off the frozen streets of New York, and the
• 25:45
  harsh winter winds began to gently blow away the dead leaves,
• 25:49
  making the cage trees appear to have some form of
• 25:51
  life again. I hated the cold winters there. It would
• 25:56
  only add to my depression being locked indoors. Give me
• 25:59
  hot Florida day, blistering in the sun, where I can
• 26:02
  swelter by a cool pool and sip cocktails with pieces
• 26:05
  of fruit and little oriental umbrellas floating around. What a
• 26:09
  vision of solace. Looking around my extravagantly decorated medieval room,
• 26:13
  I was reminded of the desolation that I was more
• 26:17
  than accustomed to, knowing it wouldn't be a long time
• 26:20
  before I was summoned again for another ritualistic occurrence. In
• 26:23
  fornicating with my master, I hardly bothered to leave my
• 26:27
  assigned chambers, scarcely being sent home for a moment's break,
• 26:31
  I just accepted my fate as I predicted. The innercom
• 26:34
  buzzed momentarily, and I heard Golayne's voice come over and
• 26:38
  request to meet them in Jeffrey's study, not not call.
• 26:41
  I would often meet him there first so we could
• 26:44
  tie up some unfinished business before heading to the dungeon
• 26:47
  or what was thought to be the massage room. Making
• 26:50
  my way down the hall, I had a neary feeling
• 26:52
  wash over me, as if I had several pairs of
• 26:56
  eyes on me watching my every move. A cold chill
• 26:59
  moved up my spot and I had to move my
• 27:01
  thoughts elsewhere. Too easy behind these walls to succumb to
• 27:05
  my fearsome anxieties. I punched in number one once inside
• 27:09
  the elevator, and it took me down to the floor
• 27:12
  where Jeffrey and the surprised guests were waiting with anticipation
• 27:16
  behind closed doors. I cracked open the heavy wooden doors,
• 27:20
  and a familiar face revealed itself. Definitely not expected or
• 27:24
  pre warned on my part, but I already knew what
• 27:27
  he was there for, or at least why I was
• 27:29
  called down to the study. Prince Andrew had that notorious
• 27:32
  cheesy grin slapped over his face as he looked me
• 27:35
  up and down, like a shiny new car on display,
• 27:38
  and he was about to take it for a test drive.
• 27:41
  Glayne led me to the decadent sofa he was lounging
• 27:44
  on and twirled me around to give him a good
• 27:46
  look over, before sitting me down on his lap like
• 27:49
  a show pony. I knew exactly how they wanted me
• 27:52
  to be paraded around. With the last of my dignity
• 27:55
  long lost, I had nothing more to lose. It was
• 27:58
  easy to give them the reaction they desired. All I
• 28:01
  had to do was pretend to be unentertained by their
• 28:03
  lewde gestures, and when Andrew cut my breast with a
• 28:08
  doll made in his image, I only giggled away. Golayne
• 28:11
  wanted to take a picture of the bizarre scene, and
• 28:14
  even got Johanna, another one of Jeffrey's so called personal assistants,
• 28:18
  to come sit on the other knee for a snapshot.
• 28:20
  Given the impression girls couldn't stay away from Randy Andy
• 28:25
  many crew jokes later, and I was asked to show
• 28:28
  Andrew to the upstairs massage room. I'm sure he already
• 28:31
  knew where it was from previous visits, but I led
• 28:34
  him the way anyways, as if he was now my
• 28:37
  guest of honor. Entering into the dim room, it took
• 28:40
  a few minutes from my eyes to adjust to the darkness,
• 28:43
  but knowing my way around the room was enough to
• 28:45
  find the shower. I turned on the steam room and
• 28:48
  began to undress myself. Andrew followed my lead and disrobed,
• 28:52
  throwing his attire to the floor. I wanted to run
• 28:54
  and hide, feeling his hands touch me again, but my
• 28:57
  servitude for Jeffrey kept me there. Getting out of his stronghold,
• 29:01
  I turned my attention to the steam filling up and
• 29:04
  tried to turn his attention to the marble bench, where
• 29:07
  I suggested he'd take a seat while I rubbed his feet.
• 29:10
  By the look in his eyes, I knew he could
• 29:12
  care less about a foot massage. His real desire were
• 29:15
  being shown by the arousal his body was forming. He
• 29:18
  indicated where he wanted me to touch him and how
• 29:21
  I fulfilled his CD requests, but only just. There was
• 29:25
  no pleasure in this for me. The only thing I
• 29:28
  derived from this event was to sing further into my
• 29:30
  slumber of depression. I couldn't remember a time when I
• 29:35
  felt I needed for anything other than my body or
• 29:38
  amusements thereof. After his massage was thoroughly conducted, I couldn't
• 29:42
  wait to get back to my room for another shower.
• 29:44
  Sitting on the floor of my shower under the harsh
• 29:47
  spray of water, I scrubbed my body where he touched me.
• 29:50
  Feeling abhorrent and ashamed at what I become, I let
• 29:53
  the water wash away the grime. As the days progressed
• 29:57
  into nights and the knights followed a trail of destructive months,
• 30:00
  my outlook on life had diminished into utter sadness. I
• 30:04
  had lost my spark and my ability to look like
• 30:06
  I could handle the abusive state of affairs I had
• 30:09
  drifted into, sinking deeper into the euphoric state of being
• 30:13
  on coke and pills. Not only was my mentality dwindling away,
• 30:17
  but also my looks. I sure as hell didn't feel
• 30:19
  like a seventeen year old anymore, and now I wasn't
• 30:22
  looking like one. My eyes had dark circles underneath them
• 30:26
  from not sleeping, and my bones protruded from my skinny
• 30:29
  waistline in my chest. This made Jeffrey apprehensive in keeping
• 30:33
  me around as often, and before I had moments notice
• 30:37
  I was out of money and looking for a job.
• 30:39
  When I questioned them what was happening, he told me
• 30:42
  I wasn't the same girl he had first met some
• 30:44
  time ago now and looked like I needed a break
• 30:47
  from working so much. I'll call you next time I'm
• 30:49
  in town, was the last thing he said to me.
• 30:53
  Going back to the average teenager's life was more of
• 30:56
  a harder transition than I would have ever thought. Jeffrey
• 30:59
  stopped paying my expensive rent, and I was forced to
• 31:01
  get off the drugs and look for a real job
• 31:03
  to feed and shelter. TJ and I. It was much
• 31:06
  harder than it sounded, but I was craving this in
• 31:10
  every possible way. Even though a week's wages for working
• 31:13
  a full time job as a waitress didn't come close
• 31:15
  to the money I had made in a couple of
• 31:17
  hours working for Jeffrey, I was happier than I had
• 31:20
  been in a long time. I made some friends at
• 31:22
  my new job and found my duties to be easy
• 31:25
  and pleasant. I was good at making customers smile and
• 31:28
  keeping them happy before the waitress. That made the most
• 31:31
  of the tips for the night, which in turn made
• 31:33
  my coworkers happy since we'd all split the tips at
• 31:36
  the end of the week. For the first time in
• 31:38
  a long time, I had boys my age hitting on me,
• 31:41
  and not that I was ever taken aback, but there
• 31:44
  were attempts. It reminded me of how it felt to
• 31:47
  be around a younger crowd. I missed so much of
• 31:49
  what I couldn't get back, and the more I tasted it,
• 31:52
  the more I remembered how to smile. The relationship between
• 31:56
  TJ and I began to falter in a way that
• 31:58
  was beyond reconciliation. Fights became physical, and I saw sides
• 32:03
  to him that only pushed me away more. He refused
• 32:06
  to look for work to help pay bills, and he
• 32:08
  became utterly frustrated, not having his usual cocktail of assorted
• 32:12
  drugs to keep him from feeling anything at all. He
• 32:15
  didn't like the fact that I was growing inside and
• 32:17
  thinking beyond his elusive world. I had gone through too
• 32:22
  much to accept another form of abuse and degradation, making
• 32:26
  that point very clear to him by kicking him out
• 32:28
  of my apartment back to live with his parents. I
• 32:30
  felt liberated like never before. I kept up with my rent,
• 32:35
  and I cleaned my act up, and rolling in a
• 32:37
  yoga course and keeping my focus on staying fit and
• 32:40
  healthy became my only source of enjoyment. I was free
• 32:43
  and living for myself. While doing the grocery shopping. One evening,
• 32:48
  I couldn't help but stop at a local pet store
• 32:50
  and fell in love with the furry pooch. She was
• 32:53
  a Japanese chow chow and a bundle of fur that
• 32:56
  more resembled a baby brown bear than a dog. I
• 32:58
  took her home with me and instantly she became my
• 33:01
  best friend. We went for several walks a day, and
• 33:04
  she bore the brunt of my many tear filled conversations.
• 33:07
  She was my loyal companion who understood more than anyone
• 33:11
  had before. All I really need was someone to listen,
• 33:14
  and funny enough, it was her that filled the hole.
• 33:18
  Nearly three months had gone by and not a word
• 33:20
  from Jeffrey or Golaine. With TJ out of the picture,
• 33:24
  now all I had to concentrate on was work, my parents,
• 33:27
  my brothers, and of course my dog Mary Jane. I
• 33:31
  was going to family night dinners and bonfires again. My
• 33:33
  older brother was getting married to an amazing woman in
• 33:36
  a few weeks, and I got to be a part
• 33:38
  of their beautiful ceremony, small details of life's journey that
• 33:41
  I had already missed so much of, and now being
• 33:44
  able to smile at the simple things day in day out,
• 33:47
  really seemed to put the real value of life into perspective.
• 33:50
  For me. Everything seemed to be working out for itself,
• 33:53
  and I was really happy until he came back. TJ
• 33:56
  thought he'd come over my place one evening while I
• 33:59
  was sitting at home just watching TV. Obviously mentally distorted
• 34:03
  from whatever choice of drugs he was smoking that night,
• 34:06
  he screamed down my apartment complex, going mad, and scaring
• 34:09
  my neighbors. I felt like I had no choice but
• 34:11
  to let him inside. I tried talking to him as
• 34:14
  a good friend would, just wanting him to see what
• 34:17
  he was doing to himself and what he had become
• 34:20
  part of me. Still loved him and took pity on
• 34:22
  watching him spiral downwards. Taking him back into my life
• 34:25
  was not a decision I made wholeheartedly, but with something
• 34:29
  I did out of guilt and what I thought was loyalty.
• 34:32
  He moved his clothes back to my place, which was
• 34:35
  all he ever owned anyways, and we tried to pick
• 34:38
  up the broken pieces. TJ, still being badly addicted to
• 34:41
  many drugs, I had to be very careful where I
• 34:43
  kept my jewelry and expensive items. I decided to rent
• 34:47
  out a space at a local spot and store my
• 34:49
  cherished items away, just taking the necessary precautions, I thought,
• 34:54
  still not working. I knew how he was scraping by money,
• 34:57
  and I didn't agree with it. TJ was a known
• 34:59
  thief and had been caught several times attempting to steal
• 35:02
  things even as stupid as DVD's, or PS two or
• 35:06
  Xbox games from a local blockbuster. He even stole from
• 35:10
  his parents, his sister, and his brother, and would probably
• 35:13
  steal a piece of candy from a five year old
• 35:15
  if he knew that it would get him his next fix.
• 35:19
  He hated the change in myself, realizing I couldn't be
• 35:22
  brought back down by his ways, but knowing I was
• 35:24
  still stuck by his side and defended him from anything
• 35:27
  that would hurt him, wanting to believe that he still
• 35:30
  wanted to show the bits of human nature left in
• 35:32
  his empty heart. Unable to stand and see me do
• 35:35
  well for myself, he contemplated a way to try and
• 35:38
  bring me down. After a busy shift one night, he
• 35:40
  retaliated with another show of control. I had just finished
• 35:44
  up cleaning my area and setting out the tables to
• 35:46
  be ready for the next day, and I went to
• 35:49
  the bar to hang up my apron and put my
• 35:51
  night's tips in the tipple on the counter by the
• 35:54
  beer tap. On one of his drug induced rampages, he
• 35:58
  stormed into the restaurant where I was working and started
• 36:00
  to pick a fight with me. I knew he was
• 36:02
  off his face when he started accusing me of sleeping
• 36:05
  with my manager on shift that evening. Having no bias
• 36:09
  or ground to stand on in his attempt to make
• 36:11
  me look bad in front of everyone. I just laughed
• 36:13
  them off as a drunk idiot who needed to go
• 36:15
  home and sleep off the night's repercussions. Although I was
• 36:18
  fuming inside that he embarrassed me, but I still made
• 36:21
  excuses for him and told my boss I had to
• 36:24
  leave early to bring him home. All right, folks, we're
• 36:27
  gonna wrap up right here, and in the next episode
• 36:29
  dealing with the topic, we're gonna pick up where we
• 36:32
  left off. All of the information that goes with this
• 36:34
  episode can be found in the description box. What's up, everyone,
• 36:38
  and welcome to another episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In
• 36:42
  this episode, we're gonna pick up where we left off
• 36:44
  with Virginia Roberts memoir The Billionaires Playboy Club. The bar
• 36:49
  was deserted as TJ waited alone for me, slumped in
• 36:52
  a bar stool and looking worse for wear. I had
• 36:55
  to go to the back of the restaurant and do
• 36:56
  some explaining to the manager on duty. I couldn't afford
• 36:59
  to lose my life job over this incident. Surprisingly, he
• 37:03
  was sympathetic towards my dilemma and told me that I
• 37:06
  could do a lot better than that schmuck patting my
• 37:09
  back and telling me to have a couple days off.
• 37:11
  I punched out and headed to the car with TJ
• 37:14
  and TOW For the rest of the night, he was
• 37:16
  oddly quiet and asked to be dropped off at his
• 37:18
  parents' house. I was more than obliged to do so.
• 37:21
  I couldn't even stand the sight of him, never mind
• 37:23
  wanting to be around him for the night. Being so
• 37:27
  reved up, it didn't yet dawn on me that something
• 37:29
  wasn't right. The next morning, I was awoken by an
• 37:32
  alerting phone call. I had the manager from the restaurant
• 37:35
  where I worked on the other end, screaming at me
• 37:38
  and asking where the money is. I sat up in bed,
• 37:41
  completely awake now, and asked him back, what are you
• 37:44
  talking about? What money? His tone had calmed a bit
• 37:48
  and he could hear the earnestness in my voice and
• 37:50
  explained his accusations. The tip jar was empty after you
• 37:54
  had left last night, and there was over one hundred
• 37:56
  and fifty dollars in there. Now it's missing. The answer
• 38:00
  hit me instantly, and I got a terrible nood in
• 38:02
  my stomach. TJ, when I left him at the bar
• 38:05
  not even thinking about the tip bole to talk to
• 38:07
  my manager. He saw an opportunity to fund more drugs,
• 38:11
  and he took it. That's why he didn't even want
• 38:13
  to come back to my apartment last night. It was
• 38:16
  all too clear for me now, and I tried to
• 38:19
  explain to my manager about my boyfriend's sickness and asked
• 38:22
  him to take the lost money out of my wages.
• 38:25
  I have no choice but to let you go and
• 38:27
  file a police report for the missing money. I couldn't
• 38:31
  believe what I was hearing. How did things turn upside
• 38:34
  down so quickly? I exclaimed, even though I'm paying you
• 38:37
  from my pocket for money I didn't even steal, and
• 38:40
  you've never even had any problems from me before. His
• 38:44
  apologies were short and icy. Nothing that could be done.
• 38:47
  I slammed down the receiver, only to pick it up
• 38:49
  again in dial TJ's parents' house, and to no surprise,
• 38:53
  he hadn't slept there last night and was not able
• 38:55
  to be reached. I felt like I was in a
• 38:58
  bad dream. I couldn't wait up from and with no
• 39:01
  money to pay rent, or eat or even survive, I
• 39:04
  was back to the drawing board. The week passed without
• 39:07
  hearing from TJ. He was in hiding for now. When
• 39:10
  the phone rang early one morning, I expected it to
• 39:13
  be him. Instead, it was a surprise call from a
• 39:16
  familiar voice. Jeffrey decided to give me a call to
• 39:19
  invite me over to his Palm Beach mansion for some
• 39:21
  lunch and to catch up. It was really just his
• 39:24
  way of finding out if I was cleaned up and
• 39:27
  ready to come back to work for him. With my
• 39:29
  life in chaos once again and having to borrow money
• 39:32
  off my parents for a grocery food, I saw a
• 39:34
  quick solution to my situation and was even convinced that
• 39:38
  this was what I had to do to take care
• 39:40
  of myself. He greeted me at the door and led
• 39:43
  me inside. Golainne was at her usual spot her desk,
• 39:47
  working away, and we headed passed her with a quick
• 39:50
  wave and lip syning to low, not wanting to disturb
• 39:53
  her important sounding phone call. She glanced up quickly and
• 39:57
  gave me a brisk wave, then put her attention back
• 39:59
  to the computer. Once we were inside the pulside cabana,
• 40:03
  which was Jeffrey's office in Jim Jeffrey took a seat
• 40:06
  behind his desk and told me to have a seat
• 40:09
  across from him. He took a simple water from an
• 40:11
  already poured glass and asked me if I'd like some. Yes,
• 40:14
  thank you. My reply was short and polite, already just
• 40:18
  wanting to get this meeting done and over with. His
• 40:21
  face was like steel and his expressions were stern. I
• 40:25
  felt like a child in trouble sitting in the principal's office.
• 40:28
  He cut straight to the chase, wanting to know, are
• 40:31
  you on drugs anymore? There was a moment's pause as
• 40:34
  I took a deep breath and told him the entire truth.
• 40:38
  I got really depressed for a while and cope with
• 40:40
  my emotions by blanketing them with mine altering substances. Just
• 40:44
  smoking a jade or relax wasn't good enough anymore. I
• 40:48
  needed to be high and flying to believe I was
• 40:50
  happy and dealing with all of life's curveballs. Snorting things
• 40:54
  like coke and popping amphetamines replaced my sorrows with an
• 40:58
  overflow of endorphins, making it possible to keep up with
• 41:01
  everything until I would come down, and the cycle just
• 41:04
  keeps repeating itself. He listened to me continued to tell
• 41:08
  him about the good things that have come from the break,
• 41:11
  like my dog, yoga and working at a restaurant, making
• 41:15
  lots of new friends. But most of all, I got
• 41:17
  my smile back without the drugs. This time, he was
• 41:20
  really happy to hear the upside of everything. But there
• 41:23
  was one thing that I was reluctant to tell him
• 41:25
  about my recent travails that TJ effortlessly caused at the
• 41:30
  restaurant where I was so happily employed. As my manager
• 41:33
  had warned, he had filed a police report stating that
• 41:36
  after I had left, the tips were gone, putting the
• 41:38
  blame solely on me, giving Jeffrey a clearer picture of
• 41:42
  the entire ordeal. He exclaimed, what are you doing with
• 41:45
  this idiot, Jenna? He is no good for you. I
• 41:48
  know that you can do better for yourself. Why do
• 41:50
  you let him drag you down every time? Nodding my
• 41:53
  head in concurrence, I went on to finish my epic drama.
• 41:56
  I received a phone call from the PBCP asking me
• 41:59
  to come in about the money. I told them what
• 42:02
  happened over the phone, but they still want me to
• 42:04
  come in. I don't want to have a record for
• 42:06
  something I never did, or whatever do I put my
• 42:09
  face into my hands and covered the tears now trickling
• 42:12
  down my cheeks. I just can't believe this is happening
• 42:16
  to me when everything has been going so uphill. Now
• 42:19
  I'm out of work and in trouble. I wiped my
• 42:22
  face and looked up at him again. What do I do?
• 42:25
  Enabling him as my mentor? Once again, his sly grin
• 42:28
  said it all. Jeffrey normally hated when girls made waves
• 42:32
  in any way, and this was one that would be
• 42:35
  considered a tsunami, But this time it worked to his favor.
• 42:39
  He wanted me to come back to work for him,
• 42:41
  continuing my massage studies, and I needed help. In his eyes,
• 42:45
  he was doing me a solid, which in return I
• 42:48
  would have to scratch more than his back for taking
• 42:51
  his time to contemplate what to respond back and what
• 42:54
  solution he could offer. I began to worry that maybe
• 42:57
  I should have done this. Pulling a few tissues out
• 42:59
  of the box, he passed them across the desk to me,
• 43:02
  trying to retract any damage done. I said to him,
• 43:05
  I must look like such a mess to you and
• 43:07
  making you listen to my saga. I'm so sorry. I
• 43:10
  shouldn't have come to you with all of this. He
• 43:13
  looks surprised and sympathetic. Quite the opposite. Actually, I'm glad
• 43:16
  that you've come to me for help. I've got a
• 43:18
  lot of connections, especially with the Palm Beach County Police Department.
• 43:22
  I give them regular one hundred thousand dollars donations, and
• 43:25
  after I speak with them, there will be nothing more
• 43:27
  to worry about. To be honest, I'm more in shock
• 43:30
  about how much can happen to you in such a
• 43:32
  short time. Your life is one big soap opera. Now,
• 43:36
  he was chuckling and trying to make light of my
• 43:38
  somber mood. Laughing along too, I replied, I know, right,
• 43:41
  Drama just hangs around me like a bad smell. We
• 43:45
  did some more lighthearted catching up and then went out
• 43:47
  to the pool side for some lunch in a swim,
• 43:50
  concluding the evening with a neurotic massage upstairs. He paid
• 43:53
  me the usual two hundred dollars and asked me to
• 43:56
  come back tomorrow. In the meantime, I don't want you
• 43:59
  thinking about your sticky situation. Consider it dealt with. His
• 44:03
  attempt to brighten my spirits had worked. Relieved about money
• 44:06
  and the police. But now I owed myself to him,
• 44:09
  feeling indebted to him more now than ever. As was promised,
• 44:13
  I never heard back from the police department, and Jeffrey
• 44:16
  had his favorite girl back by his side. We picked
• 44:18
  up where we left off, ever better than before, being
• 44:22
  entirely subservient into every sexual desire of his, engaging myself
• 44:27
  in any role he wanted me to play. As he
• 44:30
  was getting older, his appetite for sex never haze. If anything,
• 44:33
  it only increased. The orgies with other girls got larger
• 44:37
  in numbers, and his appeal to younger girls, new toys
• 44:41
  and wilder nights expanded. From once in a while took
• 44:44
  quite an often occurrence in Jeffrey's company. I put it
• 44:47
  down to his new friend in business investment, Jean lu Brunel,
• 44:51
  a long time agent for young and upcoming models. Brunel,
• 44:54
  a French citizen, was known for roaming the world in
• 44:57
  search of young, naive beauties. Living in poper pretty strict
• 45:00
  in countries and willing to do just about anything for money.
• 45:04
  He would procure them, mostly from clubs in South America
• 45:07
  in the former Soviet Republic, filling their heads with fairy
• 45:10
  tales of America and large amounts of money. He would
• 45:13
  promise them all the finer things in life, sometimes even
• 45:16
  throwing in a pill in their drink if that man
• 45:20
  getting them in bed was becoming too much of a task.
• 45:23
  What he wanted is what he got, which is why
• 45:26
  him and Jeffrey ultimately became close pals, and he invested
• 45:30
  one million dollars into Brunell's company. In return, Jeffrey now
• 45:34
  had a supply of girls on tap for him to
• 45:36
  choose from with the assistance of each other, Brunell obtaining
• 45:40
  the illegitimate visas for underage oversea girls and Jeffrey housing
• 45:45
  them at his brother's apartment complex on three oh one
• 45:48
  East sixty sixth Street, Manhattan. They were quite the team.
• 45:52
  Jeffrey and Brunell would charge them for rent, forcing them
• 45:55
  to work for them, selling their bodies for money, nude
• 45:58
  pictures and even pornography. These were what seemed like really
• 46:03
  nice people with not so nice intentions, setting an impression
• 46:06
  of how the dignified wealth play, and behind closed doors,
• 46:10
  they had as much civilized manners as barbaric chimpanzees and
• 46:13
  heat giving a girl a step up in finances by
• 46:17
  teaching them their only worth is what lay between their legs.
• 46:20
  Us girls all were the same in the end, regardless
• 46:23
  of what country we came from, what language we spoke,
• 46:26
  or our cultural indifferences, we were all being used for
• 46:30
  one thing alone, our youthful looks and beautiful bodies. Being
• 46:34
  Jeffrey's permanent sidekick, I would have to take part in
• 46:37
  many of these hedonistic exploitations that went on at one
• 46:41
  of his many residences, which meant having to be uninhibited
• 46:45
  with many girls my age and younger. Being complete strangers
• 46:49
  was hard enough, but we couldn't even understand each other,
• 46:52
  speaking in different tongues. We were expected to excel at
• 46:55
  performing many acts of love making and foreplay on each
• 46:58
  other while being observed by a man in a corner
• 47:01
  jerking off. Not exactly what I would call an advantage
• 47:05
  at my stage of life, but in my head I
• 47:08
  was convinced that we all had to do what we
• 47:10
  had to do to get on with life, and if
• 47:12
  that meant doing all of this to keep Jeffrey happy,
• 47:15
  then I would do that. It didn't take long in
• 47:18
  Brunell's company for Jeffrey to hit an all time low,
• 47:21
  at least one that I knew about. Stupid enough or
• 47:24
  sick enough. I don't know which one it is or both,
• 47:27
  But Jeffrey bragged about his birthday president from Brunel once
• 47:31
  accepting three twelve year old girls sisters at that He
• 47:35
  replayed the descriptive events with me, telling me how they
• 47:38
  all massaged them and finished them off orally. He was
• 47:41
  so excited about the entire event. Were playing over and
• 47:44
  over the next course of weeks, how cute they were,
• 47:48
  and how you could tell they were really young, a
• 47:50
  twelve year old? Are you serious? I thought to myself.
• 47:53
  I still can't shake the feeling of disgust when I
• 47:56
  recall the look on his face as he told me
• 47:58
  time and time again of how is lust brought them
• 48:01
  to that profound low. He went on to tell me
• 48:04
  how Brunel bought them in Paris, France from their parents,
• 48:08
  offering them the usual sums of money, visas and modeling
• 48:11
  career prospects. Was a bribe of the worst kind. They
• 48:14
  were just children, laughing the whole way through. Jeffrey thought
• 48:19
  it was absolutely brilliant how easily money seduced all walks
• 48:22
  of life, Nothing or no one that couldn't be bought.
• 48:25
  In his eyes, behind the two of them followed a
• 48:28
  destructive trail of those in their path that were misused, violated,
• 48:32
  degraded in a variety of ways for one purpose, to
• 48:35
  satisfy the desires of the perversion that routed their hearts.
• 48:40
  All right, folks, we're going to wrap up right here,
• 48:42
  and in the next episode dealing with the topic, we're
• 48:44
  gonna pick up where we left off. All of the
• 48:47
  information that goes with this episode can be found in
• 48:50
  the description box. What's up, everyone, and welcome to another
• 48:53
  episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're picking
• 48:57
  up where we left off with Virgin Robert's memoir The
• 49:01
  Billionaire Playboy Club. The next couple of months I spent
• 49:05
  in Jeffrey's company. My life was revolved around him and
• 49:08
  his petty happiness, arising to the occasion I was no
• 49:11
  longer his teenage sidekick. I was growing into being a
• 49:14
  young woman, and my body was blossoming like never before.
• 49:18
  Out of the awkward stages of my life, I now
• 49:21
  took to looking after myself like never before. Regular sessions
• 49:25
  in tanning beds and keeping fit became my life outside
• 49:29
  of Jeffrey. He kept telling me what a beautiful woman
• 49:31
  I was developing into and what offers suggestions to help
• 49:35
  me look good, Sending me to the dentist for regular
• 49:38
  teeth whitening consultations, or helping me choose my attire for
• 49:41
  the evening. He was ushering me into a whole new position,
• 49:45
  training me up for something else. But I was unsure
• 49:48
  of what that was. Being a snotty little teenager was
• 49:52
  a girl of the past. Now I had to be
• 49:54
  as eloquent, speaking desirable to all, and almost as personal
• 49:58
  porcelain ball. I went everywhere with him again, all of
• 50:02
  his eclectic dinner parties, conferences, and meetings with various members
• 50:06
  of Parliament, famous celebrities, and other esteem billionaires, most of
• 50:10
  whom live by the same rule of thumb as Jeffrey did.
• 50:14
  Quite an alarming realization, having to accept this world the
• 50:17
  way it is. Jeffrey knew all the right people in
• 50:20
  his game, and trading girls for favors is how he
• 50:23
  kept the circle. He was at the center of it all,
• 50:26
  black mel being the only thing next to money with
• 50:29
  the ability to pull as many of the strings. His
• 50:32
  conniving ulterior motive was to drag all that he could
• 50:35
  down to his pitiful state of mind, inviting easily tempted
• 50:39
  acquaintances to his island or his other various residences. He
• 50:43
  would bring out the assortment of young girls and pass
• 50:46
  them around as if there were cocktails on a platter.
• 50:49
  No girl had a choice in whom they went, with
• 50:51
  only completing a task. We would have to charm and
• 50:54
  bedazzle these aging fat men, who, other than paying for it,
• 50:59
  would have never had a shot at getting to know
• 51:01
  a beautiful girl intimately. I personally belonging to Jeffrey rarely
• 51:06
  had to be loaned out, and it was a big occasion,
• 51:09
  or should I say a favor if I was. I'll
• 51:12
  never really know what made me so important or special
• 51:15
  to Jeffrey. It definitely had nothing to do with love,
• 51:18
  I guess in the end, I will always put it
• 51:20
  down to my capability of being whomever he wanted me
• 51:24
  when he wanted so compliant, it just made it easy
• 51:28
  for him to have a personal toy at his constant disposal.
• 51:32
  All I can say is I lived in a jail
• 51:34
  with no bars, and in a country where slavery was
• 51:37
  supposedly abolished a long time ago, but still existed right
• 51:40
  underneath everybody's noses. Myself and so many other girls were
• 51:45
  walking proof of it. I still was given proper training
• 51:49
  and massage therapy from time to time, keeping me from
• 51:52
  looking back at being a teenager with no responsibilities to
• 51:55
  being a young adult with prospering titles. He knew I
• 51:59
  wanted want it to be self sufficient so bad that
• 52:02
  I would do anything for it, and by giving me
• 52:04
  this dream to hold on to only kept me in check.
• 52:08
  I look forward to my training sessions, holding onto every
• 52:10
  word passed down to me, and after the session was complete,
• 52:14
  I would hurry back to my room and transfer the
• 52:16
  information into a workbook with associating exercises, trying my new
• 52:22
  moves on. Jeffrey always impressed him. He would get excited
• 52:25
  hearing about my passion for knowledge and he would tell
• 52:28
  me he could see it transfer into my massages, always
• 52:31
  giving it my all. My hands were a focused energy
• 52:34
  when I was at work, using every ounce of strength
• 52:37
  to apply on a body. Many were astounded in what
• 52:40
  I could do for being such a small girl, and
• 52:43
  Jeffrey loved it, using me for two hour massages with
• 52:46
  benefits sometimes being over twice a day. Glaine would sometimes
• 52:51
  use me for a massage for her still, but it
• 52:53
  wasn't as common. She preferred a man to do that job.
• 52:58
  Then would come the odd client here and there, of
• 53:00
  course set up by Jeffrey, most of which were orchestrated
• 53:03
  to get beautiful girls comfortable and consequently naked. Then he
• 53:07
  would go in for the kill, so to speak, touching
• 53:10
  them intimately in their most private of places, like their vagina,
• 53:14
  breasts or anal when he had us where he wanted,
• 53:18
  willing and able. Then would come the toys, outfits, and
• 53:22
  so on, a scheme he was used time and time again,
• 53:25
  telling those who know him well he had never been
• 53:28
  turned down. Yet it was starting to dawn on me
• 53:31
  how I wasn't getting any clientele that weren't used for
• 53:34
  Jeffrey's benefit, and it would make me wonder if I
• 53:37
  wasn't just good enough for that. But I kept quiet,
• 53:40
  never wanting to make waves like I had before. To
• 53:43
  give me a break from all of it, as Jeffrey
• 53:45
  didn't want to overload me again, he would send me
• 53:48
  away to his ranch for a few days. What he
• 53:50
  knew I considered being a small slice of heaven on earth.
• 53:54
  I'd spend my days roaming the hills, riding horses and
• 53:57
  enjoying the solitude of my own company. After afternoon, I
• 54:00
  was out exploring the land on Jeffrey's Ranch, which covered
• 54:03
  hundreds of acres, with nothing but a bottle of water,
• 54:06
  my sketch book, and a small case of oil paint.
• 54:09
  I was on the search for something interesting to paint.
• 54:12
  A great pastime of mine. I made my soul quiet
• 54:15
  by creating beauty with my brush. I love to create
• 54:19
  images I saw on paper. I would paint anything beautiful
• 54:22
  that caught my eyes interest, from underwater scenes, animals, to
• 54:26
  people and even fruit. I love vibrant colors and a
• 54:29
  motion on display. But my favorite soon became the landscape
• 54:33
  of the Santa Fez, rolling hills and earthly green and
• 54:36
  beige stones, and in certain light it would illuminate into
• 54:39
  a golden shrine. To grasp that feeling I was absolved
• 54:44
  in at the hardest of times became my greatest dinner achievement,
• 54:48
  like taking a piece of that serenity and putting on
• 54:51
  paper for me to keep in my heart where it
• 54:53
  still is today. Closing my eyes, I was able to
• 54:56
  see it being there anytime I need to. I was
• 54:59
  in enjoying the heat and taking in the desert sites
• 55:02
  when I stumbled off the track and into the wilderness.
• 55:05
  Exploring everything new to me was my second nature, and
• 55:09
  I never entered my mind what would have happened if
• 55:12
  I went too far or got lost. I would rather
• 55:15
  face Mother Nature's wrath than humankinds any day. After about
• 55:19
  an hour of drifting off track, I came to a
• 55:22
  pile of rubble looking like the remnants of an old
• 55:24
  pueblo made out of clay on rock. I picked up
• 55:28
  what looked like half a clay bowl and noted that
• 55:30
  it had Indian designs etched into the side of it.
• 55:33
  Excited about my findings, I decided to do some more
• 55:36
  exploring around the fields surrounding the historic site. I collected
• 55:40
  rare pieces of arrowheads, utensils, and parts of many broken
• 55:44
  bowls with artwork telling tales of their own. Time was
• 55:48
  of no essence here, and before I even realized, the
• 55:51
  sun had sunk deeper into the hills, leaving me without
• 55:54
  any light to find my way back to the pathway.
• 55:57
  Feeling silly now, after passing by a familiar looking boulder
• 56:00
  twice over, I was startled when I heard some poor
• 56:04
  animal become dinner for another. It screams of agony only
• 56:08
  amplified louder and echoed in my ear drums, tightening the
• 56:11
  hairs on the back of my neck and making my
• 56:14
  heart beat nearly out of my chest. I was lost
• 56:17
  and confused before, but now I was petrified with fear.
• 56:21
  Taking me over three hours to find my way back
• 56:23
  to the path and in the direction of Jeffrey's mansion
• 56:26
  was a mission so relieved in the end, and so
• 56:30
  were the housemaids. After I hadn't showed up for dinner,
• 56:33
  assuming I must have been out for one of my
• 56:35
  usual adventures, I went to bed strenuously exhausted that night,
• 56:40
  and as I was falling asleep, the phone rang. It
• 56:42
  was a call from Jeffrey, who had been alerted of
• 56:45
  my disappearance. What happened tonight? One of the maids called
• 56:48
  me to tell me you hadn't come back from your
• 56:50
  walk this evening, detecting a tone of anger in his voice.
• 56:53
  I tried to distract him by telling him of my findings,
• 56:56
  and he scolded me for being gone for so long
• 56:59
  without anyone knowing where I was going. Back to the
• 57:02
  Indian remnants, I persisted on telling him what I had
• 57:05
  found in the end, he was just worried about me
• 57:08
  becoming a liability, but had to make it sound as
• 57:11
  if he cared. Don't worry, Jeffrey, I won't be doing
• 57:14
  that again. I can honestly say I have learned my lesson,
• 57:18
  and the next time I want to explore, I promised
• 57:20
  to take someone with me. I satisfied as worry of
• 57:24
  me being a future nuisance, and with that I was
• 57:26
  finally able to tell him what I had discovered on
• 57:29
  my walk. He was impressed, but did not sound surprised.
• 57:33
  You must have been gone for a long time if
• 57:35
  you found the old Indian pueblos, just be careful you
• 57:37
  don't say anything about where you found the stuff on
• 57:40
  my property. It could become a site for historical preservation,
• 57:44
  and that means the government could ultimately own my land.
• 57:48
  I acknowledged his request and told him they were just
• 57:51
  a gift for my mom, who was in love with Indians.
• 57:54
  Wait until she sees I brought her back real artifacts.
• 57:57
  She's going to totally freak out. He didn't mind that
• 58:00
  I was taking them. In fact, he admired my curiosity
• 58:03
  and adventurous spirit. He reminded me that tomorrow was my
• 58:07
  last day. I would be driven to the Albuquerque International
• 58:10
  Airport the day after next to meet Jeffrey in New
• 58:13
  York for how long only he knew. Giving Jeffrey many
• 58:16
  thanks for a great week, letting him know how much
• 58:19
  I appreciated these small breaks away. We then said good night,
• 58:23
  hanging up the phone. I had caught my second wind
• 58:26
  and set out to the kitchen to find a late
• 58:28
  night snack. Rating the fridge and pantry, I found some
• 58:31
  frozen pizzas and popcorn. I put on a movie and
• 58:34
  munched on the popcorn while eating the pizza. Cooked. Some
• 58:38
  nineteen eighties dreadful alien flick got the better of me
• 58:41
  that night. It was based on a true story about
• 58:43
  people abductions from the extraterrestrial beings, which were like I
• 58:48
  was visiting a remote area. I suddenly hated being alone
• 58:52
  on a ranch in the middle of nowhere. I munched
• 58:55
  down my burnt, crunchy pizza and became further enveloped in
• 58:58
  the thick plot. Leaving on the TV and the lights
• 59:01
  on that night, I've spent my night tossing and turning,
• 59:04
  peeking through the small open crevices of the comforter, half
• 59:07
  expecting to see an alien living in my bedroom. Living
• 59:12
  through the night was a relief, and I laughed at
• 59:14
  myself in the morning. How spook did I get? When
• 59:18
  I got to New York. Jeffrey and Golaine had a
• 59:20
  good laugh over my tell of survival in the wilderness
• 59:23
  and the alien scare. You're always having the best adventures,
• 59:26
  Gleayne exclaimed. We were similar in that way, both being
• 59:30
  bit of a free spirit. It was really only her
• 59:33
  non existence of moral standards that differentiated the two of
• 59:36
  us in that way. How do you know you weren't
• 59:39
  abducted and probed? I mean, look at you and all
• 59:41
  that time alone on the ranch. What do you think, Jeffrey,
• 59:44
  could she pass off as an alien? Expectedly, Golayne poke
• 59:48
  fun at me, her usual pastime. Our relationship was an
• 59:52
  odd one, never threatened by each other, but always precautious
• 59:56
  towards one another. Nonetheless able to crack a joke together,
• 59:59
  but when it came time to work, it was no
• 1:00:01
  fun in games. She was intensely serious, with a sense
• 1:00:05
  of humor like yours. I would tend to think that
• 1:00:07
  you were the one from another planet. Just friendly banter
• 1:00:11
  between the two of us. Then, Jeffrey had to jump
• 1:00:13
  in with his two bits. I think you might be
• 1:00:15
  onto something, Glaine. I squinted my eyes and gave them
• 1:00:19
  both an exaggerated death stare and pretended to grab my
• 1:00:22
  stomach in pain. I think something's trying to get out
• 1:00:25
  of me, putting my fist in my shirt to reenact
• 1:00:27
  the scene from Alien. I fell onto the couch and
• 1:00:30
  faked my death. I knew it. Glane shouted and jumped
• 1:00:33
  on me and began tickling me all over, and we
• 1:00:36
  all broke out into laughter. It was those fun times
• 1:00:40
  that made me feel like we were all part of
• 1:00:42
  this really perplexed family. We did everything together, similar to
• 1:00:46
  normal families, like eat dinner, watch TV, and travel. It
• 1:00:50
  was only the hedonistic and crup side to these two
• 1:00:53
  devians that made them a peculiar pair. All right, folks,
• 1:00:57
  we're gonna wrap up right here, and in the next episode,
• 1:00:59
  we're gonna pick up where we left off. All of
• 1:01:02
  the information that goes with this episode can be found
• 1:01:05
  in the description box. What's up, everyone, and welcome to
• 1:01:08
  another episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're
• 1:01:12
  gonna pick up where we left off with Virginia Roberts
• 1:01:14
  memoir the billionaire's playboy club. Getting turned on at the
• 1:01:18
  two of us playing together. Jeffrey came over to the
• 1:01:20
  couch we were on and pulled down his sweatpants, revealing
• 1:01:24
  his erect manhood. All of the laughter stopped. Now it
• 1:01:28
  was time for work, pushing my head into his pubic region.
• 1:01:31
  I had to give in to his perverted wants. Golaine
• 1:01:34
  started to undress me once I was there. She loved,
• 1:01:37
  starting with my breast. She cut them in her hands
• 1:01:39
  and brushed her fingers over my harden nipples, heading downward,
• 1:01:43
  pressing her lips deeply into my skin. I had to
• 1:01:46
  maneuver my body on the couch in a complex position
• 1:01:49
  to give them both what they wanted. And just like that,
• 1:01:52
  without even a moment's notice, I could be put on
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  the spot and have to amuse them in any way
• 1:01:57
  that they wanted, A shameful way to make someone feel
• 1:01:59
  like a used toy. I wasn't around for companionship. I
• 1:02:03
  was there for one thing. I was a compliant piece
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  of eye candy. Twenty minutes later, and Jeffrey had erupted
• 1:02:10
  in pleasure. Golayne sat up, fully dressed and wiped the
• 1:02:13
  sides of her mouth with her hands, giving a vindictive
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  little chuckle. That was fun. Jeffrey concurred with a sly grin,
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  arcing his back for a stretch, just looking able to
• 1:02:23
  utter the request, why don't you come upstairs with me
• 1:02:26
  for a steambath and a massage. I need to be
• 1:02:28
  loosened up. After that, it was more of a statement
• 1:02:31
  than a request, as if I had the choice to
• 1:02:33
  say no, thanks, I'm actually tired myself and I would
• 1:02:37
  rather just relax instead, I would reply with my accustomed,
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  trained obedience, no problem, when you're ready, lead the way.
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  I had to get dressed again, Being that we were
• 1:02:47
  in Glaine's downstairs office, putting my clothes back on, Golaane
• 1:02:51
  thought she had buttered him up just where she wanted
• 1:02:54
  him to ask him to come have a look at
• 1:02:56
  her new townhouse renovations. When he was finished with this,
• 1:02:59
  mistas a very strange relationship those two have. There's a
• 1:03:03
  definite love flowing between them, but not a passionate one,
• 1:03:07
  more like a respectful business. He gets what he wants
• 1:03:10
  and an accountable number of girls, and she gets what
• 1:03:13
  she wants, simple and sweet, an unaccountable amount of money.
• 1:03:17
  The two things in life that can create such beautiful moments,
• 1:03:20
  or the most horrendously terrible of them all is sex
• 1:03:23
  and money. I joined him for a shower, steambath and
• 1:03:27
  concluded his needs with a massage while listening to classical music.
• 1:03:31
  I knew he didn't want anything sexual from me now
• 1:03:34
  seeing he got what he already wanted downstairs. No, this
• 1:03:38
  time was purely therapeutic. My favorite massage is to give
• 1:03:42
  making me feel like an actual, real therapist. I lathered
• 1:03:45
  them in aromatic oils and let my hands discover the
• 1:03:48
  ways to unlock the stresses that his body held. After
• 1:03:52
  the massage was concluded, we were going downstairs to get
• 1:03:54
  ready to go see Glaine's townhouse, as he had promised
• 1:03:57
  her earlier. He loved taking the hidden staircase well. I
• 1:04:00
  hated it. I was so creeped out by his choice
• 1:04:03
  of decor. The blood red carpets, violent medieval paintings, and
• 1:04:06
  sculptures of the pagan god pan, all of it representing
• 1:04:10
  the darker side of hedonism his lifestyle provoked. Spiraling down
• 1:04:14
  the hallway, along with each step you took, came with
• 1:04:17
  a pair of eyes that followed your every step, brown blue, green, hazel,
• 1:04:23
  all the colors were there, staring at you the entire
• 1:04:26
  way down. As each step progressed, so would my anxiety
• 1:04:30
  to get out of there. We found Glaine where we
• 1:04:33
  had left her, in her office. She just received an
• 1:04:36
  order a satellite camera with a twelve inch flat screen.
• 1:04:40
  She told us how it was used to pick up
• 1:04:42
  any person in any location with a quick insert of
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  an address. Quite a powerful new toy, I thought, But
• 1:04:48
  it was only a minute display of what the rich
• 1:04:51
  could afford. What use they would get out of it
• 1:04:54
  was another concern. Soon after she was done figuring out
• 1:04:58
  the controls on the camera, we made a and first
• 1:05:01
  for me, pitstop the security room. What I thought was
• 1:05:05
  on our way back to the front door was another
• 1:05:07
  hidden door. I was in shock as I was led
• 1:05:10
  into a room so discreet that in the three years
• 1:05:13
  I never knew it existed. I kept my head down
• 1:05:16
  most of the time, knowing how secretive this must be.
• 1:05:19
  Being another door was an entire security base within his mansion.
• 1:05:24
  What I could see when I stole a glimpse here
• 1:05:26
  and there was an array of tiny screens twenty odd
• 1:05:29
  or something small screen showing various rooms in the mansion.
• 1:05:32
  I had recognized the images were constantly changing, so I
• 1:05:36
  found it hard to pinpoint an exact location. But from
• 1:05:39
  the decor and short glimpses, I suddenly knew from then
• 1:05:43
  on that my feeling of every move being watched inside
• 1:05:46
  his corridors was now more than a possibility, but was
• 1:05:49
  actually happening. Jeffrey spoke to an oldbe Spanish guy at
• 1:05:52
  the desk whose job was to disgustingly overlook all of
• 1:05:56
  the video feedback. Kill two birds with one stone. Jeffrey
• 1:05:59
  thought free porn to share with all of his pedophile friends,
• 1:06:03
  and when the occasion called for it, a security system
• 1:06:06
  all at one expense, ever, consumed with making money as
• 1:06:10
  well as saving it. I was again astonished at Jeffrey's capabilities.
• 1:06:14
  I didn't even want to think how deep the video infiltrated,
• 1:06:17
  pretending like I never saw anything at all. I put
• 1:06:20
  my memory to the back of my mind and went
• 1:06:22
  on about my day. Stopping at Colayne's new townhouse, another
• 1:06:26
  gift bought and paid for by Jeffrey, he pointed out
• 1:06:30
  needed changes all over the place, driving the builders mad.
• 1:06:34
  As always, he wanted the place to scream out Klane
• 1:06:37
  with a bold statement. Checkered floors and bowld colors was
• 1:06:41
  the theme, like the Queen of Hearts from Alice in Wonderland.
• 1:06:44
  Very well suited, I thought. The dust from the walls
• 1:06:47
  being torn down choked my throat, and the elevator was
• 1:06:50
  not in use. The stairs were hardly either. The whole
• 1:06:53
  house was in bad shape. Then having to go up
• 1:06:55
  three flights of rickety steps was a bit of a risk,
• 1:06:58
  but worth it once you made it. To her future
• 1:07:00
  walk in wardrobe or to us commoners, a closet the
• 1:07:03
  size of a small house, complete with a dressing room,
• 1:07:07
  Luxuria's bathroom, and plenty of storage for every ensemble. Even
• 1:07:12
  without it being finished, it was already a work of art,
• 1:07:15
  a sanctuary for any woman. She adorned herself in her
• 1:07:19
  future home, finally her own, relishing every inch of it.
• 1:07:23
  She already put in a work desk and spoke constantly
• 1:07:26
  of its ongoing renovations. About an hour later we were
• 1:07:29
  off to pick out curtains and look at some paint
• 1:07:32
  samples at a couple of different boutique looking shops. Easily
• 1:07:36
  passing off as an ordinary couple for the day. They
• 1:07:39
  walked arm in arm, strolling the streets of the Upper
• 1:07:41
  east Side, except to me, still replaying the early afternoon's events,
• 1:07:46
  shaking my head over the echoed images in my mind.
• 1:07:49
  I followed just behind, waiting to be needed again. Over
• 1:07:53
  the course of the next few months was a constant
• 1:07:55
  influx of exorbitant excursions at Jeffrey's mansions, mainly to his
• 1:07:59
  eye and to keep up with his ever demanding sexual
• 1:08:02
  appetite with various young women and teenage girls. I got
• 1:08:06
  back on the Xanax, an old habit that I felt
• 1:08:09
  at the time would stop my memories from flowing back,
• 1:08:12
  rehabilitate my problems, and relax me enough to deal with
• 1:08:15
  any situation at hand, no matter what the circumstance revealed
• 1:08:19
  itself to be. It was a drug that would have
• 1:08:22
  blind my eyes to everything I should have been running from.
• 1:08:25
  Having Brunell always in the picture these days wasn't helping
• 1:08:28
  me at all either. Sending his girls for Jeffrey at
• 1:08:32
  all of his places now and at a vigorous flow,
• 1:08:35
  they had an abundance of girls at their disposal. If
• 1:08:38
  I were to count want a girl for every day
• 1:08:40
  of the week, it would be the underestimated statement of
• 1:08:43
  the century. So many girls between the two of them,
• 1:08:46
  some nights. It would be a free for all frenzy
• 1:08:48
  for Jeffrey and Brunell, seven or so girls giving them
• 1:08:51
  their utmost attention, doting on their every morning whimper. Jeffrey
• 1:08:55
  being the main concern, since Brunell worked for him, and
• 1:08:58
  we were all aware of that too. If there were
• 1:09:01
  heaven on earth for men like Jeffrey, then he would
• 1:09:04
  be their god. Every one of his inner circles most
• 1:09:07
  desires were fulfilled when his harem of women was around.
• 1:09:11
  No wonder he didn't travel as much abroad these days.
• 1:09:15
  All he ever wanted was right here at his doorstep.
• 1:09:18
  I couldn't believe that he was still asking me to
• 1:09:20
  bring girls to him as well. There was never enough
• 1:09:23
  girls to fill his appetite, so on occasion I would
• 1:09:26
  meet a pretty girl around my age and invite her
• 1:09:28
  back to his place to make some quick money by
• 1:09:30
  offering her a really good contact in the modeling and
• 1:09:33
  acting business. Keeping him satisfied and in need of me
• 1:09:37
  was a tiring job. With so much competition. I had
• 1:09:40
  to be on the ball, seeming ambitious to grant them
• 1:09:43
  all of his desires. It was a lot of pressure
• 1:09:46
  and the spotlight of a roll to undertake at such
• 1:09:48
  a young age, but I told myself that this is
• 1:09:51
  what my life's training had led me up to be.
• 1:09:54
  My birthday was around the corner, and turning eighteen had
• 1:09:57
  lost all of its sparkle and pozazz. There was no
• 1:10:00
  more surprises and sore for me. Nothing that would bedazzle
• 1:10:03
  me I hadn't quite done already. I spent my birthday
• 1:10:06
  on the island, having a quiet dinner and watching Sex
• 1:10:09
  in the City on the couch with Jeffrey, Glayne, and Emmy.
• 1:10:13
  There was no cake or a celebration of any sort,
• 1:10:15
  but I did get a couple of presents that I
• 1:10:17
  opened outside underneath the main cabana. Jeffrey gave me a
• 1:10:21
  beautiful pair of sapphire and diamond encrusted earrings, and Golayne
• 1:10:24
  bought me another designer makeup case. I thanked the two
• 1:10:28
  of them with a tight squeeze and gratuitous short spiel.
• 1:10:32
  As it went quiet, I looked out to the ocean
• 1:10:35
  and wondered if across these waters was there ever going
• 1:10:38
  to be happier days spent with someone who was special
• 1:10:41
  to me? Would he be kind, compassionate and always be
• 1:10:44
  there when I needed a most, or would I end
• 1:10:47
  up settling for my final bit of training a marriage
• 1:10:50
  to a greedy old scrooge. Either way, what I wanted
• 1:10:53
  most didn't matter. Right now. I was still bound by
• 1:10:56
  Jeffrey's hold over me, and all I had to do
• 1:10:59
  was keep telling myself to get through this epic journey
• 1:11:02
  was this was just the way it was for now.
• 1:11:06
  Around the table for breakfast, Jeffrey announced that he was
• 1:11:09
  expecting a few guests coming over with Brunel, no one
• 1:11:13
  of importance, just as usual, entourage of beautiful girls Russian
• 1:11:16
  models this time, and Jeffrey was also having a photographer
• 1:11:20
  flown in to take sexy modeling photos using the island
• 1:11:24
  as the perfect background. All of us girls were ushered
• 1:11:27
  on the rocks, hammocks, dug into sand, and displayed just
• 1:11:31
  about anywhere they wanted. We were being photographed in next
• 1:11:34
  to nothing, like a netted fabric placed over us if
• 1:11:38
  the shot called for it, but the more provocative the
• 1:11:40
  more Jeffrey and Brunell loved it. After the photo shoot,
• 1:11:44
  we did some outdoor water sports. While US girls raced
• 1:11:47
  the jet skis around and jumped on the water trampoline,
• 1:11:50
  the men stayed on dried land and watched us from
• 1:11:52
  the beach. I was so used to this constant charade
• 1:11:55
  of girls, and I didn't mind having a bit of fun,
• 1:11:58
  but this was different. I had to be more than
• 1:12:01
  just polite, because I already knew it wouldn't be long
• 1:12:04
  before we were all intimate with each other. As well.
• 1:12:07
  Being the only girl that spoke English out of all
• 1:12:09
  of them was also a huge blunder. The only way
• 1:12:13
  we could communicate was through hand gestures and body language,
• 1:12:17
  a very primitive form of speaking. But what choice did
• 1:12:19
  we have. I did my best to get acquainted, and,
• 1:12:23
  as I had previously assumed, after lunch on the beach,
• 1:12:25
  we were again ushered into another part of the island,
• 1:12:28
  Jeffrey's cabana. There was no need for words here, as
• 1:12:31
  the girls already knew exactly what to do without saying anything.
• 1:12:35
  They undressed me and began to ravage my body with
• 1:12:38
  their hands, tongues, lips, and fingers. I was delirious, never
• 1:12:42
  having done anything like this before with so many girls.
• 1:12:45
  It was sheer chaos. I don't honestly know how men
• 1:12:48
  could fantasize over this. Through the glimpse in between bodies
• 1:12:52
  crossing over me. I could see Jeffrey and Brunell watching us,
• 1:12:55
  sitting in a chair with their hands around their penises,
• 1:12:58
  stroking themselves together. The best part is they don't speak English,
• 1:13:02
  so there's never a need to have to keep them amused.
• 1:13:05
  I could hear one of the men divulge. I'm pretty
• 1:13:07
  sure it came from Jeffrey laughing out loud to Brunel.
• 1:13:11
  I just closed my eyes and went somewhere else in
• 1:13:14
  my mind until it was all over. That was that,
• 1:13:17
  life went on, and we all moved on to dinner together.
• 1:13:21
  It couldn't be more awkward, as Jeffrey and Brunell were
• 1:13:23
  besides themselves, their egos beaming, and the girls chatted like
• 1:13:26
  busy little chipmunks with each other. Glenn and Emmy on
• 1:13:29
  the other end of the table were being amused at
• 1:13:32
  the entire racket around the table. And then there was me,
• 1:13:36
  sitting quietly and smiling in people's direction when needed. I
• 1:13:40
  was counting down the minutes until I could go lay
• 1:13:42
  down in my giant, comfortable bed, slipping away to the
• 1:13:45
  gentle noises the island created, and sink comfortably into a
• 1:13:49
  deep sleep with the assistance of my Xanax scratching at
• 1:13:53
  the plate in front of me with my fork at
• 1:13:55
  a boredom. I wasn't even hungry. I had lost my
• 1:13:58
  appetite for food. They're sipping on the champagne. I wanted
• 1:14:02
  to feel as far away from here as possible. What
• 1:14:05
  seemed like hours for everyone to finish their meals, we
• 1:14:08
  were finally all saying good night and goodbye to each other,
• 1:14:10
  as Brunel was off early in the morning and taking
• 1:14:13
  the Eight Beauties with them. Thank God, I told myself
• 1:14:17
  once was more than I could handle of that in
• 1:14:19
  one day. All Right, we're gonna wrap up right here,
• 1:14:22
  and in the next episode, we're gonna pick up where
• 1:14:24
  we left off. All of the information that goes with
• 1:14:27
  this episode can be found in the description box.