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- 0:00Chapter twenty three. Lady Melanby, wife to the Lieutenant Governor of the province,
- 0:07had been gratified by the appeal addressed to her by the ladies of Chandraport.
- 0:12She could not do anything, besides, she was sailing for England,
- 0:17but she desired to be informed if she could show sympathy in any other way.
- 0:22Missus Churton replied that mister Heathlope's mother was trying to get a passage,
- 0:27but had delayed too long and all the boats were full. Could Lady Melanby
- 0:32use her influence? Not even Lady Melanby could expand the dimensions of a p
- 0:38and o. But she was a very very nice woman, and she actually
- 0:43wired, offering the unknown and obscure old Lady accommodation in her own reserved cabin.
- 0:50It was like a gift from Heaven. Humble and grateful, Rannie could
- 0:55not but reflect that there are compensations for every woe. His name was familiar
- 1:00at Government House owing to poor Adelae, and now Missus Moore would stamp it
- 1:07on Lady Melanby's imagination. As they journeyed across the Indian Ocean and up the
- 1:11Red Sea. He had a return of tenderness for his mother, as we
- 1:17do for our relatives when they received conspicuous and unexpected honor. She was not
- 1:23negligible. She could still arrest the attention of a high official's wife. So
- 1:30missus Moore had all she wished. She escaped the trial, the marriage,
- 1:34and the hot weather. She would return to England in comfort and distinction and
- 1:40see her other children. At her son's suggestion, and by her own desire,
- 1:46she departed. But she accepted her good luck without enthusiasm. She had
- 1:51come to that state where the horror of the universe and its smallness are both
- 1:57visible at the same time, the twice of the double vision, in which
- 2:01so many elderly people are involved. If this world is not to our taste,
- 2:07well at all events there is heaven, hell, annihilation, one or
- 2:13other of those large things, that huge scenic background of stars, fires,
- 2:20blue or black air. All heroic endeavor and all that is known as art
- 2:25assumes that there is such a background, just as all practical endeavor when the
- 2:30world is to our taste, assumes that the world is all. But in
- 2:36the twilight of the double vision, a spiritual muddledom is set up, for
- 2:40which no high sounding words can be found. We can neither act nor refrain
- 2:46from action. We can neither ignore nor respect infinity. Missus Moore had always
- 2:53inclined to resignation. As soon as she landed in India. It seemed to
- 2:59her good. And when she saw the water flowing through the mosque tank,
- 3:04or the Ganges, or the moon caught in the shawl of night with all
- 3:08the other stars, it seemed a beautiful goal and an easy one to be
- 3:14won, with the universe so dignified and simple. But there was always some
- 3:21little duty to be performed first, some new card to be turned up from
- 3:25the diminishing pack and placed. And while she was pottering about the Marabar struck
- 3:32its gone? What had spoken to her in that scoured out cavity of the
- 3:38granite? What dwelt in the first of the caves, Something very old and
- 3:46very small, before time? It was before space, also, something snub
- 3:52nosed, incapable of generosity, the undying worm itself. Since hearing its voice,
- 4:00she had not entertained one large thought. She was actually envious of Adela.
- 4:06All this fuss over a frightened girl, nothing had happened, And if
- 4:13it had, she found herself thinking with the cynicism of a withered priestess.
- 4:18If it had, there are worse evils than love. The unspeakable attempt presented
- 4:25itself to her as love in a cave, in a church boom, it
- 4:30amounts to the same thing. Visions are supposed to entail profundity, but wait
- 4:38till you get one, dear reader, The abyss also may be petty,
- 4:43the serpent of eternity made of maggots. Her constant thought was us attention should
- 4:49be paid to my future daughter in law, and more to me. There
- 4:55is no sorrow like my sorrow, although when the attention was paid she rejected
- 5:00it irritably. Her son couldn't escort her to Bombay, for the local situation
- 5:08continued acute and all officials had to remain at their posts. Antony couldn't come
- 5:14either, in case he never returned to give his evidence, So she traveled
- 5:18with no one who could remind her of the past. This was a relief.
- 5:25The heat had drawn back a little before its next advance, and the
- 5:29journey was not unpleasant. As she left Chandrapur, the moon full again shone
- 5:35over the Ganges and touched the shrinking channels into threads. Of silver, then
- 5:41veered and looked into her window. The swift and comfortable mail train slid with
- 5:47her through the night and all the next day. She was rushing through central
- 5:51India through landscapes that were baked and bleached, but had not the hopeless melancholy
- 5:59of the plane. She watched the indestructible life of man and his changing faces,
- 6:05the houses he has built for himself and God. And they appeared to
- 6:11her not in terms of her own trouble, but as things to see.
- 6:15There was, for instance, a place called Assirga, which she passed at
- 6:19sunset and identified on a map an enormous fortress among wooded hills. No one
- 6:28had ever mentioned Assirga to her, but it had huge and noble bastions,
- 6:33and to the right of them was a mosque. She forgot it. Ten
- 6:39minutes later Assirga reappeared. The mosque was to the left of the bastions.
- 6:44Now the train, in its descent through the Indias, had described a semicircle
- 6:49round Assirga. What could she connect it with except its own name. Nothing.
- 6:57She knew no one who lived there, but it had looked at her
- 7:01twice and seemed to say, I do not vanish. She woke in the
- 7:09middle of the night with a start, for the train was falling over the
- 7:13western cliff. Moonlit pinnacles rushed up at her like the fringes of a sea.
- 7:18Then a brief episode of plain, the real sea and the soupi dawn
- 7:26of Bombay. I have not seen the right places, she thought, as
- 7:31she saw embayed, the platforms of the Victoria Terminus, the end of the
- 7:35rails that had carried her over a continent and could never carry her back.
- 7:42She would never visit Asirga or other untouched places, neither Delhi nor Agre,
- 7:48nor the Rajputana cities, nor Cashmir, nor the obscurer marvels that had sometimes
- 7:55shown through men's speech, the bilingual Rock of Girnar, the statue of Shri
- 8:01Belgola, the ruins of Mandu and Hampi, temples of Cadraja, gardens of
- 8:07Shalimar. As she drove through the huge city which the West has built and
- 8:13abandoned with a gesture of despair, she longed to stop, though it was
- 8:18only Bombay, and disentangle the hundred Indians that passed each other in its streets.
- 8:26The feet of the horses moved her on, and presently the boat sailed,
- 8:31and thousands of cocoanut palms appeared all round the anchorage and climbed the hills
- 8:37to wave her farewell. So you thought an echo was India. You took
- 8:43the Marabar caves as final bay, laughed, what have we in common with
- 8:50them? Or with Asirga? Good Bye? Then the steamer rounded Kolaba.
- 8:58The continent swung about the cliff of the gots melted into the haze of a
- 9:03tropic sea. Lady Melanby turned up and advised her not to stand in the
- 9:09heat. We are safely out of the frying pan, said Lady Mellanby.
- 9:15It will never do to fall into the fire. End of Chapter twenty three.