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- 0:08The Austin City Council approved
- 0:09last month a plan to build new
- 0:11natural gas power generators.
- 0:13One thing that's still unknown, the
- 0:15price of this new project, it's
- 0:17estimated to cost more than a
- 0:18billion dollars, but the vote
- 0:19approving the plan took place in
- 0:21executive session behind closed
- 0:23doors.
- 0:24The KUT newsroom wanted to know how
- 0:25many such votes have happened away
- 0:27from public view.
- 0:28Their analysis, coming up on today's
- 0:30show.
- 0:31The Austin Signal is a production
- 0:33of KUT News, hosted by
- 0:35Jerry Quijano.
- 0:36And for kids, summer should
- 0:38be a magical time, catching
- 0:39fireflies, belly flopping into
- 0:41the pool, and maybe a little too
- 0:43much TV.
- 0:44But life can be tough, even for some
- 0:46kids. Luckily, there's a place in
- 0:48the whole country that wants to help
- 0:49those kids experience some
- 0:51summertime magic too.
- 0:52We've got that story and a whole lot
- 0:54more. It's up next, right here
- 0:56on Austin Signal.
- 1:07Howdy out there, this is Austin
- 1:09Signal. I'm your host, Jerry
- 1:11Guijano. Happy Friday, it is
- 1:13June 26th.
- 1:14Thank you for tuning in to
- 1:16listener-supported public radio.
- 1:19The Austin City Council approved in
- 1:21May a plan to build new natural
- 1:23gas power generators.
- 1:24We don't yet know the exact price
- 1:26of that plan, but it's estimated to
- 1:28be at more than a billion dollars.
- 1:30A remarkable number on its own,
- 1:32but what struck many as unusual is
- 1:35that the vote took place in
- 1:36executive session behind closed
- 1:38doors. City Council observers
- 1:40said they'd never seen something
- 1:41like this before.
- 1:43But when KUT's Mo's Bouchelle
- 1:45and Nathan Bernier asked the city
- 1:46about it, they heard that this was
- 1:48business as usual.
- 1:50Mo's and Nathan are here now to tell
- 1:51us more. Thank you for being on the
- 1:52show.
- 1:53Thanks, Jerry.
- 1:54So Mose, I'm going to start with
- 1:55you. When you heard that this power
- 1:56plant vote was done secretly in
- 1:58executive session, did that surprise
- 1:59you?
- 1:59Absolutely, it surprised me and it
- 2:01surprised everyone I talked to about
- 2:02it.
- 2:04Typically, when council goes into
- 2:06these secret meetings, they might
- 2:06deliberate on some of these hot
- 2:08button issues to do with Austin
- 2:09Energy, but they come out and vote
- 2:11in public. This time,
- 2:13people didn't even know what was
- 2:14happening. People were confused when
- 2:16they heard later on that this new
- 2:17power plant had been approved
- 2:18because the entire thing had been
- 2:20done secretly.
- 2:21So when you reached out to the city,
- 2:22what did they have to say? You know,
- 2:24my first question was...
- 2:26If this happens, has
- 2:28it happened before?
- 2:30People said they didn't remember
- 2:31ever seeing anything like this
- 2:32happen before. So how do we find out
- 2:33how frequently these secret votes
- 2:34take place?
- 2:35City spokesperson said, well, we
- 2:38don't track that, but you can go
- 2:40back through council minutes,
- 2:43painstakingly, you know, session by
- 2:45session to try to
- 2:47tease out how frequently executive
- 2:49session votes happen, secret votes
- 2:50happen. And so that's what we did.
- 2:52Yeah, Nathan-
- 2:53That's where I want to bring you in
- 2:54you went through some of this data.
- 2:55What is what stood out to you?
- 2:57What stood out to us was the lack of
- 2:59any mention of any vote
- 3:01taking in, having been taken
- 3:03in executive session.
- 3:04There've been more than a thousand
- 3:05council meetings since 1999
- 3:07when this provision of the Open
- 3:09Meetings Act took effect that
- 3:11allowed under a very narrow
- 3:12exception for the council to vote
- 3:14in secret when dealing with Austin
- 3:16Energy competitive matters.
- 3:18And so we wrote a Python
- 3:20script with the help of AI to
- 3:21download all of these meeting
- 3:23minutes. And manually
- 3:25search them using search tools like
- 3:26Adobe Acrobat for a variety of
- 3:28terms. We also had our AI do the
- 3:30searching as well to double check
- 3:32us. But everything, we
- 3:34go with our own verified
- 3:35facts before anything that
- 3:37AI tells us.
- 3:39And all of these documents are
- 3:40publicly available online.
- 3:41It's just very, very difficult to
- 3:43search them all without some kind of
- 3:46a script to programmatically
- 3:47download them. And essentially what
- 3:49we found was there was no
- 3:50evidence of this ever having
- 3:52taken place.
- 3:54Before, despite what Moe's was told,
- 3:56that when these votes happen, that
- 3:58it's recorded in the minutes.
- 3:59Okay, so now you had the findings,
- 4:01you went back to the city, what did
- 4:02they have to say?
- 4:03What they, it's strange.
- 4:04At first, what we were told by
- 4:06Austin Energy
- 4:08was that here's
- 4:1016 examples again of when this
- 4:12happened. And it's capital A-R-E.
- 4:14These are, these votes are indicated
- 4:16in the council minutes.
- 4:17And we, then we sent, okay,
- 4:20look, here are the links to the 16
- 4:22meetings you're talking about.
- 4:23Please tell us where there is an
- 4:25indication of a vote.
- 4:26Because we see none.
- 4:26One of the meetings has been, was a
- 4:28canceled meeting.
- 4:28And what then, what they came back
- 4:30with us the very next day was
- 4:32We don't have to disclose
- 4:35that there was a vote because this
- 4:36section of the Texas Open Meetings
- 4:37Act allows us to have a vote without
- 4:38telling anyone.
- 4:40What does the law say exactly can
- 4:41happen in these sessions when it
- 4:42comes to power plants?
- 4:43Right, so the carve-out
- 4:45in the Open Meetings law says
- 4:47essentially that anything to do
- 4:49with competitive matters can
- 4:51be discussed in secret.
- 4:52This is a law that started when
- 4:54the Texas electric market was
- 4:56deregulated in 1999,
- 4:58and the idea is that there are still
- 4:59some public power companies, Austin
- 5:01Energy is one of them.
- 5:02These are electric utilities that
- 5:04are run by city governments.
- 5:05And when they deregulate the
- 5:07electric market, they wanted those
- 5:09public power company to operate on
- 5:11a kind of an even playing field with
- 5:12private companies.
- 5:13Private companies can be more
- 5:15secret. So the argument was let
- 5:17the city councils take some of these
- 5:18competitive matters behind closed
- 5:20doors so that they don't
- 5:22divulge any competitive secrets
- 5:24to anybody in the competitive
- 5:26market. Right.
- 5:27That that's the idea.
- 5:29This carve out allows for votes
- 5:31to take place as well, which is
- 5:32really the thing that we were trying
- 5:33to hone in on here.
- 5:35It also says that the
- 5:37entity that basically can decide
- 5:38what's competitive is city
- 5:40council itself.
- 5:41So you have to trust your council
- 5:43members to do the right thing
- 5:45when they start going behind these
- 5:46closed doors, start deliberating and
- 5:48taking votes in secret.
- 5:49There's no way of looking into it
- 5:51and what we found in our analysis of
- 5:53the records is that there is zero
- 5:54indication when it
- 5:56happens.
- 5:58We don't know, the public cannot
- 6:00know how many such
- 6:02secret votes have taken place since
- 6:031999.
- 6:04They cannot know what they were
- 6:06about and they cannot know how their
- 6:08elected officials voted on
- 6:10these matters. And this is what,
- 6:12there are a lot of different reasons
- 6:13that this is a big news story.
- 6:15But one of them, I think, is that
- 6:17you vote for city council members
- 6:19to make policy decisions.
- 6:20In these cases.
- 6:22What the city is telling you is that
- 6:24you cannot know how your elected
- 6:25official voted,
- 6:28how your election official decided.
- 6:30Here's Joe Larson, he's on the board
- 6:32of the Texas Freedom of Information
- 6:33Foundation.
- 6:34It's an invisible government.
- 6:36It's a black box.
- 6:38You don't know what anybody's doing.
- 6:39You don't know who to hold
- 6:40accountable, much less for
- 6:42the public to have any input on
- 6:44an ongoing basis.
- 6:46It completely undermines the idea
- 6:47of the Open Meetings Act.
- 6:49And this carve-out, Jerry, in
- 6:51the Open Meetings Act,
- 6:53we went back and
- 6:55reviewed the transcripts of the
- 6:57Senate committee meetings when these
- 6:59changes were happening to state law,
- 7:01including in the Texas Open
- 7:02Meetnings Act. And there was a lot
- 7:03of discussion about why public
- 7:05utilities should be able to keep
- 7:07certain information secret,
- 7:09confidential, because it's in the
- 7:10rate payer's interest.
- 7:11There was no mention that we could
- 7:13find of why the vote
- 7:15itself needs to be kept
- 7:16secret. You can, and in the past...
- 7:18And most has reported on this
- 7:20extensively there have been numerous
- 7:21instances where the city council has
- 7:23taken big votes on on austin
- 7:25energy matters and they
- 7:27meet in private and they come out
- 7:29and vote in public in this
- 7:31case there's been the little
- 7:33explanation little to no explanation
- 7:35of why we cannot know
- 7:37how is it how it is a competitive
- 7:39matter of how your council
- 7:41member voted even though there's
- 7:43there's no that there's any law
- 7:45breaking going on here.
- 7:46You have reached out to every
- 7:48council member to ask about.
- 7:49Their vote. What did you hear from
- 7:50them? So, yeah, we contacted
- 7:52the office of every council member
- 7:53and the mayor.
- 7:55Every single one of them, I should
- 7:56say everyone that was present for
- 7:57this vote, two weren't there that
- 7:59day, every single
- 8:01of them got back to us with some
- 8:03version of, we can't tell you
- 8:05how we voted.
- 8:07Some of them said we can do it
- 8:08because executive sessions are
- 8:10confidential.
- 8:11One council member, Zoe Caudry's
- 8:13office said that they had been
- 8:14advised by City Legal that they
- 8:16could not disclose how they voted,
- 8:18how that council member voted.
- 8:20We talked to another staffer at a
- 8:22different council member's office who
- 8:23said, Even staffers at the
- 8:25office, this is Mark Duchin's
- 8:26office, even his policy director
- 8:28doesn't know how he voted.
- 8:29The secrecy was that
- 8:31tight.
- 8:32But the fact of the matter is,
- 8:34they can say how they voted.
- 8:36There is nothing in the law that
- 8:38says that they cannot disclose their
- 8:39vote in this executive session.
- 8:41Here's David Escamilla.
- 8:42He was the Travis County
- 8:44attorney for about 18
- 8:46years. He advised elected officials
- 8:48on the Open Meetings Act.
- 8:49Here he is on whether
- 8:51they can disclose their vote.
- 8:53They do have
- 8:53some freedom to be able to discuss
- 8:55what happened.
- 8:56But he says, a lot of the times,
- 8:58elected officials may use
- 9:00the law as an excuse if they
- 9:02don't want to talk about what was
- 9:03said.
- 9:04My experience is that
- 9:06in many cases, not all
- 9:08certainly, an elected official
- 9:10who might not have wanted to
- 9:12speak about those things would
- 9:14fall back on just a general
- 9:16recounting that my attorney says not
- 9:18to say anything.
- 9:19Okay, well, if the city is saying
- 9:21that this secret voting is business
- 9:23as usual, why is it a big deal?
- 9:26So Austin Energy is a big power
- 9:28company, has an annual budget of $2
- 9:29billion, and it is our public
- 9:32utility, okay?
- 9:33We as the voters, ostensibly,
- 9:37we own this company, we're not
- 9:38just the customers,
- 9:41it's our city public company.
- 9:44And the argument in favor of
- 9:46maintaining public ownership of
- 9:47these utilities, public control of
- 9:49utilities, is that they are
- 9:51accountable to the public, right?
- 9:53That there's some element of
- 9:55democratic control over this.
- 9:56Clearly, the people that run Austin
- 9:58Energy and our city council members
- 10:01think that the secrecy is a way
- 10:02of protecting the utility,
- 10:04but it also clearly is.
- 10:07Disrupting the public trust in
- 10:09that utility.
- 10:10I mean, there are questions about
- 10:12the money involved,
- 10:14the millions of dollars that
- 10:15transfer to the city general fund
- 10:16every year, the way that this
- 10:18public money is spent by
- 10:20city council, all of these
- 10:22big questions to do with the use
- 10:24of public funds.
- 10:25But for me, it also just goes
- 10:27back down to that democratic
- 10:28question, the question of
- 10:29transparency.
- 10:30Maybe you have executive
- 10:32session deliberations, maybe there
- 10:33are
- 10:37should elected officials not share
- 10:38how they vote.
- 10:39On issues of grave public
- 10:41importance.
- 10:42Alright, we have been speaking with
- 10:44KUT's Nathan Bernier and Mo's
- 10:45Bouchelle. Gentlemen, thank you for
- 10:46your reporting.
- 10:47Thank you.
- 10:54Okay, the World Cup drama
- 10:56is heating up this weekend as the
- 10:57final teams qualify ahead of the
- 10:59knockout stage of the tournament.
- 11:01Jimmy Moss from the Vamos Verde
- 11:02podcast is following all the action.
- 11:05Here he is with his latest update.
- 11:07A heavyweight matchup at the World
- 11:09Cup today, I'm Jimmy Moss.
- 11:11France and Norway are tied on
- 11:12points. A win means first
- 11:14in the group.
- 11:15This is a battle between two of the
- 11:17tournament's top strikers, Kylian
- 11:19Mbappe and Erling Haaland.
- 11:21Both with four goals, it's a
- 11:23loaded France team against a Norway
- 11:25side looking to make a statement.
- 11:27Senegal play Iraq, neither
- 11:29has yet to win or tie a
- 11:31match so far, but somehow
- 11:33Senegal could sneak into a third
- 11:34place spot with a win and
- 11:36some help.
- 11:37Group H, very unsettled.
- 11:39Spain would take the top seed with
- 11:41a win or draw.
- 11:42Uruguay need a win to take
- 11:44the group, but even that might not
- 11:46be enough if Cape Verde,
- 11:49everyone's newest favorite island
- 11:50nation, beats Saudi Arabia by
- 11:52a larger margin.
- 11:53Tonight, Belgium try to keep their
- 11:55World Cup alive against New Zealand,
- 11:57and Iran look to sneak past group
- 11:59leader Egypt.
- 12:00Last night, the U.S.
- 12:02Fell to Turkey 3-2 on
- 12:04a 98th minute goal
- 12:06in Los Angeles.
- 12:07The result barely mattered in the
- 12:08standings, but Austin Trusty and
- 12:10Sebastian Berhalter scored their
- 12:12first World Cup goals in
- 12:14a starting lineup with nine changes
- 12:16from their second game.
- 12:17Turkey got their first win of the
- 12:19cup.
- 12:20The United States will now play
- 12:21Bosnia Herzegovina in the first
- 12:23round of the playoff on Wednesday.
- 12:26Australia and Paduaig drew the
- 12:27result enough to see both sides
- 12:29advance to the knockout stage.
- 12:30Ecuador surprised Germany to
- 12:33elevate themselves into a
- 12:34third-place qualifier.
- 12:35Ivory Coast advances to the
- 12:37knockouts along with the group
- 12:38winning Germans.
- 12:40I'm Jimmy Moss.
- 12:48Get podcasts.
- 12:51We've got more Austin Signal coming
- 12:53your way right after this break.
- 12:57This is Austin Signal.
- 12:58Welcome back.
- 12:58Checking in on a few of today's
- 13:00headlines, a new medical facility
- 13:02focused on women's health care is
- 13:04set to open Monday in central
- 13:05Austin.
- 13:06Ascension Seton Women's Hospital is
- 13:08on Ascention Seton's main campus
- 13:10that's on West 38th Street.
- 13:11It's equipped to handle complex and
- 13:13high-risk pregnancies with 26
- 13:15labor and delivery rooms.
- 13:17A giraffe on the lam in the Hill
- 13:19Country has been found safe this
- 13:20morning after a days-long search.
- 13:23Rial County Sheriff Nathan Johnson
- 13:24said the three-year-old giraffe
- 13:25named Gracie was found about four
- 13:27miles south of the ranch from which
- 13:29she escaped nearly two weeks ago.
- 13:32And the summer pattern of hot and
- 13:33humid weather continues today.
- 13:35The National Weather Service is
- 13:36forecasting a high of around
- 13:3897 degrees, but with that
- 13:40humidity could feel as hot as
- 13:42105.
- 13:52Though Austin may be called the
- 13:54live music capital of the world, its
- 13:55neighboring cities have made their
- 13:57own contributions to the city's
- 13:59musical landscape.
- 14:01Jason Mellard from the Center for
- 14:02Texas Music History at Texas State
- 14:04tells us about one local musician
- 14:06and storyteller who became a
- 14:08Tejano trailblazer.
- 14:15This week in Texas Music History,
- 14:17we meet a master of corrido in
- 14:19Central Texas.
- 14:20On June 21st, 1917,
- 14:23songwriter and guitarist Lonnie
- 14:24Guerrero was born in Maynard, Texas.
- 14:26As a young man, Guerrera made the
- 14:27move to Austin and began to travel
- 14:29throughout Central Texas as a
- 14:30self-taught musician.
- 14:32Guerrere was particularly interested
- 14:33in the corrido tradition of epic
- 14:35narratives and folk ballads composed
- 14:36of reaction to community events.
- 14:38A living Newspaper and song of sorts
- 14:41And these ballads were not only
- 14:42passed on as part of an anonymous
- 14:44folk tradition like the Corrido de
- 14:45Kansas on the classic 1800s
- 14:47cattle drives or Corrida of Gorgorio
- 14:49Cortes about the legendary
- 14:50turn-of-the-century fugitive.
- 14:52They continued to interpret current
- 14:54events a way of processing the
- 14:55flow of history in the moment.
- 14:57In this vein, one of Guerrero's most
- 14:59poignant compositions was La
- 15:01Tarjadilla del Presidente Kennedy on
- 15:03the 1963 assassination of JFK
- 15:05in Dallas.
- 15:06A figure whose stature in Texas
- 15:07Mexican circles is symbolized by
- 15:09the Viva Kennedy campaigns that had
- 15:11mobilized Latino voters in the
- 15:12Southwest.
- 15:20Most of Guerrero's working life
- 15:21involved day jobs with the Austin
- 15:22Independent School District, the
- 15:24Internal Revenue Service, and the
- 15:25East Austin Chicano Economic
- 15:26Development Corporation.
- 15:28All the while, he continued as a
- 15:29performing guitarist and songwriter,
- 15:31with his compositions recorded by
- 15:32the likes of Isidro Lopez, Little
- 15:34Joe, and Guerreros nephew pioneering
- 15:36singer and guitarist Manuel Cowboy
- 15:38Donley of East Austin.
- 15:40Donley recorded a range of Guerreros
- 15:41compositions, including Dos
- 15:43Corazones, Bateniebla,
- 15:45Sombras Until the Noche and many
- 15:47more.
- 15:55Further, music was a family
- 15:57tradition beyond Lani Guerrero
- 15:59and nephew Cowboy Donnelly, as
- 16:00Lani's son and bandmate Louis
- 16:02Guerrera also composed the Latin
- 16:04standard La Cacahuata or Peanuts,
- 16:06made famous as a crossover hit by
- 16:07Herb Alpert's Tijuana Brass.
- 16:09Tejano roots run deep in Austin as
- 16:11a family affair, and Lani and
- 16:13Louis Guerreiro were the first
- 16:15father and son to be inducted into
- 16:16the Austin Music Memorial in 2009
- 16:19and 2010.
- 16:28You can hear music from the Lone
- 16:29Star State 24-7 on the
- 16:31Texas Music Experience at TMX.fm.
- 16:39For kids, summer should be
- 16:41a magical time, right?
- 16:43No school, no responsibilities,
- 16:45just catching fireflies, trips to
- 16:47the pool, and maybe a little too
- 16:49much TV.
- 16:50But life isn't always easy
- 16:52or simple, even for kids.
- 16:54Sometimes loss happens.
- 16:56They lose a grandparent, maybe even
- 16:58a parent or a friend.
- 16:59And though nothing feels normal,
- 17:02summer comes around anyway.
- 17:03Well, there's a place in the whole
- 17:04country that wants to help those
- 17:06kids experience some summertime
- 17:08magic, too.
- 17:09It's called Camp Braveheart.
- 17:11KUT's Olivia Aldrich spent
- 17:13a morning there.
- 17:14Y'all start grabbing gear
- 17:16On a Friday in mid-June, middle
- 17:18school aged kids are lined up for
- 17:20their shot at a summer camp rite
- 17:22of passage.
- 17:23The infamous high ropes course at
- 17:25John Knox Ranch in Fisher, Texas,
- 17:27the host of Camp Braveheart.
- 17:2913-Year-old Alyssa bravely steps
- 17:31up to the challenge first.
- 17:33Soon enough, she's strapped into a
- 17:34harness, inching along ropes hung 30
- 17:36feet in the air.
- 17:38Hey, take a second, you want to look
- 17:40at the view?
- 17:41Oh, Jesus Christ!
- 17:43True to Camp Braveheart's name, the
- 17:45camp's leaders say plucking up the
- 17:47courage to do something scary can be
- 17:49a really important experience for
- 17:50these kids.
- 17:51They have to learn how to trust
- 17:52themselves.
- 17:53That's Esmeralda Huerta.
- 17:55She's a program manager for Hospice
- 17:57Austin, the nonprofit that sponsors
- 17:59the free summer camp.
- 18:00Life throws things at you,
- 18:02but you got to learn how to trust
- 18:04yourself that you can do it and you
- 18:05can hard things and this is one of
- 18:07those things that we start teaching
- 18:08them.
- 18:08Down on the ground, Alyssa's friend
- 18:10Deshauna is watching her navigate
- 18:12the ropes.
- 18:13She's ready for her turn.
- 18:14I'm really interested in it
- 18:16because it's something new, I've
- 18:18never done it before.
- 18:20I'm down to try.
- 18:21Just coming to Camp Braveheart was
- 18:23already a leap of faith for
- 18:2413-year-old Deshauna.
- 18:26To be completely honest, I was
- 18:27really scared to come because I
- 18:29didn't know if I was going to be the
- 18:30older kids or younger kids.
- 18:32And like I'm fine with being the
- 18:33younger kids, but older kids...
- 18:34Kids are kind of scary." Campers
- 18:35range from rising second graders to
- 18:37rising tenth graders, but kids
- 18:39mostly get to spend time with their
- 18:40peers.
- 18:42Dashauna started bonding with a
- 18:43group of kids around her age at a
- 18:44big pool party the first night when
- 18:47campers from each cabin put together
- 18:48silly synchronized swimming
- 18:50routines.
- 18:51Now, less than three days later,
- 18:53they're fast friends.
- 18:54So, Alyssa, I call her
- 18:56Love Bug, and she's the one that's
- 18:58going up the high ropes
- 19:00right now.
- 19:02And Country Boy is the one with the
- 19:03red hair spotting, and then
- 19:05Lady Bug is the
- 19:06pink shirt." Camp friendships form
- 19:08quickly and Huerta says it's
- 19:10an important foundation for some of
- 19:11the conversations the kids will have
- 19:13during the week about people they've
- 19:15lost.
- 19:15Some of them are
- 19:17parents, siblings,
- 19:19maybe a really close friend or
- 19:21relative, grandparents,
- 19:23from let's say a sudden
- 19:25death or a
- 19:27long-term illness or
- 19:29death by suicide.
- 19:31It can be of anything that they're
- 19:33coming in with.
- 19:34Here because she lost her
- 19:35grandmother.
- 19:36She was one of my favorite people
- 19:38and one of the most amazing people
- 19:39that you would ever meet,
- 19:41mainly because she understood
- 19:42everything.
- 19:43She was sweet, she was caring,
- 19:45she very loving,
- 19:47and her favorite color was red.
- 19:49Dashauna says she hasn't talked
- 19:51about her grandma too much while
- 19:52she's been here, mainly with her
- 19:54brother, who's also at camp, and
- 19:56Miss Carly, one of her favorite
- 19:57counselors.
- 19:59The opportunity to talk and open up
- 20:01is there.
- 20:02Kids meet in small groups with other
- 20:03campers who have experienced similar
- 20:05losses each morning, and staff
- 20:07are trained to help them learn
- 20:09healthy ways of navigating grief.
- 20:11But Huerta says talking about it
- 20:13isn't always what kids need.
- 20:15From time to time I can get calls
- 20:16that say my kid needs to really come
- 20:18talk to somebody and the parent
- 20:20is actually projecting how they're
- 20:22feeling.
- 20:23Their kid actually wants a break
- 20:24from that pressure.
- 20:25They're like, I'm really doing okay.
- 20:27I just really want the grownups to
- 20:29like let me navigate this and
- 20:31let me figure out my school
- 20:33and my friends.
- 20:34Like things are already so hard
- 20:36and being pushed and pushed to
- 20:38try and share or not or they're not
- 20:40crying or this.
- 20:41Everybody grieves differently and at
- 20:43their own time.
- 20:44So all of this typical camp stuff,
- 20:46high ropes, swimming at Blue Hole,
- 20:48archery, arts and crafts, that's
- 20:50therapeutic.
- 20:51Kids work on two art projects
- 20:53throughout their days at camp.
- 20:55One is a picture frame that they can
- 20:56put a photo of their loved one in.
- 20:58The other is a small wooden memory
- 21:00box, decorated with
- 21:02paint pens, glitter, any creative
- 21:04way they want to honor their loved
- 21:06ones.
- 21:07Inside the arts and craft's cabin,
- 21:10boxes rest on a table while paint
- 21:11dries.
- 21:12One box has an American flag
- 21:14and a football painted on it.
- 21:16Another has baby brother written on
- 21:18the side and silver letters.
- 21:20Dashaunas is decorated with red gems
- 21:22in honor of her grandmother's
- 21:24favorite color.
- 21:26Tonight, all the campers will bring
- 21:27their boxes to a final.
- 21:29Memorial service.
- 21:30We give each group a question to
- 21:32ask their groups and so
- 21:34one of them is you know what are you
- 21:36going to put in your memory boxes
- 21:37when you get home right kind of
- 21:39building these rituals and coping
- 21:41mechanisms and skills for them as
- 21:42they grow up to be
- 21:44able to continue this
- 21:47loss and how to carry it.
- 21:48When Dashauna leaves Camp
- 21:50Braveheart, she'll take a few things
- 21:51with her.
- 21:52The memory box, sure.
- 21:54Some lessons, too.
- 21:55I learned that it's okay to be
- 21:57sad in that you're not alone in this
- 21:59process.
- 22:00But also she's taking the phone
- 22:02numbers of her new friends.
- 22:04They plan to start a group chat and
- 22:06send invites to each other's
- 22:07birthday parties.
- 22:08I'm Olivia Aldridge in Austin.
- 22:12And that is it for today's
- 22:14show and for this week of shows.
- 22:16Thank you for tuning in and
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- 22:20in today's show and in this week's
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- 22:27I'm your host, Jerry Quijano.
- 22:29Our team today is Casey
- 22:31Cheek. He's our technical director.
- 22:33Alexandra Hart is our producer and
- 22:36Kristen Cabrera is our managing
- 22:37producer.
- 22:38Have a great weekend.
- 22:39We will talk to you on Monday.