Latest / philly has heART / Muse Gallery feat. Matthew Raghunauth
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- 0:15This is Robert Marsh, and you're listening to
- 0:16Philly Has Heart Podcast. In this podcast, we
- 0:19sit down with artists, gallerists, educators,
- 0:22curators, and other creatives who comprise the
- 0:24Philadelphia art world to discuss upcoming performances,
- 0:28exhibits, and other events and initiatives that
- 0:30are not to be missed. The art scene in Philadelphia
- 0:34is so rich that it can seem daunting. Consider
- 0:37this your weekend cultural recommendation. With
- 0:40me always is my producer, Lucinda Daggerland.
- 0:43Hey, hey, hey. And today we have visual artist
- 0:45Matthew Ragnhoff. So glad to have you today.
- 0:50Welcome. I'm glad to be here. So as we do with
- 0:53each of our artists, can you take us through
- 0:55your journey that brought you to the visual arts?
- 0:57What moments, both big and small, directed you
- 1:00to where you are today? What brought me to the
- 1:03visual arts? I mean, I don't think I remember
- 1:06a time ever where I wasn't involved in the visual
- 1:09arts for as long as I can remember. I always
- 1:13had a drawing pad, crayons, coloring books, watercolors
- 1:18nearby. It was always an interest that I expressed
- 1:22from very young that my parents were happy to
- 1:25encourage at the time. I found that at any moment
- 1:29or at any time, it was always the thing that
- 1:32I found myself wanting to go to and wanting to
- 1:35do. So when I had free time during classes when
- 1:39I was younger, I would be scribbling away. At
- 1:43family parties, when I got bored, I would sneak
- 1:46away to my room and be drawing there. Even when
- 1:50I was in college, whenever I had a couple of
- 1:52credits available, I would try and take an elective
- 1:54class. So I found it just something that I always
- 1:57gravitated to, and it was something I wanted
- 1:59to spend my time doing. So you went to school
- 2:01for digital interactive media at Drexel. And
- 2:05I think you are the first Drexel grad that has
- 2:07joined us on the podcast, yeah? Yes, yes, I think
- 2:10so. What is the pipeline from digital interactive
- 2:14media to art? I think the path to digital media,
- 2:17it was actually a way of me retaining art in
- 2:23my life. And I think it's more of a circular
- 2:25path where digital media helped me with my art
- 2:30practice more. So when I was younger, I was very
- 2:35creative and I liked to draw and paint a lot.
- 2:37But once I got into high school... SAT season,
- 2:41starting to apply for colleges. It was not something
- 2:46that was encouraged for me to pursue as a serious
- 2:49degree. I think my parents had dreams of me becoming
- 2:53a doctor or a lawyer and very quickly that proved
- 2:59to not happen. So my path to digital media, it
- 3:04was a way for me to balance something creative,
- 3:10something that required a visual design, creative
- 3:14eye, while being technical. It seemed to be a
- 3:17compromise between my parents and I. It's actually
- 3:21informed my art practice quite a bit, I've realized
- 3:24when I've gotten older. I think the two actually
- 3:26help inform each other. So I think about some
- 3:29things that I practice in my studio that apply
- 3:31to my nine -to -five work. What do you do for
- 3:34your nine -to -five work? Financial corporate.
- 3:41Oh, okay. So I like to say it's my corporate
- 3:44drag in the morning. Yes. We read that you have
- 3:48found that separating your career from your craft
- 3:53helps you isolate and refine your passionate
- 3:56process. Sidebar. Those who listened to last
- 4:01month Jason Chen's episode heard his advice to
- 4:04maintain a job that allows you to take care of
- 4:08rent, food, and et cetera in order to allow you
- 4:12to have a better focus on your art. What words
- 4:15of encouragement say to others who are interested
- 4:21in pursuing art but like you do not have that
- 4:24formal education in art? And how... That balance
- 4:28from making sure that you have that foundation
- 4:32of safety net. Your needs met. What is that,
- 4:37Maslow's Pyramid of Needs? The hierarchy. Yes.
- 4:41And that allows you to then continue to pursue
- 4:45your art in a different way. I'm a firm believer
- 4:47in separating my art from my work because my
- 4:53studio time, my painting practice is very...
- 4:56precious to me. It's a sacred time. It's a sacred
- 4:58practice and a very important space for me to
- 5:01maintain. And I never wanted that to become work
- 5:06for me. I didn't want to impose this pressure
- 5:11of having to maintain my livelihood on that.
- 5:15I wanted this space to remain sacred and have
- 5:20the decisions and the choices I make in this,
- 5:22in my studio to be. completely emotionally fueled
- 5:26and not impact my day -to -day life. And honestly,
- 5:31I've found that separating my art and my work,
- 5:34it's not so much a compromise of doing less of
- 5:39either, but it's a strategy for me to protect
- 5:43my work. And I mean that in the sense of something
- 5:47that I've discovered and I've been thinking about
- 5:49more recently is that being a good artist And
- 5:54being good at being an artist are two very different
- 5:57skills. So I think a lot of times artists focus
- 6:02on refining their craft solely. And I think a
- 6:05lot of people have a perception and assumption
- 6:07of artists where they focus all of their time
- 6:10and their energy on their practice, on their
- 6:12work. And they spend all their nights just emotionally
- 6:17pouring themselves into their work. And you dedicate
- 6:20your entire life to your... And I think if you
- 6:25talk to any successful or practicing artist,
- 6:27you'll learn that that's very far from the truth.
- 6:31Being good at being an artist means finding the
- 6:35balance in your life to continue making art and
- 6:40do that in a way that you avoid burnout and fit
- 6:44it into your life that is practical. I think
- 6:47it's a way of redefining what being a successful
- 6:50artist is. I think if you're asking the question,
- 6:54how do I balance these two things, you're already
- 6:56on the right track of wanting to find that way.
- 6:59So it's definitely worth thinking about how can
- 7:04I protect this space in a way that I won't burn
- 7:08out and I would neglect my livelihood. And how
- 7:12can I keep doing this? Because I definitely need
- 7:16my 9 to 5. I need to... pay for my livelihood.
- 7:20My painting materials are expensive. Acrylics
- 7:24are so expensive. And it doesn't matter how many
- 7:27paintbrushes that I buy that are on sale. There's
- 7:30no way that I go to Blick and I spend less than
- 7:32$200. I don't know how that happens. And I don't
- 7:36want to have to limit myself in that space. But
- 7:38I think the two fuel each other. And I don't
- 7:44want to have to compromise with my work. I don't
- 7:48want to have to compromise being an artist by
- 7:50being a professional or vice versa. I imagine
- 7:55that if your livelihood depended on your art,
- 7:58then I'm wondering, do you think your art might
- 8:03become compromised? And maybe you're saying this.
- 8:06Your art might become compromised because you
- 8:09have to make it a certain degree of commercial
- 8:11in order to sell it? Definitely, definitely.
- 8:14That's what I'm saying. I mean, I don't... ever
- 8:17want to view my paintings as deliverables. I
- 8:21don't want to meet a criteria. That gave me chills.
- 8:25Yeah, I don't want to have to meet a criteria
- 8:27and get graded on it. My studio is a place where
- 8:31the decisions that I make are 100 % emotionally
- 8:35fueled, and I want to keep that that way. I don't
- 8:40want to. Have to worry about, is this going to
- 8:44sell? Are people going to like this? The least
- 8:47of my concerns is whether people will want this
- 8:51from me. My biggest concern in the studio is,
- 8:54what does this do for me? And am I expressing
- 8:56the thing that I'm trying to do? Is this successful
- 8:59to me? Prevails before how it's perceived to
- 9:04anyone. And by putting it in a commercial setting,
- 9:09I would have to compromise. the reason why I
- 9:13love painting. Yeah, I primarily paint with acrylics
- 9:21in my elective classes that I took in college.
- 9:24That's what I learned to work with. More recently,
- 9:27I've gotten into other materials because I love...
- 9:32experimenting with different materials and different
- 9:34methods. I've picked up airbrushing recently.
- 9:37I'm very hesitant to start oil painting, even
- 9:41though everyone says that that's real painting,
- 9:43but whatever. I know that more artists that we've
- 9:47spoken with are acrylic and love that there is
- 9:54a quicker process. Yeah, exactly. I mean, painting
- 9:59with acrylics is part of the way that helps me
- 10:02fit it into my life because I don't have the
- 10:07time to let something dry for, I don't know,
- 10:1130 years before I can look at it again. And also
- 10:14just given my general style of painting, I paint
- 10:18in a series of layers and I like to be able to
- 10:21change my mind quickly. So I like being able
- 10:24to test something out. walk away for three minutes,
- 10:27see if I like it or not, and cover it up immediately.
- 10:30That's always been my process. Can you share
- 10:33how your cultural background has influenced your
- 10:36art? Yeah, definitely. So my family is from Guyana,
- 10:41which is in South America, culturally Caribbean
- 10:45or Indo -Guyanese. And being in Guyana, it's
- 10:50a very big mix of people. There's many people
- 10:54from... different diaspora. So there's a lot
- 10:57of cultural influence from South Asia, the Middle
- 11:01East, Latin America, the West Indies. So it's
- 11:06a big fusion of different religions and practices,
- 11:10foods, and music. And a lot of what I'm inspired
- 11:15by with my paintings aren't just necessarily
- 11:18art, but it's... music, it's fashion, it's food,
- 11:22it's a lot of different sensations and it's always
- 11:25been so full. My pot of inspiration has always
- 11:29been so full. My family being from the tropics
- 11:32and being Caribbean, there's a lot of color,
- 11:35there's a lot of pattern and texture and my mom
- 11:39and my aunties watch a lot of Bollywood movies
- 11:41and the outfits and the set designs, it's so
- 11:44ornamented that... These are the things that
- 11:48I've just regularly seen growing up, is these
- 11:53bright, intricate patterns, whether it be the
- 11:56wallpaper in my auntie's house or couches or
- 11:58cousins' saris and whatnot. So I think that comes
- 12:05into my work a lot. It influences my color palette
- 12:08a lot. I think there's a general, warm hue that
- 12:13I... lean towards. Speaking of, your art explores
- 12:16broader themes of nostalgia, memory, and loss.
- 12:20What inspires this exploration? I am a very nostalgic
- 12:26person. Whether that be good or bad, I always
- 12:29look back on memories very fondly. Memories with
- 12:34my family when I'm younger, memories being with
- 12:37my friends, and I think I kind of treat my painting
- 12:41practice, I treat my paintings like a photo album,
- 12:48like a memory book or almost like a diary. A
- 12:51lot of my paintings can be like diary entries
- 12:53because it's my way of capturing moments and
- 12:56memories. I think a lot of the subjects that
- 12:58I do paint are of very specific moments that
- 13:02I have with people. And my paintings are a way
- 13:05of me to translate or communicate. the relationship
- 13:10I have with those people. So the love that I
- 13:14have for them, you can almost see them as like
- 13:17love letters to them. My way of remembering the
- 13:22times that I've spent with people and how I feel
- 13:24about them and whether they're still in my life
- 13:28or not, whether I love them, have loved them,
- 13:34it finds its way into my work. Do you have a
- 13:42bucket list venue where you'd like to show your
- 13:45art? I think I might have already crossed off
- 13:47a major bucket list item because more recently
- 13:53I got the opportunity to project my artwork at
- 13:56the PMA. The opportunity came from my friend
- 14:01Christina, my best friend Christina, who DJs
- 14:04the evenings, Friday evenings, as part of the
- 14:07PMA's new DJ residency. she asked me to use my
- 14:14artwork as background visuals. Wow. That's so
- 14:18cool. Shout out, Christina. Yeah. Everybody needs
- 14:22a Christina in their life. I think I'm your Christina,
- 14:24actually. Oh, I'm so lucky to have a DJ Xtina.
- 14:27Everyone, if you can, get one. Get one. What
- 14:31made that experience so meaningful is that it's
- 14:35the PMA. I mean, yeah. I've lived in Philly for
- 14:39over a decade now, and when I was at Drexel,
- 14:42when I would have the weekends, I would walk
- 14:45across the bridge and go to the PMA and spend
- 14:46hours there. It was always a place that I went
- 14:48to for inspiration, especially when they had
- 14:51student discounts. Yes. They have artist discounts
- 14:55now. They do. They brought them back. While my
- 15:00paintings weren't hanging on the walls in a traditional
- 15:04sense, what was meaningful to me is that This
- 15:08is a place where people come to experience art,
- 15:11and for a couple nights over the season, my work
- 15:16was part of that experience. And so when I've
- 15:20gone and I see people lined up on the stairwell,
- 15:25they're with friends, and people are dancing
- 15:28and chatting, and they're taking photos of my
- 15:32projected paintings. Photos of them, photos of
- 15:37themselves with them. It was extremely emotional
- 15:41just to see that my work is in this place that
- 15:45people come to to experience artwork. And I got
- 15:51the opportunity to be part of that experience
- 15:54for so many people. I can't even say that it
- 15:58was a full circle in any way because there's
- 16:00no point in my life where I ever would have thought
- 16:02that this is a possibility for me. So I'm going
- 16:06to have to do some work to think about what another
- 16:08bucket list item could be. Because I don't know
- 16:10what could match that. Because your art was also
- 16:16a part of an entire experience, right? It wasn't
- 16:19just, hey, my art is on the wall here. No, my
- 16:22art is being part of a moment as well as with
- 16:28a close friend of mine, mixing her art with yours
- 16:31in an experience where, People are not just walking
- 16:37around the hallways. They are interactive with
- 16:41each other, with the music, with the experience,
- 16:44and your art got to be a part of that. That is
- 16:46incredible. Did your parents get to see that?
- 16:49They did not, yeah. What say they? Hmm? What
- 16:53say they? What did they say? So my parents are
- 16:58very interesting. I said my mom. We don't have
- 17:00to talk about it. Oh, no, no, no. It's good.
- 17:03Okay. My parents are really funny. I sent my
- 17:06mom a couple videos and photos, and she said,
- 17:10okay, with a thumb. That is such the mom response.
- 17:15I could go through all of our, she has so many
- 17:20questions all the time, and any time it's a response,
- 17:24okay. Yeah. I mean, she'd have more words if
- 17:29it was about renewing my passport or what I have
- 17:32in my savings, but. Yeah. Okay. You mentioned
- 17:37off mic before we started recording, and I knew
- 17:41this because I saw it when I Googled you, that
- 17:43you showed a mural during the Philadelphia Flower
- 17:47Show. What was that like? How long did you work
- 17:50on the mural? What was the scale? How did you
- 17:53get asked? Yeah, the Flower Show mural this year,
- 17:57that was... Also a very interesting experience.
- 18:00So I've worked with Conrad, I've worked with
- 18:02Streets Department and Mural Arts a couple of
- 18:04times in the past. My first mural with them was
- 18:07back in 2020 in the Fashion District. I've done
- 18:11some pop -up or temporary murals for Mural Arts
- 18:14over the summer. Over the winter, Conrad did
- 18:18reach out to me asking if I would be one of the
- 18:20artists to do a mural at the Flower Show. In
- 18:24complete candor, I looked at this email and I
- 18:26was like, ugh, another thing I have to apply
- 18:28to. And I was scrolling and I was like, wait,
- 18:29wait, wait, there's no application. I get to
- 18:32just do this, wow. I'm happy to have been in
- 18:36the arsenal already to be picked to do this because
- 18:38it's definitely the biggest mural to scale, both
- 18:41in size and how many people got to experience
- 18:45that was the biggest opportunity for a mural
- 18:48for me. But I would say that... The process of
- 18:55making this mural and coming up with the concept
- 18:58for it was, it was a little tricky because the
- 19:03theme of the flower show this year was centered
- 19:05around cultural ties and cultural practices in
- 19:09terms of gardening. And it had a lot of focus
- 19:11on family and lineage. And this came during a
- 19:16time where my relationship and my feelings with
- 19:19my family were a little more complicated. I found
- 19:25it difficult to kind of come up with a concept
- 19:28when the whole ethos of my artwork is honoring
- 19:33people that I love. When it's not that that love
- 19:38wasn't there anymore, it's just that it was a
- 19:40little harder to access at the time. So I found
- 19:44it frustrating at points to find a way to create
- 19:49a concept for this mural that fit with a theme
- 19:52that was... Honoring my family without being
- 19:57dishonest. And what I chose to do was kind of
- 20:04re -strategize how I approach the themes of my
- 20:07artwork. And what I ended up doing was rather
- 20:11than focusing on specific individuals or people,
- 20:14I focused on the experiences and the spaces that
- 20:19I remember having with my family and growing
- 20:21up. The kitchen, the household, the gardens,
- 20:25cooking, and the stories of my grandfather and
- 20:30farming. It kind of tiptoed around all of the
- 20:34experiences I had that referenced my culture
- 20:37without solely focusing on people. So that was
- 20:41interesting for me to kind of reformulate how
- 20:44I came up with the subject matter for this mural.
- 20:48But what I also had to do with this was... also
- 20:52kind of re -strategize how I approach the application
- 20:55of my painting practice as well, because with
- 20:59my experience in making murals, I will work up
- 21:02until the absolute last minute, or even past
- 21:06the last minute. I have been in shows where I'm
- 21:10at the exhibit, I'm at the gallery. And I'm still,
- 21:14like, erasing things off of my paintings. And
- 21:16people are walking past me like, what the hell
- 21:18is this guy doing? And I'm like, no, no, no.
- 21:20I can do this. I'm the guy. It's my art. So it
- 21:26was very intentional for me to simplify my color
- 21:29palette to four colors and keep my design very
- 21:34flat and blocky. And I did that in a way that
- 21:39kind of referenced. My professional work, with
- 21:44my design work, we have this concept of an MVP,
- 21:48minimum viable product, which essentially is
- 21:53what I think it's essentially the same concept
- 21:56as don't let perfection be the antithesis of
- 22:00done. I think I got that right. No, that's right.
- 22:03I've said that before. So the premise is to get
- 22:08something done. Within whatever time constraint
- 22:11that you have, you may have to cut certain things
- 22:14that you wanted to. So in the design world, whether
- 22:17that be a certain experience, a certain flow,
- 22:20a button, drop down, what have you. But in terms
- 22:24of my artwork and with this mural, I knew that
- 22:29I wanted to get something done more than I wanted
- 22:33it to be, quote unquote, perfect in my mind.
- 22:36Because getting it done. would leave me at least
- 22:39the opportunity maybe to then work off of something.
- 22:43But working over and over and over again to achieve
- 22:47this concept of perfect might get me down to
- 22:50the mark where this isn't what I want and I'm
- 22:53not happy with it and it's nowhere near what
- 22:56I wanted to do versus let me get something done
- 23:00and then leave myself maybe the time to build
- 23:03on it. It was a new way to approach my painting
- 23:09practice, both conceptually, thematically, as
- 23:13well as practical, technically. Another question.
- 23:18You are the newest member of Muse Gallery. I
- 23:23am, I am. Congratulations. Thank you. What was
- 23:27the application process like? Oh, another application.
- 23:30Exactly, another application. I was offered to
- 23:34apply from... going to the gallery during first
- 23:37Fridays I think back in December of last year
- 23:42and there's a specific artist that I was really
- 23:45excited to see their exhibit and walking around
- 23:48in the gallery we just me and my friend we started
- 23:51chatting with a couple of people and one of them
- 23:54happens to be a member of the gallery and after
- 23:58talking to her she asked you know are you an
- 24:00artist I said yes Actually, I didn't even have
- 24:03a business card yet. I just wrote down my Instagram
- 24:05on a piece of paper. But she encouraged me to
- 24:08actually apply after looking at my work, and
- 24:10I was like, oh my God, a gallery member wants
- 24:14me to apply? Wow. And so it was over the moon.
- 24:17I was so excited because even though pursuing
- 24:22a serious or real path in art wasn't a consideration
- 24:30for me, The dream of being part of and in a gallery
- 24:35has always existed in my mind, but it just seemed
- 24:38so out of reach, so unattainable, so impractical
- 24:42for me that when the opportunity was shown to
- 24:45me, I was so eager for it to be as perfect as
- 24:49possible. So answering every question, I was
- 24:53thinking about, you know, like, what is the most
- 24:56honest way I can answer these questions while,
- 24:58you know, proving myself to... this gallery and
- 25:04I'm lucky enough that I have the smartest boyfriend
- 25:08in the entire world and he helped to edit my
- 25:11responses and he'd be like, Matthew, this doesn't
- 25:15make any fucking sense. And I'd be like, no,
- 25:18you're not an artist, you don't get it. But he
- 25:22was usually right. I was just so over the moon
- 25:25to have the opportunity to apply. to be a member,
- 25:28because I'm very familiar with being denied from
- 25:32a lot of applications. Again, after submitting
- 25:35my application very quickly, it was a unanimous
- 25:38yes. And I remember I was at a concert with my
- 25:43friends when I got the email, and I walked away,
- 25:45and I was just like, they were like, what's wrong?
- 25:49And I was like, nothing's wrong, everything's
- 25:52great. So yeah, I'm so, so, so excited to be
- 25:57part of this gallery. And I have the opportunity
- 25:59to have my first solo exhibit with them in maybe
- 26:04a year or so. And what's been filling my time
- 26:06now is working on this series of paintings that
- 26:12would become my solo exhibit. I'm so impressed
- 26:17with all of the artists there. And Val? Val is
- 26:20great. Yeah. I actually, when you stopped in,
- 26:24that's when I was gallery sitting for Val. Yeah.
- 26:30Someone bought that. Yeah, somebody bought the
- 26:32diptych. Wow. Yeah. Great work. Really great
- 26:36work. And I love how diverse the group of artists
- 26:40there are. Who else? Jean Plows. I love her work.
- 26:44Yes, yes. It's like, how would you call it, abstract
- 26:47expressions. Yeah, and what I was really curious
- 26:51about and what I think made me a little bit nervous
- 26:53about the application was that I was looking
- 26:56at the group of artists that were at Muse already
- 26:58and it was all or mostly contemporary and abstract.
- 27:02And my work is very not that. It's a lot of portraiture.
- 27:07It's very narrative. And I didn't think that
- 27:10my type of work would fit into this gallery.
- 27:14I don't know, maybe that's part of the reason
- 27:16why they did want someone who had 100%. And even
- 27:20when we've had them on, each one of them have
- 27:23had variations of what their art has been. Carolyn's
- 27:27is entirely textile, right? And she features
- 27:31incarcerated subjects. Or wrongly incarcerated
- 27:35subjects. Matthew, do you have anything coming
- 27:39up in terms of your art that you wish to share
- 27:42with the audience? What's been taking up the
- 27:45most time right now is working on the series
- 27:49of paintings that would eventually become my
- 27:51solo exhibit. And I'm really working on kind
- 27:58of a tight theme, which isn't something I've
- 28:00really done before. I've always created my paintings
- 28:03one -off. I haven't really tried to have a running
- 28:07thread between them. But what I'm working on
- 28:10with this series is... The theme of the relationships
- 28:19between people and the perceptions of yourself
- 28:23and the connections that you make with others
- 28:26within the music scene, the DIY party scene or
- 28:32the rape scene. And I wanted that to be the focus
- 28:35because I think so much of how I am how I am.
- 28:40who I've become is so informed by the music scene
- 28:46in Philadelphia. I found my niche group, my niche
- 28:49community, and it's all been surrounding music,
- 28:53artists that we love and DJs that we love, spaces
- 28:55that we love, and I've made the longest -running
- 28:58connections with people there. Because I know,
- 29:03you know... navigating the world when you're
- 29:06a young adult I get out of college it's like
- 29:07I'm not in class anymore I'm not surrounded by
- 29:09the same people anymore but the people I would
- 29:11see again and again were the people that I saw
- 29:14in these spaces on the dance floor and I made
- 29:18the the most and the deepest connections with
- 29:22people on the dance floor and I think this theme
- 29:26is something I may have kind of touched on or
- 29:29referenced in some of my other paintings but
- 29:31I want this to be the center of my work for this
- 29:38collection. So whether it be people that I've
- 29:42met on the dance floor, the relationships that
- 29:44I've made with people, memories of people in
- 29:48certain spaces. So I'm actually doing a little
- 29:52bit of side research because I have a lot of
- 29:57interest in psychology and social theory as well.
- 30:02I've recently gotten really interested and I've
- 30:06been reading some of the essays by Charles Cooley.
- 30:10And he has this collection of essays that he
- 30:15has this theory called the looking glass self,
- 30:18which is a three part way of determining your
- 30:25self perception, the way people kind of think
- 30:28about who they are. And it's in response to.
- 30:32how others see them. So that three part way of
- 30:36finding your perception being, I'm a person and
- 30:40I walk into a room and there are other people
- 30:42in that room. And the first thing that I do is
- 30:46I notice those people looking at me. So I'm watching
- 30:51myself be perceived by these people. The next
- 30:54step of that is assuming and thinking, what do
- 30:59these people think about me? So whether that
- 31:03be based on my appearance, based on how I'm acting,
- 31:05I'm making assumptions on what they think I am,
- 31:09who they think I am. And based on those assumptions,
- 31:14that informs how I then act in this space, which
- 31:20is a really funny theory to kind of look at because
- 31:22it's a way of basing yourself and your kind of
- 31:28identity, your perception. It's based on other
- 31:31people, but it has nothing to do with other people
- 31:34because it's all these references going on in
- 31:36your own head. It's saying, I think these people
- 31:39are thinking this, so because of what I think
- 31:42they're thinking, I'm going to respond in this
- 31:44way. So if I walk into a room and I see these
- 31:48people looking at me and I think they think I
- 31:51am weird and crazy and out of place, if I think...
- 31:58What is this guy doing in this space? Because
- 32:01I'm telling myself that I then behave and I react
- 32:04in that way. And then I start feeling like I
- 32:07don't belong in this space when in reality, none
- 32:10of that's actually happening. It's all based
- 32:12on assumptions. And the long way back is that
- 32:16I find a lot of that relating to the music scene
- 32:21as well because of the different niche genres
- 32:25and the different people that you meet. There
- 32:27maybe could be different codes that you kind
- 32:31of swatch out or different people that you meet.
- 32:33There could be a lot of your personality and
- 32:35your persona that's informed by the places that
- 32:37you're in. And I think especially when you're
- 32:40younger, you're very focused on how others perceive
- 32:47you, especially when you're younger. It's just
- 32:50this interest merging in with this, you know.
- 32:55that is very important to me. I've been thinking
- 32:57a lot about that and how that informs my work
- 33:02and that's what I want to kind of focus and center
- 33:05on with this group of paintings. I think I don't
- 33:09know how many directions I went with that. Yes,
- 33:11no, this is great. I'm picturing a DJ on the
- 33:14first Friday opening of the gallery with all
- 33:19of your paintings. It's absolutely amazing. It's
- 33:21Christina. Yes. Yeah, get a DJ Xtina. That's
- 33:25my main advice. Matthew, thank you so much for
- 33:31sharing your stories with us today and joining
- 33:34in this conversation. Where can our audience
- 33:36find you online? My Instagram is ragnot, R -A
- 33:40-G dot K -N -O -T. And fun fact, I made that
- 33:44handle because it is kind of a shorthand way
- 33:47of saying my last name. If you say my last name
- 33:49really fast, it's... Thank you so much, and we'll
- 33:51be right back with rapid -fire questions. And
- 34:00we're back with rapid -fire questions with Matthew.
- 34:04Describe your PMA night in one word. Unreal.
- 34:11Incredible. Favorite place to score a cheesesteak.
- 34:14Oh. I don't have a place. I also don't believe
- 34:17in that. I think the best cheesesteaks I've gotten
- 34:19were at random food trucks at random places.
- 34:22That's my take. I like it. I like it. If you
- 34:26could pick any artist that are alive to produce
- 34:28a portrait of you, who would it be? I would say
- 34:31Christopher Davison. He is an artist who used
- 34:37to teach and work in Philadelphia. He was my
- 34:41professor at Drexel for my elective classes.
- 34:46He's a really, really great artist. His work
- 34:48is informed by a lot of print design. And yeah,
- 34:52I've always looked to him as an inspiration,
- 34:56so definitely him. Favorite Philadelphia neighborhood?
- 34:59Italian market. Nice. Favorite wing of the PMA?
- 35:03The Cy Twombly room. Excellent. Everyone check
- 35:06out Matthew's art as well as Muse Gallery, and
- 35:11we'll see you there. Thanks for tuning in to
- 35:40Philly Has Heart, your weekly cultural update.
- 35:43Until next time, keep creating, keep connecting,
- 35:46and remember, Philly has heart. And art!