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How to See Signs From Spirit: Especially During Heavy Times · Spunky Spirit with Cari Mugz

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  Speaker 1: Welcome to the Spunky Spirit podcast. I'm your host, psychic medium,
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  Speaker 1: Carry mugs. This is where we learn all things spirit
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  Speaker 1: honored to be on this virtual journey with you, so
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  Speaker 1: make sure you get the subscribe button so you never
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  Speaker 1: missed an episode. Hello and welcome to this episode of
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  Speaker 1: Spunky Spirit. I am psychic medium, carry mugs, and today
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  Speaker 1: we are going to talk about when things get heavy
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  Speaker 1: and how to see the signs, because I I'm not
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  Speaker 1: going to pretend it's not happening right I don't want
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  Speaker 1: to do spiritual bypassing. I don't I have so many
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  Speaker 1: people reaching out right now, more than I ever have
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  Speaker 1: in the past, of how things are so hard right now,
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  Speaker 1: and how things are so chaotic, and how they feel alone,
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  Speaker 1: and this is just there's so much more to this
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  Speaker 1: than just the political stance of the United States. There's
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  Speaker 1: just so much in a world like in the world
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  Speaker 1: there is the holidays are coming. There's just so much.
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  Speaker 1: And even I have felt it, like even with this
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  Speaker 1: whole thing with my granddaughter with the snelly thing and
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  Speaker 1: how the community pulled together. And I just know all
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  Speaker 1: of my family is feeling this heaviness, and all of
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  Speaker 1: my clients are feeling this heaviness. And as much as
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  Speaker 1: I want to be the positive face that you see
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  Speaker 1: or I want to bring you the joy of each
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  Speaker 1: day and I want to help you get through each day,
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  Speaker 1: I also don't want to pretend that this is this
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  Speaker 1: isn't happening, and that people feel alone, especially during the holidays,
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  Speaker 1: and people feel alone right now, or things are chaotic
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  Speaker 1: and they're scared. People are scared of you know, the
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  Speaker 1: future or what's going to become of it, or you know,
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  Speaker 1: they have anxiety about this and not And again, this
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  Speaker 1: isn't a political thing. This is just about life in general.
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  Speaker 1: It's just been really hard lately, and so this episode
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  Speaker 1: is to remind you that that it's not just you.
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  Speaker 1: This is a collective thing. Lots of people are feeling it.
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  Speaker 1: But you know, me saying it's not just you doesn't
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  Speaker 1: mean it doesn't it doesn't matter, because like I said
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  Speaker 1: in this week's Carry Connects, it does matter, and you
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  Speaker 1: do matter. And just because everybody else is going through
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  Speaker 1: something doesn't mean what you're going through doesn't make make
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  Speaker 1: a lot of you know, it doesn't count because it
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  Speaker 1: does because what happens is we just keep putting it
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  Speaker 1: out there as a collective of how stressful it is
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  Speaker 1: and how anxious it is, and and then it just
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  Speaker 1: gets worse and we because what we focus on creates
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  Speaker 1: more and so and it's really hard because when you're
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  Speaker 1: in the thick of it, when you're in the middle
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  Speaker 1: of it, it's super hard not to focus on it, right,
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  Speaker 1: especially when you're dealing with like other people's things. If
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  Speaker 1: you're dealing with you know, like like my daughter Nelly
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  Speaker 1: and her heart issues, it's it's hard not to focus
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  Speaker 1: on it because it's it consumes a lot of you.
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  Speaker 1: And so it's hard because a lot of people are
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  Speaker 1: out there, you know, when they say don't focus on it,
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  Speaker 1: what you focus on, you know, becomes more. And but
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  Speaker 1: there's just some things in your life that becomes so
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  Speaker 1: hard sometimes that that's what you focus on. And and
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  Speaker 1: it's hard, you know, especially if you're like me and
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  Speaker 1: you have a little bit of you know, some adhd
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  Speaker 1: and sometimes intrusive thoughts things, then it's hard to just
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  Speaker 1: rewind that stuff. And this is probably where we're going
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  Speaker 1: into a little bit of mental health. So if you
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  Speaker 1: are really struggling with intrusive thoughts and depression, you can
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  Speaker 1: call you need. I think the number now is nine
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  Speaker 1: to eight one. Don't I think there's a hotline. It's
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  Speaker 1: just nine. I can't remember. I'll post it down at
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  Speaker 1: the bottom. But if you do need extra help, you
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  Speaker 1: and it is there for everybody, and everybody it don't
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  Speaker 1: feel like you're a failure if you have to use this,
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  Speaker 1: or if you have to have counseling, or if you
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  Speaker 1: have to go to counseling, I go to counseling is
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  Speaker 1: for everybody. I'm one hundred percent on counseling is for everybody.
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  Speaker 1: But mostly I want you to know that you're not alone,
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  Speaker 1: and you do got this, and you have had some
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  Speaker 1: hard things in your life and you've still made it
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  Speaker 1: to this point. And earth can be hard, and earth
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  Speaker 1: is hard, but we also can band together and help
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  Speaker 1: each other. And sometimes if you feel alone and you
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  Speaker 1: don't want help, or you don't you can't really help.
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  Speaker 1: Sometimes you can't help people because you're so lost in
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  Speaker 1: it yourself that you can't And just remember too, there's
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  Speaker 1: a season, there's a season when you get to help people.
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  Speaker 1: I remember when I had little, tiny kids, little I
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  Speaker 1: had four kids under the age of eight, I think,
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  Speaker 1: and it was hard, physically hard. And I remember people saying, oh,
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  Speaker 1: just wait to their teenagers, and I would seriously almost
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  Speaker 1: start crying because I'm like, if it gets harder than this,
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  Speaker 1: I can't do it. I can't do it. It's just
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  Speaker 1: a different hard, right, It's just children, you know. Little
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  Speaker 1: children are very much more physical where teenagers are much
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  Speaker 1: more emotional. But it's also you know, And that's why
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  Speaker 1: I want you to know too, that people can say don't,
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  Speaker 1: they can tell you don't. I don't even know how
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  Speaker 1: I'm trying to say this, because I just want you
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  Speaker 1: to know that sometimes other people's heart is not your heart.
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  Speaker 1: So other people struggle with maybe having teenagers, but that
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  Speaker 1: might not be your struggle. So just because somebody says
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  Speaker 1: this is a struggle or this is don't put it
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  Speaker 1: out there. Don't put it out there that it is,
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  Speaker 1: because it might not be. It might be okay for you.
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  Speaker 1: It might be something that's a little not as hard
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  Speaker 1: for you as others, but there will be something else
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  Speaker 1: out there that's just as hard for you. As as
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  Speaker 1: teenagers were for them. So when we get to the
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  Speaker 1: other side, we're going to see how incredibly even it
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  Speaker 1: actually was. And we don't feel like it is on
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  Speaker 1: earth because we see other people going through things or
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  Speaker 1: but it is incredibly even because everybody's heart is different,
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  Speaker 1: and I want you to remember that. But just because
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  Speaker 1: everybody's heart is different and some people seem to be
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  Speaker 1: handling things better than what you might, doesn't mean there's
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  Speaker 1: something wrong with you. Or because I know a lot
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  Speaker 1: of people are like, well, I shouldn't feel this way
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  Speaker 1: because so and so is going through this, or so
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  Speaker 1: and so is going through that, it doesn't matter because
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  Speaker 1: your heart is different than their heart. So don't you
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  Speaker 1: need to give yourself grace on this and know that
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  Speaker 1: your heart is different than other people's hearts. But what
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  Speaker 1: I really want you to know is you're not alone.
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  Speaker 1: Spirit has got you, as Spirit is with you. And
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to kind of tell you some stories of
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  Speaker 1: how I see Spirit when I'm going through some hard
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  Speaker 1: times because it hasn't been like super easy pasy for
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  Speaker 1: me lately either. I just don't want to be that.
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  Speaker 1: I don't want to bring you down in already a
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  Speaker 1: hard hard situation, and I know everybody's feeling it. So
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  Speaker 1: when we were going through this thing with Nelly, I
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  Speaker 1: had some hard times. There were times when I had
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  Speaker 1: had confirmation that things were gonna be okay and that
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  Speaker 1: things were gonna but Spirit has a different okay, right, Spirit,
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  Speaker 1: okay to Spirit is different than okay to us us
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  Speaker 1: because because of lots of different reasons. And so I
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  Speaker 1: remember on the way if you follow me on Instagram,
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  Speaker 1: you know that, like on the way to the hospital
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  Speaker 1: when she was having her surgery, that I was behind
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  Speaker 1: a random license plate that said LUV seven seven seven,
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  Speaker 1: and I knew that was my dad reaching out to
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  Speaker 1: me and saying, we've got this. It's going to be okay.
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  Speaker 1: But then there was a hard situation. And I've had
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  Speaker 1: other validations that Spirit came through and said this is
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  Speaker 1: going to be okay, like just confirmation. But it's harder
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  Speaker 1: for me to read the confirmations for my own family
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  Speaker 1: because I'm so personally invested. But I had had some
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  Speaker 1: other instances with other mediums that they came through and
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  Speaker 1: said it's going to be okay. Just because when life is,
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  Speaker 1: you know, hard, I go. I also get get readings
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  Speaker 1: and they not from anyone around Anyways. I also get
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  Speaker 1: readings once in a while, about every six months, just
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  Speaker 1: to validate where I'm at too, right, and so anyways,
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  Speaker 1: I got validation from from these two mediums also that
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  Speaker 1: things were going to be okay. But I know that
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  Speaker 1: when Spirit says okay, it can be a different They're
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  Speaker 1: okay is different than are okay? Right, because to them,
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  Speaker 1: if if Nelly didn't make it through the surgery and
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  Speaker 1: went and passed over and transitioned, then they would think
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  Speaker 1: that that was okay because they would because she would
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  Speaker 1: be with them, right, And that's not okay for me.
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  Speaker 1: So so anyways, this is when you have to realize
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  Speaker 1: you're kind of out of control, like you don't have
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  Speaker 1: control of this situation. But I had had confirmations that
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  Speaker 1: it was going to be okay. So but there were
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  Speaker 1: two times in the hospital while she was having her
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  Speaker 1: surgery that were not okay, and I did not know
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  Speaker 1: if it was going to be okay, And watching my
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  Speaker 1: son fall apart during those times was super hard, and
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  Speaker 1: I actually got mad at Spirit and I was like,
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  Speaker 1: because you can get mad, You can get mad at
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  Speaker 1: Spirit can be you can be mad. You have that
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  Speaker 1: your feelings maddre and if anybody understands it, Spirit's going
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  Speaker 1: to understand it more than any of your friends or
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  Speaker 1: your family. Spirit's going to understand it because they know
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  Speaker 1: what you're going through because most likely the trials and
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  Speaker 1: the tribulations that you go through, Spirit has one of
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  Speaker 1: your guides has had that experience on earth because they
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  Speaker 1: have to be your guide. Your guides have to know.
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  Speaker 1: Your guides have to have been on earth to know
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  Speaker 1: what you're going through. So and most likely things that
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  Speaker 1: are going on in your life, there are going to
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  Speaker 1: be guides for that certain situation. So I kind of
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  Speaker 1: like went to the meditation room and I got mad.
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  Speaker 1: I was like, and it's so funny because when my
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  Speaker 1: son went to the may meditation room he bargained. I
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  Speaker 1: had already done the bargaining before when we found out
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  Speaker 1: that she had this issue. I had already been like,
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  Speaker 1: take me instead, do this, and this is where I'd
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  Speaker 1: gotten my confirmation that things were gonna be okay. But
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  Speaker 1: my son, during the during this hard time of the
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  Speaker 1: surgery where we didn't know it was kind of iffy,
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  Speaker 1: he did the bargaining. He did the bargaining there, and
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  Speaker 1: I did that. What the heck? You told me things
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  Speaker 1: were gonna be okay. You you told me this, and
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  Speaker 1: I kind of like lost trust for a minute. I
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  Speaker 1: was just kind of frustrated and mad. And to be honest,
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  Speaker 1: what we were worried about in that situation is something
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  Speaker 1: that we shouldn't have been worried about. We didn't we
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  Speaker 1: it was just something we had assumed. We had created
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  Speaker 1: fear we had just because we didn't get the update
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  Speaker 1: that we wanted, we had created that fear. Now now
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  Speaker 1: there was it was validated that during that specific time
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  Speaker 1: that her surgery was there was some struggle. She was
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  Speaker 1: struggling to get off the bypass machine. So it's just
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  Speaker 1: so funny how that correlated. At the same time, but
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  Speaker 1: I almost a little bit lost faith because I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: you told me, and I just was like, I need
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  Speaker 1: to not question this because then about twenty minutes later
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  Speaker 1: they got the call that it was okay, that she
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  Speaker 1: had got off the bypass machine. Then there was one
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  Speaker 1: other time too that I had kind of questioned, like
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  Speaker 1: what's really going on? And that was a really hard
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  Speaker 1: time too, But that was also a mistake. We questioned
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  Speaker 1: some stuff that were on some of the doctor's plans,
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  Speaker 1: but they had read it wrong. So I hear I
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  Speaker 1: was questioning spirit when in reality the people or who
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  Speaker 1: I should have been questioning, right, Like I need to
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  Speaker 1: trust and surrender to Spirit and always know what if?
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  Speaker 1: What if this is for my highest good? I actually
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  Speaker 1: love these word bracelets and if you can't see them,
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  Speaker 1: they're just little word bracelets that have like different sayings
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  Speaker 1: on them. And one of mine says, what if? What
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  Speaker 1: if this is for your highest good? What if this
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  Speaker 1: is supposed to bring you closer to God? What if
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  Speaker 1: this is? I mean I in my during my divorce
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  Speaker 1: that I would have been like, no way, no way,
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  Speaker 1: no way is this bringing me closer? The whole? What
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  Speaker 1: if thing didn't even even exist for me back there
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  Speaker 1: because it was such a freaking trial for me and
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  Speaker 1: being alone and I felt abandoned and raising my poor
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  Speaker 1: kids by myself, and no way what I have ever said?
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  Speaker 1: What if? What if this is for the highest good?
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  Speaker 1: What if? Because no loss or no grief is what
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  Speaker 1: you think is for your highest good? Right? And and
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  Speaker 1: so I guess you have to ask yourself, how how
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  Speaker 1: am I going to come out of this? How am
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  Speaker 1: I if if if my worst fear does happen. How
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  Speaker 1: can I come out of this positively? How can I
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  Speaker 1: How can I react this? Don't just let things happen
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  Speaker 1: to me? How can I react to it? And so?
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  Speaker 1: And I get it. When you're in the middle of it,
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  Speaker 1: it sucks, I do. I get it. But what I
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  Speaker 1: want you to know is during these times, the moral
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  Speaker 1: of the story is, when I was at the lowest
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  Speaker 1: part of Nelly's surgery, I was not alone. I knew
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  Speaker 1: Spirit was with me. I had so many signs all
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  Speaker 1: around me. I had the different songs that would come on.
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  Speaker 1: I had the license plate number I would see seven
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  Speaker 1: seven seven all the time. I had friends just reach
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  Speaker 1: out out of the blue and bring us a dinner,
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  Speaker 1: like it was. It was. Spirit was behind the scenes
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  Speaker 1: the whole time, and I questioned it the whole time.
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  Speaker 1: And in another instance too, And this is how I'm
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  Speaker 1: kind of wanted to explain to you. You're not alone.
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  Speaker 1: But when you're in the grief of it, and you're
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  Speaker 1: in the thick of it, and you're in the middle
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  Speaker 1: of it, you don't see the signs because you're so
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  Speaker 1: focused on the issue at hand that you don't really
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  Speaker 1: see the signs. Around you to let you know that
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  Speaker 1: you're not alone and Spirit's got your back. That's why
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  Speaker 1: I love doing Carrie Connects because it's a little bit different.
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  Speaker 1: It's a little bit different than this is what's going
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  Speaker 1: to happen this week, this is your future. It's like,
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  Speaker 1: this is what's going to happen this week, and this
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  Speaker 1: is your signs and symbols to let you know Spirit's
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  Speaker 1: got you, Spirit's helping you through this specific trial. And
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  Speaker 1: that's why I love Carry Kinnick so much. It's because
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  Speaker 1: it shows you the signs and the symbols to watch
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  Speaker 1: for for that week, because Spirit's going to be with
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  Speaker 1: you saying We've got this, We've got this. And so
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  Speaker 1: I kind of want to explain, kind of give you
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  Speaker 1: a little bit of story about when I was in
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  Speaker 1: North Carolina. I have also been going through some other
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  Speaker 1: stuff that's like not related to Nelly that feels heavy,
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  Speaker 1: just some business stuff and just some stuff around, you know,
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  Speaker 1: just me trying to progress for me, trying to get
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  Speaker 1: better and always wondering which route that what that looks
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  Speaker 1: like for me? And you know, sometimes you just think
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  Speaker 1: why bother? You know, why not? Why bother? Because I
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  Speaker 1: love doing what I do. But sometimes there's a lot
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  Speaker 1: of pressure. There's a lot of pressure, and so you know,
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  Speaker 1: you question sometimes or sometimes I do the same thing.
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  Speaker 1: I do overwhelm and I don't. I get too involved
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  Speaker 1: in some of the readings, and I carry the grief
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  Speaker 1: or I carry that with me. And so I went
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  Speaker 1: to North Carolina and I was trying to just okay,
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  Speaker 1: what direction do I want to go? And I do
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  Speaker 1: this every year every October if you notice, if you
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  Speaker 1: follow me, every October, because to me, October is my
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  Speaker 1: new year. It's not January. I hit January going with
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  Speaker 1: the bang. October is when things start over for me,
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  Speaker 1: or when I reevaluate things. And last October I had
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  Speaker 1: a tumor and I had to reevaluate. I had to
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  Speaker 1: do simplicity. This time, I'm like, Okay, what do I want?
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  Speaker 1: How far do I how many people do I want
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  Speaker 1: to help? How? What does that look like? Where does
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  Speaker 1: this go? Like? What is this for me? What does
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  Speaker 1: this look like? Or is it just you know what
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  Speaker 1: it is? Is it just staying where I'm at? And
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  Speaker 1: I if you if you know me, I'm not good
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  Speaker 1: at staying complacent or staying comfortable. I always like to
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  Speaker 1: grow and move and keep keep keep moving forward and
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  Speaker 1: keep progressing and reaching goals, and but sometimes you get
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  Speaker 1: you get tired. Right. So I was in North Carolina
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  Speaker 1: kind of trying to figure this out, and I was
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  Speaker 1: with some good company, did some readings there, did some work.
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  Speaker 1: But I was also with two of my friends from
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  Speaker 1: high school, and you know, this is the time where
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  Speaker 1: we just kind of bounce stuff off each other, things
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  Speaker 1: that are going on in our life. And so I
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  Speaker 1: I was kind of wondering where my projection was or
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  Speaker 1: what if kind of having a am I good enough moment?
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  Speaker 1: I guess, you know not. It's one of those things
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  Speaker 1: to look how far you've come. Not anyways, it is
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  Speaker 1: what it is. But that day that I was that
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  Speaker 1: I kind of was like revamping things and thinking okay,
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  Speaker 1: because it was it was a little bit of a
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  Speaker 1: business trip. I went for a walk on the beach
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  Speaker 1: and I had my earphones on and there was this awesome,
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  Speaker 1: awesome experience like it was the wind was kind of
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  Speaker 1: blowing towards me, so the sand was going towards me.
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  Speaker 1: The ocean waves are amazing. It was the most spiritual,
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  Speaker 1: like one of the most spiritual experiences I've ever had
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  Speaker 1: like me walking barefoot on the beach being grounded. And
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  Speaker 1: I know we all don't get a beach, right, but
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  Speaker 1: this was just And there was this song that came
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  Speaker 1: on and it's called The Monster by Endy Grammar, and
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: it says, you know, word for word, there's a monster
• 17:29
  Speaker 1: in me that has been asleep, but now it's waking up.
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: And it keeps saying you were made for more. In fact,
• 17:34
  Speaker 1: I'm actually gonna get a bracelet that says you were
• 17:36
  Speaker 1: made for more. And it says there's a spirit and
• 17:40
  Speaker 1: I'm trying to hear it and it says you're made
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: for more. I mean, it was like everything I needed.
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: It was everything I needed at that time. It was
• 17:48
  Speaker 1: Spirit's way of saying, you have got to keep moving,
• 17:52
  Speaker 1: like we've got big plans for you. We're gonna keep going.
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: We're gonna keep going. I don't really still know what
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: that looks like, but I'm just gonna trust Spirit, right
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: because I learned. I've learned. You know, the one thing
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: I've learned through this whole thing is you trust Spirit.
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: You trust and you surrender and you give away the control.
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: And even though as much as I try and plant
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: it out spirit. Spirit's got its tenders sometimes, and I
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: work for Spirit. So that song came on and I
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: lost it, like I just felt this calmness and and
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: I handed it over to I'm surrendering it to Spirit,
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: and it's and it's awesome. And then that night, so
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: I remember the story. The song is called the Monster.
• 18:34
  Speaker 1: So then on the way home, on the plane, we
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: were watching different videos. I was watching my you know,
• 18:40
  Speaker 1: Kazan Delta. They have those things and you watch different movies.
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: And my husband was watching a movie and I was watching,
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: of course, Practical Magic because that's one of my favorite movies.
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: And I and I look over to his and there's
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: this big, huge, I don't know what he's watched, and
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: I think he's watching If Imaginary Friends. And there's this
• 18:58
  Speaker 1: big purple Monts like the monster in the movie. He's cute.
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: He's this cute, funny monster and he is trying to
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: I guess this is what my husband told me. But
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: all I see is this monster's touching this man besides
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: him his shoulder and he's trying to and then the
• 19:16
  Speaker 1: monster starts to glow. The monster starts to glow, and
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: I asked my husband it's because the man was starting
• 19:24
  Speaker 1: to remember his imaginary friend. So in my kind of view,
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: the man was starting to remember who he was, who
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: he was because we all have this imaginary friend. We
• 19:35
  Speaker 1: all have this spirit guide that's with us. We all
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: have these this imaginary friend to me as a spirit guide.
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: And ironically it was a monster, right, So to me,
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: a lot of people would have just looked at that
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: and been like, oh, they wouldn't even put the two together.
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: But I know spirit well enough, and I've been doing
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: this long enough. To me, that was a sign. Remember
• 19:55
  Speaker 1: the monster, and a monster sounds bad, but it's not.
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: There's this spirit inside me and I'm trying. There's something
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: inside me and I and I need to keep moving
• 20:05
  Speaker 1: because I was made to do more. I was made
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: to do more, whatever that is, I was made to
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: do more. So that was one of the signs. And
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: then we get home and we're driving down down the
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: street and the sign, the billboard sign fore the gas
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: station says monster. And it's like, I know what was
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: monsters on seal, like the Monster energy drink, but I
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: had never seen like the words monster on this billboard before.
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, that's and Then the next morning,
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: when I woke up, I was scrolling like Instagram. First
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: thing I was looking at Instagram because I think I
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: was supposed to be posting carry connects. And the first
• 20:46
  Speaker 1: thing that shows up is a little stuffed animal monster,
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: a little monster that was purple. It was matched. And
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, I get it. I get what you're
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: trying to tell me. Even though I'm scared, and even
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: though things are you know it's crazy, I get it.
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: I get that I need to keep moving, I need
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: to keep pushing, I need to keep doing this. I
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: get it. And I was I know that something bigger's
• 21:14
  Speaker 1: coming and I have to get ready for it. I
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: have to get ready for it. So a lot of
• 21:19
  Speaker 1: people would see all those signs and just think that
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: they're coincidences, right, they're not. So in this time of heaviness,
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: find the signs. Find find your sign if you're if
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: it to me, I would never in a million years
• 21:37
  Speaker 1: think it was a monster, right, Never in a million
• 21:40
  Speaker 1: years would I think that my sign is the monster.
• 21:42
  Speaker 1: And I have to be honest. When I was getting
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: kind of like well, when I was getting some you know,
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: you know me, I totally believe in foot zones because
• 21:52
  Speaker 1: feet are where my energy goes in and out of.
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: And she's my Nicole, who does she works in my office.
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: Said to me, what are you imagining right now? And
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: I'm like, honestly, there's a big purple monster, Like I
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: feel like there's a big purple monster. And she started laughing.
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: We both kind of laughed, and then I realized, Oh,
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: my gosh, that's that's all of this is tying up,
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: and all of it was tying up together. So this monster, actually,
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: this cute, big purple monster that can be fierce and
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: can be cute, actually kind of created its own life.
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: So it kind of created its own like spiritual resemblance
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: for me. So now I feel like I don't know
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: what guide took on this form, but I feel like
• 22:39
  Speaker 1: whatever guide is in charge of me going forward and
• 22:42
  Speaker 1: moving forward took on the form of this big purple
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: this big purply monster to like know that this can
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: be fun and it's not scary, and it symbolizes that
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: the magic inside of me, because you have everything you
• 22:56
  Speaker 1: need inside of you and the monster you were made
• 22:59
  Speaker 1: for more. And there's a monster in me that has
• 23:02
  Speaker 1: been asleep, but now he's waking up. So this whole
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: monster thing has just kind of given me more purpose,
• 23:07
  Speaker 1: more energy, and now I see monster signs like all
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: the time. And part of it can be that, you know,
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: you buy a red car and then you see more
• 23:17
  Speaker 1: red cars. But not in the beginning. It wasn't not
• 23:20
  Speaker 1: in the beginning. At the beginning, it was Spirit saying
• 23:23
  Speaker 1: this is the answer, this is where you're going, And
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: so I want you to be aware of these synchronicities,
• 23:30
  Speaker 1: these these signs, because this is how Spirit lets you
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: know they're with you, especially when things are heavy. Because
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: when things are heavy and you're in grief and you're
• 23:42
  Speaker 1: at a lower frequency, just because you're in grief and
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: the collective is kind of at a lower frequency right now,
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: it's just kind of heavy. Then they're going to show
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: you other signs and symbols, right They're going to bring
• 23:51
  Speaker 1: through this information in other ways, and so they're going
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: to try and get your attention. And a lot of
• 23:56
  Speaker 1: times people dismiss it because everything that I just mentioned
• 24:00
  Speaker 1: mentioned people would have just been like, Oh, this is
• 24:01
  Speaker 1: a cool song and just been in that moment. Then
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: they would have seen the monster on the TV and
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: they'd have been like, oh, that's a cute. They wouldn't
• 24:08
  Speaker 1: have put the two together. Then the monster on the billboard,
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: they wouldn't have put that together. They just would have
• 24:16
  Speaker 1: kept going saying they wouldn't even But that's how spirit works.
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: You have to be aware. You have to be aware
• 24:24
  Speaker 1: of the signs. You have to be aware of what's
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: around you. And you're not just looking for them either.
• 24:28
  Speaker 1: These came up all randomly, all randomly. For me. I
• 24:31
  Speaker 1: didn't say I'm going to see a monster today, like
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: I didn't. It just came up all randomly. So there
• 24:39
  Speaker 1: is signs in there are around and Spirit has got
• 24:42
  Speaker 1: you and spirits with you and they're not going to
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: leave you. And if you can't figure out the signs,
• 24:47
  Speaker 1: ask Spirit to show you, or ask Spirit a certain sign.
• 24:51
  Speaker 1: Say I want my sign to be an owl. I
• 24:53
  Speaker 1: want my sign for this to let you know you're
• 24:55
  Speaker 1: with me to be this, And I kid you not,
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: you're gonna start seeing so many of those owls that
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: you're gonna be like, is this just me? But it's not.
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: And that's what happens. We get to this point where're like,
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: I think it's just me. I'm just making it up now, No,
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: it is still them you just are awakened and you're
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: seeing the signs now, and so you open up to
• 25:14
  Speaker 1: that and so you see it more. And I know
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: there is this thing where if you're looking for a
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: certain amount of it has a certain name to it,
• 25:22
  Speaker 1: and if you're looking for a certain car, then you
• 25:25
  Speaker 1: can start to see those cars. You kind of you
• 25:29
  Speaker 1: manifest it. That's what's happening. You're manifesting it. And people
• 25:32
  Speaker 1: can make up any excuse they want to and say, well,
• 25:34
  Speaker 1: you're just more aware of that car now because you
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: have it. But you can also manifest it. So don't
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: just trust spirit. Trust the Spirit's got you here. This
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: is this is the Spirit's gonna help you get through
• 25:46
  Speaker 1: the holidays. Spirits. This is gonna get better. It's gonna
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: be it's gonna get better, right, and it might not
• 25:53
  Speaker 1: get better the way you think it's gonna get better,
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: but it's gonna get better. And what if this is
• 25:58
  Speaker 1: for your highest good, even though it hurts right now
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: and it's painful, what if this is for your high
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: stood And I'm not talking about the loss of somebody
• 26:06
  Speaker 1: or somebody dying here, because that's just there's no what
• 26:10
  Speaker 1: if that's for your highest good or not, especially when
• 26:13
  Speaker 1: you're going through it. You just don't want to hear
• 26:15
  Speaker 1: that shit, right, So but also just know that trust,
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: trust spirit, surrender to spirit. I have learned this year
• 26:25
  Speaker 1: that it's the most amazing thing. And then I did
• 26:28
  Speaker 1: kind of have you know, I did. I was going
• 26:32
  Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna share this, but I did kind of
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: have a little bit of a medical thing happened during
• 26:36
  Speaker 1: this whole delly thing, and I just was like, it's
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: gonna be fine because I got to focus on other things, right,
• 26:43
  Speaker 1: and I went to actually go get some I want
• 26:47
  Speaker 1: to go get it. Looked at this last Friday and
• 26:50
  Speaker 1: they thought maybe they would have to do surgery, and
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: they didn't because it's gone. It's gone. So trust. And
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: the thing about it is is I don't want anybody
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: to feel bad because just because mine was gone and
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: there's isn't. We all have our different trials, we all
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: have different things we have to get through. And my
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: heart is different than your heart, and my trials and
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: my journey's just going to be different from yours. So
• 27:18
  Speaker 1: don't compare those. Don't compare those. Don't say, well, they
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: have it harder, they're doing this, their heart is different
• 27:24
  Speaker 1: than ours. You don't know what they've done in other lives,
• 27:27
  Speaker 1: our past lives, or in their past that they are
• 27:30
  Speaker 1: having this trial instead. So that's why we don't compare,
• 27:33
  Speaker 1: because we don't because it makes us feel less than
• 27:37
  Speaker 1: or it makes us feel superior, and that does not exist.
• 27:42
  Speaker 1: Superior and infer inferiority does not exist. So I really
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: hope that helps you. Guys, you are not alone and
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: spirit is with you, and I just wanted to give
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: you a meetian's perspective of how signs and symbols come through,
• 27:54
  Speaker 1: because it's not like we see a guide sitting next
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: to us in our car talking to us. It's exactly
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: how everybody else sees it. We just know. We just
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: know where to see the signs. We know, we know
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: how spirit works, and we're just more aware of it, right,
• 28:07
  Speaker 1: So so just be more aware. Look at all the
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: things you know. I say this all the time. The
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: Native American believe, the Native American believe. Americans believe that
• 28:16
  Speaker 1: there are signs everywhere, and they're they're all, They're everywhere.
• 28:19
  Speaker 1: You just have to be aware of them. So take
• 28:22
  Speaker 1: a deep breath, breathe in it out, and know that
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: this too shall pass and it's going to be okay.
• 28:29
  Speaker 1: So if you can just get through the next minute,
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: the next second, the next hour, the next day, and
• 28:34
  Speaker 1: if you really don't think you can, please reach out.
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: And I think I'm not one hundred percent positive, but
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: I think the hotline to reach out is nine to
• 28:44
  Speaker 1: eighty one. But I will double check that and look
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: at the show notes and post it in the show
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: notes if I'm wrong, and know that it's hard to
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: do this alone. It is hard to do this alone,
• 28:54
  Speaker 1: and so reach out to somebody that has capacity to
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: hold that for you. And remember you're always always your
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: spirit team is always with you. You always are having guidance
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: with them, and they will never leave you alone. So
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: I love you guys so much. I do have some
• 29:10
  Speaker 1: way cool things coming in January. In coming next year,
• 29:14
  Speaker 1: I am starting Instagram lives that I'm going to be
• 29:16
  Speaker 1: doing throughout December and November. I do have a chakra
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: class this week on Saturday that has a few openings,
• 29:23
  Speaker 1: and this is going to be a deep dive in
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: the chakras. It's not like a beginning balance, It's not
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: like a beginning chakra class. It's like a deep dive
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: and there's more more added chakras to it, like the
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: heart chakra has another there's three more chakras added to
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: the original seven. We're going to talk about that and
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: also to coming up. I'm going to be doing spirit
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: circles again, and next year I'm going to be doing
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: spirit circles again, and I am going to be doing
• 29:47
  Speaker 1: like a different kind of live where you can call
• 29:50
  Speaker 1: in and get ratings. That is in the works. That's
• 29:53
  Speaker 1: in the works, So good things are coming because there
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: is a monster in me that is waking up, a
• 30:00
  Speaker 1: good one that tells me, I am you are made
• 30:03
  Speaker 1: for more. You are made for more. Keep going. You
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: got this. So I love you guys so much, and
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: I will see you guys next week