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Healing the Roots of Our Souls · Giving Pain Purpose with Lyndsay Soprano

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This is Your Pain Game podcast where we talk about the game of living in
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and with chronic pain and trauma, getting to the heart of how to heal.
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I am your host, Lindsay Soprano. On the show, I plan
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on discussing with doctors, chronic pain patients, ballistic practitioners, loved ones,
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and anybody that is interested in having their voice heard in the chronic pain and
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trauma world that we live in. I want to talk a little bit about
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roots for a moment. I have been uprooted in so many places in my
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life from as far back as I can remember as a kid, right up
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until present day, and I feel as if the roots that are this little
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body of mine, even my legs, if we want to be super visual
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about it, I feel like they're kind of rotting and weakening and they're not
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getting stronger and healthier. And I'm having this debate in my head about why
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that's happening. It kind of feels like like a gentle breeze right now would
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knock me on my ass flat, like just whoop, she's dad, She's
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done. And it's really weird because the message that I've been talking about on
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the show so much about how I push through pain and how I get through
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things and how strong I am. I'm well, I am really weak right
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now, far weaker than I was a couple of weeks ago. And there
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are a lot of things that have happened, not just in my personal life
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but with my body and family and friends and so on, that are really
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kind of uprooting a lot of the things that I thought I had been foundationally
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putting into place. But all of these little things that have been happening,
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these little tiny slights, these little tiny things that have been happening, seemed
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to be hitting me harder than usual. And I'm more emotional, and as
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you guys all know, I'm super emotional. As it is, I am
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more emotional than I have been in a very long time. And I know
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a lot of the reasons why, and I keep kind of like pushing them
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down, like we'll get there, We'll get there. But as I continue
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to dig deeper here and be honest with myself and this journey that I'm on,
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I'm finding that the constant thread that is weaved in my life in every
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place, whether it's this show, my business, my sweetie and I,
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my dogs, whatever it is, it's all stressed, and this chronic and
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debilitating stress has made me sick. I know that it has, and I've
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been working hard to eliminate some stressors in my life that I have control over,
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but I keep finding that I have so very little control over what other
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people are going to do and how I'm going to respond to that. And
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I've taken all these baby steps and open millions of little doors to get to
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this place I'm at right now, which is like feels like this big,
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feel games of throny kind of door that I've got to try to push open,
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buy my little tiny self and get out of this place that I'm in
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right now and move into this next part of my life, not the next
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chapter a whole new book. And I'm a little bit scared of what's behind
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the doors because I've let pain take over my life. I've allowed it to
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and it's now just gotten to the point that it's trickling into so many different
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areas of my life, and I've got to stop it now now that I've
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realized what's been happening. And so we talk a lot about healing on the
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show Energy Healing, talk about our souls, we talk about all the woo
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woo stuff, as well as the you know, our doctor's appointments and all
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of our medications and such. But energy and the healing that we can get
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from dealing within our energy and our spirit and whatever you look at the world
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like, is really where I have to go. And I have been so
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fortunate to meet some wonderful people while putting the show together, and one of
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them is my guest today, Geordana, and she's going to talk to you.
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I just got the chills. Oh gosh, here we go. She's
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magical. So they said a word if she's given me chills, So here
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we are. And we had an energy healing session a few weeks ago.
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I've no idea how to explain what she did, and that's why we're here
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today. And one of the things that she's going to talk about is well,
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anxiety and trust and safety. But one of the things I love,
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and is a quote from her website, is said, tune into what your
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soul knows you need, but you haven't been able to hear. And that
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really struck a chord with me because sometimes it's really hard for me to hear
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and really to listen. And so she's working with me and we're going to
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start working more together on how we can get out of this feeling that my
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tree is completely uprooted, but maybe it's just parts of it that needs to
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die off so that other places of my body and my soul can fire up
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and be nurtured the way that they should be. So, oh my gosh.
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Without further ado, i'd like to introduce you to my guest today,
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Jordana Levine. Girl, Hello, and thank you for being here with me.
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Hi Lindsay, I love your intro. I left you talked about your
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roots because you know, my business says about being rooted, so I can't
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wait to get into that. Yes, thank you. I know, well
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there's a little bit of play on that, obviously, my Darlin copyating I
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know right. Jordiana is an energy healer and intuitive guide and a cashic Records
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reader but she's going to explain because I don't know how to explain it,
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and a holistic nutritionists. She does help you learn to trust yourself and to
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your soul's desires so you can live the life that you truly deserve. So
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I'm going to roll out the red carpet for you here, and I'd like
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to start today with talking about how sickness and unhappiness, even though you looked
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like everything was good and dandy, which I am the queen of, led
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you to the place that you are today, and then let's take it from
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there. Yes, I think a lot of us who have struggled with chronic
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illness, especially more invisible illness, you know what that's all about. This
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is not a first career for me. I would almost say it's not even
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a second career because we did the nutrition and now we're doing all the woo
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and the spirituality. But I started out in, you know, a similar
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world to you are in, but on a corporate level. I was in
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corporate marketing MPR. I worked for large agencies, large companies, moving up
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in the world, doing great. You know, had my management level job,
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my designer shoes and biges and like going out for fancy cocktails and all,
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you know, client entertainment. And everyone was really proud of me.
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They were really impressed. They were like, you're doing great. I had
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all these fancy clients. If everyone actually knew these big names. But it
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wasn't wasn't doing wonders for my physical body or my mental health. I started
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developing a ton of food allergies and sensitivities, and to be honest, like
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I was allergic to the whole world pets which I love, the environment,
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which I love. Like all of these things were hurting me and tearing me
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down, and it was creating a lot of anxiety. I would have regular
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panic attacks. And then along with that, you know, like I had
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to like wear a lot of makeup and like actually be really careful with my
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hair because it was falling out, and I was getting weird skin things and
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like all this stuff that nobody really realized that I was noticing constantly, and
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I would go home and just crash every day. So you know, that
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led me to holistic nutrition first. And I always loved food. I always
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loved cooking, rescue development. That was my home. I grew up with,
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you know, a dad who loved to cook and grow his own food.
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So that was my life. And I was like, how can I
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use this to help me heal? So I quit my job at twenty nine,
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I went back to school. I was starting completely from scratch to become
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a holistic nutritionist and help people heal because I was learning how holistic nutrition and
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health and all these supplements and all these magical foods help my body heal,
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which I know you've talked about on the show of It, and I know
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many people here are Paully explored to some extent. It's a wonderful world.
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And I started working. I built my business. That was my full time
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job. I was coaching people through nutrition and their health and I was still
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really stuck, which was super frustrating because my clients were all feeling great and
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seeing all these improvements, and I was like, Okay, why why am
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I still stuck? And now is where we get into the woo Because I
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needed to explore something that until my thirties I didn't know existed and thought was
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ridiculous. And you know, I was introduced to reiki energy healing. It's
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a type of energy healing through like a random connection at a networking event online
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and someone offered me a free session and I said yes, and it just
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led me down this deep healing path because something just kept calling me back to
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this person. I worked with her every week for months and she was telling
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me I was really intuitive, and I started connecting really deeply and opening and
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I would meditate and I would like connect with guides and past loved ones,
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and I started seeing physical healing in my body. My anxiety was reducing,
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I could eat more foods again, my hair was growing back, my skin
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was better. You know, the parasite protocol had known for a year and
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a half finally started working because I was unblocking trauma and healing that. And
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then I was like, well, I need to do this for my clients
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because if it's helping me, it's definitely going to help them. So I
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became a raikikaler, and then I took more courses to develop my intuition open
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up my gifts because I was like, hey, when I go to these
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energy healers and give me all these messages from my higher self, from my
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guides, I want to be able to do that. And it's clear it's
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something that I was clearly meant to do because I kind of accidentally learned how
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to read the acoustic records, and you know, we can talk more about
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what that is. I'm a little bit, but I was really good at
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it and I didn't even know that's what I was signing up for, and
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it really allowed me to help people connect to their soul, get messages from
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their soul from their higher guidance and make really valuable shifts in every air of
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their life, whether it was career, whether it was relationships, family,
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health, and well be on. So it's become my bread and butter,
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and it is how I help people today, both through single sessions through coaching
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packages. I do group healings as well, and it's truly magical. Well,
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you answered a bunch of questions that I was going to ask you.
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No, no, I don't even know. It's great and I love that
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because that means that we were we were bringing in our magic early on.
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But I think that, I mean you name. You rattled off a bunch
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of things that I definitely deal with. I've dealt with allergies. I delve
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certainly with digestion issues. My stomach is a mess all the time. I
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feel like I've got wormy scormies just going through every single vein in my body.
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Sometimes you can actually see movement through my veins, which is really creepy.
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It's like science fiction over here. And I know Jordana and I've talked
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about, you know, getting into the Naty Griddy's about parasites and talking about
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how they wreck havoc on so many places within your body, but there's only
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so much you can do. And one of the things that I think is
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frustrating in chronic pain, specifically trauma and formed approach is that we I've tried
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so many things. We've tried so much, and it's gotten to the point
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where you're like, I've spent so much money. I don't even know how
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much I've spent anymore. And we all keep especially people that live in pain,
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are so quick to jump into like, Okay, well I'll spend ten
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thousand dollars on that, and this is going to be the thing. This
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is gonna be a thing, but it isn't. And that's what I've found
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is that if without us starting to really look in within ourselves and to really
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delve in there and be honest with ourselves, we're always going to be sick,
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always going to be sick. And But what I want to talk about
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is what you and I did in our session a little bit here, and
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how you work with somebody like me. Since you've already met me and have
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worked with me and know that I'm just a big ball of fire filled with
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all kinds of junk, can you kind of talk about what you do and
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what energetic healing means to you in somebody like myself. Yes, And you
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know, it's a huge question because energy is literally everything, and which is
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what makes it so beautiful. We can truly work with it as our support
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team, as our biggest tool in so many ways. And it's funny.
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I was just having a call with someone today who just wanted to learn more
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about working with me, and she was like, Okay, so energy healing,
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it's like crystals and cards and raki and what am I missing? What
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are all the things that our energy work? You know? And I was
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saying, well, you're listening off a bunch of tools that allows to use
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energy. But so let's if we're looking at someone like you, who,
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let's say, and you know, you're not that unique in the things that
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you deal with in the sense that like everyone on some level has you know,
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at least that I'm working with, has physical health issues, has trauma,
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whether it's from their childhood, adulthood, both a past life that they
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don't know it but that I might find out a bit really fun Yeah,
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and you know, limiting beliefs that we have grown into over our lives as
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well, right, there's so many layers that affect our energy. So let's
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start at first with what energy is, because I feel like that's an important
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place to just work out from, especially if you haven't dealt with this at
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all, you know, like, what does it mean to do energy healing?
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What is raiki or anything that's related to that. By the way,
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raiki is like a Japanese form of energy healing that I learned first that many
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people do learn first, but it is one way to work with energy.
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Right, So energy is everything right when we look at and saying this as
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a non scientist, but quantum physics, you know, tells us that atoms
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are like ninety nine point nine nine nine percent energy and like zero point zero
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zero zero one percent matter. And this includes everything you know, whether it's
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my desk right here, whether it's my hair or my skin, or my
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emotions or my thoughts, everything holds an energetic vibration, and different emotions hold
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different energetic vibrations. Right. You can look up online the vibrations the different
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emotions they'll have like a whole pyramid that goes up, and it shows you
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that you know grief and anger and frustration and have lower vibrations, whereas like
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peace and joy and fulfillment have high vibrations and ideally we want to be you
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know, when people talk about high vibe, like, we're talking about energy.
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So there are a few ways that energy can be blocked stuck and hurting
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us in our body. One of them, you know, I mentioned the
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word blocked. You can literally just have a block in your body where energy
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is not flowing. If you've explored things like acupuncture, it'd be similar to
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that. You know, we believe that there is energetic life force flowing through
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us. Raiki literally means life force energy. And if you have a trauma,
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maybe it's like someone was mean to you when you're a kid, or
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your parent made you think something bad about yourself, or you had a traumatic
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experience like where you, I don't know, got attacked by an animal or
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something like that. Those are going to create energetic blocks in your body,
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and if you're not aware of them, you're not going to remedy them.
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Right, Like, It's kind of like the way that you can eat crack
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your whole life and you're not aware that the oil, the seed oils that
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they deep for everything and at the fast feed place is blocking you up,
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and it's clogging you and that can also affect your energy by the way,
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like it can be physical. It just stays there and then you go to
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an energy billa for the first time and I take a look and I'm like,
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oh, there are some big blockages here, or maybe there are some
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vibrations in your body that are not in alignment with where you're supposed to be
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with who you really are. You know, we can look at different energy
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centers. They all represent different emotions. And I'm not going to like explain
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the whole thing. You know, we thought a certain amount of time,
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but ideally, the most important thing to understand about energy work and energy healing
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is that when we are working on your energy, we are restoring flow and
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like the vibrations of the highest level light to you over time. Now you
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know, might not happen in a single session, or we might shift the
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energy in one area but then go to another area the next time, but
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ideally, like we're bringing you back up to baseline. And if you think
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about it, you know, like going to the gym, the first time
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you go, you might just like stretch and move around a little bit.
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It's not going to be so easy. But the more that your body gets
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used to being in that frequency, the easier it is for you to shift.
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I like that analogy because it's totally true, like you start going to
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die where you start anything new for that matter, Like for me, one
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of the challenges with trying to get me to start healing my body from other
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in new ways that we had thought it was going to be I to start
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eating again. And I didn't think that it was going to be as big
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of a challenge. I thought it was gonna be like, oh, no,
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big deal. I only developed this over the pastio seven eight years and
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now also and I'm like, why am I not fixed? And it's been
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two weeks of me eating perfect? You know, because it's going to take
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longer than I actually thought. My relationship with food has changed so much to
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the point that like everything sounds terrible, you know, like even Mexican food,
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and I love Mexican food so much, Like I don't even want to
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eat tacos. Like it's it's gotten to the point where I have a block.
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I don't know where it is, but there's something there that makes me
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not want to feed my body. And so with so starting to eat again
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and feed my body in a nutritious way. Even when I did eat,
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I never really ate bad food anyways. But now I'm eating to heal instead
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of eating because I need to. It's just because everybody else just eats right
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for me, I had to figure out a way to push through this really
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really scary place that I've ended up in unintentionally. And now I'm here and
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I'm finding I've got all of these the things that are wrapped around that,
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this eating situation that I did not know about. And I like what you
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said about the intention behind your eating because of course, like you can come
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to an energy healer like me and I can heal your energy. But we
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all have the power to shift our energy. You know, people talk about
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things like manifestation and mindset that is part of energy work. So when you
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are you know, like I understand now why people say grace before they eat
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or where they think their food. When you are setting the intention that this
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food is nourishing you versus looking at it is something that's hurting you, you
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are charging that energy into like what you're doing and what your food is giving
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to you. There have literally been studies that show the molecular structure of water
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changes based on how you talk to it. Well, that's so interesting that
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you said that, because I remember reading something about that. It was probably
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a decent time ago actually, but that wow, totally the energy that went
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through the water, and there was like a whole like display that somebody did
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someone. I don't remember where it was. I'm terrible storyteller right now and
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regards to that, but yeah, I mean, it's nuts because I'm feeling
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when I sit down and I eat a I'm not just like I have to
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eat this right now. It is I'm sitting down and I'm eating a last
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even though I didn't eat that much. But when I'm like, oh,
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I've got to pull a bunch of food on my plate right now, so
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I'm at least looks like I'm eating something. And I was catching myself just
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moving food around. When I was sitting around my parents, I'm I sweetie,
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because they're like hawk eyes on me right now to make sure I'm eating.
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And I've developed little tricks. I did not know that I was doing
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it, and so I started noticing these things and then I was like,
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Okay, if you're going to try to eat, you don't need to put
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like what you used to just like sit down and eat like three tacos and
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whatever, just try one. And so what I started to do was literally
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have a conversation with my food for a sec and just go all right,
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I know this isn't been we've been like we've been kind of in a fight
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here. However, last night I talked to my broccoli. I'm not gonna
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lie. It's what I did, and I prayed that it would nourish me
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and help me heal. And I'm not a prayer. I'm not you know,
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I'm not into that thing. I mean I am, but I'm not
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in my own way. And it was interesting how I feel better when I
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do that, when I sit and I eat. It's just that intention of
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it, of it helping me heal, having it be good for me,
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not just like oh I've got to do it because that's what everyone's telling me,
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I gotta do. I want to see something about because you mentioned like,
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oh, I'm not a prayer, like not in that way, and
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I think that's been a really big part for me of like this even just
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using the word spiritual as who I am or what I do like, because
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I think a lot of us grew up like I grew up Jewish, we
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grew up in different religions, and there are things that resonate things that don't.
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Some people are like very devoted to their religious faith, and some people
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don't believe it at all, or it is like they have an aversion to
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it. And I think like people get kind of confused about spirituality and religion
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and think that they either can't co exist or have to co exist. And
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that's like such a unique journey. And I can tell that you're on that
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as well for yourself because in some ways, like I understand people who are
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religious so much more now than I used to. And then in other ways,
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like the way that I just look at the world and the universe and
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the divine support that's all around us is print in like a way that is
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unique too. You know, we talked about connecting with your soul, and
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I'm sure we'll talk about it more, but it just like it's what feels
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good for my soul. And I have clients who are like very religious in
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different ways, and that clients who are not religious at all, and they
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all find a way to like feel supported by this higher power in a way
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that feels good for them. So it's a it's a fun adventure. It
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is a fun adventure, and that leads I want to I definitely want to
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hop in and talk about so the session that we had, Let's talk about
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that and what how how that went for you, because I want to know
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what you what you're what you were doing with me, and how how our
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session went in your mind, and you can say whatever you want to.
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I mean, I'm an open book on this show. So I'm curious just
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to see what your interpretation of our our session, how that was, and
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because I know that I need to work with you further. She knows,
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I mean, I'm all little psychics, I know. Yeah. So the
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cool thing about our session is we didn't decide exactly what it's going to be
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before. I was like, we I do a reading, we might do
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healing, we might do a combination. And I really like to honestly do
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this with all of my clients where I like to tune into your energy when
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I get into the session, because sometimes our ego might think that we know
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we need like we want a whole bunch of answers. We want to know
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what we're supposed to do with something, but that's not what our soul wants.
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So that is something that is like part of the gift that I have
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that I'm able to share with my clients, and I shared with you of
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tuning into your energy, you know, even a couple of minutes before we
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got on the call, just to ask what your soul needed and and you
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know, I got the message from me. You you said, like it,
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it's been a hard few weeks for you and you go through those struggle
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periods and you were exhausted and overwhelmed, and you know, I had a
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lot of emotions running on and I felt instantly that you just needed to receive
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a more passive form of healing that day. So you know, I got
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you to lie down, We got into a nice meditative state. We put
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on some beautiful music. I like to pick different binaral beats, which you
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know, going back to that conversation about frequency, different frequencies correspond to different
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centers. If you've heard of chakras, that's what I'm talking about. And
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I don't remember which one we chose for you, to be honest, but
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it was whatever whichever energy center needed the most support, and they're all tied
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to different emotions and feelings and yeah, you lindsay, We're just able to
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relax and receive. And basically what happens is I channel like the highest form
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of energy that you know, I'm able to channel. It's not my energy,
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it's energy that is coming through me from something greater from this like universal
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life force, and I'm able to work with it as a partner basically to
21:33
channel it to you. And the cool thing about energy feeling is most of
21:37
us have been trained to be able to do it from a farm, so
21:38
we don't need to be in the same room or city or country. I
21:42
just tune into your energy the way I would tune into a radio station,
21:47
and I'm able to channel that energy. And I feel like that's an easy
21:49
way to understand. It's like, Okay, I get your name, I
21:52
get your birthday, like I know where you are, and okay, this
21:55
is the right the right one. Let's send it here. And as I'm
21:57
going through, I receive messages from you because I'm tuning in, you know,
22:03
a caustic records. This is another piece that I've I'm able to tune
22:07
into your soul directly. I'm able to connect with your divine guidance. So
22:11
you know, if you believe in the angels and the spirit team that surrounds
22:12
you, like I can connect to that as well, and they're able to
22:15
give me information and feedback about what you need, and then I'm able to
22:22
give that to you and heal you in the ways that are required for for
22:26
your body. So I do you know, like I've been trained to heal
22:29
energy in certain ways, I definitely follow some additional feedback and guidance that I'll
22:33
get and I'll receive messages a long way that I like to write down and
22:37
share with you at the end. So you know, that's a more passive,
22:40
like closer to a Raikey situation. Sometimes we do more of an active
22:45
healing where I'm talking with you throughout it. With this one, I just
22:48
took the notes and at the end of the session, I share what came
22:52
up with you. Yeah, and but we a lot of it was I
22:55
felt really really heavy, and then I felt really really light. I was
23:00
having difficulty breathing at some point, like I was breathing faster. My heart
23:03
rate went up, and then it kind of went down again. I'm normally
23:06
really really hot and sweaty, so for me to like I had to wrap
23:07
myself up. I don't know if you remember about I had to wrap myself
23:11
up in my blanket that was next to me and like snuggle up with myself
23:15
because it's so cold. The then I got sweaty and hot and all of
23:17
that. Yeah, so sorry, go ahead, Yeah, no, the
23:22
sensations and I like using that were those sensations kind of coming and going.
23:26
I felt all of that, and that was I wasn't doing anything outside of
23:32
being open. I like that you brought up ego because I know a lot
23:33
of people were talking the woo woo side of things, where some people are
23:37
like, especially my sweetie, he'd be like what what what are you talking
23:40
about? Because I tried to explain in what we did, it's like I
23:44
don't get it. I don't get it, and I'm like that's okay,
23:45
I don't worry about it, and you know what, like you're not gonna
23:48
get it until you experience it. The first time I had a session,
23:52
I was like, no way. And then after I was like, okay,
23:53
I don't know what you did to me, but steph happened in my
23:56
body and those sensations, you know, they're tied too. We were removing
24:00
energy in differ parts where it was stuck. We were clearing out a lot
24:03
of the time there's just stuff that gets stuck in you that's not even yours,
24:04
especially if you're an m staff, if you work with people, if
24:07
you can interact with anyone, so I know, with you, we did
24:10
a lot of removing like other people's crap that had lodged itself into your energy
24:15
body, which can make you feel cold because we're literally taking you know,
24:18
it's like they' by like giving blood. You get cold, right, and
24:22
then we're restoring that flows, so then you get warm and sweaty. You
24:23
get I mean, I'm always sweating. People laugh, because by the end
24:26
of session I will have stripped off like all my layers because the energy is
24:30
very potent, so I will always feel that heat. And people who have
24:34
had in person for me, like I remember I've practiced on my husband and
24:37
I was doing it and he was like, why are your hands so hot?
24:38
Like what's happening? Because I'm like, well, the energy is coming
24:41
through, that's nuts. And so so I have a question that probably some
24:45
listeners might have, which is do you see anything do you so like I've
24:51
got like an angels you like super cool like deck done in some like rockabilly
24:53
gear or like how how do you? And I'm I'm not trying to make
24:56
fun of it in any way, shape or form, because I think it's
25:00
add what you do. I'm just curious to see if there is there a
25:02
visual component that you experience, and what about the people on the other side.
25:07
I can't necessarily say that I saw any particular like face, but I
25:11
definitely felt glowing like entities around me and almost like little I'm not gonna I
25:15
don't want to say cast with a ghost, but they were like a little
25:18
bald, little head thing and they were just blobs just kind of there,
25:22
and then one would just kind of disappear and then another wooded gear and it
25:26
was just kind of this weird, flowy kind of a feeling that was happening.
25:30
And is is that what happens to everybody? Or I mean, I
25:33
don't want to put everybody into a bucket because we're all so different. We're
25:37
all different. So okay, I'll tell you from my side and then I'll
25:41
tell you from your side what happens. So, first of all, different
25:45
energy healers and intuitives like myself have different gifts, and everyone has different gifts.
25:48
By the way, just because you haven't opened doors up the whole way,
25:51
it does not mean they're not there. Everyone. You know you saw
25:53
stuff in your room when you were little, or you've heard things that you
25:56
shut down because people told you it was weird. We all had that when
25:57
we were kids. I certainly did. I've developed my senses over time.
26:02
So you know, people talk about things like clairvoyance. That's a really common
26:04
one, which means that you're able to see things or it's the let that
26:07
people talk about because like seeing stuff seems so tangible, right, But there
26:10
are a lot of different kinds of claires. There's clairvoyance, there's clear audience
26:14
where you hear things. There's clear sentience where you feel things in your body
26:17
like there are a bunch of different clear cognizance, which is unnoing that that
26:21
was my first gift of just like you don't know why you know things what
26:23
you do and when you're little, people like don't understand think you're a note
26:26
at all or annoying. There are all these different kinds of guests. So
26:30
some people have some over the others. Mine have developed in different measures and
26:34
switched. I've always had the clear cognizance and clear sentience, so I actually
26:38
tend to feel a lot of what you're feeling in my body, like i'll
26:41
protect myself so I'm not taking it on, but I will feel those sensations.
26:45
So a lot of what you were talking about I feel too when I'm
26:47
doing it. And I feel this when i'm doing whether I'm doing or reading
26:49
or a silent feeling, it doesn't matter. I do see things and hear
26:52
things as well. I wouldn't say some people see things more like in the
26:56
three D. That's not what I see. It's really in my minds.
27:00
So I'm seeing visions, but it's not like a concrete being in front of
27:03
me. Right. Sometimes they'll be super clear, and sometimes they'll be less
27:07
clear. Sometimes it will be more like the color and the shape and the
27:10
outlines, when it will be a very specific face. One person was asking
27:14
like they wanted to connect with loved ones, and I had a couple of
27:15
initials that came up, and it ended up being like her grandparents on her
27:18
mom's side. So I got a different messages in a lot of different ways.
27:22
And if I'm not clear on them. I'll ask for more and I'll
27:25
usually get like I do kind of hear some stuff. So it's a little
27:30
hard to explain exactly how it feels for me, But I get all those
27:33
messages, and part of me like developing my own intuition and open up those
27:36
gifts, is that it became easier for me to receive that information, which
27:38
is what makes it fun to work with someone like me, Like I can
27:41
give you that and I get to write it all down and share it with
27:42
you, and some of it's very like, I know, I gave you
27:45
some very specific things and and every you were like, yeah, exactly,
27:49
yes, it's all correct. Like so on the other side, for you,
27:53
it's really dependent on the person. I would say most people feel or
27:57
see something in some way, but it's not necessary. Like people are like,
28:02
but if I didn't see anything or whatever, like it doesn't you don't
28:04
have to. It's still working. And the more that you tend to work
28:07
with this kind of energy and just become comfortable and connected with it, the
28:11
more you will tend to see an experience. So I find that like my
28:15
clients that I work with on a weekly or a monthly basis, their intuition
28:19
gets stronger too, and their connection and just familiarity with that energy gets stronger
28:23
as well. So I would say, yeah, sensations in the body is
28:27
a really common thing, whether it's hot, cold, tingling, swirling,
28:32
anything like that. People often see different colors or shapes, and those can
28:37
correspond to different beings or different chakras that are being worked on. And sometimes
28:41
people will see specific things like I remember I had one client, like really
28:44
early on, and she thought a very specific word pop up when I was
28:48
doing healing on her, and it was this issue that she couldn't resolve,
28:51
and she thought that it was this other problem I was something to do with
28:55
her daughter. I cannot remember exactly what it was. I'm not going to
28:57
share like what happened anyway, but it was no, it was like a
29:02
physical health thing that she was dealing with, but it was related to something
29:04
completely not what she thought it was. After she had her daughter and she
29:08
was having all these weird symptoms and it was related to like an emotional trauma
29:11
that had happened with her family over that year, and she saw that word
29:15
in front of her, and we came out at thin and she's like,
29:18
oh my gosh, I know he's act what the problem is. And then
29:19
we and you know, we cleared it and heeled it away so that the
29:22
thing once we figured out we can do it. And I didn't see that,
29:25
I received a different message. And by me sharing what I had with
29:27
her and her sharing what she had with me, it was like putting the
29:30
puzzle pieces together. So that's what's really cool, Like we actually get to
29:33
co create together, and it's really empowering because it shows you that once again,
29:37
like you don't have to like I'm not the only one that can heal
29:41
you. You can be a part of that healing. You can do it
29:42
on your own. And then I would say, like sometimes I do have
29:45
a lot of clients who are fellow healers and they're like super connected, so
29:49
they'll often see pretty potent things if they're already like a clairvoyant or something like
29:53
that. That's nuts. How do you work with people? I mean,
29:56
I know that you have different offerings that you have right now, and I
30:00
know that you're you're working on, you know, doing different ways of different
30:03
things with different people and so on that on average, is there an average
30:07
of like how many sessions that people usually do that where they start to really
30:11
feel connected and feel a little bit more rooted and not like flying all over
30:15
the place like I feel like I'm out of control. I would say,
30:21
like to see the biggest change in the quickest amount of time. My most
30:25
like potent container is is a coaching container for three months and we meet three
30:30
times a month, but we're also talking in between or like messaging and chatting.
30:33
And here's the thing, Like, it's not limited to what happens in
30:37
that one hour because you leave and you're taking that energy with you, you're
30:40
taking those messages with you, You're reflecting. And I know you were talking
30:44
about this at the beginning. It's not just you know, you don't go
30:45
to the practitioner, pay them ten thousand dollars, get your tests and supplements
30:48
the end, because I've done that too and it didn't work for me.
30:52
It is, you know, you got to be all in, which is
30:55
often why this is not the first place unless people go. It can be
30:57
and it can also be a companion to any other healing method, which is
31:02
what's great. It doesn't like interact with any medications, right, you could
31:04
do energy, yeah, exactly, but yeah, So that way we're meeting
31:11
like on a consistent basis, We're talking constantly, and it's just it's empowering
31:14
you. It's exposing you to that energy and that frequency on a really potent
31:18
level daily. So usually people who do that do a three month, three
31:23
month package. I definitely have clients have continued well beyond that, and we
31:26
do am Like every session is intuitively leads you get in the session, I
31:30
tune into your energy, we talk about what's going on with you. Sometimes
31:33
it's just discussion, but like I'm my gifts are open in the sessions.
31:37
So even if we're talking, like I am channeling that information often from your
31:41
higher self. Sometimes it's more of a passive healing if that's what you need.
31:47
Sometimes, so you'll show up and I'll say, okay, you just
31:48
need to lie down and close your eyes and like you can fall asleep.
31:51
I'm just gonna heal you. And sometimes it's like let's do a reading because
31:53
you need to get some very tangible answers right now. And what's cool is
31:57
like I've studied a bunch of stuff, I worked with a bunch different things,
32:00
so we can do that. I definitely have clients within that who we
32:02
know will look at their physical stuff, we'll look at their holistic health piece,
32:07
because that is an important part of being energetically stable. If you're not
32:10
detoxing, you can't like you know, you've got a detox negative energy too.
32:15
It's all part of it. However, this is not the only way
32:17
to work with me, and you know that's a that's a big investment of
32:21
time and energy money. It's different. If you want to start with one
32:24
session, I usually recommend booking honestly, and a caustic records reading. It's
32:30
usually a combo of reading and healing. So it's similar to what I did
32:31
with you. Sometimes it's more active, sometimes it's more passive. But it's
32:35
a really great way to just experience it. And I do have clients who
32:38
will literally just come to me like quarterly for a reading and healing and for
32:43
them that feels complete and supportive enough for them. The last option, which
32:47
is kind of like a lower level but more consistent, is so I do
32:52
have a membership, and I know I mentioned I do group healings, so
32:54
I can also heal your energy as a group. And yes, it works
32:57
really really well. Everyone who's in my community is like energetically qualified to be
33:01
there. They actually amplify the energy. So we do monthly group healing in
33:05
that, and then you can upgrade from like the basic one if you want
33:08
to meet with me one on one and you get a one on one session
33:10
with me each month in addition to the group healing, which once again can
33:14
be used for anything that you need in that session that your energy tells this
33:17
you need, so that you know, it's not all the support in between.
33:20
It's not like the deep coaching, but it's a good way. Like
33:22
I would just say, it's you know, it's like having a gym membership.
33:25
That's why I created a membership. You're keeping your energy regularly upgraded and
33:30
healed and connected. And by the way, like when you do the coaching,
33:32
you get access to all the group healings and all this stuff. In
33:35
that community. There's a whole library of like meditations and like recordings from past
33:38
sessions and monthly read I do like monthly energy readings on what's going on,
33:44
So there's all kinds of fun stuff in there. But those are like the
33:45
primary ways to work with me, And honestly, like if you're not sure
33:50
what to do, just like I'm on Instagram all the time, or you
33:52
can email me, like send me an email or a DM and we can
33:55
figure out what your first first option is. Yeah, because right now I'm
34:00
staring at my my big Game of Thrones d door, and it's taking me
34:06
a long time to get to this particular place where I'm at, and I'm
34:08
super ready, but I'm not gonna say that I'm not a little bit scared
34:14
because I've been I've been brewing. Yeah, well, thank you for saying
34:15
that, because that makes me feel less scared. But with my with my
34:20
safety issues that I have, you know, and trust issues, getting me
34:22
to this place has been scary. It's been. It has been going through
34:25
places and going through hills and valleys and mountains full of rocks and wolves and
34:30
bears and tigers, and I'm sick of I'm all screaming at me and scaring
34:32
me. I'm done with fight or flight, right And so I'm here and
34:36
I'm like, okay it. I had all of my gear on, and
34:39
I had you know, my shields, and I was putting up walls everywhere
34:42
I could, and all of them have started to crumble, and all of
34:45
them have started to crumble, and now it's me and I'm naked and I'm
34:46
here, and I'm like standing up against something that I can't do alone.
34:51
And I'm not going to say I'm not scared, because i am. But
34:53
it's a good place. These are happy tears, and it's a good place
34:57
that I'm at. It just took me some scary shit to get here,
35:00
you know. Yeah, can you really quick, because I know we're getting
35:02
close on time, but can you really quick explain what an acoustic records reader
35:07
is? Because you say it quickly like we all know what you're talking about.
35:13
So the Akashic records are essentially okay if you think about your soul and
35:17
you can wrap your head around the fact that I'm calling it a fact because
35:21
I know that it is, but you don't have to believe that that it's
35:22
okay. Our soul has many lives, right, and our souls go on
35:28
a big, long journey. We've had past, present, present, future
35:30
lives that we don't know about, but our soul knows about. And our
35:35
soul has its own library. Imagine it as a physical library filled with like
35:38
walls of books, if that makes it easy for you, And it's a
35:43
literal record of our souls joining throughout time and space. Now when we're trying
35:47
to get direction, we're feeling lost in our careers, with our finances,
35:52
with our relationships, our family life, our health, our mental health,
35:57
physical health, all of that. Right, we get stuck. Right,
36:00
we don't want to make the wrong choice, we don't want to take the
36:02
wrong turn. We're worried that we're going way off track. And when you
36:07
connect with your soul through these records, essentially like my abilities that I can
36:13
go into your record, it's like the way that I tune into energy for
36:15
the energy healing, I tune into your library of your soul, and I'm
36:19
able to help you get answers directly from your soul, and they are exactly
36:22
what your soul needs to hear at this time. They're not always what going
36:27
back to that ego thing might not be what your ego wants to do.
36:30
Maybe you know library is freaking huge. It's massive, and like you've probably
36:36
had a lot of lives. I know I have, like I've seen it.
36:38
There's I better have. I better have, that's all I got.
36:42
I feel, I feel that you very much had. And here's the thing.
36:46
It sometimes helps to have not an impartial but like a neutral, positively,
36:53
lovingly motivated sense of guidance in our next move. So when I go
37:00
into your Acashic records with you, this is like a very active interactive session.
37:04
They will often guide me to do healing as part of the session.
37:06
And I say, day, I mean your guides or soul, whatever you
37:07
want to think about it as the universe. But we'll be able to ask
37:10
questions about anything that you want to and you will get the answer that you
37:15
need. So for example, if you're asking like should eye and a relationship,
37:21
you might not get that answer, but you will get an answer.
37:23
They will help you figure out that answer. Right. It really depends because
37:27
for a lot of us, you know, we talk with this long healing
37:29
journey. We needed to go on these healing journeys to be where we are
37:32
now, to be like the incredible people that we are today and are continuing
37:36
to become. If someone had just told me ten years ago, like,
37:38
hey, you need to go learn about these Acosta records, I would have
37:42
been like okay, you would have been like you're insane, or I would
37:46
have learned nothing along the way and missed out and half lessons in my life.
37:50
So I say this just to kind of like set the expectation. Sometimes
37:52
you will get like super clear answers and they come through me. So it's
37:55
the same way that I said about receiving information and the healings, which is
38:00
why it's really not that different. I'm seeing things, I'm hearing things,
38:01
I'm feeling things. Often like your soul. Your guides will literally just talk
38:07
through me and I'll just share exactly what's coming up, and I record everything
38:10
so you can listen back to it later because we get a lot of information
38:14
and like a single hour and you can't starve it all at once, which
38:16
is fine, but it's that's why I say, like doing a reading is
38:20
a really cool way to get an overview and also just feel really divinely supported.
38:25
And sometimes the answer they give you to a question that you ask is
38:30
we want to give you energy healing for ten minutes, can you please close
38:31
your eyes? And then I fell you for ten minutes and that's the answer.
38:36
So it's really it's a really powerful thing. I feel so grateful that
38:40
I get to do these, like it is really the greatest gift and the
38:44
most fun thing I've ever done in my life and everyone leaves with like a
38:46
lot of good stuff. Well, and I love that you started the beginning
38:51
of our episode talking about everybody thinks it's like crystals and all this stuff.
38:54
You know, that's it, Like, oh, you know, and it's
38:58
funny because that's totally how my sweet views this kind of stuff. But he's
39:00
opened up over the past year and a half and some change of me talking
39:06
about this kind of stuff because he's been so big pharma and so western medicine
39:08
minded for so long and he's seen it fail every single time for me.
39:14
I mean, there's been zero help. If anything, it's caused me more
39:17
problems, and so slowly but surely he's been starting to move over to understanding
39:22
that there are things that I that really do make me feel better that has
39:25
nothing to do with a pill or a doctor. I can tell you that
39:28
much right now. And I feel I feel so safe with you. And
39:34
when you've gone to see quote unquote healers and anybody that you've seen, right
39:38
there's always that that feeling of safety or mistrust or anxiety about it because it's
39:45
going to be the same damn thing Like last time I spend money and it
39:46
doesn't work right. And I've had to continue to break through that that inner
39:52
narrative that I've made for myself in that regard, and I know I hear
39:54
it from so many my chronic patient friends and so on and so forth.
39:58
I don't like calling us patient, but luck for a better term. And
40:01
you know it, we're all starting to get get a little bit more of
40:06
the message that it is our souls reaching out for us big time, and
40:09
that we just need to start listening a little bit more. But people like
40:13
you make me feel safe because I don't feel very safe around a lot of
40:16
people because a lot of what they've told me to do has ended up biting
40:21
me in the ass and costing me a ton of money and making me worse.
40:22
So thank you for making me feel safe in an ad trusted space.
40:25
So and I really appreciate you saying that and sharing that, because like I've
40:30
been there too, and there were so many there are so many situations where
40:35
we don't feel heard, we don't feel like just supported, And you know
40:39
that can happen in any field. I would say the same thing for working
40:43
with a healer like myself, Like whether it's me or someone else you always
40:45
want to find someone that makes you feel a hundred percent safe, and it's
40:50
going to be different for every person. I know that not everyone is necessarily
40:53
going to choose me, but I also know that like, part of the
40:58
way that I operate is creating a safe space. Like that is really important
41:00
because the level of anxiety that I have felt about my health over the last
41:07
you know, fifteen plus years of my life was stabilitating. And the fact
41:10
that I don't feel that way anymore, and it's because of this shows me
41:15
that people like you and your friends and listeners here deserve to have that option.
41:22
And it's also there's a reason that the other stuff didn't work. You
41:24
know, there's a reason that you're being guided to do this. It's important
41:29
for you for your life's mission, perhaps because you need to share with other
41:32
people, or just because you need to experience something like there is a reason
41:36
why Western medicine is enough for some people and is not enough for other people.
41:39
Yeah, that's that's a that's a good point for sure, because they're
41:43
a bit like this one is just yeah, yeah, it takes a pill,
41:45
feels great, no problems, you know, and me, I'm like,
41:46
oh my gosh, I'm seventeen. The reason that they have the commercials
41:50
for all of these pills with all the things at the end of them,
41:52
because I'm not oo point oh percent that will get all of those crappy things
41:57
from the medications. Been like that since I was a little girl, so
42:00
we've always been hard to treat. So here I am, but as a
42:02
little girl, trauma started at such a young age. I feel like so
42:07
much of my stuff is just energy being stuck in my body and just junk
42:09
in here. I really, really truly do, because the other stuff hasn't
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worked. Being gluten free, I'm sorry, I've been gluten free forever.
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It doesn't work for me for pain, just doesn't. It doesn't help my
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stomach store I'm probably helps me a little bit, but you know what i
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mean, it's just these things. I've tried it all. I'm like,
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so nothing's working, nothing's working. Well, accept some of it has worked
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because it's gotten me to the place that I'm at right now. So I've
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got to look at the winds that have come out of this, right Like,
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I've always talking about giving my pain purpose, and that's why I'm here,
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and that's why I showed up today to talk with you because I'm doing
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this to give my pain purpose. Otherwise, what am I doing? What
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am I doing? If it's not for giving pain purpose? Here, there's
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gotta be a reason for all of this, right, So well, before
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we go again, thank you for spending time with us today and talking about
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this because it's so interesting and I know we could talk about this for hours,
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but I'd rather have them pay you to help help you help them.
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Yeah. Yeah, yeah, it's just such a remarkable thing and gift that
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you've been given. And thank you for sharing it with us because it's really
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really a really neat way of approaching approaching your care and your health. And
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I just really appreciate your time today. Is there anything that you want to
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leave our listeners with before we had hit the dusty trail here? I mean,
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gosh, yeah, literally, First of all, if you do want
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to learn more and you're not sure, just like send me a DM or
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something. I truly mean it. I will respond to you, probably with
43:28
a long voice note, because I want everyone to feel safe and comfortable coming
43:31
into like whatever they're doing. If it's just falling along with me and like
43:35
learning about whatever's going on, that's great too, send me a message and
43:37
say hi, and it was nice to meet you here, I will say.
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A really great way to start too, is I mentioned that I have
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that community. It's called the Rooted Community because I'm rooted by Jordana. It's
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my business and every month we meet twice a month and we do group healings
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and we do group handled messages and it's like such a lovely, loving community
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of people like us and you guys a free seven day trail, so if
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anybody wants to try it out for free, look at just look at the
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page and whenever the next session is if you want to, like, get
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a free session, but even if you don't, there's a whole library of
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like past recorded messages and meditations. So that's a really cool place to go
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and just explore it for free and just see what it feels like. And
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one other free thing I'll mention if you are an EmPATH who takes on other
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people's energy, which I mean I guess is basically everyone here. This is
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how we get chronic pain and trauma. If you go to my website,
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I have a free guided meditation that is eight minutes and it helps you set
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up your energy and clear away all the junk that you've picked up for the
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day, and like, truly do it every morning for a week. It
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changes. Really, that's all I'll say. So those are like two free
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resources just to get you started exploring. I love it. Change your life
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in eight minutes with Georgiana. Yeah it is And in fact I actually signed
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up and got the email for me to get started on doing it myself.
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So so okay, well, thank you so much and for being here with
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us. I really appreciate. I will have everything in show notes for you.
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But on Insta she's rooted by Jordana. Same thing with Facebook it's j
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O R D A n so rooted by Jordana. I will put that in
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show notes and in social as well. And gosh, I don't know what
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else to say, but thank you. It's been a pleasure. Thanks so
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much for having me. You got it. Thank you. You are exclusively
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invited to share this divinely supported, soul loving VIP pain journey together. Let's
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get to the heart of how to heal with you by my side. Please
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other side.