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The Struggle Between Spirituality and Materialism in Our Daily Lives · Kollel Toras Chaim All Shiurim

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  So
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  it's
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  a
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  story.
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  I
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  think
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  it's
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  in
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  Chaim
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  Iran.
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  It
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  says
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  that
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  by
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  Shuas
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  the
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  Rebbe
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  was
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  saying
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  over
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  tiram
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  and
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  then
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  he
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  would
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  stop
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  and
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  they
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  would
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  bring
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  out
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  more
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  food
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  and
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  then
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  he
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  would
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  eat
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  something
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  and
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  then
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  he
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  would
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  say
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  some
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  more
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  Torah
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  and
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  then,
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  and
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  then,
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  and
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  then
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  he'd
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  bring
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  more
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  food.
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  And
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  it
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  was
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  like
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  this.
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  The
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  Rebbe
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  was
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  like
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  he
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  was
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  eating
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  Yamt
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  of
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  Surah.
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  Yeah.
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  And
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  so
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  it
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  was
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  like
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  this,
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  it
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  was
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  like
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  this
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  struggle.
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  What's
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  the
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  most,
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  what's
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  the
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  tachis?
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  What
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  are
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  you
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  going
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  to
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  finish
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  with?
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  You
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  going
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  to
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  finish
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  with
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  the
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  eating
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  or
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  with
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  the
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  Torah?
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  And
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  the
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  Rebbe
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  wanted
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  to
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  finish
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  with
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  eating,
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  but
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  they
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  haven't
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  asked
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  me
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  to
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  say
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  Torah.
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  Yeah,
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  sure.
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  So
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  the
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  Chetzi
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  of
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  the
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  Chem,
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  the
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  Chetzi,
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  the
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  Shem,
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  it's
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  not
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  so
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  clear
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  what's.
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  What
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  that
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  was.
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  That's
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  what
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  I
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  was
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  thinking
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  this,
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  this
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  year
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  that
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  like
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  you
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  get
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  into
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  the
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  avodah
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  of
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  Shvu,
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  the
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  tikuna
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  shuis
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  and
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  the
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  Mikvah
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  and
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  the
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  DAV
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  and
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  everything.
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  I
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  think
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  that's
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  the,
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  that's
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  why
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  I'm
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  talking
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  about
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  this,
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  I'm
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  sure.
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  Yeah,
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  right.
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  Does
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  that
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  make
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  sense?
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  It
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  makes
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  sense.
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  I'm
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  sure
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  that
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  this
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  Anaga
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  has
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  been
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  talked
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  about
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  in
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  the
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  Svaramik
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  Tashua.
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  But
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  look,
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  that's
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  what
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  the
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  Rebbe
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  is
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  speaking
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  about
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  over
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  here
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  in
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  Torah.
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  Salmon
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  khalif.
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  What
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  we're
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  trying
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  to
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  do,
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  there's
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  two
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  mistakes
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  people
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  can
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  make.
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  Two
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  mistakes
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  people
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  make.
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  Garden
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  ishem.
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  Why
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  does
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  really
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  have
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  sugar
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  free
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  cheesecake?
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  You
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  see?
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  You
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  know
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  what
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  I'm
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  saying?
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  You
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  watch,
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  you
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  go
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  to
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  a,
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  you
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  go
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  to
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  a
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  American
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  Shiva.
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  Well,
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  I'll
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  tell
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  you
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  that
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  it's
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  because
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  the
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  people
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  are
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  people
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  are
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  people
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  are
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  people
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  are
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  united.
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  People
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  are
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  people.
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  They,
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  they,
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  they're
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  turning
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  off
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  the,
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  the
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  path
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  right
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  and
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  left.
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  Right.
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  The
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  path,
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  the
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  sigma
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  path
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  is
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  Rambam.
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  Be
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  balanced
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  in
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  all
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  your
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  midas.
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  Yeah.
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  People
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  turning
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  off
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  the
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  path.
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  Right,
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  Left.
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  Yeah.
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  What's
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  the,
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  what's,
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  what's
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  the
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  right
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  side?
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  Right
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  side
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  is,
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  you
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  know,
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  gosh,
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  it's
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  okay.
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  Everything's
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  fine.
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  Just,
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  you
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  know,
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  press
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  and
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  you
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  know,
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  have
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  a
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  good
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  time.
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  Just
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  like
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  we
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  were
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  talking
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  about
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  earlier.
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  Like
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  a
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  person.
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  Okay,
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  so,
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  so
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  you
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  have
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  a
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  certain,
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  certain
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  type
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  a
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  person
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  has
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  a
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  certain,
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  certain
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  addiction
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  or
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  something
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  like
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  that.
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  Okay,
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  so,
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  so
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  that's,
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  so,
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  so
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  you
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  have
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  to
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  recognize
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  that's
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  where
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  I'm
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  holding.
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  That's,
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  that's,
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  that's
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  what,
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  that's
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  where,
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  where
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  I'm
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  at
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  right
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  now.
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  Hashem
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  was
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  with
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  me
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  in
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  that
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  place.
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  But
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  at
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  the
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  same
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  time,
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  I
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  don't.
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  I
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  don't.
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  I
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  don't
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  mashaba
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  myself
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  to
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  it.
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  I
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  don't
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  say
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  like
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  this
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  is.
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  This
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  is
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  my.
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  My
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  end
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  goal.
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  There's
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  no
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  way
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  get
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  out
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  of
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  it.
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  There's
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  no
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  way
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  be
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  able
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  to
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  escape
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  this
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  situation.
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  I
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  can't
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  try
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  to
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  be.
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  To
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  have
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  ribi
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  or.
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  And
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  say,
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  okay,
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  I'm
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  just
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  going
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  to
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  be.
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  be
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  a
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  big
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  tzadik
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  tomorrow.
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  Today,
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  right
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  now,
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  change
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  everything.
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  I
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  need
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  to
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  find
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  Hashem
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  where
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  I
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  am
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  right
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  now.
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  I
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  know
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  that,
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  that
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  he's
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  close
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  to
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  me,
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  but
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  at
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  the
• 3:04
  same
• 3:04
  time,
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  I'm
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  yearning
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  and
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  I'm
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  trying
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  to
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  work
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  on
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  reaching
• 3:07
  the
• 3:07
  place
• 3:08
  where
• 3:08
  I
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  can
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  break
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  free
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  from
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  that,
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  from.
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  From
• 3:11
  that,
• 3:11
  from
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  that.
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  Shiva.
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  You
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  have
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  to
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  believe
• 3:16
  in
• 3:16
  the
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  tzadikim,
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  that
• 3:17
  the
• 3:18
  tzaddiqim
• 3:18
  can
• 3:18
  help
• 3:19
  you.
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  If
• 3:19
  you
• 3:19
  have
• 3:19
  a
• 3:19
  muna
• 3:20
  tzadikim,
• 3:20
  they're
• 3:20
  giving
• 3:21
  you
• 3:21
  the
• 3:21
  80s
• 3:21
  to
• 3:21
  get
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  out
• 3:22
  of
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  there.
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  The
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  first
• 3:23
  eight
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  is
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  don't
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  do
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  too.
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  Don't
• 3:25
  do
• 3:25
  any
• 3:25
  either.
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  The
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  extremes,
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  I
• 3:27
  mean,
• 3:27
  don't
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  say,
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  okay,
• 3:28
  I
• 3:28
  give
• 3:28
  up
• 3:28
  everything,
• 3:29
  forget
• 3:29
  about
• 3:29
  it.
• 3:29
  There's
• 3:30
  no
• 3:30
  hope
• 3:30
  for
• 3:30
  me.
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  I'm
• 3:30
  going
• 3:30
  to
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  completely
• 3:31
  just
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  like
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  maybe
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  mafia
• 3:33
  myself
• 3:34
  to.
• 3:34
  To
• 3:34
  this
• 3:34
  thing
• 3:35
  beside
• 3:36
  Shani
• 3:36
  also.
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  That's,
• 3:37
  that's.
• 3:37
  That's
• 3:37
  a
• 3:37
  mistake
• 3:38
  on
• 3:38
  the
• 3:38
  right
• 3:38
  side
• 3:38
  of
• 3:38
  being
• 3:38
  too
• 3:39
  make
• 3:39
  or
• 3:39
  just
• 3:40
  everything's
• 3:40
  okay.
• 3:40
  It's
• 3:41
  all,
• 3:41
  you
• 3:41
  know,
• 3:42
  the
• 3:42
  left
• 3:42
  side.
• 3:43
  The
• 3:43
  mistake
• 3:43
  people
• 3:44
  make
• 3:44
  on
• 3:44
  the
• 3:44
  left
• 3:44
  side
• 3:44
  is
• 3:44
  that
• 3:45
  I
• 3:45
  have
• 3:45
  to
• 3:45
  be
• 3:45
  so
• 3:46
  mah
• 3:46
  myself.
• 3:46
  I
• 3:46
  have
• 3:46
  to
• 3:47
  change.
• 3:47
  The
• 3:47
  only
• 3:47
  way
• 3:48
  I
• 3:48
  can
• 3:48
  be
• 3:48
  close
• 3:48
  to
• 3:48
  Hashem
• 3:48
  is
• 3:49
  if
• 3:49
  I
• 3:49
  do
• 3:49
  X,
• 3:49
  Y
• 3:49
  and
• 3:49
  Z,
• 3:50
  I
• 3:50
  completely
• 3:51
  conquer
• 3:51
  this.
• 3:52
  This
• 3:52
  issue.
• 3:53
  So
• 3:53
  then
• 3:53
  also
• 3:54
  you're
• 3:54
  gonna,
• 3:54
  you're
• 3:54
  gonna.
• 3:55
  You're
• 3:55
  very
• 3:55
  far
• 3:56
  from
• 3:56
  Hashem
• 3:56
  because
• 3:56
  that's
• 3:57
  not
• 3:57
  where
• 3:57
  Hashem
• 3:57
  is
• 3:57
  in
• 3:57
  your
• 3:57
  life,
• 3:58
  is
• 3:59
  where
• 3:59
  you
• 3:59
  are
• 3:59
  in
• 4:00
  that
• 4:00
  situation.
• 4:01
  Night
• 4:01
  they
• 4:01
  pull
• 4:01
  on
• 4:02
  the
• 4:02
  head.
• 4:08
  Right?
• 4:09
  So,
• 4:09
  so
• 4:09
  it
• 4:09
  has
• 4:10
  to
• 4:10
  be,
• 4:10
  you
• 4:10
  know,
• 4:12
  in.
• 4:13
  Of
• 4:13
  eating.
• 4:15
  So
• 4:15
  people.
• 4:16
  They
• 4:16
  feel
• 4:16
  like
• 4:17
  the
• 4:17
  only
• 4:17
  way
• 4:17
  to
• 4:17
  be.
• 4:17
  To
• 4:18
  be.
• 4:18
  To
• 4:18
  be
• 4:18
  kados,
• 4:19
  to
• 4:19
  be
• 4:19
  holy,
• 4:20
  is
• 4:20
  they
• 4:20
  have
• 4:21
  to
• 4:21
  fast.
• 4:22
  They
• 4:22
  fast,
• 4:22
  they
• 4:23
  break
• 4:23
  the
• 4:23
  tie,
• 4:23
  but
• 4:23
  just
• 4:24
  completely,
• 4:24
  you
• 4:24
  know.
• 4:25
  And
• 4:26
  then
• 4:26
  the
• 4:26
  other
• 4:26
  side,
• 4:26
  people,
• 4:27
  okay,
• 4:27
  whatever,
• 4:28
  just
• 4:28
  eat,
• 4:28
  you
• 4:28
  know,
• 4:28
  eat
• 4:29
  whatever.
• 4:29
  You
• 4:29
  don't
• 4:29
  have
• 4:29
  to.
• 4:29
  You
• 4:30
  don't
• 4:30
  have
• 4:30
  to
• 4:31
  think
• 4:31
  about
• 4:31
  Hashem.
• 4:32
  You
• 4:32
  don't
• 4:32
  have
• 4:33
  not
• 4:33
  an
• 4:33
  avida.
• 4:33
  It's
• 4:34
  just,
• 4:34
  you
• 4:34
  know,
• 4:34
  just
• 4:36
  so,
• 4:36
  so,
• 4:37
  so,
• 4:37
  so
• 4:37
  the
• 4:38
  says
• 4:38
  no.
• 4:42
  The
• 4:42
  BAAL
• 4:43
  Shem
• 4:43
  Tov,
• 4:43
  at
• 4:43
  first,
• 4:43
  he.
• 4:44
  He
• 4:44
  was
• 4:44
  very
• 4:44
  into
• 4:44
  fasting.
• 4:45
  Even.
• 4:45
  Even
• 4:45
  the
• 4:45
  rebels.
• 4:46
  So
• 4:46
  he
• 4:46
  very
• 4:47
  into
• 4:47
  fast
• 4:47
  for
• 4:47
  them.
• 4:47
  No,
• 4:48
  he
• 4:48
  realized
• 4:49
  that.
• 4:49
  That
• 4:49
  what?
• 4:51
  Yeah,
• 4:52
  but
• 4:52
  then
• 4:52
  he
• 4:52
  realized,
• 4:53
  no,
• 4:53
  the
• 4:53
  wicked
• 4:53
  way
• 4:53
  is
• 4:54
  to
• 4:54
  serve
• 4:54
  hashem
• 4:54
  is.
• 4:55
  Is
• 4:55
  eating.
• 4:56
  Eating
• 4:56
  with
• 4:56
  Gadusha,
• 4:57
  eating
• 4:57
  with.
• 4:58
  Or
• 4:58
  eating
• 4:58
  with
• 4:58
  a
• 4:59
  closeness
• 4:59
  to
• 4:59
  Hashem.
• 5:00
  I
• 5:00
  think
• 5:00
  about
• 5:00
  the
• 5:00
  shalom
• 5:01
  I'm
• 5:01
  trying
• 5:01
  to
• 5:01
  save
• 5:02
  Rachel
• 5:02
  with.
• 5:02
  With
• 5:02
  some
• 5:03
  Kavanaugh
• 5:05
  and.
• 5:05
  And
• 5:05
  like
• 5:05
  that.
• 5:06
  What?
• 5:13
  Yeah,
• 5:14
  there
• 5:14
  is.
• 5:14
  There
• 5:14
  is
• 5:14
  a
• 5:15
  time
• 5:15
  to
• 5:15
  do
• 5:15
  a
• 5:15
  fast
• 5:15
  now
• 5:16
  again,
• 5:16
  going.
• 5:16
  Going
• 5:17
  back
• 5:17
  to
• 5:17
  the
• 5:17
  Rambam.
• 5:18
  There's
• 5:18
  a
• 5:18
  time
• 5:18
  when
• 5:18
  a
• 5:19
  person,
• 5:19
  in
• 5:20
  order
• 5:20
  to
• 5:20
  fix,
• 5:20
  like
• 5:21
  let's
• 5:21
  say
• 5:21
  a
• 5:21
  person
• 5:21
  is
• 5:21
  very.
• 5:22
  Just
• 5:22
  falling
• 5:22
  really,
• 5:22
  really
• 5:23
  far.
• 5:23
  The
• 5:23
  time
• 5:23
  of
• 5:23
  the
• 5:23
  kid
• 5:24
  is
• 5:24
  like
• 5:24
  very,
• 5:24
  very
• 5:25
  stuck
• 5:25
  in.
• 5:26
  In.
• 5:26
  In.
• 5:26
  In
• 5:26
  an
• 5:27
  addiction
• 5:27
  to
• 5:27
  some
• 5:27
  food
• 5:27
  or
• 5:28
  something.
• 5:28
  So
• 5:29
  then
• 5:29
  the
• 5:29
  very
• 5:30
  first
• 5:30
  thing
• 5:30
  it
• 5:31
  could
• 5:31
  be.
• 5:31
  Sometimes
• 5:32
  you
• 5:32
  have
• 5:32
  to
• 5:32
  be
• 5:32
  careful.
• 5:33
  If
• 5:33
  you're
• 5:33
  saying,
• 5:34
  you
• 5:34
  see
• 5:34
  Ravnasan
• 5:35
  says
• 5:35
  right
• 5:35
  there,
• 5:35
  you
• 5:35
  have
• 5:36
  to
• 5:36
  David
• 5:36
  a
• 5:36
  lot
• 5:36
  and
• 5:37
  also
• 5:37
  get
• 5:37
  a
• 5:37
  joh
• 5:38
  from
• 5:38
  Tzadikim,
• 5:39
  you
• 5:39
  know,
• 5:39
  to
• 5:39
  do
• 5:40
  this
• 5:40
  in
• 5:40
  the
• 5:40
  right
• 5:40
  way.
• 5:41
  But
• 5:42
  is
• 5:42
  there
• 5:42
  a
• 5:42
  time
• 5:42
  when
• 5:42
  you
• 5:42
  present
• 5:43
  Yisra
• 5:43
  fast
• 5:43
  just
• 5:44
  to
• 5:44
  break,
• 5:44
  you
• 5:44
  know,
• 5:44
  a
• 5:44
  tavim?
• 5:45
  Now,
• 5:45
  like,
• 5:47
  there's
• 5:48
  the
• 5:48
  inning
• 5:48
  of
• 5:48
  Ta
• 5:49
  Ne
• 5:49
  Sh
• 5:49
  also
• 5:50
  doesn't
• 5:50
  have
• 5:50
  to
• 5:50
  be
• 5:51
  24
• 5:51
  hours.
• 5:51
  Doesn't
• 5:52
  have
• 5:52
  to
• 5:52
  be
• 5:52
  a
• 5:52
  whole
• 5:52
  day.
• 5:52
  It
• 5:53
  could
• 5:53
  be,
• 5:53
  you
• 5:53
  know,
• 5:53
  okay,
• 5:54
  I'm
• 5:54
  going
• 5:54
  to
• 5:54
  go
• 5:54
  a
• 5:55
  few
• 5:55
  hours
• 5:55
  without
• 5:55
  doing
• 5:56
  this
• 5:56
  thing,
• 5:56
  you
• 5:56
  know.
• 5:56
  You
• 5:57
  know,
• 5:57
  it
• 5:57
  was
• 5:57
  even
• 5:57
  five
• 5:57
  minutes.
• 5:58
  Five
• 5:58
  minutes
• 5:58
  of
• 5:59
  Tainus
• 6:00
  ATSVAs,
• 6:01
  five
• 6:01
  minutes
• 6:01
  of
• 6:02
  not
• 6:02
  being
• 6:02
  depressed.
• 6:02
  Let's
• 6:03
  try
• 6:03
  that,
• 6:03
  you
• 6:03
  know?
• 6:04
  Yeah,
• 6:05
  you
• 6:05
  have
• 6:05
  to
• 6:05
  make
• 6:05
  a
• 6:05
  tinus.
• 6:05
  Sometimes
• 6:06
  you
• 6:06
  have
• 6:06
  to
• 6:06
  make
• 6:06
  a
• 6:06
  tinus.
• 6:07
  Like
• 6:07
  Ramadam
• 6:07
  says,
• 6:07
  you
• 6:07
  fall
• 6:08
  really
• 6:08
  far
• 6:08
  to
• 6:08
  one
• 6:08
  side.
• 6:09
  Sometimes
• 6:09
  you
• 6:09
  need
• 6:09
  to
• 6:09
  counter
• 6:10
  it.
• 6:10
  But
• 6:10
  your
• 6:10
  goal
• 6:11
  is
• 6:11
  to
• 6:11
  get
• 6:11
  to
• 6:11
  the
• 6:11
  middle.
• 6:12
  You
• 6:12
  understand?
• 6:12
  What
• 6:12
  I'm
• 6:13
  doing
• 6:13
  is
• 6:13
  trying
• 6:13
  to
• 6:13
  balance
• 6:13
  myself
• 6:14
  out.
• 6:14
  I'm
• 6:14
  not
• 6:14
  okay
• 6:15
  now
• 6:15
  I
• 6:15
  have
• 6:15
  to
• 6:15
  be
• 6:15
  punished
• 6:16
  myself
• 6:16
  completely.
• 6:16
  I
• 6:16
  have
• 6:17
  to.
• 6:17
  People
• 6:17
  like
• 6:17
  about.
• 6:18
  He
• 6:18
  thinks,
• 6:19
  oh,
• 6:19
  I
• 6:19
  did
• 6:19
  so
• 6:19
  many
• 6:19
  versions
• 6:20
  of
• 6:20
  my
• 6:20
  life.
• 6:20
  So
• 6:20
  I
• 6:20
  have
• 6:20
  to
• 6:21
  go
• 6:21
  back
• 6:21
  and
• 6:21
  I
• 6:21
  have
• 6:21
  to
• 6:21
  fix
• 6:21
  everything.
• 6:22
  I
• 6:22
  have
• 6:22
  to
• 6:22
  do
• 6:22
  sigufim.
• 6:23
  I
• 6:23
  have
• 6:23
  to
• 6:23
  flick
• 6:24
  myself
• 6:24
  and
• 6:24
  do
• 6:24
  all
• 6:24
  this,
• 6:25
  intensify
• 6:25
  this.
• 6:26
  And.
• 6:26
  But
• 6:27
  that's
• 6:27
  not
• 6:27
  going
• 6:27
  to
• 6:27
  help
• 6:28
  you
• 6:28
  get
• 6:28
  close
• 6:28
  to
• 6:28
  Hashem.
• 6:29
  That's
• 6:29
  just
• 6:29
  going
• 6:29
  to
• 6:29
  make
• 6:29
  dinim.
• 6:30
  It's
• 6:30
  going
• 6:30
  to
• 6:30
  cause
• 6:30
  you
• 6:31
  to
• 6:32
  get
• 6:32
  depressed
• 6:32
  and
• 6:32
  fall
• 6:32
  away.
• 6:33
  So
• 6:34
  it's
• 6:34
  okay.
• 6:35
  Sometimes
• 6:36
  there's
• 6:36
  a
• 6:36
  time
• 6:36
  to
• 6:36
  do
• 6:36
  this.
• 6:37
  Now,
• 6:37
  you
• 6:37
  know,
• 6:37
  we
• 6:38
  have.
• 6:42
  If
• 6:43
  we
• 6:44
  Mamish
• 6:45
  receive
• 6:45
  the
• 6:45
  Torah
• 6:45
  properly,
• 6:46
  we're
• 6:46
  not
• 6:46
  going
• 6:46
  to
• 6:46
  have
• 6:46
  to
• 6:46
  fast.
• 6:47
  It's
• 6:48
  going
• 6:48
  to
• 6:48
  be
• 6:48
  Yomtavishmayim.
• 6:52
  If
• 6:52
  not.
• 6:52
  So
• 6:53
  we
• 6:53
  have
• 6:53
  a
• 6:53
  fast.
• 6:53
  We
• 6:54
  have
• 6:54
  fast
• 6:54
  days
• 6:54
  and
• 6:54
  you
• 6:55
  know,
• 6:55
  so
• 6:55
  these
• 6:56
  days
• 6:56
  are
• 6:56
  opportunities
• 6:57
  for
• 6:57
  all
• 6:57
  of
• 6:57
  Klav
• 6:57
  Israel
• 6:58
  to,
• 6:58
  you
• 6:58
  know,
• 6:59
  to
• 6:59
  try
• 7:00
  to
• 7:00
  balance
• 7:00
  out
• 7:00
  our.
• 7:02
  I'm
• 7:02
  saying
• 7:02
  a
• 7:03
  fast
• 7:03
  day.
• 7:06
  So
• 7:06
  the
• 7:06
  Hashem
• 7:07
  gives
• 7:07
  us
• 7:07
  these
• 7:07
  days,
• 7:08
  gives
• 7:08
  us
• 7:08
  these
• 7:08
  times
• 7:08
  when
• 7:09
  we.
• 7:09
  When
• 7:09
  we
• 7:09
  have
• 7:09
  it
• 7:10
  set
• 7:10
  in
• 7:10
  the
• 7:10
  calendar.
• 7:10
  Okay.
• 7:11
  This
• 7:11
  is
• 7:11
  an
• 7:11
  opportunity
• 7:11
  for
• 7:11
  me
• 7:12
  to
• 7:12
  work
• 7:12
  on
• 7:14
  not
• 7:14
  being
• 7:14
  so
• 7:14
  Magushim.
• 7:15
  Okay?
• 7:15
  I
• 7:15
  don't
• 7:15
  want
• 7:15
  to
• 7:15
  be
• 7:16
  so
• 7:16
  stuck
• 7:16
  in
• 7:16
  this,
• 7:16
  in
• 7:17
  the
• 7:17
  physical.
• 7:18
  So,
• 7:19
  yes,
• 7:19
  that's
• 7:19
  what
• 7:19
  I'm
• 7:20
  saying.
• 7:20
  So
• 7:21
  it's
• 7:21
  talking
• 7:21
  about
• 7:22
  that
• 7:22
  there's
• 7:22
  an
• 7:23
  Indian
• 7:23
  of.
• 7:23
  Of
• 7:24
  sometimes
• 7:24
  doing
• 7:24
  a
• 7:25
  tinnitus,
• 7:26
  the
• 7:26
  person
• 7:27
  takes
• 7:27
  on
• 7:27
  his
• 7:27
  own
• 7:28
  tainus
• 7:28
  because
• 7:29
  he
• 7:29
  just
• 7:29
  feels
• 7:29
  like
• 7:29
  he
• 7:29
  needs
• 7:29
  it.
• 7:30
  Okay?
• 7:30
  There's
• 7:30
  such
• 7:30
  a
• 7:30
  thing.
• 7:30
  You
• 7:31
  have
• 7:31
  to
• 7:31
  be
• 7:31
  careful
• 7:31
  with
• 7:31
  that.
• 7:32
  You
• 7:32
  have
• 7:32
  to
• 7:32
  get
• 7:32
  a
• 7:32
  drach
• 7:33
  with
• 7:33
  that.
• 7:33
  Do
• 7:34
  beam,
• 7:34
  a
• 7:34
  spiral.
• 7:34
  Say,
• 7:34
  look
• 7:35
  at
• 7:35
  the
• 7:35
  two.
• 7:35
  Let's
• 7:35
  make
• 7:35
  sure
• 7:35
  it's
• 7:36
  the
• 7:36
  right
• 7:36
  avoda
• 7:36
  for
• 7:36
  you.
• 7:36
  And
• 7:37
  again
• 7:37
  with
• 7:38
  right
• 7:38
  Kavanaugh,
• 7:38
  that
• 7:38
  you
• 7:38
  want
• 7:39
  to
• 7:39
  get
• 7:39
  to
• 7:39
  the
• 7:39
  middle.
• 7:39
  You're
• 7:40
  not
• 7:40
  trying
• 7:40
  to
• 7:40
  be
• 7:40
  extreme.
• 7:41
  I
• 7:41
  just
• 7:42
  realized,
• 7:42
  okay,
• 7:42
  I
• 7:43
  just
• 7:43
  need
• 7:43
  to
• 7:43
  balance
• 7:43
  things
• 7:43
  out.
• 7:44
  And
• 7:44
  the
• 7:44
  main
• 7:44
  thing
• 7:44
  is,
• 7:45
  Tanisha,
• 7:45
  you
• 7:45
  know,
• 7:46
  chana
• 7:46
  tea
• 7:46
  before
• 7:46
  davening.
• 7:47
  Every
• 7:47
  day,
• 7:47
  you
• 7:48
  wake
• 7:48
  up
• 7:49
  and
• 7:49
  you
• 7:50
  go
• 7:50
  to
• 7:50
  bekvi.
• 7:50
  You
• 7:50
  daven,
• 7:51
  you
• 7:52
  eat
• 7:52
  something.
• 7:52
  After
• 7:53
  daven,
• 7:53
  you
• 7:53
  did
• 7:53
  a
• 7:53
  ton
• 7:54
  of
• 7:54
  shouts.
• 7:54
  You
• 7:54
  already
• 7:55
  broke
• 7:55
  yourself
• 7:56
  a
• 7:56
  little
• 7:56
  bit
• 7:56
  from
• 7:56
  that
• 7:57
  thing.
• 7:57
  Learn
• 7:57
  a
• 7:57
  little
• 7:57
  bit
• 7:58
  of
• 7:58
  Torah
• 7:58
  afterwards.
• 7:59
  You
• 7:59
  know.
• 8:03
  I'm
• 8:03
  asking
• 8:04
  a
• 8:04
  simple
• 8:04
  question,
• 8:04
  but
• 8:06
  why
• 8:06
  are
• 8:06
  we
• 8:06
  in
• 8:07
  such
• 8:07
  a
• 8:07
  Magushim
• 8:08
  world?
• 8:14
  So
• 8:14
  this
• 8:15
  is
• 8:15
  what
• 8:15
  we.
• 8:15
  This
• 8:15
  is
• 8:15
  what
• 8:15
  we
• 8:15
  just
• 8:16
  had
• 8:16
  Kabbalah
• 8:16
  Zatara
• 8:17
  for,
• 8:17
  right?
• 8:17
  We
• 8:17
  talked
• 8:18
  about
• 8:18
  this
• 8:18
  a
• 8:18
  little
• 8:18
  bit
• 8:18
  last
• 8:18
  time.
• 8:19
  I
• 8:19
  don't
• 8:19
  know.
• 8:19
  Maybe
• 8:19
  you
• 8:19
  had
• 8:19
  to
• 8:20
  step
• 8:20
  out
• 8:20
  a
• 8:20
  little
• 8:20
  bit
• 8:21
  at
• 8:21
  some
• 8:21
  point.
• 8:21
  We
• 8:21
  talked
• 8:22
  about
• 8:22
  this,
• 8:22
  right?
• 8:22
  This
• 8:22
  is.
• 8:22
  This
• 8:23
  is
• 8:23
  the.
• 8:23
  This
• 8:23
  is
• 8:23
  the
• 8:23
  gemara
• 8:24
  in
• 8:24
  Shabbos,
• 8:26
  when
• 8:26
  Chavez
• 8:27
  starts,
• 8:27
  like,
• 8:27
  paid
• 8:27
  VOV
• 8:28
  Zayn
• 8:28
  Ches
• 8:28
  about
• 8:28
  the
• 8:29
  Balkabel
• 8:29
  Zahra.
• 8:31
  Wait,
• 8:31
  why
• 8:31
  did
• 8:32
  Hashem
• 8:32
  give
• 8:32
  the
• 8:32
  Torah
• 8:33
  to
• 8:35
  the
• 8:35
  Eden
• 8:36
  when
• 8:37
  he
• 8:37
  knew
• 8:38
  that
• 8:38
  we
• 8:38
  were
• 8:38
  going
• 8:39
  to
• 8:39
  mess
• 8:39
  it
• 8:39
  up?
• 8:41
  Yeah,
• 8:42
  that's
• 8:42
  what
• 8:42
  the
• 8:42
  Malachim
• 8:43
  said.
• 8:43
  The
• 8:43
  malachim
• 8:43
  said
• 8:44
  to
• 8:45
  Hashem.
• 8:45
  It's
• 8:45
  like,
• 8:45
  you
• 8:46
  can't
• 8:46
  give
• 8:46
  the
• 8:46
  Torah
• 8:46
  to
• 8:47
  people.
• 8:48
  It's
• 8:49
  aroda.
• 8:49
  Gusham
• 8:50
  is
• 8:50
  so
• 8:50
  physical.
• 8:51
  They're
• 8:52
  gonna.
• 8:52
  They're
• 8:52
  gonna.
• 8:52
  They're
• 8:52
  gonna
• 8:53
  mess
• 8:53
  up
• 8:53
  your.
• 8:54
  Give
• 8:54
  it
• 8:55
  to
• 8:55
  us.
• 8:56
  We'll
• 8:57
  do
• 8:57
  it
• 8:57
  perfectly.
• 8:57
  We're
• 8:57
  not
• 8:57
  gonna
• 8:58
  mess
• 8:58
  anything
• 8:58
  up.
• 8:58
  Wow,
• 8:59
  they're
• 8:59
  right.
• 9:00
  Oh,
• 9:00
  they're
• 9:00
  so
• 9:01
  right.
• 9:01
  This
• 9:01
  is
• 9:01
  Mrs.
• 9:02
  Mamish.
• 9:02
  The
• 9:05
  right.
• 9:07
  He's
• 9:07
  not
• 9:08
  right.
• 9:08
  So
• 9:09
  Hashem
• 9:09
  says,
• 9:10
  moishe
• 9:10
  beno,
• 9:10
  what
• 9:10
  are
• 9:10
  you
• 9:11
  down?
• 9:11
  Right?
• 9:11
  Meaning
• 9:12
  that
• 9:12
  Hashem,
• 9:13
  he
• 9:13
  said,
• 9:13
  I'm
• 9:13
  not
• 9:14
  going
• 9:14
  to
• 9:14
  answer
• 9:14
  Malachim.
• 9:15
  He
• 9:16
  told
• 9:16
  Moishe
• 9:16
  Benu
• 9:17
  to
• 9:17
  answer.
• 9:18
  Because
• 9:19
  the
• 9:19
  chuvah,
• 9:19
  the
• 9:20
  answer
• 9:20
  for
• 9:20
  the
• 9:20
  Taina,
• 9:22
  right,
• 9:22
  has
• 9:23
  to
• 9:23
  come
• 9:23
  from
• 9:24
  the
• 9:24
  person
• 9:24
  himself.
• 9:24
  We
• 9:25
  have
• 9:25
  to
• 9:25
  answer
• 9:25
  these.
• 9:25
  We
• 9:25
  have
• 9:26
  to
• 9:26
  answer
• 9:26
  this
• 9:26
  Malachim.
• 9:26
  The
• 9:26
  tziddiqim
• 9:27
  answer
• 9:27
  this
• 9:28
  question
• 9:28
  for
• 9:28
  us.
• 9:29
  We
• 9:29
  have
• 9:29
  to
• 9:29
  stand
• 9:30
  up
• 9:30
  to
• 9:30
  these
• 9:31
  thoughts
• 9:31
  and
• 9:31
  say,
• 9:31
  like,
• 9:32
  I'm
• 9:32
  worthless.
• 9:34
  There's
• 9:34
  malachim,
• 9:35
  there's
• 9:35
  Malachim,
• 9:36
  there's
• 9:36
  great
• 9:37
  tzadikim,
• 9:37
  right?
• 9:37
  Tziddikim
• 9:38
  are
• 9:38
  like
• 9:38
  Malachim.
• 9:39
  They're
• 9:39
  called
• 9:39
  Malachi
• 9:40
  Elokim.
• 9:40
  They're
• 9:41
  like
• 9:41
  great,
• 9:41
  very
• 9:42
  high
• 9:42
  levels.
• 9:42
  So
• 9:42
  what's
• 9:43
  Kabbal
• 9:43
  Zetar?
• 9:43
  Kbalz?
• 9:44
  Hatar
• 9:44
  is
• 9:44
  for
• 9:44
  them,
• 9:44
  right?
• 9:45
  Hashem
• 9:45
  gives
• 9:46
  the
• 9:46
  Torah
• 9:46
  to
• 9:46
  them.
• 9:47
  Oh,
• 9:47
  you're
• 9:47
  missing
• 9:48
  the
• 9:48
  point.
• 9:48
  Hashem
• 9:48
  gives
• 9:48
  the
• 9:48
  Torah
• 9:49
  to
• 9:49
  Moshe
• 9:49
  Beinu
• 9:49
  just
• 9:49
  in
• 9:50
  order
• 9:50
  to
• 9:50
  give
• 9:50
  it
• 9:50
  to
• 9:50
  us.
• 9:51
  And
• 9:51
  every
• 9:51
  single
• 9:51
  door.
• 9:52
  Hashem
• 9:52
  gives
• 9:52
  the
• 9:52
  Torah
• 9:52
  to
• 9:53
  the
• 9:53
  tzedikim
• 9:53
  of
• 9:53
  that
• 9:54
  door
• 9:54
  in
• 9:54
  order
• 9:54
  to
• 9:54
  give
• 9:54
  it
• 9:54
  over
• 9:55
  to
• 9:55
  us.
• 9:56
  Because
• 9:56
  the
• 9:57
  tachlis
• 9:58
  is
• 9:58
  takhla
• 9:59
  Sabriya
• 10:00
  is
• 10:01
  to
• 10:01
  reveal
• 10:01
  Hashem's
• 10:02
  presence
• 10:02
  down
• 10:02
  in
• 10:03
  the
• 10:03
  lowest
• 10:03
  places
• 10:04
  of
• 10:04
  darkness.
• 10:05
  Tumah.
• 10:08
  Yeah,
• 10:09
  right.
• 10:09
  This
• 10:09
  is
• 10:09
  what
• 10:10
  Moshe
• 10:10
  Beinu
• 10:11
  answered
• 10:11
  the
• 10:11
  Balak.
• 10:11
  He
• 10:11
  said,
• 10:11
  you
• 10:11
  don't
• 10:11
  have
• 10:12
  a
• 10:12
  Yitzar.
• 10:12
  You
• 10:12
  don't
• 10:12
  need
• 10:12
  the
• 10:12
  Torah.
• 10:13
  It's
• 10:13
  not.
• 10:13
  You
• 10:14
  don't
• 10:14
  have
• 10:14
  no
• 10:14
  becher.
• 10:14
  There's
• 10:15
  no
• 10:15
  reason
• 10:15
  for
• 10:15
  you
• 10:15
  to
• 10:15
  have
• 10:15
  the
• 10:15
  Torah.
• 10:16
  Bechlau.
• 10:16
  It's
• 10:16
  not.
• 10:16
  You're
• 10:16
  not.
• 10:16
  You're
• 10:17
  not.
• 10:17
  You're
• 10:17
  not
• 10:18
  doing
• 10:18
  anything
• 10:18
  with
• 10:18
  Hashem's
• 10:18
  Torah.
• 10:19
  The
• 10:19
  whole
• 10:19
  purpose
• 10:19
  of
• 10:19
  the
• 10:19
  Torah
• 10:19
  is
• 10:20
  that
• 10:20
  your
• 10:20
  person,
• 10:20
  Hashem
• 10:21
  says,
• 10:21
  this
• 10:21
  is
• 10:22
  a
• 10:22
  mitzvah,
• 10:22
  this
• 10:22
  is
• 10:22
  a
• 10:22
  vera.
• 10:23
  Do
• 10:23
  what
• 10:23
  I
• 10:24
  tell
• 10:24
  you,
• 10:24
  right?
• 10:25
  So
• 10:25
  for
• 10:25
  Amalek,
• 10:26
  who's
• 10:26
  completely
• 10:27
  perfect
• 10:27
  in
• 10:27
  his
• 10:27
  abido.
• 10:28
  So
• 10:28
  again,
• 10:29
  this
• 10:29
  is
• 10:29
  exactly
• 10:30
  the
• 10:30
  inyan
• 10:31
  of
• 10:32
  Amunas
• 10:32
  Chachamim,
• 10:33
  following
• 10:34
  the
• 10:34
  Tzedikim.
• 10:36
  But
• 10:36
  Allah
• 10:38
  don't
• 10:39
  turn
• 10:39
  to
• 10:39
  left
• 10:39
  or
• 10:40
  right
• 10:40
  of
• 10:40
  what
• 10:40
  they're
• 10:40
  teaching
• 10:41
  you
• 10:41
  in
• 10:41
  this
• 10:42
  Indian.
• 10:42
  Yes,
• 10:42
  we
• 10:42
  have
• 10:43
  to
• 10:43
  be
• 10:43
  in
• 10:43
  this
• 10:43
  physical
• 10:43
  world.
• 10:44
  But
• 10:44
  Kadash
• 10:45
  Hatzmachot
• 10:46
  do
• 10:46
  it.
• 10:46
  You
• 10:46
  know,
• 10:46
  try
• 10:46
  to.
• 10:47
  Try
• 10:47
  to
• 10:47
  find
• 10:47
  some
• 10:47
  kedusha
• 10:49
  in
• 10:50
  your.
• 10:52
  You're
• 10:52
  eating,
• 10:52
  you're
• 10:53
  sleeping,
• 10:53
  you're
• 10:53
  working,
• 10:54
  whatever
• 10:54
  you're
• 10:55
  doing.
• 10:56
  Yeah,
• 10:56
  it's
• 10:56
  big
• 10:57
  stuff.
• 10:57
  Dar's
• 10:57
  ratsum.
• 10:58
  So
• 10:58
  that's
• 10:58
  what
• 10:58
  Rebbe
• 10:59
  says.
• 10:59
  Over
• 10:59
  here,
• 10:59
  we
• 10:59
  read
• 11:00
  this
• 11:00
  section,
• 11:00
  right?
• 11:00
  A
• 11:00
  couple
• 11:01
  times.
• 11:01
  The
• 11:01
  beginning,
• 11:04
  this
• 11:04
  idea
• 11:05
  that
• 11:05
  there's
• 11:05
  really
• 11:06
  two.
• 11:07
  There's
• 11:07
  the
• 11:07
  two
• 11:07
  punishments
• 11:08
  over
• 11:08
  here,
• 11:09
  it's
• 11:10
  kind
• 11:10
  of
• 11:10
  shtakam,
• 11:11
  you
• 11:11
  know,
• 11:11
  Musa
• 11:12
  over
• 11:12
  here,
• 11:12
  that
• 11:12
  was
• 11:12
  talking
• 11:13
  about
• 11:13
  a
• 11:13
  person
• 11:13
  who
• 11:13
  doesn't
• 11:13
  have
• 11:14
  Muna
• 11:14
  siddiqim.
• 11:15
  Because
• 11:15
  the
• 11:15
  whole
• 11:15
  Torah
• 11:16
  is.
• 11:16
  When
• 11:16
  we
• 11:17
  talk
• 11:17
  about
• 11:17
  this,
• 11:17
  you
• 11:17
  don't.
• 11:18
  You
• 11:18
  don't
• 11:18
  believe
• 11:18
  Moshe
• 11:18
  men.
• 11:18
  You
• 11:19
  never.
• 11:19
  The
• 11:19
  Torah.
• 11:19
  You
• 11:19
  don't
• 11:19
  believe
• 11:19
  in
• 11:20
  the
• 11:20
  tziddiqim
• 11:20
  of
• 11:21
  this
• 11:21
  door,
• 11:21
  you
• 11:21
  know,
• 11:21
  not
• 11:21
  the
• 11:21
  Torah.
• 11:22
  Just
• 11:22
  to
• 11:22
  balance
• 11:24
  a
• 11:24
  lot
• 11:24
  of
• 11:24
  desire.
• 11:25
  Himself.
• 11:26
  Yeah,
• 11:27
  but
• 11:27
  he
• 11:28
  was.
• 11:28
  He
• 11:28
  was
• 11:28
  a
• 11:28
  men.
• 11:28
  She
• 11:29
  was.
• 11:29
  He
• 11:29
  was
• 11:29
  a
• 11:29
  physical
• 11:29
  human
• 11:30
  being
• 11:30
  we
• 11:30
  think
• 11:30
  of
• 11:30
  Moshe
• 11:30
  Bean
• 11:31
  was
• 11:31
  like.
• 11:31
  It's
• 11:32
  like
• 11:33
  supernatural.
• 11:34
  Like.
• 11:34
  No,
• 11:35
  he
• 11:35
  was
• 11:35
  in
• 11:35
  physical
• 11:35
  prison.
• 11:36
  He
• 11:36
  had
• 11:36
  a
• 11:36
  wife,
• 11:36
  he
• 11:36
  had
• 11:37
  children.
• 11:37
  You
• 11:38
  know,
• 11:38
  he
• 11:38
  ate,
• 11:38
  he
• 11:38
  drank,
• 11:39
  he
• 11:39
  slept.
• 11:40
  He
• 11:40
  was.
• 11:41
  Yes,
• 11:41
  but
• 11:41
  he
• 11:42
  followed
• 11:42
  this
• 11:42
  d
• 11:43
  Of
• 11:43
  the
• 11:43
  Torah,
• 11:43
  this
• 11:43
  d.
• 11:44
  Middle
• 11:45
  ground
• 11:45
  of
• 11:45
  being
• 11:46
  in
• 11:46
  this
• 11:46
  world,
• 11:46
  but
• 11:46
  also
• 11:47
  being
• 11:47
  highly.
• 11:48
  And
• 11:48
  he
• 11:48
  was
• 11:49
  zoicha.
• 11:50
  Right.
• 11:50
  So
• 11:50
  we
• 11:50
  have
• 11:50
  Torah
• 11:51
  from
• 11:51
  him.
• 11:52
  If
• 11:52
  we
• 11:52
  don't.
• 11:52
  So
• 11:52
  then
• 11:53
  there's
• 11:53
  two.
• 11:53
  There's
• 11:53
  two
• 11:54
  things
• 11:54
  that
• 11:54
  happen.
• 11:54
  One
• 11:55
  is
• 11:55
  mysaras.
• 11:55
  The
• 11:56
  other
• 11:56
  thing
• 11:56
  is
• 11:56
  at
• 11:56
  Tziros.
• 11:57
  Both
• 11:57
  things
• 11:58
  that
• 11:58
  have
• 11:58
  to
• 11:58
  do
• 11:58
  with
• 11:58
  our
• 11:59
  digestion.
• 12:00
  And.
• 12:00
  But
• 12:01
  it's.
• 12:01
  But
• 12:01
  at
• 12:01
  the
• 12:01
  mys.
• 12:02
  It's
• 12:02
  two
• 12:02
  slightly
• 12:02
  different
• 12:02
  things
• 12:03
  that
• 12:04
  relate
• 12:04
  to
• 12:04
  these
• 12:04
  two
• 12:05
  different
• 12:05
  mistakes
• 12:05
  that
• 12:05
  we're
• 12:05
  talking
• 12:06
  about.
• 12:08
  Right?
• 12:08
  The
• 12:09
  extras.
• 12:09
  Extra
• 12:09
  stuff.
• 12:10
  Say
• 12:10
  yes.
• 12:11
  What
• 12:11
  do
• 12:11
  you
• 12:11
  mean?
• 12:13
  Breaking
• 12:13
  Thai
• 12:13
  visits
• 12:14
  my
• 12:14
  saraswat.
• 12:15
  Just
• 12:15
  learn
• 12:15
  tayo.
• 12:15
  Just,
• 12:16
  you
• 12:16
  know,
• 12:16
  just.
• 12:16
  Just
• 12:17
  choose
• 12:18
  moon
• 12:18
  and
• 12:18
  dab
• 12:18
  and
• 12:19
  do
• 12:19
  mitzvahs.
• 12:19
  Yeah.
• 12:19
  Breaking
• 12:20
  taiwas.
• 12:20
  You
• 12:20
  know,
• 12:21
  trying
• 12:21
  to
• 12:21
  be
• 12:21
  holy
• 12:21
  in.
• 12:22
  In
• 12:22
  a
• 12:22
  physical
• 12:23
  world.
• 12:23
  Ah,
• 12:23
  that's
• 12:23
  anxious
• 12:23
  by
• 12:24
  Cyrus
• 12:24
  as
• 12:24
  actress.
• 12:26
  And.
• 12:27
  And
• 12:27
  the
• 12:27
  Torah
• 12:27
  said
• 12:28
  tzadikim
• 12:28
  is
• 12:28
  so
• 12:28
  extra.
• 12:29
  Doesn't.
• 12:29
  You
• 12:30
  know,
• 12:30
  it
• 12:30
  was
• 12:30
  just.
• 12:30
  You
• 12:31
  know,
• 12:32
  what
• 12:33
  do
• 12:33
  you
• 12:33
  bother
• 12:33
  me
• 12:33
  with.
• 12:33
  With
• 12:34
  all
• 12:34
  these
• 12:34
  extra
• 12:34
  things?
• 12:34
  I
• 12:34
  need
• 12:35
  to
• 12:35
  think
• 12:35
  about
• 12:35
  promius.
• 12:36
  I
• 12:36
  need.
• 12:36
  I
• 12:37
  need
• 12:37
  to
• 12:37
  have
• 12:37
  a
• 12:37
  deep
• 12:37
  connection
• 12:37
  with
• 12:37
  the
• 12:38
  banishalam
• 12:39
  to.
• 12:39
  Spoke
• 12:40
  to
• 12:40
  Hashem.
• 12:41
  Okay.
• 12:41
  It's
• 12:41
  my.
• 12:42
  It's
• 12:42
  actually.
• 12:42
  People
• 12:42
  really
• 12:42
  think
• 12:43
  that.
• 12:43
  Okay.
• 12:43
  It's
• 12:43
  a
• 12:44
  nice
• 12:44
  thing
• 12:44
  that.
• 12:44
  Talking
• 12:45
  to
• 12:45
  Hashem.
• 12:45
  Some
• 12:45
  people,
• 12:46
  they're
• 12:46
  mamish.
• 12:47
  M.
• 12:47
  They
• 12:48
  think
• 12:48
  it's
• 12:48
  whatever.
• 12:49
  Whatever
• 12:49
  they
• 12:49
  think.
• 12:50
  But
• 12:51
  most
• 12:51
  people,
• 12:51
  they.
• 12:51
  Okay,
• 12:52
  talking
• 12:52
  to
• 12:52
  Hashem,
• 12:52
  fine.
• 12:52
  Rabbi
• 12:53
  says,
• 12:54
  talking
• 12:54
  to
• 12:55
  Hashem
• 12:55
  in
• 12:55
  your
• 12:55
  own
• 12:55
  words.
• 12:56
  But.
• 12:56
  Oh,
• 12:57
  wow,
• 13:02
  we
• 13:02
  need
• 13:02
  a
• 13:02
  bracha
• 13:03
  for
• 13:03
  like.
• 13:04
  We
• 13:04
  need
• 13:04
  a
• 13:04
  bracha
• 13:04
  for
• 13:05
  like
• 13:05
  two
• 13:05
  years.
• 13:06
  Means
• 13:06
  it's
• 13:06
  one
• 13:06
  year
• 13:07
  for
• 13:07
  like
• 13:07
  two,
• 13:07
  three
• 13:08
  years,
• 13:08
  five
• 13:08
  years.
• 13:16
  Did
• 13:16
  it
• 13:17
  get
• 13:17
  wound
• 13:17
  renewed
• 13:18
  or
• 13:18
  is
• 13:18
  it
• 13:18
  going
• 13:18
  on
• 13:18
  the
• 13:18
  whole
• 13:19
  time?
• 13:27
  It's.
• 13:27
  It's
• 13:28
  the
• 13:28
  main
• 13:28
  thing.
• 13:29
  Listen,
• 13:31
  your
• 13:31
  name
• 13:32
  again.
• 13:33
  Write
• 13:33
  me
• 13:33
  your
• 13:33
  name
• 13:33
  one
• 13:33
  more
• 13:33
  time.
• 13:36
  The
• 13:36
  main
• 13:36
  thing
• 13:37
  is.
• 13:37
  The
• 13:37
  main
• 13:37
  thing
• 13:37
  is
• 13:37
  you
• 13:37
  have
• 13:37
  to
• 13:38
  be
• 13:38
  that
• 13:39
  since
• 13:39
  the
• 13:39
  abisha
• 13:40
  put
• 13:40
  you
• 13:40
  in
• 13:40
  such
• 13:41
  a.
• 13:41
  It's
• 13:41
  put
• 13:41
  us
• 13:41
  in
• 13:41
  such
• 13:42
  a
• 13:42
  low
• 13:42
  place.
• 13:43
  So
• 13:43
  then
• 13:44
  first
• 13:44
  of
• 13:44
  all,
• 13:44
  like
• 13:44
  this
• 13:44
  Torah,
• 13:45
  like
• 13:45
  this
• 13:46
  midrash
• 13:47
  in
• 13:47
  Mesakashabas,
• 13:48
  we
• 13:48
  see
• 13:49
  that
• 13:49
  Hashem
• 13:49
  is
• 13:49
  not
• 13:50
  expecting
• 13:50
  us
• 13:50
  to
• 13:50
  be
• 13:50
  perfect.
• 13:51
  He
• 13:52
  knows
• 13:52
  we're
• 13:52
  going
• 13:52
  to
• 13:52
  fall.
• 13:54
  That's
• 13:54
  the
• 13:54
  story
• 13:55
  of
• 13:55
  the
• 13:55
  Titan
• 13:55
  story
• 13:56
  that
• 13:56
  you're
• 13:56
  going
• 13:56
  to.
• 13:57
  I
• 13:57
  know
• 13:57
  that
• 13:57
  you're
• 13:58
  going
• 13:58
  to
• 13:58
  follow.
• 13:59
  But
• 13:59
  you
• 13:59
  have
• 13:59
  to
• 13:59
  be
• 13:59
  happy
• 14:00
  in
• 14:00
  the
• 14:01
  Yurida.
• 14:01
  You
• 14:01
  have
• 14:01
  to
• 14:01
  have
• 14:01
  the
• 14:02
  reader.
• 14:02
  How
• 14:02
  do
• 14:02
  you
• 14:03
  be
• 14:03
  happy
• 14:03
  in
• 14:03
  the
• 14:03
  reader?
• 14:06
  And
• 14:06
  the
• 14:06
  tarik
• 14:07
  tells
• 14:07
  you
• 14:07
  that
• 14:07
  every
• 14:07
  little
• 14:08
  movement
• 14:08
  that
• 14:08
  you
• 14:08
  make
• 14:09
  is
• 14:09
  making
• 14:10
  incredible
• 14:10
  tikkunim.
• 14:11
  Every
• 14:11
  little
• 14:11
  thing.
• 14:11
  Every
• 14:11
  year
• 14:11
  of
• 14:12
  chuvah,
• 14:12
  every
• 14:12
  time
• 14:12
  you
• 14:13
  think,
• 14:13
  I
• 14:13
  really
• 14:13
  want
• 14:14
  to,
• 14:14
  I
• 14:14
  want
• 14:15
  to
• 14:15
  reach
• 14:15
  the
• 14:15
  higher
• 14:15
  level
• 14:15
  of
• 14:15
  kedusha,
• 14:16
  I
• 14:16
  want
• 14:16
  that.
• 14:16
  I
• 14:17
  know
• 14:17
  this
• 14:17
  is
• 14:17
  where
• 14:17
  I
• 14:17
  am
• 14:17
  right
• 14:17
  now.
• 14:18
  And
• 14:18
  Hashem,
• 14:18
  admit
• 14:18
  me,
• 14:18
  every
• 14:19
  thought
• 14:19
  you
• 14:19
  have.
• 14:21
  I
• 14:21
  know,
• 14:21
  not
• 14:21
  a
• 14:22
  bad
• 14:22
  way.
• 14:22
  I
• 14:22
  feel
• 14:22
  like
• 14:22
  it's
• 14:22
  been
• 14:23
  speaking
• 14:23
  so
• 14:23
  badly
• 14:24
  for
• 14:24
  good
• 14:26
  that,
• 14:26
  like,
• 14:26
  I
• 14:26
  don't
• 14:27
  understand.
• 14:29
  Okay,
• 14:29
  so
• 14:30
  you
• 14:30
  have
• 14:30
  to.
• 14:31
  That's
• 14:31
  the
• 14:31
  tickling
• 14:32
  for
• 14:32
  all
• 14:32
  this,
• 14:34
  says,
• 14:35
  you
• 14:35
  know,
• 14:35
  every.
• 14:35
  The
• 14:36
  lowest
• 14:36
  place
• 14:36
  you
• 14:36
  think
• 14:37
  you
• 14:37
  ever
• 14:37
  fell
• 14:37
  to
• 14:38
  right
• 14:38
  down
• 14:38
  there.
• 14:38
  The
• 14:38
  abyss
• 14:39
  is
• 14:39
  so
• 14:39
  close
• 14:39
  to
• 14:40
  you.
• 14:40
  And
• 14:41
  every
• 14:41
  single
• 14:41
  movement
• 14:41
  that
• 14:42
  you
• 14:42
  make,
• 14:42
  to
• 14:42
  talk
• 14:42
  to
• 14:42
  him,
• 14:43
  to
• 14:43
  connect
• 14:43
  with
• 14:43
  him,
• 14:43
  to
• 14:44
  do
• 14:44
  something,
• 14:45
  to
• 14:45
  say
• 14:46
  it,
• 14:46
  feel
• 14:46
  a
• 14:47
  little
• 14:47
  bit
• 14:47
  of
• 14:47
  tehillim,
• 14:48
  a
• 14:48
  few
• 14:48
  words
• 14:49
  of
• 14:49
  a
• 14:49
  mishnah,
• 14:50
  something
• 14:52
  that's
• 14:52
  the
• 14:52
  biggest.
• 14:53
  That's
• 14:53
  why
• 14:53
  the
• 14:53
  Abisha
• 14:54
  gave
• 14:54
  the
• 14:54
  Torah.
• 14:55
  Once
• 14:55
  I'm
• 14:55
  finished.
• 14:56
  This
• 14:56
  idea
• 14:56
  that
• 14:58
  we
• 14:58
  talked
• 14:58
  about
• 14:59
  this
• 14:59
  before
• 14:59
  in
• 14:59
  Ishabura,
• 15:00
  that,
• 15:00
  that
• 15:01
  one
• 15:01
  of
• 15:02
  the
• 15:02
  great
• 15:03
  revelations
• 15:04
  of
• 15:06
  really
• 15:07
  brings
• 15:07
  it
• 15:07
  out,
• 15:07
  that
• 15:08
  the
• 15:08
  further
• 15:09
  you
• 15:09
  fall,
• 15:10
  the
• 15:10
  more
• 15:10
  important
• 15:11
  you
• 15:11
  are.
• 15:21
  The
• 15:22
  further
• 15:22
  you
• 15:22
  fall,
• 15:22
  the
• 15:23
  more
• 15:23
  Nach
• 15:23
  Hasru
• 15:23
  can
• 15:24
  give
• 15:24
  to
• 15:24
  theevistir,
• 15:25
  you
• 15:25
  understand,
• 15:26
  the
• 15:26
  lower
• 15:26
  you
• 15:26
  are,
• 15:27
  the
• 15:27
  bigger.
• 15:27
  So
• 15:28
  just
• 15:28
  based
• 15:28
  on
• 15:28
  what
• 15:29
  we're
• 15:29
  saying,
• 15:29
  this
• 15:29
  is
• 15:29
  Kabbalah
• 15:30
  Zahra.
• 15:30
  This
• 15:31
  is
• 15:31
  what
• 15:31
  we're
• 15:31
  supposed
• 15:31
  to
• 15:31
  be
• 15:31
  mounting.
• 15:32
  This
• 15:32
  is
• 15:32
  how
• 15:32
  we
• 15:32
  fix
• 15:33
  the.
• 15:34
  This
• 15:34
  is
• 15:34
  the
• 15:34
  tikkun
• 15:34
  for
• 15:35
  the
• 15:35
  40
• 15:35
  days
• 15:36
  after
• 15:36
  asinai
• 15:37
  is
• 15:38
  that
• 15:38
  you're
• 15:38
  going
• 15:38
  to
• 15:38
  have
• 15:39
  Yurida,
• 15:39
  and
• 15:39
  it's
• 15:39
  most
• 15:40
  likely
• 15:40
  going
• 15:40
  to
• 15:40
  happen
• 15:40
  right
• 15:40
  away.
• 15:42
  It's
• 15:42
  most
• 15:42
  likely
• 15:42
  you're
• 15:42
  going
• 15:43
  to
• 15:43
  feel
• 15:43
  really
• 15:43
  physically
• 15:44
  shvakh,
• 15:44
  spiritually
• 15:45
  broken.
• 15:45
  Whatever
• 15:46
  it's
• 15:46
  going
• 15:46
  to
• 15:46
  be,
• 15:46
  it's
• 15:47
  going
• 15:47
  to
• 15:47
  happen,
• 15:47
  like,
• 15:47
  immediately
• 15:48
  after
• 15:48
  the
• 15:48
  shvuz.
• 15:49
  And
• 15:49
  then
• 15:49
  you're
• 15:49
  going
• 15:49
  to
• 15:49
  forget
• 15:50
  everything
• 15:50
  that
• 15:51
  happened.
• 15:51
  One
• 15:51
  second,
• 15:51
  one
• 15:52
  second.
• 15:52
  And
• 15:53
  you're
• 15:53
  going
• 15:53
  to
• 15:53
  forget
• 15:53
  everything
• 15:53
  that
• 15:54
  happened.
• 15:54
  You're
• 15:54
  going
• 15:54
  to
• 15:54
  think,
• 15:54
  oh,
• 15:54
  it
• 15:54
  was
• 15:55
  like
• 15:55
  it
• 15:55
  was
• 15:55
  just
• 15:56
  a
• 15:56
  dream.
• 15:56
  Nothing
• 15:56
  really
• 15:56
  meant
• 15:57
  anything.
• 15:58
  Yeah,
• 15:58
  very
• 15:58
  nice.
• 15:59
  Just
• 15:59
  an
• 15:59
  illusion.
• 16:01
  And
• 16:03
  ikir
• 16:03
  tikkun
• 16:04
  is
• 16:04
  to
• 16:04
  remember
• 16:05
  that,
• 16:06
  no,
• 16:06
  this
• 16:06
  is
• 16:06
  why
• 16:07
  Hashem
• 16:07
  gave
• 16:07
  the
• 16:07
  Torah,
• 16:08
  that
• 16:08
  not
• 16:09
  only
• 16:09
  that,
• 16:09
  it
• 16:09
  should
• 16:09
  be
• 16:09
  that
• 16:10
  his
• 16:10
  presence
• 16:10
  should
• 16:10
  be
• 16:11
  revealed
• 16:11
  in
• 16:11
  the
• 16:11
  lowest
• 16:11
  places.
• 16:12
  But
• 16:12
  that
• 16:12
  which
• 16:13
  is
• 16:13
  olam
• 16:13
  haze.
• 16:14
  But
• 16:14
  that
• 16:14
  when
• 16:14
  I
• 16:14
  fall
• 16:15
  to
• 16:15
  a
• 16:15
  lower
• 16:15
  place,
• 16:16
  then
• 16:16
  this
• 16:16
  is
• 16:16
  even
• 16:16
  a
• 16:17
  greater.
• 16:18
  Even
• 16:18
  a
• 16:18
  greater
• 16:18
  tikkun
• 16:19
  than
• 16:19
  when
• 16:20
  I
• 16:20
  was.
• 16:21
  When
• 16:22
  I
• 16:22
  was
• 16:23
  right.
• 16:24
  It's.
• 16:24
  This
• 16:25
  is
• 16:25
  what.
• 16:25
  This
• 16:26
  is
• 16:26
  what
• 16:26
  the
• 16:26
  Rebbe.
• 16:26
  This
• 16:26
  is
• 16:26
  how
• 16:27
  Rebbe
• 16:27
  is
• 16:27
  saving
• 16:27
  us.
• 16:29
  He
• 16:29
  doesn't
• 16:29
  have
• 16:29
  a
• 16:30
  savings.
• 16:30
  The
• 16:30
  farther
• 16:30
  you
• 16:31
  fall,
• 16:31
  the
• 16:31
  greater
• 16:31
  nachos
• 16:32
  you
• 16:32
  give
• 16:32
  to
• 16:32
  Hashem.
• 16:32
  So
• 16:33
  then.
• 16:33
  So
• 16:33
  then
• 16:33
  there's
• 16:34
  no
• 16:34
  Yosh,
• 16:35
  there's
• 16:35
  Mamish.
• 16:35
  There's
• 16:36
  no.
• 16:36
  Someone
• 16:37
  fell.
• 16:37
  And.
• 16:41
  Yeah,
• 16:42
  I'm
• 16:43
  saying
• 16:43
  what
• 16:43
  it's
• 16:43
  like
• 16:44
  is
• 16:44
  like
• 16:46
  a
• 16:46
  situation
• 16:47
  that
• 16:47
  it's
• 16:47
  like.
• 16:52
  But
• 16:53
  a
• 16:53
  person
• 16:55
  went
• 16:55
  through
• 16:56
  something
• 16:56
  in
• 16:56
  his
• 16:57
  life
• 16:57
  that
• 16:57
  is
• 16:57
  very
• 16:57
  rough.
• 16:58
  And
• 16:59
  he's
• 16:59
  like,
• 16:59
  well,
• 16:59
  if
• 16:59
  I
• 17:00
  would
• 17:00
  have
• 17:00
  stuck
• 17:01
  it
• 17:01
  strong
• 17:01
  in
• 17:01
  terms
• 17:02
  of
• 17:02
  like
• 17:02
  the
• 17:02
  talking
• 17:03
  part
• 17:03
  and
• 17:03
  I
• 17:03
  would
• 17:04
  have
• 17:04
  done
• 17:04
  this
• 17:06
  differently.
• 17:07
  It
• 17:07
  would
• 17:07
  have
• 17:07
  been
• 17:08
  the
• 17:08
  right
• 17:08
  thing.
• 17:08
  I
• 17:08
  wouldn't
• 17:08
  have
• 17:08
  suffered
• 17:09
  that
• 17:09
  thing.
• 17:09
  So
• 17:09
  like,
• 17:10
  there's
• 17:10
  no.
• 17:10
  There's
• 17:10
  no.
• 17:11
  In
• 17:11
  the
• 17:11
  past.
• 17:12
  There's
• 17:12
  no
• 17:12
  this.
• 17:13
  All
• 17:13
  the
• 17:13
  swarms
• 17:13
  say
• 17:14
  in
• 17:14
  the
• 17:14
  past
• 17:14
  is
• 17:14
  no
• 17:15
  is
• 17:15
  right
• 17:15
  now.
• 17:16
  The
• 17:16
  past
• 17:16
  is
• 17:16
  all.
• 17:17
  It
• 17:17
  was
• 17:17
  all
• 17:17
  100
• 17:18
  meant
• 17:18
  to
• 17:18
  be
• 17:19
  Hashem.
• 17:20
  Exactly
• 17:20
  what
• 17:20
  Hashem
• 17:21
  wanted
• 17:21
  to
• 17:21
  do.
• 17:22
  We
• 17:22
  can't
• 17:22
  understand
• 17:22
  this.
• 17:22
  We
• 17:23
  have
• 17:23
  to
• 17:23
  be
• 17:23
  kabbalist
• 17:23
  with
• 17:24
  the
• 17:24
  moon.
• 17:25
  Why
• 17:25
  is.
• 17:27
  Because
• 17:27
  he
• 17:27
  has
• 17:27
  such.
• 17:35
  Understand.
• 17:35
  You
• 17:36
  can't
• 17:36
  think
• 17:36
  about.
• 17:36
  You
• 17:36
  can't
• 17:37
  think
• 17:37
  about
• 17:37
  the
• 17:37
  past.
• 17:37
  Or
• 17:37
  it
• 17:37
  could
• 17:37
  have
• 17:38
  been
• 17:38
  different.
• 17:38
  I
• 17:38
  could
• 17:38
  have
• 17:38
  done
• 17:39
  no
• 17:40
  right
• 17:40
  now
• 17:40
  I
• 17:40
  can
• 17:40
  do
• 17:41
  something
• 17:41
  to
• 17:41
  give.
• 17:42
  That's
• 17:42
  all
• 17:43
  I'm
• 17:43
  thinking
• 17:43
  about
• 17:46
  right
• 17:47
  now.
• 17:48
  But
• 17:49
  then.
• 17:50
  And
• 17:50
  I.
• 18:01
  Person
• 18:01
  gives
• 18:01
  up.
• 18:01
  A
• 18:01
  person
• 18:02
  gives
• 18:02
  up
• 18:02
  in
• 18:02
  the
• 18:02
  Areida.
• 18:03
  So
• 18:03
  then
• 18:03
  he'll
• 18:04
  keep
• 18:04
  going
• 18:04
  down
• 18:04
  and
• 18:04
  then
• 18:04
  there
• 18:05
  won't.
• 18:05
  It
• 18:05
  won't
• 18:05
  be
• 18:05
  a
• 18:07
  right.
• 18:08
  That's
• 18:09
  the
• 18:09
  point
• 18:09
  is
• 18:09
  right
• 18:09
  now.
• 18:10
  Right
• 18:10
  now.
• 18:10
  What
• 18:10
  can
• 18:10
  I
• 18:10
  do
• 18:10
  for
• 18:10
  Israel?
• 18:11
  Okay,
• 18:12
  we
• 18:12
  got
• 18:12
  a
• 18:12
  little
• 18:12
  other
• 18:13
  side.
• 18:13
  It's
• 18:13
  okay.
• 18:14
  It's
• 18:14
  good.
• 18:15
  Is
• 18:16
  getting.
• 18:16
  Getting
• 18:16
  to
• 18:16
  the
• 18:16
  kiskas
• 18:17
  of
• 18:17
  being
• 18:18
  a
• 18:18
  Yid.
• 18:18
  What
• 18:19
  does
• 18:19
  it
• 18:19
  mean
• 18:19
  to
• 18:19
  have.
• 18:21
  So
• 18:21
  it
• 18:21
  means
• 18:22
  avoiding
• 18:22
  these
• 18:23
  two
• 18:23
  things.
• 18:24
  Right.
• 18:24
  My
• 18:24
  sorrows
• 18:25
  means
• 18:25
  again,
• 18:26
  that's
• 18:26
  the
• 18:26
  mistake.
• 18:26
  Going
• 18:26
  to
• 18:26
  the
• 18:27
  right.
• 18:28
  It's
• 18:28
  extra.
• 18:29
  I
• 18:29
  don't
• 18:29
  really
• 18:29
  need
• 18:29
  the.
• 18:30
  I
• 18:30
  don't
• 18:30
  need
• 18:30
  the.
• 18:30
  The
• 18:31
  Tzadik.
• 18:31
  It's
• 18:31
  not
• 18:31
  necessary
• 18:32
  for
• 18:32
  me
• 18:32
  in
• 18:32
  the
• 18:33
  bar
• 18:33
  to.
• 18:33
  To
• 18:34
  try
• 18:34
  to
• 18:34
  work
• 18:34
  on
• 18:34
  my
• 18:35
  Midas
• 18:35
  and.
• 18:36
  And.
• 18:36
  And.
• 18:36
  And
• 18:36
  finding
• 18:37
  Hashem
• 18:37
  doing
• 18:37
  his
• 18:37
  better.
• 18:38
  This.
• 18:38
  The
• 18:38
  left
• 18:39
  side
• 18:39
  is.
• 18:39
  It's
• 18:39
  serious.
• 18:40
  It's.
• 18:40
  It's.
• 18:40
  It's.
• 18:41
  It's
• 18:41
  stopped
• 18:41
  up
• 18:41
  A
• 18:42
  person.
• 18:42
  He's.
• 18:42
  He's.
• 18:43
  He's
• 18:43
  very
• 18:43
  Mahra
• 18:43
  himself.
• 18:44
  He
• 18:44
  thinks
• 18:44
  he
• 18:44
  has
• 18:44
  to
• 18:45
  do
• 18:45
  a
• 18:45
  very
• 18:45
  bigger
• 18:45
  Vedic
• 18:46
  and
• 18:46
  fast.
• 18:47
  So
• 18:47
  then
• 18:47
  he
• 18:48
  gets.
• 18:48
  Then
• 18:48
  he
• 18:48
  gets
• 18:48
  stuck.
• 18:49
  Because
• 18:49
  the
• 18:49
  only
• 18:49
  way
• 18:50
  to
• 18:50
  get
• 18:50
  close
• 18:50
  to
• 18:51
  Hashem
• 18:51
  is
• 18:51
  to
• 18:51
  find.
• 18:51
  Is
• 18:52
  to
• 18:52
  find
• 18:52
  where
• 18:52
  you
• 18:52
  are
• 18:53
  in
• 18:53
  your
• 18:53
  situation.
• 18:53
  You
• 18:54
  try
• 18:54
  to
• 18:54
  try
• 18:54
  to.
• 18:55
  You
• 18:55
  know,
• 18:55
  you're
• 18:55
  trying
• 18:55
  to
• 18:55
  jump
• 18:56
  up
• 18:56
  to
• 18:56
  the
• 18:56
  moon
• 18:56
  and
• 18:56
  say,
• 18:56
  okay,
• 18:57
  I'm
• 18:57
  gonna
• 18:57
  go
• 18:57
  to
• 18:57
  the
• 18:57
  moon,
• 18:57
  then
• 18:57
  I'll
• 18:57
  find
• 18:58
  Hashem.
• 18:58
  So
• 18:59
  then
• 18:59
  you're
• 18:59
  never
• 18:59
  gonna
• 18:59
  go
• 18:59
  anywhere.
• 19:00
  You're
• 19:00
  just
• 19:00
  gonna
• 19:00
  try
• 19:01
  to
• 19:01
  fly
• 19:01
  to
• 19:01
  the
• 19:01
  moon,
• 19:01
  and
• 19:01
  the
• 19:01
  rocket
• 19:02
  ship's
• 19:02
  gonna
• 19:02
  go
• 19:02
  up
• 19:02
  and
• 19:02
  up
• 19:03
  and
• 19:03
  up.
• 19:03
  And
• 19:04
  then
• 19:04
  you
• 19:04
  don't
• 19:04
  have
• 19:04
  enough
• 19:05
  steam
• 19:05
  to
• 19:05
  get
• 19:05
  to
• 19:05
  the
• 19:05
  moon
• 19:05
  because
• 19:06
  it's
• 19:06
  very
• 19:06
  far
• 19:06
  away.
• 19:07
  And
• 19:07
  then
• 19:07
  what
• 19:07
  happens?
• 19:08
  The
• 19:08
  rocket
• 19:08
  ship
• 19:09
  doesn't
• 19:09
  make
• 19:09
  it
• 19:09
  out
• 19:09
  of
• 19:09
  the
• 19:10
  atmosphere.
• 19:11
  What
• 19:11
  happens?
• 19:13
  You
• 19:13
  make
• 19:13
  it
• 19:13
  into
• 19:13
  the
• 19:13
  moon.
• 19:16
  So
• 19:16
  the
• 19:16
  octave
• 19:17
  doesn't
• 19:17
  make
• 19:17
  it
• 19:17
  to
• 19:17
  the
• 19:17
  moon,
• 19:18
  so
• 19:18
  then
• 19:18
  it
• 19:18
  falls
• 19:19
  back
• 19:19
  down.
• 19:23
  Okay?
• 19:25
  So
• 19:26
  the
• 19:26
  Rebbe
• 19:27
  says.
• 19:27
  The
• 19:27
  Rebbe
• 19:27
  says,
• 19:27
  in
• 19:28
  Sith
• 19:28
  base,
• 19:30
  we
• 19:30
  started
• 19:30
  last
• 19:31
  time
• 19:31
  we
• 19:31
  started
• 19:31
  Sith
• 19:31
  base.
• 19:31
  It
• 19:32
  says
• 19:32
  that
• 19:32
  we
• 19:32
  have
• 19:32
  to
• 19:32
  be
• 19:32
  very
• 19:32
  careful
• 19:35
  not
• 19:35
  to
• 19:35
  be
• 19:35
  Masmikh,
• 19:36
  not
• 19:36
  to
• 19:36
  give
• 19:38
  and
• 19:39
  to
• 19:39
  a.
• 19:40
  To
• 19:41
  the
• 19:41
  manhigim.
• 19:41
  To
• 19:42
  manhigim,
• 19:42
  that
• 19:43
  their
• 19:43
  limit
• 19:44
  is
• 19:44
  from
• 19:44
  these
• 19:44
  Masaras.
• 19:45
  What
• 19:45
  does
• 19:45
  this
• 19:46
  mean?
• 19:47
  We
• 19:47
  spoke
• 19:47
  about
• 19:47
  this
• 19:48
  briefly.
• 19:49
  What
• 19:50
  it
• 19:50
  doesn't
• 19:50
  mean
• 19:50
  is
• 19:51
  to
• 19:51
  go
• 19:51
  around
• 19:51
  slandering
• 19:52
  people.
• 19:52
  Okay?
• 19:52
  It
• 19:52
  doesn't
• 19:53
  mean
• 19:53
  go
• 19:53
  around,
• 19:53
  say
• 19:53
  this
• 19:53
  person
• 19:54
  is
• 19:54
  no
• 19:54
  good.
• 19:54
  He's
• 19:54
  no
• 19:54
  God.
• 19:55
  He's
• 19:55
  that.
• 19:55
  He's
• 19:55
  this.
• 19:55
  He's.
• 19:56
  That's.
• 19:59
  That's.
• 19:59
  That.
• 19:59
  That's
• 19:59
  not
• 19:59
  what
• 19:59
  it
• 20:00
  means.
• 20:00
  Okay?
• 20:05
  Not
• 20:05
  that.
• 20:05
  Go
• 20:05
  against.
• 20:07
  All
• 20:07
  right,
• 20:08
  but
• 20:08
  what
• 20:08
  does
• 20:08
  it
• 20:08
  mean?
• 20:09
  What
• 20:09
  does
• 20:09
  it.
• 20:09
  What
• 20:09
  does
• 20:10
  the
• 20:10
  river
• 20:10
  mean?
• 20:11
  What
• 20:11
  does
• 20:11
  it
• 20:11
  mean?
• 20:16
  So
• 20:16
  it
• 20:16
  means
• 20:17
  that
• 20:17
  you.
• 20:17
  Where
• 20:18
  the
• 20:18
  Rebbe
• 20:18
  says,
• 20:21
  means
• 20:22
  that
• 20:23
  in
• 20:23
  your
• 20:23
  heart,
• 20:24
  in
• 20:24
  your
• 20:24
  mind,
• 20:24
  you
• 20:24
  don't.
• 20:25
  You're
• 20:25
  not.
• 20:25
  You're
• 20:25
  not
• 20:25
  mah
• 20:26
  to
• 20:26
  this
• 20:26
  person.
• 20:28
  You
• 20:28
  see
• 20:28
  a
• 20:28
  person,
• 20:28
  right?
• 20:29
  So
• 20:29
  again,
• 20:29
  what
• 20:29
  is.
• 20:29
  What
• 20:30
  is
• 20:30
  the
• 20:30
  definition
• 20:30
  of
• 20:30
  mysaris?
• 20:31
  The
• 20:32
  is
• 20:32
  somebody
• 20:33
  who.
• 20:33
  He
• 20:33
  could
• 20:33
  be
• 20:33
  a
• 20:33
  very
• 20:34
  big
• 20:34
  tab.
• 20:34
  He
• 20:34
  could
• 20:35
  know
• 20:35
  a
• 20:35
  lot.
• 20:35
  But
• 20:36
  his
• 20:37
  Torah
• 20:37
  is
• 20:37
  not
• 20:37
  bringing
• 20:38
  Eitz
• 20:38
  namaison.
• 20:39
  It's
• 20:39
  not
• 20:40
  bringing
• 20:40
  down
• 20:40
  a
• 20:41
  person,
• 20:41
  helping
• 20:41
  him
• 20:41
  to
• 20:41
  find
• 20:42
  a
• 20:43
  clear
• 20:43
  path.
• 20:43
  Is
• 20:43
  there
• 20:43
  Chemamotz,
• 20:44
  this
• 20:44
  clear
• 20:44
  path
• 20:45
  to
• 20:45
  get
• 20:45
  to
• 20:45
  Hashem?
• 20:46
  It's
• 20:47
  not.
• 20:47
  It's
• 20:47
  not.
• 20:50
  He's
• 20:50
  saying
• 20:51
  very
• 20:51
  nice
• 20:51
  pulpu.
• 20:52
  He
• 20:52
  has
• 20:52
  nice
• 20:52
  drashas.
• 20:52
  He
• 20:53
  has
• 20:53
  nice
• 20:53
  vartalach
• 20:54
  and
• 20:54
  the
• 20:54
  parasha.
• 20:55
  Very
• 20:55
  nice,
• 20:55
  very
• 20:56
  good.
• 20:56
  But
• 20:56
  Lamaya
• 20:57
  said,
• 20:57
  it's
• 20:57
  my
• 20:57
  service.
• 20:57
  It's
• 20:58
  all
• 20:58
  kind
• 20:58
  of
• 20:58
  extra.
• 20:58
  It's
• 20:59
  not.
• 20:59
  And
• 20:59
  not
• 20:59
  teaching
• 21:00
  a
• 21:00
  person
• 21:00
  how
• 21:00
  to
• 21:00
  be.
• 21:01
  How
• 21:01
  to.
• 21:01
  How
• 21:01
  to
• 21:01
  live
• 21:01
  with
• 21:01
  Hashem
• 21:02
  in
• 21:02
  every
• 21:02
  aspect
• 21:02
  of
• 21:02
  his
• 21:03
  life.
• 21:03
  Okay,
• 21:03
  That's.
• 21:04
  That's
• 21:04
  we're
• 21:04
  talking
• 21:05
  about.
• 21:06
  So
• 21:06
  there's
• 21:06
  so
• 21:07
  there's
• 21:07
  a
• 21:07
  lot
• 21:07
  of
• 21:07
  rabbanim
• 21:08
  they
• 21:08
  have
• 21:08
  that
• 21:08
  they
• 21:08
  lima
• 21:09
  this
• 21:09
  from
• 21:09
  this
• 21:09
  messiah,
• 21:11
  and
• 21:11
  they
• 21:12
  have
• 21:12
  a
• 21:12
  lot
• 21:12
  of.
• 21:12
  They're
• 21:13
  in
• 21:13
  positions
• 21:13
  of
• 21:14
  power.
• 21:14
  And
• 21:15
  so
• 21:15
  again,
• 21:15
  our
• 21:15
  job
• 21:16
  is
• 21:16
  not
• 21:16
  to
• 21:16
  go
• 21:16
  around
• 21:16
  slandering
• 21:17
  people,
• 21:17
  but
• 21:18
  in
• 21:18
  our
• 21:18
  hearts
• 21:18
  we
• 21:18
  recognize,
• 21:19
  okay,
• 21:19
  this
• 21:20
  is
• 21:20
  not
• 21:20
  the
• 21:20
  person.
• 21:21
  I
• 21:21
  don't
• 21:21
  want
• 21:21
  to
• 21:21
  massage
• 21:22
  him
• 21:22
  to
• 21:22
  make
• 21:22
  him
• 21:22
  my
• 21:23
  Rebbe.
• 21:24
  I
• 21:24
  don't
• 21:24
  want
• 21:24
  him
• 21:25
  to
• 21:25
  be
• 21:25
  the
• 21:25
  person
• 21:25
  who
• 21:26
  I'm
• 21:26
  going
• 21:26
  to
• 21:26
  create.
• 21:27
  This
• 21:27
  is
• 21:27
  not
• 21:27
  the
• 21:28
  person
• 21:28
  who
• 21:28
  is
• 21:28
  going
• 21:28
  to.
• 21:29
  Who
• 21:29
  I'm
• 21:29
  looking.
• 21:30
  I'm
• 21:30
  a
• 21:30
  vat
• 21:30
  myself.
• 21:31
  To
• 21:31
  rebbe
• 21:31
  means
• 21:31
  you're
• 21:32
  a
• 21:32
  person.
• 21:32
  You're
• 21:32
  a
• 21:32
  vat
• 21:32
  yourself
• 21:33
  to
• 21:33
  that
• 21:34
  you
• 21:34
  have
• 21:34
  a
• 21:35
  kabbal
• 21:35
  him
• 21:36
  as
• 21:37
  your
• 21:37
  example
• 21:38
  for
• 21:38
  how
• 21:38
  you
• 21:38
  want
• 21:38
  to
• 21:38
  live
• 21:38
  your
• 21:39
  life
• 21:39
  and
• 21:39
  how
• 21:39
  you
• 21:39
  want
• 21:39
  to
• 21:39
  go.
• 21:40
  Because
• 21:40
  why?
• 21:40
  Because
• 21:41
  the
• 21:41
  rebbe
• 21:41
  says
• 21:41
  over
• 21:41
  here
• 21:42
  that
• 21:42
  they
• 21:42
  themselves
• 21:43
  don't
• 21:43
  have
• 21:43
  clear
• 21:43
  aid.
• 21:43
  So
• 21:44
  they
• 21:44
  themselves
• 21:44
  don't
• 21:44
  have
• 21:44
  clarity.
• 21:45
  Because
• 21:46
  they
• 21:46
  didn't
• 21:46
  learn
• 21:46
  clarity.
• 21:47
  They
• 21:47
  didn't
• 21:48
  themselves
• 21:48
  to
• 21:48
  the
• 21:49
  tzadikim,
• 21:49
  the
• 21:50
  great
• 21:50
  tzadikim
• 21:51
  in
• 21:51
  the
• 21:51
  way
• 21:51
  that
• 21:51
  they
• 21:51
  were.
• 21:51
  Kabul
• 21:52
  smich
• 21:52
  we're
• 21:52
  going
• 21:52
  to
• 21:53
  see
• 21:53
  pretty
• 21:53
  soon
• 21:55
  siddiq
• 21:55
  that
• 21:56
  are
• 21:56
  musma.
• 21:56
  They
• 21:56
  have
• 21:56
  real
• 21:59
  from.
• 21:59
  From
• 22:00
  the
• 22:00
  medim,
• 22:01
  from
• 22:01
  the
• 22:01
  reba
• 22:01
  for
• 22:02
  different.
• 22:02
  They
• 22:02
  have
• 22:02
  real.
• 22:03
  So
• 22:03
  then
• 22:03
  they
• 22:04
  have
• 22:04
  their
• 22:04
  clarity.
• 22:05
  They
• 22:05
  have
• 22:05
  incredible
• 22:07
  that
• 22:07
  help
• 22:08
  that
• 22:08
  can
• 22:08
  help
• 22:08
  anybody
• 22:09
  get
• 22:09
  close.
• 22:09
  It's
• 22:10
  a
• 22:10
  very
• 22:10
  simple
• 22:11
  sim.
• 22:12
  It's
• 22:12
  not
• 22:12
  easy
• 22:13
  to
• 22:13
  follow
• 22:14
  because
• 22:14
  it
• 22:14
  takes.
• 22:14
  It
• 22:15
  takes.
• 22:15
  It
• 22:15
  takes
• 22:15
  work.
• 22:15
  And
• 22:16
  we're
• 22:16
  going
• 22:16
  to
• 22:16
  see
• 22:16
  that's
• 22:16
  a
• 22:16
  problem
• 22:17
  person.
• 22:18
  Bet
• 22:19
  the
• 22:21
  rabnasa
• 22:22
  talks
• 22:22
  about
• 22:22
  this
• 22:22
  in
• 22:22
  a
• 22:23
  number
• 22:23
  of
• 22:23
  places,
• 22:23
  that
• 22:25
  it's
• 22:25
  very
• 22:25
  difficult.
• 22:25
  Even
• 22:26
  Gemara
• 22:26
  talks
• 22:27
  about
• 22:27
  it
• 22:27
  that
• 22:27
  the
• 22:27
  person
• 22:29
  b'.
• 22:29
  Ezim,
• 22:30
  we
• 22:30
  want
• 22:30
  a
• 22:30
  patur.
• 22:32
  We
• 22:32
  want
• 22:33
  an
• 22:33
  excuse.
• 22:34
  We
• 22:34
  want
• 22:34
  an
• 22:34
  excuse
• 22:35
  just
• 22:35
  to
• 22:35
  do
• 22:36
  whatever
• 22:36
  our
• 22:36
  Yitzhahar
• 22:37
  wants.
• 22:37
  We
• 22:37
  don't
• 22:38
  realize
• 22:38
  that,
• 22:38
  well,
• 22:38
  everything
• 22:39
  is
• 22:39
  going
• 22:39
  on,
• 22:39
  but
• 22:40
  it's
• 22:41
  hard
• 22:41
  to
• 22:41
  serve
• 22:41
  hashem.
• 22:42
  It's
• 22:42
  hard
• 22:42
  to
• 22:42
  actually
• 22:42
  look
• 22:43
  for
• 22:43
  the
• 22:43
  Emmas.
• 22:43
  It's
• 22:44
  hard
• 22:44
  to
• 22:44
  actually
• 22:44
  try
• 22:45
  to
• 22:45
  learn
• 22:45
  a
• 22:45
  safer
• 22:46
  and
• 22:46
  figure
• 22:46
  out
• 22:46
  what's
• 22:47
  the
• 22:47
  ezer
• 22:47
  for
• 22:47
  me
• 22:47
  and
• 22:48
  how
• 22:48
  can
• 22:48
  I.
• 22:48
  How
• 22:49
  can
• 22:49
  I
• 22:49
  get
• 22:49
  closer
• 22:49
  to
• 22:49
  Hashem,
• 22:50
  to
• 22:50
  this
• 22:51
  through
• 22:51
  this
• 22:51
  static?
• 22:52
  It's
• 22:52
  a
• 22:52
  lot
• 22:52
  of
• 22:52
  work.
• 22:52
  It's
• 22:53
  not
• 22:53
  so
• 22:53
  easy.
• 22:53
  We
• 22:53
  want
• 22:54
  a
• 22:54
  patur.
• 22:54
  So
• 22:55
  what
• 22:55
  happens
• 22:55
  is
• 22:56
  we're
• 22:56
  Masmikh
• 22:57
  people
• 22:57
  that
• 22:58
  give
• 22:58
  us
• 22:58
  this
• 22:58
  patur
• 22:59
  that
• 23:00
  they
• 23:00
  say,
• 23:00
  you,
• 23:00
  you
• 23:00
  know,
• 23:01
  it's
• 23:01
  okay.
• 23:01
  Just
• 23:01
  learn
• 23:01
  tyrannos.
• 23:02
  You
• 23:02
  know,
• 23:02
  just
• 23:03
  do
• 23:03
  your
• 23:03
  best
• 23:03
  to.
• 23:04
  To
• 23:04
  learn
• 23:04
  in
• 23:04
  daven
• 23:05
  and.
• 23:05
  And,
• 23:06
  you
• 23:06
  know,
• 23:06
  you
• 23:06
  could
• 23:06
  say
• 23:06
  nice
• 23:07
  word
• 23:07
  on
• 23:07
  the
• 23:07
  parasha.
• 23:08
  Very
• 23:08
  good.
• 23:08
  So.
• 23:09
  But
• 23:09
  actually,
• 23:10
  like
• 23:10
  going
• 23:10
  in
• 23:10
  and
• 23:11
  getting
• 23:11
  close
• 23:11
  to
• 23:11
  the.
• 23:12
  In
• 23:13
  all
• 23:13
  aspects
• 23:14
  of
• 23:14
  my
• 23:14
  life.
• 23:15
  That's
• 23:15
  my
• 23:15
  sorrows.
• 23:16
  That's
• 23:16
  extra.
• 23:18
  So.
• 23:18
  So.
• 23:18
  So
• 23:18
  we
• 23:18
  have.
• 23:19
  We
• 23:19
  have
• 23:19
  a
• 23:19
  Yitzhah
• 23:20
  to
• 23:20
  be
• 23:20
  Masvid
• 23:21
  doing
• 23:21
  lots
• 23:21
  of
• 23:21
  them
• 23:22
  in
• 23:22
  our
• 23:22
  hearts.
• 23:22
  Again,
• 23:22
  it's
• 23:22
  not
• 23:23
  about
• 23:23
  going
• 23:23
  around.
• 23:24
  You
• 23:24
  know,
• 23:26
  he
• 23:27
  said
• 23:27
  on
• 23:27
  this.
• 23:27
  He
• 23:27
  said
• 23:27
  on
• 23:28
  this.
• 23:28
  On
• 23:28
  this
• 23:28
  nakuda.
• 23:28
  He
• 23:28
  says
• 23:29
  it's
• 23:29
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• 23:29
  about.
• 23:29
  What
• 23:30
  I'm
• 23:30
  saying
• 23:30
  is
• 23:30
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• 23:30
  living.
• 23:31
  It's
• 23:31
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• 23:31
  about
• 23:31
  going
• 23:31
  around
• 23:32
  Apostle
• 23:33
  in
• 23:33
  this
• 23:33
  person
• 23:33
  efforts.
• 23:34
  That's
• 23:34
  not
• 23:34
  their.
• 23:36
  It's
• 23:36
  about
• 23:36
  your
• 23:37
  own
• 23:37
  individual
• 23:37
  voida,
• 23:38
  you
• 23:38
  know,
• 23:38
  with
• 23:39
  your
• 23:39
  friends.
• 23:39
  You're
• 23:39
  not
• 23:39
  talking
• 23:40
  about.
• 23:40
  You
• 23:40
  know.
• 23:41
  You
• 23:41
  know,
• 23:42
  you're
• 23:42
  talking
• 23:42
  about.
• 23:43
  You're
• 23:43
  trying
• 23:43
  to
• 23:43
  connect
• 23:44
  to
• 23:44
  the
• 23:44
  Tzim
• 23:45
  who
• 23:45
  have
• 23:45
  this
• 23:46
  and
• 23:46
  about
• 23:46
  Hashem.
• 23:47
  That
• 23:47
  helps
• 23:47
  us
• 23:47
  stay
• 23:47
  close
• 23:47
  to
• 23:48
  Hashem.
• 23:49
  So
• 23:58
  doesn't
• 23:58
  have.
• 23:59
  How
• 23:59
  do
• 23:59
  you
• 23:59
  know
• 23:59
  it
• 23:59
  doesn't
• 23:59
  have.
• 24:00
  It's.
• 24:00
  It's.
• 24:01
  You
• 24:01
  see
• 24:01
  how
• 24:01
  he
• 24:01
  talks
• 24:02
  about.
• 24:05
  Rabin
• 24:05
  says
• 24:06
  that
• 24:07
  how
• 24:07
  do
• 24:07
  you
• 24:07
  have
• 24:07
  a
• 24:07
  mic
• 24:09
  only
• 24:09
  if
• 24:09
  you
• 24:09
  have.
• 24:10
  Right.
• 24:10
  I
• 24:11
  see
• 24:11
  that
• 24:11
  this
• 24:12
  doesn't
• 24:12
  have.
• 24:14
  If
• 24:14
  somebody
• 24:14
  was
• 24:14
  talking
• 24:15
  bad
• 24:15
  about
• 24:15
  the
• 24:16
  great
• 24:16
  Siddiqim,
• 24:17
  then
• 24:17
  for
• 24:18
  sure
• 24:18
  his
• 24:18
  learning
• 24:19
  that's
• 24:19
  presenting
• 24:19
  his
• 24:19
  learning
• 24:20
  is
• 24:20
  going
• 24:20
  to
• 24:20
  be
• 24:20
  my
• 24:20
  service
• 24:20
  for
• 24:21
  sure.
• 24:21
  But
• 24:22
  a
• 24:22
  lot
• 24:22
  of
• 24:22
  most
• 24:22
  nowadays
• 24:23
  that's
• 24:23
  not
• 24:23
  so
• 24:23
  common.
• 24:24
  People
• 24:24
  especially
• 24:25
  going
• 24:25
  out
• 24:26
  specifically
• 24:27
  not.
• 24:27
  But
• 24:27
  he
• 24:27
  would
• 24:27
  be
• 24:28
  like
• 24:28
  when
• 24:28
  he's
• 24:28
  talking
• 24:28
  about
• 24:29
  like.
• 24:30
  You
• 24:30
  see
• 24:30
  that
• 24:30
  he's
• 24:31
  not
• 24:31
  really.
• 24:33
  Okay.
• 24:34
  I
• 24:34
  mean,
• 24:34
  how
• 24:34
  would
• 24:34
  you.
• 24:35
  How
• 24:35
  would
• 24:35
  you.
• 24:35
  How
• 24:36
  is
• 24:36
  this.
• 24:37
  So
• 24:37
  what's.
• 24:38
  Yeah,
• 24:38
  that's
• 24:38
  what
• 24:39
  I'm
• 24:39
  saying.
• 24:39
  The
• 24:39
  Rebbe
• 24:39
  says
• 24:40
  very
• 24:40
  clearly
• 24:40
  here,
• 24:42
  who's
• 24:42
  able
• 24:42
  to
• 24:42
  give
• 24:42
  you
• 24:43
  clear
• 24:43
  atheism.
• 24:44
  That
• 24:44
  really
• 24:44
  works.
• 24:45
  That's
• 24:45
  it.
• 24:46
  You
• 24:46
  know,
• 24:46
  you
• 24:46
  know
• 24:46
  that.
• 24:47
  That's,
• 24:47
  that's.
• 24:47
  That's.
• 24:48
  That's
• 24:48
  coming.
• 24:48
  That's
• 24:48
  a
• 24:48
  Tariq.
• 24:49
  That's
• 24:49
  nismach,
• 24:49
  that
• 24:49
  he
• 24:50
  has
• 24:50
  a
• 24:50
  smich
• 24:50
  from.
• 24:52
  From
• 24:52
  the
• 24:52
  Torah.
• 24:54
  Right.
• 24:55
  His
• 24:56
  Torah
• 24:56
  is
• 24:56
  not.
• 24:58
  Automatically.
• 24:59
  That's
• 24:59
  a
• 24:59
  sign.
• 25:01
  His
• 25:01
  aid
• 25:02
  is
• 25:02
  helping
• 25:02
  you
• 25:03
  to
• 25:03
  eat
• 25:03
  with
• 25:03
  more
• 25:04
  kedusha,
• 25:04
  to
• 25:04
  diving
• 25:05
  with
• 25:05
  more
• 25:05
  kavana,
• 25:06
  to.
• 25:06
  To
• 25:06
  be.
• 25:06
  To
• 25:07
  be
• 25:07
  more
• 25:07
  connected
• 25:08
  to
• 25:08
  Lima
• 25:08
  de
• 25:08
  Torah
• 25:08
  throughout
• 25:09
  your
• 25:09
  life.
• 25:09
  Find
• 25:09
  Hashem
• 25:10
  in
• 25:10
  Yurida
• 25:11
  the
• 25:11
  Mechazik
• 25:11
  yourself
• 25:12
  when
• 25:12
  you're
• 25:12
  struggling.
• 25:13
  All
• 25:14
  aspects.
• 25:14
  I'm
• 25:14
  talking
• 25:14
  about
• 25:14
  not
• 25:15
  just
• 25:15
  the
• 25:15
  high
• 25:15
  things,
• 25:15
  not
• 25:15
  just
• 25:15
  the
• 25:15
  Aveda.
• 25:16
  Also
• 25:16
  the,
• 25:16
  you
• 25:17
  know,
• 25:17
  the
• 25:17
  personal
• 25:17
  things,
• 25:17
  emotional
• 25:18
  things,
• 25:18
  the
• 25:18
  psychological
• 25:19
  things.
• 25:20
  There's
• 25:20
  a
• 25:20
  lot,
• 25:20
  a
• 25:20
  lot
• 25:20
  of
• 25:21
  issues.
• 25:21
  Okay.
• 25:24
  So
• 25:29
  I
• 25:30
  don't
• 25:30
  know.
• 25:30
  You
• 25:30
  have
• 25:30
  to.
• 25:31
  Yeah.
• 25:31
  I
• 25:31
  don't
• 25:32
  know.
• 25:32
  The
• 25:32
  general
• 25:32
  psak
• 25:33
  is
• 25:33
  that
• 25:33
  it's.
• 25:33
  No,
• 25:33
  it's
• 25:34
  not.
• 25:36
  They
• 25:36
  made.
• 25:36
  It's
• 25:37
  only
• 25:37
  with
• 25:37
  the
• 25:37
  Rabbanim.
• 25:37
  But
• 25:38
  the
• 25:38
  gezer
• 25:38
  was
• 25:38
  that
• 25:38
  the
• 25:39
  chicken
• 25:39
  has
• 25:39
  the
• 25:39
  same
• 25:39
  status
• 25:40
  as
• 25:40
  me
• 25:42
  no.
• 25:42
  If
• 25:43
  you're
• 25:43
  waiting
• 25:43
  three
• 25:43
  hours
• 25:43
  for.
• 25:44
  For
• 25:44
  chicken
• 25:44
  which
• 25:44
  you
• 25:45
  have
• 25:45
  to
• 25:45
  eat
• 25:45
  also
• 25:46
  doesn't
• 25:46
  make
• 25:46
  a
• 25:46
  difference.
• 25:48
  Okay.
• 25:49
  So.
• 25:51
  So
• 25:51
  the
• 25:52
  Rebbe
• 25:52
  says
• 25:52
  over
• 25:52
  here
• 25:52
  that.
• 25:53
  That
• 25:53
  these.
• 25:53
  That
• 25:53
  these.
• 25:54
  They
• 25:54
  have.
• 25:54
  They
• 25:55
  have
• 25:55
  a.
• 25:55
  They
• 25:55
  have
• 25:55
  a.
• 25:55
  They're.
• 25:56
  It's
• 25:56
  for
• 25:56
  cover.
• 25:57
  So
• 25:57
  they
• 25:57
  won't
• 25:57
  go.
• 25:57
  You
• 25:58
  can't
• 25:58
  blame
• 25:58
  them.
• 25:59
  It's
• 25:59
  our
• 25:59
  problem
• 26:00
  that
• 26:00
  we're
• 26:00
  mas.
• 26:01
  We
• 26:02
  make
• 26:02
  them.
• 26:02
  We
• 26:02
  make
• 26:03
  them.
• 26:06
  I
• 26:06
  know.
• 26:06
  It's
• 26:06
  a
• 26:06
  funny.
• 26:06
  It's
• 26:07
  a
• 26:07
  funny
• 26:07
  thing
• 26:08
  they
• 26:08
  say.
• 26:08
  I'm
• 26:08
  not
• 26:09
  it
• 26:09
  just
• 26:09
  go.
• 26:10
  The
• 26:11
  Nikuda
• 26:11
  is
• 26:11
  that
• 26:15
  he
• 26:16
  wouldn't
• 26:16
  be
• 26:16
  anything
• 26:17
  if
• 26:17
  other
• 26:17
  people
• 26:17
  didn't
• 26:18
  give
• 26:18
  him
• 26:18
  cover
• 26:19
  and
• 26:19
  power.
• 26:23
  But
• 26:24
  Rachel
• 26:25
  is
• 26:25
  taking
• 26:25
  the
• 26:25
  blame.
• 26:26
  We
• 26:26
  always
• 26:27
  blame
• 26:27
  other
• 26:27
  people
• 26:27
  for
• 26:27
  everything.
• 26:28
  We.
• 26:28
  Basically
• 26:28
  the
• 26:29
  problem
• 26:29
  is
• 26:29
  Yanim.
• 26:30
  It's
• 26:30
  always
• 26:30
  him.
• 26:30
  It's
• 26:31
  always
• 26:31
  him.
• 26:31
  He's
• 26:31
  doing
• 26:31
  the
• 26:31
  problem.
• 26:32
  Everybody's
• 26:32
  making
• 26:32
  the
• 26:33
  problem.
• 26:33
  Rebbe
• 26:33
  is
• 26:33
  saying,
• 26:33
  no,
• 26:34
  you're
• 26:34
  making
• 26:34
  the
• 26:35
  problem.
• 26:35
  You're
• 26:36
  making
• 26:36
  your
• 26:36
  own
• 26:36
  problem.
• 26:37
  I
• 26:37
  think
• 26:37
  that's
• 26:37
  really
• 26:37
  the
• 26:38
  rabbit
• 26:39
  because.
• 26:42
  Exactly.
• 26:42
  Exactly
• 26:43
  as
• 26:43
  he's
• 26:43
  saying.
• 26:44
  Don't
• 26:44
  blame
• 26:44
  him,
• 26:44
  blame
• 26:45
  yourself.
• 26:47
  In
• 26:47
  reality,
• 26:48
  it's
• 26:48
  also.
• 26:48
  No,
• 26:49
  no,
• 26:49
  but
• 26:49
  the
• 26:49
  main.
• 26:50
  It's
• 26:50
  the
• 26:50
  Ikir
• 26:51
  is.
• 26:51
  He's
• 26:51
  saying
• 26:52
  obviously.
• 26:52
  Okay,
• 26:53
  obviously
• 26:53
  a
• 26:54
  person
• 26:54
  has
• 26:54
  his
• 26:54
  beh
• 26:55
  to
• 26:55
  not.
• 26:55
  Let's
• 26:55
  do
• 26:56
  the.
• 26:56
  He's
• 26:56
  saying
• 26:57
  the
• 26:57
  main
• 26:57
  problem
• 26:58
  is
• 26:58
  not
• 26:58
  the
• 26:58
  money.
• 26:59
  Main
• 27:00
  problem
• 27:00
  is
• 27:00
  the
• 27:00
  people
• 27:01
  who
• 27:01
  are
• 27:01
  mastered.
• 27:02
  As
• 27:02
  you
• 27:03
  say
• 27:03
  that
• 27:07
  it
• 27:07
  was
• 27:07
  a
• 27:07
  verb
• 27:07
  that
• 27:08
  he
• 27:08
  was
• 27:09
  that.
• 27:10
  That
• 27:11
  Masha
• 27:11
  told
• 27:11
  him
• 27:12
  that
• 27:12
  because
• 27:12
  that
• 27:12
  he
• 27:12
  was
• 27:15
  caused
• 27:15
  someone
• 27:16
  to
• 27:16
  die.
• 27:16
  Like
• 27:16
  it
• 27:17
  was
• 27:17
  something
• 27:17
  very
• 27:17
  small.
• 27:17
  But
• 27:18
  in
• 27:18
  his
• 27:18
  another
• 27:18
  cause
• 27:19
  someone
• 27:19
  to
• 27:19
  die.
• 27:19
  So
• 27:19
  now
• 27:19
  he
• 27:20
  has
• 27:20
  to
• 27:20
  be
• 27:20
  a
• 27:20
  wag
• 27:20
  in
• 27:20
  your
• 27:21
  eyes.
• 27:21
  Yeah,
• 27:21
  but
• 27:22
  it's
• 27:22
  different
• 27:22
  saying
• 27:23
  like
• 27:23
  Masha.
• 27:24
  There's
• 27:24
  like
• 27:25
  another
• 27:25
  story
• 27:25
  of
• 27:25
  the
• 27:26
  of
• 27:26
  like
• 27:26
  a
• 27:26
  different
• 27:26
  Rav
• 27:27
  called
• 27:27
  you
• 27:27
  can't
• 27:27
  be
• 27:27
  a
• 27:27
  Rob
• 27:28
  anymore.
• 27:28
  It's
• 27:28
  like.
• 27:30
  But
• 27:30
  the.
• 27:30
  But.
• 27:31
  But
• 27:31
  the.
• 27:31
  The
• 27:31
  source
• 27:32
  of
• 27:32
  the
• 27:32
  problem
• 27:32
  is.
• 27:33
  Is
• 27:33
  not
• 27:33
  from
• 27:34
  the
• 27:34
  top.
• 27:34
  The
• 27:34
  source.
• 27:35
  The
• 27:35
  main
• 27:35
  source
• 27:36
  of
• 27:36
  promise
• 27:36
  from
• 27:36
  below.
• 27:37
  That's
• 27:38
  Reb
• 27:38
  is
• 27:39
  very
• 27:39
  clearly
• 27:39
  emphasizing
• 27:40
  over
• 27:40
  here
• 27:41
  that.
• 27:41
  That.
• 27:42
  That.
• 27:42
  That
• 27:42
  we
• 27:42
  have
• 27:43
  to
• 27:43
  take
• 27:43
  responsibility
• 27:43
  for
• 27:44
  this.
• 27:45
  So.
• 27:46
  And
• 27:46
  he
• 27:46
  even
• 27:46
  says
• 27:47
  is
• 27:47
  a
• 27:47
  historic.
• 27:47
  A
• 27:48
  simple
• 27:48
  person
• 27:48
  is
• 27:48
  like
• 27:49
  doesn't
• 27:49
  know
• 27:49
  anything.
• 27:49
  He
• 27:50
  goes
• 27:50
  to
• 27:50
  it.
• 27:50
  She's
• 27:51
  a
• 27:51
  Rob
• 27:51
  in
• 27:51
  the
• 27:51
  community.
• 27:52
  And
• 27:52
  the
• 27:52
  rob
• 27:53
  in
• 27:53
  the
• 27:53
  community
• 27:53
  is
• 27:53
  talk
• 27:53
  about
• 27:53
  his
• 27:55
  whatever.
• 27:55
  Oh
• 27:56
  sounds.
• 27:57
  No,
• 27:57
  no,
• 27:58
  no.
• 27:59
  That's
• 27:59
  the
• 27:59
  thing.
• 28:01
  Every
• 28:01
  year
• 28:02
  every
• 28:02
  Yid.
• 28:02
  Every
• 28:02
  Yid
• 28:02
  has.
• 28:03
  Every
• 28:03
  Yid
• 28:03
  has.
• 28:04
  Every
• 28:04
  Yid
• 28:04
  has
• 28:05
  Seicho.
• 28:06
  The
• 28:06
  Rebbe
• 28:06
  is
• 28:07
  telling
• 28:07
  us
• 28:07
  if
• 28:07
  even
• 28:08
  searching
• 28:08
  for
• 28:08
  the
• 28:08
  Emmas.
• 28:09
  So
• 28:09
  then
• 28:09
  you're
• 28:10
  not
• 28:10
  going
• 28:10
  to
• 28:10
  make
• 28:10
  this
• 28:10
  mistake
• 28:10
  if
• 28:11
  you're
• 28:11
  not
• 28:11
  searching
• 28:11
  for
• 28:11
  the
• 28:11
  Ems.
• 28:12
  So
• 28:12
  then
• 28:12
  it's
• 28:12
  a
• 28:12
  big
• 28:12
  problem
• 28:13
  not
• 28:13
  just
• 28:13
  for
• 28:13
  you.
• 28:13
  It's
• 28:14
  a
• 28:14
  big
• 28:14
  problem
• 28:14
  for
• 28:14
  all
• 28:14
  closer
• 28:16
  each
• 28:16
  individual
• 28:16
  who's
• 28:16
  not
• 28:17
  searching
• 28:17
  for
• 28:17
  the
• 28:17
  Emmas.
• 28:18
  So
• 28:19
  the
• 28:19
  Rebbe
• 28:19
  says
• 28:25
  yeah
• 28:26
  that
• 28:26
  is.
• 28:27
  He's
• 28:27
  not
• 28:27
  a
• 28:28
  wicked
• 28:28
  person.
• 28:29
  Doesn't
• 28:29
  say
• 28:29
  that
• 28:29
  he's
• 28:30
  Russia
• 28:32
  again
• 28:33
  again.
• 28:33
  You
• 28:33
  see
• 28:34
  already
• 28:34
  from
• 28:34
  there
• 28:34
  you're
• 28:35
  not
• 28:35
  supposed
• 28:35
  to
• 28:35
  possibly
• 28:36
  you're
• 28:36
  not
• 28:36
  supposed
• 28:36
  to
• 28:36
  go
• 28:36
  around
• 28:37
  the
• 28:37
  person
• 28:37
  is
• 28:38
  not
• 28:38
  that
• 28:38
  bad.
• 28:38
  It's
• 28:39
  okay.
• 28:39
  He
• 28:40
  wants
• 28:40
  covered.
• 28:40
  He
• 28:40
  wants
• 28:40
  to
• 28:41
  be.
• 28:41
  He
• 28:41
  wants
• 28:41
  to
• 28:41
  be
• 28:43
  whatever
• 28:43
  he
• 28:43
  wants
• 28:43
  to
• 28:43
  have
• 28:44
  a
• 28:44
  lot
• 28:44
  of
• 28:44
  time
• 28:45
  with
• 28:45
  him.
• 28:45
  So.
• 28:46
  But
• 28:46
  you
• 28:46
  must
• 28:47
  make
• 28:47
  him
• 28:47
  in
• 28:47
  your
• 28:48
  and
• 28:48
  you're.
• 28:48
  And
• 28:49
  you're.
• 28:49
  You're.
• 28:49
  You're
• 28:50
  going
• 28:50
  to
• 28:50
  him
• 28:51
  and
• 28:51
  giving
• 28:51
  him
• 28:53
  giving
• 28:53
  him
• 28:53
  power
• 28:56
  know
• 28:58
  it's
• 28:58
  weakening
• 28:59
  our
• 28:59
  Kasavi
• 28:59
  they
• 28:59
  know
• 29:00
  are
• 29:01
  the
• 29:02
  Mashtish
• 29:03
  the
• 29:03
  writing
• 29:03
  of
• 29:04
  Lush
• 29:05
  and
• 29:05
  doesn't
• 29:05
  have
• 29:06
  any
• 29:06
  power
• 29:07
  giving
• 29:08
  power
• 29:08
  to
• 29:08
  the
• 29:08
  writing
• 29:09
  of
• 29:11
  other
• 29:11
  languages.
• 29:12
  We'll
• 29:13
  talk
• 29:13
  about
• 29:13
  what
• 29:13
  this
• 29:13
  means
• 29:18
  that's
• 29:18
  causing
• 29:18
  there's
• 29:18
  not
• 29:19
  any
• 29:19
  power
• 29:19
  to
• 29:19
  our
• 29:20
  writing
• 29:24
  only
• 29:25
  for
• 29:25
  their
• 29:26
  for
• 29:27
  what
• 29:27
  they
• 29:27
  write.
• 29:30
  You
• 29:30
  have
• 29:31
  to
• 29:31
  learn
• 29:33
  their
• 29:33
  writing
• 29:34
  their
• 29:34
  languages
• 29:39
  also.
• 29:39
  That
• 29:39
  causes
• 29:40
  to
• 29:40
  get
• 29:40
  exiled
• 29:41
  from
• 29:42
  the
• 29:42
  places
• 29:43
  where
• 29:43
  the
• 29:43
  Eden
• 29:44
  have
• 29:45
  been
• 29:45
  dwelling
• 29:47
  where
• 29:47
  we
• 29:47
  already
• 29:48
  lives
• 29:48
  for
• 29:48
  a
• 29:48
  while.
• 29:52
  The
• 29:52
  places
• 29:52
  that
• 29:52
  Eden
• 29:53
  were
• 29:53
  never
• 29:53
  there.
• 30:00
  That
• 30:00
  you're
• 30:00
  giving
• 30:01
  person
• 30:02
  two
• 30:02
  hands
• 30:02
  is
• 30:02
  the
• 30:03
  aspect
• 30:03
  of
• 30:03
  the
• 30:03
  Ksav
• 30:04
  of
• 30:04
  the
• 30:04
  writing
• 30:06
  with
• 30:06
  the
• 30:06
  hands
• 30:10
  is
• 30:10
  full
• 30:11
  of
• 30:12
  the
• 30:13
  spirit
• 30:13
  of
• 30:13
  wisdom
• 30:13
  of
• 30:14
  Moshe
• 30:14
  Beinu
• 30:14
  Kisamach
• 30:15
  Moishe
• 30:15
  of
• 30:16
  Yadav
• 30:16
  Avlav.
• 30:16
  He
• 30:16
  put
• 30:17
  his
• 30:17
  hands
• 30:17
  on
• 30:18
  him.
• 30:20
  That's
• 30:20
  an
• 30:21
  aspect
• 30:21
  of
• 30:21
  writing
• 30:21
  because
• 30:24
  the
• 30:24
  hand
• 30:24
  is
• 30:25
  writing.
• 30:30
  That
• 30:30
  is
• 30:30
  also
• 30:31
  the
• 30:31
  wisdom.
• 30:34
  This
• 30:34
  is
• 30:34
  how
• 30:34
  Hashem
• 30:35
  created
• 30:35
  the
• 30:35
  whole
• 30:35
  world
• 30:36
  with
• 30:36
  the
• 30:36
  letters.
• 30:39
  So
• 30:39
  the
• 30:39
  world
• 30:39
  was
• 30:39
  created
• 30:40
  with
• 30:40
  the
• 30:40
  word
• 30:40
  of
• 30:40
  Hashem,
• 30:41
  which
• 30:41
  is
• 30:41
  the
• 30:41
  Osis.
• 30:43
  It
• 30:44
  was
• 30:44
  all
• 30:44
  through
• 30:44
  the
• 30:44
  chachma.
• 30:45
  So
• 30:46
  what's
• 30:46
  the
• 30:46
  connection
• 30:46
  between
• 30:46
  the
• 30:46
  Ksav
• 30:47
  and
• 30:47
  the
• 30:47
  Chochmah?
• 30:47
  The
• 30:47
  rabbi
• 30:48
  explains
• 30:55
  every
• 30:55
  single
• 30:55
  letter
• 30:56
  has
• 30:56
  the
• 30:56
  chachma
• 30:56
  of
• 30:56
  Hashem
• 30:57
  that
• 30:57
  it
• 30:57
  should
• 30:57
  have
• 30:57
  a
• 30:57
  certain
• 30:57
  shape.
• 30:58
  And
• 30:58
  that
• 30:59
  was
• 30:59
  what
• 30:59
  determines
• 31:00
  what
• 31:00
  Everything
• 31:01
  that's
• 31:01
  going
• 31:01
  to
• 31:01
  be
• 31:01
  in
• 31:01
  this
• 31:02
  world
• 31:02
  is
• 31:02
  made
• 31:02
  up
• 31:02
  of
• 31:03
  these
• 31:03
  letters.
• 31:03
  So
• 31:03
  everything
• 31:04
  in
• 31:05
  this
• 31:05
  physical
• 31:05
  world
• 31:05
  is
• 31:06
  ratzon
• 31:06
  Hashem.
• 31:07
  It's
• 31:07
  all
• 31:11
  that's
• 31:11
  how
• 31:11
  this
• 31:11
  world
• 31:12
  is
• 31:12
  created.
• 31:16
  Everything
• 31:18
  acts
• 31:18
  the
• 31:18
  way
• 31:18
  according
• 31:19
  to
• 31:19
  these
• 31:20
  oysters.
• 31:20
  This
• 31:20
  chachma
• 31:20
  of
• 31:21
  Hashem
• 31:21
  Kenshire
• 31:21
  lamas
• 31:22
  with
• 31:22
  Munavan
• 31:22
  Hagach
• 31:23
  Eris.
• 31:23
  Other
• 31:24
  worlds
• 31:24
  have
• 31:25
  different
• 31:26
  aspects,
• 31:30
  the
• 31:30
  shapes
• 31:31
  of
• 31:31
  different
• 31:31
  letters.
• 31:34
  This
• 31:35
  is
• 31:35
  what
• 31:35
  Hashem's
• 31:35
  chochman
• 31:36
  decreed.
• 31:38
  So
• 31:39
  when
• 31:40
  you
• 31:40
  are
• 31:40
  a
• 31:41
  good
• 31:41
  chochem
• 31:41
  has
• 31:41
  the
• 31:42
  smicha
• 31:43
  he
• 31:43
  got
• 31:43
  the
• 31:43
  smichah
• 31:44
  from.
• 31:44
  So
• 31:45
  again
• 31:45
  you
• 31:45
  see
• 31:45
  over
• 31:45
  here
• 31:45
  the
• 31:46
  difference
• 31:46
  that
• 31:46
  he's
• 31:46
  not.
• 31:47
  We're
• 31:47
  not
• 31:47
  Mas
• 31:47
  mechem
• 31:48
  a
• 31:48
  real
• 31:49
  Tariq.
• 31:49
  He's
• 31:49
  not
• 31:49
  makaba
• 31:50
  spika
• 31:50
  from
• 31:50
  us.
• 31:51
  He's
• 31:52
  from
• 31:52
  the
• 31:53
  Tariq
• 31:53
  that
• 31:53
  came
• 31:53
  before
• 31:54
  him.
• 31:58
  Yeah.
• 31:58
  Nobody
• 31:58
  has
• 31:58
  to
• 31:58
  be.
• 31:59
  He
• 31:59
  has
• 31:59
  to
• 31:59
  be
• 31:59
  something
• 32:00
  you
• 32:00
  have
• 32:00
  to
• 32:03
  become.
• 32:04
  We
• 32:05
  don't
• 32:05
  have
• 32:05
  mama
• 32:05
  smicha,
• 32:06
  but
• 32:06
  it's
• 32:06
  Indian.
• 32:07
  Like
• 32:07
  we
• 32:07
  see
• 32:07
  of
• 32:07
  Maisha
• 32:08
  and
• 32:08
  Yeshua
• 32:08
  that
• 32:09
  he's
• 32:09
  macabre,
• 32:10
  this
• 32:10
  ruachochma
• 32:11
  from
• 32:11
  the
• 32:11
  great
• 32:12
  tzadik
• 32:12
  that
• 32:12
  came
• 32:12
  before
• 32:13
  him.
• 32:13
  That's
• 32:15
  the
• 32:16
  prototypical
• 32:17
  example
• 32:17
  of
• 32:18
  smichas
• 32:18
  from
• 32:18
  Moshe
• 32:19
  to
• 32:19
  Yeshua.
• 32:19
  And
• 32:19
  that
• 32:19
  continues
• 32:20
  from
• 32:20
  all
• 32:21
  generations
• 32:21
  like
• 32:21
  we
• 32:21
  see
• 32:22
  from.
• 32:24
  So
• 32:24
  this
• 32:24
  smicha
• 32:25
  the
• 32:26
  Rebbe
• 32:26
  is
• 32:26
  hinting
• 32:26
  to
• 32:26
  over
• 32:27
  here.
• 32:27
  He's
• 32:27
  going
• 32:27
  to
• 32:27
  talk
• 32:27
  about
• 32:27
  this
• 32:27
  later
• 32:28
  of
• 32:28
  the
• 32:28
  great
• 32:28
  tzadik.
• 32:29
  He's
• 32:29
  talking
• 32:29
  about
• 32:29
  satiki
• 32:30
  muflog.
• 32:30
  He
• 32:30
  was
• 32:30
  talking
• 32:31
  about
• 32:31
  great,
• 32:31
  awesome
• 32:32
  tzadikim.
• 32:34
  It's.
• 32:34
  It's,
• 32:34
  you
• 32:34
  know,
• 32:35
  again,
• 32:35
  this
• 32:35
  is
• 32:35
  one
• 32:35
  of
• 32:35
  the
• 32:35
  themes
• 32:36
  in
• 32:36
  the
• 32:37
  Torah,
• 32:37
  Tov
• 32:38
  and
• 32:38
  Torah
• 32:38
  especially.
• 32:43
  That's.
• 32:45
  So
• 32:48
  there's
• 32:48
  the
• 32:48
  different.
• 32:49
  One
• 32:49
  of
• 32:49
  the
• 32:49
  themes
• 32:49
  of
• 32:50
  the
• 32:50
  Torah
• 32:51
  and
• 32:51
  Torahs
• 32:53
  is
• 32:53
  the
• 32:53
  difference
• 32:54
  between
• 32:54
  tzadikim
• 32:55
  and
• 32:55
  tzadikim.
• 32:58
  There's
• 32:58
  great
• 32:58
  tzadikim,
• 32:59
  right?
• 33:00
  And
• 33:00
  then
• 33:00
  there's.
• 33:01
  There's
• 33:01
  awesome,
• 33:01
  awesome
• 33:02
  tiliki.
• 33:04
  And
• 33:05
  this
• 33:05
  is
• 33:05
  one
• 33:05
  of
• 33:05
  the
• 33:05
  most
• 33:05
  important
• 33:06
  things,
• 33:06
  is
• 33:06
  for
• 33:06
  us
• 33:07
  to
• 33:07
  distinguish
• 33:08
  between.
• 33:12
  Distinguish
• 33:12
  between
• 33:12
  these
• 33:13
  two
• 33:13
  different
• 33:13
  types
• 33:13
  of
• 33:13
  silicon.
• 33:29
  We
• 33:29
  can
• 33:29
  have
• 33:30
  a
• 33:30
  khabra.
• 33:30
  You
• 33:30
  can
• 33:30
  talk,
• 33:30
  but
• 33:30
  not
• 33:31
  about
• 33:32
  the
• 33:32
  cheese.
• 33:32
  Yeah.
• 33:32
  Okay.
• 33:34
  So
• 33:34
  what's
• 33:35
  the
• 33:35
  difference.
• 33:35
  Difference
• 33:36
  between
• 33:36
  the
• 33:36
  tzadik
• 33:38
  explains
• 33:38
  it
• 33:38
  in
• 33:39
  Torah
• 33:39
  base.
• 33:39
  Actually,
• 33:40
  at
• 33:40
  the
• 33:40
  end
• 33:40
  of
• 33:40
  it
• 33:40
  there
• 33:42
  that
• 33:44
  there
• 33:45
  are
• 33:45
  tzadiki,
• 33:45
  but
• 33:45
  then
• 33:46
  there's
• 33:46
  tsigbu
• 33:46
  slogan
• 33:47
  that
• 33:47
  reached
• 33:48
  unbelievable
• 33:49
  levels.
• 33:49
  And.
• 33:50
  And
• 33:51
  it's
• 33:51
  an
• 33:51
  aspect
• 33:51
  of
• 33:52
  the
• 33:53
  hamtakis
• 33:54
  ad
• 33:54
  din
• 33:54
  that
• 33:55
  comes
• 33:55
  from
• 33:55
  the
• 33:56
  specific
• 33:57
  Sikhlim.
• 33:58
  And
• 33:58
  hamtaq
• 33:58
  is
• 33:58
  adin.
• 33:59
  It
• 33:59
  comes
• 33:59
  from
• 33:59
  the
• 33:59
  Sikh
• 33:59
  lim
• 34:00
  ze
• 34:00
  seichela
• 34:00
  kalo.
• 34:01
  It's.
• 34:01
  Rebbe
• 34:01
  says
• 34:01
  that
• 34:01
  we're
• 34:02
  in
• 34:02
  sivvav.
• 34:03
  It's
• 34:03
  related
• 34:03
  to
• 34:03
  what
• 34:03
  we're
• 34:04
  learning
• 34:04
  right
• 34:04
  now.
• 34:04
  So
• 34:04
  we're
• 34:05
  going
• 34:05
  to
• 34:05
  bring
• 34:05
  it
• 34:05
  in
• 34:06
  again.
• 34:06
  Now.
• 34:07
  The
• 34:07
  Rebbe's
• 34:07
  Torah
• 34:07
  is
• 34:07
  always
• 34:07
  tied
• 34:08
  together.
• 34:08
  You
• 34:08
  have
• 34:08
  to
• 34:08
  always
• 34:09
  understand
• 34:09
  the
• 34:09
  end,
• 34:09
  the
• 34:10
  beginning
• 34:10
  from
• 34:10
  the
• 34:10
  end,
• 34:10
  and
• 34:11
  vice
• 34:11
  versa.
• 34:12
  So
• 34:14
  what
• 34:15
  the
• 34:15
  Rebbe
• 34:15
  says
• 34:15
  in
• 34:16
  Sevav
• 34:16
  is
• 34:16
  that
• 34:18
  there's
• 34:19
  the.
• 34:19
  The
• 34:20
  ham
• 34:20
  talk.
• 34:20
  Is
• 34:20
  that.
• 34:20
  Then
• 34:21
  it's
• 34:21
  true.
• 34:22
  Means
• 34:23
  the
• 34:23
  person
• 34:23
  has.
• 34:24
  Has.
• 34:24
  He's
• 34:25
  worried
• 34:25
  about.
• 34:25
  Pronouncing,
• 34:26
  worry
• 34:26
  about
• 34:26
  how
• 34:26
  I'm
• 34:26
  gonna
• 34:27
  live.
• 34:27
  I'm
• 34:27
  gonna
• 34:28
  do
• 34:28
  it.
• 34:28
  He
• 34:29
  forgot
• 34:29
  that,
• 34:30
  you
• 34:30
  know,
• 34:30
  how
• 34:30
  did
• 34:31
  he
• 34:31
  live
• 34:31
  the
• 34:31
  last
• 34:31
  30
• 34:31
  years
• 34:32
  of
• 34:32
  his
• 34:32
  life?
• 34:32
  The
• 34:32
  last
• 34:32
  six
• 34:32
  years
• 34:33
  of
• 34:33
  life.
• 34:33
  It
• 34:34
  still
• 34:34
  helps,
• 34:34
  right?
• 34:35
  Somehow
• 34:36
  he
• 34:36
  Managed
• 34:37
  to
• 34:37
  get
• 34:37
  this
• 34:37
  far.
• 34:37
  Okay,
• 34:38
  so
• 34:38
  he'll
• 34:39
  be
• 34:39
  able
• 34:39
  to.
• 34:40
  Right
• 34:40
  that
• 34:40
  same.
• 34:41
  Okay,
• 34:42
  what
• 34:42
  is
• 34:42
  that?
• 34:43
  You
• 34:43
  had
• 34:43
  a
• 34:43
  din.
• 34:44
  You
• 34:44
  had
• 34:44
  sphakis.
• 34:45
  Ichir.
• 34:46
  Din
• 34:46
  is
• 34:46
  you
• 34:46
  don't
• 34:47
  know
• 34:47
  what
• 34:47
  to
• 34:47
  do.
• 34:48
  You
• 34:48
  know,
• 34:48
  you're
• 34:48
  worried
• 34:48
  about
• 34:49
  pronazi,
• 34:49
  how
• 34:50
  am
• 34:50
  I
• 34:50
  going
• 34:50
  to
• 34:50
  pay
• 34:50
  for
• 34:50
  this
• 34:50
  and
• 34:51
  that?
• 34:51
  And
• 34:51
  then
• 34:52
  you
• 34:52
  try
• 34:52
  to
• 34:52
  figure
• 34:52
  out
• 34:52
  these
• 34:52
  things.
• 34:52
  You
• 34:53
  have
• 34:53
  sficus
• 34:53
  and
• 34:53
  the
• 34:53
  bibulim.
• 34:54
  You're
• 34:54
  in
• 34:54
  a
• 34:54
  place
• 34:54
  of
• 34:55
  dinim,
• 34:55
  all
• 34:55
  of
• 34:55
  a
• 34:56
  sudden
• 34:56
  says,
• 34:56
  what
• 34:56
  do
• 34:56
  you
• 34:57
  mean?
• 34:57
  She's
• 34:58
  going
• 34:58
  to
• 34:58
  help
• 34:58
  you
• 34:58
  daven.
• 34:59
  You
• 34:59
  know,
• 34:59
  okay,
• 34:59
  do
• 34:59
  some
• 35:00
  with
• 35:00
  yeshiva
• 35:01
  das
• 35:01
  without.
• 35:02
  And
• 35:04
  it
• 35:04
  took
• 35:04
  you
• 35:04
  out
• 35:04
  of
• 35:05
  your
• 35:05
  din.
• 35:08
  All
• 35:08
  the
• 35:08
  Sikh
• 35:09
  name
• 35:09
  need
• 35:09
  to
• 35:09
  be
• 35:09
  recalibrated.
• 35:11
  All
• 35:11
  these
• 35:11
  sikhlim
• 35:12
  that
• 35:12
  fix
• 35:14
  specific
• 35:15
  points
• 35:16
  in
• 35:16
  our
• 35:16
  life.
• 35:16
  There's
• 35:17
  problems
• 35:17
  with
• 35:17
  parnassus,
• 35:18
  problems
• 35:18
  with
• 35:19
  all
• 35:19
  these
• 35:19
  things.
• 35:20
  All
• 35:20
  these
• 35:20
  things
• 35:20
  have
• 35:21
  to
• 35:21
  be
• 35:21
  the
• 35:21
  Kabul
• 35:21
  from
• 35:21
  the.
• 35:22
  They
• 35:22
  have
• 35:23
  to
• 35:23
  receive
• 35:23
  from
• 35:24
  the
• 35:24
  sheikh,
• 35:25
  which
• 35:25
  is.
• 35:26
  It's
• 35:27
  the
• 35:27
  chochma
• 35:27
  idah.
• 35:28
  It's
• 35:28
  the
• 35:28
  shersh
• 35:29
  of
• 35:30
  kedusha.
• 35:30
  It's
• 35:31
  called
• 35:31
  Abbott
• 35:31
  shesiya.
• 35:32
  What?
• 35:33
  Yeah,
• 35:34
  it's
• 35:34
  related
• 35:34
  to
• 35:34
  the
• 35:34
  pity
• 35:34
  of
• 35:35
  the
• 35:35
  kohod
• 35:35
  is
• 35:35
  Mamtuk.
• 35:36
  All
• 35:36
  the
• 35:38
  20
• 35:39
  over
• 35:39
  there.
• 35:39
  Sure.
• 35:40
  So
• 35:42
  this
• 35:43
  is
• 35:44
  when
• 35:45
  we're
• 35:45
  looking,
• 35:45
  when
• 35:46
  this
• 35:46
  is
• 35:46
  the
• 35:47
  kazatze
• 35:47
  kolo.
• 35:48
  Every
• 35:49
  single
• 35:49
  seichel
• 35:50
  bet'tzim
• 35:50
  is
• 35:50
  makaba
• 35:51
  from
• 35:51
  that
• 35:51
  seichal
• 35:51
  kolo.
• 35:51
  It
• 35:52
  doesn't.
• 35:52
  The
• 35:53
  specific
• 35:53
  eitzes
• 35:55
  that
• 35:55
  tzrikim
• 35:55
  can
• 35:56
  give
• 35:56
  us.
• 35:56
  Now,
• 35:57
  I'm
• 35:57
  talking
• 35:57
  about,
• 35:57
  like,
• 35:58
  regular
• 35:58
  tzadikim,
• 35:59
  the
• 35:59
  havedo,
• 35:59
  if
• 35:59
  there's
• 35:59
  such
• 35:59
  a
• 35:59
  thing
• 35:59
  as
• 36:00
  a
• 36:00
  regular
• 36:00
  tzadik.
• 36:00
  I'm
• 36:00
  saying
• 36:01
  the
• 36:02
  regular
• 36:02
  level
• 36:02
  of
• 36:02
  tzadikim.
• 36:03
  Yeah.
• 36:04
  So
• 36:05
  all
• 36:05
  the
• 36:05
  sfarm
• 36:06
  and
• 36:06
  all
• 36:07
  of
• 36:08
  these
• 36:08
  tzadikim,
• 36:08
  they
• 36:09
  have
• 36:09
  eight
• 36:09
  sudik.
• 36:09
  If
• 36:10
  you
• 36:10
  search
• 36:10
  for
• 36:10
  the
• 36:10
  80s
• 36:10
  in
• 36:11
  the
• 36:11
  Talmud,
• 36:12
  you're
• 36:12
  going
• 36:12
  to
• 36:12
  find
• 36:12
  something
• 36:13
  that's
• 36:13
  going
• 36:13
  to
• 36:13
  help
• 36:13
  you
• 36:14
  to
• 36:14
  fix
• 36:14
  certain
• 36:15
  problems
• 36:15
  in
• 36:15
  your
• 36:15
  life.
• 36:16
  Yeah,
• 36:16
  you're
• 36:16
  going
• 36:17
  to
• 36:17
  find
• 36:17
  it.
• 36:17
  You
• 36:18
  search.
• 36:18
  You're
• 36:18
  trying
• 36:19
  to
• 36:19
  find
• 36:19
  mishpati
• 36:19
  Emmas
• 36:20
  in
• 36:20
  the
• 36:20
  swarm.
• 36:21
  But
• 36:21
  all
• 36:21
  of
• 36:21
  these.
• 36:23
  That's
• 36:24
  what
• 36:24
  I'm
• 36:24
  explaining
• 36:24
  right
• 36:24
  now.
• 36:25
  So
• 36:25
  those
• 36:26
  are
• 36:26
  all
• 36:28
  specific,
• 36:29
  specific
• 36:29
  ideas.
• 36:42
  Each
• 36:42
  one
• 36:43
  of
• 36:43
  these
• 36:43
  specific
• 36:43
  things.
• 36:44
  Yeah,
• 36:45
  there's
• 36:45
  one.
• 36:45
  There's
• 36:45
  one
• 36:46
  church.
• 36:46
  There's
• 36:46
  one.
• 36:48
  That
• 36:49
  from
• 36:49
  that
• 36:49
  all
• 36:49
  these
• 36:50
  things
• 36:50
  come
• 36:50
  out
• 36:50
  from
• 36:51
  all
• 36:52
  these
• 36:52
  things
• 36:52
  that
• 36:52
  shows.
• 36:53
  It's
• 36:53
  like,
• 36:53
  you
• 36:53
  know,
• 36:54
  the
• 36:54
  Evan
• 36:54
  Jasiah
• 36:55
  is
• 36:55
  what
• 36:55
  the
• 36:55
  Rebbe
• 36:55
  explains.
• 36:56
  Example
• 36:56
  explains
• 36:57
  over
• 36:57
  here,
• 36:57
  where
• 36:58
  the
• 36:58
  Torah
• 36:58
  says
• 36:59
  that
• 37:00
  Eben
• 37:01
  Shassir
• 37:01
  Hashem
• 37:01
  created
• 37:02
  first,
• 37:02
  and
• 37:02
  from
• 37:02
  there
• 37:03
  he.
• 37:03
  He.
• 37:04
  He
• 37:05
  spread
• 37:05
  out
• 37:05
  and
• 37:05
  created
• 37:06
  the
• 37:06
  whole
• 37:06
  world
• 37:06
  like
• 37:07
  that.
• 37:07
  So
• 37:08
  there's
• 37:08
  a
• 37:08
  das
• 37:08
  of
• 37:08
  the
• 37:09
  tzadik,
• 37:10
  the
• 37:10
  seikh
• 37:11
  of
• 37:11
  the
• 37:11
  tzadik
• 37:12
  is
• 37:12
  a
• 37:12
  very,
• 37:13
  very
• 37:13
  high
• 37:13
  level.
• 37:13
  All
• 37:13
  these
• 37:14
  come
• 37:15
  from
• 37:15
  that
• 37:15
  dask.
• 37:15
  All
• 37:16
  come
• 37:16
  from
• 37:16
  that
• 37:16
  place.
• 37:17
  So,
• 37:20
  okay,
• 37:21
  so
• 37:21
  that's.
• 37:21
  That's,
• 37:22
  that's.
• 37:22
  That's
• 37:22
  up
• 37:22
  for.
• 37:23
  That's,
• 37:23
  that's.
• 37:24
  That's.
• 37:24
  That's
• 37:24
  our
• 37:24
  discussion.
• 37:25
  If
• 37:25
  you.
• 37:26
  If
• 37:26
  a
• 37:26
  person
• 37:26
  who
• 37:27
  follows
• 37:27
  the
• 37:27
  person.
• 37:28
  So
• 37:28
  then,
• 37:28
  yeah,
• 37:28
  Rabbi
• 37:28
  Nachman
• 37:29
  had
• 37:29
  that.
• 37:30
  But
• 37:30
  it's
• 37:30
  not
• 37:30
  just
• 37:30
  rabnachim.
• 37:31
  It's
• 37:31
  about
• 37:32
  also
• 37:32
  Rizal.
• 37:32
  It's
• 37:33
  also,
• 37:33
  you
• 37:34
  know,
• 37:34
  the
• 37:34
  tzedikimu
• 37:35
  flogim.
• 37:36
  You
• 37:36
  know,
• 37:36
  the
• 37:36
  great,
• 37:37
  great,
• 37:37
  awesome
• 37:38
  siddiqim.
• 37:43
  It
• 37:43
  could
• 37:44
  be.
• 37:44
  But
• 37:44
  I
• 37:44
  think.
• 37:45
  I
• 37:45
  think
• 37:45
  that
• 37:45
  in
• 37:45
  Brussels,
• 37:46
  I
• 37:46
  think
• 37:46
  that
• 37:48
  we
• 37:48
  would
• 37:48
  hold
• 37:48
  that
• 37:49
  the
• 37:49
  Rebbe
• 37:49
  reached
• 37:49
  the
• 37:49
  higher
• 37:50
  madrego.
• 37:50
  Yeah,
• 37:51
  yeah.
• 37:52
  That's
• 37:52
  the
• 37:53
  story
• 37:53
  of
• 37:53
  the
• 37:54
  thirteen
• 37:54
  butlers.
• 37:54
  The
• 37:54
  story
• 37:55
  of
• 37:55
  the
• 37:55
  thirteen
• 37:55
  beggars.
• 37:56
  He's
• 37:56
  talking
• 37:56
  about,
• 37:57
  you
• 37:57
  know,
• 37:58
  the.
• 37:59
  Sorry,
• 38:00
  the
• 38:00
  seven
• 38:00
  beggars.
• 38:02
  The
• 38:02
  seven
• 38:02
  butlers.
• 38:03
  Yeah,
• 38:03
  the
• 38:03
  seven
• 38:03
  butlers
• 38:04
  is
• 38:04
  talking
• 38:04
  about
• 38:05
  how
• 38:05
  there's
• 38:05
  many
• 38:06
  great
• 38:06
  levels
• 38:06
  of
• 38:06
  Tzadikimach
• 38:07
  says
• 38:08
  explicitly
• 38:08
  that
• 38:08
  he's
• 38:08
  talking
• 38:08
  about
• 38:09
  Ramaylech
• 38:09
  over
• 38:09
  there.
• 38:10
  But
• 38:10
  then
• 38:10
  there's
• 38:11
  the
• 38:11
  butler
• 38:12
  who's
• 38:12
  like
• 38:12
  the,
• 38:13
  you
• 38:13
  know,
• 38:14
  the.
• 38:14
  The
• 38:15
  blind.
• 38:15
  The
• 38:15
  butler
• 38:16
  who
• 38:17
  reached
• 38:17
  the
• 38:18
  highest
• 38:19
  and
• 38:20
  best
• 38:20
  of
• 38:20
  all
• 38:20
  the
• 38:20
  other.
• 38:20
  All
• 38:21
  the
• 38:21
  other
• 38:21
  tziddiq,
• 38:21
  Debra
• 38:21
  Kawa.
• 38:22
  From
• 38:22
  that.
• 38:22
  It's.
• 38:22
  It's
• 38:22
  a.
• 38:25
  I
• 38:25
  see
• 38:25
  everybody
• 38:26
  sees
• 38:26
  it
• 38:26
  push.
• 38:27
  That
• 38:27
  causes
• 38:28
  a
• 38:28
  big
• 38:29
  arrogance.
• 38:32
  No,
• 38:32
  so
• 38:32
  that's.
• 38:32
  So
• 38:33
  that's.
• 38:33
  That's
• 38:33
  a
• 38:33
  mistake.
• 38:42
  No,
• 38:42
  because,
• 38:42
  look,
• 38:42
  look,
• 38:43
  the
• 38:43
  main
• 38:44
  mistake
• 38:44
  is
• 38:44
  that,
• 38:45
  is
• 38:45
  that
• 38:45
  you're
• 38:45
  not
• 38:45
  learning
• 38:46
  the
• 38:46
  story
• 38:46
  properly.
• 38:47
  You
• 38:47
  need.
• 38:47
  You
• 38:48
  need
• 38:48
  people.
• 38:49
  People
• 38:49
  think
• 38:49
  so.
• 38:52
  All
• 38:53
  you
• 38:53
  need
• 38:53
  is
• 38:55
  rabnach.
• 38:56
  You
• 38:56
  don't
• 38:56
  need
• 38:56
  anything
• 38:56
  else.
• 38:57
  It's
• 38:57
  not
• 38:58
  true.
• 38:58
  It's
• 38:58
  not
• 38:58
  true.
• 38:59
  You
• 38:59
  need
• 39:00
  all
• 39:00
  the
• 39:00
  sikhlin.
• 39:00
  Protein.
• 39:01
  Protein.
• 39:02
  But
• 39:02
  yes,
• 39:03
  there
• 39:03
  is
• 39:03
  a
• 39:03
  hierarchy,
• 39:04
  but
• 39:04
  it's
• 39:04
  not.
• 39:05
  First
• 39:05
  of
• 39:05
  all,
• 39:07
  that
• 39:07
  should
• 39:07
  never
• 39:07
  bring
• 39:08
  a
• 39:08
  person
• 39:08
  to
• 39:08
  Guyba
• 39:09
  for
• 39:09
  care.
• 39:11
  Like,
• 39:11
  we
• 39:11
  are
• 39:11
  the
• 39:12
  greatest.
• 39:13
  No,
• 39:14
  but
• 39:14
  if
• 39:15
  you're
• 39:15
  really
• 39:15
  mukosha
• 39:16
  to
• 39:16
  that
• 39:16
  tzadik,
• 39:17
  then
• 39:17
  you're
• 39:17
  totally
• 39:17
  battle.
• 39:18
  You
• 39:18
  see?
• 39:18
  Like
• 39:18
  Ramnasan.
• 39:19
  Ramnasan
• 39:19
  always
• 39:20
  says
• 39:20
  like
• 39:20
  this.
• 39:20
  He
• 39:20
  says
• 39:21
  he
• 39:21
  would
• 39:21
  say
• 39:22
  every
• 39:22
  single
• 39:22
  Yiddish.
• 39:23
  A
• 39:23
  higher
• 39:23
  madrigger
• 39:23
  than
• 39:23
  me.
• 39:24
  Even
• 39:24
  the
• 39:24
  worst
• 39:25
  person
• 39:25
  who's
• 39:25
  trying
• 39:25
  to
• 39:25
  kill
• 39:26
  me,
• 39:26
  he's
• 39:26
  a
• 39:26
  higher
• 39:26
  madriga
• 39:27
  than
• 39:27
  me.
• 39:27
  Vada.
• 39:28
  I
• 39:28
  just.
• 39:28
  Hashem
• 39:29
  gave
• 39:29
  me
• 39:29
  this
• 39:29
  chus
• 39:30
  that
• 39:30
  I
• 39:31
  found
• 39:31
  this
• 39:31
  great
• 39:31
  tzaddik.
• 39:32
  And
• 39:32
  I'm
• 39:32
  connected
• 39:33
  to
• 39:33
  him
• 39:33
  and
• 39:34
  nothing
• 39:34
  to
• 39:34
  do
• 39:34
  with
• 39:34
  me
• 39:34
  Bechlau.
• 39:35
  There's
• 39:35
  no
• 39:35
  gabba.
• 39:35
  There's
• 39:35
  no
• 39:36
  competition.
• 39:36
  It's
• 39:36
  like
• 39:39
  the
• 39:39
  whole
• 39:39
  thing
• 39:39
  is.
• 39:39
  It's
• 39:40
  a
• 39:40
  very
• 39:40
  inner.
• 39:40
  It's
• 39:40
  an
• 39:40
  inner
• 39:41
  avida.
• 39:41
  You
• 39:42
  share
• 39:42
  it
• 39:42
  with
• 39:42
  your
• 39:42
  friends,
• 39:42
  you
• 39:43
  know,
• 39:43
  but
• 39:44
  it's
• 39:44
  not
• 39:44
  something
• 39:44
  you're
• 39:44
  going
• 39:45
  around
• 39:45
  and,
• 39:46
  you
• 39:46
  know,
• 39:47
  pushing
• 39:47
  other
• 39:48
  people's
• 39:48
  faces.
• 39:49
  It's
• 39:49
  like.
• 39:50
  I'm
• 39:50
  saying
• 39:50
  it's
• 39:51
  because
• 39:51
  that's
• 39:51
  not.
• 39:51
  That's
• 39:51
  the
• 39:52
  bichlal,
• 39:52
  not
• 39:52
  the.
• 39:53
  The
• 39:53
  saga
• 39:54
  of
• 39:54
  the.
• 39:59
  That
• 39:59
  morning,
• 40:01
  this
• 40:01
  guy
• 40:02
  comes
• 40:02
  up
• 40:02
  to
• 40:02
  Shiva,
• 40:03
  explaining
• 40:04
  to
• 40:04
  him
• 40:04
  that
• 40:04
  you
• 40:04
  have
• 40:05
  to
• 40:05
  go
• 40:05
  to
• 40:05
  the
• 40:05
  tzadik,
• 40:06
  and
• 40:06
  he's
• 40:06
  the
• 40:06
  only
• 40:07
  tzadik.
• 40:07
  Yeah.
• 40:08
  And
• 40:08
  I'm
• 40:08
  like.
• 40:08
  And
• 40:08
  I
• 40:09
  told
• 40:09
  him.
• 40:09
  Like,
• 40:10
  I
• 40:11
  told
• 40:11
  him.
• 40:11
  Like,
• 40:11
  I
• 40:11
  was
• 40:11
  trying
• 40:12
  to
• 40:12
  get
• 40:12
  him
• 40:12
  to
• 40:12
  stop.
• 40:12
  Like,
• 40:13
  Jesus,
• 40:14
  crazy.
• 40:14
  But,
• 40:14
  like,
• 40:15
  I'm
• 40:15
  like
• 40:15
  this.
• 40:16
  And.
• 40:16
  And
• 40:16
  like,
• 40:16
  I
• 40:16
  was
• 40:16
  joking
• 40:17
  with
• 40:17
  him.
• 40:17
  This
• 40:17
  is
• 40:17
  like
• 40:18
  a
• 40:18
  thing
• 40:18
  like
• 40:19
  the
• 40:19
  rest
• 40:19
  of
• 40:19
  us
• 40:19
  can
• 40:19
  do.
• 40:20
  And
• 40:20
  he's
• 40:20
  like.
• 40:20
  And
• 40:20
  he's
• 40:20
  laughing,
• 40:21
  like,
• 40:21
  about.
• 40:22
  Rest
• 40:22
  of.
• 40:22
  And
• 40:22
  there,
• 40:23
  like
• 40:23
  a
• 40:23
  certain
• 40:23
  age.
• 40:23
  Yeah,
• 40:24
  yeah.
• 40:24
  We
• 40:24
  get
• 40:24
  the
• 40:24
  most.
• 40:25
  Not.
• 40:26
  It's
• 40:26
  not
• 40:26
  the
• 40:26
  reb.
• 40:26
  It's
• 40:27
  not
• 40:27
  the.
• 40:31
  Okay,
• 40:31
  so
• 40:31
  that's.
• 40:32
  So.
• 40:32
  So
• 40:32
  what
• 40:32
  are
• 40:32
  we
• 40:32
  talking
• 40:33
  about
• 40:33
  here?
• 40:33
  So
• 40:33
  the
• 40:33
  reason
• 40:33
  why
• 40:33
  we
• 40:34
  bring
• 40:34
  this
• 40:34
  down
• 40:34
  is
• 40:34
  because
• 40:36
  this,
• 40:36
  as
• 40:36
  we're
• 40:37
  talking.
• 40:37
  We're
• 40:37
  talking
• 40:37
  about
• 40:37
  over
• 40:38
  here,
• 40:38
  the
• 40:38
  DAV
• 40:39
  is
• 40:42
  bringing
• 40:43
  down
• 40:43
  chochma
• 40:44
  into
• 40:51
  asir.
• 40:52
  So
• 40:52
  this
• 40:52
  is
• 40:52
  an
• 40:52
  aspect
• 40:53
  of
• 40:53
  drawing
• 40:53
  from
• 40:54
  the
• 40:54
  chochma.
• 40:54
  This
• 40:54
  is,
• 40:54
  again,
• 40:55
  what
• 40:55
  really
• 40:55
  says
• 40:55
  in
• 40:55
  Torah
• 40:56
  in
• 40:56
  sivab.
• 40:57
  Drawing
• 40:57
  from
• 40:58
  the
• 40:58
  chochma
• 40:58
  of
• 40:59
  the
• 40:59
  great
• 40:59
  sadiqing
• 40:59
  and
• 41:00
  bringing
• 41:00
  it
• 41:00
  down
• 41:00
  into
• 41:02
  our
• 41:03
  mysim,
• 41:03
  into
• 41:04
  our
• 41:04
  actions
• 41:04
  in
• 41:04
  this
• 41:04
  world,
• 41:05
  that
• 41:05
  we
• 41:06
  should
• 41:06
  have
• 41:06
  malchus
• 41:06
  hashem,
• 41:07
  we
• 41:07
  should
• 41:07
  serve
• 41:07
  hashem,
• 41:08
  we
• 41:08
  should
• 41:08
  do
• 41:08
  Torah
• 41:08
  and
• 41:09
  learn
• 41:09
  Torah,
• 41:09
  do
• 41:10
  mitzvahs
• 41:11
  to
• 41:12
  the
• 41:12
  best
• 41:12
  of
• 41:12
  our
• 41:12
  best
• 41:13
  we
• 41:13
  can.
• 41:13
  Okay,
• 41:14
  so
• 41:14
  now
• 41:15
  what
• 41:15
  happens
• 41:15
  is
• 41:15
  that
• 41:16
  we
• 41:16
  can
• 41:16
  understand
• 41:17
  that
• 41:18
  we
• 41:18
  need
• 41:18
  to
• 41:18
  be
• 41:19
  macabre
• 41:20
  this
• 41:20
  chochmah
• 41:20
  from
• 41:21
  the
• 41:21
  great,
• 41:21
  great
• 41:21
  tzaddikim.
• 41:22
  We
• 41:22
  need
• 41:22
  to
• 41:22
  get
• 41:22
  the
• 41:22
  tzadik,
• 41:23
  who's
• 41:23
  nismach,
• 41:23
  as
• 41:24
  the
• 41:24
  smicha
• 41:24
  from
• 41:26
  the
• 41:26
  tzadikim,
• 41:27
  previous
• 41:27
  generations,
• 41:29
  in
• 41:29
  order
• 41:29
  to
• 41:30
  be
• 41:30
  able
• 41:30
  to
• 41:30
  bring
• 41:31
  down
• 41:31
  the
• 41:31
  Torah
• 41:32
  into.
• 41:33
  Into
• 41:33
  our
• 41:34
  lives,
• 41:34
  into
• 41:34
  our
• 41:35
  mal.
• 41:36
  Malchus
• 41:36
  of
• 41:37
  hashem.
• 41:38
  If
• 41:38
  we
• 41:38
  don't
• 41:38
  do
• 41:39
  that.
• 41:40
  Yeah.
• 41:40
  So
• 41:40
  is
• 41:41
  telling
• 41:41
  us
• 41:41
  that
• 41:43
  he
• 41:43
  got
• 41:45
  from.
• 41:53
  I
• 41:53
  mean,
• 41:53
  he
• 41:53
  grew.
• 41:54
  He
• 41:54
  grew
• 41:54
  up.
• 41:59
  You
• 42:00
  got
• 42:00
  to
• 42:00
  turn
• 42:00
  this
• 42:00
  off
• 42:00
  as
• 42:00
  possible.
• 42:06
  Grew
• 42:07
  up
• 42:07
  in
• 42:07
  the
• 42:08
  home
• 42:08
  of
• 42:08
  the
• 42:08
  BAAL
• 42:08
  Shem
• 42:09
  Tov.
• 42:11
  He
• 42:12
  was
• 42:12
  macabre
• 42:13
  directly.
• 42:13
  No,
• 42:14
  if
• 42:14
  you
• 42:15
  read,
• 42:16
  he
• 42:16
  was
• 42:16
  macabre.
• 42:18
  He
• 42:18
  had
• 42:18
  conversations
• 42:19
  with
• 42:20
  his
• 42:20
  Zaidi,
• 42:20
  the
• 42:21
  Balshamtov.
• 42:21
  He
• 42:21
  would
• 42:21
  go
• 42:21
  to
• 42:21
  his
• 42:22
  caver,
• 42:23
  Smicha
• 42:23
  from
• 42:23
  the
• 42:23
  Moshe,
• 42:25
  brother,
• 42:25
  brother.
• 42:28
  So
• 42:29
  again,
• 42:29
  again,
• 42:30
  again.
• 42:30
  The
• 42:31
  Indian
• 42:31
  of
• 42:31
  smich
• 42:31
  over
• 42:32
  here
• 42:32
  is
• 42:32
  not.
• 42:32
  It's
• 42:32
  not.
• 42:33
  It's
• 42:33
  not
• 42:33
  like
• 42:33
  it's
• 42:33
  not
• 42:34
  the
• 42:34
  end
• 42:34
  of
• 42:34
  smicha,
• 42:34
  where
• 42:35
  like,
• 42:35
  like
• 42:35
  in,
• 42:36
  in,
• 42:36
  in,
• 42:36
  in,
• 42:36
  in.
• 42:36
  In
• 42:36
  the
• 42:39
  mamish
• 42:39
  getting
• 42:40
  the
• 42:40
  imin
• 42:41
  of
• 42:41
  being
• 42:41
  macabre.
• 42:42
  The
• 42:42
  das.
• 42:45
  I'm
• 42:45
  just
• 42:45
  telling
• 42:45
  you.
• 42:45
  I'm
• 42:46
  telling
• 42:46
  you.
• 42:46
  You
• 42:46
  see,
• 42:46
  from
• 42:46
  this
• 42:47
  to.
• 42:47
  He's
• 42:48
  not
• 42:48
  talking
• 42:48
  about.
• 42:49
  He's
• 42:49
  not
• 42:49
  talking
• 42:50
  about
• 42:51
  that
• 42:51
  you
• 42:51
  have
• 42:51
  directly.
• 42:52
  It
• 42:52
  means
• 42:53
  that
• 42:53
  you
• 42:53
  were
• 42:53
  ma
• 42:54
  of
• 42:55
  that
• 42:55
  sadiq.
• 43:00
  Yeah,
• 43:01
  for
• 43:01
  sure.
• 43:02
  He's
• 43:02
  the
• 43:02
  hamster.
• 43:06
  No,
• 43:07
  okay,
• 43:07
  okay.
• 43:07
  Yeah,
• 43:08
  yeah,
• 43:08
  yeah.
• 43:10
  No,
• 43:11
  yeah,
• 43:12
  no,
• 43:12
  he's
• 43:12
  good,
• 43:12
  he's
• 43:12
  good.
• 43:13
  It's
• 43:13
  good,
• 43:13
  it's
• 43:13
  good,
• 43:13
  it's
• 43:13
  good.
• 43:15
  Okay.
• 43:16
  So
• 43:16
  you
• 43:16
  guys,
• 43:17
  the
• 43:17
  point
• 43:17
  over
• 43:17
  here,
• 43:17
  the
• 43:18
  point
• 43:18
  over
• 43:18
  here,
• 43:20
  that's
• 43:21
  the
• 43:21
  point.
• 43:21
  That's
• 43:21
  how
• 43:22
  we
• 43:22
  getting
• 43:22
  off
• 43:22
  that
• 43:23
  question
• 43:24
  going
• 43:25
  14
• 43:25
  years.
• 43:25
  I'm
• 43:25
  not
• 43:26
  just
• 43:26
  asking
• 43:27
  questions.
• 43:28
  It
• 43:29
  would
• 43:29
  be
• 43:29
  clear
• 43:29
  if
• 43:29
  I
• 43:29
  don't.
• 43:30
  Believe
• 43:30
  it
• 43:30
  or
• 43:30
  not
• 43:30
  as
• 43:31
  a
• 43:31
  breast
• 43:31
  still
• 43:32
  wouldn't
• 43:32
  be
• 43:32
  clear.
• 43:33
  At
• 43:33
  the
• 43:33
  end
• 43:33
  of
• 43:33
  the
• 43:33
  day,
• 43:33
  you're
• 43:34
  not
• 43:34
  going
• 43:34
  to
• 43:34
  be
• 43:34
  getting
• 43:34
  your
• 43:34
  healing.
• 43:35
  That
• 43:35
  you
• 43:35
  need
• 43:35
  because
• 43:35
  at
• 43:35
  the
• 43:35
  end.
• 43:36
  Of
• 43:36
  day
• 43:38
  you're
• 43:38
  not
• 43:40
  says
• 43:41
  if
• 43:41
  you.
• 43:41
  Go
• 43:41
  against
• 43:41
  them,
• 43:42
  you're
• 43:42
  not
• 43:42
  going
• 43:42
  to
• 43:42
  look
• 43:42
  close.
• 43:43
  Great.
• 43:47
  No,
• 43:48
  no,
• 43:48
  I
• 43:48
  know
• 43:48
  you
• 43:48
  were
• 43:48
  joking.
• 43:50
  So
• 43:50
  what
• 43:50
  happens
• 43:50
  when
• 43:51
  we
• 43:51
  don't.
• 43:51
  When
• 43:51
  we
• 43:51
  don't
• 43:52
  connect
• 43:52
  to
• 43:52
  the.
• 43:52
  To
• 43:52
  the.
• 43:53
  And
• 43:54
  we're
• 43:54
  masked
• 43:54
  with
• 43:54
  somebody
• 43:54
  else.
• 43:55
  We're
• 43:56
  somebody
• 43:56
  else.
• 43:56
  So
• 43:56
  then
• 43:59
  is.
• 44:01
  We
• 44:01
  get.
• 44:02
  We
• 44:02
  get.
• 44:02
  We
• 44:02
  get
• 44:02
  very
• 44:03
  confused
• 44:03
  because
• 44:04
  the
• 44:04
  person
• 44:04
  that
• 44:05
  we're
• 44:05
  going
• 44:05
  to.
• 44:06
  That
• 44:06
  we're
• 44:06
  masm,
• 44:07
  he
• 44:07
  himself
• 44:07
  doesn't
• 44:07
  have
• 44:08
  clarity.
• 44:09
  And
• 44:09
  so
• 44:09
  you
• 44:09
  can't
• 44:10
  guide
• 44:10
  us
• 44:10
  in
• 44:10
  verse
• 44:10
  hashem.
• 44:11
  So
• 44:11
  then
• 44:12
  we
• 44:12
  fall
• 44:12
  into
• 44:13
  the
• 44:13
  Ksav
• 44:13
  Yadam
• 44:14
  of
• 44:14
  the
• 44:14
  goyim.
• 44:15
  Of
• 44:15
  the
• 44:15
  goyim.
• 44:16
  That's
• 44:16
  the
• 44:16
  rebbe
• 44:16
  says
• 44:16
  that
• 44:17
  we
• 44:17
  just
• 44:17
  read
• 44:17
  before
• 44:18
  we
• 44:18
  follow
• 44:19
  the
• 44:20
  writing
• 44:20
  of
• 44:20
  the
• 44:20
  goyim.
• 44:21
  Again,
• 44:22
  it
• 44:22
  means
• 44:22
  parshat,
• 44:23
  the
• 44:24
  sab
• 44:24
  yanim,
• 44:24
  which
• 44:24
  comes
• 44:24
  from
• 44:25
  the
• 44:25
  chochma.
• 44:25
  That's
• 44:26
  whatever
• 44:26
  says
• 44:26
  that
• 44:26
  the
• 44:26
  chochma,
• 44:27
  the
• 44:27
  saba,
• 44:28
  the
• 44:28
  goyim
• 44:28
  comes
• 44:28
  from
• 44:28
  their
• 44:28
  chochma.
• 44:29
  Means
• 44:30
  you
• 44:30
  want
• 44:30
  to
• 44:30
  get
• 44:31
  a
• 44:31
  job,
• 44:31
  you
• 44:31
  got
• 44:31
  to
• 44:31
  go
• 44:31
  to
• 44:31
  university,
• 44:32
  you
• 44:32
  got
• 44:32
  to
• 44:32
  learn
• 44:32
  all
• 44:33
  these
• 44:33
  science
• 44:33
  things.
• 44:34
  Right?
• 44:35
  Right.
• 44:35
  It's
• 44:35
  takagalis.
• 44:36
  It's
• 44:36
  like
• 44:36
  spiz
• 44:36
  goes
• 44:37
  over
• 44:37
  here
• 44:37
  that
• 44:37
  you
• 44:37
  have.
• 44:39
  You
• 44:39
  can't
• 44:39
  get
• 44:39
  your
• 44:40
  kias
• 44:40
  and
• 44:40
  rukhvis
• 44:41
  and
• 44:41
  gashmis
• 44:41
  from
• 44:41
  the
• 44:42
  terror.
• 44:43
  The
• 44:43
  Torah
• 44:44
  goes
• 44:44
  the.
• 44:44
  The
• 44:44
  sab.
• 44:45
  The
• 44:45
  terror
• 44:45
  falls.
• 44:47
  So
• 44:48
  then
• 44:49
  all
• 44:49
  the
• 44:49
  shafa
• 44:50
  goes
• 44:50
  to
• 44:50
  the
• 44:51
  guru
• 44:51
  and
• 44:52
  a
• 44:52
  person
• 44:52
  has
• 44:52
  to.
• 44:53
  It's.
• 44:53
  It's
• 44:54
  the
• 44:54
  Goddess,
• 44:55
  Goddess
• 44:55
  that
• 44:55
  we
• 44:55
  have
• 44:56
  to
• 44:56
  go.
• 44:56
  And,
• 44:57
  and,
• 44:57
  and
• 44:57
  they
• 44:58
  still
• 44:58
  learn
• 44:58
  English.
• 45:02
  And
• 45:02
  then
• 45:02
  also
• 45:02
  business
• 45:03
  learning
• 45:03
  knowledge.
• 45:04
  Yeah,
• 45:05
  you
• 45:05
  have
• 45:05
  to
• 45:05
  learn.
• 45:05
  You
• 45:06
  have
• 45:06
  to
• 45:06
  learn
• 45:06
  different
• 45:06
  things.
• 45:07
  So,
• 45:07
  so
• 45:07
  now
• 45:07
  if
• 45:08
  you're
• 45:08
  makasha.
• 45:08
  These
• 45:09
  things
• 45:09
  we'll
• 45:09
  learn.
• 45:09
  We'll
• 45:09
  talk
• 45:09
  about
• 45:10
  this.
• 45:10
  If
• 45:10
  you.
• 45:11
  Things
• 45:11
  to
• 45:12
  the
• 45:12
  Kedush,
• 45:12
  I
• 45:12
  mean,
• 45:13
  you
• 45:13
  realize,
• 45:13
  you
• 45:13
  don't
• 45:13
  give
• 45:13
  to
• 45:14
  this,
• 45:15
  to
• 45:15
  this,
• 45:15
  to
• 45:15
  this.
• 45:16
  You
• 45:16
  don't.
• 45:16
  You're
• 45:16
  not.
• 45:17
  You're
• 45:17
  not
• 45:18
  Masmik.
• 45:18
  The
• 45:18
  situation,
• 45:19
  you
• 45:19
  don't
• 45:19
  say,
• 45:19
  okay,
• 45:20
  this
• 45:20
  is.
• 45:20
  This
• 45:20
  is.
• 45:20
  This
• 45:20
  is.
• 45:21
  This
• 45:21
  is.
• 45:21
  This
• 45:21
  is
• 45:21
  good.
• 45:22
  Like,
• 45:22
  Hashem,
• 45:23
  I
• 45:23
  get
• 45:24
  all
• 45:24
  my
• 45:24
  degrees,
• 45:24
  and
• 45:25
  I
• 45:25
  can
• 45:25
  make,
• 45:25
  you
• 45:25
  know,
• 45:25
  like,
• 45:26
  $500,000
• 45:27
  and
• 45:27
  have
• 45:28
  a
• 45:28
  nice
• 45:28
  life,
• 45:28
  you
• 45:28
  know?
• 45:29
  No,
• 45:29
  no,
• 45:29
  no.
• 45:29
  Like,
• 45:29
  if
• 45:30
  you're
• 45:30
  not
• 45:30
  mastering
• 45:30
  that
• 45:30
  situation
• 45:32
  again,
• 45:34
  the
• 45:35
  Torah
• 45:35
  is
• 45:35
  a
• 45:35
  dekhmah
• 45:36
  mutzah.
• 45:36
  It
• 45:36
  doesn't
• 45:36
  say
• 45:37
  to
• 45:37
  ignore
• 45:38
  the
• 45:39
  reality
• 45:39
  of
• 45:39
  life.
• 45:40
  Reality
• 45:40
  of
• 45:40
  life
• 45:41
  is
• 45:41
  we're
• 45:41
  in
• 45:41
  Gallus.
• 45:41
  You
• 45:42
  know,
• 45:42
  it
• 45:42
  might
• 45:42
  be
• 45:42
  that
• 45:42
  you
• 45:42
  need
• 45:42
  to
• 45:43
  go
• 45:43
  to
• 45:43
  college
• 45:43
  and
• 45:43
  learn
• 45:44
  and
• 45:44
  get
• 45:44
  a
• 45:44
  degree,
• 45:45
  but
• 45:45
  recognize
• 45:46
  that
• 45:46
  that
• 45:46
  is
• 45:46
  golos.
• 45:48
  Ayid
• 45:49
  doesn't
• 45:49
  belong
• 45:49
  in
• 45:49
  college.
• 45:50
  He
• 45:50
  doesn't
• 45:50
  belong
• 45:50
  learning
• 45:51
  any
• 45:51
  other
• 45:51
  languages.
• 45:51
  We
• 45:52
  don't
• 45:52
  belong
• 45:52
  speaking
• 45:52
  English,
• 45:53
  okay?
• 45:53
  That's
• 45:54
  a
• 45:54
  word
• 45:55
  we
• 45:55
  should
• 45:55
  be
• 45:55
  speaking,
• 46:01
  by
• 46:01
  the
• 46:01
  way.
• 46:01
  I'm
• 46:02
  saying
• 46:02
  that's
• 46:02
  the
• 46:02
  reality
• 46:02
  of
• 46:02
  our
• 46:02
  situation.
• 46:03
  So
• 46:03
  we're
• 46:03
  using
• 46:03
  the
• 46:04
  reality
• 46:04
  situation
• 46:04
  to
• 46:04
  get
• 46:04
  close
• 46:05
  to
• 46:05
  Hashem.
• 46:05
  That's
• 46:05
  the
• 46:05
  biggest.
• 46:06
  That's
• 46:06
  the
• 46:06
  biggest
• 46:07
  thing.
• 46:07
  That's
• 46:07
  the
• 46:07
  biggest
• 46:07
  thing.
• 46:11
  That's
• 46:11
  right.
• 46:11
  Because
• 46:11
  you
• 46:12
  can.
• 46:12
  Because
• 46:12
  you
• 46:12
  can
• 46:12
  be.
• 46:12
  You
• 46:13
  can
• 46:13
  be
• 46:13
  makara
• 46:13
  said
• 46:13
  situation.
• 46:14
  But
• 46:15
  you
• 46:15
  have
• 46:15
  to
• 46:15
  understand
• 46:18
  and
• 46:18
  for
• 46:18
  care
• 46:19
  by
• 46:19
  using,
• 46:20
  by
• 46:21
  using,
• 46:22
  by.
• 46:22
  By.
• 46:23
  By
• 46:23
  being
• 46:23
  involved
• 46:24
  in
• 46:24
  these
• 46:24
  things
• 46:24
  but
• 46:24
  recognizing
• 46:25
  the
• 46:25
  truth.
• 46:26
  So
• 46:26
  if
• 46:27
  you
• 46:27
  can't,
• 46:27
  you're
• 46:27
  taking
• 46:27
  all
• 46:27
  the
• 46:28
  power
• 46:28
  away
• 46:28
  from
• 46:28
  it
• 46:29
  by
• 46:30
  being
• 46:30
  involved
• 46:30
  in
• 46:31
  these
• 46:31
  things,
• 46:31
  but
• 46:31
  recognizing
• 46:32
  that
• 46:32
  really,
• 46:32
  like,
• 46:33
  you
• 46:33
  know,
• 46:33
  that,
• 46:33
  like
• 46:34
  I'm
• 46:34
  saying,
• 46:34
  go
• 46:34
  down
• 46:34
  there.
• 46:35
  You're
• 46:35
  not
• 46:35
  going.
• 46:35
  Like,
• 46:36
  last
• 46:36
  time
• 46:36
  we
• 46:36
  spoke
• 46:36
  about
• 46:36
  psychology,
• 46:37
  we
• 46:37
  spoke
• 46:37
  bad
• 46:37
  about
• 46:37
  psychology.
• 46:38
  I
• 46:38
  want.
• 46:38
  I
• 46:39
  want
• 46:39
  to
• 46:39
  fix
• 46:39
  up
• 46:39
  a
• 46:39
  little
• 46:39
  bit
• 46:40
  that
• 46:41
  like.
• 46:41
  And
• 46:41
  I
• 46:41
  know,
• 46:41
  I
• 46:41
  know.
• 46:42
  I
• 46:42
  have
• 46:42
  friends
• 46:42
  that
• 46:42
  do
• 46:42
  this
• 46:43
  that
• 46:44
  you
• 46:45
  can.
• 46:45
  A
• 46:45
  person
• 46:45
  who
• 46:46
  studies
• 46:46
  psychology,
• 46:47
  he
• 46:47
  has
• 46:47
  an
• 46:47
  opportunity
• 46:48
  to
• 46:48
  make
• 46:48
  a
• 46:48
  huge
• 46:48
  kiddush
• 46:49
  hashem
• 46:49
  and
• 46:49
  to
• 46:49
  make
• 46:49
  mikara
• 46:50
  of
• 46:50
  tons
• 46:50
  of
• 46:50
  people
• 46:50
  to
• 46:50
  rebar.
• 46:52
  If
• 46:52
  he
• 46:52
  realizes,
• 46:54
  just
• 46:54
  wait.
• 46:55
  If
• 46:55
  he
• 46:56
  realizes
• 46:56
  and
• 46:57
  remembers
• 46:57
  that
• 46:59
  everything
• 46:59
  that
• 46:59
  he's
• 46:59
  learning
• 47:00
  over
• 47:00
  here
• 47:01
  is.
• 47:03
  It's
• 47:03
  a
• 47:03
  monkey
• 47:03
  in
• 47:03
  front
• 47:04
  of
• 47:04
  a
• 47:04
  person.
• 47:04
  And
• 47:05
  the
• 47:05
  Amos
• 47:06
  is
• 47:06
  in
• 47:06
  the
• 47:06
  Torah.
• 47:07
  And
• 47:07
  if
• 47:07
  he's
• 47:07
  makasha,
• 47:08
  whatever
• 47:08
  he's
• 47:08
  learning
• 47:09
  in
• 47:09
  psychology,
• 47:09
  to
• 47:09
  the
• 47:10
  Torah.
• 47:10
  And
• 47:11
  miffrat,
• 47:11
  the
• 47:11
  chassid
• 47:12
  is
• 47:12
  miffrat,
• 47:12
  the
• 47:12
  breast
• 47:12
  of.
• 47:13
  Because
• 47:13
  the
• 47:13
  breast
• 47:13
  of
• 47:13
  Nachman
• 47:14
  has
• 47:14
  all
• 47:14
  the
• 47:14
  80s
• 47:15
  and
• 47:15
  all
• 47:15
  the
• 47:15
  psychology,
• 47:15
  and
• 47:16
  everything
• 47:16
  you
• 47:16
  possibly
• 47:17
  could
• 47:17
  find
• 47:17
  in
• 47:17
  those
• 47:17
  books
• 47:17
  is
• 47:18
  in
• 47:18
  the
• 47:18
  Rabban
• 47:18
  Sefer.
• 47:18
  You
• 47:19
  just
• 47:19
  have
• 47:19
  to
• 47:19
  look
• 47:19
  for
• 47:19
  it.
• 47:20
  It's
• 47:20
  not
• 47:20
  given
• 47:21
  to
• 47:21
  you
• 47:21
  like
• 47:21
  a
• 47:21
  12
• 47:22
  step
• 47:22
  plan.
• 47:22
  Like
• 47:22
  you
• 47:22
  know,
• 47:23
  like
• 47:24
  it's,
• 47:24
  it's,
• 47:25
  you
• 47:25
  have
• 47:25
  to
• 47:25
  do,
• 47:25
  you
• 47:26
  have
• 47:26
  to
• 47:26
  learn,
• 47:26
  you
• 47:26
  have
• 47:26
  to
• 47:26
  put
• 47:26
  in
• 47:26
  the.
• 47:27
  But
• 47:27
  it's
• 47:27
  a
• 47:28
  person
• 47:28
  who
• 47:28
  does
• 47:28
  that.
• 47:28
  So
• 47:28
  adanaba.
• 47:29
  So
• 47:29
  that's
• 47:29
  a
• 47:29
  big,
• 47:30
  that's
• 47:30
  a
• 47:30
  big
• 47:30
  tikkun
• 47:31
  and
• 47:31
  you
• 47:32
  can
• 47:32
  bring
• 47:32
  a
• 47:32
  lot
• 47:32
  of
• 47:32
  people
• 47:32
  in
• 47:33
  who
• 47:33
  are
• 47:33
  stuck
• 47:33
  in
• 47:34
  the
• 47:34
  kisav
• 47:34
  and
• 47:35
  the
• 47:35
  chochma,
• 47:35
  the
• 47:35
  God.
• 47:35
  You
• 47:36
  can
• 47:36
  bring
• 47:36
  them
• 47:36
  out
• 47:36
  of
• 47:36
  that.
• 47:37
  Say
• 47:37
  what
• 47:37
  you're
• 47:38
  looking,
• 47:38
  looking
• 47:38
  for
• 47:38
  is
• 47:39
  look
• 47:39
  at
• 47:39
  the.
• 47:39
  And
• 47:40
  I'm
• 47:40
  going
• 47:40
  to
• 47:40
  show
• 47:40
  you
• 47:41
  how
• 47:41
  and
• 47:41
  I'm
• 47:41
  going
• 47:41
  to
• 47:41
  bring
• 47:41
  you
• 47:42
  close
• 47:42
  to
• 47:42
  that
• 47:42
  truth.
• 47:43
  Right?
• 47:43
  Yeah.
• 47:44
  So
• 47:44
  then
• 47:44
  Adarabbas,
• 47:45
  you're
• 47:45
  taking
• 47:45
  all
• 47:45
  the
• 47:45
  power
• 47:46
  away
• 47:46
  from
• 47:46
  the
• 47:46
  goyimb
• 47:47
  and
• 47:47
  giving
• 47:48
  it
• 47:48
  to
• 47:49
  the
• 47:49
  chochma
• 47:49
  satiram.
• 47:51
  But
• 47:51
  it's,
• 47:52
  but
• 47:52
  it's,
• 47:52
  but
• 47:52
  it's
• 47:52
  not
• 47:52
  easy.
• 47:53
  You
• 47:53
  understand
• 47:53
  how
• 47:53
  a
• 47:53
  person
• 47:54
  falls
• 47:54
  into
• 47:54
  this
• 47:54
  because
• 47:55
  he
• 47:55
  doesn't
• 47:55
  have
• 47:55
  atheists.
• 47:56
  And
• 47:56
  so
• 47:56
  he's
• 47:57
  trying
• 47:57
  to
• 47:57
  find
• 47:58
  advice,
• 47:58
  trying
• 47:58
  to
• 47:59
  find
• 47:59
  guidance
• 47:59
  and
• 47:59
  clarity
• 48:00
  in
• 48:00
  all
• 48:01
  these
• 48:01
  other
• 48:01
  places,
• 48:01
  right?
• 48:02
  Which
• 48:02
  is
• 48:02
  a
• 48:02
  malchus
• 48:03
  akumah
• 48:05
  is
• 48:05
  trying
• 48:05
  to
• 48:06
  tell
• 48:06
  if
• 48:06
  you
• 48:06
  do
• 48:06
  like
• 48:06
  this
• 48:07
  and
• 48:07
  this
• 48:07
  and
• 48:07
  this
• 48:07
  then
• 48:08
  your
• 48:08
  life
• 48:08
  is
• 48:08
  going
• 48:08
  to
• 48:08
  be,
• 48:09
  it's
• 48:10
  all
• 48:10
  going
• 48:10
  to
• 48:10
  work
• 48:10
  out,
• 48:10
  you're
• 48:11
  going
• 48:11
  to
• 48:11
  get
• 48:11
  out
• 48:11
  of
• 48:11
  your
• 48:12
  situation.
• 48:13
  And
• 48:14
  really
• 48:14
  it
• 48:14
  doesn't,
• 48:15
  it
• 48:15
  doesn't,
• 48:16
  most
• 48:16
  of
• 48:16
  the
• 48:16
  time
• 48:16
  it
• 48:17
  doesn't
• 48:17
  help
• 48:17
  unless
• 48:18
  you
• 48:18
  makasha
• 48:19
  it
• 48:19
  somehow
• 48:19
  you
• 48:20
  connect
• 48:20
  it
• 48:20
  to,
• 48:21
  to
• 48:21
  the
• 48:21
  Emmaus
• 48:22
  of
• 48:22
  the
• 48:22
  Torah.
• 48:22
  And,
• 48:23
  and,
• 48:23
  but,
• 48:23
  but
• 48:25
  we
• 48:25
  shouldn't
• 48:25
  even
• 48:26
  go
• 48:26
  there
• 48:26
  because
• 48:27
  as
• 48:27
  much
• 48:27
  as
• 48:27
  you
• 48:27
  possibly
• 48:28
  can,
• 48:28
  you
• 48:28
  should
• 48:28
  even
• 48:29
  go
• 48:29
  there.
• 48:29
  You
• 48:29
  should,
• 48:29
  you
• 48:30
  should,
• 48:30
  you
• 48:30
  should,
• 48:30
  you
• 48:30
  have
• 48:30
  a
• 48:30
  problem
• 48:31
  in
• 48:31
  your
• 48:31
  life.
• 48:32
  Realize
• 48:32
  the
• 48:32
  reason
• 48:33
  I
• 48:33
  have
• 48:33
  this
• 48:33
  problem
• 48:33
  and
• 48:34
  the
• 48:34
  reason
• 48:34
  I'm
• 48:34
  so
• 48:34
  confused,
• 48:35
  I
• 48:35
  have
• 48:35
  this
• 48:35
  dealing,
• 48:35
  I
• 48:35
  have
• 48:36
  this
• 48:36
  conf
• 48:36
  and
• 48:36
  I,
• 48:36
  and
• 48:36
  I
• 48:37
  don't
• 48:37
  have
• 48:37
  atheists.
• 48:38
  Which
• 48:38
  rabnachma
• 48:39
  says
• 48:39
  that
• 48:39
  the
• 48:39
  Ikuddinim
• 48:40
  is
• 48:40
  a
• 48:40
  person
• 48:40
  who's
• 48:41
  in
• 48:42
  saffik.
• 48:42
  He
• 48:42
  has
• 48:42
  doubts.
• 48:43
  That's
• 48:43
  Ikuddin.
• 48:44
  So
• 48:46
  is
• 48:46
  because
• 48:47
  I'm
• 48:47
  not
• 48:47
  learning
• 48:48
  Rabnachim's
• 48:49
  form
• 48:49
  every
• 48:49
  single
• 48:49
  day
• 48:49
  of
• 48:49
  my
• 48:49
  life.
• 48:50
  That's
• 48:50
  it.
• 48:51
  That's
• 48:51
  the
• 48:51
  main
• 48:52
  problem.
• 48:52
  That's
• 48:52
  the
• 48:53
  main
• 48:53
  problem
• 48:53
  I
• 48:53
  have
• 48:53
  is
• 48:53
  I
• 48:53
  don't
• 48:54
  have
• 48:54
  a
• 48:54
  kiviyez
• 48:55
  in
• 48:55
  learning
• 48:55
  halocha.
• 48:56
  I
• 48:56
  don't
• 48:56
  have
• 48:56
  kivias
• 48:57
  in
• 48:57
  learning
• 48:57
  sefer
• 48:58
  rabbeinu
• 48:58
  every
• 48:59
  single
• 48:59
  day,
• 48:59
  even
• 48:59
  a
• 48:59
  little
• 48:59
  bit.
• 48:59
  Each
• 49:00
  person
• 49:00
  according
• 49:00
  to
• 49:00
  their
• 49:01
  level,
• 49:01
  how
• 49:01
  much
• 49:01
  time
• 49:01
  they
• 49:02
  have,
• 49:03
  how
• 49:03
  much
• 49:03
  koyechasa
• 49:04
  seicha
• 49:05
  they
• 49:05
  have.
• 49:06
  But
• 49:06
  that's
• 49:07
  the
• 49:07
  main,
• 49:07
  that's
• 49:07
  the
• 49:07
  main
• 49:07
  problem.
• 49:08
  That's
• 49:08
  this.
• 49:09
  And
• 49:09
  if
• 49:09
  I
• 49:09
  just
• 49:09
  learn
• 49:10
  this
• 49:10
  from.
• 49:10
  And
• 49:10
  I
• 49:10
  search
• 49:11
  for
• 49:11
  the
• 49:11
  Emirates
• 49:11
  over
• 49:11
  there.
• 49:12
  So
• 49:12
  then
• 49:12
  I'm
• 49:12
  not
• 49:12
  going
• 49:12
  to
• 49:12
  be
• 49:13
  Masvid
• 49:13
  for
• 49:13
  all
• 49:14
  these
• 49:14
  other
• 49:14
  Rabbanim.
• 49:15
  I'm
• 49:15
  going
• 49:15
  to
• 49:15
  find.
• 49:16
  I'm
• 49:16
  going
• 49:16
  to
• 49:16
  find
• 49:16
  a
• 49:16
  true
• 49:17
  connection
• 49:17
  to
• 49:17
  Tzedikim
• 49:18
  that's
• 49:18
  going
• 49:18
  to
• 49:18
  get
• 49:18
  me
• 49:18
  out
• 49:19
  of
• 49:19
  all
• 49:20
  this
• 49:20
  darkness
• 49:21
  and
• 49:21
  all
• 49:21
  this
• 49:21
  confusion
• 49:22
  and
• 49:22
  give
• 49:22
  me
• 49:23
  a
• 49:23
  clear
• 49:23
  path
• 49:23
  to
• 49:23
  serve
• 49:24
  Hashem
• 49:24
  in
• 49:24
  every
• 49:24
  aspect
• 49:24
  of
• 49:25
  life.
• 49:25
  So
• 49:26
  that's
• 49:27
  in
• 49:27
  a
• 49:27
  nutshell
• 49:28
  that
• 49:28
  I
• 49:28
  was
• 49:28
  speaking
• 49:28
  of
• 49:29
  here.
• 49:29
  And
• 49:29
  we'll
• 49:29
  have
• 49:29
  to
• 49:29
  talk
• 49:29
  more
• 49:30
  about
• 49:30
  next
• 49:30
  time,
• 49:30
  about
• 49:30
  how
• 49:31
  this
• 49:31
  relates
• 49:31
  to
• 49:32
  going
• 49:32
  to
• 49:33
  Gullus
• 49:33
  Mamish.
• 49:34
  A
• 49:34
  person
• 49:34
  goes
• 49:34
  to,
• 49:34
  goes
• 49:35
  to
• 49:35
  go
• 49:36
  to
• 49:36
  go,
• 49:37
  you
• 49:37
  know,
• 49:37
  learn
• 49:37
  in
• 49:37
  some
• 49:38
  university
• 49:38
  in
• 49:38
  Nebraska,
• 49:39
  whatever,
• 49:39
  you
• 49:40
  know,
• 49:40
  these
• 49:41
  different
• 49:41
  places.
• 49:41
  But
• 49:41
  the
• 49:42
  Ikar
• 49:42
  Kavanah,
• 49:43
  first
• 49:43
  of
• 49:43
  all,
• 49:45
  the
• 49:45
  Parasha
• 49:45
  Kevan
• 49:46
  over
• 49:46
  here
• 49:46
  is
• 49:46
  the
• 49:46
  Rebbe's
• 49:47
  talking
• 49:47
  about
• 49:47
  the
• 49:47
  Maskilim,
• 49:49
  right?
• 49:49
  When
• 49:49
  people
• 49:50
  not
• 49:50
  learning
• 49:50
  Torah
• 49:50
  Shema
• 49:51
  is
• 49:51
  the
• 49:51
  biggest
• 49:51
  problem
• 49:51
  in
• 49:51
  the
• 49:51
  world.
• 49:53
  Okay,
• 49:53
  it's
• 49:54
  not
• 49:54
  so
• 49:54
  Shema.
• 49:54
  Okay,
• 49:55
  so
• 49:55
  it's
• 49:55
  not
• 49:55
  that
• 49:55
  bad.
• 49:55
  Okay,
• 49:55
  so
• 49:56
  we
• 49:56
  better
• 49:56
  be
• 49:56
  learning
• 49:57
  Shema.
• 49:57
  Of
• 49:57
  course.
• 49:57
  But
• 49:58
  no,
• 49:58
  you're
• 49:59
  not.
• 49:59
  Turn
• 49:59
  the
• 50:01
  right
• 50:02
  now
• 50:02
  again,
• 50:02
  what
• 50:02
  does
• 50:03
  it
• 50:03
  mean?
• 50:05
  Means
• 50:05
  that
• 50:05
  a
• 50:05
  person,
• 50:06
  the
• 50:06
  B,
• 50:06
  says,
• 50:07
  this
• 50:07
  person
• 50:08
  wants
• 50:08
  to
• 50:08
  learn
• 50:08
  Nishma.
• 50:09
  And
• 50:10
  he
• 50:10
  starts
• 50:10
  out
• 50:11
  right.
• 50:12
  The
• 50:12
  classic
• 50:12
  example
• 50:13
  is
• 50:13
  like,
• 50:13
  person's
• 50:13
  like,
• 50:14
  you
• 50:14
  know,
• 50:14
  it
• 50:14
  doesn't
• 50:14
  feel
• 50:14
  like
• 50:14
  learning.
• 50:15
  So
• 50:15
  he
• 50:15
  says,
• 50:15
  okay,
• 50:16
  I'm
• 50:16
  going
• 50:16
  to
• 50:16
  promise
• 50:16
  myself
• 50:17
  a
• 50:17
  chocolate
• 50:17
  bar
• 50:17
  if
• 50:17
  I
• 50:17
  learn.
• 50:18
  Okay,
• 50:19
  I'm
• 50:19
  going
• 50:19
  to
• 50:19
  promise
• 50:19
  myself,
• 50:19
  like,
• 50:20
  you
• 50:20
  know,
• 50:20
  no,
• 50:20
  I'm
• 50:21
  going
• 50:21
  to
• 50:21
  promise
• 50:21
  a
• 50:21
  cigarette
• 50:21
  after
• 50:22
  I
• 50:22
  learn
• 50:22
  this
• 50:22
  stuff.
• 50:24
  So,
• 50:25
  you
• 50:25
  know,
• 50:25
  yeah,
• 50:26
  make
• 50:26
  a
• 50:26
  sim
• 50:26
  or
• 50:26
  something.
• 50:27
  Okay,
• 50:27
  so
• 50:27
  it's
• 50:27
  Shalodishma.
• 50:28
  But
• 50:29
  then,
• 50:30
  but
• 50:30
  you
• 50:30
  realize
• 50:31
  even
• 50:31
  at
• 50:31
  the
• 50:31
  time
• 50:31
  you're
• 50:32
  doing
• 50:32
  that
• 50:33
  what
• 50:33
  I
• 50:34
  really.
• 50:34
  My
• 50:34
  goal
• 50:34
  is,
• 50:34
  I
• 50:34
  really
• 50:35
  want
• 50:35
  to
• 50:35
  get
• 50:35
  to
• 50:35
  Torah
• 50:35
  Lishma.
• 50:36
  I
• 50:36
  realize
• 50:37
  the
• 50:37
  only
• 50:37
  way
• 50:37
  I'm
• 50:37
  going
• 50:37
  to
• 50:38
  pick
• 50:38
  myself
• 50:38
  off
• 50:39
  the
• 50:39
  couch
• 50:39
  right
• 50:39
  now
• 50:39
  and
• 50:40
  do
• 50:40
  it
• 50:40
  is
• 50:41
  by
• 50:41
  studying
• 50:41
  shadowishma.
• 50:42
  But
• 50:42
  with
• 50:42
  Torah
• 50:42
  Shalishmah,
• 50:43
  Bodhi
• 50:43
  Shema,
• 50:44
  my
• 50:44
  intention
• 50:44
  is
• 50:45
  to
• 50:45
  get
• 50:45
  to
• 50:45
  Telugu.
• 50:46
  Okay,
• 50:46
  so
• 50:46
  then
• 50:46
  you're
• 50:46
  on
• 50:46
  the
• 50:46
  dach,
• 50:47
  and
• 50:47
  you're
• 50:47
  going
• 50:47
  to
• 50:47
  get
• 50:47
  there
• 50:48
  Siatter
• 50:48
  Shema.
• 50:49
  You
• 50:49
  keep
• 50:49
  working
• 50:49
  on
• 50:49
  it,
• 50:50
  you
• 50:50
  know,
• 50:51
  and
• 50:51
  even
• 50:51
  the
• 50:52
  Shilalishma
• 50:52
  is
• 50:53
  bedsemerishma.
• 50:54
  That's
• 50:54
  aside.
• 50:55
  But
• 50:55
  a
• 50:55
  person
• 50:55
  stop
• 50:56
  learning.
• 50:57
  There's
• 50:57
  nothing
• 50:58
  worse
• 50:58
  than
• 50:58
  that.
• 50:59
  Whoa,
• 51:00
  that's
• 51:00
  very
• 51:00
  intense.
• 51:01
  There's
• 51:01
  nothing
• 51:02
  worse
• 51:02
  than
• 51:02
  that.
• 51:02
  Why?
• 51:03
  Because,
• 51:03
  in
• 51:03
  other
• 51:04
  words,
• 51:04
  what
• 51:04
  happens
• 51:05
  is
• 51:05
  that
• 51:06
  he's
• 51:06
  not
• 51:06
  giving
• 51:06
  the
• 51:06
  eights.
• 51:06
  This
• 51:06
  is
• 51:07
  causing
• 51:07
  this
• 51:07
  whole
• 51:07
  problem
• 51:08
  of
• 51:09
  my
• 51:09
  sorrows
• 51:09
  and
• 51:10
  confusion
• 51:10
  and
• 51:10
  not
• 51:10
  getting
• 51:11
  his
• 51:11
  direction
• 51:11
  in
• 51:11
  life.
• 51:12
  And
• 51:12
  then
• 51:13
  this,
• 51:13
  this
• 51:13
  is
• 51:14
  this.
• 51:14
  This
• 51:14
  was
• 51:15
  result
• 51:15
  of.
• 51:15
  This
• 51:15
  was
• 51:17
  the
• 51:17
  enlightenment.
• 51:19
  Yeah.
• 51:19
  And
• 51:19
  then
• 51:19
  people,
• 51:20
  people,
• 51:20
  people,
• 51:20
  people,
• 51:20
  they.
• 51:21
  They
• 51:21
  lose
• 51:21
  a
• 51:21
  connection
• 51:21
  to
• 51:22
  Yiddish
• 51:22
  guide
• 51:22
  because
• 51:22
  they're
• 51:23
  not.
• 51:23
  It's
• 51:23
  not.
• 51:23
  They're
• 51:24
  not
• 51:24
  finding
• 51:24
  Hashem
• 51:24
  in
• 51:24
  their
• 51:24
  lives.
• 51:25
  And
• 51:25
  then
• 51:25
  they
• 51:25
  fall
• 51:26
  into
• 51:26
  the.
• 51:28
  And
• 51:29
  then
• 51:29
  they.
• 51:29
  And
• 51:30
  then
• 51:30
  what
• 51:30
  happens?
• 51:30
  What
• 51:31
  was
• 51:31
  the
• 51:31
  result
• 51:31
  of
• 51:31
  enlightenment?
• 51:32
  The
• 51:32
  Gerosh
• 51:33
  and
• 51:33
  the
• 51:33
  Yiddim
• 51:33
  were
• 51:33
  kicked
• 51:34
  out
• 51:34
  of
• 51:34
  all
• 51:34
  their
• 51:34
  places
• 51:35
  and
• 51:35
  all
• 51:35
  the.
• 51:35
  They
• 51:35
  got
• 51:36
  all
• 51:36
  this
• 51:36
  suffering.
• 51:36
  They
• 51:36
  had
• 51:36
  Ashkenazi
• 51:37
  Jews
• 51:38
  Holocaust.
• 51:38
  All
• 51:39
  the
• 51:39
  suffering
• 51:39
  that
• 51:39
  Yiddin
• 51:40
  had
• 51:40
  because
• 51:40
  of,
• 51:41
  of.
• 51:41
  Because
• 51:41
  of
• 51:41
  the
• 51:42
  Haskalah.
• 51:43
  Because
• 51:44
  why,
• 51:44
  because
• 51:44
  why
• 51:44
  don't
• 51:45
  SM
• 51:45
  this
• 51:45
  problem.
• 51:45
  Exactly.
• 51:46
  Right.
• 51:49
  The
• 51:49
  more
• 51:49
  trying
• 51:50
  to
• 51:50
  get
• 51:50
  close
• 51:50
  to
• 51:50
  Hashem.
• 51:51
  They
• 51:51
  have
• 51:51
  like
• 51:51
  this
• 51:51
  mimus
• 51:52
  trying
• 51:52
  to.
• 51:52
  Get
• 51:52
  close
• 51:52
  to
• 51:52
  Hashem
• 51:53
  all
• 51:53
  the
• 51:53
  way.
• 51:53
  Right.
• 51:57
  They
• 51:58
  didn't
• 51:58
  have
• 51:58
  to
• 51:58
  go
• 51:58
  through
• 51:58
  all
• 51:58
  this
• 51:59
  trouble.
• 52:00
  They
• 52:00
  didn't
• 52:01
  have
• 52:01
  to
• 52:01
  go
• 52:01
  through
• 52:01
  all
• 52:01
  this
• 52:02
  trouble
• 52:02
  because
• 52:02
  they
• 52:03
  held
• 52:03
  onto
• 52:03
  the
• 52:05
  big
• 52:05
  Muslim
• 52:05
  for
• 52:05
  us.
• 52:12
  I'm
• 52:12
  telling
• 52:13
  you
• 52:13
  guys
• 52:13
  because
• 52:13
  that
• 52:14
  is
• 52:14
  learning
• 52:14
  the
• 52:14
  Shema.
• 52:15
  I'm
• 52:15
  talking
• 52:15
  about
• 52:15
  the
• 52:16
  whole
• 52:16
  key
• 52:16
  of
• 52:16
  learning
• 52:16
  the
• 52:16
  Shema.
• 52:16
  Learning
• 52:17
  Shema
• 52:17
  means.
• 52:19
  That's
• 52:19
  what
• 52:19
  it
• 52:19
  means.
• 52:20
  It
• 52:20
  means.
• 52:21
  It
• 52:21
  means
• 52:21
  I
• 52:21
  believe
• 52:22
  that
• 52:22
  this
• 52:22
  sad.
• 52:23
  That's
• 52:23
  what
• 52:23
  telling
• 52:23
  us
• 52:23
  over
• 52:23
  here
• 52:24
  means.
• 52:25
  I
• 52:25
  believe
• 52:26
  this
• 52:26
  Tzadik
• 52:26
  can
• 52:27
  help
• 52:27
  me.
• 52:27
  That's
• 52:27
  what
• 52:28
  means.
• 52:29
  I
• 52:29
  believe
• 52:29
  that
• 52:29
  his
• 52:29
  Torah
• 52:30
  is
• 52:30
  going
• 52:30
  to
• 52:30
  change
• 52:30
  my
• 52:31
  life.
• 52:31
  Otherwise
• 52:32
  it's.
• 52:33
  It's
• 52:33
  Mosaris.
• 52:34
  And
• 52:34
  then
• 52:34
  I.
• 52:34
  Then
• 52:34
  there's
• 52:35
  this
• 52:35
  whole.
• 52:37
  So
• 52:37
  that
• 52:37
  was.
• 52:38
  And
• 52:38
  then.
• 52:38
  Then
• 52:38
  in
• 52:38
  Rukh
• 52:39
  also
• 52:39
  happens
• 52:41
  a
• 52:41
  person,
• 52:41
  you
• 52:42
  know,
• 52:42
  find
• 52:42
  himself
• 52:43
  in
• 52:43
  such
• 52:43
  a
• 52:43
  crazy
• 52:44
  region
• 52:44
  of
• 52:44
  places.
• 52:45
  No
• 52:45
  person's
• 52:46
  ever
• 52:46
  been
• 52:46
  there
• 52:46
  before.
• 52:47
  Like
• 52:48
  you're
• 52:48
  not
• 52:48
  like,
• 52:48
  you
• 52:49
  know,
• 52:49
  there's
• 52:49
  no
• 52:49
  way
• 52:49
  that
• 52:50
  there's
• 52:50
  such
• 52:50
  a
• 52:51
  tumatical
• 52:51
  place.
• 52:52
  It's
• 52:53
  unbelievable
• 52:53
  what
• 52:53
  happens
• 52:54
  when
• 52:54
  we
• 52:54
  lose
• 52:55
  this
• 52:55
  connection
• 52:55
  to
• 52:55
  Tzedikim.
• 52:56
  So
• 52:59
  we
• 52:59
  have
• 52:59
  to
• 52:59
  talk
• 52:59
  a
• 52:59
  little
• 53:00
  bit
• 53:00
  more
• 53:00
  about
• 53:00
  this.
• 53:00
  In
• 53:00
  need
• 53:00
  of
• 53:00
  the
• 53:01
  osius
• 53:01
  and
• 53:03
  brias
• 53:03
  oilam.
• 53:04
  But
• 53:04
  in
• 53:04
  a
• 53:04
  nutshell,
• 53:05
  that's
• 53:05
  what
• 53:05
  we're
• 53:05
  talking
• 53:05
  about
• 53:05
  over
• 53:05
  here
• 53:06
  is
• 53:06
  the
• 53:06
  casuals
• 53:07
  of
• 53:07
  the
• 53:07
  tzadikim
• 53:07
  that
• 53:07
  were
• 53:08
  nismach
• 53:08
  from
• 53:09
  previous
• 53:09
  diaries.
• 53:10
  They
• 53:10
  have
• 53:10
  this
• 53:10
  real
• 53:11
  connection
• 53:12
  to
• 53:16
  any
• 53:16
  study
• 53:17
  that's
• 53:17
  not
• 53:17
  connected
• 53:17
  to
• 53:17
  the
• 53:18
  Zorakadosh
• 53:20
  of
• 53:21
  Hashem
• 53:21
  Tov.
• 53:21
  Even
• 53:22
  nowadays
• 53:22
  the.
• 53:22
  The
• 53:23
  literature
• 53:23
  abundant
• 53:23
  they're
• 53:23
  all
• 53:24
  learning
• 53:24
  from
• 53:24
  Tov.
• 53:25
  Yeah.
• 53:26
  I
• 53:26
  mean
• 53:26
  the
• 53:26
  ones
• 53:26
  who
• 53:27
  really
• 53:27
  looking
• 53:27
  for
• 53:27
  the
• 53:27
  amazement.
• 53:30
  No,
• 53:30
  we
• 53:30
  have
• 53:30
  to.
• 53:30
  We
• 53:31
  have
• 53:31
  to.
• 53:31
  We
• 53:31
  have
• 53:31
  to
• 53:31
  receive
• 53:32
  this.
• 53:36
  Yeah.
• 53:37
  He
• 53:37
  said
• 53:38
  yeah,
• 53:38
  big
• 53:39
  trouble.
• 53:41
  Yeah.
• 53:42
  So.
• 53:51
  They
• 53:51
  learned
• 53:51
  a
• 53:52
  lot
• 53:52
  of.
• 54:01
  We
• 54:02
  have
• 54:02
  a
• 54:02
  good
• 54:02
  couple
• 54:02
  Ash.
• 54:03
  No,
• 54:05
  no,
• 54:06
  it's
• 54:06
  complicated
• 54:06
  sometimes
• 54:07
  it
• 54:07
  has
• 54:07
  to
• 54:07
  be.
• 54:10
  It's
• 54:11
  important.
• 54:11
  It's
• 54:11
  important
• 54:11
  to
• 54:12
  have
• 54:12
  the.
• 54:12
  Yeah,
• 54:13
  that's
• 54:13
  that's
• 54:13
  what
• 54:13
  I'm
• 54:13
  saying
• 54:13
  that
• 54:14
  the
• 54:15
  in
• 54:15
  what
• 54:15
  you're
• 54:16
  saying
• 54:16
  in
• 54:16
  the
• 54:16
  context
• 54:16
  of
• 54:16
  the
• 54:16
  story
• 54:17
  is
• 54:17
  that
• 54:18
  the
• 54:18
  is
• 54:20
  you
• 54:20
  have
• 54:20
  to
• 54:20
  have
• 54:21
  person
• 54:21
  doesn't
• 54:21
  have
• 54:22
  any.
• 54:22
  So
• 54:22
  he
• 54:22
  can't
• 54:23
  he
• 54:23
  can't
• 54:23
  again
• 54:24
  means
• 54:24
  he
• 54:24
  has
• 54:24
  a
• 54:24
  clear
• 54:24
  a.
• 54:25
  He
• 54:25
  can
• 54:25
  figure
• 54:26
  out
• 54:26
  how
• 54:26
  to
• 54:27
  how
• 54:27
  to
• 54:27
  be
• 54:27
  close
• 54:27
  to
• 54:27
  hashem
• 54:28
  in
• 54:28
  life.
• 54:28
  That's
• 54:28
  real
• 54:28
  chachma.
• 54:29
  That's
• 54:30
  okay.
• 54:31
  But
• 54:31
  you
• 54:31
  can
• 54:31
  only
• 54:32
  makaba
• 54:32
  that
• 54:32
  seichel
• 54:34
  if
• 54:34
  you
• 54:34
  have
• 54:34
  a
• 54:35
  munasadiqim.
• 54:36
  So
• 54:36
  then
• 54:36
  you
• 54:36
  can
• 54:36
  macabre
• 54:37
  from
• 54:37
  that
• 54:37
  seichel.
• 54:38
  From
• 54:38
  the
• 54:38
  seichel.
• 54:39
  And
• 54:39
  then
• 54:39
  you
• 54:40
  can
• 54:40
  you
• 54:40
  can
• 54:40
  you
• 54:40
  can
• 54:40
  use
• 54:41
  your
• 54:41
  seichel.
• 54:41
  Otherwise
• 54:42
  your
• 54:43
  seichel
• 54:43
  can
• 54:44
  your
• 54:44
  can
• 54:45
  turn
• 54:45
  into
• 54:45
  chachma
• 54:46
  sagoim.
• 54:46
  That's
• 54:46
  what
• 54:46
  we're
• 54:46
  saying.
• 54:48
  Very
• 54:48
  smart.
• 54:50
  Very
• 54:50
  smart.
• 54:50
  I'm
• 54:51
  saying
• 54:51
  very,
• 54:51
  very
• 54:52
  smart
• 54:52
  goyim.
• 54:53
  But
• 54:53
  the
• 54:53
  chachma
• 54:54
  is
• 54:56
  that
• 54:57
  destroys
• 54:57
  a
• 54:57
  person's
• 54:58
  life
• 54:58
  and
• 54:58
  brings
• 54:58
  him
• 54:59
  takes
• 54:59
  him
• 54:59
  away
• 55:00
  from
• 55:00
  the
• 55:01
  from
• 55:01
  the
• 55:01
  clear
• 55:02
  path
• 55:03
  of
• 55:03
  Mishpati
• 55:04
  Am
• 55:04
  is
• 55:04
  the
• 55:07
  atiya
• 55:08
  is
• 55:08
  the
• 55:08
  true,
• 55:08
  you
• 55:09
  know,
• 55:09
  advice
• 55:09
  of
• 55:09
  the
• 55:09
  speaking.
• 55:10
  So
• 55:14
  yeah,
• 55:14
  yeah.
• 55:15
  Then
• 55:15
  mishra,
• 55:16
  the
• 55:16
  kahal
• 55:16
  is
• 55:16
  mishlei
• 55:17
  Shlome.
• 55:18
  By
• 55:18
  the
• 55:18
  way,
• 55:18
  you
• 55:19
  mentioned
• 55:19
  Shlome
• 55:19
  Melech,
• 55:20
  because
• 55:20
  one
• 55:20
  of
• 55:20
  that
• 55:20
  we
• 55:21
  brought
• 55:21
  this
• 55:21
  puzzle.
• 55:21
  The
• 55:21
  Rebbe
• 55:21
  brought
• 55:22
  this
• 55:22
  puzzle
• 55:22
  before
• 55:22
  from
• 55:22
  Shalom
• 55:26
  Bekeboy.
• 55:28
  They
• 55:28
  saw
• 55:28
  that
• 55:29
  the
• 55:29
  king
• 55:30
  whose
• 55:30
  shlomo,
• 55:31
  he
• 55:31
  had
• 55:31
  incredible
• 55:31
  chochmer
• 55:32
  and
• 55:32
  he
• 55:32
  was
• 55:32
  able
• 55:33
  to
• 55:33
  bring
• 55:33
  it
• 55:33
  down
• 55:33
  into
• 55:34
  Mishpat.
• 55:35
  He's
• 55:35
  able
• 55:35
  to
• 55:35
  bring
• 55:36
  it
• 55:36
  down
• 55:36
  the
• 55:36
  maidson.
• 55:37
  So
• 55:37
  we
• 55:38
  see
• 55:38
  that
• 55:38
  the
• 55:38
  shlomech
• 55:40
  is
• 55:40
  the
• 55:40
  example
• 55:41
  of
• 55:41
  this
• 55:41
  for
• 55:41
  us.
• 55:43
  How
• 55:43
  does
• 55:43
  the
• 55:44
  Shaykh
• 55:44
  Ata
• 55:44
  for
• 55:45
  us?
• 55:45
  We're
• 55:45
  not
• 55:45
  in
• 55:45
  the
• 55:45
  level
• 55:45
  of
• 55:45
  shlomo
• 55:46
  melech.
• 55:46
  No,
• 55:47
  the
• 55:47
  Rebbe's
• 55:47
  telling
• 55:47
  you
• 55:47
  we
• 55:47
  have
• 55:47
  a
• 55:48
  muna
• 55:48
  tzadikim
• 55:49
  that
• 55:50
  they
• 55:50
  have
• 55:50
  this
• 55:51
  level
• 55:51
  of
• 55:51
  chochma
• 55:52
  and
• 55:52
  they
• 55:52
  know
• 55:52
  how
• 55:52
  to
• 55:52
  bring
• 55:53
  it
• 55:53
  down
• 55:53
  into
• 55:53
  mishpatit.
• 55:54
  So
• 55:54
  then
• 55:54
  you
• 55:54
  also
• 55:54
  it's
• 55:54
  going
• 55:54
  to
• 55:55
  help
• 55:55
  you
• 55:55
  also
• 55:55
  it's
• 55:55
  going
• 55:55
  to
• 55:55
  get
• 55:55
  you
• 55:55
  out
• 55:56
  of
• 55:56
  your
• 55:56
  situation.
• 55:57
  Shamsha,
• 55:57
  bless
• 55:57
  us
• 55:58
  that
• 55:58
  we
• 55:59
  should
• 55:59
  be
• 55:59
  z
• 56:00
  to.
• 56:10
  No,
• 56:10
  we
• 56:10
  have.
• 56:11
  We
• 56:11
  have
• 56:11
  to
• 56:11
  we
• 56:11
  have
• 56:11
  to
• 56:12
  be
• 56:12
  who
• 56:12
  we
• 56:12
  are.
• 56:13
  That's
• 56:13
  the
• 56:13
  main
• 56:13
  point
• 56:14
  of
• 56:14
  this
• 56:14
  Torah.
• 56:14
  Be
• 56:14
  who
• 56:15
  you
• 56:15
  are
• 56:15
  and
• 56:15
  connect
• 56:16
  who
• 56:16
  you
• 56:16
  are
• 56:16
  through
• 56:17
  the
• 56:17
  Great
• 56:17
  Sadiq.
• 56:17
  That's
• 56:18
  that's
• 56:18
  the
• 56:18
  main
• 56:18
  point.
• 56:19
  We
• 56:19
  should
• 56:19
  connect
• 56:19
  ourselves
• 56:19
  to
• 56:20
  the
• 56:20
  great
• 56:20
  Sabik
• 56:22
  and
• 56:22
  bring
• 56:22
  it
• 56:23
  down
• 56:23
  into
• 56:23
  the
• 56:23
  k.
• 56:23
  It
• 56:24
  should
• 56:24
  be.
• 56:24
  It
• 56:24
  should
• 56:24
  be.
• 56:26
  And
• 56:27
  hashem
• 56:28
  in
• 56:28
  our
• 56:28
  lives
• 56:28
  by
• 56:29
  finding
• 56:29
  the
• 56:29
  atis
• 56:30
  that
• 56:31
  get
• 56:31
  us
• 56:31
  out
• 56:31
  of
• 56:32
  all
• 56:32
  of
• 56:32
  our
• 56:33
  suffering.