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College Football and Why My Manifestation Wasn't Working · Intuitive Coaching with Amy Radio

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  Speaker 1: Hi, It's Amy with Intuitive Coaching with Amy Radio, and
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  Speaker 1: this is your sacred space for intuition, spirituality and manifestation wisdom. Today,
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  Speaker 1: when I talk to you about what happens when God
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  Speaker 1: is talking to you, which is all the time, but
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  Speaker 1: you're looking through a story that isn't even yours. I'm
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  Speaker 1: going to tell you a personal story about college football
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  Speaker 1: manifestation and how a single perception can block the blessing
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  Speaker 1: that are already right in front of you. So I
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  Speaker 1: love college football. I've loved it since I was a kid.
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  Speaker 1: I've said that many times on the program I went
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  Speaker 1: to USC. One of the reasons I went to USC
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  Speaker 1: was because of college football. And after my divorce, I
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  Speaker 1: moved around a lot. I had launched my book business.
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  Speaker 1: The books didn't do what I thought, and I really
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  Speaker 1: was just piecing it together for a period of time thereafter.
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  Speaker 1: It was literally a full on act of God to
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  Speaker 1: even find a way to watch USC on a Saturday.
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  Speaker 1: Back then, a lot of the games were locked behind
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  Speaker 1: cable TV. There wasn't all the streaming like there is now,
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  Speaker 1: And I remember praying eight years ago for the day
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  Speaker 1: when I could just buy a game or subscribe directly
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  Speaker 1: to the network, so I didn't have to buy a
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  Speaker 1: big streaming package, live TV package, or have cable TV.
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  Speaker 1: And I remember saying, God, these networks need to figure
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  Speaker 1: this out, and.
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  Speaker 2: They have now.
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  Speaker 1: I remember even having to ask my mom if I
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  Speaker 1: could log into her cable so I could watch the games,
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  Speaker 1: and if she didn't have that channel that USC was
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  Speaker 1: playing on, I'd actually call my ex husband and ask
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  Speaker 1: to log into our old Comcast account. And it was humiliating,
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  Speaker 1: but college football, so I did it. Fast forward to now,
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  Speaker 1: Oh my god, my life is more centered and streaming exists.
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  Speaker 1: I can watch every game with no problem. The prayer
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  Speaker 1: was answered. It's easy now. I noticed that something strange, though,
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  Speaker 1: started to happen on Saturdays, particularly this year. So each
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  Speaker 1: week I write out my ideal vision for college football Saturday.
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  Speaker 1: I wanted a whole experience. I wanted to make food
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  Speaker 1: and plan recipes and spend the entire day and enjoying
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  Speaker 1: the game. But literally every Saturday this year, I'd wake
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  Speaker 1: up upset something was off. And even though I had
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  Speaker 1: the game and I had good food. I'm a great cook.
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  Speaker 1: My home is comfortable, my streaming services were working, all
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  Speaker 1: my needs were met. And yet by the time Thursday
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  Speaker 1: rolled around, I noticed business would slow down. Payments that
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  Speaker 1: were supposed to come in would get delayed, Clients who
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  Speaker 1: were always on time would reschedule. My energy would just sink.
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  Speaker 1: Now Sunday, Oh, I was totally back to flow, my
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  Speaker 1: spiritual practices, my music, a gobpage o Olstein.
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  Speaker 2: It was. It's a whole life.
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  Speaker 1: Experience for me being in sacred connection with God on Sunday.
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  Speaker 1: But Saturday, my vibration would tank, and I get pissy
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  Speaker 1: with God. God and I are homies, so I can
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  Speaker 1: get pissy with God. But what I noticed more than
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  Speaker 1: me being pissed off at God, was that I felt
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  Speaker 1: disconnected from God. And I never feel disconnected from God.
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  Speaker 1: And It's happened week after week this year, and I
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  Speaker 1: was aware of it because I've done so much work
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  Speaker 1: on my vibration. I noticed that I couldn't shake this
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  Speaker 1: like low mood, the vibrational state on Saturdays, and I
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  Speaker 1: would you know, I have many conversations with God over
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  Speaker 1: the last seven weeks about this is supposed to be
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  Speaker 1: my college football Saturday, where are you God? And so
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  Speaker 1: particularly this week this week I started on Monday, I
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  Speaker 1: wrote out my plan again. I figured out, you know,
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  Speaker 1: what I was going to make. I plotted out how
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  Speaker 1: much it was going to cost. I wrote everything down,
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  Speaker 1: I wrote the schedule down, I set my intentions. I
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  Speaker 1: told God, this is the Saturday I want. And then
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  Speaker 1: Saturday arrives. Actually it started about Friday at five pm,
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  Speaker 1: and it was like crickets, and my mood tanked. I
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  Speaker 1: was frustrated. Everything was in place, but there was no
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  Speaker 1: earthly reason it shouldn't have worked out, because the vision
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  Speaker 1: I had was getting up and running around town buying
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  Speaker 1: a whole bunch stuff and then coming home and cooking
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  Speaker 1: a whole bunch of food. But it wasn't coming together
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  Speaker 1: like that. Most of the time. It just didn't make
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  Speaker 1: sense to go to Whole Food and spend one hundred
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  Speaker 1: and fifty bucks to buy a whole bunch of stuff
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  Speaker 1: for me, right, And so you know, I a lot
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  Speaker 1: of times I had this week this season anyway, I'd
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  Speaker 1: be like, oh, I'm tired, let's spent a long week.
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  Speaker 1: I just want to order some food, or I just
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  Speaker 1: want to make a little thing. And I'm a great cook,
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  Speaker 1: so I love all my food. So it was a blessing.
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  Speaker 1: It was all a blessing, but I wasn't seeing it
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  Speaker 1: that way. So this week, exact same thing happened, even
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  Speaker 1: though I had prepared a Monday. You know, this is
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  Speaker 1: where people would say to me, eatie, manifestation must not work. No,
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  Speaker 1: it totally fucking works. But you know, I had set
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  Speaker 1: out and said I wanted it to look like this,
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  Speaker 1: even though it didn't make sense. I want to keep
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  Speaker 1: saying that to you. And my soul knew it and
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  Speaker 1: God knew it, but my human self did not, and
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  Speaker 1: so I was pissed. I was like pissed all day Saturday.
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  Speaker 1: You know, USC did loose notre day, but that's fine.
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  Speaker 1: Everybody was kind of predicting it. I was hoping for
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  Speaker 1: the best, but I didn't have anything to do with it.
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  Speaker 1: I was still pissy the whole day. So today Sunday,
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  Speaker 1: you know, I was in my quiet time, hanging out
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  Speaker 1: with God Joel Agape, and all this money shows up
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  Speaker 1: that I thought was supposed to show up on Friday
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  Speaker 1: on Sunday, and I was like, huh, something's going on here,
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  Speaker 1: Something's going on here, And so I sat down, I
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  Speaker 1: prayed about it, journaled on it. I pulled some cards
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  Speaker 1: and I felt God, say look this up. So I
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  Speaker 1: searched you too, because I use everything like an oracle
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  Speaker 1: what to do when your manifestation isn't coming through? And
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  Speaker 1: the first video I clicked and had a long intro,
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  Speaker 1: which annoyed me because I was already annoyed. But three
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  Speaker 1: minutes in the person said, if your manifestation isn't coming,
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  Speaker 1: it might be because it's actually not your dream. Immediately thought, nope,
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  Speaker 1: that's not my issue. I was pissed still, but the
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  Speaker 1: message stuck, and so as I moved throughout my day,
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  Speaker 1: you know, that feeling when spirit is poking at you
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  Speaker 1: followed me all day until finally I said, okay, God,
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  Speaker 1: what are you trying to show me?
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  Speaker 2: And then it hit me.
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  Speaker 1: When I was in my twenties, I worked for a
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  Speaker 1: woman whose husband loved college football. He hadn't gone to
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  Speaker 1: college and so he really didn't have a team. He
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  Speaker 1: just kind of watched everything. And she told me about
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  Speaker 1: how they spent their saturdays, because I mentioned, you know,
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to watch college football on Saturday, and so
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  Speaker 1: she told me all the things they do they watch it.
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  Speaker 1: He gets up early and you watch this college game day,
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  Speaker 1: and they barbecue and they have these elaborate meals, and
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  Speaker 1: she makes all these different dishes, and they have drinks,
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  Speaker 1: and they make a whole event of it, and I thought.
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  Speaker 2: That was so cool.
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  Speaker 1: I had never done that growing up, and when I
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  Speaker 1: got older, I subconsciously adopted their tradition as the ideal.
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  Speaker 1: I realized that for years, I've been trying to manifest
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  Speaker 1: her husband's college football Saturday dream, not my own.
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  Speaker 2: My actual dream watch.
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  Speaker 1: The USC game, eat something really good, and that's it.
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  Speaker 1: I really don't care about college game day, but if
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  Speaker 1: I'm up, I'll watch it. But most of the time,
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  Speaker 1: if I'm up at six am, I want to hang
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  Speaker 1: out with God, you know, or.
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  Speaker 2: Clean my house.
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  Speaker 1: I don't need a gazillion appetizers and a five course
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  Speaker 1: spread for one person. I don't even drink during games
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  Speaker 1: anymore because I like to get up on Sunday and
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  Speaker 1: feel good. But my human brain had built this story,
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  Speaker 1: and so every Saturday this season I have been upset
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  Speaker 1: because I wasn't living up to a vision that wasn't
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  Speaker 1: even my own. So I went back to God, and
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  Speaker 1: I was using my yes or No oracle, and I asked,
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  Speaker 1: do I need to adjust my definition of a good
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  Speaker 1: college football Saturday and just trust and the answer was yes.
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  Speaker 1: And when I look back, I saw it. I had
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  Speaker 1: a perfect day. My home was clean, I had food,
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  Speaker 1: my streaming worked just perfectly. I watched my game again,
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  Speaker 1: even a USC loss I was anticipating.
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  Speaker 2: I walked my game.
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  Speaker 1: Everything I needed was present, but my perception was blocking
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  Speaker 1: my ability to see the blessing. I was looking through
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  Speaker 1: a borrowed story because you know, when I was hellbroke
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  Speaker 1: and I had to call my mom or my ex
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  Speaker 1: husband asked to check in to log into their cable
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  Speaker 1: and I had one tiny box of cheese. It's I
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  Speaker 1: would have been looking at my Saturdays now.
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  Speaker 2: And thinking, oh man, that's awesome. That's awesome. I want
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  Speaker 2: that right.
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  Speaker 1: But I didn't see how far I had come because
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  Speaker 1: I was looking at my life through this Barrow's story.
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  Speaker 1: And this isn't in the notes, but I want to
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  Speaker 1: share this piece. This is how good God is and
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  Speaker 1: how amazing spiritual information is if you allow it to come.
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  Speaker 1: For so, USC has played on NBC for the last
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  Speaker 1: two weeks, and so I signed up for Peacock, but
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  Speaker 1: I did it through Amazon Video because they had a
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  Speaker 1: special and so the game the way it was streamed,
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  Speaker 1: it looked like there was this white haze over the broadcast,
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  Speaker 1: like to the point where it looked like it was
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  Speaker 1: fogged in there. But it wasn't because I even switched
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  Speaker 1: to briefly because NBC, I'll let you watch thirty minutes
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  Speaker 1: for free. So I just switched over to see if
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  Speaker 1: it was just you know, is it just really they
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  Speaker 1: were playing in South Bend, and so I was like,
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  Speaker 1: is it just there? Is it the weather? Why does
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  Speaker 1: the screen look this way? But even the commercials look
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  Speaker 1: that way. So it was really just the way the
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  Speaker 1: stream was coming through Amazon Video, it was.
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  Speaker 3: Like this white haze over it, And so that is
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  Speaker 3: the That white haze was the way I was looking
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  Speaker 3: at my life on college football Saturday, and Spirit was
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  Speaker 3: trying to show me, girl, if you shift your perception,
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  Speaker 3: everything changes, and it does.
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  Speaker 2: I kid you not. I woke up Sunday felt fine,
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  Speaker 2: It's Sunday, It's hanging out with God day. It was beautiful, right, No, Hayes.
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  Speaker 1: I was having this hazy perception because I had taken
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  Speaker 1: on somebody else's story.
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  Speaker 2: Are you doing that in your life?
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  Speaker 1: This can be very subtle but also a major issue.
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  Speaker 1: We pick up somebody else's story, we wear it like
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  Speaker 1: a lens, and then we get mad at God because
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  Speaker 1: our quote unquote manifestation isn't showing up. But in reality,
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  Speaker 1: the blessing is already here, we just can't see it
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  Speaker 1: through the story we've adopted. I have a client right
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  Speaker 1: now who's doing the same thing in her business. She's
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  Speaker 1: looking at her work through a story that isn't hers,
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  Speaker 1: and because of that, her vibration drops and her business
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  Speaker 1: success feels delayed or nonexistent. But it's because she's bought
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  Speaker 1: into the story so much that it feels true, just
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  Speaker 1: like I had bought into the story that God, God
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  Speaker 1: abandon abandons me on Saturdays. God was with me on
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  Speaker 1: Friday until five, and God's with me on Sunday. But
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  Speaker 1: where does God go? No, it was my perception that
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  Speaker 1: was getting in the way, But I was so married
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  Speaker 1: to the story that I couldn't even see it.
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  Speaker 2: It felt true.
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  Speaker 1: That is why it's so important to question any lower
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  Speaker 1: vibrational state you're in. Get clear as to what's going on.
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  Speaker 1: If a manifestation's not coming through for you, get clear
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  Speaker 1: about what's going on. And if you go to God
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  Speaker 1: and you go with an open heart, and you ask
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  Speaker 1: the right questions, you're going to get a clear answer.
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  Speaker 2: And that's what it took me doing.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, I went Saturday after Saturday this season seven
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  Speaker 1: I think we're seven weeks in the season, not questioning it,
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  Speaker 1: but because I had made such a effort to manifest
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  Speaker 1: this perfect college football Saturday this week, I really was like,
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  Speaker 1: wait a minute, my manifestations come through. I know how
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  Speaker 1: to manifest, So what's going on here? And it was
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  Speaker 1: the first time I had even looked at it, did
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  Speaker 1: not even consider that that was a story. My old
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  Speaker 1: boss's husband's college football Saturday was a story I was
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  Speaker 1: projecting onto my life and missing the miracles of magic
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  Speaker 1: that is spirit ever present in my life all other days.
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  Speaker 1: So ask yourself, is this even my story? Is this
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  Speaker 1: my definition of success or joy? Is it something I
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  Speaker 1: picked up years ago that no longer fits who I am?
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  Speaker 1: Of course, a miracle says if you are not experiencing
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  Speaker 1: miracles on a constant basis, something is wrong.
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  Speaker 2: For me. Saturdays were wrong because I was peering through
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  Speaker 2: somebody else's story. The miracle was already there. I just
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  Speaker 2: wasn't seeing it. So for the rest of the season.
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  Speaker 2: I'm done with that. No more torturing myself every college
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  Speaker 2: football Saturday, no more harassing God for something that isn't mine.
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  Speaker 2: I always have everything I need. I work very hard
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  Speaker 2: to create that vibration within me, So that.
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  Speaker 1: Is my reality. I know I am blessed. And when
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  Speaker 1: I let go of the story, I can see that
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  Speaker 1: every day gets to be a good day. Every day
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  Speaker 1: gets to be a miracle. Every day gets to be magic.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm not just saying that because oh I'm being grateful. No, literally,
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  Speaker 1: every day gets to be constant, on repeat miracles where
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  Speaker 1: you're like, oh my God, God, I can't even believe
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  Speaker 1: you did it that way.
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  Speaker 2: That is so amazing.
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  Speaker 1: That is the way I live, except for on Saturdays.
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  Speaker 2: On Saturdays, I'm just a regular human who doesn't even
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  Speaker 2: know God.
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  Speaker 1: I mean I do because I keep talking to God,
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  Speaker 1: but God doesn't seem to be talking back, because God's like,
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  Speaker 1: I've already blessed you. Look at your life, girl, You
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  Speaker 1: have everything you need and want. So if you are willing,
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  Speaker 1: if you are willing to question even what feels so true,
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  Speaker 1: you can create a reality for yourself where it's just
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  Speaker 1: amazing all the time. And if you're ready to live
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  Speaker 1: that way every day. Every day is a miracle. You
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  Speaker 1: are ready to release the stories that block your blessings.
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  Speaker 1: If you're ready to tune into spirit clearly and to
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  Speaker 1: manifest your highest desires, I would love to support you.
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  Speaker 1: Withamy dot com. So really check your perceptions, look at
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  Speaker 1: them closely, see what's going on there. And even if
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  Speaker 1: you think you're in complete truth, this is the way
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  Speaker 1: it's supposed to be got. And why is it not
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  Speaker 1: like this, I'd still say sit down, pray about it.
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  Speaker 1: If things aren't coming together, there's probably a reason are
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  Speaker 1: on the path. There are very few no's that God
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  Speaker 1: gives us. I know there are often it's often taught
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  Speaker 1: in other spiritual traditions that God says know a lot
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  Speaker 1: to us. But what I have found is when you
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  Speaker 1: were on the path, when you were living for God,
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  Speaker 1: when you were tuned in when you are doing all
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  Speaker 1: the work to maintain your vibration. Essentially, you know, being
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  Speaker 1: in gratitude and acknowledging how good life is and being
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  Speaker 1: in our natural state of happiness seeing abundance every day
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  Speaker 1: is a yes. Everything you ask God for is a yes.
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  Speaker 1: We don't get a lot of no's, but if you
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  Speaker 1: feel like you're getting a lot of no's, then I
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  Speaker 1: and it's usually in a particular area of your life,
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  Speaker 1: like my situation, I would say, sit down and look
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  Speaker 1: at that. Stop accepting it as it is. Stop regurgitating
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  Speaker 1: that story over and over and over again to yourself,
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  Speaker 1: and sit and look at it. And if you ask
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  Speaker 1: God and you tune in, you're gonna get clear guidance
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  Speaker 1: as to what's going on, just like I did. Just
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  Speaker 1: like I did, God is always communicating with us. God
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  Speaker 1: is always our homie, and God is always there for us.
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  Speaker 1: And so just stop, tune in and receive the message
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  Speaker 1: that you most need. And when you get that message,
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  Speaker 1: shift shift. I have to dump that story. As a
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  Speaker 1: matter of fact, I'm done recording this podcast. I think
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna write that story out now. I know I'm
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  Speaker 1: gonna write it out and I'm gonna rip it up,
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  Speaker 1: clear the energy, smurge it in water, and say no more.
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  Speaker 1: I have excellent Saturdays that are my own. Because I've
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  Speaker 1: been having excellent college football saturdays that are my own.
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  Speaker 1: I just couldn't see it. Thank you so much for
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  Speaker 1: listening to the show. I look forward to connecting with
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  Speaker 1: you on the next Take care of yourself, goodbye.