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Inspiring Human Potential Inner Growth 5D Self-Empowered Enlightenment Special · Inspiring Human Potential

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Guess how the amazing Universe always works.
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We are going to change up our intro and at first, I wasn't
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sure. And then I was like, you know
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what, wait a minute, let me go revisit that.
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I am expanding Consciousness intro and just hearing the first
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couple minutes of a. Okay, yes, it is time for an
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update especially with all the new episodes that you'll be
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hearing. And the integration of
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trauma-informed and somatic informed, as well as the somatic
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experiencing informed upcoming mine site.
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So, all of the lovely addition to our human elements, the
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intro, this one's going to be kind of short, and I'll revisit
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them. Probably, according to when time
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will ask me for a new one again, in the meantime, anybody who's
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new welcome, you can find in really the description of all of
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the podcasts since their standard.
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The nation of what we're all about.
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And so, I'm just going to break it down, where enlightened Soul
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age group. And so people who are in their
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5D self empowered and letting State of Consciousness, and what
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this means and human terms is people who are functional
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adults. They are differentiated selves
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differentiate itself. You can find that in family of
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origin, therapy stuff, and we also Have mindfulness brain and
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mind frame. So we are able to use our lovely
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brain and the neuroplastic way and just using words to describe
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Concepts that my regular listeners know about, but that
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anybody who wants it's in, you know, you would want to know
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about, otherwise you can't follow the conversations also
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and like mental age, when people are in their ventral vagal
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system. So we are always safe and social
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with Humanity. In fact, we love humanity and
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Life to death, the death of us. In fact, we're all still
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breathing for now, right? And I wake up tomorrow.
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I'm still breathing and we don't suffer.
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We actually experience emotional pain in its natural form,
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allowing it to flow and do its thing and we don't sit and
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create stories. There's a way that I can explain
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this. By the way, it's always
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Neuroscience, psychology education and we only have love
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Cycles, but I do look at those who might have shame Cycles
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because I know that everyone is always going to be looking to
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expand. So there are people who will
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choose move out a 3D 4D and or other Soul age groups and so
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they will begin to be able and see wait a minute, my body heart
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and mind. They speak something.
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And I actually want to listen to it, I want to be the grown-up
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version of myself. So taking those emotions and
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sting, you know, I'm going to pay attention to what I think
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and feel and I will be able to move forward with respecting
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others by being able to be Economist because see, when you
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are a functional do. That means you're forgiving and
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nuanced because you're Using again, your mindfulness brain
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and I forgot you're in a state of physiological compassion.
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You're actually able to sit in your psychological floor.
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It's called a neocortex. It has six neurons to for the
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hearing now, to for the implicit memory stuff that every human
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being body holes, and it goes all the way back to fishies.
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Thank you Dan Siegel, for that explanation.
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They meet in the middle where there's other two neurons, which
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creates our subjective reality. So everybody's emotions or based
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for our own self survive, Evil, but it comes in begin since we
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were little. So again, when you are in the
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enlightenment still age group, you're actually aware when the
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implicit memory stuff is coming off and you're able to sit in
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this zero place. And understand, I'll wait, these
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are my motions in to talk about them and in every one of our
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episodes, we look at different things to inflame.
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So mates, over Soul because I have a person who's also in that
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community of the mystics. Mystical is a terrorism
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metaphysics. So besides the human elements
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and oh spirituality. Sadhguru lovely, yogic Sciences.
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He's the one who I learned from. They took his inner engineering
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course and I also did some Bobby Korean.
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I'm doing another thing with him.
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So I listened to him when it comes to spirituality.
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He's my room of choice and the other subject matter experts,
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I'd aim as I as it goes, but long story short, we're in a
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physiological state of compassion.
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So we know how to be able and sit with a orange and apple.
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And actually, Enjoy our conversation.
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You get to learn about this and more from both the perspective
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of again, Mystic as well as a person.
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It's the infinite higher human consciousness expression.
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Potential etc, etc. That's why in our growth is All
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Me, What comes forth and we don't have regret.
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We don't have any of that, we don't suffer again, we don't sit
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in our Temple Junction. So explain all these things and
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more through our topics. There's also subscription-based
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model content, for those who want to Learn to put into
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practice because there are some episodes that are for practice
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and then there's also the light workers life that's where I
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share my personal, Claire stories, and relate it to you
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from an indictment. So age group perspective we do
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have, I'm Consciousness expanding Consciousness but I
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evaluate month to month, we have at least one episode, you can
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sign up. It's a five or six dollars in
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dollars Euros would be probably not more than six year olds and
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in other currency. And I'm not sure what that would
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be but meantime, thank you for tuning in to the intro and I
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hope you stay for the episode and if not thank you for
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stopping by and I share with you my unconditional love and wish
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you the best. You might be wondering why it is
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celebratory day. My lovely regular scissors.
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As I shared with you, I think an Enlightenment time I changed up
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what we have for today. So, you'll actually hear, I
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think it's in the twin flames soulmates where I say, I'm
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officially actually 43. That that one was going to go
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out on the 30th, but I switched it up because of it having
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actually a lot more of the channel guidance message for
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this day. Even though, you know, when I do
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recordings, I don't actually listen to them.
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Gun and I don't try to keep track of everything because it's
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a conversation that we have its educational for those who pursue
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personal development, and the people who are either in or want
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to be in this environment. So a true, you know, stuff like
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that. So we're building and community
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of five years, if that was not clear already, but the part that
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it helps people is like a fact for me with everything that I'm
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learning from the psych. Educators.
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But it's also a fact that Free Will is what plays a role in
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this besides the ability for people to actually connect with
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being a person. So I say fat with a lot of just
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silliness because here's where everybody can think and feel and
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they will do whatever they want, that their free will.
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But for those who are going to be in that five days of
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empowered, enlightened State of Consciousness and an
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Enlightenment. So, a drupe that's the community
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that I know that I'm talking to and or will interact with and
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some people will not be in that indictment still age group,
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there's plenty, but they definitely have the ability to
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be mature adults, emotionally speaking.
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So learning how to work with their shame cycle, all on their
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own and not presenting them in conversations.
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That's the beauty of people who grow up, they know how to work
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with their bubble and on that note.
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Notes. I chose to do a special even
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though I wasn't going to because something came up that I forgot
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to share when you're in this ability.
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I mean, it's not an ability, but for some that apparently aren't
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successful in being able to be mindful of their own self their
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own bubble. And this is where when we say
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we're connected to full pure Consciousness, what it means is
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you're aware of your own bubble guys and gals.
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And so, we don't need a sub group.
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We don't need any spirituality, that's like another one of those
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actual data points that the only people who will say, no two are
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the same ones who are in fact, in a masculine predominant
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energy, it's a charge State. And what I'm going to call it
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is, it's the social orienting emotion of shape, because
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they're using their own ideologies and beliefs, their
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bubble to taint. And this is where I'll use me as
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a kid. And an example is Is, you know,
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so today is a celebratory day because it's my birthday.
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I get to celebrate another year of life and we got to hear from
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sadguru. This whole thing about, you
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know, what? I have to laugh when I've seen
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him, share what he shares about how to become.
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I don't remember if the words Invincible or whatever word, you
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know, I get it because I know people who are wearing, you
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know, and like men, like a little badge of honor, little
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areas to me. And I mean, it in a way that
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inside I laugh because it's like, yeah, you're not even
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halfway there yet. But hey, you know, Keep on doing
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it because I'm sure maybe you'll get there by then.
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And even if you don't, you won't know that he different because
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your body actually is where it begins.
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And it's all about that nervous system that, you know, people
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still are waiting for the full proof of the ventral vagal
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system. So I actually don't laugh
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because it's funny. I laugh because I know every
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human at some point we'll be able to be in this state which
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is a beautiful thing for them and so.
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Yeah. And lineman is not some badge
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and it doesn't even have to equal you having clears or not.
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I mean, It's a full-blown grown-up.
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Can have fun in life like for real because they don't have a
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sensitive ego, that turns, and twists or nose and either
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suppresses it, or pretends like, there's just so many ways.
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I can explain this. Basically, it's people not being
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able to be themselves, but this is where it's because they're
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not aware of their implicit memory stuff their emotions,
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their charge stages where I was. So I'm going to again, use me as
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an example because between sadguru and like, Educators.
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That's the only reason you can. Me laughing the way I am because
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I'm like, oh, wow, wait. Okay, I knew this.
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I knew this. I knew that.
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Oh, wow, okay, oh, whoa. So it's really learning that
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you've embodied something your entire life without even knowing
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it and doing something that is actually a natural human
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potential thing. That yes, some need a mediator.
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Some of us don't need one. It's like, you know, that's
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where Kali comes in. I never hear any psycho
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Educators think you need one. No, actually I don't, I did it.
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And in fact, this day, I don't need you for knowing that I have
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a subjective reality because I actually do know, I have an ego
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like that's the whole point. Hello, my name is Maria.
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Like I've told any person that knows me, I don't know what you
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want from me. Why am I not okay.
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Oh, that's fine. You know?
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So long story short, it's really about being able to be flawed
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and imperfect very easily, I'll state it again easily.
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Like teenager it's normal, it's not as easy because your
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teenager then you move into grown-up land and for me, it's
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easy, I do recognize things with my loved ones, when they point
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out to me, where Wait Maria. But that, okay, thank you.
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I didn't see that. I was not assuming to know them
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and their thoughts or their feelings or whatever.
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There's I can't I can have all the Claire's I want.
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I can't read your mind. I won't want to read your mind
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actually because that's your space, I will keep your privacy
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or private. I don't want to be in it.
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When he's talking said grew about the way to become this
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tapping into our forget again. This is phrase.
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He uses he says, wake up. Every morning.
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Look up to the Sun. Sun.
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And thank it because you're alive again and nothing's
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shattered. The Earth, you know, which is an
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actual thing. So here those of us who are
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connected to Pure Consciousness, we don't need that.
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We actually know that every day of Our Lives is so here's I get
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called a worry wart or too serious or to whatever it's
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because I'm actually completely aware of the fact that I could
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die at any minute. I learned to be a grown up with
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that knowledge is what happened. So here's the story is I was
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Don't know if I was 8 or 10. Forget when it was that this
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last moment where I woke up, I would wake up from sleeping and
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I'd be so sad because I was like, if that is like this, that
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means I'll forget everybody. I will remember anyone anything,
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you know. Obviously, it comforted me to
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think about having but I knew it's still created.
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Don't know it until we die. We still don't know.
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Like my God isn't bullshitting myself, you know.
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So here's why the faith has nothing to do with sold it
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because there was no Solace, I'm not sure.
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You are again lying to yourself, which only happens when you deny
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your gut feeling to yourself which again, for some people,
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they don't have an option, they are tuned out from their body
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for those situations of abuse and neglect, that more people
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than not have. It's just a lot of people have
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these wounded attachment. They don't have any idea and you
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can see it in their relationships drama land is TV
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Land for a reason. So again, I'm unworthy, they're
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unworthy. For us, it's going to keep you a
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sob story. It's always been a sob story
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because you're not physically dying on the floor.
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But now that I know from this cycle, Educators perspective,
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what it means for their body, I'm like, oh, okay.
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And what it means for their mind.
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I okay. So this is what it means to be
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unconscious and have nothing to do with the devil, or, you know,
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some shit that you want to talk about.
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It has everything to do with. They actually physically are in
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a state of fear, which is explained.
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So, our lovely Animal Kingdom that people love talking about.
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It's explain why a person will be in biological.
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Rudeness once Stephen porges has enough of his empirical data,
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that empirical data people can say, it's proven, that's where
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everybody. They'll all jump on the
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bandwagon, you already hear them.
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By the way, the lovely people who call each other names and
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are using the whole mindfulness meditation attachment trauma,
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but they're not actually growing compassionate towards each
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other, they're just growing more asshole ish towards each other
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is very fascinating. In fact, the future So the
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theory is you'll hear something not now, but and I want to keep
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this one short because you guys got a couple other episodes on
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today. Anyways, so the point was I was
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eight or nine. I've shared this before and I
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was going to make this a table talk, but we have one tomorrow.
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So eight or nine waking up and very sad knowing that.
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Yeah, of course I have faith but still the reality is, I don't
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know what's going to happen and the reality is, it's not because
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of Anna. Attachment in the sense of, I
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have to keep my identity because whenever I shared these topics
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with people. They talk about it in a way of,
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oh well, it's because you want us to stay yourself.
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No, it's not about me. The person per se, it's the
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moments and the, and the memories and being conscious,
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it's being alive. So, like, here's when you're
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aware of Life as a gift, but it's not because of social
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orientation. Emotion.
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So yes, I was raised Catholicism.
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I was raised with Jesus and God and so I have something that I
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could appeal to, but the feeling went beyond this is why was easy
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for me to tell God. Don't come down to me and tell
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me anything cuz I ain't gonna listen to you one less.
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I say so too. Hey God, there's no evil.
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Thank you for. I don't know what these people
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are doing, so it was not hard for me and that whole thing of
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guilt. It wasn't hard to know where it
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came from. Yeah, I wasn't ashamed of what I
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think. I know I'm right.
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And whatever that is, I don't know.
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What they're talking about because they obviously clearly
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don't know, omnipotent what it means, if they did, they'd shut
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the fuck up and they'd know that God is omnipotent.
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So it means whatever is happening, is meant to happen.
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So here's where it was like. Yeah, I don't think I don't need
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to think about this. I actually have it very clear
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and thank you psycho Educators. So the part about death life,
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all these things. When I came to learn more and
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more still, The Human Condition doesn't didn't live in change.
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How I could feel about what I know which is if tomorrow, I
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die, I've died and I don't know what's going to happen.
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Not answer anything. The feeling it doesn't say
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anything either. It's a feeling that is naturally
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there because I live, you break down, things mathematically.
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Why do we get sad? Well, let's think about it.
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Why do we get mad why? So the motion doesn't need the
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social orientation for person, who's in their pure full
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Consciousness because what we think and feel we know why it's
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coming up because we explore the emotion without judging it.
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So we don't say, oh, I'm sad that so pissy.
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Y'all know when we do, when I realized I was judging emotions
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because Society had taught me to look at happiness and good and
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sad as bad. Like this is fucked up.
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I've just been doubling down on my motion for no reason except
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for thinking of this in two ways which makes by the way no sense.
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Oh, but wait a minute, I forgot that's how people like to talk
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in the wild lady terms, you know, and I started to move more
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into that neutrality. And you guys, remember we even
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started to look at text and The reality but again, only those
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who get to tap into their pure Consciousness, this way.
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So they move Beyond social orienting.
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They're tainted glasses for us every time we're moving beyond,
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it's more and more exhilarating ride.
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And it's in fact, what leads us to be who we are, which is just
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this thing called a person because I'm going to use the
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word, I'm a human being. I'm a conscious human being.
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Yes. It's called secondary
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Consciousness. I am aware that I live in that,
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I will die and that, I don't know.
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No. What's after death?
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And I'm aware of all the other subject matter experts in
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mythologies and stories. And yeah, you know, so all of
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these things that's why we're in Maha samadhi, FYI, because we
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don't identify not any of these are truths to us.
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They're all pieces of information and they equally
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have value. Here's where they don't cancel
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each other out. The only people who canceled
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information out are the same people who have these little
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they're called like you know, when the horses have those
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things on so they don't get scared because of Wait horn.
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Yeah, this is what it's called. So we can see all the way around
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our head and then in that empty space called void and not be
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scared because it ain't scary. It's the actuality like hello.
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Did you not know that we don't know everything at?
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So, long story short though I'm digressing.
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This example of, when I would wake up, I remember clearly
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because of the importance that all my loved ones are to me, and
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it's not because they have to stay alive.
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I've lost loved One, it's the moments.
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We get to live. And so here's where Free Will is
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everything. We know, always, we don't stand
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in the face of anybody who's making choices.
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Doesn't matter what protector lens.
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They have honor not on. Love is All Things.
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Love, never judges and love doesn't obstruct Free Will 5 DC
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person in the enlightenment Soul age group has done this their
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entire life. But one thing that we are aware
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of we grow up That awareness is the fact that we still don't
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like the idea of not being able to take those moments with us
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because we cherish them so much, but we also know about
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attachments, and of course. And so, we know about the reason
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for why one would stay in a place of emotional charge with
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something like that. And here's why we don't sit in a
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Critic of anything, we sit in what is the truth we're person,
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it's not Not suffering. It's a person who has moments of
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life that they like and enjoy and therefore, they're going to
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think about if they have to think about this part of death,
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where there is no real answer, it's going to bring up feelings.
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And so, you know, when you're in the part of its personal and so
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you're thinking of it as the person not with the wisdom of
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all that is also in, you know, you could see the whole just it
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is what it is without caring quote unquote.
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When you are in the state of personal, it's like every day of
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your life, you're like, wow, these are all amazing moments.
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These are all amazing things and you know, they won't be
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repeated. And so in fact, for people who
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are and we're in this spectrum, as they grew up every one of
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those days, you can bet that every day of my life I'm like
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I'm not going to be able to repeat this again.
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I'm only going to be 8. Once I'm only going to be nine
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once, I'm only going to be 10 what, you know and the more you
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Move forward. The more you really see that
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you're always the constant you but you move through those ages
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and see here's why we don't change because we don't have a
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different way of thinking or feeling about our life.
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We just grow to love our life for I'm going to take a sip of
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coffee, but The part that makes us sad, sometimes is where you
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miss out on certain moments. Because, so here's where we also
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know that the goat, by the way, but because other people, they
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don't grow up alongside with you, right?
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So when we loved ones that kind of move into different
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directions and we can look back And just see what the potential,
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you know, it's one of those things.
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So we know we're experiencing in the here now something that
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isn't part of the here and now the past moment okay.
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And you know it's not a part of your present but you can see how
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it kind of folds. So here's where you spend time
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potentially past present or future or present, not so much
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because if you if you're in the present you're in the here now
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but future you can be in the future.
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So for those of us here again we don't tend to spend too much
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time but if If we find ourselves contemplating, we're not going
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be like, don't contemplate, you do, we know it's part of life.
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And actually, that's why we love our imagination, and we love our
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own ability to sit with it. Our thoughts and feelings
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because there's nothing sad about them.
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There's nothing, there's nothing that brings our body into state
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of unease. That's the part that we have all
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of those emotions that can have been a part of an equation,
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right sadness anger, but we see it as the experience.
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And so our body is In the temporal Junction, our body is
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not in a fight flight or freeze. Our bodies in a I'm curious.
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It's been scimago. It's safe.
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Its social. It's okay to be in emotions and
23:04
it's okay to be in thoughts and feelings.
23:07
So we're sitting in it with the awareness of if there's any
23:10
charge where it's from when it's from.
23:12
Yeah, that's the part and we just cherish every moment of
23:18
life and that doesn't ever go away.
23:21
What we are able to do in time? I'm is to be able and know that
23:28
being in the Equanimity spectrum and Kali with Krishna Lila is
23:37
the opportunity that we're being given.
23:39
And so, while we're in our thoughts, our feelings, our
23:42
emotions, and thinking of moments, of life, in time we get
23:46
to enjoy them. So it's kind of like, if you're
23:49
on, you know, a Sailing Boat and it's nice and smooth water.
23:53
I always use the water because the water is very deep, and
23:57
there's some conscious and, and really a beautiful sunny day.
24:01
I love the water ocean specifically and I love son,
24:05
very warm climate. By the way, not cold.
24:08
Don't bring me to the mountains, please.
24:10
So that's where, you know, for anybody that likes to be, he's,
24:16
they don't want to be in rigid. So no, mountains are not cool
24:20
for a body, obviously understands Sweltering heat
24:24
isn't either that there's that sweet spot right?
24:27
So the Sweet Spot stuff is what we're talking about and the part
24:33
about death we don't actually keep those belief systems.
24:37
We are aware of them moving along and what that means is we
24:43
grow up with the knowledge. It's not a dilemma.
24:46
It's natural aspect that our brain can think of because we
24:52
have secondary Consciousness. So it's like mathematics to a
24:56
person's pure conscious Ness in their life until age group, to
25:01
have any moment and we're not here to live a life without our
25:06
loved ones. Or without interacting, we're
25:10
also not here to tell other people what to do with their
25:14
life. So once you can understand that
25:17
suffering is part of those who stay in their bubble and That
25:23
would be that they're not mindfully aware of their own
25:28
body. There are reasons for it.
25:30
But again, the psycho educators are doing a really great job at
25:33
explaining attachment and Trauma, and somatic,
25:36
experiencing and somatic everything sensorimotor.
25:39
So there's answers that actually provide solutions to all people
25:44
of how they can feel alive in their body.
25:47
And it also tells them why sometimes they can be confused.
25:51
And that's also something, In the suffering, like, with my
25:55
attachment style friend. I gave them all the information
25:58
that mentally speaking can support them that they don't
26:05
Venture off into it. It's because they chose their
26:08
protector lenses story, which is also explainable because they're
26:12
not been mindful awareness, so they don't feel that they have
26:17
anything to do with that story. And with that suffering, really
26:22
not the story. It's the part of how the body
26:25
feels that they don't have awareness, that they have power
26:29
over it because they're not looking at it that way.
26:31
From I have a nervous system in the brain.
26:34
They're looking at it from a storyline, but for those of us
26:38
that instead, we are connected again with this Akash, this pure
26:43
Consciousness. It's not because we are gifted,
26:47
we're not gifted. We are aware of our body and
26:51
we're aware of us being able. To with our brain is thinking
26:56
thing here, physical sensation. So we don't have a disconnect
27:01
from mind and body stays connected that part, l c.
27:04
So we are able to stay connected and feel our physical Sensations
27:08
and furthermore, were able to have a mindful awareness of our
27:11
brain. So we're able to sit with the
27:14
physical Sensations, which are those emotions and immediately
27:17
noticed those social orienting emotions and we don't go into
27:20
shame. We know it's a tainted thingy
27:23
And we look at our thoughts and feelings, and we look at our
27:27
what we're doing, what we're dealing with.
27:29
So, at eight, when I would wake up, I knew what the fear and the
27:33
sadness was about. I need somebody to tell me and
27:37
I, as I grew up, was able to move into acceptance and then,
27:43
with my lovely over. So pieces, my mother and
27:47
sisters, and my family and my friends, and all people was able
27:51
to continue accepting That we create moments together.
28:00
What is the speed means that we don't get to choose who wants to
28:06
spend time with us or not and I'm putting it in this way
28:10
because this is where when you actually know that every day you
28:14
could die because you're aware of this, this is what I'm trying
28:19
to express. This is the specialist for this
28:20
point every day, you wake up now.
28:23
When you could have died. And one of your loved ones could
28:25
have died. And so every day you walk to
28:28
your urge to quote unquote, this is the part where we learn to
28:32
accept that we don't do this pure Consciousness from the
28:36
feminine with their own masculine, okay?
28:38
Because again, we're not doing shame, we don't want to reach
28:41
out because we're anxious or insecure.
28:45
It's not an attachment wound, do not.
28:48
We actually do that. I could die this very instant
28:51
and somebody I love could physically die.
28:53
And I will not have been able to say I love you and it's about
28:58
the I have not been able to say, I love you moment.
29:01
It's not about the I need to attach to you because I need to
29:04
know you're always there. It's a very different experience
29:08
from your what you're contemplating and so you learn
29:12
again in time I learned. And I think I was in my early
29:16
20s, probably one of my frontal lobes finished developing, was
29:19
it probably is no 23. Forget 22, 22. 23 where I
29:27
actually that was when I completely accepted this.
29:30
This part about not being able to always do this, there's
29:36
different reasons why this actually took place in my
29:39
awareness and it doesn't mean I was yay, you know.
29:43
No, actually not even remotely, but it was something as a
29:47
grownup that you understand because time you know there's
29:50
only those 24 hours again, people work people do So it's
29:54
normal plus, it's not that if you don't say, I love you, you
29:58
don't know it. Right?
29:59
And so here's why there is no attachment.
30:01
Again, it's the knowing that every day you have only 24
30:05
hours, tick tock, tick, tock tick tock, so from the age of
30:08
24, right now, I'm 43. You can say that in years and
30:14
years and years. I actually, in fact them,
30:16
somebody who is not sharing, what I would do when I was a
30:21
child and a teenager, right? And so, because of learning how
30:25
we all have different times. And here's where silence is a
30:29
very beautiful thing to have when you are people who
30:32
unconditional love each other and you're always in each
30:35
other's lives. You don't need to talk to share
30:37
that you love. And this is where one of those
30:40
aspects of your own ability to be in there.
30:42
Like mental age group does come from, but it's not because we
30:47
suffered from this, this is a difference.
30:49
We don't have I didn't have suffering.
30:52
What I had was awareness Is of me, an awareness of myself and
30:56
awareness of being a person. And actually here's the part of
31:01
awareness that I am. The one who has the relationship
31:04
with those moments, the depth of those moments.
31:07
And, and the depth of those moments, because of the
31:10
awareness that today could be my physical actual last day of my
31:15
life. So learning to sit with that is
31:18
where I thank all of my loved ones for that.
31:22
And the only moment where I was, if you will brought to the same
31:29
visibility and I've shared with you the story, but I want to try
31:33
and share it differently but I was shared something specific
31:39
that, brought me to remember this very relationship that me
31:43
Maria has with the fact that we don't remember.
31:46
So again I still don't like it. I accept it, but I'm not fond of
31:50
it at all, but I understand it. It on all the spectrums.
31:54
So long story short though when this moment arose and it's the
31:58
only time ever arose, you know in my life and I know for a fact
32:03
that it will be the only time that.
32:06
And so here is where when, you know, you know, right?
32:08
But as this moment arose in my in my mind so this
32:13
contemplation, I had the ability to see the gift that I was being
32:20
gifted because When you know how deeply you are as a person.
32:26
And so again, we don't have control of our 24 hours, not
32:30
even remotely. Meaning, we have control over
32:33
what we get to do, but it's the Monday, but the part about
32:36
living or dying, right? So the loved ones, we don't have
32:39
actual anything with that and I was, yeah, I was gifted
32:45
something special. So something that others would
32:48
beam is something being taken away in that The Moment I Saw
32:53
the gift that I was given and I don't want to describe it fully
32:58
but again it relates the aspect of having to accept that in our
33:04
life moments can be lived or not and that we don't get to pick
33:10
when our loved ones. They stay there they go, right?
33:14
And in this case to be able and not have to relate to each
33:22
other. Each other while other people
33:24
who depend on each other to feel loved right to think that
33:28
there's a bond. So that separation Consciousness
33:32
for this pure Consciousness that is embodied by a person.
33:37
We're like no, actually, sometimes we'd say we have been
33:43
given a gift because the love and the bond and everything else
33:47
that doesn't change, it's always there because we don't know
33:50
separation. Being gifted something unique to
33:56
every one of us. And so there can be again,
34:00
different moments where you'll be in a state of ease and
34:05
neutrality and zero lab with the time that goes by, right and
34:11
that you get to only do certain things.
34:13
But not other things, then there's moments will, or you'll
34:17
be like, oh, but, you know, actually, those same aspects
34:20
that you looked at in one way. You look at the other way and
34:23
you're like, well, actually no, it's better this way.
34:26
So you sit with the two potentials that aren't even
34:31
there anyways. Because again, it's time that
34:36
moves forward and moments that you can't spend because
34:39
everybody has their list of what must be done.
34:42
And it's not that, it must be done, but there is a mundane
34:45
that we all experience. We all live.
34:46
So besides the fact of people and how they can learn to grow
34:53
old together or not, we also have the part about how you can
34:58
use your time or not. So again it's a very special
35:03
relationship. For those of us who do wake up
35:06
every day, knowing stays my 24 hours and then being able to one
35:11
your loved ones, obviously, whether you are in contact or
35:14
not, that's the part that gift is being able to know that
35:18
there's a connectedness, which is why Claire's for those of us
35:21
who have it, make everything that much more special because
35:25
we get to actually keep on having connectedness and we
35:32
don't feel. It's a boy.
35:34
Burden in any way shape reform at all, because they're in there
35:38
are loved ones. Our burdens energy is not a
35:40
burden emotions are burdens, so even when we were in the, like,
35:46
the focal, like I remember when I was more like, Claire's were
35:51
all coming together like more more, right?
35:54
So that's where with the whole tune plays.
35:56
So mates and these things. So when it was the biggest
36:00
moment of them, definitely, I got to live.
36:04
The depth of emotion in a way that I didn't even know body
36:08
could hold. But even here, I was like, well,
36:11
duh, your person who loves deeply, patiently the so, did
36:14
you expect that you would not be able to feel deeply?
36:17
You know, you kind of get don't have, it's either.
36:19
You feel or you don't feel which one is it?
36:22
And so, here's where this physical Sensations, we don't
36:25
feel like a hug. So scared know.
36:27
We're like okay, bring it on. It's amazing.
36:29
I'm alive, I'm living. And with Claire's.
36:33
There's also the Knowing, this is part of that expansion.
36:36
So of course, if we are connected and this is that
36:39
Global Network to get, it's a beautiful gift because we get to
36:43
be a part of each other's lives. Not a bird.
36:46
If you don't suffer for people, the sadness is different.
36:49
It's because of knowing that some people are locked and
36:52
suffering, they have a way out but they don't see it.
36:55
So you know like with my friend doesn't make me happy again.
36:58
We're in going to be in contact but they've chosen to this It's
37:04
because of me not being able to meet obviously there needs,
37:07
which is normal. That's where I always fingers
37:10
crossed. Hopefully, find the person and,
37:12
or people that can meet their needs.
37:16
And so, as time moves forward for us, we grow more and more
37:22
aware of that fact, that we are always in Flow State Lightman.
37:27
So, a true person, doesn't doubt who they are, and we actually
37:30
don't look to be outside to tell us how to lead our life.
37:34
One of the biggest things is when we're in our imagination,
37:36
we don't feel, we're wasting time.
37:38
Even if sometimes you could we know that it's not true because
37:42
every time we are contemplating something we're expanding our
37:44
consciousness. And this reminds me of because I
37:47
saw this many 40 people, the interest in 3D and just any
37:52
other Soldier, any person, excuse me, that has social
37:55
orienting emotions. So they may not call it shame.
37:58
But basically they live based on ideology belief systems a tiara
38:02
like. So anytime I see somebody
38:03
correcting themselves are saying and I know I use words to but I
38:09
always try to let you in on the fact that we're all our own
38:13
self, we have to use words but Reality is we don't adjust how
38:19
we think, or feel or explore our physical Sensations based on
38:23
external external. That's why my husband mommy
38:27
gives us information that we use to do what we're already doing.
38:31
So, it's different. The in fact, don't have to
38:33
correct course at all, we know where we're headed we choose
38:38
consciously. So conscious of pure
38:40
Consciousness, human being which is that feminine with their own
38:42
masculine and that Enlightenment.
38:44
So a Drew person we don't look at anything as telling us what's
38:47
the right way. We are the right way.
38:49
Maybe you didn't get the memo. We don't say it the same way.
38:53
Some people I love. So my friends we actually teach
38:56
on that because it's become clear that we know we were right
39:02
we just don't have to say it so these are the whole right bomb
39:07
and that's where when you can't he's like that, it's just
39:11
hilarious but that's the beauty of finding people that are in
39:14
power is like okay. All know that we come from
39:17
somewhere and when you do know and you take ownership of it, so
39:21
back to this special so that I can close it out, but the part
39:25
about having 24 hours, and being able to cherish our loved ones,
39:31
even without speaking to them, or interacting with them, it's
39:36
beautiful. That's of knowing of the fact
39:42
that there's Shiva, so nothing Darkness, it's not Not scary.
39:47
It's something that we, so, I've known and accepted, and worked
39:51
to chew through this my entire life.
39:53
Pretty much. And again, by the time I was 22
39:56
ish, that's where I was like a case is a done deal.
39:59
You know? You just is so you your depths
40:02
are your debts. That's how you experience life.
40:04
That's how you view life but life has an equation to it.
40:08
And I mean the mundane and that's really just what it is.
40:12
It's not something that is a pretend it's just Why I laugh
40:16
when I think of people who they don't move into and I don't
40:21
laugh because it's funny because it really isn't, It's just sad
40:26
when I see people don't that they don't grow up.
40:29
But then again, their realities, there's the suffering.
40:35
They don't need to be in that. That's the part at a certain
40:38
point, you can learn how to manage it and then you can learn
40:41
to grow out of it. The ones who stay in it.
40:44
They they're the ones. Who, you know, they just create
40:46
a bunch of different scenarios for themselves.
40:49
Long story short, though enough about them and more for us the
40:54
adventurers of this life. This is the beauty.
40:58
So time is precious, and there are moments where we'll be sad
41:03
for things that we know did not meaning like they actually won't
41:07
and have not that past, right? But they have they don't exist,
41:12
which is why we also don't spend too much time so they don't
41:14
exist. At all, and they don't exist
41:18
because we do not and cannot for some people.
41:23
They think they can obstruct free will.
41:25
It's an illusion of Free Will is the choice of the individuals.
41:30
Every day when they wake up there with their Monday.
41:32
And every day they get to choose how to spend their time and who
41:36
they spend their time with and what to spend their time on.
41:39
And so, you know, we're we're aware of this.
41:43
So there are things that can Not because they have not and they
41:47
will not because the past is not presented itself and for as much
41:51
as people, this is why time and space don't exist for those of
41:55
us in flow. What it means is that we are not
41:59
sitting here thinking of, oh, when I was 12, this didn't
42:02
happen. All when I was 40, this didn't
42:03
know, didn't happen, period. It's not even, it's not even
42:07
part of reality. That's the point, it's an
42:10
imagination because if it had happened, it would have
42:13
happened, you know. So it's why we Sit in it too
42:17
much but will acknowledge it when it comes up and things that
42:21
could have been and that are not and did not and will not, they
42:27
do not exist at all because not only are you looking at it from
42:33
here. Now to yesterday tomorrow is a
42:36
different day and so you're never actually at a loss for who
42:40
you are and we're never in regret for that reason because
42:45
the past does not exist anymore. And so even if I'm thinking
42:48
about something that I in my brain can imagine, it's not
42:52
reality and it does not exist, and it will not exist and
42:57
nothing. In fact, can change the past.
43:00
What does take transformation and people?
43:04
That's why metaphysics is a terrorism.
43:06
They miss out on some of the parts when they're explaining
43:08
something without adding the human component.
43:11
Human component is our attachment wounds are States.
43:16
Okay, the psychoeducation stuff they trauma-informed and somatic
43:20
informed education that I will share now.
43:24
So when you so when I think of my eight-year-old self and that
43:30
moment which is the last imprint, that's not only an
43:32
explicit memory but it's my actual relationship with that
43:36
evaluation that took place. And today as a grownup, I can
43:40
understand it and I'm living that pass I can live it or let's
43:46
say there was still a charge state.
43:47
So there are things that I've looked to the past with the
43:50
Reiki because know that the distance healing I actually do
43:54
that as well, where we clear things, but here's where it's in
43:59
one's own. It's not only imagination.
44:03
It's in the mind. This is where we talked about
44:05
healing those three elements, witnessing corrective
44:10
experience, and then releasing and transferring energy or
44:14
releasing and transformation. So, with the Reiki and with the
44:17
visualization being able to do this with people and they do
44:22
want that for myself, all on my own, I don't actually need to
44:28
have a mediator, right? So here's where nobody actually
44:31
does, but it's the part about looking at one's own thoughts
44:35
and feelings in the physical energy for us.
44:38
It's not a burden, it's an emotion and it is part of a
44:43
reasoning. So right here is, where the
44:45
eight-year-old Itself is still who I am today.
44:48
The difference is I'm able to be a grown up with that concept and
44:52
that's because in time I got to be more of a grown up with it.
44:57
Why? Because the emotions they get to
44:59
be brought to prevent illegal System.
45:02
State mindful awareness mindsight.
45:05
All these words, again, I use them but the reality is that
45:08
love. Oxytocin hormone comes because I
45:11
get to be compassionate in my own body because, as I'm
45:14
thinking, and I'm letting my implicit memory, the physical
45:18
Sensations that come up be there, knowing they're there for
45:21
a reason. 18 year old is not going to be happy to wake up
45:24
from you know, because that's where I remember my niece and
45:28
nephew got a certain age crying about death, so it's something
45:31
that you become more aware of my period.
45:33
And in fact, the this is where the 78 is, where we stop
45:36
accumulating that comic. Did you do about it that
45:38
attitude or other brain wave state.
45:40
So if you want we can always see how we move into territory.
45:45
Free and become more conscious and evolve.
45:48
And if you become an actual adult with yourself, your
45:51
emotions move along side. So when you have secure
45:53
attachment and you move beyond that and you become your
45:56
differentiate self, here's why it's not attachment or
46:00
entanglement with suffering, which is different for those who
46:03
have instead, those social orienting emotions, they have
46:07
anxious and or insecure attachments.
46:11
So they have unresolved trauma and they have attachment, and
46:14
their Panic feeling. Is not something they see there
46:18
in the bubble. And so they will use the product
46:20
feeling and then they engage. And that's why would I describe
46:26
to you can be seen from those who live it with panic as
46:29
somebody who's in an anxious, for example, okay.
46:33
And then here's where we actually don't try to create any
46:35
differentiation between what people want to tell us, we are
46:38
we art. But what I really wanted to
46:41
dedicate this episode to was the fact that for the Enlightenment.
46:46
So a true person every day of our life is lived with more
46:50
richness and aspects that we know are not that we do cherish
46:58
because of specifics that I'm not getting into right now.
47:02
We will be able to cherish those without them being ever in
47:07
existence and was actually knowing what gifts you've been
47:10
given, thanks to our own free will, right in our own ability.
47:16
In our thoughts and feelings and our physical Sensations and
47:20
acknowledge our humanness, which is, of course, I love my loved
47:24
ones and don't like the idea of any of them passing away.
47:29
Of course, I don't have any control over any of this.
47:32
And so, of course, I'm going to be potentially uncomfortable and
47:37
or unhappy about it. I don't need to spend so much
47:39
time and what I've gathered and understood, and that's actually
47:42
also, why we don't really spend too much time, and it's a
47:45
Fleeting thought it's a fleeting moment and it's already a well I
47:49
already evaluated that at 8:00 so there you go.
47:52
You know. It's stuff like that.
47:54
And I made my conscious choosing at 24 whatever.
47:57
It's pretty to of how I can keep moving forward with this.
48:01
And in fact if we need to look about timelines I'd say that
48:05
from the acceptance of that hasn't grown up 22 ish until I
48:11
don't even know. But very short, the lived, the
48:14
part of Really like settling into it because, you know, life
48:19
gets into life and that's all really we don't do rumination.
48:25
That's the part. We don't sit with thoughts that
48:27
we have about the once you've evaluated your thoughts and
48:30
emotions and your feelings even though feelings and thoughts,
48:33
they say they go in one, but for those of us who are always in
48:38
flow, we are always releasing. So that's also why our
48:42
personality and who we are doesn't burden us We love to be
48:46
ourselves. We accept ourselves.
48:48
So I except, for example, the depth of emotions that I have,
48:53
in fact, it is day whenever a person enters my life, I'd say
48:57
you know I forever, you know how to pay that ass you know this
49:00
means I'm going to check in you know that you know and I make
49:02
sure they know all of my flaws then I obviously don't respect
49:08
how they choose to manage that time.
49:11
So it's very easy for us to mold.
49:17
In a way that allows different types of states of
49:20
Consciousness, people and attachments that was to be.
49:23
So it's a very beautiful thing time when you cherish it from
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the depths of you and this is with all the emotions no
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suffering though. Be knowledge, got 24 hours and
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we get to actually live at even more deeply with those Claire's.
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I may add and with the relationship with this amazing a
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Akash so channeling guidance. When I do Taro or akashic record
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readings, you know, being able to work with people who are in
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these fields because their personal development is what is
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the priority. But they actually also have
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relationships with these areas. It's beautiful.
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This is really awesome because you know, players are part of
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our journey. So when you are heard and seen
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by people who love you, It's just something special.
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When they listen in a way of being curious about your
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experience, and not in a way of basically belittling, or judging
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or gossiping, you know, like when people have basically not
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taken seriously because their belief system is different, so
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it's always something will notice, but it's not a good or
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bad thing. It's just means we know we won't
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share that part of our life because they don't get it.
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If they got it, they would know that we're not.
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They wouldn't be little, it wouldn't be something futile, it
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would be something they actually would take seriously and not
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because it's serious, but the cabinet's apart of our actual
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everyday in a way that we don't we don't choose not that it's
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again bad but you don't choose to have Claire's.
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We understand the 5dc person, that it's a relationship that we
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have With the life because Akash is energy and empty, space and
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all that. So we understand also again
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those who don't believe it's not a big deal, it is what it is.
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But thank you for celebrating this day with me.
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Thank you for tuning into this one too.
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For those of you who tuned in to all of them, I hope you have a
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wonderful day.