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Ojalá Nunca Regresé Por Mi Historias De Terror - Voces De La Noche · Niebla en el bosque con Evelith von

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What I' m going to tell you next is a very serious issue and,
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for security reasons, all the names, dates, places and other data
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are not real, as I don' t want any trace of me.
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I currently live in a small house, in a small town in Mexico.
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My family and friends had always considered me a good person, helpful, kind,
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respectful, faithful, etcetera. And it was true. But I could
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say that, thanks to the years in the militia, he changes abruptly for
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the hard training, for the hardness of my superiors and colleagues, for witnessing
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traumatic scenes, for seeing so many people passed away, massacres, hungry children
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and that kind of thing. It' s just that my heart got hard
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and cold like a rock. I became so numb that there came a point
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where I was even scared because I felt absolutely nothing. It was like a
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robot, and I' m sure that' s because of all the facts
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that happened to me the last few years of service. Okay. I'
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ll start by telling a little bit about my life in general. My name
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is Rogelio and I am currently fifty- seven years old and at about eighteen
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I met the love of my life my ex- wife, Claudia. Just
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in those years I was getting ready for the army and so, a few
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months after I agreed to be my girlfriend, I got engaged to her.
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We loved each other so much and we had an incredible connection, something that
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seemed to unite like magnets. We lived relatively close and saw each other every
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day in a nearby park. We talked about life, about our plans,
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the future and love. Mostly afterwards everyone went home. Our families didn'
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t know about our engagement. We didn' t tell them, because we
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knew he was scolding us for the age, the time we knew each other,
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and that kind of thing. The room unit where he lived was a
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wonderful place. I got along very well with my neighbors. I lived with
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my uncles and grandfather, who were the most important people to me. They
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had raised me after my mother died when I was six. We always went
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out to the front of the house. We listened to music and ate joyfully.
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I also played video games with my uncles and watched caricatures of fights at
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school. My grades were one of the highest. I loved studying and my
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family always supported me in that and in all my childhood and life. Until
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then she had been happy. Whenever I saw heaven, I realized how wonderful
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life was. Anyway, when I finished high school, I started preparing for
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the army. I wanted to do it because they wanted to be a hero,
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someone who would always protect the lives of the citizens of Mexico and my
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family. At least. I' d seen that in the movies. Before
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we entered the militia, Claudia and I secretly married the civilian and finally had
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to tell our families. We couldn' t hide it forever. At first
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it was clear that they would be disturbed, but they finally accepted it.
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At the end of the day, it was done. When I went to
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meet as a soldier, I asked my family to take care of Claudia while
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she was gone. The first years were difficult, as I could go to
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my house only for twenty days a year, so I missed them very much
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and they missed me. I' m gonna be completely honest. Months after
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I was already in the army, I really regretted wanting to get out of
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there, but I knew it would be very cowardly of me to do that.
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That' s why I decided to stay. I had two it took
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me a long time to get in so that at the end of the day
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I would let them all down even to my neighbors, because they were all
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proud of my finding. But well, after two years of my distant marriage
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to the second I went, Claudia got pregnant and that gave me a thousand
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years of life. I' d have someone else wait for me when I
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got home. Claudia took care of the construction of our new house. Many
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of my colleagues told me that he was going to get fed up after a
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while, because it almost always happened with the women of the soldiers. But
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the truth is, after those years we still had the same connection and I
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still loved her like the first day was hard to be in the army.
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I had seen a lot of horrible things, I had seen people kill,
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even have to kill myself in self- defense, and gradually I got stronger.
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The years passed and my life was forging and teaching me to be a
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good soldier and to do my duty. My little son, whom we had
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called Andrew, had already grown up and without his father and my wife was
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alone and I without them. We only saw twenty days a year and it
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hurt every time when I arrived and saw the biggest and my grandfather also getting
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bigger and bigger. My uncles had already married and others had gone to work
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far away. I' ve had enough of the army. I missed the
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best moments of my life for being there. The time came when my son
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was already twelve years old, when he had decided to leave the army.
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I already had anxiety, depression and trouble sleeping for all the traumatic moments I
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had experienced, but shortly before I was voluntarily discharged, I was given the
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position of deputy lieutenant, so it was best to wait. We had different
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missions in which we faced drug trafficking groups of the navigators national defense against insurgency
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and more after ten years. There I had learned a lot about criminals and
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those kinds of people, but I also learned that life was not as beautiful
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as I thought before going in there, since I realized that there are so
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many people, bad people, people without scruples and heart, although deep down
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in my heart I also knew that there were people like my grandfather, Claudia,
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my uncles and, of course, my son Andres, They were my
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reason to keep fighting and they were my only hope. But about twelve years
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after my arrival in the army, I was informed that my grandfather had died.
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After long days of agony, I didn' t even know my grandfather
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was wrong. No one had told me not to worry about that news.
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He broke my soul into a thousand pieces. My favorite person had died and
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I couldn' t even be with him in his last days. I can
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say, in short, that that moment was also a before and after in
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my life and in the way I saw it past. Time had gotten used
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to it and everything was normal, so to speak. I was just talking
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to my wife for calls. He sent him money for food. The kid
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' s school and what he needed, so everything was quiet. One of
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my worst experiences in life happened when I was already thirty years old in the
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service and I was already lieutenant and good. It happened when finally, it
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was time to go home. I was walking towards the bus station and it
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was day around three o' clock in the afternoon, when suddenly I heard
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a van approach and suddenly two hooded people came down and as I didn'
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t carry weapons. It was very easy for me to get into the unit
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despite my training. Those people knew what they were doing, for their strength
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and speed at the time took me by surprise. They covered my face with
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a bag of black cloth and hit me with the one that was completely knocked
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out. What I remember before my fainting is diffuse, but I estimate that
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it happened about an hour, maybe a little longer, maybe a little less,
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before it will wake up. Upon waking up I realized the situation in
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which I was in, my body rested unprotected on the cold and hard cement
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floor, naked and exposed. Vulnerability flooded me, but used to difficult situations.
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I soon shut her down. My lips felt dry and sealed by a
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tape. Stopping me from talking or even moaning. The feeling of the cords
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pressed against my wrists and ankles confirmed me that I was completely helpless and the
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distant voices that reached my ears warned me that I was not alone suddenly a
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voice stood out above the crowd. There was a tone of satisfaction and mockery
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on his bell when he said almost triumphantly that he was glad he was already
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awake. That' s when he took off the bag that covered my face.
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It took a few seconds for my eyes to adjust to the light,
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but then I realized where a decaying room was impregnated with dirt and smell of
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rot. The garbage piled up in every corner, the dust was in the
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air and the metal tambos scattered around made me think there were probably dead people
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inside them. Confirming the worst, I immediately recognized the scene by remembering it
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from previous missions. It was a drug- trafficker hideout and I was his
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prisoner. The people who inhabited the disgusting and nauseating. They were masked like
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the trash they were, the tattoos that adorned their bodies. They were dark
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and menacing symbolisms and also put up weapons. The man who took my bag
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came up to me and with a cruel smile on my lips, gave me
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a brutal kick in my stomach, pulling my breath at once and at that
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moment I began to cough his laughter. Burlona rumbled in the room as I
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recovered. After a time that seemed eternal, he calmed down and informed me
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with an arrogant smile that my stay there would last as long as I wanted.
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His words seemed to be taken out of a movie, but I understood
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his threat. He told me that as long as I didn' t help
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free certain members of his group prisoners in high security facilities. I wouldn'
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t leave that place. He added that my superiors had already been notified of
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my capture and that if they refused to release their comrades imprisoned in the high
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security facilities, they would not hesitate to put an end to my life.
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His statement, though uttering bada with a chilling coldness, did not fill me
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with fear. For years I had prepared to face all kinds of dangers and
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risks. My main concern, on the other hand, was my family.
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The image of my wife, Claudia, and my son facing life without me
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was more terrifying than any threat they could tell me. The same individual who
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had uttered those threats proceeded to remove the tape from my mouth. My throat
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was dry and sore, but I managed to gather enough strength to speak with
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a serenity that surprised me myself. I asked him to release me, promising
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that I could help him if I did. He in response let go of
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a cruel laughter, a laughter that echoed in the dirty one. Fourth,
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he told me that I wouldn' t get over it, that my only
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task was to wait. So, I did exactly that, exactly what the
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hooded man had suggested to me to expect. The situation left me no other
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viable option. I was immobilized in an unknown place, completely surrounded by an
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incalculable number of hitmen and had no doubt that there were many beyond. I
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did not deceive myself with heroic fantasies of a bold escape or an attempt to
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cry for help. I knew well that any action of this kind would probably
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just make me win a beating, slashes or even death. I had already
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seen many cases so that it would possibly further complicate the situation. He had
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spent enough time in the field to understand that sometimes the best action was inaction.
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Instead, I put my faith in my companions, my platoon. I
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knew each of them was as committed and skilled as I was. We didn
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' t just have a professional bond. We were more than partners, we
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were brothers in arms united by experiences that no one else could fully understand.
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I was convinced that they would already be preparing for a search and rescue operation,
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possibly working with intelligence teams and using all the resources at their disposal to
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locate me. He was also certain that the release of imprisoned criminals would not
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be considered. Despite the seriousness of my situation, I knew my superiors would
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not negotiate with drug traffickers. No matter how high the stakes were. We
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had sworn to maintain security and order and release those criminals would only fuel chaos
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and crime was not an option. Therefore, as the seconds turned into minutes
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and minutes into hours, I prepared to endure the wait feeding on my faith
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in my platoon and in justice. Besides, I thought of my family I
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knew that my son and my wife would be worried to see that it didn
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' t come. I had already told them that in a few hours I
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would be with them and sure, Claudia, my wife, would be waiting
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for me with delicious food as always, and my son would expect us to
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play basketball. After dinner, after what I can only describe time, it
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seemed eternal. One of the men, a man with his face hidden under
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his hood, began to beat me without warning. There was no provocation.
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My apparent motive, it just seemed to enjoy violence. The force of his
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blows shook my body each, causing a wave of pain that spread through my
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bones and muscles. After a few moments, he invited several of the present
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to join him. The atmosphere of the room was filled with my screams drowned
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under the ribbon of my mouth. When two others accepted the invitation, they
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accused me of being one of those responsible for thwarting their plans, of being
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one of those who had put their comrades behind bars, my body, already
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pained by the initial attack, now became the target of a storm of fists
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and kicks. The minutes looked like hours, every second a prolonged agony.
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My muscles were screaming in pain, my bones seemed to be about to give
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in. My Mind could only desire with all my heart the arrival of my
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platoon, longing for these drug traffickers to pay for everything they had done.
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Finally they let me fall to the ground, my body collapsing in a fetal
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position as the only refuge against the horrible pain. I hadn' t had
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time to recover. When I saw two more men crawling in a large tub
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full of water. Before I could process what was going on, my head
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was submerged in the water. The minutes underwater felt like hours with my lungs
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burning from the lack of air and my mind struggling against panic and despair.
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Finally I was allowed to take a breath before repeating the torture over and over
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again, until every second became an eternity and just when I thought my body
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couldn' t last any longer, a new sound caught my attention. The
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door of the room opened with a creak and a woman entered, unlike men,
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her face was uncovered, allowing me to see her face. Despite the
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situation, I couldn' t help but notice how beautiful she was. She
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was blonde, with dark eyes shining with a light she had never seen before.
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He wore a red dress that settled his pronounced curves. His long black
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hair fell on his shoulders and wore high, golden heels. Around his neck.
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They hung several gold necklaces and hidden between their breasts. He was carrying
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a gun lying on the ground, soaked and sore. I watched her from
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head to toe. My eyes were full of hatred, but also of surprise.
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Faced with the beauty of that woman, I felt like I was under
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a captive spell. Despite the situation, even through fog, pain and despair.
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Their presence seemed to radiate a powerful and seductive light. When he noticed
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what they were doing, his face reflected an expression of disdain in a voice
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full of authority, he commanded the men to leave the room. It was
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not a petition, it was an order, a demand that seemed to reverberate
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on the walls of the dirty room and they, in turn, agreed without
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protest. Each of them responded with a simple yes boss before leaving the room.
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The designation was clear. She was the head of this criminal organization.
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It was she who held the reins of this monster who fed on misery and
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terror. Her beauty was obscured by the harsh reality of her leadership in that
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group of drug traffickers. In the silence that followed the men' s departure.
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The woman looked at me. His expression was inscrutable. I stood there
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on the cold, dirty floor, unable to do anything but wait and see
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what would happen. Next. Contrary to what I thought and surprisingly, the
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woman told me mockingly, seeing me helpless on the floor, that I had
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never been with a soldier and that I would be the first. Then she
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told me that she expected my colleagues to release the people from her team who
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were in jail, because if not, she would be the first and last
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drug dealer I would be commanding the men to take me to the bathroom outside.
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They covered my face and took me out, gave me clean clothes and
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when I was in the bathroom, they took my bag out of my face
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I hardly bathed, because after that horrible beating it hurt every inch of my
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body while I was soaping. Despite all the problems that existed at the time,
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all I could think of was that woman. I was totally enthralled and
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I must admit excited that I said he would be with me. I didn
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' t even think of my wife at the time, just that woman when
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I knocked on the door to get me out. From there they put my
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bag back and this time we walked more, because I counted the steps reaching
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a certain point, they took my bag and closed the door behind me.
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I couldn' t believe what I saw was the beautiful woman. Seducing me
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was like being hypnotized. I wasn' t thinking about the danger in my
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army or my family, just what happened at the time. Despite how sore
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I was, I tried to pretend I wasn' t, but it wasn
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' t necessary, as nothing hurt at the time. The pain had magically
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disappeared. When it was all over, it seemed to me that the woman
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was changing. It was like she didn' t look so beautiful anymore.
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His eyes no longer had that shine he had seen before. His lips looked
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dry, his skin seemed to have wrinkles that were noticing as time passed.
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Then he got up and changed. It was a very strange thing. The
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air felt different from moment to moment, in the blink of an eye.
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The one who used to be a beautiful woman, now an old woman,
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was a lady. His eyes were turned off and when he smiled I realized
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that his teeth were missing. My heart started beating hard. My hands began
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to tremble and I snuck in wanting to pierce the wall behind me. The
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pain of the blows returned and this time more intense. Fear, panic,
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pain and horror took over my life in those moments. When the woman realized
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that, she began to mock me and told me that, since she believed
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that she had achieved everything that a group of more than fifty men had at
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her command, a lot of money that, despite having spent more than sixty
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years in the business, no one had ever captured her. I started screaming
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and he told me he' d shut me up not to be afraid.
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She had only been a helper of the devil to prosper and who, in
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return, gave her the lives of the people she killed and who would give
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her mine. After stealing my energy. At that moment I fainted, I
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knew nothing until dawn. I woke up and was at the military base.
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The doctor was putting on serum and I asked him to call my superior.
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When he arrived, he explained to me that everything was over, that they
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had found me in a room without clothes and that they were about to execute
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me, but they had done it first, that they had captured more than
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twenty men who were interning in those rooms. In the middle of nowhere.
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He told me that they had found his location tracking the call they had been
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given and that, although it took a long time, they succeeded. I
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was a little calmer, but I couldn' t stop thinking about the old
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lady how she hypnotised me and seduced me, as she made all my thoughts
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disappear. I asked her if they had captured a woman and told me that,
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unfortunately, the leader of the drug trafficking group had escaped and that,
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in fact, they had been looking for her for a long time, but
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that no one had been able to capture her. I had real fear at
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the time, because I knew that everything had been real, that that cursed
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thing was protected by the devil himself. When the anxiety left my body,
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I marked my wife and I was sorry for what I had done, but
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I didn' t tell her, I just told her that thank God I
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was alive and that I would soon be with her and my son. That
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experience marked me to this day. I asked for my voluntary leave as soon
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as I could and returned home, but my conscience did not leave me so
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I told my wife that I had been with another woman and ran me out
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of the house. Every month I see my son, but that' s
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why I live here now for my safety and because I ran out of family
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because of the old bitch. And if I' m honest, I admit
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I' m still afraid he' s coming for me, because he couldn
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' t give my life to the devil. So, after so many horrible
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experiences, I became the opposite of what I used to be. I know
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that the Rogelio of many years ago will never return and that I will never
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be as happy as I was before I entered the army. I regret not
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having enjoyed my life with my family because I suffered, was afraid and corrupted
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being in the militia. I hope my identity is never known. I hope
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the fucking old lady doesn' t come back for me. Anonymous account