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A Narcissist's Worst Nightmare: Becoming the Laughing Stock · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful folks?
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  Welcome to another episode of The Narcissist Code.
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  Today we're going to be talking about what happens when a
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  narcissist is the butt of a joke.
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  What happens when you laugh at a narcissist?
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  If you're new here, my name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a diagnose narcissist. And again, we're going to
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  another episode of The Narcissist Code.
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  Welcome back folks, welcome back, welcome back.
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  Yes, those pesky narcissists. What happens when they are the
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  butt of the joke? What happens when they get
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  laughed at when the when the fingers are pointing at them and
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  everybody's like, remember The Simpsons?
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  Oh, dude from The Simpsons. I can't think of his name right
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  now, but the the bully from The Simpsons, he go that type of
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  stuff right there. So what happens when a
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  narcissist is the butt of a joke Out Before we hop deep into
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  today's episode, y'all if you want to contact me, if you want
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  So that'll help you out as well, y'all.
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  But yes, yes, yes, narcissistic people hate being the belt of
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  the joke. Yeah, narcissist.
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  Let's get it. Let's get out the way
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  narcissists hate it when you match their energy, when you
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  match our energy because I'm one of them.
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  I'm one of them in this, in this circumstance right here.
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  I hate y'all when people are laughing at me.
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  Y'all if y'all know me in real life or you met me or you see my
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  stuff online. I joke a lot.
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  I do a lot of jokes. I do a lot of cracking jokes and
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  picking on people and stuff like that.
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  But I used to hate when it happened to me.
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  I tell you what I cannot stand when people were laughing at me
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  and pointing at me and things like that man, I hated it so
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  much. I really really did yeah, I
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  cannot stand what people will pick up me.
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  I I'm like why, Why I got to be the butt of the joke.
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  Why y'all picking on me? Why this why that blah blah blah
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  Boo Boo Boo BBB. Why can't y'all talk about it?
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  You know I would get angry not because I'm an angry person, but
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  I would get angry as hell because I hate when people you
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  see what I'm saying when people pointing their finger at me,
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  when people are just laughing at me because y'all know narcissist
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  talk to people whatever their name you want to give them
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  cannot handle criticism. We hate criticism with a raw
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  seething passion. Cannot stand it, right?
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  They cannot stand it. So when you criticize us, we
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  take it as a personal attack. Now, if you are in a
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  relationship with a narcissist, right, and you and they catch
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  you laughing at them, pointing at them when everybody else is
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  picking on them too, you're going to get it when they get
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  home, when you get home, on a car ride home or whatever.
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  If y'all, if you're out there in public, you're going to get
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  that. You see what I'm saying?
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  You're going to get, you're going to get it.
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  They're going to take their frustrations and anger for being
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  laughed at and mocked out on you.
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  They're going to put it on to you because why were you
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  laughing? You were laughing a little too
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  hard. When everybody was picking on
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  me, when everybody was laughing at me and joking at me, you were
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  laughing a little too hard. And I hate that.
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  I can't stand the fact that your ass is laughing so hard and I
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  hate you. That they'll be angry as hell,
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  y'all? Or they give you the silent.
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  Not all of them will yell and scream at you, right?
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  Because there's a lot of narcissists out there who would
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  just plain and simply give you the silent treatment for
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  laughing at them, for making them the butt of the joke.
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  They'll absolutely just give you the silent treatment.
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  Oh, you want to laugh at me? Oh, you, you want to pick on me
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  too. You want everybody?
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  You want to laugh at me with everybody else.
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  That's the type of stuff that happens right there.
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  They will absolutely put it onto your head like that coming at
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  you just like that. You want to laugh at me?
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  You want to pick on me? You think you think this is
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  funny? You think this is hilarious,
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  Huh. Huh.
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  Huh. Like who said who said that?
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  It's just saying Facebook. I'm not Facebook is acting a
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  little weird right now. It's just coming up saying
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  Facebook user. Not sure why in that right
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  there. I don't know what's going on
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  with Facebook right now, but everybody's name on Facebook is
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  coming up as Facebook user and whatnot.
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  Yeah, that's that's exactly what I say.
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  You think it's funny, you think it's hilarious that they would
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  that this, this, this happened. You think ha ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,
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  ha ha and they will start to pick on you.
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  They'll take it. Any type of anger that they
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  have, they'll try to take it out on you instead of, instead of
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  taking it, instead of focusing that anger on the people who
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  actually said it and did it. You know what I'm saying?
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  For the people who said it and did it, they'll take it out on
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  you and be angry as hell at you because they think you, you said
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  something to them. They think, OK, you did this to
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  me. You said this to me.
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  I have to punish you. I have to punish you because you
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  may, because you did this. I have to punish you because you
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  said that, because somebody else hurt my feelings.
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  You're the person that's going to get punished for it, but if
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  somebody else hurt me, somebody else did this to me, you're the
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  one who has to get punished for it and they will absolutely take
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  it out on you. You know what you say what I'm
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  saying. This is the type of stuff that
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  you have to deal with if you're dealing with it, if you're in a
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  relationship with a narcissist, like they hate it.
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  They it's crazy how it works because they can be picking on
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  you the entire time. They all the jokes could be at
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  you or at anybody else, but soon as the energy gets focused on
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  them, they lose their damn minds.
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  They lose it, they lose it, they lose their damn minds.
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  When the energy gets focused on them and they saw it get, they
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  start lashing out. They start lashing out at
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  people. They'll get solid.
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  They'll you, you, you if you're with them or you their friend or
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  whatever, you can damn there sense the, the anger.
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  You know what I'm saying? You can sense the anger that's
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  coming from them. You can feel it.
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  You can sense it. You like damn, I can.
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  I can feel every inch of the anger that's permeated from this
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  person's body Who said that you absolutely cannot do what they
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  do? Yeah, you cannot.
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  You don't get the rights to do exactly what I'm doing to you.
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  It doesn't work their way. In a toxic, narcissistic
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  relationship, in an abusive relationship, we are not, not
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  now. All people in relationships are
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  created equal. You're saying what goes around
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  comes around like they say like a hula hoop.
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  It's kind of like a boomerang. It's really kind of like a
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  boomerang. It's like what goes around comes
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  around like a hula hoop. I heard it in a rap song a while
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  back, but it's really like a boomerang.
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  They like launching these. They they like launching that
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  boomerang at people, right? They like, like, they like
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  throwing that boomerang at people.
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  Like here's my boomerang. Here's my here's my jokey laffy
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  boomerang. They'll throw it and hit
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  everybody with it. My boomerang hit everybody.
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  My joke, my joking and criticism hit everybody.
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  And then they'll start, they'll start walking away.
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  They'll start walking away. And then they'll be walking
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  away. All of a sudden you they can
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  hear the they can hear the wind whipping bap.
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  The boomerang swings back and hits them and they hate it.
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  They hate it. It is April.
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  What's up? You help me realize I don't
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  deserve what I put over. There you go.
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  Power up, power up, power up. You know, power up.
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  Yeah, they can throw. They like launching that
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  boomerang, but they hate when it spins the block.
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  They hate when the boomerang spins the block.
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  Oh, there you go. What's up?
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  Like bro, they hate when that boomerang spins the block,
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  y'all? They really, really hate it.
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  They can't stand it. You know what I mean?
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  They cannot stand it. Who said this?
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  Right here. Cherish that Can criticize me.
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  But when the tables turn, I'm arguing or I have to chill.
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  Yeah, they can't. They can't take it.
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  They cannot take what they dish out.
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  I promise you they cannot. They hate it, Y'all.
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  I'm just telling. I'm being realistic with you.
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  They cannot take the same energy that they put out.
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  They cannot withstand the same anger and vitriol and hurt and
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  pain that they try to put you through.
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  They themselves cannot take. They themselves, They, they
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  can't stand it. And this is going to happen to
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  so many people who are in relationships with narcissists,
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  y'all. It's one of the things right
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  there. Who said this?
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  Kelsey said they're childish, thinking they're being laughed.
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  And even though we were just speaking facts, Oh yeah, I'm
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  just telling you, they'll, they'll and they'll hold it
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  against you for a long time, y'all, This just doesn't go
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  away. Like they will hold this against
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  you for a very, very long time. They just absolutely will.
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  You know, that type of stuff happens to so many people.
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  It really, really does. My wife texts me I'm on live.
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  I had I had my phone on do not disturb.
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  Luckily I have two phones. He used to say you can bend me
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  but you won't break me. It was so odd.
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  They they always reminds me of a y'all see, I forgot which movie
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  it was, but when Janet Jackson was it was Janet Jackson.
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  She was in a Tyler Perry movie and she was saying how can you
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  love a woman? How can a man love a woman?
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  How can a man love another woman and let another man bend him
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  over? And the man said, ain't nobody
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  bending me over. Oh, so you doing the bending?
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  Yeah, I'm in that movie. So you doing the bending?
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  Yes. The mask can fall off quick.
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  And they become hateful when you match their energy or when
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  you're laughing at them, when you're picking on them, right.
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  They that mask can come off quick, might not come off right
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  then and there in front of everybody but you, if you have
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  to go home with them and you know them closely.
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  This is your friend, a family member, a boss, who whoever it
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  is, you can sense it because you've been around it long
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  enough to understand what's going on.
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  You can sense it. You'd be like, Oh no, you know
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  what I'm saying? Oh no, who knows the name of
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  that? What movie?
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  What, what movie was that? Y'all you doing?
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  You doing so you doing the bending.
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  Ain't nobody bending me over. Oh, so you doing the bending?
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  Oh, why not get married? Appreciate that, appreciate
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  that, Richard, that Miss Price said why did I get married?
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  There you go. So you see what you doing
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  depending this type of stuff happens.
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  Y'all like seriously narcissistic people absolutely
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  cannot take what they dish out. No, it wasn't poetic justice.
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  That's the that's old Tupac. It was Tupac, it was a Tyler
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  Perry movie. And they say it's why did why
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  did I get married by Tyler Perry?
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  So somebody's name on Facebook popped up, but nobody else did.
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  Strange. Facebook is acting strange
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  today, y'all, But this is what happened For colored girls.
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  Yeah, I don't know. It could be for colored girls.
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  It's a color. They they say it's for colored
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  girls. It could be whatever movie Janet
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  Jackson was in, Tyler Perry movie.
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  But yeah, this is what happens, y'all.
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  They cannot. They hate it.
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  They don't want to be the butt of the joke.
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  They hate when people are laughing at them.
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  They hate when people are pointing at them.
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  They hate it, hate it, hate it. But no problem, Kelsey.
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  Thank you. Thank you, thank you for being
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  here. They hate it, hate it, hate it.
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  Don't let the fly, let the flying monkeys laugh at them.
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  But when you do batter down the hatches, Yep, Yep.
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  There, there's certain people that they will, they will kind
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  of go back and forth with, right?
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  There's a certain, there's a certain person in there, certain
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  people in their lives that they might go back and forth with,
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  but not you, not you, not you. What up?
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  What up? What up?
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  Not we, not you. They don't want that right
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  there. You don't have the right now.
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  I can pick on you, but you cannot pick on me.
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  You don't have the right to pick on me.
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  How dare you pick on me? How dare you?
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  You know what I mean? How dare you So you doing the
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  bending movie, Janet Jackson the wild saying so and so on.
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  So Google says it's from it's Google says from from colored
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  girls. Y'all, so it's not a pop, pop
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  party movie, but Google says for colored girls.
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  I once slapped at a narcissist after they overreacted to
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  something trivial. They stole him out of my yard
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  and their fury then bombarded me with angry texts blaming me for
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  the things that yeah, they project y'all.
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  They they will absolutely project.
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  They will project y'all. Jackson was in.
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  How did I get married? But I think she was also in for
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  colored girls too. She was in.
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  She was in. Been in more than one.
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  More than one. What'd you call it?
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  So you doing the bend didn't It's it's always just in my
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  head. Yeah, was that how dare you be
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  on time, be on be on time over 20 hours.
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  Oh yeah. How dare you joke on me.
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  How dare you, how dare you do this to me.
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  You mean yeah. They can't they they can't take
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  what they did shot, y'all. They cannot take what they did
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  shot. So right now, y'all, I got a
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  couple minutes for some questions.
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  Y'all can feel free to drop some questions in the comment section
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  and whatnot, y'all, and we will just get those questions.
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  We'll put them on the screen just like this right here.
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  We do a few minutes of that. I need to change the color of
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  this real quick. Let me let me mess with this
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  color. Bam there we go.
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  So the questions will come. Look y'all for the questions
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  will come up like this like Anna Scorpio, the questions going to
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  be on the screen like this. He is right now.
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  How dare you meet me? Oh yeah, how dare you match my
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  energy. How dare you.
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  What do I do when this Hoover is negative messages and a
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  parenting app only respond to the stuff that's necessary about
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  the kids. There's not certain.
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  Look, you can stand up for yourself sometimes and just say,
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  hey, look, I'm only going to be responding to things about the
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  children. But then I was like, well,
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  here's something about the kids, you whore.
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  You're a horrible mother and I hate the fact that I had a baby
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  with your stinking butt. I hate you so damn much.
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  And you can just ignore it, ignoring it, antagonizing.
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  It makes them feel antagonized, but they they feed off your
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  reactions, right. Imagine they imagine a
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  narcissist has an empty bowl. Like I'm gonna use my
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  remarkable. I'm gonna use my remarkable
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  tablet for as an example. Imagine a narcissist has an
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  empty bowl and they're running out of supply and validation and
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  they say please, ma'am, I want some more like Oliver.
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  What's that movie Oliver Twist like?
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  Please, Sir, I want some more. And you, that's what they do to
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  you in the parenting. That's what he's doing to you in
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  the parenting. Now please, ma'am, I want some
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  more. I want some more power, some
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  more energy, some more validation.
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  So I'm going to try to trigger a response from you.
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  I need to trigger you. And every time you get triggered
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  and respond, they'll drop you, drop in like a little nugget in
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  the bowl. You know what I'm saying?
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  Kids have the same kids have kids that have trauma.
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  Be like that. What's your kind of memory?
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  Yeah, it happens. And say, say, protect yourself.
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  Do they respond differently when you know their biggest failure?
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  Oh, absolutely. Sometimes they'll hate you
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  there. Sometimes they'll hate you for
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  knowing that their biggest failure because you can expose
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  it. They they hate the fact that you
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  seen them at their weakest or at their most vulnerable moment.
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  They will hate it. That's why you get a lot of
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  narcissists that will cry in front of you sometimes and
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  they'll hate the fact that they cried in front of you.
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  Rock bottom and get help. Did I miss something you said?
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  What does it take for a narcissist to hit rock bottom?
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  Just ended a 15 year friendship with my best friend.
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  Everything was always my fault. So you, you can't like rock
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  bottom is something that that they have to hit on their own.
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  Like you can't make them hit rock bottom.
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  Like rock bottom is means they, they've lost everything and they
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  can no longer blame anybody but but themselves.
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  That's what happened to me. And no, and it's like be real
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  with y'all. Some narcissists don't have a
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  rock bottom. Like it's like a false bottom.
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  You know what I'm saying? Yes, vulnerability.
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  Vulnerability or being vulnerable is weakness to
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  narcissistic people. That's why you very rarely see
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  them be vulnerable. Why do some hate when you expose
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  them but some want to hear what's the difference?
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  It really just depends on their level.
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  I feel like the level of shame within them, it really just
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  depends how do you deal with their rumors about you?
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  Especially if this is if it seems that they're being
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  believed. So this is the thing about the
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  smear campaign and people spreading rumors.
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  I always feel like if you, if people are spreading rumors
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  about me and people believed them without asking me or
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  talking to me about them, that person doesn't need to be part
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  of my life either. You see what I'm saying?
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  Because you didn't trust me enough to come and ask me.
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  Hey, Lee, I hear this rumor about you right here.
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  You want to give you a chance to explain yourself.
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  It's, it's if you wanted to that I would respect that a lot more
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  than people just believe in Willy nilly about me just
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  because somebody said it. You know what I mean?
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  Yeah, nicely, it's an endless cavern.
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  So I was working seven days a week, providing for the family
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  and picking up honey do lists and getting gas lit and
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  belittled for not picking up everything on my list.
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  Oh, yeah, That's what happened right there.
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  Like nothing you ever do will be enough for that person.
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  If you ever do, it will be enough for a narcissistic
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  person. Cozumel will be realized.
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  You can be silent treatment. Yeah, we could be silent in
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  Cozumel. Right bottom is a narcissist
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  injury. The mineral increases with this.
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  Bur it just kind of depends, y'all.
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  She's already getting her pics off of somebody else and had no
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  idea. I hate that man.
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  I really, really do. For colored girls.
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  Tyler Perry movie. The scene with Omar.
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  Oh, yeah, yeah, I Google. That's why I had to Google.
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  I had to Google it. So you doing the bending?
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  What kind of man? Lemare is a woman?
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  But let another man bend him over?
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  Ain't nobody bending me over. Oh, so you doing the bending,
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  Can you be awardedly attached? And then so I feel like most
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  narcissists have an avoided attachment style.
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  I just actually read the book attached by I think Amir Levine.
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  The name is Amir Levine. I read that book attached babe.
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  It's an awesome name. You got me out of a six year
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  relationship, then failed out of his residence.
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  You saved the rest of the path of my life.
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  You gave me closure for my scary.
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  Thank you. You help me from 2020.
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  Wow, it's been a while. 2020 is arrived girl, I'm happy, happy
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  to hear you doing good. Xandra from Denmark, Filipina
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  always been through. Oh always been threatened by my
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  husband to take our child away from me.
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  I end up being controlled abuse in this space right here.
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  Ask sometimes you have to be real.
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  Can he actually take your child away from you?
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  Or is it is that just talk because he knows you care about
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  your child. You know what I'm saying?
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  He knows that you care so much about your child that he
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  threatens to do it, even though he might not even have the
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  ability to do that or he doesn't really want to do it.
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  He's just threatening you. He's just threatening you to do
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  it. 2 1/2 years strong. You've been here.
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  You've been riding for me for a while, too.
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  April, I appreciate you auto comment.
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  Rock bottom is a narcissist's injury.
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  The paranoia would cause them to disappear sometimes.
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  Yeah. I'm just telling you, rock
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  bottom is not going to make everybody want to change and be
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  better. I promise you, rock bottom
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  sometimes makes them worse because they feel like they're
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  at the bottom. You've helped me so much late.
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  Thank you. I left there.
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  I knew some smear Cam was coming up.
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  All the next steps were predictable.
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  That's what I want to do right there, y'all.
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  I just want to. I can't tell you to leave.
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  I can't tell you to stay. I just want to give you the
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  information necessary to make a informed decision on what you
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  want your future to look like. You know, to be real and just in
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  the space right here. You gave me the tools.
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  I'll be forever grateful. There you go.
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  Power up. Power up.
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  That's all I do. Oh dude, I got some spam in here
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  y'all. I hate when the spam gets in
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  here, I really do. There's spam in here right
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  there, y'all. There's a spammer.
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  There's a spammer in the chat. There's a spammer in the chat.
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  Spammer in the chat. There's a spammer in the chat.
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  I didn't know how that came up. Ban front page.
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  There you go, boom gotcha, got the spammer.
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  You are a true teller. Your name T Francis said Your
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  name is Wade and you have been using AI to change your face.
• 19:39
  OK T Francis, you got a fucking weirdo in here saying stupid
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  shit at a block from weirder than T Francis and some stupid
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  shit in the lie in the chat. Misery loves company.
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  It absolutely does. Misery has a futon pulled out.
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  Misery has a futon in the in the living room for company to sleep
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  on. Discarded.
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  And then he blocked me. Who won?
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  You won. You discarded him.
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  A lot of times they block you. You know what I'm saying?
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  A lot of times they block you because they want to be still
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  being controlled. They want to have some type of
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  control. Not me thinking my comment was
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  delayed. Now.
• 20:13
  You still here y'all? I just don't like I don't know
• 20:16
  how to do mods on Facebook. I have mods in here.
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  That's on. That's on.
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  On YouTube, I just don't have any mods on Facebook and
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  whatnot. I need to, yeah, I just don't
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  have any mods on Facebook. I need to.
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  I can do it on YouTube. I need to ask more.
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  I've been over there in a while. Anyway.
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  Y'all, I need to hop off this thing.
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  Y'all, I need to hop off here. I got to play Fortnite with my
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  little man for a little bit before we go to bed.
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  And you can find everything about me at mentalillness.net.
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  Support groups, online courses, online workshops join my
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  newsletter, my kids book everything is on there at
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  mentalillness.net OK and we like I said we plan the next year out
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  y'all next year we're going to be in Atlanta, these we'll be in
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  Atlanta, DC, Texas again, New York, it's places in Canada,
• 21:09
  California be around everywhere. North Carolina, North Carolina
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  might be the first workshop we do next year because that's you
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  know I live in North Carolina. I live in North Carolina, so in
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  this space right here, y'all, Y'all be safe, take care of
• 21:21
  yourselves. Like I said, everything,
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  everything about me is at mentalillness.net.
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  You have it here. Y'all gonna stay for the outro?
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  If you want to, but I have to be out for the rest of the the
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  duration of the evening. Lydia's anyway.
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  Y'all we said take care of yourselves and take care of each
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  other. About peace.
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  Thank you so much for making it to the end of my video.
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  I am extremely grateful for you have no idea.
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  Thank you so much again. I will see you in the next
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  video. Peace.