Latest / Reformed Thinking / Advice to Young Converts | Jonathan Edwards
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- 0:00Welcome to reformed thinking. It's good to be here.
- 0:02Today, we're doing something I, I really love.
- 0:06We are digging into the archives.
- 0:08We're blowing the dust off a historical text to see if we can
- 0:12find the roots of how we practice our faith today.
- 0:14And you know, this isn't just history for history's sake.
- 0:17It's about survival. That's a strong way to put it,
- 0:21but I think you're right. Looking back is often the only
- 0:23way to figure out how to move forward.
- 0:25We're not trying to reinvent anything here, are we?
- 0:28We're standing on the shoulders of giants and the text we have
- 0:31today, it really does address a survival issue that every single
- 0:36believer faces sooner or later. Right.
- 0:40And the giant we're looking at today is Jonathan Edwards.
- 0:43Now, I have to stop us right there because, you know, usually
- 0:46when people hear that name, they have a very specific, very
- 0:49intense reaction. Oh, yeah.
- 0:50They think sinners in the hands of an angry God.
- 0:53They think fire, brimstone, and you know that spider dangling
- 0:57over a pit? Which is fair to a point.
- 1:00I mean, he did preach that sermon.
- 1:01It's part of his ministry. But if you stop there, you miss
- 1:04the pastoral heart of the man. You miss the tenderness.
- 1:09And the source we're looking at today isn't a sermon shouted
- 1:11from a pulpit. It's a letter.
- 1:13It's personal. It was written to a young woman,
- 1:16a Deborah Hathaway, who was living in Suffield, CT.
- 1:19Suffield and the context here is just.
- 1:21It's everything, isn't it? Edwards starts the letter by
- 1:25mentioning the great things he's lately seen at her church.
- 1:28He's talking about a revival. He is absolutely.
- 1:31This is the Great Awakening. We're talking around 1741.
- 1:35Suffield had just been through this massive spiritual awakening
- 1:38and you have to picture it. This wasn't just, you know,
- 1:40polite Sunday morning church. This was emotional, disruptive,
- 1:43life altering stuff. So Deborah is probably a new
- 1:46convert. Likely, yes, someone who has
- 1:48just come to faith in the middle of all this, this excitement,
- 1:51and she's written Edwards of asking basically, OK, I believe
- 1:55this is amazing, but now what? How do I actually do this when
- 1:59the dust settles? It's the classic Monday morning
- 2:02problem. The conference is over, the
- 2:04emotions were high, but now you have to go do the laundry and
- 2:07deal with your family. Exactly so.
- 2:09Our mission for this deep dive is to unpack the 1717 specific
- 2:14points of advice Edwards gave her.
- 2:16And 17 might sound like, you know, a laundry list.
- 2:19It does. But they all hang together.
- 2:22The central question he's answering is how do you maintain
- 2:25spiritual vitality after that initial excitement is gone?
- 2:29How do you keep the fire burning?
- 2:31And I want to flag something you pointed out earlier.
- 2:33Even though the letter is often called advice to young converts,
- 2:37Edwards himself says this isn't just for for rookies.
- 2:40No, not at all, He explicitly says these are helpful reminders
- 2:44for the old in faith as well. I mean, if you've been a
- 2:46Christian for 30 years, this letter is just as much for you,
- 2:49maybe even more so. It's easy to forget the basics,
- 2:52isn't it? So let's get into it.
- 2:54The first segment. Let's call it the paradox of
- 2:56seeking. This is his first two points and
- 2:58honestly .1 throws me a curveball right away.
- 3:01OK, how so? Well, think about it.
- 3:03Usually when you're trying to achieve something, get into a
- 3:06good school, win someone over, you work really, really hard.
- 3:09You strive. Then once you're in, you can
- 3:12relax. You made it.
- 3:14The chase is over, but Edwards tells Deborah to keep up the
- 3:17same earnestness. As if she were still in a state
- 3:20of nature, You know, As if she were still unconverted.
- 3:25It's completely counterintuitive, isn't it?
- 3:27We tend to view conversion as the finish line.
- 3:29We think, OK, I'm saved, my ticket is punched, I can kind of
- 3:32coast now. And Edward sees that exact
- 3:34mentality as a huge danger. He uses pretty strong language.
- 3:38He says people grow cold and dark just a few months after
- 3:41conversion if they don't do this.
- 3:43He's seen it happen. I mean he's a pastor.
- 3:45The emotional high of the revival wears off and people
- 3:48drift. What he's arguing for is that
- 3:50the effort you need to grow in holiness is actually greater
- 3:54than the effort you used to 1st seek salvation.
- 3:57Even quotes the Apostle Paul in Philippians to back it.
- 3:59Up right, forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to
- 4:03what lies ahead. That's the one Edwards uses this
- 4:06beautiful image of the shining light.
- 4:08He says the path should be a light that shines more and more
- 4:12until the perfect day. It's not supposed to dim.
- 4:14So because you now know what you have Christ, you should be more
- 4:19intense in your pursuit, not less.
- 4:21Exactly. You're under, in his words,
- 4:24infinitely greater obligations now.
- 4:26That word obligation, that's a heavy word for a lot of people
- 4:30today. That sounds like legalism.
- 4:32You know you better work hard or God's going to be mad.
- 4:35I can see that, but I think he flips the script.
- 4:37It's not I have to work hard to God will like me.
- 4:40It's God has already shown me this incredible, undeserved
- 4:43love. So of course I'm going to run
- 4:45this race with everything I have.
- 4:47It's a response of gratitude, not a labor of.
- 4:49Earning that makes sense. OK.
- 4:50Then he moves to .2, which is. I mean, it's even stranger on
- 4:53the surface. He tells her to pray for things
- 4:55she technically already he has. This is a key reformed idea that
- 4:59can trip people up. He tells her to pray for opened
- 5:01eyes, for sight, and to be raised from the dead.
- 5:04But wait a minute, if she's converted, isn't she already
- 5:08raised from the dead spiritually?
- 5:10Aren't her eyes already open? You know, if I buy a house, I
- 5:13don't keep asking the realtor to sell me the house I'm living in.
- 5:16Well, in terms of her legal standing before God, her
- 5:19justification, yes, she's alive. But Edwards is a realist about
- 5:23the human heart. He knows that even in a saved
- 5:26person there is what he calls blindness and hardness, pride
- 5:30and death remaining. We're not fully sanctified yet.
- 5:32Not even close. We have a new heart, but the old
- 5:35nature is still hanging around making a mess.
- 5:37So it's like we have the cure for the disease, but we still
- 5:41get flare ups of the symptoms. That's a great way to put it.
- 5:44The old man, as Paul calls it, is still there.
- 5:47So Edward suggests we need a continuous enlightening.
- 5:49He uses this phrase I find just fascinating.
- 5:52He calls it a new conversion. A new conversion that sounds
- 5:55confusing. Is he saying you get saved, you
- 5:57lose it, you get solved again like a cycle?
- 6:00No, not that you get justified again and again.
- 6:02That happens once it's a settled fact.
- 6:04But in your experience, in your day-to-day life, you need to be
- 6:09brought out of darkness into light over and over.
- 6:12You need that sense of resurrection daily.
- 6:15You have to wake up every single morning and realize I need grace
- 6:19just as much today as I did the day I first believed.
- 6:22You know, that actually takes the pressure off in a way.
- 6:25It means if I wake up and I feel spiritually dead, if I open my
- 6:29Bible and feel nothing, it doesn't mean I've lost my
- 6:31salvation, right? It just means I need to pray for
- 6:34that new conversion experience Edwards is talking about.
- 6:37It validates the struggle. It admits that the default mode
- 6:41of the human heart, even a saved one, is to drift back towards
- 6:44sleep. It keeps us desperate for God,
- 6:47which is a good thing. Speaking of staying awake, let's
- 6:50talk about listening to sermons. This is his Third Point and I
- 6:53feel like Edwards has been spying on me because I am so
- 6:55guilty of this. I think we all are.
- 6:57It's a common trap for anyone who's been in church for more
- 6:59than, what, a month? He says when you hear a sermon,
- 7:01hear it for yourself. It's so simple, but so hard.
- 7:05You're sitting in the Pew, pastor starts talking about,
- 7:08say, pride or anger, and your mind immediately goes somewhere
- 7:12else. Oh yeah, I really hope my
- 7:14husband is listening to this. This would be so good for my
- 7:16boss. If only so and so were here,
- 7:18this would fix him. Exactly.
- 7:20And Edward says that's a deflection, It's a defense
- 7:23mechanism. We use the sermon to critique
- 7:25other people so we don't have to face the music ourselves.
- 7:28The right posture, he says, is to ask in what respect is this
- 7:32applicable to me? Me.
- 7:34Even if I think I don't have a problem with pride, I need to
- 7:37hunt for the little bits of it in myself.
- 7:39You. Uses the word improvement.
- 7:41What improvement can I make for my own soul's good?
- 7:44It's about taking personal inventory, not auditing someone
- 7:47else's spiritual life. It forces you to be vulnerable.
- 7:50And that leads right into .4, which is about memory.
- 7:53Edward seems to think we're prone to spiritual amnesia.
- 7:56We are, and this point is really new, he says.
- 7:59God is forgiven and forgotten your past sins.
- 8:01Your record is clear. But, and this is the twist, you
- 8:05are not supposed to forget them. See, that sounds almost
- 8:08masochistic. If God forgot them, why should I
- 8:10keep dragging them up? Isn't that just wallowing in
- 8:13guilt? We hear so much today about
- 8:15moving on and forgiving yourself.
- 8:17It's not about wallowing for the sake of shame, it's about
- 8:19maintaining humility. Yeah, he uses the Egypt analogy,
- 8:23you know, from the Old Testament.
- 8:24Right. Remember, you were slaves, yes?
- 8:26Remember you were a wretched bond slave in the land of Egypt.
- 8:30Remember who you were before grace showed up.
- 8:33If you forget your past sin, you start to think you kind of
- 8:37earned your way here. You start to think you were a
- 8:39pretty decent person who just needed a little help instead of
- 8:42a dead person who needed to be resurrected.
- 8:44Exactly. He brings up Paul here too.
- 8:47Paul's the best example of this. He constantly called himself the
- 8:50chief of sinners, the least of the apostles.
- 8:54He never forgot that he was a blasphemer who haunted down
- 8:56Christians, Edwards says. Doing this keeps us confounded.
- 9:00It just it shuts our mouths. You can't boast when you
- 9:03remember where you came. From SO the memory of past sin
- 9:06is like ballast in a ship. It keeps it steady, so the winds
- 9:09of pride don't just tip it over. That's a great image.
- 9:12It keeps us low. It keeps us grateful.
- 9:14But then .5, if the last two are challenging, .5 is like a punch
- 9:19in the gut. Edwards talks about the weight
- 9:21of sin after conversion. This is where I think a lot of
- 9:24modern listeners might really push back.
- 9:26This is a heavy one. It's a very Edward Nagian
- 9:28argument. He tells Deborah.
- 9:30She should lament sins committed after conversion 1000 times more
- 9:35than those she committed before. 1000 times.
- 9:37That seems completely backwards. I mean, before I was a Christian
- 9:41my sins were, you know, bigger in a way.
- 9:44Now maybe I lose my temper in traffic.
- 9:45Surely the old stuff was worse? In terms of the outward action,
- 9:49maybe. But Edwards isn't looking at the
- 9:51action itself. He's looking at the relationship
- 9:54against which the sin is committed.
- 9:55OK, Before conversion, you sinned in ignorance.
- 9:59You were an enemy of God. Biblically speaking, you didn't
- 10:02know Him, but now, now your child of God.
- 10:05You've tasted his kindness. You know his love.
- 10:08So it's a betrayal factor. It's treason against love to sin
- 10:12against the unchangeably continuing, loving kindness of
- 10:14Christ. That's a whole different
- 10:16category of offense. Think of it this way.
- 10:19It's one thing for a stranger on the street to insult you.
- 10:21It's another thing entirely for your spouse, who you've loved
- 10:24and sacrificed for your whole life, to betray you.
- 10:28The relational closeness makes the sin infinitely more tragic.
- 10:32Wow. That really reframes how we look
- 10:34at our small sins, doesn't it? There are no small sins when
- 10:36they're committed against such great grace.
- 10:38But that realization, I mean, that could crush a person.
- 10:41If my sins now are worse than before, and I still sin every
- 10:45single day, which I do, then am I just hopeless?
- 10:49And that brings us perfectly to the next segment, .6 is the
- 10:52antidote. Edwards is a skilled physician
- 10:54of the soul. He doesn't leave her in despair.
- 10:56He says be greatly abased, feel the weight of it, but be never
- 11:00discouraged. That's a tightrope walk, isn't
- 11:02it? Abased but not discouraged.
- 11:05Low, but not hopeless. And the safety net is Christ.
- 11:08Edwards gives this incredible visual.
- 11:10He says Christ's blood and righteousness infinitely overtop
- 11:14the highest mountains of our sins.
- 11:16I love that mental picture you picture these massive jagged
- 11:19peaks of all your failures, your pride, your anger, your apathy,
- 11:24they look insurmountable. And then this flood, this ocean
- 11:27of Christ's righteousness, just completely submerges them.
- 11:30You can't even see the peaks anymore.
- 11:32The math there is important though.
- 11:33The mountains are finite. They're high, but they have a
- 11:36limit. And Christ's righteousness is
- 11:38infinite. It has no limit.
- 11:40So no matter how high your mountain of sin gets, the flood
- 11:43of grace is always higher. That's the Reformed assurance in
- 11:46a nutshell. You don't look at the mountain
- 11:48to find peace. You look at the flood.
- 11:51So in response to that overwhelming grace, how do we
- 11:54react? We don't just say thanks and
- 11:56move on, .7 gives us a model Mary Magdalene.
- 12:00From Luke Chapter 7, one of the most moving scenes in the
- 12:02Gospels, Edwards tells Deborah to copy Mary's posture.
- 12:05And it's very physical, isn't it?
- 12:06Casting yourself at his feet, kissing his feet.
- 12:09It's it's undignified in a way. It is and pouring out the sweet,
- 12:12perfumed ointment. But notice where the ointment
- 12:15comes from, Edwards says. It comes from a pure and broken
- 12:17heart. Just like the Alabaster box had
- 12:20to be broken to release the perfume.
- 12:22The heart has to be broken by that sense of sin we just talked
- 12:25about that realization of betrayal.
- 12:27But it's also made pure because of the overwhelming love for
- 12:30Christ that results. That's real worship.
- 12:33It's not just singing a song. It's lowliness mixed with
- 12:36adoration. But then there's the snake in
- 12:38the garden. Or as Edwards puts it, a Viper
- 12:42.8 is all about pride. He does not mince words here.
- 12:45He calls pride the worst Viper. Why the worst?
- 12:49I mean, there are some pretty terrible sins out there.
- 12:51Why is pride the boss level boss?
- 12:54Because it's the root, Edwards points out.
- 12:57It was the first sin ever committed.
- 12:59He's talking about the fall of Satan.
- 13:00He says it lies lowest in the foundation of Satan's whole
- 13:03building. Every other sin grows out of it.
- 13:05You steal because you think you deserve more.
- 13:08You get angry because you think you've been wronged.
- 13:10And he says it's the hardest one to root out.
- 13:12Because it's so deceitful, this is the really scary part.
- 13:16Edwards warns Deborah that pride often creates in under the
- 13:19disguise of humility itself. The humble brag or even just
- 13:23being proud of how humble you are.
- 13:24Look at me, I'm the most humble person in this room.
- 13:26That's it. You can be proud of your
- 13:28repentance. Wow, I really felt that sin
- 13:30deeply today. I must be very spiritual.
- 13:32Boom, that's pride. It's a shapeshifter.
- 13:35It will wear whatever clothes it needs to to stay in your heart.
- 13:38Edwards is clear this will be her greatest enemy because it
- 13:41destroys peace and ruins your communion with Christ.
- 13:44You can't wash Jesus feet if you're standing up straight
- 13:46looking at your own reflection. It sounds like a virus that just
- 13:49mutates every time you think you found a cure.
- 13:52So if pride is that tricky, how do we know if we're actually
- 13:55doing well? How do we know if a spiritual
- 13:56experience is real or just our ego .9 seems to be a diagnostic
- 14:01test for that. It is.
- 14:03Edward saw a lot of, let's say false fire during the awakening,
- 14:06so he was very concerned with the distinguishing marks of true
- 14:11faith. He gives 2 criteria here.
- 14:14First, a true discovery of God makes you least and lowest and
- 14:17most like a child. So if I have some spiritual
- 14:19experience that makes me feel powerful or special or better
- 14:23than other people, that's a huge red flag.
- 14:25A massive red flag. True contact with God shrinks
- 14:29your ego. It doesn't inflate it.
- 14:31It makes you feel small in the best possible way.
- 14:34And the second criterion is that it fixes your heart to deny
- 14:38yourself for God. It leads to action.
- 14:40It has to. It results in sacrificial
- 14:42living. If your theology doesn't lead to
- 14:45self denial, Edwards would seriously question its validity.
- 14:48If your faith is all about what God can do for you instead of
- 14:51what you can surrender to God, it might be counterfeit.
- 14:54That's helpful, but what about when we don't feel anything?
- 14:57I mean, we all go through those dry seasons, .10 is about that,
- 15:00about darkness and doubt. The dark and dull frames of
- 15:04mind, we all know them, and Edward's advice here is very
- 15:07practical and again, a little bit counterintuitive, he says.
- 15:09When you're in the dark, don't spend all your time rummaging
- 15:11through your old experiences to prove you're saved.
- 15:14But that's what we do, isn't it? We look at old journals.
- 15:16We try to remember that feeling we had at that retreat 10 years
- 15:19ago. We try to talk ourselves into
- 15:21believing it was real. Edward says that's a waste of
- 15:23time and energy. It's like trying to find a
- 15:25breadcrumb in a dark room. Instead, he says, pursue new
- 15:29light. I love his quote here.
- 15:31He says, 1 New discovery of the glory of Christ's face will do
- 15:35more towards scattering clouds of darkness in one minute than
- 15:39examining old experience through a whole year.
- 15:42It's the difference between looking at a photograph of the
- 15:44sun and actually walking outside into the sunlight.
- 15:48If you're cold, don't just look at pictures of fire, Go find a
- 15:51real fire. He's pushing her to seek fresh
- 15:54encounters with God, not to rely on stale mana.
- 15:57Look outward at Christ now, not inward at your past.
- 16:00And he expands on that in .11 with this idea of displacing the
- 16:03negative. He talks about fear.
- 16:05The physics of grace, you could call it, he says.
- 16:07When corruption prevails, fear prevails.
- 16:10When we're distant from God, we get scared, but you can't just
- 16:13chase the fear out. You can't just tell yourself
- 16:15stop being afraid. That never ever works.
- 16:18It doesn't. He uses the analogy of a dark
- 16:20room. You can't scoop darkness out
- 16:22with a bucket. You can try all day, but the
- 16:24room will still be dark. The only way to get rid of
- 16:26darkness is to let in the light. The pleasant beams of the sun.
- 16:29Right. And for Edwards, that sun is
- 16:32love. He says fear is expelled by the
- 16:35reviving and prevailing of love. When you're filled with love for
- 16:39God, there just isn't any room left for fear.
- 16:42Perfect love casts out fear. It's a displacement method, not
- 16:46an extraction method. That's such a healthier way to
- 16:48see it. Don't fight the dark, turn on
- 16:50the light. Don't fight the fear, chase the
- 16:53love. That's it.
- 16:54So Edward shifts gears a little bit.
- 16:55After that, he moves from the internal life to the external
- 16:59community. Points 12 and 13 are about how
- 17:02Deborah should interact with other people.
- 17:04He tells her to warn others. You know the evangelism, but
- 17:06notice the tone, He says to do it earnestly and affectionately.
- 17:10And when she's talking to her peers, she should mix her
- 17:12warnings with expressions of her own unworthiness.
- 17:15There's that humility again. It's not.
- 17:17I have it all figured out and you don't.
- 17:19No, it's I was drowning and someone threw me a life raft.
- 17:22Please get in. She has to acknowledge that
- 17:24sovereign grace is the only thing that separates her from
- 17:27the unconverted. She isn't better than them.
- 17:30She's just been rescued. That changes the entire tone of
- 17:33evangelism. It kills self righteousness.
- 17:36And then he gives her a specific assignment in .13.
- 17:39He tells her to set up religious meetings for young women.
- 17:43Which is pretty significant. We sometimes have this idea that
- 17:45in the 18th century, women were just told to be quiet.
- 17:48But here's the most prominent theologian of the day,
- 17:51empowering a young woman to lead in her own context.
- 17:54He says it would be very proper and profitable.
- 17:57He gets the value of communal, of peer-to-peer discipleship.
- 18:00He knows she can't walk this path alone.
- 18:02Then we get to .14, and this one is.
- 18:05This one's intense. It's about fasting and secret
- 18:08prayer. This is for special difficulties
- 18:10or great longings. It's the spiritual nuclear
- 18:14option, you might say. He advises setting aside a whole
- 18:16day for. It and he's really specific
- 18:18about what to do in that prayer. It's not just a general Lord
- 18:21forgive me for my sins. No, not at all.
- 18:24He calls for a very particular rehearsal.
- 18:27A rehearsal that sounds like you're reading from a script.
- 18:29It's a detailed inventory, he says, to go from childhood all
- 18:32the way to the present day, confess sins with the
- 18:35circumstances and aggravations attending them.
- 18:38So not just I lied, but I lied to my brother last Tuesday
- 18:42because I was too proud to admit I was wrong and I knew he
- 18:44trusted me, so I took advantage of that trust.
- 18:46Exactly. Spreading all the abominations
- 18:48of your heart, very particularly before God.
- 18:51But why? Why so much detail?
- 18:53It's not how like God needs the information.
- 18:56It's not for God's information He already knows.
- 18:58It's for our realization. A general confession, like I'm a
- 19:02Sinner lets us hide. It's a vague label, but specific
- 19:06confession forces us to confront the actual ugliness in our
- 19:09hearts. When you lay it all out piece by
- 19:12piece, it breaks your pride going back to .8.
- 19:15And it makes the grace of Christ we saw in .6 that much more
- 19:18stunning. You can't appreciate the
- 19:20cleaning if you don't realize just how filthy you are.
- 19:23It's painful, but it leads to freedom and that leads into the
- 19:27final section, points 15 through 17.
- 19:30This is about the public walk and the Witness .15 is all about
- 19:35reputation. Do not let the adversaries of
- 19:37the cross have occasion to reproach religion on your
- 19:41account. This is the burden of being an
- 19:43ambassador. If you call yourself a
- 19:44Christian, people are watching. You're wearing the jersey if you
- 19:48claim to be a child of the light.
- 19:50You have to walk like a child of the light.
- 19:52And he lists the virtues. Meekness, lowliness, counting
- 19:57others better than yourself. If Christians are arrogant,
- 20:00rude, or greedy, it gives the world a valid reason to rock
- 20:03God. We're the only diable some
- 20:05people will ever read. That's high stakes, but then .16
- 20:09gives us the most beautiful, tender image in the whole
- 20:11letter. I think this might be my
- 20:12favorite part. It balances out that pressure.
- 20:14It's certainly the most moving part.
- 20:16He describes how to walk with God every day.
- 20:18He says to follow Christ as a little poor helpless child.
- 20:22Taking hold of Christ's hand. That image just changes
- 20:25everything. It's not a soldier marching into
- 20:27battle, it's not an employee trying to earn a paycheck.
- 20:30It's a toddler holding their parents hand.
- 20:33And where's the child looking? Yeah, Edwards is so specific, he
- 20:36says, keeping your eye on the marks of the wounds in his hands
- 20:40inside. That's so vivid.
- 20:42You're holding the very hand that was pierced for you.
- 20:45And you're hiding your nakedness under the white shining robes of
- 20:48his righteousness. It's a picture of total
- 20:51dependence and total coverage. You are weak, he is strong.
- 20:56You're exposed. He covers you.
- 20:58You're likely to wander off. He holds your hand tight.
- 21:00It basically summarizes the entire Reformed view of
- 21:03salvation, doesn't it? We contribute nothing but the
- 21:06empty hand that reaches out to grasp his.
- 21:09And even the strength to reach out as a gift from him.
- 21:11It strips away all the striving and earning and just leaves
- 21:14trust. And finally, .17 intercession.
- 21:17He asked her to pray, pray for ministers, pray for the church.
- 21:20He wants the glorious work God has begun to continue until the
- 21:24whole world is full of God's glory.
- 21:26He lifts her eyes from her own spiritual struggles to the
- 21:29global mission of God. And he ends with a personal
- 21:32request which I find so touching.
- 21:34He asks Deborah, this young woman, to pray for him.
- 21:38It's incredible, the great theologian, the giant of the
- 21:41faith, asking this teenage convert for her prayers.
- 21:45It just shows he really believed everything you just wrote that
- 21:48in the end we're all just beggars showing other beggars
- 21:51where to find bread. He needed Grace just as much as
- 21:54she did. So let's try to bring this all
- 21:56together. We've walked through 17 points
- 21:58from seeking like an unbeliever to walking like a child.
- 22:03What's the big picture here? What's the synthesis?
- 22:06I think the synthesis is that the Christian life for Edwards
- 22:09is a paradox. You have to be both a wretched
- 22:12bond slave when you look at your own merit and a beloved child
- 22:16when you look at Christ. You have to hold both of those
- 22:18truths in your mind at the same time.
- 22:19If you only see the Wretch, you despair.
- 22:21You just drown in guilt. Right.
- 22:23But if you only see yourself as the beloved child, you can get
- 22:26presumptuous. You get lazy.
- 22:28You start to think your sin doesn't really matter that much.
- 22:30So Reformed thinking holds those two intention.
- 22:34It emphasizes our total reliance on sovereign grace.
- 22:37You need Christ's righteousness to cover you every single second
- 22:40of every single day. It's not a one time transaction.
- 22:43It's a moment by moment dependence.
- 22:46Which brings us all the way back to that idea of new conversion
- 22:49that we started with. It does.
- 22:50And you know, that's the thought I want to leave our listeners
- 22:52with. Go on.
- 22:54If the Christian life requires constantly being raised from the
- 22:57dead in a spiritual sense. If we need that daily
- 23:00resurrection, what does that say about the danger of relying on a
- 23:04memory of a past event? It's the critical question,
- 23:08isn't it? So many of us are coasting on a
- 23:10spiritual experience we had 5-10, maybe 20 years ago.
- 23:14We have the memory, but the fire is out.
- 23:16Edwards is challenging all of us.
- 23:17Are you alive today? Are you seeing the light of
- 23:20Christ today, or you just trying to warm yourself by the memory
- 23:23of a fire that burned out a long time ago?
- 23:25That's a provocative question. It demands a fresh look at our
- 23:28daily walk. It does.
- 23:29We can't live on yesterday's grace.
- 23:31Yeah, new mana for today. Well, on that note, we have a
- 23:34lot to think about. Thank you for joining us on
- 23:37Reformed Thinking. It's been a pleasure.