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3. Exploring the Depths of Healing with Teri Martell and Amber Parisi · The James Finochio Show

• 0:15
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to Across the Table.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm James Fidoggio.
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  SPEAKER_00: Pull up a chair and sit down.
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  SPEAKER_00: We're about to have a conversation.
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  SPEAKER_00: With me today, I have Terry Martell.
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  SPEAKER_00: Martell.
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  SPEAKER_00: Martell, sorry.
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  SPEAKER_00: Amber Parisi.
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  SPEAKER_00: Terry is a hypnotherapist, astrologer, Reiki master, Tai Chi instructor.
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  SPEAKER_00: And a few other things.
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  SPEAKER_00: And a few other things.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is going to be a fun conversation.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm very much looking forward to it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And Amber is a Reiki master.
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  SPEAKER_00: Is it Sekhmet and Sekhem?
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  SPEAKER_00: Sekhmet, Sekhem.
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  SPEAKER_00: And a master hypnosis.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, many other things.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, there's a couple different animal and Arcturian in there, too.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Reiki.
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  SPEAKER_00: They have a website called...
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  SPEAKER_00: secretsofhealing.net.
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  SPEAKER_00: They have a website that has online classes.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's actually a very nice website.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's very workable also.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then they also have workshops and in-person classes.
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  SPEAKER_00: So do you ladies like to tell me a little bit about what you guys are trying to do there?
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  UNKNOWN: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, first of all, Secrets of Healing actually came out of my email.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've been secretsofhealing at yahoo.com for lots and lots of years.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then what happened was when I met Amber, I was wanting to do a website, but I am not...
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  SPEAKER_00: Technologically sad.
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  SPEAKER_00: I have not.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, actually, no, I met you before that, long before that.
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  SPEAKER_00: She was getting in with some people.
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  SPEAKER_00: you were going to call it Starlight, and that's when you were doing a website.
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  SPEAKER_00: That website was called Starlight.
• 2:29
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, that's right.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then I was actually going to give her the website because I didn't know what to do with it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So she created a beautiful website.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yes, it is.
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  SPEAKER_00: A lot of it has to do with my work, but it's also her work.
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  SPEAKER_00: She's getting very creative in herself by working in the blogs and stuff like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I've been really impressed over the fact that she's actually finding herself through that website.
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  SPEAKER_00: With your help, because it's your knowledge.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've taken a lot of your knowledge.
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  SPEAKER_00: So did you learn from Terri?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, she trained me in Reiki and hypnotherapy.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, I guess I'd be a hypnotherapist.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when did you guys end up hooking up?
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  SPEAKER_00: It was 2019.
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  SPEAKER_00: I remember.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was before COVID.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, somehow we met each other.
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  SPEAKER_00: I really don't know.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe she came to one of my workshops or something.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it started out that well, because I was friends with Kristen and Kristen was getting Reiki from you because she had stomach pains.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh, that's right.
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  SPEAKER_00: And she was seeing that this is the only thing that worked for her was the Reiki.
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  SPEAKER_00: So then she started studying from you and you guys were going to partner up.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then that's how I met you was through her.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then I brought Eddie to one of your workshops.
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  SPEAKER_00: And yeah, OK.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it was just kind of like we just kind of found each other, which how I would look at that, okay, is basically it's a soul connection, okay?
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  SPEAKER_00: So we get intermittently throughout life, we run into soulmates, okay?
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  SPEAKER_00: And it's actually a contract.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's a soul contract that we run into people that are going to serve each other at some level, you know?
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  SPEAKER_00: So basically I've had, quite a few soul contracts that came into my life to help me overcome low self-esteem, help me get into parts of me that I didn't know that I had.
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  SPEAKER_00: But at the same time, there was always an even exchange going on.
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  SPEAKER_00: So Amber is also when we met, obviously, because there's a lot of people that you meet that you just meet them and then you get on with your merry way.
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  SPEAKER_00: But you might remember each other, you know, for the conversation that you had.
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  SPEAKER_00: But And that's about all it was.
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  SPEAKER_00: But when you meet somebody and you just feel like you want to keep knowing that person that person keeps on coming into your life or vice versa and you have stimulating conversations then what happens is that you know that that's a soulmate so Amber and I at some level is a soulmate she's helping me in as I'm aging she's helping me to keep myself moving forward in my career and then at the same time she is evolving growing She's becoming happier because she's finding something in herself that she didn't really know what she had before.
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  SPEAKER_00: So this is just my point of view.
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  SPEAKER_00: Don't let me talk for you.
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  SPEAKER_00: But that's basically what it is.
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  SPEAKER_00: We connected and became a soulmate.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's awesome.
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  SPEAKER_00: I know there's certain people that you meet in life where it's like, yeah, i can't do without that right and and those are the people like a lot of times we're all in uh spiritual groups okay we come to earth to to grow okay at a spiritual level okay so uh so the whole aspect of it is that um there's always uh when you're on the other side Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: As above, as below, you know, because there's life on the other side as well.
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  SPEAKER_00: But it's highly evolved on the other side, you know, because the other side is space.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's a lot of room for a lot of souls to be living, you know.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so the whole aspect of it is that when it's like an astrological chart, okay?
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  SPEAKER_00: When you decide or you are granted permission, I guess, however that works, you come over here to experience life or to create or to help others.
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  SPEAKER_00: So you're here either to grow or to help others.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when I do an astrological chart, I'm looking at the top part of the horizon and the bottom part of the horizon because the astrological chart is the imprint of your soul.
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  SPEAKER_00: that you made up with other soulmates.
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  SPEAKER_00: So as a soul, we are fragments.
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  SPEAKER_00: Even though she was born later than me, the whole aspect of it is that the fragment of her soul said, you're going to meet the other fragment of my soul.
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  SPEAKER_00: And we're going to have a journey together.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm going to help you overcome some obstacles.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm going to you're going to have these types of things.
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  SPEAKER_00: And she's going to help you age gracefully in your career as you still serve humankind.
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  SPEAKER_00: So that's how I see that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Or even the soulmate that I had years ago who also did podcasts with me.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so and some of Those podcasts are on YouTube.
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  SPEAKER_00: Whenever I channel, I don't know what I'm saying.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so he would do that, but I never watched them.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it's for people.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm sorry.
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  SPEAKER_00: I kind of like threw too much out.
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  SPEAKER_00: Explain channeling.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_00: Channeling.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like, first of all, I never knew that I channeled.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had a near-death experience when I was 17.
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  SPEAKER_00: And, and so what happened was I, I, I, like went down into that tunnel where that light is.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the tunnel to me was like an airplane airport escalator.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was just slowly moving towards the light.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I could see my life flashing by me.
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  SPEAKER_00: And which the only person that's judging me was me, you know, basically.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then so.
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  SPEAKER_00: That can be your worst judge.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's right, yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: But at 17, it just told me that I was immature.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, but at 17, yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Of course you're immature.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I got down there to the end, and there was two...
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  SPEAKER_00: huge what I perceived as angels, okay, at that time in my life.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so, I mean, they were huge.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the closer I got, the more younger, innocent I became.
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  SPEAKER_00: I could feel that innocence coming through me.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so what happened was I just got there and said, okay, I'm ready to go, you know, because you are.
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  SPEAKER_00: The closer you get there, you're ready.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know where you're going.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so what happened was I ended up, they looked at me with these huge voices and said, you can't come home yet.
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  SPEAKER_00: You have a contract to fulfill and a mission to complete.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, at 17, and then they popped me back in my body, but at 17, you don't know what that is.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I went on a journey from there because then all of a sudden I started seeing things, hearing things.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was scared.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was really scared a lot.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can say shitless.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's good.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was coming out.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yes, we talk like normal.
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  SPEAKER_00: The Scorpio on me says.
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  SPEAKER_00: I think it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So anyway, so what happened was, so when I came back, I kind of like, I could tell now in hindsight, I could see how my growth really, um, was happening.
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  SPEAKER_00: There was a lot of, um, I came back with, uh, these extra sensory abilities, which we call the six senses.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like it's the sixth sense and the sixth sense is your Claire's.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it was basically, um, your, um, the all knowing like Claire essence, Claire, it's kind of like an amplification of all your senses.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so, and so I came back with, um, being able to see things that I couldn't understand.
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  SPEAKER_00: I came back and I used to hide from it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like it was a little scary because I'm thinking I'm crazy.
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  SPEAKER_00: Especially when you're 17 and none of this seems normal to anyone that's quote unquote normal.
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  SPEAKER_00: Right, right.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I've never been really normal.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was going to say, you even said your family thought you were nuts.
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  SPEAKER_00: My mother thought I was schizophrenic.
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  SPEAKER_00: Did they try to medicate you?
• 11:34
  SPEAKER_00: Um, no, no.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, she would just say like, if I told her that, um, that, um, gnomes were crawling through my window and, and, um, having a party in the room or something like that, she goes, Oh, Terry, just go to sleep.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, so, you know, so it was, it was kind of like, um, that kind of thing.
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  SPEAKER_00: After a while, you just kind of like, like, uh, just not say anything, you know?
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  SPEAKER_00: Right.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, um, so basically, and plus I was still living the physical life, the life that I was raised in, you know, like, um, I'm, um, you know, I was born in the fifties.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so, so it was kind of like, um, it was a whole different, uh, dynamics, you know?
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, and so, so the whole aspect of it is that, um, I came in as a light worker and didn't know it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So my job, and of course, I saw, I felt, seeing dark things happen and experience dark things, but what I recognize now after many, many years, it's not, it's only your own fear.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's what you've been taught that creates that darkness that you manifest yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I've learned a lot just through those experiences.
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  SPEAKER_00: The fear, I find that to be interesting because that's one of the reasons why I do this is because it scares me to death.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, you know, I don't like being on.
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  SPEAKER_00: And to me in that, in some essence, you become scared.
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  SPEAKER_00: better because you're calm and courageous.
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  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_00: So what you're doing is you're displaying courage.
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  SPEAKER_00: So many people told me that I was very courageous, even though I didn't feel courageous, but other people would tell me that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then it wasn't until later on, I think in my 30s, I became like the seeker.
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  SPEAKER_00: So would you say a seeker of like knowledge?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was like, even though I was like a C student in school because I'm more of an empath, I have to have my hands on something in order to learn something, okay?
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  SPEAKER_00: Or I have to hear it, you know, like audio.
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  SPEAKER_00: So basically, and the school systems teach you everything through your sight back in those days.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm hoping that that, well, no, I'm not hoping.
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  SPEAKER_00: I know it's going to change by 2050.
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  SPEAKER_00: The whole world is going to be different.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so basically, so I actually felt like I was dumb, but at the same time, because everybody made me feel that way.
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  SPEAKER_00: But at the same time, out of that, I was also an abused child.
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  SPEAKER_00: And, and so the first 20 years of my life was about abuse.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it was also about, it was also, you know, and then by the time I was 17, I I was a rape victim and strangled to death.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so I went through a lot of adversities in the first 20 years of my life, which made me say, screw this.
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  SPEAKER_00: And my mantra was, my God, life has got to be better than this.
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  SPEAKER_00: I have probably said that so many times in my younger years.
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  SPEAKER_00: And finally, they showed me.
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  SPEAKER_00: So people started coming into my life that started showing me different things about myself.
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  SPEAKER_00: So the whole aspect of it is that I was fascinated with knowledge.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I used to hang out with always older people, even when I was a kid.
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  SPEAKER_00: I loved talking to older people or American Indians.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had my friends.
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  SPEAKER_00: I already know what you're about to say.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm not going to say it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Kind of like my first boyfriend as a teenager was a 40-year-old American Indian.
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  SPEAKER_00: But he wasn't a boyfriend.
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  SPEAKER_00: No, he wasn't.
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  SPEAKER_00: But he was, in a way, he was a soulmate who came in to this 16-year-old girl at that time.
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  SPEAKER_00: And we would talk and talk and he would teach me things and we would smoke pot pot together really good stuff but i'm not a pothead and um and so and we would um just uh yeah unabashedly okay and so so the whole aspect of it is that he he taught me things about what the indian spirituality and all kinds of things and like i was like a puppy dog you know because i was so fascinated in his history and things like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And anybody who came into my life that had something different to talk about that had to do with history or had to do with something fascinating, I was drawn to it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I was already following my path as I was trying to navigate through this volatile world.
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  SPEAKER_00: So So actually it wasn't until, and so those were my early formative type years that got me here.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then it wasn't until, and I did a lot of traveling.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like I was a single mom.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was kind of like a gypsy.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, I was out of the house by 17 or 18 years old or something like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so I would I would at the time I was a waitress and you can get a waitressing job anywhere.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was always smart about money.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, kind of like I would save the money.
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  SPEAKER_00: I would I would say, oh, I want to go live in California.
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  SPEAKER_00: And and then I would make sure that I saved enough money to get an apartment for the boys.
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  SPEAKER_00: I would make sure that I had a job before I even got there, every time that I traveled to a state.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I would live there a year or two, and then I'd say, oh, it's time for me to go again.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, this would have been like 60s, 70s?
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  SPEAKER_00: 70s, yeah, mostly through the 70s, yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Wow, I guess a waitressing job would have been like...
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  SPEAKER_00: pretty standard for a woman at that point.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it was way interesting.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then in the meantime, I was going to school.
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  SPEAKER_00: I went to medical terminology school and learned a lot about medical things.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then I became a medical bill collector and things like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I actually, everything came in, I noticed that everything came in in synchronicity because my son was 10 years old at that time.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I just got a job as a medical bill collector as in the So I had immediate insurance and he ended up with a brain tumor.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it was just kind of like you can see the synchronicity of how my adventures would unfold into something.
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  SPEAKER_00: I find synchronicity to be fascinating.
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  SPEAKER_00: I love synchronicity.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's almost like the affirmation that you're on the right.
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  SPEAKER_00: Right, that, yes.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, I teach that in angel therapy.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh, it's just a message from the angels.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yep.
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  SPEAKER_00: Actually, did you get that in the website, the workshop?
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  SPEAKER_00: The second one?
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  SPEAKER_00: The first one, yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, the first one's in there.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's ready to go.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so I do, because I'm so in tune to angels, so to get to that part, Actually, what happened after that, I became a seeker.
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  SPEAKER_00: And as I was traveling, I would meet people and people would teach me things.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was just automatic.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was like I was being guided.
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  SPEAKER_00: But I was still living in this volatile world at the same time, still trying to keep a roof over our head, food in our bellies, dealing with bosses who wanted to try to get you in bed all the time.
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  SPEAKER_00: All of that stuff.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so coming back...
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  SPEAKER_00: During that time period.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: And by the time I was about 32, I think, or 33, even maybe even before that, I started, somehow I started getting interested in like chakras and auras, things like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so I kind of moved to Wisconsin.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: And, and there is where I became a Reiki master.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it was a woman who actually, she actually was old school.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so she was like one of the students from one of the Takata's, like there was, there was grandmasters, like there was Yasui, Yara Hashi.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yasui founded it.
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  SPEAKER_00: He rediscovered it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Right.
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  SPEAKER_00: So is there, like, different factions of Reiki?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, Yasui is the main one, because he was the founder of Reiki.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, like, he did kind of like what Jesus did.
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  SPEAKER_00: He went on a mountain and meditated to...
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  SPEAKER_00: how Jesus healed.
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  SPEAKER_00: So he wanted to find out how Jesus healed.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then all of a sudden, after doing fasting and meditating for, I guess, 20 days, it was, he finally got downloaded with a bunch of symbols and whatever he did, he opened up his own practice in Japan.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so it was kind of like word of mouth at that time.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was kind of like you came to his school or his place and you practiced Reiki on people Around the 20s?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, probably around the 20s, yeah, 1900s, early 1900s.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then, so what happened was he actually, then Yahashi came in, who was from the military, and he became a grandmaster.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then Takada, she became a, she basically became was living in Hawaii, and then she heard about that healing.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm just kind of like simplifying, because it is a big teaching.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so basically, so she went out there and got healed, okay?
• 22:32
  SPEAKER_00: And so- It's like, what was ailing her?
• 22:35
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, what was ailing her?
• 22:36
  SPEAKER_00: I think it was, it didn't have to do with her stomach or something, gallbladder.
• 22:42
  SPEAKER_00: Was it the gallbladder?
• 22:43
  SPEAKER_00: I don't remember.
• 22:43
  SPEAKER_00: It's something to do with the stomach, I think it was.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_00: And she was very ill, and I think she got ill maybe because of how her husband died.
• 22:52
  SPEAKER_00: You've got to remember, this is way back in time when we didn't have medicine like we have today.
• 22:57
  SPEAKER_00: And Dakota, actually, when she finally died, she asked permission to bring it to the United States.
• 23:06
  SPEAKER_00: And that's how it became Reiki.
• 23:10
  SPEAKER_00: And so she trained 22 people before she died.
• 23:13
  SPEAKER_00: And one of those students was my trainer's teacher.
• 23:21
  SPEAKER_00: So they were close in the lineage of Yasui.
• 23:28
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happened was, and I was divinely guided there.
• 23:32
  SPEAKER_00: I was living here, I had a house on Pine Avenue in Altoona, and I was living here and I kept on hearing this voice in the back of my head saying, move.
• 23:43
  SPEAKER_00: move.
• 23:44
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm sitting there like, well, what do you want me to move to?
• 23:46
  SPEAKER_00: No wonder my mother thought I was schizophrenic.
• 23:50
  SPEAKER_00: So anyway, and I didn't know what they really, and I was already a hypnotist by then, you know, I was studying hypnosis.
• 24:00
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happened was I figured, okay, if I'm going to move, since you're not going to tell me where to move, And for some reason, I just listened to that voice.
• 24:11
  SPEAKER_00: I sold everything in my house.
• 24:12
  SPEAKER_00: I rented my house out to the renter from hell, which forced me to come back.
• 24:18
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 24:19
  SPEAKER_00: And then, but basically, so I ended up going towards Colorado because if I wanted to go anywhere and that's where I wanted to go.
• 24:27
  SPEAKER_00: It's beautiful out there.
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it is.
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_00: I lived out there twice.
• 24:30
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically, so what happened, I wouldn't live out there now though.
• 24:34
  SPEAKER_00: It's too congested.
• 24:36
  SPEAKER_00: And so, but basically, so what happened was somehow I got up to Wisconsin, driving through Wisconsin and And I thought, you know, I met this lady at a past life regression workshop.
• 24:51
  SPEAKER_00: I think I'm going to go say hi to her.
• 24:52
  SPEAKER_00: And I called her up and stuff like that.
• 24:54
  SPEAKER_00: And then she talked me into staying.
• 24:58
  SPEAKER_00: And so what I did was I found a...
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_00: a Vietnamese family who actually had a room for rent.
• 25:07
  SPEAKER_00: So I rented out the room, got a job working at Homestead, which Homestead's all over the country.
• 25:15
  SPEAKER_00: So and then and then I turned around and I stayed there for about a year.
• 25:21
  SPEAKER_00: And then I met this guy I saw in their ishness or a workshop.
• 25:26
  SPEAKER_00: And I called the guy up and I said, I just moved here and I don't have any money.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: But are you going to have this class again?
• 25:31
  SPEAKER_00: Because it sounds really interesting.
• 25:33
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically what happened was he said, oh, come anyway.
• 25:41
  SPEAKER_00: And I love that because I would say the same thing.
• 25:44
  SPEAKER_00: I've had so many giving people to me.
• 25:46
  SPEAKER_00: I can't help but be giving myself.
• 25:48
  SPEAKER_00: It's almost like I say, I give it out freely.
• 25:53
  SPEAKER_00: Even though I do charge some money just to pay my bills and stuff like that.
• 25:58
  SPEAKER_00: But the whole aspect of it is that I'm not like the people that are charging hundreds and hundreds of dollars to do what I'm capable of doing.
• 26:09
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, what happened was...
• 26:14
  SPEAKER_00: um how do you got to helen boris yeah so i so what happened was uh he ended up he was a reiki master and he ended up um um uh having me come to his reiki shares and stuff like that and then i was already had i think reiki what is a reiki share a reiki share is when um reiki practitioners and and the outside are other people from the outside who aren't reiki people are invited to come in and we practice on people like um like um uh reiki circles are kind of like uh uh getting together and and talking about something that has to do with reiki or energy healing or something like that so does the expanded amount of energy do anything yeah and you can um with people with four people in somebody's body it's like 15 minutes within 15 minutes there they they get the reiki that they need for the body to To heal.
• 27:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like an hour's worth.
• 27:12
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 27:13
  SPEAKER_00: It's like an hour's worth of Reiki one-on-one.
• 27:15
  SPEAKER_00: Really?
• 27:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 27:17
  SPEAKER_00: Now, does that take from your energy reservoir when you're helping people with pain?
• 27:27
  SPEAKER_00: Do you take in that energy?
• 27:30
  SPEAKER_00: Well, in the beginning, I did.
• 27:32
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 27:32
  SPEAKER_00: But I had to learn more.
• 27:34
  SPEAKER_00: like I'm an experiential, so I learn by my own mistakes.
• 27:39
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and of course, remember, I was trained by people that were old school.
• 27:44
  SPEAKER_00: So some things were taught like protection and stuff like that.
• 27:50
  SPEAKER_00: And so the whole thing is, is that because I'm an empath and anybody who has trauma is an empath.
• 27:58
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically I would take on their, illness so when i worked with somebody who had cancer i would get so so um um like uh tired fatigued afterwards and then i would just have to quit you know or i just pushed my way through the day and then it wasn't until really coveted okay i ended up with covid and whenever i get sick That's when my family from the other side comes to me.
• 28:35
  SPEAKER_00: And it is fascinating.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_00: But it seems like they create that to happen because what happens that when I get sick, when I had COVID, I actually thought at some point I got paralyzed.
• 28:50
  SPEAKER_00: And there are times when they will paralyze me because they got to get a message through.
• 28:56
  SPEAKER_00: And so they'll paralyze me.
• 28:58
  SPEAKER_00: And then this big, ball of light will come into my eyes, like my face.
• 29:04
  SPEAKER_00: And then all of a sudden I'll get past that light and I'll see this beautiful, beautiful door.
• 29:11
  SPEAKER_00: And I know that someday I'm going to walk through that door.
• 29:16
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 29:18
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so basically, and so the door is like all like wrought iron with beautiful flowers embedded in it and stuff like that.
• 29:26
  SPEAKER_00: And you can see the shadows behind it, but the door never opens.
• 29:30
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so basically for it too.
• 29:33
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 29:34
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, so what happened was I said, am I dying now?
• 29:38
  SPEAKER_00: You know?
• 29:39
  SPEAKER_00: And, and I get this voice every time that they've done it to me, they say no.
• 29:43
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 29:44
  SPEAKER_00: And, and it's a loud voice.
• 29:46
  SPEAKER_00: And, um, and then I said, well, why, why am I, why am I sick or something like that?
• 29:55
  SPEAKER_00: And, uh, they said, because you need the rest.
• 29:59
  SPEAKER_00: And so whenever I get a flu now or whenever I get sick, I, and I, that puts me to rest.
• 30:06
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I realized that that's what it is, but they told me in that case when I had COVID, they said that, um, I said, well, um, They said that I actually am not protected.
• 30:21
  SPEAKER_00: And I asked them, how do I get protected?
• 30:24
  SPEAKER_00: And so they showed me my chi ball because I'm a Tai Chi instructor.
• 30:28
  SPEAKER_00: And they just said, take your chi ball and clean yourself off after each.
• 30:34
  SPEAKER_00: each client, you know, and then take, yeah, to cleanse myself from the client's stuff because, because, because I'm an empath that actually takes on their energy.
• 30:46
  SPEAKER_00: So they come in feeling terrible and leave feeling great.
• 30:52
  SPEAKER_00: All my clients tell me that.
• 30:54
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 30:54
  SPEAKER_00: And she taught us in Reiki to wash with cold water, wash our hands with water to break that, the bond.
• 31:01
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 31:02
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 31:04
  SPEAKER_00: There's different ways that you can protect yourself.
• 31:07
  SPEAKER_00: Do you also do a protection for yourself before you begin it?
• 31:11
  SPEAKER_00: See, the thing is that I think most of the people from the 70s and maybe the 80s have learned shamanism and ritualism.
• 31:20
  SPEAKER_00: I don't do ritualism.
• 31:27
  SPEAKER_00: The closest I come to a ritualism is attuning people.
• 31:32
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, but I see it differently than somebody who is dancing around somebody or doing sage and stuff like that.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_00: Plus, I don't buy into negative energy.
• 31:49
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I used to, okay?
• 31:54
  SPEAKER_00: But I don't...
• 31:56
  SPEAKER_00: I always...
• 31:57
  SPEAKER_00: Becoming a hypnotist or becoming the channel is where I learned this, is that every soul on earth goes through traumas.
• 32:08
  SPEAKER_00: It's traumatic just to be born.
• 32:10
  SPEAKER_00: That's very traumatic.
• 32:11
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 32:11
  SPEAKER_00: For the soul.
• 32:12
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 32:13
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, it's their own fears that creates the manifestation of something dark.
• 32:22
  UNKNOWN: Right.
• 32:24
  SPEAKER_00: I truly believe that.
• 32:25
  SPEAKER_00: But you work with the angels.
• 32:27
  SPEAKER_00: You call in Archangel Michael and he's a protection.
• 32:30
  SPEAKER_00: And I do.
• 32:31
  SPEAKER_00: The only reason I do that is because I channeled them.
• 32:35
  SPEAKER_00: So, because I know they're real.
• 32:37
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 32:38
  SPEAKER_00: And so the reason that I do that is because, uh, the channel, because the angels, I used to go, um, ghost busting when I first got started into this channeling and I used to, um, uh, try to help them to move, move on.
• 32:54
  SPEAKER_00: And then one time I lost a tooth over it and I said, that's it.
• 32:58
  SPEAKER_00: I had enough of that.
• 33:00
  SPEAKER_00: And then all of a sudden the angels came in and the angel said to me that, um, that you will be our messenger okay and um and so so basically um i then i started channeling the angels so i channeled um and what whoever wanted to come in okay and then interesting yeah so whoever wanted to come in because they were teaching me mm-hmm It wasn't me just going out there and learning all this stuff.
• 33:29
  SPEAKER_00: It was they were teaching me.
• 33:31
  SPEAKER_00: So the thing is, is that I got to understand, you know, and then I started researching, you know, things like what angels were all about and stuff like that.
• 33:40
  SPEAKER_00: Because back in my day, we didn't have YouTube.
• 33:43
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 33:44
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically, once I started learning more and meeting other people and stuff like that, I started putting it all together.
• 33:53
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, when I do the archangels and stuff like that, I have that awareness now.
• 34:01
  SPEAKER_00: that Archangel Raphael is the healer.
• 34:04
  SPEAKER_00: Even in Catholicism, they are aware of that type of energy.
• 34:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, they are.
• 34:11
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and I'm not a religious person.
• 34:14
  SPEAKER_00: I wasn't raised in religion, but I seem to know who Jesus is.
• 34:17
  SPEAKER_00: I have vivid dreams of being in his life.
• 34:21
  SPEAKER_00: She's channeled him before.
• 34:22
  SPEAKER_00: Really?
• 34:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and also the archangels.
• 34:26
  SPEAKER_00: I've channeled angels and even the elementals.
• 34:30
  SPEAKER_00: I would sit at a river at one time with my sister-in-law and I said, I said, you know, there's in that brook, you know, like it was a little brook and I'm sitting there like you can see them dancing around in there.
• 34:43
  SPEAKER_00: And and so and then I said, would you like me to tell you what they're what they're all about?
• 34:54
  SPEAKER_00: And then the next thing I know, I'm telling her what the story of telling them the story of that elemental, as in not water, you know, and what was so fascinating is that when we started walking back up to the house, then I noticed a tree that looked like a moose.
• 35:12
  SPEAKER_00: I realized that there's life in everything, you know, so they taught me, you know, it's, that's how it is.
• 35:21
  SPEAKER_00: kind of unfolded for me.
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_00: And then extraterrestrials started coming in, which are another benevolent being, but there are some bad ones because early on there was reptilians that were still kind of like trying to keep their way in, and there's still some here.
• 35:44
  SPEAKER_00: I only recently heard about the reptilian thing, and it kind of blew me away.
• 35:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 35:51
  SPEAKER_00: Reptilians don't like lightworkers.
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_00: They don't like them coming in.
• 35:55
  SPEAKER_00: And so they will come in and try to disrupt what you're doing.
• 35:59
  SPEAKER_00: And of course, I didn't even know I was a lightworker.
• 36:01
  SPEAKER_00: And I never call myself a lightworker, but I'm aware of it.
• 36:07
  SPEAKER_00: I'm aware of it now.
• 36:10
  SPEAKER_00: But the whole aspect of it is that I'm just a person.
• 36:15
  SPEAKER_00: who's doing what she loves doing.
• 36:19
  SPEAKER_00: I love the fact that I have a communication with the unseen.
• 36:25
  SPEAKER_00: I never let anybody, even back in the day when I started doing hypnosis and started doing Reiki and stuff like that, you get that Bible propaganda on the doorstep, it never fazed me.
• 36:40
  SPEAKER_00: Some people get afraid of it and they get mad and stuff like that.
• 36:44
  SPEAKER_00: It just never fazed me.
• 36:45
  SPEAKER_00: I just chuckle.
• 36:46
  SPEAKER_00: But I loved all the experiences I was getting, like the brush of an angel's wing that put me down to the ground and things like that.
• 36:56
  SPEAKER_00: And I was just kind of like fascinated with that side of me.
• 37:02
  SPEAKER_00: And I think it's because the death was part of my awakening.
• 37:06
  SPEAKER_00: And then later on, I went through another awakening called the Kundalini.
• 37:10
  SPEAKER_00: And I went through what they call a rapid Kundalini, even though I do realize that not everybody goes through a rapid Kundalini.
• 37:16
  SPEAKER_00: Kundalini.
• 37:17
  SPEAKER_00: It's kind of dangerous, actually.
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_00: Can you explain for everybody else who doesn't know what a Kundalini is?
• 37:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 37:24
  SPEAKER_00: Although you did just explain it to me earlier, but it'd be good for everybody else.
• 37:28
  SPEAKER_00: Well, the Kundalini is basically, and I wrote a story about it.
• 37:31
  SPEAKER_00: I read this so many times, I just can't seem to get it But anyway, so the Kundalini, now it's in the diction or Indian encyclopedia as a rhythmic energy from the base of the spine that comes up the spine, okay, off and on.
• 37:53
  SPEAKER_00: Isn't that like coiled?
• 37:55
  SPEAKER_00: It's like coiled down there and then it...
• 37:57
  SPEAKER_00: It's kind of like a rhythmic energy, because we are made up of energy, and we're made up of electricity as well.
• 38:05
  SPEAKER_00: We're electromagnetic.
• 38:07
  SPEAKER_00: Right, absolutely.
• 38:08
  SPEAKER_00: That's what our world is, too.
• 38:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's right.
• 38:12
  SPEAKER_00: That's how Reiki works.
• 38:14
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, what happened one day is that I went to this workshop in Virginia, and they asked me to tell them how I healed as an abused child and a rape victim, how I healed through hypnosis and past life regression or regression and past life regression.
• 38:39
  SPEAKER_00: So I talked about it and stuff like that.
• 38:41
  SPEAKER_00: And then some guy came up to me afterwards and he hugged me and he said, He said something to me like, there's a lot of good people out there, good men out there, don't just give up on them and stuff like that.
• 38:57
  SPEAKER_00: And so, but while he was hugging me, I melted like butter.
• 39:01
  SPEAKER_00: I felt like I was about to just fall into his arms and just melt like butter.
• 39:08
  SPEAKER_00: And I have this orgasmic feeling, you know, and the Kundalini is orgasmic.
• 39:14
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 39:14
  SPEAKER_00: especially when an angel comes in.
• 39:19
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 39:20
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and there is a movie.
• 39:22
  SPEAKER_00: I was going to say mine was not like this.
• 39:24
  SPEAKER_00: So hers is a pleasant one.
• 39:29
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 39:30
  SPEAKER_00: Let's let Terry finish her orgasmic story.
• 39:34
  SPEAKER_00: All right.
• 39:36
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 39:37
  SPEAKER_00: Orgasmic is better than I guess with you that.
• 39:39
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 39:40
  SPEAKER_00: So anyway, so what happened was I turned around and, and, and, And at that time, there was no, didn't have technology like us.
• 39:48
  SPEAKER_00: We just were emailing each other back and forth.
• 39:51
  SPEAKER_00: And so I told him, I said, you know, ever since you hugged me, I've been feeling this energy like, you know, down in my root chakra.
• 40:00
  SPEAKER_00: And it's like, and I feel like I'm a teenager in love.
• 40:03
  SPEAKER_00: You know, my skin feels soft.
• 40:05
  SPEAKER_00: I just feel like I'm in love with you.
• 40:08
  SPEAKER_00: And so he just said, and he didn't really know.
• 40:12
  SPEAKER_00: Everybody does this to me.
• 40:13
  SPEAKER_00: They don't really know.
• 40:14
  SPEAKER_00: know what I'm talking about, but they just say, let it unravel.
• 40:21
  SPEAKER_00: And they get to watch the story.
• 40:24
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, I got almost fanatical.
• 40:31
  SPEAKER_00: I would get up in the middle of the night, and I'd just be typing, typing, typing, typing, and I wish I still had those notes, but I gave them to somebody to help me write the story, and then she died.
• 40:43
  SPEAKER_00: So I lost my notes.
• 40:46
  SPEAKER_00: But anyway, so I was typing to him all this time, telling him how much I loved him or how I feel this love for him.
• 40:53
  SPEAKER_00: It was very confusing to tell you.
• 40:55
  SPEAKER_00: It was confusing.
• 40:56
  SPEAKER_00: How old were you at this point?
• 40:58
  SPEAKER_00: I was probably about 36.
• 41:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, 36 when I went through that.
• 41:04
  SPEAKER_00: And then I started recognizing that I could feel this grid, like this grid coming up from my feet up into and my legs, you know how like mesh, the mesh, I felt it like it was just growing up through my legs.
• 41:23
  SPEAKER_00: And then all of a sudden, I started waking up in the middle of the night.
• 41:30
  SPEAKER_00: They always were good enough to wake me up in the middle of the night to do this instead of during the day when I had to be productive in the world.
• 41:39
  SPEAKER_00: So basically every time an angel, there was three angels that came in and I didn't know who they were, but now I do realize who they were.
• 41:48
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically Archangel Michael was the one who came in when I was resistant.
• 41:56
  SPEAKER_00: gave me the courage to go through it, things like that.
• 41:59
  SPEAKER_00: Archangel Gabriel was in there talking to me a lot and trying to get me to calm down because I was scared and nervous because weird things would happen.
• 42:15
  SPEAKER_00: Like one time I felt like somebody jacked me up against my bedroom wall and had their hands around my neck.
• 42:21
  SPEAKER_00: And then I broke out and turned the light on real quick and there was nobody there.
• 42:26
  SPEAKER_00: Then there was another time when...
• 42:30
  SPEAKER_00: And every time that they came to me, I would have an orgasm.
• 42:33
  SPEAKER_00: Never touching myself, I would have an orgasm.
• 42:35
  SPEAKER_00: It was their energy.
• 42:37
  SPEAKER_00: And I understand that now because when I died, it was orgasm.
• 42:43
  SPEAKER_00: When you let go of your last breath, it's orgasmic because that's the kind of energy that is on the other side.
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_00: We're in that type of energy.
• 42:52
  SPEAKER_00: You could do a podcast on death and dying in...
• 42:56
  SPEAKER_00: she'd be the one to have because she can tell you all about that.
• 42:58
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 43:00
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so basically, so what happened was, um, uh, So that was my signature of knowing they were coming.
• 43:08
  SPEAKER_00: And that would wake me up.
• 43:10
  SPEAKER_00: And then what happened was there was a time when they got up to my heart chakra.
• 43:16
  SPEAKER_00: They were busting open my chakra.
• 43:18
  SPEAKER_00: And I didn't know it at the time until there was this book on my shelf that I just bought but never read.
• 43:25
  SPEAKER_00: And it just kept on looking at me.
• 43:28
  SPEAKER_00: And I kept on looking at it.
• 43:29
  SPEAKER_00: And I opened up that book.
• 43:30
  SPEAKER_00: It was called The Wheels of Life.
• 43:32
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happened was I opened up the book and I started reading I said oh I get that oh I get that oh that's what's happening oh you know it's like so it was kind of like it was it was their way of helping me process what was going on with me but everything was so paranormal and and the voices um uh when it came to the heart Archangel um Michael took like a it was felt like like a formative snake and put it through my heart because I was very resistant about the heart and um and so um so basically he he did that and all of a sudden throughout the whole night or it could have been just it could have been just um a matter of an hour you know a time we had no relevance at that during these times and so and so this uh uh what happened was i um I witnessed every one of my past lives like bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, until the very last one where I was thrown off of a pyramid or I fell or got thrown off of a pyramid and broke every bone in my body, which makes me understand that that's why I had severe scoliosis because I had a broken spine.
• 44:54
  SPEAKER_00: So I was born with severe scoliosis as a part of that because I never...
• 44:58
  SPEAKER_00: healed from other lifetimes from it.
• 45:00
  SPEAKER_00: So now I'm healing it in this lifetime.
• 45:02
  SPEAKER_00: And so it was very paranormal, but at the very end, and I think this happened for like a three month period off and on.
• 45:11
  SPEAKER_00: And then at the very last one, I was taking care of an elderly man in Martinsburg.
• 45:20
  SPEAKER_00: And when he was sleeping, Um, um, they came to me and I could feel my head expanding, you know, and, and all of a sudden, all these voices, voices, tons of voices.
• 45:34
  SPEAKER_00: And I could see, uh, like, uh, like maybe about nine or 12 or something of all these, uh, like benevolent beings, like humanoid and extraterrestrial, and they're all talking at the same time.
• 45:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I thought, oh my God, I'm going crazy.
• 45:53
  SPEAKER_00: And I called somebody up that I took a workshop with, because I didn't know a lot of people back then.
• 45:58
  SPEAKER_00: There weren't a lot of these workshops.
• 46:01
  SPEAKER_00: I traveled from these workshops.
• 46:03
  SPEAKER_00: I have only heard of Reiki since she brought it to my attention in 2019.
• 46:08
  SPEAKER_00: Before that, I'd never heard of it.
• 46:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 46:11
  SPEAKER_00: And, and yeah, so back in those days it was even less, you know, so, so, so you were probably some coldest weirdo.
• 46:19
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe tell other people, but I, you know, I was just living my own fantasy world.
• 46:24
  SPEAKER_00: They, they just thought I like, I think people just thought, they either thought of me as somebody who was very interesting to talk to or they were always concerned about me and couldn't say anything, thinking that maybe I was mentally not right or something like that.
• 46:42
  SPEAKER_00: But my sister one time said to me, My mother said, do you think there's something wrong with Terry or something like that?
• 46:53
  SPEAKER_00: And my sister said, well, is she happy?
• 46:55
  SPEAKER_00: And she goes, yeah, she seems to be happy.
• 46:57
  SPEAKER_00: And my sister just said, then leave her alone.
• 47:03
  SPEAKER_00: Let her be.
• 47:04
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically, but in the meantime, a lot of people were interested in what I had to say.
• 47:13
  SPEAKER_00: But half the time, I never knew what I was saying.
• 47:16
  SPEAKER_00: You know, I was your basic ADHD.
• 47:20
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 47:21
  SPEAKER_00: But back to Kundalini.
• 47:23
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, yeah.
• 47:24
  SPEAKER_00: So Kundalini, just so everyone knows, it's not just a one and done thing.
• 47:28
  SPEAKER_00: It comes in waves.
• 47:29
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 47:29
  SPEAKER_00: And it can go the rest of your life.
• 47:31
  SPEAKER_00: That's true.
• 47:32
  SPEAKER_00: Because some people might come in and just wake up their earthbound chakras, which is from the heart on down.
• 47:39
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 47:39
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 47:40
  SPEAKER_00: And some people might...
• 47:41
  SPEAKER_00: be finishing, already did that in another lifetime, and now they're coming up and working on another one.
• 47:47
  SPEAKER_00: Or they could be working on one chakra.
• 47:49
  SPEAKER_00: out of time, you know, from lifetime to lifetime.
• 47:53
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's what happens with that.
• 47:57
  SPEAKER_00: And all it is, is the opening up that chakra because each chakra represents a physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual part of you.
• 48:07
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 48:08
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and even though I had no idea what the heck was going on, other than reading about it, then it all started to make sense by the time I got to the crown chakra and that busted open.
• 48:24
  SPEAKER_00: When you talk about chakras, are you talking about the same chakras of like the Hebrew chakras?
• 48:31
  SPEAKER_00: Well, yeah.
• 48:33
  SPEAKER_00: The chakras in every nation, there's an author called Carolyn Miss.
• 48:40
  SPEAKER_00: She wrote a book called The Anatomy of the spirit and she wrote about all the different countries and how they uh how they actually um see the life force okay which was through the chakras so uh the jewish has theirs i can't remember the name of it right now um i guess starts with an m um it's not well they they have the mark about Which is, I guess that would be just...
• 49:09
  SPEAKER_00: It's that one that goes like this and comes down like that.
• 49:12
  SPEAKER_00: And then in between, there's a story that goes in between.
• 49:17
  SPEAKER_00: And I never really studied it, you know.
• 49:20
  SPEAKER_00: But basically, every nation understands life force.
• 49:25
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's why.
• 49:27
  SPEAKER_00: And the chakras in their own language.
• 49:31
  SPEAKER_00: You go through various different religions.
• 49:33
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 49:34
  SPEAKER_00: Chakras.
• 49:35
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 49:35
  SPEAKER_00: Now, the Hindus were...
• 49:37
  SPEAKER_00: stream because that was their they deliberately opened their chakras through meditation and things like that and so that's and a lot of them went insane and let me tell you something there were moments I thought I was insane and I called somebody and said oh my god I think I'm insane I've got all these voices talking in my head and she said well she made it very clear she said just tell them to slow it down.
• 50:08
  SPEAKER_00: And then what she said to me was, you're not insane if you think you are.
• 50:15
  SPEAKER_00: Insane people don't know they're insane.
• 50:17
  SPEAKER_00: That was the best thing that she could have said to me.
• 50:23
  SPEAKER_00: And you know, so Reiki, I call it energy healing because even ancient civilizations did energy healing.
• 50:33
  SPEAKER_00: Jesus did it.
• 50:34
  SPEAKER_00: So But in Japan, it's Reiki.
• 50:38
  SPEAKER_00: In Egypt, it's Sikkim.
• 50:40
  SPEAKER_00: In China, it's Qi.
• 50:42
  SPEAKER_00: And is it India?
• 50:44
  SPEAKER_00: Prana?
• 50:45
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 50:45
  SPEAKER_00: So it's all around.
• 50:48
  SPEAKER_00: But...
• 50:49
  SPEAKER_00: Reiki works on the chakras.
• 50:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it does.
• 50:51
  SPEAKER_00: You balance the chakras.
• 50:52
  SPEAKER_00: That's the first thing that you're doing.
• 50:54
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so when she's talking chakras, it all kind of ties into each other with Reiki.
• 50:59
  SPEAKER_00: And you can awaken somebody's kundalini through Reiki.
• 51:02
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what she did to me.
• 51:04
  SPEAKER_00: So now, okay, your experience was not...
• 51:08
  SPEAKER_00: No, I didn't do it on purpose, though.
• 51:11
  SPEAKER_00: She was ready.
• 51:12
  SPEAKER_00: She was ready, yeah.
• 51:13
  SPEAKER_00: I had actually, through Kristen, started reading and learning more about Reiki and metaphysical stuff.
• 51:19
  SPEAKER_00: And because I was, I don't want to say I was skeptical, but I'm just that, like, I'm going to think outside the box.
• 51:24
  SPEAKER_00: I want to learn more about it and try to understand, like, how does Reiki work exactly?
• 51:28
  SPEAKER_00: You know, because there's a lot, even my mom, she's skeptic.
• 51:31
  SPEAKER_00: But when I did it to her, she was like, oh my God, this actually worked.
• 51:34
  SPEAKER_00: Like, remember your neighbor over here?
• 51:36
  SPEAKER_00: I did Reiki on him and he was like, yeah, wow, I feel better.
• 51:39
  SPEAKER_00: Is that Jossie?
• 51:40
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it was wrong with them.
• 51:42
  SPEAKER_00: But anyway, I had horrible pains myself, and I didn't know this when I was in and out of the hospital.
• 51:49
  SPEAKER_00: I do remember you.
• 51:52
  SPEAKER_00: Nothing wrong with you, nothing wrong with you.
• 51:53
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, then what the heck is this?
• 51:55
  SPEAKER_00: And eventually between what Kristen doing Reiki and you, it must have moved.
• 52:02
  SPEAKER_00: And I didn't think anything of it until I got my Reiki 2 from you.
• 52:07
  SPEAKER_00: And you always say Reiki 2.
• 52:09
  SPEAKER_00: It's the mentally new Reiki.
• 52:10
  SPEAKER_00: Like, you got to wait so long between before you get your master's because it opens you up in a way, like, for me.
• 52:20
  SPEAKER_00: There were nights, like for the longest time, I would, it felt like lightning bolts were shocking me.
• 52:26
  SPEAKER_00: Like they were hitting me and it was so fucking painful.
• 52:29
  SPEAKER_00: So painful.
• 52:30
  SPEAKER_00: Like I cried and then I just accepted it.
• 52:32
  SPEAKER_00: And it was like every 20 minutes and it was all night long, like all night.
• 52:37
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I didn't sleep and it would just hit me and it hurts so bad.
• 52:41
  SPEAKER_00: Doctors didn't know what was going on.
• 52:44
  SPEAKER_00: I talked to her.
• 52:45
  SPEAKER_00: She's like, that's the Kundalini.
• 52:47
  SPEAKER_00: And she said, do Tai Chi, like try to move it around.
• 52:51
  SPEAKER_00: So then I started doing Tai Chi every night before bed and eventually it went away.
• 52:56
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, oh my God, that Kundalini.
• 53:00
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 53:01
  SPEAKER_00: But then, but it opened her, it opened her up, you know, from that fear-based world that she was living in.
• 53:08
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 53:09
  SPEAKER_00: Just like it opened me up from the fear-based world that I was living in into this world that was fascinating and love-based.
• 53:16
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 53:17
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what it's based upon is, is unconditional love wait so do you think because you were maybe your body maybe was at a higher vibration with all your years of experience that maybe it was a little more pleasant for you and like my body was still kind of like 3d that wasn't pleasant Well, you're saying I'm having an orgasm.
• 53:43
  SPEAKER_00: No, that was just their message that they were coming in.
• 53:46
  SPEAKER_00: Everything else was like psychologically out of control.
• 53:51
  SPEAKER_00: But it was, it was helping me with my mental mind.
• 53:55
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 53:55
  SPEAKER_00: Because, because, because basically being an abused child and going through all the traumas that I went through, I had to overcome those traumas and that's what it was doing.
• 54:05
  SPEAKER_00: It was making me face them.
• 54:06
  SPEAKER_00: okay and then in your case it might have been something else so everybody's different so um so basically when when um and so and and there's some people that i do reiki on they just come in because it makes them feel good okay it makes them be able to reset their button so that they can go for the next month and then they come back again another month you know like i've got clients that come to me for years that um that just want that reset button because it just seems to help them to move forward in life.
• 54:40
  SPEAKER_00: And that's all it is for them, you know?
• 54:43
  SPEAKER_00: Is that tied into, I know you've referred to resistance.
• 54:49
  SPEAKER_00: And I've been thinking about resistance.
• 54:54
  SPEAKER_00: And every time you're trying to do something, you meet resistance.
• 55:00
  SPEAKER_00: Is that self-inflicted resistance?
• 55:02
  SPEAKER_00: Is it resistance that you're resisting it?
• 55:05
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 55:05
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 55:06
  SPEAKER_00: That's just because we're programmed to be a certain way.
• 55:10
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 55:11
  SPEAKER_00: So think about this from the ages of zero to 13, your ego is being developed by their surroundings through your five senses.
• 55:19
  SPEAKER_00: You don't learn from words.
• 55:20
  SPEAKER_00: You learn from experiences and you learn from, from, uh, through your five senses.
• 55:26
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 55:27
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 55:27
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so Basically, words are man-made.
• 55:31
  SPEAKER_00: It's made up.
• 55:33
  SPEAKER_00: So your ego is developed.
• 55:36
  SPEAKER_00: So whatever is going on in your life through your five senses, you are developing as a real thing.
• 55:44
  SPEAKER_00: You've developed your ego.
• 55:47
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, the ego thinks it's a real entity.
• 55:54
  SPEAKER_00: yes yes right and so because basically what first and foremost we are a soul we never die okay so we are a soul and so um and the soul comes to experience life through a human form how would you feel for how would you define soul soul okay soul is an energetic body okay Okay.
• 56:19
  SPEAKER_00: That is a fragmentation of energy and can, and through, and can through imagination or experiences can develop itself.
• 56:29
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 56:29
  SPEAKER_00: So, so basically.
• 56:31
  SPEAKER_00: It's ego resists.
• 56:34
  SPEAKER_00: The ego resists it.
• 56:36
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 56:37
  SPEAKER_00: Well, it doesn't, it resists.
• 56:40
  SPEAKER_00: Let me tell that story.
• 56:41
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 56:41
  SPEAKER_00: So basically you have, these parts of you.
• 56:46
  SPEAKER_00: First and foremost, it's the soul.
• 56:48
  SPEAKER_00: The soul comes in and experiences life through a form.
• 56:55
  SPEAKER_00: Then what happens is that it also brings in its best friend, which is the spirit.
• 56:59
  SPEAKER_00: And the spirit, after David Hawkins, I realized that he discovered that every chemical makeup in a star is the same thing in a human being.
• 57:13
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 57:13
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 57:14
  SPEAKER_00: So, so the thing is, is that, and then all of a sudden I, it was like, it flashed in my mind that a star is how a soul is born.
• 57:22
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 57:24
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 57:24
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so the thing is, is that, um, the, the, um, so, so.
• 57:31
  SPEAKER_00: Well, energy cannot be created or destroyed.
• 57:34
  SPEAKER_00: No.
• 57:35
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's why I have always felt that the thing that people call a soul is just energy, because when you're Physical form does.
• 57:44
  SPEAKER_00: Simply release the energy back to the universe.
• 57:47
  SPEAKER_00: But souls love to experience.
• 57:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, they wait in line for that.
• 57:53
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, because the soul gets to evolve.
• 57:59
  SPEAKER_00: So it gets to go home and say, oh my God, I was a murderer.
• 58:03
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 58:09
  SPEAKER_00: That type of thing.
• 58:10
  SPEAKER_00: But out of that murder, I can see the good that came out of it.
• 58:18
  SPEAKER_00: And that's why to this day, I always say if something bad happens, all I want to do is see the good that comes out of it.
• 58:28
  SPEAKER_00: Every president, all I want to see is the good that comes out of that person.
• 58:32
  SPEAKER_00: Any disruptive thing that happens in the world, all I say is I want to see what good comes out of it.
• 58:39
  SPEAKER_00: And I always find it.
• 58:41
  SPEAKER_00: Because that's what I'm asking for.
• 58:43
  SPEAKER_00: Because even a murderer who murders somebody, like a child or something like that, the Megan law came out of that.
• 58:50
  SPEAKER_00: There was always something that comes out of something bad.
• 58:54
  SPEAKER_00: It's just...
• 58:55
  SPEAKER_00: humanity's ego can't see beyond the the the um the tragedy of it you see so so basically so out of that soul uh is the spirit and then there's the higher mind okay so the higher mind and the spirit's job is to to gather uh to create synchronicity to create Things to happen, ideas, thoughts, you know, stuff like that resonates in your heart type thing.
• 59:29
  SPEAKER_00: Those things to so that that that soul can create through that.
• 59:35
  SPEAKER_00: experiences right well that's basically what human beings do we create right absolutely and so over here the ego was only developed uh from being human okay so so everything that it um that it experiences on earth the uh through the five senses it It developed that ego.
• 1:00:00
  SPEAKER_00: And so whatever was going on in the first 13 years of your life through your emotions is what you are playing out and trying to become a better soul being living on earth.
• 1:00:17
  SPEAKER_00: So look at it this way.
• 1:00:20
  SPEAKER_00: When you're confused, okay, like, oh my God, I just don't know what to do, you know, that type of thing.
• 1:00:27
  SPEAKER_00: And I can't figure out, you know, I know I should be doing this, but I'm doing that, I keep on doing this.
• 1:00:35
  SPEAKER_00: That is the ego and the higher mind having a battle.
• 1:00:40
  SPEAKER_00: I used to say it was the devil and the angel on your shoulder, but basically it really is the higher mind and the ego having a battle.
• 1:00:48
  SPEAKER_00: And so when I say, Higher mind, get louder.
• 1:00:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so explain to everybody how that sounds.
• 1:00:55
  SPEAKER_00: Because isn't the egos loud and it's more in the front?
• 1:01:00
  SPEAKER_00: It's all in the head.
• 1:01:01
  SPEAKER_00: But if you hear a softer voice coming in from the back, that's your higher mind.
• 1:01:06
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you can hear that voice, that soft voice.
• 1:01:09
  SPEAKER_00: Like I always hear it back here.
• 1:01:12
  SPEAKER_00: But you can also feel it in your heart too.
• 1:01:17
  SPEAKER_00: That makes sense.
• 1:01:18
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so if you get an idea in your head and it resonates, oh, wow, that sounds just like with you and your podcast.
• 1:01:25
  SPEAKER_00: You feel driven.
• 1:01:26
  SPEAKER_00: You feel excited about it and stuff like that.
• 1:01:29
  SPEAKER_00: My ego is resisting it because I'm scared to death.
• 1:01:32
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:01:33
  SPEAKER_00: To put out content or things because, oh, well, I could be ridiculed.
• 1:01:38
  SPEAKER_00: What are they going to say?
• 1:01:40
  SPEAKER_00: People are going to leave nasty comments.
• 1:01:41
  SPEAKER_00: So this is my message.
• 1:01:42
  SPEAKER_00: Who cares?
• 1:01:44
  UNKNOWN: Yeah.
• 1:01:44
  SPEAKER_00: I don't.
• 1:01:45
  SPEAKER_00: Because the whole aspect of it is that there's people out there that are going to say, oh, that was really cool.
• 1:01:51
  SPEAKER_00: And then there's going to be people out there that are your naysayers.
• 1:01:55
  SPEAKER_00: But I would only be listening to the people that are saying good things about me.
• 1:01:58
  SPEAKER_00: And I used to be that way, though.
• 1:02:03
  SPEAKER_00: I used to be upset when somebody would say something negative about me.
• 1:02:07
  SPEAKER_00: But then as I was growing out of my ego's power and becoming that spiritual being living a human experience okay i became i rose out of that fear and i stopped attracting attracting people in my life that were like that you know that wanted to to criticize me or things like that so so that's what happens is that when you when you start working more on the spiritual aspect the i say the physical the mental the emotional and the spiritual aspect of self That is holistic.
• 1:02:45
  SPEAKER_00: That is self-love.
• 1:02:46
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 1:02:48
  SPEAKER_00: And it's also self-love.
• 1:02:50
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:02:50
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:02:50
  SPEAKER_00: And it's got to start from you so that you stop attracting negative energies to you.
• 1:02:57
  UNKNOWN: Mm-hmm.
• 1:02:57
  SPEAKER_00: And it hits me every once in a while because, you know, anytime that the spirit wants me to change and I'm not listening, okay, then what happens is that something negative will happen to me and then I'm devastated for a little while.
• 1:03:14
  SPEAKER_00: And then I forgive myself and things like that.
• 1:03:17
  SPEAKER_00: So finally I get to a point where I suffered enough and I'm just going to accept it and then forgive myself.
• 1:03:23
  SPEAKER_00: And then once I do that, then doors start opening up again Yeah, I've learned from her.
• 1:03:30
  SPEAKER_00: Anytime you went through something, I watched, I could see you looking at like, okay, what, and you always tell me, what's the message here?
• 1:03:38
  SPEAKER_00: What is spirit trying to tell you?
• 1:03:40
  SPEAKER_00: Like, what's your higher mind trying to get your attention on?
• 1:03:44
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and sometimes it's as hard to do it when you're in it.
• 1:03:49
  SPEAKER_00: Because that ego wants to...
• 1:03:53
  SPEAKER_00: It's part of your subconscious mind.
• 1:03:54
  SPEAKER_00: And so the ego wants to be in control.
• 1:03:59
  SPEAKER_00: You know, when I channel...
• 1:04:01
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, here's a neat thing.
• 1:04:02
  SPEAKER_00: When I used to channel, what happened was I actually...
• 1:04:08
  SPEAKER_00: There was like a little 12-year-old boy that would be peeking in and disrupting me while I was channeling because I would see it, you know.
• 1:04:16
  SPEAKER_00: And then one day, and I told my friend about it, and then one day an Indian came in.
• 1:04:26
  SPEAKER_00: and took the little boy's hand and said, hey, let's sit on the stump here and wait for the storyteller to come.
• 1:04:34
  SPEAKER_00: And her name was Nahura, the Indian.
• 1:04:37
  SPEAKER_00: And she became one of my guides for a little while.
• 1:04:41
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically, and so I wasn't interrupted by that little boy, which was my ego trying to figure out, what's she doing?
• 1:04:51
  SPEAKER_00: What's she doing?
• 1:04:54
  UNKNOWN: All right.
• 1:04:55
  SPEAKER_00: That's interesting.
• 1:04:58
  SPEAKER_00: We are imaginative creatures.
• 1:05:01
  SPEAKER_00: So the whole aspect of it is that it's how we imagine.
• 1:05:06
  SPEAKER_00: And was this an easy journey?
• 1:05:10
  SPEAKER_00: Not for the ego, it wasn't.
• 1:05:13
  SPEAKER_00: But the thing is that if I didn't experience all these things, I couldn't be the healer I am today.
• 1:05:21
  SPEAKER_00: I couldn't be who I am today to help people learn and grow.
• 1:05:28
  SPEAKER_00: And I could sit there and just have a simple conversation with somebody and say something outside the box to give them an epiphany.
• 1:05:35
  SPEAKER_00: And I don't even realize I'm doing it.
• 1:05:36
  SPEAKER_00: That's a good thing.
• 1:05:38
  SPEAKER_00: Because I became it.
• 1:05:40
  SPEAKER_00: You don't even have to think about it.
• 1:05:42
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:05:43
  SPEAKER_00: And that's where humanity is going, by the way.
• 1:05:46
  SPEAKER_00: Really?
• 1:05:46
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:05:47
  SPEAKER_00: So we are moving out of that fear-based world.
• 1:05:51
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:05:52
  SPEAKER_00: But this world has to crumble first and that's what's happening now.
• 1:05:56
  SPEAKER_00: It seems that way.
• 1:05:57
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:05:58
  SPEAKER_00: So, so basically, um, so the earth is creating that to happen because the earth says the earth and the sun and all these celestial bodies around it, you know, like, um, so look at it this way.
• 1:06:12
  SPEAKER_00: We have organs in our body and we got the universe to the organs in our body.
• 1:06:16
  SPEAKER_00: All of those organs are a planet.
• 1:06:19
  SPEAKER_00: And if one doesn't function right, the Right.
• 1:06:22
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:06:38
  SPEAKER_00: It's going to create something to happen to heal it.
• 1:06:45
  SPEAKER_00: Similar to when the white blood cells go to a wound.
• 1:06:50
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 1:06:50
  SPEAKER_00: Is it similar to that?
• 1:06:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, absolutely.
• 1:06:52
  SPEAKER_00: So there's a universe inside of us.
• 1:06:56
  SPEAKER_00: I channeled this matter of fact.
• 1:07:00
  SPEAKER_00: If you look hard enough, you'll probably find it in YouTube.
• 1:07:03
  SPEAKER_00: It's under universal talking.
• 1:07:06
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically I channeled on how the earth, I said something about if somebody turned around and put needles in you and started drawing out your blood, what would you do?
• 1:07:30
  SPEAKER_00: You'd want to survive, right?
• 1:07:32
  SPEAKER_00: So you would be pulling the needles out.
• 1:07:34
  SPEAKER_00: You'd be having earthquakes.
• 1:07:36
  SPEAKER_00: You'd be angry and stuff like that.
• 1:07:39
  SPEAKER_00: Well, that's what's happening to the earth.
• 1:07:41
  SPEAKER_00: They're tired of humanity taking out the oil out of the earth.
• 1:07:47
  SPEAKER_00: That's the earth's blood.
• 1:07:49
  SPEAKER_00: And then they turn around and frack.
• 1:07:52
  SPEAKER_00: you know, they're drying up the earth, making it an old man.
• 1:07:56
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:07:57
  SPEAKER_00: Or an old woman.
• 1:07:58
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so the whole aspect of it is that it's fun and it's having wars and all kinds of different things that are, are hurting her, you know, it's like punch, you know?
• 1:08:10
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so finally, um, At this point, since the Mayan calendar, everything has been...
• 1:08:20
  SPEAKER_00: That 26-year cycle is turning into a feminine world.
• 1:08:25
  SPEAKER_00: So this world has to destroy.
• 1:08:27
  SPEAKER_00: So instead of creating a flood or creating a fire or creating something to eradicate the crust of the earth and just save some of the species, what it's doing is it's helping...
• 1:08:42
  SPEAKER_00: is creating humanity.
• 1:08:45
  SPEAKER_00: So what they're doing is they're the, you know how like we went from the, this plan was going on for a while.
• 1:08:53
  SPEAKER_00: So they went from, from like the, the great, the great, They named the generations.
• 1:09:03
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:09:03
  SPEAKER_00: So it went from the great generation to the baby boomers to Gen X to the millennial and then Gen Z.
• 1:09:13
  SPEAKER_00: And now we got the alphas.
• 1:09:15
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:09:15
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:09:15
  SPEAKER_00: So each one of them, if you took a look at the generation itself, it's actually that generation had started breaking down the system.
• 1:09:27
  SPEAKER_00: Mm-hmm.
• 1:09:28
  SPEAKER_00: They didn't know they were doing it.
• 1:09:30
  SPEAKER_00: Some of them were extraterrestrials.
• 1:09:31
  SPEAKER_00: Some of them are angels that have come into human form.
• 1:09:36
  SPEAKER_00: When that plan, that agenda, just like I have a mission to complete, a contract to fulfill, and a mission to complete.
• 1:09:44
  SPEAKER_00: Because I came in here not knowing at the time that I was going to help people wake up.
• 1:09:52
  SPEAKER_00: I definitely believe there's a radical awakening.
• 1:09:58
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:09:58
  SPEAKER_00: Every time there's a disaster, there's going to be a radical awakening, even in the other countries.
• 1:10:04
  SPEAKER_00: If you take a look, the other countries are so fascinated about what's going on in the United States that there's not a lot going on over there like before.
• 1:10:13
  SPEAKER_00: And so people are paying attention, but they're all awakening.
• 1:10:21
  SPEAKER_00: And so whenever there is...
• 1:10:25
  SPEAKER_00: So whenever there is like negative energy, here, energy, okay?
• 1:10:33
  SPEAKER_00: A lot of times you'll get your tsunamis.
• 1:10:35
  SPEAKER_00: Now, this is what I experienced.
• 1:10:37
  SPEAKER_00: I channeled this as well.
• 1:10:39
  SPEAKER_00: Remember the, what was that hurricane that came in down in New Orleans?
• 1:10:46
  SPEAKER_00: Katrina, right?
• 1:10:47
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, when Katrina came in, the very first understanding, the channel that came in told me that it was like this.
• 1:10:55
  SPEAKER_00: Katrina came in to eradicate the darkness that was in New Orleans, so New Orleans would start thinking differently.
• 1:11:08
  SPEAKER_00: And so it was kind of like it went like this, and it was cleaning off a cold sore.
• 1:11:14
  SPEAKER_00: Mm-hmm.
• 1:11:14
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:11:15
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's what they showed me.
• 1:11:18
  SPEAKER_00: So it's kind of like, you know, to the people there, I mean, to hear this, they're probably going to say, what?
• 1:11:27
  SPEAKER_00: But the whole aspect of it, you know, there was a lot of witchcraft, murders, crime, like crazy, you know, in New Orleans.
• 1:11:37
  SPEAKER_00: And so it was low energy.
• 1:11:40
  SPEAKER_00: So the earth attacked it.
• 1:11:44
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:11:44
  UNKNOWN: Yeah.
• 1:11:44
  SPEAKER_00: And then the same thing, like in those real, and even though there might've been good people there, but their sole contract was supposed to be up there, you know?
• 1:11:52
  SPEAKER_00: And then even like in those third world countries, like Haiti, for instance, is a very low energy, okay?
• 1:12:03
  SPEAKER_00: That gets hit all the time too.
• 1:12:04
  SPEAKER_00: And so the whole aspect of it is that some, again, What good is going to come out of this?
• 1:12:16
  SPEAKER_00: And so people change.
• 1:12:19
  SPEAKER_00: Usually after a disaster, you see them piling into the church or they're awakening into their spirituality.
• 1:12:25
  SPEAKER_00: And right now they're awakening into their spirituality more so than the churches because the churches are starting to close down.
• 1:12:31
  SPEAKER_00: And so people are looking for something bigger.
• 1:12:37
  SPEAKER_00: But it really is all within themselves.
• 1:12:41
  SPEAKER_00: The whole idea is to learn how to bring the spirit out and shine.
• 1:12:46
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what we're going to end up being.
• 1:12:49
  SPEAKER_00: We're going to be celestial bodies in a form.
• 1:12:53
  SPEAKER_00: And we're going to shine.
• 1:12:54
  SPEAKER_00: And that's the way Jesus was.
• 1:12:56
  SPEAKER_00: And I was going to say, a lot of people don't even know they're awakening.
• 1:12:59
  SPEAKER_00: They just think they're crazy because they don't know this stuff, you know.
• 1:13:02
  SPEAKER_00: So there's probably someone out there watching this.
• 1:13:04
  SPEAKER_00: It's like, wait.
• 1:13:05
  SPEAKER_00: Or they fear it.
• 1:13:07
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, or they're embarrassed or whatever.
• 1:13:09
  SPEAKER_00: Because there's been a few people that I've trained in Reiki, you know, that went back to religion.
• 1:13:15
  SPEAKER_00: Or they...
• 1:13:18
  SPEAKER_00: They fear the way they feel because they still have so much stuff going on.
• 1:13:25
  SPEAKER_00: I find it very wild that a recent study has found that a lot of Gen Z is headed back to church.
• 1:13:36
  SPEAKER_00: Well, a lot of the Gen Zs are in anxiety.
• 1:13:42
  SPEAKER_00: They're very sensitive beings.
• 1:13:44
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:13:45
  SPEAKER_00: And they, and so, and if you'll notice that most of the Gen Zs are not having children.
• 1:13:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:13:52
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:13:52
  SPEAKER_00: And they either have a piece.
• 1:13:54
  SPEAKER_00: Your granddaughter and my oldest, right?
• 1:13:56
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:13:56
  SPEAKER_00: They're Gen Zs.
• 1:13:57
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:13:57
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:13:57
  SPEAKER_00: That makes sense.
• 1:13:58
  SPEAKER_00: My son's Gen Z.
• 1:13:59
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:14:00
  SPEAKER_00: He's like the end of Gen Z.
• 1:14:01
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:14:02
  SPEAKER_00: And so.
• 1:14:02
  SPEAKER_00: He's a young one, I feel like.
• 1:14:04
  UNKNOWN: Yeah.
• 1:14:05
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and so a lot of those Gen Zs, there was a lot of them that took their own lives, too, because they just couldn't handle the ugliness of it.
• 1:14:16
  SPEAKER_00: But then you've got those Gen Zs who have anxiety.
• 1:14:18
  SPEAKER_00: They don't know how to interrelate like we do, getting together as people, playing a game, and stuff like that.
• 1:14:28
  SPEAKER_00: They've been raised with this here.
• 1:14:30
  SPEAKER_00: They don't understand how it benefits them to have human interaction.
• 1:14:35
  SPEAKER_00: interaction.
• 1:14:36
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:14:37
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, and I go through this with my granddaughter, but my granddaughter does very well.
• 1:14:42
  SPEAKER_00: And a lot of the Gen Zs are career oriented.
• 1:14:45
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:14:46
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:14:46
  SPEAKER_00: So for instance, she's a firefighter.
• 1:14:48
  SPEAKER_00: She's in school right now for EMT.
• 1:14:53
  SPEAKER_00: She's in nursing school.
• 1:14:54
  SPEAKER_00: And so she can relate in that circle there.
• 1:14:58
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:14:59
  SPEAKER_00: But when I say, well, why don't you take, why don't you go out with one of your work friends?
• 1:15:04
  SPEAKER_00: She goes, she goes, Gamby, they are my work friends.
• 1:15:08
  SPEAKER_00: I'm sitting there like, okay.
• 1:15:13
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so basically the whole aspect of it is that these kids, some people say that we just enable them, but it's not really that.
• 1:15:26
  SPEAKER_00: It's just, it's, My granddaughter, I would not be doing what I'm doing for her, okay, if she was not in college, if she was not working.
• 1:15:35
  SPEAKER_00: I make her work.
• 1:15:36
  SPEAKER_00: you know, at least part-time to pay for her own car and her car insurance and stuff like that.
• 1:15:41
  SPEAKER_00: But it's just socially, she can't get a boyfriend.
• 1:15:44
  SPEAKER_00: And when she was getting a boyfriend, she calls it the hookup age.
• 1:15:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'm sitting there like, what the hell is a hookup age?
• 1:15:49
  SPEAKER_00: These are just fucking.
• 1:15:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's it.
• 1:15:52
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and, and then, but then she's hurt because she wants to have connection, right?
• 1:15:59
  SPEAKER_00: She wants it, but she doesn't know how to get it.
• 1:16:02
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so the whole aspect of it is that, but she gets a lot of joy out of work.
• 1:16:11
  SPEAKER_00: She loves the fire department.
• 1:16:13
  SPEAKER_00: So I have a feeling she might end up being a paramedic at some level in her life.
• 1:16:20
  SPEAKER_00: So the whole aspect of it.
• 1:16:21
  SPEAKER_00: But think about what that's all about, though.
• 1:16:25
  SPEAKER_00: The world is crumbling.
• 1:16:28
  SPEAKER_00: You're going to need that.
• 1:16:30
  SPEAKER_00: So a lot of these Gen Zs are getting into careers that are going to change the world.
• 1:16:35
  SPEAKER_00: And some of the Gen Zs are already out there dredging up the ocean with robots that they've made of plastic and cleaning up.
• 1:16:45
  SPEAKER_00: So most of the Gen Zs are either going to be a technology into tech or they're going to be for the earth.
• 1:16:53
  SPEAKER_00: Like humanitarian and stuff.
• 1:16:55
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:16:55
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:16:56
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so it's either or, but they're, all of them are very tech, you know, when it comes to those phones and stuff like that, it takes me an hour and they can do it in two minutes, you know?
• 1:17:06
  SPEAKER_00: And so, so the whole aspect of it is that's, um, so these Gen Zs are actually, um, um, are cleaning up the mess.
• 1:17:17
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:17:18
  SPEAKER_00: And so by 2050, I would imagine by 2050, and I tell everybody, and I don't know why I tell everybody, because I do believe that there's a lot more that's going to happen, especially in the United States.
• 1:17:33
  SPEAKER_00: It's time.
• 1:17:34
  SPEAKER_00: And so I saw a map a long time ago made from NASA that was predicted that something's going to happen in the United States that's going to develop divide the United States in half through the Mississippi River.
• 1:17:50
  SPEAKER_00: And I can almost see that.
• 1:17:53
  SPEAKER_00: And so with these disasters that are occurring now that are escalating, what's going to happen is that it's all part of destroying, destroying, destroying Everything that we've built up in the last 26,000 years of war-like energy, okay?
• 1:18:17
  SPEAKER_00: The buildings have to come down.
• 1:18:19
  SPEAKER_00: Everything has to crumble, including those powers to be up there that are so wealthy, you know, that they're just manipulating mankind, okay?
• 1:18:33
  SPEAKER_00: And so everything will crumble.
• 1:18:35
  SPEAKER_00: Even now, I hope any religious person that's hearing But even religion will crumble and will be part of the history books.
• 1:18:44
  SPEAKER_00: So it'll all be the institutions that we...
• 1:18:48
  SPEAKER_00: It'll be spirituality that we live by, philosophy, things like that.
• 1:18:52
  SPEAKER_00: And so it's already starting.
• 1:18:54
  SPEAKER_00: Do you guys think that AI could perhaps be this catalyst towards...
• 1:19:03
  SPEAKER_00: Because I don't believe that we are meant to be here and just...
• 1:19:08
  SPEAKER_00: work and pay bills it doesn't make sense that was the that was the old dynamic that was the masculine dynamic of the last 26 000 years taxes you know if you go back in history look how it began and then um and then now what's going to happen is that we're in the feminine age and so um so instead of destroying the earth they're they're coming in Like higher beings are coming in, like extraterrestrials into human form.
• 1:19:40
  SPEAKER_00: Excuse me.
• 1:19:41
  SPEAKER_00: Angels, you know, benevolent beings are coming in.
• 1:19:47
  SPEAKER_00: And you'll notice that these alpha kids, like by the time they're four or five years old, are having an intelligent conversation with angels.
• 1:19:56
  SPEAKER_00: with you.
• 1:19:57
  SPEAKER_00: And so what's going to happen is that everything is going to change.
• 1:20:03
  SPEAKER_00: Medicine is going to change.
• 1:20:04
  SPEAKER_00: We're going to go back to getting our soil back to carry the nutrients that will nourish the body.
• 1:20:15
  SPEAKER_00: So these are going to be your earthbound Gen Zs that start doing that.
• 1:20:19
  SPEAKER_00: And they're already out there doing it.
• 1:20:21
  SPEAKER_00: They're making sustainable living.
• 1:20:23
  SPEAKER_00: They're building community gardens.
• 1:20:25
  SPEAKER_00: They're getting ready because they feel driven to do it.
• 1:20:29
  SPEAKER_00: I think even the way we farm is going very, very different direction.
• 1:20:34
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:20:35
  SPEAKER_00: If big money stops trying to kill it off.
• 1:20:38
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:20:38
  SPEAKER_00: Well, big money is going to...
• 1:20:41
  SPEAKER_00: You already see that happening, too.
• 1:20:44
  SPEAKER_00: You can't keep a business for very long, and a lot of the old businesses are not functioning.
• 1:20:50
  SPEAKER_00: So the whole thing is that everything is going to come down, and so they bring in a person like Trump.
• 1:20:57
  SPEAKER_00: Humanity brought in a person like Trump.
• 1:21:01
  SPEAKER_00: He's tired of war.
• 1:21:03
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:21:03
  SPEAKER_00: So the thing is that Trump is not a dumb man.
• 1:21:08
  SPEAKER_00: And he's not a Nazi, like how people describe him.
• 1:21:14
  SPEAKER_00: What it is is that he's a Gemini, a Leo, and an Aquarian.
• 1:21:18
  SPEAKER_00: An Aquarian is all-knowing.
• 1:21:20
  SPEAKER_00: They're very brilliant people.
• 1:21:21
  SPEAKER_00: And then the Leo...
• 1:21:27
  SPEAKER_00: is the person, is the part that's like a bully.
• 1:21:31
  SPEAKER_00: You know, this is the way it's going to be, even though it sounds like a dictator, but it's not.
• 1:21:37
  SPEAKER_00: It's just, he's a businessman.
• 1:21:40
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, and that's how businessmen work.
• 1:21:42
  SPEAKER_00: You know, if I profile business people.
• 1:21:44
  SPEAKER_00: And then at the same time, then he's, and then the Gemini is the communicator.
• 1:21:51
  SPEAKER_00: Now, the thing is, is that even him bombing Iran, or Iraq, or wherever they went.
• 1:22:01
  SPEAKER_00: He was talking to them first so that he could get his people away from that place.
• 1:22:06
  SPEAKER_00: Because he said, I want that shut down.
• 1:22:08
  SPEAKER_00: And if you don't, we're going to do this.
• 1:22:11
  SPEAKER_00: So that way, Iran had the opportunity for over a week, maybe a month, to keep anybody from getting hurt, knowing that the United States was going to do that.
• 1:22:23
  SPEAKER_00: And they called us and said they're sending over rockets, getting people out of there.
• 1:22:28
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:22:29
  SPEAKER_00: It was very fascinating how that all went down.
• 1:22:31
  SPEAKER_00: I've never seen anything like that.
• 1:22:34
  SPEAKER_00: And the thing is, is that if you really look at it, instead of listening to all the naysayers...
• 1:22:40
  SPEAKER_00: And the Democratic brand.
• 1:22:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, if you stop looking at all the crazy stuff.
• 1:22:47
  SPEAKER_00: Now, people are using AI for a lot of that crazy stuff, you know.
• 1:22:52
  SPEAKER_00: But if you would just...
• 1:22:54
  SPEAKER_00: Slow down for a moment and realize that we are in change and there's nothing that we can do about it because Earth wants it that way.
• 1:23:04
  SPEAKER_00: Earth wants it that way.
• 1:23:07
  SPEAKER_00: And so all you are is a cell to the Earth.
• 1:23:12
  SPEAKER_00: If you can't keep your light up on this Earth, OK, that eventually you're going to have to go back home.
• 1:23:25
  SPEAKER_00: OK, because the thing is, is that you have to shine in order to survive and to help the earth.
• 1:23:32
  SPEAKER_00: All the white blood cells that come to our body to try to heal a wounded area of your body is what we are becoming.
• 1:23:42
  SPEAKER_00: OK, to the earth.
• 1:23:43
  SPEAKER_00: We are, we are like bodies that are coming in.
• 1:23:47
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:23:48
  SPEAKER_00: And, and more people are awakening to that.
• 1:23:51
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:23:51
  SPEAKER_00: Or being born into that, you know, their DNA is already, already, you know, our DNA and our RNA is already, the RNA, the DNA is the message center.
• 1:24:04
  SPEAKER_00: The RNA is the, what you act out.
• 1:24:08
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:24:08
  SPEAKER_00: Is the, is the message is coming into fruition.
• 1:24:11
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:24:12
  SPEAKER_00: So when you, So these kids, their DNA and RNA is already programmed.
• 1:24:20
  SPEAKER_00: It's the mission that they came in to do.
• 1:24:22
  SPEAKER_00: And they have to grow up first and then eventually get to that place where they start doing what comes natural to them.
• 1:24:52
  SPEAKER_00: that are coming in to, um, to clean up and stuff like that.
• 1:24:57
  SPEAKER_00: So, so that it's, you just kind of got kind of like, just open up your mind enough to, to be able to see, um, um, the good and the bad.
• 1:25:09
  SPEAKER_00: I keep on coming back to that.
• 1:25:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and I just want to go on record saying, I feel like we should, because I don't know if you realize this, but a lot of religious people don't like Reiki.
• 1:25:18
  SPEAKER_00: They don't think it's, they think it's like the devil.
• 1:25:20
  SPEAKER_00: My cousin is a devout Catholic and he thinks it's the devil and this and that.
• 1:25:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm just like, listen, look at the bigger picture, okay?
• 1:25:28
  SPEAKER_00: Because we're like, we don't believe in Jesus or whatever.
• 1:25:30
  SPEAKER_00: No, like we're all about Jesus.
• 1:25:33
  SPEAKER_00: Like, in fact, I did a, I think our one newsletter was a about Jesus.
• 1:25:38
  SPEAKER_00: Like if you look at the bigger picture, like she's saying, and like with Trump, it's not that we're like Republican or democratic.
• 1:25:45
  SPEAKER_00: Like we don't give a shit about politics.
• 1:25:47
  SPEAKER_00: Like, in fact, I don't have the cable.
• 1:25:49
  SPEAKER_00: Cause I don't, I don't want to watch the stupid shit and you don't, you're not following politics like that, but you see the good in everything.
• 1:25:56
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:25:56
  SPEAKER_00: So current events.
• 1:25:58
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:25:58
  SPEAKER_00: So when I see just the events, it's usually because somebody, I see a lot of clients and they're coming in and they're complaining.
• 1:26:04
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:26:04
  SPEAKER_00: It's not the largest term.
• 1:26:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I say, well, Can you see it this way?
• 1:26:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:26:09
  SPEAKER_00: It's not that we're pro-Trump or pro-Biden or Republican, Democratic, or we don't believe in Jesus or we believe in, you know, it doesn't have to do with religion or politics, like all this stuff.
• 1:26:21
  SPEAKER_00: It's the bigger picture.
• 1:26:22
  SPEAKER_00: It's energy.
• 1:26:23
  SPEAKER_00: It's energy.
• 1:26:24
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 1:26:25
  SPEAKER_00: You know, when they look at you from up there, that's all they see.
• 1:26:28
  SPEAKER_00: That makes sense.
• 1:26:30
  SPEAKER_00: You know, they can only figure you out through your light.
• 1:26:34
  SPEAKER_00: So how does hypnosis tie into this holistic thing?
• 1:26:39
  SPEAKER_00: It's something I'm...
• 1:26:41
  SPEAKER_00: I've seen a few people that were fairly famous that had issues with, like, smoking or drinking, and they go through this hypnotherapy, and they...
• 1:26:53
  SPEAKER_00: How does that tie?
• 1:26:55
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, well...
• 1:26:57
  SPEAKER_00: Did you want to say a few things about it?
• 1:26:59
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I was just going to say it's obviously holistic.
• 1:27:03
  SPEAKER_00: I've learned from her.
• 1:27:04
  SPEAKER_00: And I tell you what, Sigmund Freud, which you taught us about him, I dove a little deeper into his studies.
• 1:27:11
  SPEAKER_00: And he does this like pseudo sexuality.
• 1:27:14
  SPEAKER_00: It's like the different phases of your sexual, like, you know, your sexuality.
• 1:27:22
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know if I want to say reproduction.
• 1:27:23
  SPEAKER_00: Like she was a Scorpio.
• 1:27:24
  SPEAKER_00: She would.
• 1:27:27
  SPEAKER_00: Sex energy.
• 1:27:27
  SPEAKER_00: I'm sorry.
• 1:27:30
  SPEAKER_00: The fascination with the dark and in a good way, you know, which that could be a whole other podcast with.
• 1:27:37
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:27:37
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:27:38
  SPEAKER_00: Like astrology and like how, you know, but anyway, in effect, a lot of my clients are dark and people would.
• 1:27:46
  SPEAKER_00: And why do you think that is?
• 1:27:48
  SPEAKER_00: I think it's that Scorpio, that dark Scorpio, mysterious energy.
• 1:27:53
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:27:54
  SPEAKER_00: And Scorpios are a lot of mediums.
• 1:27:56
  SPEAKER_00: Mediums come out.
• 1:27:57
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:27:59
  SPEAKER_00: You draw that in because you are, what happens is that for them to come to you, okay, you already have risen above what their fears are.
• 1:28:10
  SPEAKER_00: So they use you as a...
• 1:28:12
  SPEAKER_00: Well, they are drawn to her.
• 1:28:14
  SPEAKER_00: They're comfortable with me.
• 1:28:15
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, they're comfortable with her because the thing is is that she carries that same energy Okay.
• 1:28:22
  SPEAKER_00: But because people are energetic beings.
• 1:28:25
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:28:25
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:28:25
  SPEAKER_00: That's, that's like, like becomes like, but the whole aspect of it is that she is a Scorpio.
• 1:28:32
  SPEAKER_00: She has a Scorpio's role in life is to bring out, is to bring the dark out into the light.
• 1:28:41
  SPEAKER_00: And Lord do I.
• 1:28:42
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:28:42
  SPEAKER_00: And she does do that.
• 1:28:46
  SPEAKER_00: But she had to experience dark.
• 1:28:48
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:28:48
  SPEAKER_00: And, and, and she still experiences it in order to be able to empathize with what people are, what their needs are.
• 1:28:59
  SPEAKER_00: So she, so those types of people come to her because she's not going to judge them.
• 1:29:05
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:29:05
  SPEAKER_00: Like personally, I've had a few negative experiences with drug addicts and, and, and yeah, and alcoholics and things like that.
• 1:29:18
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, both my kids are dark kids, you know?
• 1:29:21
  SPEAKER_00: And, um, and so, uh, so the whole aspect of it is not just because of them, but I had to experience these things to be able to work with them, but I chose not to.
• 1:29:34
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:29:35
  SPEAKER_00: Because there is a lot of darkness stored in their souls.
• 1:29:40
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:29:40
  SPEAKER_00: That needs to come out.
• 1:29:42
  SPEAKER_00: And I, I, I can't, They've hit me a few times, you know, and it takes me a little while to clean up.
• 1:29:49
  SPEAKER_00: But in her case, she understands darkness because she's a Scorpio.
• 1:29:55
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and sometimes I don't understand it, but I'm not afraid of it.
• 1:29:58
  SPEAKER_00: I don't care.
• 1:29:59
  SPEAKER_00: Like, for example, I had a Reiki client that, well, he still sees me, but he is a self-proclaimed energy vampire, right?
• 1:30:09
  SPEAKER_00: And he's into Luciferian?
• 1:30:12
  SPEAKER_00: Was that what it is?
• 1:30:12
  SPEAKER_00: Which I just am learning about that.
• 1:30:14
  SPEAKER_00: And so most lightworkers will be like, okay, you can't come back.
• 1:30:20
  SPEAKER_00: But I'm just like, hey, I know how to protect myself.
• 1:30:23
  SPEAKER_00: I don't mind.
• 1:30:24
  SPEAKER_00: I'm showing him the light too.
• 1:30:26
  SPEAKER_00: In fact, we talked about that.
• 1:30:29
  SPEAKER_00: By being in his world, she knows how to be in his world.
• 1:30:33
  SPEAKER_00: I couldn't work with him because I don't know how to be in his world.
• 1:30:37
  SPEAKER_00: That's not my signature.
• 1:30:39
  SPEAKER_00: But yeah, but I protect myself, you know, and then I also intertwine my Sakem, you know, I bring my Sakem in and she protects.
• 1:30:49
  SPEAKER_00: But anyway, yeah, back to the hypnotherapy.
• 1:30:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:30:55
  SPEAKER_00: Hypnotherapy is basically, it is, it's a way of healing the ego, right?
• 1:31:04
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:31:04
  SPEAKER_00: So it, cause the ego is developed, um, uh, through life.
• 1:31:10
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happens through experiences?
• 1:31:12
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happens is that, um, so a lot of people that come to you have some type of affliction, whether it's smoking, weight management, um, stress management, anxiety, depression, pain management, whatever they're coming to you for.
• 1:31:28
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:31:29
  SPEAKER_00: And, and those are the, those are the, That is the real-life situations, because hypnosis can go even deeper into the spiritual aspect.
• 1:31:41
  SPEAKER_00: And why is that?
• 1:31:43
  SPEAKER_00: What happens?
• 1:31:45
  SPEAKER_00: Once they start healing themselves, okay?
• 1:31:48
  SPEAKER_00: So first they come in with something that's bothering them, and finally somebody will say, well, why don't you go see a hypnotist?
• 1:31:58
  SPEAKER_00: And then, you know, they'll mill it around because I have a few clients that said it took them almost a year to call me.
• 1:32:04
  SPEAKER_00: You know, they had my name on their refrigerator and stuff like that.
• 1:32:08
  SPEAKER_00: And so, or they would hear about me a few times, you know, and then they finally decided to give me a call.
• 1:32:15
  SPEAKER_00: And because the ego don't want you to come to me.
• 1:32:18
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:32:19
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:32:19
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:32:19
  SPEAKER_00: Because, and so this is where resistance comes from.
• 1:32:23
  SPEAKER_00: And then, so what happens is that, so say that they come to me for smoking.
• 1:32:30
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:32:30
  SPEAKER_00: And I really don't work with smokers too much anymore.
• 1:32:32
  SPEAKER_00: I'd rather refer them out.
• 1:32:34
  SPEAKER_00: But basically, and there's not too many people that are smoking anymore.
• 1:32:39
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:32:40
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happened was they'll come in with an addiction.
• 1:32:45
  SPEAKER_00: That's an addiction.
• 1:32:46
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:32:46
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:32:48
  SPEAKER_00: So first question I asked them, how badly do you want to quit smoking?
• 1:32:54
  SPEAKER_00: And if they say, well, you know, my doctor wants me to quit and this and that, I'll do smoking cessation on them first, you know, and get them to a place where they want to quit smoking by using hypnosis.
• 1:33:07
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:33:08
  SPEAKER_00: And that could take longer for that.
• 1:33:09
  SPEAKER_00: But if they said, you know, I'm so sick of smoking, I'm only smoking about five cigarettes, but I just can't let them go, you know, this and that.
• 1:33:16
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just really disrupting my life and my grandchildren don't want to be around me and this and that.
• 1:33:22
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:33:23
  SPEAKER_00: That person will quit smoking.
• 1:33:24
  SPEAKER_00: because they have a desire to quit.
• 1:33:28
  SPEAKER_00: And all I have to do is hypnotize them and get them into that hypnotic state of mind to bypass the ego.
• 1:33:38
  SPEAKER_00: I was just going to say, when you look at it scientifically or when you look at studies, the hypnotist or hypnotherapist is putting that person into a state of mind that bypasses the ego.
• 1:33:50
  SPEAKER_00: It puts them in the theta state.
• 1:33:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, state of mind, which is where they can take in suggestions.
• 1:34:02
  SPEAKER_00: So if you're in a relaxed state of mind and body, so say that you're just starting to fall asleep at night and you're in that la-la land and you can hear the cars driving by or dripping in the faucet or whatever the case may be, but you just don't care because you feel so good.
• 1:34:19
  SPEAKER_00: You are in hypnosis.
• 1:34:20
  SPEAKER_00: Hypnosis is really self-hypnosis.
• 1:34:22
  SPEAKER_00: You can do it yourself.
• 1:34:23
  SPEAKER_00: So right now, because these conversations are fascinating you so much, you're in what we call a hypnoidal.
• 1:34:31
  SPEAKER_00: You are already in hypnosis.
• 1:34:33
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:34:35
  SPEAKER_00: And so think of a stage hypnotist.
• 1:34:37
  SPEAKER_00: He's got all these people up on stage, right?
• 1:34:40
  SPEAKER_00: And he's doing his thing and he's getting these, he's kind of like weaning out the ones that aren't, aren't, aren't taking the suggestions.
• 1:34:47
  SPEAKER_00: And he's down from 20 people down to, to like maybe three people that are clucking like chickens and barking like dogs.
• 1:34:53
  SPEAKER_00: And guess what?
• 1:34:54
  SPEAKER_00: The crowd out there is hypnotized, right?
• 1:34:59
  SPEAKER_00: They didn't even realize that all of a sudden there's only three people on the stage because they're laughing and they're hypnotized by just being in that moment, that present moment.
• 1:35:10
  SPEAKER_00: And you're in your present moment when you are hypnotized.
• 1:35:14
  SPEAKER_00: So what happens is that everything, every experience that happens to you goes into the subconscious mind.
• 1:35:22
  SPEAKER_00: And the subconscious mind is like this big, gigantic computer box or it's filing cabinets, however you want to look at it.
• 1:35:30
  SPEAKER_00: And so every experience, so say that, and this happened.
• 1:35:33
  SPEAKER_00: I actually learned that through reading Dianetics.
• 1:35:36
  SPEAKER_00: I was just going to say that.
• 1:35:37
  SPEAKER_00: I was just going to say this.
• 1:35:38
  SPEAKER_00: Is the water dripping?
• 1:35:40
  SPEAKER_00: That was another thing that gave me, like, the Dianetics.
• 1:35:45
  SPEAKER_00: Like I don't prescribe to.
• 1:35:47
  SPEAKER_00: Scientology.
• 1:35:47
  SPEAKER_00: Scientology.
• 1:35:49
  SPEAKER_00: Because that's where.
• 1:35:50
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:35:50
  SPEAKER_00: Dianetics started from.
• 1:35:51
  SPEAKER_00: But my friend, Eddie, had gone to a convention they had just, you know, curious about it.
• 1:35:57
  SPEAKER_00: They wanted him to speak.
• 1:35:58
  SPEAKER_00: They wanted to hire him to stay there.
• 1:36:00
  SPEAKER_00: He brought me back like all their CDs and everything on the dietetics.
• 1:36:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, I just want to, you know, I'm just curious about it.
• 1:36:08
  SPEAKER_00: And I could totally see that aspect of things because a lot of people look at it like it's a cult, which I feel like that.
• 1:36:15
  SPEAKER_00: they're hypnotizing people and maybe they are being a little aggressive with it on the Scientology part, but there's something to it with what we're talking about, the hypnosis and the dietetics.
• 1:36:27
  SPEAKER_00: And it shows, like, for an example, a lady getting beat by her husband so bad that it knocks her out and she could hear a motorcycle go by.
• 1:36:35
  SPEAKER_00: And then she hears, like, a dog barking.
• 1:36:38
  SPEAKER_00: And then later on in life, once she, you know, heals from her wounds, she'll be washing the dishes and a motorcycle will go by and all of a sudden she jerks, like, you know.
• 1:36:49
  SPEAKER_00: But she'll show why.
• 1:36:50
  SPEAKER_00: But she'll show why, yes.
• 1:36:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so it's...
• 1:36:54
  SPEAKER_00: And that's where hypnosis can help her find that energy and then heal it.
• 1:37:01
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 1:37:02
  SPEAKER_00: So when you're in, like...
• 1:37:04
  SPEAKER_00: Like, when I got shot, like, I...
• 1:37:09
  SPEAKER_00: At some point, blacked out.
• 1:37:12
  SPEAKER_00: Is it, like, in that...
• 1:37:15
  SPEAKER_00: that you are more open to?
• 1:37:18
  SPEAKER_00: Things like that?
• 1:37:20
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, absolutely.
• 1:37:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, because what it does is it takes you from the alpha state of mind, which is daydreaming.
• 1:37:28
  SPEAKER_00: That's a form of hypnosis, which you can do on your own through meditation.
• 1:37:31
  SPEAKER_00: And then there is the theta state of mind, where you can hear me, but you can't hear me.
• 1:37:37
  SPEAKER_00: You know, you don't know what I'm saying, but you can hear me.
• 1:37:40
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happens is that you...
• 1:37:45
  SPEAKER_00: is that that's where a hypnotist likes to get their client a lot of times because then any suggestions that are given to that client that have to do with what they're working, what they're trying to heal, then the subconscious mind is more inclined to accept it and to where if they were in an alpha state of mind, it might take a few you know, a little longer, you know, because then it could still be critical, you know?
• 1:38:16
  SPEAKER_00: So sometimes I tell people, if you look at it, you look at a box, right?
• 1:38:20
  SPEAKER_00: And, and you're inside, inside the box is your subconscious mind.
• 1:38:24
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:38:25
  SPEAKER_00: Down at the left-hand corner, there's another little box.
• 1:38:27
  SPEAKER_00: And in that box, it's called the critical factor.
• 1:38:29
  SPEAKER_00: So if you do something repetitively for 21 days per se, I always just say 30.
• 1:38:37
  SPEAKER_00: And, um, So you do the same thing.
• 1:38:39
  SPEAKER_00: And it becomes a habit.
• 1:38:41
  SPEAKER_00: It becomes a habit.
• 1:38:43
  SPEAKER_00: And that is a form of hypnosis too.
• 1:38:45
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:38:46
  SPEAKER_00: But it takes longer to do it because you're still in like that cognitive state.
• 1:38:54
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:38:55
  SPEAKER_00: But it goes into the critical factor, that little box.
• 1:38:58
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:38:58
  SPEAKER_00: And then that box fills up with it and then it starts trickling out into the subconscious mind.
• 1:39:04
  SPEAKER_00: And so then the subconscious mind starts to see it as a reality.
• 1:39:11
  SPEAKER_00: But what happens with hypnosis, it bypasses that critical factor and then goes straight into the subconscious mind so that the subconscious mind starts getting fed that other way of looking at it.
• 1:39:25
  SPEAKER_00: You see, so, um, it gets even deeper.
• 1:39:28
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it does because you can also get into the super conscious in the past life.
• 1:39:33
  SPEAKER_00: Like she could take you into a past life.
• 1:39:36
  SPEAKER_00: Um, in fact, you, you might have a pain that you don't know where it's come.
• 1:39:41
  SPEAKER_00: Like why it's for me, I had that pain in my liver member.
• 1:39:45
  SPEAKER_00: And so, um, you took me into a past life and, um, I was a soldier in a past life fighting a war.
• 1:39:55
  SPEAKER_00: It put me in mind of a civil war.
• 1:39:57
  SPEAKER_00: And I had a wife and kids at home.
• 1:39:59
  SPEAKER_00: And the wife, when I came home, stabbed me right there.
• 1:40:03
  SPEAKER_00: And I started crying.
• 1:40:04
  SPEAKER_00: And then she pulled me out of it.
• 1:40:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I explained what happened.
• 1:40:08
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what this pain is in this life.
• 1:40:12
  SPEAKER_00: And you even talk about your injury being thrown off the pyramid.
• 1:40:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:40:18
  SPEAKER_00: So this life I suffered pain.
• 1:40:20
  SPEAKER_00: But the more holistic I get and the more spiritual I get, my pain is so much less like, like, you know, being my age, I should be leaning forward, crippled up like this.
• 1:40:36
  SPEAKER_00: Especially with scoliosis.
• 1:40:37
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:40:38
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and I also have the spine fusion too, but, but the thing is, is that I am constantly physically looking at myself physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.
• 1:40:49
  SPEAKER_00: Now I could be better than what I am.
• 1:40:51
  SPEAKER_00: I just don't like to exercise.
• 1:40:54
  SPEAKER_00: So now, okay.
• 1:40:56
  SPEAKER_00: I have got to get her to hypnotize me to like to ask.
• 1:41:01
  SPEAKER_00: So now you guys do Tai Chi also.
• 1:41:04
  SPEAKER_00: Tai Chi is my pain management.
• 1:41:07
  SPEAKER_00: Because I used to love to work out when I was younger.
• 1:41:12
  SPEAKER_00: But now I work construction so much.
• 1:41:14
  SPEAKER_00: You kind of burned out.
• 1:41:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:41:17
  SPEAKER_00: After working all day in 100 degree heat, I do not feel like going to the gym.
• 1:41:23
  UNKNOWN: Okay.
• 1:41:24
  SPEAKER_00: but tai chi looked to me like it's it works and then i look at a lot of the asian people that do stuff like that they seem to last fairly long right well the thing is is i teach the long yang style of Tai Chi.
• 1:41:41
  SPEAKER_00: And I do realize that as I'm aging, it is getting a little difficult to get those joints moving the way that I would like them to move.
• 1:41:50
  SPEAKER_00: But then again, I'm not Chinese.
• 1:41:52
  SPEAKER_00: Like Chinese traditional medicine, if I made bone broth and drank it, like I lived with Vietnamese people and all those Asian people look very young and they're very agile.
• 1:42:03
  SPEAKER_00: And the reason why is because it's the way they eat.
• 1:42:06
  SPEAKER_00: It's their lifestyle.
• 1:42:08
  SPEAKER_00: They'll spend two hours at a table communicating with each other as they're eating the bones, the marrow, the bones of their meat, okay?
• 1:42:17
  SPEAKER_00: And it's the marrow inside of that bone that's actually making them youthful and helping their joints and stuff like that.
• 1:42:25
  SPEAKER_00: And so they have, Chinese traditional medicine is really a big part.
• 1:42:32
  SPEAKER_00: Very.
• 1:42:32
  SPEAKER_00: Eastern medicine to me is fascinating.
• 1:42:34
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it is, but it's hard to learn because we're so westernized.
• 1:42:38
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:42:38
  SPEAKER_00: Just give me a pill.
• 1:42:41
  SPEAKER_00: Believe me, I know people that way.
• 1:42:43
  SPEAKER_00: The thing is that I take three pills and that's because of my heart.
• 1:42:48
  SPEAKER_00: Genetically, we die in heart attacks and strokes.
• 1:42:53
  SPEAKER_00: I ended up with a fib, which I'm glad I caught it in time.
• 1:42:57
  SPEAKER_00: I'm thankful for this ghost cat that was in my bedroom that kept on waking me up because I wouldn't have known what was going on with me.
• 1:43:08
  SPEAKER_00: Then I took myself to the hospital because my heart was and so so the thing is is that then they caught that i was coagulating and so they they put me on three different types of medicines but that's the only yeah those are the only medicines that i take um otherwise i take like i'll make elixirs you know for inflammation and stuff like that and so um just to just to So I'm always learning and studying on how to eat.
• 1:43:37
  SPEAKER_00: Like right now, you know, hormonal weight, being overweight from your hormones after menopause and stuff like that.
• 1:43:44
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I'm learning now that...
• 1:43:46
  SPEAKER_00: I've been learning for years on how to eat because...
• 1:43:50
  SPEAKER_00: And finally, what I'm seeing that's really working is that high-protein, low-carbohydrates, such as pastas and brides, anything that has...
• 1:44:01
  SPEAKER_00: anything that has um uh uh what is it um uh like the sugar in it but it's also the the chemicals and stuff yeah the process process yeah yeah so the less i eat of that and i have not had any bread and i feel much much better and or any pasta well my wife is gluten-free.
• 1:44:26
  SPEAKER_00: So I guess that makes me gluten-free also.
• 1:44:32
  SPEAKER_00: So the whole aspect of it is that I'm noticing the difference and I can even see my body starting to change a little bit just in a week and a half.
• 1:44:40
  SPEAKER_00: Cause that's when I started it.
• 1:44:42
  SPEAKER_00: Really?
• 1:44:43
  SPEAKER_00: I'm very curious.
• 1:44:46
  SPEAKER_00: Because there was a study that I was listening to cause my dad, um, well, it was in the past year, found out, no, I guess it's over a year now, found out he has Alzheimer's.
• 1:44:58
  SPEAKER_00: And they had this study where they would just- Cholesterol medicine.
• 1:45:03
  SPEAKER_00: Cholesterol medicine.
• 1:45:04
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, because he's been taking cholesterol medicine for a long time.
• 1:45:08
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, see?
• 1:45:10
  SPEAKER_00: So cholesterol medicine will be taken off the market, okay?
• 1:45:16
  SPEAKER_00: And when the drug administrator- when they start looking at those things, because now it's getting hard to get medicines to you with all the tariffs and stuff.
• 1:45:27
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, so what's happening is that people are going towards natural living again.
• 1:45:34
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically cholesterol medicine, if you go back when they first invented crystal, five years later, Alzheimer's and dementia became on the rise.
• 1:45:50
  SPEAKER_00: The same thing with prior chickens, like in the 50s.
• 1:45:53
  SPEAKER_00: We were all skinny and muscular.
• 1:45:56
  SPEAKER_00: And now we're all fat.
• 1:46:00
  SPEAKER_00: And so the thing is, I'm sorry.
• 1:46:03
  SPEAKER_00: It's the truth.
• 1:46:05
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:46:05
  SPEAKER_00: So here, so what happened was that was when the McDonald's came in and all these fast food restaurants.
• 1:46:14
  SPEAKER_00: And then they started, like they thought, oh, well, all these people are having babies.
• 1:46:19
  SPEAKER_00: How are we going to feed them?
• 1:46:21
  SPEAKER_00: So they started putting cornmeal in our food.
• 1:46:23
  SPEAKER_00: Cornmeal created diabetes.
• 1:46:26
  SPEAKER_00: Diabetes, sugar created.
• 1:46:29
  SPEAKER_00: So if there was diabetes back in those days.
• 1:46:33
  SPEAKER_00: Diabetes also.
• 1:46:34
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:46:35
  SPEAKER_00: So all the processed foods have corn in it, some type of corn, corn syrup, cornmeal, this and that.
• 1:46:41
  SPEAKER_00: And then they have synthetic things.
• 1:46:42
  SPEAKER_00: No, they have glyphosate.
• 1:46:44
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:46:45
  SPEAKER_00: All through everything.
• 1:46:47
  SPEAKER_00: So the thing is, and it's so difficult to eat healthy.
• 1:46:52
  SPEAKER_00: And so...
• 1:46:54
  SPEAKER_00: Unless you're growing it yourself.
• 1:46:56
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:46:56
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what's going to be happening.
• 1:46:58
  SPEAKER_00: That's what I'm...
• 1:46:59
  SPEAKER_00: That's what's going to be...
• 1:47:00
  SPEAKER_00: Even the animals are sick right now.
• 1:47:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:47:02
  SPEAKER_00: And then we eat the animals who are eating the stuff that's filled with glyphosate.
• 1:47:07
  SPEAKER_00: And then we're...
• 1:47:08
  SPEAKER_00: Because they're making...
• 1:47:09
  SPEAKER_00: They made the GMO that resists the glyphosate, but it still absorbs it.
• 1:47:16
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:47:17
  SPEAKER_00: So we are just...
• 1:47:18
  SPEAKER_00: We've been just slowly poisoning ourselves...
• 1:47:21
  SPEAKER_00: for such a long time, but we never really knew it because we were hypnotized.
• 1:47:29
  SPEAKER_00: Marketing was one of the biggest hypnosis challenges Yes, because it's a very psychological thing, how they present it, so that you're like, oh, man, it's got to be good.
• 1:47:40
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:47:41
  SPEAKER_00: Think of Kellogg's and Post.
• 1:47:45
  SPEAKER_00: They had a movie out on it, and how they actually made everybody go from eggs and bacon to cereal and milk, and this is going to be so healthy for you.
• 1:47:58
  SPEAKER_00: You cut a banana and put on top of it, and that's a perfect meal.
• 1:48:02
  SPEAKER_00: for the day.
• 1:48:04
  SPEAKER_00: It's like the ego.
• 1:48:06
  SPEAKER_00: It's like the path of least resistance.
• 1:48:10
  SPEAKER_00: You know.
• 1:48:11
  SPEAKER_00: But keep in mind, they thought what they were inventing was good.
• 1:48:15
  SPEAKER_00: So they didn't really realize what the outcome was going to be.
• 1:48:20
  SPEAKER_00: I don't think they had malice intent.
• 1:48:22
  SPEAKER_00: No, no.
• 1:48:23
  SPEAKER_00: A lot of times you don't have malice intent.
• 1:48:25
  SPEAKER_00: But then when they see the dollars coming in and stuff like that, it turns into...
• 1:48:31
  SPEAKER_00: And when they're...
• 1:48:32
  SPEAKER_00: Like, for instance, Coca-Cola.
• 1:48:35
  SPEAKER_00: Back in the 50s, housewives were constantly high on Coke.
• 1:48:41
  SPEAKER_00: Until they recognized that when they were coming down, crashing and stuff like that, and having meltdowns and hysterical fits and stuff like that, then they took the Coke out of the Coca-Cola.
• 1:48:58
  SPEAKER_00: But in the meantime, they didn't realize that the Coke...
• 1:49:02
  SPEAKER_00: was bad until they saw what it was doing to them.
• 1:49:06
  SPEAKER_00: They used to sell it at Sears and Roebuck.
• 1:49:08
  SPEAKER_00: You could buy the needle, you could buy heroin.
• 1:49:10
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I didn't know that.
• 1:49:13
  SPEAKER_00: What?
• 1:49:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:49:18
  SPEAKER_00: Well, think about even in the old days, peyote and what was it?
• 1:49:25
  SPEAKER_00: Opium, the opium dens and stuff like that.
• 1:49:30
  SPEAKER_00: So germs have been around for a long time.
• 1:49:34
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, yeah, I always say, look back at history.
• 1:49:42
  SPEAKER_00: History is now repeating itself.
• 1:49:44
  SPEAKER_00: So we're going to go back into the feminine world for the next 26,000 years, but we're right in the crust of the change.
• 1:49:53
  SPEAKER_00: And so, you know...
• 1:49:55
  SPEAKER_00: So, but I truly believe, okay, I have a map where, and I can actually see it happening, is that the earth will proliferate into a fifth dimensional consciousness and any souls that can reach, can meet that energy will survive on the earth.
• 1:50:15
  SPEAKER_00: Is that the galactic map?
• 1:50:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:50:17
  SPEAKER_00: It even has Trump on there.
• 1:50:18
  SPEAKER_00: No, no, not that map.
• 1:50:19
  SPEAKER_00: This is another map I have.
• 1:50:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:50:21
  SPEAKER_00: And it was actually predicted, this map was predicted back in, I think, 1990.
• 1:50:25
  SPEAKER_00: And it came from NASA.
• 1:50:32
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's the one I have that you have me print for you.
• 1:50:35
  SPEAKER_00: No, this is a different map.
• 1:50:36
  SPEAKER_00: This is another map.
• 1:50:37
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe this is not from 1980.
• 1:50:41
  SPEAKER_00: So that was another prediction.
• 1:50:43
  SPEAKER_00: But you can see everything on these maps have already come into fruition.
• 1:50:47
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and they have like certain dates and we're coming close to that proliferation to where the earth is going to transform into a celestial body.
• 1:50:57
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, which, and the inhabitants, that's why the children, every child that is being born is already a high vibrational child.
• 1:51:07
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and you know how she keeps saying the feminine?
• 1:51:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:51:11
  SPEAKER_00: Keep in mind, this is the age where everyone's like, I'm gay.
• 1:51:15
  SPEAKER_00: I'm into the same sex and stuff like that.
• 1:51:20
  SPEAKER_00: And a lot of the boys are real feminine.
• 1:51:23
  SPEAKER_00: But even if you're a man and you're feminine, some of that population has gone to extremes, which is, I have to be careful, but because you were born as a man, Okay.
• 1:51:41
  SPEAKER_00: But you have feminine traits.
• 1:51:42
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I know the best of men who have feminine traits.
• 1:51:46
  SPEAKER_00: And they're staying home and taking care of the babies.
• 1:51:49
  SPEAKER_00: They're staying home and they're doing like the reverse of the male and the female.
• 1:51:58
  SPEAKER_00: Females are becoming more male-like and the men are becoming more feminine-like.
• 1:52:05
  SPEAKER_00: And so more male nurses, more male...
• 1:52:09
  SPEAKER_00: more female doctors, you know, so, so there's, you can see the transition in, in how it used to be and how it is today.
• 1:52:22
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and a lot of times if people are still in that fear-based world, or if they're still in that mental health world, like they're not quite understanding, like they, they go through the process of, of confusion over their sexuality and stuff I have nothing negative to say about the gay population, but just like heterosexuals, it's a private thing.
• 1:52:53
  UNKNOWN: Right.
• 1:52:53
  SPEAKER_00: it doesn't need to be blown out of proportion.
• 1:52:56
  SPEAKER_00: And so we didn't blow out our sexuality with male and female.
• 1:53:02
  SPEAKER_00: And so it's kind of like, it's just like they have to prove themselves.
• 1:53:09
  SPEAKER_00: And so it's just kind of like, just find a love in everything.
• 1:53:14
  SPEAKER_00: And actually, the...
• 1:53:17
  SPEAKER_00: A lot of the gay population don't realize that they are Venusians, like Venus.
• 1:53:28
  SPEAKER_00: Now, this is not a topic we want to go into right now, but there's life on other planets, okay?
• 1:53:36
  SPEAKER_00: And the Venusians are sexually free, right?
• 1:53:42
  SPEAKER_00: when it comes to, they don't think of it as being gay, but they have their own relationships with female and female and male and male and even male and female.
• 1:53:56
  SPEAKER_00: So it's really, they're coming in as an extraterrestrial awareness or a remembrance of being on another planet.
• 1:54:06
  SPEAKER_00: Where it was just normal.
• 1:54:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:54:11
  SPEAKER_00: So, you know, it's just because we are a multidimensional.
• 1:54:18
  SPEAKER_00: And multidimensional can be written off in different genres.
• 1:54:24
  SPEAKER_00: And so not only are we a multidimensional race, but we are a melting pot.
• 1:54:34
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:54:35
  SPEAKER_00: Everything that's going on here, okay, is a melting pot.
• 1:54:39
  SPEAKER_00: So we have extraterrestrials coming in and living human experiences.
• 1:54:45
  SPEAKER_00: We have angels coming in.
• 1:54:47
  SPEAKER_00: We have other benevolent beings, fairies, and everything else coming in and experiencing life as a human.
• 1:54:56
  SPEAKER_00: So we are a melting pot of so many different characters from other kingdoms and other lifetimes that were real, that are still real.
• 1:55:08
  SPEAKER_00: She has a...
• 1:55:09
  SPEAKER_00: Angel Healing Workshop on this, which will be online.
• 1:55:14
  SPEAKER_00: That's the second class that talks about all the different, the Ascended Masters.
• 1:55:19
  SPEAKER_00: And I will be doing an extraterrestrial workshop this year.
• 1:55:24
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 1:55:26
  SPEAKER_00: You know what?
• 1:55:26
  SPEAKER_00: You sold me.
• 1:55:28
  SPEAKER_00: it was interesting how you brought that because obviously the the transgender issue is a very hot topic and like i don't really care what someone's sexuality is yeah um i i find it confusing like i always use this um parallel is that I wanted to be a Tyrannosaurus Rex when I was a kid.
• 1:55:56
  SPEAKER_00: Glad my parents didn't be like, hey, we're going to make you a Tyrannosaurus Rex.
• 1:56:01
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 1:56:02
  SPEAKER_00: Because kids have imaginations.
• 1:56:05
  SPEAKER_00: And I feel like a lot of that is like parents projecting their ending.
• 1:56:13
  SPEAKER_00: stuff onto their kids and just don't feel like it's healthy.
• 1:56:16
  SPEAKER_00: No, it's not.
• 1:56:17
  SPEAKER_00: And so I think it's not a healthy thing to make the decision of a 12-year-old child.
• 1:56:27
  SPEAKER_00: 12 and 13 years old, they're hormonal.
• 1:56:32
  SPEAKER_00: They don't know what they want.
• 1:56:34
  SPEAKER_00: It's like, for instance, my granddaughter, not the one that lives with me, but another granddaughter, she thought she was gay.
• 1:56:42
  SPEAKER_00: She had a gay girlfriend, okay?
• 1:56:45
  SPEAKER_00: And so when she was like 13, 14, 15 years old, and then all of a sudden she meets this boy, okay?
• 1:56:54
  SPEAKER_00: And she has a baby.
• 1:56:58
  SPEAKER_00: Well, thank God she didn't go through hormone therapy and get her lady first job done.
• 1:57:03
  SPEAKER_00: Right, right, yeah.
• 1:57:04
  SPEAKER_00: And then now she wouldn't be able to have sexual pleasure.
• 1:57:07
  SPEAKER_00: My son would not allow that.
• 1:57:10
  SPEAKER_00: So the whole aspect of it is that these are the things that they need to explore.
• 1:57:18
  SPEAKER_00: You know, we have been exploring, like even men, you know, they explore around 12 and 13 on whether they, you know, not knowing why they want to do what they're going to do behind closed doors, you know, and stuff like that.
• 1:57:32
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just like when it becomes like a public thing, they don't have the opportunity to figure it out for themselves.
• 1:57:46
  SPEAKER_00: And that's, to me, it's just very important because, yeah, like, it's tough being a teenager.
• 1:57:55
  SPEAKER_00: And, like, now, too, and I'm not sure what the cause is, whether it's food or hormones, but, like, you have young girls getting their periods way earlier.
• 1:58:05
  SPEAKER_00: Like age nine.
• 1:58:06
  SPEAKER_00: And eight.
• 1:58:07
  SPEAKER_00: Gina was eight.
• 1:58:08
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
• 1:58:10
  SPEAKER_00: I do think that's in the food.
• 1:58:12
  SPEAKER_00: I agree.
• 1:58:13
  SPEAKER_00: It has to be.
• 1:58:15
  SPEAKER_00: Girls did not have breasts until I was in high school.
• 1:58:20
  SPEAKER_00: Well, probably later middle school.
• 1:58:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:58:24
  SPEAKER_00: And actually, I didn't have breasts until I had a baby.
• 1:58:28
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, me too.
• 1:58:29
  SPEAKER_00: Now I wish I had the fun.
• 1:58:30
  SPEAKER_00: But yeah, so the whole aspect of it is that the whole aspect of it is that is that this is all going to change too.
• 1:58:43
  SPEAKER_00: This is all going to come to an end.
• 1:58:45
  SPEAKER_00: And so it's just, even with mental illness, like Alzheimer's, I'm sorry, all Asperger's and Down syndrome and all of those types of intellectually disabilities, science is showing that if you're going to drink alcohol, and have a baby and get pregnant, you're actually poisoning that baby.
• 1:59:18
  SPEAKER_00: and something's going to happen.
• 1:59:20
  SPEAKER_00: Or if you're having a baby and you're too old to have a baby, things like that.
• 1:59:26
  SPEAKER_00: Or another thing too, and I don't want to say this to hurt people's feelings, but it's scientifically proven now that ADHD and ADD and things like that, if you think about it, if you're smoking while you're pregnant, you're actually creating carbon monoxide going into that fetus.
• 1:59:46
  SPEAKER_00: And so something is going to be off.
• 1:59:50
  SPEAKER_00: So a lot of that has to do with us.
• 1:59:53
  SPEAKER_00: And myself included, like, you know, because I have an ADD and my mother, oh my God, my mother, we would be putting a cigarette out in each room.
• 2:00:04
  SPEAKER_00: And I know, even though I wasn't diagnosed, I just got my ass kicked a lot.
• 2:00:09
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 2:00:10
  SPEAKER_00: I know if I was diagnosed, they would say I have ADHD and, you know, a few other things.
• 2:00:19
  SPEAKER_00: Bipolar is another big thing right now.
• 2:00:21
  SPEAKER_00: But how I look at it, too, is when you allow them to buy into it, getting on the medications, stuff like that.
• 2:00:30
  SPEAKER_00: Now, I'm okay with the medications if it's going to help them, if they're in a bad shape.
• 2:00:36
  SPEAKER_00: Is it having, like, a chemical imbalance?
• 2:00:39
  SPEAKER_00: That's it.
• 2:00:40
  SPEAKER_00: That's it.
• 2:00:42
  SPEAKER_00: But at the same time...
• 2:00:46
  SPEAKER_00: Don't let that be the excuse why you cannot live a life.
• 2:00:52
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 2:00:53
  SPEAKER_00: I love a crutch.
• 2:00:57
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:00:57
  SPEAKER_00: Because then our ego can take over.
• 2:00:59
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 2:00:59
  SPEAKER_00: And if I manage to get past my issues of being confused all the time and things like that and being who I am today, Okay.
• 2:01:11
  SPEAKER_00: So can everybody else.
• 2:01:13
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 2:01:14
  SPEAKER_00: But chemically, the ones that come in that way, they were meant, actually, those intellectually disabled people actually came in here at a soul level to experience that.
• 2:01:32
  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
• 2:01:33
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 2:01:34
  SPEAKER_00: But a lot of it is induced.
• 2:01:37
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 2:01:37
  SPEAKER_00: You know, so, and I am not speaking about this in an angry way.
• 2:01:43
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just speaking about as an observant way.
• 2:01:46
  SPEAKER_00: And that's it.
• 2:01:47
  SPEAKER_00: Just want to show the public knows that.
• 2:01:51
  SPEAKER_00: It's a lot different when you observe something, especially the human condition, the human condition.
• 2:01:57
  SPEAKER_00: There's so many things that we could do with it.
• 2:02:00
  UNKNOWN: Yeah.
• 2:02:00
  SPEAKER_00: but I could talk to you guys.
• 2:02:03
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:02:03
  SPEAKER_00: I was just going to say, you might need to make this a part, a two part.
• 2:02:08
  SPEAKER_00: But I pulled up, cause I was, we were going to say about the website.
• 2:02:11
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, please.
• 2:02:12
  SPEAKER_00: Like, so if you go to the website and, And, you know, I so Terry was starting to say about like how it came to be when she was like, OK, I'm, you know, I'm not going to do what we were doing.
• 2:02:25
  SPEAKER_00: In fact, she had moved on and you were going to, you know, everyone went their separate ways.
• 2:02:30
  SPEAKER_00: You said I could just have the website.
• 2:02:33
  SPEAKER_00: And well, actually, no, you said I'm just going to let it die.
• 2:02:37
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, no, no, I worked so hard and he has such beautiful like ideas.
• 2:02:41
  SPEAKER_00: I just want to do something with it.
• 2:02:44
  SPEAKER_00: And that's when she said, well, you can have it.
• 2:02:45
  SPEAKER_00: Just do what you want.
• 2:02:46
  SPEAKER_00: So what I wanted to get at was at first when I started this, I wanted to make it about community because that's that's what you always want is a community.
• 2:02:56
  SPEAKER_00: And it's not about like, hey, like, like we're about community.
• 2:03:03
  SPEAKER_00: check out this Reiki practitioner.
• 2:03:04
  SPEAKER_00: She's always saying, hey, I just trained a student.
• 2:03:07
  SPEAKER_00: So good.
• 2:03:08
  SPEAKER_00: Go to her.
• 2:03:09
  SPEAKER_00: Check her out.
• 2:03:10
  SPEAKER_00: Whereas there are some people that have cliques that are like, ew, why are you taking my client?
• 2:03:16
  SPEAKER_00: That's my client.
• 2:03:18
  SPEAKER_00: Or they start talking shit.
• 2:03:20
  SPEAKER_00: It's not a community anymore.
• 2:03:23
  SPEAKER_00: But I was trying to make it so that We can have everyone in Altoona or in whoever wanted to be on this page saying like, hey, I do Reiki.
• 2:03:34
  SPEAKER_00: This is what I offer.
• 2:03:35
  SPEAKER_00: I do like house clearings.
• 2:03:36
  SPEAKER_00: I do animal Reiki or whatever.
• 2:03:38
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:03:39
  SPEAKER_00: So when you go to the website to look at it and you scroll down, there's a section for holistic practitioners.
• 2:03:46
  SPEAKER_00: There's only a few of us on there because I don't know why, but everyone was all about it and thought it was amazing.
• 2:03:52
  SPEAKER_00: And then when it came time to put them on there, it's like crickets.
• 2:03:57
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm not being rude about it or anything, so I'm just saying that's why there's a few people on there.
• 2:04:03
  SPEAKER_00: But keep in mind, this website was made for light.
• 2:04:06
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so the whole aspect of it is that only those people that have the same idea of community collective consciousness Okay.
• 2:04:17
  SPEAKER_00: Is who's really going to gravitate for that.
• 2:04:46
  SPEAKER_00: one thing that we're like super excited about that I figured out with the website is the classes, the online classes.
• 2:04:53
  SPEAKER_00: She has these amazing workshops and classes and I'm like, Hey, let me, um, you know, put them online here, which, you know, there's a fee and I try throwing in some free classes too, so that people can check it out without having to pay.
• 2:05:08
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but yeah, Every time she does a workshop, which we're on the angels now, so the second one's going to be going in.
• 2:05:18
  SPEAKER_00: She gives me everything that she gives in person, and I take it and make it digital.
• 2:05:24
  SPEAKER_00: And sometimes it might even have a little more information than what's in the class.
• 2:05:28
  SPEAKER_00: So it's worth it.
• 2:05:31
  SPEAKER_00: And we're going to be doing astrology.
• 2:05:35
  SPEAKER_00: She's in the middle of two astrology classes.
• 2:05:39
  SPEAKER_00: And as soon as I can get time, I'm gonna be making those digital.
• 2:05:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, plenty of time for that because I'm doing them up in Everett right now.
• 2:05:47
  SPEAKER_00: And then on August, I'm starting all brand new classes down here on astrology.
• 2:05:53
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, and it's like every three weeks so that people can not only afford it, but they can also have time to study it because it is a study.
• 2:06:03
  SPEAKER_00: And then, so then that way I give her, And she does fantastic work.
• 2:06:10
  SPEAKER_00: Like, she's taken some of my old work and made it look so professional.
• 2:06:13
  SPEAKER_00: I know.
• 2:06:14
  SPEAKER_00: That really is good.
• 2:06:15
  SPEAKER_00: Good job.
• 2:06:16
  SPEAKER_00: And it's functional.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like, it's easy to navigate.
• 2:06:20
  SPEAKER_00: Even for a dumb bunny like me.
• 2:06:22
  SPEAKER_00: You're saying that because my daughter who is like, you know, page super like particular marketing.
• 2:06:27
  SPEAKER_00: She's like, mom, there's a lot going on on that website.
• 2:06:30
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, yeah, but I want people to get the information.
• 2:06:33
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, you know, like even if you go to click on that online classes, I have a blurb there that says, hey, like you might want to download this app because it's better.
• 2:06:41
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I guess that's our signal.
• 2:06:44
  SPEAKER_00: I don't have it timed.
• 2:06:46
  SPEAKER_00: No, it's just the light ran out.
• 2:06:48
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, okay.
• 2:06:50
  SPEAKER_00: It'll be a little dark at the end.
• 2:06:51
  SPEAKER_00: I thought it was the lamp.
• 2:06:58
  SPEAKER_00: So that's fine.
• 2:06:59
  SPEAKER_00: People need to check out the website.
• 2:07:04
  SPEAKER_00: Terry Martell, Amber Parisi, secretsofhealing.net Amazing website, amazing people.
• 2:07:12
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you guys so much for coming.
• 2:07:14
  SPEAKER_00: I appreciate it more than you know.
• 2:07:15
  SPEAKER_00: It was our pleasure.
• 2:07:16
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you.
• 2:07:17
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:07:17
  SPEAKER_00: And we'll be back to talk more at the end.
• 2:07:19
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe on a topic.
• 2:07:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:07:22
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe just section it out on some topics.
• 2:07:25
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:07:25
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:07:26
  SPEAKER_00: Now that I have more of a fiddle for you guys.
• 2:07:28
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:07:29
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe, hey, let's talk about this.
• 2:07:31
  SPEAKER_00: We should come back and do Reiki on Dan Margera.
• 2:07:35
  SPEAKER_00: Because that's who the celebrity is that John...
• 2:07:39
  SPEAKER_00: talked about getting over James to interview.
• 2:07:44
  SPEAKER_00: Well, thank you, ladies.
• 2:07:46
  SPEAKER_00: You're welcome.
• 2:07:47
  SPEAKER_00: Thanks, guys.