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- 0:00I believe it was 2:14 in the morning.
- 0:03So it's not me additional, I've got a 43 running from me.
- 0:05That was the last thing he said.
- 0:07Working area two actually had the robbery call
- 0:09came, and I said, "Here, take him, I gotta go."
- 0:13So I started running code back to Biscayne Boulevard again.
- 0:19And just before I get there, Frank
- 0:20Rodriguez, he was a canine officer, got there.
- 0:23He was first on the scene and he's advised,
- 0:25"Start rescue, I've got two officers down."
- 0:28(Upbeat Music)
- 0:37Thanksgiving weekend, 1988.
- 0:40Only five officers were assigned to
- 0:41cover an entire Miami-Dade, Florida district.
- 0:45Rick Rossman was one of them.
- 0:46By 2:14 that morning, two of his partners were dead.
- 0:51If you wore the badge in
- 0:52Miami-Dade County in the 1980s, you felt it.
- 0:57The rules had changed.
- 0:59Every call had more weight.
- 1:01Every encounter could turn in an instant.
- 1:04Things were different.
- 1:06South Florida basically was coming apart.
- 1:10In the 80s were a crazy time.
- 1:12It was referred to as the cocaine cowboy era.
- 1:15And the violence during that decade was beyond the scope.
- 1:19It was truly out of control.
- 1:22But we share something unique as to where our assignment was as
- 1:27young, new cops on the police department.
- 1:31And back then it was called the Metro-Dade Police Department.
- 1:34And four of our personal friends were killed in the line of duty.
- 1:38And as young cops, that's something that you never forget and
- 1:42something that you always hold on to for the rest of your life.
- 1:46So Stephen Corbett was the first officer that was killed.
- 1:51He was a new officer, riding with his field training officer when
- 1:55he was feloniously struck by a vehicle,
- 1:59drug under the vehicle for a hundred yards and died on the scene.
- 2:05Richie Boles and David Strzalkowski
- 2:09were attacked by an ex-con lunatic
- 2:13who shot and killed them in cold blood.
- 2:17Joey Martin was on a traffic stop, stepped
- 2:21out of his vehicle and was shot and killed.
- 2:25The commonality of all of these four officers' murders
- 2:30is that Rick was one of the first to be on the
- 2:35scene of three of those horrendous homicides.
- 2:40And so Rick, we're gonna start off talking about Richie and Dave
- 2:45and you are working the midnight shift.
- 2:48And I'm just gonna let you get into the story.
- 2:51Okay, it was Thanksgiving weekend.
- 2:55And as you know, it was a Sunday night, which
- 2:58is two area patrol back then, which is common
- 3:01for the district, which meant you would have maybe
- 3:05seven to a squad if you had a full company of 14.
- 3:08But that particular night, because the holiday weekend and people
- 3:11out on injuries and people calling in sick, we went out and there
- 3:14was only five of us working for the whole district.
- 3:18And when I found that out, I told the Sarge, I go, this is like
- 3:22suicide, can't you call someone else in?
- 3:24And he said, my hands are tied because of the overtime.
- 3:27And we went out and my first call,
- 3:30there were already like 13 calls holding.
- 3:33I was dispatched to a missing
- 3:35person, a lady from an old folks home.
- 3:39And by the time I got there, they
- 3:40said, they last seen her walking out back.
- 3:43And I walked out back, it was a big rock pit.
- 3:45And I saw her aviation came out and he said, yeah, she's floating.
- 3:50And when I looked at her, I could see that she
- 3:52was trying to talk to me or lips were moving.
- 3:55So I said, she's alive, I'm gonna go in and get her.
- 3:57And the helicopter was going, no, you can't wait for backup.
- 4:00And I go, there is no backup.
- 4:02It was just me.
- 4:04So I was familiar with the area.
- 4:05So I went in, pulled her out, she was
- 4:07alive, rescue came and they basically saved her.
- 4:11But while we're doing this, there was a call about fire rescue
- 4:15requesting assistance at a gas station on Biscayne Boulevard.
- 4:18And they'd been waiting about 30 minutes with someone that they
- 4:23needed assistance and we were short.
- 4:26And I said, well, I'm soaking wet.
- 4:29So I went home, I happened to live close by and while I'm changing,
- 4:33the call went out now it was an emergency.
- 4:36They had opted from a routine call to a two, which is code.
- 4:41So at this point in time, I'm dressed.
- 4:42I said, okay, I'll take it.
- 4:45But I was on the West side.
- 4:46Richie was on the East side.
- 4:47He would just come out and he was the adventurer unit.
- 4:50As you know, Evan, he was assigned to that particular area.
- 4:53So Richie gets there and he slows me down.
- 4:55And when I get there, I see this
- 4:59gentleman later known to me as Charlie Street.
- 5:02There was a queer criminal just out of prison.
- 5:04He was released by shortages, I think they said.
- 5:09And Richie was talking to him and he wouldn't answer Richie.
- 5:13Just basic name stuff, date of birth, where you're from.
- 5:17And he wouldn't answer Richie's, but fire rescue would repeat
- 5:19Richie's question and he'd answer it.
- 5:22And Richie ran him, which is basically, checked him computer check.
- 5:27And he came back with no past.
- 5:30And back then, this is the eighties,
- 5:32you don't have the instantaneous stuff.
- 5:34And he came back with no past because
- 5:36it was local, everything else was down.
- 5:40So we weren't access to his battery and
- 5:41assault on law enforcement previous in Deerfield.
- 5:46And I still have to write my report about the ladies.
- 5:49So I'm sitting there writing the report and he
- 5:52goes, well, we can't really do anything, we're short.
- 5:55And I said, well, he needs to go to jail, he's lying to us.
- 5:58He goes, well, we're short, we can't
- 5:59afford to lose you for three hours.
- 6:01I go, okay.
- 6:02So I start writing my report, they
- 6:04called MediCar because that was a solution.
- 6:06He'd be a rescue had brokered, get him in the MediCar, take him to
- 6:09Jackson for his medical so-called issues.
- 6:13He gets in the ambulance and that was last I saw of them because
- 6:17then now they're putting out a robbery in progress down on the West
- 6:20side, one of the stopping robs over there.
- 6:24And Al LePore, the sergeant, he goes, I'll back you.
- 6:28So the two of us start running over there.
- 6:30And as we get there,
- 6:33this individual starts fleeing across the road and he's being
- 6:36chased by the clerk who's clearly wearing this, the 7-Eleven stuff.
- 6:42And I'm gonna move my car to a point to where basically the subject
- 6:45runs into my car and we're able to take him into custody.
- 6:50So I've got a robbery subject in my car.
- 6:52And about this time now, a call goes out back again on the East
- 6:56side about a man screaming for help.
- 6:59And again, she's raising, because
- 7:01we're gonna measure only like five of us.
- 7:02Can you clear?
- 7:03And I go, no, I can't clear.
- 7:05I've got a robbery subject in my back seat right now.
- 7:10So as when Richie says, okay, I'll take it.
- 7:15And Dave, who was working the beach, which was one of the other
- 7:19assigned, meant that we had to staff
- 7:22and he was closer to that interior.
- 7:23He said, I'll take the backup.
- 7:25So the two of them start going to the call and I'm waiting for the
- 7:30check to come back on the robbery subject,
- 7:32because as it turned out, it didn't happen tonight.
- 7:34It had happened a couple of nights previously.
- 7:36And now you have to look up the case.
- 7:39Okay, then Richie gets on about this time.
- 7:42I believe it was 2:14 in the morning.
- 7:45So it started to be additional.
- 7:46I've got a 43 running from me.
- 7:48That was the last thing he said.
- 7:50And- So a 43 means disturbed.
- 7:52Crazy person.
- 7:53Yeah, yes.
- 7:53Kind of like the LA's, whatever
- 7:55they call it, with Van Halen's at-home.
- 7:57But basically, yeah, he says, start me additional.
- 8:00And then it's dead silent.
- 8:03Nothing, nothing.
- 8:04And at that point in time, one of the other officers working area
- 8:07two actually had the robbery call came,
- 8:10and I said, here, take him, I gotta go.
- 8:12So I started running code to back to Biscayne Boulevard again.
- 8:18And just before I get there, Frank
- 8:20Rodriguez, he was a canine officer, got there.
- 8:23He was first on the scene and he's
- 8:25advised, start rescue, I've got two officers down.
- 8:28So when I pull up,
- 8:33there's both Richie and Dave are lying in the road.
- 8:37There's only one police car.
- 8:38And I've got a gentleman,
- 8:41there was a car parked over by where Dave's car was.
- 8:45And I go, did you see what happened?
- 8:47And he goes, yeah, I did.
- 8:48And he describes to me about a large black individual who was
- 8:52walking down the street and threw like a muffler at him or a big
- 8:55piece of rock or metal that hit his car.
- 8:57So he dials 911 saying this.
- 9:00And he goes about the same time as he
- 9:02was doing this, two police cars came.
- 9:04And he saw one pull around to the
- 9:06front where the subject was standing.
- 9:08He's in the middle of South Biscayne Boulevard.
- 9:14And Richie pulled around for the South side.
- 9:17So the way he described it is they had the
- 9:20police cars in between and street was in the middle.
- 9:23And they got out.
- 9:24Charlie Street, this is the subject's name was Charlie Street.
- 9:27And Charlie, if I remember correctly,
- 9:28was like 62230, 240, hardest, big, I mean,
- 9:33he was strong as a bull.
- 9:34Just got out of prison.
- 9:36Oh yeah, he had no, he was just huge.
- 9:40Rick, let me just ask, I'm a little confused.
- 9:43I thought earlier, Charlie Street went,
- 9:46gotten an ambulance and they were taking him away.
- 9:49And somehow he got out of the ambulance and now it came back.
- 9:53What happened?
- 9:53That's what I'm building up to, yeah.
- 9:56Because when the guy tells me this and
- 9:58describes him and that he was walking up Dixie Highway,
- 10:03see, it wasn't my call, so I didn't take notes.
- 10:05I didn't know the subject's name or anything because Richie had all
- 10:08that, Richie wrote it because I had my own report to do.
- 10:11So I raised the dispatcher and this is one of the things where I
- 10:14feel like maybe I did wrong that night because I wasn't maybe
- 10:18thinking again, you know, what is
- 10:21because he had taken a police car.
- 10:23So he was able to hear now what I was saying.
- 10:26So what I basically told the dispatch, asked the dispatcher, I
- 10:28said, go to channel D, which does our records, run the, find out
- 10:32the subject's name and information that we had ran earlier at the
- 10:36gas station and then check with
- 10:38MediCar and see if they let him out.
- 10:41And about five minutes later, then she came back and said, yes,
- 10:44MediCar let him out of Miami Gardens at Dixie, which was literally
- 10:48where he was walking north from, you know, coming up Dixie Highway
- 10:51and the original call about a man screaming, you know, on Dixie and
- 10:55then when he crossed over to Biscayne.
- 10:58I think that's why he threw the rock.
- 10:59He was trying to steal a car to get
- 11:00back to, I believe it was Deerfield.
- 11:02Deerfield Beach, Florida.
- 11:04Yes, where he was in prison for aggravated
- 11:06assault and attacking, I think a police officer there.
- 11:09So now I'm trying to figure out what had happened, what had placed
- 11:12and I'm looking at them and rescue comes
- 11:16and they're both, you know, they're
- 11:19both, to all purposes, they're dead.
- 11:22Rescue takes them and they said, you know,
- 11:23takes them to the hospital where they died later.
- 11:26But from what he explained to me, and then basically being in
- 11:30altercations with both of them in resting subjects, Richie, we used
- 11:34to do the LVNR, even though we weren't trained for it yet.
- 11:38The lateral vascular neck restraint, the choke hold basically.
- 11:41Yes, basically he got a, he had worked for Seminole Police
- 11:43Department, so he had been trained to do it there.
- 11:46And I know one other time with this large individual drunk who was
- 11:49like 300 pounds, Richie successfully, you know,
- 11:52put the guy under, we were able to subdue him.
- 11:55So the way he described to me, it sounded like Richie was right
- 11:58around behind him trying to do the LVNR and Dave was doing, you
- 12:02know, we do the old Miami Dade takedown, got in low around his
- 12:05waist and they're trying to control him.
- 12:07That's what the guy says, he's trying to reach him.
- 12:10And that's when the guy's, the witness said, he got, I think he
- 12:14basically just ripped Richie's gun from his holster.
- 12:18And then because Dave was down low, and you know, when he bent
- 12:20over, your vest kind of, you know, makes a U.
- 12:25And because he was there, I think that's
- 12:27when he fired one shot underneath Dave's vest.
- 12:30And then another one, I know for sure, I think he probably shot him
- 12:32in the cheek, like right under the eye.
- 12:35I remember that.
- 12:38And then Richie was over about 15 yards
- 12:41south of him, but his car wasn't there.
- 12:43So that's when I realized I go, shoot, he took the police car.
- 12:46And I think that was part of the bolo.
- 12:47I said, he's probably heading north, he's in the police car.
- 12:50But again, he was able to hear all this.
- 12:52And what the, again, the witness told me is that when he saw him,
- 12:58Richie tried to get to his car and he kept, he fired a couple of
- 13:01shots at Richie and he shot one time at him.
- 13:05You know, I think he had a bullet hole in his car.
- 13:07I don't remember.
- 13:08But Richie apparently got to the side of the
- 13:11police car, driver's side, where he kept a shotgun.
- 13:14And that's where Street came back over there and shot him again.
- 13:18And I think he might've fallen
- 13:19because they said that Street ran him over.
- 13:21So Richie might've fallen in such a way.
- 13:24Now that Street was able to take the police car and drive north.
- 13:27So the crazy thing about this was,
- 13:31both Richie and Dave were shot multiple times with their own guns,
- 13:34especially like Richie's, Dave's gun was taken after Dave was dead.
- 13:40Yeah, well, I guess he emptied, but
- 13:41after he emptied all the rounds, initially,
- 13:44he literally pulled his vest back from his body.
- 13:47So then trying to say, he's crazy.
- 13:48He was thinking.
- 13:49And unloaded the firearm into his torso.
- 13:53Both of them had been shot in the head.
- 13:55They were both, you know, horrendously murdered.
- 13:59And then Charlie Street took one of their police cars, ran them
- 14:05over in the street, and then fled north out
- 14:08of Miami up towards the Fort Lauderdale area.
- 14:12And that's when Rick was on, Rick was literally on a shit hunt.
- 14:18You were like gonna find this guy no
- 14:21matter what, and just go with that, Rick.
- 14:26Yeah, at that point in time now, rescuer loading him up, and people
- 14:28were trying to sit there, and they're trying, you know, we didn't
- 14:30even have enough people to secure our
- 14:31perimeter, you know, on a crime scene.
- 14:34So, you know, thank God for North Miami Beach.
- 14:35North Miami came down, and they were able, but I said, you know,
- 14:39and the guys were like, all
- 14:40distraught, and I'm like, I know this fuck.
- 14:45He's not familiar with the area.
- 14:47He's lost.
- 14:48So what I figured is maybe if he was driving, if I went straight
- 14:52down Ives Derry, which was adjacent to
- 14:54where we were, I-95's a mile and a half away.
- 14:57So when there's an overpass there,
- 15:01I've went to the Stephen Corbett overpass, and I'm sitting there
- 15:03waiting, figuring that he's gonna maybe drive north or south.
- 15:06I got a chance I can find him if he got lost, and he finally finds
- 15:10his way to I-95, but, you know, I can grab him.
- 15:13So I'm sitting there, and literally about five minutes later,
- 15:17Broward BSO gets on saying that they
- 15:19think they have our subject in custody.
- 15:20Can I go there and identify him?
- 15:23By that time, I'm already halfway there, and I get to, I believe it
- 15:26was Sterling Road, and they had taken him in custody.
- 15:32You know, a unit, he had advised
- 15:36that he saw the car coming with one headlight out, and thought it
- 15:39was suspicious at this time in the morning, because by this time
- 15:41it's now close to three in the morning on a Monday, and it had a
- 15:44headlight, and he saw the subject
- 15:46driving it that kind of looked like our thing.
- 15:49So he might- Cutting to the chase there, Rick.
- 15:52So Charlie Street, the murder
- 15:54suspect, fled north into Broward County
- 15:57in the marked Metro Dade police car,
- 16:01with the overhead lights going and whatnot.
- 16:03So several police officers saw this vehicle.
- 16:07They weren't quite sure what the deal was because of the radio
- 16:10communications between the counties.
- 16:13Yeah.
- 16:14Charlie Street, as you were just talking about, about the vehicle
- 16:18with the one headlight, he realized that he needed to get out of
- 16:22the police car, and he carjacked a woman at gunpoint, and took her
- 16:28vehicle, which was the vehicle with the one headlight, correct?
- 16:32Yes, and apparently he even said that he was
- 16:34waiting in Hollywood and ambushed with a shotgun.
- 16:36He was smart enough to take Richie's shotgun from the police car,
- 16:40so he had still had the revolver, and he had the shotgun, and he
- 16:42was waiting for a Hollywood unit or BSO unit to come so he could
- 16:45shoot them and take that car so it wouldn't be as young.
- 16:49Like I said, remember he was listening
- 16:51to my transmission, so I guess he knew.
- 16:53Yeah, while he was in their police car, he could hear all the radio
- 16:56traffic if he was smart enough to figure that out.
- 17:00But Rick,
- 17:02clearly this is an emotional,
- 17:06chaotic, hectic situation, and you get there, and they need you up
- 17:12in Hollywood near Fort Lauderdale to identify this guy as the
- 17:17shooter, and you get there and it was a pretty situation.
- 17:22Yeah, he was in the back of the police car, so they walk over to
- 17:27where he's handcuffed and he's in the back of the patrol car.
- 17:31I mean, again, I don't remember any of this.
- 17:32This is what they told me because, like
- 17:34you said, it's maybe 10 to black things out.
- 17:38But when I looked at him to identify him, and I knew right away it
- 17:43was him, he smiled at me, and that's when they said that I looked
- 17:49like I was going for my gun, and I don't.
- 17:52So then they grabbed me and they
- 17:54put me in the back of a police car.
- 17:58They kept the door open, but they waited for,
- 18:02they had Alapour come and, you know, yeah, so.
- 18:06Just to settle you down, I mean,
- 18:08everybody has to realize that's listening to this.
- 18:11We are human beings and human emotions and so many of those things.
- 18:16And, you know, I know Craig is gonna get into that in a little bit
- 18:19about, you know, the toll that it takes psychologically and
- 18:22mentally and the number of traumatic incidents and whatnot.
- 18:26But, you know, I wanna get into a little bit more in the aftermath
- 18:30of all this wreck, and I know you remember this, you know, vividly.
- 18:35We were there.
- 18:36We went to the funeral.
- 18:38And, you know, we went to a lot of funerals back in the day, way
- 18:42too many funerals, not only for our
- 18:44agency, but so many of the other agencies.
- 18:48So we went to Dave and Richie's funeral,
- 18:53and Dave's wife, Debbie, was a nurse.
- 18:57And she made the determination that she
- 19:00wanted to have an open-casket viewing.
- 19:05And people tried to talk her out of that.
- 19:08Was a little bit crazy, because Dave was a small
- 19:12guy to begin with, and he was shot in the head,
- 19:16and like you said, in the face.
- 19:19And I remember walking up at the viewing and looked in the casket,
- 19:26and he's in his dress police
- 19:28uniform, and his head looked like a pumpkin.
- 19:33I mean, literally looked like a pumpkin.
- 19:36His eyes were stretched sideways, almost like an Asian.
- 19:40His nose was flat.
- 19:42The sides of his mouth were pulled back because of the swelling.
- 19:46It was so unbelievable.
- 19:50I mean, I can still see it today after how many years later, right?
- 19:54And her argument was, I want everyone to see Dave in the casket,
- 20:02the way he looks, his head swollen like a pumpkin, because I want
- 20:07every one of these officers to
- 20:10remember this so it won't happen to them.
- 20:14And you want to talk about something that was unbelievable.
- 20:18You remember that?
- 20:20Oh yeah, and Debbie's something special.
- 20:21The other thing you know, because of that, she went and joined COPS
- 20:25and became the president, which is Concerns of Police Survivors.
- 20:29And Debbie's a fantastic person.
- 20:30She's just amazing.
- 20:32And she was just living because the whole thing was that Miami-Dade
- 20:36dictated to both of those widows what was going to happen.
- 20:40And she would, because they both had to
- 20:41have the same funeral in the same location.
- 20:44And it was just a lot of the things our department did was wrong.
- 20:47And that's what was her impetus to go with cops.
- 20:51And she's an amazing individual.
- 20:53You know, I remember something else
- 20:54too that really kind of affected me.
- 20:57And I'm not going to mention names, but there was a particular
- 21:00sergeant and he decided that he was
- 21:04going to volunteer to dress their bodies.
- 21:09And I thought, oh my God, you
- 21:11know, like this is kind of horrendous.
- 21:13And so for whatever reason,
- 21:16he volunteered to do this instead of the funeral home people and
- 21:21wanted to make sure that their uniforms
- 21:23looked proper and everything in the casket.
- 21:25And he literally dressed them and put them in the caskets.
- 21:33I thought, I don't know.
- 21:35I don't think that's something I can do.
- 21:37And I have to say, you know, we all have our
- 21:39breaking points or our defining moments in our careers.
- 21:45And that was one of them.
- 21:46I mean,
- 21:47you and I and so many of our friends, we were like good soldiers.
- 21:52We were good soldiers that we were going
- 21:53to go and represent and go to every funeral.
- 21:58And Florida was like the number two or number three state in the
- 22:02United States for line of duty deaths.
- 22:04And we were going to funerals all over the place.
- 22:08And finally, you know, like after this and so many others, I said,
- 22:11you know what, for my mental health, I can no longer do that.
- 22:15I'm not going to any more funerals, nobody's funeral.
- 22:19Boom.
- 22:21Yeah, honestly, to be honest with you, I stayed outside, Richie's.
- 22:25I did a traffic detail because I couldn't go inside of the church.
- 22:28I wasn't inside for Richie or Dave's
- 22:31Memorial and police funerals, I just, I can't do.
- 22:35Even when taps is played sometimes, you know,
- 22:38it still kind of brings all that stuff back.
- 22:41You know, Rick and Bill alluded to it.
- 22:45We've on this show about the mental health of officers who have to
- 22:51deal with so much trauma in their careers.
- 22:55The statistics tell us that most officers on average deal with
- 23:00about 400 to 600 traumatic events, very similar to what you've just
- 23:06described in very vivid, powerful terms.
- 23:10And yet the average person deals with
- 23:12maybe two or three in their lifetime, right?
- 23:15So I'm just,
- 23:18you know, there's so many questions here.
- 23:19One is, okay, right after this incident, after the funeral,
- 23:24we're talking the 1980s, a different time than what happens today.
- 23:29Was there any counseling offered to you?
- 23:32Were you back on the job the very next day?
- 23:34I mean, how did you decide to department?
- 23:35No, definitely not the next day.
- 23:37Definitely not the next day.
- 23:39Yeah.
- 23:39That's good.
- 23:41As Bill was saying, they actually ordered me to write the report,
- 23:44but that's neither here nor there.
- 23:46But later, Bill, the department psychologist
- 23:49was always trying to get me to sit down and talk.
- 23:52And I guess it's, but I'd have to say it's personal with everyone,
- 23:56because I've never really talked
- 23:57to anyone professionally about this.
- 23:59And, you know, and I think it's just something that you have to
- 24:02deal with individually, everyone.
- 24:04And like I said, I know that I still have some of these issues and
- 24:09stuff, but, you know, it's just, you just
- 24:12either have to handle it or you don't handle it.
- 24:15That's just the way I've handled it.
- 24:16I just kind of like put it in a little box and
- 24:18just buried it back in the corner of my mind.
- 24:21And you know, Craig, what was interesting about what Rick just said
- 24:26was at least our department had a psychological services unit.
- 24:30We had on staff psychologist.
- 24:33That was very, very rare back in the 80s.
- 24:35Not too many agencies had that.
- 24:37That was kind of, you know, cutting edge for all of us.
- 24:42But, you know, also I'll tell you what, the whole police culture,
- 24:45it's very stoic and very macho and, you know, like showing your
- 24:52emotions wasn't, wasn't really the way to go back then.
- 24:57Yeah, and what I'm hearing is that it was voluntary, right?
- 25:01Like you say the psychological services were available, but this is
- 25:05what changed over time based on what I've experienced with others
- 25:09in the profession that today it's mandatory, right?
- 25:14I mean, there is no, do you need help?
- 25:17Come to us if you think you need help.
- 25:20It's we're going to give you help
- 25:21because we know you need it, all right?
- 25:24As Bill said at the very beginning of
- 25:26this show, officers are human beings, right?
- 25:30You can't deal with death and friends that are lying in blood in
- 25:35front of you and not have an impact
- 25:38on your emotions and on your life.
- 25:41And so today I'm so thankful that we've come a long way in how we
- 25:45treat officers who are involved in officer involved shootings or a
- 25:50line of duty death situations that you've described.
- 25:53We're not making it voluntary.
- 25:55And I think it's helped a lot.
- 25:58A lot of officers who needed help
- 26:00maybe didn't even realize they needed help.
- 26:03And Rick, it sounds like maybe that that's your case.
- 26:05Like you say, you kind of
- 26:06compartmentalized the trauma of that event.
- 26:11And you went on with your life and you went back on the job the
- 26:13very next day and you had to deal with it in your own way.
- 26:18And I have to believe it had an impact on your life.
- 26:21No doubt.
- 26:23I wouldn't dispute that.
- 26:26And sure it has an impact and we're going to talk about this next
- 26:29story, which I think is probably had an even greater impact.
- 26:34And Rick and I had some experiences and we're going to talk that
- 26:41again in a minute with Joey Martin's murder.
- 26:46And you know, as you said, Craig, you compartmentalize these things
- 26:52and Rick and I shared some of this and we've talked about it, but
- 26:57we never really talked about it until right before doing this
- 27:03podcast interview today, where Rick and I kind of threw it around
- 27:08on the phone and went back and forth.
- 27:11And you know, I had to always believe in my mind that Rick was
- 27:18carrying some heavy, heavy weight from the crazy shit that he had
- 27:22to deal with in these situations.
- 27:25But you know, I never asked him that because we just kind of dealt
- 27:29with it and we were there and we could talk about it, but we never,
- 27:35as cops, you just don't really go up and put
- 27:37your arm around somebody and say, how are you?
- 27:40Rick's story isn't over.
- 27:42Part 2 picks up with Joey Martin.
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