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- 0:30Speaker 1: share a conversation with you because you're doing something that
- 0:33Speaker 1: so many of us would love to do, and that
- 0:35Speaker 1: is having an open conversation about the reality of where
- 0:38Speaker 1: we stand today. And I'm just so proud of you
- 0:41Speaker 1: for having that courage to put that pin to paper
- 0:43Speaker 1: or your fingers on that computer keyboard.
- 0:46Speaker 2: Well, thank you very much. I you know, are we
- 0:50Speaker 2: on live right now or well?
- 0:53Speaker 3: I don't do live radio.
- 0:54Speaker 1: And the reason why, the reason why I don't do
- 0:56Speaker 1: that is because because it gives you an opportunity to
- 0:59Speaker 1: have a real conversation and we're not We're not going
- 1:01Speaker 1: to be like a seven second little news story. You're
- 1:04Speaker 1: going to see at five o'clock. And you know who
- 1:05Speaker 1: inspired me on that, Ronald Reagan, because he called us
- 1:08Speaker 1: a SoundBite generation.
- 1:10Speaker 2: And I have moved wonderful.
- 1:11Speaker 3: Oh I have.
- 1:12Speaker 1: Never lost that when Ronald Reagan said that, it's like
- 1:14Speaker 1: that's you know, stuck inside of me forever.
- 1:18Speaker 2: Well, I'm looking forward to this man, and I just
- 1:21Speaker 2: want to come right out and tell you to begin with,
- 1:26Speaker 2: I wrote the book as a sense of self purpose.
- 1:29Speaker 3: Yes.
- 1:30Speaker 2: I wasn't thinking about making any kind of contribution to
- 1:33Speaker 2: racism or the problem of poverty or anything like that.
- 1:37Speaker 2: I just wanted to wake up from I was sleepwalking
- 1:40Speaker 2: in life. I'm eighty, mister Collins, I'm eighty two years old.
- 1:45Speaker 2: All right. I've been successful in my life. I've done
- 1:47Speaker 2: a lot of things and been successful at it. But
- 1:50Speaker 2: I had a friend of mine who actually I dedicated
- 1:54Speaker 2: the book to. His name is Frank Kashi.
- 1:56Speaker 3: Yes you did, Yes you did.
- 1:58Speaker 2: And he told me he said, he said, this is
- 2:00Speaker 2: a treasurer of sorts. I said, what do you mean, Frank?
- 2:03Speaker 2: He said this? He said, you you didn't had a
- 2:08Speaker 2: sense of purpose, but there's there's something else that is
- 2:11Speaker 2: of value to your book. And he said, you ought
- 2:15Speaker 2: to publish it. I wasn't going to publish it. I
- 2:18Speaker 2: was just gonna I put a manuscript out there. I
- 2:21Speaker 2: had hen review it and I then I had a
- 2:24Speaker 2: some editors look at it. And one of the editors,
- 2:27Speaker 2: I won't name him, he said, man, he said, you
- 2:29Speaker 2: gotta put this book in the in the publication. I said,
- 2:34Speaker 2: wait a minute, I said, so. I was looking at
- 2:38Speaker 2: the but it wasn't the cost of my time and everything.
- 2:41Speaker 2: And like I said, I'm eighty two years old, I'm
- 2:44Speaker 2: not getting any younger. So but after I other people
- 2:48Speaker 2: who read the book said the same thing to me,
- 2:52Speaker 2: and it sort of egged me on here and pushed
- 2:55Speaker 2: me to get somebody to maybe to promote the book
- 2:58Speaker 2: for me and contact some folks like yourself and you know,
- 3:02Speaker 2: talk about it well.
- 3:03Speaker 1: One of the things that inspires me so much about you,
- 3:06Speaker 1: RW is the fact that you are honest here and
- 3:08Speaker 1: the fact that you just shared with me that it
- 3:10Speaker 1: started off as kind of a personal kind of writing.
- 3:13Speaker 1: I get that because I've been a daily writer since
- 3:15Speaker 1: July of nineteen ninety four. There are things that I
- 3:18Speaker 1: put in that daily writing that somebody would say, oh
- 3:21Speaker 1: my god. And yet it's the kind of language that
- 3:24Speaker 1: we need to share, like you're sharing with us today.
- 3:26Speaker 1: Inside this book. You have courage to put Mulletmann out here.
- 3:30Speaker 1: But it came through the honesty of just being a
- 3:33Speaker 1: writer for yourself and everybody else said, Oh my god,
- 3:36Speaker 1: this is exactly what needs.
- 3:37Speaker 3: To be out here. Have you read the book, dude,
- 3:41Speaker 3: It's been in my hands.
- 3:42Speaker 1: Of course. This is not a book to be read.
- 3:44Speaker 1: This is a book to be studied. This is a
- 3:46Speaker 1: book where you need a yellow highlighter and you go
- 3:49Speaker 1: back to it because because you know, this is proof
- 3:52Speaker 1: that history does repeat itself. And it's like and our
- 3:55Speaker 1: w this this is what I don't have. I don't
- 3:57Speaker 1: have my mom and dad to run to, but I've
- 4:00Speaker 1: got you. I've got this book, if you know. And
- 4:03Speaker 1: I'm not going to be the only one that's going
- 4:05Speaker 1: to say that, Wow.
- 4:07Speaker 2: I just I just I'm overwhelmed by that. I like
- 4:13Speaker 2: I said that. The thing I guess I want to
- 4:16Speaker 2: point out that people is historically a guy named Arthur Schlessinger.
- 4:22Speaker 2: He was a historian for JFK back in the sixties.
- 4:26Speaker 2: Brilliant man wrote an article and I don't know it
- 4:30Speaker 2: probably appeared in New York Times or Washington Post or
- 4:33Speaker 2: something like that about how the country has become fractured. Okay,
- 4:38Speaker 2: use that word fractured. I never forgot that word. And
- 4:41Speaker 2: he divided the country up in the six or seven
- 4:44Speaker 2: little pieces, you know, and maybe it was more than that,
- 4:47Speaker 2: but I don't believe we're fractured anymore. I think what
- 4:51Speaker 2: I called it the Humpty dumpty all the king's horses.
- 4:56Speaker 2: Normally kings men ain't going to put humpty together again.
- 4:59Speaker 2: We are in we're in some serious problems right now,
- 5:03Speaker 2: I you know, and I just think that quite frankly.
- 5:09Speaker 2: You know, President Obama was in there for two times.
- 5:12Speaker 2: They never touched this subject. They never touched this issue.
- 5:17Speaker 2: I don't know if they wanted, were afraid to touch it,
- 5:20Speaker 2: or if they didn't think it was worthwhile. But you know,
- 5:25Speaker 2: when you got the South, the Southern Poverty Law Center
- 5:31Speaker 2: given money to the KKK and the skinheads, I mean
- 5:36Speaker 2: you got to say there's something going there's something wrong here.
- 5:41Speaker 2: And if if this book can get people talking about seriously,
- 5:46Speaker 2: which Mster Collins, I'm not sure as possible. And I'll
- 5:50Speaker 2: tell you why. Just turned on the TV and looked
- 5:54Speaker 2: at these Senate hearings, in these congressional hearings about people
- 5:58Speaker 2: who are supposed to be really, really intelligent, they got
- 6:01Speaker 2: you know, degrees from everywhere you go, and within ten
- 6:04Speaker 2: seconds of the conversation they're yelling and screaming in each
- 6:07Speaker 2: other and no one's getting anything out of that. I
- 6:11Speaker 2: just don't It doesn't make sense. But I think that
- 6:15Speaker 2: what I think it does tell you is the Sri
- 6:19Speaker 2: state of affairs that the country is currently in. And
- 6:25Speaker 2: I think the media. Now, you know, you've got freedom
- 6:29Speaker 2: of speech. I understand that, and that's that's crucial. But
- 6:32Speaker 2: I think the media, whether it knows it or not,
- 6:36Speaker 2: is promoting some kind of.
- 6:37Speaker 3: Yes, yes they are.
- 6:40Speaker 2: I mean, I can't say that unequivocally. You know, you
- 6:46Speaker 2: have to study that and do all kinds of stuff.
- 6:48Speaker 1: I can back that up r W. And then here's
- 6:50Speaker 1: how I'm going to back it up is that I
- 6:51Speaker 1: work for a grocery store. I wanted to be with
- 6:54Speaker 1: real people, and my wife goes go be with real people.
- 6:57Speaker 1: Then at a grocery store or a home depot, because
- 7:00Speaker 1: that's where real people are. Every day, I am with
- 7:04Speaker 1: men and women who are white, Black, Asian, Korean Russian, Ukrainian.
- 7:08Speaker 1: I don't hold any grudge against anybody, and you know,
- 7:10Speaker 1: the people that are in that store don't hold grudges either.
- 7:13Speaker 1: And then I step out into the real world, and
- 7:15Speaker 1: what does CNN say? What does Fox say? They say,
- 7:19Speaker 1: we've got a problem, And I'm going what store? What
- 7:21Speaker 1: did I just work for? Because I'm not seeing it
- 7:23Speaker 1: inside that store?
- 7:25Speaker 2: Yeah, it's it's masked. I mean there is a I mean,
- 7:29Speaker 2: I don't, mister Collins, this is sort of above my
- 7:33Speaker 2: pay grade. And aline, like I said, I'm eighty two
- 7:36Speaker 2: years old. I'm an old man. I you know, I
- 7:39Speaker 2: really don't. I'm pretty comfortable in life. Yeah, but when
- 7:45Speaker 2: I don't think anything exemplifies this more than what you said. Then,
- 7:50Speaker 2: when the astronauts landed, okay, and they were out there
- 7:56Speaker 2: for the interview, and what is the first media guy
- 8:01Speaker 2: asked Victor Glover, who was a black man, who was
- 8:04Speaker 2: the captain or commander of this book. He says, well,
- 8:08Speaker 2: how does it feel to be the first black man?
- 8:11Speaker 2: Now this is the stuff that really it cranks my track.
- 8:15Speaker 2: Where does it feel to be the first black man
- 8:17Speaker 2: that did this full around the moon and went to
- 8:19Speaker 2: father's and to mister Glover's credit and to his ability
- 8:27Speaker 2: to think on his feet. And he's thought about this lie,
- 8:30Speaker 2: he says, sir, and you could tell there was a
- 8:33Speaker 2: little bit of disdainment in he says. This isn't about
- 8:37Speaker 2: black history or white history. This is about humanity.
- 8:42Speaker 3: Absolutely.
- 8:43Speaker 2: Now you can write that down. Somebody should really study
- 8:48Speaker 2: that and say, now this guy, this guy told this,
- 8:52Speaker 2: and it is a black guy told this guy. Man,
- 8:53Speaker 2: he says, knock this crap off with his race bating
- 8:56Speaker 2: and all this other stuff that you're pulling here. We
- 8:59Speaker 2: got issues, there's no doubt about it. We got we
- 9:02Speaker 2: got problems. But we don't need the media to keep on,
- 9:06Speaker 2: you know, stoking the flames of this. If you want
- 9:09Speaker 2: to do something constructive, you want to criticize constructively, fine,
- 9:14Speaker 2: no problem, go about it. I'm with you. I'll jump
- 9:18Speaker 2: on the bandwagon. But when you're out there with political
- 9:22Speaker 2: uh slants to everything to denigrate somebody, you know that
- 9:28Speaker 2: doesn't That's why we're in trouble. We are in serious trouble.
- 9:34Speaker 2: And like I said in the book, I said, there's
- 9:38Speaker 2: too many people that's going to make money off of this.
- 9:40Speaker 2: There's too much power to be made you don't you
- 9:43Speaker 2: don't make power trying to unify country. And what I
- 9:49Speaker 2: think is also is I think racism is being used
- 9:52Speaker 2: as just another lever to divide the country. I know
- 9:57Speaker 2: I'm going on here, and if you want to interject something,
- 9:59Speaker 2: you know, pop it off. But I'm not sure this
- 10:03Speaker 2: is just simply about money or power. I think really,
- 10:07Speaker 2: when you get down down to this, there are people
- 10:09Speaker 2: who deliberately trying to destroy the country.
- 10:14Speaker 1: Yeah, that's why I think it's kind of really weird.
- 10:17Speaker 1: And it could be just me. The King of England
- 10:20Speaker 1: is here in the United States on our two hundred
- 10:22Speaker 1: and fiftieth birthday, and I'm sitting here thinking, oh my god.
- 10:26Speaker 1: You know, I it's such a it's got such a
- 10:29Speaker 1: dang different place inside my heart because this is not
- 10:32Speaker 1: the same thirteen colonies of two hundred and fifty years ago.
- 10:36Speaker 1: It is so different. And here comes the King of England,
- 10:39Speaker 1: who we were trying to get away from, and he's
- 10:41Speaker 1: here to celebrate our two hundred and fiftieth birthday. He's like,
- 10:44Speaker 1: what the hell, what the hell here?
- 10:48Speaker 2: It's crazy.
- 10:49Speaker 3: It's just like, Okay, is this an oxymoron? What's going
- 10:53Speaker 3: on here?
- 10:55Speaker 2: Well, listen. I appreciate you talking about this. The other
- 11:00Speaker 2: thing about the book is I think that what it
- 11:02Speaker 2: has to offer, it has to offer a lot about
- 11:06Speaker 2: things like poverty too.
- 11:07Speaker 3: Yes, sir, yes, sir, yes, sir Amen Amen.
- 11:10Speaker 2: Chapter five in that thing is is you know one
- 11:16Speaker 2: of the chapters I like the best. It's about it,
- 11:18Speaker 2: young man. I went to school with sixth grade and
- 11:21Speaker 2: down there in Western At, Florida, and his name was
- 11:24Speaker 2: Robert E. Lee Bobo Griever, Oh my goodness, Bobo. No
- 11:29Speaker 2: one knew why they called him Bobo. But didn't have
- 11:33Speaker 2: any shoes. His parents lived in a two room shack
- 11:36Speaker 2: and then some working as a sharecroppers or something like
- 11:40Speaker 2: that on a farm taking care of pigs. Bobo had
- 11:45Speaker 2: never had shoes in his life. The clothes he had
- 11:47Speaker 2: on were rags. He was in my sixth grade class
- 11:50Speaker 2: at West Kenet, Florida, when I was there in the
- 11:53Speaker 2: sixth grade, and he smelt awful. He was a great kid,
- 11:59Speaker 2: but he had not We would give him fireballs and
- 12:03Speaker 2: marbles to play with us, you know, and he says,
- 12:05Speaker 2: so he could have, so he had. The kid had
- 12:06Speaker 2: absolutely nothing, but he he never let that wear him down.
- 12:13Speaker 2: He never. I mean he was. He knew it. He
- 12:17Speaker 2: knew he wasn't going to go anywhere and become anything.
- 12:21Speaker 2: But the problem was is that he got sick. Okay,
- 12:27Speaker 2: little story here. He was. He smelled so bad that
- 12:31Speaker 2: the teacher put him in the front of the room
- 12:32Speaker 2: so he could see the blackboy. The boy could barely
- 12:36Speaker 2: read and write, okay barely, and he was proud of it.
- 12:40Speaker 2: He was like a little peacock strutting around. He says,
- 12:44Speaker 2: look at me, I'm in the front of the glass.
- 12:47Speaker 2: And she said, well, he couldn't see the blackboy. I mean, yeah,
- 12:52Speaker 2: so she had to put him in the front. We
- 12:53Speaker 2: all knew that wasn't wasn't the case because we played
- 12:57Speaker 2: ball with him. I mean, you know, he says, he hell,
- 13:00Speaker 2: he could see as good as they think of us.
- 13:02Speaker 2: But that's what she did in it. It was he
- 13:05Speaker 2: was happy with it. And I'll tell you what, we
- 13:07Speaker 2: learned a lot. And this is the thing, mister Collins,
- 13:10Speaker 2: that I found out in life. Sometimes you learn you
- 13:15Speaker 2: learn so much about life in places and situations through
- 13:20Speaker 2: that you would never even imagine that you could do that.
- 13:24Speaker 3: Please do not.
- 13:24Speaker 1: Move our w's got a lot of things to share
- 13:28Speaker 1: with us, and we are just getting started the name
- 13:33Speaker 1: of his first book. At eighty two years in age Mulletman,
- 13:37Speaker 1: we are back with writer R. W.
- 13:40Speaker 3: Fields.
- 13:42Speaker 1: Stories like this, Our W that really open up my
- 13:44Speaker 1: heart to continue pushing forward with today's new generation. And
- 13:47Speaker 1: because you know, I always hear it all the time
- 13:49Speaker 1: from him, I don't have any money, I don't have this,
- 13:52Speaker 1: I don't have that. And I go, what do you
- 13:54Speaker 1: have that you're proud of? Well, you know I do
- 13:57Speaker 1: have some friends. Then why can't you be rich with friendship?
- 14:00Speaker 1: Why can't you expand that and build new friends? And
- 14:03Speaker 1: so I because I grew up poor and I don't
- 14:05Speaker 1: want to go back there again. And the thing about
- 14:08Speaker 1: it is, though, is that my dad used to say,
- 14:09Speaker 1: define what poor is. Define a house versus a home.
- 14:13Speaker 1: Define what having no shoes is all about? Because one
- 14:16Speaker 1: day you're going to somebody's gonna look at you saying
- 14:18Speaker 1: he had the weight of the shoes on his back,
- 14:20Speaker 1: but he kept moving forward. You know, there's so many
- 14:24Speaker 1: you're rich with experience, And at eighty two years old,
- 14:27Speaker 1: our W, you are rich with experience.
- 14:31Speaker 2: Well, thank you very much for that. I've had a
- 14:35Speaker 2: very interesting in the exciting life if you will, I never,
- 14:43Speaker 2: you know. I hear people tay to talk about worrying
- 14:46Speaker 2: about their kids killming in and out of schools, you know,
- 14:49Speaker 2: and taking them in and out. I was in and
- 14:51Speaker 2: out of six different schools in five years.
- 14:54Speaker 3: Good.
- 14:55Speaker 2: I mean, you know, it's you're just it nevered me.
- 15:00Speaker 2: In fact, I look back, and I say this in
- 15:03Speaker 2: the book, I look back at what a learning experience
- 15:06Speaker 2: that was for me, all the places we went, all
- 15:09Speaker 2: the things we did. Fortunately, you know, my dad loved
- 15:13Speaker 2: and part of the book is about fishing. And my
- 15:15Speaker 2: dad loved to fish. You love to catch it, and
- 15:17Speaker 2: if it swam in the ocean, he'd catch it neat Okay,
- 15:21Speaker 2: I'm telling you. And we didn't. We were like you.
- 15:24Speaker 2: We didn't have a whole hell lot of money. He
- 15:26Speaker 2: was in the navy. We had a steady job in that.
- 15:29Speaker 2: But we never had a lot of money. But we
- 15:34Speaker 2: did things and wherever we went it was. Fishing was
- 15:38Speaker 2: high on my list. It still is today because I'm
- 15:41Speaker 2: eighty two years old. And when I retired, I went
- 15:43Speaker 2: into fly fishing, and then I fished. Now I don't
- 15:47Speaker 2: fish as much as I like because my body is
- 15:50Speaker 2: wearing out on me. But I fish for a fly, Rode,
- 15:54Speaker 2: I fish for tarpain. I said, you know, I'm going
- 15:56Speaker 2: to give you guys a chance, and you're fishing for tarpin.
- 16:01Speaker 2: He doesn't need much of a much much of an
- 16:04Speaker 2: edge on you. He's pretty good. I got you where
- 16:06Speaker 2: he wants you. But listen, I I'm glad that people are.
- 16:11Speaker 2: I can't. I'm just overwhelmed that people calling me back
- 16:16Speaker 2: who've read the book and say we couldn't put the
- 16:18Speaker 2: thing down. I said, well, you know, when there's I
- 16:26Speaker 2: think there's other messages in the book, no other than
- 16:29Speaker 2: the racism and poverty. I had an experience there when
- 16:35Speaker 2: you read about it, when I shot my sister in
- 16:38Speaker 2: the head with my and I thought she deserved it. Well,
- 16:43Speaker 2: when my dad got done with me and my mom
- 16:45Speaker 2: got down, he never got the belt. They told me
- 16:47Speaker 2: that said, you know what you did is you destroyed
- 16:50Speaker 2: the love of your sister had for you. And then I,
- 16:52Speaker 2: you know, I felt like a third I mean that
- 16:55Speaker 2: was really bummed out. And I went in there and
- 16:59Speaker 2: I looked at her, seeing her and talked read a
- 17:02Speaker 2: book story to her. She went to sleep. And your
- 17:06Speaker 2: name is errow, right errow, I said, do I look
- 17:09Speaker 2: at she was asleep there, and I never seen her
- 17:12Speaker 2: like that, you know, And I got to thinking about it,
- 17:15Speaker 2: you know, I her love for me was was damaged
- 17:19Speaker 2: because of what I did to her. It wasn't me
- 17:21Speaker 2: shooting her with the court gun. It was you know,
- 17:24Speaker 2: what happened to her and I. So that was a
- 17:27Speaker 2: little thing I got in life from something I had done.
- 17:32Speaker 2: My sister loved me, she absolutely and I looked at
- 17:36Speaker 2: her as the it. You know, you read the book
- 17:38Speaker 2: and I looked at her as that was the it,
- 17:41Speaker 2: because she was a little terror. You know. It was
- 17:44Speaker 2: seven years difference in our ages, and that didn't help.
- 17:47Speaker 2: But man, I'm so glad. I'm just glad that people
- 17:53Speaker 2: like yourself read the book and you see the messages
- 17:59Speaker 2: that are in the book.
- 18:00Speaker 1: Well, there are a lot of messages in there. And
- 18:02Speaker 1: I'll tell you what I felt. And this goes all
- 18:04Speaker 1: the way back to my childhood when the preacher man
- 18:06Speaker 1: would say, one day before you go into heaven, you're
- 18:09Speaker 1: gonna sit down and watch a movie that God has
- 18:12Speaker 1: provided for you, and it's gonna be about you. And
- 18:14Speaker 1: I look about, I look at a book like this,
- 18:16Speaker 1: and I'm going you sat with God, you sat down
- 18:19Speaker 1: and you went over your life and then God said,
- 18:22Speaker 1: you know what, look at what you learned. And not
- 18:24Speaker 1: only did you learn it, you're now gonna teach it.
- 18:27Speaker 1: And that's what your life was all about, our W.
- 18:29Speaker 1: And we're going to move forward now with the next
- 18:31Speaker 1: book of your life.
- 18:33Speaker 2: Well, thank you very much, man, I mean you take
- 18:35Speaker 2: my I tell you what, I'm just overwhelmed with a
- 18:39Speaker 2: compliment here. And I never suspected they were everywhere and
- 18:43Speaker 2: thought that it would get to this level. But you
- 18:46Speaker 2: know what, if I touched one person with this book, yep,
- 18:49Speaker 2: and apparently I have. I feel I can't tell you
- 18:53Speaker 2: how that to me is worth everything. I can't. I
- 18:57Speaker 2: can't tell you that people call me I said, Dick,
- 19:00Speaker 2: we couldn't. We couldn't put the book down. And so
- 19:04Speaker 2: I just thank you and thank you for your encouragement.
- 19:08Speaker 2: And I feel he made my day. Brother.
- 19:11Speaker 1: Well, don't you think, though, that this book is really
- 19:13Speaker 1: a conversation between eighty two year old our W and
- 19:17Speaker 1: that nineteen fifties version of you, because I talk about
- 19:20Speaker 1: that a lot. That I have to go back one
- 19:22Speaker 1: day to talk to my fourteen year old self and say, dude,
- 19:26Speaker 1: I know you had radio dreams at fourteen, but we're done.
- 19:29Speaker 1: And I just feel like that this book is one
- 19:31Speaker 1: of those where our w sat down with his writing
- 19:33Speaker 1: instrument and said, hey, how are you back there in
- 19:36Speaker 1: nineteen fifty Did we do good to get up here
- 19:39Speaker 1: to twenty twenty six?
- 19:40Speaker 3: How do we do along the way? And what did
- 19:42Speaker 3: we learn?
- 19:44Speaker 2: Yeah, and that is one of the things I hope
- 19:48Speaker 2: that really comes out in the book. I told you
- 19:50Speaker 2: I did this mostly out of a sense of selfishna selfishly.
- 19:55Speaker 2: I don't care.
- 19:56Speaker 3: I love it.
- 19:57Speaker 1: I thank you for being selfish then, because you're awesome
- 20:00Speaker 1: self less because you set the book free. That makes
- 20:03Speaker 1: you self less.
- 20:05Speaker 2: Well, thank you very much. But you know, and I'm
- 20:09Speaker 2: thinking about it and write it and I wanted to learn.
- 20:16Speaker 2: Let me see about oh, maybe fifteen sixteen years ago,
- 20:22Speaker 2: I had an epiphany of sorts and I don't want
- 20:24Speaker 2: to use that word is pretty powerful, but it is.
- 20:26Speaker 2: I had an awakening. I had an awakening, I said, well,
- 20:30Speaker 2: and it was from talking Frank Crashido.
- 20:32Speaker 3: All the time.
- 20:32Speaker 2: He said, Dick, he said, asked me this question. This
- 20:35Speaker 2: is a question we should all ask ourselves who are you?
- 20:39Speaker 3: Yep, who are you?
- 20:43Speaker 2: And I'm sitting here, I said, oh, I know who
- 20:45Speaker 2: the hell I am. You know, I'm I'm I'm RW
- 20:48Speaker 2: And I know what the I know, I know what
- 20:50Speaker 2: the score is. I've been this, I accomplished this, I
- 20:53Speaker 2: graduated to you know, got a master's degree and all
- 20:56Speaker 2: this stuff, business and everything like that. But he said,
- 20:58Speaker 2: well who are you? And I said hmm. He said,
- 21:03Speaker 2: you know, most of us go through life with sleepwalking.
- 21:07Speaker 2: You've heard this before with sleepwalking. And you know, you
- 21:11Speaker 2: live a life and you get to the end of
- 21:12Speaker 2: it and bang your dead and what did you do?
- 21:14Speaker 2: Did you even know yourself? How can you know others?
- 21:17Speaker 2: How can you know others if you don't even know yourself?
- 21:20Speaker 2: And Frank you say to say this to me all
- 21:22Speaker 2: the time. He said, That's why I started writing stuff.
- 21:25Speaker 2: I started with my what I call my cogitations. Then
- 21:28Speaker 2: I tried poetry, and oh man, I love poets. I
- 21:32Speaker 2: tell you what. I never read poetry in my life
- 21:34Speaker 2: until I started to try a boy, until I started
- 21:41Speaker 2: writing it. Poets, you can write this down. There are
- 21:45Speaker 2: people that are off the chart. They are exceptional. They
- 21:47Speaker 2: can take words and make you think, and really that's
- 21:52Speaker 2: what it's all about, and make you see a vision
- 21:55Speaker 2: that you may not have ever thought about. But they
- 21:58Speaker 2: can do that with words. To me, it's just absolutely
- 22:03Speaker 2: it's a gift. And I never thought, you know, poets
- 22:07Speaker 2: yelling right my world? Didn't you with poetry? And I said, well,
- 22:12Speaker 2: you they're great. The men and women that write poetry,
- 22:15Speaker 2: that are poets, I mean that can really write poet.
- 22:18Speaker 2: I'm not talking rhymes and jingle.
- 22:20Speaker 3: Right right, all right, poets and writers.
- 22:23Speaker 2: Writing this book gave me such a how about that dible?
- 22:28Speaker 2: Oh justin I can't you know writers? I thought it
- 22:32Speaker 2: would be easy. Yeah, right. Two and a half years
- 22:35Speaker 2: after I started writing this thing, I'm still pulling my
- 22:38Speaker 2: hair out, you know.
- 22:40Speaker 1: You know You've given me something, though, RW that that
- 22:43Speaker 1: can't go missed. And the reason why it is because
- 22:45Speaker 1: this is a full circle moment for me. Not even
- 22:48Speaker 1: an hour and a half ago, I put up on
- 22:49Speaker 1: iHeartRadio a an essay of sorts as they call them,
- 22:53Speaker 1: and that it's all based on you asked the question
- 22:56Speaker 1: who are you? My question on iHeartRadio was who are you?
- 23:00Speaker 1: In the eyes of the people who think they know you?
- 23:03Speaker 1: So therefore, I mean, so it's say you're asking who
- 23:06Speaker 1: are you? I want to know who they think we are?
- 23:09Speaker 1: Our w What do they think since they don't know
- 23:11Speaker 1: your full story until they read this book, who do
- 23:14Speaker 1: they think you are?
- 23:15Speaker 3: You know what I mean?
- 23:16Speaker 2: Yeah? Oh, and listen one of the things and I
- 23:22Speaker 2: call this, I call this if you want to attribute
- 23:26Speaker 2: something to me that I think is worthwhile, listen to
- 23:29Speaker 2: what I want to tell you about. I think today
- 23:33Speaker 2: with all the methods of communication, the bombardment of this
- 23:40Speaker 2: kind of communication, the newspapers, the television, the magazines, the
- 23:47Speaker 2: social media or the Facebook stuff chitters, the chats and
- 23:52Speaker 2: all the tweets. And I don't use that stuff. I'm
- 23:55Speaker 2: an analog guy. I come, I don't get this digital stuff.
- 24:00Speaker 2: But I use it, but I don't like it. And
- 24:03Speaker 2: I'm telling you what all it does is it leads
- 24:07Speaker 2: to what I call the nonsense of the noise, and
- 24:11Speaker 2: it bombards us every moment of our waking life. It
- 24:16Speaker 2: prevents you from thinking. And what it does is it
- 24:21Speaker 2: puts stuff into your mind that is worthless crap. And
- 24:27Speaker 2: it's done deliberately. And again I'm getting back to this,
- 24:31Speaker 2: and this is something that I'm working on in my mind,
- 24:35Speaker 2: I think it's done deliberately, use that these tools are
- 24:39Speaker 2: done deliberately to divide the country, and it's they're doing
- 24:45Speaker 2: a good job of it. I mean, we are divided
- 24:48Speaker 2: like I've never seen it before. And you know, I
- 24:52Speaker 2: don't know what's going to happen here. I ain't got
- 24:54Speaker 2: much longer, But guys like you, I think you're going
- 24:57Speaker 2: to see something that you wouldn't believe just years ago.
- 25:01Speaker 2: We believe it.
- 25:02Speaker 1: When did you When did you develop that voice in
- 25:06Speaker 1: the way my father used to tell me all the time.
- 25:08Speaker 1: One day you're going to be that man that's going
- 25:11Speaker 1: to be able to say something and people will finally
- 25:13Speaker 1: sit down to listen to you. In other words, he
- 25:15Speaker 1: said that, he says that when and because I'll be
- 25:17Speaker 1: sixty four here in the next couple of months. And
- 25:19Speaker 1: the thing is is that, you know, it's like, when
- 25:21Speaker 1: do I hit that age where I'm going to be
- 25:23Speaker 1: like our W and say something and people are going
- 25:26Speaker 1: to say, my god, oh my god, this guy paid
- 25:30Speaker 1: attention and here's growing years. My god, this our w
- 25:33Speaker 1: guy has someone to really look into.
- 25:35Speaker 2: Well, you know, I again, I got the only explanation
- 25:42Speaker 2: that I had for this, and this is what I
- 25:44Speaker 2: also truly believe. It's within all of us. Yeah, it's
- 25:48Speaker 2: within all of us to do this. It's just whether
- 25:52Speaker 2: or not you can get out of the nonsense of
- 25:54Speaker 2: the noise long.
- 25:55Speaker 3: Enough you can pleasure do it. Yep, God bless and.
- 25:57Speaker 2: That's what I did. Fortunately I did that I can't
- 26:03Speaker 2: and again it was with the help of my friend,
- 26:06Speaker 2: dear friend who's passed now, mister Creshido, and I hope
- 26:10Speaker 2: to see him on the other side, Like I ate
- 26:12Speaker 2: a book, and he was just great politically, we were
- 26:18Speaker 2: at opposite end of the spectrum. Amazing, but well we
- 26:23Speaker 2: could talk with each other because I respected him and
- 26:26Speaker 2: he respected me, and we talk with each other. It
- 26:31Speaker 2: wasn't a situation where you're talking where you're trying to
- 26:33Speaker 2: put the other guy down. That's what I see today,
- 26:36Speaker 2: you know, step on the other guy, step right on
- 26:38Speaker 2: the throope, make him look like a jerk so no
- 26:40Speaker 2: one will vote for him, or no one will give
- 26:42Speaker 2: him money or whatever the hell, and listen to him.
- 26:44Speaker 2: You can make up whatever you want. But in answer
- 26:47Speaker 2: to your question, it happened to me Jesus, like I said,
- 26:53Speaker 2: when I had that epicity, and I started I think
- 26:56Speaker 2: it was a twenty sixteen I started writing my I
- 27:00Speaker 2: call cogitations. Now this is cogitations, opinions, horse sense, and horseshit.
- 27:07Speaker 2: That's what I say was, That's what I named That's
- 27:10Speaker 2: what I named it. So and I've got I kept
- 27:12Speaker 2: it all. I wrote it. When something popped in my head,
- 27:15Speaker 2: I wrote it down because if I didn't, you know,
- 27:18Speaker 2: I forgot about it or something like that. And I've
- 27:21Speaker 2: kept a lot of this since twenty and sixteen. And
- 27:26Speaker 2: that's what I'm as much as proud of is that
- 27:28Speaker 2: as I am in writing this book, because I write
- 27:31Speaker 2: my thoughts down and I want to leave it to
- 27:33Speaker 2: my kids, who they don't know me. I'm their father,
- 27:37Speaker 2: but they really don't know their father, you know, because
- 27:40Speaker 2: his father, their father, doesn't even know who the hell
- 27:42Speaker 2: he is. How do they know who I am? So
- 27:45Speaker 2: hopefully by doing this, I leave something for them that
- 27:49Speaker 2: they can appreciate. They may not like it, but at
- 27:52Speaker 2: least it gives them some idea of how big of
- 27:54Speaker 2: an asshole pardon me, how big of an ass or
- 27:57Speaker 2: old man was?
- 27:58Speaker 3: I love it.
- 27:59Speaker 1: Where can people go to find out more about RW?
- 28:02Speaker 1: Because This is definitely one of those reads where you know,
- 28:05Speaker 1: in the summertime when people are out at the lakes fishing,
- 28:08Speaker 1: or whether they're out at the ocean or wherever they're traveling,
- 28:10Speaker 1: or even on an airplane traveling someplace. I want them
- 28:13Speaker 1: to be able to embrace this book, but they need
- 28:16Speaker 1: to take a yellow highlighter with them, because you say,
- 28:19Speaker 1: some junk here that cannot be forgotten and then stuffed
- 28:22Speaker 1: away into a book.
- 28:24Speaker 2: Wow, oh man, you're you're blowing my doors off here, buddy.
- 28:29Speaker 2: You can buy them. You can buy the hardback, paperback
- 28:33Speaker 2: and ebook from Amazon. Nice okay, Amazon dot com. They
- 28:38Speaker 2: got that. I got an audio book that I put out.
- 28:41Speaker 2: They convinced me, you know, Zone said, you know a
- 28:44Speaker 2: couple of grand and will produce an audio book for you.
- 28:47Speaker 2: So I produced the audio book with this stipulation that
- 28:50Speaker 2: as much as the it's the Southern dialect, it is
- 28:53Speaker 2: really hard to mimic, you know, in these the heroes.
- 28:56Speaker 2: And I told them, I said, if you put in
- 28:59Speaker 2: actual black narrators to do the dialect, you know, with
- 29:05Speaker 2: the black folks in the book, I think that would
- 29:09Speaker 2: be lend credibility to the book instead of just having
- 29:15Speaker 2: the narrator say the whole thing all the way through,
- 29:17Speaker 2: you know, and speak in all different voices, I mean,
- 29:20Speaker 2: one voice for all different people. And they did that.
- 29:23Speaker 2: I think the audiobook is they did it as good
- 29:26Speaker 2: as they can do it. Yeah, the dialect is tough
- 29:30Speaker 2: to do, man, but I thought that was needed.
- 29:35Speaker 1: Well, you know, you know, Mark Twain said one thing
- 29:37Speaker 1: and that in that autobiography that he puts together. He says,
- 29:40Speaker 1: if you do not put your own accent inside your writing,
- 29:44Speaker 1: then you're going to be missing out on telling the
- 29:46Speaker 1: true heart and soul of a nation that's growing and
- 29:48Speaker 1: and and that and so so when I love that
- 29:50Speaker 1: you're talking about that. Because so many people want to
- 29:52Speaker 1: run away from the South. I'm in the South. I
- 29:54Speaker 1: live down here. I don't want anything Southern to disappear
- 29:58Speaker 1: because all these dang Northerners are coming down here right now,
- 30:01Speaker 1: and I really think it's going to be messing up
- 30:03Speaker 1: the soil down here in the South because I don't
- 30:05Speaker 1: want that northern accent down here.
- 30:07Speaker 2: Yeah. I well, we welcome him in Florida. Where do
- 30:12Speaker 2: you live.
- 30:13Speaker 3: I'm in Carolina?
- 30:14Speaker 2: All right? Well, I remember in Carolina, one of one
- 30:19Speaker 2: of my first jobs. I went out with a guy
- 30:21Speaker 2: and we were at in the back country and uh oh,
- 30:25Speaker 2: Mike said, he said he had to go into the
- 30:27Speaker 2: seven eleven story. He says, there's a forty four magnum
- 30:30Speaker 2: underneath the underneath the seat and it's floaded. I looked,
- 30:36Speaker 2: there's the first day on the job. And that was
- 30:38Speaker 2: in North Carolina, New Bern, North Carolina. Oh my, we've
- 30:41Speaker 2: gone out in the boonies. You never know what's going
- 30:43Speaker 2: to happen out here. And this was, my god, oh
- 30:49Speaker 2: forty some years ago. God, I mean, I can't even
- 30:52Speaker 2: remember how long ago it was now about maybe even longer. Yeah,
- 30:56Speaker 2: I'd say about forty some years ago. And I said,
- 30:59Speaker 2: oh my god, I said, okay, I'm out of the military. Man.
- 31:02Speaker 2: I mean, it doesn't surprise me, doesn't spook me or
- 31:05Speaker 2: anything like that. But yeah, it's But we in Florida
- 31:11Speaker 2: we tell him down here, guys, bring your money, bring
- 31:16Speaker 2: your work ethic, but don't bring your politics. Leave that.
- 31:20Speaker 2: Leave that up up. You're leaving. You're leaving the place.
- 31:24Speaker 2: Why why are you leaving the place? You don't like
- 31:26Speaker 2: it there, and you voted for those people and they're
- 31:30Speaker 2: in there and they're telling you what to do, taking
- 31:31Speaker 2: your money and telling you how to live, and all
- 31:33Speaker 2: this other stuff, telling you how to raise your kids.
- 31:37Speaker 2: You come down here, leave that junk up there where
- 31:41Speaker 2: you came from, and help us down here to get
- 31:44Speaker 2: the country free again. That's what I'm saying. And you
- 31:48Speaker 2: know you're talking to a guy. I mean, I went
- 31:51Speaker 2: in the service. JFK was President of the United States,
- 31:55Speaker 2: and I thought he was I thought he walked on
- 31:57Speaker 2: water Man. But politics, politics is politics is not what
- 32:06Speaker 2: I don't think is what's going on here. I think
- 32:09Speaker 2: it's an ideology battle. You see this guy that has
- 32:12Speaker 2: just been elected to mayor in New York. He claims
- 32:16Speaker 2: he's a socialist. But I'm looking at this and I'm saying,
- 32:19Speaker 2: then you're looking awful, like to me, like maybe you're
- 32:23Speaker 2: a little bit more communist than you are a socialist.
- 32:26Speaker 2: You want to you want to. You know, if communism
- 32:29Speaker 2: is you cant control of everything, people don't own anything.
- 32:32Speaker 2: Socialism is people own property, but the government tells him
- 32:36Speaker 2: what to do with their property, and capitalism says, you know,
- 32:40Speaker 2: it's your property. You do what you want to within
- 32:43Speaker 2: certain rules and regulations that we got to have because
- 32:46Speaker 2: you know, we're all greedy bastards and so you got
- 32:50Speaker 2: to have that. But I think this is racism is
- 32:54Speaker 2: a is a tool in quality of distribution of money. Uh,
- 33:04Speaker 2: that's also a tool. There's a lot of tools that
- 33:07Speaker 2: are being used now to divide the country instead of
- 33:09Speaker 2: putting it trying to get it together again. Because I'll
- 33:12Speaker 2: tell you, I I hate to say this, but I
- 33:17Speaker 2: don't think. I don't think we can bring the country together.
- 33:20Speaker 2: I really don't.
- 33:21Speaker 3: But it's going to take voices like yours. It's going
- 33:23Speaker 3: to take voices like yours. Tell I don't know, don't
- 33:27Speaker 3: you give up on me? There I am. Don't you
- 33:29Speaker 3: give up on me? Or don't you do it?
- 33:33Speaker 2: I'm still writing. I'm still writing, and I don't think
- 33:36Speaker 2: i'll do another book again. I think i'll we know
- 33:39Speaker 2: with guys like you helping to promote this thing, that
- 33:42Speaker 2: that's going to be the turning turning point right now
- 33:45Speaker 2: if not too many people know I wrote this thing,
- 33:48Speaker 2: and and quite frankly, I'm scared to death. I'm scared
- 33:53Speaker 2: to death if a whole bunch of people do stop
- 33:55Speaker 2: reading this stuff and something happens or you know, I'm
- 34:00Speaker 2: not sure I can handle them money age. I'm really
- 34:03Speaker 2: you know, I don't know. I did what I did
- 34:07Speaker 2: and them, and I'm tickled to death that I did it,
- 34:10Speaker 2: and I will help anybody. But if it's going to
- 34:14Speaker 2: go any further than this, someone else is going to
- 34:17Speaker 2: have to pick up the ball and run with it.
- 34:20Speaker 1: That's it, dude. You got to come back to this
- 34:22Speaker 1: show anytime in the future. I normally only do ten
- 34:24Speaker 1: minute conversations, and look how long you had my attention.
- 34:28Speaker 1: My god, I can't wait to see what you're going
- 34:30Speaker 1: to do with the rest of the world.
- 34:33Speaker 2: Well, don't be disappointed, man, because, like I said, I'm
- 34:35Speaker 2: eighty two and I'm still still writing my cogitations and
- 34:41Speaker 2: someone said I should print those things up.
- 34:43Speaker 3: But yes, yes, yeah, I don't know.
- 34:46Speaker 1: Okay, that's like every every day I write a prayer
- 34:49Speaker 1: in my daily writing and my heart is saying, you
- 34:51Speaker 1: got to release this, you got to put these And
- 34:53Speaker 1: I'm going, why would I release a bunch of stupid prayers?
- 34:55Speaker 1: And I'm going, really, you think they're stupid?
- 34:58Speaker 3: No, yeah, they're.
- 35:00Speaker 1: There for other people too, dude. Don't just keep them
- 35:02Speaker 1: to yourself. That's selfish, buddy.
- 35:04Speaker 2: Yeah. Well, if like I said, I can't tell you
- 35:09Speaker 2: how this has made me feel that I have a
- 35:12Speaker 2: man of a guy of your wisdom and knowledge and
- 35:17Speaker 2: that appreciates this and has given me so much encouragement.
- 35:23Speaker 2: I just and I said to my buddy Frank, I said,
- 35:27Speaker 2: you know, Frank, if this just affects one or two people,
- 35:32Speaker 2: I consider that a success. I do, and I right
- 35:37Speaker 2: now I am a successful author. I may not have
- 35:42Speaker 2: sold a whole many a lot of books, but I
- 35:45Speaker 2: consider myself a successful author. And I'm tickled with that. God,
- 35:50Speaker 2: I'm walking on air right like you, man, And anytime you
- 35:56Speaker 2: want me to listen. Anytime you want me to come
- 36:00Speaker 2: on your show and talk about something, you can call
- 36:03Speaker 2: me anytime.
- 36:04Speaker 3: I'm there.
- 36:06Speaker 2: Okay, I don't know if you I don't know if
- 36:09Speaker 2: you know how to get in touch with me or not?
- 36:11Speaker 3: Sure I do you? You're in my show right now.
- 36:13Speaker 3: What do you mean? Do I do I know how
- 36:14Speaker 3: to get in touch with you? Of course I do.
- 36:16Speaker 3: I figure, my god, you wouldn't be here if I
- 36:18Speaker 3: didn't know how to do that. Okay, Okay, well, you
- 36:22Speaker 3: be brilliant today. Okay, you be brilliant.
- 36:26Speaker 2: Man anymore. I try to be whatever I could be
- 36:29Speaker 2: whenever I wake up in the morning. It's you'll get there.
- 36:35Speaker 2: I hope you'll get there and you'll see what I'm all.
- 36:37Speaker 2: But my mind, my mind works, but parts of my
- 36:41Speaker 2: body don't anymore.
- 36:42Speaker 3: That's okay. You got that money, all right, brother, all right?
- 36:45Speaker 2: Listen, man, it has been a pleasure, and you want
- 36:47Speaker 2: to get in touch with me. Anytime you want to talk,
- 36:51Speaker 2: I will be there to talk with you and anything
- 36:53Speaker 2: you want to talk about. I got a lot of
- 36:55Speaker 2: information jammed in the my nog and and if you're
- 37:00Speaker 2: want to listen to the nonsense, I'll talk with you anytime.
- 37:05Speaker 3: Have a great day, sir, you too.