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- 0:00At our premiere in September of 23, we premiered at the Women's
- 0:04International Film Festival in Philadelphia opening night.
- 0:09I had a dear friend. Yeah, So it was really great.
- 0:12We had a plum position. I had a dear friend from the
- 0:15Netherlands was visiting me and so she attended the the premiere
- 0:21with me and it was almost immediately after the film it's
- 0:27finished and they're rolling their credits.
- 0:30And she looked at me and and exclaimed.
- 0:33She said, I've never really thought that I could be doing
- 0:37this with my money, with my investments.
- 0:40And I thought, bam, that's exactly what we want.
- 0:55Welcome to Women Disrupting Tech.
- 0:58My name is Der Konopkas, and on this podcast, I give the women
- 1:01who work in tech the platform they need to inspire and empower
- 1:05each other. Join me on your journey into the
- 1:08world of entrepreneurship, funding biases, and role models
- 1:13to discover the strategies for success in the tech industry.
- 1:17In other words, how women can disrupt tech.
- 1:21Are you ready to listen? Hey, welcome back to Women
- 1:30Instructing Tech and thank you for tuning in to episode 123.
- 1:36Before we start, in this episode we discuss investments, and
- 1:40everything in this episode is for informational purposes only,
- 1:44and none of the content is intended as investment advice.
- 1:49So you know that capital fuels ideas, but whose ideas are we
- 1:54fielding? In this episode of Women
- 1:57Disrupting Tech, I'm joined by Azin Ratzen van Alebek.
- 2:02She's the Co founder and managing partner at MLN Ventures
- 2:06and the Co producer of the movie Show Her the Money.
- 2:10Azin is using venture capital as a lever for change, not just to
- 2:15generate returns, but to shift behaviours, open doors, and fuel
- 2:21a broader range of ideas. In this episode, Azina and I
- 2:26dive into the question why showing female founders some
- 2:29money builds a better future and reshapes venture capital.
- 2:34By listening to our conversation, you'll learn how
- 2:37capital can be used as a level for change, what she means when
- 2:41she says that thinking big is essential when raising VC money,
- 2:46and why a quick no from an investor can actually be
- 2:49progress. As you'll hear, Azine is a great
- 2:52storyteller. One story that stuck with me is
- 2:55when Azine talks about her time as a stay at home mom.
- 2:59Instead of sitting on the couch waiting for life to happen, she
- 3:03used every available opportunity to learn skills that she needs
- 3:06to grow. I think it's a beautiful way to
- 3:09present motherhood as a strength rather than as a gap on your
- 3:13resume. So when you're ready to listen
- 3:17and learn how showing her the money changes venture capital,
- 3:22please. Welcome to women disrupting tech
- 3:24Azin Ratzen von Aleberg. So Azin Ratzen von Aleberg, good
- 3:32afternoon. Welcome to women disrupting
- 3:34tech. Glad to have you.
- 3:35It's an honor to have you. Let's start with some
- 3:39background. How did you get to funding M
- 3:42Line Ventures? What happened before that?
- 3:46That's such a good question. And dear Count, thank you for
- 3:48having me and Turkan. You and I met in Rotterdam in
- 3:51May of 2025, SA few months ago at the inaugural screening of
- 3:58Show Her the Money, a documentary that was screening
- 4:02in Rotterdam was the first time in the Netherlands.
- 4:05For me, it was a personal win moment as well because I hold
- 4:11Dutch citizenship and have lived in the Netherlands for eight
- 4:14years. And I felt the message of the
- 4:16movie, which is about raising awareness about the alarming
- 4:21lack of women represented in the venture capital industry, right.
- 4:25And this was very originally, it was very much AUS based idea.
- 4:30But as I began talking with my friend group in the my
- 4:33community, my venture capital community, I understood it's
- 4:36really a global issue. And that's why I work so hard to
- 4:40ensure that this film could screen outside the US as well.
- 4:43And I had targeted as the Netherlands as like a country.
- 4:46I really wanted to make sure this conversation was ignited.
- 4:50And in this what your understanding is for me,
- 4:55Emmeline is very mission focused.
- 4:58It is about using venture capital, the proper venture
- 5:03capital techniques, ways of investing, the ability to make
- 5:09outsized returns much larger on average than public market
- 5:12returns, and the ability to change behavior and to bring
- 5:17innovation to our future. That that essence is very
- 5:21important to me when we overlay it with a gender lens.
- 5:26And so I am now in what is often called a third chapter of life.
- 5:30I've had some great prior chapters, big, I don't know,
- 5:34like Hofsticka, almost like a trilogy, if you will.
- 5:38And in this part of my story, I am fully focused on creating
- 5:44legacy on a, on a global level and using my privileges and my
- 5:50past experiences and my past knowledge.
- 5:53It's all ties together. This is the right spot for me
- 5:56right now. Yeah.
- 5:57I think. Also good to understand that
- 6:01indeed our our goal is is the same to close that funding gap,
- 6:08though we have different ways of doing it.
- 6:10Yeah, and I think about that and that's important, right?
- 6:13Like, I think that's that's a celebration that we have
- 6:15different ways of doing it because it is such a large
- 6:19systemic, intractable lease. You know, it seems intractable.
- 6:22Like how are we going to do this?
- 6:24With any large problem? You attack it from all different
- 6:28sides, different angles, with different techniques and
- 6:31different techno tools. Like, right.
- 6:33Visually, I have the image of a huge boulder.
- 6:36Well, we're not all going to focus on one part with the same
- 6:40tool. We're going to approach it from
- 6:42different, from different angles and, and, and different tools.
- 6:45Yours might be blunt edged. Mine might be positioned like a
- 6:49laser, right. Someone else is going to come
- 6:51with some other alchemy to, to break up that boulder.
- 6:55And I think we all need to coordinate and collaborate and
- 6:58celebrate our our community together.
- 7:02Absolutely agree. Yeah, thank you.
- 7:05So I will often present myself as someone who it is
- 7:11extraordinary that I sit in the chair that I do right now given
- 7:15my background and at the same time it is exactly where I
- 7:19should be given my background. So that dichotomy holds true.
- 7:26And, and in this I'll share that I have a great educational
- 7:33foundation. So I always reference it because
- 7:36I'm a firm believer in education and I know that I have benefited
- 7:40from a from a very good one. I studied quantitative
- 7:43economics, so math based economics at Stanford.
- 7:48I worked at a boutique consulting firm where we focused
- 7:51on performance based financial analysis and company valuation
- 7:57for both private publicly traded companies.
- 7:59So I've been immersed at this thinking primarily of overall
- 8:02company value and how the C level and board of directors can
- 8:07operate to improve shareholder value.
- 8:10I went Business School continued and more financial learning and
- 8:15marketing and some other areas, then went back to the same
- 8:18consulting role. So I was on trajectory and had
- 8:22great exposure, learnings network.
- 8:27And and then I took a huge pivot, which it's again a
- 8:32dichotomy like do you know me as the type A business person or do
- 8:36you know me as what? I reinvented myself into the
- 8:39stay at home mom. And so for 25 years, given the
- 8:44given context at that time, I chose to be at stay at home mom.
- 8:48When our first kid was born, I had two more kids.
- 8:51We moved to the Netherlands, I learned Dutch, I figured out how
- 8:55to live in Europe and, and build my own friend group.
- 8:59And then we moved back to the US and I started doing a lot more
- 9:03volunteerism, primarily in school systems.
- 9:05I taught, I coached sports, I've coached life and and performance
- 9:12coaching from a mental side. What else have I done?
- 9:16I've been on a bunch of advisory committees and boards and
- 9:19through it all I've always been an investor, primarily in public
- 9:22markets. And then in 2008 I entered into
- 9:25private into Angel investing. So.
- 9:30And so how do you end up in Angel investing them?
- 9:33Yeah, I'll tell you, it's a lovely story.
- 9:35It's a friend of mine, the father of one of my children's
- 9:40good friends. He was involved in an Angel
- 9:42group in Oregon. And I've actually never asked
- 9:46him, like, why did you ask me? But he asked me.
- 9:49He invited me. They were doing a pooled
- 9:51investment. There were 50 slots, so they
- 9:54were looking for 50 investors to put in a certain amount of money
- 9:59collectively to diligence and to to select deals in a one year
- 10:05period. And he invited me into the room
- 10:08and I'm so thankful that he thought of me because I didn't
- 10:11know anything about Angel investing.
- 10:13And honestly, I didn't really know about the private markets
- 10:16and venture capital and how it all worked.
- 10:19So that was my first entry into it.
- 10:22I was a huge learning year. And I will say what it, it's,
- 10:28it, it's also remarkable that first pooled investment, there
- 10:31are fifty of us, as I mentioned, we voted collectively, we built
- 10:34a portfolio of five companies. That portfolio has returned over
- 10:4010X returns. I mean it, it was phenomenal.
- 10:43And, and I didn't know this, but that, you know, it takes, it
- 10:47took about 7 years for the first distribution check to come back
- 10:50and it took 14 for the final distribution, right?
- 10:53Like venture investing at the early stages is very long term.
- 11:00And, and so, but that got me curious and interested and I
- 11:03started making direct investments into friends, into
- 11:06truly friends and families, startups.
- 11:10I looked for other opportunities to invest became an LP and some
- 11:14venture funds. And it's just, it has remained
- 11:17an industry, an asset class that I just find so wonderful.
- 11:22It's hopeful thinking about the future.
- 11:26It's it's learning about the latest and greatest innovation
- 11:30in technologies. The people who are in it have
- 11:33this insatiable curiosity and, and, and, and positivity while
- 11:39remaining skeptical at the same time.
- 11:41So. Yeah, that's a, Yeah, that's A,
- 11:44and it's a unique trade off I think for the that this sector
- 11:50is in. It's indeed.
- 11:52On the one hand, it's really, you have to be really curious as
- 11:55an investor because you are seeing all kinds of new things
- 11:58that no one knows about or nobody cared about before.
- 12:03And then all of a sudden you have to understand what it
- 12:06means. And if you want to invest in it.
- 12:08And on the other hand, you have to sort of be a bit protective.
- 12:13So a bit skeptical about it indeed.
- 12:16Yeah, I mean, I find it's, I would say to my background, I
- 12:21have been someone who has always felt like an outsider.
- 12:27I grew up in a small town in Michigan where my brother and I
- 12:30were the only kids who looked like us at school, right.
- 12:33And yet I was part of that. And I look back and I'm like, I
- 12:36loved that. That is part of my background.
- 12:38I've lived in the US as an Iran, someone who's felt Iranian
- 12:42different. But then when I lived in the
- 12:43Netherlands, I was told I was an example of an American, which
- 12:48was very funny to me. And so and I speak a few
- 12:52languages. So I have always had, it's
- 12:57innate right. I I operate on this continuum of
- 13:00being either in or out or somewhere in between, as you're
- 13:06saying. As Avci think, that's a really
- 13:09valuable skill because you do have to look at both ends and be
- 13:14able to firmly and convincingly support all the different views.
- 13:20Yeah. So how does that background you
- 13:23mentioned that you and your brother were the only Iranian
- 13:26guys or people in the in the village.
- 13:30How? How does that help as AVC or how
- 13:33does it help in general in life to adapt?
- 13:36To yeah, no, I'll start with a how does that help in general in
- 13:40life? And I think it's the
- 13:41understanding that your what you hold is true is not necessarily
- 13:50held true by everyone else. And so to do a few things,
- 13:55understand what it is that others hold dear, what their
- 14:00values are, how they're operating, and understand the
- 14:04why of it. And then to be able to also
- 14:09reflect upon your own values and understand like and how come
- 14:12this is important to me and to look for commonality.
- 14:16And I would say the same if if you've been an expat, if you've
- 14:21lived in other countries when I lived in the Netherlands, right?
- 14:24Like things were different than both my Iranian cultural
- 14:27background and things were different from my American
- 14:29upbringing. How approaches and in the in
- 14:37being curious, the fun really is, is like understanding why.
- 14:40Why is it this way? Why do they operate that way?
- 14:44What does it protect? What does it signify?
- 14:47And so if you approach it with open mindedness and curiosity,
- 14:51it just, it allows your world to be so much larger.
- 14:54Yeah, it said. Do you find it also more fun
- 14:57that way? Oh, 100%.
- 14:59But I'm, I'm, I think I'm, I'm a curious type person and I like
- 15:04learning and, and it's, yeah, it's just, it's, and I'm in, I
- 15:10mean, if you want to go into like personality types, I could
- 15:14tell you why it fits with my personality types.
- 15:17But the idea of also being able to what?
- 15:21In the US there's a term called code shifting, right?
- 15:24So if you're in one group, you act one way and then when you go
- 15:26into another community, you might start pushing and flexing
- 15:30other aspects of your personality.
- 15:32And that's just, for me, it's fun.
- 15:34It's not acting, but it's an ability to allow your entire
- 15:37personality to to be at play, if you will.
- 15:43Yeah. But also to bring to to
- 15:47highlight certain parts of your personality based on the
- 15:51situation that you're in, if I hear you correctly.
- 15:54I think so, yes. Yeah.
- 15:56So I was wondering, yeah, because you mentioned that when
- 16:00you were first involved, you first got involved with Angel
- 16:04investing, you were with a group of 50, I think.
- 16:08Yes. How, out of curiosity, how many
- 16:11women were there? Yes, great question.
- 16:14My memory is there were probably 10 of us.
- 16:17It wasn't awful, but it wasn't great, right.
- 16:19So 20% and at that time and it could be fewer by the way, I
- 16:25might, I might be overestimating.
- 16:28I can tell you similarly and differently when I was working
- 16:33in consulting and was working with C level executives and
- 16:39boards of directors, I remember, and this was for five years and
- 16:44I must have had over 102 hundred different executives and
- 16:50individuals that we worked with. I remember at most 5 people
- 16:54being women. That's pretty low.
- 16:57That's pretty low. Really low.
- 17:00And so this is if you say like, why am I doing what I'm doing at
- 17:04Emmeline to help accelerate women in specifically in now
- 17:08venture capital, which is again, I am taking a small chunk of the
- 17:13entire problem because this is something I've seen my entire
- 17:17life, the lack of representation by women and people of color in
- 17:22positions of power and in positions where there is great
- 17:25money to be made, right? Yeah.
- 17:28And maybe also tell the audience what that does.
- 17:34What is the result of the under representation of women?
- 17:38Yeah, I would say it's it's, it's multifold.
- 17:41So one is is if you assume there's a, here's one idea for
- 17:49you. Those who are intimate to
- 17:52problems are the ones who will be solving them.
- 17:56Because if you don't know about a problem, it's unlikely that
- 17:59you're going to be thinking a founder who's who's building a
- 18:03startup to solve a problem. That is a very difficult path.
- 18:07It is lonely, it's hard. So you are going to choose to
- 18:11work on something that is very important to you.
- 18:15So if we can agree on that, what it means is if you don't have
- 18:18enough representation of different types of founders and
- 18:22that we assume that certain problems are gender based, it
- 18:26means that conditions that affect her are going to be under
- 18:33resourced, underfunded, under investigated and under solved.
- 18:39And that because Venture is all about our future, that means
- 18:43we're just setting ourselves up today for a future that is less
- 18:47and less inclined to to fully activate over half of our
- 18:53population. And I'm going to add one more
- 18:57thought on this. If you think that if you assume
- 19:00correctly that talent is equally distributed and I don't care if
- 19:06you want to talk about gender, skin color, geography, lefter,
- 19:11hand rightedness, political orientation, religious
- 19:14orientation, talent is equally distributed.
- 19:18What is at issue is opportunity is not.
- 19:21And so again, you are narrowing a focus.
- 19:23Capital fuels ideas. And if we're not fueling a full
- 19:29cross section of ideas, we are building a future that doesn't
- 19:33allow all of us to be our best self.
- 19:36So that's 1/2 for those and that affects everyone.
- 19:41Whether you know about venture capital or not, it's going to
- 19:44affect you. How?
- 19:45It also will affect those who actually invest in this space,
- 19:49be they founders, general partners, GPS like myself or
- 19:53LP's, those who invest in the funds like an asset class.
- 19:58Those 3 constituent groups are also highly male.
- 20:02So 85% GPS are male, 98% founders are male and around 80%
- 20:08of investors are male. What happens is asset classes I
- 20:11mentioned earlier, it typically has delivered two times the
- 20:16returns that a public market portfolio will return.
- 20:21So if you think a public market returns typically 10%.
- 20:26Of a of a return that your investments in venture are 20%
- 20:33that's a huge difference over time.
- 20:35It is the wealth creation difference, right?
- 20:39One is it is true generational wealth.
- 20:41Let me say it that way. So if women are not
- 20:44participating here, we're also falling behind, not only because
- 20:48of our gender pay gap, but because of what happens once we
- 20:51get that pay and how we invest it.
- 20:53Yeah. And this is not solved by just
- 20:55investing in your ETF, index funds, whatever.
- 21:01And mind you by the First off, you know, disclaimer, I'm not a
- 21:04financial advisor, right? So please trust yet verify
- 21:09everything I say on this. But two, I do firmly believe
- 21:13like you need to have a balanced portfolio.
- 21:16Yes, you should have some ETFs. Yes, you should have some fixed
- 21:20income, assuming that you meet the requirements And that you, I
- 21:25mean, I can go into this, but I'm, I'm fairly concerned.
- 21:29You need to be thoughtful about how much you put into into
- 21:33alternative, into the alternative asset class.
- 21:36But so I mean you're able to. You should be considering this.
- 21:40Yes. And then still go through
- 21:44financial certified financial advisors.
- 21:48To well, let me ask you, what do you mean about that?
- 21:52Our people who have have been at least have are registered.
- 21:56Sorry. When you've to make these
- 21:58investments. Yeah, to to to get advice.
- 22:02Yes, exactly. Yes, yes to get advice.
- 22:04Thank you, not to make the investment, but to get advice.
- 22:07OK, this is how much you could. And I can just quickly say
- 22:11you'll want to think about your risk tolerance, your age, your
- 22:15overall goals and values, right? There's a long list of questions
- 22:19and what's right for you is not right for the next person.
- 22:23There are some ranges, some bands around which we can say,
- 22:27well, this is typically what one might do.
- 22:30So I want to talk about some statistics about funding of
- 22:34female founders. Through Pitchbook I found out
- 22:41that .9% of EC funding and these are US numbers.
- 22:45What is it 6% of deal count? So 6% of the number of deals
- 22:51that were done in in the what will and up until August this
- 22:58year 2025 go to female founders. What do you was the first moment
- 23:04you realized, hey, but this is like a very low number because
- 23:12this number has been sort of the same for past decade, I think.
- 23:17That's exactly what I was going to say.
- 23:18Yes, I think when so five years ago, almost almost exactly 5
- 23:27years ago, I entered into a program called PIPE run by
- 23:31pipeline angels. It is they run investor boot
- 23:35camps that are targeted towards women and women of color
- 23:39primarily. And it's to, to build the
- 23:42ecosystem, to build the pipeline of those who are both investors
- 23:47and, and founders. And so you asked when did I
- 23:51first hear about this number was likely during that boot camp.
- 23:57It was very much a focus of, of giving us the data and the, I
- 24:05want to say the inspiration to make a difference.
- 24:09But obviously it was something that I intuitively already knew
- 24:13and when I heard the real data. So what was your first fault out
- 24:18of curiosity? Well, when I heard that number
- 24:24of the 2%, I don't know exactly what exactly my first thought
- 24:29was, but let me say there's a few things I was thinking 1A
- 24:34roll of the eyes of. I didn't realize it was that
- 24:38low, but I had expected it would have been low.
- 24:42The second thought would be some skepticism of is that number
- 24:47really true or not? And what does that number
- 24:50actually represent getting into the data?
- 24:53Because if you remember, I was, I was a data girl back back long
- 24:57ago. And how does one change this?
- 25:03So those are, you know, those would have been preliminary
- 25:06thoughts. I'll give you one data back
- 25:09because I think I don't want to detract from the very low
- 25:14numbers of women, female founders in the venture space.
- 25:21What I often have been asked is, well, how many women are
- 25:26actually presenting their ideas to venture funds?
- 25:32And so that number is 30% is what I've heard, right.
- 25:36So you can say that the number is still low relative to the
- 25:42number of of submissions. And then you could ask and why
- 25:46aren't more women submitting, right?
- 25:49It's a pipeline question. And me when you want to talk
- 25:52about how is it that we can bring more female representation
- 25:56into this entire ecosystem? Like I started at the beginning,
- 26:01of course, what we're doing will have effect, but I think there
- 26:05are cultural issues at play as well.
- 26:09How do we educate, how do we, what expectations do we put on
- 26:14our girl students versus our boy students, right?
- 26:18How do we parent them? How do we speak to them
- 26:21differently? So it's it is not going to be
- 26:27solved in one space. No, and not in.
- 26:32I don't think it's going to be solved in one generation.
- 26:36I don't, although people ask me about this too.
- 26:39And, and my hopefulness looking forward, I would say I have
- 26:42three children who are in like their late 20s, one who's 30.
- 26:48And so through them I get to see the eyes of their generation.
- 26:51And I would say even the generation younger than them,
- 26:54there is a different approach towards gender and, and the
- 26:59understanding of, of gender limitations.
- 27:02I think some of those hurdles have been removed.
- 27:06Some of the limitations are, are being taken away.
- 27:10There's a broader sense of what a girl can do, what a boy can do
- 27:14right. And I actually do here was
- 27:15something that for me was a huge aha is we talk a lot about young
- 27:20girls and young women and women at large and giving them
- 27:23opportunities and making sure that they feel like they have
- 27:26the full spectrum. And I had a young man point out
- 27:29to me, he said, we are we men don't all want to be the the
- 27:33knight on the horse either. And there are many more roles
- 27:38for the young boys to play as well and the men to play as
- 27:41well. And I thought that that that
- 27:43gave me great pause. Yeah, yeah.
- 27:46It's indeed really important also to see that there is some
- 27:50change in, in how we educate and and raise our children.
- 27:58I don't have any children ourselves myself, but it's, I
- 28:03think it does start there, making, making the changes
- 28:08starts there. And then indeed there's a
- 28:11pipeline issue that also has to be solved.
- 28:15So I was also wondering about one thing you said early on you
- 28:21wanted to use venture capital to change this.
- 28:25Why? Why use something that at least
- 28:29I consider to be broken and part of the cause?
- 28:34Yeah, no, that's a great question.
- 28:36And I'm, I don't know that I've actually made this link before
- 28:42so overtly, but I will say it really roots back to maybe some
- 28:48core beliefs I hold. And they are illustrated by my
- 28:53work coming out of college. Remember I mentioned I was
- 28:57working for a boutique, It was a startup boutique consulting
- 29:00firm. And at core of what we did was
- 29:03designing pay systems for the executive group, primarily pay
- 29:09systems that focus them on the key drivers of success.
- 29:13So what you can pull out from this is I'm actually a firm
- 29:17believer that money is a great carrot to get people to focus
- 29:22and do what you want them to do. Right.
- 29:28So as an incentive, I'm not arguing that it doesn't work,
- 29:31but I'm just right. And so, so, so if we hold that
- 29:35true and then we say there is a great deal of money to be made
- 29:40in venture. Let us use that capacity, that
- 29:43ability to again, help people understand the value here,
- 29:50because what statistics we haven't talked about yet is that
- 29:52female founders tend to outperform.
- 29:56They are much more capital efficient.
- 30:00They exit in faster right and they and their return on the
- 30:09investment is much higher. So it's all about aligning and
- 30:14focusing the vision on where the money is.
- 30:17You know, show me the money is is a great way to distill it.
- 30:23Yeah, so that's a great bridge to the to the movie.
- 30:26Show her the money. Maybe for people who haven't
- 30:31seen it or haven't read the book, there's a book I think.
- 30:34There's a book that came out, I believe it was July 15th.
- 30:38It's in hardback. And what paperback recently came
- 30:41out? We've been on the number one
- 30:42bestseller list at Amazon. It's incredible.
- 30:45Yeah. So for those who haven't read
- 30:47book or seen a movie, what is it about?
- 30:50What is it? Well.
- 30:54Except for wonderful female founders and their investors,
- 30:58actually. What is it about?
- 30:59And I'll tell you first what the book is about and then I'll tell
- 31:02you what the movie is about because they're slightly
- 31:04different. So the book is, I believe it's
- 31:0640 chapters. And each chapter is the story of
- 31:10an individual who is affiliated with the film, either as a
- 31:13producer or a cast member. And then the idea is in in
- 31:18reading these stories for someone who wants to get
- 31:20involved, you will recognize the paths to getting involved are
- 31:25varied. There's no one path, there's no
- 31:28right path. And that all of our past
- 31:30experiences are important. And by the way, I think so then
- 31:34just many of the stories are highly inspiring and funny and,
- 31:39and, and give you moments of, of lovely learning and reflection.
- 31:43So that's what the book is about all wrapped up in the idea of
- 31:47let us inspire you. And if you pull to the film, I
- 31:50talk about it and in fact a few different ways.
- 31:53And I'm not sure what you heard me talk about the night at in
- 31:56Rotterdam. The film is really about
- 32:01inviting people in and especially women, helping them
- 32:05invite them into this world of venture, of start up, investing
- 32:13in a way that is approachable, that is enjoyable, entertaining
- 32:21and inspiring. Because the film follows 4
- 32:24founders. It follows their journeys and
- 32:27the journeys, as I had mentioned earlier, they have peaks and
- 32:30valleys and, and, and you know, when the same day you might go
- 32:35from a peak valley a few different times.
- 32:37And this continues for years. And, and the film actually does
- 32:41follow a longitudinally, I think about six months, 6 to 12 months
- 32:46of the four different founders. And it intersects then with two
- 32:49venture capital firms, ours and another.
- 32:52And it includes also a few Angel investors.
- 32:55And so we're really trying to give a, a beautiful storytelling
- 33:00of what goes on in the space because that isn't something
- 33:04that most people are Privy to. And for founders, it is a such a
- 33:13like a hits their heart. They see themselves in the film
- 33:18and for others that it allows them to understand, hey,
- 33:22actually, I could be doing this and I could be doing it as an
- 33:24investor, but maybe that's not right for me.
- 33:26I could be doing it as an ecosystem builder.
- 33:28Maybe I'm just going to be someone who talks about this to
- 33:31all my friends, right? But there's a lot of ways to
- 33:33activate. And this I've talked about all
- 33:36very specifically, it's related to Venture, but what I also like
- 33:41to talk about with this film is it goes a level higher.
- 33:45You can view it as a level higher to say anything's
- 33:49possible, just remove your own self limiting beliefs.
- 33:53And that for me is the strongest message of this film as you see
- 33:57when you see it. It's the idea of like I can do
- 34:02that. Yeah.
- 34:02But also I can invest in that because there were two two
- 34:06founders. I want to pick out that that I
- 34:09remember 1 is Jasmine Jones. She produces prosthetic bras.
- 34:18So for people who have had breast cancer, for instance, or
- 34:24had to have breast removed, that they can have bras that
- 34:29actually, well give them back part of their identity.
- 34:36And the order is Marion Leitner, who had an idea where I was at
- 34:42first when I first saw it, like, OK, how does this work?
- 34:48It's luxury wines in Cannes. And it only the the quarter
- 34:53literally only dropped with me when she told that she was had
- 34:58been selling to Southwest Airlines, which is a big US
- 35:02airline. And I was like, oh, wait a
- 35:04minute. Yeah, they are.
- 35:05It's about weight. And then all of a sudden, a can
- 35:09of wine makes a lot of sense. So going back to the limiting
- 35:15beliefs, what are the limiting beliefs that holds male
- 35:19investors back from investing in those two ideas?
- 35:23Yes, I'm going to tackle them differently or so limiting
- 35:28beliefs for male investors in general, not to go into female
- 35:32spaces. I would say I don't know that it
- 35:36starts with eliminating belief, but it starts with a lack of
- 35:40lack of knowledge. And remember at the beginning we
- 35:43had talked about those who are best served to solve a problem
- 35:49are those who experience it. I would say investors are also
- 35:54best served investing in spaces they know a lot about, right?
- 36:00You should you should have a good deal of knowledge,
- 36:03experience, understanding and and usually interest fuels that
- 36:07that not that need to like dig and to understand more.
- 36:12And so I would say for many of the of the business solutions
- 36:18that are affecting her, I feel that just like men just don't
- 36:22understand, they just don't know.
- 36:24Do I fault them for it? A little bit, but not a lot.
- 36:27I'm like, you have to invest in what interests you and what you
- 36:30know. Well, what I can fault them on
- 36:33is not taking a moment to understand how large of a market
- 36:37this is. Many of these solutions are in
- 36:41right and as a as a venture investor, you want to be
- 36:44investing in spaces that are very large and that are growing.
- 36:48That's very important to ensure that you can you can model out
- 36:52the appropriate returns. And so the self limiting belief
- 36:56is that I would say that they're guilty of is not taking the
- 37:05moment to be curious, not taking the moment to to broaden their
- 37:11aperture and, and, and not not wanting to perhaps bring in
- 37:19other voices on their in their investment committees, on their
- 37:24diligence teams and to trust them when they are being told,
- 37:29hey, wait a second, this is, this is a really lucrative
- 37:32market. And I will say I have been
- 37:35seeing more and more that there are traditional male investors
- 37:42who are coming into this space. And you know, I think of them as
- 37:46being very smart. Yeah, it's still 50% of the
- 37:49population. Yeah, 50% of the population with
- 37:54a with a pent up demand and need for solutions that will be
- 38:01instrumental in improving health outcomes, for example, for half
- 38:06the world's population. And in many of those solutions,
- 38:11if they're focused on her health, particularly in in
- 38:15maternity, right. And during pregnancy, you really
- 38:18then are affecting 100% of the population.
- 38:22Indeed. Yeah.
- 38:24So, so was there during the the I think six months or so were it
- 38:29the the film spends about six months of developments.
- 38:36Was there a specific moment that you remember while shooting the
- 38:43movie, creating the scenes that you fought like, OK, and This is
- 38:49why I'm doing the the work that I'm doing.
- 38:51This is why I made this movie. Well, that's such a good
- 38:55question. No one's asked that yet.
- 38:59I would say in full honesty, while we are filming the movie,
- 39:06working on the movie, I do sit with a skeptic cat a little bit
- 39:10too long. I was had a foot in both doors
- 39:17of like, is this film actually going to ever get made right?
- 39:21So I think the during the the production of it, I might not
- 39:27have had that moment of like the big light bulb.
- 39:32At our premiere in September of 23, we premiered at the Women's
- 39:36International Film Festival in Philadelphia opening night.
- 39:41I had a dear friend. Yeah.
- 39:43So it was really great. We had a plum position.
- 39:46I had a dear friend from the Netherlands was visiting me.
- 39:50And so she attended the the premiere with me and it was
- 39:55almost immediately after the film, it's finished and they're
- 40:00rolling their credits. And she looked at me and and
- 40:04exclaimed. She said, I've never really
- 40:07thought that I could be doing this with my money, with my
- 40:10investments. And I thought, bam, that's
- 40:15exactly what we want. And so for me, that was a little
- 40:20bit of a different answer. I'm answering slightly
- 40:22differently than you asked me, but like that idea of this.
- 40:27Is why we're doing this is to help people open their their
- 40:30aperture, open their thinking about what can be done.
- 40:34Yeah, Yeah, it's it. I think that the film is very
- 40:38powerful in that sense. A from from showing, let's say
- 40:45business cases that are I think don't traditionally go through
- 40:51VC or even Angel investing at all.
- 40:54And also, yeah, really inspiring people like, hey, it can just be
- 41:01you as a restaurant owner or I think there's a owner of a chain
- 41:07of restaurants or franchise holder in in there or, or a
- 41:15woman who is just runs into, let's say a larger paycheck who
- 41:21then decides to do something meaningful with your money to
- 41:27really to use to, yeah, to use capital to make the change.
- 41:31Purpose. Yeah, with purpose.
- 41:33And that then there have been studies done that women
- 41:35investors tend to want, we tend to look for purpose and
- 41:41fulfillment, right? And I would say as someone who's
- 41:45running a venture capital fund, right, like I'm investing to
- 41:49make money for profit with purpose attached.
- 41:54And what's lovely that I can point to is there are a number
- 41:57of studies that show when you combine purpose with profit,
- 42:02your profit tends to in fact be greater.
- 42:04So there. And because that's one of the
- 42:07limiting beliefs we hear often that if you invest for purpose
- 42:11that you are there for accepting concessionary lower than
- 42:14expected returns and that's not true.
- 42:17Now that that's that's a bit in the DT myth also that you have
- 42:21here and that you even getting comments on social media.
- 42:24Oh yeah. But you're doing it for the
- 42:26impact. So why are you not doing it for
- 42:28free? Yeah.
- 42:30And I would say, and I really dislike the word impact by the
- 42:34way, because all investments have impact, everything we do
- 42:37has. Impact.
- 42:39And so the question is, are you aware of the impact and is the
- 42:44impact positive or negative and from whose point of view?
- 42:47Yeah. So it's more about purpose and
- 42:51then it is about impact. Yeah.
- 42:54And I would say intention, like I know we are very intentional
- 42:57and deliberate at Emmeline. Yeah, so how about Emmeline?
- 43:02Because you focus on her overall health, right?
- 43:09Maybe explain what her overall health falls into and what it
- 43:15includes and excludes. Sure.
- 43:18And and I'm going to present it in two different ways to start
- 43:21because I know, you know, we all, we're all different types
- 43:25of thinkers. So I hope it lands as people are
- 43:27listening. They're like, oh, I like it that
- 43:29way. And some people will like it a
- 43:30different way. But I often say we invest in her
- 43:33overall health, where health is a broadened definition to
- 43:38include her physical health, her mental health, her financial
- 43:42health, and her environmental health.
- 43:45So those core pillars of her health keep her truly whole and
- 43:51healthy and able to accelerate. Another way to think about it is
- 43:55we invest to manage her health, build her wealth, and help her
- 44:00live in a cleaner and safer world.
- 44:03And so, and if you really want to distill it very like chop,
- 44:08chop, chop, I could say we invest in femtech, fintech and
- 44:11food tech, right? That's, that's a, that's a very
- 44:14condensed distillation because it's a little bit broader than
- 44:17that, but I like the three FS and, and that helps people,
- 44:22right? And So what does it mean?
- 44:24So we are looking for solutions that are going to support her
- 44:29exclusively, differently and disproportionately.
- 44:34And those terms are often used for medical conditions because
- 44:37you can now think about pregnancy and menopause, let's
- 44:45say, are medical conditions that she exclusively experiences.
- 44:51Men don't experience that, right.
- 44:54And then you have differently and disproportionately women
- 44:58disproportionately experience are affected by Alzheimer's.
- 45:03I think it's like a rate of 2 to one.
- 45:05I mean it's a huge number. So we're curious about those
- 45:11solutions that are are supporting her there differently
- 45:15would be cardiology. So how a female presents with
- 45:20with her heart conditions is different than a male.
- 45:25And so again, there need to be more studies because your
- 45:27listeners should know that women have not been involved in
- 45:30medical testing until I believe most recently, I believe that
- 45:37began and I double checked me on this, but only as recent as 15
- 45:42to 20 years ago. Yeah, that that actually that
- 45:45coincides with where that matches with what a previous
- 45:50guest told me that when she was studying, which is like 20-30
- 45:55years ago, most of the Lab Rats were still male to make sure
- 46:00that even in the Lab Rats, they could exclude all the hormonal
- 46:04effects. Which has is one of our major
- 46:10effects across a woman's life are hormones, right?
- 46:15Strongly and consistently. So, so it's only recent studies
- 46:21that include female bodies in in the study work to really
- 46:25understand those differences and, and how medicines are
- 46:29treated and, and therapies and, and advice, right.
- 46:33And so again, looking at financial and environmental
- 46:38health, we apply that same lens when we're thinking about the
- 46:42solution, the startups that we're looking at.
- 46:45I'm going to give you an example of a financial health company
- 46:48that we're invested in the beans.
- 46:52It is a financial budgeting app that is offered through
- 46:55employers and is specifically targeted to healthcare and into
- 47:03medical healthcare with a lot of nurses, teachers, right?
- 47:08Like those employee groups, they're predominantly female.
- 47:13So again, so we're looking in ways like men are going to use
- 47:16it too. Of course they're going to use
- 47:18it, but the we're starting in groups that is highly female.
- 47:22So we're going to help her. More OK, do you also.
- 47:26Sorry. Do you also invest in in
- 47:30companies who do it match with the purpose but who have a male
- 47:34founder? So I didn't say, so thank you.
- 47:38Before I go, then we're looking at seed stage, which is an
- 47:42earlier stage company. They have a product, they have
- 47:45some revenues, they're working on their product market fit by
- 47:50virtue of the types of of companies or solutions that
- 47:55we're trying to solve, it is almost always a byproduct that
- 47:59there will that there will be a female on the founding team.
- 48:02So can there also be a male on the founding team?
- 48:06Absolutely. Do we want strong female
- 48:08representation? Absolutely.
- 48:11Yeah, but it's not actually women only.
- 48:14Not women only, no. So we, a number of our our
- 48:17startups have men on the founding teams as well.
- 48:19Because truly, diversity goes both ways.
- 48:23Yeah. So what kind of founders are you
- 48:26you most excited to back? So it's it's it's seat that that
- 48:31is one thing. It's it's either mixed or female
- 48:35founded. What else?
- 48:38I'm looking for, if I could distill it in a few words, who
- 48:43I'm looking for. I'm looking for someone who was
- 48:47who has intimate knowledge of the problem she's solving.
- 48:50Right, Because I want it because and I want them to know the
- 48:56problem inside and out and to be able to iterate on the solutions
- 49:02because the solutions we see at pre seed and seed stage are
- 49:06going to change because they're and here's like the second
- 49:09aspect, I want a founder who's going to be curious and who's
- 49:13going to be doing a good deal of hypothesis testing, get
- 49:18gathering new knowledge, bringing that back in right into
- 49:21the system. So it is an iterative process.
- 49:24If they are are if they are both curious and aware of the
- 49:27problem, they are going to be finding the correct solution
- 49:30that the market wants to pull. And so that requires a good deal
- 49:36of another way to say it is a strong back and an open heart,
- 49:42right firm and convictions and yet open to receiving new
- 49:47information and processing it and and adding it into the
- 49:50system. Strong about to what and why,
- 49:53and soft and how. Yeah, yeah.
- 49:57And I'm trying to think if there's anything more.
- 49:59I've been playing around with a few other variables that I look
- 50:03for. I'm just going to keep those to
- 50:06the side now, but I am, I try and embody what I'm looking for,
- 50:11right? Like I am iterative, constantly
- 50:13learning, I joke around with people.
- 50:15I'm like, I'm my own LLM basically like just keep giving
- 50:18me data and I'm going to be readjusting and, and, and
- 50:23expanding my knowledge. And of course, like integrity,
- 50:29it is a long relationship that we hold together.
- 50:32So we need to be able to trust one another and really feel
- 50:35like, hey, we're in it together for the long haul.
- 50:39Yeah, what? What does integrity mean?
- 50:41How does it sort of Yeah manifest?
- 50:45I would say for me, it's it's being open, it's being clear,
- 50:51it's having the hard conversations when you need to.
- 50:55It's leaving ego aside and it's just, and it's and trust is part
- 51:02of that, right? Last question on you as an
- 51:05investor, you spent your time between the US and Europe.
- 51:09What are the differences in how you see that women founders are
- 51:14supported or not supported by the ecosystem?
- 51:17Yeah. I'm not an expert in the
- 51:19European ecosystem and one thing Dirk and we didn't talk about is
- 51:23with at Emeline we're investing only in US based companies with
- 51:27our fund one. And my presence in Europe has to
- 51:32do more with personal interest and having lived here and and
- 51:38being a frequent visitor so and in wanting to intersect and use
- 51:44my learnings from the US. So how are female founders?
- 51:49How is it different for her in Europe than in the USI would say
- 51:57there's, it's maybe more difficult in Europe.
- 52:00So there are fewer what I there are fewer funds like ours in
- 52:08Europe that are really very have that gender lens overlay with
- 52:13the PC. They definitely exist.
- 52:15There's some incredible ones out there in the Netherlands for
- 52:18sure, and in the UK and I in France as well and across the,
- 52:24the continent, right. I believe the number in the US
- 52:29is, is much greater. We've been around for longer and
- 52:33the capital that we control is larger, so more access.
- 52:42Is, is, is it also, yeah, maybe not for women per SE, but also
- 52:46the fragmentation of the market. The problem because the US is,
- 52:50is 1 big market. In the end, if you're FDA
- 52:54approved, you're FDA approved. You can sell pretty much
- 52:57everywhere, yeah, barring some. State yes for.
- 53:01Sure, but in Europe there's legislation that is different
- 53:06from one country to the next, even though we're pretending to
- 53:09be a union. Yes, Now that's a great point.
- 53:13I would say yes, that is one of the difficulties as well and
- 53:16particularly in healthcare because of the systems are
- 53:18different, right. Yeah.
- 53:21So that's that, and also. Yeah.
- 53:24Just that and also block female health solutions.
- 53:28I would say it just really depends what's the greatest
- 53:32answer. In VC it depends, but it depends
- 53:35on if it's one that needs approval or not, how the
- 53:38reimbursement works, how the payment works for its.
- 53:42Yeah, because that that is going to indeed be different from one
- 53:46country to the next and then it's becomes an issue.
- 53:51So I was wondering if you meet a founder maybe going back to the
- 53:57ideal founder profile, but not through profile, but to to the
- 54:05cases that you invest in. What are you looking for in
- 54:09pitch tax? Are there are there specific
- 54:13things other than the that that of course it needs to be seed?
- 54:17Right. And US.
- 54:20Yes, so thank you for that. So seen US based it has to
- 54:24somehow fit with our investment mandate of in those sectors that
- 54:30help her manage her health, build her wealth and live in a
- 54:32cleaner and safer world, right. So those to start with, but the
- 54:36actual pitch deck a few thoughts.
- 54:39One is to remember that the pitch deck is to pique my
- 54:44curiosity and interest to say I wanted.
- 54:47I want to set up a call with you, right?
- 54:49So there needs to be enough in there to get me excited and not
- 54:55so much that I get lost or bored or feel like I have enough
- 54:58information I don't need to talk to you.
- 55:00So it, it's this delicate balance I am looking for the
- 55:10ability to, to communicate the problem in the solution
- 55:15concisely and to quickly turn and explain to me how, how I as
- 55:24a, as AGP of a fund, be able to make money off of this
- 55:28investment for our fund, which is what my job is.
- 55:32And so, and I say those three things very deliberately.
- 55:36I find often that the problem in pitch decks gets too much
- 55:42attention. Personally, I'm like, I need one
- 55:45page, maybe 2. That's all like hit me top
- 55:49level. What the problem is.
- 55:51I want to quickly understand what the solution is, but I also
- 55:54want to understand that the founder.
- 55:56And I think This is why I really want to see this, that the
- 55:59founder understands what the relationship is and what my job
- 56:02is because I definitely want to improve health outcomes from all
- 56:08for all. That's my purpose.
- 56:10The profit is still where I really need to focus.
- 56:15And so if you can help me with that to understand quickly in
- 56:19your pitch deck, then I like not only does it help me want to say
- 56:22yes, but it helps me learn a little bit more about you that
- 56:25you understand the system that you're in.
- 56:28OK. So if I can distill a tip from
- 56:31this also is it's also for founders to really understand
- 56:36who the investor is, who the and how he or she thinks what he or
- 56:43she needs from you as a founder to be successful and to sell the
- 56:49investment to LP's, to stakeholders, to whoever.
- 56:55And I and I believe in Rotterdam, I spoke about this,
- 56:59I'll say it again. There are so many great
- 57:02businesses ideas out there and so many wonderful ones, right,
- 57:07that will and make money for the founder and can have a great
- 57:10impact in the world and can improve health outcomes or
- 57:14wealth outcomes for many. That is all true.
- 57:17It is also true that in that in that large subset of companies
- 57:22that I've just mentioned, not all of those are made for not
- 57:28all of those should take venture dollars.
- 57:32Right. And so understanding that is
- 57:36also important for a founder to say what is the best type of
- 57:40capital for me and for my company and how I want to build
- 57:44my company. And so it seems like Venture has
- 57:49become such a like a coveted sexy, you know, capital
- 57:54allocation for founders and it and it works really well for
- 57:59some, but not for all. So what?
- 58:03What makes a proposal venture ready?
- 58:08A proposal or a. Business, yeah.
- 58:12Well, every, every VC is going to have a different answer,
- 58:14right. But I would say one thing that
- 58:17we can align on is you need to see that the business can grow
- 58:22so that and to grow quickly. So it is not something of a slow
- 58:27build over time business that we're looking for, but we're
- 58:31looking for let's say triple and double 300, two 100% revenue
- 58:39growth in the first few years. Yeah, and that doesn't need to
- 58:43lead to profit yet, I suppose, not in the few first few years.
- 58:49Not in the first few years, but now since 2021.
- 58:53Investors are leaning back more on fundamentals and the idea of
- 58:58growth at all costs is incorrect.
- 59:00There needs to be a growth with a path towards profitability.
- 59:05Yeah, yeah. Ultimately the the money has to
- 59:08come out somewhere, yes, Because otherwise there's, if there's no
- 59:12profit, there's no dividend, there's no payout, there's no
- 59:16right. You're just going to go quicker
- 59:17into debt. Yeah, and burn quicker.
- 59:21Yeah. So and here, yeah.
- 59:25And so, and I'll just, and things that current trends I've
- 59:29been seeing is CPG is something that VCs are less and less
- 59:38inclined to invest in and apps are less and less an area focus
- 59:45where they were maybe five years ago still very hot.
- 59:47But now the idea is you really need something much larger like
- 59:51a like a like an actual company or a platform that might
- 59:55incorporate the app. But you have to think bigger,
- 59:58which I'm going to say that term one more time because there are
- 1:00:01a few things when we think about limiting beliefs is to recognize
- 1:00:07that particularly women. It's how we're acculturated.
- 1:00:11I'm going to say that is that we're, we're not conditioned to
- 1:00:15think big and to dream big. And I'm going to give an example
- 1:00:21differently. I was talking to someone about a
- 1:00:23she was a founder of a of a sports, a startup focused in the
- 1:00:29sports arena and talking about thinking about the individual
- 1:00:35athlete. But then it was really helpful
- 1:00:38to be talking. I was talking to a guy and he
- 1:00:39reminded me, well, like, why don't we talk about teams?
- 1:00:43Why don't we talk? About leagues.
- 1:00:46Right, and it was even. And I find myself hitting my
- 1:00:49head on this all the time too and reminding myself think
- 1:00:52larger, think bigger and not and to grow your to grow the expand
- 1:01:00your idea of what is possible. Is that helpful?
- 1:01:03Yeah, it is. How can women, how can female
- 1:01:08founders change that perspective to to to look at it from bigger
- 1:01:13lands? So if they're going to be
- 1:01:14solving problem A right and I'm going to, I want to give a
- 1:01:20concrete example. I hope this is helpful.
- 1:01:23I have a founder who's solving for working on an app that is
- 1:01:30looking at hormones in a specific period of time for a
- 1:01:34woman, right. I actually have a few different
- 1:01:39companies that I'm looking at that are doing this along
- 1:01:41stages. I've also met someone who's
- 1:01:45looking to understand hormones at large across her entire life
- 1:01:50stage. OK.
- 1:01:52And so for me, that's just, it's a different orientation.
- 1:01:55I like the latter more than the former.
- 1:01:58Do you put them together? Like, do you talk to them?
- 1:02:01Like, hey, you're looking at this from different angles.
- 1:02:05Yeah, some of them, yeah, it's a great question.
- 1:02:07Some of them I do. I always, I always double opt
- 1:02:10in. By the way, I'm like, This is
- 1:02:11why I think you might want to talk to this person.
- 1:02:13And here's the reason why you might and, and for me, it's it's
- 1:02:19about understanding that everyone can get to a better,
- 1:02:24like Pareto optimal is an economic term that I learned
- 1:02:27long ago. And the idea is to put everyone
- 1:02:30into a better position without decreasing anyone's position.
- 1:02:34So if I feel that's possible, I will certainly make
- 1:02:36introductions and and and think about ways that they can work
- 1:02:43together for sure. Yeah.
- 1:02:47So I want to go back to all the way to the beginning.
- 1:02:50OK. Of the conversation, you
- 1:02:52mentioned that you were a stay at home mom.
- 1:02:55Yes. Let's say there are women
- 1:02:58listening who are currently stay at home, mom or otherwise on the
- 1:03:02sideline of working life. 2 questions.
- 1:03:05One is, I heard you say in another podcast that you really
- 1:03:11did a lot on upskilling yourself, so maybe help
- 1:03:18understand why this is important to to obscure and stay relevant.
- 1:03:23Yeah, in that period. Yes.
- 1:03:25And I'm going to say it in two different ways.
- 1:03:26And thank you, dear John, for bringing that up, because I do
- 1:03:29think it's an important phase of my life And I, I have worked
- 1:03:35hard to reframe it in my own head, right, Because I know that
- 1:03:40or I feel that culture has positioned the stay at home mom
- 1:03:47experience, despite saying, oh, it's so worthy, it's so
- 1:03:50admirable, so noble, blah, blah, blah.
- 1:03:53There's it's still viewed as a less than intellectually, I
- 1:04:02don't know, demanding time. And I'm not saying that exactly
- 1:04:06correct. But there are some issues still
- 1:04:11with the, with the term a stay at home mom, some negative
- 1:04:14issues associated with it. And so one I want to remind
- 1:04:20anyone who's in that position you're in, because I know for me
- 1:04:25it was true. I ended up getting an education
- 1:04:28in areas that I wouldn't have gotten it had I stayed as a
- 1:04:33corporate person, right? As a corporate person, there are
- 1:04:37other skill sets that are natural and inherent in that
- 1:04:40role that are very specific to that role that you don't get
- 1:04:44elsewhere just by being a mom. Like, I have to learn how to
- 1:04:47nurture one. It's not.
- 1:04:50I was, and I don't know if you've heard this before, I was
- 1:04:53voted least likely to become a mother.
- 1:04:55So yeah, I mean, it's for me, it's such a joke, but I'd like
- 1:04:58to throw it out there is to show the contrast.
- 1:05:01Like this wasn't the natural state for me.
- 1:05:04I had to learn a lot and I mean, frankly, I'd sort of learn how
- 1:05:09to cook. I like do a lot of the kind of
- 1:05:12things that were expected of that role.
- 1:05:14And at the same time I'm like, OK, this is my role.
- 1:05:16I'm going to figure it out. So that one is understanding
- 1:05:19that there are things that you do there that you don't get,
- 1:05:22they are learning. And then the relevant piece is
- 1:05:26thinking about, well, if you do want to intersect back into a
- 1:05:31professional role, corporate role there, that world is
- 1:05:37learning, changing, evolving rapidly.
- 1:05:44And so when you left, it was at one stage, if you want to go
- 1:05:47back in, you need, it's incumbent upon you to, to keep
- 1:05:51track of those learnings and, and the technologies, right,
- 1:05:57Like technology is now with AI, like you can do that now as a
- 1:06:01stay at home mom, you can spend some time learning it.
- 1:06:03And there's enough now that we've have so much virtual
- 1:06:07learning that would suggest to anyone to, you know, go find
- 1:06:11some courses to take online. I did that.
- 1:06:14And to understand in your stay at home caregiver role or, you
- 1:06:21know, pause or whatever, I saw rules that were fun, that were
- 1:06:26interesting, that were fulfilling, and where I was
- 1:06:30doing things that I knew I could tangibly say, Oh yeah, that that
- 1:06:34actually is good for me. In my expanded, I don't know if
- 1:06:38you want to think about your professional toolkit, but I
- 1:06:40taught, I think I mentioned I taught art on a volunteer basis
- 1:06:45for kindergarten to 8th grade. One of the reasons is because I
- 1:06:48love art history. It was great.
- 1:06:50I got to learn about it, but also I got into classrooms where
- 1:06:54I had to speak public speak like no one likes to public speak
- 1:06:57really. I certainly didn't and I still
- 1:07:00don't love it, but I know it's part of what I do.
- 1:07:04And so I for eight years, a few times a year would be in
- 1:07:09classrooms. And if you want to think about
- 1:07:11terrifying, it's being in an eighth grade classroom with
- 1:07:14students right on a topic that they don't really care about and
- 1:07:17you're the volunteer teacher, you better make that
- 1:07:21presentation engaging and interesting.
- 1:07:23So you learn, you Start learning little tricks.
- 1:07:25I mean, I think back to that. That was a great, just such a
- 1:07:29great experience for me. And I also would once or twice a
- 1:07:33school year teach to the adults who were going to go out into
- 1:07:37the other classrooms. So just give me some great
- 1:07:40experiences. I also, in another role, wrote a
- 1:07:46newsletter for three years. Every week I would write a
- 1:07:49condensed newsletter for all the parents in the high school.
- 1:07:53So I never used to like to write, by the way.
- 1:07:56So now I had to do it every single week, write something.
- 1:07:59And it was a hot, like, man, that yeah, go ahead.
- 1:08:02Did you did you actually pick those responsibilities yourself?
- 1:08:09Like, hey, this is an area where I want slash need to grow, so
- 1:08:12I'm going to pick those even though I well, quote UN quote
- 1:08:17dislike it. You know, that's a great
- 1:08:20question because I can history of the, you know, a hindsight is
- 1:08:242020. I can say absolutely I did.
- 1:08:26Dear John. And I'm not sure that it was so
- 1:08:28targeted. I'm not going to I'm not going
- 1:08:31to tout my horn that I was so smart, but I definitely was
- 1:08:34seeking roles that seemed that there was a challenge in them.
- 1:08:40So. So yeah.
- 1:08:41But I look back and I'm like, OK, every week I had to write a
- 1:08:45newsletter and it was to a 400 parents who were highly
- 1:08:50educated, highly involved. Like it was a beer group where I
- 1:08:53thought, OK, I don't want to goof up beer.
- 1:08:55No. No.
- 1:08:58And I think it's really powerful that you you actually did look
- 1:09:02for, let's say, a bit more challenging things.
- 1:09:06And I think it's also great advice to to women are who are
- 1:09:10currently struggling to maybe find a purpose.
- 1:09:18Yeah, in your life, in, in, in the intermediate while also
- 1:09:21raising children because it is a busy job.
- 1:09:24And I think it should be paid in some shape, way, shape or form
- 1:09:31beyond let's say the the usual allowance for children and for
- 1:09:39for groceries, etcetera. Yeah, here in Durkan, I want to
- 1:09:44add this in. And I also did, I was the the
- 1:09:48party mom, the classroom mom. I was the lice patrol mom
- 1:09:53because in Holland at that time, like once a month, I'd go and
- 1:09:57I'd with a few other moms and we'd go through the hair of
- 1:10:00kids. All those experiences teach you
- 1:10:02something and and you you build a bond, a community with your
- 1:10:07other parents. I would say fine that if you're
- 1:10:11a stay at home mom, which is kind of like a founder by the
- 1:10:15way, you're you're only a lot. You got, you know, angry, angry
- 1:10:20employee, you know, your children and get some difficult
- 1:10:23troops around you, highs and lows all day long.
- 1:10:27So it's not too dissimilar from being a founder.
- 1:10:29So find those other rolls and hats to wear that that bring you
- 1:10:36the joy and happiness and are doing things that you feel are
- 1:10:40expanding your one lived experience, right?
- 1:10:45Because at the end of the day, and that's there's this poem, I
- 1:10:48can't remember the name Mary, I think, but like we're all living
- 1:10:51this one wild, crazy life. Like, how do you want to do it?
- 1:10:54And I and I want to, you know, I'm, I want it all I want, I
- 1:10:59want to try lots of different things.
- 1:11:02Cool. So I want to shift gears.
- 1:11:07Fast forward to 2032. When?
- 1:11:11Women get more than a fair share of the capital, Yeah.
- 1:11:15What do you hope the the venture capital ecosystem looks like
- 1:11:19then, or what? Let me rephrase that.
- 1:11:23How has the venture capital ecosystem changed?
- 1:11:27I would say how the SO isn't that great 2032 I was trying to
- 1:11:32understand how you chose that date, but I'm wondering did you
- 1:11:36choose it also because the. I I started my podcast in 2022
- 1:11:42and then the first one of the first guests said by 2032.
- 1:11:48So into in 10 years there has to be a non issue and by extension
- 1:11:55your podcast will be then be irrelevant.
- 1:11:58Exactly. So that's the start of.
- 1:12:01Yes, OK. And I'm also thinking because
- 1:12:05the there are many reports, let's say by 2032 thirds of all
- 1:12:10wealth will be held by women globally.
- 1:12:12So that's a big deal, right? And venture capital is going to
- 1:12:18look like what society, I hope looks like, right?
- 1:12:22That we look at every individual as an individual and that
- 1:12:32everyone brings his and her full self forward.
- 1:12:35And it's it's just not talked about anymore, right, That you
- 1:12:39have men, women investing equally across all spaces that
- 1:12:44and here is in 2032. Where are we right now?
- 1:12:47We're in 25 S in seven years when I really hope I in seven
- 1:12:51years that we are going to have some really big exits in the
- 1:12:56investments that Emmeline and firms like Emmeline are making
- 1:13:00right now. Yeah, how how are exits playing
- 1:13:04into, let's say, the positive image for investing in in women?
- 1:13:09Oh. Yeah, really.
- 1:13:10Well, no, lots of like the, the, the data are coming in that this
- 1:13:15investing in the space really does pay off in the dollars and
- 1:13:20cents. Yeah.
- 1:13:21Because I think in the end it is about the dollars in yeah.
- 1:13:24And let's just say in the EUR as.
- 1:13:26Well, in the EUR, but yeah, so final question from my side, I'm
- 1:13:34building a tool that connects female founders and investors
- 1:13:39using AI. From your perspective, what is
- 1:13:44the most important ingredient to make that tool empower female
- 1:13:51founders and investors? So you're you're building, if
- 1:13:55you will, like a matching agent. Yeah, yeah.
- 1:13:58I, I call it a funding coach, but because it also coaches to
- 1:14:03the female founder on their pitch decks and they're, let's
- 1:14:08say they're the pitches that they do.
- 1:14:10So basically they can upload their pitch deck or their pitch
- 1:14:13and then they get feedback. But in the end, I also want to
- 1:14:18make it connect. Yeah, to specific investors.
- 1:14:24Well, here, and I'm not sure and I'm going to say this is what's
- 1:14:27popped to the top of my head. This is a relationship business.
- 1:14:32It is long term. And so I would say what's most
- 1:14:36important for your tool is to ensure that all the individuals
- 1:14:42on the platform, both founders and investors, don't conform to
- 1:14:46a certain notion, but are allowed to actually show their
- 1:14:50individuality. Because you do want the, the
- 1:14:52matches have to be true. And to have a true match, you
- 1:14:57need to present your true self, right?
- 1:15:00Because then another thing, and it's for the founders in the
- 1:15:03room who are listening, It is most important, like all the
- 1:15:06advice you're going to hear from me, from Dirk Young, from
- 1:15:09others, it is true. What is also true is you know
- 1:15:13best who you are and what you want and what your what is best
- 1:15:17for your startup. And so keep that in mind as you
- 1:15:23present yourself because that energy is going to attract the
- 1:15:26right money. And if if you're not attracting
- 1:15:30certain certain other investors, you should be thankful because
- 1:15:34they're not the right ones for you if you are presenting your
- 1:15:37truest energy right. And I think it's hard from both
- 1:15:42sides to recognize that to just at some point just walk away and
- 1:15:46say like, this isn't right as much as I think it should be, it
- 1:15:49isn't. And my better match is somewhere
- 1:15:51elsewhere. Yeah, so dare to say no and walk
- 1:15:57away. Yeah, yeah, as I'll tell you and
- 1:16:01one of my advisors recently said, and I've read this in
- 1:16:04other ways too, right, getting to a no quickly is really very
- 1:16:09helpful for everyone. Yeah, because I at least, you
- 1:16:14know, not to spend time with that person.
- 1:16:17Yeah. Yeah.
- 1:16:18So, yeah. So that's also great advice on
- 1:16:22how to handle rejections, I think.
- 1:16:25Yeah. So as in, thanks very much.
- 1:16:29Really appreciate this, this conversation.
- 1:16:31If people want to learn more about you, about Emmeline and of
- 1:16:36course, the movie and the book, show her the money.
- 1:16:39Where do you want to send them? I think the best and easiest
- 1:16:42place would be LinkedIn. So yeah, thank you.
- 1:16:46And I'm the only Azine Ratson. Then all the bake.
- 1:16:51To my knowledge, I'm the only one who holds all four of those
- 1:16:53names. Combination of my Persian
- 1:16:56background and my Dutch assumed background.
- 1:17:00So thank you. And dear Count, it's really been
- 1:17:02great. A pleasure.
- 1:17:03Thank you for your questions and for your thoughtfulness and for
- 1:17:07truly getting me to think about a few things that I hadn't
- 1:17:10thought about before. So thank you.
- 1:17:12OK, well, that's that's cool to hear.
- 1:17:14So Azin Ratzen from Arabic. Thanks very much for the
- 1:17:19conversation. Listeners.
- 1:17:21Thank you very much for listening.
- 1:17:22And until the next episode, as always, keep being awesome.
- 1:17:32Well, that's a wrap for episode 123 of Women Disrupting Tech
- 1:17:37with Azine Ratzen von Allenberg titled How showing her the money
- 1:17:42Changes Venture Capital Azine. And I hope that you found our
- 1:17:46conversation as engaging and inspiring as we intended it to
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