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Dirty Little Secret:The Truth He Deserves But May Never Hear! · Billy The Kidd In The Morning

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  Speaker 1: This is Dirty Little Secret, Real mixed one O two
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  Speaker 1: point nine. If you got one to bring.
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  Speaker 2: It, it's Bailey the Kid, Candice Lopez producer, who is
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  Speaker 2: here in your confessions anytime you want eight three three
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  Speaker 2: seven eight seven one oh two nine, no matter what
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  Speaker 2: it is.
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  Speaker 1: Some people like setting it up online.
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  Speaker 2: You can do that too, at Billy on the radio,
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  Speaker 2: at Candace on air, at Poo on the radio, whatever.
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  Speaker 2: You can hit us up on Insta even if we're
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  Speaker 2: not doing Dirty Little Secret. Reach out with your confessions
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  Speaker 2: and you have one.
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  Speaker 3: I have definitely got a confession, and it's something I've
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  Speaker 3: carried around for so many years that I honestly get
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  Speaker 3: stick even thinking about it today. Okay, when I was younger,
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  Speaker 3: I was with my high school sweetheart and we were
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  Speaker 3: absolutely in love. Where I thought we were. He wasn't
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  Speaker 3: just an amazing guy, straight a student, also athlete, had
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  Speaker 3: football offers from multiple colleges. Looking back, though, I can
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  Speaker 3: admit something now that I really could not admit back then.
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  Speaker 3: I was really toxic. I was controlling, I was insecure.
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  Speaker 3: I was just one of those girls who thought being
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  Speaker 3: obsessed with someone was the same thing as loving them.
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  Speaker 2: It just well, you were young. I mean you still
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  Speaker 2: sound young, but you know, when you're young in that
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  Speaker 2: kind of a relationship, it happens.
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  Speaker 1: You're just you don't handle things right.
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  Speaker 2: But so you felt like, you know, looking back, you
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  Speaker 2: were a little a little much right.
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  Speaker 3: And I mean right before we graduated, maybe a week before,
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  Speaker 3: he sat me down and told me that he wanted
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  Speaker 3: to break up. He was really kind about it. You said,
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  Speaker 3: he loved me, but our relationship had become exhausting to him,
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  Speaker 3: and he wanted to focus on football and school and
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  Speaker 3: we were going to colleges far apart. He just didn't
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  Speaker 3: think it was going to work.
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  Speaker 1: But yeah, that happens a lot.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I just at the time, I completely lost my mind.
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  Speaker 3: I freaked out, I cried, I begged him to not
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  Speaker 3: break up with me. I screamed, and I did something
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  Speaker 3: that still haunts me today. I faked being pregnant.
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  Speaker 1: Oh oh, I had a feeling. You were going to say, like,
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  Speaker 1: how far did you take it? Yeah? Like what happened?
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  Speaker 1: How to go down?
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  Speaker 2: Because I mean, I know this is something that's happened
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  Speaker 2: a million times before.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, doesn't make it right.
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  Speaker 3: But I went online and I bought a fake positive
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  Speaker 3: pregnancy test. I was just desperate to get him back,
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  Speaker 3: so I showed him the test and the look on
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  Speaker 3: his face he was just terrified, but he immediately said
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  Speaker 3: we'd figure out together. He never yelled at me, never
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  Speaker 3: accused me of anything. He just stepped up and it
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  Speaker 3: was amazing.
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  Speaker 2: So what so when when you told him this, he
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  Speaker 2: was like, okay, well let's figure it out. And he
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  Speaker 2: didn't leave and go, well good luck. He was he
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  Speaker 2: was there for you, right.
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  Speaker 3: I just kept this story going until obviously I couldn't anymore,
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  Speaker 3: and I lied and told him that I had lost
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  Speaker 3: the baby.
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  Speaker 2: Oh I hate that, Yeah that, I mean, what else
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  Speaker 2: do you do?
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  Speaker 1: There's no other way it ends. Unfortunately, So when.
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  Speaker 3: I remember him crying, like actually crying, and I had
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  Speaker 3: to pretend, they're like to pretend to cry as well.
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  Speaker 3: And I still think that's the worst thing I've ever done.
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  Speaker 3: I mean, we stayed together for a little while through that,
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  Speaker 3: but everything was different.
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  Speaker 2: So did this, I mean I know what affected you?
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  Speaker 2: Did it affect him? Did he go off to college
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  Speaker 2: or he.
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  Speaker 3: Did end up going on a football scholarship, but his
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  Speaker 3: first year was just awful. He wasn't himself. He just
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  Speaker 3: Oh no, I don't know. Maybe it had something, Maybe
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  Speaker 3: it had something to do with me. I've always wondered
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  Speaker 3: what kind of a part I played and not. Eventually
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  Speaker 3: we didn't end up breaking up and it was ugly,
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  Speaker 3: but he never found out.
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  Speaker 1: The truth, so he still doesn't know.
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  Speaker 3: But the crazy thing is he ended up great. I mean,
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  Speaker 3: he's married, he now has a beautiful family, and honestly,
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  Speaker 3: that makes me really happy for him.
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  Speaker 1: Does it good? I mean it should hopefully.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, me not so much. My marriage fell apart after
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  Speaker 3: my husband cheated on me, and now I'm basically raising
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  Speaker 3: our son by myself. I wonder sometimes if that's my
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  Speaker 3: karma for doing this when I was younger. I know
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  Speaker 3: it's probably not how it all works, but I can't
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  Speaker 3: help thinking about that.
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  Speaker 2: I really think that that happens to people who don't
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  Speaker 2: deserve that. Yeah, I mean, what are you doing to
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  Speaker 2: see situation like this? Do you ever go back and
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  Speaker 2: tell him the truth even though he's moved on, or
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  Speaker 2: do you just let it go? I would want to know,
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  Speaker 2: and it would be awful to hear. Yeah, but there
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  Speaker 2: would also be a sense of relief that a child
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  Speaker 2: wasn't lost.
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  Speaker 3: But he's already got another family, and every day he
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  Speaker 3: don't destroy him that would.
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  Speaker 1: Well, I don't think he would destroy it. It's not
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  Speaker 1: like he cheated.
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  Speaker 2: It's something from his past that his wife I think
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  Speaker 2: would understand. I mean, I would look at my kids
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  Speaker 2: and think about that every time.
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  Speaker 1: Exactly.
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  Speaker 2: That's a heavy weight to wear. So would you ever
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  Speaker 2: do you think you'd ever do that? Or are you
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  Speaker 2: just letting it go?
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  Speaker 3: I think that's it. I ever talked to him again,
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  Speaker 3: If I ever had the opportunity to see him again,
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  Speaker 3: I might be able to get the courage to tell him, Well.
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  Speaker 2: I appreciate you telling us. I know it's tough, and
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  Speaker 2: I know even though you weren't in the right, it's still.
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  Speaker 1: Hard to talk about these things. So thank you for
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  Speaker 1: sharing it with us.
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  Speaker 3: Thank you so much.
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  Speaker 1: You're welcome.