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Living In New York Isn't Worth It ? · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Do you want to get married?
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  Speaker 2: You want to settle down. I lived my life, I
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  Speaker 2: did it all. I've seen it all, done it all.
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  Speaker 3: It's only one thing to accomplished, and that's marriage. Never
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  Speaker 3: I never, never did it. That's something I want to
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  Speaker 3: dance with my mother. I want to dance with my bride.
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  Speaker 3: I want to dedicate myself, my life to somebody.
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  Speaker 1: But why else, though, Like, what are the other reasons
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  Speaker 1: why you want to get married?
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  Speaker 2: I want to get married.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I deserve it. It's so much I just want
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  Speaker 3: to give to one person.
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  Speaker 1: What are you looking forward to?
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  Speaker 3: Like?
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  Speaker 1: What you think you're gonna get a marriage?
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  Speaker 2: Not for nothing? Know what it is? It's like, I
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  Speaker 2: feel like messing with different women don't move me no more.
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  Speaker 3: I feel like I'm I'm trying to find different parts
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  Speaker 3: of a woman to equal one person. M No, I
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  Speaker 3: don't it. Don't move me no more. I get bored
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  Speaker 3: quick off a conversation, boy, and they'd be like, all right,
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  Speaker 3: sure they can be like yo, I get bored.
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  Speaker 2: I don't like. I don't want it no more.
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  Speaker 1: What do you think it is about messing with multiple
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  Speaker 1: women that you're the most tired of?
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  Speaker 2: Now? It's tight, trying to please everybody. M hm. I
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  Speaker 2: want to please one person.
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  Speaker 3: I want to understand one person I believe in, like
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  Speaker 3: I don't want too many Like soul tis like I
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  Speaker 3: don't want too many, so on me. It's like pleasing everybody,
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  Speaker 3: different personalities, different attitudes.
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  Speaker 2: Then you can keep that.
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  Speaker 1: Ship spending money on people that you really know, that
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  Speaker 1: invest in.
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  Speaker 3: And sometimes we don't even get to that point because
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  Speaker 3: it's like I've lost interest in you that fast, those
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  Speaker 3: interesting to you fast. But we're gonna get into it
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  Speaker 3: back at it for another episode of Blinder. I see show,
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  Speaker 3: I'm your host, FOBC.
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  Speaker 2: No, no, goddamn fuck it. See No, it's like that.
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  Speaker 3: I'm bad one because it's like I come to the studio,
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  Speaker 3: I'm SEENO, but I go to cloud like for what
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  Speaker 3: we seen.
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  Speaker 2: It's like I'm battling this person right now.
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  Speaker 3: But yoh man, the clubs I walk into clubs is
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  Speaker 3: like yo, It's like, damn it is this all? You know,
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  Speaker 3: the official blonde stuff for the voice of the Disabler's
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  Speaker 3: blond lighting. You know we here, you know where we're
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  Speaker 3: at two sixty five Canal Shoot, where dreams happened when
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  Speaker 3: Magic happens. But blind probably gonna take off on from
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  Speaker 3: this couch.
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  Speaker 2: You already know.
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  Speaker 3: And I'm here with my dog Wolf already once again.
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  Speaker 3: Happy forth with your love people, happy for your lit things.
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  Speaker 2: I'm blessed.
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  Speaker 3: I just feel blessed. Man, things coming in, sponsors, hit
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  Speaker 3: people hitting me up. I want to promote products on
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  Speaker 3: my show.
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  Speaker 2: I just feel blessed. Just I can't.
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  Speaker 3: I have no complaints. When I wake up, It's just like, damn,
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  Speaker 3: I'm alive.
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  Speaker 2: I'm doing it.
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  Speaker 1: Niggas be powding for years, bro, and don't be getting
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  Speaker 1: no sponsored nothing, bro. Niggas like, I don't want my
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  Speaker 1: product on your little lame ass podcast.
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  Speaker 2: He will be pawning for years.
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  Speaker 1: That's how PEO were feeling.
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  Speaker 2: Lot yo.
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  Speaker 1: Bro.
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  Speaker 3: I walk and it's like I'm in the club last
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  Speaker 3: week and I'm just in up there and they was like,
• 3:01
  Speaker 3: I'm surprised you here, the girls, I'm surprised you here.
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  Speaker 3: I'm like, why do you say that? She said you famous?
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  Speaker 2: I'm like I am. I said, ship my Baker. I
• 3:09
  Speaker 2: don't say that. She like, Yo, I seen your podcast
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  Speaker 2: all over this thing on TikTok. I comment. You see
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  Speaker 2: my comment.
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  Speaker 3: I'm like nah, I don't be chucking TikTok every day,
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  Speaker 3: say y'all comment on it. And she just she was
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  Speaker 3: just going through my podcast and telling me different episodes,
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  Speaker 3: and I'm like, damn, people really watch it, telling me
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  Speaker 3: what she enjoyed about it, Like what makes her laugh
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  Speaker 3: on funny show? You got a good personality. She just talking.
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  Speaker 3: I'm like, thank you. I give her a hug and
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  Speaker 3: she started laughing and she like, like, what's wrong with you?
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  Speaker 3: She said, you make me nervous. I said, I make
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  Speaker 3: you nervous.
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  Speaker 2: She said, yeah, I never nobody of yes Stature never
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  Speaker 2: hugged me before.
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  Speaker 1: Wow.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, real, thank you, dad. Did I get a
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  Speaker 2: contract that I didn't know about her? I would sleep
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  Speaker 2: behind well.
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  Speaker 1: Perception is such a crazy thing because sometimes when people
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  Speaker 1: see like the content that you got and the like
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  Speaker 1: the content that you've done that's performed really well. I mean, Bro,
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  Speaker 1: you got clips that have done several thousands of views. Bro, definitely,
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  Speaker 1: and for a fact, people have definitely taken your content
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  Speaker 1: and repurposed it on So that type of stuff, you know,
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  Speaker 1: for somebody who don't really understand the inner workings, because
• 4:18
  Speaker 1: you know, you got to think about it. They don't
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  Speaker 1: know that we out here trying to figure out. You know,
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  Speaker 1: it's hard to get the type of guests we want
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  Speaker 1: to get, like obviously you want to have like guests
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  Speaker 1: that also share a disabled experience, but they're not They're
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  Speaker 1: not easy to get because they probably got somebody managing they.
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  Speaker 2: Fucking account heavy on it, heavy on it.
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  Speaker 1: You know, they don't know about that shit.
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  Speaker 2: You're mad disables on TikTok man.
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  Speaker 1: You know.
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  Speaker 3: The crazy thing about it is right, She said, Oh,
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  Speaker 3: I've seen when when Wolf came in here.
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  Speaker 2: I said, you've seen when Wolf came in like wonder
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  Speaker 2: come here?
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  Speaker 3: Like, I'm confused. I forgot you came that that Friday. Yeah,
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  Speaker 3: I've seen it, I said, So you say nothing, She
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  Speaker 3: said no. I was just sitting back like, damn, like
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  Speaker 3: they really in there, I said, flesh Baby, I said,
• 5:01
  Speaker 3: that's crazy, Like they really they look at us like celebrities. Now,
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  Speaker 3: there ain't a lot of podcasts. It's like you don't
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  Speaker 3: got to get that million out of contract to really
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  Speaker 3: be a celebrity to people. No, that's the crazy thing
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  Speaker 3: about it. And I just realized that I'm like, damn,
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  Speaker 3: I'm really I'm really a.
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  Speaker 1: Celebrity to tell a lot of people I think more
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  Speaker 1: important than the celebrity. Like people can't acknowledge that it's
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  Speaker 1: the work you're doing, you know what I mean. Like
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  Speaker 1: you're a young black man who's had challenges that most
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  Speaker 1: people couldn't even fathom, and yet you're still showing up
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  Speaker 1: every single day. You're a full time father, You're a
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  Speaker 1: full time content creator, you know what I'm saying. So
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  Speaker 1: I think people like, really they see like.
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  Speaker 2: You represent hope, bro Yah, represent hope.
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  Speaker 3: Because if you can do it, why the fuck a
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  Speaker 3: lot of people ain't doing it?
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  Speaker 2: Why the fuck can't somebody else doing it?
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  Speaker 1: If you doing it?
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  Speaker 3: This week right here along, I sat there and said,
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  Speaker 3: I worked ten times harder than a lot of people.
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  Speaker 2: Right.
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  Speaker 3: I really had to ask myself, Damn, do I gotta
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  Speaker 3: like take my feet off the gas a little to
• 6:01
  Speaker 3: let these niggas.
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  Speaker 2: I'm around people and I'm just like, damn, what doing
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  Speaker 2: with your life? Bush? Hey?
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  Speaker 3: I even told a couple of people, Yoh, you need
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  Speaker 3: a job? Bullsh this Ain't it just like yo?
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  Speaker 1: Imagine a nigga hearing from a nigga if that's blind
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  Speaker 1: like this, Ain't it like your soul must be crushed
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  Speaker 1: after that.
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  Speaker 2: People don't cherish a lot of ship.
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  Speaker 3: Bro, Like the worst thing, the best thing you can did,
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  Speaker 3: and the worst thing that people is put me on
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  Speaker 3: Chat GBT.
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  Speaker 2: Bro.
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  Speaker 1: I love that ship. Bro when I ate no funny
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  Speaker 1: shit like I've been in my bag on chat GBT
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  Speaker 1: last couple of days. I'm telling you asking that motherfucker.
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  Speaker 1: So tell me about slavery and don't get me started, bro.
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  Speaker 3: A couple of digital products. Yeah, don't get me started.
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  Speaker 3: I can really turn. I want to shoot them out.
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  Speaker 1: Hey, anybody that's listening to this ship right now, whatever
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  Speaker 1: the fuck you don't know, I'm I just want to
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  Speaker 1: let you know from GBT, you no longer have an
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  Speaker 1: excuse on Earth. I'm asking Chat GBT, so tell me
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  Speaker 1: about them. Like I'm on bro, I'm like, am I
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  Speaker 1: an anthropologist?
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  Speaker 2: My nigga?
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  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying? Like anthropology is the stuff
• 7:00
  Speaker 1: body of the human race and shit. But I'm like,
• 7:02
  Speaker 1: I'm asking the questions like, Okay, so you know, how
• 7:05
  Speaker 1: how did your how did white people even come to exist?
• 7:08
  Speaker 1: How did Mexican people come to exist? What happened to
• 7:10
  Speaker 1: the Native Americans? You know what I'm saying, I'm asking
• 7:13
  Speaker 1: a certain question. It's telling me everything. I'm sitting here like, god, damn,
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  Speaker 1: look are you hitting it with history history? It's teaching
• 7:20
  Speaker 1: me to be hitting it with business. How to amend
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  Speaker 1: the business, how to grow a business, how to.
• 7:25
  Speaker 3: Get business credit, how to get business funded, what's the
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  Speaker 3: best banks? And it's just spinning it out for me.
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  Speaker 3: I'm like, damn, I'm like yo, and it's crazy. Like
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  Speaker 3: a couple of days ago, I'm sat down, I asked
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  Speaker 3: the question it is, I said, Damn. It took me
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  Speaker 3: five minutes, not even two minutes, just to get this
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  Speaker 3: answer when I've been working to find this shit.
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  Speaker 1: Out for months. Whether you can see or not, you
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  Speaker 1: know what I mean. It's like the way you can
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  Speaker 1: get to it instantly, like Chad JBT is truly like
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  Speaker 1: the most incredible fucking tool ever. And like you said,
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  Speaker 1: I've been I've been listen and I've been talking to
• 8:01
  Speaker 1: it to you know, brush about my history. You know
• 8:03
  Speaker 1: where I come from and what we really what we
• 8:04
  Speaker 1: what it really looked like to have been us? Like
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  Speaker 1: how do we get to the version of us that
• 8:08
  Speaker 1: we are today? Right? Like everybody knows slavery but like deeper,
• 8:12
  Speaker 1: like let me understand. But then I was asking it
• 8:13
  Speaker 1: the other day. I was just like, you know what
• 8:15
  Speaker 1: I'm saying, like, how do you reverse engineer gentrification? Like
• 8:18
  Speaker 1: how do black people go to some white people shit
• 8:20
  Speaker 1: and and take that shit and take it over? You
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  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. That's what I'm asking.
• 8:23
  Speaker 2: The ship likes that's different. That's different. That's different. I'm like,
• 8:27
  Speaker 2: I love chat now. I see Canva got ai in
• 8:30
  Speaker 2: in now?
• 8:31
  Speaker 3: Like they can make thumbnails without even but we gotta
• 8:34
  Speaker 3: pay for a thumbnat to get made.
• 8:36
  Speaker 1: Yeah, bro, yo, if you're listening to this right now,
• 8:39
  Speaker 1: bro use chat GBT.
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  Speaker 3: You can't be like, well I don't know, you better
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  Speaker 3: ask that motherfucker chat GBT.
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  Speaker 2: Canva hold it? Man, stop being ignorant, museic you. It
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  Speaker 2: just help.
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  Speaker 3: It just increasing your availability, your ability, Like it's given
• 8:57
  Speaker 3: more time for you to do more things.
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  Speaker 2: Man.
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  Speaker 3: Capital lives off fit absolutely. But yeah, so I want
• 9:04
  Speaker 3: to get married. You want to get married me at
• 9:07
  Speaker 3: the yati?
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  Speaker 1: Yo?
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  Speaker 2: What getting It's crazy? Right?
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  Speaker 3: It's like you know, you get around a person like
• 9:15
  Speaker 3: like people ask me, how do you know when it's
• 9:16
  Speaker 3: the right one? When when you are around that person
• 9:20
  Speaker 3: and you just can't stop smiling, can't stop. I'll be tweaking.
• 9:24
  Speaker 3: I'm like, shout out to dollars man, congratulations, but shout
• 9:29
  Speaker 3: out to dollars man his prone. That one came around,
• 9:35
  Speaker 3: and it's like for dollars she came and I'm just like,
• 9:39
  Speaker 3: damn that dad feeling is. I'm like, just take me
• 9:43
  Speaker 3: with you, like put me in your pocketbook.
• 9:45
  Speaker 2: Just take me with you.
• 9:46
  Speaker 3: That's how you know when it's the one I said,
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  Speaker 3: I gotta get married. I gotta I gotta buckle that.
• 9:50
  Speaker 3: I said them down like entertaining too many women.
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  Speaker 2: It's not for me no more. I have my fun.
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  Speaker 2: Thirty five, I'll be thirty five. I have my fun.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 3: I've been doing this shit since I was thirteen, twelve, thirteen,
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  Speaker 3: so it's like I had.
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  Speaker 2: A good run in it. I'm a veteran. They could
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  Speaker 2: hang my jerseys up in there and the rafters right now.
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  Speaker 2: I don't want no more.
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  Speaker 1: What do you think is the biggest issue with chasing
• 10:12
  Speaker 1: multiple women.
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  Speaker 2: It's tiring, it's a headache.
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  Speaker 3: You're learning different personalities, you're dealing with person different personalities.
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  Speaker 2: You spend it unnecessary money.
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  Speaker 3: They try to make everybody happy, and it's like if
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  Speaker 3: you had them, if you had one, you had them all.
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  Speaker 2: So it's like, what is I'm really chasing?
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  Speaker 3: I feel like when men chase different women, it is
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  Speaker 3: like you looking at I like her attitude, I like
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  Speaker 3: her body, I like her tone, I like what she
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  Speaker 3: do for me, And it's like all.
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  Speaker 1: These different girls bringing different things, but it's not just one.
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  Speaker 1: Do you feel like chasing multiple women is a waste
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  Speaker 1: of time for a man in his thirties?
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  Speaker 3: Hell yeah, right right now, you're supposed to be locking in,
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  Speaker 3: trying to settle down right now. You had your phone
• 10:56
  Speaker 3: when you when you was in your teens, in your twenties, thirties,
• 11:00
  Speaker 3: right now, you shit, it's like when you really developing life,
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  Speaker 3: what you really want to be in life, what you
• 11:07
  Speaker 3: really want in life, like thirty five?
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  Speaker 2: Right now, I'm not thinking about Jane and Sarah and robbing.
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  Speaker 3: I'm not thinking about all that. I just want one.
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  Speaker 3: I want to wake up to one somebody I could trust.
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  Speaker 3: I don't got it, Dan, Can I trust her?
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  Speaker 1: Do you think it's realistic for a man to be
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  Speaker 1: committed to one woman for the rest of his life?
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  Speaker 2: Hell yeah? One percent?
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  Speaker 3: It is because I I had that one. I wanted
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  Speaker 3: the I wanted the other girls. Right now, when I
• 11:38
  Speaker 3: I lose that one and I get what I wanted,
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  Speaker 3: I'm running back to that one.
• 11:43
  Speaker 1: Niggas don't talk. Niggas don't talk about.
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  Speaker 2: That now, they don't. They definitely don't.
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  Speaker 1: Eighty.
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, it's eighty twenty.
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  Speaker 1: So when you lose your eighty for your twenty and
• 11:51
  Speaker 1: then you and then you get the twenty that you
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  Speaker 1: want it, but now you done lost the eighty.
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  Speaker 2: Should be ninety ten.
• 11:55
  Speaker 1: Oh it's ninety ten, ten, ninety ten?
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  Speaker 2: Can that ninety?
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  Speaker 3: I haven't found nobody that even give me eleven ten.
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  Speaker 3: I mean, nobody give you eleven fifteen twenty. They're giving
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  Speaker 3: me less than ten. I had somebody that was cooking, cleaning,
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  Speaker 3: making sure I was good, pleasing.
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  Speaker 2: Me in the bedroom, loving on me, loving me for
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  Speaker 2: who I am.
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  Speaker 3: Everything to these girls don't cook. Their attitudes is nasty.
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  Speaker 3: They want to spend your money, like, no, my ninety.
• 12:29
  Speaker 3: I'm like, let's go to the movies.
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  Speaker 2: Why go to the movies. We can save that money.
• 12:31
  Speaker 2: Let's watch it on botleg. I said, that's the type
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  Speaker 2: of girl. I adn't get it at first. I ain't
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  Speaker 2: get it. I'm like, why are we watching this?
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  Speaker 3: Like I see my check, I'm trying to go to
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  Speaker 3: the movies, like, but it really it's like she saved
• 12:45
  Speaker 3: me money. We could not even over saving money. We
• 12:48
  Speaker 3: could put this on boutleg you could, I could sit,
• 12:51
  Speaker 3: I could lay up under you. It's more intimate than
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  Speaker 3: going to the movies. I could lay up under you.
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  Speaker 3: I could cook, we could see it, we could eat,
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  Speaker 3: we could drink. I could lay up under you. You
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  Speaker 3: can hold me while we watched this movie.
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  Speaker 2: I loved it.
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  Speaker 1: Do you think it's realistic to be looking for love
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  Speaker 1: in New York City?
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  Speaker 2: It is realistic. It's definitely realistic. But don't get me wrong.
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  Speaker 3: In the process of all of this, you're gonna have
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  Speaker 3: to really rebuild, rebuild a woman because you're gonna have
• 13:19
  Speaker 3: to rebuild a woman. You got to rebuilder because no, lie,
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  Speaker 3: when you come across a good woman, best of belief,
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  Speaker 3: that heart is scarred bad, especially in New York.
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  Speaker 2: You're saying, like, not.
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  Speaker 3: Even just to know New York all over, I feel,
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  Speaker 3: so you better get your tape and you better have
• 13:34
  Speaker 3: your duct tape and your crazy clue to fix that
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  Speaker 3: heart because best of believer, it's a couple of men
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  Speaker 3: that tore that woman down mentally.
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  Speaker 1: So you're saying, if you're looking for love, just dating period,
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  Speaker 1: regardless of what city you live, and you need to
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  Speaker 1: be resumen. You need to realistically be prepared to help
• 13:50
  Speaker 1: that lady hell through some traumas she got through dating
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  Speaker 1: before she got to you.
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  Speaker 3: She gotta trust you. You gotta help her trust you.
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  Speaker 3: You can't expect how to feel. Oh, I never did
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  Speaker 3: nothing wrong, so you got to trust me. Nah, you
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  Speaker 3: got to show that she could trust you.
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  Speaker 1: Well, do you think it's the other way around too, Like,
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  Speaker 1: based off the the trauma that a guy has had
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  Speaker 1: through dating before he met a girl who's probably the one,
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  Speaker 1: do you think it's also her job to help him here?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, both jobs is heit in hand. That's why our
• 14:17
  Speaker 3: relationship is fifty to fifty. It ain't no or a
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  Speaker 3: man one hundred percent. Nine is fifty to fifty. It's
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  Speaker 3: a job we both. It's like we be working on
• 14:25
  Speaker 3: the project. I need your fifty percent. You got my
• 14:28
  Speaker 3: fifty percent. That's capitalizing make this work's let's complete this project.
• 14:34
  Speaker 3: Sometimes you see your your significant other falling short. All right,
• 14:38
  Speaker 3: let me put in overtime because she needs She's not
• 14:41
  Speaker 3: giving me fifty right now, she giving me forty.
• 14:43
  Speaker 2: All right, let me take up.
• 14:44
  Speaker 3: Let me make up for the tempercent that she's losing
• 14:47
  Speaker 3: to make this your work. If you really love that person,
• 14:49
  Speaker 3: you're gonna do whatever it takes to make it work.
• 14:52
  Speaker 1: What do you think is the hardest part about dating
• 14:54
  Speaker 1: in New York City? New York City specifically trust? Trusting
• 14:59
  Speaker 1: women as part of this just trusting each other period
• 15:02
  Speaker 1: and trusting each other, trusting people.
• 15:04
  Speaker 2: Ain't me I have? I have trust issues?
• 15:07
  Speaker 3: Why Because it's like I can see a girl on
• 15:10
  Speaker 3: line and I love my men and this that and
• 15:12
  Speaker 3: the third.
• 15:12
  Speaker 2: World we were, and then I go in to the club,
• 15:14
  Speaker 2: you sexy rad It's like it wasn't you just from Valentine?
• 15:19
  Speaker 2: They hugged up with like that that do be happening,
• 15:22
  Speaker 2: But then you all up in my face. Oh see no,
• 15:25
  Speaker 2: give me a hug.
• 15:26
  Speaker 3: I love you, rubbing on my face, you want to
• 15:29
  Speaker 3: kiss on my cheek? And this that I'm like, but
• 15:32
  Speaker 3: wasn't she just she was just.
• 15:34
  Speaker 2: A love Instagram post stories They and I out this.
• 15:40
  Speaker 3: It's trust big trust. That's that's that's my biggest thing.
• 15:44
  Speaker 3: And I'm like, Yo, if you can do this to hell,
• 15:46
  Speaker 3: you can do this to me.
• 15:46
  Speaker 2: Surety. It's the difference.
• 15:48
  Speaker 3: And then I've seen I walked in the club, girls
• 15:50
  Speaker 3: running jump on me, wraps around me.
• 15:52
  Speaker 2: Oh, I love you.
• 15:52
  Speaker 3: See you know you be playing too much? You played
• 15:55
  Speaker 3: this day and then my move? Do you run into
• 15:58
  Speaker 3: the next promoter? I said, God, damn, she.
• 16:01
  Speaker 1: A busy body, you remember. That's yeah.
• 16:04
  Speaker 2: Then it's like not even.
• 16:05
  Speaker 3: It's times when we outside after a party, five in
• 16:08
  Speaker 3: the morning, we outside just talking vibing. Sure, they'll call
• 16:12
  Speaker 3: my phone. Oh what you're doing. I'm like, I ain't
• 16:14
  Speaker 3: doing nothing onside, I'm still outside. Oh goe me when
• 16:17
  Speaker 3: you're going, I'm trying to come over. God, I got
• 16:20
  Speaker 3: you hang up, Like I'm not called all back damn.
• 16:23
  Speaker 3: But them that nigga next to me for rigging his home.
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: Nah, you're being honest.
• 16:30
  Speaker 3: I swear to God, bro, you swear to godwwe my
• 16:33
  Speaker 3: son life.
• 16:35
  Speaker 2: But she calling him for what reason?
• 16:36
  Speaker 3: The same thing picked up. She's like, oh, come get me.
• 16:39
  Speaker 3: She's trying to get some dig tonight, yo. But the
• 16:43
  Speaker 3: whole time she's on Instagram. I love my baby. Nah, bro,
• 16:49
  Speaker 3: that's that's my biggest issue.
• 16:51
  Speaker 1: Well, let me ask you this, though, Do you think
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: that's something that's more specific to a certain type of
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: girl or you are you portraying this lack of trust
• 16:58
  Speaker 1: to like women in general?
• 17:01
  Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, I can't. I pl like this. Right, they're
• 17:06
  Speaker 2: in the clubs, they're doing it.
• 17:08
  Speaker 3: Okay, I'm quite sure they're doing it in the churches.
• 17:13
  Speaker 3: I'm quite sure they're doing it in the churches.
• 17:17
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm being really honest.
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: Like, so, it's specifically the girls in the club, like girls.
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: So what you're saying is girls in the club.
• 17:23
  Speaker 2: You kind of it's not it's not a high percentage
• 17:25
  Speaker 2: of women that you out here you can trust.
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: In the club or just in life.
• 17:29
  Speaker 2: In life in general.
• 17:31
  Speaker 3: Like I know, my thing is it's a small percentage
• 17:36
  Speaker 3: of good women, right, some of them is married, the
• 17:39
  Speaker 3: rest of them is hurt.
• 17:43
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so you kind of got to make the best
• 17:45
  Speaker 1: with what you got.
• 17:46
  Speaker 3: It's like you gotta make It's how you gotta throw
• 17:49
  Speaker 3: your hooking to see and see what you're gonna pull out.
• 17:50
  Speaker 3: I'm sure women feel the same way about us, though,
• 17:53
  Speaker 3: not one thousand one thousand percent. It's definitely go both ways.
• 17:58
  Speaker 3: But the majority of our.
• 17:59
  Speaker 2: Good women is hurt and the rest is married.
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: You know, sometimes I feel like an anomaly in that
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: sense because you know, a lot of people are coming
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: through pain and trauma and you know, just fucked up
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: things that they've been through. But I've never been traumatized
• 18:15
  Speaker 1: through a relationship. You know, I've been cheated on before,
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: and I will say that that definitely was a traumatizing feeling.
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: The feeling of betrayal, you know what I'm saying.
• 18:23
  Speaker 3: It's a tough thing man, especially it's the other way
• 18:26
  Speaker 3: around because I'm the one that did hurting.
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: Oh, you're the villain in the story.
• 18:30
  Speaker 3: I'm the villain, and I'm man enough to say that
• 18:33
  Speaker 3: I'm the villain. I hurt people I had, I made
• 18:38
  Speaker 3: females cry. Yeah, good women, y I made him cry
• 18:43
  Speaker 3: to a point. Now, First of all, police, I'm like,
• 18:47
  Speaker 3: damn all that you still perk me?
• 18:49
  Speaker 2: No good this? That, and the third like they could
• 18:52
  Speaker 2: take the eyes out of you, but they can't take
• 18:53
  Speaker 2: see no out of you.
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: I'm just like, so let me ask you this. Do
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: you feel like in a lot of ways you still
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: receiving Calma for the way you treated women in your past.
• 19:02
  Speaker 3: Mm hmm. I want to say Calma, Okay, what would
• 19:08
  Speaker 3: you say? I want to say my Camma. I feel
• 19:10
  Speaker 3: like my Calma. Everything I did in my past like
• 19:13
  Speaker 3: Calma and washed it away like Calma hit me. It
• 19:15
  Speaker 3: hit me in my ass for sure, But now in
• 19:18
  Speaker 3: my space, I feel like I don't put myself out
• 19:20
  Speaker 3: there to receive back for anybody to hit me. Yeah,
• 19:23
  Speaker 3: because no, I'm focused on to know what I want. Yeah,
• 19:26
  Speaker 3: I don't got to go search and I just know
• 19:28
  Speaker 3: what I want. It just whenever she felt like, maybe
• 19:32
  Speaker 3: he did change his life, maybe he is different. Maybe
• 19:36
  Speaker 3: I can't take a chance. I don't think I'm gonna
• 19:38
  Speaker 3: get hurt from him again.
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: You said she, Yeah, you're talking about a specific, specific,
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: specific person.
• 19:45
  Speaker 3: You know she knows years you know whose is did
• 19:47
  Speaker 3: she did she listen to this podcast? Yeah, every now
• 19:50
  Speaker 3: and then because she y'all listen to it. I got
• 19:52
  Speaker 3: her listened, I got her into podcasts. Right now, you
• 19:55
  Speaker 3: should send it this episode Herble Decisions. She listened to
• 19:58
  Speaker 3: herb Decisions.
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: We are you gonna send it this episode?
• 20:02
  Speaker 2: If she done this somebody else?
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: I know, But I'm asking you will you send her
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: this up?
• 20:06
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I definitely might.
• 20:08
  Speaker 1: Okay, So look, since you're gonna send it this episode, listen,
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: I think that when you got some free time, you
• 20:17
  Speaker 1: should allow my man's right here, Christopher C Note the Great,
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: you should allow him to take you on a date,
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: something real nice. You know what. Let's make make it
• 20:27
  Speaker 1: a day date, a full day, real expansive type ship.
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean.
• 20:33
  Speaker 2: Hit multiple spots. Shit can be the weekend, we can
• 20:36
  Speaker 2: go on somebody beat.
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: You gotta start slow, you gotta start slow, got start slow,
• 20:39
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Make it a day date,
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: y'all go out, y'all had a couple of spots. You'll
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: have a good time. He'll drop you off at your
• 20:45
  Speaker 1: house at the end of the night, you know what
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: I mean. And it'll be fun. Since he gonna send
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: this to you, you know what I mean. And so
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: I think he didn't listen. He did not tell me.
• 20:54
  Speaker 2: To do this. This this straight freestyle. This straight freestyle.
• 20:57
  Speaker 2: All of this ship is freestyle.
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: We didn't even get into none of the questions that
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: I got yet, none of that, you know what I mean.
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: But like off the freestyle ship, I think that you
• 21:03
  Speaker 1: should really consider that, and why I think that I
• 21:06
  Speaker 1: haven't known him as long as you have, and I
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: haven't known him as long as anybody else in his life.
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: I'm probably one of the newest additions to his life.
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: Of what I can say, he's a good guy, you
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: know what I mean. Very focused, very very focused, you
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: know what I mean, very ambitious.
• 21:22
  Speaker 3: It's not a lot of it's niggas with eyes and
• 21:24
  Speaker 3: ears and all types. Niggas got sixteen legs and arms,
• 21:27
  Speaker 3: and they not doing They're not doing half of what
• 21:28
  Speaker 3: this man is doing.
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: And I think that speaks very highly of a man's character.
• 21:32
  Speaker 2: We be working shop, you working on her business.
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: We be working. Oh so you know this already. Yeah,
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: So anyway, i'mnna get back to the podcast.
• 21:40
  Speaker 2: Man, look at a rage man. I got a whole
• 21:42
  Speaker 2: new game player.
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: I have to break the Fourth War real quick. But
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: I really think you should consider letting him take you out.
• 21:47
  Speaker 2: Let him take you out. You don't got to pay.
• 21:49
  Speaker 2: You don't got to pay for a thing. Is that cool?
• 21:50
  Speaker 2: You don't got to pay for nothing.
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: You don't gotta pay for nothing. Let him take you
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: on a full day day.
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: Birthday this week.
• 21:55
  Speaker 3: I give her a prince. I give it a queen treatment.
• 21:57
  Speaker 3: My birthday Friday for work a Q it was the
• 22:00
  Speaker 3: queen treatment. I gave it a queen.
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: What do you consider a queen?
• 22:04
  Speaker 2: What do I say the queen?
• 22:05
  Speaker 1: Yeah? How do you know when you found a queen?
• 22:08
  Speaker 2: You just feel it. It's like.
• 22:13
  Speaker 3: It's hard to explain, but you just you just feel it,
• 22:16
  Speaker 3: like when that person could leave, when you're thinking about
• 22:19
  Speaker 3: that person.
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: Okay, so let me ask you this then, because you
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: got to explain it, you know what I mean. So
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: like if your son, let's say, your son twenty seven,
• 22:28
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I don't even know how
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: that's gonna make you, you know what I'm saying. But
• 22:31
  Speaker 1: just your son twenty seven and he thinking that he
• 22:36
  Speaker 1: coming to you and he's like, you know, Dad, Like
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: I feel like I might have met the one, but
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: I'm not sure. Like what type of guy is information?
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: You give? What I'm telling him?
• 22:44
  Speaker 3: Yeah, how does she make you feel?
• 22:50
  Speaker 2: Do she care?
• 22:51
  Speaker 3: Like? Like like see like for me, it's different because
• 22:55
  Speaker 3: like this person care for me, This person actually loves me.
• 23:01
  Speaker 3: This person don't hear from me for a minute. She
• 23:02
  Speaker 3: reach out m Like I just want to tell you
• 23:05
  Speaker 3: that I love you, little ship. Like that whole hospital
• 23:10
  Speaker 3: run that I had me getting shot, that person was
• 23:13
  Speaker 3: by my bed side, never left.
• 23:16
  Speaker 2: That person washed me up, scratched the blood out of
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: my head. Yeah, that's fed to me.
• 23:23
  Speaker 1: That's different.
• 23:23
  Speaker 3: I been with me through the stages when I had
• 23:25
  Speaker 3: a dad on washed me up, like not, no girl
• 23:29
  Speaker 3: in his work is saying, say they washed me up?
• 23:31
  Speaker 2: Bro, No girl. She stayed by my I was blinding
• 23:35
  Speaker 2: all like, it doesn't matter. I'm here.
• 23:38
  Speaker 3: I cried days, I cried. She sat there, she kissed
• 23:40
  Speaker 3: my eyes. That's love right there.
• 23:43
  Speaker 2: That's a different type of that's a different type of
• 23:45
  Speaker 2: love right there.
• 23:47
  Speaker 1: Type of life.
• 23:47
  Speaker 3: And then the sacrifices. My son graduated, she had to work,
• 23:51
  Speaker 3: left work to decorate for his his pro and that's
• 23:56
  Speaker 3: stayed there for a minute, stayed there while he came
• 24:00
  Speaker 3: out and danced and all that, and then went back
• 24:03
  Speaker 3: to work and said, I'm gonna have to stay late.
• 24:05
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna have to stay later because I did the balloons.
• 24:09
  Speaker 3: I sacrificed, and so christ for my sons, it's different.
• 24:16
  Speaker 1: So now about to get on your ass because I
• 24:17
  Speaker 1: just need to figure out, like, are you doing everything
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: that need that can be possibly done to get this
• 24:23
  Speaker 1: girl that you claim you want to be with so bad?
• 24:25
  Speaker 2: Everything?
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: Bro?
• 24:26
  Speaker 2: Are you sure everything? Because then why does my fucking
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: take it?
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: You going on to day with you? Then I heard
• 24:32
  Speaker 1: all y'all people watching them pulling out a bag of
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: chips out of nowhere.
• 24:37
  Speaker 2: Like the movie with It. You got to get your
• 24:40
  Speaker 2: chips to shit Ready. I hurt this girl bad.
• 24:42
  Speaker 3: So it's like, it's back there building the building process.
• 24:46
  Speaker 3: You said you did what I heard it bad, So
• 24:48
  Speaker 3: it's back to the building process.
• 24:51
  Speaker 2: Back to the building process.
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but how long are you gonna be building?
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: Until? She felt like, how long have you been building? I?
• 25:00
  Speaker 3: I can't just the most I've been consistent, okay, Like
• 25:04
  Speaker 3: i'd be consistent though ship for this see March okay,
• 25:13
  Speaker 3: because like I started. Yeah, it's like i'd be consistent. Well,
• 25:16
  Speaker 3: she says something I don't like, I go missing. Now
• 25:21
  Speaker 3: you can say.
• 25:22
  Speaker 2: Now, I'm like, yo, let's do that.
• 25:23
  Speaker 3: She's like, nah, I'm good, all right, Cool, I'm ask
• 25:25
  Speaker 3: you next month, showing you that I'm consistent with it.
• 25:29
  Speaker 3: This is what I really want. I'm gonna get her.
• 25:34
  Speaker 3: I ain't way, but I'm gonna get it.
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: It's sounds like you got apply enough pressure.
• 25:38
  Speaker 2: Man.
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: Man, it's sounds like you need to pop up where
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: she stays. Then you need to pop up at the
• 25:41
  Speaker 1: job with the roses in here.
• 25:44
  Speaker 2: That was next.
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: A motherfucker ain't gonna deny. Imagine you fulling up you listen,
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: Imagine motherfucker opened the door from work. They open the door.
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: You right there.
• 25:52
  Speaker 2: I got a whole situation.
• 25:53
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you care you want to give up there?
• 25:56
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I got a whole situation that's coming out of
• 25:59
  Speaker 3: my body like I'm coming out of myself, my soul,
• 26:02
  Speaker 3: out of When nigga start talking like that, different, it's
• 26:04
  Speaker 3: an't different that nigga not fucking around niggas like, Yo,
• 26:07
  Speaker 3: I never expect you to do no shit like this.
• 26:09
  Speaker 2: Son, different, tell you off the walls type shit.
• 26:13
  Speaker 3: But see no back though, man, see no feel good
• 26:16
  Speaker 3: Like I really had to say that, say to myself, Damn,
• 26:20
  Speaker 3: it was cool for a minute running in the streets,
• 26:22
  Speaker 3: but what did I get out of it?
• 26:23
  Speaker 1: Let me ask you this, how much are men to
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: blame for the dating pool having pissing it when it
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: comes to New York City?
• 26:31
  Speaker 3: How much the men to blame Yay, why not a
• 26:39
  Speaker 3: hundred because you got and that. I can't say one
• 26:44
  Speaker 3: hundred because it's twenty percent of the women out here
• 26:45
  Speaker 3: that's fucked up on your own.
• 26:47
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but when we think, when you think about it,
• 26:50
  Speaker 1: how did the women get sucked up in the first place?
• 26:52
  Speaker 3: Now, it's some savages out here without getting sucked up
• 26:55
  Speaker 3: just off the rim, Yo, it's some females like here.
• 26:57
  Speaker 2: That's like niggas sad You think.
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: There was born that way like that? Nah, anybody's born
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: a savage, So I'm born a savage. Niggas get evil
• 27:10
  Speaker 1: in their hearts.
• 27:11
  Speaker 2: I'm telling you there's some women out here that could
• 27:14
  Speaker 2: be niggas.
• 27:15
  Speaker 1: You think some people are born evil?
• 27:18
  Speaker 3: Yeah, Now, matter of fact, you ain't born. You taught
• 27:22
  Speaker 3: it right, right right, So you can't just put one
• 27:27
  Speaker 3: hundred percent on a minute.
• 27:30
  Speaker 2: I put it.
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: I put it like this, bro. I think every single
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: thing that a woman does that we don't like, she
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: learned it from him man, even if that man was
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: the white man, right regardless. I think everything that we
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: don't like about her, Like like when talking we're talking
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: about mentality, I think mentality all of these things we
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: don't like our hundred percent for the most part, come
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: from man outside of things that we don't necessarily care for.
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: That just makes a woman and woman. You know, men
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: are from Mars, women are from Benre. So there's some
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: things there's just no connect. But I think, like like
• 28:07
  Speaker 1: sexy red, right, we talked about six read. I think
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: sexy red is an invention of some man made shit.
• 28:16
  Speaker 2: Do you think men did this?
• 28:18
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 28:20
  Speaker 2: Now I gotta give them two women.
• 28:22
  Speaker 1: No, I'm gonna listen, listen, listen, and whatever percentage you
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: want to give them if we're gonna if we're gonna
• 28:26
  Speaker 1: give them anything, it gotta be a real small piece
• 28:29
  Speaker 1: because again, like you gotta think about it. Like so
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: when we talk about women being hurt and needing the
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: heal through the pain, who hurt them?
• 28:37
  Speaker 2: Yeah, niggers? And then it's men out here that you're
• 28:40
  Speaker 2: getting hurt about women.
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: But but you see, it's like a conversation of what
• 28:44
  Speaker 1: came first to chicken or the egg?
• 28:45
  Speaker 2: Right?
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean, because we're talking about generations
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: of pain. Now, you know what I mean. Mad Motherfucker's
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: been divorced, Mad motherfucker's been going through shit, fighting over kids,
• 28:53
  Speaker 1: Daddy's not being in the picture, you know what I mean?
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: Because even girls who grow up without their father, that's
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: the man's fault technically, but.
• 29:00
  Speaker 3: Then their age and ever is more women walking out
• 29:04
  Speaker 3: of women, the more women walking out on the But.
• 29:07
  Speaker 1: What is that? But where does that come from?
• 29:08
  Speaker 2: Though?
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: If that comes from them not having it comes from
• 29:12
  Speaker 1: them not having the chance to see a proper relationship
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: between a man and a woman.
• 29:16
  Speaker 2: And why is that?
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: It's because the nigga wasn't there. And I'm gonna say,
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: even if the nigga, even if let's say the baby
• 29:23
  Speaker 1: mama was wild and she was being like unproductive to
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: allowing that type of beautiful Cosby show type shit family
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: shit to happen, he should have never had a child
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: with that lady.
• 29:37
  Speaker 2: You would never knowing too the baby. Comp You would
• 29:40
  Speaker 2: never know into the baby.
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: You sound like you know something, bro to break us
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: off with some wisdom. What what want you know?
• 29:46
  Speaker 3: You never know a woman until the baby get there.
• 29:49
  Speaker 3: I never know your child mother into the baby Combs, never.
• 29:53
  Speaker 1: Say that one more time with a little bit more.
• 29:55
  Speaker 1: That's sound like the beginning of a clip.
• 29:56
  Speaker 2: You never know a woman into that child out comes.
• 30:01
  Speaker 2: For instance, me and my baby. Were cool.
• 30:03
  Speaker 3: Now were great now, like we friends talk like give
• 30:07
  Speaker 3: each other advice, be there for each other. But once
• 30:10
  Speaker 3: my son came, we had drama. Mhmm, we had drama
• 30:15
  Speaker 3: back and forth.
• 30:16
  Speaker 2: Drama.
• 30:17
  Speaker 3: Why it's it's emotions in there. It's people in there,
• 30:22
  Speaker 3: like people not minding a business. Everybody got to sign
• 30:26
  Speaker 3: signing to say it's like so it was. It was
• 30:30
  Speaker 3: confusion now that and we was young. Now that we're older,
• 30:34
  Speaker 3: we understand each other.
• 30:36
  Speaker 2: We don't argue. Me and I used to always argue.
• 30:38
  Speaker 3: We don't argue no more. We understand each other, like
• 30:44
  Speaker 3: we don't be for none at all. Sometimes you called
• 30:47
  Speaker 3: me a just event to me like we cool, best
• 30:49
  Speaker 3: friends type shit.
• 30:52
  Speaker 2: I give advice, nah, do this, this, that and the third.
• 30:54
  Speaker 3: Don't get comfortable, like, don't let nobody see you, like,
• 30:57
  Speaker 3: share your things. She hang up the phone, like, Yo,
• 31:00
  Speaker 3: you was an asshole back then. Now you you do
• 31:02
  Speaker 3: a person. I run to h we cool, we locked in.
• 31:06
  Speaker 3: There's no love loss.
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: Be great the way I look at it. Bro with
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: great power, yeah comes great responsibility.
• 31:14
  Speaker 2: Definitely.
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: If you the CEO of a company and something happened
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: at one of your locations, that's like several states away.
• 31:22
  Speaker 2: Right if if, if if a.
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: Customer get did wrong in one of your locations, They're
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: not gonna be like the manager at the Nebraska branch
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: is a bitch ass nigga. They're naming the whole company.
• 31:35
  Speaker 1: They're gonna name the whole company. If Apple, if the
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: Apple store and Nevada did me wrong, it's Apple, you
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: know what I mean. So if I'm Tim Cook the
• 31:45
  Speaker 1: CEO of Apple, I don't even know if he's still
• 31:47
  Speaker 1: the CEO. But if I'm the CEO of Apple, I'm
• 31:49
  Speaker 1: looking at you like, nigga, this is your fault because
• 31:52
  Speaker 1: these niggas is operating underneath what you say, can and
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: can I happen?
• 31:56
  Speaker 2: I get it?
• 31:57
  Speaker 1: And that's what the same thing I say about man.
• 31:59
  Speaker 1: It's like I think that before we ask women to
• 32:03
  Speaker 1: make changes, we need to be the change.
• 32:05
  Speaker 2: No. One thousand definitely got to be the change.
• 32:08
  Speaker 1: I think the first thing niggas gotta do is if
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: you meet a woman in your life, is she not
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: on your program or she not even trying to get
• 32:14
  Speaker 1: with your program, let her go. But niggas don't do
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: that because they be they want sex so much, should
• 32:21
  Speaker 1: be so good it go. I don't even think it's
• 32:24
  Speaker 1: that good. I think niggas just afraid to be alone.
• 32:25
  Speaker 1: I think a lot of people were afraid to be alone.
• 32:27
  Speaker 3: Nowadays, it's not it's not hard. You go hang swing
• 32:31
  Speaker 3: that thing. Every direction is somebody that wanted.
• 32:35
  Speaker 2: But it's just.
• 32:38
  Speaker 3: If I can't do nothing for you, I might as
• 32:39
  Speaker 3: well let you go. If I can't benefit you, if
• 32:42
  Speaker 3: I can't help you grow, I'm gonna let you go.
• 32:44
  Speaker 2: Wow.
• 32:44
  Speaker 3: Because if I feel you can't help me grow or
• 32:48
  Speaker 3: bid it, I'm letting you go.
• 32:50
  Speaker 2: I'm letting you go. It ain't made for us to
• 32:52
  Speaker 2: be sit up here trying to put a piece to
• 32:54
  Speaker 2: a puzzle that don't fix.
• 32:55
  Speaker 3: Yeah, like you jamming a piece to make the puzzle
• 33:00
  Speaker 3: could be complete, but this piece do not fit.
• 33:04
  Speaker 2: So what is we doing? Let it go?
• 33:06
  Speaker 3: Yeah, And that's what I'm about right now, lanning anything
• 33:10
  Speaker 3: that's not in my life that fits in my life.
• 33:13
  Speaker 2: I'm landing it go, friends, family, compinions. I'm letting it
• 33:17
  Speaker 2: all go. I don't care.
• 33:19
  Speaker 3: I'm not school. I'm not scared to start all over.
• 33:21
  Speaker 3: I'm not scared to lose people in my life. I mean,
• 33:24
  Speaker 3: you was never here, you never meant to be here.
• 33:26
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's one thing I say too, I'm not afraid
• 33:28
  Speaker 1: to start over. One thing about life is once you do,
• 33:33
  Speaker 1: like me moving to New York City, that's starting over, right,
• 33:36
  Speaker 1: that's a pretty big thing. It was, you know it was.
• 33:38
  Speaker 1: It was scary, but I wasn't me personally. I wasn't
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: nearly as scared as I was excited. But it's scary though, right.
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: And I'm saying that to say, when you make that
• 33:49
  Speaker 1: move toward the thing that's terrifying to you, and you
• 33:52
  Speaker 1: survive it, and you realize a lot of time the
• 33:54
  Speaker 1: thing we're scared of is never really what we think
• 33:56
  Speaker 1: it is, you know what I mean, And you don't
• 33:58
  Speaker 1: really get a chance to know that. So you really
• 34:00
  Speaker 1: rob yourself of understanding how not so threatening it isn't
• 34:04
  Speaker 1: until you go through it. But then you go through it,
• 34:06
  Speaker 1: you realize like, oh okay, and then you know I
• 34:09
  Speaker 1: could do this again.
• 34:10
  Speaker 2: I could do this again. And that was the problem.
• 34:12
  Speaker 2: I was scared to be committed to one woman. You
• 34:16
  Speaker 2: were scared. I was scared.
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: You were scared to be committed to one woman woman?
• 34:20
  Speaker 1: Why is that?
• 34:20
  Speaker 2: Because I was scared I was losing.
• 34:21
  Speaker 3: Myself losing yourself. How I just got shot. She stepped up,
• 34:27
  Speaker 3: be settling down. I'm not used to just having one woman.
• 34:32
  Speaker 3: It's like I start getting nervous. I'm not seeing on
• 34:35
  Speaker 3: no more. I lost my vision. Now I'm losing myself.
• 34:38
  Speaker 3: Who am I like? I felt like the image of
• 34:42
  Speaker 3: me driving around the clothes, the car, the jury, the female,
• 34:46
  Speaker 3: That's what made me so when be committed, like I'm
• 34:50
  Speaker 3: laying next to her every night by myself, I'm in
• 34:52
  Speaker 3: every night. This is my woman every night like pictures
• 34:56
  Speaker 3: on Instagram. I wasn't doing that before. I was getting nervous.
• 35:01
  Speaker 3: I was getting scared. I'm gonna lose my I'm gonna
• 35:04
  Speaker 3: lose the females.
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: Was you feeling like you wasn't done living your life still?
• 35:08
  Speaker 1: That's exactly what it was. It was like, fuck, like
• 35:10
  Speaker 1: I actually still want to experience certain things, and I
• 35:12
  Speaker 1: feel like this is kind of sitting out, this signal
• 35:15
  Speaker 1: that like I'm not available yet.
• 35:17
  Speaker 2: Exactly what it was, right.
• 35:18
  Speaker 3: But then when she left and I jumped back in
• 35:21
  Speaker 3: the streets like I'm back, y'all, I'm here, Hey, nigga,
• 35:24
  Speaker 3: ain't left when you got shot, nigga, So you jumped
• 35:27
  Speaker 3: in the streets to nobody, cause they they're already playing
• 35:30
  Speaker 3: they walking papers. When you got when I got hit?
• 35:33
  Speaker 3: So now I got shot. Now turn around and I
• 35:35
  Speaker 3: see she's walking up the block. I'm trying to run
• 35:37
  Speaker 3: and grab her to tell her to come back. She
• 35:40
  Speaker 3: keep walking like, niggad, this is what you chold, this
• 35:43
  Speaker 3: is what you wanted.
• 35:44
  Speaker 2: I'm giving you what you wanted. Hey, let me tell
• 35:48
  Speaker 2: you one.
• 35:48
  Speaker 3: Time she told me she's one time she sent me
• 35:50
  Speaker 3: and herbies in the house and be just going back
• 35:52
  Speaker 3: and forth, and it was just like she said, Yo,
• 35:54
  Speaker 3: nobody don't want you.
• 35:56
  Speaker 2: What the fuck you mean nobody don't want me.
• 35:58
  Speaker 3: I'm seeing no nobody gonna want you. Being blind trusting,
• 36:02
  Speaker 3: I said what she said, look like this, if you
• 36:04
  Speaker 3: could go out there and you can find somebody, I.
• 36:08
  Speaker 2: Sit back and let you do your and still be
• 36:10
  Speaker 2: with you.
• 36:12
  Speaker 3: And I'm seeing though everybody loved me, anybody want me
• 36:17
  Speaker 3: start heading people up and they was just quiet, white noise.
• 36:21
  Speaker 3: I'm like, damn, what that niggas change they number on me.
• 36:25
  Speaker 3: They just not answering.
• 36:27
  Speaker 2: M just saying delivered.
• 36:28
  Speaker 3: They not responded back, you know, shure. I'm just like,
• 36:31
  Speaker 3: what the fuck then it's like when the people that
• 36:32
  Speaker 3: do respond back is oh shit, you could see again?
• 36:37
  Speaker 3: What you mean, can I see it again? Because you're
• 36:39
  Speaker 3: texting me wow.
• 36:42
  Speaker 2: One girl like oh I miss you just then and
• 36:44
  Speaker 2: there Y'll come pick me up. I'm like, pick you up?
• 36:48
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I said you forgot I can't see Oh you
• 36:51
  Speaker 3: still can't see? No, I had a backup, Like so
• 36:55
  Speaker 3: what you're doing, like, yo, let's never respond back quiet knowledge,
• 37:02
  Speaker 3: Like damn, I lost my world for this ship.
• 37:06
  Speaker 2: You're trying to trying to chase se no.
• 37:09
  Speaker 1: Because you was out there in the streets and you
• 37:11
  Speaker 1: have that different options, Yeah, different women, different body types.
• 37:16
  Speaker 1: You know, it's stroking your ego, you know what I mean.
• 37:18
  Speaker 1: It's making you feel like you that nigga when you
• 37:20
  Speaker 1: got you a couple of women in your rotation.
• 37:21
  Speaker 2: I'm knock your things left or right.
• 37:23
  Speaker 1: So you're thinking you're gonna get back out and you
• 37:25
  Speaker 1: think you're gonna like do the same thing. I think
• 37:27
  Speaker 1: you're gonna get a little bit off the top again.
• 37:28
  Speaker 1: It's like, you know, I just want to have a
• 37:29
  Speaker 1: little bit more pause. You ain't trying to get rid
• 37:31
  Speaker 1: of your eighty Yeah, you wasn't trying to get rid
• 37:33
  Speaker 1: of your eighty.
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: Oh no, but you were just like, let me kicking
• 37:36
  Speaker 2: it too.
• 37:36
  Speaker 1: Yeah, let me let me see what's going on with
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: the twenty real quick, and then I have my way
• 37:39
  Speaker 1: with that, and then I'll come back.
• 37:40
  Speaker 3: Dip my feet into twenty and come back to you.
• 37:44
  Speaker 3: But then when the twenty wasn't twenty, and it's like
• 37:46
  Speaker 3: we all up. I really lost, like I lost my
• 37:50
  Speaker 3: I lost my everything. For this ship an actually walking,
• 37:54
  Speaker 3: It's like I don't like it. Now I'm trying to
• 37:56
  Speaker 3: catch you. But niggas don't never realize when when that
• 38:00
  Speaker 3: when a eighty walks, But to believe is a man
• 38:03
  Speaker 3: on every corner that realize what she's worth.
• 38:08
  Speaker 2: And niggas hate that. What people don't.
• 38:10
  Speaker 3: Realize when you second facing your eighty for that twenty,
• 38:15
  Speaker 3: when that it walking down the block, it's a man
• 38:18
  Speaker 3: on every corner. Yeah, so you pretty much given your
• 38:22
  Speaker 3: eighty percent opportunity to see somebody that's to meet a
• 38:25
  Speaker 3: person that's probably better than you or even half better
• 38:28
  Speaker 3: than you, that's gonna make her happy.
• 38:30
  Speaker 2: Is that worth it?
• 38:32
  Speaker 3: No?
• 38:33
  Speaker 1: It's unfortunately a lot of niggas gott to learn that
• 38:35
  Speaker 1: shit the hard way.
• 38:37
  Speaker 2: I learned the hard way.
• 38:38
  Speaker 1: Yeah, because you know it's funny because you know, women
• 38:41
  Speaker 1: are so enchanting and they're so nice to be around, right,
• 38:44
  Speaker 1: they got this good energy. So like women, they smell
• 38:47
  Speaker 1: good and they soft, they put their hands on you,
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: you just feel it strokes your ego, right, But sometimes
• 38:53
  Speaker 1: it's a man. You gotta take a step back and
• 38:54
  Speaker 1: really have a solid conversation with yourself. It's like, hold
• 38:57
  Speaker 1: on my nigga. Look, I know she looked good and
• 38:59
  Speaker 1: she had nice little body, and she had a nice voice,
• 39:01
  Speaker 1: and she.
• 39:02
  Speaker 2: Makes you feel good.
• 39:03
  Speaker 3: But make sure that this is worth what you might
• 39:07
  Speaker 3: lose in exchange.
• 39:08
  Speaker 2: Like, what's the risk? Does she make you better? What's
• 39:11
  Speaker 2: the risk?
• 39:12
  Speaker 1: Because if the risk is that all is cute, because
• 39:15
  Speaker 1: because that's what happened to you, essentially, you saying, like
• 39:17
  Speaker 1: these girls they cute, they sexy, make you.
• 39:20
  Speaker 2: Feel good and they nasty.
• 39:23
  Speaker 1: You're having a good lad but then you went back
• 39:25
  Speaker 1: outside and they was like a nigga while you was down,
• 39:27
  Speaker 1: we were trying to get up with somebody else big time,
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean big.
• 39:31
  Speaker 3: Time, And I'm in the hospital, fight for my life.
• 39:33
  Speaker 3: They don't moved on, and this is what I wanted
• 39:36
  Speaker 3: to jump in.
• 39:36
  Speaker 1: They didn't even come and visit you.
• 39:38
  Speaker 3: Now they came, okay, because you know everybody be trying
• 39:41
  Speaker 3: to My theory is everybody want to make the bituary.
• 39:44
  Speaker 3: So when you down like that, you wanna have like
• 39:46
  Speaker 3: a thousand girlfriends. Everybody didn't want to be in abituary.
• 39:51
  Speaker 3: But then it's like, he survived.
• 39:54
  Speaker 1: I thought you said everybody want to make the bitch worried.
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: You said obituary.
• 39:57
  Speaker 2: Yeah, barbituary.
• 40:00
  Speaker 1: I'm like, where's he going with this?
• 40:01
  Speaker 2: Then it's like, okay, he woke up. Oh, he's up,
• 40:05
  Speaker 2: he's talking, so he good. Now he good. I woke up.
• 40:09
  Speaker 2: I'm like, I got how many girlfriends?
• 40:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 40:12
  Speaker 2: Since when?
• 40:13
  Speaker 1: Yeah? All right?
• 40:14
  Speaker 3: Cool, I'm on everybody Instagram, MoMA, everybody's Facebook. Okay, boom,
• 40:20
  Speaker 3: he's blonde. The visitors from visits start getting then, and
• 40:25
  Speaker 3: then I'm like, okay, go home.
• 40:29
  Speaker 2: I ain't had my phone for a little minute. I
• 40:31
  Speaker 2: got my phone back from.
• 40:32
  Speaker 3: The police, like bad, let me see, let me call,
• 40:34
  Speaker 3: let me text, like damn, it's quiet now they don't
• 40:39
  Speaker 3: love you no more. Now it's like yo, see no
• 40:42
  Speaker 3: and damn, but where's the love from Sino wasn't they
• 40:47
  Speaker 3: no more?
• 40:48
  Speaker 2: But guess who was there? Eighty percent, my one hundred
• 40:52
  Speaker 2: percent was there is there?
• 40:55
  Speaker 3: But I still was still itching. Inches want to see
• 40:58
  Speaker 3: you with that twenty percent outside the streets. Whole time,
• 41:02
  Speaker 3: the twenty percent wasn't twenty percent. It wasn't crapped out
• 41:04
  Speaker 3: to what it is?
• 41:05
  Speaker 2: Get me wrong?
• 41:07
  Speaker 3: Since she left, I know, I deal my little dub dizzl,
• 41:09
  Speaker 3: dealt with the people and all that, but it's not
• 41:11
  Speaker 3: the same, still not the same, because you're like, God,
• 41:15
  Speaker 3: ask yourself, do this person really care?
• 41:18
  Speaker 2: Do this person make you better? What is it?
• 41:21
  Speaker 3: Why is this person? What's this person motive around you?
• 41:25
  Speaker 3: Oh you're getting a little bit of money, so they
• 41:27
  Speaker 3: want that. Oh you're in the club, you're a big promoter, okay,
• 41:31
  Speaker 3: so they want that. When this one don't care about
• 41:33
  Speaker 3: my money, She don't care about my status in the streets,
• 41:36
  Speaker 3: she don't care about none of that shit. She just
• 41:38
  Speaker 3: wanted me to be good, be alive and safe. I
• 41:42
  Speaker 3: could crash out on Instagram, I crash out on Facebook,
• 41:45
  Speaker 3: put a posset up.
• 41:47
  Speaker 2: She'd text me, it ain't worth it. Take it down.
• 41:51
  Speaker 3: Don't let them, don't let them see you sweat. Don't
• 41:53
  Speaker 3: let them get you nervous. Man, feel like you're even nervous.
• 41:56
  Speaker 3: Take it down and I'm like, yo, nah, I had
• 42:00
  Speaker 3: to say something. Now you didn't killing with Connors? Keep
• 42:03
  Speaker 3: being great.
• 42:05
  Speaker 2: I go delete it.
• 42:06
  Speaker 3: I just took like thirty minutes to make this post.
• 42:09
  Speaker 3: Now I'm deleting this shit. That's somebody that's good and
• 42:13
  Speaker 3: great for you. I would never sacrifice my eighty for
• 42:19
  Speaker 3: my twenty no more.
• 42:20
  Speaker 1: Well, let me ask you this because this would be
• 42:22
  Speaker 1: a good segue into my questions. But do you think
• 42:26
  Speaker 1: can you tell well, can you tell what? Can you
• 42:29
  Speaker 1: tell what borough a girl is from just by talking
• 42:32
  Speaker 1: to her?
• 42:34
  Speaker 2: No? I ain't even gonna lie.
• 42:36
  Speaker 1: No, okay, No, do you think girls from different boroughs
• 42:39
  Speaker 1: got different styles and different like do you think what's
• 42:42
  Speaker 1: the difference between a girl from Brooklyn and a girl
• 42:44
  Speaker 1: from Harlem?
• 42:50
  Speaker 3: I really can't tell, cause it's like I feel like,
• 42:55
  Speaker 3: I feel like you can't tell. It's all about what
• 42:57
  Speaker 3: type of girls you're into, really, because you got it's
• 43:01
  Speaker 3: Brooklyn girls that's flashy talk, that money talk and all
• 43:04
  Speaker 3: that and not it.
• 43:06
  Speaker 2: But they got Brooklyn girls that just.
• 43:07
  Speaker 3: Calm in the same sweet Okay, so like you can't
• 43:11
  Speaker 3: tell from I think from the barrows, you can't tell them. Okay,
• 43:15
  Speaker 3: pretty true to it. It's all about the personalities of
• 43:17
  Speaker 3: the type of girls you into. Okay, okay, let me
• 43:20
  Speaker 3: ask you this, What does it mean to be from Brooklyn?
• 43:24
  Speaker 3: What do it mean to be from Brooklyn?
• 43:26
  Speaker 1: Yeah? Like, what does that mean to you to be
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: from Brooklyn?
• 43:30
  Speaker 2: Not? It means a lot to me.
• 43:33
  Speaker 3: I'm born and raised, Like he's a lot, Like, yeah,
• 43:37
  Speaker 3: what do it means?
• 43:39
  Speaker 1: Like what makes you proud to be from Brooklyn?
• 43:45
  Speaker 3: I don't know, Nigga said, I don't know the Homer
• 43:48
  Speaker 3: B and J Like, I feel like Brooklyn made me
• 43:52
  Speaker 3: who I am. It made me tough, concrete jungles like
• 43:58
  Speaker 3: it's I really can't tell, really can't say.
• 44:04
  Speaker 1: You should really think about that, though.
• 44:06
  Speaker 3: Like what makes me proud of being from Brooklyn? I
• 44:13
  Speaker 3: really not? Not for not It's like, I'm not the
• 44:17
  Speaker 3: way things is going now, It's like, do I really
• 44:21
  Speaker 3: want to be proud of being from Brooklyn?
• 44:23
  Speaker 2: Oh? Shit?
• 44:26
  Speaker 3: People with dying left right people is getting killed left
• 44:31
  Speaker 3: to right for no reason sinceless shit, Like just like
• 44:37
  Speaker 3: a couple of weeks just being in the club and
• 44:39
  Speaker 3: somebody's Oh, I don't like him, like you don't even
• 44:41
  Speaker 3: know him. Oh, but he's from this hood? What so
• 44:47
  Speaker 3: you you want you want a press him because he
• 44:50
  Speaker 3: from a hood. It's a grown ass man like you
• 44:54
  Speaker 3: a little boy, but you because he from a hood.
• 44:58
  Speaker 3: I'm like, I say, you, bro, you got a lot
• 44:59
  Speaker 3: of growing up the door. You're like, Hi, I say,
• 45:01
  Speaker 3: are you about to die over a hood?
• 45:03
  Speaker 2: Bro?
• 45:03
  Speaker 1: That you don't even know?
• 45:04
  Speaker 2: What?
• 45:05
  Speaker 1: Jay Z said, Please don't die over the neighborhood that
• 45:07
  Speaker 1: your mama want in.
• 45:09
  Speaker 2: YO, good advice.
• 45:10
  Speaker 1: Rell.
• 45:11
  Speaker 2: Shit, I'm like, ye're you gonna die over y'all? And
• 45:13
  Speaker 2: then the crazy about that.
• 45:14
  Speaker 3: Another nigga said, let me say, if your mother caught
• 45:15
  Speaker 3: up on her rent for you to be dying over
• 45:18
  Speaker 3: this hood?
• 45:20
  Speaker 1: He was quiet.
• 45:21
  Speaker 3: Now you're like, you're trying to Oh, you're trying to
• 45:22
  Speaker 3: play me this time. I said, no, I'm not trying
• 45:24
  Speaker 3: to play. I'm trying to save your life.
• 45:25
  Speaker 2: Bro. That's what I'm trying to do.
• 45:27
  Speaker 3: Trying to say your life, I say, because I I'm
• 45:31
  Speaker 3: in the clubs with I'm in the club with this
• 45:32
  Speaker 3: nigga every week. We built a family. This is our
• 45:37
  Speaker 3: family right here. You think we all gonna sit here
• 45:40
  Speaker 3: and just let you think you're gonna do what you're
• 45:41
  Speaker 3: gonna do.
• 45:43
  Speaker 2: Nah, you're gonna.
• 45:44
  Speaker 3: Force my hand to do something that I don't want
• 45:46
  Speaker 3: to do, and I'm gonna have to beat you and
• 45:48
  Speaker 3: put you down. Then he said there my aunt like, Yo,
• 45:51
  Speaker 3: it ain't worth it. I'm saying, hell, it's not worth it.
• 45:54
  Speaker 3: Go about your hey, Bro, you twenty four, you're dealing
• 45:57
  Speaker 3: with grown ass men, because clearly you didn't grow up
• 46:00
  Speaker 3: dealing with grown ass man.
• 46:01
  Speaker 1: Bro.
• 46:02
  Speaker 2: Stand down. Oh nah, just that I'm I said, Bro,
• 46:05
  Speaker 2: but the hood that you I said.
• 46:07
  Speaker 3: You're don't own property in this hood. Bro, You're gonna die.
• 46:10
  Speaker 3: I said, You're gonna dieal with this hood? Alright, Cool,
• 46:14
  Speaker 3: he's still out of there, alright, ignore him. He's a
• 46:16
  Speaker 3: little kid. But then he starts singing the same person
• 46:19
  Speaker 3: you want to press the grown people coming now and
• 46:22
  Speaker 3: pressing him like somebody told him, like you want to die?
• 46:26
  Speaker 3: You want that You love his hood so much that
• 46:27
  Speaker 3: you're ready to die for it, he said. I he said,
• 46:30
  Speaker 3: I kill you and leave it in front of your
• 46:32
  Speaker 3: mother door step, and he got quiet. I'm like, is
• 46:36
  Speaker 3: it worth it? He like, nah, it ain't worth it.
• 46:40
  Speaker 3: I said, don't get stone be drinking his liquor and
• 46:42
  Speaker 3: thinking you're gonna be Superman for your hood.
• 46:44
  Speaker 2: Bro, I'm not dying from my hood.
• 46:46
  Speaker 1: Bro, You're not dying for your hood.
• 46:48
  Speaker 3: I dying from my hood, bro, because why I die
• 46:51
  Speaker 3: on this corner. He's gonna pick my body up, wash
• 46:55
  Speaker 3: my blood away, and I'm gonna be forgotten. So why
• 47:01
  Speaker 3: the hell I'm dying over this hood? But they're gonna put.
• 47:03
  Speaker 2: You up on your birthday or rest in peace to
• 47:05
  Speaker 2: my nigga. This that, and I'm not dying for that.
• 47:07
  Speaker 2: I'm not dying for no Facebook posts, bro.
• 47:10
  Speaker 3: Like Clary, I'm not dying for a Facebook post. I'm
• 47:13
  Speaker 3: not dying for candles on the corner. I'm not dying
• 47:16
  Speaker 3: for a picture with my shirt on it.
• 47:19
  Speaker 2: Nah, I'm not. I'm not just doing that shirt with
• 47:22
  Speaker 2: my picture on it. I'm not.
• 47:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 47:24
  Speaker 3: No, I ride my nigga by my merch and I'm
• 47:27
  Speaker 3: a live and I'm breathing like I talk.
• 47:29
  Speaker 1: Enjoy the money, come on, invest the money. Support people
• 47:33
  Speaker 1: you want to support with the money, That's what I'm saying.
• 47:35
  Speaker 1: So damn. So you're saying you don't know if it's
• 47:37
  Speaker 1: a great thing to take pride in Brooklyn.
• 47:38
  Speaker 3: I don't know if it's a great pride, not just Brooklyn,
• 47:41
  Speaker 3: just New York itself, New York itself, New York. So
• 47:44
  Speaker 3: Nigga's getting killed for water fights and I'm saying, I'm
• 47:48
  Speaker 3: just saying, I'm bro I'm New York. I'm from from now.
• 47:52
  Speaker 3: You go out of time like we're from from New York,
• 47:54
  Speaker 3: Brooklyn like you, that's you, honor, love you. They asked
• 47:58
  Speaker 3: you a thousand questions like they love New York. Nah,
• 48:02
  Speaker 3: I'm not proud to say that. Why we're killing each
• 48:04
  Speaker 3: other nigga down over water fights?
• 48:08
  Speaker 2: I don't know.
• 48:08
  Speaker 3: Seventeen years old, still didn't don't know what life is.
• 48:12
  Speaker 3: He gone, dad, and I'm proud of that.
• 48:18
  Speaker 1: Let me ask you this, do you think everything that
• 48:20
  Speaker 1: comes with living in New York is worth the cost
• 48:23
  Speaker 1: of the rent?
• 48:25
  Speaker 2: Mm?
• 48:26
  Speaker 3: Hmm?
• 48:28
  Speaker 2: What's in New York that Victor High?
• 48:31
  Speaker 1: I mean, they got beaches, they got parks, they got
• 48:34
  Speaker 1: the block parties, we had all the rent wasn't this high.
• 48:38
  Speaker 2: They had all this The rent wasn't in now. You
• 48:41
  Speaker 2: want to know what, Maige, rent high? It ain't that
• 48:44
  Speaker 2: I know. I can't see what the dim sure ain't
• 48:46
  Speaker 2: our color?
• 48:48
  Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
• 48:49
  Speaker 3: They migrate nas ginger vide. Now we're going, y'all gonna
• 48:54
  Speaker 3: pay the GENDERFI money. Like it's rare when I seen
• 48:59
  Speaker 3: when you see a cold cage, you know, white person
• 49:03
  Speaker 3: walk through the projects, I'm like, you know, I never
• 49:07
  Speaker 3: seen it. I'm in Brownsville. I just see white people
• 49:12
  Speaker 3: walking through the projects. I'm like, what the fuck?
• 49:14
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 49:16
  Speaker 3: Come on, this is why the rint going up because
• 49:19
  Speaker 3: of that. It ain't no beaches, it ain't no black parties.
• 49:21
  Speaker 3: Ain't we had all that already.
• 49:24
  Speaker 2: We had all that already. So miss me with that ship?
• 49:26
  Speaker 2: What else? Nah? Wow?
• 49:29
  Speaker 3: Because you be outside, you see the white people running
• 49:31
  Speaker 3: up the blocks. You see people like I'm.
• 49:34
  Speaker 2: On look at it now.
• 49:36
  Speaker 3: You can't even cookout no more on the sidewalk, can't
• 49:40
  Speaker 3: sit on the sidewalk no more with your tables and
• 49:43
  Speaker 3: ship like that.
• 49:46
  Speaker 2: Who being affected by it?
• 49:48
  Speaker 1: Yeah? Who being affected by it? Yeah?
• 49:51
  Speaker 2: I'm on Instagram. You're seeing people fighting for they.
• 49:55
  Speaker 3: Hamburgers and frank buns because the police one's confiscated because
• 49:59
  Speaker 3: you having a one of your business having a cookout,
• 50:03
  Speaker 3: And where is that in? Bad style? Is in Crown Heights.
• 50:06
  Speaker 3: You see it, they getting taged, you seeing them getting
• 50:08
  Speaker 3: detained and everything else. Right, show me a show me
• 50:12
  Speaker 3: a video from like Williams Bird or like bay Ridge
• 50:18
  Speaker 3: with the other color living that And then I said
• 50:22
  Speaker 3: that might be being treated equally. Nah, we being effected
• 50:26
  Speaker 3: by it. Summertime what black people? Black person don't love
• 50:30
  Speaker 3: a cookout?
• 50:32
  Speaker 2: You play that?
• 50:33
  Speaker 3: You play your the cookout music before I let go
• 50:37
  Speaker 3: and all that, and people dancing and they're drinking and
• 50:40
  Speaker 3: they're having a good time. Nah, you just you snatching
• 50:42
  Speaker 3: out away from them.
• 50:45
  Speaker 2: Now you got block parties with no girls outside? What
• 50:49
  Speaker 2: black party? What kind of black party is that? Nah?
• 50:53
  Speaker 2: We being effected by it.
• 50:54
  Speaker 3: So while what they're doing, they raising the rent on us.
• 50:57
  Speaker 3: Why to push us out and to move them? Man
• 51:02
  Speaker 3: should have like two or three thousand. That's that's a
• 51:04
  Speaker 3: lot damn rent. Two or three thousand for a black person.
• 51:06
  Speaker 3: Now this ship is too much. But you I think
• 51:10
  Speaker 3: in Manhattan, no white people's only they really they spinning
• 51:16
  Speaker 3: three or four thousand on the studio live in Manhattan.
• 51:20
  Speaker 2: So now I'm coming to New York.
• 51:21
  Speaker 3: I'm coming to Brooklyn, getting more for cheap, for less
• 51:26
  Speaker 3: and they and they are that ship cheap twenty twenty five,
• 51:30
  Speaker 3: that was a studio. Now they getting one.
• 51:32
  Speaker 1: Bedroom bedroom, maybe a little balcony or something, you know,
• 51:36
  Speaker 1: just to spice it up.
• 51:37
  Speaker 3: They feel good now they got Now look now you
• 51:40
  Speaker 3: got a prospect park right there. Let you go walk
• 51:42
  Speaker 3: around and you know they a lot of that ship.
• 51:45
  Speaker 3: You garride your bike. You could run through the hood.
• 51:47
  Speaker 3: Why could you got?
• 51:48
  Speaker 2: Now we got more.
• 51:49
  Speaker 3: Police circle in these neighborhoods to make sure they're safe,
• 51:53
  Speaker 3: make sure they good.
• 51:55
  Speaker 2: That's why I really going on.
• 51:59
  Speaker 3: They buil didn't build is everywhere, building buildings everywhere. You
• 52:01
  Speaker 3: look like, damn they putting this We got ice cream.
• 52:04
  Speaker 2: Shops, se an ice cream shop.
• 52:08
  Speaker 3: Back in the days, closest ice cream shot you was
• 52:11
  Speaker 3: going to badging the rup thirty one flavors. Now they
• 52:15
  Speaker 3: got ice cream shops, they got different ship, coffee shops.
• 52:18
  Speaker 3: They got this ship straight gentified. And you're just like,
• 52:23
  Speaker 3: damn why because they're making the other God comfortable.
• 52:30
  Speaker 2: And what they doing. They come in, they're buying these
• 52:32
  Speaker 2: brown stones up. Hey, here's a million dollars. They bound
• 52:34
  Speaker 2: it up. Moving out the way.
• 52:40
  Speaker 3: Definitely gonna be hard while because we don't own our
• 52:41
  Speaker 3: neighborhoods no more.
• 52:44
  Speaker 1: What do you think it takes to make New York
• 52:45
  Speaker 1: City less dangerous?
• 52:50
  Speaker 2: What do it takes? Uh? It's it's hard.
• 52:56
  Speaker 3: It's hard to really answer that because a lot of
• 52:58
  Speaker 3: people got that crab in a bare mentality.
• 53:01
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
• 53:02
  Speaker 3: It's like my me working ten times harder, I'm making
• 53:06
  Speaker 3: the person next to me for like, oh, I think
• 53:08
  Speaker 3: he thinks he's better than me.
• 53:10
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna take it all away from him. My nigga,
• 53:12
  Speaker 2: you can.
• 53:13
  Speaker 3: Work ten times harder with me here and be both
• 53:15
  Speaker 3: for be great or I'm out here, I'm I'm hustling.
• 53:19
  Speaker 3: I'm doing what I gotta do. But you mad because
• 53:21
  Speaker 3: I'm out here grinding and working for better things to
• 53:24
  Speaker 3: chase my goals.
• 53:25
  Speaker 2: So you're gonna you wanna shoot it down.
• 53:29
  Speaker 3: It's always it's like, ah, I really can't answer that
• 53:33
  Speaker 3: question because it's a lot of fun up minds out here.
• 53:36
  Speaker 3: The mind's gotta be figured. A lot of people need
• 53:38
  Speaker 3: mental health. I'm in like resource mental health resources.
• 53:42
  Speaker 2: They got this thing in.
• 53:44
  Speaker 3: Ain't mind that I can't do it, So I'm gonna
• 53:47
  Speaker 3: take it away from somebody like you really look at
• 53:50
  Speaker 3: it a person got killed for a water fight. Ain't
• 53:56
  Speaker 3: that much? Don't don't you wash your ass at night?
• 53:59
  Speaker 3: So ain't that much in the word to kill somebody
• 54:01
  Speaker 3: over a damn water fight. It's gonna take a lot
• 54:05
  Speaker 3: to make New York City safe. But and that's not
• 54:10
  Speaker 3: just not even just New York, it's every state. Everywhere
• 54:14
  Speaker 3: you go is like that.
• 54:15
  Speaker 2: Atlanta. I went out to Atlanta.
• 54:17
  Speaker 3: This sh is so beautiful, felt so good that when
• 54:20
  Speaker 3: the sun the fool but they like, yo, it gets
• 54:23
  Speaker 3: crazy out here, or you're just seeing a good part
• 54:26
  Speaker 3: of Atlanta. You ain't see like bodies is being dropped
• 54:28
  Speaker 3: out here. My sister went to Houston. Houston beautiful stuff,
• 54:33
  Speaker 3: but you had to watch out. It's a whole lot
• 54:35
  Speaker 3: of people that try to get you out there. And
• 54:37
  Speaker 3: what you talking about is a girl cane. She crying like, oh,
• 54:40
  Speaker 3: can you help me out? Can I use your phone?
• 54:42
  Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I'm like strifing that. She's like no, said
• 54:47
  Speaker 3: then she just walked away regular and then went to
• 54:49
  Speaker 3: the next person and started up again.
• 54:52
  Speaker 2: I'm like, they do that here.
• 54:54
  Speaker 3: I'm like, damn, that's shit different. So it ain't just
• 54:58
  Speaker 3: New York because everywhere everyone where we go, it is dangerous.
• 55:03
  Speaker 2: What could make the world better? I don't know.
• 55:07
  Speaker 3: I really can ask that question because it's like you
• 55:10
  Speaker 3: gotta find out the root of the problem.
• 55:13
  Speaker 2: Can't work on the tree. You gotta find out what
• 55:15
  Speaker 2: the root the root?
• 55:16
  Speaker 1: Nah, I agree with that.
• 55:18
  Speaker 2: But then like some of the ship coming from the households,
• 55:22
  Speaker 2: what do you mean?
• 55:22
  Speaker 3: Not enough love? A lot of these kids not getting
• 55:28
  Speaker 3: enough love in their households, so they bringing a devil
• 55:32
  Speaker 3: the demon ways out into the streets.
• 55:38
  Speaker 2: That's how I feel. My mother can't afford these Jordans.
• 55:42
  Speaker 3: So I'm gonna take somebody olse shit like I me personally,
• 55:46
  Speaker 3: if I can change a lot of shit, I make it.
• 55:49
  Speaker 2: I fear that everybody could afford everything.
• 55:52
  Speaker 1: I think, yeah, if if we manage so so you
• 55:55
  Speaker 1: say you couldn't really answer it, but I think that's
• 55:58
  Speaker 1: a good way to approach answering it right there.
• 56:01
  Speaker 3: Like anybody like fast, like Joy's right, it's come out.
• 56:08
  Speaker 3: Why would you only put a certain amount of peers
• 56:09
  Speaker 3: in the stores and all that you're going to sell out?
• 56:12
  Speaker 1: Oh that's just business though, So it is business right,
• 56:15
  Speaker 1: but so gentrification right, Yeah, Like it's business right, But
• 56:19
  Speaker 1: then you put like you putting fifty Piers sneakers in
• 56:22
  Speaker 1: the store, don't that you have one hundred niggas online
• 56:25
  Speaker 1: knowing that the fifty niggas's getting these sneakers won't have
• 56:28
  Speaker 1: a hard time coming out this store.
• 56:31
  Speaker 2: That's that's a crime waiting to happen. Mm A crome
• 56:34
  Speaker 2: waiting to happen.
• 56:36
  Speaker 3: I'm quite sure these factories gonna make enough Jodans for
• 56:39
  Speaker 3: everybody to have them. Let's crimes can now. I'm not
• 56:43
  Speaker 3: getting killed over pis niggas that you can't.
• 56:45
  Speaker 1: Get, but my okay, so and I agree with you
• 56:49
  Speaker 1: one million percent. But to that, I would say, is
• 56:52
  Speaker 1: that the Jordan brand's problem because when they release a
• 56:58
  Speaker 1: limited amount, they increase the they increase the perception of
• 57:03
  Speaker 1: the brand. The brand looks more desirable now because now
• 57:06
  Speaker 1: it's it's scarce, you know. I mean we got a
• 57:09
  Speaker 1: limited amount, you know, like you think about like diamonds, gold,
• 57:11
  Speaker 1: Ferrari's fur coats, all these different things. Like the reason
• 57:15
  Speaker 1: why they're so valuable is because everybody can't have them.
• 57:18
  Speaker 1: So when you see a nigga with them, it's like, ah,
• 57:19
  Speaker 1: fucking I miss that. When it's like you can't be
• 57:21
  Speaker 1: in the club with that nigga and right there, it
• 57:24
  Speaker 1: creates like a desire to want to be in the club.
• 57:27
  Speaker 3: You know what I mean when you said Ferrari's and
• 57:29
  Speaker 3: all that, we're not dying over because we can't afford it.
• 57:32
  Speaker 3: That's out of our class. You don't see rich people dying. Yeah,
• 57:38
  Speaker 3: they're not killing each other over for coats and the diamonds.
• 57:40
  Speaker 3: Rich people are killing each other over that.
• 57:42
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 57:43
  Speaker 2: Nah, it's we in the hood with it. Joe's on
• 57:47
  Speaker 2: our fees like a Ferrari.
• 57:49
  Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying.
• 57:50
  Speaker 2: So why not make it to.
• 57:54
  Speaker 3: Putting it out like all right, cool, let me put
• 57:55
  Speaker 3: these out instead of fifty, I'm gonna put a hundred.
• 57:58
  Speaker 2: What are you losing?
• 57:59
  Speaker 1: Because in their mind, they cheaping the brand by making
• 58:02
  Speaker 1: it super like sketchers got a limited amount of You
• 58:05
  Speaker 1: can buy as many copies of a sketcher as you want.
• 58:07
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean, you want you can buy
• 58:09
  Speaker 1: as many of these ideas as you want, you know
• 58:12
  Speaker 1: what I mean, Because it's not exclus it's exclusivity, right,
• 58:15
  Speaker 1: and that's what they selling people, excelling exclusivity, Like when
• 58:18
  Speaker 1: you at the airport, they got the sapphire Delta Lounge,
• 58:22
  Speaker 1: Chase Lounge, and it's like I get all that, that's
• 58:25
  Speaker 1: the special club, you know what I mean?
• 58:26
  Speaker 3: But nobody dying over sketches because it's not as to
• 58:30
  Speaker 3: that point because.
• 58:32
  Speaker 2: Who were in the sketches? No, not us. They've got
• 58:35
  Speaker 2: a couple of black people, but really the white white
• 58:36
  Speaker 2: people over them sketches we.
• 58:38
  Speaker 1: Don't mean as much because Jordan's is attached to an
• 58:41
  Speaker 1: icon for us, and beyond the icon, it's transcended the
• 58:46
  Speaker 1: nigga that.
• 58:46
  Speaker 3: Is, you can say it, but then they're like shot
• 58:48
  Speaker 3: guys sneakers in Walmart.
• 58:50
  Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, and you're true and he a icon too,
• 58:53
  Speaker 1: But again it's like it doesn't get the same.
• 58:56
  Speaker 2: It's business, you know, not his business. But joint can
• 58:58
  Speaker 2: change the world. Let me put enough for every kid
• 59:02
  Speaker 2: to have on their feet. Yeah, you could change the
• 59:04
  Speaker 2: word like your name is powerful. You're not gonna lose
• 59:08
  Speaker 2: to nothing.
• 59:08
  Speaker 3: Why you could drop one hundred pairs today, one hundred
• 59:10
  Speaker 3: people gonn get it. The next week or next two weeks,
• 59:13
  Speaker 3: you could drop another Now they gonna get that money
• 59:15
  Speaker 3: up to go get that shit too, Cause you know what, even.
• 59:17
  Speaker 1: If you want to keep the price high, you could right,
• 59:20
  Speaker 1: you can still keep the price high, but it's when
• 59:23
  Speaker 1: you remove the niggas don't even get a chance to
• 59:25
  Speaker 1: get the shoe, don't because it's like, well, I don't
• 59:27
  Speaker 1: have the money today.
• 59:28
  Speaker 3: Man, that line be wrapped around a corner, knowing it's
• 59:31
  Speaker 3: only fifty pairs.
• 59:32
  Speaker 2: So it really does drive.
• 59:34
  Speaker 1: Like I don't want to say the shoe is responsible
• 59:36
  Speaker 1: for people having criminal activity, right, but I will say
• 59:41
  Speaker 1: that it doesn't help, especially when you know, part of
• 59:44
  Speaker 1: the prestige of the shoe is Jordan and the legacy
• 59:46
  Speaker 1: of Jordan, but also part of the prestige of the
• 59:49
  Speaker 1: shoe is people willing to step on each each other
• 59:52
  Speaker 1: to get it to get it. But if that shoe
• 59:54
  Speaker 1: was going to remain on that shelf for another year
• 59:56
  Speaker 1: or another six months, you know what I mean, then
• 1:00:00
  Speaker 1: that person can get their money together. It don't got
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 1: to feel as rushed. But it's like, fuck, I want
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 1: that shoe because we love shoes, shoes of art, all
• 1:00:07
  Speaker 1: close the art, you know what I mean. So you
• 1:00:09
  Speaker 1: see the pair of shoes and it's like, damn, I can't.
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 1: I don't got the money, I can't get it in time.
• 1:00:14
  Speaker 1: So you know what I'm about to take them out with. Yeah,
• 1:00:15
  Speaker 1: them look like they my size, nigga, let me get those.
• 1:00:18
  Speaker 1: So you walk out the store, nigga, I'm across the street,
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 1: come low, waiting for you to be in the block
• 1:00:25
  Speaker 1: where you live.
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 3: One time I met one time before I even got
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 3: shot phone posits was a big day.
• 1:00:32
  Speaker 2: It was huge.
• 1:00:33
  Speaker 3: Love what I go to the store. Damn, They're like, yo,
• 1:00:38
  Speaker 3: no more eight and a halfs. I'm like, fuck nothing
• 1:00:42
  Speaker 3: of the taalitor reds.
• 1:00:43
  Speaker 2: I wanted them bad.
• 1:00:45
  Speaker 3: I see my see my little brother online, my star brother.
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 3: He going in. He got his size first alone. I'm like,
• 1:00:51
  Speaker 3: all right, my damn bro, I'm about to leave him,
• 1:00:53
  Speaker 3: try to say if I go to another store. But
• 1:00:56
  Speaker 3: then I see the crudy niggas outso waiting, Miami niggas
• 1:01:00
  Speaker 3: waiting sat there. I'm like, it's me my homies. I'm like,
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 3: all right, I'm about to jump in the car. Depth
• 1:01:07
  Speaker 3: I'm like, son just told me just just stay back.
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  Speaker 2: Boom.
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  Speaker 3: I'm my god, I sit in the car. I'm just
• 1:01:14
  Speaker 3: sitting there because I'm about to not be about to
• 1:01:15
  Speaker 3: pull up to go downtown.
• 1:01:17
  Speaker 2: You're a no string.
• 1:01:18
  Speaker 3: He come out the store before you come out to start.
• 1:01:21
  Speaker 3: I say, yo, do not come to the car, just
• 1:01:23
  Speaker 3: walk like all right, cool, come out. Guy's sneakers.
• 1:01:28
  Speaker 2: He walking as he walking, Him and his friend walking
• 1:01:31
  Speaker 2: off the block with their sneakers.
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  Speaker 3: They walking behind them. Now I get out the car
• 1:01:36
  Speaker 3: and I'm walking. Now we're walking behind them. He turned
• 1:01:39
  Speaker 3: the corner. They turned the corner with them. Before they
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 3: made they move, I grabbed. I said, I will kill you, bro.
• 1:01:46
  Speaker 3: Oh no, no, no, we were just keeping on his toes.
• 1:01:50
  Speaker 3: Now I'm keeping you on your toes. What you're trying
• 1:01:51
  Speaker 3: to do. What you're trying to do? My brother looking
• 1:01:55
  Speaker 3: like I said, bro, this is why I tell you
• 1:01:56
  Speaker 3: pay attention. Because they can't avoid it or they don't
• 1:01:59
  Speaker 3: got it. They don't got their side. Just same way
• 1:02:02
  Speaker 3: I asked her. They got the size for me? They
• 1:02:03
  Speaker 3: say they don't. I'm ready to dep off. Now they
• 1:02:06
  Speaker 3: gonna take yours. He s something to look like, so
• 1:02:09
  Speaker 3: what you want to do? So now they see like
• 1:02:11
  Speaker 3: it's two it's.
• 1:02:12
  Speaker 2: Three of y'all. It's four of us. Though, get y all,
• 1:02:15
  Speaker 2: little kids.
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 1: We grown.
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 2: That's man.
• 1:02:18
  Speaker 3: Nah, they thought twice go about your way. You would
• 1:02:21
  Speaker 3: get killed for some sneakers. Man, you walked about their way.
• 1:02:24
  Speaker 3: I'm like, my brother, come on, get in my car,
• 1:02:26
  Speaker 3: let me drop you off. Bro, I don't need them
• 1:02:28
  Speaker 3: sneakers that bad that I'm just to let you go
• 1:02:29
  Speaker 3: about your way, not get in a car, bro, drop
• 1:02:33
  Speaker 3: them off. I just had to pay extion for my
• 1:02:34
  Speaker 3: s niggas, but still I got them, dropped them off,
• 1:02:37
  Speaker 3: and I went about my way. But it's like, if
• 1:02:40
  Speaker 3: you made it enough for everybody, or made it affordable
• 1:02:43
  Speaker 3: for everybody, swear probably be a better place.
• 1:02:46
  Speaker 1: Let me ask you that, because obviously we're talking about
• 1:02:49
  Speaker 1: a lot of criminal element shit that just come with
• 1:02:51
  Speaker 1: being in low income situations, right, and toad that I
• 1:02:56
  Speaker 1: don't want to ask you. My next question, which is
• 1:02:58
  Speaker 1: because I think it flows partly into this, is can
• 1:03:02
  Speaker 1: gentrification be a good thing for New York City? Or
• 1:03:09
  Speaker 1: let me ask it another way, Are there any benefits
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 1: to gentrification in New York City?
• 1:03:17
  Speaker 3: I want to say, I want to say no, but
• 1:03:21
  Speaker 3: it's like, you see more police presence, but is that
• 1:03:25
  Speaker 3: safe for us? I really said no, because the more gingercation,
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 3: the more rent going up. Why this shit going up?
• 1:03:33
  Speaker 1: Well? What about so we know that gentrification pushes people out, right,
• 1:03:38
  Speaker 1: but what if it pushes out some of those people
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 1: that are contributing to chaos in the neighborhood and on
• 1:03:44
  Speaker 1: the blocks.
• 1:03:45
  Speaker 3: But you could push them out, but it's like a right,
• 1:03:49
  Speaker 3: you're pushing These people are hurt, but you think.
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 2: It's not that it's the.
• 1:03:57
  Speaker 3: Like the people that's doing and harm in there, but
• 1:04:01
  Speaker 3: it's the their parents, They grandparents, ain' shit, They ain't
• 1:04:03
  Speaker 3: doing shit.
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 2: It's the kid.
• 1:04:07
  Speaker 3: And then it's like, Okay, you can push them out,
• 1:04:09
  Speaker 3: doesn't mean they're gonna come back in and they're gonna
• 1:04:10
  Speaker 3: come back and rob So it's like what difference would
• 1:04:14
  Speaker 3: it make were pushing people out that's been in these
• 1:04:18
  Speaker 3: apartments older than for.
• 1:04:20
  Speaker 2: Longer than like we've been going on this earth. So
• 1:04:23
  Speaker 2: it's like you you tear you pushing them out.
• 1:04:29
  Speaker 3: It hurts the community. And then on top of it
• 1:04:31
  Speaker 3: hurts the community too because like my block right matter
• 1:04:35
  Speaker 3: of fact, the you live on Hawsey, everybody and their
• 1:04:39
  Speaker 3: mother over there we know each other. They watched me,
• 1:04:42
  Speaker 3: they raised me, they crossed me across the street when
• 1:04:45
  Speaker 3: it's time to go to the store and everything else.
• 1:04:48
  Speaker 2: You push people that bring new more people in that
• 1:04:50
  Speaker 2: caused more. I feel like that caused crime right there, because.
• 1:04:54
  Speaker 3: Now, why John john on that corner, that's a creddy
• 1:04:57
  Speaker 3: buddy that's ready to rob and stealing kill, would never
• 1:05:01
  Speaker 3: rob on his block because you know miss Ms Blush
• 1:05:04
  Speaker 3: right there, Ms Rose right there, Miss Johnson right there,
• 1:05:07
  Speaker 3: Mister mister Severling right there. He know them because why
• 1:05:12
  Speaker 3: they raised him. So he gonna think twice before you
• 1:05:15
  Speaker 3: try to rob anybody on his block. Now that everybody's
• 1:05:18
  Speaker 3: being pushed out, you bringing new faces and new people
• 1:05:22
  Speaker 3: over here that can I could rob them. They don't
• 1:05:24
  Speaker 3: know me. I could rob them and get low. I
• 1:05:27
  Speaker 3: feel like it was less more. I feel like it
• 1:05:29
  Speaker 3: was less crumbs before it was really gentified. I honestly
• 1:05:35
  Speaker 3: feel and.
• 1:05:36
  Speaker 2: I don't know. Guns just came out of nowhere.
• 1:05:39
  Speaker 3: It never been as much guns, indeed, neighbors the way
• 1:05:43
  Speaker 3: it is now. Back in the days, you could get
• 1:05:45
  Speaker 3: your ass whipped and take it like take it like
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 3: a hell.
• 1:05:48
  Speaker 2: Now you get your asswept, you getting shot.
• 1:05:52
  Speaker 3: You beat somebody ass, You might as well go in
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 3: the crib if you don't want to die to it.
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 3: But they coming back, and they coming back to kill you.
• 1:05:58
  Speaker 1: They gonna pop the trump.
• 1:06:00
  Speaker 3: They coming back to kill you, so you better whip
• 1:06:02
  Speaker 3: the ass and going downs for a couple of days,
• 1:06:04
  Speaker 3: try to let them cool off for a minute. But
• 1:06:07
  Speaker 3: then they're like, oh, gendifies more police and all that.
• 1:06:09
  Speaker 3: But is that a good thing for us?
• 1:06:12
  Speaker 1: I don't know, because more than just the people who
• 1:06:15
  Speaker 1: contribute into the crime and getting into the gangster shit.
• 1:06:17
  Speaker 1: It's like now young boys who just trying to get
• 1:06:20
  Speaker 1: home now they coming home from school? Are they just
• 1:06:23
  Speaker 1: playing outside? Now they getting caught up in the riff
• 1:06:25
  Speaker 1: rack because the cop like, shit, nigga, you part of
• 1:06:27
  Speaker 1: the problem too old time. It's like, nigga, I ain't
• 1:06:29
  Speaker 1: never I ain't never held a gun.
• 1:06:30
  Speaker 3: I've never even been around them. But your skin color
• 1:06:33
  Speaker 3: you part of them? You black, you part of them.
• 1:06:37
  Speaker 3: For James on this call player, let me surt you.
• 1:06:40
  Speaker 3: You just got textbooks in your pocket, I mean in
• 1:06:42
  Speaker 3: your book bag?
• 1:06:44
  Speaker 2: Where the guns at? What?
• 1:06:45
  Speaker 3: Are you not even that type of kid? But guess what,
• 1:06:47
  Speaker 3: they put you in the same bracket as though in
• 1:06:50
  Speaker 3: your in they eyes y'all were.
• 1:06:52
  Speaker 2: All the same.
• 1:06:55
  Speaker 3: Yeah, don't care like I'm I'm disabled and they still
• 1:06:58
  Speaker 3: trying to run down on me normal times.
• 1:07:01
  Speaker 2: Who's trying to run down yeah, what it's time to police.
• 1:07:07
  Speaker 3: Dragged me out the car, had me in handcuffs because
• 1:07:09
  Speaker 3: I want to let them search me.
• 1:07:10
  Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm visuitally in pid. You putting a cab
• 1:07:12
  Speaker 2: over that don't got nothing to do with me.
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 3: Still have me in handcuffs, take me to the prison. Oh,
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna have y'all badge. Oh it's a little suit.
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 2: They let me go. Said, oh, you should have.
• 1:07:26
  Speaker 3: You should have stopped being smart and just told me
• 1:07:28
  Speaker 3: you was blind in the first place. No, what is
• 1:07:31
  Speaker 3: you trying to search me in the first place? For
• 1:07:33
  Speaker 3: I didn't do nothing wrong? Oh I met I matched
• 1:07:37
  Speaker 3: this description. I masked the description of a person that
• 1:07:41
  Speaker 3: had committed a murder. I said, how would you know
• 1:07:44
  Speaker 3: if I was in the car driving past?
• 1:07:46
  Speaker 2: Y'all? Yeah? Now they driving down, I'm driving up.
• 1:07:52
  Speaker 3: They busted u turn. Person said we smelled marijuana. I said,
• 1:07:55
  Speaker 3: how the windows is up and nobody had smoker. This
• 1:07:57
  Speaker 3: is aber.
• 1:08:00
  Speaker 2: Now they ain't talking to the cab driver. They talking
• 1:08:01
  Speaker 2: to me over in the uber. It's crazy, bro, well nuts.
• 1:08:08
  Speaker 2: And they wasn't talking to the uber driver. They were
• 1:08:09
  Speaker 2: talking straight to me, me and my little brother. I said,
• 1:08:12
  Speaker 2: he's on the age. You're not searching them? Oh, you
• 1:08:16
  Speaker 2: know you're right, I definitely do. You're not searching me.
• 1:08:21
  Speaker 3: Oh, I'm like, well, what's the reason. I said, First
• 1:08:23
  Speaker 3: of all, you pulled the cab over here. You're not
• 1:08:25
  Speaker 3: talking to me. You're talking to him?
• 1:08:27
  Speaker 2: Or are you?
• 1:08:27
  Speaker 3: What's you drinking? It doesn't matter. I'm not behind the whale.
• 1:08:30
  Speaker 3: What's snacks?
• 1:08:32
  Speaker 2: Say?
• 1:08:32
  Speaker 3: You massive description of a shoot that we had two
• 1:08:35
  Speaker 3: weeks ago? So why I said, can you run it
• 1:08:39
  Speaker 3: back on the walk with talking let me hear it?
• 1:08:41
  Speaker 2: Nah, they don't want to do it. Like what's your name? Sean?
• 1:08:45
  Speaker 2: Last name? Bal Oh? That pisted them off? That pissed
• 1:08:49
  Speaker 2: them off? He said, excuse me, what's your name? First name, Sean,
• 1:08:54
  Speaker 2: last name? Bab Oh? What pisted them off?
• 1:08:58
  Speaker 3: They opened the door, slam me on the bag, handcuffed
• 1:09:02
  Speaker 3: this day.
• 1:09:04
  Speaker 2: I'm ready for that ship. I'm ready to get paid.
• 1:09:08
  Speaker 3: I'm suing you. I want your pension. I'm sowing the
• 1:09:11
  Speaker 3: city because you They got a decade.
• 1:09:13
  Speaker 2: Working for them.
• 1:09:14
  Speaker 1: If you don't get slave first, I want it all.
• 1:09:17
  Speaker 1: You can get paid if you don't get slain.
• 1:09:19
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I won it all, but my money. Like da,
• 1:09:22
  Speaker 3: they're gonna take me somewhere with my ass and leave.
• 1:09:25
  Speaker 2: Me and I ain't gonna know. Well, man, that's what
• 1:09:27
  Speaker 2: I kept stinking in my head with my hands, and
• 1:09:29
  Speaker 2: leave me somewhere. I don't know where. Man, I'm blind.
• 1:09:32
  Speaker 1: Nigga leave you in something some hood where niggas is
• 1:09:35
  Speaker 1: with that with that static.
• 1:09:37
  Speaker 2: Yeah, look be good though.
• 1:09:40
  Speaker 1: Let me ask you this, This has been a great episode, bro.
• 1:09:43
  Speaker 1: This is my last question on as far as like
• 1:09:45
  Speaker 1: on the notes.
• 1:09:48
  Speaker 2: Hum hmm.
• 1:09:52
  Speaker 1: How do you know if you're living in New York
• 1:09:55
  Speaker 1: or surviving in it?
• 1:09:58
  Speaker 3: You know? Yeah, I say if I'm living surviving, I'm
• 1:10:02
  Speaker 3: living in New York right now.
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 2: I'm surviving.
• 1:10:07
  Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
• 1:10:07
  Speaker 3: I'm surviving in New York. I'm trying to make it
• 1:10:09
  Speaker 3: out of New York. As much as I love New York,
• 1:10:12
  Speaker 3: I'm trying to make it out of New York.
• 1:10:14
  Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
• 1:10:15
  Speaker 3: Like we are, we actually survive, We're not living. We're
• 1:10:19
  Speaker 3: definitely not living because it's like every day we wake up,
• 1:10:24
  Speaker 3: we gotta go to work, we gotta work hard, we
• 1:10:26
  Speaker 3: gotta keep we gotta keep our jobs.
• 1:10:28
  Speaker 2: One little fight can set us back. Got living, You're.
• 1:10:32
  Speaker 1: Bro, you don't listen one little setback. Fuck all this
• 1:10:35
  Speaker 1: ship up, change playings quickly.
• 1:10:38
  Speaker 3: How many times you went to the supermarket you see
• 1:10:40
  Speaker 3: the price of shit? You like, Yeah, How many sacrifices
• 1:10:43
  Speaker 3: you like, I got I can't get this because I
• 1:10:46
  Speaker 3: gotta get this. How many time you open the bill
• 1:10:49
  Speaker 3: I'm like, God, damn, I lfe build this. But it's like,
• 1:10:53
  Speaker 3: do I keep cool to be comfortable to get up
• 1:10:55
  Speaker 3: to go to work? They're giving them my best or
• 1:10:59
  Speaker 3: I'm I'm sleeping his heat and be miserable and I
• 1:11:03
  Speaker 3: don't know how to out come going to be So let.
• 1:11:05
  Speaker 1: Me tell you something. I have slept the many nights
• 1:11:07
  Speaker 1: in some New York City heat in the summer. Not
• 1:11:09
  Speaker 1: for the week, my niggas. Not for the week, my nigga.
• 1:11:13
  Speaker 1: Most of the fucking apartments here don't even got central ac.
• 1:11:16
  Speaker 1: I don't you know what I mean?
• 1:11:17
  Speaker 2: So so you got that?
• 1:11:19
  Speaker 1: You? So are?
• 1:11:19
  Speaker 2: You? Are we living? We're not living? Were surviving?
• 1:11:22
  Speaker 3: H We're not living living be I gotta pay myself.
• 1:11:30
  Speaker 3: I gotta pay somebody my rent. That's why I'm living.
• 1:11:32
  Speaker 3: That's surviving when I own that motherfucker there.
• 1:11:35
  Speaker 2: I'm living now when I'm not worried about like I set.
• 1:11:39
  Speaker 1: Back money and stuff like that, when you would get.
• 1:11:44
  Speaker 3: Up and just go as you want your living. Nah,
• 1:11:47
  Speaker 3: we just surviving every day. Every day is a plan
• 1:11:51
  Speaker 3: every day you would but just every week you know
• 1:11:56
  Speaker 3: your check coming. You're playing it out this, that and
• 1:11:58
  Speaker 3: the third, just so you could have need to play
• 1:12:00
  Speaker 3: with on the side.
• 1:12:01
  Speaker 2: You surviving because if I'm living, I ain't worry about
• 1:12:05
  Speaker 2: that shit. I know my money is straight. I could
• 1:12:08
  Speaker 2: take off a couple of days knowing that my money
• 1:12:10
  Speaker 2: gonna be straight. Nah.
• 1:12:12
  Speaker 3: When you I can't afford it, I'll be sleep, I
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 3: be tired, don't want to go do a party at all.
• 1:12:19
  Speaker 3: But I'm like, if I don't do this, part of
• 1:12:20
  Speaker 3: what can happen or this shit can set me back?
• 1:12:22
  Speaker 2: So it set me back. I can't. I ain't gonna
• 1:12:25
  Speaker 2: have studio time.
• 1:12:26
  Speaker 3: And then you gotta you got a son, bro, Yeah,
• 1:12:28
  Speaker 3: now how can I time? I can't buy his food?
• 1:12:32
  Speaker 3: How can I tell him, Oh, you see a pair
• 1:12:33
  Speaker 3: of sneakers?
• 1:12:34
  Speaker 2: I can't get it?
• 1:12:35
  Speaker 3: How can I tell you? Oh, now you can't play
• 1:12:37
  Speaker 3: the game. Because I'm scared to like their go go up.
• 1:12:39
  Speaker 2: And sit like that. Hmm. Nah, I gotta work and
• 1:12:43
  Speaker 2: not just him. It's like I got other people that's
• 1:12:45
  Speaker 2: rooting and.
• 1:12:46
  Speaker 1: Rioting for me, Like, yeah, god forbid, you want something
• 1:12:49
  Speaker 1: for yourself too.
• 1:12:50
  Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what I'm saying. Sneakers, come out. Let me
• 1:12:52
  Speaker 2: treat my I can't treat myself. While can you treat yourself?
• 1:12:55
  Speaker 3: How you fucked up for a couple more a couple
• 1:12:57
  Speaker 3: of days or a couple of weeks, and then you
• 1:12:59
  Speaker 3: never even know what could happen with the Then your
• 1:13:03
  Speaker 3: son might need sons, the daughter might need somen You
• 1:13:06
  Speaker 3: got a phone bill, you.
• 1:13:07
  Speaker 2: Got a yavel bill, You need internet.
• 1:13:09
  Speaker 3: You need wild fie nowadays, boy should have run so
• 1:13:11
  Speaker 3: like now picture all that's gone.
• 1:13:13
  Speaker 2: Boy, So are we living? I'll be surviving.
• 1:13:17
  Speaker 3: Yeah, until you got your feet up and you comfortable
• 1:13:20
  Speaker 3: you're surviving? Mm hmmm, because every day we wake up,
• 1:13:26
  Speaker 3: they get like, damn, I'm doing everything right.
• 1:13:30
  Speaker 2: There's secure of my bag, secure of my job, secure
• 1:13:33
  Speaker 2: of my living.
• 1:13:35
  Speaker 1: And do you think do you think because some people
• 1:13:38
  Speaker 1: been living in New York for a long time, you know,
• 1:13:41
  Speaker 1: some people this is all they know, it's all. But
• 1:13:43
  Speaker 1: do you think surviving in New York is overrated? Or
• 1:13:46
  Speaker 1: should they go survive somewhere else where they get a
• 1:13:49
  Speaker 1: little bit more, you know, bang for their.
• 1:13:51
  Speaker 2: But they bang for the buck. Yeah, I don't, I don't.
• 1:13:55
  Speaker 2: I don't think surviving in New York is over because
• 1:13:56
  Speaker 2: everywhere you go is really shi It is hot. Now.
• 1:13:59
  Speaker 3: My left used to be cheap. Anybody starting migrating to Atlanta. Look, Atlanta,
• 1:14:04
  Speaker 3: it's expensive now. People like Atlanta ain't cheap like how
• 1:14:07
  Speaker 3: it used to be.
• 1:14:09
  Speaker 2: I've seen. I remember when everybody was running to the
• 1:14:11
  Speaker 2: North and South Carolina. Nah, that's just expensive now.
• 1:14:16
  Speaker 3: The price of living went up soon or later, we're
• 1:14:19
  Speaker 3: gonna be paying for yeah, to breathe later.
• 1:14:23
  Speaker 2: We got to pay to breathe.
• 1:14:25
  Speaker 3: Sooner or later. Come on, then you got the president.
• 1:14:29
  Speaker 3: We got in there cutting by cutting Medicaid and all
• 1:14:35
  Speaker 3: different types of ship. People really about to be trying
• 1:14:38
  Speaker 3: to survive.
• 1:14:41
  Speaker 2: And listen, and it's just.
• 1:14:41
  Speaker 3: Gonna keep going and keep going and keep going. Some
• 1:14:44
  Speaker 3: people fucked up. You fuck with their Medicaid, you're fucking
• 1:14:48
  Speaker 3: with their social Security, you're fucking with different ships. Be
• 1:14:52
  Speaker 3: struggling now, you wanted to struggle even more. Nah, but
• 1:14:56
  Speaker 3: know what onf fact, the people that on Amazon and
• 1:15:00
  Speaker 3: Walmart to the world and the targets not effected by it.
• 1:15:04
  Speaker 2: I think living we surviving, big difference.
• 1:15:09
  Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I swiped my car and checked my bank
• 1:15:13
  Speaker 3: account to see exactly how much.
• 1:15:14
  Speaker 2: The buddy I got.
• 1:15:15
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I need to know.
• 1:15:17
  Speaker 3: I want to get to a point where I could
• 1:15:19
  Speaker 3: swap my car and I don't give I'm like, it's
• 1:15:21
  Speaker 3: a couple of millions in that motherfucker.
• 1:15:22
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm good, listen, not even in a couple of millions,
• 1:15:25
  Speaker 1: just enough, you know what I mean. It's like I'm
• 1:15:27
  Speaker 1: swiping the motherfucking I don't gotta be worried, like maybe
• 1:15:30
  Speaker 1: it's not enough. Do I got enough left for this?
• 1:15:32
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean.
• 1:15:32
  Speaker 2: I don't want to overdraft.
• 1:15:33
  Speaker 1: I don't want to fucking overdraft fucking your banks, bro,
• 1:15:37
  Speaker 1: Fuck y'all. Bro. Overdraft is the sickest shit in the world.
• 1:15:39
  Speaker 1: Like nigga, I don't have it.
• 1:15:41
  Speaker 2: It's a gimmick.
• 1:15:42
  Speaker 1: Then they gonna hit you, they're gonna tax you. That's
• 1:15:44
  Speaker 1: how I lost my first bank account. I lost my
• 1:15:46
  Speaker 1: first bank account because they were overdrafting me for something
• 1:15:48
  Speaker 1: that I didn't have in there. And then you end
• 1:15:50
  Speaker 1: up I didn't have a job at the time, and
• 1:15:52
  Speaker 1: then it's like the overdraft and then they hit you
• 1:15:53
  Speaker 1: with a lafey for the overdrafting. Before you know it,
• 1:15:56
  Speaker 1: you got one hundred and eighty fucking dollars in overdrafting.
• 1:15:59
  Speaker 3: Like the overdraft your shit for fifty dollars and they
• 1:16:01
  Speaker 3: hit that thirty five dollars feet.
• 1:16:02
  Speaker 2: On the back of that bitch. Broh cold hustle. That
• 1:16:06
  Speaker 2: a little bit of money that hitch your account.
• 1:16:08
  Speaker 1: I'll talk about, bitch, I don't got no money in it,
• 1:16:10
  Speaker 1: you fucking bitch, like it's not in there?
• 1:16:13
  Speaker 2: It yo? What that is? All? They give you? This
• 1:16:17
  Speaker 2: credit call limits high as hell.
• 1:16:20
  Speaker 3: NOBO ain't never touched us financial literacy, So what to
• 1:16:25
  Speaker 3: do with a credit card?
• 1:16:25
  Speaker 2: All day?
• 1:16:26
  Speaker 3: They just throw it in our hands. Against what we
• 1:16:27
  Speaker 3: would do. We just swipe swhitepe. Now that shit fuck
• 1:16:30
  Speaker 3: up your credit score? That what do you get with that?
• 1:16:33
  Speaker 2: Bro?
• 1:16:33
  Speaker 1: As American scam?
• 1:16:34
  Speaker 3: Bro?
• 1:16:34
  Speaker 1: Yeah, it is because our resident send me a couple
• 1:16:37
  Speaker 1: of messages in the mail. Brother, When I tell you,
• 1:16:41
  Speaker 1: I owe them niggas some paper and then let me
• 1:16:45
  Speaker 1: tell you something, keep it a big stack with you.
• 1:16:47
  Speaker 1: Let's talk. Let's really talk real quick. Send me one
• 1:16:50
  Speaker 1: check all them niggas twelve racks. Okay, you know what
• 1:16:53
  Speaker 1: I'm saying, Send me another check, or them niggas for
• 1:16:55
  Speaker 1: four thousand, right, they send me another check, Send me
• 1:17:00
  Speaker 1: a check for all the money I owe them from
• 1:17:03
  Speaker 1: the interest collected from not paying all that money. I said,
• 1:17:06
  Speaker 1: Oh my god, Oh so I'm supposed to do that?
• 1:17:11
  Speaker 1: Pay my rent, pay my bills, get my groceries. How
• 1:17:16
  Speaker 1: the fucking niggas for? What the fuck is your niggas
• 1:17:18
  Speaker 1: talking about? What you're talking about. I don't supposed to
• 1:17:22
  Speaker 1: climb from out of a whole. I'm supposed to be
• 1:17:23
  Speaker 1: wanting to buy a home one day.
• 1:17:25
  Speaker 2: They don't care. They don't care, They don't care at all.
• 1:17:29
  Speaker 1: So should we leave America?
• 1:17:30
  Speaker 2: Bro?
• 1:17:30
  Speaker 1: Is that what it is?
• 1:17:33
  Speaker 2: You're trying to go to Africa? Bro? I ain't gonna lie.
• 1:17:35
  Speaker 2: I thought about it.
• 1:17:36
  Speaker 1: You thought about it, like nah, it's and belly.
• 1:17:39
  Speaker 2: Yeah? What about going to Ghana?
• 1:17:42
  Speaker 1: What you're gonna do in Ghana?
• 1:17:44
  Speaker 2: Bro? Grow some some farms and stuff?
• 1:17:47
  Speaker 3: Yeah, live a different life of peaceful life, unity, unity.
• 1:17:53
  Speaker 2: I thought about it.
• 1:17:54
  Speaker 1: Things I go to Africa with you?
• 1:17:56
  Speaker 2: If they got a Papa's out there.
• 1:17:58
  Speaker 1: He loved papas. You make its own papas.
• 1:18:04
  Speaker 2: That's to go right, you know what I mean to
• 1:18:06
  Speaker 2: bring papas tad.
• 1:18:08
  Speaker 1: Listen, leave all this American shit in America. Please please
• 1:18:12
  Speaker 1: well listen. Follow my people out there. I hope you
• 1:18:14
  Speaker 1: find ways to live in the city. Obviously, surviving is
• 1:18:18
  Speaker 1: you know, it's hard, and like my nigga said, you
• 1:18:20
  Speaker 1: know what I mean, a lot of us are surviving.
• 1:18:22
  Speaker 1: But I think life is all about reclaiming back your
• 1:18:26
  Speaker 1: time for the little ways that you can live. So
• 1:18:28
  Speaker 1: whatever y'all doing out there, man, just find ways to
• 1:18:30
  Speaker 1: reclaim some of your living time. You know what I mean.
• 1:18:33
  Speaker 2: You got to be intentional about living.
• 1:18:35
  Speaker 1: You got a hustle, you live on purpose, got a dream,
• 1:18:38
  Speaker 1: you gotta live on purpose.
• 1:18:39
  Speaker 2: Before you even get out of here.
• 1:18:41
  Speaker 3: What are you what you're living on surviving in Dallas?
• 1:18:47
  Speaker 2: Because I could talk about the New York part.
• 1:18:49
  Speaker 3: What you living on surviving in Dallas that you feel
• 1:18:53
  Speaker 3: you had to bust a move to come to New York?
• 1:18:57
  Speaker 1: Mm hmm. You know it's interesting because I want to
• 1:19:09
  Speaker 1: say both and I want to say both because so
• 1:19:12
  Speaker 1: my story living in Dallas, you know, me and my family,
• 1:19:17
  Speaker 1: we was real. We was real. We had a lot
• 1:19:20
  Speaker 1: of down. We had a lot of downs, you know
• 1:19:22
  Speaker 1: what I mean. We had a lot of moments where
• 1:19:24
  Speaker 1: we just didn't have it, and we was living with
• 1:19:26
  Speaker 1: other people. We was living with one family, then another family,
• 1:19:30
  Speaker 1: then another family, and you know what I'm saying, majority
• 1:19:33
  Speaker 1: of my life, I ain't have a room or bedroom,
• 1:19:35
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So the majority of my
• 1:19:36
  Speaker 1: life I was sleeping on the couch, or sleeping on
• 1:19:39
  Speaker 1: somebody's floor, or sleeping in somebody's garage, and like kind
• 1:19:43
  Speaker 1: of making a home in somebody's garage. And so that
• 1:19:47
  Speaker 1: majority of my a lot of my life was like that.
• 1:19:51
  Speaker 1: But then also like you know, we we we eventually,
• 1:19:54
  Speaker 1: me and my family we got stable and then we
• 1:19:57
  Speaker 1: had this apartment and we made the most. We made
• 1:19:59
  Speaker 1: the most the apartment, right, And so I want to
• 1:20:03
  Speaker 1: say both in the sense of like once we had
• 1:20:05
  Speaker 1: that apartment, you know, we wasn't rich by any means,
• 1:20:09
  Speaker 1: but it was like it was the stability though, you
• 1:20:11
  Speaker 1: know what I mean. And so like I feel like
• 1:20:13
  Speaker 1: in that moment, we wasn't necessarily surviving anymore. That you
• 1:20:18
  Speaker 1: ask my mom, she might have a different story because
• 1:20:19
  Speaker 1: she was the one paying rent for the place. You
• 1:20:21
  Speaker 1: know what I mean. She might have a different story,
• 1:20:23
  Speaker 1: but I will. But at the same time, outside of
• 1:20:28
  Speaker 1: like Okay, I don't got to worry about being homeless
• 1:20:31
  Speaker 1: living in dollars, it's a different type of struggle, bro,
• 1:20:35
  Speaker 1: It's a different type of challenge because it's not an
• 1:20:39
  Speaker 1: accessible place like New York City where you can just yeah,
• 1:20:42
  Speaker 1: they got public transportation, but it's not as nearly as
• 1:20:45
  Speaker 1: reliable and it's not nearly as expensive. You know, mta
• 1:20:49
  Speaker 1: take you anywhere on this fucking bitch, you know what
• 1:20:51
  Speaker 1: I mean. And that's not happening. That's not happening in Dallas,
• 1:20:54
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. The trains is coming maybe
• 1:20:57
  Speaker 1: every thirty forty minutes in heat, that's like unbelievable, you know.
• 1:20:59
  Speaker 3: What I mean.
• 1:21:00
  Speaker 1: I mean, And sometimes the bus you know what I means,
• 1:21:02
  Speaker 1: like buses is super late, they slow, and so in Dallas,
• 1:21:08
  Speaker 1: like you know, I was just my mentality was definitely
• 1:21:13
  Speaker 1: survivor mentality in Dallas, because it was all about like
• 1:21:16
  Speaker 1: what can I do to get myself one step closer
• 1:21:20
  Speaker 1: to figuring it out, you know what I mean. And
• 1:21:22
  Speaker 1: that's like a lot of the time that's without transportation,
• 1:21:24
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean, so you're trying to rely
• 1:21:26
  Speaker 1: on transportation and you know, working these minimum waste jobs
• 1:21:30
  Speaker 1: and it's like, okay, like I'm about to spend my
• 1:21:32
  Speaker 1: whole paycheck on a computer, and then it's like, spend
• 1:21:34
  Speaker 1: my whole paycheck on a camera. Then I got to
• 1:21:36
  Speaker 1: get the lens and then learning how to like operate cameras,
• 1:21:42
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean, and all that type of shit.
• 1:21:43
  Speaker 1: And so, you know, a lot of it was survivor mentality,
• 1:21:47
  Speaker 1: for sure. It definitely, it definitely was. But you know,
• 1:21:50
  Speaker 1: that's all I know. You know what I mean that
• 1:21:52
  Speaker 1: that's all I know. And in a lot of ways,
• 1:21:54
  Speaker 1: this is the most stable I've ever been in my
• 1:21:56
  Speaker 1: life right now.
• 1:21:58
  Speaker 3: Look that's coming from you a young wolf. They're a
• 1:22:02
  Speaker 3: young wolf surviving mother. Like you tell you you might
• 1:22:07
  Speaker 3: be living in surviving, she probably just surviving. Like I
• 1:22:11
  Speaker 3: gotta get this money to pay this rent, to get
• 1:22:14
  Speaker 3: this money to put food on the table. I gotta
• 1:22:16
  Speaker 3: get this money to make sure we never sleep on
• 1:22:18
  Speaker 3: nobody couch flow all garage.
• 1:22:21
  Speaker 2: So you look at it like that, it's like, damn,
• 1:22:23
  Speaker 2: I gotta be the change.
• 1:22:25
  Speaker 1: Yeah, And you know what too, I just want to
• 1:22:27
  Speaker 1: add some more on to that too, because you know,
• 1:22:28
  Speaker 1: my parents got divorced and neither neither one of them
• 1:22:32
  Speaker 1: are rich. But I believe that divorce was the worst
• 1:22:35
  Speaker 1: thing that ever happened to my family, you know what
• 1:22:37
  Speaker 1: I mean.
• 1:22:38
  Speaker 2: A lot of families.
• 1:22:39
  Speaker 1: Yeah, to a lot of families. I think divorce is
• 1:22:41
  Speaker 1: the worst thing that ever happened to us because and
• 1:22:43
  Speaker 1: I think even till this day, we're still being affected
• 1:22:48
  Speaker 1: by divorce, you know how like there could be water
• 1:22:52
  Speaker 1: in a creek or a river or a lake, and
• 1:22:55
  Speaker 1: you like throw a rock in the water, and then
• 1:22:56
  Speaker 1: it creates like a ripple effect from where the rock
• 1:22:59
  Speaker 1: into the water. I feel like we're still living in
• 1:23:02
  Speaker 1: the ripple effect of what divorce did because in a
• 1:23:05
  Speaker 1: lot of ways, like even my father, Like you know,
• 1:23:07
  Speaker 1: I love my dad, and me and my dad have
• 1:23:10
  Speaker 1: a relation. He's in my life, but there's a disconnect
• 1:23:13
  Speaker 1: between me and him, you know what I mean. And
• 1:23:15
  Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know if that'll ever really change,
• 1:23:19
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean? At this point, I mean,
• 1:23:21
  Speaker 1: maybe things go get better, but in some ways, I
• 1:23:23
  Speaker 1: don't know if it'll get better. Like sometimes I see
• 1:23:25
  Speaker 1: my dad with like some of his nephews which is
• 1:23:29
  Speaker 1: like my little cousins, and the relationship that my dad
• 1:23:32
  Speaker 1: will have with my cousins is like, damn, like that's
• 1:23:35
  Speaker 1: what it's supposed to be. All it was supposed to
• 1:23:37
  Speaker 1: be us, but we've never had that though. We've never
• 1:23:40
  Speaker 1: had that, you know what I mean. And so it's
• 1:23:42
  Speaker 1: shit like that. So it's like even everything my fam
• 1:23:45
  Speaker 1: my family went through, like I think that if they
• 1:23:47
  Speaker 1: would have stayed together. It's not to say we would
• 1:23:49
  Speaker 1: have been rich, but I think certain things wouldn't have
• 1:23:51
  Speaker 1: just been as hard, you know. And so yeah, say
• 1:23:56
  Speaker 1: I and my dad was, I mean in me, oh yeah,
• 1:24:00
  Speaker 1: we were definitely surviving, bro, We're definitely surviving. I mean,
• 1:24:03
  Speaker 1: like I've had Christmases bro, where we ain't have no electricity, bro,
• 1:24:07
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And we literally was opening
• 1:24:08
  Speaker 1: Christmas gifts with flashlights like no bullshit, you know what
• 1:24:11
  Speaker 1: I mean, Like flashlights Like I would come home from
• 1:24:14
  Speaker 1: school and we don't got no lights in the house,
• 1:24:16
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And while the sunshine and
• 1:24:20
  Speaker 1: its cool where I like, if I got to wake
• 1:24:22
  Speaker 1: up in the middle of that, I use the bathroom
• 1:24:24
  Speaker 1: or light a candle on some real George Washington type shit.
• 1:24:26
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Make sure I'm I'm aiming
• 1:24:28
  Speaker 1: in the toilet, you know what I'm saying. So niggas
• 1:24:31
  Speaker 1: don't boiling hot, boiling water, you know what I mean,
• 1:24:33
  Speaker 1: the water off in the house. You know, boiling water
• 1:24:36
  Speaker 1: off in the house. So you got to get the
• 1:24:37
  Speaker 1: water from outside the house, from the like, because it's
• 1:24:41
  Speaker 1: city water. It's different from the water that you pay
• 1:24:43
  Speaker 1: in the crib. So you know, you boiling that to
• 1:24:45
  Speaker 1: take a bath, bathing in the sink. It's just so niggas.
• 1:24:47
  Speaker 1: Niggas didn't. Niggas done, came through some surviving and like
• 1:24:51
  Speaker 1: you know, we were definitely more in a stable place now,
• 1:24:53
  Speaker 1: but it's still more work to do.
• 1:24:55
  Speaker 2: And like it's still a lot more work.
• 1:24:57
  Speaker 1: It's a lot more work to do. And one thing
• 1:24:58
  Speaker 1: about me, bro is I love being in New York,
• 1:25:03
  Speaker 1: and being in New York is a great place. But
• 1:25:06
  Speaker 1: one thing I'm gonna say is like I ain't never
• 1:25:08
  Speaker 1: lost sight of what I came here for.
• 1:25:10
  Speaker 2: Never I supposed to, you know what I mean.
• 1:25:12
  Speaker 1: And it's a lot of people that I be around,
• 1:25:16
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean, And that be maybe calling
• 1:25:18
  Speaker 1: my peers whatever you want to say it. I'm like,
• 1:25:20
  Speaker 1: we're not We're not doing the same thing here and
• 1:25:22
  Speaker 1: we're not here for the same reason.
• 1:25:23
  Speaker 2: And they don't dream, man, they don't dream. People don't
• 1:25:27
  Speaker 2: dream no more. People don't got the hustle on no
• 1:25:29
  Speaker 2: no more.
• 1:25:30
  Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why you gotta put yourself around people that
• 1:25:33
  Speaker 3: see that have the same dream you have.
• 1:25:37
  Speaker 2: And it's like, I got it. I want more, I
• 1:25:39
  Speaker 2: want better. That's it.
• 1:25:43
  Speaker 3: Look, I'm and I see podcasts. Bring out some ship.
• 1:25:46
  Speaker 3: This is this one was a fucking good one.
• 1:25:48
  Speaker 2: Bring out some ship.
• 1:25:49
  Speaker 1: This is a fucking good.
• 1:25:50
  Speaker 2: One, broy And know all this came from just want
• 1:25:54
  Speaker 2: to get married? Yeah, where can they find you?
• 1:26:00
  Speaker 1: I will, man, don't worry about me, y'all.
• 1:26:03
  Speaker 2: This was You took this show today, you took this
• 1:26:06
  Speaker 2: show then? Yeah, this was this was good. This was
• 1:26:08
  Speaker 2: a good.
• 1:26:09
  Speaker 3: Show at the end that you know, sitting in front
• 1:26:11
  Speaker 3: of this camera. It ain't always peaches and creams.
• 1:26:14
  Speaker 1: I ain't never been peaches and cream.
• 1:26:15
  Speaker 2: We been through a lot to be here.
• 1:26:17
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but you know what, but you find ways to
• 1:26:19
  Speaker 1: live though. Because even though I was going through all
• 1:26:21
  Speaker 1: that ship, one thing I can thank God for for
• 1:26:23
  Speaker 1: my heart.
• 1:26:24
  Speaker 2: It should have been rough, bro, you know what I mean.
• 1:26:26
  Speaker 1: Like that that's some of that ship is rough, but
• 1:26:28
  Speaker 1: there were rougher things that happen, you know what I'm saying.
• 1:26:31
  Speaker 1: There were rougher things. But what I can say is
• 1:26:34
  Speaker 1: that I thank God for giving me the type of
• 1:26:36
  Speaker 1: heart where none of that ship really affected me that much.
• 1:26:40
  Speaker 1: And maybe it was just youth, you know what I mean,
• 1:26:42
  Speaker 1: But I was just looking at it like, but that's
• 1:26:45
  Speaker 1: how all young young black boys feel. You know, when
• 1:26:48
  Speaker 1: you see once you see your mother cry, you'd be like, yeah,
• 1:26:52
  Speaker 1: get this fucking money, got to because you don't ever
• 1:26:55
  Speaker 1: want to see that again.
• 1:26:57
  Speaker 2: If you don't feel that waitness, something is wrong, something wrong,
• 1:26:59
  Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
• 1:27:00
  Speaker 1: And that's I can understand why niggas get driven to
• 1:27:03
  Speaker 1: different extremes to try to make a buck, you know
• 1:27:05
  Speaker 1: what I mean, because it's like really understanding, like you
• 1:27:07
  Speaker 1: really need that money today, not later, you know what
• 1:27:10
  Speaker 1: I mean. And so I understand that. But then that's
• 1:27:13
  Speaker 1: part of the back surviving because it's like one of
• 1:27:18
  Speaker 1: my favorite Benny the Butcher lines. He was like he
• 1:27:20
  Speaker 1: was like, we wasched niggas eating now were getting even
• 1:27:24
  Speaker 1: we watched our mother's cry but that just made us
• 1:27:26
  Speaker 1: risk of freedom. And I just like, I fuck with
• 1:27:28
  Speaker 1: that line so much. He said, we washed niggas eating
• 1:27:32
  Speaker 1: now we getting even. We wastched our mother's cry, but
• 1:27:35
  Speaker 1: that just made us risk our freedom.
• 1:27:37
  Speaker 2: I feel that.
• 1:27:39
  Speaker 3: Shit, man, you're doing anything you see your mother don't
• 1:27:41
  Speaker 3: got to struggle to put food on the table again.
• 1:27:43
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, So shit, listen whatever you
• 1:27:46
  Speaker 1: can do. I don't know, Listen. I lived in some
• 1:27:49
  Speaker 1: fucked up situations in New York. I didn't listen to
• 1:27:51
  Speaker 1: some fuck up situations when I was in dollars. But
• 1:27:52
  Speaker 1: in New York is a tough motherfucking city. So this
• 1:27:54
  Speaker 1: is what I'm gonna say. The last thing I'm gonna say.
• 1:27:57
  Speaker 1: Forget about following me that I have tough skinning. Forget
• 1:28:00
  Speaker 1: about following me. Bro, whatever you can do to live,
• 1:28:04
  Speaker 1: make time for that, please, because they could make time
• 1:28:09
  Speaker 1: for that. Like, what does that look like for you?
• 1:28:12
  Speaker 1: First of all, if you listen this far in the episode,
• 1:28:14
  Speaker 1: what I want you to do is please send the
• 1:28:17
  Speaker 1: blind Bin now see podcast a message and let us
• 1:28:20
  Speaker 1: know that.
• 1:28:21
  Speaker 2: You made it this far.
• 1:28:23
  Speaker 1: Yeah, no, definitely, If you made it this far, please
• 1:28:25
  Speaker 1: let us know because and the reason why that's important
• 1:28:27
  Speaker 1: is because we need to understand who are the people.
• 1:28:29
  Speaker 1: And I'm not saying you got to listen to every
• 1:28:31
  Speaker 1: episode the whole time, but whoever's making it all the
• 1:28:34
  Speaker 1: way to the end, we need to collect that information
• 1:28:37
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• 1:28:39
  Speaker 1: you in mind because shit gonna be happening. It's gonna
• 1:28:42
  Speaker 1: be events, it's gonna be merged, it's gonna be special
• 1:28:44
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• 1:28:48
  Speaker 1: people like you and mine, So you not waiting in
• 1:28:49
  Speaker 1: the lines when we coming through it like oh no, no, no,
• 1:28:51
  Speaker 1: they in the front.
• 1:28:52
  Speaker 2: Yeah, that's the fact it's kipping everybody. The merge you get,
• 1:28:55
  Speaker 2: you get free access to all that type of shit.
• 1:28:58
  Speaker 2: You get it before anybody else get it.
• 1:28:59
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• 1:29:00
  Speaker 2: So Patreon coming soon live showing all that.
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  Speaker 1: Ship live show, you get front, you get, you get
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  Speaker 2: Else boom and soon I see book.
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  Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying. So if you, if you're
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  Speaker 1: listening right now, just really let us know. And and
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  Speaker 1: I just want to let you know, like whatever you
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  Speaker 1: can do to live intentionally, please do that. Please do that.
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  Speaker 1: Whatever that means. Like me, I like to go to
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  Speaker 1: the beach sometimes, you know, I like to ride my bike.
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  Speaker 1: I'm always be on the motherfucking city bike until our bike.
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  Speaker 1: I'm listen. I'm getting ready to buy my own in
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  Speaker 1: a minute. But until then, Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: I couldn't get ship was going on, you know, I
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  Speaker 1: mean responsibilities, but I like to ride the bike. I
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  Speaker 1: like to go to the park. You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: And it's like little ways that I claim back my living.
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  Speaker 1: So whatever that look like for you, just claim your
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  Speaker 1: living back, man.
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  Speaker 3: And just pull pull up in my dms or pull
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  Speaker 3: up under a post and put I'm tired of survive it.
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  Speaker 2: I want to live. I know I'm tired of survive it.
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  Speaker 2: I'm ready to live. Put that on.
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  Speaker 3: Put a under the post, or hit me in my
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  Speaker 3: dams or tag me in stories, you know, tag me
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  Speaker 3: in stories with a picture at you and put I'm
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  Speaker 3: tired of surviving. I'm ready to live. That mean you
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  Speaker 3: ready to take that step forward to say I got
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  Speaker 3: to better my life and do something different. So that's
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  Speaker 3: what we're gonna were gonna run with that. Man, I'm
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  Speaker 3: tired of surviving.
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  Speaker 2: We're gonna live. Never know, that might be the episode name.
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  Speaker 2: I'm tired of surviving. I want to live.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know, but you know you can.
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  Speaker 3: Find me at blamin I C YC H. Happy fourth
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  Speaker 3: of July, have a safe forth of July. Let's put
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  Speaker 3: these guns down, Let's build each other. I be grabbing
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  Speaker 3: a barrel when one goal. We're gonna lead you on
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  Speaker 3: and grabbing. We're all coming out their motherfucking barrel. That's
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  Speaker 3: what I'm about. I ain't about gate keeping none of
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  Speaker 3: that ship.
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  Speaker 2: I make it better.
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  Speaker 3: Believe I'm coming back and I'm getting somebody too. That's
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  Speaker 3: how I feel with devigate keep. That's why my podcast
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  Speaker 3: is where it's at.
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  Speaker 2: I never gave keep. My sister is moving. That's how is.
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  Speaker 3: Supposed to be. Put the whole hands and we're all
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  Speaker 3: supposed to come out this barrel. So take that in consideration,
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  Speaker 3: and no, pull somebody up that needs you. And this
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  Speaker 3: is another episode of Blamanazi Podcasts and were out here
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  Speaker 2: Peace