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- 0:00Speaker 1: Every Christian who hears my voice at this moment represents
- 0:04Speaker 1: a pilgrimage, and by that I mean a journey toward maturity,
- 0:11Speaker 1: the course of life. For some of you, this pilgrimage
- 0:17Speaker 1: is thus far rather pleasurable, exciting, and fulfilling. But I
- 0:24Speaker 1: rather suspect for more of you it is a pilgrimage
- 0:29Speaker 1: that has been marked by pain, a measure of disappointment.
- 0:34Speaker 1: And even if the truth were knowns some times of
- 0:38Speaker 1: doubt and disillusionment and deep struggle. I think that kind
- 0:45Speaker 1: is in the greater majority. I have just finished a
- 0:48Speaker 1: little book by Arles Benham. She was the wife of
- 0:56Speaker 1: a very fine pastor for some thirty five years, whose
- 1:01Speaker 1: ministry impacted hundreds of lives, it would be safe to
- 1:04Speaker 1: say thousands, and one day, in February of nineteen seventy five,
- 1:10Speaker 1: February the twenty first, those thirty five years of ministry
- 1:14Speaker 1: and marriage went up in smoke as her husband left
- 1:18Speaker 1: her and the family for another woman. A divorce followed,
- 1:23Speaker 1: and she has spent her days since then picking up
- 1:26Speaker 1: the pieces in her pilgrimage. Her little book is called
- 1:32Speaker 1: The Long Way Back. It's very realistic. It in fact
- 1:38Speaker 1: includes these words. I would like to be able to
- 1:41Speaker 1: say that time and God have healed all my wounds,
- 1:46Speaker 1: that there are no more sleepless nights, that grief no
- 1:49Speaker 1: longer overwhelms, but that would not be honest. Rather, I
- 1:55Speaker 1: should say I now realized the wounds are not mortal.
- 2:00Speaker 1: Presence is very close in the sleepless nights. I am
- 2:05Speaker 1: learning to live again as a person in my own right.
- 2:08Speaker 1: The goal and purpose of my life has become the
- 2:11Speaker 1: intense desire to help others through problems confronting them. I
- 2:18Speaker 1: thought when my husband left I would never be able
- 2:20Speaker 1: to write again, but that was not true. A long
- 2:25Speaker 1: way back. That's her pilgrimage, different from yours and different
- 2:31Speaker 1: from mine, and nevertheless a true account of a journey
- 2:39Speaker 1: for some of you, extremely painful. I have noted in
- 2:46Speaker 1: these last several years a growing number of books that
- 2:49Speaker 1: deal with the pilgrimage. The first one, perhaps in all time,
- 2:54Speaker 1: was Pilgrim's Progress, and many of us have read that
- 2:58Speaker 1: book with much op and encouragement derived from it. We
- 3:03Speaker 1: have read of the pilgrimage of Johnny Cash, We have
- 3:07Speaker 1: read of Alexander Soulshanitsen, Malcolm Muggridge, Elizabeth Elliott Leech, Corey Tenboom,
- 3:19Speaker 1: Johnny Ericsson, Katherine Marshall, and a host of others, all
- 3:28Speaker 1: of them telling the story of their journey. And you,
- 3:34Speaker 1: if you had the time and the courage to stand
- 3:36Speaker 1: before a group of people, could do the same thing.
- 3:41Speaker 1: There is no such thing as instant maturity. We are
- 3:45Speaker 1: all somewhere along the way, and therefore I am not
- 3:50Speaker 1: surprised to discover that God puts a book in his
- 3:55Speaker 1: sixty six books that is dedicated to the pilgrimage that
- 4:02Speaker 1: doesn't end like a fairy tale. I'm referring, of course,
- 4:07Speaker 1: to the Book of Numbers. It is a book covering
- 4:11Speaker 1: the story of a tragic pilgrimage where a group of
- 4:16Speaker 1: people who knew better did not live better, and they
- 4:22Speaker 1: suffered the consequences of a decision they made at a
- 4:27Speaker 1: crisis time in their lives. But we need to go
- 4:31Speaker 1: back to the book to get the whole story. Let's
- 4:33Speaker 1: go Numbers chapter one. We need a little background, I think.
- 4:39Speaker 1: First of all, in the Book of Genesis, God's people,
- 4:42Speaker 1: the Israelites, have grown to large proportions. The family of
- 4:47Speaker 1: Jacob is living in the land of Canaan, Palestine, we
- 4:51Speaker 1: know it today is Israel, and while there they suffer
- 4:55Speaker 1: the consequences of a severe famine. And the Book of
- 5:00Speaker 1: Genesis closes with the people called the Hebrews moving in mass,
- 5:08Speaker 1: the family of Jacob moving in mass to Egypt, down south,
- 5:13Speaker 1: because there is a land of plenty, or at least
- 5:19Speaker 1: provisions for plenty, and there they found refuge and comfort,
- 5:25Speaker 1: and it was sort of a dream come true that
- 5:28Speaker 1: they might be able to be delivered from the famine
- 5:31Speaker 1: in Palestine. However, the dream turned into a nightmare, and
- 5:35Speaker 1: some four hundred years and more later there rose up
- 5:38Speaker 1: a pharaoh in Egypt who didn't know Joseph, the original one,
- 5:43Speaker 1: who was the prime minister that allowed them to come
- 5:45Speaker 1: into the land. And this is now the story of
- 5:48Speaker 1: the Book of Exodus. Through a beautiful and miraculous chain
- 5:52Speaker 1: of events, as God led Moses to lead the people
- 5:55Speaker 1: out of the land Exodus, God brought them into a
- 6:01Speaker 1: place of protection out in the wilderness. His presence became
- 6:07Speaker 1: their ever present shield. And then in the book of
- 6:12Speaker 1: Leviticus we find these people, three months removed from Egypt,
- 6:18Speaker 1: standing at the base of Mount Sinai and living there
- 6:22Speaker 1: in temporary quarters for about a year, in fact, a
- 6:26Speaker 1: little more than a year. While they are there, they
- 6:29Speaker 1: receive the commandments from God through the pen of Moses,
- 6:34Speaker 1: actually the finger of God and tablets of stone. And
- 6:37Speaker 1: they also received the blueprint for the tabernacle. They were
- 6:42Speaker 1: told whom to worship, they were told how to worship,
- 6:46Speaker 1: and they were given a place to worship. And at
- 6:49Speaker 1: the end of Leviticus we find the people of God
- 6:52Speaker 1: listening to the voice of God as he plans his
- 6:55Speaker 1: next move. Now look at the last verse of Leviticus.
- 7:00Speaker 1: These are the commandments which the Lord commanded Moses for
- 7:05Speaker 1: the sons of Israel at Mount Sinai, Verse one, chapter
- 7:09Speaker 1: one the Book of Numbers. Then when at the end
- 7:14Speaker 1: of that period of time, then immediately following that time,
- 7:20Speaker 1: then the Lord spoke to Moses in the wilderness of
- 7:23Speaker 1: Sinai in the tent of meeting. Note the date on
- 7:26Speaker 1: the first implied the first day of the second month
- 7:31Speaker 1: in the second year. Reckon from what point from the
- 7:35Speaker 1: exodus on the first day of the second month in
- 7:40Speaker 1: the second year after the exodus. So they have left Egypt,
- 7:47Speaker 1: the exodus has occurred. They have come to Sinai, and
- 7:51Speaker 1: they have been there a month a year, and the
- 7:55Speaker 1: beginning of the second month, waiting upon God for his directions.
- 8:00Speaker 1: He is about to tell them that they are to
- 8:02Speaker 1: begin a journey, a pilgrimage that will travel north up
- 8:07Speaker 1: into the land of Canaan, which he promised to give
- 8:10Speaker 1: to them as their own. He promised them that land,
- 8:15Speaker 1: and so he is preparing the people in the beginning
- 8:18Speaker 1: part of this great book of numbers for that journey,
- 8:22Speaker 1: that pilgrimage up north into the land of Canaan, back
- 8:26Speaker 1: where their forefathers had lived under the family of Jacob. Okay,
- 8:31Speaker 1: you got the picture. Hold your place here and go
- 8:33Speaker 1: back if you will to Exodus, chapter forty, verse seventeen.
- 8:39Speaker 1: Let's just locate the dating for a moment for the
- 8:42Speaker 1: purpose of orientation. Exodus forty, verse seventeen. Now it came
- 8:51Speaker 1: about in the first month of the second year. Note
- 8:54Speaker 1: the difference. Now it is the first month of the
- 8:59Speaker 1: second year, on the first day of the month that
- 9:01Speaker 1: the tabernacle was erected. So they got the blueprint from God,
- 9:06Speaker 1: and they built the tabernacle as God had said. And
- 9:09Speaker 1: they erected that tabernacle, and it was finished on that date.
- 9:13Speaker 1: Numbers one, verse one says it was the first day
- 9:17Speaker 1: of the second month, after they had come out of
- 9:19Speaker 1: the land of Egypt, that God spoke. Okay, we've got
- 9:22Speaker 1: them there for a full month, and they have enjoyed
- 9:24Speaker 1: the worship of God in the tabernacle. They have learned
- 9:27Speaker 1: how to approach God. In Leviticus, they have learned how
- 9:31Speaker 1: a sinful person can come to know and love and
- 9:34Speaker 1: fellowship with a holy God. That's what Leviticus is all about.
- 9:37Speaker 1: And we looked at that in our last survey study.
- 9:41Speaker 1: Now tonight we're going to see a different kind of
- 9:44Speaker 1: story unfold. I want to spend most of our time
- 9:47Speaker 1: on the central part of this Book of Numbers, rather
- 9:50Speaker 1: than try to survey all thirty six chapters, which is impossible.
- 9:54Speaker 1: I'd like its just to spot the middle part of
- 9:57Speaker 1: the passage of the book itself in camp. But before
- 10:01Speaker 1: we do, let's understand some basics. First of all, how
- 10:03Speaker 1: does the book get its name. Why does the Book
- 10:07Speaker 1: of Numbers that talks about a pilgrimage bear the name Numbers? Well,
- 10:12Speaker 1: look at verse two. Take a census of all the
- 10:17Speaker 1: congregation of the sons of Israel. There's the answer. Number
- 10:21Speaker 1: the people Moses. I want you to take a very
- 10:26Speaker 1: careful record of how many people are in the camp.
- 10:31Speaker 1: As a matter of fact, he said, I want to
- 10:33Speaker 1: know those who are mailed head by head, person by
- 10:37Speaker 1: person verse three, from twenty years old and upward. Why
- 10:41Speaker 1: two reasons to get these people on the move means
- 10:45Speaker 1: you've got to mobilize them, and that takes leadership. And second,
- 10:49Speaker 1: when warfare comes, they've got to be ready for battle,
- 10:51Speaker 1: and that takes leadership, that takes organization. The logistics of
- 10:55Speaker 1: moving this crowd was incredible, and so he says, let's
- 10:59Speaker 1: get a handle on how many people we've got, And
- 11:02Speaker 1: so they numbered the people. Look at chapter one, verse
- 11:06Speaker 1: forty five. So all the numbered men of the sons
- 11:11Speaker 1: of Israel, by their father's households from twenty years old
- 11:14Speaker 1: and upward, whoever was able to go out to war,
- 11:16Speaker 1: even all the numbered men were, there's the number six hundred,
- 11:20Speaker 1: three thousand, five hundred and fifty. So we've got the
- 11:23Speaker 1: first census, or the first numbering of the people, save
- 11:27Speaker 1: the tribe of the Levites, because they didn't go to battle.
- 11:30Speaker 1: They serviced the temple or the tabernacle of God, so
- 11:34Speaker 1: they were left out of the numbering. Verse forty nine
- 11:37Speaker 1: verifies that. Now, what I noticed is that in this
- 11:40Speaker 1: book we have actually two senses, two numberings. Hold your
- 11:46Speaker 1: place here and go over to chapter twenty six toward
- 11:49Speaker 1: the end of the book. Now you don't know it,
- 11:52Speaker 1: but you're going forty years later. Well, to be literal
- 11:55Speaker 1: about it, thirty eight years later. Thirty eight years later,
- 12:00Speaker 1: they number the people again. In fact, Verse two of
- 12:02Speaker 1: chapter twenty six sounds precisely like chapter one. Take a
- 12:07Speaker 1: census of all the congregation of the sons of Israel
- 12:10Speaker 1: from twenty years old and upward by their father's household.
- 12:13Speaker 1: Whoever is able to go out to war in Israel?
- 12:18Speaker 1: Did they do that? Verse fifty one says yes they did,
- 12:22Speaker 1: and here's the number. Now I'm surprised at this, or
- 12:25Speaker 1: I would be if I didn't know the story of
- 12:27Speaker 1: the book. I would expect a larger number, but as smaller.
- 12:31Speaker 1: The first number was eighteen hundred and twenty larger than
- 12:34Speaker 1: this number. Here we have them thirty eight years later,
- 12:39Speaker 1: and yet they're only six hundred and one thy seven
- 12:41Speaker 1: hundred and thirty. Why, well, that's the story of the book.
- 12:51Speaker 1: As a matter of fact, the judgment of God has
- 12:55Speaker 1: fallen on this nation, and he has made sure that
- 13:01Speaker 1: there has come an incredible number of deaths. Why. Well,
- 13:08Speaker 1: because of the major message of the book, which we're
- 13:11Speaker 1: going to get into tonight, I'd like to give you
- 13:14Speaker 1: a couple of curious facts that might be of interest
- 13:16Speaker 1: to some, just to sort of what your appetite and
- 13:19Speaker 1: keep you waiting for the answer. Okay, here's the first one.
- 13:24Speaker 1: The journey from Mount Sinai to the land of Canaan
- 13:27Speaker 1: took eleven days. Well, you say, how do you know that? Well, numbers,
- 13:35Speaker 1: I should say. Deuteronomy one says that, verse two, it
- 13:40Speaker 1: is eleven days journey from Horeb to Katishbarnia by the
- 13:44Speaker 1: way of Mountseer. Eleven days. You know how long it
- 13:49Speaker 1: took them? Thirty eight years. Now, if I were hearing
- 13:58Speaker 1: that for the first time, of course, I would add
- 14:00Speaker 1: that little three letter question. Why. I mean, it's one
- 14:04Speaker 1: thing to get lost, but it's something altogether different to
- 14:08Speaker 1: add thirty seven almost thirty eight years to eleven days.
- 14:12Speaker 1: Why in the world would that happen? Here's the second
- 14:14Speaker 1: curious fact. Not a person that entered the land of
- 14:18Speaker 1: Canaan ultimately was older than fifty seven years, except for
- 14:22Speaker 1: two men, Joshua and Caylean. Furthermore, Moses didn't even make it. Moses,
- 14:28Speaker 1: God's man, our hero, the one that led the exodus.
- 14:33Speaker 1: He didn't get into the land of Canaan. Let me
- 14:36Speaker 1: show you where we are geographically. On the back of
- 14:38Speaker 1: your outline, you should find a map. It's not inspired,
- 14:43Speaker 1: but almost. You can take a look at where we're
- 14:46Speaker 1: going by the arrows. You'll notice on the far left
- 14:49Speaker 1: the Nile Delta, the land of Goshen. That's where they
- 14:51Speaker 1: bivouacked for four hundred and thirty years. Then there came
- 14:55Speaker 1: the Exodus. They broke out of the walls and bondage
- 14:58Speaker 1: of Egypt, and the went down into a south southeasterly
- 15:02Speaker 1: direction to the base amount of the Sinai Peninsula to
- 15:05Speaker 1: Mount Horeb or better known to us as Sinai. While
- 15:10Speaker 1: they are there at that southernmost part, they received the
- 15:14Speaker 1: Ten Commandments, and they also received the blueprint for the tabernacle,
- 15:17Speaker 1: which they built there. And if you travel up north, northeast, northwest,
- 15:24Speaker 1: and northeast again, you will come right to the edge
- 15:28Speaker 1: of Canaan. The southernmost town would be katish Barnea. You
- 15:33Speaker 1: can spot that on any good biblical map, and right
- 15:37Speaker 1: there is where they come, and it's eleven days from
- 15:39Speaker 1: Horeb to katish Barnea. But it took them thirty eight years.
- 15:46Speaker 1: It wasn't because a woman was driving. It is because, frankly,
- 15:52Speaker 1: a carnality took over that place, and those people in
- 15:58Speaker 1: Israel were just judged by God. It's time to pause
- 16:04Speaker 1: and say something about a pilgrimage. Sometime you anticipate an
- 16:08Speaker 1: eleven day trip, but in the final bottom line of
- 16:11Speaker 1: it all, it takes years to get there. Right, don't
- 16:16Speaker 1: answer audibly. You anticipate a downhill slide, and rather than that,
- 16:22Speaker 1: it is an uphill experience filled with friction, disappointment, discouragement,
- 16:28Speaker 1: and even some time of disarray. Getting from Sinai to
- 16:34Speaker 1: katish Barnea and on into Canaan is the name of
- 16:37Speaker 1: the game. And I've never met anybody that got there
- 16:41Speaker 1: in eleven days. It's a pilgrimage that takes a long time.
- 16:48Speaker 1: I spoke with a couple of parents, a mother and dad,
- 16:51Speaker 1: just just this morning, and they've got a daughter that
- 16:56Speaker 1: they're concerned about, and they're back again struggling with a
- 17:01Speaker 1: situation with her, as they had done some few years ago,
- 17:06Speaker 1: and they said, it just seems to take so long,
- 17:10Speaker 1: such a long time. And I said, I'm gonna show
- 17:13Speaker 1: you something, and I showed them Deuteronomy one two, and
- 17:15Speaker 1: I said, look, it takes eleven days to get from
- 17:18Speaker 1: Horeb to katish Barnea. And they stared at me like
- 17:21Speaker 1: I was from planet Venus. What in the world does
- 17:24Speaker 1: that have to do with our daughter? And I said,
- 17:25Speaker 1: do you know how long it took? The Israelites? Over
- 17:27Speaker 1: thirty eight years? And all of a sudden it dawned
- 17:31Speaker 1: on them. When you map out the journey as the
- 17:35Speaker 1: crow flies, you get there in eleven days. But we
- 17:39Speaker 1: don't get there like the crow. Being creatures as we are,
- 17:45Speaker 1: it takes a long time to make the trip. Now,
- 17:49Speaker 1: let's sort of survey the first and third sections, and
- 17:53Speaker 1: then we'll come sort of bear in on the middle
- 17:54Speaker 1: section of the Book of Numbers. We'll answer those two
- 17:57Speaker 1: curious facts in the moment geograph. Let's cover that base first.
- 18:02Speaker 1: In the first nine chapters, they are at Mount Sinai chronologically.
- 18:10Speaker 1: In the first nine chapters they are there for several weeks. Historically,
- 18:19Speaker 1: they are preparing for the pilgrimage. It was a time
- 18:23Speaker 1: of excitement and anticipation, of dreaming, of hope, of delight,
- 18:30Speaker 1: of anticipation. It was a thrilling period of time. They
- 18:33Speaker 1: were sort of caught up on how to worship. They
- 18:36Speaker 1: were told how to remain pure. They were told how
- 18:40Speaker 1: to fight, how to prepare for battle. They were told
- 18:44Speaker 1: how to maintain the tabernacle, and how to walk with
- 18:47Speaker 1: the Lord. During those years they'd be in the wilderness.
- 18:50Speaker 1: They were given all that instruction. So historically God set
- 18:54Speaker 1: them up for the preparation of that journey in the
- 18:59Speaker 1: middle section chapters ten through fourteen. Geographically, they are only
- 19:06Speaker 1: a few days. They are traveling from Mount Sinai to
- 19:13Speaker 1: katish Barnea in the first journey, and they get right
- 19:17Speaker 1: to the edge of Canaan. They don't enter the land,
- 19:19Speaker 1: but they get there in a matter of days. So
- 19:25Speaker 1: they are on a journey to katish Barnea and they
- 19:28Speaker 1: arrive there and it takes them in several days. Historically,
- 19:32Speaker 1: we're going to study that in detail a little later now. Third,
- 19:36Speaker 1: in the final twenty two chapters, we have the people
- 19:41Speaker 1: frankly going around in a circle. They go around in
- 19:46Speaker 1: an undetermined frankly an unknown route in the wilderness. For
- 19:52Speaker 1: those for those years how long thirty eight years, and
- 19:58Speaker 1: historically they finally learned to trust God as a new
- 20:02Speaker 1: generation is born. Okay, we'll come back to the practical
- 20:09Speaker 1: part in a moment, but let's go to chapter ten,
- 20:10Speaker 1: shall we. I'd like to spend our time in that section,
- 20:14Speaker 1: chapter ten through fifteen. We've got the people of Israel
- 20:19Speaker 1: ready to go. Okay, they are standing on the near
- 20:23Speaker 1: the tabernacle and they are waiting to leave to go
- 20:25Speaker 1: to the land of Canaan. That's where they're looking forward to.
- 20:28Speaker 1: God said, I'll give you the land. Trust me, it's yours.
- 20:32Speaker 1: Verse Let's look at chapter nine, verse fifteen. On the
- 20:36Speaker 1: day that the Tabernacle was erected, the cloud covered the tabernacle,
- 20:40Speaker 1: the tent of the testimony, and in the evening it
- 20:43Speaker 1: was like the appearance of fire over the tabernacle until morning.
- 20:46Speaker 1: A picture of that in your mind. So it was
- 20:48Speaker 1: continuously the cloud would cover it by day and the
- 20:52Speaker 1: appearance of fire would be there all night, and they
- 20:55Speaker 1: never had to question the presence of God. That was marvelous.
- 20:59Speaker 1: When the the cloud was lifted verse seventeen from over
- 21:03Speaker 1: the tent and it would move, then they would set out,
- 21:06Speaker 1: and when the cloud stopped and settled, then they would
- 21:10Speaker 1: stop and they would stay there. That's neat, that's easy.
- 21:14Speaker 1: Aren't there times that you wish you could have an
- 21:16Speaker 1: experience like that? The cloud comes and it says, stay put.
- 21:20Speaker 1: You're doing fine, So you stay put. The cloud turns
- 21:25Speaker 1: into a fire by night, and on those nights where
- 21:27Speaker 1: you doubt what God's will might be, you read on
- 21:29Speaker 1: the fire move ahead in the southwesterly direction. So you
- 21:33Speaker 1: get in your car and you take off and you drive,
- 21:35Speaker 1: and there's no question about it. I thought, how beautiful
- 21:38Speaker 1: it would be as a minister of the gospel to
- 21:40Speaker 1: have that kind of sign. When the summer comes, the
- 21:43Speaker 1: cloud goes toward Hawaii, and I get on the ship
- 21:46Speaker 1: and I take off and I land there, and I
- 21:48Speaker 1: minister there and enjoy the time until the cloud moves
- 21:52Speaker 1: me back in the wintertime to this beautiful area. And
- 21:55Speaker 1: it's just neat, no question, no doubt, it's clear. But
- 22:01Speaker 1: I want you to know that even with the cloud
- 22:03Speaker 1: and the fire they blew it. You don't need a
- 22:08Speaker 1: cloud and you don't need fire. You need faith. And
- 22:12Speaker 1: that's where they failed, and that's where we fail. Chapter
- 22:17Speaker 1: ten Verse eleven came about in the second year, in
- 22:20Speaker 1: the second month, on the twentieth of the month. All right,
- 22:23Speaker 1: you're oriented chronologically, we're twenty days later than chapter one.
- 22:30Speaker 1: On the twentieth day of the month, the cloud was lifted. Wow,
- 22:34Speaker 1: excitement begins. The cloud is lifted from over the tabernacle,
- 22:39Speaker 1: and they're on their way. Verse twelve says, it settled
- 22:41Speaker 1: down in the wilderness of Piran. Now, if you ever
- 22:45Speaker 1: ever been to the wilderness of Piran or read about
- 22:47Speaker 1: it or seeing pictures of it, believe me, it is
- 22:51Speaker 1: not very pretty. It is rough, rugged, barren, stony, dry, harsh,
- 22:58Speaker 1: hard to live with. But that's where the cloud stopped.
- 23:03Speaker 1: But these are people who were anticipating the walk of faith.
- 23:08Speaker 1: What is their response? I'm glad you ask Verse one.
- 23:12Speaker 1: Chapter eleven says the people became like those who complain
- 23:16Speaker 1: of adversity, so they began to complain and grumble about
- 23:20Speaker 1: the way. Ever had that happen? Sure you have, Lord,
- 23:24Speaker 1: you just lead me in your will and I'll be pleased.
- 23:27Speaker 1: I just want to know your will. Fine, you go
- 23:29Speaker 1: in that direction. Well, now, wait a minute, Lord, I
- 23:33Speaker 1: didn't anticipate that direction. You said you'd go the cloud
- 23:38Speaker 1: settles over the wilderness. You go there, and if you're
- 23:42Speaker 1: not careful, having said all those great and glowing words,
- 23:46Speaker 1: you begin to grumble and you begin to cry out
- 23:50Speaker 1: and ask why. And if that isn't bad enough, You've
- 23:54Speaker 1: told the Lord you'll trust him for all your provisions,
- 23:57Speaker 1: and sure enough he gives you what he wants you
- 24:00Speaker 1: to have, and you don't like it. Verse four. They
- 24:02Speaker 1: began to grumble about the food. The rabble, who were
- 24:06Speaker 1: among them, had greedy desires. All the sons of Israel
- 24:10Speaker 1: wept again and said, who will give us meat to eat?
- 24:14Speaker 1: We remember the fish which we used to catch in
- 24:17Speaker 1: the Nile, the cucumbers, and the melons, and the leaks,
- 24:22Speaker 1: and the onions and the garlic. They ate alone in
- 24:27Speaker 1: those days, with that kind of diet. And now our
- 24:31Speaker 1: appetite is gone. We wanted to have this great, glorious, beautiful,
- 24:36Speaker 1: well prepared food with all those neat seasonings, and all
- 24:41Speaker 1: we have is nana yah. There's nothing to look at
- 24:46Speaker 1: except manna. It's it takes a heavenly appetite to enjoy
- 24:52Speaker 1: a heavenly food. By the way, and if you heaven't
- 24:57Speaker 1: a heavenly appetite. None of God's servings will look good none.
- 25:05Speaker 1: Thomas Jefferson was the first one to say it. When
- 25:07Speaker 1: the heart is right, the feet are swift. But I'll
- 25:12Speaker 1: guarantee you when the heart is grumbling. If the feet
- 25:17Speaker 1: are not swift, they're slow. I dealt with a young
- 25:22Speaker 1: woman and a former pastorate who had moved to our
- 25:24Speaker 1: area because of a romance that was budding with a
- 25:27Speaker 1: young man. She was a registered nurse and didn't find
- 25:31Speaker 1: difficulty in getting employment in that particular city, and the
- 25:35Speaker 1: romance began to blossom. And yet in a few months
- 25:39Speaker 1: time she noticed a turn and it began to wane,
- 25:44Speaker 1: and by and by he cut it off altogether, and
- 25:50Speaker 1: her world caved in. Now, please don't look likely look
- 25:56Speaker 1: lightly on scene. On that scene, that is a desperate
- 25:59Speaker 1: situation to be in. In her shoes. Her whole world
- 26:03Speaker 1: revolved around this young man, and there seemed to be
- 26:06Speaker 1: no reason that the two of them should not become one.
- 26:09Speaker 1: But down inside, he just lost interest in her. And
- 26:14Speaker 1: I'll never forget the day this young lady from Chicago
- 26:17Speaker 1: set across the desk from me, and she began to
- 26:19Speaker 1: pour out her life and just wept like a little baby.
- 26:23Speaker 1: And she said, I cannot believe it. It all was
- 26:26Speaker 1: just set up so right, and I made so sure,
- 26:30Speaker 1: and right in the middle of all of it, things
- 26:32Speaker 1: have caved in, she said. I moved back to Chicago
- 26:35Speaker 1: next week, a lonely young woman I met. Maybe your
- 26:42Speaker 1: situation is not that at all, different entirely, but it
- 26:47Speaker 1: isn't what you expected. And the diet that God sent
- 26:50Speaker 1: is a different series of foods than you ever thought
- 26:53Speaker 1: he would send. And so you begin to ask, Lord,
- 26:57Speaker 1: send me meat. I want meat like I used to have.
- 27:01Speaker 1: And so turn the page he did, in spades he did,
- 27:06Speaker 1: Verse thirty one. Now there went forth a wind from
- 27:09Speaker 1: the Lord, and it brought quail from the sea, did
- 27:12Speaker 1: it ever? And let them fall beside the camp, about
- 27:15Speaker 1: a day's journey on this side, and a day's journey
- 27:19Speaker 1: on the other side, all around the camp, about two
- 27:23Speaker 1: cubits deep on the surface of the ground. You like quail?
- 27:30Speaker 1: That good? You people ordered quail? I wish I could whistle.
- 27:36Speaker 1: Come on in quail. I mean, they've got quails up
- 27:40Speaker 1: to their tails. They're all over the place in quails
- 27:43Speaker 1: to cubit deep, they're everywhere. A day's journey there, and
- 27:48Speaker 1: a day's journey there. It can't walk for the quail,
- 27:51Speaker 1: and it says, it says, verse thirty two. The people
- 27:55Speaker 1: spent all day and all night and all the next
- 27:58Speaker 1: day plucking those quails. It's not exactly. But gathered the
- 28:01Speaker 1: quails and got them ready, and spread them out for
- 28:04Speaker 1: themselves all around the camp. While the meat was between
- 28:07Speaker 1: their teeth, the anger of the Lord was kindled and
- 28:11Speaker 1: struck them with a severe plague. Eat and figure that
- 28:14Speaker 1: one out, can't you? Right? First account of Mantezuma's revenge
- 28:20Speaker 1: is right there, baby brother. In fact, the Psalmist says.
- 28:24Speaker 1: The Psalmist says, he gave them meat to eat, but
- 28:28Speaker 1: sent leanness in their soul. That's the way it is,
- 28:31Speaker 1: isn't it? They God? But they ordered, but it didn't
- 28:34Speaker 1: satisfy ever, ordered from a French menu. It looked so
- 28:44Speaker 1: good in print, and all of a sudden turns up
- 28:47Speaker 1: snails or whatever. Hey, that's the way life is. You
- 28:52Speaker 1: think in your mind how it's gonna be, and so
- 28:54Speaker 1: you set it out in two by four manner, and
- 28:56Speaker 1: you say I want this, this, and this, let me
- 28:59Speaker 1: have it. I'll take it. And God says you want it.
- 29:01Speaker 1: You really want that. Right, you've got it, and you
- 29:05Speaker 1: get it, and you didn't want it. But it's too late,
- 29:12Speaker 1: you see, all because of heart that really wasn't trusting God.
- 29:19Speaker 1: They really wanted their way. They wanted a little bit
- 29:21Speaker 1: of Egypt mixed with a little bit of Sinai and
- 29:25Speaker 1: a little bit of katish Barnea and a pinch of Canaan,
- 29:30Speaker 1: and we'll be satisfied. All his book is so practical. Well,
- 29:39Speaker 1: it went from bad to worse. Verse thirteen, Chapter thirteen.
- 29:44Speaker 1: They came to katish Barnea. Okay, they've made the journey.
- 29:50Speaker 1: Verse two. Now the Lord speaks to Moses, and he
- 29:54Speaker 1: gives Moses this directive, send out for yourself men, so
- 29:59Speaker 1: that they may buy out the land of Canaan, which
- 30:02Speaker 1: I'm going to give to the sons of Israel. You
- 30:05Speaker 1: shall send a man from each of their father's tribes.
- 30:08Speaker 1: That would be twelve of them, everyone a leader among them.
- 30:12Speaker 1: All right, Moses, you pick twelve guys that represent the tribes,
- 30:16Speaker 1: and you send them into land and let them spy
- 30:19Speaker 1: out the land. Or that was from the Lord. So
- 30:22Speaker 1: Moses did exactly as God said. Verse seventeen. When Moses
- 30:27Speaker 1: sent them to spy out the land of Canaan. He
- 30:29Speaker 1: said to them, go up there into the Negave. Then
- 30:32Speaker 1: go up into the hill country. Look all around. See
- 30:35Speaker 1: what it's like. Whether the people who live in it
- 30:37Speaker 1: are strong or weak, few or many, Whether the land
- 30:41Speaker 1: is good or bad. Look at the cities in which
- 30:43Speaker 1: they live. Are they like open camps? They are they fortified?
- 30:48Speaker 1: How is the land lean or fat? Are the trees
- 30:51Speaker 1: in it? Or is it bare? And make an effort
- 30:54Speaker 1: to get some of the fruit of the land. Let's
- 30:56Speaker 1: look at what's up there and bring it back as
- 30:58Speaker 1: evidence of what you found. So they send the spies
- 31:01Speaker 1: into the land. Boy, what a scene. Verse twenty three.
- 31:06Speaker 1: They came to the valley of Eskohl, and from there
- 31:09Speaker 1: they cut down a branch with a single cluster of grapes,
- 31:12Speaker 1: and they carried it on a pole between two men.
- 31:15Speaker 1: One cluster of grapes. Talk about a bountiful harvest and
- 31:21Speaker 1: some of the pomegranates in the figs. By the way,
- 31:24Speaker 1: the symbol of the Israeli Office of Tourism to this day,
- 31:29Speaker 1: ironically is a pole laden down with cluster of grapes.
- 31:33Speaker 1: It appears on the side of tourist cars are the
- 31:37Speaker 1: cars that are used by the Tourism Office in Israel today.
- 31:43Speaker 1: To this very day, it maintains that same profile. Just
- 31:47Speaker 1: a remembrance of those days when the spies brought back
- 31:50Speaker 1: the bounty of the land. Oh, but they brought back
- 31:53Speaker 1: more than that. They brought back a heart of unbelief.
- 31:59Speaker 1: Verse twenty seven. We went into the land where you
- 32:01Speaker 1: sent us, and it certainly does flow with milk and honey.
- 32:04Speaker 1: When I was a little boy and I heard that,
- 32:05Speaker 1: I thought, boy, what a crummy place to live. Rivers
- 32:08Speaker 1: full of milk and honey. That's a cloquialism for a
- 32:11Speaker 1: bountiful area. The place is running over with fruit trees
- 32:15Speaker 1: and vineyards. It is a fabulous place to live. It's
- 32:19Speaker 1: just as God said. Nevertheless, verse twenty eight. The people
- 32:25Speaker 1: who live in the land are strong, and the cities
- 32:27Speaker 1: are fortified and very large. And we saw the descendants
- 32:30Speaker 1: of Ainak there and amleku Is living in the land.
- 32:32Speaker 1: And then they gave and the Hittites and the Jebusites,
- 32:35Speaker 1: and the Amorites, and the Canaanites and the Termites. They're
- 32:38Speaker 1: all in the land of Canaan. You can't believe it.
- 32:42Speaker 1: Verse thirty two. So they gave out the Sons of
- 32:45Speaker 1: Israel a bad report of the land that they had
- 32:47Speaker 1: spied it out. In verse thirty three, we also saw
- 32:50Speaker 1: the nepheline. The nepheline are there. Who are the Nepheline, Well,
- 32:54Speaker 1: they're the defensive linemen for the Canaan backfield. Believe me,
- 32:59Speaker 1: you cannot imagine how big they were. We became like
- 33:02Speaker 1: grasshoppers in our own site, and we were so we
- 33:06Speaker 1: were in their sight. You ever seen those starting lineup
- 33:12Speaker 1: of the Nepheline, and there are big guys. We started
- 33:17Speaker 1: ran around like grasshoppers. So they cast a vote, all
- 33:22Speaker 1: in favor of going in, two all in favor of
- 33:28Speaker 1: staying ten verse one. The congregation lifted up their voices
- 33:35Speaker 1: and cried and wept, and wouldn't you know it, they
- 33:41Speaker 1: reverted back of their favorite pastime. They grumbled against Moses
- 33:45Speaker 1: and Aaron. The whole congregation said, would God we had
- 33:49Speaker 1: died in the land of Egypt? They kept one to
- 33:51Speaker 1: go back to Egypt. Would that we had died in
- 33:54Speaker 1: the wilderness? Why is the Lord bringing us into this
- 33:58Speaker 1: land a fall with the sword? What did God say?
- 34:00Speaker 1: God said, when you go to the land of Canaan,
- 34:03Speaker 1: I'll give it to you. And when in the rule
- 34:06Speaker 1: are they voting? God wanted to send spies so they
- 34:10Speaker 1: would come back and say, you can't believe how enormous
- 34:13Speaker 1: they are. But God's bigger than any of them. But
- 34:16Speaker 1: they had a wrong comparison. They compare the giants to themselves.
- 34:22Speaker 1: But there is no greater giant than God. Let's see,
- 34:27Speaker 1: they weren't focusing on that. You do that when you
- 34:30Speaker 1: look at life from the horizontal. And so they said,
- 34:35Speaker 1: we cannot go in the result of judgment verse twenty seven.
- 34:42Speaker 1: How long shall I bear with this evil congregation who
- 34:46Speaker 1: are grumbling against me? I've heard those complaints they are
- 34:51Speaker 1: making against me, and I say to them, as I live,
- 34:55Speaker 1: just as you've spoken in my hearing, I will surely
- 34:58Speaker 1: do to you. Your corpses show fall in the wilderness.
- 35:02Speaker 1: Even all your numbered men, according to the complete number
- 35:06Speaker 1: from twenty years old and up, they're going to die
- 35:08Speaker 1: in the wilderness. That's the reason that they didn't get
- 35:12Speaker 1: there older than thirty older than fifty seven. The oldest
- 35:17Speaker 1: person after all of this plague get struck began at
- 35:21Speaker 1: age nineteen or during the time it began nineteen add
- 35:24Speaker 1: thirty eight to it. You come up with fifty seven
- 35:26Speaker 1: years old. And except for Caleb and Joshua, they were
- 35:30Speaker 1: the two that brought back the good report. Verse thirty
- 35:34Speaker 1: verifies that except Caleb and Joshua, no one under the
- 35:40Speaker 1: land older than that. Moses didn't enter because, according to
- 35:45Speaker 1: chapter twenty, he struck the rock when God said, speak
- 35:47Speaker 1: to it, speak gently. He struck it out of anger.
- 35:52Speaker 1: And God said, Moses, you're my model. You're broken with
- 35:55Speaker 1: my plan. You won't go in either. Hey, we got
- 35:59Speaker 1: to take God's here. He means it when he says speak,
- 36:03Speaker 1: doesn't say shout, doesn't say strike. When he says wait,
- 36:08Speaker 1: he doesn't mean fudge and take three baby steps and
- 36:10Speaker 1: say may I. He says wait. And when God comes
- 36:15Speaker 1: along and says I want you to go in that direction,
- 36:17Speaker 1: you better go because it's not a multiple choice, it's
- 36:22Speaker 1: that direction. And he doesn't tell you why. Okay, now
- 36:30Speaker 1: we're ready for the application man. Practically speaking, the first
- 36:36Speaker 1: section of the Book of Numbers, they are anticipating, they're dreaming.
- 36:43Speaker 1: In the second section of Numbers, they are unbelieving, they
- 36:48Speaker 1: are complaining, they're grumbling, And in the third section they're
- 36:52Speaker 1: finally trusting. But it's a little late. They're anticipating, they're grumbling,
- 37:01Speaker 1: and finally they're trusting. I find three major lessons that
- 37:06Speaker 1: live on in the Book of Numbers to this very day.
- 37:08Speaker 1: Number One, complaining is usually contagious. If you are a grumbler,
- 37:16Speaker 1: you will infect others with the same disease. Our children
- 37:22Speaker 1: sang some time ago in our church a little song
- 37:26Speaker 1: just Entitle Grumblers. And I ask the director of that
- 37:31Speaker 1: choir last year, Nancy Gushsen, to bring me the text
- 37:34Speaker 1: of that, because I want to read it to you tonight.
- 37:36Speaker 1: It says, in country town or city, some people can
- 37:40Speaker 1: be found who spend their lives in grumbling at everything around. Oh. Yes,
- 37:45Speaker 1: they always grumble, no matter what we say. For these
- 37:48Speaker 1: are chronic grumblers, and they grumble night and day. They
- 37:51Speaker 1: grumble in the city, they grumble on the farm. They
- 37:53Speaker 1: grumble at their neighbors. They think it is no harm.
- 37:55Speaker 1: They grumble at their husbands, they grumble at their wives,
- 37:58Speaker 1: they grumble at their children. But the grumbler never thrives.
- 38:03Speaker 1: They grumble when it's raining, they grumble when it's dry,
- 38:05Speaker 1: and if the crops are failing, they grumble and they sigh.
- 38:08Speaker 1: They grumble at low prices. I never hear too many
- 38:10Speaker 1: grumble at that. They grumble at low prices and grumble
- 38:13Speaker 1: when they're high. They grumble all the year around. They
- 38:16Speaker 1: grumble till they die. They grumble on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday,
- 38:20Speaker 1: grumble on Thursday too, grumble on Friday, Saturday, Sunday. They
- 38:23Speaker 1: grumble a whole week through. And that's that describes some
- 38:27Speaker 1: of you. Right now, you will be two minutes away
- 38:32Speaker 1: from this message, and if you're not careful, you're gonna
- 38:34Speaker 1: grumble because it's cold, or grumble because your car won't start,
- 38:38Speaker 1: or grumble because tomorrow looks pretty bleak, or you gotta
- 38:42Speaker 1: go back to that job and that plagued boss. I'll
- 38:48Speaker 1: tell you, grumbling will change your whole motivation. Dan told
- 38:52Speaker 1: me this past week about marriage Anonymous. He read about
- 38:55Speaker 1: it and the writing of one of his friends, and
- 38:57Speaker 1: it's this. When a guy who is single really goes
- 39:00Speaker 1: it's the urge to get married, He sits down, he
- 39:02Speaker 1: dials this telephone number, and the people in Marriage Anonymous
- 39:06Speaker 1: send an old hag over in a old ugly nightgown,
- 39:12Speaker 1: an old tattered robe, and her hairs rolled up, and
- 39:16Speaker 1: her hose are rolled down, and she's got coal cream
- 39:19Speaker 1: all over her face, and she nags him until he
- 39:21Speaker 1: loses the desire to get married. All right, that's marriage, Anonymous.
- 39:27Speaker 1: In case you want to know the number, I'll give
- 39:28Speaker 1: it to you as soon as we're through. See me.
- 39:31Speaker 1: When you grumble and when you nag, and when you
- 39:34Speaker 1: foss and when you complain, you ruin the whole scene.
- 39:37Speaker 1: You take away all the motivation, all of it. And dads,
- 39:42Speaker 1: we are the worst offenders. We are the worst. We
- 39:46Speaker 1: can ruin a vacation before we ever get out of
- 39:48Speaker 1: the cul de sac. It just we're past masters at it.
- 39:55Speaker 1: We make plans on how to ruin a vacation. We
- 39:58Speaker 1: just set it up. You can't sit still, put your
- 40:01Speaker 1: feet down on the floor, and don't put them in
- 40:03Speaker 1: the back of my neck. And don't put the ice
- 40:05Speaker 1: cream cone on the dog, don't put it. Keep your
- 40:08Speaker 1: hands off the window, And before long the kid says,
- 40:11Speaker 1: can I go home? Or as a boss, you can
- 40:18Speaker 1: be so negative, so overbearing, so oppressive that you just
- 40:23Speaker 1: can't keep good people working for you. You know who
- 40:27Speaker 1: you are? Christian or not complaining is contagious. It's a disease,
- 40:35Speaker 1: and there anybody that ought to have that victory over complaining.
- 40:38Speaker 1: It's a born again child of God. But I tell
- 40:40Speaker 1: you we are sometimes the worst offenders. I had businessmen
- 40:45Speaker 1: say to me, I've hired the last Christian that breaks
- 40:52Speaker 1: me to hear that presumptuous grumbling, take advantage bad attitude,
- 41:00Speaker 1: and we've got it spelled out right in front of us.
- 41:03Speaker 1: As a matter of fact, if you look at chapter fourteen,
- 41:05Speaker 1: you'll see the process. When you grumble. The first thing
- 41:09Speaker 1: that happens. You look back verse two. They grumbled against
- 41:13Speaker 1: Moses and said, would that we had died in the
- 41:15Speaker 1: land of Egypt. Grumblers always say, oh, oh, if it
- 41:19Speaker 1: were only like it, and they don't realize it. Back
- 41:21Speaker 1: then they grumble too, It just planned b in the
- 41:25Speaker 1: whole process of grumbling, that was plan A. They look back, second, guest, second,
- 41:30Speaker 1: they ask why verse three, Why is the Lord bringing
- 41:33Speaker 1: us into this land? Why in the world did I
- 41:36Speaker 1: wind up with a man like you for a husband.
- 41:41Speaker 1: Why in the world did I ever come to southern California.
- 41:46Speaker 1: Why in the world did I ever get this job?
- 41:48Speaker 1: Why in the world did we ever have kids? Your
- 41:54Speaker 1: kids are saying, why in the world. Did I ever
- 41:56Speaker 1: have him for a daddy and her for a mom? Why?
- 42:01Speaker 1: Verse four. Grumbling also forces some kind of relief, even
- 42:06Speaker 1: if it's rash. They said, let's appoint another leader and
- 42:09Speaker 1: get back to Egypt. Doesn't matter. God's appointed leader is Moses.
- 42:15Speaker 1: Let's get our own leader. We want our way. Complaining
- 42:21Speaker 1: is contagious. Second, doubting can be disastrous Verse twenty eight.
- 42:29Speaker 1: They said they wanted to die rather than go on.
- 42:31Speaker 1: I'll take their lives. Your corpses shall fall in the wilderness.
- 42:39Speaker 1: Forgive me for the severe illustration, but I cannot help
- 42:43Speaker 1: but think of Guyana, and in the blindness of that
- 42:52Speaker 1: whole cult, the people dug their grave. Fellow man, fellow
- 43:02Speaker 1: women died down there. Just in the disaster of that
- 43:16Speaker 1: whole scene. I'll tell you doubting takes with it a consequence.
- 43:23Speaker 1: The day that leader slung that Bible down on the
- 43:26Speaker 1: floor and spit on it and said, you follow me,
- 43:29Speaker 1: not that book, and they kept following. The day is
- 43:33Speaker 1: the day of infamy. And I'll tell you it can
- 43:39Speaker 1: happen in a number of different ways. Right here in
- 43:40Speaker 1: our own land. God says, I will be God, and
- 43:45Speaker 1: I will be followed, or I will I will have
- 43:48Speaker 1: them several consequences. And some of you know who you are.
- 43:54Speaker 1: You know that the doubt is at the disastrous stage,
- 43:58Speaker 1: and you are bound not to walk in plan. You
- 44:00Speaker 1: are determined to go your own way. And I'll tell
- 44:04Speaker 1: you he he is to be taken seriously. Third, wandering
- 44:13Speaker 1: is always humbling. Complaining is contagious, Doubting is often disastrous.
- 44:25Speaker 1: Wandering is always humbling. Look at chapter eight, verse two
- 44:31Speaker 1: of Deuteronomy. A little journey that should have taken eleven
- 44:39Speaker 1: twelve fourteen days turned into a thirty eight year nightmare.
- 44:44Speaker 1: And now Moses, standing with the new generation of people
- 44:48Speaker 1: thirty eight years later, says, don't you guys, don't you
- 44:53Speaker 1: gals forget You remember chapter eight, verse two. You remember
- 44:58Speaker 1: all the way the go the God led you in
- 45:01Speaker 1: the wilderness these forty years. Why did he do it
- 45:06Speaker 1: that he might humble you? He might take out the
- 45:13Speaker 1: answers at the back of the book and say, you've
- 45:16Speaker 1: got to walk by faith. You've got to trust me.
- 45:21Speaker 1: If you know that you are in my will and
- 45:23Speaker 1: your business is suffering, hang in there. I know what
- 45:27Speaker 1: I'm doing. You know that the schooling is long and hard,
- 45:32Speaker 1: But you know he has you in that school. Hang
- 45:34Speaker 1: in there. Trust me. You know that he has for
- 45:39Speaker 1: you a life's mate and you haven't found that mate,
- 45:42Speaker 1: or you know he has for you a life of singleness.
- 45:45Speaker 1: Then trust me, says God, I know what I'm doing.
- 45:51Speaker 1: You wonder you will be humbled. V Raymond Edmund what
- 45:59Speaker 1: a man of God? Twenty five years president of Wheaton College.
- 46:06Speaker 1: On the twenty second of September nineteen sixty seven, stood
- 46:10Speaker 1: for the first time in nine months in the pulpit
- 46:16Speaker 1: at the chapel at Wheaton College. He had been laid
- 46:19Speaker 1: aside with a severe heart ailment, and he addressed the
- 46:23Speaker 1: student body, his beloved friends for the first time and
- 46:27Speaker 1: that long pilgrimage, that long way back. His opening words were,
- 46:33Speaker 1: this will be the first time in more than ten
- 46:35Speaker 1: months that I have attempted to speak in public. But
- 46:38Speaker 1: I want you to consider with me an invitation to
- 46:41Speaker 1: visit a king. Halfway through that address, he slumped and
- 46:48Speaker 1: fell in death at the pulpit of the place he
- 46:53Speaker 1: loved the most. He left in his legacy a book
- 46:58Speaker 1: entitled The Disciplines of Life. And in the book I
- 47:03Speaker 1: recorded these words. They took them all away my toys.
- 47:10Speaker 1: Not one was left. They set me here, shorn, stripped
- 47:16Speaker 1: of humblest joys anguished, bereft, I wondered, why, Ah, the
- 47:28Speaker 1: years have flown onto my hand, cling weaker, sadder ones
- 47:36Speaker 1: who walk alone. I understand, I understand. Let's bow our
- 47:51Speaker 1: heads together, shall we. God has said one thing to
- 48:04Speaker 1: one person, and something altogether different to someone else here
- 48:07Speaker 1: at this gathering. For some of you, the message relates
- 48:15Speaker 1: directly to an attitude of complaining and pessimism, and you
- 48:21Speaker 1: know who you are. For others, it has spoken volumes
- 48:27Speaker 1: to you about a life of surprises. You never anticipated
- 48:33Speaker 1: the pilgrimage would ever take this long or be this hard.
- 48:42Speaker 1: But every step of the way you are hearing at
- 48:45Speaker 1: this time is under his watchful eye. Remember the way
- 48:53Speaker 1: the Lord has led you these years in the wilderness
- 48:56Speaker 1: to humble you, to prove you, to reveal to you
- 49:02Speaker 1: what is in your heart. Our God and our Father,
- 49:17Speaker 1: openly and sincerely, we admit our strong tendency, our stubborn
- 49:28Speaker 1: nature are bent toward unbelief. I ask that you this
- 49:39Speaker 1: moment would perform radical surgery in our hearts and show us,
- 49:50Speaker 1: even before we come near the end, the great, vast
- 49:56Speaker 1: benefits of a life of faith. Take away the panic,
- 50:03Speaker 1: the fear, and replace it with a calm, quiet confidence,
- 50:11Speaker 1: underscored by the words from your own servant. I understand
- 50:19Speaker 1: in the strong name of Christ, our Lord, we ask
- 50:24Speaker 1: these things Amen. The preceding message, Numbers A Tragic Pilgrimage
- 50:32Speaker 1: was copyrighted in nineteen seventy eight, and the sound recording
- 50:35Speaker 1: was copyrighted in twenty eleven by Charles Arswindall, Inc. All
- 50:40Speaker 1: rights are reserved worldwide.