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- 0:00Chapter one, Missus Rachel Lynde is surprised. Missus Rachel Lynde lived just where
- 0:07the Avonlea main road dipped down into a little hollow, fringed with alders and
- 0:11ladies eardrops, and traversed by a brook that had its source away back in
- 0:15the woods of the old Cuthbert Place. It was reputed to be an intricate
- 0:19headlong brook in its earlier course through those woods, with dark secrets of pool
- 0:24and cascade, but by the time it reached Lynde's hollow it was a quiet,
- 0:28well conducted little stream. For not even a brook could run past Missus
- 0:32Rachel Lynde's door without due regard for decency and decorum. It probably was conscious
- 0:37that Missus Rachel was sitting at her window keeping a sharp eye on everything that
- 0:41passed from brooks and children up, and that if she noticed anything odd or
- 0:46out of place, she would never rest until she had ferreted out the whys
- 0:49and wherefores thereof there are plenty of people in Avonlea and out of it who
- 0:55can attend closely to their neighbor's business by dint of neglecting their own, But
- 0:59Missus Rachel Lynde was one of those capable creatures who can manage their own concerns
- 1:03and those of other folks into the bargain. She was a notable housewife.
- 1:07Her work was always done and well done. She ran the sewing circle,
- 1:11helped run the Sunday School, and was the strongest prop of the Church Aid
- 1:15Society and Foreign Missions Auxiliary. Yet with all this, Missus Rachel found abundant
- 1:19time to sit for hours at her kitchen window knitting cotton warp quilts. She
- 1:23had knitted sixteen of them. As Avonlea housekeepers were wont to tell in awed
- 1:29voices, and keeping a sharp eye on the main road that crossed the hollow
- 1:33and wound up the steep red hill beyond. Since Avonlea occupied little triangular peninsula
- 1:38jutting out into the Gulf of Saint Lawrence with water on two sides of it,
- 1:42anybody who went out of it or into it had to pass over that
- 1:46hill road, and so run the unseen gauntlet of Missus Rachel's all seeing eye.
- 1:52She was sitting there one afternoon in early June. The sun was coming
- 1:55in at the window, warm and bright. The orchard on the slope below
- 1:59the house was an a bridal flush of pinky white bloom, hummed over by
- 2:02a myriad of bees. Thomas Lynde, a meek little man whom Avonlea people
- 2:07called Rachel Lynde's husband, was sowing his late turnip seed on the hill field
- 2:12beyond the barn, and Matthew Cuthbert ought to have been sowing his on the
- 2:15big red brookfield away over by green Gables. Missus Rachel knew that he ought
- 2:20because she had heard him tell Peter Morrison the evening before in William J.
- 2:23Blair's store over at Carmody that he meant to sow his turnip seed the next
- 2:28afternoon. Peter had asked him, of course, for Matthew Cuthbert had never
- 2:31been known to volunteer information about anything in his whole life. And yet here
- 2:37was Matthew Cuthbert at half past three on the afternoon of a busy day,
- 2:40placidly driving over the hollow and up the hill. Moreover, he wore a
- 2:45white collar and his best suit of clothes, which was plain proof that he
- 2:49was going out of Avonlea. And he had the buggy and the sorrel mare
- 2:53which betokened that he was going a considerable distance. Now, where was Matthew
- 2:58Cuthbert going? And why was he going there? Had it been any other
- 3:01man in Avonlea, Missus Rachel, deftly putting this and that together might have
- 3:07given a pretty good guess as to both questions. But Matthew so rarely went
- 3:12from home that it must be something pressing and unusual which was taking him.
- 3:15He was the shyest man alive and hated to have to go among strangers or
- 3:19to any place where he might have to talk. Matthew dressed up with a
- 3:23white collar and driving in a buggy was something that didn't happen often. Missus
- 3:28Rachel ponder, as she might, could make nothing of it, and her
- 3:30afternoon's enjoyment was spoiled. I'll just step over to Green Gables after tea and
- 3:37find out from Marilla where he's gone and why. The worthy woman finally concluded,
- 3:40he doesn't generally go to town this time of year, and he never
- 3:44visits. If he'd run out of turnip seed, he wouldn't dress up and
- 3:46take the buggy to go for more. He wasn't driving fast enough to be
- 3:50going for a doctor yet, something must have happened since last night to start
- 3:53him off. I'm clean puzzled, that's what. And I won't know a
- 3:57minute's peace of mind or conscience until I know what has taken Matthew Cuthbert out
- 4:00of Avonlea. To day, Accordingly, after tea, Missus Rachel set out.
- 4:05She had not far to go. The big rambling orchard embowered house where
- 4:10the Cuthberts lived, was a scant quarter of a mile up the road from
- 4:13Lynde's hollow. To be sure, the long lane made it a good deal
- 4:16Further, Matthew Cuthbert's father, as shy and silent as his son after him,
- 4:21had got as far away as he possibly could from his fellow men without
- 4:25actually retreating into the woods. When he founded his homestead, Green Gables was
- 4:29built at the furthest edge of his cleared land, and there it was to
- 4:32this day barely visible from the main road along which all the other Avonlea houses
- 4:36were so sociably situated. Missus Rachel Lynde did not call living in such a
- 4:42place living at all. It's just staying, That's what she said, as
- 4:46she stepped along the deep rutted grassy lane bordered with wild rose bushes. It's
- 4:50no wonder Matthew and Marilla are both a little odd living away back here by
- 4:55themselves. Trees aren't much company, though dear knows if they were, there'd
- 4:59be enough of them. I'd rather look at people to be sure they seem
- 5:02contented enough. But then I suppose they're used to it. A body can
- 5:05get used to anything, even to being hanged, As the irishman said.
- 5:10With this, Missus Rachel stepped out of the lane into the back yard of
- 5:13green Gables. Very green and neat and precise was that yard, set about
- 5:17on one side with great patriarchal willows and the other with prim lombardies. Not
- 5:23a stray stick nor stone was to be seen, for Missus Rachel would have
- 5:26seen it if there had been. Privately, she was of the opinion that
- 5:29Marilla Cuthbert swept that yard over as often as she swept her house. One
- 5:33could have eaten a meal off the ground without overbrimming the proverbial peck of dirt.
- 5:38Missus Rachel rapped smartly at the kitchen door, and stepped in when bidden
- 5:42to do so. The kitchen at green Gables was a cheerful apartment, or
- 5:46would have been cheerful if it had not been so painfully clean as to give
- 5:48it something of the appearance of an unused parlor. Its windows looked east and
- 5:54west. Through the west one, looking out on the back yard, came
- 5:57a flood of mellow June sunlight. The east one, whence you got a
- 6:01glimpse of the bloom white cherry trees in the left orchard, and nodding slender
- 6:05birches down in the hollow by the brook, was greened over by a tangle
- 6:10of vines. Here sat Marilla Cuthbert, when she sat at all, always
- 6:14slightly distrustful of sunshine, which seemed to her too dancing and irresponsible, a
- 6:17thing for a world which was meant to be taken seriously. And here she
- 6:21sat, now knitting, and the table behind her was laid for supper.
- 6:27Missus Rachel, before she had fairly closed the door, had taken mental note
- 6:30of everything that was on that table. There were three plates laid, so
- 6:33that Marilla must be expecting someone home with Matthew to tea. But the dishes
- 6:38were every day dishes, and there was only crab apple preserves and one kind
- 6:42of cake, so that the expected company could not be any particular company.
- 6:46Yet what of Matthew's white collar and the sorrel mare. Missus Rachel was getting
- 6:50fairly dizzy with this unusual mystery about quiet unmisterious green Gables. Good evening,
- 6:57Rachel, Marilla said briskly, This is a real fine evening, isn't it.
- 7:00Won't you sit down? How are all your folks? Something that,
- 7:04for lack of any other name, might be called friendship existed, and always
- 7:09had existed between Marilla Cuthbert and Missus Rachel, in spite of, or perhaps
- 7:13because of, their dissimilarity. Marilla was a tall, thin woman, with
- 7:17angles and without curves. Her dark hair showed some gray streaks, and was
- 7:21always twisted up in a hard little knot behind with two wire hairpins stuck aggressively
- 7:26through it. She looked like a woman of narrow experience and rigid conscience,
- 7:30which she was. But there was a saving something about her mouth, which,
- 7:33if it had been ever so slightly developed, might have been considered indicative
- 7:38of a sense of humor. We're all pretty well, said missus Rachel.
- 7:43I was kind of afraid you weren't, though, When I saw Matthew starting
- 7:45off to day. I thought maybe he was going to the doctor's. Marilla's
- 7:48lips twitched. Understandingly. She had expected missus Rachel up. She had known
- 7:54that the sight of Matthew jaunting off so unaccountably would be too much for her
- 7:57neighbor's curiosity. Oh no, I'm quite well, although I had a bad
- 8:01headache yesterday. She said, Matthew went to bright River. We're getting a
- 8:05little boy from an orphan asylum in Nova Scotia and he's coming on the train
- 8:09to night. If Marilla had said that Matthew had gone to Bright River to
- 8:13meet a kangaroo from Australia, missus Rachel could not have been more astonished.
- 8:18She was actually stricken dumb For five seconds. It was unsupposable that Marilla was
- 8:22making fun of her, but missus Rachel was almost forced to suppose it.
- 8:28Are you in earnest, Marilla, she demanded when voice returned to her.
- 8:31Yes, of course, said Marilla, as if getting boys from orphan asylums
- 8:35in Nova Scotia were part of the usual spring work on any well regulated Avonlea
- 8:39farm, instead of being an unheard of innovation. Missus Rachel felt that she
- 8:43had received a severe mental jolt. She thought, in exclamation points, a
- 8:50boy, Marilla and Matthew Cuthbert, of all people adopting a boy from an
- 8:54orphan asylum. Well, the world was certainly turning upside down. She would
- 9:00be surprised at nothing after this, nothing, What on earth puts such a
- 9:03notion into your head? She demanded, disapprovingly. This had been done without
- 9:09her advice being asked, and must perforce be disproved. Well, we've been
- 9:13thinking about it for some time all winter, in fact, returned Marilla.
- 9:18Missus Alexander Spencer was up here one day before Christmas, and she says she
- 9:22was going to get a little girl from the asylum over in Hopeton in the
- 9:24spring. Her cousin lives there, and Missus Spencer has visited her and knows
- 9:28all about it. So Matthew and I have talked it over off and on
- 9:31ever since we thought we'd get a boy. Matthew is getting up in years,
- 9:35you know, he's sixty, and he isn't so spry as he once
- 9:37was. His heart troubles him a good deal, and you know how desperate
- 9:41hard it's got to be to get hired help. There's never anybody to be
- 9:45had, but those stupid half grown little French boys. And as soon as
- 9:48you do get one broke into your ways and taught something, he's up and
- 9:50off to the lobster canneries or the States. At first Matthew suggested getting a
- 9:54home boy, but I said no, flat to that. They may be
- 9:58all right. I'm not saying they're not, but no London Street arabs for
- 10:01me. I said, give me a native born. At least. There'll
- 10:05be a risk no matter who we get, but I'll feel easier in my
- 10:07mind and sleep sounder at nights if we get a born Canadian. So in
- 10:11the end we decided to ask Missus Spencer to pick us out one when she
- 10:15went over to get her little girl. We heard last week she was going,
- 10:18so we sent her word by Richard Spencer's folks at Carmody to bring us
- 10:22a smart, likely boy of about ten or eleven. We decided that would
- 10:26be the best stage. Old enough to be of some use in doing chores
- 10:28right off, and young enough to be trained up proper. We mean to
- 10:33give him a good home and schooling. We had a telegram from Missus Alexander
- 10:35Spencer today. The mailman brought it from the station saying they were coming on
- 10:39the five thirty train tonight. So Matthew went to Bright River to meet him.
- 10:43Missus Spencer will drop him off there. Of course, she goes on
- 10:48to White Sands Station herself. Missus Rachel prided herself on always speaking her mind.
- 10:52She proceeded to speak it now, having adjusted her mental attitude to this
- 10:56amazing piece of news. Well, Marilla, I'll I'll just tell you plain
- 11:01that I think you're doing a mighty foolish thing, a risky thing, that's
- 11:03what. You don't know what you're getting. You're bringing a strange child into
- 11:07your house and home, and you don't know a single thing about him,
- 11:11nor what his disposition is like, nor what sort of parents he had,
- 11:13nor how he's likely to turn out. Why it was only last week I
- 11:16read in the paper how a man and his wife up west of the island
- 11:20took a boy out of an orphan asylum and he set fire to the house
- 11:22at night, set it on purpose, Marilla, and nearly burnt them to
- 11:26a crisp in their beds. And I know another case where an adopted boy
- 11:30used to suck the eggs they couldn't break him of it. If you had
- 11:33asked my advice in the matter, which you didn't do, Marilla, I'd
- 11:37have said, for mercy's sake, not to think of such a thing.
- 11:39That's what this job's comforting. Seemed neither to offend nor to alarm Marilla.
- 11:45She knitted steadily on. I don't deny there's something in what you say,
- 11:48Rachel. I've had some qualms myself, but Matthew was terrible set on it.
- 11:52I could see that, so I gave in. It's so seldom Matthew
- 11:56sets his mind on anything that when he does, I always feel it's my
- 12:00duty to give in. And as for the risk, there's risks in pretty
- 12:03near everything a body does in this world. There's risks in people's having children
- 12:07of their own. If it comes to that, they don't always turn out
- 12:09well. And then Nova Scotia is right close to the island. It isn't
- 12:13as if we were getting him from England or the States. He can't be
- 12:16much different from ourselves. Well, I hope it will turn out all right,
- 12:20said missus Rachel, in a tone that plainly indicated her painful doubts.
- 12:24Only don't say I didn't warn you if he burns green gables down or puts
- 12:28strychnine in the well. I heard of a case over in New Brunswick where
- 12:31an orphan asylum child did that and the whole family died in fearful agonies.
- 12:35Only it was a girl in that instance. Well, we're not getting a
- 12:39girl, said Marilla, as if poisoning wells were a purely feminine accomplishment and
- 12:43not to be dreaded in the case of a boy, I'd never dream of
- 12:46taking a girl to bring up. I wonder at Missus Alexander Spencer for doing
- 12:50it, but there she wouldn't shrink from adopting a whole orphan asylum if she
- 12:52took it into her head. Missus Rachel would have liked to stay until Matthew
- 12:56came home with his imported orphan, but reflect that it would be a good
- 13:01two hours at least before his arrival, she concluded to go up the road
- 13:03to Robert Bell's and tell the news. It would certainly make a sensation second
- 13:07to none, and Missus Rachel dearly loved to make a sensation, so she
- 13:11took herself away, somewhat to Marilla's relief, for the latter felt her doubts
- 13:15and fears reviving under the influence of Missus Rachel's pessimism. Well, of all
- 13:20things that ever were or will be, ejaculated Missus Rachel when she was safely
- 13:24out in the lane. It does really seem as if I must be dreaming.
- 13:28Well, I'm sorry for that poor young one, And no mistake,
- 13:30Matthew and Marilla don't know anything about children, and they'll expect him to be
- 13:33wiser and steadier than his own grandfather, if so Beasy's ever had a grandfather,
- 13:37which is doubtful. It seems uncanny to think of a child at Green
- 13:41Gables. Somehow, there's never been one there, For Matthew and Marilla were
- 13:45grown up when the new house was built, if they ever were children,
- 13:48which is hard to believe when one looks at them. I wouldn't be in
- 13:52that orphan's shoes for anything, my But I pity him. That's what so
- 13:56said Missus Rachel to the wild Rose bushes, out of the full of her
- 14:00heart. But if she could have seen the child who was waiting patiently at
- 14:03the Bright River station at that very moment, her pity would have been still
- 14:07deeper and more profound. End of chapter one, Chapter two, Matthew Cuthbert
- 14:13is surprised. Matthew Cuthbert and the sorrel Mare jogged comfortably over the eight miles
- 14:20to Bright River. It was a pretty road, running along between snug farmsteads,
- 14:24with now and again a bit of balsamy fir wood to drive through,
- 14:28or a hollow where wild plums hung out their filmy bloom. The air was
- 14:31sweet with the breath of many apple orchards, and the meadows sloped away in
- 14:35the distance to horizon mists of pearl and purple, while the little birds sang
- 14:39as if it were the one day of summer in all the year. Matthew
- 14:43enjoyed the drive after his own fashion, except during the moments when he met
- 14:48women and had to nod to them. For in Prince Edward Island you are
- 14:50supposed to nod to all and sundry you meet on the road, whether you
- 14:54know them or not. Matthew dreaded all women except Marilla and missus Rachel.
- 14:58He had an uncomfortable feeling that the mysterious creatures were secretly laughing at him.
- 15:03He may have been quite right in thinking so, for he was an odd
- 15:07looking personage with an ungainly figure and long iron gray hair that touched his stooping
- 15:11shoulders, and a full, soft brown beard, which he had worn ever
- 15:16since he was twenty. In fact, he had looked at twenty very much
- 15:20as he looked at sixty, lacking a little of the grayness. When he
- 15:24reached Bright River, there was no sign of any train. He thought he
- 15:28was too early, so he tied his horse in the yard of the small
- 15:31Bright River hotel and went over to the station house. The long platform was
- 15:35almost deserted, the only living creature in sight being a girl who was sitting
- 15:39on a pile of shingles at the extreme end. Matthew, barely noticing that
- 15:43it was a girl, sidled past her as quickly as possible without looking at
- 15:46her. Had he looked, he could hardly have failed to notice the tense,
- 15:50rigidity and expectation of her attitude and expression. She was sitting there waiting
- 15:54for something or somebody, and since sitting and waiting was the only thing to
- 15:58do just then, she sat and waited with all her might and main.
- 16:03Matthew encountered the station master locking up the ticket office preparatory to going home for
- 16:07supper, and asked him if the five thirty train would soon be along.
- 16:11The five thirty train has been in and gone half an hour ago, answered
- 16:15that brisk official. But there was a passenger dropped off for you, a
- 16:18little girl. She's sitting out there on the shingles. I asked her to
- 16:22go into the ladies waiting room, but she informed me gravely that she preferred
- 16:26to stay outside. There was more scope for the imagination. She said.
- 16:30She's a case. I should say. I'm not expecting a girl, said
- 16:33Matthew blankly. It's a boy I've come for. He should be here.
- 16:37Missus Alexander Spencer was to bring him over from Nova Scotia for me. The
- 16:41station master whistled, guess there's some mistake, he said. Missus Spencer came
- 16:47off the train with that girl and gave her into my charge. Said you
- 16:49and your sister were adopting her from an orphan asylum, and that you would
- 16:53be along for her presently. That's all I know about it, and I
- 16:56haven't got any more orphans concealed hereabouts. I don't understand, said Matthew,
- 17:02helplessly, wishing that Marilla was at hand to cope with the situation. Well,
- 17:07you'd better question, the girl, said the station master carelessly. I
- 17:10dare say she'll be able to explain. She's got a tongue of her own.
- 17:12That's certain. Maybe they were out of boys of the brand you wanted.
- 17:17He walked jauntily away, being hungry, and the unfortunate Matthew was left
- 17:21to do that which was harder for him than bearding a lion in its den.
- 17:26Walk up to a girl, a strange girl, an orphan girl,
- 17:29and demand of her why she wasn't a boy. Matthew groaned in spirit as
- 17:33he turned about and shuffled gently down the platform towards her. She had been
- 17:37watching him ever since he had passed her, and she had her eyes on
- 17:41him. Now. Matthew was not looking at her, and he would not
- 17:45have seen what she was really like if he had been. But an ordinary
- 17:48observer would have seen this. A child of about eleven garbed in a very
- 17:52short, very tight, very ugly dress of yellowish gray wincey. She wore
- 17:56a faded brown sailor hat, and beneath the extending down her back, were
- 18:00two braids of very thick, decidedly red hair. Her face was small,
- 18:07white and thin, also much freckled. Her mouth was large, and so
- 18:11were her eyes, which looked green in some lights and moods, and gray
- 18:14in others. So far the ordinary observer. An extraordinary observer might have seen
- 18:19that the chin was very pointed and pronounced, that the big eyes were full
- 18:22of spirit and vivacity, that the mouth was sweet lipped and expressive, that
- 18:26the forehead was broad and full. In short, our discerning extraordinary observer might
- 18:33have concluded that no commonplace soul inhabited the body of this stray woman, child
- 18:37of whom shy Matthew Cuthbert was so ludicrously afraid. Matthew, however, was
- 18:42spared the ordeal of speaking first, for as soon as she concluded that he
- 18:47was coming to her, she stood up, grasping with one thin brown hand
- 18:51the handle of a shabby, old fashioned carpet bag. The other she held
- 18:55out to him. I suppose you are, mister Matthew Cuthbert of Green Gables,
- 18:59she said, in a peculiar, clear, sweet voice. I am
- 19:00very glad to see you. I was beginning to be afraid you weren't coming
- 19:03for me, and I was imagining all the things that might have happened to
- 19:07prevent you. I had made up my mind that if you didn't come for
- 19:10me tonight, I'd go down the track to that big wild cherry tree at
- 19:14the bend and climb up into it and stay all night. I wouldn't be
- 19:17a bit afraid, and it would be lovely to sleep in a wild cherry
- 19:19tree, all white with bloom in the moonshine. Don't you think you could
- 19:22imagine you were dwelling in marble halls, couldn't you? And I was quite
- 19:26sure you would come for me in the morning if you didn't to night.
- 19:30Matthew had taken the scrawny little hand awkwardly in his Then and there he decided
- 19:34what to do. He could not tell this child with the glowing eyes that
- 19:38there had been a mistake. He would take her home and let Marilla do
- 19:41that. She couldn't be left at bright River anyhow, no matter what mistake
- 19:45had been made, so all questions and explanations might as well be deferred until
- 19:48he was safely back at green Gables. I'm sorry I was late, he
- 19:52said, shyly. Come along. The horse is over in the yard.
- 19:56Give me your bag. Oh, I can carry it, the child responded
- 20:00cheerfully. It isn't heavy. I've got all my worldly goods in it,
- 20:03but it isn't heavy, and if it isn't carried in just a certain way,
- 20:07the handle pulls out, So I'd better keep it because I know the
- 20:10exact knack of it. It's an extremely old carpet bag. Oh, I'm
- 20:14very glad you've come, even if it would have been nice to sleep in
- 20:15a wild cherry tree. We've got to drive a long piece, haven't we.
- 20:19Missus Spencer said it was eight miles. I'm glad because I love driving.
- 20:22Oh, it seems so wonderful that I'm going to live with you and
- 20:26belong to you. I've never belonged to anybody, not really. But the
- 20:29asylum was the worst. I've only been in it four months, but that
- 20:33was enough. I don't suppose you ever were an orphan in an asylum,
- 20:36so you can't possibly understand what it is like. It's worse than anything you
- 20:40can imagine. Missus Spencer said it was wicked of me to talk like that,
- 20:42but I didn't mean to be wicked. It's so easy to be wicked
- 20:45without knowing, isn't it. They were good, you know, the asylum
- 20:49people, But there is so little scope for the imagination in an asylum,
- 20:53only just in the other orphans, it was pretty interesting to imagine things about
- 20:57them, to imagine that perhaps the girl who sat next to you was really
- 21:00the daughter of a belted earl who had been stolen away from her parents in
- 21:03her infancy by a cruel nurse who died before she could confess. I used
- 21:07to lie awake at nights and imagine things like that because I didn't have time
- 21:11in the day. I guess that's why I'm so thin. I am dreadful
- 21:15thin, ain't I There isn't a pig on my bones. I do love
- 21:18to imagine I'm nice and plump, with dimples in my elbows. With this,
- 21:22Matthew's companion stopped talking, partly because she was out of breath and partly
- 21:26because they had reached the buggy. Not another word did she say until they
- 21:30had left the village and were driving down a steep little hill, the road,
- 21:33part of which had been cut so deeply into the soft soil that the
- 21:37banks, fringed with blooming wild cherry trees and slim white birches, were several
- 21:41feet above their heads. The child put out her hand and broke off a
- 21:45branch of wild plum that brushed against the side of the buggy. Isn't that
- 21:48beautiful? What did that tree leaning out from the bank, all white and
- 21:52lacey, make you think of? She asked. Well, now I dunno,
- 21:56said Matthew. Why a bride. Of course, a bride all in
- 22:00white with a lovely misty veil. I've never seen one, but I can
- 22:04imagine what she would look like. I don't ever expect to be a bride
- 22:08myself. I'm so homely. Nobody will ever want to marry me, unless
- 22:12it might be a foreign missionary. I suppose a foreign missionary mightn't be very
- 22:15particular, but I do hope that some day I shall have a white dress.
- 22:19That is my highest ideal of earthly bliss. I just love pretty clothes,
- 22:23and I've never had a pretty dress in my life that I can remember.
- 22:26But of course it's all the more to look forward to, isn't it.
- 22:30And then I can imagine that I'm dressed gorgeously. This morning, when
- 22:33I left the asylum, I felt so ashamed because I had to wear this
- 22:37horrid old wincey dress. All the orphans had to wear them. You know,
- 22:40A merchant in Hopeton last winter donated three hundred yards of wincey to the
- 22:44asylum. Some people said it was because he couldn't sell it, but I'd
- 22:47rather believe that it was out of the kindness of his heart, wouldn't you.
- 22:49When we got on the train, I felt as if everybody must be
- 22:52looking at me and pitying me. But I just went to work and imagined
- 22:56that I had on the most beautiful pale blue silk dress, because when you
- 23:00are imagining, you might as well imagine something worthwhile, and a big hat,
- 23:04all flowers and nodding plumes, and a gold watch and kid gloves and
- 23:08boots. I felt cheered up right away, and I enjoyed my trip to
- 23:11the island with all my might. I wasn't a bit sick coming over in
- 23:15the boat. Neither was Missus Spencer, although she generally is. She said
- 23:19she hadn't time to get sick watching to see that I didn't fall overboard.
- 23:22She said she never saw the beat of me for prowling about, but if
- 23:26it kept her from being seasick, it's a mercy. I did prowl,
- 23:27isn't it? And I wanted to see everything that was to be seen on
- 23:30that boat because I didn't know whether I'd ever have another opportunity. Oh,
- 23:36there are a lot more cherry trees, all in bloom. This island is
- 23:40the bloomiest place. I just love it already, and I'm so glad I'm
- 23:42going to live here. I've always heard that Prince Edward Island was the prettiest
- 23:45place in the world, and I used to imagine I was living here,
- 23:48but I never really expected I would. It's delightful when your imaginations come true,
- 23:53isn't it. But those red roads are so funny. When we got
- 23:56into the train at Charlottetown and the red roads began to flash past, I
- 24:00asked missus Spencer what made them read? And she said she didn't know,
- 24:03and for pity's sake, not to ask her any more questions, She said,
- 24:06I must have asked her a thousand already. I suppose I had too.
- 24:08But how are you going to find out about things if you don't ask
- 24:11questions? And what does make the roads read? Well? Now, I
- 24:17dunno, said Matthew. Well, that is one of the things to find
- 24:19out sometime, isn't it splendid to think of all the things there are to
- 24:23find out? About it just makes me feel glad to be alive. It's
- 24:26such an interesting world. It wouldn't be half so interesting if we knew all
- 24:30about everything, would it. There'd be no scope for the imagination, then,
- 24:33would there? But am I talking too much? People are always telling
- 24:37me I do? Would you rather I didn't talk? If you say so,
- 24:40I'll stop. I can stop when I make up my mind to it.
- 24:42Although it's difficult. Matthew, much to his own surprise, was enjoying
- 24:48himself Like most quiet folks. He liked talkative people when they were willing to
- 24:52do the talking themselves, and did not expect him to keep up his end
- 24:55of it. But he had never expected to enjoy the society of a little
- 24:57girl. Women were enough in all conscience, but little girls were worse.
- 25:03He detested the way they had of sidling past him timidly with sidewise glances,
- 25:07as if they expected him to gobble them up at a mouthful if they ventured
- 25:10to say a word. That was the avonlea type of well bred little girl.
- 25:15But this freckled wish was very different, and although he found it rather
- 25:18difficult for his slower intelligence to keep up with her brisk mental processes. He
- 25:22thought that he kind of liked her chatter, so he said, as shyly
- 25:26as usual. Oh, you can talk as much as you like. I
- 25:30don't mind. Oh I'm so glad I know you and I are going to
- 25:34get along together. Fine. It's such a relief to talk when one wants
- 25:38to and not be told that children should be seen and not heard. I've
- 25:41had that said to me a million times. If I have once, and
- 25:45people laugh at me because I use big words. But if you have big
- 25:48ideas, you have to use big words to express them, haven't you.
- 25:52Well, now that seems reasonable, said Matthew. Missus Spencer said that my
- 25:57tongue must be hung in the middle, but it isn't. It's firmly fastened
- 26:00at one end. Missus Spencer said, your place was named green Gables.
- 26:04I asked her all about it, and she said they were trees all around
- 26:07it. I was gladder than ever. I just loved trees. And there
- 26:11weren't any at all about the asylum, only a few poor weeny teeny things
- 26:15out in front, with little whitewashed cagy things about them. They just looked
- 26:18like orphans themselves. Those trees did it? Used to make me want to
- 26:22cry to look at them. I used to say to them, Oh,
- 26:25you poor little things. If you were out in the great big woods,
- 26:27with other trees all around you, and little mosses and june bells growing over
- 26:30your roots, and a brook not far away, and birds singing in your
- 26:33branches, you could grow, couldn't you. But you can't where you are.
- 26:37I know just exactly how you feel, little trees. I felt sorry
- 26:41to leave them behind this morning. You do get so attached to things like
- 26:45that, don't you. Is there a brook anywhere near Green Gables? I
- 26:48forgot to ask missus Spencer that. Well, now, yes, there's one
- 26:52right below the house. Fancy. It's always been one of my dreams to
- 26:56live near a brook. I never expected I would. Dreams don't often come
- 27:00true, do they. Wouldn't it be nice if they did? But just
- 27:04now I feel pretty nearly perfectly happy. I can't feel exactly perfectly happy,
- 27:08because well, what color would you call this? She twitched one of her
- 27:15long, glossy braids over her thin shoulder and held it up before Matthew's eyes.
- 27:19Matthew was not used to deciding on the tints of ladies tresses. But
- 27:22in this case there couldn't be much doubt. It's red, ain't it?
- 27:26He said? The girl let the braid drop back with a sigh that seemed
- 27:30to come from her very toes, and to exhale forth all the sorrows of
- 27:34the ages. Yes, it's red, she said resignedly. Now you see
- 27:40why I can't be perfectly happy. Nobody could who has red hair. I
- 27:44don't mind the other things so much, the freckles and the green eyes and
- 27:48my skinniness. I can imagine them away. I can imagine I have a
- 27:52beautiful rose leaf complexion and lovely starry violet eyes. But I cannot imagine that
- 27:57red hair away. I do my bed. I think to myself, now
- 28:02my hair is a glorious black, black as the raven's wing. But all
- 28:06the time I know it is just plain red, and it breaks my heart.
- 28:11It will be my life long sorrow. I read of a girl once
- 28:14in a novel who had a life long sorrow. But it wasn't red hair.
- 28:17Her hair was pure gold, rippling back from her alabaster brow. What
- 28:21is an alabaster brow? I never could find out. Can you tell me?
- 28:25Well? Now I'm afraid I can't said Matthew, who was getting a
- 28:27little dizzy. He felt as he had once felt in his rash youth when
- 28:32another boy had enticed him on the merry go round at a picnic. Well,
- 28:34whatever it was, it must have been something nice, because she was
- 28:37divinely beautiful. Have you ever imagined what it must feel like to be divinely
- 28:41beautiful? Well, now, no, I haven't, confessed, Matthew ingenuously,
- 28:47I have often Which would you rather be if you had the choice?
- 28:51Divinely beautiful or dazzlingly clever or angelically good? Well, now, uh,
- 28:57I don't know exactly. Neither do I. I can never decide, but
- 29:03it doesn't make much real difference, for it isn't likely I'll ever be either.
- 29:06It's certain I'll never be angelically good. Missus Spencer says, Oh,
- 29:10mister Cuthbert, Oh, mister Cuthbert, Oh, mister Cuthbert. That was
- 29:15not what Missus Spencer had said. Neither had the child tumbled out of the
- 29:18buggy, nor had Matthew done anything astonishing. They had simply rounded a curve
- 29:23in the road and found themselves in the avenue. The avenue, so called
- 29:29by the Newbridge people, was a stretch of road four or five hundred yards
- 29:32long, completely arched over with huge, wide, spreading apple trees planted years
- 29:37ago by an eccentric old farmer. Overhead was one long canopy of snowy,
- 29:41fragrant bloom. Below the boughs, the air was full of a purple twilight,
- 29:47and far ahead a glimpse of painted sunset sky shone like a great rose
- 29:52window at the end of a cathedral aisle. Its beauty seemed to strike the
- 29:56child dumb. She leaned back in the buggy, her thin head clasped before
- 30:00her, her face lifted rapturously to the white splendor above. Even when they
- 30:04had passed out and were driving down the long sloped to Newbridge, she never
- 30:08moved or spoke. Still With rapt face, she gazed afar into the sunset
- 30:12west, with eyes that saw visions trooping splendidly across that glowing background. Through
- 30:18Newbridge, a bustling little village where dogs barked at them, and small boys
- 30:22hooted, and curious faces peered from the windows. They drove still in silence.
- 30:27When three more miles had dropped away behind them, the child had not
- 30:30spoken. She could keep silence. It was evident as energetically as she could
- 30:34talk. I guess you're feeling pretty tired and hungry, Matthew ventured to say,
- 30:41at last, accounting for her long visitation of dumbness, with the only
- 30:44reason he could think of. But we haven't very far to go now,
- 30:48only another mile. She came out of her reverie with a deep sigh and
- 30:52looked at him with the dreamy gaze of a soul that had been wandering afar
- 30:56starled. Oh, mister Cuthbert, she whispered, that place we came through,
- 31:02that white place? What was it? Well, now you must mean
- 31:06the avenue, said Matthew, after a few moments profound reflection. It is
- 31:11a kind of pretty place. Pretty. Oh, pretty doesn't seem the right
- 31:15word to use, nor beautiful either. They don't go far enough. Oh,
- 31:19it was wonderful, wonderful. It's the first thing I ever saw that
- 31:23couldn't be improved upon by imagination. It just satisfies me. Here she put
- 31:30one hand on her breast. It made a queer, funny ache, and
- 31:33yet it was a pleasant ache. Did you ever have an ache like that,
- 31:36mister Cuthbert? Well, now I just can't recollect that. I ever
- 31:41had. I have it lots of times whenever I see anything royally beautiful.
- 31:47But they shouldn't call that lovely place the Avenue. There's no meaning in a
- 31:51name like that. They should call it, let me see, the White
- 31:56Way of Delight. Isn't that a nice imaginative name. When I don't like
- 32:00the name of a place or a person, I always imagine a new one
- 32:02and always think of them. So there was a girl at the asylum whose
- 32:07name was Hepziba Jenkins, but I always imagined her as Rosalia de Vere.
- 32:10Other people may call that place the Avenue, but I shall always call it
- 32:15the White Way of Delight. Have we really only another mile to go before
- 32:19we get home? I'm glad and I'm sorry. I'm sorry because this drive
- 32:22has been so pleasant, and I'm always sorry when pleasant things end. Still,
- 32:27something still pleasanter may come after, but you can never be sure,
- 32:30and it's so often the case that it isn't pleasanter. That has been my
- 32:35experience anyhow. But I'm glad to think of getting home. You see,
- 32:38I've never had a real home since I can remember. It gives me that
- 32:42pleasant ache again just to think of coming home. To a really truly home.
- 32:45Oh, isn't that pretty? They had driven over the crest of a
- 32:49hill. Below them was a pond, looking almost like a river. So
- 32:52long and winding was it. A bridge spanned it midway, and from there
- 32:57to its lower end, where an amber hued belt sand hills shut it in
- 33:00from the dark blue gulf. Beyond the water was a glory of many shifting
- 33:05hues, the most spiritual shadings of crocus and rose and ethereal green, with
- 33:09other elusive tintings for which no name has ever been found. Above the bridge,
- 33:15the pond ran up into fringing groves of fir and maple and lay,
- 33:19all darkly translucent in their wavering shadows. Here and there, a wild plum
- 33:23leaned out from the bank, like a white clad girl tiptoeing to her own
- 33:28reflection. From the marsh at the head of the pond came the clear,
- 33:31mournfully sweet chorus of the frogs. There was a little gray house peering around
- 33:37a white apple orchard on a slope beyond, and although it was not yet
- 33:39quite dark, a light was shining from one of its windows. That's Berry's
- 33:45pond, said Matthew oh I don't like that name either, I shall call
- 33:49it let me see the Lake of Shining Waters. Yes, that is the
- 33:53right name for it. I know because of the thrill. When I hit
- 33:57on a name that suits exactly, it gives me a th Do things ever
- 34:00give you a thrill? Matthew ruminated, Well, now, yes, it
- 34:07always kind of gives me a thrill to see them ugly white grubs that spade
- 34:10up in the cucumber beds. I hate the look of them. Oh,
- 34:15I don't think that can be exactly the same kind of a thrill. Do
- 34:19you think it can? There doesn't seem to be much connection between grubs and
- 34:22Lakes of Shining Waters? Does there? But why do other people call it
- 34:27Berry's Pond? I reckon because mister Barry lives up there in that house orchard
- 34:31slopes the name of his place. If it wasn't for that big bush behind
- 34:36it, you could see green gables from here. But we have to go
- 34:38over the bridge and round by the road, so it's near half a mile
- 34:42further. Has mister Barry any little girls? Well, not so very little
- 34:46either about my size. He's got one about eleven. Her name is Diana,
- 34:52Oh, with a long indrawing of breath. What a perfectly lovely name.
- 34:59Well, now, I dunno, there's something dreadful, heathenish about it.
- 35:02Seems to me. I'd rather Jane or Mary or some sensible name like
- 35:07that. But when Diana was born, there was a schoolmaster boarding there,
- 35:10and they gave him the naming of her, and he called her Diana.
- 35:15I wish there had been a schoolmaster like that around when I was born.
- 35:19Then, Oh, here we are at the bridge. I'm going to shut
- 35:22my eyes tight. I'm always afraid going over bridges. I can't help imagining
- 35:25that perhaps just as we get to the middle, they'll crumple up like a
- 35:29jackknife and nip us. So I shut my eyes, but I always have
- 35:32to open them for all when I think we're getting near the middle, because
- 35:36you see, if the bridge did crumple up, i'd want to see it
- 35:38crumple. What a jolly rumble it makes. I always like the rumble part
- 35:44of it, isn't it splendid? There are so many things to like in
- 35:45this world there whereover now, I'll look back. Good night, dear Lake
- 35:52of Shining Waters. I always say good night to the things I love,
- 35:54just as I would to people. I think they like it. That water
- 35:59looks as if it were sma at me. When they had driven up the
- 36:01further hill and around a corner, Matthew said, we're pretty near home.
- 36:06Now, that's green gables over. Oh, don't tell me, she interrupted,
- 36:08breathlessly, catching at his partially raised arm and shutting her eyes that she
- 36:13might not see his gesture. Let me guess. I'm sure, I'll guess
- 36:15right. She opened her eyes and looked about her. They were on the
- 36:20crest of a hill. The sun had set some time since, but the
- 36:22landscape was still clear in the mellow after light. To the west, a
- 36:27dark church spire rose up against a marrigold sky. Below was a little valley,
- 36:31and beyond the long, gently rising slope, with snug farmsteads scattered along
- 36:36it. From one to another, the child's eyes darted, eager and wistful.
- 36:40At last they lingered on one away to the left, far back from
- 36:44the road, dimly white with blossoming trees in the twilight of the surrounding woods.
- 36:49Over it, in the stainless southwest sky, a great crystal white star
- 36:52was shining like a lamp of guidance and promise. That's it, isn't it,
- 36:59she said, pointing to Matthew, slapped the reins on the sorrel's back
- 37:01delightedly. Well, now you guessed it, but I reckon. Missus Spencer
- 37:07described it so as you could tell. No, she didn't, really she
- 37:10didn't. All she said might just as well have been about most of those
- 37:14other places. I hadn't any real idea what it looked like, but just
- 37:17as soon as I saw it, I felt it was home. Oh,
- 37:21it seems as if I must be in a dream. Do you know my
- 37:24arm must be black and blue from the elbow up, for I've pinched myself
- 37:28so many times to day. Every little while, a horrible sickening feeling would
- 37:30come over me, and I'd be so afraid it was all a dream.
- 37:34Then I'd pinch myself to see if it was real, until suddenly I remembered
- 37:37that even supposing it was only a dream, I'd better go on dreaming as
- 37:39long as I could, so I stopped pinching. But it is real,
- 37:44and we're nearly home. With a sigh of rapture, she relapsed into silence.
- 37:49Matthew stirred uneasily. He felt glad that it would be Marilla and not
- 37:52he who would have to tell this waif of the world that the home she
- 37:55longed for was not to be hers after all. They drove over Lynde's Hollow,
- 38:00where it was already quite dark, but not so dark that missus Rachel
- 38:04could not see them from her window vantage, and up the hill and into
- 38:07the long lane of green gables. By the time they arrived at the house,
- 38:12Matthew was shrinking from the approaching revelation with an energy he did not understand.
- 38:16It was not of Marilla or himself. He was thinking of the trouble
- 38:20this mistake was probably going to make for them, but of the child's disappointment.
- 38:24When he thought of that rapid light being quenched in her eyes, he
- 38:28had an uncomfortable feeling that he was going to assist at murdering something, much
- 38:32the same feeling that came over him when he had to kill a lamb or
- 38:36calf or any other innocent little creature. The yard was quite dark as they
- 38:39turned into it, and the poplar leaves were rustling silkily all around it.
- 38:45Listen to the trees talking in their sleep, she whispered as he lifted her
- 38:47to the ground, what nice dreams they must have. Then, holding tightly
- 38:52to the carpet bag which contained all her worldly goods, she followed him into
- 38:57the house. End of Chapter two. Chapter three, Marilla Cuthbert is surprised.
- 39:05Marilla came briskly forward as Matthew opened the door, but when her eyes
- 39:07fell on the odd little figure in the stiff, ugly dress, with the
- 39:10long braids of red hair and the eager, luminous eyes, she stopped short
- 39:15in amazement. Matthew Cuthbert, Who's that? She ejaculated. Where's the boy?
- 39:20There wasn't any boy, said Matthew wretchedly. There was only her.
- 39:23He nodded at the child, remembering that he had never even asked her name.
- 39:28No boy, but there must have been a boy, insisted Marilla.
- 39:31We sent word to missus Spencer to bring a boy. Well she didn't.
- 39:35She brought her. I asked the station master, and I had to bring
- 39:38her home. She couldn't be left there, no matter where the mistake had
- 39:40come in. Well, this is a pretty piece of business, ejaculated Marilla.
- 39:45During this dialog, the child had remained silent, her eyes roving from
- 39:50one to the other, all the animation fading out of her face. Suddenly,
- 39:53she seemed to grasp the full meaning of what had been said. Dropping
- 39:57her precious carpet bag, she sprang forward a stead and clasped her hands.
- 40:00You don't want me, she cried. You don't want me because I'm not
- 40:04a boy. I might have expected it. Nobody ever did want me.
- 40:07I might have known it was all too beautiful to last. I might have
- 40:10known nobody really did want me. Oh what shall I do? I'm going
- 40:15to burst into tears. Burst into tears she did, sitting down on a
- 40:20chair by the table, flinging her arms out upon it and burying her face
- 40:22in them. She proceeded to cry stormily. Marilla and Matthew looked at each
- 40:27other deprecatingly across the stove. Neither of them knew what to say or do.
- 40:31Finally, Marilla stepped lamely into the breach. Well, well, there's
- 40:36no need to cry so about it. Yes, there is need. The
- 40:39child raised her head quickly, revealing a tear stained face and trembling lips.
- 40:44You would cry too, if you were an orphan and had come to a
- 40:46place you thought was going to be home and found that they didn't want you
- 40:50because you weren't a boy. Oh, this is the most tragical thing that
- 40:52has ever happened to me. Something like a reluctant smile, rather rusty from
- 40:59long day use, mellowed Marilla's grim expression. Well, don't cry any more.
- 41:05We're not going to turn you out of doors tonight. You'll have to
- 41:07stay here until we investigate this affair. What's your name? The child hesitated
- 41:12for a moment. Will you please call me Cordelia? She said, eagerly,
- 41:16call you Cordelia. Is that your name? No, it's not exactly
- 41:22my name, but I would love to be called Cordelia. It's such a
- 41:25perfectly elegant name. I don't know what on earth you mean. If Cordelia
- 41:30isn't your name, what is Anne? Shirley reluctantly faltered forth, the owner
- 41:35of that name? But oh, please do call me Cordelia. It can't
- 41:37matter much what you call me if I'm only going to be here a little
- 41:40while, can it? And Anne is such an unromantic name. Unromantic Fiddlesticks,
- 41:45said the unsympathetic Marilla. Anne is a real good, plain, sensible
- 41:50name. You've no need to be ashamed of it. Oh, I'm not
- 41:52ashamed of it, explained Anne. Only I like Cordelia better. I've always
- 41:57imagined that my name was Cordelia, at least I always have of late years.
- 42:00When I was young, I used to imagine it was Geraldine. But
- 42:04I like Cordelia better now. But if you call me Anne, please call
- 42:07me Anne spelled with an E. What difference does it make how it's spelled,
- 42:12asked Marilla, with another rusty smile, as she picked up the teapot.
- 42:15Oh, it makes such a difference. It looks so much nicer when
- 42:19you hear a name pronounced. Can't you always see it in your mind,
- 42:22just as if it was printed out? I can, And a N N
- 42:24looks dreadful, but a N N E looks so much more distinguished. If
- 42:29you'll only call me Anne spelled with an E, I shall try to reconcile
- 42:32myself to not being called Cordelia very well. Then, Anne spelled with an
- 42:37E. Can you tell us how this mistake came to be made? We
- 42:39send word to missus Spencer to bring us a boy. Were there no boys
- 42:43at the asylum? Oh? Yes, there was an abundance of them.
- 42:45But Missus Spencer said distinctly that you wanted a girl about eleven years old,
- 42:50and the matron said she thought I would do. You don't know how delighted
- 42:53I was. I couldn't sleep all last night for joy, Oh, she
- 42:59added reproachfully, turning to Matthew. Why didn't you tell me at this station
- 43:02that you didn't want me and leave me there? If I hadn't seen the
- 43:06white way of Delight in the Lake of Shining Waters, it wouldn't be so
- 43:08hard. What on earth does she mean, demanded Marilla, staring at Matthew.
- 43:14She she's just referring to some conversation we had on the road, said
- 43:17Matthew hastily. I'm going out to put the mare in. Marilla, have
- 43:22tea ready when I come back. Did missus Spencer bring anybody over besides you,
- 43:27continued Marilla. When Matthew had gone out, she brought Lily Jones for
- 43:30herself. Lily is only five years old, and she is very beautiful and
- 43:34has nut brown hair. If I was very beautiful and had nut brown hair,
- 43:37would you keep me? No, we want a boy to help Matthew
- 43:40on the farm. A girl would be of no use to us. Take
- 43:44off your hat, I'll lay it on your bag on the hall table.
- 43:47Anne took off her hat meekly. Matthew came back presently and they sat down
- 43:51to supper. But Anne could not eat in vain. She nibbled at the
- 43:54bread and butter and pecked at the crab apple preserve out of the little scalloped
- 43:58glass dish by her plate. She did not really make any headway at all.
- 44:01You're not eating anything, said Marilla, sharply, eyeing her as if
- 44:06it were a serious shortcoming. Anne sighed, I can't. I'm in the
- 44:10depths of despair. Can you eat when you're in the depths of despair?
- 44:15I have never been in the depths of despair, so I can't say,
- 44:17responded Marilla, weren't you well, did you ever try to imagine you were
- 44:23in the depths of despair? No? I didn't. Then I don't think
- 44:28you can understand what it's like. It's a very uncomfortable feeling. Indeed,
- 44:31when you try to eat, a lump comes right up in your throat and
- 44:35you can't swallow anything, not even if it was a chocolate caramel. I
- 44:38had one chocolate caramel once, two years ago, and it was simply delicious.
- 44:44I've often dreamed since then that I've had a lot of chocolate caramels,
- 44:46but I always wake up just when I'm going to eat them. I do
- 44:50hope you won't be offended because I can't eat. Everything is extremely nice,
- 44:53but still I cannot eat. I guess she's tired, said Matthew, who
- 44:58hadn't spoken since his return from the barn. Best put her to bed,
- 45:00Marilla. Marilla had been wondering where Anne should be put to bed. She
- 45:06had prepared a couch in the kitchen chamber for the desired and expected boy,
- 45:09but although it was neat and clean, it did not seem quite the thing
- 45:13to put a girl there. Somehow, but the spare room was out of
- 45:15the question for such a stray waif, so there remained only the east gable
- 45:20room. Marilla lighted a candle and told Anne to follow her, which Anne
- 45:23spiritlessly did, taking her hat and carpet bag from the hall table as she
- 45:28passed. The hall was fearsomely clean. The little gable chamber in which she
- 45:32presently found herself seemed still cleaner. Marilla set the candle on a three legged,
- 45:37three corner table and turned down the bedclothes. I suppose you have a
- 45:42nightgown, she questioned. Anne nodded, yes, I have two. The
- 45:45matron of the asylum made them for me. They're fearfully skimpy. There's never
- 45:50enough to go around in an asylum, so things are always skimpy, at
- 45:53least in a poor asylum like ours. I hate skimpy night dresses, but
- 45:58one can dream just as well in them as in lovely trailing ones with frills
- 46:01around the neck. That's one consolation. While undress as quick as you can
- 46:06and go to bed. I'll come back in a few minutes for the candle.
- 46:08I daren't trust you to put it out yourself. You'd likely set the
- 46:12place on fire. When Marilla had gone, Anne looked around her wistfully.
- 46:16The white washed walls were so painfully bare and staring that she thought they must
- 46:21ache over their own bareness. The floor was bare, too, except for
- 46:23a round braided mat in the middle, such as Anne had never seen before.
- 46:28In one corner was the bed, a high, old fashioned one with
- 46:31four dark, low turned posts. In the other corner was the aforesaid three
- 46:37corner table, adorned with a fat red velvet pincushion hard enough to turn the
- 46:39point of the most adventurous pin. Above it hung a little six by eight
- 46:45mirror. Midway between table and bed was the window with an icy white muslin
- 46:50frill over it, and opposite it was the washstand. The whole apartment was
- 46:53of a rigidity not to be described in words, but which sent it shiver
- 46:58to the very marrow of Anne's bone with a sob. She hastily discarded her
- 47:01garments, put on the skimpy nightgown, and sprang into bed, where she
- 47:06burrowed face downward into the pillow and pulled the clothes over her head. When
- 47:09Marilla came up for the light, various skimpy articles of raiment scattered, most
- 47:14untidily over the floor, and a certain tempestuous appearance of the bed were the
- 47:19only indications of any presents save her own. She deliberately picked up Anne's clothes,
- 47:24placed them neatly on a prim yellow chair, and, then taking up
- 47:28the candle, went over to the bed. Good night, she said,
- 47:31a little awkwardly, but not unkindly. Anne's white face and big eyes appeared
- 47:37over the bedclothes with a startling suddenness. How could you call it a good
- 47:40night when you know it must be the very worst night I've ever had,
- 47:44she said, reproachfully. Then she dived down into invisibility again. Marilla went
- 47:49slowly down to the kitchen and proceeded to wash the supper dishes. Matthew was
- 47:52smoking, a sure sign of perturbation of mind. He seldom smoked, for
- 47:58Marilla set her face against it as a f habit, but at certain times
- 48:01and seasons he felt driven to it. And then Marilla winked at the practice,
- 48:05realizing that a mere man must have some vent for his emotions. Well,
- 48:08this is a pretty kettle of fish, she said, wrathfully. This
- 48:13is what comes of sending word instead of going ourselves. Richard Spencer's folks have
- 48:16twisted that message. Somehow. One of us will have to drive over and
- 48:20see missus Spencer tomorrow. That's certain. This girl will have to be sent
- 48:23back to the asylum. Yes, I suppose so, said Matthew reluctantly.
- 48:29You suppose so, don't you know it. Well, now, she's a
- 48:34real nice little thing, Marilla. It's kind of a pity to send her
- 48:37back when she's so set on staying here. Matthew Cuthbert, you don't mean
- 48:40to say you think we ought to keep her. Marilla's astonishment could not have
- 48:45been greater if Matthew had expressed a predilection for standing on his head. Well,
- 48:49now, no, I suppose not, not exactly, stammered Matthew,
- 48:52uncomfortably driven into a corner for his precise meaning. I suppose we could hardly
- 48:59be expected to keep her. I should say not, what good would she
- 49:02be to us? We might be some good to her, said Matthew.
- 49:07Suddenly and unexpectedly. Matthew Cuthbert, I believe that child has bewitched you.
- 49:12I can see as plain as plain that you want to keep her. Well,
- 49:15now, she's a real interesting little thing, persisted Matthew. You should
- 49:20have heard her talk come in from the station. Oh she can talk fast
- 49:23enough. I saw that at once. It's nothing in her favor either.
- 49:28I don't like children who have so much to say. I don't want an
- 49:30orphan girl. And if I did, she isn't the style i'd pick out.
- 49:34There's something I don't understand about her. No, she's got to be
- 49:37despatched straightway back to where she came from. I could hire a French boy
- 49:42to help me, said Matthew, and she'd be company for you. I'm
- 49:45not suffering for company, said Marilla shortly. And I'm not going to keep
- 49:49her well now, it's just as you say, of course, Marilla,
- 49:52said Matthew, rising and putting his pipe away. I'm going to bed.
- 49:58To bed, went Matthew, and to bed. When she had put her
- 50:00dishes away, went Marilla, frowning most resolutely, and upstairs in the east
- 50:05gable, a lonely heart, hungry, friendless child cried herself to sleep.
- 50:12End of Chapter three, Chapter four, Morning at Green Gables. It was
- 50:16broad daylight when Anne awoke and sat up in bed, staring confusedly at the
- 50:21window, through which a flood of cheery sunshine was pouring, and outside of
- 50:23which something white and feathery waved across glimpses of blue sky. For a moment
- 50:29she could not remember where she was. First came a delightful thrill, as
- 50:32of something very pleasant, Then a horrible remembrance. This was Green Gables,
- 50:38and they didn't want her because she wasn't a boy. But it was morning,
- 50:42and yes, it was a cherry tree in full bloom outside of her
- 50:45window. With a bound she was out of bed and across the floor.
- 50:49She pushed up the sash. It went up stiffly and creakily, as if
- 50:52it hadn't been opened for a long time, which was the case, and
- 50:54it stuck so tight that nothing was needed to hold it up. Anne dropped
- 51:00on her knees and gazed out into the June morning, her eyes glistening with
- 51:02delight. Oh, wasn't it beautiful? Wasn't it a lovely place? Suppose
- 51:07she wasn't really going to stay here, she would imagine she was. There
- 51:12was scope for imagination here. A huge cherry tree grew outside, so close
- 51:16that its boughs tapped against the house, and it was so fixed set with
- 51:21blossoms that hardly a leaf was to be seen. On both sides of the
- 51:23house was a big orchard, one of apple trees and one of cherry trees,
- 51:28also showered over with blossoms, and their grasp was all sprinkled with dandelions.
- 51:32In the garden below were lilac trees purple with flowers, and their dizzily
- 51:37sweet fragrance drifted up to the window on the morning wind. Below the garden,
- 51:42a green field lushed with clover, sloped down to the hollow where the
- 51:45brook ran, and where scores of white birches grew up, springing airily out
- 51:50of an undergrowth, suggestive of delightful possibilities in ferns and mosses and wood seed
- 51:53things generally. Beyond it was a hill, green and feathery with spruce and
- 51:59fur. There was a gap in it where the gray gable end of the
- 52:01little house she had seen from the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters
- 52:06was visible. Off to the left were the big barns, and beyond them,
- 52:09away down over green, low sloping fields, was a sparkling blue glimpse
- 52:15of sea. Anne's beauty loving eyes lingered on it all, taking everything greedily
- 52:21in. She had looked on so many unlovely places in her life, poor
- 52:24child, but this was as lovely as anything she had ever dreamed. She
- 52:29knelt there, lost to everything but the loveliness around her, until she was
- 52:32startled by a hand on her shoulder. Marilla had come in, unheard by
- 52:36the small dreamer. It's time you were dressed, she said curtly. Marilla
- 52:40really did not know how to talk to the child, and her uncomfortable ignorance
- 52:45made her crisp and curt when she did not mean to be. Anne stood
- 52:49up and drew a long breath. Oh, isn't it wonderful? She said,
- 52:52waving her hand comprehensively at the good world outside. It's a big tree,
- 52:55said Marilla. And it blooms great, but the fruit don't amount to
- 53:00much, never small and wormy. Oh I don't mean just the tree,
- 53:04of course, it's lovely, Yes, it's radiantly lovely. It blooms as
- 53:07if it meant it. But I meant everything, the garden and the orchard,
- 53:12and the brook and the woods, the whole big, dear world.
- 53:15Don't you feel as if you just loved the world on a morning like this?
- 53:19And I can hear the brook laughing all the way up here. Have
- 53:22you ever noticed what cheerful things brooks are. They're always laughing, even in
- 53:25winter time. I've heard them under the ice. I'm so glad there's a
- 53:29brook near green Gables. Perhaps you think it doesn't make any difference to me
- 53:32when you're not going to keep me, but it does. I shall always
- 53:35like to remember that there is a brook at green Gables, even if I
- 53:37never see it again. If there wasn't a brook, I'd be haunted by
- 53:42the uncomfortable feeling that there ought to be one. I'm not in the depths
- 53:45of despair this morning. I never can be in the morning. Isn't it
- 53:49a splendid thing that there are mornings? But I feel very sad. I've
- 53:53just been imagining that it was really me you wanted after all, and that
- 53:57I was to stay here forever and ever. It was a great comfort while
- 54:00it lasted. But the worst of imagining things is that the time comes when
- 54:05you have to stop, and that hurts. You'd better get dressed and come
- 54:08downstairs, and never mind your imaginings, said Marilla as soon as she could
- 54:12get a word in edgewise. Breakfast is waiting. Wash your face and comb
- 54:15your hair, leave the window up, and turn your bedclothes back over the
- 54:17foot of the bed. Be as smart as you can. Anne could evidently
- 54:21be smart to some purpose, for she was downstairs in ten minutes time,
- 54:24with her clothes neatly on, her hair brushed and braided, her face washed,
- 54:28and a comfortable consciousness pervading her soul that she had fulfilled all Marilla's requirements.
- 54:32As a matter of fact, however, she had forgotten to turn back
- 54:35the bedclothes. I'm pretty hungry this morning, she announced, as she slipped
- 54:38into the chair Marilla placed for her. The world doesn't seem such a howling
- 54:43wilderness as it did last night. I'm so glad it's a sunshiny morning.
- 54:46But I like rainy mornings real well too. All sorts of mornings are interesting,
- 54:51don't you think? You don't know what's going to happen through the day,
- 54:54and there's so much scope for imagination. But I'm glad it's not rainy
- 54:58to day, because it's easier to be cheerful and bear up under affliction on
- 55:00a sunshiny day. I feel that I have a good deal to bear up
- 55:05under. It's all very well to read about sorrows and imagine yourself living through
- 55:08them heroically, but it's not so nice when you really come to have them,
- 55:12is it? For pity's sake? Hold your tongue, said Marilla.
- 55:15You talk entirely too much for a little girl. Thereupon, Anne held her
- 55:20tongue so obediently and thoroughly that her continued silence made Marilla rather nervous, as
- 55:23if in the presence of something not exactly natural. Matthew also held his tongue,
- 55:29but this was natural, so that the meal was a very silent one
- 55:32as it progressed, Anne became more and more abstracted, eating mechanically with her
- 55:37big eyes fixed unswervingly and unseeingly on the sky outside the window. This made
- 55:42Marilla more nervous than ever. She had an uncomfortable feeling that while this odd
- 55:45child's body might be there at the table, her spirit was far away in
- 55:49some remote airy cloud land, borne aloft on the wings of imagination. Who
- 55:53would want such a child about the place? Yet Matthew wished to keep her
- 55:58of all unaccountable things. Marilla felt that he wanted it just as much this
- 56:01morning as he had the night before, and that he would go on wanting
- 56:05it. That was Matthew's way, take a whim into his head and cling
- 56:08to it with the most amazing silent persistency, a persistency ten times more potent
- 56:14and effectual in it's very silence than if he had talked it out. When
- 56:17the meal was ended, Anne came out of a reverie and offered to wash
- 56:21the dishes. Can you wash dishes right, asked Marilla distrustfully. Pretty Well,
- 56:27I'm better at looking after children, though I've had so much experience at
- 56:30that. It's such a pity you haven't any here for me to look after.
- 56:32I don't feel as if I wanted any more children to look after than
- 56:36I've got at present. You're a problem enough in all conscience. What's to
- 56:39be done with you? I don't know. Matthew is a most ridiculous man.
- 56:44I think he's lovely, said Anne, reproachfully. He's so very sympathetic.
- 56:47He didn't mind how much I talked. He seemed to like it.
- 56:51I've felt that he was a kindred spirit as soon as ever I saw him.
- 56:53You're both queer enough, if that's what you mean by kindred spirits,
- 56:57said Marilla with a sniff. Yes, you may wash the dish, take
- 57:00plenty of hot water, and be sure you drive them. Well. I've
- 57:02got enough to attend to this morning, for i'll have to drive over to
- 57:06White Sands in the afternoon and see missus Spencer. You'll come with me.
- 57:08I will settle what's to be done with you. After you've finish the dishes,
- 57:10go upstairs and make your bed. Anne washed the dishes deftly enough,
- 57:15as Marilla, who kept a sharp eye on the process, discerned later on.
- 57:17She made her bed less successfully, for she had never learned the art
- 57:21of wrestling with a feather tig. But it was done somehow and smoothed down.
- 57:24And then Marilla, to get rid of her, told her she might
- 57:28go out of doors and amuse herself until dinner time. Anne flew to the
- 57:30door, face alight, eyes glowing on the very threshold, she stopped,
- 57:36short, wheeled about, came back and sat down by the table. Light
- 57:38and glow was effectually blotted out, as if someone had clapped an extinguisher on
- 57:43her. What's the matter now, demanded Marilla. I don't dare go out,
- 57:47said Anne, in the tone of a martyr, relinquishing all earthly joys.
- 57:52If I can't stay here, there's no use in my loving green Gables.
- 57:55And if I go out there and get acquainted with all those trees and
- 57:59flowers in the arch in the brook, I'll not be able to help loving
- 58:01it. It's hard enough now, so I won't make it any harder.
- 58:05I want to go out so much. Everything seems to be calling to me,
- 58:08an an come out to us, and and we want a playmate.
- 58:14But it's better not. There is no use in loving things if you have
- 58:16to be torn from the miz there, And it's so hard to keep from
- 58:20loving things, isn't it? That was why I was so glad when I
- 58:22thought I was going to live here. I thought I'd have so many things
- 58:25to love and nothing to hinder me. But that brief dream is over.
- 58:29I am resigned to my fate now, so I don't think i'll go out
- 58:32for fear I'll get unresigned again. What is the name of that geranium on
- 58:36the window sill? Please? That's the apple scented geranium. Oh? I
- 58:40don't mean that sort of a name. I mean just a name. You
- 58:43gave it yourself. Didn't you give it a name? May I give it
- 58:46one? Then? May I call it? Let me see Bonnie? Would
- 58:51do? May I call it Bonnie while I'm here? Oh? Do?
- 58:53Let me? Goodness? I don't care. But where on earth is the
- 58:57sense of naming a geranium? Oh? I like things to have handles,
- 59:00even if they are only geraniums. It makes them seem more like people.
- 59:05How do you know but that it hurts a geranium's feelings just to be called
- 59:07a geranium and nothing else. You wouldn't like to be called nothing but a
- 59:10woman all the time? Yes, I shall call it Bonnie. I named
- 59:15that cherry tree outside my bedroom window this morning. I called it snow Queen
- 59:19because it was so white. Of course it won't always be in blossom,
- 59:22but one can imagine that it is, can't one. I never, in
- 59:24all my life saw or heard anything to equal her, muttered Marilla, beating
- 59:29a retreat down to the cellar after potatoes. She is kind of interesting,
- 59:31as Matthew says. I can feel already that I'm wondering what on earth she'll
- 59:36say next. She'll be casting a spell over me too. She's cast it
- 59:38over Matthew. That look he gave me when he went out said everything he
- 59:42said or hinted it last night over again. I wish he was like other
- 59:45men and would talk things out. A body could answer back then and argue
- 59:49him into reason. But what's to be done with a man who just looks
- 59:52Anne had relapsed into revery, with her chin in her hands and her eyes
- 59:55on the sky when Marilla returned from her cellar pilgrimage there Marie Marilla left her
- 1:00:00until the early dinner was on the table. I suppose I can have the
- 1:00:04mare and Buggy this afternoon, Matthew, said Marilla. Matthew nodded and looked
- 1:00:07wistfully at Anne. Marilla intercepted the look and said grimly, I'm going to
- 1:00:12drive over to White Sands and settle this thing. I'll take Anne with me,
- 1:00:15and missus Spencer will probably make arrangements to send her back to Nova Scotia
- 1:00:17at once. I'll set your tea out for you, and i'll be home
- 1:00:21in time to milk the cows. Still, Matthew said nothing, and Marilla
- 1:00:24had a sense of having wasted words and breath. There is nothing more aggravating
- 1:00:29than a man who won't talk back, unless it is a woman who won't.
- 1:00:32Matthew hitched the Sorrel into the buggy in due time, and Marilla and
- 1:00:36Anne set off. Matthew opened the yard gate for them, and as they
- 1:00:38drove slowly through, he said, to nobody in particular, as it seemed
- 1:00:44little Jerry Bloked from the Creek was here this morning, and I told him
- 1:00:46I guess I'd heard him for the summer. Marilla made no reply, but
- 1:00:51she hit the unlucky Sorrel such a vicious clip with the whip that the fat
- 1:00:53mare, unused to such treatment, whizzed indignantly down the lane at an alarming
- 1:00:58pace. Marilla looked back once as the buggy bounced along, and saw that
- 1:01:01aggravating Matthew leaning over the gate, looking wistfully after them. End of Chapter
- 1:01:08four, Chapter five, Anne's History. Do you know? Said Anne confidentially.
- 1:01:15I've made up my mind to enjoy this drive. It's been my experience
- 1:01:19that you can nearly always enjoy things if you make up your mind firmly that
- 1:01:22you will. Of course, you must make it up firmly. I am
- 1:01:25not going to think about going back to the asylum while we're having our drive.
- 1:01:29I am just going to think about the drive. Oh look, there's
- 1:01:32one little early wild rose out. Isn't it lovely? Don't you think it
- 1:01:37must be glad to be a rose? Wouldn't it be nice if roses could
- 1:01:40talk? I'm sure they could tell us such lovely things. And isn't pink
- 1:01:45the most bewitching color in the world. I love it, but I can't
- 1:01:49wear it. Red headed people can't wear pink, not even in imagination.
- 1:01:52Did you ever know of anybody whose hair was red when she was young but
- 1:01:55got to be another color when she grew up? No, I don't know,
- 1:01:59as I ever did, said Marilla. Mercilessly, and I shouldn't think
- 1:02:01it likely to happen in your case either. Anne sighed, well, that
- 1:02:07is another hope gone. My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes.
- 1:02:10That's a sentence I read in a book once, and I say it over
- 1:02:14to comfort myself whenever I'm disappointed in anything. I don't see where the comforting
- 1:02:19comes in myself, said Marilla. Why because it sounds so nice and romantic,
- 1:02:22just as if I were a heroine in a book. You know,
- 1:02:25I'm so fond of romantic things, and a graveyard full of buried hopes is
- 1:02:29about as romantic a thing as one can imagine, isn't it. I'm rather
- 1:02:32glad I have one. Are we going across the Lake of Shining Waters to
- 1:02:36day? We're not going over Berry's Pond, if that's what you mean by
- 1:02:39your lake of Shining Waters. We're going by the shore road. Shore road
- 1:02:44sounds nice, said Anne dreamily. Is it as nice as it sounds?
- 1:02:47Just when you said shore road, I saw it in a picture in my
- 1:02:51mind as quick as that. And White Sands is a pretty name, too,
- 1:02:53but I don't like it as well as Avonlea Avonlea is a lovely name.
- 1:02:58It just sounds like music. How far is it to White Sands?
- 1:03:01It's five miles. And as you're evidently bent on talking, you might as
- 1:03:05well talk to some purpose by telling me what you know about yourself. Oh,
- 1:03:09what I know about myself isn't really worth telling, said Anne eagerly.
- 1:03:14If you'll only let me tell you what I imagine about myself, you'll think
- 1:03:16it ever so much more interesting. No, I don't want any of your
- 1:03:21imaginings. Just you stick to bald facts. Begin at the beginning. Where
- 1:03:24were you born? And how old are you? I was eleven last March,
- 1:03:29said Anne, resigning herself to bald facts with a little sigh. And
- 1:03:32I was born in Bolingbroke, Nova Scotia. My father's name was Walter Shirley,
- 1:03:37and he was a teacher in the Bolingbroke High School. My mother's name
- 1:03:39was Bertha Shirley. Aren't Walter and Bertha lovely names? I'm so glad my
- 1:03:45parents had nice names. It would be a real disgrace to have a father
- 1:03:47named, well, say, Jedediah, wouldn't it. I guess it doesn't
- 1:03:52matter what a person's name is as long as he behaves himself, said Marilla,
- 1:03:55feeling herself called upon to inculcate a good and useful moral. Well,
- 1:04:00I don't know. Anne looked thoughtful. I read in a book once that
- 1:04:03a rose by any other name would smell as sweet, but I've never been
- 1:04:08able to believe it. I don't believe a rose would be as nice if
- 1:04:11it was called a thistle or a skunk cabbage. I suppose my father could
- 1:04:15have been a good man even if he had been called Jedediah, but I'm
- 1:04:18sure it would have been a cross. Well. My mother was a teacher
- 1:04:23in the high school too, but when she married father, she gave up
- 1:04:26teaching. Of course, a husband was enough responsibility. Missus Thomas said that
- 1:04:30they were a pair of babies and as poor as church mice. They went
- 1:04:32to live in a weeny teen little yellow house in Bolingbroke. I've never seen
- 1:04:36that house, but I've imagined it thousands of times. I think it must
- 1:04:41have had honeysuckle over the parlor window, and lilac's in the front yard,
- 1:04:45and lilies of the valley just inside the gate, Yes, and muslin curtains
- 1:04:48in all the windows. Muslin curtains give a house such an air. I
- 1:04:53was born in that house. Missus Thomas said I was the homeliest baby she
- 1:04:57ever saw. I was so scrawny and tiny and nothing but eyes, but
- 1:05:00that mother thought I was perfectly beautiful. I should think a mother would be
- 1:05:03a better judge than a poor woman who came in to scrub, wouldn't you.
- 1:05:06I'm glad she was satisfied with me, Anyhow, I would feel so
- 1:05:10sad if I thought I was a disappointment to her, because she didn't live
- 1:05:14very long after that. You see, she died of fever when I was
- 1:05:16just three months old. I do wish she'd live long enough for me to
- 1:05:19remember calling her mother. I think it would be so sweet to say,
- 1:05:23mother, don't you? And father died four days afterwards from fever too.
- 1:05:28That left me an orphan, and folks were at their wits end. So
- 1:05:30Missus Thomas said, what to do with me? You see, nobody wanted
- 1:05:33me even then. It seems to be my fate. Father and mother had
- 1:05:39both come from places far away, and it was well known they hadn't any
- 1:05:42relatives living. Finally, Missus Thomas said she'd take me, though she was
- 1:05:45poor. And had a drunken husband. She brought me up by hand.
- 1:05:49Do you know if there is anything in being brought up by hand that ought
- 1:05:53to make a people who are brought up that way better than other people?
- 1:05:56Because whenever I was naughty, Missus Thomas would ask me how I could be
- 1:05:59such a bad girl when she had brought me up by hand? Reproachful like
- 1:06:03mister and Missus Thomas moved away from Bolingbroke to Marysville, and I lived with
- 1:06:06them until I was eight years old. I helped look after the Thomas children.
- 1:06:11There were four of them younger than me, and I can tell you
- 1:06:14they took a lot of looking after. Then mister Thomas was killed falling under
- 1:06:17a train, and his mother offered to take Missus Thomas and the children,
- 1:06:20but she didn't want me. Missus Thomas was at her wits end, so
- 1:06:24she said what to do with me? Then Missus Hammond from up the river
- 1:06:27came down and said she'd take me, seeing I was handy with children,
- 1:06:30and I went up the river to live with her in a little clearing among
- 1:06:32the stumps. It was a very lonely place. I'm sure I could never
- 1:06:36have lived there if I hadn't had an imagination. Mister Hammond worked a little
- 1:06:41sawmill up there, and Missus Hammond had eight children. She had twins three
- 1:06:45times. I like babies in moderation, but twins three times in succession.
- 1:06:48It's too much, I told Missus Hammond so firmly. When the last pair
- 1:06:53came, I used to get so dreadfully tired of carrying them about. I
- 1:06:57lived up river with Missus Hammond over two and then mister Hammond died and Missus
- 1:07:01Hammond broke up housekeeping. She divided her children among her relatives and went to
- 1:07:06the States. I had to go to the asylum at Hopton because nobody would
- 1:07:10take me. They didn't want me at the asylum either. They said they
- 1:07:13were overcrowded as it was. But they had to take me, and I
- 1:07:15was there four months until Missus Spencer came. Anne finished up with another sigh
- 1:07:20of relief, this time evidently she did not like talking about her experiences in
- 1:07:25a world that had not wanted her. Did you ever go to school?
- 1:07:28Demanded Marilla, turning the sorrel mare down the shore road. Not a great
- 1:07:31deal. I went a little. The last year I stayed with Missus Thomas.
- 1:07:35When I went up river, we were so far from a school that
- 1:07:38I couldn't walk it in winter, and there was a vacation in summer,
- 1:07:41so I could only go in the spring and fall. But of course I
- 1:07:44went when I was at the Asylum. I can read pretty well, and
- 1:07:46I know ever so many pieces of poetry off by heart, the Battle of
- 1:07:50Hohenlinden and Edinburgh after Floden and Bingen of the Rhine, and most of the
- 1:07:56Lady of the Lake and most of the Seasons by James Thompson. Don't you
- 1:08:00just love poetry that gives you a crinkly feeling up and down your back.
- 1:08:03There is a piece in the Fifth Reader, the Downfall of Poland, that
- 1:08:08is just full of thrills. Of course I wasn't in the Fifth Reader.
- 1:08:12I was only in the fourth But the big girls used to lend me theirs
- 1:08:14to read. Were those women, missus Thomas and missus Hammond. Good to
- 1:08:18you, asked Marilla, looking at Anne out of the corner of her eye.
- 1:08:23Oh, faltered Anne. Her sensitive little face suddenly flushed scarlet, and
- 1:08:28embarrassment sat on her brow. Oh they meant to be I know, they
- 1:08:32meant to be just as good and kind as possible. And when people mean
- 1:08:35to be good to you, you don't mind very much when they're not quite
- 1:08:40Always they had a good deal to worry them. You know. It's very
- 1:08:44trying to have a drunken husband, you see, And it must be very
- 1:08:46trying to have twins three times in succession, don't you think? But I
- 1:08:50feel sure they meant to be good to me. Marilla asked no more questions.
- 1:08:56Anne gave herself up to a silent rapture over the shore road, and
- 1:08:59Marilla guided the sorrel abstractedly while she pondered deeply. Pity was suddenly stirring in
- 1:09:03her heart for the child. What a starved, unloved life she had had,
- 1:09:09a life of drudgery and poverty and neglect. For Marilla was shrewd enough
- 1:09:13to read between the lines of Anne's history and divine the truth. No wonder
- 1:09:16she had been so delighted that the prospect of a real home. It was
- 1:09:19a pity she had to be sent back. What if she Marilla should indulge
- 1:09:25Matthew's unaccountable whim and let her stay. He was set on it, and
- 1:09:29the child seemed a nice, teachable little thing. She's got too much to
- 1:09:33say, thought Marilla. But she might be trained out of that, and
- 1:09:36there's nothing rude or slangy in what she does say. She's ladylike. It's
- 1:09:42likely her people were nice folks. The shore was woodsy and wild and lonesome.
- 1:09:46On the right hand, scrub first, their spirits, quite unbroken by
- 1:09:49long years of tussle with the Gulf winds, grew thickly on the left,
- 1:09:54where the steep red sandstone cliffs, so near the track in places that a
- 1:09:59mare of leicestainess than the Sorrel might have tried the nerves of the people behind
- 1:10:02her. Down at the base of the cliffs were heaps of surf worn rocks
- 1:10:06or little sandy coves, inlaid with pebbles, as with ocean jewels. Beyond
- 1:10:12lay the sea shimmering and blue, and over it soared the gulls, their
- 1:10:15pinions flashing silvery in the sunlight. Isn't the sea wonderful? Said Anne,
- 1:10:20rousing from a long, wide eyed silence. Once, when I lived in
- 1:10:25Marysville, mister Thomas hired an express wagon and took us all to spend the
- 1:10:29day at the shore ten miles away. I enjoyed every moment of that day,
- 1:10:32even if I had to look after the children all the time. I
- 1:10:35lived it over in happy dreams for years. But this shore is nicer than
- 1:10:40the Marysville Shore? Aren't those gulls splendid? Would you like to be a
- 1:10:44gull? I think I would, that is, if I couldn't be a
- 1:10:46human girl. Don't you think it would be nice to wake up at sunrise
- 1:10:50and swoop down over the water and away over that lovely blue wall day,
- 1:10:55and then at night to fly back to one's nest. Oh, I can
- 1:10:59just imagine myself doing it. What big house is that just ahead? Please?
- 1:11:02That's the White Sands Hotel. Mister Kirk runs it. But the season
- 1:11:05hasn't begun yet. There are heaps of Americans come there for the summer.
- 1:11:10They think this shore is just about right. I was afraid it might be
- 1:11:14Missus Spencer's place, said Anne mournfully. I don't want to get there.
- 1:11:17Somehow it will seem like the end of everything. End of chapter five,
- 1:11:23Chapter six, Marilla makes up her mind. Get there. They did.
- 1:11:29However, in due season, Missus Spencer lived in a big yellow house at
- 1:11:32White Sands Cove, and she came to the door with surprise and welcome mingled
- 1:11:36on her benevolent face. Dear, dear, she exclaimed, You're the last
- 1:11:41folks I was looking for to day. But I'm real glad to see you.
- 1:11:44You'll put your horse in and how are you, Anne? I'm as
- 1:11:46well as can be expected, Thank you, said Anne smilelessly. A blight
- 1:11:50seemed to have descended on her. I suppose we'll stay a little while to
- 1:11:55rest the mare, said Marilla. But I promised Matthew i'd be home early.
- 1:11:59The fact is, Missus, there's been a queer mistake somewhere, and
- 1:12:00I've come over to see what it is. We send word, Matthew and
- 1:12:04I for you to bring us a boy from the asylum. We told your
- 1:12:08brother Robert to tell you we wanted a boy ten or eleven years old.
- 1:12:12Marilla Cuthbert, You don't say so, said Missus Spencer, in distress.
- 1:12:15Why Robert sent down word by his daughter Nancy, and she said you wanted
- 1:12:18a girl, didn't she Flora Jane, appealing to her daughter, who had
- 1:12:21come out to the steps. She certainly did. Miss Cuthbert corroborated Flora Jane
- 1:12:26earnestly, I'm dreadfully sorry, said missus Spencer. It's too bad. But
- 1:12:30it certainly wasn't my fault, you see, Miss Cuthbert, I did the
- 1:12:33best I could, and I thought I was following your instructions. Nancy is
- 1:12:38a terrible flighty thing. I have often had to scold her well for her
- 1:12:41heedlessness. It was our own fault, said Marilla resignedly. We should have
- 1:12:45come to you ourselves and not left an important message to be passed along by
- 1:12:48word of mouth in that fashion. Anyhow, the mistake has been made,
- 1:12:53and the only thing to do is set it right. Can we send the
- 1:12:56child back to the asylum. I suppose they'll take her back, won't they.
- 1:12:59I suppose so, said missus Spencer thoughtfully. But I don't think it
- 1:13:02will be necessary to spend her back. Missus Peter Blewett was up here yesterday
- 1:13:06and she was saying to me how much she wished she sent by me for
- 1:13:09a little girl to help her. Missus Peter has a large family, you
- 1:13:13know, and she finds it hard to get help. Anne will be the
- 1:13:15very girl for you. I call it positively providential. Marilla did not look
- 1:13:19as if she thought providence had much to do with the matter. Here was
- 1:13:23an unexpectedly good chance to get this unwelcome orphan off her hands, and she
- 1:13:27did not even feel grateful for it. She knew Missus Peter Blewett only by
- 1:13:31sight as a small, shrewish faced woman without an ounce of superfluous flesh on
- 1:13:35her bones, but she had heard of her. A terrible worker and driver.
- 1:13:40Missus Peter was said to be and discharged servant girls told fearsome tales of
- 1:13:43her temper and stinginess, and her family of perked quarrelsome children. Marilla felt
- 1:13:47a qualm of conscience at the thought of handing Anne over to her tender mercies.
- 1:13:53Well, I'll go in and we'll talk the matter over, she said.
- 1:13:56And if there isn't Missus Peter coming up the lane, this blessed minute,
- 1:14:00exclaimed Missus Spencer, bustling her guests through the hall into the parlor,
- 1:14:02where a deadly chill struck on them, as if the air had been strained
- 1:14:06so long through dark green, closely drawn blinds that it had lost every particle
- 1:14:11of warmth that it ever possessed. That is real lucky, for we can
- 1:14:15settle the matter straight away. Take the armchair. Miss Cuthbert, Anne,
- 1:14:18you sit here on the ottoman and don't wiggle. Let me take your hats.
- 1:14:21Flora Jane go out and put the kettle on. Good afternoon, Missus
- 1:14:26Blewett. We were just saying how fortunate it was you happened along. Let
- 1:14:30me introduce you to ladies, Missus Blewett. Miss Cuthbert, please excuse me
- 1:14:33for just a moment, I forgot to tell Flora Jane to take the buns
- 1:14:36out of the oven. Missus Spencer whisked away after pulling up the blinds.
- 1:14:42Anne, sitting mutely on the ottoman with her hands clasped tightly in her lap,
- 1:14:45stared at Missus Blewett as one fascinated was she to be given into the
- 1:14:49keeping of this sharp faced, sharp eyed woman. She felt a lump coming
- 1:14:54up in her throat, and her eyes smarted painfully. She was beginning to
- 1:14:58be afraid she couldn't keep back the tears, and Missus Spencer returned, flushed
- 1:15:00and beaming, quite capable of taking any and every difficulty, physical, mental,
- 1:15:04or spiritual, into consideration and settling it out of hand. It seems
- 1:15:10there's been a mistake about this little girl. Missus Blewett, she said,
- 1:15:13I was under the impression that mister and miss Cuthbert wanted a little girl to
- 1:15:15adopt. I was certainly told so, but it seems it was a boy
- 1:15:19they wanted. So if you're still of the same mind you were yesterday,
- 1:15:23I think she'll be just the thing for you. Missus Blewett darted her eyes
- 1:15:27over Anne from head to foot. How old are you and what's your name?
- 1:15:30She demanded, and surely faltered the shrinking child, not daring to make
- 1:15:34any stipulations regarding the spelling thereof. And I'm eleven years old. Humph.
- 1:15:40You don't look as if there was much to you, But you're wiry.
- 1:15:43I don't know, but the wiry ones are the best. After all.
- 1:15:45Well, if I take you, you'll have to be a good girl,
- 1:15:48you know, good and smart and respectful. I'll expect you to earn your
- 1:15:51keep, and no mistake about that. Yes, I suppose I might as
- 1:15:55well take her off your hands, Miss Cuthbert. The baby's awful, fractious,
- 1:15:59and I'm clean worn out attending to him. If you like, I
- 1:16:00can take her home right now. Marilla looked at Anne and softened at the
- 1:16:04sight of the child's pale face, with its look of mute misery, the
- 1:16:09misery of a helpless little creature who finds itself once more caught in the trap
- 1:16:12from which it had escaped. Marilla felt an uncomfortable conviction that if she denied
- 1:16:16the appeal of that look, it would haunt her to her dying day.
- 1:16:19Moreover, she did not fancy Missus Blewett to hand a sensitive, high strung
- 1:16:25child over to such a woman. No, she could not take the responsibility
- 1:16:29of doing that. Well, I don't know, she said slowly. I
- 1:16:32didn't say that Matthew and I had absolutely decided that we wouldn't keep her.
- 1:16:38In fact, I may say that Matthew is disposed to keep her. I
- 1:16:41just came over to find out how the mistake had occurred. I think I'd
- 1:16:44better take her home again and talk it over with Matthew. I feel that
- 1:16:46I oughtn't decide on anything without consulting him. If we make up our mind
- 1:16:50not to keep her, we'll bring or send her over to you tomorrow night.
- 1:16:55If we don't, you may know that she is going to stay with
- 1:16:57us. Will that suit you, Missus Blewett. I suppose it will have
- 1:17:00to, said Missus Blewett ungraciously. During Marilla's speech, a sunrise had been
- 1:17:05dawning on Anne's face. First look of despair faded out, then came a
- 1:17:11faint flush of hope. Her eyes grew deep and bright as morning stars.
- 1:17:15The child was quite transfigured, and a moment later, when Missus Spencer and
- 1:17:18Missus Blewett went out in quest of a recipe the latter had come to borrow,
- 1:17:23she sprang up and flew across the room to Marilla. Oh, miss
- 1:17:26Cuthbert, did you really say that perhaps you would let me stay at Green
- 1:17:29Gables? She said, in a breathless whisper, as if speaking aloud might
- 1:17:32shatter the glorious possibility? Did you really say it? Or did I only
- 1:17:36imagine that you did. I think you'd better learn to control that imagination of
- 1:17:41yours, Anne, if you can't distinguish between what is real and what isn't,
- 1:17:45said Marilla crossly. Yes, you did hear me say just that,
- 1:17:47and no more. It isn't decided yet, and perhaps we will conclude to
- 1:17:50let Missus Blewett take you. After all, she certainly needs you more than
- 1:17:54I do. I'd rather go back to the asylum than go to live with
- 1:17:57her, said Anne passionately. She looks exactly like a like a gimlet.
- 1:18:02Marilla smothered a smile under the conviction that Anne must be reproved for such a
- 1:18:05speech. A little girl like you should be ashamed of talking so about a
- 1:18:10lady and a stranger, she said severely. Go back and sit down quietly,
- 1:18:14and hold your tongue and behave as a good girl should. I'll try
- 1:18:17to do and be anything you want me, if only you'll keep me,
- 1:18:20said Anne, returning meekly to her ottoman. When they arrived back at Green
- 1:18:25Gable that evening, Matthew met them in the lane. Marilla from Afar had
- 1:18:28noted him prowling along it and guessed his motive. She was prepared for the
- 1:18:31relief she read in his face when he saw that she had at least brought
- 1:18:34Anne back with her, But she said nothing to him relative to the affair
- 1:18:40until they were both out in the yard behind the barn milking the cows.
- 1:18:43Then she briefly told him Anne's history and the result of the interview with Missus
- 1:18:45Spencer. I wouldn't give a dog I like to that bluett woman said Matthew
- 1:18:50with unusual vim. I don't fancy her style myself, admitted Marilla. But
- 1:18:55it's that or keeping her ourselves, Matthew. And since you seem to want
- 1:18:59her, I suppose I'm willing or have to be. I've been thinking over
- 1:19:02the idea until I've got kind of use to it. It seems a sort
- 1:19:05of duty. I've never brought up a child, especially a girl, and
- 1:19:10I dare say I'll make a terrible mess of it, but I'll do my
- 1:19:13best, so as far as I'm concerned, Matthew, she may stay.
- 1:19:16Matthew's shy face was a glow of delight. Well, now I reckoned you'd
- 1:19:20come to see it in that light, Marilla, he said. She's such
- 1:19:24an interesting little thing. It'd be more to the point if you could say
- 1:19:28she was a useful little thing, retorted Marilla. But I'll make it my
- 1:19:30business to see she's trained to be that. And mind, Matthew, you're
- 1:19:34not to go interfering with my methods. Perhaps an old maid doesn't know much
- 1:19:38about bringing up a child, but I guess she knows more than an old
- 1:19:42bachelor. So you'd just leave me to manage her when I fail it'll be
- 1:19:45time enough to put your ore in there. There, Marilla, you can
- 1:19:48have your own way, said Matthew, reassuringly. Only be as good and
- 1:19:53kind to her as you can without spoiling her. I kind of think she's
- 1:19:57one of the sort you can do anything with, if only you get her
- 1:19:59to love you. Marilla sniffed to express her contempt for Matthew's opinions concerning anything
- 1:20:03feminine, and walked off to the dairy with the pails. I won't tell
- 1:20:09her to night that she can stay, she reflected, as she strained the
- 1:20:11milk into the creamers. She'd be so excited that she wouldn't sleep a wink.
- 1:20:15Marilla Cuthbert, you're fairly in for it. Did you ever suppose you'd
- 1:20:18see the day when you'd be adopting an orphaned girl. It's surprising enough,
- 1:20:23but not so surprising as that Matthew should be at the bottom of it,
- 1:20:26him that always seemed to have such a mortal dread of little girls. Anyhow,
- 1:20:30we've decided on the experiment, and Goodness only knows what will become of
- 1:20:34it. End of chapter six. Chapter seven, Anne says her prayers.
- 1:20:42When Marilla took Anne up to bed that night, she said stiffly. Now,
- 1:20:45Anne, I noticed last night that you threw your clothes all about the
- 1:20:48floor when you took them off. That is a very untidy habit, and
- 1:20:53I can't allow it at all. As soon as you take off any article
- 1:20:56of clothing, fold it neatly and place it on the chair, I haven't
- 1:20:59any use at all for little girls who aren't neat I was so harrowed up
- 1:21:02in my mind last night that I didn't think about my clothes at all,
- 1:21:05said Anne. I'll fold them nicely to night. They always made us do
- 1:21:09that at the asylum. Half the time, though I'd forget. I'd be
- 1:21:12in such a hurry to get into bed nice and quiet and imagine things.
- 1:21:15You'll have to remember a little better if you stay here, admonished Marilla.
- 1:21:19There that looks something like, say your prayers now and get into bed.
- 1:21:24I never say any prayers, announced Anne. Marilla looked horrified astonishment. Why
- 1:21:30Anne, what do you mean? Were you never taught to say your prayers?
- 1:21:33God always wants little girls to say their prayers. Don't you know who
- 1:21:38God is? Anne? God is a spirit, infinite, eternal, and
- 1:21:41unchangeable in his being. Wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness,
- 1:21:44and truth, responded Anne, promptly and glibly. Marilla looked rather relieved.
- 1:21:49So you do know something, then, Thank goodness, you're not quite a
- 1:21:53heathen. Where did you learn that? Oh? At the asylum Sunday School.
- 1:21:57They made us learn the whole Catechism. I liked it pretty well.
- 1:22:00There's something splendid about some of the words infinite, eternal, and unchangeable.
- 1:22:04Isn't that grand? It has such a roll to it, just like a
- 1:22:08big organ playing. You couldn't quite call it poetry, I suppose, but
- 1:22:12it sounds a lot like it, doesn't it. We are not talking about
- 1:22:15poetry, Anne, We are talking about saying your prayers. Don't you know?
- 1:22:18It's a terrible, wicked thing not to say your prayers every night.
- 1:22:21I'm afraid you are a very bad little girl. You'd find it easier to
- 1:22:26be bad than good if you had red hair, said Anne, reproachfully.
- 1:22:30People who haven't red hair don't know what trouble is, missus. Thomas told
- 1:22:34me that God made my hair red on purpose, and I've never cared about
- 1:22:39him since. And anyhow, I'd always be too tired at night to bother
- 1:22:43saying prayers. People who have to look after twins can't be expected to say
- 1:22:46their prayers, now, do you honestly think they can? Marilla decided that
- 1:22:51Anne's religious training must be begun at once. Plainly, there was no time
- 1:22:56to be lost. You must say your prayers while you were under my Anne.
- 1:23:00Why, of course, if you want me to assented, Anne cheerfully,
- 1:23:03I'd do anything to oblige you. But you'll have to tell me what
- 1:23:06to say for this once. After I get into bed, I'll imagine out
- 1:23:10a real nice prayer to say always. I believe that it will be quite
- 1:23:13interesting, now that I come to think of it. You must kneel down,
- 1:23:16said Marilla in embarrassment. Anne knelt at Marilla's knee and looked up gravely.
- 1:23:23Why must people kneel down to pray? If I really wanted to pray,
- 1:23:26I'll tell you what I'd do. I'd go out into a great big
- 1:23:30field all alone, or into the deep deep woods, and I'd look up
- 1:23:33into the sky, up up up into that lovely blue sky that looks as
- 1:23:39if there was no end to its blueness, and then I'd just feel a
- 1:23:43prayer. Well, I'm ready? What am I to say. Marilla felt
- 1:23:48more embarrassed than ever she had intended to teach Anne the childish classic. Now
- 1:23:53I lay me down to sleep. But she had, as I have told
- 1:23:57you, the glimmerings of a sense of humor, which is simply an their
- 1:24:00name for a sense of fitness of things. And it suddenly occurred to her
- 1:24:03that the simple little prayer sacred to white robed childhood, lisping at motherly knees,
- 1:24:09was entirely unsuited to this freckled witch of a girl who knew and cared
- 1:24:13nothing about God's love, since she had never had it translated to her through
- 1:24:16the medium of human love. You're old enough to pray for yourself, Anne,
- 1:24:20she said, Finally, just thank God for your blessings and ask him
- 1:24:25humbly for the things you want. Well, I'll do my best, promised
- 1:24:30Anne, burying her face in Marilla's lap. Gracious Heavenly Father, that's the
- 1:24:34way ministers say it in church, So I suppose it's all right in private
- 1:24:38prayer, isn't it, she interjected, lifting her head for a moment,
- 1:24:42Gracious Heavenly Father, I thank THEE for the white way of Delight and the
- 1:24:45Lake of shining Waters and Bonnie and the snow Queen. I'm really extremely grateful
- 1:24:50for them. And that's all the blessings I can think of just now to
- 1:24:54thank THEE for. As for the things I want, they're so numerous that
- 1:24:59it would take a great deal time to name them all, so I will
- 1:25:00only mention the two most important. Please let me stay at Green Gables,
- 1:25:05and please let me be good looking when I grow up. I remain yours,
- 1:25:09respectfully, Anne Shirley. There did I do all right? She asked,
- 1:25:14eagerly, getting up. I could have made it much more flowery if
- 1:25:16I'd had a little more time to think it over. Poor Marilla was only
- 1:25:20preserved from a complete collapse by remembering that it was not irreverence, but simply
- 1:25:25spiritual ignorance on the part of Anne, that was responsible for this extraordinary petition.
- 1:25:30She tucked the child up in bed, mentally vowing that she should be
- 1:25:32taught a prayer the very next day, and was leaving the room with the
- 1:25:35light when Anne called her back. I've just thought of it now. I
- 1:25:40should have said Amen in place of yours, respectfully, shouldn't I the way
- 1:25:44the ministers do. I'd forgotten it but I felt a prayer should be finished
- 1:25:47off in some way, so I put in the other. Do you suppose
- 1:25:50it will make any difference? I I don't suppose it will, said Marilla.
- 1:25:56Go to sleep now like a good child. Good night, I can
- 1:26:00and say good night to night with a clear conscience, said Anne, cuddling
- 1:26:01luxuriously down among her pillows. Marilla retreated to the kitchen, set the candle
- 1:26:08firmly on the table, and glared at Matthew. Matthew Cuthbert. It's about
- 1:26:12time somebody adopted that child and taught her something. She's next door to a
- 1:26:15perfect heathen. Will you believe that she never said a prayer in her life
- 1:26:18till tonight. I'll send her to the manse tomorrow and borrow the peep of
- 1:26:21the day series. That's what I'll do, and she shall go to Sunday
- 1:26:25school just as soon as I can get some suitable clothes made for her.
- 1:26:29I foresee that I shall have my hands full. Well, Well, we
- 1:26:31can't get through this world without our share of trouble. I've had a pretty
- 1:26:35easy life of it so far, but my time has come at last,
- 1:26:38and I suppose I'll just have to make the best of it. End of
- 1:26:43chapter seven. Chapter eight, Anne's bringing up is begun. For reasons best
- 1:26:48known to herself. Marilla did not tell Anne that she was to stay at
- 1:26:51Green Gables until the next afternoon. During the forenoon, she kept the child
- 1:26:56busy with various tasks and watched over her with a keen eye while she did
- 1:27:00them. By noon, she had concluded that Anne was smart and obedient,
- 1:27:03willing to work, and quick to learn. Her most serious shortcoming seemed to
- 1:27:08be a tendency to fall into day dreams in the middle of a task and
- 1:27:10forget all about it until such time as she was sharply recalled to worth by
- 1:27:14a reprimand or a catastrophe. When Anne had finished washing the dinner dishes,
- 1:27:18she suddenly confronted Marilla with the air and expression of one desperately determined to learn
- 1:27:23the worst. Her thin little body trembled from head to foot, her face
- 1:27:27flushed, and her eyes dilated until they were almost black. She clasped her
- 1:27:31hands tightly and said, in an imploring voice, Oh, please, Miss
- 1:27:34Cuthbert, won't you tell me if you are going to send me away or
- 1:27:38not. I've tried to be patient all the morning, but I really feel
- 1:27:41that I cannot bear not knowing any longer. It's a dreadful feeling. Please
- 1:27:45tell me you haven't scalded the dishcloth in clean hot water, as I told
- 1:27:49you to do, said Marilla, immovably. Just go and do it before
- 1:27:53you ask any more questions. Anne Anne went and attended to the dishcloth.
- 1:27:58Then she returned to Marilla and fast and imploring eyes on the latter's face.
- 1:28:01Well, said Marilla, unable to find any excuse for deferring her explanation any
- 1:28:06longer. I suppose I might as well tell you, Matthew and I have
- 1:28:11decided to keep you, that is, if you will try to be a
- 1:28:13good little girl and show yourself grateful. Why, child, whatever is the
- 1:28:16matter? I'm crying, said Anne in a tone of bewilderment. I can't
- 1:28:23think why. I'm as glad as can be. Oh, glad doesn't seem
- 1:28:27the right word at all. I was glad about the white way and the
- 1:28:30cherry blossoms. But this, Oh, it's something more than glad. I'm
- 1:28:33so happy. I'll try to be so good. It will be uphill work
- 1:28:38I expect for missus. Thomas often told me I was desperately wicked. However,
- 1:28:42I'll do my very best. But can you tell me why I'm crying?
- 1:28:46I suppose it's because you're all excited and worked up, said Marilla disapprovingly.
- 1:28:50Sit down on that chair and try to calm yourself. I'm afraid you
- 1:28:54both cry and laugh far too easily. Yes, you can stay here and
- 1:28:58we will try to do right by you. You might go to school,
- 1:29:00but it's only a fortnight till vacation, so it isn't worth while for you
- 1:29:03to start before it opens again in September. What am I to call you,
- 1:29:08asked Anne. Shall I always say Miss Cuthbert? Can I call you
- 1:29:12Aunt Marilla? No, you'll call me just plain Marilla. I'm not used
- 1:29:15to being called Miss Cuthbert, and it would make me nervous. It sounds
- 1:29:18awfully disrespectful to just say Marilla, protested Anne. I guess there'll be nothing
- 1:29:24disrespectful in it if you're careful to speak respectfully. Everybody young and old in
- 1:29:28Avonlea calls me Marilla, except the minister. He says miss Cuthbert when he
- 1:29:31thinks of it. I'd love to call you Aunt Marilla, said Anne wistfully,
- 1:29:36I've never had an aunt or any relation at all, not even a
- 1:29:39grandmother. It would make me feel as if I really belong to you.
- 1:29:43Can't I call you aunt? Marilla? No, I am not your aunt,
- 1:29:46and I don't believe in calling people names that don't belong to them.
- 1:29:49But we could imagine you were my aunt, I couldn't, said Marilla grimly.
- 1:29:55Do you never imagine things different from what they really are? Asked Anne,
- 1:29:59wide eyed? No oh, Anne drew a long breath. Oh,
- 1:30:04miss Marilla, how much you, miss? I don't believe in imagining things
- 1:30:11different from what they really are, retorted Marilla. When the Lord puts us
- 1:30:14in certain circumstances, he doesn't mean for us to imagine them away, and
- 1:30:17that reminds me. Go into the sitting room, Anne, be sure your
- 1:30:20feet are clean, and don't let any flies in, and bring me out
- 1:30:24the illustrated card that's on the mantelpiece. The Lord's prayer is on it,
- 1:30:28and you'll devote your spare time this afternoon to learning it off by heart.
- 1:30:30There's to be no more of such praying as I heard last night. I
- 1:30:34suppose I was very awkward, said Anne apologetically. But then you see I'd
- 1:30:39never had any practice. You couldn't really expect a person to pray very well
- 1:30:43the first time she tried, could you? I thought out a splendid prayer
- 1:30:46after I went to bed, just as I promised you I would. It
- 1:30:48was nearly as long as a minister's in so poetical, but would you believe
- 1:30:53it? I couldn't remember one word when I woke up this morning, and
- 1:30:56I'm afraid I'll never be able to think out another one as good. Some
- 1:31:00things are never so good when they're thought out a second time. Have you
- 1:31:02ever noticed that here is something for you to notice? Anne? When I
- 1:31:06tell you to do a thing, I want you to obey me at once,
- 1:31:09and not stand stock still and discourse about it. Just you go and
- 1:31:13do as I bid you. Anne promptly departed for the sitting room across the
- 1:31:15hall. She failed to return. After waiting ten minutes, Marilla laid down
- 1:31:20her knitting and marched after her with a grim expression. She found Anne standing
- 1:31:25motionless before a picture hanging on the wall between the two windows, with her
- 1:31:28eyes as star with dreams. The white and green light straining through apple trees
- 1:31:31and clustering vines outside fell over the rapt little figure with a half unearthly radiance.
- 1:31:38Anne, whatever are you thinking of? Demanded Marilla sharply. Anne came
- 1:31:42back to Worth with a start, that she said, pointing to the picture,
- 1:31:46a rather vivid chromo entitled Christ's Blessing Little Children. And I was just
- 1:31:50imagining I was one of them. That I was the little girl in the
- 1:31:54blue dress, standing off by herself in the corner, as if she didn't
- 1:31:57belong to anybody like me. She looks lonely and sad, don't you think?
- 1:32:01I guess she hadn't any father or mother of her own, but she
- 1:32:04wanted to be blessed too, so she just crept shyly up on the outside
- 1:32:08of the crowd, hoping nobody would notice her except him. I'm sure I
- 1:32:12know just how she felt. Her heart must have beat and her hands must
- 1:32:15have got cold like minded when I asked you if I could stay. She
- 1:32:19was afraid he mightn't notice her, But it's likely he did, don't you
- 1:32:23think I've been trying to imagine it all out, her edging a little nearer
- 1:32:27all the time until she was quite close to him, and then he would
- 1:32:30look at her and put his hand on her hair, and oh, such
- 1:32:33a thrill of joy as would run over her. But I wish the artist
- 1:32:38hadn't painted him so sorrowful looking. All his pictures are like that, if
- 1:32:41you've noticed. But I don't believe he could really have looked so sad,
- 1:32:45or the children would have been afraid of him, Anne said Marilla, wondering
- 1:32:48why she had not broken into this speech long before. You shouldn't talk that
- 1:32:53way. It's irreverent, positively irreverent. Anne's eyes marveled. Why I felt
- 1:32:59just as reverent as could be. I'm sure I didn't mean to be ir
- 1:33:01reverent. Well, I don't suppose you did. But it doesn't sound right
- 1:33:05to talk so familiarly about such things. And another thing, Anne, when
- 1:33:09I send you after something, you're to bring it back at once and not
- 1:33:12fall into mooning and imagining before pictures. Remember that. Take that card and
- 1:33:16come right to the kitchen. Now, sit down in the corner and learn
- 1:33:19that prayer off by heart. Anne set the card up against the jugful of
- 1:33:24apple blossoms she had brought in to decorate the dinner table. Marilla had eyed
- 1:33:28that decoration askance, but had said nothing. Propped her chin on her hands
- 1:33:31and fell to studying it intently for several silent minutes. I like this,
- 1:33:35she announced at length. It's beautiful. I've heard it before. I heard
- 1:33:40the superintendent of the Asylum Sunday School say it over once, but I didn't
- 1:33:44like it. Then he had such a cracked voice, and he prayed it
- 1:33:46so mournfully. I really felt sure he thought praying was a disagreeable duty.
- 1:33:51This isn't poetry, but it makes me feel just the same way poetry does.
- 1:33:57Our father who art in heaven hallowed be thyme. That is just like
- 1:34:00a line of music. Oh, I'm so glad you thought of making me
- 1:34:03learn this, Miss Marilla. Well learn it and hold your tongue, said
- 1:34:09Marilla. Shortly. Anne tipped the vase of apple blossoms near enough to bestow
- 1:34:13a soft kiss on a pink cupped bud, and then studied diligently for some
- 1:34:16moments longer. Marilla, she demanded, presently, do you think that I
- 1:34:23shall ever have a bosom friend in avonlea A A what kind of friend?
- 1:34:28A bosom friend? An intimate friend, you know, a really kindred spirit
- 1:34:31to whom I can confide my inmost soul. I've dreamed of meeting her all
- 1:34:35my life. I never really supposed I would, but so many of my
- 1:34:40loveliest dreams have come true all at once, that perhaps this one will too.
- 1:34:44Do you think it's possible. Diana Barry lives over at Orchard Slope,
- 1:34:47and she's about your age. She's a very nice little girl, and perhaps
- 1:34:50she will be a playmate for you when she comes home. She's visiting her
- 1:34:54aunt over at Carmody. Just now, you'll have to be careful how you
- 1:34:57behave yourself, though. Missus Barry is a very particular woman. She won't
- 1:35:00let Diana play with any little girl who isn't nice and good. Anne looked
- 1:35:04at Marilla through the apple blossoms, her eyes aglow with interest. What is
- 1:35:09Diana like? Her hair isn't red? Is it? Oh? I hope
- 1:35:12not. It's bad enough to have red hair myself, but I positively couldn't
- 1:35:15endure it in a bosom friend. Diana is a very pretty little girl.
- 1:35:18She has black eyes and hair and rosy cheeks, and she is good and
- 1:35:21smart, which is better than being pretty. Marilla was as fond of morals
- 1:35:27as the Duchess in Wonderland, and was firmly convinced that one should be tacked
- 1:35:30on to every remark made to a child who was being brought up. But
- 1:35:33Anne waved the moral and consequentially aside and seized only on the delightful possibilities before
- 1:35:39it. Oh, I'm so glad she's pretty next to being beautiful one's self,
- 1:35:44and that's impossible. In my case, it would be best to have
- 1:35:45a beautiful bosom friend. When I lived with Missus Thomas, she had a
- 1:35:49bookcase in her sitting room with glass doors. There weren't any books in it.
- 1:35:54Missus Thomas kept her best china and her preserves there when she had any
- 1:35:57preserves to keep. One of the doors was broken mister Thomas smashed it one
- 1:36:01night when he was slightly intoxicated, but the other was whole, and I
- 1:36:04used to pretend that my reflection in it was another little girl who lived in
- 1:36:08it. I called her Katy Maurice, and we were very intimate. I
- 1:36:12used to talk to her by the hour, especially on Sunday, and tell
- 1:36:15her everything. Katy was the comfort and consolation of my life. We used
- 1:36:18to pretend that the bookcase was enchanted, and that if I only knew the
- 1:36:21spell, I could open the door and step right into the room where Katy
- 1:36:25Maurice lived, instead of into Missus Thomas's shelves of preserves in China. And
- 1:36:30then Katy Maurice would have taken me by the hand and led me out into
- 1:36:32the wonderful place of flowers and sunshine and fairies, and we would have lived
- 1:36:36there happy forever after. When I went to live with Missus Hammond, it
- 1:36:41just broke my heart to leave Katy Maurice. She felt it dreadfully too.
- 1:36:45I know she did, for she was crying when she kissed me good bye
- 1:36:46through the bookcase door. There was no bookcase at Missus Hammond's, but just
- 1:36:51up the river, a little way from the house, there was a long,
- 1:36:54green little valley, and the loveliest echo lived there. It echoed back
- 1:36:59every word, you see, even if you didn't talk a bit loud.
- 1:37:01So I imagined that it was a little girl called Violetta, and we were
- 1:37:04great friends. And I loved her almost as well as I loved Katy Maurice.
- 1:37:09Not quite, but almost, you know. The night before I went
- 1:37:13to the asylum, I said good bye to Violetta, and oh, her
- 1:37:15good bye came back to me in such sad, sad tones. I had
- 1:37:19become so attached to her that I hadn't the heart to imagine a bosom friend
- 1:37:23of the asylum, even if there had been any scope for imagination there.
- 1:37:27I think it's just as well there wasn't, said Marilla dryly. I don't
- 1:37:30approve of such goings on. You seem to half believe your own imaginations.
- 1:37:34It will be well for you to have a real live friend to put such
- 1:37:38nonsense out of your head. But don't let missus Barry hear you talking about
- 1:37:42your Katy Maurice's and your Violetta's, or she'll think you tell stories. Oh
- 1:37:45I won't. I couldn't talk of them to everybody. Their memories are too
- 1:37:48sacred for that. But I thought i'd like to have you know about them.
- 1:37:53Oh look, there's a big bee just tumbled out of an apple blossom.
- 1:37:57Just think what a lovely place to live in an apple blossom. Fancy
- 1:38:00going to sleep in it when the wind was rocking it. If I wasn't
- 1:38:03a human girl, I think I'd like to be a bee and live among
- 1:38:06the flowers. Yesterday, you wanted to be a sea gull, sniffed Marilla.
- 1:38:12I think you are very thickle minded. I told you to learn that
- 1:38:15prayer and not talk, but it seems impossible for you to stop talking if
- 1:38:17you've got anybody that will listen to you. So go up to your room
- 1:38:20and learn it. Oh, I know it pretty nearly all now, all
- 1:38:24but just the last line. Well, never mind, Do as I tell
- 1:38:28you. Go to your room and finish learning it well, and stay there
- 1:38:30until I call you down to help me get TEA Can I take the apple
- 1:38:33blossoms with me for company? Pleaded Anne. No, you don't want your
- 1:38:38room cluttered up with flowers. You should have left them on the tree in
- 1:38:41the first place. I did feel a little that way, too, said
- 1:38:44Anne. I kind of felt that I shouldn't shorten their lovely lives by picking
- 1:38:47them. I wouldn't want to be picked if I were an apple blossom.
- 1:38:50But the temptation was irresistible. What do you do when you meet with an
- 1:38:55irresistible temptation? Anne? Did you hear me tell you to go to your
- 1:38:59room? Anne sighed, retreated to the east gable and sat down in a
- 1:39:02chair by the window. There. I know this prayer. I learned that
- 1:39:08last sentence coming upstairs. Now, I'm going to imagine things into this room
- 1:39:12so they'll always stay imagined. The floor is covered with a white velvet carpet
- 1:39:16with pink roses all over it, and there are pink silk curtains at the
- 1:39:20windows. The walls are hung with gold and silver brocade tapestry. The furniture
- 1:39:26is mahogany. I never saw any mahogany, but it does sound so luxurious.
- 1:39:30This is a couch, all heaped with gorgeous silken cushions, pink and
- 1:39:34blue and crimson and gold, and I am reclining gracefully on it. I
- 1:39:40can see my reflection in that splendid big mirror hanging on the wall. I
- 1:39:44am tall and regal, clad in a gown of trailing white lace, with
- 1:39:47a pearl cross on my breast and pearls in my hair. My hair is
- 1:39:51of midnight darkness, and my skin is a clear ivory pallor. My name
- 1:39:57is Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. Isn't I can't make that seem real? She danced
- 1:40:03up to the little looking glass and peered into it. Her pointed, freckled
- 1:40:06face and solemn gray eyes peered back at her. You're only Anne of green
- 1:40:11Gables, she said earnestly, and I see you just as you are looking
- 1:40:15now whenever I try to imagine I'm the lady Cordelia. But it's a million
- 1:40:18times nicer to be Anne of green Gables than Anne of nowhere in particular,
- 1:40:23isn't it. She bent forward, kissed her reflection affectionately, and betook herself
- 1:40:28to the open window. Dear snow Queen, good afternoon, and good afternoon,
- 1:40:32dear Birch's down in the hollow, and good afternoon, dear gray House
- 1:40:36up on the hill. I wonder if Diana is to be my bosom friend.
- 1:40:40I hope she will, and I shall love her very much. But
- 1:40:44I must never quite forget Katy, Maurice and Violetta. They would feel so
- 1:40:47hurt if I did, and I'd hate to hurt anybody's feelings, even a
- 1:40:51little bookcase girls or a little echo girls. I must be careful to remember
- 1:40:56them and send them a kiss every day. Anne blew a couple of kisses
- 1:41:00from her finger tips past the cherry blossoms, and then, with her chin
- 1:41:03in her hands, drifted luxuriously out on a sea of day dreams. End
- 1:41:10of chapter eight, Chapter nine. Missus Rachel Lynde is properly horrified. Anne
- 1:41:16had been a fortnight at green Gables before Missus Lynde arrived to inspect her.
- 1:41:20Missus Rachel to do her justice was not to blame for this. A severe
- 1:41:24and unseasonable attack of gripp had confined that good lady to her house ever since
- 1:41:28the occasion of her last visit to green Gables. Missus Rachel was not often
- 1:41:32sick and had a well defined contempt for people who were. But Gripp,
- 1:41:35she asserted, was like no other illness on earth and could only be interpreted
- 1:41:40as one of the special visitations of Providence. As soon as her doctor allowed
- 1:41:44her to put her foot out of doors, she hurried up to Green Gables,
- 1:41:46bursting with curiosity to see Matthew and Marilla's orphan, concerning whom all sorts
- 1:41:51of stories and suppositions had gone abroad in Avonlea. Anne had made good use
- 1:41:56of every waking moment of that fortnight. Already she was a quainted with every
- 1:42:00tree and shrub about the place. She had discovered that a lane opened out
- 1:42:03below the apple orchard and ran up through a belt of woodland, and she
- 1:42:06had explored it to its furthest end, in all its delicious vagaries of brook
- 1:42:11and bridge, fur coppice and wild cherry arch, corners thick with fern and
- 1:42:15branching byways of maple and mountain ash. She had made friends with the spring
- 1:42:19down in the hollow, that wonderful, deep, clear, icy cold spring.
- 1:42:24It was set about with smooth red sandstones and rimmed in by great palm
- 1:42:28like clumps of water fern, and beyond it was a log bridge over the
- 1:42:31brook. That bridge led Anne's dancing feet up over a wooded hill beyond,
- 1:42:36where perpetual twilight reigned under the straight, thick growing firs and spruces. The
- 1:42:42only flowers there were myriads of delicate June bells, those shyest and sweetest of
- 1:42:46woodland blooms, and a few pale aerial starflowers like the spirits of last year's
- 1:42:51blossoms. Gossamers glimmered like threads of silver among the trees, and the fur
- 1:42:57boughs and tassels seemed to utter friendly speech. All these raptured voyages of exploration
- 1:43:02were made in the odd half hours which she was allowed for play. And
- 1:43:05Anne talked Matthew and Marilla half death over her discoveries, not that Matthew complained.
- 1:43:12To be sure, he listened to it all with a wordless smile of
- 1:43:15enjoyment on his face. Marilla permitted the chatter until she found herself becoming too
- 1:43:18interested in it, whereupon she always promptly quenched Anne by a curt command to
- 1:43:23hold her tongue. Anne was out in the orchard when missus Rachel came wondering
- 1:43:27at her own sweet will through the lush, tremulous grasses splashed with ruddy evening
- 1:43:31sunshine, so that good lady had an excellent chance to talk her illness fully
- 1:43:35over, describing every ache and pulse beat with such evident enjoyment that Marilla thought
- 1:43:41even grip must bring its compensations. When details were exhausted, Missus Rachel introduced
- 1:43:45the real reason of her call. I have been hearing some surprising things about
- 1:43:49you and Matthew. I don't suppose you are any more surprise than I am
- 1:43:54myself, said Marilla. I'm getting over my surprise now. It was too
- 1:43:58bad. There was such a mistake, said missus Rachel sympathetically. Couldn't you
- 1:44:00have sent her back? I suppose we could, but we decided not to.
- 1:44:04Matthew took a fancy to her, and I must say I like her
- 1:44:08myself, although I admit she has her faults. The house seems a different
- 1:44:12place already. She's a real bright little thing. Marilla said, more than
- 1:44:16she had intended to say. When she began for she read disapproval in missus
- 1:44:19Rachel's expression. It's a great responsibility you've taken on yourself, said that lady,
- 1:44:25gloomily, especially when you've never had any experience with children. You don't
- 1:44:29know much about her or her real disposition, I suppose, but there's no
- 1:44:32guessing how a child like that will turn out. But I don't want to
- 1:44:36discourage you. I'm sure, Marilla. I'm not feeling discouraged, was Marilla's
- 1:44:41dry response. When I make up my mind to do a thing, it
- 1:44:44stays made up. I suppose you'd like to see Anne. I'll call her
- 1:44:46in. Anne came running in presently, her face sparkling with the delight of
- 1:44:51her orchard rovings, but abashed at finding herself in the unexpected presence of a
- 1:44:56stranger, she halted confusedly inside the door. She certainly was an odd looking
- 1:45:00little creature. In the short, tight, winsy dress she had worn from
- 1:45:02the asylum, below which her thin legs seemed ungracefully long. Her freckles were
- 1:45:08more numerous and obtrusive than ever. The wind had ruffled her hatless hair into
- 1:45:12over brilliant disorder. It had never looked redder than at that moment. Well,
- 1:45:16they didn't pick you for your looks, that's sure and certain, was
- 1:45:19Missus Rachel Lynde's emphatic comment. Missus Rachel was one of those delightful and popular
- 1:45:25people who pride themselves on speaking their mind without fear or favor. She's terrible,
- 1:45:29skinny and homely Marilla. Come here, child, and let me have
- 1:45:31a look at you, lawful heart? Did any one ever see such freckles
- 1:45:35and hair as red as carrots? Come here, child, I say.
- 1:45:40Anne came there, but not exactly as Missus Rachel expected. With one bound,
- 1:45:45she crossed the kitchen floor and stood before Missus Rachel, her face scarlet
- 1:45:48with anger, her lips quivering, and her whole slender form trembling from head
- 1:45:53to foot. I hate you, she cried in a choked voice, stamping
- 1:45:58her foot on the floor. I hate I hate you, I hate you.
- 1:46:01A louder stamp with each assertion of hatred. How dare you call me
- 1:46:05skinny and ugly? How dare you say I'm freckled and redheaded? You are
- 1:46:10a rude, impolite, unfeeling woman, Anne, exclaimed Marilla in consternation.
- 1:46:15But Anne continued to face Missus Rachel undauntedly, head up, eyes blazing,
- 1:46:20hands clenched, passionate indignation exhiling from her like an atmosphere. How dare you
- 1:46:26say such things about me? She repeated vehemently. How would you like to
- 1:46:30have such things set about you? How would you like to be told that
- 1:46:31you are fat and clumsy and probably hadn't a spark of imagination in you?
- 1:46:35I don't care if I do hurt your feelings by saying so, I hope
- 1:46:39I hurt them. You have hurt mine worse than they were ever hurt before,
- 1:46:43even by Missus Thomas's intoxicated husband. And I'll never forgive you for it.
- 1:46:46Never, never, stamp stamp, did anybody ever see such a temper?
- 1:46:53Exclaimed the horrified Missus Rachel. Anne. Go to your room and stay
- 1:46:57there until I come up, said Marilla, recovering her powers of speech with
- 1:47:00difficulty. Anne, bursting into tears, rushed to the hall door slammed it
- 1:47:05until the tins on the porch wall outside rattled in sympathy and fled through the
- 1:47:10hall and up the stairs like a whirlwind. A subdued slam above told that
- 1:47:14the door of the east gable had been shut with equal vehemence. Well,
- 1:47:18I don't envy you your job bringing that up, Marilla, said Missus Rachel,
- 1:47:23with unspeakable solemnity. Marilla opened her lips to say she knew not what
- 1:47:28of apology or deprecation. What she did say was a surprise to herself then
- 1:47:31and ever afterwards. You shouldn't have twitted her about her looks, Rachel,
- 1:47:36Marilla Cuthbert, you don't mean to say that you are upholding her in such
- 1:47:40a terrible display of temper as we've just seen, demanded Missus Rachel indignantly.
- 1:47:45No, said Marilla slowly. I'm not trying to excuse her. She's been
- 1:47:49very naughty, and I'll have to give her a talking to about it,
- 1:47:53but we must make allowances for her. She's never been taught what is right,
- 1:47:57and you were too hard on her, Rachel. Marilla could not help
- 1:48:00tacking on that last sentence, although she was again surprised at herself for doing
- 1:48:04it, Missus Rachel got up with an air of offended dignity. Well,
- 1:48:10I see that I'll have to be very careful what I say after this,
- 1:48:13Marilla, since the fine feelings of orphans brought from goodness knows where have to
- 1:48:16be considered before anything else. Oh no, I'm not vexed. Don't worry
- 1:48:21yourself. I'm too sorry for you to leave any room for anger. In
- 1:48:25my mind. You'll have your own troubles with that child. But if you'll
- 1:48:29take my advice, which I suppose you won't do, although I've brought up
- 1:48:31ten children and buried two, you'll do that talking too. You mention with
- 1:48:35a fair sized birch switch. I should think that would be the most effective
- 1:48:41language for that kind of a child. Her temper matches her hair. I
- 1:48:44guess. Well, good evening, Marilla. I hope you'll come down to
- 1:48:47see me often as usual, but you can't expect me to visit here again
- 1:48:50in a hurry. If I'm liable to be flown at and insulted in such
- 1:48:54a fashion, it's something new in my experience. Whereat, missus Rachel,
- 1:48:58swept out and away if a fat woman who always waddled could be said to
- 1:49:02sweep away. And Marilla, with a very solemn face, betook herself to
- 1:49:06the east gable. On the way upstairs, she pondered uneasily as to what
- 1:49:11she ought to do. She felt no little dismay over the scene that had
- 1:49:14just been enacted. How unfortunate that Anne should have displayed such temper before Missus
- 1:49:18Rachel Lynde, of all people. Then Marilla suddenly became aware of an uncomfortable
- 1:49:24and rebuking consciousness that she felt more humiliation over this than sorrow over the discovery
- 1:49:29of such a serious defect in Anne's disposition. And how was she to punish
- 1:49:32her. The amiable suggestion of the birch switch, to the efficiency of which
- 1:49:36all of Missus Rachel's own children could have borne smarting testimony, did not appeal
- 1:49:41to Marilla. She did not believe she could whip a child. No,
- 1:49:45some other method of punishment must be found to bring Anne to a proper realization
- 1:49:48of the enormity of her offense. Marilla found Anne face downward on her bed,
- 1:49:54crying bitterly, quite oblivious of muddy boots on a clean counterpane, Anne,
- 1:50:00she said, not ungently. No answer, Anne, with greater severity,
- 1:50:04Get off that bed this minute and listen to what I have to say
- 1:50:08to you. Anne squirmed off the bed and sat rigidly on a chair beside
- 1:50:12it, her face swollen and tear stained, and her eyes fixed stubbornly on
- 1:50:15the floor. This is a nice way for you to behave, Anne.
- 1:50:19Aren't you ashamed of yourself? She hadn't any right to call me ugly and
- 1:50:24red headed, retorted Anne, evasive and defiant. You hadn't any right to
- 1:50:28fly into such a fury and talk the way you did to her. Anne,
- 1:50:30I was ashamed of you, thoroughly ashamed of you. I wanted you
- 1:50:34to behave nicely to missus Lynde, and instead of that, you have disgraced
- 1:50:38me. I'm sure I don't know why you should lose your tempered like that
- 1:50:42just because Missus Lynde said you were red haired and homely. You say it
- 1:50:45yourself often enough. Oh, but there's such a difference between saying a thing
- 1:50:48yourself and hearing other people say it, wailed Anne. You may know a
- 1:50:53thing is so, but you can't help hoping other people don't quite think it
- 1:50:57is. I suppose you think I have an awful temper, but I couldn't
- 1:51:00help it. When she said those things, something just rose right up in
- 1:51:03me and choked me. I had to fly out at her. Well,
- 1:51:08you made a fine exhibition of yourself, I must say, missus Lynde will
- 1:51:11have a nice story to tell about you everywhere, and she'll tell it too.
- 1:51:15It was a dreadful thing for you to lose your temper like that,
- 1:51:16Anne. Just imagine how you would feel if somebody told you to your face
- 1:51:20that you were skinny and ugly, pleaded Anne tearfully. An old remembrance suddenly
- 1:51:27rose up before Marilla. She had been a very small child when she had
- 1:51:30heard one aunt say of her to another, what a pity she is,
- 1:51:32such a dark, homely little thing. Marilla was every day of fifty before
- 1:51:38the sting had gone out of that memory. I don't say that I think
- 1:51:41missus Lynde was exactly right in saying what she did to you, Anne.
- 1:51:44She admitted, in a softer tone, Rachel is too outspoken, But that
- 1:51:47is no excuse for such behavior on your part. She was a stranger and
- 1:51:50an elderly person, and my visitor. All three very good reasons why you
- 1:51:55should have been respectful to her. You were rude and saucy, and Marilla
- 1:51:59had ation of punishment. You must go to her and tell her you are
- 1:52:02very sorry for your bad temper and ask her to forgive you. I can
- 1:52:06never do that, said Anne determinedly and darkly. You can punish me in
- 1:52:11any way you like, Marilla. You can shut me up in a dark,
- 1:52:14damp dungeon inhabited by snakes and toads and feed me only on bread and
- 1:52:17water, and I shall not complain. But I cannot ask missus Lynde to
- 1:52:21forgive me. We are not in the habit of shutting people up in dark,
- 1:52:26damp dungeons, said Marilla dryly, especially as they're rather scarce in Avonlea.
- 1:52:30But apologize to missus Lynde. You must and shall, and you'll stay
- 1:52:34here in your room until you can tell me you're willing to do it.
- 1:52:38I shall have to stay here forever, then, said Anne mournfully, because
- 1:52:42I can't tell Missus Lynde I'm sorry I said those things to her. How
- 1:52:45can I I'm not sorry, I'm sorry I've vexed you, but I'm glad
- 1:52:49I told her just what I did. It was a great satisfaction. I
- 1:52:54can't say I'm sorry when I'm not, can I I can't even imagine I'm
- 1:52:58sorry. Perhaps You're imagination will be in better working order by the morning,
- 1:53:01said Marilla, rising to depart. You'll have the night to think over your
- 1:53:05conduct in and come to a better frame of mind. You said you would
- 1:53:09try to be a very good girl if we kept you at Green Gables,
- 1:53:12but I must say it hasn't seemed very much like it this evening. Leaving
- 1:53:15this Parthian shaft to wrangle in Anne's stormy bosom, Marilla descended to the kitchen
- 1:53:20grievously troubled in mind and vexed in soul. She was as angry with herself
- 1:53:26as with Anne, because whenever she recalled Missus Rachel's dumbfounded countenance, her lips
- 1:53:30twitched with amusement, and she felt a most reprehensible desire to laugh. End
- 1:53:36of chapter nine, Chapter ten, Anne's apology. Marilla said nothing to Matthew
- 1:53:44about the affair that evening, but when Anne proved still refractory the next morning,
- 1:53:47an explanation had to be made to account for her absence from the breakfast
- 1:53:51table, Marilla told Matthew the whole story, taking pains to impress him with
- 1:53:56a due sense of the enormity of Anne's behavior. It's a good thing Rachel
- 1:54:00Lynde got a calling down. She's a meddlesome old gossip, was Matthew's consolatory
- 1:54:04rejoinder. Matthew Cuthbert. I'm astonished at you. You know that Anne's behavior
- 1:54:10was dreadful, and yet you take her part. I suppose you'll be saying
- 1:54:14next that she oughtn't to be punished at all. Well, now, no,
- 1:54:18not exactly, said Matthew uneasily. I reckon she ought to be punished
- 1:54:24a little, But don't be too hard on her. Marilla recollect she hasn't
- 1:54:28ever had any one to teach her ride. You're you're going to give her
- 1:54:31something to eat, aren't you? When did you ever hear me of starving
- 1:54:35people into good behavior? Demanded Marilla indignantly. She'll have her meals regular,
- 1:54:41and I'll carry them up to her myself, but she'll stay up there until
- 1:54:44she's willing to apologize to missus Lynde. And that's final, Matthew. Breakfast,
- 1:54:49dinner, and supper were very silent meals for Anne still remained obdurate.
- 1:54:55After each meal, Marilla carried a well filled tray to the east gable and
- 1:54:59brought it down later on, not noticeably depleted. Matthew eyed its last descent
- 1:55:03with a troubled eye. Had Anne eaten anything at all? When Marilla went
- 1:55:10out that evening to bring the cows from the back pasture, Matthew, who
- 1:55:13had been hanging about the barns and watching, slipped into the house with the
- 1:55:16air of a burglar and crept upstairs. As a general thing, Matthew gravitated
- 1:55:21between the kitchen and the little bedroom off the hall, where he slept.
- 1:55:25Once in a while, he ventured uncomfortably into the parlor or sitting room when
- 1:55:29the minister came to tea, but he had never been upstairs in his own
- 1:55:31house since the spring he helped Marilla paper the spare bedroom, and that was
- 1:55:35four years ago. He tiptoed along the hall and stood for several minutes outside
- 1:55:40the door of the east gable before he summoned courage to tap on it with
- 1:55:43his fingers, and then opened the door to peep in. Anne was sitting
- 1:55:47on the yellow chair by the window, gazing mournfully out into the garden.
- 1:55:51Very small and unhappy, she looked, and Matthew's heart smote him. He
- 1:55:57softly closed the door and tiptoed over to her. Anne, he whispered,
- 1:56:00as if afraid of being overheard, How are you making it, Anne,
- 1:56:05Anne smiled wanly. Pretty well, I imagine a good deal, and that
- 1:56:11helps to pass the time. Of course, it's rather lonesome, but then
- 1:56:15I may as well get used to that. Anne smiled again, bravely,
- 1:56:19facing the long years of solitary imprisonment before her. Matthew recollected that he must
- 1:56:26say what he had come to say without loss of time, lest Marilla return
- 1:56:29prematurely. Well, now, Anne, don't you think you'd better do it
- 1:56:33and have it over with? He whispered. It'll have to be done sooner
- 1:56:36or later, you know, for Marilla's a dreadful, determined woman. Dreadful
- 1:56:42determined, Anne, do it right off, I say, and have it
- 1:56:45over Do you mean apologize to missus lynde Yes, I apologize, that's the
- 1:56:50very word, said Matthew eagerly. Just smooth it over, so to speak.
- 1:56:55That's what I was trying to get at. I suppose I could do
- 1:56:58it to oblige to you, said Anne thoughtfully. It would be true enough
- 1:57:01to say I'm sorry, because I am sorry. Now. I wasn't a
- 1:57:05bit sorry last night. I was mad clear through, and I stayed mad
- 1:57:10all night. I know I did, because I woke up three times,
- 1:57:13and I was just furious every time. But this morning it was over.
- 1:57:17I wasn't in a temper any more, and it left a dreadful sort of
- 1:57:20goneness too. I felt so ashamed of myself. But I just couldn't think
- 1:57:27of going and telling missus Lynde, so it would be so humiliating. I
- 1:57:31made up my mind i'd stay shut up here forever rather than do that.
- 1:57:35But still, i'd do anything for you if you really want me to.
- 1:57:40Well, now, of course I do. It's terrible lonesome downstairs without you.
- 1:57:45Just go and smooth things over. That's a good girl, Very well,
- 1:57:49said Anne resignedly. I'll tell Marilla as soon as she comes in.
- 1:57:54I've repented, that's right, that's right, Anne, But don't tell Marilla
- 1:57:58I said anything about it. She might think I was putting my oar in,
- 1:58:01and I promised not to do that. Wild horses won't drag the secret
- 1:58:05from me, promised Anne solemnly. How would wild horses drag a secret from
- 1:58:11a person anyhow? But Matthew was gone. Scared at his own success,
- 1:58:15he fled hastily to the remotest corner of the horse pasture, lest Marilla should
- 1:58:19suspect what he had been up to. Marilla herself, upon her return to
- 1:58:23the house, was agreeably surprised to hear a plaintive voice calling Marilla over the
- 1:58:28banisters. Well, she said, going into the hall, I'm sorry I
- 1:58:32lost my temper and said rude things, and I'm willing to go and tell
- 1:58:35missus Lynde so very well. Marilla's crispness gave no sign of her relief.
- 1:58:42She had been wondering what under the canopy she should do if Anne did not
- 1:58:45give in. I'll take you down after milking accordingly, After milking the hold,
- 1:58:49Marilla and Anne walking down the lane, the former erect and triumphant,
- 1:58:54the latter drooping and dejected. But half way down, Anne's dejection vanished,
- 1:58:59as if by enchantment. She lifted her head and stepped lightly along, her
- 1:59:02eyes fixed on the sunset sky and an air of subdued exhilaration about her.
- 1:59:09Marilla beheld the change disapprovingly. This was no meek penitent such as it behooved
- 1:59:14her to take into the presence of the offended Missus Lynde. What are you
- 1:59:17thinking of, Anne, she asked sharply, I am imagining out what I
- 1:59:20must say to missus Lynde, answered Anne dreamily. This was satisfactory, or
- 1:59:27should have been so. But Marilla could not rid herself of the notion that
- 1:59:30something in her scheme of punishment was going askew. Anne had no business to
- 1:59:34look. So rapt and radiant, rapped and radiant, Anne continued until they
- 1:59:40were in the very presence of Missus Lynde, who was sitting knitting by her
- 1:59:43kitchen window. Then the radiance vanished. Mournful penitence appeared on every feature.
- 1:59:48Before a word was spoken, Anne suddenly went down on her knees before the
- 1:59:53astonished Missus Rachel and held out her hands beseechingly. Oh, Missus Lynde,
- 1:59:58I am so extremely sorry, she said, with a quiver in her voice.
- 2:00:01I could never express all my sorrow. No, not if I used
- 2:00:05up a whole dictionary. You must just imagine it, I behaved, terribly
- 2:00:10to you, and I've disgraced the dear friends Matthew and Marilla who have let
- 2:00:15me stay at Green Gables. Although I'm not a boy, I'm a dreadfully
- 2:00:17wicked and ungrateful girl, and I deserve to be punished and cast out by
- 2:00:21respectable people forever. It was very wicked of me to fly into a temper
- 2:00:26because you told me the truth. It was the truth. Every word you
- 2:00:29said was true. My hair is red and I'm freckled and skinny and ugly.
- 2:00:32What I said to you was true too, But I shouldn't have said
- 2:00:35it. Oh, missus Lynde, please please forgive me. If you refuse,
- 2:00:40it will be a lifelong sorrow to me. You wouldn't like to inflict
- 2:00:43a lifelong sorrow and a poor little orphan girl, would you, even if
- 2:00:46she had a dreadful temper? Oh, I'm sure you wouldn't. Please say
- 2:00:49you forgive me, Missus Lynde. Anne clasped her hands together, bowed her
- 2:00:54head, and waited for the word of judgment. There was no mistaking her
- 2:00:58sincerity. It breathed in every tone of her voice. Both Marilla and Missus
- 2:01:02Lynde recognized its unmistakable ring. But the former understood and dismay that Anne was
- 2:01:08actually enjoying her valley of humiliation, was reveling in the thoroughness of her abasement.
- 2:01:14Where was the wholesome punishment upon which she, Marilla had plumed herself.
- 2:01:18Anne had turned it into a species of positive pleasure. Good missus Lynde,
- 2:01:23not being overburdened with perception, did not see this. She only perceived that
- 2:01:28Anne had made a very thorough apology, and all resentment vanished from her.
- 2:01:31Kindly, if somewhat officious heart. There there, get up, child,
- 2:01:36she said, heartily. Of course I forgive you. I guess I was
- 2:01:40a little too hard on you anyway, But I'm such an outspoken person.
- 2:01:44You just mustn't mind me. That's what it can't be denied. Your hair
- 2:01:46as terrible red, But I knew a girl once went to school with her,
- 2:01:50in fact, whose hair was every mite as red as yours when she
- 2:01:54was young, but when she grew up it darkened to a real handsome auburn.
- 2:01:58I wouldn't be a mite surprise if yours did too. Not a mite,
- 2:02:01oh, missus Lynde. Anne drew a long breath as she rose to
- 2:02:05her feet. You have given me a hope. I shall always feel that
- 2:02:10you are a benefactor. Oh, I could endure anything if I only thought
- 2:02:14my hair would be a handsome auburn when I grew up. It would be
- 2:02:16so much easier to be good if one's hair was a handsome auburn, don't
- 2:02:20you think? And now, may I go out into your garden and sit
- 2:02:24on that bench under the apple trees while you and Marilla are talking. There's
- 2:02:28so much more scope for imagination out there. Laws. Yes, run along,
- 2:02:31child, and you can pick a bouquet of them white June lilies over
- 2:02:34in the corner if you like. As the door closed behind Anne, missus
- 2:02:39Lynde got briskly up to light a lamp. She's a real odd little thing.
- 2:02:43Take this chair, Marilla. It's easier than the one you've got.
- 2:02:45I just keep that for the hired boy to sit on. Yes, she
- 2:02:48certainly is an odd child, but there is something kind of taking about her.
- 2:02:53After all. I don't feel so surprised at you and Matthew keeping her
- 2:02:56as I did, nor so sorry for you either. She made her all
- 2:03:00right. Of course, she has a queer way of expressing herself. A
- 2:03:03little too well, too kind of forcible, you know, But she'll likely
- 2:03:08get over that now that she's come to live among civilized folks. And then
- 2:03:12her temper's pretty quick, I guess. But there's one comfort. A child
- 2:03:15that has a quick temper. Just blaze up and cool down. Ain't never
- 2:03:19likely to be sly or deceitful. Preserve me from a sly child, That's
- 2:03:24what on the whole, Marilla, I kind of like her. When Marilla
- 2:03:28went home, Anne came out of the fragrant twilight of the orchard with a
- 2:03:30sheaf of white narcissi in her hands. I apologized pretty well, didn't I,
- 2:03:35she said proudly as they went down the lane. I thought, since
- 2:03:39I had to do it, I might as well do it thoroughly. You
- 2:03:42did it thoroughly, all right enough, was Marilla's comment. Marilla was dismayed
- 2:03:45at finding herself inclined to laugh over the recollection. She had also an uneasy
- 2:03:50feeling that she ought to scold Anne for apologizing so well, but then that
- 2:03:55was ridiculous. She compromised with her conscience by saying severely, I hope you
- 2:04:00won't have occasion to make many more such apologies. I hope you'll try to
- 2:04:02control your temper now, Anne. That wouldn't be so hard if people wouldn't
- 2:04:06twit me about my looks, said Anne with a sigh. I don't get
- 2:04:11cross about other things, but I'm so tired of being twitted about my hair,
- 2:04:15and it just makes me boil right over. Do you suppose my hair
- 2:04:18will really be a handsome auburn when I grow up? You shouldn't think so
- 2:04:23much about your looks, Anne, I'm afraid you are a very vain little
- 2:04:26girl. How can I be vain when I know I'm homely protested? Anne?
- 2:04:30I love pretty things, and I hate to look in the glass and
- 2:04:32see something that isn't pretty. It makes me feel so sorrowful, just as
- 2:04:36I feel when I look at any ugly thing. I pity it because it
- 2:04:40isn't beautiful. Handsome is as handsome does quoted Marilla. I've had that said
- 2:04:45to me before, but I have my doubts about it, remarked skeptical Anne,
- 2:04:48sniffing at her Narsissy. Oh, aren't these flowers sweet? It was
- 2:04:53lovely of missus Lynde to give them to me. I have no hard feelings
- 2:04:57against missus Lynde. Now it gives you a lovely comfortable feeling to apologize and
- 2:05:00be forgiven, doesn't It? Aren't the stars bright tonight? If you could
- 2:05:05live in a star, which one would you pick? I'd like that lovely,
- 2:05:09clear, big one away over there, above that dark hill. Anne,
- 2:05:13do hold your tongue, said Marilla, thoroughly worn out, trying to
- 2:05:15follow the gyrations of Anne's thoughts. Anne said no more. Until they turned
- 2:05:20into their own lane. A little gipsy wind came down it to meet them,
- 2:05:25laden with the spicy perfume of young dew wet ferns. Far up in
- 2:05:29the shadows, a cheerful light gleamed out through the trees from the kitchen at
- 2:05:32green Gables. Anne suddenly came close to Marilla and slipped her hand into the
- 2:05:36older woman's hard palm. It's lovely to be going home, and no,
- 2:05:42it's home, she said. I love green Gables already, and I never
- 2:05:45loved any place before, No place ever seemed like home. Oh Marilla,
- 2:05:49I'm so happy I could pray right now and not find it a bit hard.
- 2:05:54Something warm and pleasant welled up in Marilla's heart at a touch of that
- 2:05:58thin little hand. In her own, a throb of the maternity she had
- 2:06:01missed. Perhaps its very unaccustomedness and sweetness disturbed her. She hastened to restore
- 2:06:06her sensations to their normal calm by inculcating a moral. If you'll be a
- 2:06:11good girl, you'll always be happy, Anne, and you should never find
- 2:06:15it hard to say your prayers. Saying one's prayers isn't exactly the same thing
- 2:06:19as praying, said Anne meditatively. But I'm going to imagine that I'm the
- 2:06:24wind that is blowing up there in those tree tops. When I get tired
- 2:06:28of the trees, I'll imagine I'm gently waving down here in the ferns,
- 2:06:31and then I'll fly over to missus Lynde's garden and set the flowers dancing.
- 2:06:35And then I'll go with one great swoop over the clover field. And then
- 2:06:40I'll blow over the lake of shining waters and ripple it all up into little
- 2:06:44sparkling waves. Oh, there's so much scope for imagination in a wind.
- 2:06:47So I'll not talk any more just now, Marilla. Thanks be to Goodness
- 2:06:51for that, breathed Marilla, in devout relief, end of chapter ten,
- 2:06:58Chapter eleven, Anne's in p ESSI of Sunday School. Well, how do
- 2:07:02you like them? Said Marilla. Anne was standing in the gable room,
- 2:07:06looking solemnly at three new dresses spread out on the bed. One was of
- 2:07:11snuffy colored gingham, which Marilla had been tempted to buy from a peddler the
- 2:07:15preceding summer because it looked so serviceable. One was of black and white checkered
- 2:07:18satine, which she had picked up at a bargain counter in the winter,
- 2:07:23and one was a stiff print of an ugly blue shade, which she had
- 2:07:26purchased that week at a carmody store. She had made them up herself,
- 2:07:30and they were all made alike, plain skirts, fulled tightly to plain waists,
- 2:07:33with sleeves as plain as waist and skirt and tight as sleeves could be.
- 2:07:38I'll imagine that I like them, said Anne soberly. I don't want
- 2:07:43you to imagine it, said Marilla, offended. Oh I can see you
- 2:07:45don't like the dresses. What is the matter with them? Aren't they neat
- 2:07:48and clean and new? Yes? Then why don't you like them? They're
- 2:07:55they're not pretty, said Anne reluctantly. Pretty Marie Less sniffed, I didn't
- 2:08:01trouble my head about getting pretty dresses for you. I don't believe in pampering
- 2:08:05vanity, Anne. I'll tell you that right off. Those dresses are good,
- 2:08:07sensible, serviceable dresses, without any frills or furbelows about them, and
- 2:08:13they're all you'll get this summer. The brown Gingham and the blueprint will do
- 2:08:16you for school when you begin to go. The Satine is for church and
- 2:08:20Sunday school. I'll expect you to keep them neat and clean and not to
- 2:08:22tear them. I should think you'd be grateful to get most anything after those
- 2:08:26skimpy wincy things you've been wearing. Oh I am grateful, protested Anne,
- 2:08:31But I'd be ever so much gratefuller if if you'd made just one of them
- 2:08:35with puffed sleeves. Puffed sleeves are so fashionable now. It would give me
- 2:08:39such a thrill, Marilla, just to wear a dress with puffed sleeves.
- 2:08:43Well, you'll have to do without your thrill. I hadn't any material to
- 2:08:46waste on puffed sleeves. I think they're ridiculous looking things. Anyhow. I
- 2:08:50prefer the plain, sensible ones, but I'd rather look ridiculous, when everybody
- 2:08:56else does than plain and sensible all by myself, persisted Anne. Wornfully trust
- 2:09:01you for that. Well, hang those dresses carefully up in your closet,
- 2:09:03and then sit down and learn the Sunday school lesson. I got a quarterly
- 2:09:07from mister Bell for you, and you'll go to Sunday school tomorrow, said
- 2:09:11Marilla, disappearing downstairs in high dudgeon. Anne clasped her hands and looked at
- 2:09:16the dresses. I did hope there would be a white one with puffed sleeves,
- 2:09:20she whispered disconsolately. I prayed for one, but I didn't much expect
- 2:09:24it. On that account. I didn't suppose God would have time to bother
- 2:09:28about a little orphan girl's dress. I knew I'd just have to depend on
- 2:09:31Marilla for it. Well, fortunately, I can imagine that one of them
- 2:09:35is of snow white muslin with lovely lace frills and three puffed sleeves. The
- 2:09:39next morning, warnings of a sick headache prevented Marilla from going to Sunday school
- 2:09:43with Anne. You'll have to go down and call for missus Lynde Anne,
- 2:09:48she said, she'll see that you get into the right class now, mind
- 2:09:50you behave yourself properly, stay to preaching afterwards, and ask missus Lynde to
- 2:09:54show you our pew. Here's a cent for collection. Don't stare at people,
- 2:09:58and don't fidget. I shall expect you to tell me the text when
- 2:10:01you come home. Anne started off irreproachably hoorrayed in the stiff black and white
- 2:10:05satine, which, while decent as regards length and certainly not open to the
- 2:10:09charge of skimpiness, contrived to emphasize every corner and angle of her thin figure.
- 2:10:15Her hat was a little flat, glossy New sailor, the extreme plainness
- 2:10:18of which had likewise much disappointed Anne, who had permitted herself secret visions of
- 2:10:24ribbon and flowers. The latter, however, were supplied before Anne reached the
- 2:10:26main road. For being confronted half way down the lane with a golden frenzy
- 2:10:31of wind stirred buttercups and a glory of wild roses, Anne promptly and liberally
- 2:10:35garlanded her hat with a heavy wreath of them. Whatever other people might have
- 2:10:39thought of the result, it satisfied Anne, and she tripped gayly down the
- 2:10:43road, holding her ruddy head with its decoration of pink and yellow, very
- 2:10:48proudly. When she had reached missus Lynde's house, she found that lady gone
- 2:10:52nothing. Daunted, Anne proceeded onward to the church. Alone. In the
- 2:10:56porch, she found a crowd of little girls, all more or less gaily
- 2:10:58attired in whites and blues and pinks, and all staring with curious eyes at
- 2:11:03this stranger in their midst with her extraordinary head adornment avonlea. Little girls had
- 2:11:07already heard queer stories about Anne. Missus Lynde said she had an awful temper.
- 2:11:13Jerry Butte, the hired boy at Green Gables, said she talked all
- 2:11:16the time to herself or to the trees and flowers, like a crazy girl.
- 2:11:20They looked at her and whispered to each other behind their quarterlies. Nobody
- 2:11:22made any friendly advances then or later on, when the opening exercises were over
- 2:11:28and Anne found herself in Miss Rogerson's class. Miss Rogerson was a middle aged
- 2:11:31lady who had taught a Sunday school class for twenty years. Her method of
- 2:11:35teaching was to ask the printed questions from the quarterly and looked sternly over its
- 2:11:39edge at the particular little girl she thought ought to answer the question. She
- 2:11:43looked very often at Anne, and Anne, thanks to Marilla's drilling, answered
- 2:11:46promptly. But it may be questioned if she understood very much about either question
- 2:11:52or answer. She did not think she liked miss Rogerson, and she felt
- 2:11:56very miserable. Every other little girl in the class had puffed sleeve. Anne
- 2:12:00felt that life was really not worth living without puffed sleeves. Well, how
- 2:12:05did you like Sunday school? Marilla wanted to know. When Anne came home,
- 2:12:09her reef having faded, Anne had discarded it in the lane, so
- 2:12:11Marilla was spared the knowledge of that for a time. I didn't like it
- 2:12:15a bit. It was horrid, Anne surely, said Marilla, rebukingly.
- 2:12:20Anne sat down on the rocker, with a long sigh, kissed one of
- 2:12:22Bonnie's leaves and waved her hand to a blossoming fuchia. They might have been
- 2:12:26lonesome while I was away, she explained. And now about the Sunday school,
- 2:12:31I behaved well, just as you told me, missus. Lynde was
- 2:12:33gone, but I went right on myself. I went into the church with
- 2:12:37a lot of other little girls, and I sat in the corner of a
- 2:12:39pew by the window. While the opening exercises went on, mister Bell made
- 2:12:43an awfully long prayer. I would have been dreadfully tired before he got through
- 2:12:48if I hadn't been sitting by that window. But it looked right out on
- 2:12:50the lake of Shining Waters. So I just gazed at that and imagined all
- 2:12:54sorts of splendid things. You shouldn't have done anything of the sort. You
- 2:12:58should have listened to mister Bell. But he wasn't talking to me, protested
- 2:13:01Anne. He was talking to God, and he didn't seem to be very
- 2:13:05much interested in it either. I think he thought God was too far off.
- 2:13:09Though. There was a long row of white birches hanging over the lake,
- 2:13:11and the sunshine fell down through them, way way down deep into the
- 2:13:16water. Oh, Marilla, it was like a beautiful dream. It gave
- 2:13:20me a thrill, and I just said thank you for it God, two
- 2:13:22or three times, not out loud, I hope, said Marilla anxiously.
- 2:13:26Oh no, just under my breath. Well, mister Bell did get through
- 2:13:31at last, and they told me to go into the class room with miss
- 2:13:33Rogerson's class. There were nine other girls in it, they all had puffed
- 2:13:37sleeves. I tried to imagine mine were puffed too, but I couldn't.
- 2:13:41Why couldn't I It was as easy as could be to imagine they were puffed
- 2:13:43when I was alone in the east gable, but it was awfully hard there
- 2:13:46among the others who had really truly puffs. You shouldn't have been thinking about
- 2:13:50your sleeves in Sunday school. You should have been attending to the lesson.
- 2:13:54I hope you knew it. Oh, yes, And I answered a lot
- 2:13:56of questions. Miss Rogerson asked for so many. I don't think it was
- 2:14:01fair for her to do all the asking. There were lots I wanted to
- 2:14:03ask her, but I didn't like to because I didn't think she was a
- 2:14:07kindred spirit. Then all the other little girls were cited a paraphrase. She
- 2:14:11asked me if I knew any I told her I didn't, but I could
- 2:14:13recite the Dog and his Master's Grave if she liked. That's in the Third
- 2:14:18Royal Reader. It isn't a really truly religious piece of poetry, but it's
- 2:14:22so sad and melancholy that it might as well be. She said it wouldn't
- 2:14:26do, And she told me to learn the nineteenth paraphrase for next Sunday.
- 2:14:28I read it over in church afterwards, and it's splendid. There were two
- 2:14:31lines in particular that just thrill me quick as the slaughtered squadrons fell in Midian's
- 2:14:37evil day. I don't know what squadrons means, nor Midian either, but
- 2:14:41it sounds so tragical. I can hardly wait until next Sunday to recite it.
- 2:14:46I'll practice it all the week after Sunday school. I asked miss Rogerson,
- 2:14:50because missus Lynde was too far away to show me your pew. I
- 2:14:54sat just as still as I could, and then text was Revelations, third
- 2:14:56chapter, second and third verses. It was a very long text. If
- 2:15:01I was a minister, i'd picked the short, snappy ones. The sermon
- 2:15:03was awfully long, too. I suppose the minister had to match it to
- 2:15:07the text. I didn't think he was a bit interesting. The trouble with
- 2:15:11him seems to be that he hasn't enough imagination. I didn't listen to him
- 2:15:15very much. I just let my thoughts run, and I thought of the
- 2:15:18most surprising things. Marilla felt helplessly that all this should be sternly reproved,
- 2:15:24but she was hampered by the undeniable fact that some of the things Anne had
- 2:15:28said, especially about the minister's sermons and mister Bell's prayers, were what she
- 2:15:31herself had really thought deep down in her heart for years, but had never
- 2:15:35given expression to. It almost seemed to her that those secret, unuttered,
- 2:15:39critical thoughts had suddenly taken visible and accusing shape and form in the person of
- 2:15:43this outspoken morsel of neglected humanity. End of chapter eleven, Chapter twelve,
- 2:15:50a solemn vow and promise. It was not until next Friday that Marilla heard
- 2:15:56the story of the flower wreathed hat. She came home from Missus Lynde's and
- 2:16:00called Anne to account. Anne, Missus Rachel says, you went to church
- 2:16:03last Sunday with your hat rigged out ridiculous with roses and buttercups. What on
- 2:16:07earth butt you up to such a caper A pretty looking object you must have
- 2:16:11been. Oh, I know, pink and yellow aren't becoming to me,
- 2:16:15began Anne, becoming fiddlesticks. It was putting flowers on your hat at all,
- 2:16:20no matter what color they were, that was ridiculous. You are the
- 2:16:22most aggravating child. I don't see why it's any more ridiculous to wear flowers
- 2:16:28on your hat than on your dress, protested Anne. Lots of little girls
- 2:16:31there had bouquets pinned on their dresses. What's the difference, Marilla was not
- 2:16:35to be drawn from the safe concrete into dubious paths of the abstract. Don't
- 2:16:39answer me back like that, Anne, It was very silly of you to
- 2:16:43do such a thing. Never let me catch you at such a trick again,
- 2:16:46missus Rachel says she thought she would sink through the floor when she saw
- 2:16:48you come in all rigged out like that. She couldn't get near enough to
- 2:16:52tell you to take them off until it was too late. She says.
- 2:16:54People talked about it something dreadful. Of course they would think I had no
- 2:16:58better sense than to let you go decked out like that. Oh I'm so
- 2:17:01sorry, said Anne, tears welling into her eyes. I never thought you'd
- 2:17:05mind. The roses and buttercups were so sweet and pretty. I thought they'd
- 2:17:09look lovely on my hat. Lots of the little girls had artificial flowers on
- 2:17:13their hats. I'm afraid I'm going to be a dreadful trial to you.
- 2:17:16Maybe you'd better send me back to the asylum. That would be terrible.
- 2:17:20I don't think I could endure it. Most likely I would go into consumption.
- 2:17:24I'm so thin as it is, you see, but that would be
- 2:17:26better than being a trial to you. Nonsense, said Marilla, vexed at
- 2:17:31herself for having made the child cry. I don't want to send you back
- 2:17:35to the asylum, I'm sure. All I want is that you should behave
- 2:17:37like other little girls and not make yourself ridiculous. Don't cry any more.
- 2:17:41I've got some news for you. Diana Barry came home this afternoon. I'm
- 2:17:46going up to see if I can borrow a skirt pattern from missus Barry,
- 2:17:48and if you like, you can come with me and get acquainted with Diana.
- 2:17:52Anne rose to her feet with clasped hands, the tears still glistening on
- 2:17:56her cheeks. The dish towel she had been hemming slipped heeded to the floor.
- 2:18:01Oh, Marilla, I'm frightened now that it has come. I'm actually
- 2:18:05frightened. What if she shouldn't like me? He would be the most tragical
- 2:18:09disappointment of my life. Now, don't get into a fluster, and I
- 2:18:13do wish you wouldn't use such long words. It sounds so funny in a
- 2:18:16little girl. I guess Diana like you well enough. It's her mother you've
- 2:18:20got to reckon with. If she doesn't like you, it won't matter how
- 2:18:22much Diana does. If she has heard about your outburst to Missus Lynde and
- 2:18:26going to church with buttercups round your hat, I don't know what she'll think
- 2:18:31of you. You must be polite and well behaved, and don't make any
- 2:18:33of your startling speeches for pity's sake. If the child isn't actually trembling,
- 2:18:39Anne was trembling. Her face was pale and tense. Oh, Marilla,
- 2:18:43you'd be excited too if you were going to meet a little girl you hoped
- 2:18:46to be your bosom friend and whose mother mightn't like you, she said,
- 2:18:50as she hastened to get her hat. They went over to Orchard Slope by
- 2:18:52the short cut, across the brook and up the Furry Hill Grove. Missus
- 2:18:56Barry came to the kitchen door in answer to Marilla's. She was a tall,
- 2:19:01black eyed, black haired woman with a very resolute mouth. She had
- 2:19:05the reputation of being very strict with her children. How do you do,
- 2:19:07Marilla, she said, cordially, Come in, and this is the little
- 2:19:11girl you have adopted. I suppose, yes, this is Anne, Shirley,
- 2:19:15said Marilla, spelled with an e gasped Anne, who tremulous and excited
- 2:19:18as she was, was determined there should be no misunderstanding on that important point.
- 2:19:24Missus Barry, not hearing or not comprehending, merely shook hand and said
- 2:19:28kindly, how are you? I am well in body, although considerably rumpled
- 2:19:31up in spirit. Thank you, ma'am, said Anne gravely, then aside
- 2:19:35to Marilla in an audible whisper, there wasn't anything startling in that was there.
- 2:19:39Marilla Diana was sitting on the sofa reading a book, which she dropped
- 2:19:43when the callers entered. She was a very pretty little girl, with her
- 2:19:46mother's black eyes and hair and rosy cheeks, and the merry expression which was
- 2:19:50her inheritance from her father. This is my little girl, Diana, said,
- 2:19:54Missus Barry. Diana, you might take Anne out into the garden and
- 2:19:58show her your flowers. It will be better for you than straining your eyes
- 2:20:01over that book. She reads entirely too much. This to Marilla as the
- 2:20:05little girls went out. And I can't prevent her, for her father aids
- 2:20:09and abets her. She's always poring over a book. I'm glad she has
- 2:20:13the prospect of a playmate. Perhaps it will take her more out of doors.
- 2:20:16Outside in the garden, which was full of mellow sunset lights streaming through
- 2:20:20the dark old furs. To the west of it, stood Anne and Diana
- 2:20:24gazing bashfully at each other over a clump of gorgeous tiger lilies. The Barry
- 2:20:28Garden was a bowery wilderness of flowers which would have delighted Anne's heart at any
- 2:20:33time less fraught with destiny. It was encircled by huge old willows and tall
- 2:20:37furs, beneath which flourished flowers that loved the shade. Prim Right angled paths,
- 2:20:43neatly bordered with clam shells, intersected it like moist red ribbons, and
- 2:20:46in the beds between old fashioned flowers ran riot. There were rosy bleeding hearts
- 2:20:52and great splendid crimson peonies, white fragrant narcissi and thorny sweet scotch roses,
- 2:20:58pink and blue and white columbines, and lilac tinted bouncing bets, clumps of
- 2:21:03southern wood and ribbon grass, and mint purple adam and eve daffodils, and
- 2:21:07masses of sweet clover, white with its delicate, fragrant feathery sprays scarlet lightning
- 2:21:13that shot its fiery lances over prim white musk flowers. A garden. It
- 2:21:18was where sunshine lingered, and bees hummed, and winds beguiled into loitering,
- 2:21:22purred and rustled. Oh, Diana said Anne, at last, clasping her
- 2:21:26hands and speaking almost in a whisper. Oh do you think you can like
- 2:21:30me a little enough to be my bosom friend? Diana laughed. Diana always
- 2:21:35laughed before she spoke. Why I guess so, she said frankly. I'm
- 2:21:39awfully glad you've come to live at Green Gables. It will be jolly to
- 2:21:41have somebody to play with. There isn't any other girl who lives near enough
- 2:21:45to play with, and I've no sisters big enough. Will you swear to
- 2:21:48be my friend forever and ever? Demanded Anne eagerly. Diana looked shocked.
- 2:21:54Why it's dreadfully wicked to swear, she said, rebukingly. Oh no,
- 2:21:58not my kind of swearing. There are two kinds. You know, I
- 2:22:01never heard of but one kind, said Diana. Doubtfully there really is another.
- 2:22:05Oh it isn't wicked at all. It just means vowing and promising solemnly.
- 2:22:11Well, I don't mind doing that, agreed Diana, relieved. How
- 2:22:13do you do it? We must join hands, so said Anne gravely.
- 2:22:18It ought to be over running water. We'll just imagine this path is running
- 2:22:22water. I'll repeat the oath first, I solemnly swear to be faithful to
- 2:22:26my bosom friend Diana Barry, as long as the sun and moon shall endure.
- 2:22:31Now you say it and put my name in. Diana repeated the oath
- 2:22:35with a laugh, fore and aft. Then she said, you're a queer
- 2:22:37girl, Anne. I heard before that you were queer, But I believe
- 2:22:41I'm going to like you real well. When Marilla and Anne went home,
- 2:22:45Diana went with them as far as the log bridge. The two little girls
- 2:22:48walked with their arms about each other. At the brook, they parted with
- 2:22:52many promises to spend the next afternoon together. Well did you find Diana Kindred's
- 2:22:56spirit, asked Marilla as they went up through the garden of Gables. Oh
- 2:23:01yes, sighed Anne. Blissfully unconscious of any sarcasm on Marilla's part. Oh,
- 2:23:05Marilla, I'm the happiest girl on Prince Edward Island this very moment.
- 2:23:09I assure you. I'll say my prayers with a right good will Tonight.
- 2:23:13Diana and I are going to build a playhouse in mister William Bell's Birch Grove
- 2:23:16tomorrow. Can I have those broken pieces of china that are out in the
- 2:23:20wood shed. Diana's birthdays in February and mine is in March. Don't you
- 2:23:24think that is a very strange coincidence. Diana's going to lend me a book
- 2:23:28to read, she says, it's perfectly splendid and tremendously exciting. She's going
- 2:23:33to show me a place back in the woods where rice lilies grow. Don't
- 2:23:35you think Diana has got very soulful eyes. I wish I had soulful eyes.
- 2:23:41Diana is going to teach me to sing a song called Nellie in the
- 2:23:43Hazel Dell. She's going to give me a picture to put up in my
- 2:23:46room. It's a perfectly beautiful picture, she says, A lovely lady in
- 2:23:50a pale blue silk dress, A sewing machine agent gave it to her.
- 2:23:54I wish I had something to give Diana. I'm an inch taller than Diana,
- 2:23:58but she is ever so much fatter. She says she'd like to be
- 2:24:01thin, because it's so much more graceful. But I'm afraid she only said
- 2:24:03it to soothe my feelings. We're going to the shore some day to gather
- 2:24:07shells. We have agreed to call the spring down by the log bridge the
- 2:24:09Dryad's Bubble. Isn't that a perfectly elegant name. I've read a story once
- 2:24:15about a spring called that. A dryad is sort of a grown up fairy.
- 2:24:18I think, well, all I hope is you won't talk Diana to
- 2:24:20death, said Marilla. But remember this in all your planning, Anne,
- 2:24:24You're not going to play all the time, nor most of it. You'll
- 2:24:28have your work to do, and it'll have to be done first. Anne's
- 2:24:31cup of happiness was full, and Matthew caused it to overflow. He had
- 2:24:35just got home from a trip to the store at Carmody, and he sheepishly
- 2:24:39produced a small parcel from his pocket and handed it to Anne with a deprecatory
- 2:24:41look. At Marilla, I heard you say you like chocolate. Sweeties.
- 2:24:46So I got you some, he said, humph, sniffed Marilla. It'll
- 2:24:50ruin her teeth and stomach. There there, child, don't look so dismal.
- 2:24:54You can eat those. Since Matthew is gone and got them, he'd
- 2:24:56better have brought you peppermints. They're wholesomer. Don't sicken yourself eating all of
- 2:25:00them at once. Now. Oh no, indeed I won't, said Anne
- 2:25:03eagerly. I'll just eat one to night. Marilla, and I can give
- 2:25:05Diana half of them, can't I The other half will taste twice as sweet
- 2:25:09to me if I give some to her. It's delightful to think I have
- 2:25:13something to give her. I will say it for the child, said Marilla,
- 2:25:16when Anne had gone to her gable. She isn't stingy. I am
- 2:25:20glad for of all false I detest stinginess in a child. Dear me,
- 2:25:24It's only three weeks since she came, and it seems as if she'd been
- 2:25:26here always. I can't imagine the place without her. Now, don't be
- 2:25:31looking. I told you so, Matthew. That's bad enough in a woman,
- 2:25:33but it isn't to be endured in a man. I'm perfectly willing to
- 2:25:37own up that I'm glad I consented to keep the child, and that I'm
- 2:25:39getting fond of her. But don't you rub it in, Matthew Cuthbert,
- 2:25:43end of Chapter twelve, Chapter thirteen, The Delights of Anticipation. It's time
- 2:25:50Anne was in to do her sewing, said Marilla, glancing at the clock,
- 2:25:52and then out into the yellow august afternoon, where everything drowsed in the
- 2:25:56heat. She stayed playing with Diana more than half an hour more, and
- 2:26:00I gave her leave to And now she's perched out there on the woodpile talking
- 2:26:03to Matthew nineteen to the dozen, when she knows perfectly well she ought to
- 2:26:07be at her work, And of course he's listening to her like a perfect
- 2:26:09ninny. I never saw such an infatuated man. The more she talks in
- 2:26:13the otder of the thing she says, the more he's delighted. Evidently,
- 2:26:16Anne, Shirley, you come right in here this minute, do you hear
- 2:26:20me? A series of staccato taps on the west window brought Anne flying in
- 2:26:24from the yard, eyes shining, cheeks faintly flushed with pink, unbraided hair
- 2:26:28streaming behind her in a torrent of brightness. Oh Marilla, she exclaimed breathlessly.
- 2:26:33There's going to be a Sunday school picnic next week in mister Harmon Andrew's
- 2:26:37field, right near the Lake of Shining Waters, and missus Superintendent Bell and
- 2:26:41Missus Rachel Lynde are going to make ice cream. Think of it, Marilla
- 2:26:45ice cream? And oh Marilla, can I go to it? Just look
- 2:26:48at the clock, if you please? Anne? What time did I tell
- 2:26:50you to come in? Two o'clock? But isn't it splendid about the picnic?
- 2:26:54Marilla? Please? Can I go? Oh, I've never been to
- 2:26:56a picnic. I've dreamed of picnics, but I've never Yes, I'd told
- 2:27:01you to come in at two o'clock and it's a quarter to three. I'd
- 2:27:03like to know why you didn't obey me. Anne, Why I meant to
- 2:27:07Marilla as much as could be, but you've no idea how fascinating idlewild is.
- 2:27:11And then of course I had to tell Matthew about the picnic. Matthew
- 2:27:15is such a sympathetic listener. Please can I go? You'll have to learn
- 2:27:18to resist the fascination of idle whatever you call it. When I tell you
- 2:27:22to come in at a certain time. I mean that time, and not
- 2:27:24half an hour later. And you needn't stop to discourse with sympathetic listeners on
- 2:27:28your way either. As for the picnic, of course you can go.
- 2:27:31You're a Sunday school scholar, and it's not likely I'd refuse to let you
- 2:27:35go when all the other little girls are going. But but faltered Anne,
- 2:27:39Diana says that everybody must take a basket of things to eat. I can't
- 2:27:45cook, as you know, Marilla, and and I don't mind going to
- 2:27:48a picnic without puff's sleeves so much, but I'd feel terribly humiliated if I
- 2:27:52had to go without a basket. It's been preying on my mind ever since
- 2:27:56Diana told me, Well, it needn't pray any longer. I'll bag you
- 2:27:58a basth. Oh you dear good Marilla. Oh you're so kind to me.
- 2:28:03Oh, I'm so much obliged to you. Getting through with her,
- 2:28:07oh's, Anne cast herself into Marilla's arms and rapturously kissed her sallow cheek.
- 2:28:11It was the first time in her whole life that childish lips had voluntarily touched
- 2:28:16Marilla's face. Again, that sudden sensation of startling sweetness thrilled her. She
- 2:28:20was secretly vastly pleased at Anne's impulsive caress, which was probably the reason why
- 2:28:24she said brusquely, there there, Never mind your kissing nonsense. I'd sooner
- 2:28:30see you doing strictly as you're told. As for cooking, I mean to
- 2:28:33begin giving you lessons in that some of these days, But you're so feather
- 2:28:37brained, Anne. I've been waiting to see if you'd sober down a little
- 2:28:39and learn to be steady before I begin. You've got to keep your wits
- 2:28:43about you and cooking, and not stop in the middle of things to let
- 2:28:45your thoughts rove all over creation. Now get out your patchwork and have your
- 2:28:48square done before tea time. I do not like patchwork, said Anne dolefully,
- 2:28:54hunting out her work basket and sitting down before a little heap of red
- 2:28:58and white diamonds with a sigh. I think some kinds of sewing would be
- 2:29:01nice, but there's no scope for imagination in patchwork. It's just one little
- 2:29:05seam after another, and you never seem to be getting anywhere. But of
- 2:29:09course I'd rather be Anne of Green Gables sewing patchwork than Anne of any other
- 2:29:13place with nothing to do but play. I wish time went as quick sewing
- 2:29:16patches as it does when I'm playing with Diana. Though, Oh, we
- 2:29:20do have such elegant times, Marilla. I have to furnish most of the
- 2:29:24imagination, but I'm well able to do that. Diana is simply perfect in
- 2:29:28every other way. You know that little piece of land across the brook that
- 2:29:31runs up between our farm and mister Barry's. It belongs to mister William Bell.
- 2:29:35And right in the corner there is a little ring of white birch trees,
- 2:29:39the most romantic spot, Marilla. Diana and I have our play house
- 2:29:43there. We call it Idle Wild. Isn't that a poetical name? I
- 2:29:46assure you. It took me some time to think it out. I stayed
- 2:29:50awake nearly a whole night before I invented it. Then, just as I
- 2:29:54was dropping off to sleep, it came like an inspiration. Diana was enraptured
- 2:29:58when she heard it. We've got our house fixed up elegantly. You must
- 2:30:01come and see it, Marilla, won't you. We have great big stones
- 2:30:05all covered with moss for seats, and boards from tree to tree for shelves,
- 2:30:09and we have all our dishes on them. Of course they're all broken,
- 2:30:11but it's the easiest thing in the world to imagine that they're a whole.
- 2:30:15There is a piece of a plate with a spray of red and yellow
- 2:30:18ivy on it that is especially beautiful. We keep it in the parlor,
- 2:30:20and we have the fairy glass there too. The fairy glass is as lovely
- 2:30:24as a dream. Diana found it out in the woods behind their chicken house.
- 2:30:28It's all full of rainbows, just little, young rainbows that haven't grown
- 2:30:31big yet. And Diana's mother told her it was broken off a hanging lamp
- 2:30:35they once had. But it's nice to imagine the fairies lost it one night
- 2:30:39when they had a ball. So we call it the fairy glass. Matthew
- 2:30:41is going to make us a table. Oh, we have named that little
- 2:30:45round pool over in mister Barry's field, Willowmere. I got that name out
- 2:30:48of the book Diana lent me. That was a thrilling book. Marilla,
- 2:30:52the heroine had five lovers. I'd be satisfied with one, wouldn't you.
- 2:30:56She was very handsome and she went through great tribulations. She could faint as
- 2:31:01easy as anything. I'd love to be able to faint, wouldn't you,
- 2:31:03Marilla. It's so romantic, But I'm really very healthy. For all,
- 2:31:07I'm so thin. I believe I'm getting fatter, though, don't you think
- 2:31:11I am. I look at my elbows every morning when I get up to
- 2:31:13see if any dimples are coming. Diana is having a new dress made with
- 2:31:18elbow sleeves. She's going to wear it to the picnic. Oh. I
- 2:31:20do hope it will be fine next Wednesday. I don't feel that I could
- 2:31:24endure the disappointment if anything happened to prevent me from getting to the picnic.
- 2:31:28I suppose I'd lived through it, but I am certain it would be a
- 2:31:30life long sorrow. It wouldn't matter if I got to a hundred picnics in
- 2:31:33after years. They wouldn't make up for missing this one. They're going to
- 2:31:37have boats on the Lake of Shining Waters and ice cream. As I told
- 2:31:39you, I've never tasted ice cream. Diana tried to explain what it was
- 2:31:43like, but I guess ice cream is one of those things that are beyond
- 2:31:46imagination. Anne, you have talked even on for ten minutes. By the
- 2:31:50clock, said Marilla. Now just for curiosity's sake, see if you can
- 2:31:54hold your tongue for the same length of time. Anne held her tongue as
- 2:31:58desired, but for the rest of the wheat she talked picnic and thought picnic
- 2:32:01and dreamed picnic. On Saturday, it rained, and she worked herself up
- 2:32:05into such a frantic state lest it should keep on raining until and over Wednesday
- 2:32:09that Marilla made her sew an extra patchwork square by way of studying her nerves.
- 2:32:13On Sunday, Anne confided to Marilla on the way home from church that
- 2:32:16she grew actually cold all over with excitement when the minister announced the picnic from
- 2:32:20the pulpit. Such a thrill as went up and down my back. Marilla,
- 2:32:24I don't think I'd ever really believed until then that there was honestly going
- 2:32:28to be a picnic. I couldn't help fearing I'd only imagined it. But
- 2:32:31when a minister says a thing in the pulpit, you just have to believe
- 2:32:35it. You set your heart too much on things, Anne said Marilla with
- 2:32:37a sigh. I'm afraid there'll be a great many disappointments in store for you
- 2:32:41through life, Oh, Marilla. Looking forward at things is half the pleasure
- 2:32:46of them, exclaimed Anne. You mayn't get the things themselves, but nothing
- 2:32:50can prevent you from having the fun of looking forward to them. Missus Lynde
- 2:32:54says, blessed are they who to expect nothing, for they shall not be
- 2:32:56disappointed. But I think it would be worse to expect nothing then to be
- 2:33:00disappointed. Marilla wore her amethyst brooch to church that day, as usual,
- 2:33:05Marilla always wore her amethyst brooch to church. She would have thought it rather
- 2:33:09sacrilegious to leave it off, as bad as forgetting her bible or her collection
- 2:33:11dime. That amethyst brooch was Marilla's most treasured possession. A seafaring uncle had
- 2:33:16given it to her mother, who in turn had bequeathed it to Marilla.
- 2:33:20It was an old fashioned oval containing a braid of her mother's hair, surrounded
- 2:33:24by a border of very fine amethysts. Marilla knew too little about precious stones
- 2:33:28to realize how fine the amethysts actually were, but she thought them very beautiful,
- 2:33:33and was always pleasantly conscious of their violet shimmer at her throat above her
- 2:33:37good brown sadin dress, even although she could not see it. Anne had
- 2:33:41been smitten with delighted admiration when she first saw that brooch. Oh, Marilla,
- 2:33:46it's a perfectly elegant brooch. I don't know how you can pay attention
- 2:33:50to the sermon or the prayers when you have it on. I couldn't,
- 2:33:52I know. I think amethysts are just sweet. They are what I used
- 2:33:56to think diamonds were like. Long ago, before I had ever seen a
- 2:34:00diamond, I read about them, and I tried to imagine what they would
- 2:34:03be like. I thought they would be lovely, glimmering purple stones. When
- 2:34:07I saw a real diamond in a lady's ring one day, I was so
- 2:34:09disappointed. I cried. Of course, it was very lovely, but it
- 2:34:13wasn't my idea of a diamond. Will you let me hold the brooch for
- 2:34:16one minute, Marilla? Do you think amethysts can be the souls of good
- 2:34:20violets? End of Chapter thirteen. Chapter fourteen, Anne's confession. On the
- 2:34:28Monday evening before the picnic, Marilla came down from her room with a troubled
- 2:34:33face. Anne. She said, to that small personage who was shelling peas
- 2:34:37by the spotless table and singing Nellie of the Hazel Dell with a vigor and
- 2:34:41expression that did credit to Diana's teaching. Did you see anything of my amethyst
- 2:34:46brooch? I thought I stuck it in my pincushion when I came home from
- 2:34:50church yesterday evening, but I can't find it anywhere. I I saw it
- 2:34:54this afternoon when you were away at the Aid Society, said Anne a little
- 2:34:58slowly. I was passing your door when I saw it on the cushion,
- 2:35:01so I went in to look at it. Did you touch it, said
- 2:35:05Marilla sternly, Yes, admitted Anne. I took it up and pinned it
- 2:35:11on my breast, just to see how it would look. You had no
- 2:35:13business to do anything of the sort. It's very wrong in a little girl
- 2:35:18to meddle. You shouldn't have gone into my room in the first place,
- 2:35:20and you shouldn't have touched a brooch that didn't belong to you in the second.
- 2:35:24Where did you put it? Oh, I put it back on the
- 2:35:26bureau. I hadn't it on a minute, truly. I didn't mean to
- 2:35:30meddle, Marilla. I didn't think about its being wrong to go in and
- 2:35:33try on the brooch. But I see now that it was, and I'll
- 2:35:35never do it again. That's one good thing about me. I never do
- 2:35:39the same knotty thing twice. You didn't put it back, said Marilla.
- 2:35:43That broach isn't anywhere on the bureau. You've taken it out or something.
- 2:35:46Anne. I did put it back, said Anne quickly. Pertly, Marilla
- 2:35:50thought, I just don't remember whether I stuck it on the pin cushion or
- 2:35:54laid it in the china tray, but I'm perfectly certain I put it back.
- 2:35:58I'll go and have another look. Look, said Marilla, determining to
- 2:36:01be just if you put that brooch back, it's there still. If it
- 2:36:05isn't, i'll know you didn't. That's all. Marilla went to her room
- 2:36:09and made a thorough search, not only over the bureau, but in every
- 2:36:11other place she thought the brooch might possibly be. It was not to be
- 2:36:16found, and she returned to the kitchen. Anne, the brooch is gone.
- 2:36:20By your own admission, you were the last person to handle it.
- 2:36:24Now what have you done with it? Tell me the truth at once?
- 2:36:26Did you take it out and lose it? No? I didn't, said
- 2:36:30Anne, solemnly, meeting Marilla's angry gaze squarely, I never took the brooch
- 2:36:35out. Of your room, and that is the truth if I was to
- 2:36:37be led to the block for it, although I'm not very certain what a
- 2:36:39block is. So there, Marilla. Anne's so there was only intended to
- 2:36:45emphasize her assertion, but Marilla took it as a display of defiance. I
- 2:36:50believe you are telling me a falsehood, Anne, she said sharply. I
- 2:36:52know you are there. Now, don't say anything more unless you are prepared
- 2:36:56to tell the whole truth. Go to your room and stay there until you
- 2:36:58are ready to confess. Will I take the peas with me, said Anne
- 2:37:03meekly. No, I'll finish shelling them myself. Do as I bid you.
- 2:37:07When Anne had gone, Marilla went about her evening tasks in a very
- 2:37:11disturbed state of mind. She was worried about her valuable brooch. What if
- 2:37:15Anne had lost it? And how wicked of the child to deny having taken
- 2:37:18it when anybody could see she must have with such an innocent face too.
- 2:37:24I don't know what I wouldn't sooner have had happened, thought Marilla, as
- 2:37:26she nervously shelled the peace. Of course, I don't suppose she meant to
- 2:37:30steal it or anything like that. She's just taken it to play with or
- 2:37:33help along that imagination of hers. She must have taken it, that's clear,
- 2:37:37for there hasn't been a soul in that room since she was in it,
- 2:37:39by her own story, until I went up to night and the brooch
- 2:37:43is gone. There's nothing surer. I suppose she has lost it and is
- 2:37:46afraid to own up for fear she'll be punished. It's a dreadful thing to
- 2:37:50think she tells falsehoods. It's a far worse thing than her fit of temper.
- 2:37:54It's a fearful responsibility to have a child in your house. You can't
- 2:37:56trust slyness and untruthfulness. That's what she has displayed. I declare, I
- 2:38:01feel worse about that than about the brooch. If she'd only have told the
- 2:38:05truth about it, I wouldn't mind so much. Marilla went to her room
- 2:38:09at intervals all through the evening and searched for the brooch, without finding it.
- 2:38:13A bedtime visit to the East Gable produced no result. Anne persisted in
- 2:38:18denying that she knew anything about the brooch, but Marilla was only the more
- 2:38:20firmly convinced that she did. She told Matthew the story the next morning,
- 2:38:24Matthew was confounded and puzzled. He could not so quickly lose faith in Anne,
- 2:38:30but he had to admit that circumstances were against her. You're sure it
- 2:38:33hasn't fell down behind the bureau, was the only suggestion he could offer.
- 2:38:37I've moved the bureau, and I've taken out the drawers, and I've looked
- 2:38:41in every crack and cranny, was Marilla's positive answer. The brooch is gone,
- 2:38:45and that child has taken it and lied about it. That's the plain,
- 2:38:48ugly truth, Matthew Cuthbert, and we might as well look it in
- 2:38:50the face. Well, now, what are you going to do about it?
- 2:38:54Matthew asked forlornly, feeling secretly thankful that Marilla and not he had to
- 2:39:00deal with the situation. He felt no desire to put his ore in this
- 2:39:03time. She'll stay in her room until she confesses, said Marilla, grimly,
- 2:39:07remembering the success of this method in the former case. Then we'll see.
- 2:39:11Perhaps we'll be able to find the brooch if she'll only tell where she
- 2:39:15took it. But in any case she'll have to be severely punished. Matthew,
- 2:39:18Well, now you'll have to punish her, said Matthew, reaching for
- 2:39:22his hat. I've nothing to do with it. Remember you warn me off
- 2:39:24yourself. Marilla felt deserted by every one. She could not even go to
- 2:39:30missus Lynde for advice. She went up to the east gable with a very
- 2:39:33serious face and left it with a face more serious still. Anne steadfastly refused
- 2:39:39to confess. She persisted in asserting that she had not taken the brooch.
- 2:39:43The child had evidently been crying, and Marilla felt a pang of pity,
- 2:39:46which she sternly repressed. By night, she was as she expressed it,
- 2:39:50beat out. You'll stay in this room until you confess. Anne. You
- 2:39:54can make up your mind to that, she said firmly. But the picnic
- 2:39:58is tomorrow, Marilla cried, Anne. You won't keep me from going to
- 2:40:01that, will you. You'll just let me out for the afternoon, won't
- 2:40:05you. Then I'll stay here as long as you like afterwards, cheerfully,
- 2:40:09but I must go to the picnic. You'll not go to picnics nor anywhere
- 2:40:11else until you've confessed, Anne, Oh, Marilla gasped Anne. But Marilla
- 2:40:18had gone out and shut the door. Wednesday morning dawned as bright and fair,
- 2:40:22as if expressly made to order for the picnic. Birds sang around green
- 2:40:26gables. The madonna lilies in the garden sent out whiffs of perfume that entered
- 2:40:30in on viewless winds at every door and window, and wandered through halls and
- 2:40:33rooms like spirits of benediction. The birches in the hollow waved joyful hands as
- 2:40:39if watching for Anne's usual morning greeting from the east gable. But Anne was
- 2:40:43not at her window. When Marilla took her breakfast up to her, she
- 2:40:46found the child sitting primly on her bed, pale and resolute, with tight
- 2:40:50shut lips and gleaming eyes. Marilla, I'm ready to confess, ah.
- 2:40:56Marilla laid down her tray once again her man that had succeeded, but her
- 2:41:01success was very bitter to her. Let me hear what you have to say,
- 2:41:05then, Anne. I took the amethyst brooch, said Anne, as
- 2:41:09if repeating a lesson she had learned. I took it just as you said.
- 2:41:13I didn't mean to take it when I went in, but it did
- 2:41:15look so beautiful, Marilla. When I pinned it on my breast that I
- 2:41:18was overcome by an irresistible temptation. I imagined how perfectly thrilling it would be
- 2:41:24to take it to Idlewild and play that I was the lady Cordelia Fitzgerald.
- 2:41:28It would be so much easier to imagine I was the Lady Cordelia if I
- 2:41:31had a real amethyst brooch on Diana, and I made necklaces of roseberries.
- 2:41:35But what are roseberries compared to amethysts? So I took the brooch. I
- 2:41:39thought I could put it back before you came home. I went all the
- 2:41:43way round by the road to lengthen out the time. When I was going
- 2:41:46over the bridge across the Lake of Shining Waters, I took the brooch off
- 2:41:50to have another look at it. Oh, how it did shine in the
- 2:41:52sunlight. And then when I was leaning over the bridge, it just slipped
- 2:41:56through my fingers. So and went down, down, down, all purply
- 2:42:01sparkling, and sank forever more beneath the Lake of Shining Waters. And that's
- 2:42:07the best I can do at confessing Marilla. Marilla felt hot anger surge up
- 2:42:11into her heart again. This child had taken and lost her treasured amethyst brooch,
- 2:42:16and now sat there calmly reciting the details thereof without the least apparent compunction
- 2:42:20or repentance. Anne, this is terrible, she said, trying to speak
- 2:42:24calmly. You are the very wickedest girl I ever heard of. Yes,
- 2:42:30I suppose I am agreed, Anne, tranquility, and I know I'll have
- 2:42:33to be punished. It'll be your duty to punish me, Marilla. Won't
- 2:42:37you please get it over right off? Because I'd like to go to the
- 2:42:39picnic with nothing on my mind picnic. Indeed, you'll go to no picnic
- 2:42:45today, Anne, Shirley. That shall be your punishment, and it isn't
- 2:42:48half severe enough either for what you've done. Not go to the picnic.
- 2:42:54Anne sprang to her feet and clutched Marilla's hand. But you promised me I
- 2:42:58might, Oh Marilla, I must go to the picnic. That was why
- 2:43:01I confessed. Punish me any way you liked, But that, oh Marilla,
- 2:43:05please please let me go to the picnic. Think of the ice cream
- 2:43:09for anything, you know, I may never have a chance to taste ice
- 2:43:11cream again. Marilla disengaged Anne's clinging hands stonily. You needn't plead, Anne.
- 2:43:18You are not going to the picnic, and that's final. No,
- 2:43:22not a word. Anne realized that Marilla was not to be moved. She
- 2:43:26clasped her hands together, gave a piercing shriek, and then flung herself face
- 2:43:31downward on the bed, crying and writhing in an utter abandonment of disappointment and
- 2:43:35despair. For Lance's sake, gasped Marilla, hastening from the room. I
- 2:43:41believe the child is crazy. No child in her senses would behave as she
- 2:43:45does. Oh if she isn't utterly bad, Oh dear, I'm afraid Rachel
- 2:43:48was right from the first. But I've put my hand to the plow and
- 2:43:52I won't look back. That was a dismal morning. Marilla worked fiercely and
- 2:43:56scrubbed the porch floor in the dairy shells when you could nothing else to do.
- 2:44:01Neither the shelves nor the porch needed it, but Marilla did. Then
- 2:44:05she went out and raked the yard. When dinner was ready, she went
- 2:44:07to the stairs and called Anne. A tear stained face appeared, looking tragically
- 2:44:11over the banisters. Come down to your dinner, Anne, I don't want
- 2:44:16any dinner, Marilla said Anne sobbingly. I couldn't eat anything. My heart
- 2:44:20is broken. You'll feel remorse of conscience. Some day I expect for breaking
- 2:44:24it, Marilla, But I forgive you. Remember when the time comes that
- 2:44:28I forgive you. But please don't ask me to wait anything, especially boiled
- 2:44:33pork and greens. Boiled pork and greens are so unromantic when one is in
- 2:44:37affliction. Exasperated, Marilla returned to the kitchen and poured out her tale of
- 2:44:43woe to Matthew, who, between his sense of justice and his unlawful sympathy
- 2:44:46for Anne, was a miserable man. Well, now she shouldn't have taken
- 2:44:52the brooch, Marilla, or told stories about it, he admitted, mournfully,
- 2:44:56surveying his plate full of unromantic pork and greens as if he liked Anne.
- 2:45:00Thought it a food unsuited to crises of feeling. But she's such a
- 2:45:03little thing, such an interesting little thing. Don't you think it's pretty rough
- 2:45:07not to let her go to the picnic when she's so set on it.
- 2:45:11Matthew Cuthbert, I'm amazed at you. I think I've let her off entirely
- 2:45:15too easy, And she doesn't appear to realize how wicked she's been at all.
- 2:45:18That's what worries me. Most. If she'd really felt sorry, it
- 2:45:22wouldn't be so bad. And you don't seem to realize it neither. You're
- 2:45:26making excuses for her all the time. To yourself, I can see that.
- 2:45:30Well now she's such a little thing, feebly, reiterated Matthew. And
- 2:45:33there should be allowances made, Marilla. You know she's never had any bringing
- 2:45:37up. Well, she's having it now, retorted Marilla. The retort silenced
- 2:45:43Matthew, if it did not convince him that dinner was a very dismal meal.
- 2:45:48The only cheerful thing about it was Jerry Butte, the hired boy,
- 2:45:50and Marilla resented his cheerfulness as a personal insult. When her dishes were washed
- 2:45:56and her bread sponge sent and her hens fed, Marilla remembered that she had
- 2:46:00noticed a small rent in her best black lace shawl when she had taken it
- 2:46:03off on Monday afternoon, on returning from the Lady's aid she would go and
- 2:46:07mend it. The shawl was in a box in her trunk. As Marilla
- 2:46:11lifted it out, the sunlight falling through the vines that clustered thickly about the
- 2:46:15window struck upon something caught in the shawl, something that glittered and sparkled in
- 2:46:18facets of violet light. Marilla snatched at it with a gasp. It was
- 2:46:24the amethyst brooch, hanging to a thread of the lace by its catch.
- 2:46:28Dear life and Heart, said Marilla blankly, What does this mean? Here
- 2:46:33is my brooch safe and sound that I thought was at the bottom of Berry's
- 2:46:35pond. Whatever did that girl mean by saying she took it and lost it?
- 2:46:39I declare I believe Green Gables is bewitched. I remember now that when
- 2:46:45I took off my shawl Monday afternoon, I laid it on the bureau for
- 2:46:48a minute. I suppose the brooch got caught in it somehow. Well,
- 2:46:52Marilla betook herself to the East Gable, brooch in hand. Anne had cried
- 2:46:58herself out and was sitting dejectedly by the window. Anne Shirley said Marilla solemnly,
- 2:47:03I've just found my brooch hanging to my black laize shawl. Now I
- 2:47:07want to know what that rigmarole you told me this morning meant. Why you
- 2:47:11said you'd keep me here until I confessed, returned Anne wearily. And so
- 2:47:16I decided to confess because I was bound to get to the picnic. I
- 2:47:18thought out a confession last night after I went to bed, and made it
- 2:47:22as interesting as I could, and I said it over and over so that
- 2:47:24I wouldn't forget it. But you wouldn't let me go to the picnic after
- 2:47:28all, So all my trouble was wasted. Marilla had to laugh in spite
- 2:47:33of herself, but her conscience pricked her. Hang, you do beat all.
- 2:47:37But I was wrong. I see that now. I shouldn't have doubted
- 2:47:39your word when I'd never known you to tell a story. Of course,
- 2:47:43it wasn't right for you to confess to a thing you hadn't done. It
- 2:47:46was very wrong to do so, but I drove you to it. So
- 2:47:48if you'll forgive me, Anne, I'll forgive you and we'll start square again.
- 2:47:52And now get yourself ready for the picnic. Anne flew up like a
- 2:47:56rocket. Oh, Marilla, isn't it too late? No, if it's
- 2:48:00only two o'clock, they won't be more than well gathered yet, and it'll
- 2:48:03be an hour before they have tea. Wash your face and comb your hair
- 2:48:05and put on your gingham. I'll fill a basket for you. There's plenty
- 2:48:09of stuff baked in the house and I'll get Jerry to hitch up the sorrel
- 2:48:13and drive you down to the picnic ground, Oh Marilla, exclaimed Anne,
- 2:48:16flying to the washstand five minutes ago. I was so miserable. I was
- 2:48:20wishing I'd never been born, and now I wouldn't change places with an angel.
- 2:48:24That night, a thoroughly happy, completely tired out, Anne returned to
- 2:48:28Green Gables in a state of beatification impossible to describe, Oh Marilla, I've
- 2:48:33had a perfectly scrumptious time. Scrumptius is a new word I learned to day.
- 2:48:37I heard Mary Alice Bell use it. Isn't it very expressive? Everything
- 2:48:41was lovely. We had a splendid tea, and then mister Harmon Andrews took
- 2:48:46us all for a row on the Lake of Shining Waters, six of us
- 2:48:48at a time, and Jane Andrews nearly fell overboard. She was leaning out
- 2:48:52to pick water lilies, and if mister Andrews hadn't caught her by the sash
- 2:48:56just in the nick of time, she'd fallen in and probably been dress.
- 2:49:00I wish it had been me. It would have been such a romantic experience
- 2:49:03to have been nearly drowned. It would be such a thrilling tale to tell,
- 2:49:07and we had the ice cream. Words fail me to describe that ice
- 2:49:11cream, Marilla. I assure you it was sublime That evening Marilla told the
- 2:49:18whole story to Matthew over her stocking basket. I'm willing to own up that
- 2:49:22I made a mistake, she concluded candidly, but I've learned a lesson.
- 2:49:26I have to laugh when I think of Anne's confession, although I suppose I
- 2:49:28shouldn't, for it really was a falsehood. But it doesn't seem as bad
- 2:49:33as the other would have been. Somehow, and anyhow I'm responsible for it.
- 2:49:37That child is hard to understand in some respects, but I believe she'll
- 2:49:39turn out all right. Yet, and there's one thing certain. No house
- 2:49:43will ever be dull that she's in. End of Chapter fourteen, Chapter fifteen,
- 2:49:50A tempest in the school teapot. What a splendid day, said Anne,
- 2:49:56drawing a long breath. Isn't it good just to be a li on
- 2:50:00a day like this? I pity the people who aren't born yet for missing
- 2:50:03it. They may have good days, of course, but they can never
- 2:50:07have this one. And it's splendidor still to have such a lovely way to
- 2:50:11go to school by, isn't it? It's a lot nicer than going round
- 2:50:13by the road that is so dusty and hot, said Diana, practically peeping
- 2:50:18into her dinner basket and mentally calculating if the three juicy toothsome raspberry tarts reposing
- 2:50:24there were divided among ten girls, how many bites each girl would have?
- 2:50:28The little girls of Avonlea School always pooled their lunches, and to eat three
- 2:50:31raspberry tarts all alone, or even to share them only with one's best chum,
- 2:50:35would have forever and ever branded as awful mean the girl who did it.
- 2:50:39And yet when the tarts were divided among ten girls, you just got
- 2:50:43enough to tantalize you. The way Anne and Diana went to school was a
- 2:50:48pretty one. Anne thought those walks to and from school with Diana couldn't be
- 2:50:52improved upon, even by imagination. Going round by the main road would have
- 2:50:58been so unromantic. But to go by the Lover's Lane and Willowmere and Violet
- 2:51:01Vale and the Birch Path was romantic, if ever anything was. Lover's Lane
- 2:51:07opened out below the orchard at green Gables and stretched far up into the woods
- 2:51:09to the end of the Cuthbert farm. It was the way by which the
- 2:51:13cows were taken to the back pasture and the wood hauled home in winter.
- 2:51:16Anne had named it Lover's Lane before she had been a month at Green Gables.
- 2:51:20Not that lovers ever really walk there, she explained to Marilla. But
- 2:51:24Diana and I are reading a perfectly magnificent book and there's a lover's Lane in
- 2:51:28it, so we want to have one too. And it's a very pretty
- 2:51:31name, don't you think so romantic. We can imagine the lovers into it.
- 2:51:35You know. I like that lane because you can think out loud there
- 2:51:37without people calling you crazy. Anne, starting out alone in the morning,
- 2:51:43went down Lover's Lane as far as the brook. Here Diana met her,
- 2:51:46and the two little girls went on up the lane under the leafy arch of
- 2:51:48maples. Maples are such sociable trees, said Anne. They're always rustling and
- 2:51:54whispering to you until they came to a rustic bridge. Then they left the
- 2:51:58lane and walked through mister Barry's back backfield and past Willowmere. Beyond Willowmere came
- 2:52:03Violet Veil, a little green dimple in the shadow of mister Andrew Bell's Big
- 2:52:07Woods. Of course, there are no violets there now, Anne told Marilla.
- 2:52:11But Diana says, there are millions of them in Spring. Oh,
- 2:52:13Marilla. Can't you just imagine you see them? It actually takes away my
- 2:52:18breath. I named it Violet Vale. Diana says she never saw the beat
- 2:52:22of me for hitting on fancy names for places. It's nice to be clever
- 2:52:24at something, isn't it. But Diana named the birch Path. She wanted
- 2:52:28to, so I let her. But I'm sure I could have found something
- 2:52:31more poetical than plain birch path. Anybody can think of a name like that.
- 2:52:35But the birch Path is one of the prettiest places in the world,
- 2:52:39Marilla. It was other people besides Anne thought so when they stumbled on it.
- 2:52:43It was a little narrow, twisting path winding down over a long hill,
- 2:52:48straight through mister Bell's woods, where the light came down, sifted through
- 2:52:52so many emerald screens that it was as flawless as the heart of a diamond.
- 2:52:56It was fringe in all its length, with slim young birches, white
- 2:53:00stemmed and lissom bowed ferns and starflowers and wild lilies of the valley, and
- 2:53:05scarlet tufts of pigeon berries grew thickly along it, and there was always a
- 2:53:09delightful spiciness in the air, and music of bird calls, and the murmur
- 2:53:13and laugh of wood winds in the trees overhead. Now and then you might
- 2:53:18see a rabbit skipping across the road if you were quiet, which with Anne
- 2:53:22and Diana happened about once in a blue moon. Down in the valley,
- 2:53:24the path came out to the main road, and then it was just up
- 2:53:28the spruce hill to the school. The Avonlea School was a whitewashed building,
- 2:53:33low in the eaves and wide in the windows, furnished inside with comfortable,
- 2:53:37substantial old fashioned desks that opened and shut and were carved all over their lids
- 2:53:41with the initials and hieroglyphics of three generations of school children. The schoolhouse was
- 2:53:46set back from the road, and behind it was a dusky fir wood and
- 2:53:50a brook where all the children put their bottles of milk in the morning to
- 2:53:52keep cool and sweet until dinner hour. Marilla had seen Anne start off to
- 2:53:56school on the first day of September with many secret misgives. Anne was such
- 2:54:01an odd girl. How would she get on with the other children, and
- 2:54:03how on earth would she ever managed to hold her tongue during school hours.
- 2:54:07Things went better than Marilla feared. However, Anne came home that evening in
- 2:54:11high spirits. I think I'm going to like school here, she announced.
- 2:54:16I don't think much of the master, though he's all the time curling his
- 2:54:18mustache and making eyes at Prissy Andrews's Prissy's grown up. You know, she's
- 2:54:22sixteen and she's studying for the entrance examination into Queen's Academy at Charlottetown next year.
- 2:54:28Tillie Bolter says, the master is dead gone on her. She's got
- 2:54:31a beautiful complexion and curly brown hair, and she does it up so elegantly.
- 2:54:35She sits in the long seat at the back, and he sits there
- 2:54:37too, most of the time to explain her lessons, he says. But
- 2:54:41Ruby Gillis says she saw him writing something on her slate and when Prissy read
- 2:54:45it, she blushed as red as a beat and giggled. And Ruby Gillis
- 2:54:48says she doesn't believe it had anything to do with the lesson. Anne,
- 2:54:50Shirley, don't let me hear you talking about your teacher in that way again,
- 2:54:54said Marilla, sharply. You don't go to school to criticize the master.
- 2:54:58I guess he can teach you something, and it's your business to learn.
- 2:55:01And I want you to understand right off that you are not to come
- 2:55:03home telling tales about him. That is something I won't encourage. I hope
- 2:55:07you were a good girl. Indeed I was, said Anne comfortably. It
- 2:55:11wasn't so hard as you might imagine, either. I sit with Diana.
- 2:55:15Our seat is right by the window and we can look down to the Lake
- 2:55:18of Shining Waters. There are a lot of nice girls in school, and
- 2:55:20we had scrumptious fun playing at dinner time. It's so nice to have a
- 2:55:24lot of little girls to play with. But of course I like Diana best,
- 2:55:26and always will. I adored Diana. I'm dreadfully far behind the others.
- 2:55:31They're all in the fifth book, and I'm only in the fourth.
- 2:55:33I feel that it's kind of a disgrace. But there's not one of them
- 2:55:37has such an imagination as I have, and I soon found that out.
- 2:55:41We had reading and geography and Canadian history and dictation to day. Mister Phillips
- 2:55:45said my spelling was disgraceful, and he held up my slate so that everybody
- 2:55:48could see it all marked over. I felt so mortified, Marilla. He
- 2:55:52might have been polier to a stranger. I think Ruby Gillis gave me an
- 2:55:54apple, and Sophia Sloane lent me a lovely pink card with may I see
- 2:55:58you home on it. I'm to give it back to her tomorrow. And
- 2:56:01Tillie Bolter let me wear her bead ring all the afternoon. Can I have
- 2:56:05some of those pearl beads off the old pincushion in the garret to make myself
- 2:56:09a ring? And oh, Marilla, Jane Andrews told me that Minnie mac
- 2:56:11Pherson told her that she heard Prissy Andrews tell Sarah Gillis that I had a
- 2:56:15very pretty nose. Marilla. That is the first compliment I have ever had
- 2:56:18in my life. And you can't imagine what a strange feeling it gave me.
- 2:56:22Marilla, Have I really a pretty nose? I know you'll tell me
- 2:56:26the truth. Your nose is well enough, said Marilla shortly. Secretly,
- 2:56:31she thought Anne's nose was a remarkably pretty one, but she had no intention
- 2:56:33of telling her. So that was three weeks ago, and all had gone
- 2:56:37smoothly so far, And now this crisp September morning, Anne and Diana were
- 2:56:41tripping blithely down the birch path, two of the happiest little girls in Avonlea.
- 2:56:46I guess Gilbert Blythe will be in school to day, said Diana.
- 2:56:50He's been visiting his cousins over in New Brunswick all summer and he only came
- 2:56:54home Saturday night. He's awfully handsome, Anne, and he teases the girl
- 2:56:58something terrible. He just torments our lives out. Diana's voice indicated that she
- 2:57:03rather liked having her life tormented out than not Gilbert Blythe, said Anne.
- 2:57:07Isn't it his name that's written up on the porch wall with Julia Bell's and
- 2:57:11a big take notice over them? Yes, said Diana, tossing her head.
- 2:57:16But I'm sure he doesn't like Julia Bell so very much. I've heard
- 2:57:18him say he studied the multiplication table by her freckles. Oh, don't speak
- 2:57:22about freckles to me, implored Anne. It isn't delicate when I've got so
- 2:57:26many. But I do think that writing take notices up on the wall about
- 2:57:30the boys and girls is the silliest ever. I should just like to see
- 2:57:33anybody dare to write my name up with a boy's. Not of course,
- 2:57:37she hastened to add that anybody would. Anne sighed. She didn't want her
- 2:57:41name written up, but it was a little humiliating to know that there was
- 2:57:45no danger of it. Nonsense, said Diana, whose black eyes and glossy
- 2:57:50tresses had played such havoc with the hearts of Avonlea schoolboys that her name figured
- 2:57:54on the porch walls in half a dozen take notices. It's only meant as
- 2:57:56a joke. And don't you be too sure your name won't ever be written
- 2:58:01up. Charlie Sloane is dead gone on you. He told his mother his
- 2:58:05mother, mind you, that you were the smartest girl in school. That's
- 2:58:09better than being good looking. No, it isn't, said Anne Feminine to
- 2:58:13the corps. I'd rather be pretty than clever, and I hate Charlie Sloane.
- 2:58:16I can't bear a boy with goggle eyes. If anyone wrote my name
- 2:58:20up with his, I'd never get over it, Diana Barry, But it
- 2:58:24is nice to keep head of your class. You'll have Gilbert in your class
- 2:58:26after this, said Diana. And he's used to being head of his class.
- 2:58:30I can tell you he's only in the fourth book, although he's nearly
- 2:58:33fourteen. Four years ago his father was sick and had to go out to
- 2:58:37Alberta for his health, and Gilbert went with him. They were there three
- 2:58:39years, and gil didn't go to school hardly any until they came back.
- 2:58:43You won't find it so easy to keep head after this, Anne, I'm
- 2:58:46glad, said Anne quickly. I couldn't really feel proud of keeping head of
- 2:58:50little boys and girls of just nine or ten. I got up yesterday spelling
- 2:58:54ebulition. Josie Pye was head, and mind you, she peeped in her
- 2:58:56book. Mister Phillips didn't see her, was looking at Prissy Andrews, but
- 2:59:01I did. I just swept for a look of freezing scorn, and she
- 2:59:03got as red as a beat and spelled it wrong. After all, those
- 2:59:07pie girls are cheats all round, said Diana indignantly, as they climbed the
- 2:59:09fence of the main road. Gertie Pye actually went and put her milk bottle
- 2:59:13in my place in the brook yesterday, did you ever? I don't speak
- 2:59:18to her now. When mister Phillips was in the back of the room hearing
- 2:59:20Prissy Andrews Latin Diana whispered to Anne, that's Gilbert Blythe sitting right across the
- 2:59:26aisle from you. Anne. Just look at him and see if you don't
- 2:59:28think he's handsome. Anne looked accordingly. She had a good chance to do
- 2:59:33so, for the said Gilbert Blythe was absorbed in stealthily pinning the long yellow
- 2:59:37braid of Ruby Gillis, who sat in front of him to the back of
- 2:59:39her seat. He was a tall boy with curly brown hair, roguish hazel
- 2:59:43eyes, and a mouth twisted into a teasing smile. Presently Ruby Gillis started
- 2:59:48up to take a sum to the master. She fell back into her seat
- 2:59:52with a little shriek, believing that her hair was pulled out by the roots.
- 2:59:56Everybody looked at her, and mister Phillips glared so sternly that Ruby began
- 3:00:00to cry. Gilbert had whisked the pin out of sight and was studying his
- 3:00:03history with the soberest face in the world. But when the commotion subsided,
- 3:00:07he looked at Anne and winked with inexpressible drollery. I think your Gilbert Blythe
- 3:00:11is handsome, confided Anne to Diana. But I think he's very bold.
- 3:00:16It isn't good manners to wink at a strange girl. But it was not
- 3:00:20until the afternoon that things really began to happen. Mister Phillips was back in
- 3:00:24the corner explaining a problem in algebra to Prissy Andrews, and the rest of
- 3:00:28the scholars were doing pretty much as they pleased, eating green apples, whispering,
- 3:00:33drawing pictures on their slates, and driving crickets harnessed to strings up and
- 3:00:35down the aisle. Gilbert Blythe was trying to make Anne Shirley look at him,
- 3:00:39and failing utterly, because Anne was at that moment totally oblivious not only
- 3:00:43to the very existence of Gilbert Blythe, but of every other scholar in Avonlea
- 3:00:48School itself. With her chin propped on her hands and her eyes fixed on
- 3:00:52the blue glimpse of the lake of Shining Waters that the west window afforded,
- 3:00:56she was far away in a gorgeous dream land, hearing and seeing nothing save
- 3:01:00her own wonderful visions. Gilbert Blythe wasn't used to putting himself out to make
- 3:01:05a girl look at him, and meeting with failure. She should look at
- 3:01:07him, that red haired, shirly girl with the little pointed chin and the
- 3:01:11big eyes that weren't like the eyes of any other girl in Avonlea School.
- 3:01:13Gilbert reached across the aisle, picked up the end of Anne's long red braid,
- 3:01:18held it out at arm's length, and said, in a piercing whisper,
- 3:01:22Carrots, Carrots. Then Anne looked at him with a vengeance. She
- 3:01:26did more than look. She sprang to her feet, her bright fancies fallen
- 3:01:31into cureless ruin. She flashed one indignant glance at Gilbert from eyes whose angry
- 3:01:35sparkle was swiftly quenched in equally angry tears. You mean, hateful boy,
- 3:01:39she exclaimed passionately, how dare you? And then whack. Anne had brought
- 3:01:46her slate down on Gilbert's head and cracked it. Slate not head clear.
- 3:01:50Across Avonlea School always enjoyed a scene. This was an especially enjoyable one.
- 3:01:56Everybody said, oh, in horrified delight. Anne aghast Ruby Gillis, who
- 3:02:01was inclined to be hysterical began to cry. Tommy Sloane let his team of
- 3:02:05crickets escape him altogether. While he stared open mouthed at the tableau, mister
- 3:02:09Phillips stalked down the aisle and laid his hand heavily on Anne's shoulder. Anne,
- 3:02:15Shirley, what does this mean? He said angrily. Anne returned no
- 3:02:18answer. It was asking too much of flesh and blood to expect her to
- 3:02:22tell before the whole school that she had been called carrots. Gilbert, it
- 3:02:26was who spoke up stoutly. It was my fault, mister Phillips, I
- 3:02:28teased her. Mister Phillips paid no heed to Gilbert. I am sorry to
- 3:02:33see a pupil of mine displaying such a temper and such a vindictive spirit,
- 3:02:37he said, in a solemn tone, as if the mere fact of being
- 3:02:39a pupil of his ought to root out all evil passions from the hearts of
- 3:02:43small, imperfect mortals. Anne go and stand on the platform in front of
- 3:02:46the blackboard for the rest of the afternoon. Anne would have infinitely preferred a
- 3:02:50whipping to this punishment, under which her sensitive spirit quivered as from a whiplash,
- 3:02:56with a white set face she obeyed, mister Phillips, took a chalk
- 3:03:00crayon and wrote on a blackboard above her head. Anne Shirley has a very
- 3:03:03bad temper. Anne Shirley must learn to control her temper, and then read
- 3:03:07it out loud so that even the primer class, who couldn't read writing,
- 3:03:11should understand it. Anne stood there the rest of the afternoon with that legend
- 3:03:15above her. She did not cry or hang her head. Anger was still
- 3:03:18too hot in her heart for that, and it sustained her. Amid all
- 3:03:22her agony of humiliation. With resentful eyes and passion red cheeks, she confronted
- 3:03:26alike Diana's sympathetic gaze and Charlie Sloane's indignant nods and Josie Pye's malicious smiles.
- 3:03:33As for Gilbert Blythe, she would not even look at him. She would
- 3:03:37never look at him again, She would never speak to him. When school
- 3:03:41was dismissed, Anne marched out with her red head held high. Gilbert Blythe
- 3:03:45tried to intercept her at the porch door. I'm awfully sorry I made fun
- 3:03:48of your hair, Anne, he whispered, contritely. Honest, I am
- 3:03:50don't be mad for keeps now Anne swept by disdainfully, without look or sign
- 3:03:56of hearing. Oh how could you, Anne breathed Diana as they went down
- 3:04:01the road, Half reproachfully, half admiringly. Diana felt that she could never
- 3:04:05have resisted Gilbert's plea. I shall never forgive Gilbert blythe said Anne firmly.
- 3:04:11And mister Phillips spelled my name without an e too. The iron has entered
- 3:04:15into my soul, Diana. Diana hadn't the least idea what Anne meant,
- 3:04:20but she understood it was something terrible. You mustn't mind Gilbert making fun of
- 3:04:24your hair, she said, soothingly. Why he makes fun of all the
- 3:04:26little girls. He laughs at mine because it is so black. He's called
- 3:04:30me a crow a dozen times, and I never heard him apologize for anything
- 3:04:33before either. There's a great deal of difference between being called a crow and
- 3:04:37being called carrots, said Anne with dignity. Gilbert Blythe has hurt my feelings
- 3:04:43excruciatingly, Diana. It is possible the matter might have blown over without more
- 3:04:48excruciation if nothing else had happened. But when things begin to happen, they
- 3:04:52are apt to keep on avonlea Scholars often spent noon hour picking gum and mister
- 3:04:56Bell's spruce grove over the hill and across his big pasture. From there they
- 3:05:01could keep an eye on Eben Wright's house, where the master boarded. When
- 3:05:03they saw mister Phillips emerging therefrom, they ran for the schoolhouse, but the
- 3:05:07distance being about three times longer than mister Wright's lane, they were very apt
- 3:05:11to arrive there, breathless and gasping, some three minutes too late. On
- 3:05:16the following day, mister Phillips was seized with one of his spasmodic fits of
- 3:05:20reform, and announced before going home to dinner that he should expect to find
- 3:05:24all the scholars in their seats when he returned. Any One who came in
- 3:05:26late would be punished. All the boys and some of the girls went to
- 3:05:31mister bell spruce grove as usual, fully intending to stay only long enough to
- 3:05:33pick a chew. But spruce groves are seductive, and yellow nuts of gum
- 3:05:37beguiling. They picked and loitered and strayed, and as usual, the first
- 3:05:41thing that recalled them to a sense of the flight of time was Jimmy Glover
- 3:05:46shouting from the top of a patriarchal old spruce Master's coming. The girls who
- 3:05:50were on the ground started first and managed to reach the schoolhouse in time,
- 3:05:54but without a second despair. The boys, who had to wriggle hastily down
- 3:05:58from the trees, were or later, and Anne, who had not been
- 3:06:01picking gum at all, but was wondering happily in the far end of the
- 3:06:03grove, waist deep among the bracken, singing softly to herself, with a
- 3:06:07wreath of rice lilies on her hair, as if she were some wild divinity
- 3:06:11of the shadowy places, was latest of all. Anne could run like a
- 3:06:15deer. However, run she did, with the impish result that she overtook
- 3:06:18the boys at the door and was swept into the schoolhouse among them, just
- 3:06:20as mister Phillips was in the act of hanging up his hand. Mister Phillips's
- 3:06:24brief reforming energy was over. He didn't want the bother of punishing a dozen
- 3:06:28pupils, but it was necessary to do something to save his word, so
- 3:06:33he looked about for a scapegoat and found it in Anne, who had dropped
- 3:06:35into her seat, gasping for breath, with a forgotten lily wreath hanging askew
- 3:06:39over one ear and giving her a particularly rakish and disheveled appearance. Anne,
- 3:06:45Shirley, since you seem to be so fond of the boy's company, we
- 3:06:48shall indulge your taste for it this afternoon, he said, sarcastically, take
- 3:06:52those flowers out of your hair and sit with Gilbert Blythe. The other boys
- 3:06:56snickered. Diana, turning pale with pity, plucked the wreath Anne's hair and
- 3:07:00squeezed her hand. Anne stared at the master as if turned to stone.
- 3:07:05Did you hear what I said, Anne queried mister Phillips sternly. Yes,
- 3:07:09Sir, said Anne, slowly. But I didn't suppose you really meant it.
- 3:07:13I assure you I did. Still, with the sarcastic inflection, which
- 3:07:16all the children and Anne especially hated, it flicked on the raw obey me
- 3:07:22at once. For a moment, Anne looked as if she meant to disobey,
- 3:07:26Then, realizing that there was no help for it, she rose haughtily,
- 3:07:31stepped across the aisle, sat down beside Gilbert Blythe, and buried her
- 3:07:35face in her arms on the desk. Ruby Gillis, who got a glimpse
- 3:07:37of it as it went down, told the others going home from school that
- 3:07:41she'd actually never seen anything like it. It was so white, with awful
- 3:07:45little red spots in it. To Anne, this was the end of all
- 3:07:48things. It was bad enough to be singled out for punishment from among a
- 3:07:52dozen equally guilty ones. It was worse still to be sent to sit with
- 3:07:56a boy, but that that boy should be Gilbert Blythe was heaping insult on
- 3:08:01injury to a degree utterly unbearable. Anne felt that she could not bear it,
- 3:08:05and it would be of no use to try, her whole being seethed
- 3:08:09with shame and anger and humiliation. At first, the others looked and whispered
- 3:08:13and giggled and nudged, but as Anne never lifted her head, and as
- 3:08:16Gilbert worked fractions as if his whole soul was absorbed in them, and them
- 3:08:20only, they soon returned to their own tasks, and Anne was forgotten.
- 3:08:24When mister Phillips called the history class out, Anne should have gone, but
- 3:08:28Anne did not move, and mister Phillips, who had been writing some verses
- 3:08:31to Priscilla before he called the class, was thinking about an obstinate of rhyme
- 3:08:35still and never missed her. Once. When nobody was looking, Gilbert took
- 3:08:39from his desk a little pink candy heart with a gold motto on it you
- 3:08:43are Sweet, and slipped it under the curve of Anne's arm, whereupon Anne
- 3:08:48arose, took the pink heart gingerly between the tips of her fingers, dropped
- 3:08:52it on the floor, grounded a powder beneath her heel, and resumed her
- 3:08:54position, without deigning to bestow a glance on Gilbert. When school went,
- 3:09:00Anne marched to her desk ostentatiously took out everything therein books and writing tablet,
- 3:09:05pen and ink, testament and arithmetic, and piled them neatly on her cracked
- 3:09:09slate. What are you taking all those things home for? Anne, Diana
- 3:09:13wanted to know. As soon as they were out of the road. She
- 3:09:16had not dared to ask the question before. I am not coming back to
- 3:09:18school any more, said Anne. Diana gasped and stared at Anne to see
- 3:09:22if she meant it. Will Marilla let you stay home, she asked.
- 3:09:26She'll have to, said Anne, I'll never go to school to that man
- 3:09:30again. Oh, Anne, Diana looked as if she were ready to cry.
- 3:09:35I do think you're mean, what shall I do. Mister Phillips will
- 3:09:39make me sip with that horrid gerty pie. I know he will because she
- 3:09:41is sitting alone. Do come back, Anne. I'd do almost anything in
- 3:09:46the world for you, Diana, said Anne sadly. I'd let myself be
- 3:09:50torn limb from limb if it would do you any good. But I can't
- 3:09:54do this, so please don't ask it. You harrow up my very soul.
- 3:09:58Just think of all the fun you will miss, mourned Diana. We
- 3:10:01are going to build the loveliest new house Dime by the Brook, and we'll
- 3:10:05be playing ball next week, and you've never played ball, Anne. It's
- 3:10:09tremendously exciting. And we're going to learn a new song. Jane Andrews is
- 3:10:13practicing it up now, and Alice Andrews is going to bring a new Pansy
- 3:10:16book next week and we're all going to read it out loud, chapter about
- 3:10:20Dine by the Brook. And you know you are so fond of reading out
- 3:10:22loud, Anne. Nothing moved Anne in the least her mind was made up.
- 3:10:28She would not go to school to mister Phillips again, she told Marilla.
- 3:10:31So when she got home, Nonsense said Marilla. It isn't nonsense at
- 3:10:35all, said Anne, gazing at Marilla with solemn reproachful eyes. Don't you
- 3:10:39understand, Marilla, I've been insulted, insulted fiddlesticks. You'll go to school
- 3:10:45tomorrow as usual. Oh no, Anne shook her head gently. I'm not
- 3:10:48going back, Marilla. I'll learn my lessons at home, and I'll be
- 3:10:52as good as I can and hold my tongue all the time if it is
- 3:10:54possible at all. But I'll not go back to school, I assure you.
- 3:11:00Marilla saw something remarkably like unyielding stubbornness looking out of Anne's small face.
- 3:11:05She understood that she would have trouble in overcoming it, but she resolved wisely
- 3:11:09to say nothing more. Just then, I'll run down and see Rachel about
- 3:11:13it. This evening, she thought, there's no use reasoning with Anne now.
- 3:11:16She's too worked up, and I've an idea she can be awful stubborn
- 3:11:20if she takes the notion. Far as I can make out from her story,
- 3:11:22mister Phillips has been carrying matters with a rather high hand. But it
- 3:11:26would never do to say so to her. I'll just talk it over with
- 3:11:28Rachel. She's sent ten children to school and she ought to know something about
- 3:11:33it. She'll have heard the whole story too. By this time, Marilla
- 3:11:37found Missus Lynde knitting quilts as industriously and cheerfully as usual. I suppose you
- 3:11:41know what I've come about, she said, a little shamefacedly. Missus Rachel
- 3:11:46nodded about Anne's fuss in school. I reckon, she said. Tillie Bolter
- 3:11:50was in on her way home from school and told me about it. I
- 3:11:52don't know what to do with her, said Marilla. She declares she won't
- 3:11:56go back to school. I never saw a child so worked up. I've
- 3:12:00been expecting trouble ever since she started to school. I knew things were going
- 3:12:03too smooth to last. She's so high strung. What would you advise,
- 3:12:07Rachel, Well, since you've asked my advice, Marilla said Missus Lynde amiably.
- 3:12:11Missus Lynde dearly loved to be asked for advice. I'd just humor her
- 3:12:16a little at first, That's what i'd do. It's my belief that mister
- 3:12:18Phillips was in the wrong. Of course, it doesn't do to say so
- 3:12:22to the children, you know, and of course he did right to punish
- 3:12:24her yesterday for giving way to temper, But to day it was different.
- 3:12:26The others who were late should have been punished as well as Anne, that's
- 3:12:30what. And I don't believe in making the girls sit with the boys for
- 3:12:33punishment. It isn't modest. Tillie Bota was real indignant. She took Anne's
- 3:12:37part right through and said all the scholars did too. Anne seems real popular
- 3:12:41among them, somehow, I never thought she'd take with them so well,
- 3:12:45then you really think i'd better let her stay home, said Marilla in amazement.
- 3:12:48Yes, that is. I wouldn't say school to her again until she
- 3:12:52said it herself. Depend upon it, Marilla. She'll cool off in a
- 3:12:56week or so and be ready to go back of her own accord. That's
- 3:12:58what. While if you were to make her go back right off, dear
- 3:13:01knows what freak or tantrum she'd take next and make more trouble than ever.
- 3:13:05The less fuss made, the better. In my opinion, she won't miss
- 3:13:09much by not going to school as far as that goes. Mister Phillips isn't
- 3:13:11any good at all as a teacher. The order he keeps is scandalous,
- 3:13:15that's what. And he neglects the young fry and puts all his time on
- 3:13:18those big scholars she's getting ready for Queen's. He'd never have got the school
- 3:13:22for another year if his uncle hadn't been a trustee. The trustee, for
- 3:13:24he just leads the other to a round by the nose. That's what I
- 3:13:28declare. I don't know what education in this island is coming to. Missus
- 3:13:33Rachel shook her head as much as to say, if she were only at
- 3:13:35the head of the educational system of the province, things would be much better
- 3:13:39managed. Marilla took Missus Rachel's advice, and not another word was said to
- 3:13:43Anne about going back to school. She learned her lessons at home, did
- 3:13:46her chores, and played with Diana in the chilly purple autumn twilights. But
- 3:13:50when she met Gilbert Blyfe on the road or encountered him in Sunday school,
- 3:13:54she passed him by with an icy contempt that was no wit thought by his
- 3:13:56evident desire to appease her. Even Diana's efforts as a peacemaker were of no
- 3:14:01avail. Anne had evidently made up her mind to hate Gilbert blythe to the
- 3:14:05end of life. As much as she hated Gilbert, however, did she
- 3:14:09love Diana with all the love of her passionate little heart, equally intense in
- 3:14:13its likes and dislikes. One evening, Marilla, coming in from the orchard
- 3:14:16with a basket of apples, found Anne sitting along by the east window in
- 3:14:20the twilight, crying bitterly. Whatever's the matter now, Anne, she asked.
- 3:14:26It's about Diana, sobbed Anne luxuriously. I love Diana, so Marilla,
- 3:14:31I cannot ever live without her. But I know very well when we
- 3:14:35grow up that Diana will get married and go away and leave me. And
- 3:14:39oh what shall I do? I hate her husband. I just hate him
- 3:14:43furiously. I've been imagining it all out, the wedding and everything, Diana
- 3:14:48dressed in snowy garments with a veil and looking as beautiful and regal as a
- 3:14:52queen, and me the bridesmaid with a lovely dress too, in puffed sleeves,
- 3:14:56but with a breaking heart, hid beneath my smile face, and then
- 3:15:01bidding Diana good bye. Here, Anne broke down entirely and wept with increasing
- 3:15:07bitterness. Marilla turned quickly away to hide her twitching face. But it was
- 3:15:11no use. She collapsed on the nearest chair and burst into such a hearty
- 3:15:16and unusual peal of laughter that Matthew, crossing the yard outside, halted in
- 3:15:20amazement. When had he heard Marilla laugh like that before? Well, Anne
- 3:15:26Shirley, said Marilla, as soon as she could speak, If you must
- 3:15:28borrow trouble for pity's sake, burrow it HANDI er home. I should think
- 3:15:33you had an imagination, sure enough. End of chapter fifteen. Chapter sixteen,
- 3:15:41Diana is invited to tea, with tragic results. October was a beautiful
- 3:15:46month at Green Gables, when the birches in the hollow turned as golden and
- 3:15:50sunshine, and the maples behind the orchard were royal crimson, and the wild
- 3:15:54cherry trees along the lane put on the loveliest shades of dark red and bronzy
- 3:15:58green, while the yields sun themselves. In aftermaths, Anne reveled in the
- 3:16:03world of color about her. Oh Marilla, she exclaimed one Saturday morning,
- 3:16:07coming dancing in with her arms full of gorgeous boughs. I'm so glad I
- 3:16:11live in a world where there are octobers. It would be terrible if we
- 3:16:15just skipped from September to November, wouldn't it. Look at these maple branches,
- 3:16:18don't they give you a thrill? Several thrills. I'm going to decorate
- 3:16:22my room with them messy things, said Marilla, whose aesthetic sense was not
- 3:16:26noticeably developed. You clutter up your room entirely too much with out of door
- 3:16:31stuff, Anne, bedrooms were made to sleep in. Oh and dream in
- 3:16:35too, Marilla. And you know one can dream so much better in a
- 3:16:37room where there are pretty things. I'm going to put these boughs in the
- 3:16:41old blue jug and set them on my table. Mind you don't drop leaves
- 3:16:45all over the stairs. Then I'm going on a meeting of the Aid Society
- 3:16:48at Carmody this afternoon. Anne and I won't likely be home before dark.
- 3:16:52You'll have to get Matthew and Jerry their supper. So mind you don't forget
- 3:16:54to put the tea to draw until you sit down at the table, as
- 3:16:58you did last time. It was dreadfu full of me to forget, said
- 3:17:01Anne apologetically. But that was the afternoon. I was trying to think of
- 3:17:03a name for Violet Vale, and it crowded other thing's out. Matthew was
- 3:17:07so good he never scolded a bit. He put the tea down himself and
- 3:17:11said we could wait awhile as not. And I told him a lovely fairy
- 3:17:15story while we were waiting, so he didn't find the time long at all.
- 3:17:18It was a beautiful story, Marilla. I forgot the end of it,
- 3:17:20so I made up an in for it myself, and Matthew said he
- 3:17:24couldn't tell where the join came in. Matthew would think it all right,
- 3:17:26Anne, if you took a notion to get up and have dinner in the
- 3:17:28middle of the night. But you keep your wits about you this time,
- 3:17:33and I don't really know if I'm doing right. It may make you more
- 3:17:35addle paid than ever. But you can ask Diana to come over and spend
- 3:17:39the afternoon with you and have tea here. Oh, Marilla, Anne clasped
- 3:17:43her hands. How perfectly lovely you are able to imagine things after all,
- 3:17:48or else you'd never have understood how I've longed for that very thing. It
- 3:17:52will seem so nice and grown uppish. No fear of my forgetting to put
- 3:17:56the tea to draw when I have company, Oh Marilla, can I use
- 3:17:58the rosebud sprayed, He said, no, indeed the rosebud tea said,
- 3:18:03well what next? You know I never used that except for the minister or
- 3:18:07the aids. You'll put down the old brown tea set, but you can
- 3:18:09open the little yellow crock of cherry preserves. It's time it was being used.
- 3:18:13Anyhow, I believe it's beginning to work, and you can cut some
- 3:18:16fruit cake and have some of the cookies and snaps. I can just imagine
- 3:18:20myself sitting down at the head of the table and pouring out the tea,
- 3:18:24said Anne, shutting her eyes ecstatically, and asking Diana if she takes sugar.
- 3:18:30I know she doesn't, but of course I'll ask her, just as
- 3:18:31if I didn't know, and then pressing her to take another piece of fruit
- 3:18:35cake and another helping of preserves. Oh, Marilla, it's a wonderful sensation
- 3:18:39just to think of it. Can I take her into the spare room to
- 3:18:43lay off her hat when she comes, and then into the parlor to sit.
- 3:18:46No, the sitting room will do for you and your company. But
- 3:18:48there is a bottle half full of raspberry cordial that was left over from the
- 3:18:52church social the other night. It's on the second shelf of the sitting room
- 3:18:56closet, and you and Diana can have it if you like, and a
- 3:18:58cookie to eat with it in the afternoon. For I dare say, Matthew'll
- 3:19:01be late coming in to tea since he's hauling potatoes to the vessel. Anne
- 3:19:05flew down to the hollow, past the dryerd's bubble, and up the spruce
- 3:19:09path to orchard slope to ask Diana to tea. As a result, just
- 3:19:13after Marilla had driven off to Carmody, Diana came over, dressed in her
- 3:19:16second best dress and looking exactly as it is proper to look when asked out
- 3:19:20to tea. At other times she was wont to run into the kitchen without
- 3:19:22knocking, but now she knocked primly at the front door, and when Anne,
- 3:19:26dressed in her second best as primly opened it, both little girls shook
- 3:19:31hands as gravely as if they had never met before. This unnatural solemnity lasted
- 3:19:35until after Diana had been taken to the east gable to lay off her hat,
- 3:19:39and then had sat for ten minutes in the sitting room toes and position.
- 3:19:43How is your mother, inquired Anne politely, just as if she had
- 3:19:46not seen missus Barry picking apples that morning in excellent health and spirits. She
- 3:19:50is very well, thank you. I suppose mister Cuthbert is hauling potatoes to
- 3:19:54the lily sands this afternoon, is he said Diana, who had ridden down
- 3:19:58to mister Harmon Andrews that morning in Matthew's Yes, our potato crop is very
- 3:20:01good this year. I hope your father's crop is good too. It is
- 3:20:05fairly good. Thank you. Have you picked many of your apples? Yet?
- 3:20:09Oh? Ever, so many? Said Anne, forgetting to be dignified
- 3:20:11and jumping up quickly. Let's go out to the orchard and get some of
- 3:20:15the red sweetings, Diana, Marilla says, we can have all there are
- 3:20:18left on the tree. Marilla is a very generous woman. She said.
- 3:20:20We could have fruitcake and cherry preserves for tea. But it isn't good manners
- 3:20:24to tell your company what you are going to give them to eat, so
- 3:20:26I won't tell you what she said we could have to drink. Only it
- 3:20:30begins with an R and a CEA, and it's a bright red color.
- 3:20:33I love bright red drinks, don't you. They taste twice as good as
- 3:20:35any other color. The orchard, with its great sweeping boughs that bent to
- 3:20:39the ground with fruit, proved so delightful that the little girl spent most of
- 3:20:43the afternoon in it, sitting in a grassy corner where the frost had spared
- 3:20:46the green and the mellow autumn sunshine lingered warmly, eating apples and talking as
- 3:20:50hard as they could. Diana had much to tell Anne of what went on
- 3:20:54in school. She had to sit with Gerty Pie, and she hated it.
- 3:20:58Gerty squeaked her pencil all the time, and it just made her.
- 3:21:01Diana's blood run cold. Ruby Gillis had charmed all her warts away. True's
- 3:21:05you live with a magic pebble that old Mary Joe from the Creek gave her.
- 3:21:09You had to rub the warts with the pebble and then throw it away
- 3:21:13over your left shoulder at the time of the new moon, and the warts
- 3:21:15would all go. Charlie Sloane's name was written up with em White's on the
- 3:21:18porch wall, and Anne White was awful mad about it. Sam Bolter had
- 3:21:22sassed mister Phillips in class and mister Phillips whipped him, and Sam's father came
- 3:21:26down to the school and dared mister Phillips to lay a hand on one of
- 3:21:30his children again. And Mattie Andrews had a new red hood and a blue
- 3:21:33Crossover with tassels on it, and the airs she put on about it were
- 3:21:37perfectly sickening. And Lizzie Wright didn't speak to Mamie Wilson because Mammie Wilson's grown
- 3:21:41up sister had cut out Lizzie Wright's grown up sister with her bow. And
- 3:21:45everybody missed Anne so and wished she'd come to school again, and Gilbert blythe
- 3:21:48but Anne didn't want to hear about Gilbert Blyfe. She jumped up hurriedly and
- 3:21:52said, suppose they go in and have some raspberry cordial. Anne looked on
- 3:21:56the second shelf of the room pantry, but there was no bottle of raspberry
- 3:22:00cordial there. Search revealed it away back on the top shelf. Anne put
- 3:22:03it on a tray and set it on the table with a tumbler. Now,
- 3:22:07please help yourself, Diana, she said, politely, I don't believe
- 3:22:09i'll have any just now. I don't feel as if I wanted any after
- 3:22:13all those apples. Diana poured herself out a tumblerful, looked at its bright
- 3:22:18red hue, admiringly, and then sipped it daintily. That's awfully nice raspberry
- 3:22:22cordial, Anne, She said, I didn't know raspberry cordial was so nice.
- 3:22:26I'm real glad you like it. Take as much as you want.
- 3:22:28I'm going to run out and stir the fire up. There are so many
- 3:22:31responsibilities on a person's mind when they're keeping house, isn't there. When Anne
- 3:22:35came back from the kitchen, Diana was drinking her second glass full of cordial
- 3:22:39and being entreated there too by Anne. She offered no particular objection to the
- 3:22:43drinking of a third. The tumbler fools were generous ones, and the raspberry
- 3:22:46cordial was certainly very nice, the nicest I ever drank, said Diana.
- 3:22:52It's ever so much nicer than missus Lynde's. Although she brags of hers so
- 3:22:54much, it doesn't taste a bit like hers. I should think Marilla's raspberry
- 3:22:58cordial would probably be nicer than missus Lynde's, said Anne loyally. Marilla is
- 3:23:03a famous cook. She is trying to teach me to cook. But I
- 3:23:05assure you, Diana, it is up hill work. There is so little
- 3:23:09scope for imagination. In cookery, you just have to go buy rules.
- 3:23:13The last time I made a cake, I forgot to put the flour in.
- 3:23:16I was thinking the loveliest story about you and me, Diana. I
- 3:23:18thought you were desperately ill with small pox, and everybody deserted you. But
- 3:23:22I went boldly to your bedside and nursed you back to life. And then
- 3:23:26I took the small pox and died. And I was buried under those poplar
- 3:23:28trees in the graveyard. And you planted a rose bush by my grave and
- 3:23:31watered it with your tears. And you never never forgot the friend of your
- 3:23:35youth who sacrificed her life for you. Oh, it was such a pathetic
- 3:23:39tale, Diana. The tears just rained down over my cheeks while I mixed
- 3:23:43the cake. But I forgot the flour, and the cake was a dismal
- 3:23:46failure. Flour is so essential to cakes, you know. Marilla was very
- 3:23:50cross, and I don't wonder I'm a great trial to her. She was
- 3:23:54terribly mortified about the pudding sauce. Last week. We had a plum pudding
- 3:23:58for dinner on Tuesday, and there was the pudding in a pitcherful of sauce.
- 3:24:01Left over. Marilla said there was enough for another dinner and told me
- 3:24:05to set it on the pantry shelf and cover it. I meant to cover
- 3:24:07it just as much as could be, Diana, But when I carried it
- 3:24:09in, I was imagining I was a nun. Of course, I'm a
- 3:24:13Protestant, but I imagined I was a Catholic, taking the veil to bury
- 3:24:16a broken heart and cloistered seclusion. And I forgot all about covering the pudding
- 3:24:20sauce. I thought of it next morning and ran to the pantry. Diana,
- 3:24:24fancy if you can my extreme horror at finding a mouse drowned in that
- 3:24:28pudding sauce. I lifted the mouse out with a spoon and threw it out
- 3:24:31in the yard, and then I washed the spoon in three waters. Marilla
- 3:24:35was out milking, and I fully intended to ask her when she came in
- 3:24:37if i'd give the sauce to the pigs. But when she did come in,
- 3:24:41I was imagining that I was a frost fairy, going through the woods,
- 3:24:43turning the trees red and yellow whichever they wanted to be. So I
- 3:24:46never thought about that pudding sauce again. And Marilla sent me out to pick
- 3:24:50apples. Well, mister and missus Chester Ross from Spencervale came here that morning.
- 3:24:54You know they're very stylish people, especially missus Chester Ross. When marilla
- 3:24:58ca dinner was all ready and everybody was at the table, I tried to
- 3:25:03be as polite and dignified as I could be, for I wanted missus Chester
- 3:25:05Ross to think I was a ladylike little girl, even if I wasn't pretty.
- 3:25:09Everything went right until I saw Marilla coming with the plum pudding in one
- 3:25:13hand and the pitcher of pudding sauce warmed up in the other. Diana,
- 3:25:18that was a terrible moment. I remembered everything, and I just stood up
- 3:25:20in my place and shrieked out, Marilla, you mustn't use that pudding sauce.
- 3:25:24There was a mouse drowned in it. I forgot to tell you before.
- 3:25:26Oh Diana, I shall never forget that awful moment if I live to
- 3:25:31be a hundred. Missus Chester Ross just looked at me, and I thought
- 3:25:35I would sing through the floor with mortification. She is such a perfect housekeeper,
- 3:25:39and fancy what she must have thought of us. Marilla turned red as
- 3:25:41fire, but she never said a word. Then she just carried that sauce
- 3:25:46in, putting out and brought in some strawberry preserves. She even offered me
- 3:25:48some, but I couldn't swallow a mouthful. It was like keeping coals of
- 3:25:52fire on my head. After missus Chester Ross went away, Marilla gave me
- 3:25:56a dreadful scolding. Why Diana, what is the matter? Diana had stood
- 3:26:03up very unsteadily. Then she sat down again, putting her hands to her
- 3:26:05head. I'm I'm awful sick, she said a little thickly. I I
- 3:26:11must go right home. Oh you mustn't dream of going home without your tea,
- 3:26:15cried Anne in distress. I'll get it right off. I'll go and
- 3:26:18put the tea down this very minute. I must go home, repeated Diana,
- 3:26:22stupidly but determinedly. Let me get you a lunch, anyhow, implored
- 3:26:26Anne. Let me give you a bit of fruit cake and some of the
- 3:26:28cherry preserves. Lie down on the sofa for a little while and you'll be
- 3:26:31better. Where do you feel bad? I must go home, said Diana,
- 3:26:37and that was all she would say. In vain, Anne pleaded,
- 3:26:39I never heard of company going home without tea. She mourned, Oh,
- 3:26:43Diana, do you suppose that it's possible you're really taking the smallpox? If
- 3:26:48you are, I'll go and nurse you. You can depend on that.
- 3:26:50I'll never forsake you. But I do wish you'd stay till after tea.
- 3:26:54Where do you feel bad? I'm awful dizzy, said Diana, and indeed
- 3:26:58she won'tked very dizzily. Anne, with tears of disappointment in her eyes,
- 3:27:03got Diana's hat and went with her as far as the berry Yard fence.
- 3:27:07Then she wept all the way back to Green Gables, where she sorrowfully put
- 3:27:09the remainder of the raspberry cordial back into the pantry and got tea ready for
- 3:27:13Matthew and Jerry, with all the zest gone out of the performance. The
- 3:27:18next day was Sunday, and as the rain poured down in Torrents from dawn
- 3:27:20till dusk, Anne did not stir abroad from green Gables. Monday afternoon,
- 3:27:26Marilla sent her down to missus Lynde's on an errand in a very short space
- 3:27:28of time, Anne came flying back up the lane with tears rolling down her
- 3:27:33cheeks. Into the kitchen, she dashed and flung herself face downward on the
- 3:27:37sofa in an agony. Whatever has gone wrong now, Anne queried Marilla,
- 3:27:41in doubt and dismay. I do hope you haven't gone and been saucy to
- 3:27:45missus Lynde again. No answer from Anne, save more tears than stormier sobs
- 3:27:50Anne, Shirley, when I ask you a question, I want to be
- 3:27:52answered, sit right up this very minute and tell me what you are crying
- 3:27:56about. Anne sat up. Tragedy personified. Missus Lynde was up to see
- 3:28:01Missus Barry to day, and Missus Barry was in an awful state, she
- 3:28:05wailed. She says that I set Diana drunk Saturday and set her home in
- 3:28:09a disgraceful condition. And she says, I must be a thoroughly bad,
- 3:28:11wicked little girl, and she's never never going to let Diana play with me
- 3:28:16again. Oh, Marilla, I'm just overcome with woe. Marilla stared in
- 3:28:20blank amazement. Set Diana drunk? She said. When she found her voice,
- 3:28:26Anne, are you or Missus Barry crazy? What on earth did you
- 3:28:30give her? Not a thing but raspberry cordial? Sobbed Anne. I never
- 3:28:35thought raspberry cordial would set people drunk, Marilla not even if they drank three
- 3:28:39big tumblerfuls as Diana did. Oh, it sounds so so like Missus Thomas's
- 3:28:45husband. But I didn't mean to set her drunk drunk fiddlesticks, said Marilla,
- 3:28:50marching to the sitting room pantry. There on the shelf was a bottle
- 3:28:54which she at once recognized as one containing some of her three year old home
- 3:28:58made currant wine, for she was celebrated in Avonlea, although certain of the
- 3:29:01stricter sort, Missus Barry among them, disapproved strongly of it, and at
- 3:29:07the same time Marilla recollected that she had put the bottle of raspberry cordial down
- 3:29:11in the cellar instead of in the pantry as she had told Anne. She
- 3:29:13went back to the kitchen with a wine bottle in her hand. Her face
- 3:29:16was twitching in spite of herself. Anne, you certainly have a genius for
- 3:29:20getting into trouble. You went and gave Diana currant wine instead of raspberry cordial.
- 3:29:26Didn't you know the difference yourself? I never tasted it, said Anne.
- 3:29:30I thought it was the cordial. I meant to be so so hospitable.
- 3:29:35Diana got awfully sick and had to go home. Missus Barry told Missus
- 3:29:39Lynde she was simply dead drunk. She just laughed silly like when her mother
- 3:29:43asked what was the matter, and went to sleep and slept for hours.
- 3:29:46Her mother smelled her breath and knew she was drunk. She had a fearful
- 3:29:50headache all day yesterday. Missus Barry is so indignant, she will never believe
- 3:29:54at what I did it on purpose. I should think she would better punish
- 3:29:58Diana for being so good to drink three glassfels of anything, said Marilla shortly.
- 3:30:03Why three of those big glasses would have made her sick even if it
- 3:30:05had only been cordial. Well, this story will be a nice handle for
- 3:30:11those folks who are so down on me for making currant wine, although I
- 3:30:13haven't made any for three years ever since I found out that the minister didn't
- 3:30:16approve. I just kept that bottle for sickness there there, child, don't
- 3:30:20cry. I can't see as you were to blame, although I'm sorry it
- 3:30:24happened, so I must cry, said Anne. My heart is broken.
- 3:30:28The stars in their courses fight against me, Marilla. Diana and I are
- 3:30:33parted forever, Oh Marilla, I little dreamed of this when first we swore
- 3:30:37our vows of friendship. Don't be foolish, Anne, Missus Barry will think
- 3:30:41better of it when she finds you're not to blame. I suppose she thinks
- 3:30:45you've done it for a silly joke or something of that sort. You'd best
- 3:30:48go up this evening and tell her how it was. My courage fails me
- 3:30:50at the thought of facing Diana's injured mother, sighed Anne. I wish you'd
- 3:30:54go, Marilla. You're so much more dignified than I am. Likely she'd
- 3:30:58listen to you quicker than to me. Well, I will, said Marilla,
- 3:31:03reflecting that it would probably be the wiser course. Don't cry any more,
- 3:31:05Anne, it will be all right. Marilla had changed her mind about
- 3:31:09it being all right. By the time she got back from Orchard Slope.
- 3:31:13Anne was watching for her coming and flew to the porch door to meet her.
- 3:31:16Oh, Marilla, I know by your face that it's been no use,
- 3:31:20she said sorrowfully. Missus Barry won't forgive me. Missus Barry indeed,
- 3:31:24snapped Marilla. Of all the unreasonable women I ever saw, she's the worst.
- 3:31:28I told her it was all a mistake. And you weren't to blame.
- 3:31:31But she just simply didn't believe me, and she rubbed it well in
- 3:31:33about my currant wine and how I'd always said it couldn't have the least effect
- 3:31:37on anybody. I just told her plainly that currant wine wasn't meant to be
- 3:31:41drunk three tumblerfuls at a time, and that if a child I had to
- 3:31:43do with was so greedy, I'd sober her up with a right good spanking.
- 3:31:48Marilla whisked into the kitchen grievously disturbed, leaving a very much distracted little
- 3:31:52soul in the porch behind her. Presently, Anne stepped out, bare headed
- 3:31:56into the chill autumn dusk. Very determinedly and steadily, she took her way
- 3:32:00down through the sere clover field, over the log bridge, and up through
- 3:32:03the spruce grove, lighted by a pale little moon hanging low over the western
- 3:32:07woods. Missus Barry, coming to the door in answer to a timid knock,
- 3:32:11found a white lipped, eager eyed supplicant on the doorstep, her face
- 3:32:15hardened. Missus Barry was a woman of strong prejudices and dislikes, and her
- 3:32:18anger was of the cold sullen sort, which is always hardest to overcome to
- 3:32:22do her justice. She really believed Anne had made Diana drunk out of sheer
- 3:32:26malice prepense, and she was honestly anxious to preserve her little daughter from the
- 3:32:31contamination of further intimacy with such a child. What do you want, she
- 3:32:35said stiffly. Anne clasped her hands. Oh, missus Barry, please forgive
- 3:32:39me. I did not mean to to intoxicate Diana. How could I just
- 3:32:45imagine if you were a poor little orphan girl that kind people had adopted,
- 3:32:48and you had just one bosom friend in all the world. Do you think
- 3:32:52you would intoxicate her on purpose? I thought it was only raspberry cordial.
- 3:32:56I was firmly convinced it was raspberry cordial. Oh please, don't say that
- 3:33:00you won't let Diana play with me any more. If you do, you
- 3:33:03will cover my life with a dark cloud of woe. This speech, which
- 3:33:07would have softened good missus Lynde's heart in a twinkling, had no effect on
- 3:33:11Missus Barry except to irritate her still more. She was suspicious of Anne's big
- 3:33:15words and dramatic gestures, and imagine that the child was making fun of her,
- 3:33:18so she said, coldly and cruelly, I don't think you are a
- 3:33:22fit little girl for Diana to associate with. You'd better go home and behave
- 3:33:24yourself. Anne's lips quivered. Won't you let me see Diana just once to
- 3:33:31say farewell? She implored. Diana has gone over to Carmody with her father,
- 3:33:35said Missus Barry, going in and shutting the door. Anne went back
- 3:33:39to Green Gables calm with despair. My last hope is gone, she told
- 3:33:43Marilla. I went up and saw Missus Barry myself, and she treated me
- 3:33:46very insultingly. Marilla, I do not think she is a well bred woman.
- 3:33:52There is nothing more to do except to pray, and I haven't much
- 3:33:54hope that that'll do much good, because Marilla, I do not believe the
- 3:33:58God God himself can do very much with such an obstinate person as Missus Barry.
- 3:34:03Anne, you shouldn't say such things, rebuked Marilla, striving to overcome
- 3:34:07that unholy tendency to laughter, which she was dismayed to find growing upon her.
- 3:34:11And indeed, when she told the whole story to Matthew that night,
- 3:34:15she did laugh heartily over Anne's tribulations. But when she slipped into the east
- 3:34:18gable before going to bed and found that Anne had cried herself to sleep,
- 3:34:22an unaccustomed softness crept into her face. Poor little soul, she murmured,
- 3:34:26lifting a loose curl of hair from the child's tear stained face. Then she
- 3:34:31bent down and kissed the flushed cheek on the pillow. End of Chapter sixteen.
- 3:34:37Chapter seventeen, A new interest in life. The next afternoon, Anne,
- 3:34:41bending over her patchwork at the kitchen window, happened to glance out and
- 3:34:46beheld Diana down by the dryad's bubble, beckoning mysteriously. In a trice,
- 3:34:50Anne was out of the house and flying down to the hollow, astonishment and
- 3:34:54hope struggling in her expressive eyes. But the hope faded when she saw Diana's
- 3:34:58dejected countenance. Your mother hasn't relented, she gasped. Diana shook her head
- 3:35:03mournfully. No, and oh, Anne, she says, I'm never to
- 3:35:07play with you again. I've cried and cried, and I told her it
- 3:35:09wasn't your fault. But it wasn't any use I had ever such a time
- 3:35:13coaxing her to let me come down and say good bye to you. She
- 3:35:16said, I was only to stay ten minutes, and she's timing me by
- 3:35:18the clock. Ten minutes isn't very long to say an eternal farewell, in,
- 3:35:24said Anne tearfully. Oh Diana, will you promise faithfully never to forget
- 3:35:28me, the friend of your youth, no matter what dearer friends may caress
- 3:35:31thee. Indeed, I will sobbed, Diana, And I'll never have another
- 3:35:37bosom friend I don't want to have. I couldn't love anybody as I love
- 3:35:41you, Oh, Diana, cried Anne, clasping her hands. Do you
- 3:35:45love me? Why? Of course I do. Didn't you know that?
- 3:35:48No, Anne drew a long breath. I thought you liked me, of
- 3:35:52course, but I never hoped you loved me. Why, Diana, I
- 3:35:56didn't think anybody could love me. Nobody ever has loved me since I can
- 3:36:00remember. Oh, this is wonderful. It's a ray of light which will
- 3:36:03forever shine on the darkness of a path severed from THEE. Diana, Oh,
- 3:36:07just say it once again. I love you devotedly, Anne, said
- 3:36:11Diana staunchly. And I always will. You may be sure of that.
- 3:36:16And I will always love thee. Diana said Anne, solemnly extending her hand.
- 3:36:20In the years to come, thy memory will shine like a star over
- 3:36:22my lonely life, as that last story we read together, says Diana,
- 3:36:28wilt thou give me a lock of thy jet black tresses in parting to treasure
- 3:36:31forevermore? Have you got anything to cut it with? Queried Diana, wiping
- 3:36:35away the tears which Anne's affecting accents had caused to flow afresh, and returning
- 3:36:39to practicalities. Yes, I've got my patchwork scissors in my apron pocket,
- 3:36:45fortunately, said Anne. She solemnly clipped one of Diana's curls. Fare THEE.
- 3:36:48Well, my beloved friend. Henceforth we must be as strangers, though
- 3:36:52living side by side. But my heart will ever be faithful to thee.
- 3:36:58Anne stood and watched Diana out of said mournfully, waving her hand to the
- 3:37:01latter whenever she turned to look back. Then she returned to the house,
- 3:37:05not a little consoled for the time being by this romantic parting. It's all
- 3:37:09over, she informed Marilla. I shall never have another friend. I'm really
- 3:37:13worse off than ever before, for I haven't even Katy, Maurice and Violetta.
- 3:37:18Now and even if I had, it wouldn't be the same. Somehow,
- 3:37:20little dream girls are not satisfying. After a real friend, Diana and
- 3:37:24I had such an affecting farewell down by the Spring. It will be sacred
- 3:37:28in my memory forever. I used the most pathetic language I could think of,
- 3:37:33and said, thou and thee, Thou and THEE seems so much more
- 3:37:35romantic than you. Diana gave me a lock of her hair, and I'm
- 3:37:39going to sew it up in a little bag and wear it round my neck
- 3:37:41all my life. Please see that it is buried with me, for I
- 3:37:45don't believe i'll live very long. Perhaps when she sees me lying cold and
- 3:37:48dead before her, Missus Barry may feel remorse for what she has done and
- 3:37:52will let Diana come to my funeral. I don't think there is much fear
- 3:37:56of your dying of grief, as long as you can talk, Anne said
- 3:37:58Marilla, unsympathithetically. The following Monday, Anne surprised Marilla by coming down from
- 3:38:03her room with her basket of books on her arm and hip and her lips
- 3:38:07primmed up into a line of determination. I'm going back to school, she
- 3:38:11announced. That is all there is left in life for me. Now that
- 3:38:13my friend has been ruthlessly torn from me in school, I can look at
- 3:38:16her and muse over days departed. You'd better muse over your lessons and sums,
- 3:38:22said Marilla, concealing her delight at this development of the situation. If
- 3:38:26you're going back to school, I hope you'll hear no more of breaking slates
- 3:38:28over people's heads and such carryings on. Behave yourself and do just what your
- 3:38:33teacher tells you. I'll try to be a model pupil, agreed Anne Dolefully.
- 3:38:37There won't be much fun in it, I expect, mister Phillips said
- 3:38:39Minnie Andrews was a model pupil, and there isn't a spark of imagination or
- 3:38:43life in her. She is just dull and poky and never seems to have
- 3:38:48a good time. But I feel so depressed that perhaps it will come easy
- 3:38:50to me now I'm going round by the road. I couldn't bear to go
- 3:38:54by the birch path all alone. I should weep bitter tears if I did.
- 3:39:00Anne was welcomed back to school with open arms. Her imagination had been
- 3:39:03sorely missed in games, and her voice in the singing and her dramatic ability
- 3:39:07in the perusal aloud of books. At dinner hour, Ruby Gillis smuggled three
- 3:39:11blue plums over to her during testament reading. Ella May mac Pherson gave her
- 3:39:15an enormous yellow pansy cut from the covers of a floral catalog, a species
- 3:39:18of desk decoration much prized in Avonlea school. Sophia Sloane offered to teach her
- 3:39:24a perfectly elegant new pattern of knit lace, so nice for trimming aprons.
- 3:39:28Katie Bolter gave her a perfume bottle to keep slate water in, and Julia
- 3:39:31Bell copied carefully on a piece of pale pink paper scalloped on the edges the
- 3:39:35following effusion when Twilight drops her curtain down and pins it with a star.
- 3:39:39Remember that you have a friend, though she may wander far. It's so
- 3:39:43nice to be appreciated, sighed Anne rapturously to Marilla that night. The girls
- 3:39:48were not the only scholars who appreciated her. When Anne went to her seat
- 3:39:52after dinner hour, she had been told by mister Phillips to sit with the
- 3:39:56model Minnie Andrews. She found on her desk a big, luscious straw alberry
- 3:40:00apple. Anne caught it up, all ready to take a bite, when
- 3:40:03she remembered that the only place in Avonlea where strawberry apples grew was in the
- 3:40:07old blithe orchard on the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters. Anne
- 3:40:11dropped the apple as if it were a red hot coal, and ostentatiously wiped
- 3:40:15her fingers on her handkerchief. The apple lay untouched on her desk until the
- 3:40:18next morning, when little Timothy Andrews who swept the school and kindled the fire
- 3:40:22and next it is one of his perquisites. Charlie Sloane's slate pencil, gorgeously
- 3:40:26bedizened with striped red and yellow paper, costing two cents where ordinary pencils cost
- 3:40:31only one, which he sent up to her after dinner hour, met with
- 3:40:35a more favorable reception. Anne was graciously pleased to accept it, and rewarded
- 3:40:39the donor with a smile which exalted that infatuated youth straightway into the seventh Heaven
- 3:40:43of Delight, and caused him to make such fearful errors in his dictation that
- 3:40:46mister Phillips kept him after school to rewrite it, but as the Caesar's pageant
- 3:40:52shorn of brutus bus did, but of Rome's best son remind her more so,
- 3:40:56the marked absence of any tribute or recognition from Diana Barry, who was
- 3:41:00sitting with Gertie Pie, embittered Anne's little triumph. Diana might just have smiled
- 3:41:05at me once. I think she mourned to Marilla that night. But the
- 3:41:09next morning, a note most fearfully and wonderfully twisted and folded and a small
- 3:41:13parcel were passed across to Anne. Dear Anne Ran, the former mother says,
- 3:41:18I'm not to play with you or talk to you even in school.
- 3:41:20It isn't my fault, and don't be cross at me, because I love
- 3:41:24you as much as ever. I miss you awfully to tell all my secrets
- 3:41:26to. And I don't like Gertie Pie one bit. I made you one
- 3:41:31of the new bookmarkers out of red tissue paper. They're awfully fashionable now and
- 3:41:35only three girls in school know how to make them. When you look at
- 3:41:37it, remember your true friend, Diana Barry. Anne read the note,
- 3:41:43kissed the bookmark, and despatched a prompt reply back to the other side of
- 3:41:46the school my own darling Diana. Of course I am not cross at you,
- 3:41:50because you have to obey your mother. Our spirits can commune. I
- 3:41:54shall keep your lovely present forever. Minnie Andrews is a very nice little girl,
- 3:41:58although she has no imagination. But after having been Diana's bosom friend,
- 3:42:01I cannot be Minnie's. Please excuse mistakes, because my spelling isn't very good
- 3:42:05yet, although much improved yours. Until death do us part? Anne or
- 3:42:09Cordelia Shirley p S. I shall sleep with your letter under my pillow tonight.
- 3:42:15A or C. S. Marilla pessimistically expected more trouble since Anne had
- 3:42:20again begun to go to school, but none developed. Perhaps Anne caught something
- 3:42:24of the model spirit from Minnie Andrews. At least she got on very well
- 3:42:28with mister Phillips. Thenceforth she flung herself into her studies heart and soul,
- 3:42:31determined not to be outdone in any class by Gilbert Blyfe. The rivalry between
- 3:42:37them was soon apparent. It was entirely good natured on Gilbert's side, But
- 3:42:39it is much to be feared that the same thing cannot be said of Anne,
- 3:42:43who had certainly an unpraiseworthy tenacity for holding grudges. She was as intense
- 3:42:48in her hatreds as in her loves. She would not stoop to admit that
- 3:42:50she meant a rival Gilbert in schoolwork, because that would have been to acknowledge
- 3:42:54his existence, which Anne persistently ignored. But the rivalry was there, and
- 3:42:58honors fled scituated between them. Now Gilbert was head of the spelling class.
- 3:43:03Now Anne, with a toss of her long red braids, spelled him down.
- 3:43:07One morning, Gilbert had all his sons done correctly and had his name
- 3:43:09written on the blackboard on the roll of honour. The next morning, Anne,
- 3:43:13having wrestled wildly with decimals the entire evening before, would be first.
- 3:43:18One awful day, they were ties, and their names were written up together.
- 3:43:22It was almost as bad as a take notice, and Anne's mortification was
- 3:43:24as evident as Gilbert's satisfaction. When the written examinations at the end of each
- 3:43:28month were held, the suspense was terrible. The first month, Gilbert came
- 3:43:33out three marks ahead. The second, Anne beat him by five, but
- 3:43:37her triumph was marred by the fact that Gilbert congratulated her hardly Before the whole
- 3:43:39school. It would have been ever so much sweeter to her if he had
- 3:43:43felt the sting of his defeat. Mister Phillips might not be a very good
- 3:43:46teacher, but a pupil so inflexibly determined on learning as Anne was could hardly
- 3:43:50escape making progress under any kind of teacher. By the end of the term,
- 3:43:54Anne and Gilbert were both promoted into the fifth class and allowed to begin
- 3:43:58studying the elements of the branches by which Latin, geometry, French and algebra
- 3:44:01were meant. In geometry, Anne met her waterloo. It's perfectly awful stuff,
- 3:44:07Marilla, she groaned. I'm sure I'll never be able to make head
- 3:44:11or tail of it. There is no scope for imagination in it at all.
- 3:44:15Mister Phillip says, I'm the worst dunce he ever saw at it,
- 3:44:18and gil I mean, some of the others are so smart at it.
- 3:44:20It's extremely mortifying, Marilla. Even Diana gets along better than I do.
- 3:44:26But I don't mind being beaten by Diana. Even although we meet as strangers
- 3:44:30now, I still love her with an inextinguishable love. It makes me very
- 3:44:33sad at times to think about her. But really, Marilla, one can't
- 3:44:37stay sad very long in such an interesting world can one end of chapter seventeen,
- 3:44:43Chapter eighteen, and to the rescue, all things great are wound up
- 3:44:48with all things little. At first glance, it might not seem that the
- 3:44:52decision of a certain Canadian premier to include Prince Edward Island in a political tour
- 3:44:56could have much or anything to do with the fortunes of little Anne. Surely
- 3:45:00at Green Gables, but it had. It was a January the premier came
- 3:45:05to address his loyal supporters in such of his non supporters as chose to be
- 3:45:07present at the monster Mass meeting held in Charlottetown. Most of the Avonlea people
- 3:45:13were on the premier side of politics. Hence, on the night of the
- 3:45:16meeting, nearly all the men and a goodly proportion of the women had gone
- 3:45:20to town thirty miles away. Missus Rachel Lynde had gone too. Missus Rachel
- 3:45:24Lynde was a red hot politician and couldn't have believed that the political rally could
- 3:45:28be carried through without her, although she was on the opposite side of politics,
- 3:45:31so she went to town and took her husband, Thomas would be useful
- 3:45:35in looking after the horse and Marilla Cuthbert with her. Marilla had a sneaking
- 3:45:39interest in politics herself, and as she thought it might be her only chance
- 3:45:43to see a real, live premier, she promptly took it, leaving Anne
- 3:45:46and Matthew to keep house until her return the following day. Hence, while
- 3:45:50Marilla and missus Rachel were enjoying themselves hugely at the mass meeting, Anne and
- 3:45:54Matthew had the cheerful kitchen at Green Gables all to themselves. A bright fire
- 3:45:58was glowed in the old fashioned waterloose stove, and blue white frost crystals were
- 3:46:03shining on the window panes. Matthew nodded over a farmer's advocate on the sofa,
- 3:46:07and Anne at the table studied her lessons with grim determination, despite sundry
- 3:46:13wistful glances at the clock shelf, where lay a new book that Jane Andrews
- 3:46:16had lent her that day. Jane had assured her that it was warranted to
- 3:46:20produce any number of thrills or words to that effect, and Anne's fingers tingled
- 3:46:24to reach out for it, but that would mean Gilbert Blythe's triumph on the
- 3:46:28morrow, Anne turned her back on the clock shelf and tried to imagine it
- 3:46:31wasn't there, Matthew, did you ever study geometry when you went to school?
- 3:46:37Well, now, no, I didn't, said Matthew, coming out
- 3:46:39of his doze with a start. I wish you had, sighed Anne,
- 3:46:43because then you'd be able to sympathize with me. You can't sympathize properly if
- 3:46:48you've never studied it. It is casting a cloud over my whole life.
- 3:46:52I'm such a dunce at at Matthew. Well, now I don't know,
- 3:46:56said Matthew soothingly. I guess you're all right at anything. Mister Phillips told
- 3:47:00me last week in Blair's Store at Carmody that you was the smartest scholar in
- 3:47:03school and was making rapid progress. Rapid progress was his very words. There's
- 3:47:09them as runs down Teddy Phillips and says he ain't much of a teacher.
- 3:47:11But I guess he's all right. Matthew would have thought any one who praised
- 3:47:15Anne was all right. I'm sure I'd get on better with geometry if only
- 3:47:18he wouldn't change the letters, complained Anne. I learned the proposition off by
- 3:47:22heart, and then he draws it on the blackboard and puts different letters from
- 3:47:26what are in the book, and I get all mixed up. I don't
- 3:47:28think a teacher should take such a mean advantage to you. We're studying agriculture
- 3:47:33now, and I've found out at last what makes the roads read. It's
- 3:47:37a great comfort. I wonder how Marilla and missus lyndare enjoying themselves. Missus
- 3:47:41Lynde says Canada is going to the dogs the way things are being run at
- 3:47:45Ottawa, and that it's an awful warning to the electors. She says,
- 3:47:48if women were allowed to vote, we would soon see a blessed change.
- 3:47:52What way do you vote, Matthew, Conservative, said Matthew, promptly.
- 3:47:56To vote conservative was part of Matthew's religion. Then I'm conservative too, said
- 3:48:00Anne decidedly. I'm glad because Gil because some of the boys in school are
- 3:48:05Grits. I guess mister Phillips is a Grit too, because Prissy Andrew's father
- 3:48:07is one. And Ruby Gillis says that when a man is courting, he
- 3:48:11always has to agree with the girl's mother in religion and her father in politics.
- 3:48:16Is that true, Matthew, Well, now I dunno, said Matthew.
- 3:48:20Did you ever go courting? Matthew? Well, now, no,
- 3:48:24I dunnos I ever did, said Matthew, who had certainly never thought of
- 3:48:28such a thing in his old existence. Anne reflected, with her chin in
- 3:48:31her hands. It must be rather interesting, don't you think, Matthew.
- 3:48:35Ruby Gillis says, when she grows up, she is going to have ever
- 3:48:39so many bows on the string and have them all crazy about her. But
- 3:48:43I think that would be too exciting. I'd rather have just one in his
- 3:48:46right mind. But Ruby Gillis knows a great deal about such matters because she
- 3:48:50has so many big sisters, and missus Lynde says, the Gillis girls have
- 3:48:52gone off like hotcakes. Mister Phillips goes up to see Prissy Andrews nearly every
- 3:48:56evening. He says it is to help her with a lesson. But Mirandas
- 3:49:00Slown is studying for Queen's too, and I should think she needed help a
- 3:49:03lot more than Prissy, because she's ever so much stupider. But he never
- 3:49:07goes to help her in the evenings at all. There are great many things
- 3:49:09in this world that I can't understand very well. Matthew. Well, now
- 3:49:13I don't know, as I comprehend them all myself, acknowledged Matthew. Well,
- 3:49:18I suppose I must finish up my lessons. I won't allow myself to
- 3:49:20open that new book Jane lent me until I'm through. But it's a terrible
- 3:49:24temptation, Matthew. Even when I turn my back on it, I can
- 3:49:28see it there, just as plain Jane said, she cried herself sick over
- 3:49:31it. I love a book that makes me cry. But I think I'll
- 3:49:35carry that book into the sitting room and lock it in the jam closet and
- 3:49:37give you the key. And you must not give it to me, Matthew,
- 3:49:39until my lessons are done, not even if I implore you on my
- 3:49:43bended knees. It's all very well to say resist temptation, but it's ever
- 3:49:46so much easier to resist it if you can't get the key. And then
- 3:49:50shall I run down the cellar and get some russets, Matthew, wouldn't you
- 3:49:54like some Russets? Well, now, I don't know, but what I
- 3:49:56would, said Matthew, who never rate russets, but new Anne's weness for
- 3:50:00them. Just as Anne emerged triumphantly from the cellar with her plate full of
- 3:50:03russets. Came the sound of flying footsteps on the icy board walk outside,
- 3:50:07and the next moment the kitchen door was flung open, and in rushed Diana
- 3:50:11Barry, white faced and breathless, with a shawl wrapped hastily around her head.
- 3:50:16Anne promptly let go of her candle and plate in her surprise, and
- 3:50:18plate, candle and apples crashed together down the cellar ladder and were found at
- 3:50:22the bottom, embedded and melted grease the next day by Marilla, who gathered
- 3:50:26them up and thanked mercy. The house hadn't been set on fire. Whatever
- 3:50:30is the matter, Diana cried, Anne, has your mother relented at last?
- 3:50:33Oh Anne, do come quick, implored Diana nervously. Minnie May's awful
- 3:50:39sick, she's got croup. Young Mary Joe says an father and mother are
- 3:50:41away to town. An there's nobody to go for the doctor. Minnie May's
- 3:50:45awful bad and young Mary Joe doesn't know what to do. And oh,
- 3:50:48Anne, I'm so scared. Matthew, without a word, reached out for
- 3:50:52cap and coat, slipped past Diana and away into the darkness of the yard.
- 3:50:56He's gone to Harness the sorrel mare to go to Carmody for the doctor,
- 3:50:58said Anne, who was her urrying on hood and jacket. I know
- 3:51:01it as well as if he'd said so. Matthew and I are such kindred
- 3:51:03spirits. I can read his thoughts without words at all. I don't believe
- 3:51:07he'll find the doctor at Carmody, sobbed Diana. I know that doctor Blair
- 3:51:11went to town, and I guess doctor Spencer would go too. Young Mary
- 3:51:13Joe never saw anybody with croup, and missus Lyndea's away. Oh Anne,
- 3:51:18don't cry die, said Anne cheerily. I know exactly what to do for
- 3:51:22croup. You forget that Missus Hammond had twins three times. When you look
- 3:51:26after three pairs of twins, you naturally get a lot of experience. They
- 3:51:28all had croup regularly. Just wait till I get the ipacac bottle. You
- 3:51:31may't Hevin at your house. Come on now. The two little girls hastened
- 3:51:37out, hand in hand, and hurried through Lovers Lane and across the crusted
- 3:51:39field beyond, for the snow was too deep to go by the shorter wood
- 3:51:43way. Anne, although sincerely sorry for Minnie, May was far from being
- 3:51:46insensible to the romance of the situation and to the sweetness of once more sharing
- 3:51:50that romance with a kindred spirit. The night was clear and frosty, all
- 3:51:56ebony of shadow and silver of snowy slope. Big stars were shining over the
- 3:52:00silent fields. Here and there the dark pointed firs stood up, with snow
- 3:52:03powdering their branches and the wind whistling through them. Anne thought it was truly
- 3:52:07delightful to go skimming through all this mystery and loveliness with your bosom friend who
- 3:52:11had been so long estranged. Minnie May, aged three, was really very
- 3:52:18sick. She lay on the kitchen sofa, feverish and restless, while her
- 3:52:22hoarse breathing could be heard all over the house. Young Mary Joe, a
- 3:52:26buxom, broad faced French girl from the Creek, whom Missus Barry had engaged
- 3:52:30to stay with the children during her absence, was helpless and bewildered, quite
- 3:52:33incapable of thinking what to do, or doing it if she thought of it.
- 3:52:37Anne went to work with skill and promptness. Minnie May has croup,
- 3:52:41all right, She's pretty bad, but I've seen them worse. First,
- 3:52:43we must have lots of hot water. I declare, Diana, there isn't
- 3:52:46more than a cupful in the kettle. There. I've filed it up,
- 3:52:50and Marry Joe, you may put some wood in the stove. I don't
- 3:52:52want to hurt your feelings, but it seems to me you might have thought
- 3:52:54of this before, if you'd had any imagination. Now I'll undress Minnie May
- 3:52:58and put her to bed, and you try to find some soft flannel cloths.
- 3:53:01Diana. I'm going to give her a dose of ippacac. First of
- 3:53:03all, Minnie May did not take kindly to the ippacac, but Anne had
- 3:53:07not brought up three pairs of twins for nothing. Down that ippocac went not
- 3:53:13only once, but many times during the long anxious night, when the two
- 3:53:16little girls worked patiently over the suffering Minnie May and young Mary Joe, honestly
- 3:53:20anxious to do all she could, kept up a roaring fire and heeded more
- 3:53:24water than would have been needed for a hospital of croopy babies. It was
- 3:53:28three o'clock when Matthew came with a doctor, for he had been obliged to
- 3:53:31go all the way to Spencervale for one but the pressing need for assistance was
- 3:53:35past. Minnie May was much better and was sleeping soundly. I was awfully
- 3:53:39near giving up in despair, explained Anne. She got worse and worse,
- 3:53:43until she was sicker than ever. The hamm and twins were even the last
- 3:53:46pair. I actually thought she was going to choke to death. I gave
- 3:53:50her every drop of ippacac in that bottle, and when the last dose went
- 3:53:52down, I said to myself not to Diana or young Mary Joe, because
- 3:53:56I didn't want to worry them any more than they were worried. But I
- 3:53:58had to say it myself just to relieve my feelings. This is the last
- 3:54:03lingering hope, and I fear tis a vain one. But in about three
- 3:54:05minutes she coughed up the phlegm and began to get better right away. You
- 3:54:09must just imagine my relief, doctor, because I can't express it in words.
- 3:54:13You know, there are some things that cannot be expressed in words.
- 3:54:16Yes, I know, nodded the doctor. He looked at Anne as if
- 3:54:20he were thinking some things about her that couldn't be expressed in words. Later
- 3:54:22on, however, he expressed them to mister and missus Barry. That little
- 3:54:26red headed girl they have over at Cuthbert's as smart as they make em.
- 3:54:30I tell you she saved that baby's life, for it would have been too
- 3:54:33late by the time I got there. She seems to have a skill and
- 3:54:35presence of mind perfectly wonderful in a child of her age. I never saw
- 3:54:39anything like the eyes of her when she was explaining the case to me.
- 3:54:43Anne had gone home in the wonderful, white frosted winter morning, heavy eyed
- 3:54:48from loss of sleep, but still talking unweariedly to Matthew as they crossed the
- 3:54:50long, wide field and walked under the glittering fairy arch of the Lover's Lane.
- 3:54:56Maples, Oh, Matthew, isn't it a wonderful morning? The world
- 3:55:00looks like something God had just imagined for his own pleasure, doesn't it.
- 3:55:03Those trees look as if I could blow them away with a breath. Pooh,
- 3:55:09I'm so glad I live in a world where there are white frosts,
- 3:55:11aren't you? And I'm so glad missus Hammond had three pairs of twins.
- 3:55:15After all, If she hadn't, I mightn't have known what to do for
- 3:55:18Minnie May. I'm real sorry I was ever cross with Missus Hammond for having
- 3:55:22twins. But oh, Matthew, I'm so sleepy. I can't go to
- 3:55:26school. I just know I couldn't keep my eyes open, and I'd be
- 3:55:30so stupid. But I hate to stay home for Gil. Some of the
- 3:55:33others will get head of the class, and it's so hard to get up
- 3:55:35again, although, of course the harder it is more satisfaction you have when
- 3:55:39you do get up, haven't you. Well now, I guess you'll manage,
- 3:55:43all right, said Matthew, looking at Anne's white little face and the
- 3:55:46dark shadows under her eyes. You just go right to bed and have a
- 3:55:50good sleep. I'll do all the chores. Anne accordingly went to bed and
- 3:55:54slept so long and soundly that it was well on in the white and rosy
- 3:55:58winter afternoon when she awoke and ascended to the kitchen, where Marilla, who
- 3:56:01had arrived home in the meantime, was sitting knitting. Oh did you see
- 3:56:05the premier, exclaimed Anne at once. What did he look like, Marilla?
- 3:56:09Well, he never got to be premier on account of his looks,
- 3:56:11said Marilla. Such a nose as that man had, but he can speak.
- 3:56:16I was proud of being a conservative Rachel Lynde, of course, being
- 3:56:20a liberal had no use for him. Your dinner is in the oven,
- 3:56:22Anne, and you can get yourself some blue plum preserve out of the pantry.
- 3:56:26I guess you're hungry. Matthew has been telling me about last night.
- 3:56:30I must say it was fortunate you knew what to do. I wouldn't have
- 3:56:33had any idea myself, for I never saw a case of croup there.
- 3:56:35Now. Never mind talking till you've had your dinner. I can tell by
- 3:56:39the look of you that you're just full up with speeches. But they'll keep.
- 3:56:43Marilla had something to tell Anne, but she did not tell it just
- 3:56:46then, for she knew that if she did, Anne's consequent excitement would lift
- 3:56:50her clear out of the region of such material matters as appetite or dinner.
- 3:56:54Not until Anne had finished her saucer of blue plums did Marilla say, missus
- 3:56:58Barry was here this afternoon. Anne. She wanted to see you, but
- 3:57:00I wouldn't wake you up. She says, you saved Minnie May's life,
- 3:57:03and she is very sorry she acted as she did in that affair of the
- 3:57:05currant wine. She says, she knows now you didn't mean to set Diana
- 3:57:09drunk, and she hopes you'll forgive her and be good friends with Diana again.
- 3:57:13You're to go over this evening if you like, For Diana can't stir
- 3:57:16outside on account of a bad cold she caught last night. Now, Anne,
- 3:57:18Shirley, for pity's sake, don't fly up into the air. The
- 3:57:22warning seemed not unnecessary, so uplifted and aeriel was Anne's expression and an attitude
- 3:57:26as she sprang to her feet, her face irradiated with the flame of her
- 3:57:30spirit. Oh, Marilla, can I go right now without washing my dishes?
- 3:57:35I'll wash them when I come back, but I cannot tie myself down
- 3:57:37to anything so unromantic as dish washing at this thrilling moment. Yes, yes,
- 3:57:41run along, said Marilla indulgently. Anne Shirley, are you crazy?
- 3:57:46Come back this instant and put something on you. I might as well call
- 3:57:48to the wind. She's gone without cap or rap. Look at her tearing
- 3:57:52through the orchard with her hair streaming. It'll be a mercy if she doesn't
- 3:57:56catch her death of cold. Anne came dancing home in the purple winter twilight
- 3:58:01across the snowy places afar in the southwest was the great shimmering pearl like sparkle
- 3:58:05of an evening star in a sky that was pale, golden and ethereal rose
- 3:58:11over gleaming white spaces and dark glens of spruce. The tinkles of sleigh bells
- 3:58:16among the snowy hills came like elfin chimes through the frosty air. But their
- 3:58:20music was not sweeter than the song in Anne's heart and on her lips.
- 3:58:24You see before you a perfectly happy person, Marilla, she announced, I'm
- 3:58:28perfectly happy. Yes, in spite of my red hair, just at present,
- 3:58:33I have a soul above red hair. Missus Barry kissed me and cried
- 3:58:37and said she was so sorry and she could never repay me. I felt
- 3:58:41fearfully embarrassed, Marilla, but I just said, as politely as I could,
- 3:58:45I have no hard feelings for you, Missus Barry. I assure you
- 3:58:48once and for all, I did not mean to intoxicate Diana, and henceforth
- 3:58:52I shall cover the pass with a mantle of oblivion. That was a pretty
- 3:58:54dignified way of speaking, wasn't it, Marilla. I felt that I was
- 3:58:58heaping coals of fire Missus Barry's head and Diana and I had a lovely afternoon.
- 3:59:03Diana showed me a new fancy crochet stitch. Her aunt over it.
- 3:59:07Carmody taught her not a soul, and Avonlea knows it but us, and
- 3:59:09we pledged a solemn vow never to reveal it to any one else. Diana
- 3:59:13gave me a beautiful card with a wreath of roses on it and a verse
- 3:59:16of poetry. If you love me as I love you, nothing but death
- 3:59:20can part us too, And that is true, Marilla. We're going to
- 3:59:24ask mister Phillips to let us sit together in school again, and Gertie Pike
- 3:59:26can go with Minnie Andrews. We had an elegant tea. Missus Barry had
- 3:59:31the very best china set out Marilla, just as if I was real company.
- 3:59:35I can't tell you what a thrill it gave me. Nobody ever used
- 3:59:37their best china on my account before. And we had fruit cake and pound
- 3:59:41cake and doughnuts and two kinds of preserves. Marilla and Missus Barry asked me
- 3:59:46if I took tea and said, PA, why don't you pass the biscuits
- 3:59:48to Anne? It must be lovely to be grown up, Marilla, when
- 3:59:52just being treated as if you were is so nice. I don't know about
- 3:59:56that, said Marilla, with a brief sigh. Well, anyway, when
- 3:59:58I am grown up, said Anne, decidedly, I'm always going to talk
- 4:00:03to little girls as if they were too, and I'll never laugh when they
- 4:00:05use big words. I know from sorrowful experience how that hurts one's feelings.
- 4:00:09After tea, Diana and I made taffy. The taffy wasn't very good,
- 4:00:13I suppose, because neither Diana nor I had ever made any before. Diana
- 4:00:18left me to stir it while she buttered the plates, and I forgot and
- 4:00:20let it burn. And then when we set it out on the platform to
- 4:00:22cool, the cat walked over one plate and that had to be thrown away.
- 4:00:26But the making of it was splendid fun. Then when I came home,
- 4:00:30missus Barry asked me to come over as often as I could, and
- 4:00:33Diana stood at the window and threw kisses to me all the way down to
- 4:00:35Lover's Lane. I assure you, Marilla, that I feel like praying to
- 4:00:39night, and I'm going to think out a special, brand new prayer in
- 4:00:41honor of the occasion. End of chapter eighteen. Chapter nineteen, A concert,
- 4:00:48a catastrophe, and a confession. Marilla, Can I go over to
- 4:00:52see Diana just for a minute, asked Anne, running breathlessly down from the
- 4:00:56east gable one February evening. I don't see what you want to be trapsing
- 4:01:00about after dark, four, said Marilla. Shortly, you and Diana walked
- 4:01:03home from school together and then stood down there in the snow for half an
- 4:01:07hour more. Your tongue's going the whole blessed time, clickety clack. So
- 4:01:11I don't think you're very badly off to see her again. But she wants
- 4:01:13to see me, pleaded Anne. She has something very important to tell me.
- 4:01:18How do you know she has because she just signaled to me from her
- 4:01:20window. We have arranged a way to signal with our candles and cardboard.
- 4:01:24We set the candle on the window sill and make flashes by passing the cardboard
- 4:01:28back and forth. So many flashes mean a certain thing. It was my
- 4:01:31idea, Marilla. I'll warrant you, it was, said Marilla emphatically.
- 4:01:35And the next thing you'll be setting fire to the curtains with your signaling.
- 4:01:39Nonsense. Oh, we're very careful, Marilla, and it's so interesting.
- 4:01:43Two flashes mean are you there? Three mean yes, and four no.
- 4:01:46Five mean come over as soon as possible, because I have something important to
- 4:01:50reveal. Diana has just signaled five flashes, and I'm really suffering to know
- 4:01:54what it is. Well, you needn't suffer any longer, said Marilla sarcastically.
- 4:01:58You can go. Oh, but you're to be back here in just
- 4:02:01ten minutes. Remember that Anne did remember it. Anne was back in the
- 4:02:05stipulated time. Although probably no mortal will ever know just what it cost her
- 4:02:09to confine the discussion of Diana's important communication within the limits of ten minutes,
- 4:02:13but at least she had made good use of them. Oh, Marilla,
- 4:02:16what do you think you know? Tomorrow is Diana's birthday? Well, her
- 4:02:20mother told her she could ask me to go home with her from school and
- 4:02:24stay all night with her. And her cousins are coming over from Newbridge in
- 4:02:26a big pung sleigh to go to the debating club concert at the Hall tomorrow
- 4:02:31night, and they are going to take Diana and me to the concert if
- 4:02:33you'll let me go, that is, you will, won't you? Marilla?
- 4:02:35Oh, I feel so excited. You can calm down then, because
- 4:02:39you're not going. You're better at home in your own bed. And as
- 4:02:43for that club concert, it's all nonsense and little girls should not be allowed
- 4:02:46to go out to such places at all. I'm sure the debating club is
- 4:02:50a most respectable affair, pleaded Anne. I'm not saying it isn't, but
- 4:02:54you're not going to begin gadding about to concerts and staying out all hours of
- 4:02:58the night. Pretty doings for children. I'm surprised at missus Barry's letting Diana
- 4:03:01go, but it's such a very special occasion, mourned Anne, on the
- 4:03:05verge of tears. Diana has only one birthday in a year. It isn't
- 4:03:11as if birthdays were common things. Marilla, Prissy Andrews is going to recite
- 4:03:15Curfew must not ring tonight. That is such a good moral piece, Marilla.
- 4:03:18I'm sure it would do me lots of good to hear it. And
- 4:03:22the choir are going to sing four lovely pathetic songs that are pretty near as
- 4:03:26good as hymns. And oh, Marilla, the Minister's going to take part,
- 4:03:28Yes, indeed he is. He's going to give an address that will
- 4:03:33be just about the same thing as a sermon. Please, mayn't I go,
- 4:03:35Marilla? You heard what I said, Anne, didn't you take off
- 4:03:39your boots now and go to bed. It's past eight. There's just one
- 4:03:43more thing, Marilla, said Anne, with the air of producing the last
- 4:03:46shot in her locker. Missus Barry told Diana that we might sleep in the
- 4:03:50spare room bed. Think of the honor of your little Anne being put in
- 4:03:52the spare room bed. It's an honor. You'll have to get along without
- 4:03:58go to bed, Anne, and don't let me hear another word out of
- 4:04:00you. When Anne, with tears rolling over her cheeks, had sorrowfully gone
- 4:04:03upstairs, Matthew, who had been apparently sound asleep on the lounge during the
- 4:04:07whole dialog, opened his eyes and said decidedly, well, now, Marilla,
- 4:04:13I think you ought to let Anne go. I don't, then retorted
- 4:04:16Marilla, who's bringing this child up, Matthew? You or me? Well,
- 4:04:20now you admitted Matthew, don't interfere. Then well, now I ain't
- 4:04:24interfering. It ain't interfering to have your own opinion, and my opinion is
- 4:04:30that you ought to let Anne go. You'd think I ought to let Anne
- 4:04:33go to the moon if she took the notion I've no doubt, was Marilla's
- 4:04:35amiable rejoinder. I might have let her spend the night with Diana if that
- 4:04:39was all, But I don't approve of this concert plan. She'd go there
- 4:04:43and catch cold like as not, and have her head filled up with nonsense
- 4:04:46and excitement. It would unsettle her for a week. I understand that child's
- 4:04:50disposition and what's good for it better than you, Matthew. I think you
- 4:04:54ought to let Anne go, repeated Matthew firmly. Argument was not his strong
- 4:04:58point, but holding fast to his opinion certainly was. Marilla gave a gasp
- 4:05:03of helplessness and took refuge in silence. The next morning, when Anne was
- 4:05:07washing the breakfast dishes in the pantry, Matthew paused on his way out to
- 4:05:11the barn to say to Marilla again, I think you ought to let Anne
- 4:05:13go. Marilla. For a moment, Marilla looked things not lawful to be
- 4:05:18uttered. Then she yielded to the inevitable and said, tartly, very well,
- 4:05:22she can go, since nothing else will please you. Anne flew out
- 4:05:26of the pantry, dripping dishcloth in hand, Oh Marilla, Marilla, say
- 4:05:28those blessed words again. I guess once is enough to say them. This
- 4:05:33is Matthew's doing, and I wash my hands of it. If you catch
- 4:05:35pneumonia, sleeping in a strange bed, or coming out of that hot hal
- 4:05:39in the middle of the night, don't blame me, blame Matthew. Anne,
- 4:05:43Shirley, you're dripping greasy water all over the floor. I never saw
- 4:05:46such a careless child. Oh, I know, I'm a great trial to
- 4:05:50you, Marilla, said Anne, repentantly. I make so many mistakes.
- 4:05:52But then just think of all the mistakes I don't make, although I might.
- 4:05:56I'll get some sand and scrub up the spots before I go to school.
- 4:06:00Oh, Marilla, my heart was just set on going to that concert.
- 4:06:03I never was to a concert in my life, and when the other
- 4:06:05girls talk about them in school, I feel so out of it. You
- 4:06:09didn't know just how I felt about it, But you see, Matthew did.
- 4:06:13Matthew understands me, and it's so nice to be understood. Marilla.
- 4:06:16Anne was too excited to do herself justice as to lessons that morning in school.
- 4:06:20Gilbert Blythe spelled her down in class and left her clear out of sight.
- 4:06:24In mental arithmetic, Anne's consequent humiliation was less than it might have been.
- 4:06:28However, in view of the concert and the spare room bed. She
- 4:06:31and Diana talked so constantly about it all day that with a stricter teacher than
- 4:06:35mister Phillips, dire disgrace must have inevitably have been their portion. Anne felt
- 4:06:39that she could not have borne it if she had not been going to the
- 4:06:43concert. For nothing else was discussed that day in school. The Avonlea Debating
- 4:06:46Club, which met fortnightly all winter, had had several smaller free entertainments,
- 4:06:50but this was to be a big affair. Admission ten cents in aid of
- 4:06:54the library. The Avonlea young people had been practicing for weeks, and all
- 4:06:58the scholars were specially interested in it by reason of older brothers and sisters who
- 4:07:03were going to take part. Everybody in school over nine years of age expected
- 4:07:07to go, except Carrie Sloane, whose father shared Marilla's opinions about small girls
- 4:07:11going out to night concerts. Carrie Sloane cried into her grammar all the afternoon
- 4:07:16and felt that life was not worth living. For Anne, the real excitement
- 4:07:20began with the dismissal of school, and increased their frowm in crescendo until it
- 4:07:24reached to a crash with positive ecstasy. In the concert itself, they had
- 4:07:28a perfectly elegant tea, and then came the delicious occupation of dressing in Diana's
- 4:07:31little room upstairs. Diana did Anne's front hair in the new pompadour style,
- 4:07:37and Anne tied Diana's bows with the especial knack she possessed, and they experimented
- 4:07:41with at least half a dozen different ways of arranging their back hair. At
- 4:07:45last they were ready, cheeks scarlet, and eyes glowing with excitement. True
- 4:07:48Anne could not help a little pang when she contrasted her plain black tam and
- 4:07:52shapeless tight sleeved home made gray cloth coat with Diana's jaunty fur cap and smart
- 4:07:58little jacket, but she remembered in time that she had an imagination and could
- 4:08:01use it. Then Diana's cousins, the Murrays from Newbridge, came. They
- 4:08:05all crowded into the big pung sleigh among straw and furry robes. Anne reveled
- 4:08:11in the drive to the hall, slipping along over the satin smooth roads,
- 4:08:13with the snow crisping under the runners. There was a magnificent sunset, and
- 4:08:18the snowy hills and deep blue water of the Saint Lawrence Gulf seemed to rim
- 4:08:22in the splendor like a huge bowl of pearl and sapphire, brimmed with white
- 4:08:26and fire. Tinkles of sleigh bells, and distant laughter that seemed like the
- 4:08:30mirth of wood elves came from every quarter. Oh, Diana, breathed Anne,
- 4:08:33squeezing Diana's middened hand under the fur robe. Isn't it all like a
- 4:08:37beautiful dream? Do I really look the same as usual? I feel so
- 4:08:41different that it seems to me it must show in my looks. You look
- 4:08:45awfully nice, said Diana, who, having just received a compliment from one
- 4:08:48of her cousins, felt that she ought to pass it on. You've got
- 4:08:52the loveliest color. The program that night was a series of thrills for at
- 4:08:56least one listener in the audience, and, as Anne assured Diana, every
- 4:09:00succeeding thrill was thrillier than the last. When Prissy Andrews attired in a new
- 4:09:05pink silk waist with a string of pearls about her smooth white throat and real
- 4:09:09carnations in her hair. Rumor whispered that the Master had sent all the weight
- 4:09:13to town for them for her. Climbed the slimy ladder, dark without one
- 4:09:16ray of light. Anne shivered in luxurious sympathy. When the choir sang far
- 4:09:22above the gentle daisies. Anne gazed at the ceiling as if it were frescoed
- 4:09:26with angels. When Sam Sloane proceeded to explain and illustrate how sockery set a
- 4:09:30hen, Anne laughed until people sitting near her laughed too, more out of
- 4:09:33sympathy with her than with amusement at a selection that was rather threadbare even in
- 4:09:37Avonlea. And when mister Phillips gave Mark Antony's oration over the dead body of
- 4:09:41Caesar in the most heart stirring tones, looking at Prissy Andrews at the end
- 4:09:46of every sentence, Anne felt that she could rise and mutiny on the spot
- 4:09:50if but one Roman citizen led the way. Only one number on the programme
- 4:09:54failed to interest her. When Gilbert Blythe recited bingin on the Rhine, Anne
- 4:09:58picked up Rhoda am Mary's library book and read it until he had finished,
- 4:10:01when she sat rigidly, stiff and motionless, while Diana clapped her hands until
- 4:10:05they tingled. It was eleven when they got home, sated with dissipation,
- 4:10:09but with the exceeding sweet pleasure of talking it all over still to come.
- 4:10:13Everybody seemed asleep, and the house was dark and silent. Anne and Diana
- 4:10:18tiptoed into the parlor, a long, narrow room out of which the spare
- 4:10:22room opened. It was pleasantly warm and dimly lighted by the embers of a
- 4:10:26fire in the grate. Let's undress here, said Diana. It's so nice
- 4:10:28and warm. Hasn't it been a delightful time? Sighed Anne rapturously. It
- 4:10:33must be splendid to get up and recite there. Do you suppose we will
- 4:10:37ever be asked to do it? Diana, Yes, of course some day.
- 4:10:41They're always wanting the big scholars to recite Gilbert Blythe does often, and
- 4:10:45he's only two years older than us. Oh, Anne, how could you
- 4:10:48pretend not to listen to him? When he came to the line, there's
- 4:10:50another, not a sister, He looked right down at you, Diana said
- 4:10:56Anne, with dignity. You are my bosom friend, but I cannot allow
- 4:11:00even you to speak to me of that person. Are you ready for bed?
- 4:11:03Let's run a race and see who'll get to the bed first, The
- 4:11:07suggestion appealed to Diana. The two little white clad figures flew down the long
- 4:11:11room through the spare room door, and bounded on the bed at the same
- 4:11:15moment. And then something moved beneath them. There was a gasp and a
- 4:11:20cry, and somebody said, in muffled accents, merciful goodness. Anne and
- 4:11:24Diana were never able to tell just how they got off that bed and out
- 4:11:28of the room. They only knew that after one frantic rush, they found
- 4:11:31themselves tiptoeing shiveringly upstairs. Oh who was it? What was it? Whispered
- 4:11:37Anne, her teeth chattering with cold and fright. It was Aunt Josephine,
- 4:11:41said Diana, gasping with laughter. Oh, Anne, it was Aunt Josephine.
- 4:11:45However she came to be there? Oh, and I know she will
- 4:11:48be furious. It's dreadful, It's really dreadful. But did you ever know
- 4:11:52anything so funny? Anne? Who is your aunt Josephine. She's father's aunt
- 4:11:56and she lives in Charlottetown. She's awfully old seventy anyhow, and I don't
- 4:12:01believe she was ever a little girl. We were expecting her out for a
- 4:12:03visit, but not so soon. She's awfully prim and proper, and she'll
- 4:12:07scold dreadfully about this. I know. Well, we'll have to sleep with
- 4:12:11Minnie May and you can't think how she kicks. Miss Josephine Barry did not
- 4:12:16appear at the early breakfast the next morning. Missus Barry smiled kindly at the
- 4:12:20two little girls. Did you have a good time last night? I tried
- 4:12:24to stay awake until you came home, for I wanted to tell you Aunt
- 4:12:26Josephine had come and that you would have to go upstairs after all, but
- 4:12:30I was so tired I fell asleep. I hope you didn't disturb your aunt
- 4:12:33Diana. Diana preserved a discreet silence, but she and Anne exchanged furtive smiles
- 4:12:37of guilty amusement across the table. Anne hurried home after breakfast, and so
- 4:12:41remained in blissful ignorance of the disturbance which presently resulted in the Barry household,
- 4:12:46until the late afternoon, when she went down to missus Lynde's on an errand
- 4:12:50for Marilla. So you and Diana nearly frightened poor old miss Barry to death
- 4:12:54last night, said missus Lynde severely, but with a twinkle in her eye.
- 4:12:58Missus Barry was here a few minutes ago on her way to Carmody.
- 4:13:01She's feeling real worried over it. Old miss Barry was in a terrible temper
- 4:13:03when she got up this morning, and Josephine Barry's temper is no joke.
- 4:13:07I can tell you that she wouldn't speak to Diana at all. It wasn't
- 4:13:11Diana's fault, said Anne, contriedly. It was mine. I suggested racing
- 4:13:16to see who would get into bed first. I knew it, said missus
- 4:13:20Lynde, with the exultation of a correct guesser. I knew that idea came
- 4:13:24out of your head. Well, it's made a nice lot of trouble.
- 4:13:26That's what old miss Barry came out to stay for a month. But she
- 4:13:28declares she won't stay another day and is going right back to town tomorrow Sunday.
- 4:13:33And all as it is, she'd have gone to day if they could
- 4:13:35have taken her. She had promised to pay for a quarter's music lessons for
- 4:13:39Diana, but now she is determined to do nothing at all for such a
- 4:13:41tom boy. Oh, I guess they had a lively time of it there
- 4:13:45this morning. The Barrys must feel cut up. Old Miss Barry is rich
- 4:13:48and they'd like to keep on the good side of her. Of course,
- 4:13:52Missus Barry didn't say just that to me. But I'm a pretty good judge
- 4:13:54of human nature, That's what I'm such an unlucky girl, mourned Anne.
- 4:14:00I'm always getting into scrapes myself and getting my best friends people I'd shed my
- 4:14:03heart's blood for into them too. Can you tell me why it is so,
- 4:14:07missus Lynde. It's because you're too heedless and impulsive child. That's what
- 4:14:11you never stop to think. Whatever comes into your head to say, or
- 4:14:15do you say, or do it without a moment's reflection. Oh but that's
- 4:14:18the best of it, protested Anne. Something just flashes into your mind so
- 4:14:22exciting, and you must out with it. If you stop to think it
- 4:14:24over, you spoil it all. Haven't you never felt that yourself, Missus
- 4:14:28Lynde. No, Missus Lynde had not. She shook her head sagely.
- 4:14:33You must learn to think a little, Anne, that's what The proverb you
- 4:14:37need to go by is, look before you leap, especially in de spare
- 4:14:39room beds. Missus Lynde laughed comfortably over her mild joke, but Anne remained
- 4:14:45pensive. She saw nothing to laugh at in the situation, which, to
- 4:14:48her eyes appeared very serious. When she left missus Lynde, she took her
- 4:14:52way across the crusted fields to Orchard Slope. Diana met her at the kitchen
- 4:14:56door. Your aunt Josephine was very cross about it, wasn't she whispered Anne.
- 4:15:01Yes, answered Diana, stifling a giggle with an apprehensive glance over her
- 4:15:05shoulder. At the closed sitting room door, she was fairly dancing with rage.
- 4:15:09Anne, Oh, how she scolded. She said I was the worst
- 4:15:13behaved girl she ever saw, and that my parents ought to be ashamed of
- 4:15:16the way they had brought me up. She says, she won't stay,
- 4:15:18and I'm sure I don't care, but father and mother do. Why didn't
- 4:15:22you tell them it was my fault? Demanded Anne. It's likely i'd do
- 4:15:26such a thing, isn't it, said Diana with just scorn. I'm no
- 4:15:30tell tale, Anne, Shirley, and anyhow, I was just as much
- 4:15:33to blame as you. Well, I'm going in to tell her myself,
- 4:15:35said Anne resolutely. Diana stared, Anne, surely you'd never why she'll eat
- 4:15:41you alive. Don't frighten me any more than I am frightened, implored Anne.
- 4:15:46I'd rather walk up to a cannon's mouth. But I've got to do
- 4:15:50it, Diana. It was my fault, and I've got to confess.
- 4:15:54I've had practice in confessing. Fortunately, well, she's in the room,
- 4:15:58said Diana. You can go in if you want to. I wouldn't dare,
- 4:16:00and I don't believe you'll do a bit of good with this encouragement.
- 4:16:04Anne bearded the lion in its den, that is to say, walked resolutely
- 4:16:08up to the sitting room door and knocked faintly. A sharp come in followed.
- 4:16:14Miss Josephine Barry, thin, prim and rigid, was knitting fiercely by
- 4:16:18the fire, her wrath quite unappeased, and her eyes snapping through her gold
- 4:16:22rimmed glasses. She wheeled around in her chair, expecting to see Diana,
- 4:16:26and beheld a white faced girl whose great eyes were brimmed up with a mixture
- 4:16:29of desperate courage and shrinking terror. Who are you, demanded, Miss Josephine
- 4:16:33Barry, without ceremony, I'm Man of green Gables, said the small visitor,
- 4:16:38tremulously, clasping her hands with her characteristic gesture. And I've come to
- 4:16:42confess, if you please confess what that? It was all my fault about
- 4:16:48jumping into bed on you last night. I suggested it. Diana would never
- 4:16:52have thought of such a thing. I am sure Diana is a very ladylike
- 4:16:55girl, Miss Barry, so you must see how unjust it is to blame
- 4:16:59her. Oh I must, hey, I rather think Diana did her share
- 4:17:03of the jumping, at least such carryings on in a respectable house. But
- 4:17:07we were only in fun, persisted Anne. I think you ought to forgive
- 4:17:11us, Miss Berry, now that we've apologized, and anyhow, please forgive
- 4:17:15Diana and let her have her music lessons. Diana's heart is set on her
- 4:17:18music lessons, Miss Barry, and I know too well what it is to
- 4:17:21set your heart on a thing and not get it. If you must be
- 4:17:23cross with anyone, be cross with me. I've been so used in my
- 4:17:26early days to having people cross at me. That I can endure it much
- 4:17:30better than Diana can. Much of the snap had gone out of the old
- 4:17:33lady's eyes by this time and was replaced by a twinkle of amused interest,
- 4:17:37but she still said severely, I don't think it is any excuse for you
- 4:17:41that you were only in fun. Little girls never indulged in that kind of
- 4:17:45fun when I was young. You don't know what it is to be awakened
- 4:17:47out of a sound sleep after a long and arduous journey by two great girls
- 4:17:51coming bouncing down on you. I don't know, but I can imagine,
- 4:17:55said Anne eagerly. I'm sure it must have been very disturbing, But then
- 4:17:59there is of it too. Have you any imagination, miss Berry, if
- 4:18:03you have just put yourself in our place. We didn't know there was anybody
- 4:18:07in that bed, and you nearly scared us to death. It was simply
- 4:18:10awful the way we felt, And then we couldn't sleep in the spare room
- 4:18:12after being promised. I suppose you are used to sleeping in spare rooms,
- 4:18:17but just imagine what you would feel like if you were a little orphan girl
- 4:18:19who never had such an honor. All the snap had gone by this time,
- 4:18:23Miss Barry actually laughed, a sound which caused Diana, waiting in speechless
- 4:18:29anxiety in the kitchen outside, to give a great gasp of relief. I
- 4:18:33am afraid my imagination is a little rusty. It's so long since I used
- 4:18:36it, she said. I dare say your claim to sympathy is just as
- 4:18:40strong as mine. It all depends on the way we look at it.
- 4:18:42Sit down here and tell me about yourself. I am very sorry I can't,
- 4:18:45said Anne firmly. I would like to, because you seem like an
- 4:18:48interesting lady, and you might even be a kindred spirit, although you don't
- 4:18:52look very much like it. But it is my duty to go home to
- 4:18:55Miss Marilla Cuthbert. Miss Marilla Cuthbert is a very kind lady who has taken
- 4:18:59me to up properly. She is doing her best, but it is very
- 4:19:03discouraging work. You must not blame her because I jumped on the bed.
- 4:19:06But before I go, I do wish you would tell me if you'll forgive
- 4:19:08Diana and stay just as long as you meant to in Avonlea. I think
- 4:19:12perhaps I will, if you will come over and talk to me occasionally,
- 4:19:15said Miss Barry that evening, Miss Barry gave Diana a silver bangle bracelet and
- 4:19:21told the senior members of the household that she had unpacked her valise. I've
- 4:19:25made up my mind to stay simply for the sake of getting better acquainted with
- 4:19:27that Anne girl, she said, frankly. She amuses me, and at
- 4:19:30my time of life, an amusing person is a rarity. Marilla's only comment
- 4:19:36when she heard the story was I told you so. This was for Matthew's
- 4:19:38benefit. Miss Barry stayed her month out and over. She was a more
- 4:19:44agreeable guest than usual for Anne kept her in good humor. They became firm
- 4:19:48friends. When Miss Barry went away, she said, remember you, Anne
- 4:19:52girl, when you come to town, you're to visit me and I'll put
- 4:19:53you in my very sparest spare room bed to sleep in. Miss Barry was
- 4:19:59a kindred spirit, after all, Anne confided to Marilla. You wouldn't think
- 4:20:03so to look at her, but she is. You don't find it out
- 4:20:06right at first, as in Matthew's case, but after a while you come
- 4:20:08to see it. Kindred spirits are not so scarce as I used to think.
- 4:20:12It's splendid to find out there are so many of them in the world.
- 4:20:18End of chapter nineteen, Chapter twenty, a good imagination gone wrong.
- 4:20:23Spring had come once more to Green Gables, the beautiful, capricious, reluctant
- 4:20:29Canadian spring lingering along through April and May in a succession of sweet, fresh,
- 4:20:33chilly days with pink sunsets and miracles of resurrection and growth. The maples
- 4:20:38and lovers Lane were red budded, and little curly ferns pushed up around the
- 4:20:41Dryad's bubble. Away Up in the barrens behind mister Silas Sloane's place, the
- 4:20:47mayflowers blossomed out, pink and white stars of sweetness under their brown leaves.
- 4:20:52All the schoolgirls and boys had one golden afternoon gathering them coming home in the
- 4:20:56clear echoing twilight with arms and baskets full of flower spoil. I'm so sorry
- 4:21:02for people who live in lands where there are no mayflowers, said Anne.
- 4:21:06Diana says, perhaps they have something better, But there couldn't be anything better
- 4:21:08than mayflowers, could there, Marilla, And Diana says, if they don't
- 4:21:12know what they are like, they don't miss them. But I think that
- 4:21:15is the saddest thing of all. I think it would be tragic, Marilla,
- 4:21:18not to know what may flowers are like and not to miss them.
- 4:21:22Do you know what I think mayflowers are, Marilla. I think they must
- 4:21:25be the souls of the flowers that died last summer, and this is their
- 4:21:27heaven. But we had a splendid time to day, Marilla. We had
- 4:21:32our lunch down in a big mossy hollow by an old well, such a
- 4:21:36romantic spot. Charlie Sloane dared Arty Gillis to jump over it, and Arty
- 4:21:40Gillis did because he wouldn't take a dare. Nobody would. In school it
- 4:21:44is very fashionable to dare. Mister Phillips gave all the mayflowers he found to
- 4:21:48Prissy Andrews, and I heard him to say sweets to the sweet. He
- 4:21:51got that out of a book, I know, but it shows he has
- 4:21:53some imagination. I was offered some may flowers too, but I rejected them
- 4:21:57with scorn. I can't tell you the person's name because I have vowed never
- 4:22:00to let it cross my lips. We made wreaths of the mayflowers and put
- 4:22:03them on our hats, and when the time came to go home, we
- 4:22:07marched in procession down the road two by two with our bouquets and wreaths,
- 4:22:11singing my home on the hill. Oh, it was so thrilling, Marilla.
- 4:22:14All mister Silas Sloane's folks rushed out to see us, and everybody we
- 4:22:18met on the road stopped and stared at us. We made a real sensation.
- 4:22:22Not much wonder such silly doings, was Marilla's response. After the may
- 4:22:26flowers came, the violets, and violet veil was impurpled with them. Anne
- 4:22:30walked through it on her way to school, with reverent steps and worshiping eyes,
- 4:22:33as if you trod on holy ground somehow, She told Diana, when
- 4:22:38I'm going through here, I don't really care whether gil, whether anybody gets
- 4:22:42ahead of me in class or not. But when I'm up in school,
- 4:22:45it's all different, and I care as much as ever. There's such a
- 4:22:48lot of different ANNs in me. I sometimes think that is why I'm such
- 4:22:52a troublesome person. If I was just the one Anne, it would be
- 4:22:56ever so much more comfortable. But then it wouldn't be half so interesting.
- 4:23:00One June evening, when the orchards were pink blossomed again, when the frogs
- 4:23:04were singing silverly sweet in the marshes about the head of the Lake of Shining
- 4:23:08Waters, and the air was full of the savor of clover fields and balsamic
- 4:23:12fir woods. Anne was sitting by her gable window. She had been studying
- 4:23:15her lessons, but it had grown too dark to see the book, so
- 4:23:18she had fallen into wide eyed reverie, looking out past the boughs of the
- 4:23:22snow Queen, once more bestarred with its tufts of blossom. In all essential
- 4:23:27respects, the little gable chamber was unchanged. The walls were as white,
- 4:23:32the pincushion as hard, the chairs as stiffly and yellowly upright as ever.
- 4:23:36Yet the whole character of the room was altered. It was full of a
- 4:23:40new, vital, pulsing personality that seemed to pervade it, and to be
- 4:23:44quite independent of schoolgirl books and dresses and ribbons, and even of the cracked
- 4:23:48blue jug full of apple blossoms on the table. It was as if all
- 4:23:52the dreams sleeping and waking of its vivid occupant had taken a visible, although
- 4:23:57unmaterial form, and had tapestried the bare room with splendid, filmy tissues.
- 4:24:03Of rainbow and moonshine. Presently, Marilla came briskly in with some of Anne's
- 4:24:07freshly ironed school aprons. She hung them over a chair and sat down with
- 4:24:11a short sigh. She had had one of her head aches that afternoon,
- 4:24:15and although the pain had gone, she felt weak and tuckered out as she
- 4:24:18expressed it. Anne looked at her with eyes limpid with sympathy. I do
- 4:24:22truly wish I could have had the headache in your place, Marilla. I
- 4:24:25would have endured it joyfully for your sake. I guess you did your pard
- 4:24:29in attending to the work and letting me rest, said Marilla. You seem
- 4:24:32to have got on fairly well and made fewer mistakes than usual. Of course,
- 4:24:36it wasn't exactly necessary to starch Matthew's handkerchiefs, and most people, when
- 4:24:40they put a pie in the oven to warm up for dinner, take it
- 4:24:41out and eat it when it gets hot, instead of leaving it to be
- 4:24:44burned to a crisp bet. That doesn't seem to be your way. Evidently,
- 4:24:48headaches always left Marilla somewhat sarcastic. Oh, I'm so sorry, said
- 4:24:52Anne penitently. I never thought about that pie from the moment I put it
- 4:24:56in the oven till now. Although I felt instinctively that the there was something
- 4:25:00missing on the dinner table, I was firmly resolved when you left me in
- 4:25:03charge this morning not to imagine anything but keep my thoughts on facts. I
- 4:25:07did pretty well until I put the pie in, and then an irresistible temptation
- 4:25:11came to me to imagine I was an enchanted princess shut up in a lonely
- 4:25:15tower, with a handsome night riding to my rescue on a coal black steed.
- 4:25:18So that is how I came to forget the pie. I didn't know
- 4:25:22I starched the handkerchiefs. All the time I was ironing, I was trying
- 4:25:25to think of a name for a new island. Diana and I have discovered
- 4:25:27up the Brook. It's the most ravishing spot Marilla. There are two maple
- 4:25:32trees on it, and the brook flows right around it. At last,
- 4:25:36it struck me that it would be splendid to call it Victoria Island, because
- 4:25:38we found it on the Queen's birthday. Both Diana and I are very loyal,
- 4:25:42but I'm sorry about that pie and the handkerchiefs. I wanted to be
- 4:25:45extra good to day because it's an anniversary. Do you remember what happened this
- 4:25:49day last year? Marilla? No, I can't think of anything special.
- 4:25:53Oh, Marilla, it was the day I came to Green Gables. I
- 4:25:56shall never forget it. It was the turning point in my life. Of
- 4:26:00course, it wouldn't seem so important to you. I've been here for a
- 4:26:03year and I've been so happy. Of course, I've had my troubles,
- 4:26:07but one can live down troubles. Are you sorry you kept me, Marilla?
- 4:26:11No, I can't say I'm sorry, said Marilla, who sometimes wondered
- 4:26:15how she could have lived before Anne came to Green Gables. No, not
- 4:26:18exactly. Sorry. If you've finished your lessons, Anne, I want you
- 4:26:22to run over and ask missus Barry if she'll lend me Diana's apron pattern.
- 4:26:26Oh it's it's too dark, cried Anne. Too dark? Why it's only
- 4:26:30twilight? And goodness knows you've gone over often enough after dark. I'll go
- 4:26:36over early in the morning, said Anne eagerly. I'll get up at sunrise
- 4:26:38and go over. Marilla, what has got into your head now, Anne,
- 4:26:42Shirley, I want that pattern to cut out your new apron this evening.
- 4:26:45Go at once and be smart too. I'll have to go around by
- 4:26:49the road, then, said Anne, taking up her hat reluctantly. Go
- 4:26:52by the road and waste half an hour. I'd like to catch you.
- 4:26:56I can't go through the haunted wood, Marilla, cried Anne desperately. Marilla
- 4:27:02stared, the haunted wood. Are you crazy? What under the canopy is
- 4:27:07the haunted wood? The spruce wood over the brook, said Anne in a
- 4:27:11whisper. Fiddlesticks. There is no such thing as a haunted wood anywhere.
- 4:27:15Who has been telling you such stuff? Nobody, confessed Anne. Diana and
- 4:27:18I just imagined the wood was haunted. All the places around here are so
- 4:27:23so commonplace. We just got this up for our own amusement. We began
- 4:27:29it in April. A haunted wood is so very romantic, Marilla. We
- 4:27:33chose the spruce grove because it's so gloomy. Oh, we have imagined the
- 4:27:36most harrowing things. There's a white lady walks along the brook just about this
- 4:27:41time of the night and wrings her hands and utters wailing cries. She appears
- 4:27:45when there is to be a death in the family, and the ghost of
- 4:27:48a little murdered child haunts the corner up by idlewild. It creeps up behind
- 4:27:52you and lays its cold fingers on your hand. So, oh, Marilla,
- 4:27:56it gives me a shudder to think of it. And there's a headless
- 4:27:59man stalks up and down the path, and skeletons glower at you between the
- 4:28:03boughs. Oh, Marilla, I wouldn't go through the haunted wood after dark
- 4:28:07now, for anything. I'd be sure that white things would reach out from
- 4:28:10behind the trees and grab me. Did ever any one hear the like?
- 4:28:14Ejaculated Marilla, who had listened in dumb amazement. Anne, Shirley, do
- 4:28:18you mean to tell me you believe all that wicked nonsense of your own imagination?
- 4:28:22Not believe exactly? Faltered? Anne? At least, I don't believe
- 4:28:26it in daylight. But after dark, Marilla, it's different. That is,
- 4:28:32when ghosts walk. There are no such things as ghosts. Anne.
- 4:28:36Oh but there are, Marilla, cried Anne eagerly. I know people who
- 4:28:40have seen them, and they are respectable people. Charlie Sloane says that his
- 4:28:42grandmother saw his grandfather driving home the cows one night after he'd been buried for
- 4:28:48a year. You know, Charlie Sloane's grandmother wouldn't tell a story for anything.
- 4:28:52She's a very religious woman. And Missus Thomas's father was pursued home one
- 4:28:56night by a lamb of fire with its head cut off, hanging by a
- 4:28:57strip of skin, said he knew it was the spirit of his brother,
- 4:29:00and that it was a warning he would die within nine days. He didn't,
- 4:29:04but he died two years after. So you see it was really true.
- 4:29:07And Ruby Gillis, says Anne. Shirley interrupted Marilla firmly. I never
- 4:29:11want to hear you talking in this fashion again. I've had my doubts about
- 4:29:15that imagination of yours right along, and if this is going to be the
- 4:29:18outcome of it, I won't countenance any such doings. You'll go right over
- 4:29:22to Berry's and you'll go through that spruce grove just for a lesson and a
- 4:29:26warning to you, and never let me hear a word out of your head
- 4:29:29about haunted woods again. Anne might plead and cry, as she liked.
- 4:29:33Anne did, for her terror was very real. Her imagination had run away
- 4:29:37with her, and she held the spruce grove in mortal dread after nightfall.
- 4:29:41But Marilla was inexorable. She marched the shrinking ghostseer down to the spring and
- 4:29:45ordered her to proceed straightway over the bridge and into the dusky retreats of wailing
- 4:29:48ladies and headless specters beyond. Oh, Marilla, how can you be so
- 4:29:52cruel? Sobbed Anne? What would you feel like if a white thing did
- 4:29:56snatch me up and carry me off? I'll risk it, said Marilla,
- 4:30:00unfeelingly. You know I always mean what I say. I'll cure you of
- 4:30:04imagining ghosts into places. March now. Anne marched that is, she stumbled
- 4:30:11over the bridge and went shuddering up the horrible dim path beyond. Anne never
- 4:30:15forgot that walk. Bitterly did she repent the license she had given to her
- 4:30:18imagination. The goblins of her fancy lurked in every shadow about her, reaching
- 4:30:23out their cold, fleshless hands to grasp the terrified small girl who had called
- 4:30:27them into being. A white strip of birch bark blowing up from the hollow
- 4:30:32over the brown floor of the grove made her heart stand still. The long
- 4:30:36drawn wail of two old boughs rubbing against each other brought out the perspiration in
- 4:30:41beads on her forehead. The swoop of bats in the darkness over her was
- 4:30:45as the wings of unearthly creatures. When she reached mister William Bell's field,
- 4:30:48she fled across it as if pursued by an army of white things, and
- 4:30:52arrived at the Barry kitchen door so out of breath that she could hardly gasp
- 4:30:56out her request for the apron pattern. Diana was away, so that she
- 4:31:00had no excuse to linger. The dreadful return journey had to be faced.
- 4:31:03Anne went back over it with shut eyes, preferring to take the risk of
- 4:31:07dashing her brains out among the boughs to that of seeing a white thing.
- 4:31:11When she finally stumbled over the log bridge, she drew one long, shivering
- 4:31:15breath of relief. Well so nothing caught you, said Marilla, unsympathetically.
- 4:31:19Oh mam, Marilla, chattered Anne. I'll be contented with common place places
- 4:31:26after this. End of chapter twenty Chapter twenty one a new departure in flavorings.
- 4:31:34Dear me, there is nothing but meetings and partings in this world,
- 4:31:38as missus Lynde says, remarked Anne, plaintively, putting her slate and books
- 4:31:42down on the kitchen table on the last day of June and wiping her red
- 4:31:45eyes with a very damp handkerchief. Wasn't it fortunate, Marilla that I took
- 4:31:49an extra handkerchief to school to day. I had a presentiment that it would
- 4:31:52be needed. I never thought you were so fond of mister Phillips that you'd
- 4:31:56require two handkerchiefs to dry your tears just because he was going away, said
- 4:32:00Marilla. I don't think I was crying because I was really so very fond
- 4:32:04of him, reflected Anne. I just cried because all the others did.
- 4:32:08It was Ruby Gillis started it. Ruby Gillis has always declared she hated mister
- 4:32:12Phillips, but just as soon as he got up to make his farewell speech,
- 4:32:15she burst into tears. Then all the girls began to cry, one
- 4:32:18after the other. I tried to hold out, Marilla. I tried to
- 4:32:22remember the time mister Phillips made me sit with guilt with a boy, and
- 4:32:26the time he spelled my name without an E on the blackboard, and how
- 4:32:30he said I was the worst duns he ever saw at geometry and laughed at
- 4:32:33my spelling, and all the times he had been so horrid and sarcastic,
- 4:32:37but somehow I couldn't, Marilla, and I just had to cry too.
- 4:32:41Jane Andrews has been talking for a month about how glad she'd be when mister
- 4:32:44Phillips went away, and she declared she'd never shed a tear while she was
- 4:32:48worse than any of us and had to borrow a handkerchief from her brother.
- 4:32:51Of course, the boys didn't cry because she hadn't brought one of her own,
- 4:32:53not expecting to need it. Oh, Marilla, it was heart rending.
- 4:32:57Mister Phillips made such a beautiful farewell speech, beginning the time has come
- 4:33:02for us to part. It was very affecting, and he had tears in
- 4:33:06his eyes too, Marilla. Oh, I felt dreadfully sorry and remorseful for
- 4:33:08all the times I'd talked in school and drawn pictures of him on my slate
- 4:33:11and made fun of him and Prissy. I can't tell you I wish I'd
- 4:33:15been a model pupil like Minnie Andrews. She hadn't anything on her conscience.
- 4:33:19The girls cried all the way home from school. Carrie Sloane kept saying every
- 4:33:23few minutes, the time has come for us to part, and that would
- 4:33:26start us off again whenever we were in any danger of cheering up. I
- 4:33:30do feel dreadfully sad, Marilla. But one can't feel quite in the depths
- 4:33:33of despair with two months vacation before them, can they, Marilla. And
- 4:33:37besides, we met the new minister and his wife coming from the station.
- 4:33:41For all I was feeling so bad about mister Phillips going away, I couldn't
- 4:33:45help taking a little interest in a new minister, could I. His wife
- 4:33:48is very pretty, not exactly regally lovely. Of course, it wouldn't do
- 4:33:52I suppose for a minister to have a regally lovely wife, because it might
- 4:33:55set a bad example. Missus Lynde says the minister's wife over at Newbridge.
- 4:33:59That's a very bad exams ample, because she dresses so fashionably. Our new
- 4:34:02minister's wife was dressed in blue muslin, with lovely puffed sleeves and a hat
- 4:34:06trimmed with roses. Jane Andrews said she thought puffed sleeves were too worldly for
- 4:34:10a minister's wife. But I didn't make any such uncharitable remark, Marilla,
- 4:34:14because I know what it is too long for puffed sleeves. Besides, She's
- 4:34:18only been a minister's wife for a little while, so one should make allowances,
- 4:34:21shouldn't they They are going to board with missus Lynde until the manse is
- 4:34:23ready. If Marilla in going down to Missus Lynde's, that evening was actuated
- 4:34:27by any motive save her avowed one of returning the quilting frame she had borrowed
- 4:34:32the preceding winter. It was an amiable weakness shared by most of the Avonlea
- 4:34:36people. Many a thing Missus Lynde had lent, sometimes never expecting to see
- 4:34:41it again, came home that night in charge of the borrow. Was thereof
- 4:34:44a new minister, and moreover, a minister with a wife was a lawful
- 4:34:48object of curiosity in a quiet, little country settlement where sensations were few and
- 4:34:52far between. Old mister Bentley, the minister whom Anne had found lacking in
- 4:34:56imagination, had been pastor of Avonlea for eighteen year. He was a widower
- 4:35:00when he came, and the widower he remained, despite the fact that gossip
- 4:35:04regularly married him to this, that or the other one every year of his
- 4:35:07sojourn. In the preceding February, he had resigned his charge and departed amid
- 4:35:11the regrets of his people, most of whom had the affection born of long
- 4:35:15intercourse for their good old minister, in spite of his shortcomings as an orator.
- 4:35:18Since then, the Avonlea Church had enjoyed a variety of religious dissipation in
- 4:35:23listening to the many and various candidates and supplies who came Sunday after Sunday to
- 4:35:27preach on trial. These stood or fell by the judgment of the fathers and
- 4:35:32mothers in Israel. But a certain small red haired girl who sat meekly in
- 4:35:34the corner of the old Cuthbert Pew also had her opinions about them, and
- 4:35:38discussed the same and full with Matthew Marilla, always declining from principle to criticize
- 4:35:44ministers in any shape or form. I don't think mister Smith would have done.
- 4:35:47Matthew was Anne's final summing up. Missus Lynde says his delivery was so
- 4:35:52poor, But I think his worst fault was just like mister Bentley's. He
- 4:35:56had no imagination and mister Terry had too much. He let it run away
- 4:36:00away with him, just as I did mine. In the matter of the
- 4:36:00haunted Wood. Besides, missus Lynde says his theology wasn't sound. Mister Gresham
- 4:36:07was a very good man and a very religious man, but he told too
- 4:36:10many funny stories and made the people laugh in church. He was undignified,
- 4:36:14and you must have some dignity about a minister, mustn't you, Matthew.
- 4:36:17I thought mister Marshall was decidedly attractive. But missus Lynde says he isn't married
- 4:36:22or even engaged, because she made special inquiries about him, and she says
- 4:36:26it would never do to have a young, unmarried minister in Avonlea, because
- 4:36:29he might marry in the congregation and that would make trouble. Missus Lynde is
- 4:36:33a very far seeing woman, isn't she, Matthew. I'm very glad they've
- 4:36:37called mister Allan. I liked him because his sermon was interesting, and he
- 4:36:40prayed as if he meant it and not just as if he did it,
- 4:36:41because he was in the habit of it. Missus Lynde says he isn't perfect,
- 4:36:45but she says she supposes we couldn't expect a perfect minister for seven hundred
- 4:36:49and fifty dollars a year, and anyhow, his theology is sound because she
- 4:36:52questioned him thoroughly on all the points of doctrine. And she knows his wife's
- 4:36:56people, and they are most respectable, and the women are all good housekeepers.
- 4:37:00Missus Lynde says that sound doctrine in the man and good housekeeping in the
- 4:37:03woman make an ideal combination for a minister's family. The new minister and his
- 4:37:07wife were a young, pleasant faced couple, still on their honeymoon, and
- 4:37:11full of all good and beautiful enthusiasms for their chosen life work. Avonlea opened
- 4:37:15its heart to them from the start, old and young liked the frank,
- 4:37:18cheerful young man with his eye ideals, and the bright, gentle little lady
- 4:37:22who assumed the mistress ship of the man's With Missus allan Anne felt promptly and
- 4:37:27wholeheartedly in love. She had discovered another kindred spirit. Missus Allen is perfectly
- 4:37:33lovely, she announced one Sunday afternoon. She has taken our class, and
- 4:37:37she's a splendid teacher. She said right away. She didn't think it was
- 4:37:40fair for the teacher to ask all the questions. And you know, Marilla,
- 4:37:42that is exactly what I've always thought. She said we could ask her
- 4:37:45any question we liked, and I asked ever so many. I'm good at
- 4:37:48asking questions, Marilla. I believe you, was Marilla's emphatic comment. Nobody
- 4:37:53else asked Anny except Ruby Gillis, and she asked if there was to be
- 4:37:56a Sunday school picnic this summer. I didn't think that was very proper question
- 4:38:00to ask, because it hadn't any connection with the lesson. The lesson was
- 4:38:03about Daniel and lyons Den. But Missus Allan just smiled and said she thought
- 4:38:07there would be. Missus Allan has a lovely smile. She has such exquisite
- 4:38:12dimples in her cheeks. I wish I had dimples in my cheeks, Marilla.
- 4:38:15I'm not half so skinny as I was when I came here, but
- 4:38:18I have no dimples. Yet if I had, perhaps I could influence people
- 4:38:22for good. Missus Allan said, we ought always to try to influence other
- 4:38:26people for good. She talked so nice about everything. I never knew before
- 4:38:30that religion was such a cheerful thing. I always thought it was kind of
- 4:38:33melancholy, but Missus Allan's isn't. And I'd like to be a Christian.
- 4:38:36If I could be one like her, I wouldn't want to be one like
- 4:38:38mister Superintendent Bell. It's very naughty of you to speak so about mister Bell,
- 4:38:44said Marilla severely. Mister Bell is a real good man. Oh of
- 4:38:47course he's good, agreed Anne. But he doesn't seem to get any comfort
- 4:38:51out of it. If I could be good, i'd dance and sing all
- 4:38:53day because I was glad of it. I suppose missus Allan is too old
- 4:38:57to dance and sing, and of course it wouldn't be dignified in a minister's
- 4:39:00wife. But I can just feel she's glad she's a Christian and that she'd
- 4:39:04be one even if she could get to Heaven without it. I suppose we
- 4:39:07must have mister and Missus Allan up to Tea some day soon, said Marilla
- 4:39:11reflectively. They've been most everywhere but here. Let me see. Next Wednesday
- 4:39:17would be a good time to have them. But don't say a word to
- 4:39:19Matthew about it, for if he knew they were coming, he'd find some
- 4:39:22excuse to be away that day. He'd got so used to mister Bentley he
- 4:39:25didn't mind him. But he's going to find it hard to get acquainted with
- 4:39:27a new minister, and a new minister's wife will frighten him to death.
- 4:39:32I'll be as secret as the dead, assured Anne. But oh, Marilla,
- 4:39:36will you let me make a cake for the occasion. I'd love to
- 4:39:37do something for missus Allan. And you know I can make a pretty good
- 4:39:41cake. By this time, you can make a layer cake, promised Marilla.
- 4:39:45Monday and Tuesday, great preparations went on at Green Gables. Having the
- 4:39:48minister and his wife to tea was as serious and important undertaking, and Marilla
- 4:39:52was determined not to be eclipsed by any of the Avonlea housekeepers. Anne was
- 4:39:56wild with excitement and delight. She talked to all over with Diana Tuesday night
- 4:40:00in the twilight as they sat on the big red stones by the dryat's bubble
- 4:40:04and made rainbows in the water with little twigs dipped in fur balsam. Everything
- 4:40:08is ready, Diana, except my cake, which I'm to make in the
- 4:40:11morning, and the baking powder biscuits, which Marilla will make just before tea
- 4:40:15time. I assure you, Diana, that Marilla and I have had a
- 4:40:18busy two days of it. It's such a responsibility, having a minister's family
- 4:40:22to tea. I never went through such an experience before. You should just
- 4:40:26see our pantry. It's a sight to behold. We're going to have jellied
- 4:40:30chicken and cold tongue. We're to have two kinds of jelly, red and
- 4:40:33yellow, and whipped cream, and lemon pie and cherry pie, and three
- 4:40:37kinds of cookies, and fruit cake and Marilla's famous yellow plum preserves that she
- 4:40:41keeps especially for ministers, and pound cake and layer cake, and biscuits as
- 4:40:44aforesaid, and new bread and old both in case the minister is dyspeptic and
- 4:40:48can't eat new. Missus Lynde says ministers are dyspeptic, but I don't think
- 4:40:52mister Allen has been a minister long enough for it to have had a bad
- 4:40:55effect on him. I just grow cold when I think of my layer cake.
- 4:40:57Oh, Diana, what if it shouldn't be good? I dreamed last
- 4:41:02night that I was chased all around by a fearful goblin with a big layer
- 4:41:04cake for a head. It'll be good, all right, assured Diana,
- 4:41:07who was a very comfortable sort of friend. I'm sure that piece of the
- 4:41:11one you made that we had for luncheon idle, while two weeks ago was
- 4:41:14perfectly elegant. Yes, but cakes have such a terrible habit of turning out
- 4:41:18bad just when you especially want them to be good, sighed Anne, setting
- 4:41:22a particularly well balsam twiger float. However, I suppose I shall just have
- 4:41:26to trust to providence and be careful to put in the flower. Oh look,
- 4:41:30Diana, what a lovely rainbow. Do you suppose the dryad will come
- 4:41:33out after we go away and take it for a scarf? You know,
- 4:41:37there is no such thing as a dryad, said Diana. Diana's mother had
- 4:41:41found out about the Haunted Wood and had been decidedly angry over it. As
- 4:41:45a result, Diana had abstained from any further imitative flights of imagination and did
- 4:41:48not think it prudent to cultivate a spirit of belief, even in harmless dryads.
- 4:41:53But it's so easy to imagine there is, said Anne. Every night
- 4:41:56before I go to bed, I look out of my window, and one
- 4:42:00if the dryad is really sitting here, combing her locks with the spring for
- 4:42:03a mirror. Sometimes I look for her footprints in the dew in the morning.
- 4:42:07Oh, Diana, don't give up your faith in the dryad. Wednesday
- 4:42:11morning came Anne got up at sunrise because she was too excited to sleep.
- 4:42:15She had got a severe cold in the head by reason of her dabbling in
- 4:42:18the spring on the preceding evening, but nothing short of absolute pneumonia could have
- 4:42:22quenched her interest in culinary matters. That morning, after breakfast, she proceeded
- 4:42:26to make her cake. When she finally shut the oven door upon it,
- 4:42:29she drew a long breath. I'm sure I haven't forgotten anything this time,
- 4:42:33Marilla, But do you think it will rise? Just suppose perhaps the baking
- 4:42:37powder isn't good. I used it out of the new can and missus Lynde
- 4:42:41says, you can never be sure of getting good baking powder nowadays, when
- 4:42:44everything is so adulterated. Missus Lynde says the government ought to take the matter
- 4:42:48up, but she says, we'll never see the day when a Tory government
- 4:42:49will do it. Marilla, what if that cake doesn't rise, We'll have
- 4:42:55plenty without it, was Marilla's unimpassioned way of looking at the subject. The
- 4:42:59cake did rise, however, and came out of the oven as light and
- 4:43:02feathery as golden foam. Anne, flushed with delight, clapped it together with
- 4:43:06layers of ruby jelly, and in imagination saw Missus Allen eating it and possibly
- 4:43:11asking for another piece. You'll be using the best tea set, of course,
- 4:43:14Marilla, she said, Can I fix the table with ferns and wild
- 4:43:18roses? I think that's all nonsense, sniffed Marilla. In my opinion,
- 4:43:22it's the eatables that matter, not flummery decorations. Missus Barry had her table
- 4:43:26decorated, said Anne, who was not entirely guiltless of the wisdom of the
- 4:43:30serpent, and the minister paid her an elegant compliment. He said it was
- 4:43:33a feast for the eye as well as the palette. Well, do as
- 4:43:37you like, said Marilla, who was quite determined not to be surpassed by
- 4:43:41Missus Barry or anybody else. Only mind you leave enough room for the dishes
- 4:43:45and the food. Anne laid herself out to decorate in a manner and after
- 4:43:48a fashion that should leave Missus Barry's nowhere. Having abundance of roses and ferns
- 4:43:53and a very artistic taste of her own, she made that tea table such
- 4:43:56a thing of beauty that when the minister and his wife sat down to it,
- 4:44:00they exclaimed in chorus over its loveliness. It's Anne's doings, said Marilla
- 4:44:04grimly, just and Anne felt that Missus Allan's approving smile was almost too much
- 4:44:08happiness for this world. Matthew was there, having been inveigled into the party
- 4:44:14only goodness, and Anne knew how he had been in such a state of
- 4:44:17shyness and nervousness that Marilla had given him up in despair. But Anne took
- 4:44:21him in hand so successfully that he now sat at the table in his best
- 4:44:23clothes and white collar, and talked to the minister not uninterestingly. He never
- 4:44:29said a word to Missus Allan, but that perhaps was not to be expected.
- 4:44:33All went Mary as a marriage bell until Anne's layer cake was passed.
- 4:44:36Missus Allan, having already been helped to a bewildering variety, declined it.
- 4:44:41But Marilla, seeing the disappointment on Anne's face, said smilingly, oh,
- 4:44:44you must take a piece of this, Missus Allan. Anne made it on
- 4:44:47purpose for you. In that case, I must sample it, laughed Missus
- 4:44:51Allan, helping herself to a plump triangle, as did also the minister in
- 4:44:55Marilla, missus Allan, took a mouthful of hers, and a most peculiar
- 4:44:57expression crossed her face. Not a word did she say, however, but
- 4:45:02steadily ate away at it. Marilla saw the expression and hastened to taste the
- 4:45:06cake. Anne, Shirley, She exclaimed, what on earth did you put
- 4:45:08into that cake? Nothing but what the recipe? Said Marilla, cried Anne,
- 4:45:12with a look of anguish. Oh, isn't it all right? All
- 4:45:15right, it's simply horrible, mister Allan. Don't try to eat it,
- 4:45:19Anne, taste it yourself. What flavoring did you use? Vanilla? Said
- 4:45:23Anne, her face scarlet with mortification, after tasting the cake, only vanilla,
- 4:45:29Oh, Marilla, it must have been the baking powder. I had
- 4:45:32my suspicions of that bake baking powder. Fiddlesticks, go and bring me the
- 4:45:36bottle of vanilla you used. Anne fled to the pantry and returned with a
- 4:45:40small bottle, partially filled with a brown liquid and labeled yellowly best vanilla.
- 4:45:45Marilla took it, uncorked it, and smelled it. Mercy on us,
- 4:45:48Anne, you flavored that cake with anodyne liniment. I broke the liniment bottle
- 4:45:52last week and poured what was left into an old, empty vanilla bottle.
- 4:45:56I suppose it's partly my fault. I should have warned you, But for
- 4:45:59pity's sake, why couldn't you have smelled it? Anne dissolved into tears under
- 4:46:03this double disgrace. I couldn't. I had such a cold, And with
- 4:46:08this she fairly fled to the gable chamber, where she cast herself on the
- 4:46:11bed and wept as one who refuses to be comforted. Presently, a light
- 4:46:15step sounded on the stairs, and somebody entered the room. Oh Marilla,
- 4:46:19sobbed Anne, without looking up. I'm disgraced forever. I shall never be
- 4:46:25able to live this down. It will get out. Things always do get
- 4:46:29out. In Avonlea. Diana will ask me how my cake turned out,
- 4:46:32and I shall have to tell her the truth. I shall always be pointed
- 4:46:34at as the girl who flavored a cake with Anna Dyne liniment gilt. The
- 4:46:40boys in school will never get over laughing at it. Oh Marilla, if
- 4:46:44you have a spark of Christian pity, don't tell me that I must go
- 4:46:47down and wash the dishes. After this, I'll wash them when the minister
- 4:46:49and his wife are gone. But I cannot ever look Missus Allan in the
- 4:46:53face again. Perhaps she'll think I'd tried to poison her. Missus Lynde says
- 4:46:57she knows an orphan girl who tried to put and her benefactor. But the
- 4:47:00liniment isn't poisonous. It's meant to be taken internally, although not in cakes.
- 4:47:06Won't you tell Missus Allan so, Marilla, suppose you jump up and
- 4:47:10tell her so yourself, said a merry voice. Anne flew up to find
- 4:47:14Missus Allan standing by her bed, surveying her with laughing eyes. My dear
- 4:47:18little girl, you mustn't cry like this, she said, genuinely disturbed by
- 4:47:22Anne's tragic face. Why it's all just a funny mistake that anybody might make.
- 4:47:26Oh no, it takes me to make such a mistake, said Anne
- 4:47:30forlornly. And I wanted to have that cake so nice for you, Missus
- 4:47:33Allan. Yes, I know, dear, and I assure you I appreciate
- 4:47:37your kindness and thoughtfulness just as much as if it had turned out all right.
- 4:47:41Now, you mustn't cry any more, but come down with me and
- 4:47:44show me your flower garden, Miss Cuthbert tells me you have a little plot
- 4:47:48all your own. I want to see it, for I'm very much interested
- 4:47:51in flowers. Anne permitted herself to be led down and comforted, reflecting that
- 4:47:55it was really providential that missus Allan was a kindred spirit. Nothing more was
- 4:47:59said of the liniment cake, and when the guests went away, Anne found
- 4:48:03that she had enjoyed the evening more than could have been expected considering that terrible
- 4:48:06incident. Nevertheless, she sighed deeply. Marilla, isn't it nice to think
- 4:48:11that tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it? Yet I warrant
- 4:48:15you'll make plenty in it, said Marilla. I never saw your beat for
- 4:48:18making mistakes. Anne. Yes, and well I know it, admitted Anne
- 4:48:22mournfully. But have you ever noticed one encouraging thing about me, Marilla?
- 4:48:26I never make the same mistake twice. I don't know as that's much benefit
- 4:48:30when you're always making new ones. Oh, don't you see, Marilla?
- 4:48:34There must be a limit to the mistakes one person can make, and when
- 4:48:37I get to the end of them, that I'll be through with them.
- 4:48:40That's a very comforting thought. Well, you'd better go and give that cake
- 4:48:45to the pigs, said Marilla. It isn't fit for any human tweet,
- 4:48:48not even Jerry Butt. End of chapter twenty one. Chapter twenty two,
- 4:48:55Anne is invited out to tea. And what are your eyes popping out of
- 4:48:59your head about now? Asked Marilla, when Anne had just come in from
- 4:49:02a run to the post office. Have you discovered another kindred spirit? Excitement
- 4:49:07hung around Anne like a garment shone in her eyes, kindled in every feature.
- 4:49:11She had come dancing up the lane like a wind blown sprite through the
- 4:49:15mellow sunshine and lazy shadows of the August evening. No, Marilla, but
- 4:49:18oh what do you think? I am invited to tea at the Manse tomorrow
- 4:49:22afternoon. Missus Allan left the letter for me at the post office. Just
- 4:49:26look at it, Marilla, Miss Anne Shirley green Gables. That is the
- 4:49:30first time I was ever called miss Such a thrill as it gave me,
- 4:49:33I shall cherish it forever among my choicest treasures. Missus Allan told me she
- 4:49:37meant to have all the members of her Sunday school class to tea. In
- 4:49:40turn, said Marilla, regarding the wonderful event, very coolly. You needn't
- 4:49:44get in such a fever over it. Do learn to take things calmly.
- 4:49:47Child. For Anne to take things calmly would have been to change her nature,
- 4:49:52all spirit and fire and dew. As she was, the pleasures and
- 4:49:55pains of life came to her with trebled intensity. Marilla felt this and was
- 4:49:59vaguely try bubled over it, realizing that the ups and downs of existence would
- 4:50:03probably bear hardly on this impulsive soul, and not sufficiently understanding that the equally
- 4:50:07great capacity for delight might more than compensate. Therefore, Marilla conceived it to
- 4:50:12be her duty to drill Anne into a tranquil, uniformity of disposition, as
- 4:50:15impossible and alien to her as to a dancing sunbeam in one of the brooks
- 4:50:19shallows. She did not make much headway, as she sorrowfully admitted to herself,
- 4:50:23the downfall of some dear hope or plan plunged Anne into deeps of affliction.
- 4:50:29The fulfillment thereof exalted her into dizzy realms of delight. Marilla had almost
- 4:50:33begun to despair of ever fashioning this waif of the world into her model little
- 4:50:37girl of demure manners and prim deportment. Neither would she have believed that she
- 4:50:41really liked Anne much better as she was. Anne went to bed that night
- 4:50:45speechless with misery because Matthew had said the wind was round northeast and he feared
- 4:50:48it would be a rainy day tomorrow. The rustle of the poplar leaves about
- 4:50:52the house worried her. It sounded so like pattering rain drops, and the
- 4:50:56full, far away roar of the gulf, to which she listened delightedly at
- 4:51:00other times loving its strange, sonorous, haunting rhythm, now seemed like a
- 4:51:03prophecy of storm and disaster to a small maiden who particularly wanted a fine day.
- 4:51:08Anne thought that the morning would never come. But all things have an
- 4:51:12end, even nights before the day on which you were invited to take tea
- 4:51:15at the man's. The morning, in spite of Matthew's predictions, was fine,
- 4:51:19and Anne's spirits soared to their highest. Oh, Marilla, there is
- 4:51:23something in me today that makes me just love everybody I see, she exclaimed,
- 4:51:26as she washed the breakfast dishes. You don't know how could I feel?
- 4:51:30Wouldn't it be nice if it could last? I believe I could be
- 4:51:33a model child, if I were just invited out to tea every day,
- 4:51:37but oh, Marilla, it's a solemn occasion too. I feel so anxious.
- 4:51:41What if I shouldn't behave properly. You know, I never had tea
- 4:51:44at a manse before, and I'm not sure that I know all the rules
- 4:51:47of etiquette, although I've been studying the rules given in the etiquette department of
- 4:51:49the Family Herald ever since I came here. I'm so afraid I'll do something
- 4:51:53silly or forget to do something I should do. Would it be good manage
- 4:51:56to take a second helping of anything if you wanted to very much? The
- 4:52:00trouble with you, Anne is that you're thinking too much about yourself. You
- 4:52:03should just think of missus Allen and what would be nicest and most agreeable to
- 4:52:07her, said Marilla, hitting for once in her life on a very sound
- 4:52:11and pithy piece of advice. Anne instantly realized this. You're right, Marilla,
- 4:52:15I'll try not to think about myself at all. Anne evidently got through
- 4:52:19her visit without any serious breach of etiquette, for she came home through the
- 4:52:23twilight under a great high sprung sky, gloried over with trails of saffron and
- 4:52:27rosy cloud in a beatified state of mind, and told Marilla all about it,
- 4:52:32happily sitting on the big red sandstone slab at the kitchen door, with
- 4:52:36her tired, curly head in Marilla's gingham lap. A cool wind was blowing
- 4:52:41down over the long harvest fields from the rims of furry western hills and whistling
- 4:52:45through the poplars. One clear star hung over the orchard, and the fireflies
- 4:52:49were flitting over in lover's lane, in and out among the ferns and rustling
- 4:52:52boughs. Anne watched them as she talked, and somehow felt that wind and
- 4:52:56stars and fireflies were all tangled up together into something unutterably sweet and enchanting.
- 4:53:03Oh, Marilla, I've had a most fascinating time. I feel that I
- 4:53:07shall not have lived in vain, and I shall always feel like that,
- 4:53:10even if I should never be invited to tea at a manse again. When
- 4:53:14I got there, missus Allen met me at the door. She was dressed
- 4:53:17in the sweetest dress of pale pink organdy, with dozens of frills and elbow
- 4:53:21sleeves, and she looked just like a seraph. I really think I'd like
- 4:53:23to be a minister's wife when I grow up, Marilla. A minister mightn't
- 4:53:27mind my red hair, because he wouldn't be thinking of such worldly things.
- 4:53:30But then, of course one would have to be naturally good, and I'll
- 4:53:33never be that, so I suppose there's no use thinking about it. Some
- 4:53:37people are naturally good, you know, and others are not. I'm one
- 4:53:41of the others, Missus Lynde says, I'm full of original sin. No
- 4:53:45matter how hard I try to be good, I can never make such a
- 4:53:48success of it as those who are naturally good. It's a good deal like
- 4:53:51geometry, I expect. But don't you think the trying so hard ought to
- 4:53:55account for something. Missus Allan is one of the naturally good people her passionately.
- 4:54:00You know, there are some people like Matthew and Missus Allan that you
- 4:54:03can love right off without any trouble, and there are others like Missus Lynde,
- 4:54:07that you have to try very hard to love. You know, you
- 4:54:10ought to love them because they know so much and are such active workers in
- 4:54:14the church. But you have to keep reminding yourself of it all the time,
- 4:54:17or else you forget. There was another little girl at the Man's to
- 4:54:19tea from the White Sands Sunday School. Her name was Loretta Bradley, and
- 4:54:22she was a very nice little girl. Not exactly a kindred spirit, you
- 4:54:26know, but still very nice. We had an elegant tea, and I
- 4:54:30think I kept all the rules of etiquette pretty well. After tea, Missus
- 4:54:33Allen played and sang, and she got Loretta and me to sing too.
- 4:54:37Missus Allan says I have a good voice, and she says I must sing
- 4:54:40in the Sunday School choir. After this, you can't think how I was
- 4:54:42thrilled at the mere thought. I've so longed to sing in the Sunday School
- 4:54:45choir as Diana does, but I feared it was an honor I could never
- 4:54:48aspire to. Loretta had to go home early because there is a big concert
- 4:54:52in the White Sands Hotel tonight and her sister is to recite at it.
- 4:54:56Loretta says that the Americans at the hotel give a concert every fortnight and aid
- 4:55:00of the Charlottetown Hospital, and they ask lots of the White Sands people to
- 4:55:03recite. Loretta said she expected to be asked herself some day. I just
- 4:55:07gazed at her in awe. After she had gone, Missus Allan and I
- 4:55:10had a heart to heart talk. I told her everything about Missus Thomas and
- 4:55:14the twins and Katy, Maurice and Violetta and coming to Green Gables and my
- 4:55:18troubles over geometry, and would you believe it, Marilla, Missus Allan told
- 4:55:21me she was a dunce at geometry too. You don't know how that encouraged
- 4:55:25me. Missus Lynde came to the manse just before I left, and what
- 4:55:27do you think, Marilla. The trustees have hired a new teacher and it's
- 4:55:32a lady. Her name is miss Muriel Stacy. Isn't that a romantic name?
- 4:55:36Missus Lynde says they've never had a female teacher in Avonlea before, and
- 4:55:40she thinks it is a dangerous innovation. But I think it will be splendid
- 4:55:42to have a lady teacher. And I really don't see how I'm going to
- 4:55:45live through the two weeks before school begins. I am so impatient to see
- 4:55:48her. End of chapter twenty two. Chapter twenty three, Anne comes to
- 4:55:55grief in an affair of honor. Anne had to live through more than two
- 4:55:59weeks, as it happened almost a month having elapsed since the liniment cake episode,
- 4:56:03it was high time for her to get into fresh trouble of some sort.
- 4:56:06Little mistakes such as absent mindedly emptying a pan of skim milk into a
- 4:56:10basket of yarn balls in the pantry instead of into the pig's bucket, and
- 4:56:12walking clean over the edge of the log bridge into the brook while wrapped in
- 4:56:17imaginative reverie, not really being worth counting. A week after the tea at
- 4:56:21the Manse, Diana Barry gave a party small and select. Anne assured Marilla,
- 4:56:25just the girls in our class. They had a very good time,
- 4:56:27and nothing untoward happened until after tea, when they found themselves in the barry
- 4:56:32garden, a little tired of all their gains and ripe for any enticing form
- 4:56:36of mischief which might present itself. This presently took the form of daring.
- 4:56:41Daring was the fashionable amusement among the Avonleas small fry just then. It had
- 4:56:45begun among the boys, but soon spread to the girls and all the silly
- 4:56:48things that were done in Avonlea that summer. Because the doers thereof were dared
- 4:56:52to do, them would fill a book by themselves. First of all,
- 4:56:56Carrie Sloane dared Ruby Gillis to climb to a certain point in the huge old
- 4:56:59willow tree before the front door, which Ruby Gillis, albeit in mortal dread
- 4:57:03of the fat green caterbillas with which said tree was infested, and with the
- 4:57:07fear of her mother before her eyes, if she should tear her new muslin
- 4:57:10dress, nimbly did, to the discomfiture of the aforesaid Carrie Sloane. Then
- 4:57:15Josie Pye dared Jane Andrews to hop on her left leg around the garden without
- 4:57:18stopping once or putting her right foot to the ground, which Jane Andrews gamely
- 4:57:22tried to do, but gave out at the third corner and had to confess
- 4:57:26herself defeated. Josie's triumph being rather more pronounced than good taste permitted, Anne
- 4:57:30surely dared her to walk along the top of the board fence which bounded the
- 4:57:33garden to the east. Now, to walk board fences requires more skill and
- 4:57:37steadiness of head and heel than one might suppose. Was never tried it,
- 4:57:41But Josie Pye, if deficient in some qualities that make for popularity, had
- 4:57:45at least a natural and inborn gift duly cultivated for walking board fences. Josie
- 4:57:51walked the berry fence with an airy unconcern, which seemed to imply that a
- 4:57:55little thing like that wasn't worth a dare. Reluctant admiration greeted her exploit,
- 4:58:00for most of the other girls could appreciate it, having suffered many things themselves
- 4:58:03in their efforts to walk fences. Josie descended from her perch, flushed with
- 4:58:07victory, and darted a defiant glance at Anne. Anne tossed her red braids.
- 4:58:12I don't think it's such a very wonderful thing to walk a little low
- 4:58:15board fence, she said. I knew a girl in Marysville who could walk
- 4:58:18the ridgepole of a roof. I don't believe it, said Josie flatly.
- 4:58:23I don't believe anybody could walk a ridgepole. You couldn't anyhow, couldn't,
- 4:58:27I cried Anne rashly. Then I dare you to do it, said Josie
- 4:58:32defiantly. I dare you to climb up there and walk the ridgepole of mister
- 4:58:36Barry's kitchen roof. Anne turned pale, but there was clearly only one thing
- 4:58:41to be done. She walked toward the house, where a ladder was leaning
- 4:58:44against the kitchen roof. All the fifth class girls said oh, partly and
- 4:58:48excitement, partly in dismay, don't you do it? Anne entreated, Diana,
- 4:58:52you'll fall off and be killed. Never mind, Josie pye. It
- 4:58:56isn't fair to dare anybody to do anything so dangerous. I must do it.
- 4:59:00My honor is at stake, said Anne, solemnly. I shall walk
- 4:59:03that ridgepole, Diana, or perish in the attempt. If I am killed,
- 4:59:07you are to have my pearl bead ring. Anne climbed the ladder amid
- 4:59:11breathless silence, gained the ridgepole, balanced herself up brightly on that precarious footing,
- 4:59:18and started to walk along it, dizzily, conscious that she was uncomfortably
- 4:59:21high up in the world, and that walking ridgepoles was not a thing in
- 4:59:23which your imagination helped you out much. Nevertheless, she managed to take several
- 4:59:27steps before the catastrophe came. Then she swayed, lost her balance, stumbled,
- 4:59:33staggered, and fell, sliding down over the sun baked roof and crashing
- 4:59:37off it through the tangle of Virginia creeper beneath, all before the dismayed circle
- 4:59:41below could give a simultaneous terrified shriek. If Ann had tumbled off the roof
- 4:59:45on the side up which she had ascended, Diana would probably have fallen air
- 4:59:49to the pearl bead ring then and there. Fortunately she fell on the other
- 4:59:53side, where the roof extended down over the porch, so nearly to the
- 4:59:56ground that a fall therefrom was a much less serious thing. Nevertheless, when
- 5:00:00Diana and the other girls had rushed frantically around the house, except Ruby Gillis,
- 5:00:04who remained as if rooted to the ground and went into hysterics, they
- 5:00:07found Anne lying all white and limp among the wreck and ruin of the Virginia
- 5:00:11creeper. Anne, are you killed? Shrieked Diana, throwing herself on her
- 5:00:15knees beside her friend. Oh, Anne, dear Anne, speak just one
- 5:00:19word to me and tell me if you're killed. To the immense relief of
- 5:00:23all the girls, and especially of Josie Pye, who, in spite of
- 5:00:26lack of imagination, had been seized with horrible visions of a future branded as
- 5:00:30the girl who was the cause of Anne Shirley's early and tragic death. Anne
- 5:00:33sat dizzily up and answered uncertainly, No, Diana, I am not killed,
- 5:00:38but I think I am rendered unconscious. Where, sobbed Carrie Sloane.
- 5:00:42Oh where Anne? Before Anne could answer, Missus Barry appeared on the scene.
- 5:00:47At sight of her. Anne tried to scramble to her feet, but
- 5:00:49sank back again with a sharp little cry of pain. What's the matter?
- 5:00:53Where have you hurt yourself? Demanded Missus Barry. My ankle gasped Anne.
- 5:00:57Oh, Diana, please find your father and ask him to take me home.
- 5:01:00I know I could never walk there, and I'm sure I couldn't hop
- 5:01:03so far on one foot when Jane couldn't even hop around the garden. Marilla
- 5:01:08was out in the orchard picking a panful of summer apples when she saw mister
- 5:01:11Barry coming over the log bridge and up the slope, with Missus Barry beside
- 5:01:15him and a whole procession of little girls trailing after him. In his arms,
- 5:01:19he carried Anne, whose head lay limply against his shoulder. At that
- 5:01:23moment, Marilla had a revelation in the sudden stab of fear that pierced her
- 5:01:27very heart. She realized what Anne had come to mean to her. She
- 5:01:30would have admitted that she liked Anne, nay, that she was very fond
- 5:01:34of Anne. But now she knew, as she hurried wildly down the slope,
- 5:01:37that Anne was dearer to her than anything else on earth. Mister Barry,
- 5:01:41what has happened to her? She gasped, more white and shaken than
- 5:01:44the self contained, sensible Marilla had been for many years. Anne herself answered,
- 5:01:48lifting her head, don't be very frightened, Marilla. I was walking
- 5:01:52the ridgepole and I fell off. I expect I have sprained my ankle,
- 5:01:56but Marilla, I might have broken my neck. Let us look on the
- 5:01:59bright side of things. I might have known you'd go and do something of
- 5:02:02the sort when I let you go to that party, said Marilla, sharp
- 5:02:04and shrewish in her very relief. Bring her in here, mister Barry,
- 5:02:07and lay her on the sofa. Mercy me, the child has gone him
- 5:02:11fainted. It was quite true. Overcome by the pain of her injury,
- 5:02:15Anne had one more of her wishes granted to her. She had fainted dead
- 5:02:18away. Matthew hastily summoned from the harvest field, was straightway despatched for the
- 5:02:22doctor, who in due time came to discover that the injury was more serious
- 5:02:26than they had supposed. Anne's ankle was broken that night. When Marilla went
- 5:02:32up to the east gable, where a white faced girl was lying, a
- 5:02:34plaintive voice greeted her from the bed. Aren't you very sorry for me?
- 5:02:37Marilla? It was your own fault, said Marilla, twitching down the blind
- 5:02:41and lighting a lamp. And that is just why you should be sorry for
- 5:02:45me, said Anne, because the thought that it is all my fault is
- 5:02:48what makes it so hard. If I could blame it on anybody, I
- 5:02:52would feel so much better. But what would you have done, Marilla,
- 5:02:55if you'd been dared to walk a ridgepole, I'd have stayed on good,
- 5:02:57firm ground and let them dare away. Such absurdity, said Marilla. Anne
- 5:03:03sighed, But you have such strength of mind, Marilla, I haven't.
- 5:03:07I just felt that I couldn't bear Josie Pye's scorn. She would have crowed
- 5:03:11over me all my life. And I think I've been punished so much that
- 5:03:15you needn't be very cross with me. Marilla, it's not a bit nice
- 5:03:18to feign after all, and the doctor hurt me dreadfully when he was setting
- 5:03:22my ankle. I won't be able to go around for six or seven weeks,
- 5:03:26and I'll miss the new lady teacher. She won't be you any more.
- 5:03:29By the time I'm able to go to school and gilt, everybody will
- 5:03:32get ahead of me in class. Oh, I am an afflicted mortal,
- 5:03:36but I'll try to bear it all bravely, if only you won't be cross
- 5:03:38with me, Marilla. There there, I am not cross, said Marilla.
- 5:03:42You're an unlucky child. There's no doubt about that. But as you
- 5:03:45say, you'll have the suffering of it here. Now, try and eat
- 5:03:48some supper. Isn't it fortunate I've got such an imagination, said Anne?
- 5:03:53It will help me through splendidly. I expect. What do people who haven't
- 5:03:56any imagination do when they break their bones? Do you, sup? Marilla?
- 5:04:00Anne had good reason to bless her imagination many a time and off during
- 5:04:04the tedious seven weeks that followed, but she was not solely dependent on it.
- 5:04:08She had many visitors, and not a day pass without one or more
- 5:04:11of the schoolgirls dropping in to bring her flowers and books and tell her all
- 5:04:15the happenings in the juvenile world of Avonlea. Everyone has been so good and
- 5:04:19kind, Marilla sighed Anne happily on the day when she could first limp across
- 5:04:22the floor. It isn't very pleasant to be laid up, but there is
- 5:04:26a bright side to it, Marilla. You find out how many friends you
- 5:04:30have. Why even Superintendent Belle came to see me. And he's really a
- 5:04:33very fine man, not a kindred spirit, of course, but still I
- 5:04:37like him, and I'm awfully sorry I ever criticized his prayers. I believe
- 5:04:41now he really does mean them, only he has got into the habit of
- 5:04:44saying them as if he didn't. He could get over it if he'd take
- 5:04:45a little trouble. I gave him a good broad hint. I told him
- 5:04:49how hard I'd try to make my own little private prayers interesting. He told
- 5:04:53me all about the time he broke his ankle when he was a boy.
- 5:04:56It does seem so strange to think of Superintendent bell Ever being Even my imagination
- 5:05:00has its limits, for I can't imagine that when I try to imagine him
- 5:05:04as a boy, I see him with gray whiskers and spectacles, just as
- 5:05:07he looks in Sunday School. Only small now, it's so easy to imagine
- 5:05:11Missus Allan as a little girl. Missus Allan has been to see me fourteen
- 5:05:15times. Isn't that something to be proud of? Marilla When a minister's wife
- 5:05:18has so many claims on her time, she is such a tearful person to
- 5:05:22have visited you too. She never tells you it is your own fault,
- 5:05:26and she hopes she'll be a better girl on account of it. Missus Lynde
- 5:05:29always told me that when she came to see me, and she said it
- 5:05:30in a kind of way that made me feel she might hope I'd be a
- 5:05:33better girl, but didn't really believe I would. Even Josie Pye came to
- 5:05:37see me, I received her as politely as I could, because I think
- 5:05:41she was sorry. She dared me to walk a ridgepole. If I had
- 5:05:44been killed, she would have had to carry a dark burden of remorse all
- 5:05:47her life. Diana has been a faithful friend. She's been over every day
- 5:05:51to cheer my lonely pillow. But oh, I shall be so glad when
- 5:05:53I can go to school for I've heard such exciting things about the new teacher.
- 5:05:57The girls all think she is perfect, quickly sweet. Diana says she
- 5:06:00has the loveliest fair curly hair and such fascinating eyes. She dresses beautifully and
- 5:06:07her sleeve puffs are bigger than anybody else's in Avonlea. Every other Friday afternoon
- 5:06:11she has recitations and everybody has to say a piece or take a part in
- 5:06:15a dialog. Oh, it's just glorious to think of it. Josie Pye
- 5:06:18says she hates it, but that is just because Josie has so little imagination.
- 5:06:22Diana and Ruby Gillis and Jane Andrews are preparing a dialogue called a Morning
- 5:06:26Visit for next Friday, and the Friday afternoons they don't have recitations. Miss
- 5:06:30Stacy takes them all to the woods for a field day and they study ferns
- 5:06:33and flowers and birds, and they have physical culture exercises every morning and evening.
- 5:06:38Missus Lynde says she never heard of such goings on, and it all
- 5:06:41comes of having a lady teacher. But I think it must be splendid,
- 5:06:45and I believe I shall find that Miss Stacy is a kindred spirit. There's
- 5:06:48one thing plain to be seen, Anne, said Marilla, and that is
- 5:06:52that your fall off the berry roof hasn't injured your tongue at all. End
- 5:06:56of chapter twenty three. Chapter twenty four, Miss Stacy and her pupils get
- 5:07:02up a concert. It was October again when Anne was ready to go back
- 5:07:07to school, a glorious October, all red and gold, with mellow mornings,
- 5:07:11when the valleys were filled with delicate mists, as if the spirit of
- 5:07:14Autumn had poured them in for the sun to drain. Amethyst, pearl,
- 5:07:18silver, rose, and smoke blue. The dews were so heavy that the
- 5:07:22fields glistened like cloth of silver, and there were such heaps of rustling leaves
- 5:07:26in the hollows of many stemmed woods to run crisply through. The birch path
- 5:07:30was a canopy of yellow, and the ferns were sere and brown. All
- 5:07:33along it. There was a tang in the very air that inspired the hearts
- 5:07:37of small maidens, tripping unlike snails, swiftly and willingly to school. And
- 5:07:42it was jolly to be back again at the little brown desk beside Diana with
- 5:07:47ruby Gillis nodding across the aisle, and Carrie Sloane sending up notes and Julia
- 5:07:51Bell passing a chew of gum down from the back seat. Anne drew a
- 5:07:55long breath of happiness as she sharpened her pencil and arranged her picture cards in
- 5:07:59her desk. Life was certainly very interesting. In the new teacher, she
- 5:08:03found another true and helpful friend. Miss Stacy was a bright, sympathetic young
- 5:08:07woman with the happy gift of winning and holding the affections of her pupils and
- 5:08:11bringing out the best that was in them mentally and morally. Anne expanded like
- 5:08:15a flower under this wholesome influence and carried home to the admiring Matthew and the
- 5:08:19critical Marilla glowing accounts of schoolwork and aims. I love miss Stacy with my
- 5:08:25whole heart, Marilla. She is so ladylike and has such a sweet voice.
- 5:08:30When she pronounces my name, I feel instinctively that she spelling it with
- 5:08:33an E. We had recitations this afternoon. I just wish you could have
- 5:08:37been there to hear me recite Mary, Queen of Scot's. I just put
- 5:08:40my whole soul into it. Ruby Gillis told me coming home that the way
- 5:08:44I set the line now for my father's arms, she said, my woman's
- 5:08:47heart farewell just made her blood run cold. Well, now you might recite
- 5:08:52it for me some of these days out in the barn, suggested Matthew.
- 5:08:56Of course I will, said Anne meditatively, But I won't be able to
- 5:09:00do it so well. I know it won't be so exciting as it is
- 5:09:03when you have a whole schoolful before you hanging breathlessly on your words. I
- 5:09:07know I won't be able to make your blood run cold. Missus Lynde said
- 5:09:10it made her blood run cold to see the boys clumbing to the very top
- 5:09:12of those big trees on Bell's Hill after Crow's Nest last Friday, said Marilla.
- 5:09:17I wonder at Miss Stacy for encouraging it. But we wanted a crow's
- 5:09:21nest for nature's study, explained Anne. That was on our field afternoon.
- 5:09:25Field afternoons are splendid, Marilla, and Miss Stacy explains everything so beautifully.
- 5:09:30We have to write compositions on our field afternoons, and I write the best
- 5:09:33ones. It's very vain of you to say so, then you'd better let
- 5:09:36your teacher say it. But she did say it, Marilla, and indeed,
- 5:09:40I'm not vain about it. How can I be when I'm such a
- 5:09:41dunce at geometry. Although I'm really beginning to see through it a little too,
- 5:09:45Miss Stacy makes it so clear. Still I'll never be good at it,
- 5:09:49and I assure you it is a humbling reflection. But I love writing
- 5:09:53compositions mostly. Miss Stacy lets us choose our own subjects. But next week
- 5:09:57we are to write a composition on some remarkable person. It's hard to choose
- 5:10:02among so many remarkable people who have lived. Mustn't it be splendid to be
- 5:10:06remarkable and have compositions written about you after you're dead? Oh? I would
- 5:10:10dearly love to be remarkable. I think when I grow up, I'll be
- 5:10:12a trained nurse and go with the Red Crosses to the field of battle as
- 5:10:17a messenger of mercy. That is, if I don't go out as a
- 5:10:19foreign missionary. That would be very romantic. But one would have to be
- 5:10:22very good to be a missionary, and that would be a stumbling block.
- 5:10:26We have physical culture exercises every day too. They make you graceful and promote
- 5:10:30digestion, promote fiddlesticks, said Marilla, who honestly thought it was all nonsense.
- 5:10:37But all the field afternoons and recitation Fridays and physical culture contortions paled before
- 5:10:41a project was Miss Stacy brought forward in November. This was that the scholars
- 5:10:45of Avonlea School should get up a concert and hold it in the hall on
- 5:10:48Christmas night for the laudable purpose of helping to pay for a schoolhouse flag.
- 5:10:52The pupils one and all taking graciously to this plan. The preparations for a
- 5:10:56program were begun at once, and of all the excited performers elect none was
- 5:11:02so excited as Anne Shirley, who threw herself into the undertaking heart and soul.
- 5:11:06Hampered as she was by Marilla's disapproval, Marilla thought it all rank foolishness.
- 5:11:10It's just filling your heads up with nonsense and taking time that ought to
- 5:11:12be put on your lessons. She grumbled. I don't approve of children's getting
- 5:11:17up concerts and racing about to practices. It makes them vain and forward and
- 5:11:21fond of gadding. But think of the worthy object pleaded Anne. A flag
- 5:11:25will cultivate a spirit of patriotism, Marilla Fudge, there's precious little patriotism in
- 5:11:30the thoughts of any of you. All you want is a good time.
- 5:11:33Well, when you can combine patriotism and fun, isn't it all right?
- 5:11:37Of course? It's real nice to be getting up a concert. We're going
- 5:11:41to have six choruses and Diana's going to sing a solo. I'm in two
- 5:11:44dialogues, the Society for the Suppression of Gossip and the Fairy Queen. The
- 5:11:48boys are going to have a dialogue too, and I'm to have two recitations.
- 5:11:52Marilla. I just tremble when I think of it, but it's a
- 5:11:55nice, thrilly kind of tremble. And we're to have a tableau at the
- 5:11:59Last Faith, Hope and Charity. Diana and Ruby and I are to be
- 5:12:02in it, all draped in white with flowing hair. I'm to be hope
- 5:12:06with my hands clasped so and my eyes uplifted. I'm going to practice my
- 5:12:11recitations in the garret. Don't be alarmed if you hear me groaning. I
- 5:12:14have to groan heartrendingly in one of them, and it's really hard to get
- 5:12:17up a good artistic groan. Marilla. Josie Pye is sulky because she didn't
- 5:12:21get the part she wanted in the dialog. She wanted to be the fairy
- 5:12:23queen. That would have been ridiculous, for whoever heard of a fairy queen
- 5:12:26as fat as Josie? Fairy queens must be slender. Jane Andrews is to
- 5:12:30be the queen, and I am to be one of her maids of honor.
- 5:12:33Josie says she thinks a red haired fairies just as ridiculous as a fat
- 5:12:37one. But I do not let myself mind what Josie says. I'm to
- 5:12:41have a wreath of white roses on my hair, and Ruby Gillis is going
- 5:12:42to lend me her slippers because I haven't any of my own. It's necessary
- 5:12:47for fairies to have slippers. You know. You couldn't imagine a fairy wearing
- 5:12:49boots, could you, especially with copper toes. We are going to decorate
- 5:12:53the hall with creeping spruce and fir mottoes with pink tissue paper roses in them,
- 5:12:57and we are all to march in two by too after the audience is
- 5:13:00seated, while Emma White plays a march on the organ. Oh Marilla,
- 5:13:04I know you are not so enthusiastic about it as I am, but don't
- 5:13:07you hope your little Anne will distinguish herself. All I hope is that you'll
- 5:13:11behave yourself. I'll be heartily glad when all this fuss is over and you'll
- 5:13:15be able to settle down. You are simply good for nothing, just now,
- 5:13:18with your head stuffed full of dialogs and groans and tableaus. As for
- 5:13:22your tongue, it's a marvel. It's not clean. Worn out, Anne
- 5:13:26sighed and betook herself to the back yard, over which a young new moon
- 5:13:30was shining through the leafless poplar boughs from an apple green western sky, and
- 5:13:33where Matthew was splitting wood. Anne perched herself on a block and talked the
- 5:13:37concert over with him, Sure of an appreciative and sympathetic listener in this instance
- 5:13:41at least. Well, now, I reckon, it's going to be a
- 5:13:45pretty good concert, and I expect you'll do your part fine, he said,
- 5:13:48smiling down into her eager, vivacious little face. Anne smiled back at
- 5:13:53him. Those two were the best of friends, and Matthew thanked his stars
- 5:13:57many a time, and oft that he had nothing to do with bringing her
- 5:14:00up. That was Marilla's exclusive duty. If it had been his he would
- 5:14:04have been worried over frequent conflicts between inclination and said duty. As it was,
- 5:14:10he was free to spoil Anne Marilla's phrasing as much as he liked.
- 5:14:14But it was not such a bad arrangement. After all, a little appreciation
- 5:14:18sometimes does quite as much good as all the conscientious bringing up in the world.
- 5:14:23End of chapter twenty four. Chapter twenty five, Matthew insists on puffed
- 5:14:29sleeves. Matthew was having a bad ten minutes of it. He had come
- 5:14:33into the kitchen in the twilight of a cold, gray December evening and had
- 5:14:37sat down in the wood box corner to take off his heavy boots, unconscious
- 5:14:41of the fact that Anne and a bevy of her schoolmates were having a practice
- 5:14:44of the fairy Queen in the sitting room. Presently, they came trooping through
- 5:14:47the hall and out into the kitchen, laughing and chattering gaily. They did
- 5:14:51not see Matthew, who shrank bashfully back into the shadows beyond the wood box
- 5:14:55with a boot in one hand and a boot jack in the other, and
- 5:14:57watched them shyly for the aforesaid ten tuns minutes as they put on caps and
- 5:15:00jackets and talked about the dialogue and the concert. Anne stood among them,
- 5:15:06bright eyed and animated as they but Matthew suddenly became conscious that there was something
- 5:15:10about her different from her mates. And what worried Matthew was that the difference
- 5:15:15impressed him as being something that should not exist. Anne had a brighter face,
- 5:15:18and bigger, starrier eyes, and more delicate features than the others.
- 5:15:22Even shy, unobservant Matthew had learned to take note of these things. But
- 5:15:26the difference that disturbed him did not consist in any of these respects. Then
- 5:15:30in what did it consist? Matthew was haunted by this question, long after
- 5:15:34the girls had gone arm in arm down the long, hard frozen lane and
- 5:15:38Anne had betaken herself to her books. He could not refer it to Marilla,
- 5:15:42who he felt would be quite sure to stiff scornfully and remark that the
- 5:15:45only difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they sometimes kept
- 5:15:49their tongues quiet, while Anne never did this, Matthew felt would be no
- 5:15:53great help. He had recourse to his pipe that evening to help him study
- 5:15:57it out, much to Marilla's disgust. After two hours of smoking and hard
- 5:16:02reflection, Matthew arrived at a solution of his problem. Anne was not dressed
- 5:16:06like the other girls. The more Matthew thought about the matter, the more
- 5:16:10he was convinced that Anne never had been dressed like the other girls. Never
- 5:16:14since she came to Green Gables. Marilla kept her clothed in plain, dark
- 5:16:18dresses, all made after the same unvarying pattern. If Matthew knew there was
- 5:16:22such a thing as fashion in dress, it was as much as he did.
- 5:16:25But he was quite sure that Anne's sleeves did not look at all like
- 5:16:29the sleeves the other girls wore. He recalled the cluster of little girls he
- 5:16:32had seen around her that evening, all gay in waists of red and blue
- 5:16:36and pink and white, and he wondered why Marilla always kept her so plainly
- 5:16:40and soberly gowned. Of course, it must be all right. Marilla knew
- 5:16:45best, and Marilla was bringing her up. Probably some wise inscrutable motive was
- 5:16:48to be served thereby. But surely it would do no harm to let the
- 5:16:52child have one pretty dress, something like Diana Barry always wore. Matthew decided
- 5:16:57that he would give her one act surely could not be objected to as an
- 5:17:00unwarranted putting in of his oar. Christmas was only a fortnight off. A
- 5:17:04nice new dress would be the very thing for a present. Matthew, with
- 5:17:08a sigh of satisfaction, put away his pipe and went to bed, while
- 5:17:11Marilla opened all the doors and aired the house. The very next evening,
- 5:17:15Matthew betook himself to Carmody to buy the dress, determined to get the worst
- 5:17:19over and have done with it. It would be, he felt, assured,
- 5:17:22no trifling ordeal. There were some things Matthew could buy and prove himself
- 5:17:26no mean bargainer, but he knew he would be at the mercy of shopkeepers
- 5:17:30when it came to buying a girl's dress. After much cogitation, Matthew resolved
- 5:17:34to go to Samuel Lawson's store instead of William Blair's, to be sure.
- 5:17:38The Cuthberts always had gone to William Blair's. It was almost as much a
- 5:17:41matter of conscience with them as to attend the Presbyterian church and vote conservative.
- 5:17:47But William Blair's two daughters frequently waited on customers there, and Matthew held them
- 5:17:51in absolute dread. He could contrive to deal with them when he knew exactly
- 5:17:55what he wanted and could point it out. But in such a matter as
- 5:17:57this requiring explain in consultation, Matthew felt that he must be sure of a
- 5:18:03man behind the counter, so he would go to Lawson's, where Samuel or
- 5:18:06his son would wait on him. Alas Matthew did not know that Samuel,
- 5:18:10in the recent expansion of his business, had set up a lady clerk also.
- 5:18:14She was a niece of his wife's, and a very dashing young person,
- 5:18:17indeed, with a huge, drooping pompadour, big rolling brown eyes,
- 5:18:21and a most extensive and bewildering smile. She was dressed with exceeding smartness and
- 5:18:26wore several bangle bracelets that glittered and rattled and tinkled with every movement of her
- 5:18:30hands. Matthew was covered with confusion at finding her there at all, and
- 5:18:33those bangles completely wrecked his wits. At one fell swoop, What can I
- 5:18:37do for you this evening, mister Cuthbert, Miss Lucilla Harris, inquired,
- 5:18:41briskly and ingratiatingly, tapping the counter with both hands. Have you any any
- 5:18:48any well now, say any garden rakes, stammered Matthew. Miss Harris looked
- 5:18:53somewhat surprised as well. She might to hear a man inquiring for garden rakes
- 5:18:57in the middle of December. I believe we have one or two left over,
- 5:19:02she said, But they're upstairs in the lumber room. I'll go and
- 5:19:04see. During her absence, Matthew collected his scattered senses for another effort.
- 5:19:10When Miss Harris returned with the rake and cheerfully inquired anything else to night mister
- 5:19:14Cuthbert, Matthew took his courage in both hands and replied, well, now,
- 5:19:18since you suggest it, I might as well take that is, look
- 5:19:22at buy some some hay seed. Miss Harris had heard Matthew Cuthbert called awed.
- 5:19:30She now concluded that he was entirely crazy. We only keep hay seed
- 5:19:33in the spring, she explained, loftily. We've not on hand just now.
- 5:19:37Oh, certainly, certainly, just as you say, stammered unhappy Matthew,
- 5:19:42seizing the rake and making for the door at the threshold, he recollected
- 5:19:47that he had not paid for it, and he turned miserably back. While
- 5:19:49Miss Harris was counting out his change, he rallied his powers for a final
- 5:19:52desperate attempt. Well, now, if it isn't too much trouble, I
- 5:19:57might as well. That is, I'd like to look at at some sugar,
- 5:20:03white or brown, queried Miss Harris patiently. Oh well, now brown,
- 5:20:10said Matthew feebly. There's a barrel of it over there, said Miss
- 5:20:12Harris, shaking her bangles at it. It's the only kind we have.
- 5:20:17I'll I'll take twenty pounds of it, said Matthew, with beads of perspiration
- 5:20:22standing on his forehead. Matthew had driven half way home before he was his
- 5:20:26own man again. It had been a gruesome experience, but it served him
- 5:20:30right, he thought, for committing the heresy of going to a strange store.
- 5:20:33When he reached home, he hid the rake in the tool house,
- 5:20:36but the sugar he carried in to Marilla. Brown sugar, exclaimed Marilla.
- 5:20:41Whatever possessed you to get so much? You know, I never use it
- 5:20:44except for the hired man's porridge or black fruit cake. Jerry's gone and I've
- 5:20:47made my cake long ago. It's not good sugar either. It's coarse and
- 5:20:51dark. William Blair doesn't usually keep sugar like that. I I thought it
- 5:20:56might come in handy some time, said Matthew, making good his escape.
- 5:21:00When Matthew came to think the matter over, he decided that a woman was
- 5:21:03required to cope with the situation. Marilla was out of the question. Matthew
- 5:21:07felt sure she would throw cold water on his project. At once. Remained
- 5:21:11only Missus Lynde. For of no other woman in Avonlea would Matthew have dared
- 5:21:15to ask advice to Missus Lynde. He went accordingly, and that good lady
- 5:21:18promptly took the matter out of the harrised man's hands. Pick out a dress
- 5:21:22for you to give Anne. To be sure, I will I'm going to
- 5:21:26Carmody tomorrow and I'll attend to it. Have you something particular in mind?
- 5:21:30No, well, I'll just go by my own judgment. Then I believe
- 5:21:33a nice, rich brown would just suit Anne. And William Blair has some
- 5:21:37new Gloria in that's real pretty. Perhaps you'd like me to make it up
- 5:21:41for her too, Seeing that if Marilla was to make it, Anne would
- 5:21:44probably get wind of it before the time and spoil the surprise. Well,
- 5:21:48I'll do it. No, it isn't a mite of trouble. I like
- 5:21:51sewing. I'll make it to fit my niece Jenny Gillis, for she and
- 5:21:53Anne are as like as two peas as far as figure goes. Well,
- 5:21:57now I'm much obliged, said Matthew. And and I dunno, but i'd
- 5:22:03like I think they make the sleeves different nowadays to what they used to be.
- 5:22:07If it wouldn't be asking too much, I I'd like them made in
- 5:22:11the new way puffs. Of course, you needn't worry expect more about it,
- 5:22:15Matthew. I'll make it up in the very latest fashion, said missus
- 5:22:18Lynde to herself. She added, when Matthew had gone, it'll be a
- 5:22:22real satisfaction to see that poor child wearing something decent for once. The way
- 5:22:26Marilla dresses her is positively ridiculous, that's what. And I've ached to tell
- 5:22:30her so plainly a dozen times. I've held my tongue though, for I
- 5:22:34can see Marilla doesn't want advice, and she thinks she knows more about bringing
- 5:22:37up children than I do. For all, she's an old maid. But
- 5:22:41that's always the way. Folks that has brought up children know. There's no
- 5:22:45hard and fast method in the world that'll suit every child, but them as
- 5:22:48never have. Think it's all plain and easy as rule of three. Just
- 5:22:52set your three terms down so fashion and the sum will work out correct.
- 5:22:55But flesh and blood don't come under the head of arithmetic. And that's where
- 5:22:57Marilla Cuthbert makes her miss I suppose she's trying to cultivate a spirit of humility
- 5:23:03in Anne by dressing her as she does, but it's more likely to cultivate
- 5:23:06envy and discontent. I'm sure the child must feel the difference between her clothes
- 5:23:10and the other girls. But to think of Matthew taking notice of it.
- 5:23:14That man is waking up after being asleep for over sixty years. Marilla knew
- 5:23:18all the following fortnight that Matthew had something on his mind, but what it
- 5:23:22was she could not guess until Christmas Eve, when missus Lynde brought up the
- 5:23:25new dress. Marilla behaved pretty well on the whole, although it is very
- 5:23:29likely she distrusted missus Lynde's diplomatic explanation that she had made the dress because Matthew
- 5:23:33was afraid Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla made it.
- 5:23:37So this is what Matthew has been looking so mysterious over and grinning about to
- 5:23:41himself for two weeks? Is it? She said, a little stiffly,
- 5:23:44but tolerantly. I knew he was up to some foolishness. Well, I
- 5:23:48must say, I don't think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her
- 5:23:49three good, warm, serviceable ones this fall, and anything more is sheer
- 5:23:53extravagance. There's enough material in those sleeves alone to make a waste, I
- 5:23:57declare there is. You'll just pamper Anne's vanity, Matthew, And she's as
- 5:24:02vain as a peacock. Now, well, I hope she'll be satisfied at
- 5:24:04last, for I know she's been hankering after those silly sleeves ever since they
- 5:24:08came in, although she never said a word after the first. The puffs
- 5:24:11have been getting bigger and more ridiculous right along. They're as big as balloons.
- 5:24:15Now next year, anybody who wears them will have to go through a
- 5:24:18door's sideways. Christmas morning broke on a beautiful white world. It had been
- 5:24:23a very mild December, and people had looked forward to a green Christmas,
- 5:24:27but just enough snow fell softly in the night to transfigure Avonlea. Anne peeped
- 5:24:33out from her frosted gable window with delighted eyes. The furs in the haunted
- 5:24:37wood were all feathery and wonderful. The birches and wild cherry trees were outlined
- 5:24:41in pearl, The plowed fields were stretches of snowy dimples, and there was
- 5:24:45a crisp tang in the air that was glorious. Anne ran downstairs, singing
- 5:24:48until her voice re echoed through green gables. Merry Christmas, Marilla, Merry
- 5:24:52Christmas, Matthew, isn't it a lovely Christmas? I'm so glad it's white.
- 5:24:56Any other kind of Christmas doesn't seem real, does it. I don't
- 5:25:00like green Christmases. They're not green. They're just nasty, faded browns and
- 5:25:03grays. What makes people call them green? Why? Why, Matthew?
- 5:25:08Is that for me? Oh, Matthew? Matthew had sheepishly unfolded the dress
- 5:25:15from its paper swathings and held it out with a deprecatory glance at Marilla,
- 5:25:18who feigned to be contemptuously filling the teapot, but nevertheless watched the scene out
- 5:25:22of the corner of her eye with a rather interested air. Anne took the
- 5:25:26dress and looked at it in reverent silence. Oh, how pretty It was
- 5:25:30a lovely, soft brown gloria with all the gloss of silk, a skirt
- 5:25:34with dainty frills and shirrings, a waiste elaborately pin tucked in the most fashionable
- 5:25:38way, with a little ruffle of filmy lace at the neck. But the
- 5:25:42sleeves, they were the crowning glory, long elbow cuffs, and above them
- 5:25:48two beautiful puffs divided by rows of shirring and bows of brown silk ribbon.
- 5:25:53That's a Christmas present for you, Anne, said Matthew shyly. Why why
- 5:25:59Anne, don't you like it? Well? Now, well, now for
- 5:26:03Anne's eyes sat suddenly filled with tears. Like it, Oh, Matthew.
- 5:26:08Anne laid the dress over a chair and clasped her hands. Matthew, it's
- 5:26:12perfectly exquisite. Oh, I can never thank you enough. Look at those
- 5:26:17sleeves. Oh, it seems to me this must be a happy dream.
- 5:26:21Well, well let's have breakfast. Interrupted, Marilla, I must say,
- 5:26:25Anne, I don't think you needed the dress, but since Matthew has got
- 5:26:26it for you, see that you take good care of it. There's a
- 5:26:30hair ribbon. Missus Lynde left for you. It's brown to match the dress.
- 5:26:33Come now, sit in. I don't see how I'm going to eat
- 5:26:36breakfast, said Anne rapturously. Breakfast seems so commonplace at such an exciting time.
- 5:26:41I'd rather feast my eyes on that dress. I'm so glad that Puff's
- 5:26:45sleeves are still fashionable. It did seem to me that i'd never get over
- 5:26:48it. If they went out before I had a dress with them, I'd
- 5:26:51never have felt quite satisfied. You see, it was lovely of missus Lynde
- 5:26:55to give me the ribbon too. I feel that I ought to be a
- 5:26:57very good girl. Indeed, it's times like this I'm sorry. I'm not
- 5:27:00a model little girl, and I always resolve that I will be in future,
- 5:27:04But somehow it's hard to carry out your resolutions when irresistible temptations come.
- 5:27:08Still, I really will make an extra effort after this. When the commonplace
- 5:27:14breakfast was over, Diana appeared crossing the white log bridge in the hollow,
- 5:27:18a gay little figure in her Crimson ulster. Anne flew down the slope to
- 5:27:22meet her. Merry Christmas, Diana, and oh, it's a wonderful Christmas.
- 5:27:26I've something splendid to show you. Matthew has given me the loveliest dress
- 5:27:30with such sleeves I couldn't even imagine any nicer. I've got something more for
- 5:27:34you, said Diana breathlessly. Here this box. Aunt Josephine sent us out
- 5:27:40a big box with ever so many things in it, and this is for
- 5:27:41you. I'd have brought it over last night, but it didn't come until
- 5:27:45after dark. And I never feel very comfortable coming through the haunted wood in
- 5:27:48the dark. Now. Anne opened the box and peeped in. First a
- 5:27:52card with for the Anne Girl and Merry Christmas written on it, and then
- 5:27:56a pair of the daintiest little kid's slippers with beaded toes and satin bows and
- 5:28:00glistening buckles. Oh, said Anne. Diana, this is too much.
- 5:28:06I must be dreaming. I call it providential, said Diana. You won't
- 5:28:10have to borrow Ruby's slippers now, and that's a blessing for their two size
- 5:28:14is too big for you. And it would be awful to hear a fairy
- 5:28:15shuffling. Josie Pye would be delighted, mind you. Rob Bright went home
- 5:28:21with Gerdy Pye from the practice night before last, did you ever hear anything
- 5:28:23equal to that? All the Avonleas scholars were in a fever of excitement that
- 5:28:29day, for the hall had to be decorated and a last grand rehearsal held.
- 5:28:33The concert came off in the evening and was a pronounced success. The
- 5:28:36little hall was crowded. All the performers did excellently well, but Anne was
- 5:28:40the bright particular star of the occasion. As even Envy, in the shape
- 5:28:44of Josie Pye dared not deny. Oh, hasn't it been a brilliant evening?
- 5:28:48Sighed Anne. When it was all over and she and Diana were walking
- 5:28:51home together under a dark, starry sky. Everything went off very well,
- 5:28:56said Diana. Practically, I guess we must have made as much as ten
- 5:28:59dollars. Mind you, mister Allan is going to send an account of it
- 5:29:02to the Charlottetown papers. Oh Diana, will we really see our names in
- 5:29:07print? It makes me thrill to think of it. Your solo was perfectly
- 5:29:11elegant, Diana, I felt prouder than you did when it was oncoard.
- 5:29:14I just said to myself, it is my dear bosom friend who is so
- 5:29:18honored. Well, your recitation's just brought down the house. Anne. That
- 5:29:22sad one was simply splendid. Oh, I was so nervous, Diana,
- 5:29:25when mister Allan called out my name. I really cannot tell how I ever
- 5:29:29got up on that platform. I felt as if a million eyes were looking
- 5:29:32at me and through me, And for one dreadful moment I was sure I
- 5:29:34couldn't begin at all. Then I thought of my lovely puffed sleeves and took
- 5:29:38courage. I knew that I must live up to those sleeves, Diana.
- 5:29:41So I started in, and my voice seemed to be coming from ever so
- 5:29:45far away. I just felt like a parrot. It's providential that I practiced
- 5:29:48those recitations so often up in the garret, or i'd never have been able
- 5:29:52to get through. Did I groan all right? Yes? Indeed you groaned
- 5:29:56lovely, assured Diana. I saw old missus Sloane wiping away when I sat
- 5:30:00down. It was splendid to think I had touched somebody's heart. It's so
- 5:30:03romantic to take part in a concert, isn't it. Oh, it's been
- 5:30:07a very memorable occasion. Indeed, wasn't the boy's dialogue? Fine? Said
- 5:30:11Diana Gilbert blythe was just splendid. Anne. I do think it's awful mean
- 5:30:15the way you treat Gil. Wait till I tell you. When you ran
- 5:30:18off the platform after the fairy dialogue, one of your roses fell out of
- 5:30:22your hair. I saw Gil pick it up and put it in his breast
- 5:30:25pocket. There. Now, you're so romantic that I'm sure you ought to
- 5:30:29be pleased at that. It's nothing to me what that person does, said
- 5:30:33Anne loftily. I simply never waste a thought on him, Diana. That
- 5:30:37night, Marilla and Matthew, who had been out to a concert for the
- 5:30:40first time in twenty years, sat for a while by the kitchen fire after
- 5:30:44Anne had gone to bed. Well, now, I guess our Anne did
- 5:30:48as well as any of them, said Matthew proudly. Yes she did,
- 5:30:51admitted Marilla. She's a bright child, Matthew, and she looked real nice
- 5:30:55too. I've been kind of opposed to this concert scheme, but I suppose
- 5:30:59there's no real harm in it after all. Anyhow, I was proud of
- 5:31:02Anne tonight, although I'm not going to tell her so well now, I
- 5:31:06was proud of her, and I did tell her so, for she went
- 5:31:08upstairs, said Matthew. We must see what we can do for her some
- 5:31:11of these days, Marilla. I guess she'll need something more than Avonlea school
- 5:31:15by and by there's time enough to think of that, said Marilla. She's
- 5:31:18only thirteen in March, though to night it struck me she was growing quite
- 5:31:22a big girl. Missus Lynde made that dress a mite too long, and
- 5:31:26it makes Anne look so tall. She's quick to learn, and I guess
- 5:31:30the best thing we can do for her will be to send her to Queen's
- 5:31:32after a spell. But nothing need be said about that for a year or
- 5:31:34two. Yet. Well now it'll do no harm to be thinking it over,
- 5:31:38off and on, said Matthew. Things like that are all the better
- 5:31:41for lots of thinking over. End of chapter twenty five. Chapter twenty six,
- 5:31:48the story Club is formed. Junior Avonlea found it hard to settle down
- 5:31:53to humdrum existence again. To Anne, in particular, things seemed fearfully flat,
- 5:31:59stale, and profitable. After the goblet of excitement she had been sipping
- 5:32:02for weeks. Could she go back to the former quiet pleasures of those far
- 5:32:07away days before the concert? At first, as she told Diana, she
- 5:32:11did not really think she could. I'm positively certain, Diana, that life
- 5:32:15can never be quite the same again as it was in those olden days,
- 5:32:18she said mournfully, as if referring to a period of at least fifty years
- 5:32:22back. Perhaps after a while I'll get used to it. But I'm afraid
- 5:32:26concerts spoil people for every day life. I suppose that is why Marilla disapproves
- 5:32:30of them. Marilla is such a sensible woman. It must be a great
- 5:32:33deal better to be sensible. But still I don't believe i'd really want to
- 5:32:37be a sensible person because they are so unromantic. Missus Lynde says, there
- 5:32:41is no danger of my ever being one, but you can never tell.
- 5:32:45I feel just now that I may grow up to be sensible yet, but
- 5:32:48perhaps that is only because I'm tired. I simply couldn't sleep last night for
- 5:32:52ever so long. I just lay awake and imagine the concert over and over
- 5:32:56again. That's one splendid thing about such affairs, so lovely to look back
- 5:33:00to them. Eventually, however, Avonlea's School slipped back into its old groove
- 5:33:06and took up its old interests. To be sure, the concert left traces.
- 5:33:10Ruby Gillis and Emma White, who had quarreled over a point of precedence
- 5:33:14in their platform seats, no longer sat at the same desk, and a
- 5:33:17promising friendship of three years was broken up. Josie Pye and Julia Bell did
- 5:33:22not speak for three months because Josie Pye had told Bessie Wright that Julia Bell's
- 5:33:26bow when she got up to recite made her think of a chicken jerking its
- 5:33:29head, and Bessie told Julia none of the Sloanes would have any dealings with
- 5:33:33the Bells because the Bells had declared that the Sloanes had too much to do
- 5:33:36in the program, and the Sloanes had retorted that the Bells were not capable
- 5:33:38of doing the little they had to do properly. Finally, Charlie Sloane fought
- 5:33:44Moody Spurgeon mac Pherson because Moody Spurgeon had said that Anne Shirley put on airs
- 5:33:48about her recitations, and Moody Spurgeon was licked. Consequently, Moody Spurgeon's sister,
- 5:33:52Ella May would not speak to Anne Shirley all the rest of the winter.
- 5:33:56With the exception of these trifling frictions. Work in Miss Stacy's little key
- 5:34:00ingdam went on with regularity and smoothness. The winter week slipped by. It
- 5:34:03was an unusually mild winter, with so little snow that Anne and Diana could
- 5:34:07go to school nearly every day by way of the birch path. On Anne's
- 5:34:11birthday, they were tripping lightly down it, keeping eyes and ears alert amid
- 5:34:15all their chatter. For Miss Stacy had told them that they must soon write
- 5:34:18a composition on a winter's walk in the woods, and it behooved them to
- 5:34:22be observant. Just think, Diana, I'm thirteen years old to day,
- 5:34:26remarked Anne in an awed voice. I can scarcely realize that I'm in my
- 5:34:30teens. When I woke this morning, it seemed to me that everything must
- 5:34:33be different. You've been thirteen for a month, so I suppose it doesn't
- 5:34:37seem such a novelty to you as it does to me. It makes life
- 5:34:40seem so much more interesting. In two more years, I'll be really grown
- 5:34:44up. It's a great comfort to think that I'll be able to use big
- 5:34:47words. Then, without being laughed at, Ruby Gillis says she means to
- 5:34:51have a beau as soon as she's fifteen, said Diana. Ruby Gillis thinks
- 5:34:55of nothing but beaus, said Anne disdainfully. She's actually delighted when any one
- 5:35:00writes her name up and a take notice for all she pretends to be so
- 5:35:03mad. But I'm afraid that is an uncharitable speech. Missus Allan says,
- 5:35:07we should never make uncharitable speeches, but they do slip out so often before
- 5:35:11you think, don't they. I simply can't talk about Josie Pye without making
- 5:35:15an uncharitable speech, so I never mention her at all. You may have
- 5:35:18noticed that I'm trying to be as much like missus Allan as I possibly can,
- 5:35:22for I think she's perfect. Mister Allan thinks so too. Missus Lynde
- 5:35:26says he just worships the ground she treads on, and she doesn't really think
- 5:35:29it right for a minister to set his affections so much on a mortal being.
- 5:35:32But then, Diana, even ministers are human and have their besetting sins,
- 5:35:36just like everybody else. I had such an interesting talk with missus Allan
- 5:35:40about besetting sins last Sunday afternoon. There are just a few things. It's
- 5:35:44proper to talk about on Sundays, and that is one of them. My
- 5:35:47besetting sin is imagining too much and forgetting my duties. I'm striving very hard
- 5:35:51to overcome it, and now that i'm really thirteen, perhaps I'll get on
- 5:35:55better. In four more years, we'll be able to put our hair up,
- 5:35:57said Diana. Alice Bell is only sixteen and she's wearing hers up.
- 5:36:02But I think that's ridiculous. I shall wait until I'm seventeen. If I
- 5:36:06had Alice Bell's crooked nose, said Anne. Decidedly, I wouldn't, but
- 5:36:11there I won't say what I was going to because it was extremely uncharitable.
- 5:36:15Besides, I was comparing it with my own nose, and that's vanity.
- 5:36:18I'm afraid I think too much about my nose ever since I heard that compliment
- 5:36:21about it long ago. It really is a great comfort to me. Oh,
- 5:36:25Diana, look there's a rabbit. That's something to remember. For our
- 5:36:29woods composition, I really think the woods are just as lovely in winter as
- 5:36:32in summer. They're so white and still, as if they were asleep and
- 5:36:36dreaming pretty dreams. I won't mind writing that composition when its time comes,
- 5:36:41Sighed Diana, I can manage to write about the woods, but the one
- 5:36:44we're to hand in Monday is terrible. The idea of Miss Stacy telling us
- 5:36:48to write a story out of our own heads. Why it's as easy as
- 5:36:51wink, said Anne. It's easy for you because you have an imagination,
- 5:36:55retorted Diana. But what would you do if you had been born without one?
- 5:36:59I suppose you have your composition all done. Anne nodded, trying hard
- 5:37:03not to look virtuously complacent, and failing miserably. I wrote it last Monday
- 5:37:07evening. It's called The Jealous Rival or in Death Not Divided. I read
- 5:37:11it to Marilla and she said it was stuff and nonsense. Then I read
- 5:37:15it to Matthew and he said it was fine. That is the kind of
- 5:37:17critic I like. It's a sad, sweet story. I just cried like
- 5:37:21a child while I was writing it. It's about two beautiful maidens called Cordelia
- 5:37:25Mountmorency and Geraldine Seymour, who lived in the same village and were devotedly attached
- 5:37:30to each other. Cordelia was a regal brunette with a coronet of midnight hair
- 5:37:33and duskily flashing eyes. Geraldine was a queenly blonde with hair like spun gold
- 5:37:37and velvety purple eyes. I never saw anybody with purple eyes, said Diana
- 5:37:44dubiously. Neither did I. I just imagine them. I wanted something out
- 5:37:48of the common. Geraldine had an alabaster brow too. I found out what
- 5:37:52an alabaster brow is. That is one of the advantages of being thirteen.
- 5:37:56You know so much more than you did when you were only twelve. Well,
- 5:38:00what became of Cordelia and Geraldine, asked Diana, who was beginning to
- 5:38:03feel rather interested in their fate. They grew in beauty side by side until
- 5:38:07they were sixteen. Then Bertram de Vere came to their native village and fell
- 5:38:11in love with the fair Geraldine. He saved her life when her horse ran
- 5:38:15away with her in a carriage and she fainted in his arms, and he
- 5:38:18carried her home three miles because you understand, the carriage was all smashed up.
- 5:38:23I found it rather hard to imagine the proposal because I had no experience
- 5:38:26to go by. I asked Ruby Gillis if she knew anything about how men
- 5:38:30proposed, because I thought she'd likely be an authority on the subject, having
- 5:38:33so many sisters married. Ruby told me she was hid in the hall pantry
- 5:38:37when Malcolm Andrews proposed to her sister, Susan. She said, Malcolm told
- 5:38:41Susan that his dad had given him the farm in his own name, and
- 5:38:44then said, what do you say, darling pet if we get hitched this
- 5:38:45fall? And Susan said yes, no, I don't know, let me
- 5:38:51see. And there they were engaged as quick as that. But I didn't
- 5:38:55think that sort of a proposal was a very romantic one, so in the
- 5:38:57end I had to imagine it out as well as I can could. I
- 5:39:00made it very flowery and poetical, and Bertram went on his knees. Although
- 5:39:03Ruby Gillis says it isn't done nowadays. Geraldine accepted him in his speech a
- 5:39:07page long. I can tell you I took a lot of trouble with that
- 5:39:11speech. I rewrote it five times, and I look upon it as my
- 5:39:15masterpiece. Bertram gave her a diamond ring and a ruby necklace and told her
- 5:39:18they would go to Europe for a wedding tour, for he was immensely wealthy.
- 5:39:22But then, alas shadows began to darken over their path, Cordelia was
- 5:39:26secretly in love with Bertram herself, and when Geraldine told her about the engagement,
- 5:39:30she was simply furious, especially when she saw the necklace and the diamond
- 5:39:33ring. All her affection for Geraldine turned to bitter hate, and she vowed
- 5:39:37that she would never marry Bertram. But she pretended to be Geraldine's friend the
- 5:39:41same as ever. One evening, they were standing on the bridge over a
- 5:39:45rushing, turbulent stream, and Cordelia, thinking they were alone, pushed Geraldine
- 5:39:48over the brink with a wild mocking ha ha ha. But Bertram saw it
- 5:39:52all and he at once plunged into the current, exclaiming, I will save
- 5:39:56thee my peerless Geraldine. But alas he had forgotten, he couldn't swim,
- 5:40:00and they were both drowned, clasped in each other's arms. Their bodies were
- 5:40:03washed ashore. Soon afterwards. They were buried in the one grave, and
- 5:40:07their funeral was most imposing, Diana, it's so much more romantic to end
- 5:40:11a story up with a funeral than a wedding. As for Cordelia, she
- 5:40:14went insane with remorse and was shut up in a lunatic asylum. I thought
- 5:40:18that was a poetical retribution for her crime. How perfectly lovely, sighed Diana,
- 5:40:23who belonged to Matthew's school of critics. I don't see how you can
- 5:40:26make up such thrilling things out of your own head, Anne. I wish
- 5:40:30my imagination was as good as yours. It would be if you'd only cultivate
- 5:40:33it, said Anne cheeringly. I've just thought of a plan, Diana.
- 5:40:37Let you and me have a story club all our own and write stories for
- 5:40:41practice. I'll help you along until you can do them by yourself. You
- 5:40:45ought to cultivate your imagination, you know, Miss Stacy says so. Only
- 5:40:48we must take the right way. I told her about the Haunted Wood,
- 5:40:52but she said we went the wrong way about it in that. This was
- 5:40:55how the story club came into existence. It was limited to Diana and Anne
- 5:40:59at first, but soon it was extended to include Jane Andrews and Ruby Gillis,
- 5:41:03and one or two others who felt that their imaginations needed cultivating. No
- 5:41:07boys were allowed in it, although Ruby Gillis opined that their admission would make
- 5:41:11it more exciting, and each member had to produce one story a week.
- 5:41:14It's extremely interesting, Anne told Marilla. Each girl has to read her story
- 5:41:18out loud and then we talk it over. We're going to keep them all
- 5:41:22sacredly and have them to read to our descendants. We each write under a
- 5:41:26nom de plume. Mine is Rosamond mc moorency. All the girls do pretty
- 5:41:30well. Ruby Gillis is rather sentimental. She puts too much love making into
- 5:41:33her stories, and you know, too much is worse than too little.
- 5:41:37Jane never puts any because she says it makes her feel so silly when she
- 5:41:40has to read it out loud. Jane's stories are extremely sensible. Then Diana
- 5:41:44puts too many murders into hers. She says, most of the time she
- 5:41:48doesn't know what to do with the people, so she kills them off to
- 5:41:49get rid of them. I mostly always have to tell them what to write
- 5:41:52about, but that isn't hard, for I've millions of ideas. I think
- 5:41:56this story writing business is the foolishest yet, scoffed Marie, you'll get a
- 5:42:00pack of nonsense into your heads and waste time that should be put on your
- 5:42:03lessons. Reading stories is bad enough, but writing them is worse. But
- 5:42:07we're so careful to put a moral into them all. Marilla explained Anne.
- 5:42:11I insist upon that all the good people are rewarded and all the bad ones
- 5:42:15are suitably punished. I'm sure that must have a wholesome effect. The moral
- 5:42:18is the great thing, mister Allan says. So I read one of my
- 5:42:22stories to him and missus Allan, and they both agreed that the moral was
- 5:42:26excellent, only they laughed in the wrong places. I like it better when
- 5:42:30people cry. Jane and Ruby almost always cry when I come to the pathetic
- 5:42:33parts. Diana wrote her aunt Josephine about our club, and her Aunt Josephine
- 5:42:37wrote back that we were to send her some of our stories. So we
- 5:42:40copied out four of our very best and sent them. Miss Josephine Barry wrote
- 5:42:44back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life. That kind
- 5:42:47of puzzled us because the stories were all very pathetic and almost everybody died.
- 5:42:52But I'm glad Miss Barry liked them. It shows our club is doing some
- 5:42:55good in the world. Missus Allan says that ought to be our object in
- 5:42:57everything I do. Really tried to make him my object, but I forget
- 5:43:02so often when I'm having fun. I hope I shall be a little like
- 5:43:04Missus Allen when I grow up. Do you think there is any prospect of
- 5:43:07it? Marilla? I shouldn't say there was a great deal, was Marilla's
- 5:43:11encouraging answer. I'm sure Missus Allen was never such a silly, forgetful little
- 5:43:15girl as you are. No, but she wasn't always so good as she
- 5:43:19is now either, said Anne. Seriously. She told me so herself.
- 5:43:22That is, she said she was a dreadful mischief when she was a girl
- 5:43:26and was always getting into scrapes. I felt so encouraged when I heard that.
- 5:43:30Is it very wicked of me, Marilla, to feel encouraged when I
- 5:43:33hear that other people have been bad and mischievous? Missus Lynde says it is.
- 5:43:37Missus Lynde says she always feels shocked when she hears of any one ever
- 5:43:41having been naughty, no matter how small they were. Missus Lynde says she
- 5:43:45once heard a minister confess that when he was a boy, he stole a
- 5:43:47strawberry tart out of his aunt's pantry, and she never had any respect for
- 5:43:51that minister. Again, now, I wouldn't have felt that way. I'd
- 5:43:53have thought that it was real noble of him to confess it, And I'd
- 5:43:56have thought what an encouraging thing it would be for small boy nowadays who do
- 5:44:00naughty things and are sorry for them, to know that perhaps they may grow
- 5:44:03up to be ministers in spite of it. That's how I'd feel, Marilla.
- 5:44:07The way I feel at present, Anne said, Marilla, is that
- 5:44:11it's high time you had those dishes washed. You've taken half an hour longer
- 5:44:14than you should with all your chattering. Learn to work first and talk afterwards.
- 5:44:19End of Chapter twenty six. Chapter twenty seven, Vanity and Vexation of
- 5:44:25Spirit. Marilla, walking home one late April evening from an AID meeting,
- 5:44:30realized that the winter was over and gone with the thrill of delight that spring
- 5:44:33never fails to bring to the oldest and saddest, as well as to the
- 5:44:37youngest and merriest. Marilla was not given to subjective analysis of her thoughts and
- 5:44:41feelings. She probably imagined that she was thinking about the AIDS and their missionary
- 5:44:45box in the new carpet for the vestry room. But under these reflections was
- 5:44:48a harmonious consciousness of red fields smoking into pale purply mists in the declining sun
- 5:44:53of long, sharp pointed fur shadows falling over the meadow beyond the brook of
- 5:44:59still Crimson un budded maples around a mirror like wood pool of awakening in the
- 5:45:03world, and a stir of hidden pulses under the gray sod. The spring
- 5:45:07was abroad in the land, and Marilla's sober, middle aged step was lighter
- 5:45:11and swifter because of its deep, primal gladness. Her eyes dwelt affectionately on
- 5:45:15Green Gables, peering through its network of trees and reflecting the sunlight back from
- 5:45:19its windows in several little coruscations of glory. Marilla, as she picked her
- 5:45:25steps along the damp lane, thought that it was really a satisfaction to know
- 5:45:27that she was going home to a briskly snapping wood fire and a table nicely
- 5:45:33spread for tea, instead of to the cold comfort of old aid meeting evenings
- 5:45:37before Anne had come to Green Gables. Consequently, when Marilla entered her kitchen
- 5:45:41and found the fire black out with no sign of Anne anywhere, she felt
- 5:45:45justly disappointed and irritated. She had told Anne to be sure and have tea
- 5:45:48ready at five o'clock, but now she must hurry to take off her second
- 5:45:52best dress and prepare the meal herself against Matthew's return from plowing. I'll settle
- 5:45:56miss Anne when she comes home, said Marilla grimly. Ash She shaved up
- 5:46:00kindlings with a carving knife and with more vim than was strictly necessary. Matthew
- 5:46:04had come in and was waiting patiently for his tea in his corner. She's
- 5:46:08gadding off somewhere with Diana, writing stories or practicing dialogs or some such tom
- 5:46:14foolery, and never thinking once about the time or her duties. She's just
- 5:46:18got to be pulled up short and sudden on this sort of thing. I
- 5:46:21don't care if Missus Allan does say she's the brightest and sweetest child she ever
- 5:46:23knew. She may be bright and sweet enough, but her head is full
- 5:46:26of nonsense, and there's never any knowing what shape it'll break out in next.
- 5:46:30Just as soon as she grows out of one freak, she takes up
- 5:46:33with another. But there here I am saying the very thing I was so
- 5:46:37riled with Rachel Lynde for saying at the aid to day. I was real
- 5:46:40glad when Missus Allan spoke up for Anne, for if she hadn't I know,
- 5:46:44I'd have said something too sharp to Rachel before. Everybody. Anne's got
- 5:46:47plenty of false goodness knows, and far be it from me to deny it.
- 5:46:49But I'm bringing her up, and not Rachel Lynde, who'd pick fault
- 5:46:52in the Angel Gabriel himself if he lived in Avonlea just the same. Anne
- 5:46:57has no business to leave the house like this one. And I told her
- 5:47:00she was to stay home this afternoon and look after things. I must say,
- 5:47:03with all her faults, I never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before,
- 5:47:07and I'm real sorry to find her so now. Well, now I dunno,
- 5:47:11said Matthew, who, being patient and wise and above all hungry,
- 5:47:15had deemed it best to let Marilla talk her wrath out unhindered, having learned
- 5:47:19by experience that she got through with whatever work was on hand much quicker,
- 5:47:23if not delayed by untimely argument. Perhaps you're judging her too hasty, Marilla.
- 5:47:29Don't call her untrustworthy until you're sure she has disobeyed you. Maybe it
- 5:47:33can all be explained. Anne's a great hand at explaining she's not here when
- 5:47:37I told her to stay, retorted Marilla, I reckon, she'll find it
- 5:47:40hard to explain that to my satisfaction. Of course, I knew you'd take
- 5:47:44her part, Matthew, but I'm bringing her up, not you. It
- 5:47:48was dark when supper was ready, and still no sign of Anne coming hurriedly
- 5:47:52over the log bridge or up lover's lane. Breathless and repentant with a sense
- 5:47:56of neglected duties, Marilla washed and put away the dishes grimly. Then,
- 5:48:00wanting the candle to light her way down the cellar, she went up to
- 5:48:03the east gable for the one that generally stood on Anne's table, Lighting it,
- 5:48:07she turned around to see Anne herself lying on the bed, face downward
- 5:48:11among the pillows. Mercy on Us said, astonished, Marilla, have you
- 5:48:15been asleep? Anne? No, was the muffled reply. Are you sick,
- 5:48:18then demanded Marilla, anxiously, going over to the bed. Anne cowered
- 5:48:23deeper into her pillows, as if desirous of hiding herself forever from mortal eyes.
- 5:48:27No, but please, Marilla, go away and don't look at me.
- 5:48:32I'm in the depths of despair and I don't care who gets head in
- 5:48:34class or writes the best composition or sings in the Sunday School choir. Any
- 5:48:38more, little things like that are of no importance now, because I don't
- 5:48:42suppose I'll ever be able to go anywhere again. My career is closed.
- 5:48:48Please Marilla, go away and don't look at me. Did any one ever
- 5:48:52hear the like? The mystified Marilla wanted to know, Anne Shirley, whatever
- 5:48:56is the matter with you? What have you done? Get right up this
- 5:49:00minute and tell me this minute, I say, there, now, what
- 5:49:03is it? Anne had slid to the floor in despairing obedience. Look at
- 5:49:08my hair, Marilla, she whispered. Accordingly, Marilla lifted her candle and
- 5:49:12looked scrutinizingly at Anne's hair, flowing in heavy masses down her back. It
- 5:49:18certainly had a very strange appearance. Anne, surely, what have you done
- 5:49:22to your hair? Why? It's green? Green, it might be called,
- 5:49:27if there were any earthly color, a queer, dull, bronzy green,
- 5:49:32with streaks here and there of the original red to heighten the ghastly effect.
- 5:49:37Never in all her life had Marilla seen anything so grotesque as Anne's hair
- 5:49:41at that moment. Yes, it's green, moaned Anne. I thought nothing
- 5:49:45could be as bad as red hair. But now I know it's ten times
- 5:49:49worse to have green hair. Oh, Marilla, you little know how utterly
- 5:49:55wretched I am. I little know how you got into this fix, but
- 5:49:59I mean to find out, said Marilla. Come right down to the kitchen,
- 5:50:03it's too cold up here, and tell me just what you've done.
- 5:50:06I've been expecting something queer for some time. You haven't got into any scrape
- 5:50:10for over two months, and I were sure another one was due. Now,
- 5:50:12then, what did you do to your hair? I dyed it dyed
- 5:50:18it dyed your hair, Anne, surely didn't you know it was a wicked
- 5:50:22thing to do. Yes, I knew it was a little wicked, admitted
- 5:50:26Anne. But I thought it was worth while to be a little wicked to
- 5:50:30get rid of red hair. I counted the cost, Marilla. Besides,
- 5:50:33I meant to be extra good in other ways to make up for it.
- 5:50:37Well, said Marilla sarcastically. If I'd decided it was worth while to dye
- 5:50:41my hair, I'd have dyed it a decent color. At least I wouldn't
- 5:50:45have dyed it green. But I didn't mean to dye it green, Marilla
- 5:50:48protested Anne dejectedly. If I was wicked. I meant to be wicked to
- 5:50:52some purpose. He said, it would turn my hair a beautiful raven black.
- 5:50:57He positively assured me that it would. How could I doubt his word,
- 5:51:00Marilla, I know what it feels like to have your word doubted.
- 5:51:03And missus Allan says, we should never suspect any one of not telling us
- 5:51:07the truth unless we have proof that they're not. I have proof now.
- 5:51:11Green hair is proof enough for anybody. But I hadn't then, and I
- 5:51:15believed every word he said implicitly, Who said, who are you talking about?
- 5:51:21The peddler that was here this afternoon? I bought the dye from him,
- 5:51:23Anne Shirley, how often have I told you never to let one of
- 5:51:27those Italians in the house. I don't believe in encouraging them to come round
- 5:51:30at all. Oh, I didn't let him in the house. I remembered
- 5:51:33what you told me, and I went out, carefully shut the door and
- 5:51:37looked at his things on the step. Besides, he wasn't an Italian.
- 5:51:41He was a German Jew. He had a big box full of very interesting
- 5:51:45things, and he told me he was working hard to make enough money to
- 5:51:48bring his wife and children out from Germany. He spoke so feelingly about them
- 5:51:52that it touched my heart. I wanted to buy something from him, to
- 5:51:55help him in such a worthy object. Then all at once I saw the
- 5:51:57bottle of hair dye. The peddler said it was warranted to dye any hair
- 5:52:02a beautiful raven black and wouldn't wash off in a trice. I saw myself
- 5:52:06with beautiful raven black hair, and the temptation was irresistible. But the price
- 5:52:11of the bottle was seventy five cents, and I only had fifty cents left
- 5:52:14out of my chicken money. I think the peddler had a very kind heart,
- 5:52:18for he said that seeing it was me, he'd sell it for fifty
- 5:52:21cents, and that was just giving it away. So I bought it,
- 5:52:23and as soon as he had gone, I came up here and applied it
- 5:52:26with an old hair brush as the direction said, I used up the whole
- 5:52:30bottle, and oh, Marilla, when I saw the dreadful color it turned
- 5:52:33my hair. I repented of being wicked, i can tell you, and
- 5:52:37I've been repenting ever since. Well, I hope you'll repent to good purpose,
- 5:52:41said Marilla severely, and that you've got your eyes open to where your
- 5:52:45vanity has led you. Anne, Goodness knows what's to be done. I
- 5:52:48suppose the first thing is to give your hair a good washing and see if
- 5:52:51that will do any good. Accordingly, Anne washed her hair, scrubbing it
- 5:52:55vigorously with soap and water, but for all the difference it made, she
- 5:52:57might as well have been scouting its original red. The peddler had certainly spoken
- 5:53:03the truth when he declared that the dye wouldn't wash off. However, his
- 5:53:06veracity might be impeached in other respects. Oh, Marilla, what shall I
- 5:53:11do? Questioned Anne in tears. I can never live this down. People
- 5:53:15have pretty well forgotten my other mistakes, the liniment cake and setting Diana drunk
- 5:53:19and flying into a temper with missus Lynde. But they'll never forget this.
- 5:53:23They will think I'm not respectable. Oh Marilla, what a tangled web we
- 5:53:29weave when first we practice to deceive. That is poetry, but it is
- 5:53:32true. And oh how Josie Pye will laugh? Marilla, I cannot face
- 5:53:37Josie Pye. I am the unhappiest girl in Prince Edward Island. Anne's unhappiness
- 5:53:44continued for a week. During that time, she went nowhere and shampooed her
- 5:53:48hair every day. Diana, alone of outsiders, knew the fatal secret,
- 5:53:52but she promised solemnly never to tell, and it may be stated here and
- 5:53:56now that she kept her word. At the end of the week, Marilla
- 5:53:59said decidedly, it's no use, Anne, that is fast dye, if
- 5:54:03ever there was any your hair must be cut off. There is no other
- 5:54:06way. You can't go out with it looking like that. Anne's lips quivered,
- 5:54:10but she realized the bitter truth of Marilla's remarks with a dismal sigh.
- 5:54:14She went for the scissors. Please cut it off at once, Marilla,
- 5:54:18and have it over. Oh. I feel that my heart is broken.
- 5:54:21This is such an unromantic affliction. The girls in books lose their hair in
- 5:54:26fevers or sell it to get money for some good deed, and I'm sure
- 5:54:29I wouldn't mind losing my hair in some such fashion half so much. But
- 5:54:33there is nothing comforting and having your hair cut off because you've dyed it a
- 5:54:36dreadful color, is there? I'm going to weep all the time you're cutting
- 5:54:38it off if it won't interfere. It seems such a tragic thing. Anne
- 5:54:44wept then, but later on, when she went upstairs and looked in the
- 5:54:47glass, she was calm with despair. Marilla had done her work thoroughly,
- 5:54:52and it had been necessary to shingle the hair as closely as possible. The
- 5:54:55result was not becoming. To state the case as mildly as may be,
- 5:54:59Anne promptly turned her glass to the wall. I'll never never look at myself
- 5:55:03again until my hair grows, she exclaimed passionately. Then suddenly she right at
- 5:55:07the glass. Yes, I will too. I'd do penance for being wicked
- 5:55:11that way. I'll look at myself every time I come to my room and
- 5:55:15see how ugly I am, and I won't try to imagine it away either.
- 5:55:19I never thought I was vain about my hair, of all things,
- 5:55:22but now I know I was in spite of its being red, because it
- 5:55:26was so long and thick and curly. I expect something will happen to my
- 5:55:30nose next. Anne's clipped head made a sensation in school on the following Monday,
- 5:55:36but to her relief, nobody guessed the real reason for it, not
- 5:55:38even Josie Pye, who however, did not fail to inform Anne that she
- 5:55:42looked like a perfect scarecrow. I didn't say anything when Josie said that to
- 5:55:47me. Anne confided that evening to Marilla, who was lying on the sofa
- 5:55:51after one of her headaches, because I thought it was part of my punishment,
- 5:55:53and I ought to bear it patiently. It's hard to be told you
- 5:55:56look like a scarecrow, and I wanted to say something back, but I
- 5:56:00didn't. I just swept her one scornful look, and then I forgave her.
- 5:56:04It makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people, doesn't it.
- 5:56:07I mean to devote all my energies to being good after this, and I
- 5:56:11shall never try to be beautiful again. Of course, it's better to be
- 5:56:15good, I know it is, but it's sometimes so hard to believe a
- 5:56:18thing, even when you know it. I do really want to be good,
- 5:56:21Marilla, like you and missus Allan and miss Stacy, and grow up
- 5:56:23to be a credit to you. Diana says, when my hair begins to
- 5:56:26grow, to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow at
- 5:56:30one side. She says, she thinks it will be very becoming. I
- 5:56:33will call it a snood. That sounds so romantic. But am I talking
- 5:56:37too much? Marilla? Does it hurt your head? My head is better
- 5:56:41now. It was terrible bad this afternoon. Though Those headaches of mine are
- 5:56:45getting worse and worse. I'll have to see a doctor about them. As
- 5:56:48for your chatter, I don't know that I'm minded. I've got so used
- 5:56:52to it, which was Marilla's way of saying that she liked to hear it,
- 5:56:57end of chapter twenty seven, Chapter twenty eight, An unfortunate lily Maid.
- 5:57:03Of course you must be Elaine, Anne, said Diana. I could
- 5:57:07never have the courage to float down there, nor, I said Ruby Gillis
- 5:57:11with a shiver. I don't mind floating down when there's two or three of
- 5:57:15us in the flat and we can sit up. It's fun then, But
- 5:57:18to lie down and pretend I was dead, I just couldn't. I'd die
- 5:57:22really affright. Of course it would be romantic, conceded Jane Andrews. But
- 5:57:29I know I couldn't keep still. I'd be popping up every minute or so
- 5:57:32to see where I was, and if I wasn't drifting too far out,
- 5:57:34and you know, Anne, that would spoil the effect. But it's so
- 5:57:38ridiculous to have a red headed Elaine, mourned Anne. I'm not afraid to
- 5:57:44float down, and I'd love to be Elaine, but it's ridiculous, just
- 5:57:47the same Ruby ought to be Elaine because she is so fair and has such
- 5:57:51lovely, long, golden hair. Elaine had all her bright hair streaming down,
- 5:57:55you know, and Elaine was the lily maid. Now a red haired
- 5:57:59person cannot be a lily maid. Your complexion is just as fair as Ruby's,
- 5:58:03said Diana earnestly. And your hair is ever so much darker than it
- 5:58:07used to be before you cut it. Oh do you really think so?
- 5:58:10Exclaimed Anne, flushing sensitively with delight. I've sometimes thought it was myself,
- 5:58:15but I never dared to ask anyone, for fear she would tell me it
- 5:58:18wasn't. Do you think it could be called auburn now, Diana? Yes,
- 5:58:22and I think it is real pretty, said Diana, looking admiringly at
- 5:58:26the short, silky curls that clustered over Anne's head and were held in place
- 5:58:30by a very jaunty black velvet ribbon and bow. They were standing on the
- 5:58:34bank of the pond below Orchard Slope, where a little headland fringed with birches
- 5:58:38ran out from the bank. At its tip was a small wooden platform built
- 5:58:42out into the water for the convenience of fishermen and duck hunters. Ruby and
- 5:58:47Jane were spending the midsummer afternoon with Diana, and Anne had come over to
- 5:58:51play with them. Anne and Diana had spent most of their playtime that summer
- 5:58:55on and about the pond. Idle Wild was a thing of the past,
- 5:58:59mister Bell having ruthlessly cut down the little circle of trees in his back pasture
- 5:59:02in the spring, Anne had sat among the stumps and wept, not without
- 5:59:06an eye to the romance of it. But she was speedily consoled, for
- 5:59:10after all, as she and Diana said, big girls of thirteen going on
- 5:59:12fourteen were too old for such childish amusements as play houses, and there were
- 5:59:18more fascinating sports to be found about the pond. It was splendid to fish
- 5:59:22for trout over the bridge, and the two girls learned to row themselves about
- 5:59:25in the little flat bottomed doory mister Barry kept for dug shooting. It was
- 5:59:29Anne's idea that they dramatized the lane. They had studied Tennyson's poem in school
- 5:59:33and the preceding winter. The Superintendent of Education having prescribed it in the English
- 5:59:37course for the Prince Edward Island Schools. They had analyzed and parsed it and
- 5:59:41torn it to pieces in general, until it was a wonder there was any
- 5:59:45meaning at all left in it for them. But at least the fair lily
- 5:59:48maid and Launcelot and Guinevere and King Arthur had become very real people to them,
- 5:59:52and Anne was devoured by secret regret that she had not been born in
- 5:59:56Camelot. Those days, she said, were so much more romantic than the
- 6:00:00present. Anne's plan was hailed with enthusiasm. The girls had discovered that if
- 6:00:04the flat were pushed off from the landing place, it would drift down with
- 6:00:07the current under the bridge and finally strand itself on another headland lower down,
- 6:00:12which ran out at a curve in the pond. They had often gone down
- 6:00:15like this, and nothing could be more convenient for playing a lane. Well,
- 6:00:21I'll be a lane, said Anne, yielding reluctantly, for although she
- 6:00:25would have been delighted to play the principal character, yet her artistic sense demanded
- 6:00:29fitness for it, and this she felt her limitations made impossible. Ruby.
- 6:00:33You must be King Arthur, and Jane will be Guinevere, and Diana must
- 6:00:37be Lancelot. But first you must be the brothers and the father. We
- 6:00:41can't have the old dumb servitor because there isn't room for two in the flat
- 6:00:44when one is lying down. We must paw the barge all its length in
- 6:00:48blackest samite. That old black shawl of your mother's will be just a thing,
- 6:00:51Diana. The black shawl having been procured, Anne spread it over the
- 6:00:56flat and then lay down on the bottom with closed eyes and hands folded over
- 6:01:00her breast. Oh she does look really dead, whispered Ruby. Gillis nervously
- 6:01:04watching the still white little face under the flickering shadows of the birches. It
- 6:01:10makes me feel frightened. Girls, do you suppose it's really right to act
- 6:01:14like this? Missus Lynde says that all play acting is abominably wicked. Ruby,
- 6:01:18you shouldn't talk about missus Lynde, said Anne severely. It spoils the
- 6:01:22effect, because this is hundreds of years before missus Lynde was born. Jane,
- 6:01:26you arrange this. It's silly for a Lane to be talking when she's
- 6:01:30dead. Jane rose to the occasion. Cloth of gold for coverlet there was
- 6:01:34none, but an old piano scarp of yellow Japanese crape was an excellent substitute.
- 6:01:40A white lily was not obtainable just then, but the effect of a
- 6:01:42tall blue iris placed in one of Anne's folded hands was all that could be
- 6:01:47desired. Now she's all ready, said Jane. We must kiss her quiet
- 6:01:51brows. And Diana, you say, sister, farewell forever. And Ruby
- 6:01:55you say farewell, sweet sister, both of you as sorrowfully as you possibly
- 6:01:59can. Anne, for goodness sake, smile a little, you know,
- 6:02:02a lane lay as though she smiled. That's better, Now push the flat
- 6:02:06off. The flat was accordingly pushed off, scraping roughly over an old embedded
- 6:02:11stake in the process. Diana and Jane and Ruby only waited long enough to
- 6:02:15see it caught in the current and headed for the bridge, before scampering up
- 6:02:18through the woods, across the road and down to the lower headland, where
- 6:02:22as Launcelot and Gwinever and the King they were to be in readiness to receive
- 6:02:26the lily maid. For a few minutes, Anne, drifting slowly down,
- 6:02:30enjoyed the romance of her situation to the full. Then something happened not at
- 6:02:34all romantic. The flat began to leak. In a very few moments.
- 6:02:40It was necessary for a Lane to scramble to her feet, pick up her
- 6:02:42cloth of gold coverlet and pall of blackest samite, and gaze blankly at a
- 6:02:47big crack at the bottom of her barge through which the water was literally pouring.
- 6:02:52That sharp stake at the landing had torn off the strip of batting nailed
- 6:02:55on the flat. Anne did not know this, but it did not take
- 6:02:57her long to realize that she was in a danger plight. At this rate,
- 6:03:00the flat would fill and sink long before it could drift to the lower
- 6:03:03headland, where were the oars left behind At the landing. Anne gave one
- 6:03:08gasping little scream which nobody ever heard. She was white to the lips,
- 6:03:14but she did not lose her self possession. There was one chance, just
- 6:03:18one. I was horribly frightened, she told Missus Allen the next day.
- 6:03:22And it seemed like years while the flat was drifting down to the bridge and
- 6:03:25the water rising in it. Every moment. I prayed Missus Allan most earnestly,
- 6:03:30but I didn't shut my eyes to pray, for I knew the only
- 6:03:33way God could save me was to let the flat float close enough to one
- 6:03:36of the bridge piles for me to climb up on it. You know,
- 6:03:38the piles are just old tree trunks, and there are lots of knots and
- 6:03:41old branch stubs on them. It was proper to pray, but I had
- 6:03:45to do my part by watching out and write. Well, I knew it.
- 6:03:48I just said, Dear God, please take the flat close to a
- 6:03:52pile, and I'll do the rest over and over again. Under such circumstances,
- 6:03:56you don't think much about making a flowery prayer, but mine was answered.
- 6:04:00For the flat bumped right into a pile for a minute, and I
- 6:04:02flung the scarf and the shawl over my shoulder and scrambled up on a big
- 6:04:06providential stub. And there I was, Missus Allen, clinging to that slippery
- 6:04:10old pile with no way of getting up or down. It was a very
- 6:04:14unromantic position, but I didn't think about that at the time. You don't
- 6:04:18think much about romance when you have just escaped from a watery grave. I
- 6:04:21said a grateful prayer at once, and then I gave all my attention to
- 6:04:25holding on tight, for I knew I should probably have to depend on human
- 6:04:27aid to get back to dry land. The flat drifted under the bridge and
- 6:04:33then promptly sank in mid stream. Ruby, Jane and Diana, already awaiting
- 6:04:37it on the lower headland, saw it disappear before their very eyes, and
- 6:04:41had not a doubt but that Anne had gone down with it. For a
- 6:04:45moment, they stood still, white as sheets, frozen with horror at the
- 6:04:48tragedy. Then, shrieking at the tops of their voices, they started on
- 6:04:52a frantic run up through the woods, never pausing as they crossed the main
- 6:04:56road to glance the way of the bridge. Anne, clinging desperately to her
- 6:05:00precarious foothold, saw their flying forms and heard their shrieks. Help would soon
- 6:05:03come, but meanwhile her position was a very uncomfortable one. The minutes passed
- 6:05:08by, each seeming an hour to the unfortunate Lily maid. Why didn't somebody
- 6:05:14come? Where had the girls gone? Suppose they had fainted one and all.
- 6:05:18Suppose nobody ever came. Suppose she grew so tired and cramped that she
- 6:05:22could hold on no longer. Anne looked at the wicked green depths below her,
- 6:05:26wavering with long oily shadows, and shivered. Her imagination began to suggest
- 6:05:30all manner of gruesome possibilities to her. Then, just as she thought she
- 6:05:36really could not endure the ache in her arms and wrists, another moment,
- 6:05:40Gilbert Blythe came rowing under the bridge. In Harmon Andrew's story, Gilbert glanced
- 6:05:44up, and, much to his amazement, beheld a little white, scornful
- 6:05:48face looking down upon him with big, frightened but also scornful, gray eyes.
- 6:05:52Anne Shirley, How on earth did you get there? He exclaimed,
- 6:05:56Without waiting for an answer, He pulled close to the pile and extended his
- 6:06:00hand. There was no help for it. Anne, clinging to Gilbert Blythe's
- 6:06:04hand, scrambled down into the dory, where she sat, drabbled and furious
- 6:06:08in the stern, with her arms full of dripping shawl and wet crape.
- 6:06:12It was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances. What has happened,
- 6:06:18Anne asked Gilbert, taking up his oars. We were playing, Elaine,
- 6:06:22explained Anne frigidly, without even looking at her rescuer, and I had
- 6:06:26to drift down to Camelot in the barge, I mean the flat. The
- 6:06:30flat began to leak, and I climbed out on the pile. The girls
- 6:06:33went for help. Will you be kind enough to row me to the landing?
- 6:06:37Gilbert obligingly rode to the landing, and Anne, disdaining assistance, sprang
- 6:06:41nimbly on shore. I'm very much obliged to you, she said haughtily as
- 6:06:45she turned away. But Gilbert had also sprung from the boat and now laid
- 6:06:48a detaining hand on her arm. Anne, he said, hurriedly, Look
- 6:06:52here, can't we be good friends? I'm awfully sorry I made fun of
- 6:06:56your hair that time. I didn't mean to vex you, and I only
- 6:06:59meant it for a joke. Besides it so long ago. I think your
- 6:07:03hair is awfully pretty now, honest I do. Let's be friends for a
- 6:07:07moment. Anne hesitated. She had an odd, newly awakened consciousness under all
- 6:07:11her outraged dignity, that the half shy, half eager expression in Gilbert's hazel
- 6:07:17eyes was something that was very good to see. Her heart gave a quick,
- 6:07:21queer, little beat, but the bitterness of her old grievance promptly stiffened
- 6:07:26up her wavering determination. That scene of two years before flashed back into a
- 6:07:30recollection as vividly as if it had taken place yesterday. Gilbert had called her
- 6:07:34carrots and had brought about her disgrace before the whole school. Her resentment,
- 6:07:38which to other and older people might be as laughable as its cause, was
- 6:07:42in no whit, allaid and softened by time. Seemingly, she hated Gilbert
- 6:07:47Blythe. She would never forgive him. No, she said coldly, I
- 6:07:52shall never be friends with you, Gilbert Blythe, and I don't want to
- 6:07:55be all right. Gilbert sprang into his skiff, with an angry color in
- 6:07:59his cheek. I'll never ask you to be friends again, Anne Shirley,
- 6:08:02and I don't care either. He pulled away with swift, defiant strokes,
- 6:08:07and Anne went up the steep, ferny little path under the maples. She
- 6:08:11held her head very high, but she was conscious of an odd feeling of
- 6:08:14regret. She almost wished she had answered Gilbert differently. Of course, he
- 6:08:18had insulted her terribly, but still, altogether, Anne rather thought it would
- 6:08:25be a relief to sit down and have a good cry. She was really
- 6:08:27quite unstrung for the reaction from her fright and cramped clinging was making itself felt.
- 6:08:33Half Way up the path, she met Jane and Diana, rushing back
- 6:08:36to the pond and a state narrowly removed from positive frenzy. They had found
- 6:08:40nobody at Orchard Slope, both mister and Missus Barry being away. Here.
- 6:08:44Ruby Gillis had succumbed to hysterics and was left to recover from them as best
- 6:08:48she might, while Jane and Diana flew through the Haunted wood and across the
- 6:08:51brook to Green Gables. There they had found nobody either, for Marilla had
- 6:08:55gone to Carmody and Matthew was making hay in the back field. Oh Anne
- 6:09:00gasped Diana, fairly, falling on the former's neck and weeping with relief and
- 6:09:03delight. Oh Anne, we thought you were drowned, and we felt like
- 6:09:08murderers because we had made you be Elane and Ruby. Isn't hysterics, Oh
- 6:09:15Anne? How did you escape? I climbed up on one of the piles,
- 6:09:18explained Anne wearily, and Gilbert Blyfe came along in mister Andrews's dory and
- 6:09:22brought me to land. Oh Anne, how splendid of him? Why it's
- 6:09:27so romantic, said Jane, finding breath enough for utterance at last. Of
- 6:09:32course you'll speak to him after this. Of course I won't, flashed Anne
- 6:09:36with a momentary return of her old spirit. And I don't want ever to
- 6:09:38hear the word romantic again, Jane andrews. I'm awfully sorry you were so
- 6:09:42frightened. Girls. It's all my fault. I feel sure I was born
- 6:09:47under an unlucky star. Everything I do gets me or my dearest friends into
- 6:09:51a scrape. We've gone and lost your father's flat, Diana, and I
- 6:09:55have a presentiment that will not be allowed to row on the pond any more.
- 6:09:59Ann's pres sentiment proved more trustworthy than presentiments are apt to do. Great
- 6:10:03was the consternation in the Burry and Cuthbert households when the events of the afternoon
- 6:10:07became known. Will you ever have any sense? Anne groaned Marilla. Oh
- 6:10:11yes, I think I will. Marilla returned Anne optimistically a good cry.
- 6:10:17Indulged in the grateful solitude of the east, Gable had soothed her nerves and
- 6:10:21restored her to her wonted cheerfulness. I think my prospects of becoming sensible are
- 6:10:25brighter now than ever. I don't see how, said Marilla, well explained
- 6:10:30Anne, I've learned a new and valuable lesson to day. Ever since I
- 6:10:33came to Green Gables, I've been making mistakes, and each mistake has helped
- 6:10:37to cure me of some great shortcoming. The affair of the amethyst brooch cured
- 6:10:41me of meddling with things that didn't belong to me. The haunted wood mistake
- 6:10:45cured me of letting my imagination run away with me. The liniment cake mistake
- 6:10:48cured me of carelessness, and cooking dyeing my hair cured me of vanity.
- 6:10:52I never think about my hair and nose now, at least very seldom,
- 6:10:56and to day's mistake is going to cure me of being too romantic. I
- 6:11:00have come to the conclusion that it is no use trying to be romantic in
- 6:11:03Avonlea. It was probably easy enough in towered Camelot hundreds of years ago,
- 6:11:07but romance is not appreciated now. I feel quite sure that you will soon
- 6:11:11see a great improvement in me in this respect, Marilla. I am sure.
- 6:11:15I hope, so, said Marilla skeptically, But Matthew who had been
- 6:11:19sitting mutely in his corner, laid a hand on Anne's shoulder when Marilla had
- 6:11:23gone out. Don't give up all your romance, Anne, he whispered,
- 6:11:26shyly. A little of it is a good thing, not too much,
- 6:11:30of course, but keep a little of it, Anne, Keep a little
- 6:11:33of it. End of Chapter twenty eight. Chapter twenty nine, an epoch
- 6:11:41in Anne's life. Anne was bringing the cows home from the back pasture by
- 6:11:45way of Lover's Lane. It was a September evening, and all the gaps
- 6:11:49and clearings in the woods were brimmed up with Ruby's sunset light. Here and
- 6:11:53there the lane was splashed with it, but for the most part it was
- 6:11:56already quite shadowy. Beneath the maples, and the spaces under the firs were
- 6:12:00filled with a clear, violet dusk like airy wine. The winds were out
- 6:12:04in their tops, and there is no sweeter music on earth than that which
- 6:12:08the wind makes in the fir trees. At evening. The cow swung placidly
- 6:12:12down the lane, and Anne followed them, dreamily, repeating aloud the battle
- 6:12:17canto from Marmion, which had also been part of their English course. The
- 6:12:19preceding winter, and which Miss Stacy had made them learn off by heart,
- 6:12:23and exulting in its rushing lines, in the clash of spears, in its
- 6:12:26imagery. When she came to the lines the stubborn spearsmen still made good their
- 6:12:33dark, impenetrable wood. She stopped, in ecstasy to shut her eyes,
- 6:12:36that she might the better fancy herself one of that heroic ring. When she
- 6:12:40opened them again, it was to behold Diana coming through the gate that led
- 6:12:44into the barry field, and looking so important that Anne instantly divine there was
- 6:12:48news to be told, but betrayed too eager curiosity, she would not.
- 6:12:53Isn't this evening just like a purple dreamed Diana. It makes me so glad
- 6:12:57to be alive in the morning. I always think the morning's are best,
- 6:13:00but when evening comes, I think it's lovelier. Still, it's a very
- 6:13:06fine evening, said Diana. But oh, I have such news, Anne,
- 6:13:08Yes you can have three guesses. Charlotte Gilliss is going to be married
- 6:13:12in the church after all, and missus Allan wants us to decorate it,
- 6:13:15cried Anne. No, Charlotte's baw won't agree to that, because nobody has
- 6:13:19ever been married in that church yet, and he thinks it would seem too
- 6:13:22much like a funeral. It's too mean, because it would be such fun.
- 6:13:26Guess again, Jane's mother is going to let her have a birthday party.
- 6:13:30Diana shook her head, her black eyes dancing with merriment. I can't
- 6:13:33think what it can be, said Anne in despair. Unless it's that moody
- 6:13:37spurgeon mac Pherson saw you home from prayer meeting last night. Did he I
- 6:13:41should think not, exclaimed Diana indignantly. I wouldn't be likely to boast of
- 6:13:45it if he did, the horrid creature. I knew you couldn't guess it.
- 6:13:48Mother had a letter from Aunt Josephine to day, and Aunt Josephine wants
- 6:13:52you and me to go to town next Tuesday and stop with her for the
- 6:13:55exhibition there. Oh, Diana, whispered Anne, finding out necessary to lean
- 6:14:00up against a maple tree for support. Do you really mean it? But
- 6:14:04I'm afraid Marilla won't let me go. She will say that she can't encourage
- 6:14:07gadding about. That was what she said last week when Jane invited me to
- 6:14:11go with them and their double seated Buggy to the American concert at the White
- 6:14:15Sands Hotel. I wanted to go, but Marilla said I'd be better at
- 6:14:18home learning my lessons, and so would Jane. I was bitterly disappointed,
- 6:14:22Diana. I felt so heart broken that I wouldn't say my prayers when I
- 6:14:26went to bed. But I repented of that and got up in the middle
- 6:14:29of the night and said them, I'll tell you, said Diana. We'll
- 6:14:32get mother to ask Marilla. She'll be more likely to let you go then,
- 6:14:36and if she does, we'll have the time of our lives. Anne,
- 6:14:38I've never been to an exhibition, and it's so aggravating to hear the
- 6:14:41other girls talking about their trips. Jane and Ruby have been twice, and
- 6:14:45they're going this year again. I'm not going to think about it at all
- 6:14:48until I know whether I can go or not, said Anne resolutely. If
- 6:14:52I did and them was disappointed, it would be more than I could bear.
- 6:14:56But in case I do go, I'm very glad my new coat will
- 6:14:57be ready by that time. Marilla didn't think I needed a new coat.
- 6:15:02She said my old one would do very well for another winter, and that
- 6:15:04I ought to be satisfied with having a new dress. The dress is very
- 6:15:07pretty, Diana navy blue, and made so fashionably. Marilla always makes my
- 6:15:12dresses fashionably now because she says she doesn't intend to have Matthew going to missus
- 6:15:17Lynde to make them. I'm so glad. It is ever so much easier
- 6:15:19to be good if your clothes are fashionable. At least it is easier for
- 6:15:23me. I suppose it doesn't make such a difference to naturally good people.
- 6:15:27But Matthew said, I must have a new coat. So Marilla bought a
- 6:15:30lovely piece of blue broadcloth, and it's being made by a real dressmaker over
- 6:15:36at Carmody. It's to be done Saturday night. And I'm trying not to
- 6:15:38imagine myself walking up the church aisle on Sunday in my new suit and cap,
- 6:15:42because I'm afraid it isn't right to imagine such things, but it just
- 6:15:45slips into my mind in spite of me. My cap is so pretty.
- 6:15:49Matthew bought it for me the day we were over at Carmody. It is
- 6:15:52one of those little blue velvet ones that are all the rage, with gold
- 6:15:56cord and tassels. Your new hat is elegant, Diana and so becoming.
- 6:16:00When I saw you come into church last Sunday, my heart swelled with pride
- 6:16:03to think you were my dearest friend. Do you suppose it's wrong for us
- 6:16:07to think so much about our clothes? Marilla says, it's very sinful,
- 6:16:10But it is such an interesting subject, isn't it. Marilla agreed to let
- 6:16:15Anne go to town, and it was arranged that mister Barry should take the
- 6:16:18girls in on the following Tuesday. As Charlottetown was thirty miles away and mister
- 6:16:22Barry wished to go and return the same day, it was necessary to make
- 6:16:26a very early start, but Anne counted it all joy and was up before
- 6:16:29sunrise on Tuesday morning. A glance from her window assured her that the day
- 6:16:33would be fine, for the eastern sky behind the furs of the Haunted Wood
- 6:16:37was all silvery and cloudless. Through the gap in the trees, a light
- 6:16:40was shining in the western gable of Orchard Slope, a token that Diana was
- 6:16:44also up. Anne was dressed by the time Matthew had the fire on and
- 6:16:48had the breakfast ready when Marilla came down, but for her own part was
- 6:16:51much too excited to eat. After breakfast, the jaunty new cap and jacket
- 6:16:55were donned, and Anne hastened over the brook and up through the furs to
- 6:16:57Orchard Slope. Mister Barry and Diana were waiting for her, and they were
- 6:17:02soon on the road. It was a long drive, but Anne and Diana
- 6:17:06enjoyed every minute of it. It was delightful to rattle along over the moist
- 6:17:08roads in the early red sunlight that was creeping across the shorn harvest fields.
- 6:17:14The air was fresh and crisp, and little smoke blue mists curled through the
- 6:17:18valleys and floated off from the hills. Sometimes the road went through woods where
- 6:17:22maples were beginning to hang out scarlet banners. Sometimes it crossed rivers on bridges
- 6:17:26that made Anne's flesh cringe with the old half delightful fear. Sometimes it wound
- 6:17:30along a harbor shore and passed by a little cluster of weather gray fishing huts.
- 6:17:36Again it mounted to hills, whence a far sweep of curving upland or
- 6:17:40misty blue sky could be seen. But wherever it went there was much of
- 6:17:44interest to discuss. It was almost noon when they reached town and found their
- 6:17:48way to Beechwood. It was quite a fine old mansion, set back from
- 6:17:52the street in a seclusion of green elms and branching beeches. Miss Barry met
- 6:17:56them at the door with a twinkle in her sharp black eyes. So you've
- 6:18:00come to see me at last, you, Anne girl, she said,
- 6:18:03Mercy child, how you have grown. You're taller than I am, I
- 6:18:06declare, and you're ever so much better looking than you used to be,
- 6:18:08too. But I dare say you know that without being told. Indeed I
- 6:18:12didn't, said Anne radiantly. I know I'm not so freckled as I used
- 6:18:17to be, so I've much to be thankful for. But I really hadn't
- 6:18:19dared to hope there was any other improvement. I'm so glad you think there
- 6:18:22is, Miss Barry. Miss Barry's house was furnished with great magnificence, As
- 6:18:27Anne told Marilla afterward, The two little country girls were rather abashed by the
- 6:18:32splendor of the parlor where Miss Barry left them when she went to see about
- 6:18:34dinner. Isn't it just like a palace, whispered Diana. I never was
- 6:18:40in Aunt Josephine's house before, and I'd no idea it was so grand.
- 6:18:44I just wish Julia Bell could see this. She puts on such airs about
- 6:18:48her mother's parlor. Velvet carpet sighed Anne luxuriously, and silk curtains. I've
- 6:18:56dreamed of such things, Diana, But do you know, I don't believe
- 6:18:59I feel very comfortable with them. After all, there are so many things
- 6:19:03in this room, and all so splendid that there is no scope for imagination.
- 6:19:07That is one consolation when you are poor. There are so many more
- 6:19:10things you can imagine about. Their sojourn in town was something that Anne and
- 6:19:15Diana dated from for years, From first to last. It was crowded with
- 6:19:18delights. On Wednesday, Miss Barry took them to the exhibition grounds and kept
- 6:19:22them there all day. It was splendid. Anne related to Marilla later on,
- 6:19:27I never imagined anything so interesting. I don't really know which department was
- 6:19:32the most interesting. I think I liked the horses and the flowers and the
- 6:19:34fancy work best. Josie Pye took first prize for knitted lace. I was
- 6:19:38real glad she did, and I was glad that I felt glad for it.
- 6:19:42Shows I'm improving, don't you think, Marilla? When I can rejoice
- 6:19:45in Josie's success. Mister Harmon Andrews took second prize for Gravenstein apples, and
- 6:19:49mister Bell took first prize for a pig. Diana said she thought it was
- 6:19:52ridiculous for a Sunday school superintendent to take a prize in pigs. But I
- 6:19:56don't see why, do you? She said she would always think of it
- 6:20:00after this, when he was praying so solemnly. Clara Louise mac Pherson took
- 6:20:03a prize for painting, and missus Lynde got first prize for home made butter
- 6:20:07and cheese. So Avonlea was pretty well represented, wasn't it. Missus Lynde
- 6:20:11was there that day, and I never knew how much I really liked her
- 6:20:15until I saw her familiar face among all those strangers. There were thousands of
- 6:20:19people there, Marilla. It made me feel dreadfully insignificant. And Miss Barry
- 6:20:23took us up to the grand stand to see the horse races. Missus Lynde
- 6:20:26wouldn't go. She said horse racing was an abomination, and she, being
- 6:20:30a church member, thought it her bound and duty to set a good example
- 6:20:33by staying away. But there were so many there I don't believe Missus Lynde's
- 6:20:37absence would ever be noticed. I don't think, though, that I ought
- 6:20:41to go very often to horse races because they are awfully fascinating. Diana got
- 6:20:47so excited that she offered to bet me ten cents that the red horse would
- 6:20:49win. I didn't believe he would, but I refused to bet because I
- 6:20:52wanted to tell Missus Allen all about everything, and I felt sure it wouldn't
- 6:20:56do to tell her that it's always wrong to do anything you can't tell the
- 6:21:00minister's wife. It's as good as an extra conscience to have a minister's wife
- 6:21:03for your friend. And I was very glad I didn't bet, because the
- 6:21:07red horse did win, and I would have lost ten cents. So you
- 6:21:10see that virtue was its own reward. We saw a man go up in
- 6:21:14a balloon. I'd love to go up in a balloon, Marilla, it
- 6:21:17would be simply thrilling. And we saw a man selling fortunes. You paid
- 6:21:21him ten cents, and a little bird picked out your fortune for you.
- 6:21:23Miss Barry gave Diana and me ten cents each to have our fortunes told.
- 6:21:27Mine was that I would marry a dark complexed man who was very wealthy,
- 6:21:32and I would go across water to live. I looked very carefully at all
- 6:21:34the dark men I saw after that, but I didn't care much for any
- 6:21:37of em. And anyhow, I suppose it's too early to be looking out
- 6:21:41for him yet. Oh, it was a never to be forgotten day,
- 6:21:45Marilla. I was so tired I couldn't sleep at night. Miss Barry put
- 6:21:48us in the spare room. According to promise, it was an elegant room,
- 6:21:52Marilla. But somehow sleeping in a spare room isn't what I used to
- 6:21:55think it was. That's the worst of growing up, and I'm beginning to
- 6:21:59realize it. The things you wanted so much when you were a child don't
- 6:22:02seem half so wonderful to you when you get them. Thursday, the girls
- 6:22:06had a drive in the park, and in the evening Miss Barry took them
- 6:22:08to a concert in the Academy of Music, where a noted Prima Donna was
- 6:22:11to sing to Anne. The evening was a glittering vision of delight. Oh,
- 6:22:17Marilla, it was beyond description. I was so excited I couldn't even
- 6:22:21talk, so you may know what it was like. I just sat in
- 6:22:23enraptured silence. Madame Salitsky was perfectly beautiful and wore white satin and diamonds,
- 6:22:30but when she began to sing, I never thought about anything else. Oh,
- 6:22:33I can't tell you how I felt, but it seemed to me that
- 6:22:37it could never be hard to be good any more. I felt like I
- 6:22:40do when I look up to the stars. Tears came into my eyes,
- 6:22:42but oh they were such happy tears. I was so sorry when it was
- 6:22:47all over, and I told Miss Berry I didn't see how I was ever
- 6:22:49to return to common life again. She said she thought if we went over
- 6:22:53to the restaurant across the street and had an ice cream, it might help
- 6:22:56me. That sounded so prosaic, but to my surprise, I found it
- 6:23:00true. The ice cream was delicious, Marilla, and it was so lovely
- 6:23:03and dissipated to be sitting there eating it at eleven o'clock at night. Diana
- 6:23:07said she believed she was born for city life. Miss Barry asked me what
- 6:23:11my opinion was, but I said I would have to think it over very
- 6:23:14seriously before I could tell her what I really thought. So I thought it
- 6:23:18over after I went to bed. That is the best time to think things
- 6:23:21out. And I came to the conclusion, Marilla, that I wasn't born
- 6:23:23for city life, and that I was glad of it. It's nice to
- 6:23:26be eating ice cream at brilliant restaurants at eleven o'clock at night once in a
- 6:23:30while, but as a regular thing. I'd rather be in the east gable
- 6:23:33at eleven, sound asleep, but kind of knowing even in my sleep that
- 6:23:38the stars were shining outside and that the wind was blowing in the firs across
- 6:23:41the brook. I told Miss Berry so at breakfast the next morning, and
- 6:23:45she laughed. Miss Barry generally laughed at anything I said, even when I
- 6:23:48said the most solemn things. I don't think I liked it, Marilla,
- 6:23:52because I wasn't trying to be funny. But she is a most hospitable lady
- 6:23:56and treated us royally. Friday broad going home time, and mister Barry drove
- 6:24:00in for the girls. Well, I hope you've enjoyed yourselves, said Miss
- 6:24:04Barry as she bade them good bye. Indeed we have, said Diana,
- 6:24:08and you Anne, girl, I've enjoyed every minute of the time, said
- 6:24:12Anne, throwing her arms impulsively about the old woman's neck and kissing her wrinkled
- 6:24:17cheek. Diana would never have dared to do such a thing, and felt
- 6:24:19rather aghast at Anne's freedom. But Miss Barry was pleased, and she stood
- 6:24:23on her veranda and watched the buggy out of sight. Then she went back
- 6:24:27into her big house with a sigh. It seemed very lonely, lacking those
- 6:24:32fresh, young lives. Miss Barry was a rather selfish old lady, if
- 6:24:36the truth must be told, and had never cared much for anybody but herself.
- 6:24:40She valued people only as they were of service to her or amused her.
- 6:24:44Anne had amused her and consequently stood high in the old lady's good graces.
- 6:24:48But Miss Barry found herself thinking less about Anne's quaint speeches than of her
- 6:24:52fresh enthusiasms, her transparent emotions, her little winning ways, and the sweetness
- 6:24:56of her eyes and lips. I thought Marilla Cuthbert was an old fool when
- 6:25:02I heard she'd adopted a girl out of an orphan asylum, she said to
- 6:25:04herself, But I guess she didn't make much of a mistake. After all,
- 6:25:08if I'd a child like Anne in the house, all the time,
- 6:25:11I'd be a better and happier woman. Anne and Diana found the drive home
- 6:25:15as pleasant as the drive in pleasanter indeed, since there was a delightful consciousness
- 6:25:18of home waiting at the end of it. It was sunset when they passed
- 6:25:22through white sands and turned into the shore road. Beyond the Avonlea Hills came
- 6:25:26out darkly against the saffron sky behind them. The moon was rising out of
- 6:25:30the sea that grew all radiant and transfigured in her light. Every little cove
- 6:25:34along the curving road was a marvel of dancing ripples. The waves broke with
- 6:25:38a soft swish on the rocks below them, and the tang of the sea
- 6:25:41was in the strong, fresh air. Oh but it's good to be alive
- 6:25:45and to be going home, breathed Anne. When she crossed the log bridge
- 6:25:49over the brook, the kitchen light of green Gables winked her friendly welcome back,
- 6:25:53and through the open door shone the hearth fire, sending out its warm
- 6:25:56red glow athwart the chilly autumn night. Anne ran blithely up the hill and
- 6:26:00into the kitchen, where a hot supper was waiting on the table. So
- 6:26:04you've got back, said Marilla, folding up her knitting. Yes, and
- 6:26:08oh, it's so good to be back, said Anne joyously. I could
- 6:26:11kiss everything, even to the clock. Marilla a broiled chicken. You don't
- 6:26:17mean to say you cooked that for me. Yes, I did, said
- 6:26:19Marilla. I thought you'd be hungry after such a drive and need something real
- 6:26:22appetizing. Hurry and take off your things and we'll have supper as soon as
- 6:26:26Matthew comes in. I'm glad you've got back. I must say, it's
- 6:26:30been fearful lonesome here without you, and I never put in four longer days.
- 6:26:34After supper, Anne sat before the fire between Matthew and Marilla and gave
- 6:26:37them a full account of her visit. I've had a splendid time, she
- 6:26:41concluded happily, and I feel that it marks an epoch in my life.
- 6:26:45But the best of it all was the coming home. End of chapter twenty
- 6:26:51nine, Chapter thirty, The Queen's class is organized. Marilla laid her knitting
- 6:26:56on her lap and leaned back in her chair. Her eyes were tired,
- 6:27:00and she thought vaguely that she must see about having her glasses changed the next
- 6:27:03time she went to town, for her eyes had grown tired very often.
- 6:27:07Of late, it was nearly dark for the full November twilight had fallen around
- 6:27:11green Gables, and the only light in the kitchen came from the dancing red
- 6:27:15flames in the stove. Anne was curled up turk fashion on the hearth rug,
- 6:27:19gazing into that joyous glow where the sunshine of a hundred summers was being
- 6:27:23distilled from the maple cordwood. She had been reading, but her book had
- 6:27:27slipped to the floor, and now she was dreaming with a smile on her
- 6:27:30parted lips. Glittering castles in Spain were shaping themselves out of the mists and
- 6:27:36rainbows of her Lively. Fancy adventures wonderful and enthralling were happening to her in
- 6:27:41cloud land, adventures that always turned out triumphantly and never involved her in scrapes
- 6:27:45like those of actual life. Marilla looked at her with a tenderness that would
- 6:27:49never have been suffered to reveal itself in any clearer light than that soft mingling
- 6:27:53of fire, shine and shadow. The lesson of a love that should display
- 6:27:57itself easily in spoken word and oath and look was one Marilla could never learn.
- 6:28:02But she had learned to love this slim, gray eyed girl with an
- 6:28:04affection all the deeper and stronger from its very undemonstrativeness. Her love made her
- 6:28:10afraid of being unduly indulgent. Indeed, she had an uneasy feeling that it
- 6:28:15was rather sinful to set one's heart so intensely on any human creature as she
- 6:28:18had set hers on Anne. And perhaps she performed a sort of unconscious penance
- 6:28:22for this by being stricter and more critical than if the girl had been less
- 6:28:26dear to her. Certainly, Anne herself had no idea how Marilla loved her.
- 6:28:30She sometimes thought wistfully that Marilla was very hard to please and distinctly lacking
- 6:28:36in sympathy and understanding. But she always checked the thought reproachfully, remembering what
- 6:28:40she owed to Marilla, Anne said, Marilla, abruptly, Miss Stacy was
- 6:28:45here this afternoon when you were out with Diana. Anne came back from her
- 6:28:48other world with a start and a sigh. Was she, Oh, I'm
- 6:28:52so sorry I wasn't in Why didn't you call me, Marilla? Diana and
- 6:28:56I were only over in the Haunted Wood. It's lovely in the woods now,
- 6:29:00all the little wood things, the ferns, and the satin leaves and
- 6:29:03the crackerberries have gone to sleep, just as if somebody had tucked them away
- 6:29:06until spring under a blanket of leaves. I think it was a little gray
- 6:29:10fairy with a rainbow scarf that came tiptoeing along the last moonlit night and did
- 6:29:14it. Diana wouldn't say much about that, though Diana has never forgotten the
- 6:29:18scolding her mother gave her about imagining ghosts into the haunted Wood. It had
- 6:29:22a very bad effect on Diana's imagination. It blighted it. Missus Lynde says,
- 6:29:26Myrtle bell is a blighted being. I asked Ruby Gillis why Myrtle was
- 6:29:30blighted, and Ruby said she guessed it was because her young man had gone
- 6:29:33back on her. Ruby Gillis thinks of nothing but young men, and the
- 6:29:37older she gets, the worse she is. Young Men are all very well
- 6:29:41in their place, but it doesn't do to drag them into everything, does
- 6:29:44it. Diana and I are thinking seriously of promising each other that we will
- 6:29:48never marry, but be nice old maids and live together forever. Diana hasn't
- 6:29:52quite made up her mind, though, because she thinks perhaps it would be
- 6:29:55nobler to marry some wild, dashing, wicked young man and reform him.
- 6:29:59Diana and I talk of a great deal about serious subjects. Now, you
- 6:30:00know, we feel that we are so much older than we used to be
- 6:30:03that it isn't becoming to talk of childish matters. It's such a solemn thing
- 6:30:07to be almost fourteen. Marilla, Miss Stacy took all us girls who were
- 6:30:11in our teens down to the brook last Wednesday and talked to us about it.
- 6:30:15She said, we couldn't be too careful what habits we formed and what
- 6:30:18ideals we acquired in our teens, because by the time we were twenty,
- 6:30:21our characters would be developed and the foundation laid for our whole future life.
- 6:30:25And she said that if the foundation was shaky, we could never build anything
- 6:30:29really worth while on it. Diana and I talked the matter over coming home
- 6:30:33from school. We felt extremely solemn, Marilla, and we decided that we
- 6:30:37would try to be very careful, indeed, and form respectable habits and learn
- 6:30:41all we could and be as sensible as possible, so that by the time
- 6:30:44we were twenty our characters would be properly developed. It's perfectly appalling to think
- 6:30:48of being twenty Marilla. It sounds so fearfully old and grown up. But
- 6:30:52why was miss Stacy here this afternoon? That is what I want to tell
- 6:30:56you, Anne, if you'll ever give me a chance to get a word
- 6:30:59in edgewise. She was talking about you about me. Anne looked rather scared.
- 6:31:03Then she flushed and exclaimed, oh, I know what she was saying.
- 6:31:07I meant to tell you, Marilla. Honestly I did, but I
- 6:31:11forgot. Miss Stacy caught me reading ben Her in school yesterday afternoon, when
- 6:31:15I should have been studying my Canadian history. Jane Andrews lent it to me.
- 6:31:18I was reading it at dinner hour and I had just got to the
- 6:31:21Chariot race when school went in. I was simply wild to know how it
- 6:31:23turned out, although I felt sure ben Her must win, because they wouldn't
- 6:31:27be poetical justice if he didn't. So I spread the history open on my
- 6:31:30desk lid, and then tugged ben Her between the desk and my knee.
- 6:31:34I just looked as if I were studying Canadian history, you know, while
- 6:31:37all the while I was reveling in ben Her. I was so interested in
- 6:31:41it that I never noticed Miss Stacy coming down the aisle until all at once
- 6:31:45I just looked up and there she was, looking down at me, so
- 6:31:48reproachful like. I can't tell you how ashamed I felt, Marilla, especially
- 6:31:52when I heard Josie Pye giggling. Miss Stacy took ben her away, but
- 6:31:56she never said a word. Then she kept me in at recess and time.
- 6:32:00She said I had done very wrong in two respects. First I was
- 6:32:03wasting time I ought to have put on my studies, and secondly, I
- 6:32:07was deceiving my teacher and trying to make it appear I was reading a history
- 6:32:10when it was a story book instead. I had never realized until that moment,
- 6:32:14Marilla, that what I was doing was deceitful. I was shocked.
- 6:32:17I cried bitterly and asked Miss Stacy to forgive me, and I'd never do
- 6:32:19such a thing again. And I offered to do penance by never so much
- 6:32:22as looking at ben her for a whole week, not even to see how
- 6:32:26the chariot race turned out. But Miss Stacy said she wouldn't require that,
- 6:32:30and she forgave me freely. So I think it wasn't very kind of her
- 6:32:33to come up here to you about it. After all, Miss Stacy never
- 6:32:36mentioned such a thing to me, Anne, And it's only your guilty conscience
- 6:32:38that's the matter with you. You have no business to be taking story books
- 6:32:41to school. You read too many novels. Anyhow. When I was a
- 6:32:45girl, I wasn't so much as allowed to look at a novel. Oh,
- 6:32:48how can you call ben Her a novel when it's really such a religious
- 6:32:52book, protested Anne. Of course, it's a little too exciting to be
- 6:32:56proper reading for Sunday, and I only read it on week days. And
- 6:32:59I never read any book now unless either Miss Stacy or missus Allen thinks it
- 6:33:03is a proper book for a girl thirteen and three quarters to read. Miss
- 6:33:06Stacy made me promise that she found me reading a book one day called The
- 6:33:10Lurid Mystery of the Haunted Hall. It was one Ruby Gillis had lent me,
- 6:33:14and Oh Marilla, it was so fascinating and creepy, it just curdled
- 6:33:18the blood in my veins. But Miss Stacy said it was a very silly,
- 6:33:22unwholesome book, and she asked me not to read any more of it
- 6:33:23or any like it. I didn't mind promising not to read any more like
- 6:33:27it, but it was agonizing to give back that book without knowing how it
- 6:33:32turned out. But my love for Miss Stacy stood the test, and I
- 6:33:34did. It's really wonderful, Marilla, what you can do when you're truly
- 6:33:38anxious to please a certain person. Well, I guess I'll light the lamp
- 6:33:42and get to work, said Marilla. I see plainly that you don't want
- 6:33:45to hear what Miss Stacy had to say. You're more interested in the sound
- 6:33:48of your own tongue than in anything else. Oh, indeed, Marilla,
- 6:33:52I do want to hear it, cried Anne contritely. I won't say another
- 6:33:56word, not one. I know I talk too much, but I'm really
- 6:33:59trying to overcome and although I say far too much yet, if you only
- 6:34:02knew how many things I want to say and don't, you'd give me some
- 6:34:04credit for it. Please tell me, Marilla. Well, Miss Stacy wants
- 6:34:10to organize a class among her advanced students who mean to study for the entrance
- 6:34:14examination into Queenens. She intends to give them extra lessons for an hour after
- 6:34:18school, and she came to ask Matthew and me if we would like to
- 6:34:21have you join it. What do you think about it yourself? Anne,
- 6:34:23would you like to go to Queen's and pass for a teacher? Oh,
- 6:34:26Marilla. Anne straightened to her knees and clasped her hands. It's been the
- 6:34:30dream of my life, that is, for the last six months, ever
- 6:34:34since Ruby and Jane began to talk of studying for the entrance. But I
- 6:34:37didn't say anything about it because I supposed it would be perfectly useless. I'd
- 6:34:41love to be a teacher, but won't it be dreadfully expensive? Mister Andrews
- 6:34:45says it cost him one hundred and fifty dollars to put Prissy through, and
- 6:34:49Prissy wasn't a Dunson geometry. I guess you needn't worry about that part of
- 6:34:53it. When Matthew and I took you to bring up, we resolved we
- 6:34:56would do the best we could for you and give you a good education.
- 6:35:00I believe in a girl being fitted to earn her own living, whether she
- 6:35:03has to or not. You'll always have a home at Green Gables as long
- 6:35:06as Matthew and I are here. But nobody knows what is going to happen
- 6:35:08in this uncertain world, and it's just as well to be prepared, so
- 6:35:12you can join the Queen's class if you like. Anne, Oh, Marilla,
- 6:35:15thank you. Anne flung her arms round Marilla's waist and looked up earnestly
- 6:35:19into her face. I am extremely grateful to you and Matthew, and I'll
- 6:35:23study as hard as I can and do my very best to be a credit
- 6:35:26to you. I warn you not to expect much in geometry, but I
- 6:35:30think I can hold my own in anything else if I work hard. I
- 6:35:33dare say you'll get along well enough. Miss Stacy says you are bright and
- 6:35:37diligent. Not for worlds would Marilla have told Anne just what Miss Stacy had
- 6:35:41said about her. That would have been to pamper vanity. You needn't rush
- 6:35:45to any extreme of killing yourself over your books. There is no hurry.
- 6:35:49You won't be ready to try the entrance for a year and a half yet,
- 6:35:52but it's well to begin in time and be thoroughly grounded. Miss Stacy
- 6:35:56says, I shall take more interest than ever in my studies now, Anne
- 6:36:00blissfully, because I have a purpose in life. Mister Allan says everybody should
- 6:36:04have a purpose in life, and pursue it faithfully. Only he says,
- 6:36:07we must first make sure that it is a worthy purpose. I would call
- 6:36:11it a worthy purpose to want to be a teacher like Miss Stacy, wouldn't
- 6:36:14you, Marilla. I think it's a very noble profession. The Queen's Class
- 6:36:18was organized in due time. Gilbert Blythe Anne, Shirley Ruby, Gillis,
- 6:36:22Jane Andrews, Josie Pye, Charlie Sloane, and Moody Spurgeon mac Pherson joined
- 6:36:26it. Diana Barry did not, as her parents did not intend to send
- 6:36:30her to Queen's This seemed nothing short of a calamity to Anne. Never since
- 6:36:34the night on which Minnie May had had the croup had she and Diana been
- 6:36:37separated in anything. On the evening when the Queen's Class first remained in school
- 6:36:41for the extra lessons, and Anne saw Diana go slowly out with the others
- 6:36:45to walk home alone through the Birch Path and Violet Vale. It was all
- 6:36:49the former could do to keep her seat and her fine from rushing impulsively after
- 6:36:52her chum, A lump came into her throat, and she hastily retired behind
- 6:36:57the pages of her uplifted Latin grammar to hide the tears in her eyes.
- 6:37:02Not for worlds would Anne have had Gilbert Blythe or Josie Pye see those tears.
- 6:37:06But oh Marilla, I really felt that I had tasted the bitterness of
- 6:37:10death. As mister Allan said in his sermon last Sunday, when I saw
- 6:37:12Diana go out alone, she said mournfully. That night, I thought how
- 6:37:17splendid it would have been if Diana had only been going to study for the
- 6:37:19entrance too. But we can't have things perfect in this imperfect world. As
- 6:37:23missus Lynde says, missus Lynde isn't exactly a comforting person sometimes, but there's
- 6:37:30no doubt she says a great many very true things. And I think the
- 6:37:33Queen's class is going to be extremely interesting. Jane and Ruby are just going
- 6:37:37to study to be teachers. That is the height of their ambition. Ruby
- 6:37:41says she will only teach for two years after she gets through, and then
- 6:37:44she intends to be married. Jane says she won't devote her whole life to
- 6:37:47teaching and never never marry, because you are paid a salary for teaching,
- 6:37:51but a husband won't pay you anything. And growls if you ask for a
- 6:37:53share in the egg and butter money, I expect. Jane speaks from mournful
- 6:37:57experience for missus Lynde says that her father is a perfect old crank and meaner
- 6:38:02than second Skimmings. Josie Pye says she is just going to college for education's
- 6:38:06sake, because she won't have to earn her own living. She says,
- 6:38:08of course, it is different with orphans who are living on charity. They
- 6:38:11have to hustle. Moody Spurgeon is going to be a minister. Missus Lynde
- 6:38:17says he couldn't be anything else with a name like that to live up to.
- 6:38:19I hope it isn't wicked of me, Marilla, but really the thought
- 6:38:22of Moody Spurgeon being a minister makes me laugh. He's such a funny looking
- 6:38:26boy, with that big fat face and his little blue eyes and his ears
- 6:38:30sticking out like flaps. But perhaps he will be more intellectual looking when he
- 6:38:33grows up. Charlie Sloane says he's going to go into politics and be a
- 6:38:37member of Parliament, but missus Lynde says he'll never succeed at that because the
- 6:38:41Sloanes are all honest people, and it's only rascals that get on in politics
- 6:38:45nowadays. What is Gilbert Blythe going to be? Queried Marilla, seeing that
- 6:38:49Anne was opening her caesar. I don't happen to know what Gilbert Blythe's ambition
- 6:38:53in life is, if he has any, said Anne scornfully. There was
- 6:38:57open rivalry betwe, being Gilbert and Anne. Now, previously the rivalry had
- 6:39:02been rather one sided, but there was no longer any doubt that Gilbert was
- 6:39:06as determined to be first in class as Anne was. He was a foeman
- 6:39:08worthy of her steel. The other members of the class tacitly acknowledged their superiority
- 6:39:14and never dreamed of trying to compete with them. Since the day by the
- 6:39:18pond, when she had refused to listen to his plea for forgiveness, Gilbert,
- 6:39:21save for the aforesaid determined rivalry, had evinced no recognition whatever of the
- 6:39:25existence of Anne Shirley. He talked and jested with the other girls, exchanged
- 6:39:29books and puzzles with them, discussed lessons and plans, sometimes walked home with
- 6:39:33one or the other of them from prayer meeting or debating club. But Anne
- 6:39:37Shirley, he simply ignored, and Anne found out that it is not pleasant
- 6:39:41to be ignored. It was in Vain that she told herself, with a
- 6:39:44toss of her head, that she did not care. Deep down, in
- 6:39:47her wayward, feminine little heart, she knew that she did care, and
- 6:39:51that if she had that chance of the Lake of Shining Waters again, she
- 6:39:53would answer very differently, all at once, as it seemed, and to
- 6:39:57her secret dismay, she found that the old resentment she had cherished against him
- 6:40:02was gone, gone, just when she most needed its sustaining power. It
- 6:40:06was in Vain that she recalled every incident and emotion of that memorable occasion and
- 6:40:11tried to feel the old satisfying anger. That day, by the pond had
- 6:40:15witnessed its last spasmodic flicker, Anne realized that she had forgiven and forgotten without
- 6:40:19knowing it. But it was too late, and at least neither Gilbert nor
- 6:40:25anybody else, not even Diana, should ever suspect how sorry she was,
- 6:40:29and how much she wished she hadn't been so proud and horrid. She determined
- 6:40:33to shroud her feelings in deepest oblivion. And it may be stated here and
- 6:40:37now that she did it so successfully that Gilbert, who possibly was not quite
- 6:40:41so indifferent as he seemed, could not console himself with any belief that Anne
- 6:40:45felt his retaliatory scorn. The only poor comfort he had was that she snubbed
- 6:40:51Charlie Sloane unmercifully, continually and undeservedly. Otherwise, the winter passed away in
- 6:40:56a round of pleasant duties and studies. For Anne, the days slipped by
- 6:41:00like golden beads on the necklace of the year. She was happy, eager,
- 6:41:04interested. There were lessons to be learned, and honor to be won,
- 6:41:08delightful books to be read, new pieces to be practiced for the Sunday
- 6:41:11school choir, pleasant Saturday afternoons at the mats with Missus Allen. And then,
- 6:41:17almost before Anne realized it, spring had come again to Green Gables,
- 6:41:19and all the world was a bloom. Once more, studies palled just to
- 6:41:23weep it. Then the Queen's class left behind in school while the others scattered
- 6:41:27to green lanes and leafy woodcuts and meadow by ways, looked wistfully out of
- 6:41:33the windows, and discovered that Latin verbs and French exercises had somehow lost the
- 6:41:37tang and zest they had possessed in the crisp winter months. Even Anne and
- 6:41:41Gilbert lagged and grew indifferent. Teacher and taught were alike glad when the term
- 6:41:45was ended, and the glad vacation days stretched Rosalie before them. But you've
- 6:41:49done good work this past year, miss Stacy told them on the last evening,
- 6:41:53and you deserve a good jolly vacation, have the best time you can
- 6:41:57in the out of door world, and lay in a good stock of health
- 6:42:00and vitality and ambition to carry you through the next year. It will be
- 6:42:04the tug of war, you know, the last year before the entrance.
- 6:42:08Are you going to be back next year, miss Stacy asked Josie Pye.
- 6:42:12Josie Pye never scrupled to ask questions in this instance, the rest of the
- 6:42:17class felt grateful to her. None of them would have dared to ask it
- 6:42:19of Miss Stacy, but all wanted to, for there had been alarming rumors
- 6:42:23running at large through the school for some time that Miss Stacy was not coming
- 6:42:27back the next year, that she had been offered a position in the grade
- 6:42:30school of her own home district and meant to accept the Queen's class listened in
- 6:42:34breathless suspense for her answer. Yes, I think I will, said miss
- 6:42:38Stacy. I thought of taking another school, but I have decided to come
- 6:42:42back to Avonlea to tell the truth. I've grown so interested in my pupils
- 6:42:47here that I've found I couldn't leave them, so I'll stay and see you
- 6:42:48through Hurrah, said Moody Spurgeon. Moody Spurgeon had never been so carried away
- 6:42:55by his feelings before, and he blushed uncomfortably every time he thought about it.
- 6:42:59For a week. Oh, I'm so glad, said Anne with shining
- 6:43:02eyes. Dear miss Stacy, it would be perfectly dreadful if you didn't come
- 6:43:06back. I don't believe I could have the heart to go on with my
- 6:43:08studies at all if another teacher came here. When Anne got home that night,
- 6:43:11she stacked all her text books away in an old trunk in the attic,
- 6:43:15locked it, and threw the key into the blanket box. I'm not
- 6:43:18even going to look at a school book in vacation, she told Marilla.
- 6:43:21I've studied as hard all the term as I possibly could, and I've pored
- 6:43:25over that geometry until I know every proposition in the first book off by heart,
- 6:43:29even when the letters are changed. I just feel tired of everything sensible,
- 6:43:33and I'm going to let my imagination run riot for the summer. Oh
- 6:43:37you needn't be alarmed, Marilla. I'll only let it run riot within reasonable
- 6:43:41limits. But I want to have a real good jolly time this summer.
- 6:43:45For maybe it's the last summer I'll be a little girl. Missus Lynde says
- 6:43:48that if I keep stretching out next year as I've done this, I'll have
- 6:43:51to put on longer skirts. She says, I'm all running to legs and
- 6:43:55eyes, and when I put on longer skirts, I shall feel that I
- 6:43:57have to live up to them and be very dignant. It won't even do
- 6:44:00to believe in fairies, then, I'm afraid. So I'm going to believe
- 6:44:03in them with my whole heart. This summer. I think we're going to
- 6:44:07have a very gay vacation. Ruby Gillis is going to have a birthday party
- 6:44:11soon. And there's the Sunday School picnic and the Missionary concert next month.
- 6:44:15And mister Barry says that some evening he'll take Diana and me over to the
- 6:44:18White Sands Hotel and have dinner there. They have dinner there in the evening.
- 6:44:22You know. Jane Andrews was over once last summer, and she says
- 6:44:26it was a dazzling sight to see the electric lights and the flowers and all
- 6:44:29the lady guests in such beautiful dresses. Jane says it was her first glimpse
- 6:44:33into high life and she'll never forget it to her dying day. Missus Lynde
- 6:44:37came up the next afternoon to find out why Marilla had not been at the
- 6:44:41AID meeting on Thursday. When Marilla was not at AID meetings, people knew
- 6:44:45there was something wrong at Green Gables. Matthew had a bad spell with his
- 6:44:48heart Thursday, Marilla explained, and I didn't feel like leaving him. Oh
- 6:44:52yes, he's all right again now, but he takes them spells oftener than
- 6:44:56he used to, and I'm anxious about him. The doctor says he must
- 6:44:59be care to avoid excitement. That's easy enough for Matthew doesn't go about looking
- 6:45:03for excitement by any means, and never did. But he's not to do
- 6:45:07any heavy work either. And you might as well tell Matthew not to breathe
- 6:45:10as not to work, Come and lay off your things, Rachel, you'll
- 6:45:12stay to tea. Well, seeing you're so pressing, perhaps I might as
- 6:45:17well stay, said missus Rachel, who had not the slightest intention of doing
- 6:45:19anything else. Missus Rachel and Marilla sat comfortably in the parlor while Anne got
- 6:45:25the tea and made hot biscuits that were light and white enough to defy even
- 6:45:27missus Rachel's criticism. I must say Anne has turned out a real smart girl,
- 6:45:33admitted missus Rachel, as Marilla accompanied her to the end of the lane
- 6:45:36at sunset. She must be a great help to you, she is,
- 6:45:40said Marilla. And she's real steady and reliable. Now. I used to
- 6:45:44be afraid she'd never get over her feather brained ways, but she has,
- 6:45:47and I wouldn't be afraid to trust her in anything now. I never would
- 6:45:51have thought she'd have turned out so well that first day I was here,
- 6:45:52three years ago, said missus Rachel. Lawful heart. Shall I ever forget
- 6:45:56that tantrum of hers? When I went home that night, I says to
- 6:46:00Thomas, says I mark my words, Thomas. Marilla Cuthbert'll live to rue
- 6:46:04the step she's took. But I was mistaken, and I'm real glad of
- 6:46:07it. I ain't one of those kind of people Marilla's can never be brought
- 6:46:11to own up that they've made a mistake. No, that never was my
- 6:46:14way, Thank goodness. I did make a mistake in judging Anne, but
- 6:46:18it warn't no wonder for an otter, unexpected or witch of a child.
- 6:46:21There never was in this world, that's what. There was, no cipherin
- 6:46:23her out by the rules that worked with other children. It's nothing short of
- 6:46:27wonderful how she's improved these three years, but especially in looks. She's a
- 6:46:32real pretty girl, got to be, though I can't say I'm overly partial
- 6:46:34to that pale, big eyed style myself. I like more snap and color,
- 6:46:38like Diana Barry has or Ruby Gillis. Ruby Gillis's looks are real showy.
- 6:46:44But somehow I don't know how it is. But when Anne and them
- 6:46:47are together, though she ain't half as handsome, she makes them look kind
- 6:46:51of common and overdone, something like them white June Lily, she calls Narcissus
- 6:46:56alongside the big red peonies. That's what. End of chapter thirty Chapter thirty
- 6:47:03one, where the brook and River meet, Anne had her good summer and
- 6:47:07enjoyed it wholeheartedly. She and Diana fairly lived outdoors, reveling in all the
- 6:47:11delights that Lovers Lane and the Dryat's Bubble and Willowmere and Victoria Island afforded.
- 6:47:17Marilla offered no objections to Anne's gipsyinges. The Spencervale doctor who had come the
- 6:47:21night Minnie May had the croup, met Anne at the house of a patient
- 6:47:23one afternoon early in vacation, looked her over sharply, screwed up his mouth,
- 6:47:27shook his head, and sent a message to Marilla Cuthbert by another person.
- 6:47:32It was keep that red headed girl of yours in the open air all
- 6:47:34summer, and don't let her read books until she gets more spring into her
- 6:47:37step. This message frightened Marilla wholesomely. She read Anne's death warrant by consumption
- 6:47:44in it unless it was scrupulously obeyed. As a result, Anne had the
- 6:47:47golden summer of her life, as far as freedom and frolic went. She
- 6:47:51walked, rode, buried, and dreamed to her heart's content, And when
- 6:47:53September came, she was bright eyed and alert, with a step that would
- 6:47:56have satisfied the Spencerville doctor and a art full of ambition and zest. Once
- 6:48:00more, I feel just like studying with might and main, she declared,
- 6:48:04as she brought her books down from the attic. Oh, you good old
- 6:48:07friends, I'm glad to see your honest faces once more. Yes, even
- 6:48:11you geometry. I've had a perfectly beautiful summer, Marilla, and now I'm
- 6:48:15rejoicing as a strong man to run a race, as mister Allan said last
- 6:48:18Sunday. Doesn't mister Allan preach magnificent sermons? Missus Lynde says, he is
- 6:48:23improving every day, and the first thing we know, some city church will
- 6:48:26gobble him up, and then we'll be left and have to turn to and
- 6:48:30break in another green preacher. But I don't see the use of meeting trouble
- 6:48:33half way, do you, Marilla? I think it would be better just
- 6:48:36to enjoy mister Allen while we have him. If I were a man,
- 6:48:38I think i'd be a minister. They can have such an influence for good
- 6:48:41if their theology is sound, and it must be thrilling to preach splendid sermons
- 6:48:45and stir your hearer's hearts. Why can't women be ministers? Marilla. I
- 6:48:51asked missus Lynde that, and she was shocked and said it would be a
- 6:48:52scandalous thing. She said there might be female ministers in the States, and
- 6:48:56she believed there was, but thank goodness, we hadn't got to that stage
- 6:49:00in Canada yet, and she hoped we never would. But I don't see
- 6:49:03why I think women would make splendid ministers. When there is a social to
- 6:49:07be got up, or a church tea or anything else to raise money,
- 6:49:10the women have to turn to and do the work. I'm sure missus Lynde
- 6:49:12can pray every bit as well as Superintendent Bell, and I've no doubt she
- 6:49:15could preach too, with a little practice. Yes, I believe she could,
- 6:49:19said Marilla dryly. She does plenty of unofficial preaching. As it is,
- 6:49:23nobody has much of a chance to go wrong in Avonlea with Rachel to
- 6:49:26oversee them, Marilla said Anne in a burst of confidence. I want to
- 6:49:32tell you something and ask you what you think about it. It has worried
- 6:49:34me terribly on Sunday afternoons, that is when I think, especially about such
- 6:49:38matters. I do really want to be good and when I'm with you or
- 6:49:42missus Allan or miss Stacy. I want it more than ever, and I
- 6:49:45want to do just what would please you and what you would approve of.
- 6:49:48But mostly when I'm with missus Lynde, I feel desperately wicked, and as
- 6:49:52if I wanted to go and do the very thing she tells me I oughtn't
- 6:49:55to do. I feel irresistibly tempted to do it. Now, what do
- 6:49:59you think I think is the reason I feel like that? Do you think
- 6:50:02it's because I'm really bad and I'm regenerate? Marilla looked dubious for a moment,
- 6:50:07then she laughed, if you are, I guess I am too,
- 6:50:10Anne, for Rachel often has that very effect on me. I sometimes think
- 6:50:14she'd have more of an influence for good, as you say yourself, if
- 6:50:17she didn't keep nagging people to do right. There should have been a special
- 6:50:21commandment against nagging. But there I shouldn't talk. So Rachel is a good
- 6:50:25Christian woman and she means well. There isn't a kinder soul in Avonlea,
- 6:50:29and she never shirks her share of work. I'm very glad you feel the
- 6:50:32same, said Anne decidedly. It's so encouraging I shan't worry so much over
- 6:50:37that after this, But I dare say there'll be other things to worry me.
- 6:50:40They keep coming up you all the time, things to perplex you.
- 6:50:42You know, you settle one question and there's another right after. There are
- 6:50:47so many things to be thought over and decided when you're beginning to grow up.
- 6:50:51It keeps me busy all the time thinking them over and deciding what is
- 6:50:53right. It's a serious thing to grow up, isn't it, Marilla.
- 6:50:56But when I have such good friends as you and matth You and missus Allan
- 6:51:00and miss Stacy, I ought to grow up successfully, and I'm sure it
- 6:51:03will be my own fault if I don't. I feel it's a great responsibility
- 6:51:07because I have only the one chance. If I don't grow up right,
- 6:51:10I can't go back and begin over again. I've grown two winches this summer,
- 6:51:14Marilla. Mister Gillis measured me at Ruby's party. I'm so glad you
- 6:51:18made my new dresses longer. That dark green one is so pretty, and
- 6:51:22it was sweet of you to put on the flounce. Of course, I
- 6:51:23know it wasn't really necessary, but flounces are so stylish. This fall and
- 6:51:27Josie Pye has flounces on all her dresses. I know I'll be able to
- 6:51:32study better because of mine. I shall have such a comfortable feeling deep down
- 6:51:34in my mind about that flounce. It's worth something to have, that,
- 6:51:38admitted Marilla. Miss Stacy came back to Avonlea School and found all her pupils
- 6:51:44eager for work once more. Especially did the Queen's class gird up their loins
- 6:51:48for the fray, for at the end of the coming year, dimly shadowing
- 6:51:51their pathway already loomed up that fateful thing known as the entrance, at the
- 6:51:55thought of which one and all felt their hearts sink into their very shoes.
- 6:51:59Suppose it did not pass, that thought was doomed to haunt Anne through the
- 6:52:03waking hours of that winter Sunday afternoons, inclusive to the almost entire exclusion of
- 6:52:07moral and theological problems. When Anne had bad dreams, she found herself staring
- 6:52:11miserably at pass lists of the entrance exams, where Gilbert Blythe's name was blazoned
- 6:52:15at the top, and in which hers did not appear at all. But
- 6:52:18it was a jolly, busy, happy, swift flying winter schoolwork was as
- 6:52:22interesting class rivalry as absorbing as of yore. New worlds of thought, feeling,
- 6:52:27and ambition, Fresh fascinating fields of unexplored knowledge seemed to be opening out
- 6:52:33before Anne's eager eyes. Hills peeped or Hill, and Alps on Alps arose.
- 6:52:37Much of all this was due to Miss Stacy's tactful, careful, broad
- 6:52:41minded guidance. She led her class to think and explore and discover for themselves,
- 6:52:45and encouraged straying from the old beaten paths to a degree that quite shocked
- 6:52:48missus Lynde and the school trustees, who viewed all innovations on established methods rather
- 6:52:53dubiously. Apart from her studies, Anne expanded socially for Marilla, Mindful of
- 6:52:59the spencer Doctor's dictum, no longer vetoed occasional outings. The debating club flourished
- 6:53:03and gave several concerts. There were one or two parties, almost verging on
- 6:53:07grown up affairs. There were sleigh drives and skating frolics galore. Between times.
- 6:53:12Anne grew shooting up so rapidly that Marilla was astonished one day when they
- 6:53:17were standing side by side to find that the girl was taller than herself.
- 6:53:21Why Anne, how you've grown, she said, almost unbelievingly. A sigh
- 6:53:25followed on the words. Marilla felt a queer regret over Anne's inches. The
- 6:53:30child she had learned till love had vanished somehow, and here was this tall,
- 6:53:33serious eyed girl of fifteen, with the thoughtful brows and the proudly poised
- 6:53:37little head in her place. Marilla loved the girl as much as she had
- 6:53:41loved the child, but she was conscious of a queer, sorrowful sense of
- 6:53:45loss. And that night, when Anne had gone to prayer meeting with Diana,
- 6:53:48Marilla sat alone in the wintry twilight and indulged in the weakness of a
- 6:53:52cry. Matthew, coming in with a lantern, caught her at it and
- 6:53:55gazed at her in such consternation that Marilla had to laugh through her tears.
- 6:54:00I was thinking about Anne, she explained. She's got to be such a
- 6:54:03big girl, and she'll probably be away from us next winter. I'll miss
- 6:54:07her terrible. She'll be able to come home, often, comforted Matthew,
- 6:54:11to whom Anne was as yet and always would be, the little eager girl
- 6:54:15he had brought home from Bright River on that June evening, four years before
- 6:54:18the Branch railroad will be built to Carmody. By that time, it won't
- 6:54:22be the same as having her here all the time, sighed Marilla, gloomily,
- 6:54:25determined to enjoy her luxury of grief uncomforted. But there men can't understand
- 6:54:30these things. There were other changes in Anne, no less real than the
- 6:54:34physical change. For one thing, she became much quieter. Perhaps she thought
- 6:54:40all the more, and dreamed as much as ever, but she certainly talked
- 6:54:42less. Marilla noticed and commented on this. Also, you don't chatter half
- 6:54:47as much as used to, Anne, nor use half as many big words.
- 6:54:49What has come over you? Anne colored and laughed a little as she
- 6:54:53dropped her book and looked dreamily out of the window, where big, fat
- 6:54:56red buds were bursting out on the creeper and response to the lure of the
- 6:55:00spring sunshine. I don't know. I don't want to talk as much,
- 6:55:03she said, denting her chin thoughtfully with her forefinger. It's nicer to think
- 6:55:08dear pretty thoughts and keep them in one's heart like treasures. I don't like
- 6:55:12to have them laughed at or wondered over. And somehow I don't want to
- 6:55:17use big words any more. It's almost a pity, isn't it, now
- 6:55:19that I'm really growing big enough to say them if I did want to.
- 6:55:22It's fun to be almost grown up in some ways, but it's not the
- 6:55:26kind of fun I expected, Marilla. There's so much to learn and do
- 6:55:29and think that there isn't time for big words. Besides, Miss Stacy says
- 6:55:33the short ones are much stronger and better. She makes us write all our
- 6:55:37essays as simply as possible. It was hard at first. I was so
- 6:55:40used to crowding in all the fine big words I could think of, and
- 6:55:44I thought of any number of them. But I've got used to it now,
- 6:55:45and I see it's so much better. What has become of your story
- 6:55:49club? I haven't heard you speak of it for a long time. The
- 6:55:52story club isn't in existence any longer. We hadn't time for it, and
- 6:55:56anyhow, I think we had got tired of it. It was silly to
- 6:55:59be writing about love and murder and elopements and mysteries. Miss Stacy sometimes has
- 6:56:03us write a story for training and composition, but she won't let us write
- 6:56:07anything but what might happen in Avonlea in our own lives, and she criticizes
- 6:56:10it very sharply, and makes us criticize our own too. I never thought
- 6:56:14my compositions had so many faults until I began to look for them myself.
- 6:56:18I felt so ashamed. I wanted to give up altogether. But Miss Stacy
- 6:56:21said I could learn to write well if I only trained myself to be my
- 6:56:23own severest critic, And so I am trying to. You've only got two
- 6:56:27months before the entrance, said Marilla. Do you think you'll be able to
- 6:56:30get through? Anne shivered. I don't know. Sometimes I think I'll be
- 6:56:36all right, and then I get horribly afraid. We've studied hard, and
- 6:56:38Miss Stacy has drilled us thoroughly, but we mayn't get through for all that,
- 6:56:42we've each got a stumbling block. Mine is geometry, of course,
- 6:56:47and Jane's is Latin and Ruby and Charley's is algebra, and Josie's arithmetic.
- 6:56:51Moody Spurgeon says he feels it in his bones that he is going to fail
- 6:56:53in English history. Miss Stacy is going to give us examinations in June,
- 6:56:57just as hard as we'll have at the entrance. Said Marcus, just as
- 6:57:00strictly, so we'll have some idea. I wish it was all over,
- 6:57:03Marilla. It haunts me sometimes I wake up in the night and wonder what
- 6:57:07I'll do if I don't pass. Why go to school next year and try
- 6:57:10again, said Marilla unconcernedly. Oh, I don't believe I'd have the heart
- 6:57:14for it. It would be such a disgrace to fail, especially if guilt.
- 6:57:18If the others passed, and I get so nervous in an examination that
- 6:57:22I'm likely to make a mess of it. I wish I had nerves like
- 6:57:25Jane Andrews. Nothing rattles her. Anne sighed, and, dragging her eyes
- 6:57:30from the witcheries of the spring world, the beckoning day of breeze and blue
- 6:57:33and the green things unspringing in the garden, buried herself resolutely in her book.
- 6:57:37There would be other springs, but if she did not succeed in passing
- 6:57:41the entrance, Anne felt convinced that she would never recover sufficiently to enjoy them.
- 6:57:47End of chapter thirty one, Chapter thirty two, The past list is
- 6:57:52out. With the end of June came the close of the term and the
- 6:57:55close of Miss Stacy's rule in Avonlea School. Anne and Diana walked home that
- 6:58:00evening feeling very sober. Indeed, red eyes and damp handkerchiefs bore convincing testimony
- 6:58:04to the fact that Miss Stacy's farewell words must have been quite as touching as
- 6:58:07mister Phillips had been under similar circumstances three years before. Diana looked back at
- 6:58:12the schoolhouse from the foot of the spruce hill and sighed deeply. It does
- 6:58:17seem as if it was the end of everything, doesn't it, She said
- 6:58:19dismally. You oughtn't to feel half as badly as I do, said Anne,
- 6:58:23hunting vainly for a dry spot on her handkerchief. You'll be back again
- 6:58:26next winter. But I suppose I've left the dear old school forever. If
- 6:58:30I have good luck that is, it won't be a bit the same.
- 6:58:34Miss Stacy won't be there, nor you, nor Jane nor Ruby. Probably
- 6:58:38I shall have to sit all alone, for I couldn't bear to have another
- 6:58:41desk mate after you. Oh we have had jolly times, haven't we,
- 6:58:45Diana. It's dreadful to think they're all over. Two big tears bowl down
- 6:58:49by Diana's nose. If you would stop crying, I could, said Anne
- 6:58:53imploringly. Just as soon as I put away my hanky, I see you
- 6:58:57brimming up, and that starts me off again. As missus Lynde says,
- 6:59:00if you can't be cheerful, be as cheerful as you can. After all,
- 6:59:04I dare say I'll be back next year. This is one of the
- 6:59:07times I know I'm not going to pass. They're getting alarmingly frequent. Why
- 6:59:11you came out splendidly in the exams, Miss Stacy gave yes, But those
- 6:59:15exams didn't make me nervous. When I think of the real thing. You
- 6:59:18can't imagine what a horrid, cold, fluttery feeling comes around my heart.
- 6:59:22And then my number is thirteen, and Josie Pye says it's so unlucky.
- 6:59:26I am not superstitious, and I know it can make no difference, but
- 6:59:30I still wish it wasn't thirteen. I do wish I was going in with
- 6:59:33you, said Diana. Wouldn't we have a perfectly elegant time? But I
- 6:59:37suppose you'll have to cram in the evenings. No, Miss Stacy has made
- 6:59:41us promise not to open a book at all, She says, it would
- 6:59:45only tire and confuse us. And we are to go out walking and not
- 6:59:47think about the exams at all, and go to bed early. It's good
- 6:59:49advice, but I expect it will be hard to follow. Good advice is
- 6:59:52apt to be. I think Prissy Andrews told me that she sat up half
- 6:59:56the night every night of her entrance week and crammed for dear life, and
- 7:00:00I had determined to sit up at least as long as she did. It
- 7:00:03was so kind of your aunt Josephine to ask me to stay at Beechwood while
- 7:00:07I'm in town. You'll write to me while you're in won't you. I'll
- 7:00:10write Tuesday. I didn't tell you how the first day goes, promised Anne,
- 7:00:14I'll be haunting the post office Wednesday, vowed Diana. Anne went to
- 7:00:18town the following Monday, and on Wednesday, Diana haunted the post office as
- 7:00:22agreed, and got her letter. Dearest Diana wrote, Anne. Here it
- 7:00:26is Tuesday night, and I'm writing this in the library at Beechwood. Last
- 7:00:30night I was horribly lonesome, all alone in my room and wished so much
- 7:00:33you were with me. I couldn't cram because I'd promised Miss Stacy not to,
- 7:00:37but it was as hard to keep from opening my history as it used
- 7:00:40to Beef could keep from reading a story before my lessons were learned. This
- 7:00:44morning, Miss Stacy came for me and we went to the academy, calling
- 7:00:47for Jane and Ruby and Josie. On our way, Ruby asked me to
- 7:00:49feel her hands, and they were as cold as ice. Josie said,
- 7:00:52I looked as if I hadn't slept a wink, and she didn't believe I
- 7:00:56was strong enough to stand the grind of the teacher's course. Even if I
- 7:00:59did get through, there are times and seasons, even yet, when I
- 7:01:02don't feel that I've made any great headway in learning to like Josie Pye.
- 7:01:06When we reached the academy, there were scores of students there from all over
- 7:01:08the island. The first person we saw was Moody Spurgeon, sitting on the
- 7:01:11steps and muttering away to himself. Jane asked him what on earth he was
- 7:01:15doing, and he said he was repeating the multiplication table over and over to
- 7:01:18steady his nerves, and for pity's sake, not to interrupt him, because
- 7:01:22if he stopped for a moment, he got frightened and forgot everything he ever
- 7:01:23knew, But the multiplication table kept all his facts firmly in their proper place.
- 7:01:30When we were assigned to our rooms, Miss Stacy had to leave us.
- 7:01:33Jane and I sat together, and Jane was so composed that I envied
- 7:01:36her. No need of the multiplication table for good, steady, sensible Jane.
- 7:01:40I wondered if I looked as I felt, and if they could hear
- 7:01:41my heart thumping clear across the room. Then a man came in and began
- 7:01:45distributing the English examination sheets. My hands grew cold then, and my head
- 7:01:49fairly whirled around as I picked it up. Just one awful moment, Diana,
- 7:01:55I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if
- 7:01:57I might stay at Green Gables. And then everything cleared up in my mind,
- 7:02:00and my heart began beating again. I forgot to say that it had
- 7:02:03stopped altogether, for I knew I could do something with that paper anyhow.
- 7:02:07At noon we went home for dinner, and then back again for history in
- 7:02:11the afternoon. The history was a pretty hard paper, and I got dreadfully
- 7:02:15mixed up in the dates. Still, I think I did fairly well to
- 7:02:18day, but oh Diana, tomorrow the geometry exam comes off, and when
- 7:02:21I think of it, it takes every bit of determination I possessed to keep
- 7:02:23from opening my euclid. If I thought the multiplication table would help me any
- 7:02:27I would recite it from now till to morrow morning. I went down to
- 7:02:30see the other girls this evening. On my way I met Moody Spurgeon,
- 7:02:33wandering distractedly around. He said he knew he had failed in history, and
- 7:02:37he was born to be a disappointment to his parents, and he was going
- 7:02:41home on the morning train, and it would be easier to be a carpenter
- 7:02:44than a minister. Anyhow, I cheered him up and persuaded him to stay
- 7:02:47to the inn, because it would be unfair to Miss Stacy if he didn't.
- 7:02:49Sometimes I have wished I was born a boy, But when I see
- 7:02:52Moody Spurgeon, I'm always glad I'm a girl and not. His sister Ruby
- 7:02:56was in hysterics when I reached their boarding house. She had just discover of
- 7:03:00a fearful mistake she had made in her English paper. When she recovered,
- 7:03:03we went uptown and had an ice cream. How we wish you had been
- 7:03:06with us, Oh, Diana, if only the geometry examination were over.
- 7:03:11But there, as missus Lynde would say, the sun will go on rising
- 7:03:14and setting whether I fail in geometry or not. That is true, but
- 7:03:17not especially comforting. I think I'd rather it didn't go on if I failed,
- 7:03:22yours devotedly Anne. The geometry examination and all the others were over in
- 7:03:26due time, and Anne arrived home on Friday evening, rather tired, but
- 7:03:30with an air of chastened triumph about her. Diana was over at Green Gables
- 7:03:34when she arrived, and they met as if they had been parted for years.
- 7:03:37You, oh, Darling, it's perfectly splendid to see you back again.
- 7:03:41It seems like an age since you went to town. And Oh Anne,
- 7:03:44how did you get along? Pretty well? I think in everything but
- 7:03:48the geometry, I don't know whether I passed in it or not, and
- 7:03:51I have a creepy Crawley presentiment that I didn't. Oh, how good it
- 7:03:55is to be back. Green Gables is the dearest, loveliest spot in the
- 7:03:57world. How did they the others? Do? The girls say they know
- 7:04:02they didn't pass, but I think they did pretty well. Josie says the
- 7:04:04geometry was so easy a child of ten could do it. Moody Spurgeon still
- 7:04:08thinks he failed in history. Ann Charley says he felt in algebra, but
- 7:04:11we don't really know anything about it, and won't until the pass list is
- 7:04:15out. That won't be for a fortnight. Fancy living a fortnight in such
- 7:04:18suspense. I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up until it
- 7:04:22is over. Diana knew it would be useless to ask how Gilbert Blythe had
- 7:04:26fared, so she merely said, Oh, you'll pass all right, don't
- 7:04:30worry. I'd rather not pass at all than not come out pretty well up
- 7:04:33on the list, flashed Anne, by which she meant, and Diana knew
- 7:04:37she meant that success would be incomplete and bitter if she did not come out
- 7:04:41ahead of Gilbert Blyfe. With this end in view, Anne had strained every
- 7:04:45nerve during the examinations. So had Gilbert. They had met and passed each
- 7:04:48other on the street a dozen times without any sign of recognition, and every
- 7:04:52time Anne had held her head a little higher and wished a little more earnestly
- 7:04:56that she had made friends with Gilbert. When he asked her, and vowed
- 7:04:59Aly more determinedly to surpass him in the examination. She knew that all Avonlea
- 7:05:03Junior was wondering which would come out first. She even knew that Jimmy Glover
- 7:05:07and ned Wright had a bet on the question, and that Josie Pye had
- 7:05:11said there was no doubt in the world that Gilbert would be first. And
- 7:05:14she felt that her humiliation would be unbearable if she failed. But she had
- 7:05:18another and nobler motive for wishing to do well. She wanted to pass high
- 7:05:22for the sake of Matthew and Marilla, especially Matthew. Matthew had declared to
- 7:05:26her his conviction that she would beat the whole island. That Anne felt was
- 7:05:30something it would be foolish to hope for, even in the wildest dreams.
- 7:05:33But she did hope fervently that she would be among the first ten, at
- 7:05:37least so that she might see Matthew's kindly brown eyes gleam with pride in her
- 7:05:41achievement that she felt would be a sweet reward. Indeed, for all her
- 7:05:45hard work and patient grubbing among unimaginative equations and conjugations, at the end of
- 7:05:52the fortnight, Anne took to haunting the post office, also in the distracted
- 7:05:55company of Jane Ruby and Josie opening the Charlottetown dailies with shaking head, hands
- 7:06:00and cold sink away feelings as bad as any experience during the entrance week.
- 7:06:03Charley and Gilbert were not above doing this too, but Moody Spurgeon stayed resolutely
- 7:06:08away. I haven't got the grit to go there and look at a paper
- 7:06:11in cold blood, he told Anne, I'm just going to wait until somebody
- 7:06:15comes and tells me suddenly whether I've passed or not. When three weeks had
- 7:06:18gone by without the past list appearing, Anne began to feel that she really
- 7:06:22couldn't stand the strain much longer. Her appetite failed in her interest in Avonlea
- 7:06:26doings languished. Missus Lynde wanted to know what else you could expect with a
- 7:06:30Tory superintendent of education at the head of affairs, and Matthew, noting Anne's
- 7:06:34paleness and indifference in the lagging steps that bore her home from the post office
- 7:06:37every afternoon, began seriously to wonder if he hadn't better vote grit at the
- 7:06:41next election, but one evening the news came. Anne was sitting at her
- 7:06:47open window for the time, forgetful of the woes of examinations and the cares
- 7:06:49of the world, as she drank in the beauty of the summer dusk,
- 7:06:52sweet scented with flower breaths from the garden below, and sibilant and rustling from
- 7:06:56the stir of poplars. The east extern sky above the firs was flushed faintly
- 7:07:02pink from the reflection of the west, and Anne was wondering dreamily if the
- 7:07:04spirit of color looked like that. When she saw Diana come flying through the
- 7:07:08furs, over the log bridge and up the slope with a fluttering newspaper in
- 7:07:12her hand, Anne sprang to her feet, knowing at once what that paper
- 7:07:15contained. The pass list was out. Her head whirled, and her heart
- 7:07:19beat until it hurt her. She could not move a step. It seemed
- 7:07:23an hour to her before Diana came rushing along the hall and burst into the
- 7:07:26room without even knocking. So great was her excitement. Anne, you passed,
- 7:07:32she cried, past the very first. You and Gilbert both your ties,
- 7:07:34but your name is first. Oh I am so proud. Diana flung
- 7:07:38the paper on the table and herself on Anne's bed. Utterly breathless and incapable
- 7:07:42of further speech, Anne lighted the lamp, oversetting the match safe and using
- 7:07:48up half a dozen matches before her shaking hands could accomplish the task. Then
- 7:07:52she snatched up the paper. Yes, she had passed. There was her
- 7:07:56name at the very top of a list of two hundred. That moment was
- 7:08:00worth living for. You did jest splendidly, Anne puffed, Diana, recovering
- 7:08:03sufficiently to sit up and speak for Anne, starry eyed and rapt, had
- 7:08:07not uttered a word. Father brought the paper home from bright River, not
- 7:08:11ten minutes ago. It came out on the afternoon train, you know,
- 7:08:15and won't be here till tomorrow by mail. And when I saw the pass
- 7:08:18list, I just rushed over like a wild thing. You've all passed,
- 7:08:22every one of you, Moody, Spurgeon and all. Although he's conditioned in
- 7:08:25history. Jane and Ruby did pretty well. They're half way up, and
- 7:08:27so did Charley. Josie just scraped through with three marks to spare. But
- 7:08:32you'll see she'll put on as many airs as if she'd led, won't miss
- 7:08:34Stacy be delighted. Oh, Anne, what does it feel like to see
- 7:08:37your name at the head of a pass list like that? If it were
- 7:08:41me, I know i'd go crazy with joy. I'm pretty near crazy as
- 7:08:45it is, But you're as calm and cool as a spring evening. I'm
- 7:08:48just dazzled inside, said Anne. I want to say a hundred things,
- 7:08:51and I can't find words to say them in I never dreamed of this,
- 7:08:55Yes, I did too, just once. I let myself think once,
- 7:08:59what if I should come out first? Quakingly, you know, for it
- 7:09:02seemed so vain and presumptuous to think I could lead the island. Excuse me
- 7:09:06a minute, Diana. I must run right out to the field to tell
- 7:09:07Matthew. Then we'll go up the road and tell the good news to the
- 7:09:11others. They hurried to the hay field below the barn, where Matthew was
- 7:09:15coiling hay, and as luck would have it, missus Lynde was talking to
- 7:09:18Marilla at the lane fence. Oh, Matthew, exclaimed Anne. I've passed,
- 7:09:22and I'm first, or one of the first. I'm not vain,
- 7:09:25but I'm thankful. Well now, I always said it, said Matthew,
- 7:09:29gazing at the past list delightedly. I knew you could beat them all easily.
- 7:09:33You've done pretty well, I must say, said Marilla, trying to
- 7:09:37hide her extreme pride in Anne from Missus Rachel's critical eye. But that good
- 7:09:41soul, said heartily, I just guess she has done well, And far
- 7:09:44be it from me to be backward in saying it. You're a credit to
- 7:09:47your friends, Anne, that's what, and we're all proud of you.
- 7:09:51That night, Anne, who had wound up the delightful evening with a serious
- 7:09:53little talk with Missus Allen at the Man's, knelt sweetly by her open window
- 7:09:57in a great sheen of moonshine, and murmured a prayer of gratitude and aspiration
- 7:10:02that came straight from her heart. There was in it thankfulness for the past
- 7:10:06and reverend petition for the future. And when she slept on her white pillow,
- 7:10:10her dreams were as fair and bright and beautiful as maidenhood might desire.
- 7:10:15End of Chapter thirty two, Chapter thirty three, the hotel concert. Put
- 7:10:21on your white organdy by all means, Anne advised Diana. Decidedly. They
- 7:10:25were together in the east gable chamber. Outside it was only twilight a lovely
- 7:10:30yellowish green twilight with a clear blue, cloudless sky. A big round moon
- 7:10:34slowly deepening from her pallid luster into burnished silver, hung over the haunted wood.
- 7:10:41The air was full of sweet summer sounds, sleepy birds twittering, freakish
- 7:10:45breezes, far away voices, and laughter. But in Anne's room the blind
- 7:10:48was drawn and the lamp lighted, for an important toilette was being made.
- 7:10:53The east gable was a very different place from what it had been on that
- 7:10:56night four years before, when Anne had felt its bareiness penetrate to the marrow
- 7:11:00of her spirit. With its inhospitable chill. Changes had crept in Marilla,
- 7:11:06conniving at them, resignedly, until it was as sweet and dainty a nest
- 7:11:08as a young girl could desire. The velvet carpet with the pink roses and
- 7:11:12the pink silk curtains of Anne's early visions had certainly never materialized, but her
- 7:11:18dreams had kept pace with her growth, and it is not probable she lamented
- 7:11:21them. The floor was covered with a pretty matting, and the curtains that
- 7:11:25softened the high window and fluttered in the vagrant breezes were of pale green art
- 7:11:29muslin. The walls hung not with gold and silver brocade tapestry, but with
- 7:11:33a dainty apple blossom paper, were adorned with a few good pictures given Anne
- 7:11:37by missus Allen. Miss Stacy's photograph occupied the place of honor, and Anne
- 7:11:41made a sentimental point of keeping fresh flowers on the bracket under it. To
- 7:11:47night, a spike of white lilies faintly perfumed the room, like the dream
- 7:11:49of a fragrance. There was no mahogany furniture, but there was a white
- 7:11:53painted bookcase filled with books, a cushioned wicker rocker, a toilette table befrilled
- 7:11:59with white muslin, a quaint gilt framed mirror with chubby pink cupids and purple
- 7:12:03grapes painted over its arched top that used to hang in the spare room,
- 7:12:07and a low white bed. Anne was dressing for a concert at the White
- 7:12:11Sands Hotel. The guests had got it up in aid of the Charlottetown Hospital
- 7:12:15and had hunted out all the available amateur talent in the surrounding districts to help
- 7:12:18it along. Bertha Sampson and Pearl Clay of the White Sands Baptist choir had
- 7:12:22been asked to sing a duet. Milton Clark of Newbridge was to give a
- 7:12:26violin solo, Winnie Adela Blair of Carmody was to sing a Scotch ballad,
- 7:12:30and Laura Spencer of Spencervale and Anne Shirley of Avonlea were to recite. As
- 7:12:34Anne would have said at one time, it was an epoch in her life
- 7:12:37and she was deliciously a thrilled with the excitement of it. Matthew was in
- 7:12:41the seventh Heaven of gratified pride over the honor conferred on his Anne, and
- 7:12:45Marilla was not far behind, although she would have died rather than admitted and
- 7:12:48said she didn't think it was very proper for a lot of young folks to
- 7:12:52be gadding over to the hotel without any responsible person with them. Anne and
- 7:12:56Diana were to drive over with Jane Andrews and her brother Billy in their double
- 7:13:00buggy, and several other Avonlea girls and boys were going too. There was
- 7:13:03a party of visitors expected out from town, and after the concert a supper
- 7:13:07was to be given to the performers. Do you really think the organdy will
- 7:13:11be best queried Anne anxiously. I don't think is as pretty as my blue
- 7:13:15flowered muslin, and it certainly isn't so fashionable, but it suits you ever
- 7:13:18so much better, said Diana. It's so soft and frilly and clinging.
- 7:13:22The muslin is stiff and makes you look too dressed up, but the organdy
- 7:13:26seems as if it grew on you. Anne sighed and yielded. Diana was
- 7:13:30beginning to have a reputation for notable taste in dressing, and her advice on
- 7:13:34such subjects was much sought after. She was looking very pretty herself on this
- 7:13:37particular night, in a dress of the lovely wild rose pink, from which
- 7:13:41Anne was forever debarred. But she was not to take any part in the
- 7:13:45concert, so her appearance was of minor importance. All her pains were bestowed
- 7:13:48upon Anne, who she vowed, must, for the credit of Avonlea,
- 7:13:52be dressed and combed and adorned to the Queen's taste. Pull out that frill
- 7:13:56a little more so here, let me tie your sash now for your slippers.
- 7:14:00I'm going to braid your hair in two thick braids and tie them half
- 7:14:03way up with big white bows. No don't pull out a single curl over
- 7:14:07your forehead. Just have the soft part. There is no way you do.
- 7:14:11Your hair suits you so well, Anne, and missus Allan says you
- 7:14:12look like a madonna when you parted. So I shall fasten this little white
- 7:14:17house rose just behind your ear. There was just one on my bush,
- 7:14:19and I saved it for you. Shall I put my pearl beads on?
- 7:14:22Asked Anne. Matthew brought me a string from town last week, and I
- 7:14:26know he'd like to see them on me. Diana pursed up her lips,
- 7:14:30put her black head on one side critically, and finally pronounced in favor of
- 7:14:33the beads, which were thereupon tied round Anne's slim, milk white throat.
- 7:14:37There's something so stylish about you, Anne, said Diana, with unenvious admiration.
- 7:14:41You hold your head with such an air. I suppose it's your figure.
- 7:14:45I am just a dumpling. I've always been afraid of it, and
- 7:14:48now I know it is so well. I suppose I shall just have to
- 7:14:52resign myself to it. But you have such dimples, said Anne, smiling
- 7:14:56affectionately into the pretty, vivacious face so near her own lovely dimples like little
- 7:15:00dents and cream. I've given up all hope of dimples. My dimple dream
- 7:15:04will never come true, But so many of my dreams have that I mustn't
- 7:15:07complain. Am I all ready now? Already assured Diana? As Marilla appeared
- 7:15:12in the doorway, a gaunt figure with grayer hair than of your, and
- 7:15:15no fewer angles, but with a much softer face. Come right in and
- 7:15:19look at our elocution is Marilla? Doesn't she look lovely? Marilla emitted a
- 7:15:23sound between a sniff and a grunt. She looks neat and proper. I
- 7:15:27like that way of fixing her hair, but I expect she'll ruin that dress
- 7:15:30driving over there in the dust and dew with it, and it looks most
- 7:15:33too thin for these damp nights. Organdy's the most unserviceable stuff in the world
- 7:15:37anyhow, And I told Matthew so when he got it. But there is
- 7:15:41no use in saying anything to Matthew nowadays. Time was when he would take
- 7:15:45my advice, but now he just buys things for Anne regardless. And the
- 7:15:48clerks at Carmody know they can palm anything off on him. Just let them
- 7:15:52tell him a thing is pretty and fashionable, and Matthew plunks his money down
- 7:15:55for it. Mind you keep your skirt clear of the wheel, Anne,
- 7:15:57and put your warm jacket on. Then Marilla stalked downstairs, thinking proudly how
- 7:16:03sweet Anne looked with that one moonbeam from the forehead to the crown, and
- 7:16:07regretting that she could not go to the concert herself to hear her girl recite.
- 7:16:11I wonder if it is too damp for my dress, said Anne anxiously.
- 7:16:15Not a bit of it, said Diana, pulling up the window blind.
- 7:16:18It's a perfect night and there won't be any dew. Look at the
- 7:16:22moonlight. I'm so glad my window looks east into the sun rising, said
- 7:16:26Anne, going over to Diana. It's so splendid to see the morning coming
- 7:16:29up over those long hills and glowing through those sharp fur tops. It's new
- 7:16:33every morning, and I feel as if I washed my very soul in that
- 7:16:37bath of earliest sunshine. Oh Diana, I love this little room so dearly.
- 7:16:41I don't know how I'll get along without it when I go to town
- 7:16:45next month. Don't speak of your going away to night, begged Diana.
- 7:16:48I don't want to think of it. It makes me so miserable, and
- 7:16:52I do want to have a good time this evening. What are you going
- 7:16:55to recite? Anne? And are you nervous? Not a bit I've recited
- 7:16:59so often in public. I don't mind at all. Now I've decided to
- 7:17:02give the maiden's vow. It's so pathetic. Laura Spencer is going to give
- 7:17:04a comic recitation. But I'd rather make people cry than laugh. What will
- 7:17:08you recite if they encore you? They wouldn't dream of encoreing me, scoffed
- 7:17:12Anne, who was not without her own secret hopes that they would and already
- 7:17:17visioned herself telling Matthew all about it the next morning's breakfast table. There are
- 7:17:21Billy and Jane. Now I hear the wheels come on. Billy Andrews insisted
- 7:17:25that Anne should ride on the front seat with him, so she unwillingly climbed
- 7:17:27up. She would have much preferred to sit back with the girls, where
- 7:17:30she could have laughed and chattered to her heart's content. There was not much
- 7:17:34of either laughter or chatter, and Billy, he was a big, fat,
- 7:17:37stolid youth of twenty, with a round, expressionless face and a painful
- 7:17:41lack of conversational gifts, but he admired Anne immensely, and was puffed up
- 7:17:45with pride over the prospect of driving to White Sands with that slim, upright
- 7:17:48figure beside him. Anne, by dint of talking over her shoulder to the
- 7:17:53girls, and occasionally passing a sop of civility to Billy, who grinned and
- 7:17:56chuckled and never could think of any reply until it was too late, contrived
- 7:18:00to enjoy the drive. In spite of all, it was a night for
- 7:18:03enjoyment. The road was full of buggies, all bound for the hotel,
- 7:18:07and laughter, silver clear echoed and re echoed along it. When they reached
- 7:18:11the hotel, it was a blaze of light from top to bottom. They
- 7:18:15were met by the ladies of the concert committee, one of whom took Anne
- 7:18:18off to the performer's dressing room, which was filled with the members of a
- 7:18:21Charlottetown symphony club, among whom Anne felt suddenly shy and frightened and countrified.
- 7:18:26Her dress, which in the East Gable had seemed so dainty and pretty,
- 7:18:30now seemed simple and plain. Too simple and plain, she thought, among
- 7:18:33all the silks and laces that glistened and rustled around her. What were her
- 7:18:37pearl beads compared to the diamonds of the big, handsome lady near her,
- 7:18:41And how poor her one wee white rose must look beside all the hot house
- 7:18:45flowers the others wore. Anne laid her hat and jacket away and shrank miserably
- 7:18:49into a corner. She wished herself back in the white room at Green Gables.
- 7:18:55It was still worse on the platform of the big concert hall of the
- 7:18:57hotel, where she presently found herself. The electric lights dazzled her eyes,
- 7:19:02their perfume and hum bewildered her. She wished she was sitting down in the
- 7:19:06audience with Diana and Jane, who seemed to be having a splendid time away.
- 7:19:08At the back, she was wedged in between a stout lady in pink
- 7:19:11silk and a tall, scornful looking girl in a white lace dress. The
- 7:19:15stout lady occasionally turned her head squarely around and surveyed Anne through her eye glasses,
- 7:19:21until Anne, acutely sensitive of being so scrutinized, felt that she must
- 7:19:25scream aloud, and the white lace girl kept talking audibly to her next neighbor
- 7:19:29about the country bumpkins and rustic bells in the audience, languidly anticipating such fun
- 7:19:33from the displays of local talent on the program, Anne believed that she would
- 7:19:37hate that white lace Girl to the end of life. Unfortunately for Anne,
- 7:19:42a professional elocutionist was staying at the hotel and had consented to recite. She
- 7:19:48was a life dark eyed woman in a wonderful gown of shimmering gray stuff like
- 7:19:52woven moonbeams, with gems on her neck and in her dark hair. She
- 7:19:56had a marvelously flexible voice and wonderful power of expression. The audience went wild
- 7:20:00over her selection. Anne, forgetting all about herself and her troubles for the
- 7:20:04time, listened with rapt and shining eyes. But when the recitation ended,
- 7:20:08she suddenly put her hands over her face. She could never get up and
- 7:20:12recite after that. Never had she ever thought she could recite. Oh,
- 7:20:17if she were only back at Green Gables at this unpropitious moment her name was
- 7:20:22called somehow, Anne, who did not notice the rather guilty little start of
- 7:20:26surprise the white lace Girl gave, and would not have understood the subtle compliment
- 7:20:30implied therein. If she had got on her feet and moved dizzily out to
- 7:20:33the front. She was so pale that Diana and Jane down in the audience
- 7:20:37clasped each other's hands in nervous sympathy. Anne was the victim of an overwhelming
- 7:20:41attack of stage fright. Often as she had recited in public. She had
- 7:20:45never before faced such an audience as this, and the sight of it paralyzed
- 7:20:49her energies completely. Everything was so strange, so brilliant, so bewildering,
- 7:20:53the rows of ladies in evening dress, the critical faces, the whole atmosphere
- 7:20:59of wealth and cold about her. Very different. This from the plain benches
- 7:21:03at the debating club, filled with the homely, sympathetic faces of friends and
- 7:21:07neighbors. These people, she thought would be merciless critics. Perhaps like the
- 7:21:11white lace girl, they anticipated amusement from her rustic efforts. She felt hopelessly,
- 7:21:15helplessly, ashamed and miserable. Her knees trembled, her heart fluttered,
- 7:21:21A horrible faintness came over her. Not a word could she utter, and
- 7:21:25the next moment she would have fled from the platform, despite the humiliation which
- 7:21:29she felt must ever after be her portion. If she did so, But
- 7:21:32suddenly, as her dilated, frightened eyes gazed out over the audience, she
- 7:21:37saw Gilbert Blythe away at the back of the room, bending forward with a
- 7:21:40smile on his face, a smile which seemed to Anne at once triumphant and
- 7:21:44taunting. In reality, it was nothing of the kind. Gilbert was merely
- 7:21:48smiling with appreciation of the whole affair in general, and of the effect produced
- 7:21:52by Anne's slender, white form and spiritual face against a background of palms.
- 7:21:56In particular, Josie Pye, whom he had driven over, sat beside him,
- 7:22:00and her face certainly was both triumphant and taunting. But Anne did not
- 7:22:03see Josie, and would not have cared if she had. She drew a
- 7:22:07long breath and flung her head up proudly, courage and determination tingling over her
- 7:22:11like an electric shock. She would not fail before Gilbert Blythe he should never
- 7:22:17be able to laugh at her, never never. Her fright and nervousness vanished,
- 7:22:21and she began her recitation, her clear, sweet voice reaching to the
- 7:22:25farthest corner of the room without a tremor or a break. Self possession was
- 7:22:27fully restored to her, and in the reaction from that horrible moment of powerlessness,
- 7:22:32she recited as she had never done before. When she finished, there
- 7:22:36were bursts of honest applause. Anne, stepping back to her seat, blushing
- 7:22:40with shyness and delight, found her hand vigorously clasped and shaken by the stout
- 7:22:44lady in pink silk. My dear, you did splendidly, she puffed.
- 7:22:48I've been crying like a baby. Actually I have there. They're anchoring you.
- 7:22:52They're bound to have you back. Oh I can't go, said Anne,
- 7:22:55confusedly. But yet I must. Poor Matthew will be disappointed, he
- 7:22:59said, They would UNQUI me. Then, don't disappoint Matthew, said the
- 7:23:02pink lady, laughing, smiling, blushing, limpid eyed, Anne tripped back
- 7:23:07and gave a quaint, funny little selection that captivated her audience still further.
- 7:23:11The rest of the evening was quite a little triumph for her. When the
- 7:23:15concert was over, the stout pink lady, who was the wife of an
- 7:23:18American millionaire, took her under her wing and introduced her to everybody, and
- 7:23:21everybody was very nice to her. The professional elocutionist, Missus Evans, came
- 7:23:25and chatted with her, telling her that she had a charming voice and interpreted
- 7:23:29her selections beautifully. Even the white lace girl paid her a languid little compliment.
- 7:23:33They had supper in the big, beautifully decorated dining room. Diana and
- 7:23:37Jane were invited to partake of this also, since they had come with Anne,
- 7:23:41but Billy was nowhere to be found, having decamped in mortal fear of
- 7:23:44some such invitation. He was in waiting for them with the team. However,
- 7:23:48when it was all over and the three girls came merrily out into the
- 7:23:51calm, white moonshine radiance, Anne breathed deeply and looked into the clear sky
- 7:23:56beyond the dark boughs of the firs. Oh, it was good to be
- 7:23:59out again in the purity and silence of the night. How great and still
- 7:24:03and wonderful everything was, with the murmur of the seas sounding through it,
- 7:24:07and the darkling cliffs beyond like grim giants garding enchanted coasts. Hasn't it been
- 7:24:11a perfectly splendid time, sighed Jane as they drove away. I just wish
- 7:24:17I was a rich American and could spend my summer at a hotel and wear
- 7:24:18jewels and low neck dresses and have ice cream and chicken salad every blessed day.
- 7:24:23I'm sure it would be ever so much more fun than teaching school.
- 7:24:26Anne, your recitation was simply great, although I thought at first you were
- 7:24:30never going to begin. I think it was better than missus Evans's. Oh
- 7:24:34no, don't say things like that, Jane, said Anne quickly, because
- 7:24:37it sounds silly. It couldn't be better than missus Evans's, you know,
- 7:24:41for she is a professional and I'm only a schoolgirl with a little knack of
- 7:24:45reciting. I'm quite satisfied if the people just like mine pretty well, I've
- 7:24:48a compliment for you, Anne, said Diana. At least I think it
- 7:24:52must be a compliment because of the tone he set it in. Part of
- 7:24:55it was, anyhow, there was an American sitting behind Jane and me,
- 7:24:59such a romance looking man with coal black hair and eyes. Josie Pye says
- 7:25:03he is a distinguished artist, and that her mother's cousin in Boston is married
- 7:25:06to a man that used to go to school with him. Well, we
- 7:25:08heard him say, didn't we Jane, Who is that girl on the platform
- 7:25:11with the splendid Titian hair. She has a face I should like to paint
- 7:25:15there now, Anne, But what does Titian hair mean being interpreted? It
- 7:25:21means plain red, I guess, laughed Anne. Titiam was a very famous
- 7:25:25artist who liked to paint red haired women. Did you see all the diamonds
- 7:25:29those ladies wore? Sighed Jane. It was simply dazzling. Wouldn't you just
- 7:25:33love to be rich? Girls? We are rich, said Anne staunchly.
- 7:25:37Why we have sixteen years to our credit, and we're happiest queen's and we've
- 7:25:41all got imaginations more or less. Look at that sea girl's all silver and
- 7:25:45shadow and visions of things not seen. We couldn't enjoy its loveliness any more
- 7:25:49if we had millions of dollars and ropes of diamonds. You wouldn't change into
- 7:25:53any of those women if you could. Would you want to be that white
- 7:25:56lace girl and where a sour look all your life? As if you've been
- 7:25:59born turning up your nose at the world, or the pink lady kind and
- 7:26:03nice as she is, so stout and short that you'd really no figure at
- 7:26:06all, or even missus Evans with that sad sad look in her eyes.
- 7:26:10She must have been dreadfully unhappy sometimes to have such a look. You know
- 7:26:14you wouldn't, Jane Andrews. I don't know exactly, said Jane, unconvinced.
- 7:26:19I think diamonds would comfort a person for a good deal. Well,
- 7:26:22I don't want to be any one but myself, even if I go uncomforted
- 7:26:26by diamonds all my life, declared Anne. I'm quite content to be Anne
- 7:26:30of Green Gables with my string of pearl beads. I know Matthew gave me
- 7:26:33as much love with them as ever went into Madam the Pink Lady's Jewels.
- 7:26:38End of Chapter thirty three, Chapter thirty four, A Queen's Girl. The
- 7:26:45next three weeks were busy ones at Green Gables, for Anne was getting ready
- 7:26:48to go to Queen's and there was much sewing to be done, and many
- 7:26:52things to be talked over and arranged. Anne's outfit was ample and pretty,
- 7:26:56for Matthew saught of that, and Marilla for once made no objections whatever to
- 7:27:00anything he purchased or suggested more. One evening she went up to the east
- 7:27:03gable with her arms full of a delicate, pale green material. Anne,
- 7:27:07here's something for a nice light dress for you. I don't suppose you really
- 7:27:11needed You've plenty of pretty waists, but I thought maybe you'd like something real
- 7:27:15dressy to wear if you were asked out anywhere of an evening in town,
- 7:27:18to a party or anything like that. I hear that Jane and Ruby and
- 7:27:21Josie have got evening dresses, as they call them, and I don't mean
- 7:27:25you shall be behind them. I got missus Allen to help me pick it
- 7:27:27in town last week, and we'll get Emily Gillis to make it for you.
- 7:27:30Emily has got taste and her fits aren't to be equalled. Oh Marilla,
- 7:27:34it's just lovely, said Anne. Thank you so much. I don't
- 7:27:38believe you ought to be so kind to me. It's making it harder every
- 7:27:41day for me to go away. The green dress was made up with as
- 7:27:45many tucks and frills and shirrings as Emily's taste permitted. Anne put it on
- 7:27:49one evening for Matthew's and Marilla's benefit, and recited the Maiden's vow for them
- 7:27:53in the kitchen. As Marilla watched the bright, animated face and graceful motions,
- 7:27:59her thoughts went back to the evening, Anne had arrived at Green Gables,
- 7:28:02and memory recalled a vivid picture of the odd, frightened child in her
- 7:28:04preposterous yellowish brown wincey dress, the heart breake, looking out of her tearful
- 7:28:10eyes. Something in the memory brought tears to Marilla's own eyes. I declare
- 7:28:15my recitation has made you cry, Marilla, said Anne, gaily, stooping
- 7:28:18over Marilla's chair to drop a butterfly kiss on that lady's cheek. Now,
- 7:28:22I call that a positive triumph. No, I wasn't crying over your piece,
- 7:28:26said Marilla, who would have scorned to be betrayed into such weakness by
- 7:28:30any poetry stuff. I just couldn't help thinking of the little girl you used
- 7:28:33to be, Anne, and I was wishing you could have stayed a little
- 7:28:36girl, even with all your queer ways. You've grown up now and you're
- 7:28:40going away, and you look so tall and stylish and so so different altogether
- 7:28:45in that dress, as if you didn't belong in Avonlea at all. And
- 7:28:48I just got lonesome thinking it all over Marilla. Anne sat down on Marilla's
- 7:28:53gingham lap, took Marilla's lined face between her hands, and looked gravely and
- 7:28:57tenderly into Marilla's eyes. I'm not a bit changed, not really, I'm
- 7:29:02only just pruned down and branched out. The real me back here is just
- 7:29:07the same. It won't make a bit of difference where I go or how
- 7:29:10much I change outwardly. At heart, I shall always be your little Anne,
- 7:29:14who will love you and Matthew and dear Green Gables more and better every
- 7:29:18day of her life. Anne laid her fresh, young cheek against Marilla's faded
- 7:29:22one and reached out a hand to pat Matthew's shoulder. Marilla would have given
- 7:29:26much just then to have possessed Anne's power of putting her feelings into words,
- 7:29:30but nature and habit had willed it otherwise, and she could only put her
- 7:29:34arms close about her girl and hold her tenderly to her heart, wishing that
- 7:29:37she need never let her go. Matthew, with a suspicious moisture in his
- 7:29:41eyes, got up and went out of doors under the stars of the blue
- 7:29:45summer night. He walked agitatedly across the yard to the gate under the poplars.
- 7:29:49Well, now, I guess she ain't been much spoilt, he muttered
- 7:29:53proudly. I guess my putting my oar in occasional never did much harm.
- 7:29:56After all, she's smart and pretty and loving too, which is better than
- 7:30:00all the rest. She's been a blessing to us, and there never was
- 7:30:03a luckier mistake than what missus Spencer made. If it was luck, I
- 7:30:07don't believe it was any such thing. It was providence, because the Almighty
- 7:30:11saw we needed her. I reckon. The day finally came when Anne must
- 7:30:15go to town. She and Matthew drove in one fine September morning, after
- 7:30:21a tearful parting with Diana and an untearful practical one on Marilla's side, at
- 7:30:25least with Marilla. But when Anne had gone, Diana dried her tears and
- 7:30:29went to a beech picnic at White Sands with some of her carmity cousins,
- 7:30:32where she contrived to enjoy herself tolerably well, while Marilla plunged fiercely into unnecessary
- 7:30:37work and kept at it all day long with the bitterest kind of heartache,
- 7:30:41the ache that burns and gnaws and cannot wash itself away in ready tears.
- 7:30:45But that night, when Marilla went to bed, acutely and miserably conscious that
- 7:30:48the little gable room at the end of the hall was untenanted by any vivid
- 7:30:52young life, and unstirred by any soft breathing. She buried her face in
- 7:30:56her pillow and wept for her girl in a passion of sobs that appalled her
- 7:31:00when she grew common enough to reflect how very wicked it must be to take
- 7:31:03on so about a sinful fellow creature. Anne and the rest of the Avonlea
- 7:31:08scholars reached town just in time to hurry off to the academy. That first
- 7:31:12day passed pleasantly enough, in a whirl of excitement, meeting all the new
- 7:31:15students, learning to know the professors by sight, and being assorted and organized
- 7:31:19into classes. Anne intended taking up the second year work, being advised to
- 7:31:25do so by Miss Stacy Gilbert Blythe elected to do the same. This meant
- 7:31:29getting a first class teacher's license in one year instead of two if they were
- 7:31:32successful, but it also meant much more and harder work. Jane Ruby,
- 7:31:37Josie Charley, and Moody Spurgeon, not being troubled with the stirrings of ambition,
- 7:31:41were content to take up the second class work. Anne was conscious of
- 7:31:44a pang of loneliness when she found herself in a room with fifty other students,
- 7:31:48not one of whom she knew except the tall, brown haired boy across
- 7:31:52the room, and knowing him in the fashion she did did not help her
- 7:31:55much, as she reflected pessimistically, Yet she was undeniably glad that they were
- 7:31:59in this same class. The old rivalry could still be carried on, and
- 7:32:03An would hardly have known what to do if it had been lacking. I
- 7:32:06wouldn't feel comfortable without it, she thought. Gilbert looks awfully determined. I
- 7:32:10suppose he's making up his mind here and now to win the medal. What
- 7:32:14a splendid chin he has. I never noticed it before. I do wish
- 7:32:18Jane and Ruby had gone in for first class too. I suppose I won't
- 7:32:22feel so much like a cat in a strange garret when I get acquainted,
- 7:32:23though, I wonder which of the girls here are going to be my friends.
- 7:32:27It's really an interesting speculation. Of course, I promised Diana that no
- 7:32:32queen's girl, no matter how much I liked her, should ever be as
- 7:32:34dear to me as she is. But I've lots of second best affections to
- 7:32:37bestow. I like the look of that girl with the brown eyes and the
- 7:32:41crimson waist. She looks vivid and red rosy. There's that pale fair one
- 7:32:45gazing out of the window. She has lovely hair and looks as if she
- 7:32:48knew a thing or two about dreams. I'd like to know them both,
- 7:32:52know them well, well enough to walk with my arm about their waists and
- 7:32:56call them nicknames. But just now I don't know them, and they don't
- 7:33:00know me. Anne probably don't want to know me particularly. Oh it's lonesome.
- 7:33:04It was lonesomer still when Anne found herself alone in her hall bedroom that
- 7:33:08night at twilight. She was not to board with the other girls, who
- 7:33:11all had relatives in town to take pity on them. Miss Josephine Barry would
- 7:33:15have liked to board her, but Beechwood was so far from the academy that
- 7:33:18it was out of the question. So Miss Barry hunted up a boarding house,
- 7:33:22assuring Matthew and Marilla that it was the very place for Anne. The
- 7:33:25lady who keeps it as a reduced gentlewoman, explained Miss Barry her husband was
- 7:33:29a British officer, and she is very careful what sort of border she takes
- 7:33:33Anne will not meet with any objectionable persons under her roof. The table is
- 7:33:37good, and the house is near the academy in a quiet neighborhood. All
- 7:33:41this might be quite true, and indeed proved to be so, but it
- 7:33:44did not materially help Anne in the first agony of homesickness that seized upon her.
- 7:33:48She looked dismally about her narrow little room, with its dull, papered,
- 7:33:52pictureless walls, its small iron bedstead, and empty bookcase, and a
- 7:33:56horrible choke came into her throat as she thought of her own white room at
- 7:34:00Green Gables, where she would have the pleasant consciousness of a great green still
- 7:34:03outdoors, of sweet peas growing in the garden, and moonlight falling on the
- 7:34:07orchard, of the brook below the slope, and the spruce boughs tossing in
- 7:34:11the night wind beyond it, of a vast starry sky, and the light
- 7:34:15from Diana's window shining out through the gap in the trees. Here there was
- 7:34:18nothing of this. Anne knew that outside of her window was a hard street
- 7:34:22with a network of telephone wires shutting out the sky, the tramp of alien
- 7:34:26feet, and a thousand lights gleaming on stranger faces. She knew that she
- 7:34:30was going to cry and fought against it. I won't cry. It's silly
- 7:34:34and weak. There's the third tear splashing down my nose. There are more
- 7:34:38coming. I must think of something funny to stop them. But there's nothing
- 7:34:42funny except what is connected with Avonlea, and that only makes things worse.
- 7:34:47Four five. I'm going home next Friday, but that seems a hundred years
- 7:34:52away. Oh, Matthew is nearly home by now, and Marilla is at
- 7:34:56the gate looking down the lane for him. Six seven, eight. Oh,
- 7:35:00there's no use in counting them. They're coming in a flood presently.
- 7:35:04I can't cheer up. I don't want to cheer up. It's nicer to
- 7:35:07be miserable. The flood of tears would have come, no doubt, had
- 7:35:11not Josie Pye appeared. At that moment. In the joy of seeing a
- 7:35:15familiar face, Anne forgot that there had never been much love lost between her
- 7:35:18and Josie. As a part of Avonlea life, even a pie was welcome.
- 7:35:22I'm so glad you came up, Anne said, Sincerely, you've been
- 7:35:26crying, remarked Josie with aggravating pity. I suppose you're homesick. Some people
- 7:35:30have so little self control in that respect. I've no intention of being homesick.
- 7:35:34I can tell you town's too jolly after that poky old Avonlea. I
- 7:35:38wonder how I ever existed there so long. You shouldn't cry, Anne,
- 7:35:42It isn't becoming for your nose and eyes get red, and then you seem
- 7:35:45all red. I'd a perfectly scrumptious time in the academy to day. Our
- 7:35:49French professor is simply a duck. His mustache would give you kowalops of the
- 7:35:53heart. Have you anything eatable around, Anne, I'm literally starving. Ah.
- 7:35:59I guessed like Marilla lowed you up with cake. That's why I called
- 7:36:02round. Otherwise I'd have gone to the park to hear the band play with
- 7:36:04Frank Stockley. He board the same place I do, and he's a sport.
- 7:36:08He noticed you in class today and asked me who the red headed girl
- 7:36:11was. I told him you were an orphan that the Cuthberts had adopted,
- 7:36:14and nobody knew very much about what you'd been before that. Anne was wondering
- 7:36:18if, after all solitude and tears were not more satisfactory than Josie Pye's companionship.
- 7:36:22When Jane and Ruby appeared, each with an inch of Queen's color ribbon
- 7:36:26purple and scarlet pinned proudly to her coat. As Josie was not speaking to
- 7:36:30Jane just then, she had to subside into comparative harmlessness. Well, said
- 7:36:36Jane with a sigh. I feel as if I had lived many moons since
- 7:36:40this morning. I ought to be home studying my Virgil. That horrid old
- 7:36:42professor gave us twenty lines to start in on tomorrow, but I simply couldn't
- 7:36:47settle down to study tonight. Anne methinks I see the traces of tears.
- 7:36:52If you've been crying, do own up. It will restore my self respect,
- 7:36:55for I was shedding tears freely before Ruby came along. I don't mind
- 7:36:59being a goose so much of somebody else's goosey too. Cake, you'll give
- 7:37:03me a teeny piece, won't you? Thank you? It has the real
- 7:37:06avonleaf flavor. Ruby, perceiving the Queen's calendar lying on the table, wanted
- 7:37:11to know if Anne meant to try for the gold medal. Anne blushed and
- 7:37:15admitted she was thinking of it. Oh, that reminds me, said Josie.
- 7:37:18Queen's is to get one of the Avery scholarships. After all, the
- 7:37:21word came to day Frank Stockley told me his uncle is one of the board
- 7:37:23of governors. You know, it will be announced in the academy tomorrow,
- 7:37:26an Avery Scholarship. Anne felt her heart beat more quickly, and the horizons
- 7:37:33of her ambition shifted and broadened, as if by magic. Before Josie had
- 7:37:37told the news, Anne's highest pinnacle of aspiration had been a teacher's Provincial license
- 7:37:41first class at the end of the year, and perhaps the medal. But
- 7:37:44now, in one moment, Anne saw herself winning the Avery Scholarship, taking
- 7:37:48an arts course at Redmond College, and graduating in a gown and mortar board.
- 7:37:52Before the echo of Josie's words had died away, for the Avery Scholarship
- 7:37:56was in English, and Anne felt that here her foot was on native heath.
- 7:38:00A wealthy manufacturer of New Brunswick had died and left part of his fortune
- 7:38:03to endow a large number of scholarships to be distributed among the various high schools
- 7:38:07and academies of the Maritime provinces according to their respective standings. There had been
- 7:38:11much doubt whether one would be allotted to Queen's, but the matter was settled
- 7:38:15at last, and at the end of the year, the graduate who made
- 7:38:18the highest mark in English and English Literature would win the scholarship two hundred and
- 7:38:22fifty dollars a year for four years at Redmond College. No wonder that Anne
- 7:38:26went to bed that night with tingling cheeks. I'll win that scholarship if hard
- 7:38:30work can do it, she resolved. Wouldn't Matthew be proud if I got
- 7:38:33to be a b A. Oh, It's delightful to have ambitions. I'm
- 7:38:37so glad I have such a lot, and there never seems to be any
- 7:38:40end to them. That's the best of it. Just as soon as you
- 7:38:42attained one ambition, you see another one glittering higher up. Still, it
- 7:38:45does make life so interesting. End of Chapter thirty four. Chapter thirty five.
- 7:38:52The winter at Queen's. Anne's homesickness wore off greatly, helped in the
- 7:38:57wearing by her week end visits home. As long as the open weather lasted.
- 7:39:02The Avonlea students went out to Carmody on the new Branch railway every Friday
- 7:39:06night. Diana and several other Avonlea young folks were generally on hand to meet
- 7:39:10them, and they all walked over to Avonlea in a merry party. Anne
- 7:39:14thought those Friday evening gipsyings over the autumnal hills in the crisp golden air,
- 7:39:18with the home lights of Avonlea twinkling beyond, were the best and dearest hours
- 7:39:22in the whole week. Gilbert life nearly always walked with Ruby Gillis and carried
- 7:39:26her satchel for her. Ruby was a very handsome young lady, now thinking
- 7:39:30herself quite as grown up as she really was. She wore her skirts as
- 7:39:33long as her mother would let her, and did her hair up in town,
- 7:39:37though she had to take it down when she went home. She had
- 7:39:40large, bright blue eyes, a brilliant complexion, and a plump, showy
- 7:39:44figure. She laughed a great deal, was cheerful and good tempered, and
- 7:39:47enjoyed the pleasant things of life. Frankly, but I wouldn't think she was
- 7:39:51the sort of girl Gilbert would like, whispered Jane to Anne. Anne did
- 7:39:55not think so either, but she would not have said so for the Avery
- 7:39:57scholarship. She could not help the thinking too, that it would be very
- 7:40:00pleasant to have such a friend as Gilbert to jest and chatter with and exchange
- 7:40:04ideas about books and studies and ambitions. Gilbert had ambitions, she knew,
- 7:40:08and Ruby Gillis did not seem the sort of person with whom such could be
- 7:40:11profitably discussed. There was no silly sentiment in Anne's ideas concerning Gilbert. Boys
- 7:40:18were, to her, when she thought about them, at all, merely
- 7:40:19possible good comrades. If she and Gilbert had been friends, she would not
- 7:40:23have cared how many other friends he had, nor with whom he walked.
- 7:40:26She had a genius for friendship. Girl friends she had in plenty, but
- 7:40:30she had a vague consciousness that masculine friendship might also be a good thing to
- 7:40:34round out one's conceptions of companionship and furnish broader standpoints of judgment and comparison.
- 7:40:41Not that Anne could have put her feelings on the matter into just such clear
- 7:40:44definition, but she thought that if Gilbert had ever walked home with her from
- 7:40:48the train, over the crisp fields and along the Ferny byways, they might
- 7:40:51have had many and merry and interesting conversations about the new world that was opening
- 7:40:55around them and their hopes and ambitions. Therein, Gilbert was a clever young
- 7:40:59fellow, with his own thoughts about things and a determination to get the best
- 7:41:03out of life and put the best into it. Ruby Gillis told Jane Andrews
- 7:41:07that she didn't understand half the things Gilbert Blythe said he talked just like Anne
- 7:41:11Shirley did when she had a thoughtful fit on, and for her part,
- 7:41:14she didn't think it any fun to be bothering about books and that sort of
- 7:41:17thing when you didn't have to. Frank Stockley had lots more dash and go,
- 7:41:21but then he wasn't half as good looking as Gilbert, and she really
- 7:41:23couldn't decide which she liked best. In the academy, Anne gradually drew a
- 7:41:29little circle of friends about her thoughtful, imaginative, ambitious students like herself.
- 7:41:33With the rose red girl Stella Maynard and the dream girl Priscilla Grant, she
- 7:41:37soon became intimate, finding the latter, pale, spiritual looking maiden to be
- 7:41:41full to the brim of mischief and pranks and fun, while the vivid,
- 7:41:45black eyed Stella had a heart full of wistful dreams and fancies as aerial and
- 7:41:48rainbow like as Anne's own. After the Christmas holidays, the Avonlea students gave
- 7:41:53up going home on Fridays and settled down to hard work. By this time
- 7:41:57all the Queen's scholars had gravity aided into their own places in the ranks,
- 7:42:00and the various classes had assumed distinct and settled shadings of individuality. Certain facts
- 7:42:07had become generally accepted. It was admitted that the metal contestants had practically narrowed
- 7:42:11down to three Gilbert Blythe Anne Shirley, and Lewis Wilson. The Avery scholarship
- 7:42:17was more doubtful any one of a certain six being a possible winner. The
- 7:42:21bronze medal for Mathematics was considered as good as one by a fat, funny,
- 7:42:23little up country boy with a bumpy forehead and a patched coat. Ruby
- 7:42:27Gillis was the handsomest girl of the year at the Academy. In the second
- 7:42:30year classes, Stella Maynard carried off the palm for Beauty with a small but
- 7:42:34critical minority in favor of Anne Shirley. Ethel Marr was admitted by all competent
- 7:42:40judges to have the most stylish modes of hair dressing, and Jane Andrews plain,
- 7:42:44plodding, conscientious. Jane carried off the honors of the domestic science course.
- 7:42:48Even Josie Pye attained a certain pre eminence as the sharpest tongued young lady
- 7:42:52in attendance at Queen's. So it may be fairly stated that Miss Stacy's old
- 7:42:56pupils held their own in the wider arena of the academical course. Anne worked
- 7:43:00hard and steadily. Her rivalry with Gilbert was as intense as it had ever
- 7:43:04been in Avonlea School, although it was not known in the class at large,
- 7:43:07But somehow the bitterness had gone out of it. Anne no longer wished
- 7:43:11to win for the sake of defeating Gilbert, rather for the proud consciousness of
- 7:43:15a well won victory over a worthy foeman. It would be worth while to
- 7:43:18win, but she no longer thought life would be insupportable if she did not.
- 7:43:22In spite of lessons, the students found opportunities for pleasant times. Anne
- 7:43:26spent many of her spare hours at Beechwood and generally ate her Sunday dinners there,
- 7:43:30and went to church with miss Barry. The latter was, as she
- 7:43:33admitted, growing old, but her black eyes were not dim, nor the
- 7:43:37vigor of her tongue in the least abated. But she never sharpened the latter
- 7:43:40on Anne, who continued to be a prime favorite with the critical old lady.
- 7:43:44That Anne girl improves all the time, she said, I get tired
- 7:43:48of other girls. There is such a provoking and eternal sameness about them.
- 7:43:52Anne has as many shades as a rainbow, and every shade is the prettiest
- 7:43:55while it lasts. I don't know that she is as amusing as she was
- 7:43:57when she was a child, but she makes me love her. And I
- 7:44:00like people who make me love them. It saves me so much trouble in
- 7:44:03making myself love them. Then, almost before anybody realized it, spring had
- 7:44:10come out in Avonlea. The mayflowers were peeping pinkly out in the sere barrens,
- 7:44:14where snow wreaths lingered, and the mist of green was on the woods
- 7:44:17and in the valleys. But in Charlottetown, Harris Queen's students thought and talked
- 7:44:22only of examinations. It doesn't seem possible that the term is nearly over said
- 7:44:26Anne. Why last fall it seemed so long to look forward to a whole
- 7:44:30winter of studies and classes, and here we are with the exams looming up
- 7:44:33next week. Girls, sometimes I feel as if those exams meant everything.
- 7:44:38But when I look at the big buds swelling on those chestnut trees, and
- 7:44:41the misty blue air at the end of the streets, they don't seem half
- 7:44:45so important. Jane and Ruby and Josie, who had dropped in did not
- 7:44:48take this view of it to them. The coming examinations were constantly very important,
- 7:44:53indeed far more important than chestnut buds or maytime Haze's. It was all
- 7:44:57very well for Anne, who was sure passing at least to have her moments
- 7:45:02of belittling them. But when your whole future depended on them, as the
- 7:45:04girls truly thought theirs did, you could not regard them philosophically. I've lost
- 7:45:10seven pounds in the last two weeks, sighed Jane. It's no use to
- 7:45:14say, don't worry, I will worry. Worrying helps you some. It
- 7:45:18seems as if you were doing something when you're worrying. It would be dreadful
- 7:45:21if I failed to get my license after going to Queen's all winter and spending
- 7:45:25so much money. I don't care, said Josie Pye. If I don't
- 7:45:29pass this year, I'm coming back next. My father can afford to send
- 7:45:32me. Anne. Frank Stockley says that Professor Tremaine said Gilbert Blythe was sure
- 7:45:37to get the medal and that Emily Clay would likely win the Avery Scholarship.
- 7:45:41That may make me feel badly tomorrow, Josie laughed Anne. But just now,
- 7:45:45I honestly feel that, as long as I know the violets are coming
- 7:45:47out all purple down in the hallow below green Gables, and that little ferns
- 7:45:51are poking their heads up in Lover's Lane, it's not a great deal of
- 7:45:53difference whether I win the Avery or not. I've done my best, and
- 7:45:56I begin to understand what is meant by the joy of the strife. Next
- 7:46:00to trying and winning, the best thing is trying and failing. Girls don't
- 7:46:04talk about exams. Look at that arch of pale green sky over those houses,
- 7:46:08and picture to yourself what it must look like over the purply dark beech
- 7:46:11woods back of Avonlea. What are you going to wear for commencement? Jane
- 7:46:15asked Ruby. Practically. Jane and Josie both answered at once, and the
- 7:46:18chatter drifted into a side eddy of fashions. But Anne, with her elbows
- 7:46:22on the window sill, her soft cheek laid against her clasped hands, and
- 7:46:26her eyes filled with visions, looked out unheedingly across city roof and spired to
- 7:46:30that glorious dome of sunset sky, and wove her dreams of a possible future
- 7:46:34from the golden tissue of youth's own optimism. All the beyond was hers,
- 7:46:38with its possibilities lurking Rosalie in the oncoming years, each year a rose of
- 7:46:44promise to be woven into an immortal chaplet end of Chapter thirty five, Chapter
- 7:46:49thirty six, The Glory and the Dream. On the morning when the final
- 7:46:53results of all the examinations were to be posted on the bulletin board at Queen's,
- 7:46:57Anne and Jane walked down the shot street together. Jane was smiling and
- 7:47:02happy. Examinations were over, and she was comfortably sure she had made a
- 7:47:04pass at least. Further considerations troubled Jane not at all. She had no
- 7:47:08soaring ambitions and consequently was not affected with the unrest attendant thereon, For we
- 7:47:14pay a price for everything we get or take in this world. And although
- 7:47:18ambitions are well worth having, they are not to be cheaply won, but
- 7:47:21exact their dues of work and self denial, anxiety, and discouragement. Anne
- 7:47:26was pale and quiet. In ten more minutes she would know who had won
- 7:47:30the medal and who the avery. Beyond those ten minutes there did not seem
- 7:47:33just then to be anything worth being called time. Of course, you'll win
- 7:47:37one of them, anyhow, said Jane, who couldn't understand how the faculty
- 7:47:41could be so unfair ast to order it. Otherwise, I have not hope
- 7:47:44of the avery, said Anne. Everybody says Emily Clay will win it.
- 7:47:48And I'm not going to march up to that bulletin board and look at it
- 7:47:51before everybody. I haven't the moral courage. I'm going straight to the girl's
- 7:47:55dressing room. You must read the announcements and then come and tell me.
- 7:47:57Jane, and I implore you, in the name of our old friendship,
- 7:48:00to do it as quickly as possible. If I have failed, just say
- 7:48:03so without trying to break it gently. And whatever you do, don't sympathize
- 7:48:07with me. Promise me this, Jane. Jane promised solemnly, but as
- 7:48:12it happened, there was no necessity for such a promise. When they went
- 7:48:15up the entrance steps of Queen's they found the hall full of boys who were
- 7:48:18carrying Gilbert Blythe around on their shoulders and yelling at the tops of their voices
- 7:48:22Hurrah for b life meta list. For a moment, Anne felt one sickening
- 7:48:27pang of defeat and disappointment. So she had failed and Gilbert had won.
- 7:48:32Well, Matthew would be sorry, he had been so sure she would win.
- 7:48:37And then somebody called out three tears for miss Shirley, winner of the
- 7:48:41Avery. Oh, Anne, gasped Jane as they fled to the girl's dressing
- 7:48:45room, amid hearty cheers, Oh Anne, I'm so proud, isn't it
- 7:48:48splendid? And then the girls were around them, and Anne was the center
- 7:48:52of a laughing, congratulating group. Her shoulders were thumped and her hands shaken
- 7:48:56vigorously. She was pushed and pulled and hugged, and among it all all
- 7:49:00she managed to whisper to Jane, oh, won't Matthew and Marilla be pleased?
- 7:49:03I must write the news home right away. Commencement was the next important
- 7:49:07happening. The exercises were held in the big Assembly hall of the academy.
- 7:49:11Addresses were given, essays, read, songs sung, the public award of
- 7:49:15diplomas, prizes and medals made. Matthew and Marilla were there with eyes and
- 7:49:19ears for only one student on the platform, a tall girl in pale green
- 7:49:25with faintly flushed cheeks and starry eyes, who read the best essay and was
- 7:49:29pointed out and whispered about as the Avery winner. Reckon, you're glad we
- 7:49:33kept her, Marilla, whispered Matthew, speaking for the first time since he
- 7:49:36had entered the hall when Anne had finished her essay. It's not the first
- 7:49:40time I've been glad, retorted Marilla. You do like to rub things in
- 7:49:42Matthew Cuthbert. Miss Barry, who was sitting behind them, leaned forward and
- 7:49:47poked Marilla in the back with her parasol. Aren't you proud of that,
- 7:49:49Anne, girl? I am? She said. Anne went home to Avonlea
- 7:49:55with Matthew and Marilla that evening. She had not been home since April,
- 7:49:57and she felt that she could not wait an other day, the apple blossoms
- 7:50:02were out and the world was fresh, and young Diana was at Green Gables
- 7:50:04to meet her in her own white room, where Marilla had set a flowering
- 7:50:08house rose on the window sill. Anne looked about her and drew a long
- 7:50:11breath of happiness. Oh Diana, it's so good to be back again.
- 7:50:17It's so good to see those pointed furs coming out against the pink sky,
- 7:50:21and that white orchard against the old snow Queen. Isn't the breath of the
- 7:50:23mint delicious? And that tea rose? Why, it's a song and a
- 7:50:27hope and a prayer all in one. And it's good to see you again,
- 7:50:32Diana. I thought you liked that Stella Maynard better than me, said
- 7:50:36Diana, reproachfully. Josie Pye told me you did. Josie said you were
- 7:50:40infatuated with her. Anne laughed and pelted Diana with the faded June lilies of
- 7:50:44her bouquet. Stella Maynard is the dearest girl in the world except one,
- 7:50:48and you are that one, Diana, She said. I love you more
- 7:50:52than ever, and I've so many things to tell you, but just now
- 7:50:55I feel as if it were joy enough to sit here and look at you.
- 7:50:59I'm t I think tired of being studious and ambitious. I mean to
- 7:51:03spend at least two hours tomorrow lying out in the orchard grass thinking of absolutely
- 7:51:07nothing you've done. Splendidly, Anne, I suppose you won't be teaching now
- 7:51:12that you've won the Avery. No, I'm going to Redmond in September.
- 7:51:17Doesn't it seem wonderful. I'll have a brand new stock of ambition laid in
- 7:51:21by that time, after three glorious golden months of vacation. Jane and Ruby
- 7:51:25are going to teach. Isn't it splendid to think we all got through,
- 7:51:27even to Moody Spurgeon and Josie Pye. The Newbridge trustees have offered Jane their
- 7:51:32school already, said Diana. Gilbert Blythe is going to teach too. He
- 7:51:36has to. His father can't afford to send him to college next year,
- 7:51:38after all, so he means to earn his way through. I expect you'll
- 7:51:41get the school here if miss Ames decides to leave. Anne felt a queer
- 7:51:45little sensation of dismayed surprise. She had not known this. She had expected
- 7:51:48that Gilbert would be going to Redmond. Also, what would she do without
- 7:51:52their inspiring rivalry, would not work even at a co educational college with a
- 7:51:56real degree in prospect, be rather flat without her friend the enemy. The
- 7:52:02next morning, at breakfast, it suddenly struck Anne that Matthew was not looking
- 7:52:06well. Surely he was much grayer than he had been a year before,
- 7:52:08Marilla, she said, hesitatingly when he had gone out. Is Matthew quite
- 7:52:12well? No, he isn't, said Marilla in a troubled tone. He's
- 7:52:18had some real bad spells with his heart this spring, and he won't spare
- 7:52:21himself a mite. I've been real worried about him, but he's some better
- 7:52:25this while back, and we've got a good hired man, so I'm hoping
- 7:52:26he'll kind of rest and pick up. Maybe he will now you're home.
- 7:52:30You always cheer him up. Anne leaned across the table and took Marilla's face
- 7:52:34in her hands. You're not looking as well yourself as i'd like to see
- 7:52:37you, Marilla. You look tired. I'm afraid you've been working too hard.
- 7:52:41You must take a rest. Now that I'm home, I'm just going
- 7:52:45to take this one day off to visit all the dear old spots and hunt
- 7:52:48up my old dreams, and then it will be your turn to be lazy
- 7:52:51while I do the work. Marilla smiled affectionately at her girl. It's not
- 7:52:55the work, it's my head. I've got a pain so often now behind
- 7:52:59my eyes. Doctor Spencer's been fussing with glasses, but they don't do me
- 7:53:02any good. There is a distinguished oculist coming to the island the last of
- 7:53:06June, and the doctor says I must see him. I guess I'll have
- 7:53:08to. I can't read or sew with any comfort. Now. Well,
- 7:53:12Anne, you've done real well at Queen's, I must say, to take
- 7:53:15first class license in one year and win the Avery Scholarship. Well well,
- 7:53:21missus. Lynde says pride goes before a fall, and she doesn't believe in
- 7:53:23the higher education of women at all. She says it unfits them for woman's
- 7:53:26true sphere. I don't believe a word of it. Speaking of Rachel reminds
- 7:53:30me, did you hear anything about the Abbey bank lately? Anne? I
- 7:53:34heard it was shaky, answered Anne, why that is what Rachel said?
- 7:53:38She was up here one day last week and said there was some talk about
- 7:53:41it. Matthew felt real worried. All we have saved is in that bank,
- 7:53:45every penny. I wanted Matthew to put it in the savings bank in
- 7:53:48first place, But old mister Abbey was a great friend of father's, and
- 7:53:52he'd always banked with him. Matthew said any bank with him at the head
- 7:53:56of it was good enough for anybody. I think he has only been its
- 7:53:59nominal head for me many years, said Anne. He's a very old man.
- 7:54:03His nephews are really at the head of the institution. Well. When
- 7:54:06Rachel told us that I wanted Matthew to draw our money right out, and
- 7:54:10he said, you'd think of it. But mister Russell told him yesterday that
- 7:54:11the bank was all right. Anne had her good day in the companionship of
- 7:54:17the outdoor world. She never forgot that day. It was so bright and
- 7:54:19golden and fair, so free from shadow, and so lavish of blossom.
- 7:54:25Anne spent some of its rich hours in the orchard. She went to the
- 7:54:27Dryad's Bubble, and Willowmere and Violet Vale. She called in at the manse
- 7:54:32and had a satisfying talk with missus Allen, And finally in the evening she
- 7:54:36went with Matthew for the cows through Lovers Lane to the back pasture. The
- 7:54:40woods were all gloried through with sunset and the warm splendor of it streaming down
- 7:54:44through the hill gaps In the west. Matthew walked slowly with bent head.
- 7:54:48Anne tall and erect suited, her springing step to his. You've been working
- 7:54:52too hard to day, Matthew, she said, reproachfully. Why don't you
- 7:54:56take things easier? Well, now I can't see to, said Matthew,
- 7:55:00as he opened the yard gate to let the cows through. It's only that
- 7:55:03I'm getting old, Anne, and keep forgetting it. Well, well,
- 7:55:07I've always worked pretty hard, and i'd rather drop in harness. If I
- 7:55:11had been the boy you sent for, said Anne wistfully. I'd be able
- 7:55:14to help you so much now and spare you in a hundred ways. I
- 7:55:18could find it in my heart to wish I had been just for that.
- 7:55:21Well, now, i'd rather have you than a dozen boys, Anne,
- 7:55:23said Matthew, patting her hand. Just mind you that rather than a dozen
- 7:55:27boys. Well, now, I guess it wasn't a boy that took the
- 7:55:32Avery scholarship, was it. It was a girl, My girl, My
- 7:55:34girl that I'm proud of. He smiled his shy smile at her as he
- 7:55:38went into the yard. Anne took the memory of it with her when she
- 7:55:41went to her room that night, and sat for a long while at her
- 7:55:45open window, thinking of the past and dreaming of the future. Outside,
- 7:55:49the snow Queen was mistily white in the moonshine. The frogs were singing in
- 7:55:53the marsh beyond orchard slope. Anne always remembered the silvery, peaceful beauty and
- 7:55:59fragrant calm that night. It was the last night before sorrow touched her life.
- 7:56:03And no life is ever quite the same again when once that cold,
- 7:56:07sanctifying touch has been laid upon it. End of chapter thirty six, Chapter
- 7:56:12thirty seven, The Reaper whose name is Death. Matthew, Matthew, what
- 7:56:18is the matter? Matthew? Are you sick? It was Marilla who spoke
- 7:56:22alarm in every jerky word. Anne came through the hall, her hands full
- 7:56:26of white narcissus. It was long before Anne could love the sight or odor
- 7:56:30of white narcissus again, in time to hear her and to see Matthew standing
- 7:56:34in the porch doorway, a folded paper in his hand, and his face
- 7:56:37strangely drawn and gray. Anne dropped her flowers and sprang across the kitchen to
- 7:56:41him at the same moment as Marilla. They were both too late. Before
- 7:56:45they could reach him, Matthew had fallen across the threshold. He's fainted,
- 7:56:49gasped Marilla. Anne. Run for Martin, quick, quick, he's at
- 7:56:52the barn. Martin, the hired man, who had just driven home from
- 7:56:56the post office, started at once for the doctor, calling at or should
- 7:57:00slope on his way to send mister and missus Barry over. Missus Lynde,
- 7:57:03who was there on an errand, came too. They found Anne and Marilla
- 7:57:07distractedly trying to restore Matthew to consciousness. Missus Lynde pushed them gently aside,
- 7:57:11tried his pulse, and then laid her ear over his heart. She looked
- 7:57:15at their anxious faces sorrowfully, and the tears came into her eyes. Oh,
- 7:57:19Marilla, she said gravely, I don't think we can do anything for
- 7:57:23him. Missus Lynde, you don't think you can't think Matthew is is.
- 7:57:30Anne could not say the dreadful word. She turned sick and pallid. Child.
- 7:57:34Yes, I'm afraid of it. Look at his face when you've seen
- 7:57:37that look as often as I have, you'll know what it means. Anne
- 7:57:41looked at the still face, and there beheld the seal of the great presence.
- 7:57:45When the doctor came, he said that death had been instantaneous and probably
- 7:57:48painless, caused in all likelihood by some sudden shock. The secret of the
- 7:57:53shock was discovered to be in the paper Matthew had held, and which Martin
- 7:57:56had brought from the post office that morning. It can attained an account of
- 7:58:00the failure of the abbey bank. The news spread quickly through Avonlea, and
- 7:58:04all day friends and neighbors thronged green Gables and came and went on errands of
- 7:58:08kindness for the dead and living. For the first time, shy quiet,
- 7:58:12Matthew Cuthbert was a person of central importance. The white majesty of death had
- 7:58:18fallen on him and set him apart as one crowned. When the calm night
- 7:58:22came softly down over green Gables, the old house was hushed and tranquil.
- 7:58:27In the parlor lay Matthew Cuthbert in his coffin, his long gray hair framing
- 7:58:32his placid face, on which there was a little kindly smile as if he
- 7:58:36but slept dreaming pleasant dreams. There were flowers about him, sweet old fashioned
- 7:58:41flowers, which his mother had planted in the homestead garden in her bridal days,
- 7:58:45and for which Matthew had always had a secret, wordless love. Anne
- 7:58:49had gathered them and brought them to him, her anguished, tearless eyes burning
- 7:58:53in her white face. It was the last thing she could do for him.
- 7:58:57The Barrys and missus Lee stayed with them that night. Diana, going
- 7:59:02to the east gable where Anne was standing at her windows, said gently,
- 7:59:06Anne, dear, would you like to have me sleep with you tonight?
- 7:59:10Thank you? Diana. Anne looked earnestly into her friend's face. I think
- 7:59:15you won't misunderstand me when I say I want to be alone. I'm not
- 7:59:18afraid. I haven't been alone one minute since it happened, and I want
- 7:59:22to be I want to be quite silent and quiet and try to realize it.
- 7:59:27I can't realize it. Half the time, it seems to me that
- 7:59:30Matthew can't be dead, and the other half it seems as if he must
- 7:59:34have been dead for a long time. And I've had this horrible dull ache
- 7:59:37ever since. Diana did not quite understand Marilla's impassioned grief, breaking all the
- 7:59:45bounds of natural reserve and life long habit in its stormy rush. She could
- 7:59:48comprehend better than Anne's tearless agony. But she went away kindly, leaving Anne
- 7:59:53alone to keep her first visual with sorrow. Anne hoped that the tears would
- 7:59:59come in solitude. It seemed to her a terrible thing that she could not
- 8:00:03shed a tear from Matthew, whom she had loved so much, and who
- 8:00:06had been so kind to her, Matthew who had walked with her last evening
- 8:00:10at sunset and was now lying in the dim room below with that awful peace
- 8:00:15on his brow. But no tears came at first, even when she knelt
- 8:00:18by her window in the darkness and prayed, looking up to the stars beyond
- 8:00:22the hills. No tears, only the same horrible dull ache of misery that
- 8:00:27kept on aching until she fell asleep, worn out with the day's pain and
- 8:00:32excitement. In the night, she awakened with the stillness and the darkness about
- 8:00:37her, and the recollection of the day came over her like a wave of
- 8:00:41sorrow. She could see Matthew's face smiling at her, as he had smiled
- 8:00:44when they parted at the gate the last evening. She could hear his voice
- 8:00:48saying, my girl, my girl that I am proud of. Then the
- 8:00:52tears came, and Anne wept her heart out. Marilla heard her and crept
- 8:00:56in to comfort her. There there, don't cry, so dearie. It
- 8:01:00can't bring him back. It. It isn't right to cry. So I
- 8:01:06knew that to day, but I couldn't help it. Then. He'd always
- 8:01:08been such a good, kind brother to me. But God knows best.
- 8:01:12Oh, just let me cry, Marilla sobbed. Anne. The tears don't
- 8:01:18hurt me like that. Ache did stay here for a little while with me
- 8:01:21and keep your arm around me. So I couldn't have Diana stay. She's
- 8:01:26good and kind and sweet, but it's not her sorrow. She's outside of
- 8:01:30it, and she couldn't come close enough to my heart to help me.
- 8:01:33It's our sorrow, yours and mine. Oh Marilla, what will we do
- 8:01:37without him? We've got each other. Anne. I don't know what I'd
- 8:01:41do if you weren't here, if you'd never come. Oh, Anne,
- 8:01:45I know I've been kind of strict and harsh with you. Maybe, but
- 8:01:48you mustn't think I didn't love you as well as Matthew did. For all
- 8:01:52that, I want to tell you now when I can. It's never been
- 8:01:56easy for me to say things out of my heart, but at times like
- 8:01:59this it's easier. I love you as dear, as if you were my
- 8:02:02own flesh and blood, and you've been my joy and comfort ever since you
- 8:02:04came to Green Gables. Two days afterwards, they carried Matthew Cuthbert over his
- 8:02:11homestead threshold and away from the fields he had tilled, and the orchards he
- 8:02:15had loved, and the trees he had planted. And then Avonlea settled back
- 8:02:19to its usual placidity, and even at Green Gables, affairs slipped into their
- 8:02:23old groove, and work was done and duties fulfilled with regularity as before,
- 8:02:29although always with the aching sense of loss in all familiar things. Anne new
- 8:02:33to grief, thought it almost sad that it could be so that they could
- 8:02:37go on in the old way without Matthew. She felt something like shame and
- 8:02:41remorse when she discovered that the sun rises behind the firs, and the pale
- 8:02:45pink buds opening in the garden gave her the old inrush of gladness when she
- 8:02:49saw them, that Diana's visits were pleasant to her, and that Diana's merry
- 8:02:53words and ways moved her to laughter and smiles. That in brief, the
- 8:02:59beautiful world, old of blossom and love and friendship, had lost none of
- 8:03:03its power to please her fancy and thrill her heart. That life still called
- 8:03:07to her with many insistent voices. It seems like disloyalty to Matthew somehow to
- 8:03:11find pleasure in these things now that he is gone, she said wistfully to
- 8:03:15missus Allen one evening, when they were together in the man's garden. I
- 8:03:19miss him so much all the time, and yet, Missus Allan, the
- 8:03:25world in life seem very beautiful and interesting to me. For all to day
- 8:03:29Diana said something funny, and I found myself laughing. I thought when it
- 8:03:33happened, I could never laugh again, And it somehow seems as if I
- 8:03:36oughtn't to. When Matthew was here, he liked to hear you laugh,
- 8:03:41and he liked to know that you found pleasure in the pleasant things around you,
- 8:03:44said Missus Allan gently. He is just away now, and he likes
- 8:03:48to know it. Just the same. I am sure we should not shut
- 8:03:51our hearts against the healing influences that nature offers us. But I can understand
- 8:03:56your feeling. I think we all experience the same thing, resent the thought
- 8:04:00that anything can please us when some one we love is no longer here to
- 8:04:03share the pleasure with us, and we almost feel as if we were unfaithful
- 8:04:07to our sorrow when we find our interest in the life returning to us.
- 8:04:11I was down to the graveyard to plant a rose bush on Matthew's grave this
- 8:04:15afternoon, said Anne dreamily. I took a slip of the little white Scotch
- 8:04:18rose bush his mother brought out from Scotland long ago. Matthew always liked those
- 8:04:23roses the best. They were so small and sweet on their thorny stems.
- 8:04:27It made me feel glad that I could plant it by his grave, as
- 8:04:30if I were doing something that must please him in taking it there to be
- 8:04:33near him. I hope he has roses like them in heaven. Perhaps the
- 8:04:38souls of all those little white roses that he has loved so many summers were
- 8:04:42all there to meet him. I must go home now. Marilla is all
- 8:04:47alone, and she gets lonely at twilight, she will be lonelier still.
- 8:04:51I fear when you go away again to college, said missus Allen. Anne
- 8:04:55did not reply. She said good night and went slowly back to Green Gables.
- 8:05:00Marilla was sitting on the front door steps, and Anne sat down beside
- 8:05:03her. The door was opened behind them, held back by a big pink
- 8:05:07conk shell with hints of sea sunsets in its smooth inner convolutions. Anne gathered
- 8:05:12some sprays of pale yellow honeysuckle and put them in her hair. She liked
- 8:05:17the delicious hint of fragrance as some aerial benediction above her every time she moved.
- 8:05:22Doctor Spencer was here while you were away, Marilla said. He says
- 8:05:26that the specialist will be in town tomorrow, and he insists that I must
- 8:05:29go in and have my eyes examined. I suppose i'd better go and have
- 8:05:32it over. I'll be more than thankful if the man can give me the
- 8:05:34right kind of glasses to suit my eyes. You won't mind staying here alone
- 8:05:38while I'm away, will you. Martin will have to drive me in,
- 8:05:41and there's ironing and baking to do. I shall be all right. Diana
- 8:05:45will come over for company for me. I shall attend to the ironing and
- 8:05:48baking beautifully. You needn't fear that I'll starch the handkerchiefs or flavor the cake
- 8:05:52with liniment. Marilla laughed, What a girl you were for making mistakes in
- 8:05:56them days, Anne, you were always getting into I did used to think
- 8:06:00you were possessed. Do you mind the time you dyed your hair? Yes,
- 8:06:04indeed, I shall never forget it, smiled Anne, touching the heavy
- 8:06:08braid of hair that was round about her shapely head. I laugh a little
- 8:06:12now sometimes when I think what a worry my hair used to be to me.
- 8:06:15But I don't laugh much because it was a very real trouble then.
- 8:06:19I did suffer terribly over my hair and my freckles. My freckles are really
- 8:06:23gone, and people are nice enough to tell me my hair is auburn now
- 8:06:27all but Josie Pye. She informed me yesterday that she really thought it was
- 8:06:30redder than ever, or at least my black dress made it look redder.
- 8:06:34And she asked me if people who had red hair ever got used to having
- 8:06:37it. Marilla, I've almost decided to give up trying to like Josie Pye.
- 8:06:42I've made what I would once have called a heroic effort to like her.
- 8:06:47But Josie Pye won't be liked. Josie is a pie, said Marilla
- 8:06:51sharply, so she can't help being disagreeable. I suppose people of that kind
- 8:06:55serve some useful purpose in society, but I must say I don't know what
- 8:06:59it is any more than I know the use of thistles. Is Josie going
- 8:07:03to teach? No, she is going back to Queen's next year. So
- 8:07:06are Moody Spurgeon and Charlie Sloane. Jane and Ruby are going to teach,
- 8:07:08and they have both got schools, Jane at Newbridge and Ruby at some place
- 8:07:12up west. Gilbert Blythe is going to teach too, isn't he? Yes?
- 8:07:18Briefly, What a nice looking fellow he is, said Marilla absently.
- 8:07:22I saw him in church last Sunday and he seemed so tall and manly.
- 8:07:26He looks a lot like his father did at the same age. John Blythe
- 8:07:30was a nice boy. We used to be real good friends. He and
- 8:07:33I. People called him my beau. Anne looked up with swift interest.
- 8:07:37Oh Marilla, and what happened? Why didn't you we had a quarrel.
- 8:07:42I wouldn't forgive him when he asked me to. I meant to after a
- 8:07:45while, but I was sulky and angry, and I wanted to punish him
- 8:07:48first. He never came back. The Blithes were all mighty and dependent,
- 8:07:53but I always felt rather sorry. I've always kind of wished i'd forgiven him
- 8:07:59when I had the chance ance. So you've had a bit of romance in
- 8:08:02your life, too, said Anne softly. Yes, I suppose you might
- 8:08:06call it that. You wouldn't think so to look at me, would you.
- 8:08:10But you never can tell about people from their outsides. Everybody has forgotten
- 8:08:14about me and John. I've forgotten myself, But it all came back to
- 8:08:18me when I saw Gilbert last Sunday. End of Chapter thirty seven, Chapter
- 8:08:23thirty eight, The Bend in the Road. Marilla went to town the next
- 8:08:29day and returned in the evening. Anne had gone over to Orchard Slope with
- 8:08:33Diana and came back to find Marilla in the kitchen, sitting by the table
- 8:08:37with her head leaning on her hand. Something in her dejected attitude struck a
- 8:08:41chill to Anne's heart. She had never seen Marilla sit limply inert like that.
- 8:08:45Are you very tired, Marilla? Yes, no, I don't know,
- 8:08:51said Marilla, wearily, looking up. I suppose I am tired,
- 8:08:55but I haven't thought about it. It's not that. Did you see the
- 8:08:59oculist. What did he say? Asked Anne anxiously. Yes, I saw
- 8:09:03him. He examined my eyes. He says that if I give up all
- 8:09:07reading and sewing entirely, and any kind of work that strains the eyes,
- 8:09:11and if I'm careful not to cry, and if I wear the glasses he's
- 8:09:15given me, he thinks my eyes may not get any worse and my head
- 8:09:18aches will be cured. But if I don't, he says, I'll certainly
- 8:09:22be stone blind in six months. Blind, Anne, just think of it
- 8:09:27for a minute. Anne, after her first quick exclamation of dismay, was
- 8:09:30silent. It seemed to her that she could not speak. Then she said,
- 8:09:34bravely, but with a catch in her voice, Marilla, don't think
- 8:09:38of it. You know he has given you hope. If you are careful,
- 8:09:41you won't lose your sight altogether. And if his glasses cure your headaches,
- 8:09:45it will be a great thing. I don't call it much hope,
- 8:09:48said Marilla, bitterly. What am I to live for? If I can't
- 8:09:52read, or sew or do anything like that, I might as well be
- 8:09:56blind or dead. And as for crying, I can't help them when I
- 8:10:00get lonesome. But there it's no good talking about it. If you'll get
- 8:10:04me a cup of tea, I'll be thankful. I'm about done out.
- 8:10:07Don't say anything about this to anyone for a spell yet. Anyway, I
- 8:10:11can't bear that folks should come here to question and sympathize and talk about it.
- 8:10:17When Marilla had eaten her lunch, Anne persuaded her to go to bed.
- 8:10:19Then Anne went herself to the east gable and sat down by her window
- 8:10:23in the darkness, alone with her tears and her heaviness of heart. How
- 8:10:27sadly things had changed since she had sat here the night after coming home.
- 8:10:32Then she had been full of hope and joy, and the future had looked
- 8:10:34rosy with promise. Anne felt as if she had lived years since then.
- 8:10:40But before she went to bed there was a smile on her lips and peace
- 8:10:42in her heart. She had looked her duty courageously in the face and found
- 8:10:47it a friend, as duty ever is when we meet it frankly one afternoon.
- 8:10:52A few days later, Marilla came slowly in from the front yard,
- 8:10:55where she had been talking to a caller, a man whom Anne knew by
- 8:10:57sight as Saddler from Carmity. Anne wondered what he could have been saying to
- 8:11:02bring that look to Marilla's face. What did mister Sadler want Marilla. Marilla
- 8:11:07sat down by the window and looked at Anne. There were tears in her
- 8:11:10eyes and defiance of the Oculus prohibition, and her voice broke as she said,
- 8:11:15he heard that I was going to sell green Gables, and he wants
- 8:11:18to buy it. Buy it, Buy green Gables. Anne wondered if she
- 8:11:22had heard aright. Oh, Marilla, you don't mean to sell green Gables.
- 8:11:26Anne. I don't know what else is to be done. I've thought
- 8:11:30it all over. If my eyes were strong, I could stay here and
- 8:11:33make out to look after things and manage with a good hired man. But
- 8:11:37as it is, I can't. I may lose my sight altogether, and
- 8:11:41anyway I'll not be fit to run things. Oh. I never thought i'd
- 8:11:45live to see the day when I'd have to sell my home. But things
- 8:11:48would only get behind worse and worse all the time till nobody would want to
- 8:11:51buy it. Every cent of our money went in that bank, and there's
- 8:11:55some notes Matthew gave last fall to pay missus. Lynde advises me to sell
- 8:12:00the farm and board somewhere with her. I suppose it won't bring much.
- 8:12:03It's small and the buildings are old, but it'll be enough for me to
- 8:12:07live on. I reckon. I'm thankful you're provided for with that scholarship.
- 8:12:11Anne. I'm sorry you won't have a home to come to in your vacations,
- 8:12:15that's all. But I suppose you'll manage somehow. Marilla broke down and
- 8:12:19wept bitterly. You mustn't sell green Gables, said Anne resolutely. Oh Anne,
- 8:12:26I wish I didn't have to. But you can see for yourself.
- 8:12:29I can't stay here alone. I'd go crazy with trouble and loneliness, and
- 8:12:33my sight would go I know it would. You won't have to stay here
- 8:12:37alone, Marilla. I'll be with you. I'm not going to Redmond.
- 8:12:41Not going to Redmond. Marilla lifted her worn face from her hands and looked
- 8:12:45at Anne. Why what do you mean? Just what I say? I'm
- 8:12:51not going to take the scholarship. I decided so the night after you came
- 8:12:53home from town. You surely don't think I could leave you alone in your
- 8:12:57trouble, Marilla, After all you you've done for me, I've been thinking
- 8:13:02and planning. Let me tell you my plans. Mister Barry wants to rent
- 8:13:06the farm for next year, so you won't have any bother over that.
- 8:13:08And I'm going to teach. I've applied for the school here, but I
- 8:13:11don't expect to get it for I understand the trustees have promised her to Gilbert
- 8:13:15Blyfe. But I can have the Carmody school. Mister Blair told me so
- 8:13:18last night at the store. Of course, that won't be quite as nice
- 8:13:22or convenient as if I had the Avonlea school. But I can board home
- 8:13:25and drive myself over to carmodyan back in the warm weather at least, and
- 8:13:29even in winter I can come home Fridays. We'll keep a horse for that.
- 8:13:33Oh. I have it all planned out, Marilla, and I'll read
- 8:13:36to you and keep you cheered up. You shan't be dull or lonesome,
- 8:13:40and will be real cozy and happy here together. You and I, Marilla
- 8:13:44had listened like a woman in a dream. Oh, Anne, I could
- 8:13:48get on real well if you were here, I know, but I can't
- 8:13:51let you sacrifice yourself so for me it would be terrible nonsense. Anne laughed
- 8:13:56merrily. There is no sacrifice. Nothing thing could be worse than giving up
- 8:14:00green Gables. Nothing could hurt me more. We must keep the dear old
- 8:14:04place. My mind is quite made up, Marilla. I'm not going to
- 8:14:07Redmond, and I am going to stay here and teach. Don't you worry
- 8:14:11about me a bit but your ambitions and I'm just as ambitious as ever,
- 8:14:17Only I've changed the object of my ambitions. I'm going to be a good
- 8:14:21teacher, and I'm going to save your eyesight. Besides, I mean to
- 8:14:25study at home here and take a little college course all by myself. Oh.
- 8:14:29I've dozens of plans, Marilla. I've been thinking them out for a
- 8:14:32week. I shall give life here my best, and I believe it will
- 8:14:34give its best to me in return. When I left Queen's, my future
- 8:14:38seemed to stretch out before me like a straight road. I thought I could
- 8:14:41see along it for many a milestone. Now there is a bend in it.
- 8:14:45I don't know what lies around the bend, but I'm going to believe
- 8:14:48that the best does. It has a fascination of its own. That bend,
- 8:14:52Marilla, I wonder how the road beyond it goes. What there is
- 8:14:56of green glory and soft checkered light and shadows, What a new landscapes,
- 8:15:00what new beauties, what curves and hills and valleys further on? I don't
- 8:15:06feel as if I ought to let you give it up, said Marilla,
- 8:15:08referring to the scholarship. But you can't prevent me. I'm sixteen and a
- 8:15:12half, obstinate as a mule, as missus Lynde once told me, laughed
- 8:15:15Anne. Oh Marilla, don't you go pitying me. I don't like to
- 8:15:19be pitied, and there is no need for it. I'm heart glad over
- 8:15:22the very thought of staying at dear Green Gables. Nobody could love it as
- 8:15:26you and I do, so we must keep it. You blessed girl,
- 8:15:30said Marilla, yielding. I feel as if you'd given me new life.
- 8:15:34I guess I ought to stick out and make you go to college, but
- 8:15:37I know I can't, so I ain't gonna try. I'll make it up
- 8:15:41to you, though, Anne, When it became noised abroad in Avonlea that
- 8:15:45Anne Shirley had given up the idea of going to college and intended to stay
- 8:15:49home and teach. There was a good deal of discussion over it. Most
- 8:15:52of the good folks, not knowing about Marilla's eyes, thought she was foolish.
- 8:15:57Missus Allen did not. She told Anne so in approving words. It
- 8:16:00brought tears of pleasure to the girl's eyes. Neither did good Missus Lynde.
- 8:16:04She came up one evening and found Anne and Marilla sitting at the front door
- 8:16:08in the warm, scented summer dusk. They liked to sit there when the
- 8:16:11twilight came down, and the white moths flew about in the garden and the
- 8:16:15odor of mint filled the dewy air. Missus Rachel deposited her substantial person upon
- 8:16:21the stone bench by the door, behind which grew a row of tall,
- 8:16:23pink and yellow hollyhocks. With a long breath of mingled weariness and relief,
- 8:16:30I declare, I'm getting glad to sit down. I've been on my feet
- 8:16:33all day, and two hundred pounds is a good bit for two feet to
- 8:16:36carry round. It's a great blessing not to be fat, Marilla. I
- 8:16:40hope you appreciate it. Well. Anne, I hear you've given up your
- 8:16:44notion of going to college. I was real glad to hear it. You've
- 8:16:47got as much education now as a woman can be comfortable with. I don't
- 8:16:51believe in girls going to college with the men and cramming their heads full of
- 8:16:53Latin and Greek and all that nonsense. But I'm going to study Latin and
- 8:16:57Greek just the same, Missus Lynde, said Anne, laughing. I am
- 8:17:02going to take my art's course right here at Green Gables and study everything that
- 8:17:04I would at college. Missus Lynde lifted her hands in holy horror. Anne,
- 8:17:10surely you'll kill yourself, not a bit of it. I shall thrive
- 8:17:14on it. Oh. I'm not going to overdo things, as Josiah Allen's
- 8:17:18wife says. I shall be medium, but I'll have lots of spare time
- 8:17:22in the long winter evenings, and I've no vocation for fancy work. I'm
- 8:17:26going to teach over at Carmody. You know, I don't know it.
- 8:17:29I guess you're going to teach right here in Avonlea. The trustees have decided
- 8:17:32to give you the school, missus Lynde, cried Anne, springing to her
- 8:17:37feet in surprise. Why. I thought they had promised it to Gilbert life.
- 8:17:40So they did. But as soon as Gilbert heard that you had applied
- 8:17:42for it, he went to them they had a business meeting at the school
- 8:17:45last night, you know, and told them that he withdrew his application and
- 8:17:48suggested that they accept yours. He said he was going to teach at White
- 8:17:52Sands. Of course he knew how much you wanted to stay with Marilla,
- 8:17:56and I must say I think it was real kind and thoughtful in him,
- 8:17:59that's why. But real self sacrificing too, for he'll have his board to
- 8:18:03pay at White Sands, and everybody knows he's got to earn his own way
- 8:18:06through college. So the trustees decided to take you. I was tickled to
- 8:18:08death when Thomas came home and told me. I don't feel that I ought
- 8:18:12to take it, murmured Anne. I mean, I don't think I ought
- 8:18:17to let Gilbert make such a sacrifice for it for me. I guess you
- 8:18:21can't prevent him now. He signed papers with the White Sands trustees, so
- 8:18:25it wouldn't do him any good now if you were to refuse, of course
- 8:18:29you'll take the school. You'll get along all right, now that there are
- 8:18:30no pies coming. Josie was the last of them, and a good thing
- 8:18:33she was. That's what. There's been some pie or other going to Avonlea
- 8:18:37school for the last twenty years. And I guess their mission in life was
- 8:18:41to keep school teachers reminded that Earth isn't their home. Bless my heart,
- 8:18:45what does all that winking and blinking at the barry gable mean? Diana is
- 8:18:49signaling for me to go over, laughed Anne. You know we keep up
- 8:18:52the old custom. Excuse me while I run over and see what she wants.
- 8:18:56Anne ran down the clover slope like a deer and disappeared in the furry
- 8:19:00shadows of the haunted wood. Missus Lynde looked after her indulgently. There's a
- 8:19:04good deal of the child about her, yet in some ways there's a good
- 8:19:08deal more of the woman about her and others, retorted Marilla, with a
- 8:19:11momentary return of her old crispness. But crispness was no longer Marilla's distinguishing characteristic,
- 8:19:18As missus Lynde told her Thomas that night. Marilla Cuthbert has got mellow.
- 8:19:22That's what. Anne went to the little Avonlea graveyard the next evening to
- 8:19:26put fresh flowers on Matthew's grave and water the Scotch rose bush. She lingered
- 8:19:32there until dusk, liking the peace and calm of the little place, with
- 8:19:36its poplars, whose rustle was like low friendly speech, and its whispering grasses
- 8:19:40growing at will among the graves. When she finally left it and walked down
- 8:19:44the long hill that sloped the lake of Shining Waters, it was past sunset,
- 8:19:48and all Avonlea lay before her in a dream like afterlight, a haunt
- 8:19:52of ancient peace. There was a freshness in the air, as of a
- 8:19:56wind that had blown over honey sweet fields of clover. Home lights twinkled out
- 8:20:00here and there among the homestead trees. Beyond lay the sea, misty and
- 8:20:04purple, with its haunting, unceasing murmur. The west was a glory of
- 8:20:10soft, mingled hues, and the pond reflected them all in still softer shadings.
- 8:20:15The beauty of it all thrilled Anne's heart, and she gratefully opened the
- 8:20:18gates of her soul to it, dear old world. She murmured, you
- 8:20:22are very lovely and I am glad to be alive in you. Half Way
- 8:20:27down the hill, a tall lad came whistling out of a gate before the
- 8:20:30Blithe homestead. It was Gilbert, and the whistle died on his lips as
- 8:20:34he recognized Anne. He lifted his cap courteously, but he would have passed
- 8:20:38on in silence if Anne had not stopped and held out her hand Gilbert.
- 8:20:44She said, with scarlet cheeks, I want to thank you for giving up
- 8:20:47the school for me. It was very good of you, and I want
- 8:20:49you to know that I appreciate it. Gilbert took the offered hand eagerly.
- 8:20:55It wasn't particularly good of me at all. Anne, I was pleased to
- 8:20:57be able to do you some small service. Are we going to be friends
- 8:21:00after this? Have you really forgiven me my old fault? Anne laughed and
- 8:21:06tried unsuccessfully to withdraw her hand. I forgave you that day by the pond
- 8:21:10landing, although I didn't know it. What a stubborn little goose I was
- 8:21:14I've been. I may as well make a complete confession. I've been sorry
- 8:21:18ever since. We are going to be the best of friends, said Gilbert
- 8:21:22jubilantly. We were born to be good friends. Anne. You've thwarted destiny
- 8:21:26enough. I know we can help each other in many ways. You are
- 8:21:30going to keep up your studies, aren't you? So am I come,
- 8:21:33I'm going to walk home with you. Marilla looked curiously at Anne when the
- 8:21:37latter entered the kitchen. Who was that came up the lane with you,
- 8:21:41Anne, Gilbert blythe answered Anne, vexed to find herself blushing. I met
- 8:21:45him on Berry's Hill. I didn't think you and Gilbert were such good friends
- 8:21:49that you'd stand for half an hour at the gate talking to him, said
- 8:21:52Marilla, with a dry smile. We haven't been We've been good enemies,
- 8:21:57but we have decided that it will be much more sensible to be good friends
- 8:22:00in the future. Were we really there half an hour? It seemed just
- 8:22:04a few minutes. But you see, we have five years lost conversations to
- 8:22:08catch up with. Marilla. Anne sat long at her window that night,
- 8:22:12companioned by a glad content. The wind purred softly in the cherry boughs,
- 8:22:18and the mint breaths came up to her. The stars twinkled over the pointed
- 8:22:21firs in the hollow, and Diana's light gleamed through the old gap. Anne's
- 8:22:26horizons had closed in since the night she had sat there after coming home from
- 8:22:30Queen's. But if the path set before her feet was to be narrow,
- 8:22:33she knew that flowers of quiet happiness would bloom along it. The joy of
- 8:22:37sincere work and worthy aspiration and congenial friendship were to be hers. Nothing could
- 8:22:41rob her of her birthright of fancy, or her ideal world of dreams.
- 8:22:47And there was always the bend in the road. God's in his heaven.
- 8:22:51All's right with the world, whispered Anne softly, end of Chapter thirty eight.