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Episode 70 | Season 3 | Surrender Moon Cycle | New Moon · Living the Moon Cycles

• 0:06
  SPEAKER_00: Hello, I'm Wendy Wrights and welcome to Living the Moon Cycles.
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  SPEAKER_00: Each episode is a conversation with me and my highly intuitive good friend Betty, where we share our extraordinary experiences of intuition.
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  SPEAKER_00: By living an organic way of being within the sacred geometry of cyclical time, we experience the full capacity of our consciousness.
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  SPEAKER_00: Our conversation and the information you hear in this podcast is streamed from a unified collective intelligence known as the 11th Alliance.
• 0:39
  SPEAKER_00: I invite you to explore and enjoy a new knowing of yourself within Living the Moon Cycles.
• 0:45
  SPEAKER_00: Live it and be it.
• 0:54
  SPEAKER_00: Hello.
• 0:55
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to season three of Living the Moon Cycles.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's the surrender moon cycle of 2026.
• 1:03
  SPEAKER_00: New moon.
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  SPEAKER_00: Hello, Betty.
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  SPEAKER_00: Hello, Wendy.
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  SPEAKER_00: Of course, we're, you know, we pretty much show up every time laughing, don't we?
• 1:13
  SPEAKER_00: When we come on.
• 1:15
  SPEAKER_01: What a crazy time.
• 1:17
  SPEAKER_01: I I mean, I I was feeling really good and really together, and I was very peaceful.
• 1:24
  SPEAKER_01: And then I have a new computer that I'm trying to I thought would work seamlessly because it has for everything else.
• 1:29
  SPEAKER_01: And of course it's thrown me off balance, which is exactly where I think higher consciousness wants me when we're doing these podcasts.
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  SPEAKER_01: So here I am.
• 1:38
  SPEAKER_01: I'm showing up.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_00: And and and I feel the same way.
• 1:42
  SPEAKER_00: I'm in a historic hotel in uh Weaverville, California, which is the Trinity Alps.
• 1:48
  SPEAKER_00: And uh yeah, I was getting all this guidance.
• 1:51
  SPEAKER_00: Now move the bed to the other side, and I can't carry it because so I had to slide the little tiny the desk across the bed and then to pick it up, put it on the I mean, all kinds.
• 2:02
  SPEAKER_00: But you know, buddy, I think you know what we learn is that it it there's a certain vibration that goes with these these podcasts, and and we we pretty much do what we need to do to get there, at least I have this morning.
• 2:20
  SPEAKER_01: Well, and it's really it it really is, it really does boil down to curiosity, wonder, and adventure because I have no idea I'm uh actually back on my old computer, the old setup, and why it didn't work, I don't know, but I was supposed to be using this old computer instead, and so I did.
• 2:38
  SPEAKER_01: And here I am.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 2:40
  SPEAKER_00: Well, you know, we're we're transitioning from the action moon cycle into the surrender moon cycle, which you and I were talking about.
• 2:48
  SPEAKER_00: And uh last night I took a I'm traveling with a friend now, um, old old time friend, knew each other for since we were five, so that's fifty some years we've known each other.
• 3:00
  SPEAKER_00: Uh, but last night I told her, I said, okay, you know, I'm gonna take a break, do some downtime, you know, kind of think about moon cycles for a while before we do the podcast.
• 3:11
  SPEAKER_00: Uh so yeah, but I was sitting there last night and and I told Betty this this morning.
• 3:16
  SPEAKER_00: I couldn't grasp it.
• 3:17
  SPEAKER_00: I couldn't, it was weird.
• 3:19
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, okay, what's the change in growth?
• 3:21
  SPEAKER_00: You know, just reflection.
• 3:23
  SPEAKER_00: And like, um, but then Betty said this morning, she goes, Well, there's been a lot going on, Wendy.
• 3:30
  SPEAKER_01: Like oh my gosh.
• 3:31
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, there is so much.
• 3:32
  SPEAKER_01: I've I look before we s really started talking and diving deep into it, I was feeling, like I said earlier, is very peaceful and calm, and there wasn't a lot happening in my world.
• 3:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm watching Wendy, I'm observing all of these amazing things and places Wendy's going to, and then the more we got to talking, it's like, oh well, mine's happening on it in a different way.
• 3:55
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 3:56
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: So the the action moon cycle was really about action with leading.
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  SPEAKER_00: All right.
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  SPEAKER_00: That was that's kind of the the overall theme.
• 4:06
  SPEAKER_00: And it really has to do with um that moon cycle, the action moon cycle.
• 4:12
  SPEAKER_00: You you create a new foundation, would you say, buddy, or you establish a new foundation through the change and go?
• 4:19
  SPEAKER_01: I say establish or well, that's what we were talking about earlier, right?
• 4:25
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah and that we thought we had to completely change and get and and I suppose that could be a strong possibility that you change your foundation.
• 4:33
  SPEAKER_01: Um, as we were talking this morning, it was for me, it was more about uh deepening the foundation that I already have and taking a deeper dive into it that I wasn't aware of.
• 4:47
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm not really changing the idea of myself, it's just having a deeper awareness of it.
• 4:52
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm not sure if that's establishing that would that be establishing a new foundation, or is it just Okay, so you just said you're you have a deeper awareness of yourself, a more profound awareness of yourself.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yes, and of my foundational concept.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so when we're talking about a foundational concept, it's like who you are, what you are, and how you understand the world and others, all right?
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  SPEAKER_00: Right, we all have that foundational concept that everything comes off of.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when we have an experience and it changes our understanding of the world and others, okay, our foundational concept changes.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it's always flexing.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, there's certain more profound truths in that concept that that can can can be and and then that's the foundation, like the these profound truths in that concept or or the foundation that this moon cycle is working with.
• 5:50
  SPEAKER_00: All right, those deeper truths.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it's very interesting.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um Betty and I have been working with story structures and character arcs, and because we're writing these books, the co-create Genesis books, and um Betty's really a lot more deeper deep into the character uh arcs that go on in stories.
• 6:12
  SPEAKER_01: And one of the things that she has really brought to my awareness and is learning so much about is this um we have a lie and then when we go through transformation, it's really about how we release that lie, buddy, or how we um uh release it, realize it, and uh understand that it is not it it's not the truth.
• 6:38
  SPEAKER_00: It's not the truth, it's really not real.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's something we believe in that it's not true or something.
• 6:43
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so in this last moon cycle, action moon, I'm I'm tying foundation with this, okay?
• 6:51
  SPEAKER_00: That's where I'm going with this.
• 6:52
  SPEAKER_00: Um that when in what Betty was saying, where she has a deeper awareness of herself, she has a deeper awareness of her truth.
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  SPEAKER_00: So those foundational, profound truths are what have uh she just has a deeper, it has expanded, or it's it's a deeper knowing of herself.
• 7:14
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I've um let me give give you an example of what we're talking about as far as the lie goes.
• 7:20
  SPEAKER_01: Um what is my lie?
• 7:23
  SPEAKER_01: What is something I believe about myself that isn't the truth?
• 7:26
  SPEAKER_01: And I've shared this before on podcasts.
• 7:29
  SPEAKER_01: I have uh low self-worth.
• 7:32
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so I've thought that for many, many years from the time I was a child.
• 7:38
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm realizing that that is my lie because I I I am worthy.
• 7:44
  SPEAKER_01: And one of the things that came up during this these last couple weeks is um with this new computer, I was um decluttering and and uh refining all of these different uh my movie, my I'm sorry, my photos, um my email, all of this, all of that.
• 8:03
  SPEAKER_01: And one of the things that came up with my music was I had a recording that was uh I had uh spent money on, and it was just uh a little blip on numerology, and this was years ago.
• 8:15
  SPEAKER_01: So I just listened to it.
• 8:16
  SPEAKER_01: It was very short.
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  SPEAKER_01: It was really a funnel where they wanted me to buy something else, and which I didn't do.
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_01: But it gave me a very succinct uh nugget of who I am, and it was really right on.
• 8:29
  SPEAKER_01: It was um that uh I like to be alone and other people see me as a lone wolf, and this is very true.
• 8:37
  SPEAKER_01: And for years, I've shared this before, I kept trying to fit in and have all these friends, like I saw other people, and I was never comfortable with that.
• 8:46
  SPEAKER_01: And during this period of time, while Wendy is traveling and my husband is traveling, I'm in this community really alone.
• 8:54
  SPEAKER_01: I'm really by myself.
• 8:55
  SPEAKER_01: So my only contacts uh on a daily basis are Wendy and Jerry, and I realize I'm quite comfortable with that, and so I'm realizing that my truth of self-worth is not involved with other people, acquaintances, relationships, other than the relationship I have with myself.
• 9:17
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm realizing that my truth is I am worthy and I'm okay being alone.
• 9:25
  SPEAKER_01: So that that's my found my new foundation in that I've gone deeper with that awareness and acceptance, ignorance and realization.
• 9:36
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yes, exactly.
• 9:38
  SPEAKER_00: And so so you have that you have a deeper knowing of yourself, okay?
• 9:44
  SPEAKER_00: Right, and and where that lie doesn't have as much power over you.
• 9:52
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, and so now after she has um become aware of this deeper foundation, she's going to experience the world in a different way.
• 10:02
  SPEAKER_00: Because the foundational aspects of her consciousness have uh grown and changed to a deeper awareness in that way.
• 10:12
  SPEAKER_00: And so that that is a great example of what this last moon cycle is all about.
• 10:18
  SPEAKER_00: All everything we did in those four weeks, okay, even if you're not aware of it, even if you're in the world and you have no idea about moon cycles, okay.
• 10:28
  SPEAKER_00: The consciousness, that's what happens within that moon cycle, within the consciousness, where it's opening up to a deeper understanding of yourself.
• 10:40
  SPEAKER_00: So and I think it's also profound that during this last moon cycle, I was on the coast and I talked about the extreme tides.
• 10:50
  SPEAKER_00: And so these extreme tides because of the alignment of the earth, sun and moon, earth, moon and sun, um it it's pulling the water out further on low tide.
• 11:02
  SPEAKER_00: So so much is more so much more is revealed that you've never seen before because it's always underwater.
• 11:09
  SPEAKER_00: So can you see how those two things are are are parallel?
• 11:14
  SPEAKER_00: Like like this moon cycle is getting us to see the deeper foundation of ourself, which I just was out on the beach yesterday morning and I saw the deeper foundation of these rocks that I've never seen before.
• 11:27
  SPEAKER_01: So see how that it's all that really it ties in together.
• 11:32
  SPEAKER_01: That really is.
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  SPEAKER_01: Versus thinking that you have to completely change, although that might be an option too.
• 11:38
  SPEAKER_01: This action moon cycle, though, really was I can see I can see now how that really made a big difference.
• 11:45
  SPEAKER_01: It was a big am impact on me seeing a deeper version of myself.
• 11:49
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 11:49
  SPEAKER_00: Like this you you exposed areas of yourself you've never seen before.
• 11:55
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I tell you, just like the rocks.
• 11:58
  SPEAKER_00: Just like the rocks.
• 11:59
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 11:59
  SPEAKER_01: And it's it's it's quite comfortable.
• 12:02
  SPEAKER_01: It it's it in fact it's reassuring in a lot of ways.
• 12:06
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: So validating.
• 12:08
  SPEAKER_00: So then this morning, as Betty always does, she's like, Okay, what's your lie, Wendy, and how does it apply to you?
• 12:15
  SPEAKER_01: You knew what your old lie was when you had lupus, right?
• 12:19
  SPEAKER_00: Oh yeah, that there's something wrong with me.
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  unknown: Right.
• 12:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 12:22
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 12:23
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so this lie has been accumulating through all these 12 moon cycles, hasn't it?
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  SPEAKER_00: This lie.
• 12:31
  SPEAKER_00: It really has been the theme, my theme.
• 12:33
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 12:34
  SPEAKER_00: Where my lie is that um I'm not supposed to have an intimate relationship for some reason.
• 12:40
  SPEAKER_00: You know, you've all heard about the matchmaking dates, and you've all heard about, you know, all these things.
• 12:47
  SPEAKER_00: And um, so what has happened in this moon cycle is I met, uh I mentioned this wood carver.
• 12:54
  SPEAKER_00: All right.
• 12:55
  SPEAKER_00: And uh we had a deep connection immediately.
• 12:58
  SPEAKER_00: And um, I went back the next day and I showed him his identity maps, and we talked about that and everything.
• 13:05
  SPEAKER_00: And then a few days later, he actually met me uh south where I was and we went to lunch.
• 13:11
  SPEAKER_00: And uh because we were we were we both were really confused, like, what is this connection and why?
• 13:16
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, it was just so spot on right away.
• 13:20
  SPEAKER_00: And we can talk for hours.
• 13:21
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, we're really we talk about everything, we talk for hours, and which I love meeting another person like that, because Wendy can do that.
• 13:29
  SPEAKER_00: Uh so anyway, um I mean it but after the first time I met him, he called me that night, and I was like, wow, okay.
• 13:37
  SPEAKER_00: And he was like, I can't stop thinking about our conversation.
• 13:40
  SPEAKER_00: And it he's very honest, he's very straightforward, he has a very strong sense of self.
• 13:45
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, he has a very strong sense of self.
• 13:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'm a wood carver.
• 13:48
  SPEAKER_00: Now, this woodcarver also writes poetry, so you can see the there's a lot going on here.
• 13:55
  SPEAKER_00: Um my god, and his poems are so amazing, they're extremely simple and profound, straight to the point, you know, like and um so anyway.
• 14:05
  SPEAKER_00: Um I met him at the end of the narrative week, and so we have been talking to each other for since then on the phone every night.
• 14:15
  SPEAKER_00: Like every night.
• 14:16
  SPEAKER_00: Like I'm I'm so excited when it gets to be evening, and um now since I've been traveling with my friend, we haven't been talking as long in the evenings, um, but we have been connecting and um so I basically um have met an intimate relationship during this moon cycle.
• 14:36
  SPEAKER_00: And it's changing that lie because um he hears what I tell when I when I share things about co-create and he um he really listens and he'll say, Okay, now you use three words I've never heard before.
• 14:53
  SPEAKER_01: You know, like that's so honest.
• 14:57
  SPEAKER_01: I mean he's he's upfront and honest.
• 14:59
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god.
• 15:00
  SPEAKER_00: He's very upfront and honest.
• 15:01
  SPEAKER_00: And um I said to him one time, I I I shared something kind of out there with him, and he was he just came back with, you know, that's really that's really interesting.
• 15:11
  SPEAKER_00: I think I understand this and this, but um, and I was I was like, you know what, you're still standing here.
• 15:18
  SPEAKER_00: You're you're you didn't run away like all these other people, these other men.
• 15:22
  SPEAKER_00: And he he was like, Where am I gonna go?
• 15:25
  SPEAKER_00: You know um, so anyway, uh actually I changed my plans and I'm going back up to where he is and we're gonna spend like six days together and just see, you know, what this what this is.
• 15:40
  SPEAKER_00: And uh it was really interesting because the plans I did have there were I there was a lot of signs that I wasn't supposed to do that.
• 15:49
  SPEAKER_00: Um and so the whole thing was pointing to me to go back up, and so he's very excited and uh I'm staying in a hotel uh that's near his wood carving sho uh gallery and everything.
• 16:03
  SPEAKER_00: Um but yeah, so this this relationship is um providing me with uh intimacy that doesn't have to span the entire spectrum of he doesn't have what does that mean?
• 16:21
  SPEAKER_00: Well, you know how uh my consciousness understands sacred geometry and all the dimensional things that are uh all of that, but this relationship is is is is is simple and it's more practical and it's it's it just it doesn't have to go there all the time.
• 16:40
  SPEAKER_00: It does he doesn't have to understand all of me, you know?
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_00: He understands whatever he understands, right?
• 16:50
  SPEAKER_01: And I think I think that's great because he's open and he's honest and he's not uh putting on a mask for you to act like he understands everything you're saying, and he doesn't really need to.
• 17:01
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I I this sounds like an amazing guy.
• 17:04
  SPEAKER_01: Uh Wendy shared a video of his uh studio.
• 17:07
  SPEAKER_01: What did you call it a studio?
• 17:09
  SPEAKER_01: It's his gallery.
• 17:09
  SPEAKER_01: His gallery.
• 17:10
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, this woodworking is just it's so amazing, these huge, beautiful pieces of wood.
• 17:18
  SPEAKER_00: It's I think there's like the like a f a seal coming out of a piece of driftwood, like naturally just merging out of it and these orca waves.
• 17:29
  SPEAKER_00: And it's like whales, or orca whales, you know.
• 17:32
  SPEAKER_00: I don't I don't even know the name of all of them, but anyway.
• 17:35
  SPEAKER_01: So then so then does that mean that you need to do what he's doing?
• 17:38
  SPEAKER_00: No, that's what's really cool is that's what I'm saying.
• 17:41
  SPEAKER_00: Um his wife left him two and a half years ago.
• 17:44
  SPEAKER_00: He's had a long-term marriage just like me, and we talk a lot about our marriages, but we talk about it in a very healthy way, where uh you know, what is it that we learned?
• 17:56
  SPEAKER_00: Um, why did the separation, like divorce, everything happen?
• 18:03
  SPEAKER_00: And I so we can and it's really neutral.
• 18:06
  SPEAKER_00: It's like his that was his life, this is my life.
• 18:09
  SPEAKER_00: And we have to talk about how funny it is meeting someone on a deeper level like this, where we're both have our own lives.
• 18:16
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, if we would have met when we were in 20s, we would be talking about how we're gonna build a life together, right?
• 18:21
  SPEAKER_00: Right because that's what you do, you're gonna build a life when you're in 20s.
• 18:24
  SPEAKER_00: But we laugh because it's like, okay, he is I mean, he he has his shop, his business, his everything going on every day, and I have all my stuff.
• 18:35
  SPEAKER_00: So what is this relationship like if we're not gonna build a life, which is what we did in our previous marriages, you know, and so that is where there's a lot of curiosity when an adventure.
• 18:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I don't live here, right?
• 18:50
  SPEAKER_00: He you know, I was like, I I I was kind of honest.
• 18:53
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, what am I gonna do with a wood carver in Oregon?
• 18:57
  SPEAKER_00: You know, like and he goes, What am I he calls me an engineer sometimes?
• 19:02
  SPEAKER_00: What am I gonna do with an engineer from St.
• 19:04
  SPEAKER_00: Louis?
• 19:04
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 19:07
  SPEAKER_00: So there's so anyway, my point is is that this moon cycle and meeting him and all the correspondence we you know, talking on the phone and everything, um, it has slowly gotten me to realize that that was a lie, that that that I can't have an intimate relationship.
• 19:28
  SPEAKER_00: Because one and one of the things that Betty was really helpful with this morning is because I was thinking the intimate relationship had to be the entire spectrum of Wendy, right?
• 19:39
  SPEAKER_00: And it can be a a part of the spectrum.
• 19:43
  SPEAKER_00: It's there's an awareness of the whole spectrum, but the the connection is really like his creativity, he has a three-dimensional mind, even though we won't admit it.
• 19:54
  SPEAKER_01: Um But do you see how that can really expand dimensionally you?
• 20:01
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, if yeah.
• 20:03
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, that's what I think is so amazing about this, is it's the fact that you see how it can totally change Wendy in a way.
• 20:13
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 20:14
  SPEAKER_01: That doesn't really change Yes, but doesn't really change that foundational concept you have of yourself, which is pretty miraculous in and of itself.
• 20:22
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I it did it has changed that foundational concept.
• 20:26
  SPEAKER_00: It has given me a different found a deeper foundation and awareness, just like yours.
• 20:31
  SPEAKER_01: Deeper not but you're not dismissing the old foundational concept, right?
• 20:36
  SPEAKER_01: You're just going deeper.
• 20:37
  SPEAKER_01: That's what I'm saying.
• 20:38
  SPEAKER_00: But the it's this relationship is revealing how the lie isn't true.
• 20:43
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, yeah, and so you know, you know, I had been toying with, you know, am I gonna move to Oregon?
• 20:50
  SPEAKER_00: Am I supposed to be in Oregon?
• 20:52
  SPEAKER_00: You know, and then I meet him, and then it's like, how does that work?
• 20:55
  SPEAKER_00: And so well, I was on the coast for four weeks, which means it's foggy in the morning and there's you know, there's not a lot of sunshine.
• 21:04
  SPEAKER_00: So we drove two hours inland to this Weaverville, and I woke up this morning and the sun was out, and I'm like, ah I seriously I did that.
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, ah, oh my god, the sunshine, morning sunshine, you know, and I am so morning sunshine, and and I I was like, I barely made it through yoga because I'm looking out the window, and what all I want to do is go out in the sunshine.
• 21:27
  SPEAKER_00: You'd wanna and so that's what I was um I don't know if I'm living in Oregon.
• 21:34
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know.
• 21:35
  SPEAKER_00: I did four weeks of the fog and and really it was unusual because it was clearing up in the afternoon for everything we were doing.
• 21:43
  SPEAKER_00: But yeah.
• 21:44
  SPEAKER_00: Well, you don't have to make a decision today.
• 21:47
  SPEAKER_00: No.
• 21:47
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah.
• 21:48
  SPEAKER_00: But it it really has given me the contrast, polarity of the whole thing.
• 21:52
  SPEAKER_01: I suggested six months in Oregon, six months in St.
• 21:55
  SPEAKER_01: Louis.
• 21:56
  SPEAKER_01: Who knows?
• 21:57
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I mean, there's a lot of options out there.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: lot of options and there's you know and all kinds of things are happening back at the house with my uh now could should I say other heart relationship I don't know sure why not you can have more than one you can have more than one I don't know there's there's there's this isn't night and day between them though um of course he's of course it is I know it's polarity where he my you know he's working on the house I called my neighbor and she said I think he moved in he's there every day he's working on the house every day he I don't know what he's doing but he's there um but he sent me a text and he's actually gonna refinish the front porch as I suggested with a with a pretty expensive company I about fell over that I had to call Betty right away that morning I was like Betty what the heck is going on there wants to please you yes yes yeah so that's going on too um but yeah I I talk about him to the wood carver so you do oh yeah I told him about refinishing the porch and woodcarver he goes he goes he likes you no it's obvious right yeah right right so um oh that's great yeah so anyway that's I I hope everybody kind of gets an idea of what this um action moon cycle has been about and maybe you can take what we're talking about um sit down and and you know sit with yourself and say uh is there a lie that you have or um that you're that is part of your narrative in a way that's a good way of putting it what's the what of your narrative do you believe that you really know is not true?
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah or you've been told that like me with the self-worth I mean my mind is saying you know that's not true but my heart kind of wanted to believe that it was or maybe it's vice versa but um realizing now I think this last I think Betty that I went through all those dates with matchmaking.com to to know the contrast when I met the woodcarver.
• 24:10
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 24:10
  SPEAKER_00: I was like instantly like he called me he didn't run away.
• 24:16
  SPEAKER_01: Right right or he d he or he could have just not called you like some of them.
• 24:21
  SPEAKER_00: He just never got back to you.
• 24:24
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 24:24
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know what happened I'm I don't know what I but anyway it doesn't matter.
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_00: But so yeah that's that's was the big thing.
• 24:30
  SPEAKER_00: It was like wow this is like completely different than those dates were and so yeah okay um so the last two weeks we had behavioral patterns and we had a new perspective and um I you know okay so that's kind of more of our personal side.
• 24:50
  SPEAKER_00: Now all of the stuff that's going on with Living the Moon Cycles in Co-Create is huge too uh with me being on this trip because you know I did the full m we did the full moon podcast and I talked about interdimensional communities and I think it was right after I had experienced the first one.
• 25:09
  SPEAKER_00: So I would say I have met six more since then at least six more.
• 25:14
  SPEAKER_00: It's almost every day one day it was two at a time.
• 25:17
  SPEAKER_00: I couldn't believe that I was exhausted by the time I got home that night I just flopped on the bed uh so uh and I met one yesterday morning with my friend my friend yeah she's so what do you what do you what do you see as the purpose of these interdimensional communities or we call them we talked about it so much we call them IDCs now we call some shorten it yes um what is their role in all of this okay do you have a better idea of that um what is being shown to me is the fourth dimension this is the fourth dimension and it's totally integrated into the third second and first and so we're writing this book of co-create genesis and on the last podcast I I went through how you know these dimensions birth within the previous dimensions and so this fourth dimension has been here has has birthed and been totally established okay our perceptual c capacities do not uh we're not able to see them or sense them or how we can't the fourth dimension is integrated into our experiences we don't have an awareness of it how's that that was better don't you think okay it's integrated into our experience we're not aware of it okay so isn't the fourth dimension where the guides are yes so you know incarnation is when you know you you incarnate into a physical body and then your your soul your the consciousness then goes to the spiritual plane and plans another life and that goes back into another body and another life and that goes back to spiritual plane.
• 27:11
  SPEAKER_00: How'd you do in that life?
• 27:12
  SPEAKER_00: Did you learn what you're supposed to learn you know and then you go back down you went you discovered no yeah do you want to go back and what do you want to learn you know so um so how does that spiritual plane work all right that is what is I'm directly experiencing and being introduced to and uh and Betty and I had some really cool uh conversations um why why is this significant on the West Coast?
• 27:45
  SPEAKER_00: Well this the the teutonic plates okay here there's a ring of fire of volcanoes right like volcanic activity up and down up and down the west coast right well and it goes Japan and around it's just not the West Coast it goes all the way around which is why it's called the ring of fire.
• 28:07
  SPEAKER_00: I had to Google it and even in the ocean there's these pockets you know that but in the center of that is where the teutonic plates are moving and so in Oregon there's um seismic activity almost every day like 53 earthquakes measurable earthquakes in 30 days happens.
• 28:30
  SPEAKER_00: And when I first got here I went wow that's why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling like I did feel one one night when I was in bed and and the bed was moving and I was like what I it takes a minute to really to catch on.
• 28:45
  SPEAKER_00: But it wasn't it was pretty it was pretty subtle but I did I was like that was an earthquake because the whole bed and the whole building was moving.
• 28:53
  SPEAKER_00: It wasn't just it wasn't just Wendy's head you know which can happen often too a lot of times so anyway um so this all of this is just massive amounts of knowledge every day and each interdimensional community that is introduced to me is uh they all have a different mannerism they uh in the introductions um can be very formal uh it can be very ceremonial okay um and it can be very casual I mean it can just be so the one that yesterday uh with my friend we were exploring the beach at six in the morning to see all the rock that you never see and um what happened was is the tide went out so far that this the total this total arch was exposed.
• 29:48
  SPEAKER_00: It is the the greatest arch I've seen so far and um by its mass and just it's um a the its structure it's it's a it's a sculpture I mean it's just beautiful and it's rugged and it's it's thick and it attaches to a rock that's on land.
• 30:10
  SPEAKER_00: But anyway um so does each community have its own I don't know another word personality its own color its own um some of the interdimensional communities reveal themselves slightly to me uh in in an impression of their uh form or their uh pri it's not that not that they have a third third they don't they have form but they don't have form.
• 30:40
  SPEAKER_00: You know it's it's an ethereal kind of a um and some of them do that on purpose and even say that because they're like we want you to know some of them are very more fairy like wood wood beings compared to some of them on the um in the on the these beaches and these massive rocks and they they're more substantial.
• 31:07
  SPEAKER_00: Uh and you can tell I don't have a lot of words for a lot of this so would you say that they are our guides okay coming from the so so what happens is um we're we're birthed into this reality you know okay well those that ring of fire is very much like a cervix that's having contractions all the time and that's Betty's nurse aspect coming in worked in labor and delivery for a lot of years yes so we're we're doing seismic activity and that's what these they're showing me is that that that's where these um the fourth dimensional uh and I don't know if we call them beings uh they do have an individuated aspect to them they don't have the density of a third dimensional human um I don't physically see them I have a more vibrational sense of and I I t this okay I you know this is I'm gonna s just share this too.
• 32:18
  SPEAKER_00: This one day I went to uh I sat on the beach next to a wise rock and the wise rock was telling me what I needed to do and I was actually kind of tired that day and so I went down to where I was supposed to go down on the beach and then hike like a long way on the beach to get to these other rocks.
• 32:37
  SPEAKER_00: And I stood there I was like oh man and the wind was blowing and everything.
• 32:41
  SPEAKER_00: I mean this is the real part of what right if you want to call it that and I was like I just no not doing it.
• 32:47
  SPEAKER_00: I can't I I so I got in the car and I drove back to the hotel.
• 32:50
  SPEAKER_00: So what's my inspired next step back is go to the wise rock again.
• 32:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like oh man I know I'm in trouble today.
• 32:59
  SPEAKER_00: I gotta go back to the wise rock so so I I sat in this little kind of alcove notch in the wise rock and I sat down and I was like okay I mean you know and I hear do what I told you to do before and I went ah man and and so there was more of an impression of why you know what was going to happen I got a little more information.
• 33:24
  SPEAKER_00: But it it was so beautiful in that little notch Betty and I was sitting in the wise rock I didn't want to leave like I was out of the wind and the sun was out and I was watching these huge waves crash and everything and I hear go and I was like I don't want to leave I just want to stay here you know and so can you see how it's still Wendy that's trying to participate in the multidimensional education in some way.
• 33:49
  SPEAKER_00: And you know what the wise rock did what the wind changed and it completely throws sand all over me.
• 33:56
  SPEAKER_00: Like it picked up the sand and threw it in my face and I thought well that was just one gust of wind you know and I sat there and it happened like three or four times and then um I was fine I'll go now and so so I went down to the third turnout and I went down on the beach and I trucked pretty far which I like to take pictures of see how tiny the people are buddy do you see I sometimes I think maybe they should have got someone better to do this job than oh no no you're doing such a great job and the pictures you're sending back are just amazing.
• 34:39
  SPEAKER_01: I cannot imagine what it's like to actually be there.
• 34:42
  SPEAKER_00: And a lot of times you know from those turnouts and from the highway and everything you can't tell there's an arch until you start until you get down there.
• 34:53
  SPEAKER_00: And this arch was actually an arch in a rock and out in the ocean a little ways.
• 34:58
  SPEAKER_00: I mean and it was like and I heard keep keep going now move right move right move my right area and all of a sudden bing I was right in line with it I could see it.
• 35:07
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like shit there's an arch out there so why I say that is um there's three things um for an interdimensional community it's an arch and then uh a cave or an indentation within the rock that looks like a cave and the cave doesn't really go anywhere very deep into the rock and then there is always a river or water or stream coming from land, like from the hillside that goes into the ocean.
• 35:38
  SPEAKER_00: Those are the three uh I don't components or whatever it is uh so you know yesterday with my friend we we walked a little ways and I was like I'm supposed to go down there and we couldn't tell it was an arch yet really and then we got down around the corner we saw that massive arch and everything and I went arch cave stream you know like and there it was so those are the three components or the three characteristics of it um but yeah and and so um you know uh the one time when I finally did the one I was supposed to do uh I walked back down the beach and I was told to take this other way up to get to my car and I kind of in my mind I thought that's a much higher sand dune than my car all right like so the practical aspect of me does come through Betty.
• 36:38
  SPEAKER_00: And uh so I was like I heard put your head down and just do it.
• 36:41
  SPEAKER_00: And so I I just chop boom boom boom boom you know like I used to do in the mountains and stuff.
• 36:45
  SPEAKER_00: And I got on top and I could see it was this vantage point and it was like I got a sense of the fourth dimension in the ocean and the capacity of it.
• 36:58
  SPEAKER_00: And I was just but I I really I stood up and I looked out and I had to turn away because it was so like overwhelming.
• 37:06
  SPEAKER_00: And then I heard turn turn around and look at that and I was like okay all right but to give me to give me that I don't know the essence of it basically the immensity of it.
• 37:22
  SPEAKER_01: The immensity of it yeah yeah I just when you tell me this story I just keep thinking of that dream I had last year or or maybe it was the year before where um there was all of these dolphins lined up just right underneath the water and it it was like it's like the I'm maybe they're dolphins maybe they're not but it just to see the just millions of them just right under the ocean just waiting not moving just waiting waiting for something.
• 37:54
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah yeah and that's that's that's the sense I had um when I did that but yesterday when we were on the beach and I met that every interdimensional community gives me a uh some wisdom or some impression um and what they did yesterday was uh when these tides happen it's an inpour of the fourth dimension oh so when the tides go out like they are now that's an inpouring of the fourth dimension.
• 38:28
  SPEAKER_01: And how often are these tides go out like this?
• 38:31
  SPEAKER_01: You know I haven't even had time to look at that Betty.
• 38:34
  SPEAKER_00: I I there's like I have a list of things like that.
• 38:37
  SPEAKER_00: But so my my friend was standing in the arch she's very knowledgeable about the the ocean and all the seaweed and everything and she goes Wendy look where the seaweed is on this rock which means the normal height of the water on that rock to sustain the seaweed was above her head.
• 38:57
  SPEAKER_00: You know and and it just get put as put it in perspective that that arch is never exposed unless it's the most extreme tide situation, you know, with this alignment of the Earth Sun Earth Moon and Sunday I know and and then at that point then it was like yes but this but since that's all exposed it can be a a a larger impouring of the fourth dimension.
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_00: Now what happens why is the what happens when they pour in they this fourth dimension is our guide and and they they use the tributaries the you know rivers and streams and everything um to disseminate is that the right word I'm hearing that word Yeah disseminate would be but aren't they with us now though?
• 39:49
  SPEAKER_00: How does that work well no they they they come in they pour they come in and they're they they have a holding time kind of like we're in the womb for nine months.
• 40:03
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 40:04
  SPEAKER_00: So I like when I when I stepped back I had a sense of this hillside as the womb.
• 40:11
  SPEAKER_01: Like they they have to have a gestation period uh and then they they can go be the guide for whoever they're supposed to be for or so does that mean there's a whole lot more expressions being birthed in this third dimension that they need all these extra guides or something or do we even know what that is at this point?
• 40:30
  SPEAKER_00: No I I don't think it's that I think it's just more their patterning their patterning with the cyclical timing and everything.
• 40:42
  SPEAKER_01: Cause I I mean I I just I'm not I'm not getting this because uh I have my guides now I that are working with me and have been so who are these are are these guides that are coming in new?
• 40:58
  SPEAKER_00: Yes so when the guides come in new they're usually paired up with some mentors to begin with.
• 41:06
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 41:07
  SPEAKER_00: Okay before they go on their own being a guide.
• 41:12
  SPEAKER_00: Okay so there's a whole educational training thing that goes on.
• 41:18
  SPEAKER_00: And I actually had experienced this when I do discovery sessions and I meet a person soul group and I meet our head so it's kind of interesting because what I'm learning with the fourth dimension and what I've experienced with the fourth dimension working with Discord discovery session all matches up now too.
• 41:36
  SPEAKER_01: Mm-hmm so um yeah so you have guides that are associated with whatever cycle you're in buddy okay right yeah so I just wondering why they're having this inpouring or outpouring now there's at this particular time.
• 41:56
  SPEAKER_00: It's cyclical they go through a they go through a pattern where they have a large in-pouring at some point within their cycles of and so the and the other ones must be going out at some at some point I guess there's this movement constant movement is what I'm seeing that all I'm learning about all I'm learning about is coming in.
• 42:17
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 42:18
  SPEAKER_00: I haven't learned anything about going out or whatever that entails yet or or or graduating right wouldn't that be graduating or yes you're learning about birthing.
• 42:30
  SPEAKER_00: Okay well I just got something since we're questioning that.
• 42:33
  SPEAKER_00: Okay yeah let's hear it.
• 42:35
  SPEAKER_00: So we go through the four s the four sight life cycles which is I, me, we and us.
• 42:41
  SPEAKER_00: Those are the four every you know um and so there's a curriculum for these guides that works through the same life cycles as guides.
• 42:53
  SPEAKER_00: And so when you become an us guide all right and also the whoever you're a guide for is in the us cycle and that supposedly when um both of those consciousness has fulfilled the curriculum of this symbiotic system they transition beyond the symbiotic system together.
• 43:22
  SPEAKER_01: Okay now you just froze.
• 43:24
  SPEAKER_01: I think Betty just froze I think I just lost Betty I just said I thought you froze.
• 43:32
  SPEAKER_01: I thought I lost you.
• 43:33
  SPEAKER_00: Okay our connection is unstable so that means that we need to back we need to reel it reel ourselves in right move back to living the moon cycle mine did not say internet is unstable so we were going in the wrong direction.
• 43:49
  SPEAKER_01: Let's get back.
• 43:50
  SPEAKER_00: Well no it wasn't a wrong direction it was just the sign that you've gone deep enough with this and you need to get you know get back to the action moons And the surrender moon cycle.
• 44:03
  SPEAKER_01: Well, we've talked quite a bit about the action moon cycle.
• 44:07
  SPEAKER_01: What's going on with the surrender?
• 44:09
  SPEAKER_01: And I, you know, surrender is a significant moon cycle for me.
• 44:14
  SPEAKER_01: And I was looking at uh the understanding of these, and I shared this with you earlier, Wendy, but a lot of these, uh, what's coming in, particularly in the Inspired Next Step week, is uh, and the new narrative is rather ominous.
• 44:30
  SPEAKER_01: That's the word I got when I was uh looking at those.
• 44:33
  SPEAKER_01: This it seems ominous to me.
• 44:34
  SPEAKER_00: No, by our descriptions it seems ominous.
• 44:37
  SPEAKER_01: By our descriptions, it they seem ominous.
• 44:40
  SPEAKER_01: So what does that say to us, buddy?
• 44:45
  SPEAKER_01: That there's fear involved?
• 44:47
  SPEAKER_00: No, that our descriptions could use some.
• 44:50
  SPEAKER_01: Well, we know that.
• 44:51
  SPEAKER_01: Those yeah.
• 44:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 44:53
  SPEAKER_00: Because when we have a we have a limiting perception based more on fear that we could tweak to being more neutral with these descriptions.
• 45:04
  SPEAKER_01: That's better.
• 45:05
  SPEAKER_01: So our inspired next step week, which is all about uh value.
• 45:12
  SPEAKER_02: Mm-hmm.
• 45:13
  SPEAKER_01: What what can we look forward to?
• 45:17
  SPEAKER_00: Our human experience has a spectrum of experiences, okay?
• 45:23
  SPEAKER_00: Some of them optimal, some of them less than optimal, some of them quite painful sometimes.
• 45:30
  SPEAKER_00: Now, what have we always talked about with the less optimal?
• 45:35
  SPEAKER_00: Why do we have less optimal experiences?
• 45:38
  SPEAKER_01: It's a good opportunity for change and growth.
• 45:41
  SPEAKER_01: Learning opportunities.
• 45:47
  SPEAKER_00: Oh.
• 45:49
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 45:52
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, that was a good generalization, but let's look at it really specific.
• 45:59
  SPEAKER_00: So you have the potential of a full spectrum of experiences.
• 46:05
  SPEAKER_00: And as long as you are leaning into change and growth, you're not static, you're you're letting your consciousness evolve, you're letting your mental construct reconfigure itself, and you're growing and um at the capacity of your consciousness.
• 46:20
  SPEAKER_00: All right.
• 46:22
  SPEAKER_00: Um, we hold ourselves to a limiting perception of ourselves.
• 46:26
  SPEAKER_00: And so when the change and growth comes, we're like, oh, I don't know if I can do that.
• 46:30
  SPEAKER_00: That doesn't, I you know, we we resist it.
• 46:33
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's when we start to verge into the less less optimal experiences that kick, try to kick start us to get back on track with change and growth.
• 46:45
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so what I'm getting, this is interesting because uh surrender, like I said, has been one of my more challenging moon cycles.
• 46:54
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and yet I'm I'm still feeling pretty calm and peaceful about what's going on.
• 47:01
  SPEAKER_01: Is that because of I've had so much change and growth already?
• 47:06
  SPEAKER_01: Or and what I'm getting is I'm leaning into it more than I ever have before.
• 47:12
  SPEAKER_01: You're not resisting it so much.
• 47:13
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not resisting it, yeah.
• 47:15
  SPEAKER_00: Uh-huh.
• 47:16
  SPEAKER_00: I'm surrendering.
• 47:17
  SPEAKER_00: When we really surrender, and it's really about surrendering, because change is presented to us.
• 47:23
  SPEAKER_00: Do we surrender into it or do we not?
• 47:26
  SPEAKER_00: You know, do we just dough partial?
• 47:28
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, I'll let this part change, not really the rest of it.
• 47:32
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 47:32
  SPEAKER_00: I've d guilty.
• 47:33
  SPEAKER_01: I've done that.
• 47:34
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, yes.
• 47:36
  SPEAKER_00: And um, yeah, so that's that's where surrender is super huge.
• 47:41
  SPEAKER_00: Surrender is a huge part of this human curriculum.
• 47:44
  SPEAKER_00: It really is, and it's the surrender with change, and when you're constantly surrendering into change, what is being presented to you, uh, just like this trip for me and the being on the trip, and then it's like, oh, fourth dimension.
• 48:01
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, I'm surrendering into the fourth dimension.
• 48:03
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, okay, here I am.
• 48:06
  SPEAKER_00: And um, and and so the other thing I've learned, and I was talking to you about it, is the second day of this trip, uh, it was presented to me a contrast where you know, look at what you're doing, Wendy, but what did you really come here to do?
• 48:22
  SPEAKER_00: All right, and and that that was like the kickstart of this trip, and and and I went, I can see that.
• 48:30
  SPEAKER_00: I'm holding myself to something that's pretty comfortable, you know, living the moon cycles in exactly the way co-creatives right now.
• 48:38
  SPEAKER_00: And then I said, Okay, I'm gonna lean into the full capacity of my consciousness.
• 48:43
  SPEAKER_00: What did I come here to do?
• 48:45
  SPEAKER_00: What what it's so then all of this stuff started opening up with fourth dimension and all you know, all of this.
• 48:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I thought, okay, that's the capacity of my consciousness.
• 48:58
  SPEAKER_00: That's it.
• 48:59
  SPEAKER_00: And and and that's what I came here to do.
• 49:02
  SPEAKER_01: Which I have to say, you you didn't know that when you started on the trip.
• 49:08
  SPEAKER_01: No, you don't we don't know right, we don't know what it is.
• 49:12
  SPEAKER_01: We just have to say yes to it.
• 49:14
  SPEAKER_01: We just have to surrender into it, not even knowing what it is often.
• 49:19
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 49:20
  SPEAKER_00: Um another aspect of the other moon cycle that's leading into this moon cycle is um the reason my friend and I met up is because we had a little bit of a falling out.
• 49:30
  SPEAKER_00: And now we've been friends for sixty some years, or I don't know how long so but anyway long time.
• 49:36
  SPEAKER_00: Um and so I was a little uh I was trying to help her and and it was like she she didn't want any help.
• 49:45
  SPEAKER_00: And so anyway, we had I sent her an email that said, you know what, these are the things I'm having issues with, and and I was kind of you know how I can be Betty.
• 49:54
  SPEAKER_00: It's like these behavioral planners don't work for me anymore.
• 49:57
  SPEAKER_00: I don't want to keep repeating this.
• 49:59
  SPEAKER_00: And she came back with no, you're not dismissing me, I'm not going anywhere.
• 50:09
  SPEAKER_00: I love it.
• 50:10
  SPEAKER_00: That's when you have a friend since the age of five, right?
• 50:15
  SPEAKER_00: Right, right.
• 50:16
  SPEAKER_00: So um in the last few days where we've had time together, we realized we haven't had time together in 40 years.
• 50:23
  SPEAKER_00: Like we we have never been together alone in that time because we had kids and husbands and all kinds of stuff.
• 50:29
  SPEAKER_00: And I had my kids kind of earlier, and she's just launching her kids from college right now.
• 50:35
  SPEAKER_00: So our our even timeline with our life didn't correspond.
• 50:40
  SPEAKER_00: And so now that we had a chance to go on a lot of hikes in Redwoods and have and go back to having fun with each other and why we're friends, it just was like she started sharing things, and I'm like, Marilee, this is the whole picture.
• 50:57
  SPEAKER_00: I did not understand the whole picture when I sent you that email.
• 51:01
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I'm like I I and I explained to her, um, people want to help you.
• 51:09
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, she has some you know, she says some major um things she's dealing with, and and I'm like, people really want to help you.
• 51:16
  SPEAKER_00: We just don't know how to help you because we don't have the whole story.
• 51:19
  SPEAKER_00: We don't and so we're people are inundating you with suggestions that are not applicable, but it's because they don't have the whole story.
• 51:28
  SPEAKER_00: I said, I apologize for the email that I sent because it was inappropriate now that I know the whole story.
• 51:35
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 51:35
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, well, and I I th I think it's important too, though, based on what you've told me, which hasn't been a whole lot, but um this is a relationship who accepts Wendy for who Wendy is.
• 51:48
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, yes, both of us do.
• 51:50
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yes, you're not playing the same part that you did 40 years ago.
• 51:55
  SPEAKER_01: You're in staying in your own truth.
• 51:58
  SPEAKER_01: Each of you are.
• 51:59
  SPEAKER_00: Oh yeah, and we we you know, she she was saying our yeah, our lives, oh my gosh, our lives are so different.
• 52:05
  SPEAKER_00: Even your relationship with your kids compared to my kids, and well, they're in the different generation kind of thing.
• 52:11
  SPEAKER_00: And um, but yeah, it was it just part of that the end of the action moon cycle moving into surrender was to surrender into like the deeper awareness of her and the deeper awareness of me.
• 52:28
  SPEAKER_01: Well, I'm bringing I'm bringing this up because um we've said in different podcasts that to release all those relationships that no longer serve you, like I had uh relationships that I held on to for almost 40 years, and I finally realized, I mean, these are people I've from kindergarten I've known, and I released them because they no longer serve me.
• 52:50
  SPEAKER_01: We were doing the same patterning that we'd always done.
• 52:54
  SPEAKER_01: And when I would bring in some of the things I was doing, it they didn't want to hear that.
• 52:59
  SPEAKER_01: It was it they wanted Betty to stay the Betty that they knew.
• 53:04
  SPEAKER_00: Well, so what happened though was that email when I said I don't want to repeat these behavioral patterns, I don't want to continue this, it was the call to action for our relationship, and I thought this is the purpose of sharing this, is that um this is an example where the other person went, No, you're important in my life.
• 53:24
  SPEAKER_00: What do we have to do?
• 53:26
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so this is a relationship that flexes exactly with a call to action.
• 53:32
  SPEAKER_00: Like, and it was you know, you're gonna be here for these two and a half months, what do we want to do?
• 53:40
  SPEAKER_00: Let's get together, let's spend some time together.
• 53:43
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so this is this is a relationship where uh you know my growth has pushed this and her growth is pushing it too in a way, and then but it takes that surrender to and the call to action to see what is there, what's the potential of the relationship?
• 54:05
  SPEAKER_00: Can it can it can both of us come together in a new way with a new understanding of each other?
• 54:12
  SPEAKER_00: So do you see how this relationship at the age of five is a very profound truth in my consciousness?
• 54:22
  SPEAKER_00: It's one of the longest ones that I've had.
• 54:25
  SPEAKER_00: And so can you see how that it's it's also a a deeper foundation of knowing myself in a way.
• 54:34
  SPEAKER_00: So it it totally corresponds with that that the moon cycle of surrender or the moon cycle of action.
• 54:40
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 54:42
  SPEAKER_00: Um and how do we move forward with it is surrendering in multiple ways with each other.
• 54:50
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 54:50
  SPEAKER_00: And I was telling Betty that you know, I I picked up the card, the parrot card, and it's it's really about uh speak the truth, speak with love, and it's what is real, true, and nurturing.
• 55:04
  SPEAKER_00: And so that card has been really helpful in the in the last few few days.
• 55:09
  SPEAKER_00: What's real and true and nurturing in this relationship.
• 55:13
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 55:14
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 55:15
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 55:16
  SPEAKER_00: So that kind of can you see how it's it's it we transition from one moon cycle to the next moon cycle and the the the the other moon the f the previous moon cycle is really prepping us for what how what we're gonna how we're gonna surrender in this next moon cycle.
• 55:34
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 55:35
  SPEAKER_01: So it'll be interesting what this next inspired next step week's gonna be for since you're still spending a few more days with her, right?
• 55:42
  SPEAKER_00: Oh what wasn't the question about values, Betty?
• 55:45
  SPEAKER_00: Wasn't that the original like that was the original question?
• 55:48
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 55:49
  SPEAKER_00: So we have so this is another example of the optimal and less than optimal and leaning into change with that.
• 55:59
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 56:00
  SPEAKER_00: So it's when you talk about the values, all of the less than optimal experiences have a ton of value in them.
• 56:10
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 56:11
  SPEAKER_00: And we like to dismiss them as why is this happening to me?
• 56:15
  SPEAKER_00: Victimhood in a way.
• 56:17
  SPEAKER_00: Well, why is it happening to you?
• 56:19
  SPEAKER_00: Is because you're not leaning into change, you're resisting it.
• 56:24
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so you're freezing again.
• 56:26
  SPEAKER_01: Shall we move on?
• 56:29
  SPEAKER_00: Sure.
• 56:30
  SPEAKER_00: What's the narrative about?
• 56:33
  SPEAKER_01: I'm fine.
• 56:35
  SPEAKER_01: The narrative uh the narrative is about ownership.
• 56:41
  SPEAKER_01: So you're you're like, Okay, so jerky?
• 56:45
  SPEAKER_01: Jerky.
• 56:45
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 56:46
  SPEAKER_00: I think it's about time to get off too.
• 56:48
  SPEAKER_00: Um wonky.
• 56:53
  SPEAKER_00: So the narrative is about owning all those relationships or relationships and um those experiences as productive.
• 57:03
  SPEAKER_00: And how that those those less than optimal experiences opens up your narrative, it current it changes your narrative, it creates new growth.
• 57:15
  SPEAKER_01: Well, and it's also surrendering into that new narrative in this mood cycle of surrender.
• 57:23
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah.
• 57:24
  SPEAKER_01: Yes it's yeah, realizing the new narrative and surrendering into it, because it might be a narrative you really don't want to want to go there.
• 57:33
  SPEAKER_00: And yet when you surrender, when you lean into it, that's when well and I would say this the fourth-dimensional narrative that we have now, like that's totally gonna be incorporated into our our information and everything, and I mean leaning into that.
• 57:49
  SPEAKER_00: That that's a great change in narrative for us, and us leaning into it.
• 57:55
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 57:56
  SPEAKER_01: Thinking that I was gonna meet one four-dimensional community six or seven or whatever it is, yes, and another heart relationship, and another heart relationship, too.
• 58:07
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
• 58:08
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I do want to say, okay, one of the biggest things that isn't it, remember Betty, we were talking about how how um the heart is ageless.
• 58:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, uh-huh.
• 58:22
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, yeah, and that's why when you're married, you don't see the person grow old.
• 58:27
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 58:28
  SPEAKER_01: Well, I uh I shared this with Wendy earlier.
• 58:31
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, since Jerry and I have changed our relationship, he tells me all the time he doesn't see me as old.
• 58:39
  SPEAKER_01: He doesn't, he loves my body.
• 58:40
  SPEAKER_01: He's constantly saying, I love this about you, I love this that about you.
• 58:44
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, it's all the time.
• 58:46
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm really at first I was a little embarrassed and shy about it, and then I'm starting to think, well, thank you.
• 58:52
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, I'm leaning into it.
• 58:54
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, right.
• 58:55
  SPEAKER_00: But I think that was another profound thing with this this last moon cycle is the heart is ageless, and the heart doesn't see that.
• 59:05
  SPEAKER_00: It's only it's only the mind, it's only the yeah, right.
• 59:10
  SPEAKER_00: Anyway.
• 59:15
  SPEAKER_01: A lot packed into it again.
• 59:17
  SPEAKER_01: We ah gosh, we start and we never know where we're gonna go.
• 59:20
  SPEAKER_01: And oh my goodness, yeah.
• 59:22
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 59:24
  SPEAKER_00: All right, until next time.
• 59:26
  SPEAKER_00: Life is a journey of curiosity, wonder, and adventure.
• 59:30
  SPEAKER_01: Live it and be it.