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- 0:28dot com Slash for All Nerds. Welcome the shows them and What's Up y'all,
- 0:49and welcome to another episode of The Four Birds Show, The Voice that
- 0:58are Urban Geek, the podcast where we stressed deep and pop culture from the
- 1:02perspective of people of color. And as always, in the Captain's chair,
- 1:06it's your boy, DJ Been I Mean aka Professor and Mary Jane Quentin Quarantino,
- 1:11Tasson Cointi and Ninja Charlie Brownish Lefe work. You got me buzz out.
- 1:17Your method man's explaining Meek Millhouse here in the spaceship tonight. You like
- 1:23that in literation right there and start off the show, thank you very much,
- 1:29and joining me is Tatiana King, the Grand Duchess of Tech also known
- 1:34as Mulatto High Tower, the Team of the North, Tatiana Kang, the
- 1:38Conqueror, Lambokwrizzi and Flex luthor Ned Slanders, Dame diner Dash and the Wrath
- 1:45of con Che How you doing that? I mean pretty good. I foolishly
- 1:49ate some blackberries right before we start recording, So now I got all these
- 1:53seeds up in my mouth, yo, And so that's what I'm dealing with
- 1:57right now, folks. I even realize that to you sets up, so
- 2:02I hope you've been real It's all right. So y'all, we have been
- 2:07gone for a minute, but we're back with a jump off. Lots of
- 2:09happened since the last time we've had just a general show about everything that.
- 2:14I mean, something big was announced recently. Worst, yo, I can't
- 2:19remember something exponentially incredibly amazing. I'm trying to think of all the leaves amazing
- 2:25that like put a lot of love and pride and just peace in my heart.
- 2:32Do you want to tell everyone what we're talking about? Well, thank
- 2:36you very much for that. First of all, Tatiana King I gotta say
- 2:38thank you for last week's episode, which everyone should go check out right now.
- 2:44You know you can hit pauls on this one. Go finish that whole
- 2:46episode and then come back right to this and look you're back and no time
- 2:50is matched. You pass for you. And Yeah, what we are talking
- 2:53about, which we discussed in depth on last week's episode, is the upcoming
- 3:00release of my first graphic o g N as they say, original graphic novel,
- 3:07Jimmy Hendricks Purple Hayes by Titan Comics. Published by Titan Comics, Written
- 3:13by Mellow Brown and myself, with art by the illustrious Tom Man Drake.
- 3:21The God, The God and Jimmy Hendrix. Purple Hayes is a graphic novel
- 3:28featuring the legend Jimmy Hendricks himself in as the blurb I mean the Yah.
- 3:35The blurb says, you know in a way that you've never seen him before.
- 3:38Our story features around a version of Jimmy Hendricks. It takes place in
- 3:45outer space. It's quite magical, sci fi, afrofuturistic funk influenced like it's
- 3:52at Southern playlistic catalact type music of comic books, Aliens, Yes, aliens
- 4:00in comic book form featuring Hendricks, all of Hendricks music. It's done in
- 4:06conjunction with the Hendricks of State. Shout out to Jamie Hendricks and for people
- 4:11who know the Hendricks, the state is super super tight. Like It's funny.
- 4:15Even on the posts on Instagram about the book, mad people were just
- 4:20complaining about how they won't release anymore music and shit like that. I'm like,
- 4:26bro, it ain't got nothing to do with this book, you know
- 4:28what I mean? How fired this book is so well, you know how
- 4:30it is like, especially someone's prolific and the legacy of something like Jimmie Hendricks,
- 4:36right like, and I just want to like, let's take the time
- 4:40to really for you to really I know, still sinking in that sink in
- 4:45how monumental this occasion and this accomplishment is you worked on the ip of a
- 4:54legend within the culture, the actual person themselves with him again you said you
- 4:59worked with the estate with with Janie. Did Jimmy Hedgri's account on like one
- 5:03point two million followers posted about the book Jimmy Hendrix with with the actual blue
- 5:11blue star, blue check whatever it is on Instagram. You know what I'm
- 5:14saying like this is real, Ben Haman, really real, the hairs but
- 5:19little hairs on my arm. I have just stood up, you know as
- 5:23you were saying that, because it's yeah it I still and I won't.
- 5:28There's so many different levels, you know, to this, Like we were
- 5:30distressed on the show last week about how just seeing my art my words being
- 5:34done by the art of Tom Mandrake is one level, and that's just been
- 5:39a mind blowing level. But I know the level of walking into a store
- 5:43and seeing this and then seeing it in all the places that is going to
- 5:46go because of its association with Hendrix and its association with Tom man Drake and
- 5:53also Mellow and I story is something that we really believe in and are really
- 5:58overjoyed with, super proud of, and we just know that it's joined the
- 6:02places that I can't even foresee right now, and so there's a lot to
- 6:08it. And then, like you said, just the whole Hindricks association,
- 6:11because I've been a fan of Hendricks as long as I've been a DJ,
- 6:15as long as I've been into music. When I got into heavy into music,
- 6:18my uncle gave me the band of Gypsy's album The LP, which a
- 6:24lot of our story is based around how that album got made, so you
- 6:30know, everything comes full circle and it's just super ill and super wild and
- 6:34yeah, I I you know, every day I wake up just like Wow,
- 6:41this is really happening. And I mean just the fact that we even
- 6:44got past the pitch stage, the fact that they took our picture and was
- 6:47like, yeah, okay, we'll let you do this, and then they
- 6:50let us do it. And like I was talking to our editor the other
- 6:53day and he's like, one of the really cool things is you managed to
- 6:57do exactly what they wanted to do and also tell the story that you wanted
- 7:00to tell. Yes, And that's so rare, right, Like a lot
- 7:02of times you see the one way or another, you don't get that nice
- 7:05balance that allows you to be creatively free generally speaking. Right. So,
- 7:11and I do also want to stress again for everybody to listen to that interview
- 7:15that I had of ben I mean in the previous episode, because if you
- 7:18want to know anything there is to know about this book, about the creation
- 7:24process, about the and again it's just just Bename's perspect I even get to
- 7:29mellow yet no or of all of the real personhood and experience and life that
- 7:36went into this, at least from Ben I Mean's perspective. You need to
- 7:41listen to that episode for real. Yeah, you definitely do. And I
- 7:44thank you again Todd Tonna. That was really amazing and you did a really
- 7:46great job. And you know, seeing the people's reaction to that and the
- 7:50reaction to like our friendship and our camaraderie and there's everything we've established over these
- 7:56years, and you know, there's one of those big moments and it's it's
- 8:01just I don't yeah, I don't get it. Like I'm just like talking
- 8:09about editor and like I didn't want to reveal this yet, but I know
- 8:13who the writer who is you know, working on this before we came on,
- 8:16and they had some things and it was like it's it's just a lot
- 8:20of legends involved in this, and it's like, wow, you know here
- 8:22we are now, I mean out November seventh. You can pre order it
- 8:28right now, and I've stressed y'all please go pre order this, Jory,
- 8:33Like pre orders are so important for comic books and for graphic novels, and
- 8:37you know, just help your boy out on this one. Like I promise
- 8:41you you are more than getting your money's worth, Like it is insane the
- 8:48amount of work that Tom man Drake alone put into this. Like me and
- 8:52Mellow put work into this, but Tom Mandrake, a legendary artist. Our
- 8:56editor said it the other day too, He's like, he feels this is
- 8:58Tom's best work ever. And this man has been working forever in the game
- 9:05and he's so sick with it. Go look, follow his Instagram and check
- 9:09him out. Tom Mandred. Yeah, I'm excited to read the book because
- 9:13I know nothing of the story. You know, like this and I want
- 9:16it, And I purposely was told you I want this fresh. I want
- 9:20so crazy. After you read it, I'm gonna give you the strips and
- 9:22everything, and then you can see how the whole thing came together, and
- 9:26I would love that. Yeah, And once we get later on, I'm
- 9:28gonna publish some of that stuff, so y'all can see some of the behind
- 9:31the scenes stuff. You know. I'm not sure because there's probably be a
- 9:35lot of extra things in the graphic now, I'm not sure exactly what's joined
- 9:37into it just yet it yet, but yeah, let's do it, man,
- 9:43I mean, oh yeah, there's could be all that stuff. Man,
- 9:46I'm definitely gonna you know, because they're like, you know, you're
- 9:48asking about the music I listened to. I have a playlist of music that
- 9:52I was listening to, and I'm gonna publish that, et cetera, things
- 9:54of that nature, so you know there'll be a lot to it. And
- 9:56like I say, go pre order it now. You can go to Amazon,
- 10:00you can go to your local Comma book shop, your local bookstore,
- 10:03any of these places. It's to be available anywhere. Just ask for Jimmy
- 10:07Hendricks Purple Haze. You can google it. It comes right up and please
- 10:11just put it on pre order list everywhere. You can buy it for a
- 10:16friend, buy yourself a copy. When you see me anywhere in the world,
- 10:20I will sign it for you, you know what I mean. I'm
- 10:22going to be traveling because it comes out of November. So next year I'm
- 10:26gonna be all over the place. There's a big con this weekend right now
- 10:30in May in London, So next year I'm gonna be there guaranteed. And
- 10:35I played like I planned to a lot of cons this year, but now
- 10:39that it's from it out next year, I'm gonna push that back and just
- 10:41heavy net year. I'm gonna be all over the place, so you know,
- 10:45look for me next year all over the place. I'm gonna be signing
- 10:48this motherfucker everywhere I go, talking to people about it, doing panels,
- 10:50doing whatever. Boom boom boom. So pre order Jimmy Hendricks, Purple Hayes
- 10:56right now. Thank you all very much. And yes, and when ben
- 11:00Amine is not writing graphic novels, him and I are speaking at the National
- 11:07Museum of African American History and Culture, because just to remind y'all, October
- 11:11nineteenth, that is whole coming week at Howard University, the Illustrious HU.
- 11:18You know, we will be speaking in the Oprah Winfrey Theater. We'll be
- 11:22speaking on the topic of afrofuturism. As you may all know by now,
- 11:26back in March they open up there. Um, what is it like six
- 11:28or nine months? What do you call that experience exhibit? I knew,
- 11:35I knew it was an X X exhibits a Z about afrofuturism. We are
- 11:43leading the culture. We are leading the culture, but we're leading the conversation
- 11:48for that. So definitely put down your calendar plan to come through. There
- 11:52might be a special guest along with us, but you gotta be there.
- 11:58You know what I'm saying. You got you know, And and I'll be
- 12:03honest with y'all, like, all right, it starts to seven pm.
- 12:05I do know that we do not know how ticketus f being um distributor and
- 12:11everything. But like when I told my boy, who's been to the museum
- 12:15what theater we were in and everything, he was like, dog, you
- 12:16know, he't none of us getting in, Like this's like my best friend,
- 12:20right. And I was like, yo, you gotta come up from
- 12:22you know, wherever you had. I'm not gonna say where you have,
- 12:24bro, and be like, yo, you gotta come through. And he
- 12:26was like, Bro, you know that theater. Do you know the type
- 12:28of people who are gonna be in there that night? He's like, we
- 12:31ain't getting in, so I don't know, you know, I did not
- 12:35notice. I'm thinking, you know, it's gonna be a thing. We
- 12:37could just be handed out tickets so we'll see, you know. But he
- 12:41is of the idea that this will be some black tie, big dollar dollar
- 12:46you know cats up in there. I mean it better be, man,
- 12:48we need some sponsors. I mean, the Smithsonian is getting that money.
- 12:54We don'na be like, please help you know, and put us on there
- 12:58man with the but what yeah, man, Foreign Nerds only on BT plus
- 13:09listen, man is our best jest. I mean, there's our first jest.
- 13:11That's all I asks. You know, can we get aj and free
- 13:15up on? There is our first jest. Oh that's funny. You know
- 13:16that's my dude that you know? Yes, y'all October nineteenth, remember that.
- 13:26Put that on your calendar. Big teens. God Willing will be announcing
- 13:31more big teams as we continue on through twenty twenty three. Ye I know
- 13:35that also we are doing big teams on Foreign Nerds dot com for all nerds
- 13:41dot com because as you see, Ben I mean and I are wearing one
- 13:46of the first exclusives and very popular shirts. I'm a little shit scared,
- 13:52a little shit sometimes when I see this happen. But the amount of people
- 13:56who are going ham on that Lionel Richie shirt. Shout outs to y'all everyone
- 14:01who also has the Techalla and frenchhert. I'm rocking that. But I have
- 14:05the exclusive color away from when we had our black panther the kind of ever
- 14:11event, and that reminds you when anytime we have live events, we're probably
- 14:13doing exclusive stuff that you can't get on a site or anywhere else. So
- 14:16that's why you gotta show up. That being said, we are having We've
- 14:20already released some new stuff. We're gonna have more new stuff. This one
- 14:24that came up this week for a show. Oh yeah uh. And then
- 14:28I mean you want to talk about that new new new, Yes, the
- 14:33new design that we have. It's actually done by the same person Latina Scribbles
- 14:37who did the Lion or Richie is our Anti Scroll Society Club shirt. Anti
- 14:43Scrolls Social Club, Social Social look you know Butcher for names, words,
- 14:48T shirts whatever. Anti Butcher Social Club. I wish you had it with
- 14:52you, Butcher Butcher Club. Yeah, Anti Girl Social Club for Marvel's new
- 15:03shows, Secret Invasion, which is dropping what June seventeenth. I do believe
- 15:09very soon, very June ninth, June seventeenth. In the flash, I
- 15:13think it's okay somewhere around it ain't goddamn it. It's coming out soon.
- 15:20But right now, before it even comes out, you can get this shirt
- 15:22so during the premiere you can sit there with your homies, take a picture.
- 15:28Posted tag for all nerds and the anti Scrawl Social Club shirt. Y'all
- 15:33know you know what logo is, you know, kind of a parody of
- 15:37We're gonna go with parody for legal reasons, for the legality of it all.
- 15:43So you know what I mean, y'all know what it is, Secret
- 15:45Evasion Drops June twenty first, there we go. There. It is so
- 15:50design. I love it. I love that ill puff print, That's what
- 15:54I'm saying. And that's why, like one thing about us, y'all,
- 15:56we do quality. So the shirts y'all get on, not that nasty you
- 16:00know print that the man was doing in that other place we was at.
- 16:04This is like good quality in the good quality screen, good quality shirts.
- 16:08You know, you can see you see and fill the quality. And then
- 16:11as Benamine was expressing this anti Scroll Social Club's shirt, it has, as
- 16:15he said, the puff prints, so you can feel it. You can
- 16:18feel the fakeness of the scroll as you continue on down the line, you
- 16:21know what I'm saying. So I love it. Good good, nice,
- 16:23bright colors. And I think it comes in like three different shirt colors too.
- 16:26Yep. And we also have the Shane Chi Shang che Shane. I
- 16:32never know what it's a proper pronunciation oh in celebration of API month. Yes,
- 16:37there you go. The Shane Chi and Friends shirt with features, just
- 16:41like the Tachalla and Friends shirt, features a bunch of superheroes and super characters
- 16:47going by their real name, so you know, it's for the people who
- 16:51know. You know, it ain't for just everybody out you know what I
- 16:53mean. So that one is fire. I can't wait to get my hands
- 16:56on that. We got that one in yellow, say, and in white
- 17:00with black print, so you know it's ill flipped for the summer, like
- 17:03the exclusive joint you got right there, you know, because the other drunks
- 17:07was in the white print. So now we got the black print for the
- 17:08summer. Probably gonna put up some Chala's in black prints soon. Yeah,
- 17:12and we got some more coming. I was thinking about that, you know,
- 17:15the kill Monger had some good ideas. You know. I don't know
- 17:18if that's too hotel or not, but you know, and I just want
- 17:21to share that I'm really excited, Like this is not just me trying to
- 17:23put a commercial in the middle of the show, like trying to sell it,
- 17:29but like beyond that, like I believe in these designs, Like yes,
- 17:33the reason why Ben I mean and I are started going so hard on
- 17:37merch and designing and it soon to be closing. Is because we wanted shit
- 17:42that reflected the ship that we liked in fandom and geeked them whenever you want
- 17:48to call it, but that was cool, Like it's just too it's too
- 17:52damn high. The number of geek shit that's not fucking cool. That shit
- 17:56that look that don't look liddy, it don't feel liddy, don't have like
- 18:00litty quality, Like we we off that right. We want shit that we
- 18:07would naturally rock on a daily basis, And like I never wanted to sit
- 18:11there walking around looking like a horror all day. That shit is weak to
- 18:14me, Like I'm not I'm not trying to be in Cosway every single day,
- 18:17And unfortunately a lot of the merch y'all see out there just look like
- 18:21straight up Cosway. We want to show you can wear in real fucking life,
- 18:23and we realize us and other people feel the same way. So that's
- 18:27why we're going so hard on like these designs and letting y'all know when we
- 18:30got that new new one we dropping because we're really trying to We're trying to
- 18:33a movement right now. M Yeah, because as y'all know, if you
- 18:37know me, like that's been my whole life. It's always having fire T
- 18:41shirts, Like if you've ever seen me out, I've always had a fire
- 18:44T shirt or and I'm very selective about the type of T shirts, you
- 18:47know, even the geek joints. And I used to did did did till
- 18:49I found the ones just like that what I was looking for that I was
- 18:53envisioning until now it's just like we're just making these joints. So I'm guaranteeing
- 18:57you it's don't be some ill shit every time because as you see I rocket,
- 19:03I wear these ships out when I'm DJing wherever I'm out. You're gonna
- 19:06see me in this all summer if you ever see me. So I mean,
- 19:08we're gonna get that. And that's what I'm saying. You get this
- 19:11merch, you're gonna get that fit off. Like this elevates the fits.
- 19:15It don't make it look strange. And what I'm saying, doctor strange doing
- 19:18something strange with some change, like we don't need that right now. So
- 19:21that's that's one of the main reasons why I just keep mentioning it and I'm
- 19:23why are we're going so hard on this? And we just hope that y'all
- 19:26are proud and loving the stuff that we're coming out with. And of course,
- 19:30if you like what you see, hit that where they say smash that,
- 19:34purchase but bro much and and if nothing else, when y'all do that,
- 19:42y'all are supporting us directly. Y'all are supporting the show all this,
- 19:48like just like when you do their Patreon, you're supporting us directly. You're
- 19:51not supporting the man, like, this is our what is it called?
- 19:56This is our establishment, this is our organization. We're doing shit our way.
- 20:00Thank you can appreciate you very much. Sour show, Yes, sir,
- 20:03thank you so much. And speaking of our show, we have for
- 20:07you a very special treat coming up right now. We have our exclusive exclusive
- 20:15panel from UCLA. Yeah we were, we were. You forgot what you
- 20:19were. We were at u c LA proper we were. We got fluid
- 20:23out to LA, tout all things podcasting, how to build your brand in
- 20:29podcasting in so many other gems. Shout outs and love to doctor Drea Let's
- 20:34amenity as well as Brian Ward posts of the Arkham Sessions, Doctor j I
- 20:41love you so much. I don't I don't even know what else to say,
- 20:45but I love you. Thank you for the opportunity. Appreciate to all
- 20:48the students who came out to listen to us, who ask questions. That
- 20:51was amazing and we really hope you enjoy what you here. Thank you.
- 20:56We'll be right back. Yo Yo Yo. It's superways Barn March. I'm
- 21:02tuned in to four All Nerds. What's up? Everyone? It's your girl
- 21:06fantastic Frankie. I'm listening to four All Nerds. What's up? What's up?
- 21:11This is e Man and I'm listening to four All Nerds teens and elevation.
- 21:15Everybody. My name is Crown and you are now listening to four All
- 21:19Nerds. What's up? Everybody's its Troy Jeffrey Young and you're watching four all
- 21:23our Nerves. Good afternoon everyone, Thanks for showing up. My name is
- 21:44let Yo. I'm gonna be the moderator for today. Um yeah, get
- 21:48this key podcasting whole set up ready and going. So I'm happy to get
- 21:53this event kicked off and excited to learn from some of the professionals in the
- 21:57podcasting you. It's my pleasure to introduce our panalysts for today. First,
- 22:03we have DJ Ben Humen and Tatiana King who run the Four All Nerds show.
- 22:07Next up we have doctor Andrea led To Mendi and Brian Ward who have
- 22:11founded the Arkham Series, Psychology of Batman and more. So, I'd love
- 22:17to start out and give you for the opportunity to talk a little bit about
- 22:19your podcast for those that may be a bit unfamiliar, I guess I'll start.
- 22:26I'm DJ Ben, I mean, and we run the Four All Nerds
- 22:30Podcasts, which is a podcast dedicated to showcasing geek culture from the perspective of
- 22:37people of color. And our model is inclusion is revolution and by that we
- 22:41believe that if we are included in spaces, you know, revolution naturally happens.
- 22:48And Brian and myself you can go by dry At if you'd like.
- 22:53We started the Arkham Sessions several years ago where we were trying to figure out
- 22:57how much how many years ago nine years ago in celebration of a fantastic series
- 23:06called Batman, the animated series. So initially our podcast was all about the
- 23:11psychology of that show that aired in nineteen ninety two for the first time Batman
- 23:18the animated series, and from there we began to branch out. We covered
- 23:22every single episode of the animated show, and then we started to branch out
- 23:29to different geek ips and brands, and we moved into other other DC characters
- 23:36and stories, and then other animation like Stephen Universe, and we are now
- 23:41covering the Star Wars Cinematic universe, which has been a blast. Sweet.
- 23:48Yeah, thank you so much. And in the audience, I'd just like
- 23:52to mention we want to prioritize your questions throughout this whole panel, so please
- 23:59just raise your hand all around the mic over to you if if you'd like.
- 24:02But I also have some questions prepared. I think a good one to
- 24:06lead out with is what led each of you to create your own podcast shows?
- 24:11What's interesting? Oh? Thank you? What's interesting is like, we
- 24:15didn't have any designs on creating a podcast until it became obvious we needed to.
- 24:22Drea was in a documentary that Warner Brothers made about ten years ago called
- 24:27Necessary Evil The super Villains of DC Comics, and when we went to the
- 24:34premiere of that at Comic Con, I kept noticing that all of the histories
- 24:41that she would pull from with these characters, and she would talk about the
- 24:45deep psychology behind these characters. They were all animated series based, because what
- 24:48a lot of people didn't necessarily know is a lot of these characters didn't have
- 24:55these origin stories until the animated series, and now we just look at them
- 24:57as being of course, that's there's an origin story we've always known. And
- 25:03so I said, Drey, it cursed me that every answer you gave was
- 25:07based on the animated series. We should just do a podcast where you just
- 25:11talk about that every episode. And we didn't think we would get all the
- 25:17way through because they were over well over one hundred episodes. We're sort of
- 25:21like, we'll go over as long as we can, and then it just
- 25:23kept building. I will say, just like anyone at the beginning of The
- 25:27Hero's Journey, I resisted the call and said, no one wants to hear
- 25:33me talk about psychology and Batman. It's a weird intersection that just lives in
- 25:37my geek brain and I can't imagine that people would listen. And Brian encouraged
- 25:42me to just give it a try. We were going to cover a handful
- 25:45of episodes and put it on YouTube at first, and then we branched into
- 25:51the necessary kind of critical spaces where you release podcasts, and we started to
- 25:56get a following, and I was very pleased to learn that their fans are
- 26:00interested in not just in reminiscing and celebrating Batman, the animated series, but
- 26:04also they're interested in the psychological science that emerges. And he took those episodes
- 26:10in these unique ways because this is the TV series that literally was the gateway
- 26:15for her getting into psychology. But again, and so Dad and geakery in
- 26:21general, and so yeah, it was it made sense. And as far
- 26:29as ben Iman and ourselves, like four old nurses, this has been a
- 26:33really big journey. Like first of all, that's like that wasn't even our
- 26:34original name. It was fan Rose and it was fostered from an idea from
- 26:38combat Jack. Combat Jack is rest in power. Always he was a legend
- 26:42in hip hop. He had you know, he's always been in media when
- 26:48it came to hip hop and rap in the whole community and everything the culture,
- 26:52if you will. And he had his own podcast, and of course
- 26:56he had a love for the gekery as you mentioned it, the kikdom and
- 27:00comics and everything else in between. So he wanted to make a podcast specifically
- 27:04about it. And this was back in the beginning of podcasting, where no
- 27:08one really knew what was going on, what he even met, or what
- 27:12the purpose of it was. So he was really truly a pioneer, and
- 27:15he's lovingly called the Podfather. So the Podfather created this space where he wanted
- 27:22to build up and talk about key culture from the perspective people of color.
- 27:25And he had been Amine and a whole bunch of people, a lot of
- 27:30people that probably was too many people at the time. And you know,
- 27:34I guess after that first one or two episodes, they were like, Yeah,
- 27:38this is not gonna work. We need to be tooled this. He
- 27:41actually gave the reins to Benami. Trusted Benami. Benami was DJM Combat Jack
- 27:45Show. So he said, Benami, I needs you to run with this,
- 27:48need you to build this up. Ben I mean could fill in the
- 27:49blanks for you. But fast forward, you did myself a young woman by
- 27:55the name of Jimmie Righetti, Chico Leo, and Benhamine and very first episode,
- 28:00I think we interviewed Prodigy and Lob Deep and you know that was my
- 28:03very first time like interviewing celebrities and just it was just very random. That
- 28:07was my very first episode too, so I'm just like, okay, this
- 28:10is how it is. Just get thrown on the fire. And that's kind
- 28:14of how this show has been built. It's just like just it doesn't matter.
- 28:17You don't have never done it before, you don't have these veris just
- 28:19to do it. And as I mentioned, it was built around key culture,
- 28:22so our love for it. I've always had a passion for animation and
- 28:26gaming and movies and film and everything in between, and of course coupled that
- 28:32with Ben I mean his love of comics, animation as well, I mean
- 28:36everything you could think of, and like I said, I've been feel free
- 28:37to five of the blanks would be like But it just grew from there after.
- 28:42I think the first four years we ended up changing the name just to
- 28:47be more inclus and also it didn't make sense at the time, so that
- 28:49kind of gives you a quick evolution of our show. But we did it
- 28:53because we wanted to have our voices in this space at the especially I think
- 28:57even still now. But at the time, there wasn't really any shows like
- 29:00ours, especially not from the respective of the people call, especially not from
- 29:03perspective of black people, and we would just have the ability to just do
- 29:07it on our own again podcasting as new podcasting. You you're your own boss,
- 29:12you're your own you know, you meant you metrofest your own destiny.
- 29:15So, um, we were able to do that. Yeah, right,
- 29:21aren't going to do that? Add on that one? Yeah, talk to
- 29:23That's that's great. UM. I really appreciated how you said that you were
- 29:27just kind of thrown into the fire on some of these things and learned from
- 29:32the ground up. And for all four of you, Um, both of
- 29:34your podcasts stemmed from completely different backgrounds but have grown into something absolutely phenomenal.
- 29:40So that kind of segues into my next question, which is, um,
- 29:44what are some of the lessons that you've learned from starting your own bread Well.
- 29:49Rebranding is a thing I think especially if you start out um day one
- 29:57at the jump, having a vision, having an idea of what your brand
- 30:02is and not thinking about what is this going to sound like five years from
- 30:06now, ten years from now, And if I could do it all over,
- 30:10I may consider things like the intentions around branding, how could we have
- 30:15branded differently or better? And I bring this up to Brian frequently the Arkham
- 30:21sessions that Arkham like Arkham Asylum is the kind of origin of that, right,
- 30:26and it's such a Batman specific and even like niche Idea concept, Arkham
- 30:34Asylum is the psychiatric facility in the Batman universe. And I think that now
- 30:42that The Joker and Harley Quinn and these films are becoming more mainstream, this
- 30:48term is actually coming back into popularity and more people recognize it. But simply,
- 30:55you know, everything from the name of the podcast to kind of your
- 31:00your vision and your little tagline, what you're gonna how you're going to talk
- 31:03to people about your podcast, all that has to be really fleshed out and
- 31:10articulated from the get go in order I think to have the longevity and sustainability
- 31:15that you're looking for. And then I also think you can figure it out
- 31:19as you go along as well. Like you said, like rebraining, like
- 31:22we started out as fanbro show, and after a while we realized it was
- 31:26just everywhere we went we had to explain, yeah, you know that two
- 31:30of our members are women, and we are just a lot more inclusive than
- 31:34that. And if people started using Fanbros as a derogatory term, like those
- 31:38are like the dudes who are controlling comics and gatekeeping, So we had to
- 31:42move away from that. And then like even like our slogan like inclusion,
- 31:45our model like inclusion is Revolution was just something that I think I said on
- 31:51a show one day and it just yeah, it just stuck and we're like,
- 31:52ooh, that is you know, succincting. It just disappoint across and
- 31:57even the prospective people of color is like something we came up with just from
- 32:01doing shows. And so just what I will say is like we always we're
- 32:08striving to be who we are now, is what it was. Like.
- 32:10We knew that we wanted to be inclusion the revolution, even if we weren't
- 32:15saying it as a phrase, we knew that was always the goal and that
- 32:20was something that was just inherent in us. Like when I first started the
- 32:22show, the very like that was one thing, like tat down and said
- 32:24there was it was all dudes. And I did like two episodes and I
- 32:28was like, ain't no way, and I put a call out on Twitter,
- 32:31like there's no way I'm doing this for dudes. Um, I don't
- 32:35want to listen to dudes talk about comics anymore then I think most people do.
- 32:38So I was like, I need some other people, anyone, and
- 32:42Tatiana and Jamie both hit me up and I was like, I'm down.
- 32:44And that was that. That's the important thing too, you know. Oh,
- 32:49that's the important thing too, is understanding that your podcast needs to be
- 32:53different than all the other ones out there. Anybody continue to any podcast of
- 33:00your four dudes talking about that man or or whatever talking about that, and
- 33:09frankly, we don't care like we heard it. Uh, It's really important
- 33:15to differentiate yourself. And that's why, UM, you know I We're like,
- 33:21well, what are we going to talk about? We're going to watch
- 33:23a twenty two minute cartoon every week, and then we're going to talk about
- 33:29the real psychological science that we find in it, and we're going to then
- 33:32educate the listeners on what that. So really, really what we're doing is
- 33:36we're wrapping up a psychology class inside of the chocolate of of Well, we're
- 33:42talking about cartoons, um, and that's really what's helped us because again,
- 33:46no one really cares about our opinion of the animated series. UM. And
- 33:52by the way we call it, you know, something that you said earlier
- 33:55before we started um stuck with me. You said you did necessarily consider yourself
- 34:00the keep I promise you you are there is something that you know more about
- 34:08and are excited to talk about more than like any of the other people you
- 34:15have in your circles, like you're or those people in your circles you're You're
- 34:17like, you can't wait to get together with them and talk about whatever that
- 34:20is. If you're a neurosurgeon and you're like, God, let me talk
- 34:23about all the things I've learned about whatever, You're totally geeking out over that,
- 34:28you know, And so it's it's one of those things where if you
- 34:31know what it is that you love your passion and you can geek out over
- 34:36that thing, I guarantee there's a way to start a podcast or somebody's gonna
- 34:43want to hear it, because you know, no matter how boring you think
- 34:45that topic is, somebody wants to hear. Yeah, that's super interesting.
- 34:51I think when I mentioned that I was I wasn't necessarily thinking about all the
- 34:54things that I might have been interested in. Yeah, but yeah, sometimes
- 34:58I catch myself just going on tangents about psychology and some of the cognitive science
- 35:04classes that I'm taking and my friends are just kind of like, what,
- 35:08Yeah, I still am there thinks there No. And that's the thing is
- 35:14is you have all found sort of that niche of people that are excited to
- 35:17hear what you're talking about. Um, But but it takes that first step
- 35:22of inclusivity and initially finding that to be able to then kind of grow as
- 35:25a podcast. If that's um. That was my kind of takeaway from this.
- 35:30Yeah. Yeah cool um Yeah, And even along with that, I
- 35:34wanted to ask, um, what are some of the effective strategies, um,
- 35:38for building a personal brand as a creative? I know, Um,
- 35:43that kind of goes back into what we just talked about, but were there
- 35:45any like more tangible strategies that you had in growing something for your podcasts?
- 35:51Yeah? Yeah, speak a lot about that. Yeah. I think the
- 35:55first thing I would say is just be yourself like we are, or like
- 36:00me, especially I am, you know and always myself. I've always been
- 36:04this person. I get into a lot of trouble over it, you know,
- 36:07especially in social media, because I'll say things that most people won't agree
- 36:10with, and I can be a bit harsh and I can be a bit
- 36:14blunt, but it's also what attracts people to us. And people are either
- 36:17like what they mess have been or they don't. And that's just how I've
- 36:21always been. I'm like, well, you're either gonna mess with me or
- 36:22you won't. And I'm not gonna sugarcoat things to get you to mess with
- 36:27me. It's like you either like this what I'm saying, or you can
- 36:30disagree and you'll still probably want to follow because you want to see, you
- 36:34know, and you'll want to argue with me. And so yeah, I
- 36:37mean to build off that just you know who you are, right, and
- 36:40it's like, I mean, it's not rude, it's kind of like a
- 36:44take it a leave a thing, right. But I think people appreciate that
- 36:46that you're not being faith that you're being direct and you're just showing who you
- 36:51are and you have a love for these things and you have something to say,
- 36:53right. And I think that's effective in building that brand because people know,
- 36:57Okay, when I go listen to Tatiana Be, they're not gonna be
- 37:00wish you watching about something, right, They're gonna be one way or another.
- 37:01And they're also it's not an echo chamber. Lots of times we disagree,
- 37:05and I think that's part of the fun, Like you listen to the
- 37:07our reasonings for disagreeing, right, But we're not just gonna call something trash
- 37:12right. We're gonna give you real distinct understanding and an opinion of why right
- 37:15and back it up or facts where we're trying to And sometimes it's because I
- 37:19just don't like the way they look or something like that. But that's what
- 37:22makes it entertaining too, and then more so, and then that's the kind
- 37:25of like a soft sider, right, more so on the hard like branding
- 37:29type stuff. Um, I'm have a marketing degree. I want to Howard
- 37:32hu so Um. Consistency, M It's very, very, very important,
- 37:39especially in the beginning stage, is to be extremely consistent when it comes to
- 37:44the figuring out your voice. I think I really like that you said earlier,
- 37:49Drea, when doctor Dre when you said, you know, really have
- 37:52a plan in place. Your plan will evolve over time. I think any
- 37:54good show will evolve is not gonna sound the same ours has nothing like it
- 38:00did. But at the same time, like, hey, if this is
- 38:02the strategy we are, I don't know what's the name of this place,
- 38:07So geek podcasting ink Like everything is geek Podcasting, Inc. Grab all of
- 38:12the handles, right. If you're talking about social media, grab all of
- 38:15the grab the website, right. You need a central location from which to
- 38:16the source of all this stuff. Anything that you put on social media is
- 38:21not really owned by you. You need your own website, right, Get
- 38:23your email address. Get if you're trying to make this a business, get
- 38:27get a bank account. Like, do everything possible to own that idea through
- 38:31and through, because even if it falls over time, perhaps it's something that
- 38:36you build up so greatly that it gets acquired or you're able to sell or
- 38:38whatever. At least have the ownership in there, right. You know,
- 38:42one can just take it up from under you. And we've done that with
- 38:45for all nerds, right, Like from the logo to the branding too.
- 38:49We're saying it over and over again to I mean, it's just something that
- 38:53is part of the psyche that you have to get within yourself, and also
- 38:57you have to your audience that they understand and know, hey, this is
- 39:00what they do, this is their brand. I think that authenticity is super
- 39:05important. Over the years, I've been asked to co host other podcasts or
- 39:08get involved with other shows, and you know, I might sign on for
- 39:14a few months, or I might agree to the general idea of a different
- 39:17podcast. And it has taught me how important just the passion is with running
- 39:23your own podcast. It wasn't because it was a competitive show or anything like
- 39:29that. It was that, wow, doing this every week and being involved
- 39:34in the creation, the development, the topics and the actual conversations that you're
- 39:38putting on air. If you don't feel that you're putting your real self out
- 39:44there, it can be actually pretty draining, and that lends itself to feeling
- 39:49burnt out, feeling exhausted, yeall of other things that you're doing in your
- 39:52work, in your recreation, in your side hustles. You know, imagine
- 39:57if your side hustle didn't bring you joy. So that's sort of one of
- 40:00the lessons I've learned, is like, oh, it's not just about getting
- 40:04in front of a mic and recording every week. I really need to feel
- 40:07like my voice is authentic every time I do that, every time we record
- 40:12a show, I'm bringing my real self. Take it or leave it,
- 40:15love it or hate it. These are my opinions, these are my professional
- 40:19thoughts. And with that I'm carrying with me that sense of this is my
- 40:22full identity. And just like Ben was saying that some people are going to
- 40:27take to that and listen every week and feel connected to that, and it's
- 40:31not for everybody. May some may not appreciate the kinds of opinions and takes
- 40:37that I have on the shows. Yeah, one last thing I would add
- 40:42to that is something I always say is came from this book I've read once
- 40:45where it's like, if you want to start a revolution, you start with
- 40:47one person. Like the idea of starting a revolution with thousands of people just
- 40:52doesn't happen. You start with one person. You change one person, and
- 40:57that's all we always do. It's like because when we started, especially we
- 41:00weren't this massive thing. There wasn't massive podcasts when we started. There was
- 41:05just very small people reaching very small audiences. And so as we grew organically
- 41:10a lot of the times, what kept me going, especially through the hardest
- 41:15times, was like those few people who would reach out and email us and
- 41:20be like, Yo, you did this for me, You changed my life.
- 41:22Something you said on the show helped me through this dark time. And
- 41:25so it's like, yo, I'm really reaching people and really affecting change in
- 41:30the world. And that is so powerful to me and so important. And
- 41:34so that's what kept me going throughout when there was nothing. When you know,
- 41:37when I felt like no one was listening, I would just be like,
- 41:40but I know that one person is listening. I know that one person
- 41:44has really been affected by this show. So I'm doing this show for that
- 41:47one person. Basically is how I used to approach it, Like, I'm
- 41:51here every week so that one person I know he's out there. I know
- 41:53they're out there, and I know that this means a lot to them.
- 41:58The only other thing I would say that, um, it's not necessarily um.
- 42:04Oh, thank you, sorry, I keep forgetting. The one thing
- 42:07I would say is it's not necessarily um. Just passion that's going to bring
- 42:14you success. There are a lot of people who are passionate about the things
- 42:16that they love and that they're doing podcasts about. UM. The journey.
- 42:21Truth is you got to spend it to make it, um, you know,
- 42:24and uh, And really what that is is it's how much do you
- 42:29believe in yourself? Are you willing to invest in yourself? Are you willing
- 42:32to spend twenty five dollars on a Facebook ad um for the next two or
- 42:38three weeks. You know, it doesn't cost much. Um. You know,
- 42:42no one, no one's expecting you to come outdicate as an entrepreneur and
- 42:45a professional podcast. You don't have to immediately go out by you know,
- 42:52the best equipment. God knows that when our started it wasn't um. But
- 42:58how much are you willing to invest in yourself and in your brand just to
- 43:01get the websites You're You're gonna have to, you know, spend some money
- 43:05and so, yeah, it's it's important to consider is this a hobby.
- 43:09Is it just something where we like getting together every week and chatting and putting
- 43:14it out there, or is it genuinely something you want other people to come
- 43:17to the table and listen to it. Yeah, yeah, I absolutely love
- 43:22all four of you have kind of touched on different ways to almost stay motivated
- 43:25and continue to push your brand and what you're passionate about. And this sort
- 43:30of stems on more of a personal question. But I find myself struggling to
- 43:36pursue some of my more creative endeavors because I'm nervous of what people might have
- 43:40to say and some of the hateful comments I might get. So I'm curious,
- 43:45is it that focus where you know you're impacting one person that's that's motivating
- 43:51you to keep going, or how do you kind of navigate around some of
- 43:53those more like one off comments that are less appreciative of the work that you're
- 43:59doing. There was a lesson that I learned a few years ago in a
- 44:04phrase called do it's scared so, meaning you're the fear is not gonna go
- 44:08away, the hate, it's not gonna go away. There's gonna be someone.
- 44:13Right. We have literally thousands of five star reviews, and there's that
- 44:17there's that handful of people like I hate their voice, I hate being I
- 44:22mean, and the way he smiles like it's always something ridiculous, right,
- 44:24I hate his laugh he laughed to lab like, it's it's always something about
- 44:28It's My whole point is saying that is it's I think it's less about I
- 44:36think it's more about managing your own self, right, Like less about trying
- 44:39to manage the other people and more about what is important to you, right,
- 44:44what do you want to get across? Like you and I feel you
- 44:47completely because I'm still like I'm just like, oh my god, they're gonna
- 44:50think I'm silly and then think I'm stupid or whatever, and it's just like,
- 44:52you know what, I have to push that away. What am I
- 44:55trying to get across? What is the message I'm trying to put in the
- 44:59world, What is the visuals I'm trying to keep people to receive. Let
- 45:01me focus on doing that to the best of my ability, as professional as
- 45:06I can, or whatever the case may be. And I think when you
- 45:08focus so much more on yourself as opposed to what others are thinking, you're
- 45:13you're going to be more successful. You're still going to be afraid, You're
- 45:15still gonna be nervous, but I think you will start building up your confidence
- 45:22as long as you just keep going. Yeah, same thing things Like my
- 45:27life, I've always done creative stuff. Like I started out when I was
- 45:30like in high school, started as a DJ, and then I went into
- 45:34film in college, and I've done writing, I've done producing, I've done
- 45:40podcasting now and even now I started recently in the last year like producing music,
- 45:46like really making songs and everything, and so I'm always doing something creative
- 45:51and there's always going to be that fear. But like I said, I'm
- 45:54always trying to please that one person and then the other person. I'm always
- 45:58trying to please myself, like I always. I started DJ because I wanted
- 46:01to be the best DJ. I didn't care about anything other than rocking parties.
- 46:06I just wanted to rock parties and I wanted people that like when they
- 46:09came away, Yo, this dude being he rocks. And that's the same
- 46:14way now. Like when I make music, I just want to make the
- 46:15best music. So when people are like this is good or this is whack,
- 46:19it doesn't matter to me because I'm just like yo, I want to
- 46:21make the best and I just want to do everything to the best of my
- 46:23ability, and every week and every day, I just want to try and
- 46:27get better. And like you said the podcast, like when I go back
- 46:30and listen to how we were at the beginning, it's just light years ahead
- 46:35and that yeah, it's yeah. I remember when we started. My executive
- 46:39producer, my man, Chris Morrow, he was like, Ben, I
- 46:42don't know if you can do this, you know, straight up, He's
- 46:44like, I don't know if you can be the host because you have no
- 46:45energy. You know. He's like he's like, you come on, like
- 46:52you know, and that's how it used to be. And I had to
- 46:53learn and I had to get the confidence, and it borders on not arrogance,
- 46:59but it borders on delusions sometimes. So you have to be like,
- 47:01Yo, I'm going to do this, and even if I'm not good at
- 47:06it, I'm just going to work and work and work and get better and
- 47:09better and better. And like I was watching this show recently, Players,
- 47:13and this dude, one of the best video game was on this show and
- 47:16he's like, today, I'm the worst I ever was. And that messed
- 47:21me up. You know, this dude's like the top league champ and he's
- 47:23like, right now, I'm the worst I'll ever be, because tomorrow I'll
- 47:27be a little bit better, in a day after that a little bit better.
- 47:29And that was like, Yo, that's crazy. But that's the mentality
- 47:32that you have to have, and you you know, it's just it's a
- 47:35good mentality in life, just to always want to get better at whatever you're
- 47:38doing. Early on, I did not feel that I had the sort of
- 47:44like professional equipment internally to do a podcast. I had already gone through my
- 47:49graduate program, I got a PhD. I was just sort of on a
- 47:52track to follow clinical psychology and be in hospital settings and in clinical settings,
- 47:59and this idea was really exhilarating, this concept that I could use a platform
- 48:07like this to get mental health education to a wider audience, and that with
- 48:15the knowledge and skills that I have, it mattered to me to get the
- 48:19word out, and it mattered to me that we were doing it through our
- 48:22passion and love for geeky things, in particular the Batman universe and comic books
- 48:29and media. And that sort of felt like my, I don't know,
- 48:35like a north star or a golden thread that I know I started off not
- 48:40great and I'm actually being kind to myself right now, not great, and
- 48:50I forgive myself for that. I went into a behavioral health field. We
- 48:55don't learn how to communicate in public. We don't get any training around entrepreneurship,
- 49:00around marketing, around public speaking, communication, any of those things.
- 49:07And just like you're saying, I had to use the experience to just get
- 49:12better and better and better at it and to have that sort of internal willpower
- 49:16and resilience to believe in myself, because that imposter syndrome was like forefront,
- 49:22just glaringly present each and every time the microphone was in front of my face.
- 49:27And that's something that I think you know, no matter your history,
- 49:30your background, what you've been training in, once you start going into podcasting,
- 49:37I think all of us are going to have that little bit of nervousness
- 49:38of what is this going to sound like when it's out there and what are
- 49:42people going to say? And even recently we had a review of someone saying
- 49:45that they listened to us so that they could fall asleep, specifically to my
- 49:50voice, but that was not a negative. Well now, and I thought,
- 49:53Hey, if you're career using my channel to fall asleep and that's helping
- 49:59your sleep distress, I love it. I love it. But also every
- 50:04thank you, every that's not a negative comment, by the way, but
- 50:08every negative comment that we've gotten on our podcast has been about me, and
- 50:15uh, every single one. It's all yeah, And I'm okay with that
- 50:22because as far as I'm concerned, you're not actually listening to this podcast for
- 50:25me, Um, You're listening to it for her and what she has to
- 50:30say. So UM, I will take that heap all day long as long
- 50:34as you get to say all the stuff you want to say and get that
- 50:37science out there. Um, the negativity will absolutely come. They might be
- 50:42sincere about it, or they might just be complete assholes, like they're they're
- 50:46just looking to put a bad comment on something. And there was a moment
- 50:52early on where Dream sort of suggested that the Joker was exhibiting signs of antisocial
- 50:59personality disorder, and she described what that meant, and not long after,
- 51:06a father wrote into the podcast and said, my son was just diagnosed with
- 51:09antisocial personality disorder? Is he going to become the Joker? And Drea instantly
- 51:16turned her around and said, absolutely not, and here's why, and here
- 51:21are all the things we know about this. Do you have no idea how
- 51:23many people have this disorder and are not horrible people? You know, etc.
- 51:30And knowing that that happened was enough to make me write her coattails for
- 51:37as long as she wants to do this podcast, because the moment she's like,
- 51:40oh I said something, someone got concerned, looked at it in the
- 51:45real world, and now I get to follow up with what it means is
- 51:49like was mind breaking to me. So that's that's worth every negative comment I
- 51:57can possibly get. Yeah, I think that's absolutely huge. How you sort
- 52:01of focus on the positive aspects of it rather than the negative. And yeah,
- 52:07to be able to actually spread information to some people where they might not
- 52:10know where to get it initially and have this impact on fathers that are concerned
- 52:15for their their children is absolutely, absolutely huge. Another thing I wanted to
- 52:20ask, and this was more related to the mental health aspect. I know
- 52:27that besides the whole focusing on hateful comments and the whole mentality of wanting to
- 52:34be better and continuing to press forward and make your podcast better, make yourself
- 52:38better within your presence, I'm curious, how do you all maintain your own
- 52:44personal mental health and how do you take steps back to sort of make sure
- 52:47you're doing okay as well? Question we're tired, Yeah, he's laughing.
- 52:52Later, Yeah, well I'll explain while I'm laughing now. When when I
- 52:54thought a question on the sheet, I was crying laughing Because one I take
- 52:59breaks, that's straight up. I delete every single social media for my phone.
- 53:02I don't keep them on there. A lot of times I've even deleted
- 53:07my accounts because, like you were saying, it's a lot of people who
- 53:10like we have fans, We have people who come on every week and listen
- 53:15to our show. Just to leave a negative comment, and they're there every
- 53:20week and I know and I know them, and like at this point,
- 53:24you know, like I was even like one dude, like he popped up
- 53:28on YouTube and he's there on YouTube every time. And then I finally saw
- 53:31him on Facebook and I was like, oh, this is who that is.
- 53:34And when you put a face to it, you're like yeah, and
- 53:37that's exactly what I said. I was like, oh, it all made
- 53:40sense now, dude, and he was like, well, at least you
- 53:43know him not on face control. I was like, no, but I
- 53:45know who you are and everything you say, because I had already got that
- 53:49feeling that everything you said was kind of irrelevant. But now it's like,
- 53:52yeah, you're just here just to be mad, you know, that's just
- 53:55you. You just want to disagree, and certain people like that and that
- 54:00type of thing you try to keep away from. And I just trying to
- 54:05use social media and use everything to like the same way I do with the
- 54:07show, Like I'm just always the same. I'm gonna try and be as
- 54:12positive as I can, try and put positive energy out there all the time.
- 54:15But at the same time, I'm not gonna you know, I'm gonna
- 54:17say some things that are gonna be controversial, I'll say, And like the
- 54:22most recent one that I got in big trouble was when I called John Wick
- 54:27a psychopath and a narcissist and a bunch of other things, and people half
- 54:32of Twitter had full offense for me. And then like me and top Town
- 54:36and we're talking about it, and we're like, a week from now,
- 54:37the director or Canna Reeves are gonna come out and agree with you. And
- 54:42a week to the day the director was like me and Kann was sitting and
- 54:46talk about how psychopathic John Wick is every day on set. And so I
- 54:52had to do I ate all those comments from all those people, but and
- 54:55then I knew I was right when I first said it, and so just
- 55:00you know, you just kind of like, well yeah, And then,
- 55:04like I said before, you kind of do have to have an ego at
- 55:06certain times, so you kind of have to be like, well, y'all
- 55:07are just wrong. You know. It's I find that the the podcasting life
- 55:17sort of has you on extremes. So there are days when I feel awful,
- 55:22like just like a huge failure. And the imposter syndrome is eleven out
- 55:28of ten and I don't think anyone listens to the show and I just want
- 55:31to quit. And I look at like the one negative comment, people falling
- 55:35this sleep to my voice and a little And then there are days where it's
- 55:42the other side of the extreme. You know, everyone should be listening to
- 55:45this. There's nothing else out there like this. And in some ways,
- 55:51if I were to talk candidly about our mental health, we really it we
- 55:57would be better off just in our emotional well being if we live somewhere in
- 56:00the middle, or we felt like a sense of that confidence, a sense
- 56:05of a healthy identity and knowing that we've made this impact. There are people
- 56:08that are going to rely on your show almost for a sense of connection,
- 56:15a sense of validation, knowing that you know they're they're hearing their own voice,
- 56:19so to speak, in this content, and I think that's encouraging.
- 56:24And again, you know, I've said this maybe once or twice, that
- 56:29the work is hard. It's exhausting from the beginning to the end. Even
- 56:36if you have folks that are on your team helping with editing. I mean
- 56:38we actually are a team of two. I just say stuff and from a
- 56:44microphone and Brian does a ton of editing and marketing and promotion, and it's
- 56:50a lot of hustle, and so I think that the preparation around that is
- 56:53knowing how to balance all of that work and when you are feeling exhausted and
- 57:00fatigued from it, to kind of take a step back and know you can
- 57:02always come back to the microphone. You can. You're you won't be a
- 57:06letdown, you won't be a failure if you miss a week or two weeks
- 57:08of content. And if you have folks that are are tuned to you and
- 57:15like your content anyway, they they'll they'll wait, they'll wait for you,
- 57:19and they'll be committed to your work. I want else to say that the
- 57:23cognition of understanding that years and years ago I work in video and there was
- 57:32an understanding that radio is a passive audience. The reason that you listen to
- 57:38your favorite video station, and um, you keep hearing the same people call
- 57:43in, and I say, oh, Charlie, bas for calling it again.
- 57:46Oh Susie. They most people at the time, it was like ninety
- 57:55eight percent. Ninety eight percent of people listen into your radio station aren't polls.
- 58:01They are never going to leave them a comment on your Facebook page.
- 58:07They are never going to leave them a tweet, They're never they're never going
- 58:09to talk about it because to them, you're simply listening to their favorite radio
- 58:14show. Um. Not everyone who listens to your podcast is going to take
- 58:20time out of their day to go leave a review or to go leave a
- 58:22comment. And understanding that is important because for all the negative that you might
- 58:30hear, there are so many people who didn't even comment like they they loved
- 58:36it and it didn't It didn't affect them enough to make them go, get
- 58:40me to a computer, right and you to lieve a comment now and you're
- 58:46like, well, and even if it did make that person to do that,
- 58:50you then go, this is working. I did it that that person
- 58:54felt something in that moment and they felt the need to write something good and
- 59:00bad whatever. It doesn't matter. The majority of the people who are listening
- 59:02to you are never going to interact with you, and it's it's unfortunate.
- 59:07It's sad because we would want as many people to interact with us it's humanly
- 59:09possible. But the fact that the numbers are still there and the numbers grow
- 59:14means that you're doing something right. And that's just something you have to keep
- 59:17in mind even when you're feeling at your lowest. Oh, more people listen
- 59:22this week than last week. Must be doing something right. So yeah,
- 59:29I absolutely love it. And and that's sort of what I wanted to to
- 59:31segue into it, Doctor Jay. I really liked how you talked about sort
- 59:36of the ebbs and flows of some days you feel really bad, some days
- 59:38you feel really good, and you're able to pull some of these more like
- 59:43numbers out of the out of the case, some of the comments, some
- 59:45of the interactions that you're receiving. I know I can speak for all of
- 59:50us when I say we also go through ebbs and flows in our own lives,
- 59:54and some days we don't want to go to class, and some days
- 59:57we don't want to be the boss of all of the as life people.
- 1:00:01But yeah, and it's all about the balance and finding the good and finding
- 1:00:06the community within your own area. So I think that's actually huge, And
- 1:00:10I did want to open it up to the rest of the people here for
- 1:00:13questions. Um sort of stemming up, Yeah, I actually did have a
- 1:00:15question, so something that I'm just curious about. You've all alluded to it
- 1:00:20multiple times that you're talking as your personality or identity as a podcaster, and
- 1:00:27like someone who listens to podcasts, especially like um like Hidden Brain and you
- 1:00:31know um Sean kurb I would never be able to pick that person out from
- 1:00:37a crowd of like I saw them in person, and so I am curious
- 1:00:39to know how do you bring your identity your personality into podcasting, as in,
- 1:00:49like you, is there anything specifically that you do during podcasts that show
- 1:00:52us is like this is my trademark or this is like the things that I
- 1:00:55do that like if I was to do that in person person, Yeah,
- 1:01:02everyone's saying my laugh and that's just natural. I laugh a lot. I've
- 1:01:06always been a person who's always laughing and smiling. And well, I have
- 1:01:09two things. I'm either laughing or smiling or I'm looking at you like I
- 1:01:13want to kill you. Those are like my two expressions. That's all I
- 1:01:15got. And so I think, like I think both. Yeah, there's
- 1:01:22been situations and I think it goes back to what I was saying about just
- 1:01:25being yourself because it and it is like that's something that is um really interesting
- 1:01:32about the fandom of podcasting, right, Like I've been a DJ, I've
- 1:01:37been a public person. For most of my life, I've never experienced the
- 1:01:43level of fandom that I've experienced from podcasting. Like I've had people walcome to
- 1:01:47me and start shaking, you know, like they were literally shaky. And
- 1:01:53it's crazy to me because I'm just like, yeah, I'm just talking,
- 1:01:57dude, you know, That's all I do is talk. But the familiarity
- 1:02:01with people, the amount of time you'll spend hearing somebody's voice, it creates
- 1:02:07this bomb that's different. So I don't think you really have to do anything
- 1:02:09that's special other than just be your authent itself because when you're like you were
- 1:02:15saying, it's like, and like Andrea said it to us, it's like
- 1:02:17you're really just hearing, like the people who are really loving you are really
- 1:02:23there's this meme about it where it's this kid eating ice cream that's Cities Girls
- 1:02:28or it's like an advertisement of girls eating ice cream and the kids eating ice
- 1:02:31cream and the girls on the ad or eating ice cream and everybody's happy,
- 1:02:35and that's all this. It's just like people are they just want to find
- 1:02:37someone who's like, oh, someone else is thinking about the psychology of Batman,
- 1:02:43you know, that's what it is. It's like someone else is thinking
- 1:02:45about it, and that person is out there talking about it, so now
- 1:02:49I can listen to them and I can agree or I can disagree. But
- 1:02:52it's I found my tribe, you know, I found my vibe, and
- 1:02:54that's what people are looking for. So if you're just your authent itself,
- 1:02:58there's someone look for that out there. I have a very specific answer to
- 1:03:02this because for the first few years I wasn't using my real name, and
- 1:03:07so I was using all my social media. I had a moniker kind of
- 1:03:10like a comic book name, and I remember I will never forget, like
- 1:03:17finally using my picture on social media, and the first comment of God was,
- 1:03:22oh, I did not think you looked like that, And I realized
- 1:03:27and you can interpret that a bunch of different ways, but I actually felt
- 1:03:30more empowered to be present and be out there with who I am. And
- 1:03:37I think that for just speaking from my experience as an underrepresented person in the
- 1:03:43field of clinical science, in many of the spaces that I'm in, as
- 1:03:46a mixed race latinext person, as a woman, I find that I do
- 1:03:51have to use and find pathways that are a little less traditional ways that I
- 1:03:57can find voice empowerment ability, and I did not want my own brand to
- 1:04:03erase me, and so I found ways that like, this is the platform
- 1:04:08where I'm just going to be as authentic as I can be. And Brian
- 1:04:12will probably remember times when I would say on the show, Oh, don't
- 1:04:15say that. Don't say where I grew up, or what you know,
- 1:04:19how many siblings I have, or where I went to school. And then
- 1:04:21over the years, I've gotten more comfortable with being as open in public.
- 1:04:27And I think a lot of that too, comes from the field of healthcare,
- 1:04:32which tells you, like, don't especially as a counselor psychologist, therapist,
- 1:04:38we're taught you don't want people to know where you live, who you
- 1:04:41are, what you care about. You're supposed to be a blank slate.
- 1:04:45And I subverted a lot of those trainings sort of in a new view around
- 1:04:49this, which is like, I think I'm actually more helpful as a counselor
- 1:04:54if I'm more authentic. And that's kind of how I worked through the anonymity
- 1:04:59of podcasting and putting my person out there, my identity out there with my
- 1:05:04voice. As I was listening to everybody answer, I was just going back
- 1:05:10to your question and then it made me think, well, what type of
- 1:05:14show or product or whatever you trying to make? Right are you? Do
- 1:05:17you want to be an actor? Do you want to build a persona where
- 1:05:21I don't know, you're super usial and you're flying all over campus someplace,
- 1:05:25right? Or are you trying to be right? Are you trying as you
- 1:05:30keep saying, authentic self? Authentic self? Are you trying to Hey,
- 1:05:33I'm really good at model cars and I know everything about it, and I
- 1:05:38can tell you from a very distinct and unique perspective and sometimes even entertaining perspective
- 1:05:43because you're you have fun with it, right. I think that's much more
- 1:05:46easier to maintain than doing a character right, because then, as I mentioned,
- 1:05:50you're getting more into like you're acting, You're trying to be this thing,
- 1:05:55you know, even beyond a persona, you're like this thing because then
- 1:05:58entity then starts building and getting out trolled things like that. But I think
- 1:06:01that's kind of like the first question you want to ask yourself, right,
- 1:06:03like, what what are you trying to get across? Are you? Sometimes
- 1:06:06it is maybe it's a fiction based podcasting. You are this character and you
- 1:06:10are building this storyline behind it. That's fine, but understand can you maintain
- 1:06:15that right because it does get to be it gets rough after a while.
- 1:06:19And and one thing that Betem and I sayed each other saying about when we
- 1:06:24listening to other people, especially like when we're on panels and things like this,
- 1:06:28like and in big public spaces where there's loss of talking. If you
- 1:06:30know about it, speak on it. If you don't be quiet, like
- 1:06:35you don't have to speak and gap your voice out there just to be part
- 1:06:39of the crowd, right like, if it's if it's for you, it
- 1:06:42will be there for you, right like. And that that's part of being
- 1:06:45authentic, right like, you know about that stuff, speak on it,
- 1:06:47you know, if you don't really know, don't just throw your you know,
- 1:06:50coin in it because you feel like you want to just be part of
- 1:06:53the group, right Like. I think that that's also something just understanding.
- 1:06:57Where do you want to be in your show, your podcast, whatever that
- 1:06:59is. I'm good, Thank you appreciated, sweet, Yeah, we're there.
- 1:07:05Any other questions, Yes, she didn't want to jump up. HELLI
- 1:07:15everyone, um I it was more like a small fun question. But what
- 1:07:20was your favorite episode or segment that you have ever recorded on each of your
- 1:07:25individual podcast or even your favorite memory that you've recorded on your podcast. That's
- 1:07:30an awesome question. M. Challenging. Yeah, there's a lot, like
- 1:07:40hundreds of hundreds and hundreds M. And we laugh a lot. We laugh
- 1:07:45in like every episode it's about something foolish. Uh, maybe an all Star
- 1:07:50episode. I mean recently talking about the Mandalorian sex lives was like one of
- 1:07:56my faith That was like, this is why I started the show, was
- 1:08:00to discuss why how terrible the Mandalorian sex lives must be because they never take
- 1:08:04their helmets off and so it must take it be. Look, I'm a
- 1:08:12person who lights using you know, have you tried it? You If I
- 1:08:15can't use my mouth with it, you know, if someone else can't use
- 1:08:18their mouth with it, you know what is no? No, this is
- 1:08:21clank it. This is terrible. So that was like, you know,
- 1:08:27that was a moment for me, Like sadly, it was like one of
- 1:08:30those like this is my life, but also this is my life you know
- 1:08:33moments. So yeah, so the here you go. I you know,
- 1:08:40our show sometimes can get pretty serious because we might be you know, we'll
- 1:08:44start with like, okay, Bruce Wayne is like putting on a disguise and
- 1:08:48going out into the Gotham city pretending that he's an houseless person in order to
- 1:08:54getting talent. Like you know, we'll we'll talk about anything from head trauma
- 1:08:59to samnia, to anti social personality disorder to gone violence. We really do
- 1:09:04get into these these very serious topics. But I do think that the ones
- 1:09:10that kind of become highlights in my memory is when we're laughing and having fun
- 1:09:15and realizing like, wow, we're going to put the show out there and
- 1:09:17I just said this thing that's I don't know, kind of wild, and
- 1:09:24that's that's kind of the joy of podcasting is the those highlights that sort of
- 1:09:29make you feel like, yeah, that that that was fun. That was
- 1:09:30a fun one um. And similarly, when we were covering Phantom Menace,
- 1:09:35I think there were lots of highlights there of unpacking the ridiculousness of the writing
- 1:09:42and having moments of loving and ipe loving a character, loving a story.
- 1:09:48Because I you know, I have Star Wars, I have a Star Wars
- 1:09:53Star Wars tattoo, Like I clearly love Star Wars, but I can find
- 1:09:57the comfort of our show to talk plainly about the impact that that has has
- 1:10:02had on me as well as the criticisms and the judgment that we might put
- 1:10:06out there on the show. I do appreciate me that the times that we
- 1:10:13will literally look at one another as we're talking, I feel like you're probably
- 1:10:17the exact same way. UM, and I just know about to say something
- 1:10:21that we're going to get there. Yeah, privileged, and then you go
- 1:10:30those your team, UM, and we're just laughing together. Um. But
- 1:10:36then I think my all time favorite might be and I reserved the right to
- 1:10:43change this later, um might be. At Comic Con, we did a
- 1:10:48panel with Paul Deane and Alan Burnett, who were basically known for being the
- 1:10:56anybody who wrote deep writing on on Batman. It was Paul Deane and Alan
- 1:11:01Burnt and we had them on our panel and we we just talked minutes about
- 1:11:10stuff that no one harasps them about, and that was something that was very
- 1:11:14special to us. And then Paul's wife ended up marrying us, not at
- 1:11:19that panel, but um, but now Paul's signature is on our wedding certificates
- 1:11:24and that's that's like that would not have happened had we not had our podcast.
- 1:11:28So yeah, no, I absolutely love it. I think that's crazy,
- 1:11:33and I love how you can cherish some of these super valuable moments,
- 1:11:36some more humorous, some more serious, but both holding an insane amount of
- 1:11:42value and kind of speaks to the whole podcast itself and how much these podcasts
- 1:11:47can mean to some people and some of your listeners. Um, but yeah,
- 1:11:50we are wrapping up just because we are kind of getting down close to
- 1:11:56the wire on time. But I would just love I know everybody's very appreciative
- 1:12:00for all four of you coming out. I'd love to hear around the pause.
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- 1:13:30that we had. But I meet is actually showing off a nice gift he
- 1:13:33received. Let me tell us what that is. Yes, yes, you
- 1:13:36know we all we were at the panel. Thank y'all, we're listening to
- 1:13:40that. I hope y'all enjoy that. Got a lot of gems right there.
- 1:13:43And once again, thank you to doctor Drea and to Brian for bringing
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- 1:13:49such a beautiful experience, had us up in the butter Hotel over uclamps.
- 1:13:57It was fantastic. Man. It was those one university in that tower.
- 1:14:02And you know the campus is for uc LA. I almost went to UCLA
- 1:14:10on a Yeah. I was in between their USC and a black school.
- 1:14:15You know, it was to be one of the schools in Cali or a
- 1:14:17black school. That's always you know, because it was filling more black.
- 1:14:20So after the panel, that's what I ended up doing, baby, you
- 1:14:26know. Added the panel, we a doctor Drea and Brian gifted me.
- 1:14:31If you're watching this on twitch, side tv slash for All Nerds or on
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- 1:14:39This is probably a challenge challenge coin and on one side it features both of
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- 1:14:50the other side it features the one and only Batman with a slogan the Doctor
- 1:14:57Drea has adopted about him saying he's doing the best with what he's been given,
- 1:15:03which is everything, and he's still ain't doing it. So you know,
- 1:15:06it's great and a challenge point is given you. It started as a
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- 1:15:33it's just like, and she said, because she knows that, you know,
- 1:15:36I've lived a life and have been through a lot in my life,
- 1:15:40and she just wanted to give me something to remind me to keep going and
- 1:15:43everything. And doctor Trey is just fucking awesome. Yeah, and I was,
- 1:15:46Damn, they're crying right then, and I'm them they're gonna cry again.
- 1:15:49So thank you, doctor Treya, Thank you Brian, thank you for
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