Latest / Unbalanced with Cerys Davage / 48. Pursuing my veterinary dreams (ft. Katrina Tsang)
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- 0:09Hello everyone, welcome back to another episode of Unbalanced
- 0:12with Me, Kera Savage. How are you all doing?
- 0:15I'm back today with another interview episode and today we
- 0:19are meeting Kat. Hi Kat.
- 0:21Hi, how are you doing? I'm doing well, thank you.
- 0:25How are you doing? I'm doing really good.
- 0:27I'm excited for our chat today. We were connected through
- 0:30Muscular Dystrophy UK, so you do have a type of muscular
- 0:34dystrophy. But before we get into all that,
- 0:36tell us a bit about yourself. Where are you from and what do
- 0:39you do? So I was born in Hong Kong but I
- 0:42grew up going to International School in Shanghai because of my
- 0:45parents job. So I moved here to the UK for
- 0:49university. I did veterinary medicine so I
- 0:53am now working as a vet in the UK.
- 0:55Amazing and you're here to stay in the UK, which is great news
- 0:58because that is how we got connected through and the UK.
- 1:02Can you give us a bit of background about your health
- 1:06journey or diagnosis journey growing up?
- 1:08Yeah, so it was actually a really, really frustrating
- 1:11thing. I think from the age of two or
- 1:13three my parents could already tell that I wasn't walking quite
- 1:16right, to never run a day in my life to start with.
- 1:19But I've been seeing orthopaedic surgeons since I was probably 3
- 1:23or 4. The system in Hong Kong and
- 1:25Shanghai, it works a bit differently.
- 1:26So instead of like in the UK, you see AGP who then refers you
- 1:29on you just contact the specialist directly.
- 1:32Of course, because I was walking with a limp, my parents first
- 1:35call was to speak to the orthopaedic surgeons.
- 1:38So from then until maybe when I was 17, honestly I've only been
- 1:42seeing my orthopaedic surgeon. He always thought it was just a
- 1:46bone thing. So I've had surgeries when I was
- 1:499 on both my feet and also surgery when I was 1617.
- 1:53And none of those surgeries ever fixed the issue.
- 1:57So it wasn't until I was 17 and I I've never been able to do the
- 2:01monkey bars. And that's not something that
- 2:03you can explain as being a leg orthopaedic issue.
- 2:07You know, I've never been able to get up from the ground
- 2:09easily. Again, that's not something that
- 2:11you can explain away with orthopaedics.
- 2:13So I sort of pushed my parents to take me to a neurologist.
- 2:16And then as soon as I saw the neurologist, she was like,
- 2:18you've. Got muscular?
- 2:19Dystrophy and then it kind of went from there.
- 2:22Wow, so you had those surgeries? Were they needed?
- 2:26Did have some malformations, so the surgeries at 9 definitely
- 2:30helped a lot. But the surgery I had at 17,
- 2:33which is when they thought it was still my right ankle, and
- 2:36they basically broke down my right ankle and rebuilt it.
- 2:38So now my ankle just doesn't work properly.
- 2:41It only goes up and down. It doesn't really go left or
- 2:44right. So my ankle's now fixed in the
- 2:46wrong position. Actually, if the dystrophy had
- 2:50been diagnosed before, I would not have had that surgery done.
- 2:53Wow that is insane. You could easily have a bit of
- 2:56anger towards the doctors or the people trying to help you
- 3:00diagnose you with something that you just didn't have and putting
- 3:04you through that surgery that you didn't need and actually
- 3:07made you end up a little bit worse.
- 3:09How? How did you feel about that?
- 3:11Well, I mean, what's done is done, so there's no point
- 3:14looking back and being upset about it.
- 3:15It definitely did make me slightly worse because it was
- 3:18such a major surgery. I ended up being in a wheelchair
- 3:21for six months because obviously with the dystrophy I couldn't
- 3:24use crutches. I just didn't have the muscle
- 3:26strength to use crutches. So I was in a wheelchair for six
- 3:29months, which then made the atrophy in my was a lot worse.
- 3:32So six months later there was even less muscle than I already
- 3:36had. It's been a long time building
- 3:38that back up and I'm now on the wait list here on the NHS to try
- 3:42and see if they can do something else to get my ankle thwarted.
- 3:45But trying to weigh up whether it's going to make my dystrophy
- 3:48worse versus how bad it currently is because now I've
- 3:52got severe arthritis in my right ankle.
- 3:55Wow. OK.
- 3:56Yeah, because, well, any major surgery would require a lot of
- 4:00rest, And too much rest is actually bad for your muscles
- 4:03when you've got muscular dystrophy, because you need to
- 4:05keep them active. If I didn't have the dystrophy
- 4:07and I could use crutches, that would have obviously been a lot
- 4:10better because at least I would be moving around.
- 4:12But I just, I don't have the strength.
- 4:13My arms can't hold myself up with crutches.
- 4:16Carrying your whole weight on your arms, that is just
- 4:18something that we just can't do with muscular.
- 4:21So could you give us a bit of an insight on your actual diagnosis
- 4:25with muscular dystrophy? So you said you went to the
- 4:26neurologist. What, what was it like?
- 4:28Because obviously you were a little bit older by then, you
- 4:30were a teenager. What was it like getting that
- 4:33diagnosis? That sounds slightly bad, but
- 4:35honestly, I think the feeling that I had was vindication.
- 4:39Like I've been right this entire time, that there was something
- 4:42else apart from just the bones being wrong.
- 4:45And so as soon as the neurologist told me it was just
- 4:48the first consult, she asked me to do a few things.
- 4:50And she was like, you've got dystrophy.
- 4:51Like, I don't know what type just yet.
- 4:52I can't give you a specific diagnosis, but she was like,
- 4:55you've definitely got dystrophy. I bet it was kind of a relief
- 4:57knowing finally they figured out what's wrong after years of
- 5:01trial and error I guess. Definitely.
- 5:03At one point the orthopaedic surgeon had told me it was
- 5:05because I hadn't kept up with the physio after the orthopaedic
- 5:09surgery and I was like, I can't have just been that.
- 5:12No, no, definitely not. Surely you know, surely there's
- 5:15something else and it's beyond your control.
- 5:18I've I've had a lot of similar experiences with my orthopaedic.
- 5:22Just saying. Oh, oh, yeah.
- 5:24And the reason why your right knee turns in is because your
- 5:27ankles are slightly not at the right level.
- 5:29So I'll give you some insoles. And that didn't work.
- 5:32And then he gave me like a knee brace to stop my knees from
- 5:35giving way to falling, but my hips were too weak to support
- 5:39that. And then we realised it was
- 5:40actually due to my muscles being weak and I had already had the
- 5:43diagnosis by then. We knew what I had, but he still
- 5:46thought that it was an ankle problem, which it totally
- 5:49wasn't. Because it's such a rare
- 5:50condition, it's hard to know what's the right thing.
- 5:54Well, like in my case, because I've got Bethlehem myopathy,
- 5:57which one of the things is ligament tightening.
- 6:00So the orthopaedic surgeon just told me that my bones were
- 6:02growing at a faster speed than my ligament.
- 6:05I don't know if that's true or not, but it definitely is to do
- 6:08with the Bethlehem because ligament tightness is literally
- 6:12one of the diagnostic indications.
- 6:15Everything is just sort of added together when I got that.
- 6:17Diagnosis. It was like alarm bells ringing.
- 6:19Like finally. Yeah, obviously you had quite a
- 6:23bit of a medically, but growing up with, I guess this
- 6:26undiagnosed condition, how did it affect you?
- 6:29Well, to begin with, because I didn't have any specific
- 6:31paperwork for the school, they still made me do PE.
- 6:35Oh no. Like obviously they knew there
- 6:36was something wrong with me because I was limping, but
- 6:38because I didn't have specific paperwork to say that I could
- 6:41opt out or I could stay out PE, I still had to go to PE and I
- 6:45still had to get marked in PE. They obviously changed the mark
- 6:49scheme for me, but it was just the fact that I still had to do
- 6:51it and I was obviously extremely tired afterwards.
- 6:54When we have sports day at school, I just couldn't
- 6:57participate. I just stand on the side.
- 6:58You know, when we go on field trips and things, I was always
- 7:01just trying to catch up because when you, you know, we've got
- 7:02the whole class walking on the side of the road.
- 7:04I was just always at the back. And then it'd be whichever
- 7:07parent chaperone was was with the field trip and they just
- 7:11have to stay in the back with me and I'd get left behind.
- 7:13Growing up, we used to go to horse summer camp with my
- 7:16cousin. They'd already started jumping
- 7:18and I was still just walking and trotting because I was too
- 7:21tired. And then they just thought I was
- 7:22really bad at riding. But no, it's just because I
- 7:25don't have the muscles to do it. Oh, that must be so frustrating.
- 7:29And not having a reason behind the fact that you were slower
- 7:32than other people. And I guess at that age and at
- 7:35that point in life, it's very easy to blame yourself and think
- 7:38like, why can't I catch up with everyone?
- 7:40Why can't I be as strong as other people?
- 7:42Obviously at that age that you want to stay with your friends,
- 7:45but either my friends would have to stay back with me and then
- 7:48we'd all just be left behind or I just be left behind with like
- 7:52the one parent volunteer or something like that at.
- 7:55That age as well, it's hard to ask your friends like oh, can
- 7:58you stay behind with me because you don't want to be an
- 8:00inconvenience, but you also don't want to be left out of
- 8:03things as well. Like it is quite easy to feel
- 8:06left out of things when you just can't keep up with other.
- 8:08People, yeah, I think The thing is, because I didn't have a
- 8:11proper diagnosis, so I couldn't, I couldn't explain it away.
- 8:14You know, like teachers, they'd ask me like, oh, why can't you
- 8:17participate? And I was like, I've got a leg
- 8:19problem. Like, I don't know what it is,
- 8:20but I've got a leg problem. And then I couldn't really go
- 8:22beyond that. Yeah, it was frustrating for
- 8:25all. Of us yeah where your friends
- 8:26and family quite understanding yeah I.
- 8:28Think my parents definitely were super understanding, but again,
- 8:32because we didn't have the diagnosis, I think they started
- 8:34off thinking that maybe I was just being lazy and I didn't
- 8:37want to go any faster and I was just really tired, you know?
- 8:40And they told me to hurry up. I couldn't physically hurry up.
- 8:42The older I got the more they were like wait a second, it's
- 8:44not actually you being lazy. That must have been so nice to
- 8:49finally get a diagnosis and be like, see, This is why I can do
- 8:52these things. Definitely.
- 8:54How are you affected now? Like how does it affect you?
- 8:57And now that you've had the diagnosis, is it a condition
- 9:00that worsens or is it quite stable?
- 9:02It is stable. I think it's one of the more
- 9:04stable dystrophies, but it will decline with age.
- 9:08It's really hard to say because my neurologist asked me this all
- 9:11the time. Like can you feel it getting
- 9:12worse? And I'm like, well, not compared
- 9:14to a month ago or like a year ago, I can't feel a difference.
- 9:16But compared to five years ago, yes, I think it is slightly
- 9:20worse. I think I can walk less.
- 9:22I've got less energy overall, but I couldn't, I couldn't give
- 9:25you yesterday. It felt.
- 9:27Better or worse, But I know it is progressing, yeah.
- 9:30It's, it's like a slow decline over many years.
- 9:34And that that's the joy of muscular dystrophy.
- 9:37So how, how does it affect you now?
- 9:39Like, are there little things in your daily life that you find a
- 9:42bit of a struggle? I can do stairs if I've got a
- 9:45Bannister, preferably a person on the other side so that I can
- 9:50press up on either side to get up and going downstairs is not
- 9:54easy, but it's much better than going up.
- 9:57Same with going uphill. All my friends know they've got
- 9:59to push me if we're going up the hill.
- 10:02It's too exhausting trying to go up.
- 10:04Obviously can't run, can't squat.
- 10:06To be honest, I think because I've been like this my entire
- 10:08life, I've adapted quite well. Like I know what I need to do to
- 10:11get around, but it's definitely affecting the career choice that
- 10:16I've made because it is a pretty physical job being a vet.
- 10:20We will get to that in a minute, but it does sound like our
- 10:22conditions are very similar. Even though you've got best of
- 10:24myopathy and I've got limb girdle muscular dystrophy, we do
- 10:28have some very similar experiences.
- 10:30Like I can't run, I can't do squats anymore.
- 10:33I used to be able to, but now definitely can't really struggle
- 10:36getting up from the floor. I've got like my own specific
- 10:39way of getting out. Just like little things like
- 10:41that, things that maybe a lot of people would take for granted,
- 10:43but I just struggle with a lot more, like lifting my legs from
- 10:46a seated position or, you know, getting it from a chair.
- 10:49I just sign that. We've got very similar
- 10:51experiences in that. Yeah, like I've got my own ways
- 10:53to get up from a siege position because I can't just use my
- 10:56thighs to get up. I've got to like lean forward.
- 10:59A special way that I know how to do, but I wouldn't be able to
- 11:01explain it. But it's just the only way that
- 11:03I can do. These things exactly, well, I
- 11:06completely understand because yeah, I'm exactly the same.
- 11:09I find it easier to push down on things that that really helps me
- 11:12get up a bit better. So yeah, I do want to get into
- 11:16talking about your experience in university and getting into your
- 11:20job now. So what was your experiences in
- 11:22uni like first of all? Literally first week in I
- 11:25already got pulled into a meeting.
- 11:27So I don't know if if you'll know this, but just with the vet
- 11:30degree you're not allowed to only do small animals, you've
- 11:33got to do all animals. So in order to graduate you've
- 11:36got to be qualified to treat all animals.
- 11:39I actually really, really like farm vet work.
- 11:41So when I went into vet school, I really wanted to do mixed
- 11:43practise because I really enjoy the the farming side of
- 11:47veterinary. But the very first week that I
- 11:50went in, I already got pulled to speak with senior staff members
- 11:54of the UNI because they were saying they don't know if I'm
- 11:56going to be able to get through the degree is a physical degree.
- 11:59We've got to within the first two years, we have to go lambing
- 12:02for two weeks, we have to go do two weeks of milking, we've got
- 12:05to work a week on a pig farm, we've got to do 2 weeks and with
- 12:09horses. Yeah.
- 12:10So the first two years they were saying they don't know if I'm
- 12:13even going to get through those placements, let alone the actual
- 12:17vetting bits. But I was really confident that
- 12:20I could do it because even before uni I'd already done some
- 12:23of this stuff in order to get the experience to get into vet
- 12:26school. So I just told them, you know
- 12:27what, like yes, it's going to be difficult, but like I'm sure
- 12:30I'll be able to do it. And in the end it was just me
- 12:32having to figure out how to do loads of different things my
- 12:35way. So for example, during lambing,
- 12:37because we go with two students to like 1 farm, my friend would
- 12:41be the one who was catching the sheep and then she put the sheep
- 12:44in a smaller pen and then that meant that I didn't have to go
- 12:47catching the sheep, I could just do the actual lambing bit.
- 12:50Or like with milking for example, actually it ended up
- 12:53not being that bad because the milking parlour was sort of set
- 12:56up in a way that I could do it anyway.
- 12:59Yes, I was significantly more tired, but I ended up being
- 13:02fine. That's good.
- 13:03So not only did you prove your lecture was wrong, that you were
- 13:08able to do this course, you also just found your own ways of
- 13:12doing it. You didn't have to conform to
- 13:15the exact ways of doing every single little part of betting.
- 13:19You just found your own ways about it.
- 13:21And that is the whole point of living with muscular dystrophy,
- 13:23is to just find your own ways of doing normal things that other
- 13:28people can do, but just adapting it to yourself.
- 13:30It's all about adapting, isn't it?
- 13:32Adapting yourself and adapting the environment around you.
- 13:36So how did you find that? Adapting and maybe not doing
- 13:39things a certain way, Maybe doing it your own way.
- 13:42Yeah, so I think I had to convince some people throughout
- 13:45the five year course that my way would also work, especially, you
- 13:49know, when I turn up at a farm trying to vet the animals.
- 13:53Obviously the farmer sees me in my walking stick and he's like,
- 13:56you want to treat my sheep? And I'm like, you know what, I
- 13:59can do it. So I think it was just the same
- 14:04of having to prove to other people that my way also works.
- 14:08And yeah, it's a bit more cumbersome.
- 14:09You know, I'm not going to be able to hop a fence really
- 14:11quickly. But, you know, give me a bit of
- 14:13time. Either I will very slowly be
- 14:16able to go over the fence or I'm just going to have to walk a bit
- 14:19further and open the gate. Yes, I might have taken a bit
- 14:21longer to do certain things, but the lecturers, the clinicians,
- 14:25the, the farmers, they figure out pretty soon that I am
- 14:29actually capable. I just need a bit more time.
- 14:31Time that's really good and I'm glad that people have been
- 14:35understanding in that way because there is always a bit of
- 14:38a prejudice around people with mobility aids or people that
- 14:42just can't quite keep up. But very quickly you prove them
- 14:45wrong. So well done for that.
- 14:47That's that is amazing. I I only had one time on a
- 14:51placement where a farmer was a bit weird with me.
- 14:54I was trying to give a vaccine to a cow, and he was like, oh,
- 15:00you know, cows are different from cats and dogs.
- 15:02Like, Are you sure you can do this?
- 15:03And at that point, in all honesty, I had vaccinated more
- 15:06cows than I had cats and dogs. So.
- 15:09It was a bit like, I know what I'm doing, I did it right, did
- 15:15it fine, did it right the first time and what, what's the farmer
- 15:18going to say? You did the right job so he
- 15:21can't say anything now. Exactly.
- 15:23Yeah, I'm, I'm sure it is difficult to, you know, come
- 15:26across people that doubt you a little bit at first, whereas if
- 15:29you didn't have a disability, then they probably wouldn't have
- 15:32questioned you at all. There's something so satisfying
- 15:35about being able to prove them wrong.
- 15:37You know exactly what you're doing.
- 15:38You're very experienced. You're like, this is literally
- 15:41your life that you want to get into.
- 15:43Having people maybe doubt you at the beginning and then proving
- 15:46them wrong will give you a bit more of a thick skin going out
- 15:48into the world as a vet. Definitely, yeah.
- 15:51And to be honest, like now that I'm actually working as a vet, I
- 15:55struggle. It is a bit harder doing large,
- 15:57large bouncy dogs because I can't just squat down, you know,
- 16:01get back up when they move. But it the clients have been so
- 16:04kind and understanding. Either the clients offer to hold
- 16:07their dogs for me, which they want to anyway because that's,
- 16:10you know, their dog, they like holding their dog anyway.
- 16:13Or I just say, sorry, I'm disabled.
- 16:15Can I sit on the chair? And if you bring your dog to me,
- 16:17then I can do everything from a seated position.
- 16:20Everyone in my practise is just amazing and so understanding.
- 16:24I just put my head out and see if there's a nurse or someone
- 16:27who's or another vet who's just got a couple of minutes of free
- 16:30time. If they can come in and just
- 16:31help me hold the dog. They're just a fantastic
- 16:33practise and I can't say enough good things about my colleagues.
- 16:37No, I've not had any issues at all with clients being funny
- 16:41about me being disabled. Like everyone has just been so
- 16:43understanding. I did have a bit of a rough time
- 16:46when I first started because it is really physical.
- 16:48I am walking loads and I ended up having to go go on like extra
- 16:52painkillers every day that I worked.
- 16:54Now that I think my body is starting to get used to it, I'm
- 16:57still on extra painkillers, but just slightly less.
- 17:00Of a dose but. Like it's all been going quite
- 17:03well. That's so good.
- 17:05I'm honestly so happy for you that you have such an amazing
- 17:08support system around you and work because that's so, so
- 17:11important that people value you as a member of staff but also
- 17:16are willing to help you, willing to adapt things around you.
- 17:18That was one thing I wanted to ask about the squatting down
- 17:21because I imagine there's a lot of like bending down, especially
- 17:24with like smaller animals. I'm glad you told me how you
- 17:27adapted to that because that's something I would definitely
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- 18:06What I think about maybe in the future becoming a mum, like how
- 18:09I'd be able to like deal with the baby being on the floor all
- 18:12the time and stuff. But you, you just adapt and you
- 18:15have extra help around you and the way you've done it just,
- 18:19it's very inspiring. My workplace for example, they
- 18:22for me specifically bought a brand new like spinny wheelie
- 18:26chair for the consult room. So the wheels are fantastic.
- 18:32So it means that I can stay sitting down and I just wheel
- 18:35myself around on the spinny chair if the dog is, you know,
- 18:38if the odour can lift the dog up onto the table.
- 18:40And that completely works. The really huge dogs, I mean,
- 18:43they're huge anyway. Like I had a Saint Bernard in
- 18:45the other day, didn't even need to bend down, takes up in the
- 18:48Saint Bernard. He was like 70 or 80 kilos, like
- 18:52a golden retriever sized dog. Yeah, I just sit on the chair
- 18:54and then the owner sort of pulls their dog over to me.
- 18:57Or for example, if I'm needing to get blood off a biggish dog
- 19:01that can't go on the table, I just end up sitting on the floor
- 19:04and doing it that way because the nurse has to help you hold
- 19:06the dog anyway. So the dog's not going anywhere.
- 19:09I can just sit on the floor. It's all about experience, isn't
- 19:11it? You're going to encounter so
- 19:12many different types of animals, but the more you practise, the
- 19:16more you know exactly like what position you need to be in with
- 19:19types of animals and things. But your whole process getting
- 19:22into work sounds so positive. And congratulations for
- 19:26graduating and for getting into that because it does sound very
- 19:29intense and it does sound tough. But you're, you're just someone
- 19:32that people can take inspiration from.
- 19:34Your job is very, very physical, but you just find your own ways
- 19:37of adapting it. And it could inspire other
- 19:39people that might have muscular dystrophy to not give up on
- 19:43their dream maybe, and not give up on certain careers that they
- 19:46want to get into because they think, oh, it's too physical.
- 19:49It's just not for me. Do it anyway.
- 19:50Nowadays people are so ready to adapt to different needs.
- 19:54That's been really good to. Hear the good thing about
- 19:56veterinary is that if I end up getting sort of even worse,
- 19:59there's so many different places that you can go with with this
- 20:03degree. So like going into salmon is
- 20:05something that I'm quite interested in because it is
- 20:07farming, but it's very different type of farming.
- 20:10Seeing as I live in Scotland, there's a huge salmon industry.
- 20:13I mean, I don't know when or if I'll even make the move over,
- 20:16but I'm quite happy where I am doing cats and dogs at the
- 20:19moment. What's next for you?
- 20:21Do you think you'll stay there for a while?
- 20:23Is there something else that you want to maybe achieve?
- 20:26Career wise, I've only just started so hopefully I'll be
- 20:29there for a while. I'm still in a graduate position
- 20:32so that there's still so much to learn.
- 20:34Otherwise I don't know. I mean, I'm training my
- 20:37assistant dog in training at the moment.
- 20:38He's he's sitting his exams end of the year so that he can help
- 20:44me with things. I've got a pretty big dog, so
- 20:46he'll hopefully be able to help me race.
- 20:49And there's a special harness that I'm going to train him on
- 20:52once he's passed his health testing.
- 20:53And that will mean that he can sort of help pull me up hills or
- 20:57upstairs or just forwards if, if I'm really quite tired.
- 21:00And hopefully that means I don't need a person with me if I need
- 21:03to go up a slope and I can just have my dog with me and that
- 21:07will be enough. And then I've just started
- 21:09riding with riding for the disabled.
- 21:11That's really exciting. Those are sort of the two main
- 21:13things that I do. My life just revolves around my
- 21:16dog and other animal related. Things really so cool that you
- 21:20can train your dog to help you. I mean, I have a dog um, with my
- 21:23family and my family home. He's a staffy.
- 21:25He's quite a sturdy, stocky dog and I can't really take him on a
- 21:30walk on the leash anymore because he is so strong.
- 21:33He would just pull me over. Luckily he's very obedient and I
- 21:36don't really need to take him on the lead anyway.
- 21:38I've always thought about maybe if I got a dog in the future I
- 21:41would need to get a small one that I'd be able to maybe
- 21:44handle. But actually there are ways of
- 21:46training dogs to help you. So that is something that I
- 21:49could maybe look into now that you're doing it.
- 21:51It was. Quite the struggle at first,
- 21:53especially when he was going through his adolescence, teenage
- 21:56phase because my dog is big, he's strong, he's supposed to,
- 22:00you know, eventually let me put my weight on him.
- 22:03But that also meant that during the teenage phase he was awful
- 22:06because he would pull and I've, I've fallen down several times.
- 22:09He's pulled me off benches so going through the teenage phase
- 22:13was absolutely horrific and I couldn't take him on a walk
- 22:16alone if we went anywhere. I couldn't let him off the lead
- 22:19because his recall was horrific, but that also meant he was
- 22:21pulling all over the place. Thank goodness he's now over
- 22:24that. His recall is now I'd say 99.9%.
- 22:28We can just drive to a park. I park my car right right at the
- 22:32start of a walk and I just let him off lead and I have the
- 22:35confidence that he'll come straight back.
- 22:37I can now take him on a walk by myself and that was a huge
- 22:40breakthrough for us. You each other out by now?
- 22:42Yeah, definitely. And yeah, my dog has knocked me
- 22:45over several times and at that moment it's really easy to not
- 22:49be able to forgive your dog. But obviously a dog doesn't know
- 22:51any better. Yeah.
- 22:53Well, he doesn't know I'm disabled so.
- 22:55Well now my dog is getting a bit older.
- 22:56He doesn't really run off as much.
- 22:58Like he knows to stay with me a bit more.
- 23:00I don't know if that's just because he's older or because he
- 23:04knows that I'm a bit slower now. I don't know.
- 23:07I like to think that he understands me more and that he
- 23:10wants to just stay with me because he knows I'm a bit slow.
- 23:12But who knows, he might just be lazy.
- 23:16So to finish off, I want to ask you a question that I ask all my
- 23:21interviewees. Is there a piece of advice that
- 23:23you would give to your younger self or maybe someone that wants
- 23:27to get into betting or just a physical job that might feel a
- 23:32bit held? Back don't give up on it.
- 23:35That's just so important. I think is, is to just not give
- 23:38up. Um, knowing that it is physical,
- 23:40but there there are ways. I mean, the world is catching up
- 23:43now to, you know, equality and sort of disabled rights and
- 23:48stuff like that. I'm sure if I was born 100 years
- 23:51ago, I would have never been a vet because I wouldn't have been
- 23:54able to have those adaptations put in.
- 23:56In today's day and age, I see no reason why anyone else with with
- 24:00a physical disability shouldn't be able to do veterinary.
- 24:03Yes, it's going to be an uphill fight.
- 24:05Going to have to have a really thick skin, especially going
- 24:09through the large animal side of things, doing farm visits, stuff
- 24:12like that. Things will be said, people will
- 24:14try and you know, question if you're actually capable.
- 24:18But I think if you're able to work with the school, work with
- 24:21the clinicians, work with the people in charge, like there is
- 24:24a way around things and just to not give up really.
- 24:28You're kind of like a beacon of hope for people that might not
- 24:31know whether they're doing the right thing and trying to push
- 24:34for the career that they want. But like you said, nowadays
- 24:37it's, you know, companies are trying their best to accommodate
- 24:41for everyone. So surely it shouldn't hold you
- 24:43back just because something you can't help.
- 24:46Surely you could still be able to do what you want and you have
- 24:49definitely proven that. So congratulations.
- 24:51Thank you. Yeah.
- 24:52I mean, even for the company that I work for, like, yes, as
- 24:55an adaptation, the only thing they had to really pay
- 24:58themselves was to get me a new chair.
- 25:01That was enough to make my job significantly easier.
- 25:05So I think companies now are definitely more willing to help
- 25:09people that are disabled. I love the idea of that the the
- 25:13spinny chair as well because it's kind of like a wheelchair
- 25:15but for the workplace and you can just kind of spin around
- 25:17everywhere. Sounds great.
- 25:19Oh, it was so good. It was actually slightly
- 25:21dangerous the first time I got in because the wheels were so
- 25:24good. I was holding onto a dog and sat
- 25:26on the chair and as soon as the dog like lunged forward, I went
- 25:30flying with the dog on the spinny chair.
- 25:33Yeah, my practise manager was like, I warned you that the
- 25:36chair was spinning. And I was like, yeah, I know.
- 25:38You warned me. Oh, that's hilarious.
- 25:42But now you're used to it, so that's fine.
- 25:44I've got it. I know how spinning it is.
- 25:46I know how to not go flying. It's all about adapting, isn't
- 25:51it? Is there anything else you want
- 25:52to add before we finish? Just that I hope I can inspire
- 25:56other people with physical disabilities to not only
- 25:59veterinary, but anything that's physically demanding that there
- 26:02is a way to work around things and that if that's really what
- 26:05you want to do, like we'll all be able to find a way you've.
- 26:08Said it perfectly there. I really hope that you continue
- 26:12to raise awareness and despite your story in different places,
- 26:16it is just such a a nice refreshing story to hear someone
- 26:20actually achieving what they really want to do despite their
- 26:23condition telling them otherwise and despite a lot of authorities
- 26:26telling you otherwise as well. So you've kind of defied all of
- 26:28that and you still pushed and got your end goal anyway.
- 26:33So I really do admire you for that.
- 26:35And thank you so much for sharing your story on my podcast
- 26:38today. No, thank you so much for having
- 26:40me on the podcast. So happy we got to sit down and
- 26:43chat. If you you guys listening
- 26:44enjoyed our chat today, then don't forget to leave a comment
- 26:48in the Q&A box underneath this episode.
- 26:50Let us know what you thought. Kat.
- 26:52Can we find you on social media? Yep, um, you can follow my dog
- 26:56because I do a lot of posting about disability and assistance
- 27:00dog awareness on that page. So it's at Knox the spoo.
- 27:03So Knox the SPOO. I will link Knox the spoo on the
- 27:09episode description as well for you guys to check out.
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- 27:15It really helps me out and keep sharing, keep spreading the
- 27:20imbalanced word. Thank you so much Kat again for
- 27:22coming on today. I hope you all enjoyed listening
- 27:25and I will speak to you guys very soon in another couple
- 27:27weeks, but until then, bye.